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so halloween is near~~!! and im thinking about wearing my lolita dress on halloween
because i don't really get the chance to do that on normal days ( = 3 = ;; )
but then it seems to offend some people if you say you're wearing lolita dress
on halloween because it's a fashion. uhh yes it is. but at the same time
isn't it a day to dress as you please?

jeez im confuzed ( o ___ o ;; )


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thankyou for those who commented <3 chuuu <3 <--ewwww = 3 = ;;

ahhaa yeahh i don't even know why im getting all anxious about it
i think im battling the fact that lolita is a fashion style yet
im wearing it like a costume HAHAHA ( o__o ;; )
now that i think about it ! im pathetic, hahaa
but nevertheless~ sankyuu

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/15007642/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/15007642/ Wed, 10 Oct 2007 21:05:43 PDT TSUBASA came out <3
check it out guys ( o u o )//
if you get limited edition type A. -> TSUBASA PV
if you get limited edition type B. -> RURI NO AME PV
both sounds so good to me ~ haha why can't it be
limited edition C- both. ( = 3 = ;; )

anyhow. i have to say. actually, i can't wait to say that i love their new outfit/song.
Tsubasa is really techno-ish. pv-wise it's a really addicting song though
i find myself humming it constantly hahaha XD their prince outfit is haoott.
and ruri no ame, is simply amazing.
the pv is so beautiful, so exquisite, and magical
the music style is a bit different in ruri no ame. but i love it dearly!! haha
( and shou's shirt is getting lower and lower each time. yeah. haha )
every slow movement in it seem so elegant and beautiful


i really want to buy the CD

im going crazy.



on the contrary.

i haven't been updating much

but yes, im still alive = u =

hopefully i'll update soon.!

BTW, new jdorama season is coming soon. it's gonna be good

bye bye ~ have a nice day everybody.

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/14889435/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/14889435/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 18:01:04 PDT
alice nine's official site upload the~ lovely demo of new single
all three songs ! it's really good i loveee ittttttttttttttt
go listeennnnnn, now
now i want to preorder it ahah

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/14804515/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/14804515/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 18:11:44 PDT but, i am still alive i do check DA and whatnot.
i do look at people's deviation&admire them
ahha not that anybody cares.

i'll update sometime.
recently i've been working on ap studio artworks lately -_-

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/14608379/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/14608379/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 18:58:08 PDT
1.Post these rules
2.Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3.Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4.At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5.Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged


8 RANDOM FACTS.. about mikkamo

numero un
i live in my own little fantasy filled with magical things & bishounen. are you jealous? PUAHAHAA. XD and hopefully one day something from a shoujo manga will miraculously happen....

numero deux
i dropped my glasses in the toilet before. are you jealous?
ahhaa well, at least it wasn't pee-d yet. don't know what'll happen if it actually did.
poor glasses, one of them actually broke in half when i was sport-ing hahaa

numero trois
im quiet but not so quiet. you get the idea.

numero quatre
i laugh like a maniac. and it's not sophisticated at all.

numero cinq
i like guys with uber thin eyebrows. i find that really attractive
but then when like cute ones have thin eyebrows, it's not as matching
im contradicting myselfff

numero six
i think alot alot alot alot of mindless things and worry about things that happen
like a thousand years ago.

numero sept
omygosh! i want a lolita dress recently i want to cosplay yamato nadeshiko
it'll be one of my goals. ahahaa

numero huit
i envy you.



im lazy im lazy im lazy

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/14354103/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/14354103/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 18:28:22 PDT Omahgah! schoolisofficially. startinggg...
and im not done with my summerwork........
screwitscrewit ( T_T )

i can't believe summer is ending. it felt so short this time.
gosh, next year is going to be hell D:
so much work&what not..... and im somewhat looking forward to it actually
hopefully my goals will be reached

and yeah, i'll continue to fantasize about my imaginary bishounen pauahaha
& romantci scenes that only happens in shojo manga

if you want art trade, demande-moi ~




im gonna be a good girl & type out my clubbs ~~~ =9


must join more~~~

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/14295521/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/14295521/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 21:51:11 PDT school is starting next monday and here am i, procrastinating.
oh joy ! school is gonna be hell, filled with busy schedule uggghh = _ = ;;

random thingss i want to.. point out hahaha :
- finish art trade with XD
- buy a lolita dress
- continue to love BL.... (hopefully i'll able to draw )
- finally im taking art lessons, very much looking forward to learn alot of things
- be organized. (this is a lie)
- don't mess up tomorrow at the orientation...
- actually learn how to draw ..
- love alice nine & antique cafe

so many people have the pixel id thing, its so cool =9
.. now i really wish i know how to use photoshop

bye bye <3

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/14226759/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/14226759/ Sat, 18 Aug 2007 13:49:27 PDT im losing creativity and ability, that's why i am unable to draw
it's an art block, gaahh i hate it o very much!!

yesterday was the world premiere of HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2
one of my friends is basically obsessed with it so we watched it
for the entire time, we are laughing our head of (in a good way)
the guy who plays ryan is cute <3 haha
they make great songs, but not so much about the plot though
kind of want to watch superbad haha

so basicaallyy.. i haven't finish my summerwork and..
summer is ending in 1 week, oh yeah im so suave HAHAA
actually, i hate this. i don't want to do summerwork
what i hate more is my procrastinating nature = =

yeep.

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/14112305/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/14112305/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 22:23:25 PDT MiKKAMO est stupide ...... ( = 3 = ) /




i need to learn a lot of things





" y o u s c r a t c h m y b a c k a n d i ' l l s c r a t c h y o u r s "

LOL! guess where that is from~

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13940650/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13940650/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 11:43:15 PDT but i feel like i haven't done anything special over the summer
except academic stuff ( = 3 = );;
the worst thing is, i haven't started on the summer work!
so.. im officially.. doomed ...... ( T u T )....


anyway, for my french summerwork, part of it is to
find a French penpal, or rather, e-mail pal haha (in which, i haven't yet)
anybody interested? i'm not sure if i absolutely have to go on a certain site
that my teacher wants us to use ...
but beware, 10 of the e-mails we mail each other will be seen by the teacher
which sucks very much

so if you live in France or other Franco-phone country and would like to be
my mail pal leave a comment, i'll get back to you
thanks~


ART TRADE anybodddyyyy ??
i feel like i really need to do some drawing!!


been watching dramas 24/7 hahaa (= u
i'm sure a lot of people watched hanazakari~ it's very cute
i also like yamada tarou too x) && many other dramas
let's discuss! drama lovers xD



that, is all



p.s. i think im addicted to B.L. LOLLL

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13737438/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13737438/ Sat, 14 Jul 2007 20:57:40 PDT Movie Music
performed by L.A. Philharmonic, conducted by John Williams

John Williams has the title Maestro of Movie, because he is one of the
most well-known and talented movie music composer of today.
working with stephen spielberg (sp?) for almost 35 years and creating
many of the classic movies such as star wars, memoirs of a geisha, harry potter,
catch me if you can, superman, indiana jones, etc....

i'm very happy to see this man of legend, he was really really great
and L.A. Philharmonic did a fabulous job as well.
the magic of music is simply wondrous
it felt as if i was in the movie

so if you guys have the chance, please go listen! haha

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13627389/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13627389/ Thu, 05 Jul 2007 22:37:40 PDT but then in america is 7/5 today~ you know what that means

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!! SHOU
hoping that he had a good birthday with the alice nine members x)
wishing that he will continue writing great songs
and sing with his sexy voice x)
and be 24/7 sexy sexy XDDD

lol..

sorry, it's all about sexy ta'haha.

(if i'm not mistaken, which i am usually.. he's 25? 26? :3 )

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despite the pain that was inflicted by summerschool and SAT.

everybody should watch dramas XDD TA'HAHAHA.

so far i am looking forward to these~~ (and no doubt will watch more XD)

1. パパとムスメの７日間 Papa to musume no nanokakan
2. 花ざかりの君たちへ hanazakari no kimitachi he (can't wait to watch it~)
3. 探偵学園Q tantei gakuen Q
4. 牛に願いを　ushi ni negai wo

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13567800/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13567800/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 18:24:59 PDT
i realize that i am not much of a summer person, i thought i was.
summer is refreshing, very sunny and bright.
but can be dry and horrible if you absolutely dispise the hotness and allergy!!
it's pretty horrible. (> _ < i kind of wish an ice cube can be glued to my back. haha

ughh and one thing about this year's summer. so much homework
what. the. heck. how is it even possible??
next week is going to be summer + SAT prep hell again.
this recurring cycle of torture.. ( - _ - ) what happened to happy summer?

sometimes i want to slap myself for doing stupid things like
not going to important conventions such as.. jrock revolution&AX
seriously =_=;; im a dumbo.
lesson: do not leave everything until last minute cause you don't know what will happen.
soooo~~ from now on, i will be a PLANNER yes. a planner
not a procrastinator.

i want to cosplay in the near future. : 3 hmm.



and, and , and oh yeah. NEXT SEASON OF J-DORAMA~~~
i am very much looking forward to HANAKIMI. the preview looks very interesting
don't you just love those manga-inspired film. i <3 it.
so yeah!


by the way, anybody want to art trade? ]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13530221/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13530221/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 19:48:22 PDT summerschool + SAT classes. 200 vocabularies a week + other homework.
goodness, i feel literally dead ( = _ = )
but on a brighter note, maybe i've lost weight.?
yet, my fat stomach is still so fat :3


Anime Expo in Long Beach in this week :3
i don't know if i will be going yet. but if i do, hope to see you all there
this will be my first time going, so still confuzed about everything
but it seems quite fun, so hopefully i'll be going.
any suggestions on where to go and such?
by the way, do you need another ticket for the concert?

next year, i wish to cosplay.
or, to cosplay for incoming anime conventions :3
im new to this, so yeah.
since my friends are not very interested in dressing up
i hope to make friends with those who enjoy cosplaying so maybe
we can plan and cosplay together :3
anybody interested feel free to leave a comment ~ best if you live in CA.

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13423964/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13423964/ Wed, 20 Jun 2007 19:16:04 PDT
it's pretty queer how i'm often being asked whether if i'm someone's sister
or being told that i look like someone. haha funny stuff.

so there's this girl at my school who i don't really know of.
but then i've seen her several times and we probably know each other.
the funny thing is, whenever she sees me she always asks
"are you _________'s sister?? " (a guy)
she probably asked me that about 5 times throughtout the school year.
i mean there's nothing wrong with that, but i find it kinda funny haha.
now i really REALLY wanna know who that guy is.
do i look like him? i asked
no, you look like his sister. she replied.
.... so who is he?!! haha

and there's this other time, where a teacher,
in the middle of her instructions, call out
" do you have a sister name ____________? " so random...
and obviously, i don't. haha
however, my friend said that i do resemble some bit of that girl
not the appearance, but overall-wise.
ahaha.. interesting.

hence the other experiences~ haha.
2 people told me i resemble this male celebrity which, i will not tell HAHA.
and .. ________ yeahhh ahahaha


funny stuff

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13413628/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13413628/ Tue, 19 Jun 2007 23:32:41 PDT often times i think too much about a certain thing
not only that, i make it seem worse than it really is.
gosh, that really drives me nuts
optimistic! that, is what i want - -

i'm just annoyed of myself > _ <


maybe, i should learn Photoshop .. HAHA.
any good tutorial sites??

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13349346/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13349346/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 22:59:30 PDT but the sad thing is we had to leave early for the grad night thingg.
nevertheless, it was excitingg.

this was actually my first time at California Adventure XD
since i like Magic Kingdom more so i always go there. but Calif was pretty fun.
for the first time i went on a "real" free-falling attraction: Tower of Terror
i was freaking out when i "couldn't find my seat belt"
the little girl behind me was like "did you find it?"
and yes, it was right next to me but i was too dumb to notice
it's impressive how people can look very calm in their pictures
considering i looked horrified and constipated hahaha.
the ferris wheel was crazyy too! it kept rocking that i thought the whole thing
might just slip off and fly away. haha.

the parade in Magic Kingdom never gets old though~
i'm always touched when i watch it. haha im such a kid.


i can't find my 仙劍奇俠傳3: 問情篇
all of sudden the urge hit me today, and i want to play so bad.
although it's old x) goshh.. where is it?!!

i want to buy Alice Nine's "White Prayer"
Stray Cat is such a cute song ahhaa
i can't stop looking at shou. he's hot <3

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13310081/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13310081/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 22:56:27 PDT that, they don't even care to bring others down.
this is truly, bull crap.

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13258886/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13258886/ Thu, 07 Jun 2007 22:50:47 PDT Alice Nine
that not i didn't like them before or anything
it was like 3 second transformation. LOL.
anyhow, i've always especially like the vocal though,
i think his voice is sexy 8)

i am just going go in my little corner
... and weep about my mistfortune.
COME BACKKK! J-ROCK REVOLUTION
ta'haha , i'm gonna remember that,
i even wrote about my grudge in my friend's yearbook ta'haha xDD

and oh yeah.

school's out x)

lot's of playing? maybe.

lot of working. yes. -_- stupidstupidstupid SATTT.

better art work? maybe but usually it's crappy anyways.

yeah yeah yeah <3

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13206369/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13206369/ Sun, 03 Jun 2007 18:57:08 PDT haha
just because.. i don't want to study for finals


1.Grab the book nearest you and read page 18 and find line 4.
what if it's a... manga? ....
"難不成你是想說..."

2.Stretch your arm out as far as you can.
?!! and then..??

3.What is the last thing you watched on tv?
pirates of caribbean 2: dead man's chest DVD. shut up i know it's old.
i wanna watch the third one sooo bad x)

4. Without looking guess what time it is.
7:00!

5. Now look, what time is it?
6:52~ close enough

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear.
me slurping from straw, drinking coconut XDDD

7. When did you last step outside, what were you doing.
uh..today... to this annoying place. and waited for 10000000x hours

8. Before you started this survey what did you look at
hot guys

9.What are you wearing right now.
clothes.

10. Did you dream last night.
hey! that's confidential! .. is it?

11.When did you last laugh.
you mean 24/7 ? hahaa

12.Seen anything weird lately?
nope

13.What do you think of this quiz?
fun for a procrastinator like me xDD

14. What is the last film you saw?
stated above

15.Tell me something about you that I don't know.
i never had a boyfriend. LOLLL

16. Do you like to dance
sometimes~

17.What would you like God to say when you reach the pearly gates?
idon't know neh...

18.George Bush
HUHHHH?!!!! lol. once our teacher made us write to the white house, and supposedly
they never mailed me back.

19. tag 6 people.
whoever that feels like they need to take a survey


i still envy. cosplayers *sigh*

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13129495/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13129495/ Mon, 28 May 2007 18:47:26 PDT
i have no inspirationg at all recently

i missed j-rock revolution poo~

i think i need to cosplay

anybody wanna cosplay with me?

i fell in love with 桜蘭高校ホスト部(Ouran highschool Host Club)

it's, really good.

i am procrastinating.

and already thinking about my next haircut HAHAHA.

that is all, for today

say hi <3

★★★★★★★★★ YO! ★★★★★★★★★

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13067226/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13067226/ Wed, 23 May 2007 18:26:35 PDT I WAS SUPPOSE to go to the lovely J-ROCK REVOLUTION
HOWEVER....


So, several weeks ago I saw the notice on internet that J-Rock Revolution is
taking place. Although I am not a big fan of J-rock, i do appreciate it cause i like
their style and music at times. (Especially Alice Nine. haha.)
On the next day I ask my friend and she told me that she is going to go
and her friend, who won't be able to go to the first day
Have an Extra Ticket !

However, it took me awhile to decide whether i am going or not.
i mean seriously, $35 is not expensive for a concert,
afterall, many famous groups are going to come.
Eventhough I have talked with my friend's friend on the internet awhile ago
but still it hasn't been decided.
Plus, i have to ask for permission first.

So finally in recent days i decided to go.
my friend said okay at school. but when i chatted online with her
she told me a news that kinda just got me freaked out.

She said that...
She didn't know her friend had sold his ticket on Ebay to somebody else!

well, obviously i have been too slow in deciding these kind of stuff
and i can understand that that person might have worried that nobody is gonna
buy his ticket thus the best way is to sell them.
and yet, for the weeks i have been worried and thinking about this.
i cannot go. at the last minute.
it's like. WOW




man. i am disappointed. kinda pissed off haha.

i want to go

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13005295/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/13005295/ Fri, 18 May 2007 19:35:00 PDT
You can ask me THREE questions
No matter how crazy, inappropriate, or random they are
I will answer 100% truthfully. (or as close to the truth as i can)
^well, not too wacko is fine hahhaaa i like randomness though

Now Here's The Dare.
You Must Put This in Your Journal
See What Other People Will Ask You.

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/12735231/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/12735231/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 19:38:48 PDT it's one of those times where you fell asleep both during class and doing homework
so lets daydreamdaydreamdaydream
i need something to look forward to! something fun !


one. I WANT TO COSPLAY
cosplay is perhaps one of the things i really, really! want to do in the near future.
dressing up is fun, but being a manga character is really awesome! haha
but the sad thing is, i have no clue as to how, where, who etc..
i need expert help!! somebody help moi! haha

two. I WANT TO EAT
randommmness.
at this moment 7:33pm near dinnertime. i have suffering from hunger because
i did not eat lunch today :/ yes im a fattyfatty~

three. I WANT TO DESIGNN
hopefully i can become a designer one day. don't laugh.

four. ADVENTURE. with FRIENDS
idon'know. go somewhere just for fun and to experience adventurous things.
like those dramas hahah. i dream too much

five. HOT...BISHOUNEN
(-_- ;; ) don'g laugh. haha i want to meet hot bishounen.


etc&etc.

that's just the things i wannt to do..as for now.
grant me this wishes, i'll give you... chocolate HAHAH.



clubbs:



]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/12558523/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/12558523/ Wed, 11 Apr 2007 19:15:21 PDT the unbreakable bond of the 12 zodiac seems beautiful from the outside, but it's a cage that locked them in...


today i bought FRUIT BASKET volume 20~22 (chinese translated)
just one more to go then my full collection will be complete! chyess.

the story gets emotional and complicated towards the end.
each events really gets deep into each character
more secret is revealed. etc. etc. etc. etc.
but because i don't want to spill anything important (although i have an urge to)
i shall write things.. random things about it i guess!


1. each character shared..probably a common root of pain--> loneliness.
2. i almost cried reading the last few volumes ;D
3. YUKI, gets really interesting in the end, but then so does the others.
4. i still think isuzu and haru makes a splendid match.
5. it's kind of weird how.. kyo ..and tohru .. and.. ______ so coincidental
6. if only people in real life are more considerate.. then..
7. when the curse ________________ i was so into the plot
8. AKIto almost made me cry, again.
9. she's surprisingly one of my favorite characters.

etc.. i don't even know what i am writing.

but in the end the plot is so overwelming!
i don't know what to say.
haha



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:club!:



]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/12532423/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/12532423/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 22:30:11 PDT SPRiNG BREAK!

you know what that means~~~~

more ART! PARTY(?)! DRAMA! RELAXATION! VACATION TRIP!

haha, hopefully. (-_____- ;




i wish i can cosplay something. i need some inspiration 8D
as to how and where i am going to cosplay.
and the big question is.....................................WHO?
it seems fun to cosplay hopefully i get to go somewhere in the summer.

and, i am craving L~~~
haha. i want to read more doushinji right nowww~~!
does anybody have more doushinji sites ?
i will be very, very thankful ^_^



and, also

new drama season this week! don't miss it <3



yeah that's basically it.





CLUBB STUFF!



]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/12382444/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/12382444/ Thu, 29 Mar 2007 22:29:04 PDT thank you, to people who left me a message on my last entry
really, it cheered me up. i really appreciate it.

i don't know why, but most of the time i think i'm always behind
it's just that many people out there are achieving so much more
and i feel like i'm walking on a slow pace.
but, i guess maybe, we're just walking on different roads.

Hirahara Ayaka's songs are so soothing



on a happier side.

tomorrow is actually my birthday. haha.


and..

recently, matsuyama kenichi just went to Hong Kong to model for the brand
2%. i just saw the photoshoots and the captures.
gosh! he is dangg sexy in there
haha. it's like nosebleed all over again hahaha.
he's a really great model, and an actor too.

i wish i was there so i can check him out.
180cm. pretty tall huh. he's hot xDD

and just a few things. reminder ;]

1. be sure to watch "SEXY VOICE and ROBO", new drama starting next week!
2. and others of course!
3. watch Shindo.
4. Be sure to notice, the movie about L is coming up next year

yeahhh.

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/12343292/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/12343292/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 22:03:12 PDT Why is Everything so Screwed UP?!!!!


i'm very frustrated right now, unable to control my anger.
it is just that, recently everything is going downhill.
take this example for today...

so, we have this club at school which me and my friends join.
now they're going to choose new officers and such
so my friends and I all tried out for it.
and of course we did our interview.
when we got the results back,
all my good friends got in except for me
i mean, this really did crush me.
i already have a lower self-esteem on daily basis
it seems like i'm never good enough for anything
everybody does all this stuff and me, nothing.
nothing at all.
i'm such a freaking loser.
i'll never succeed in life.

on top of that, many things troubles me so.
it seems as though people around me are exceeding so fast
i am nothing in my hand, and walk very slow.
i will never achieve beyond the mediocre.

i really don't know where I am heading.

i am... never good enough.

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/12329345/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/12329345/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 21:41:21 PDT

i was never those sharpie person though.
but now i wish i have a pack of them
don't you love the noise it makes when you write with it?
i'm so weird.

and..

crap, i forgot to do my book report.

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/12212998/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/12212998/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 22:45:06 PDT
so much pressure lately?

why.

i hate this -_-

i have no inspiration whatsoever recently.

but on the bright side

a new season of j-dorama is starting.

that's awesome.

can't wait ^^

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clubbersss



]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/12112490/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/12112490/ Thu, 08 Mar 2007 22:58:11 PST part of it because recently feels so weird, it's like i'm walking on the same spot
it gets tiring, makes me feel like i don't want to do anything.
im weird.


soo.. let's talk about my pencilbox

recently, i haven't been spending too much on utencils and stuff. actually, i hardly
do now. in middle school having pretty pencils were like the huge thing haha.

anyways, a pencilbox was given to me as a gift quite a time ago.
it was a BLYTHE DOLL cosmetic pouch thing. but i call it a pencil box.
well, i use it as a pencil box.

so i started using it this year cause i thought it was pretty cute. it's just a pouch
that was pictures of different blythe doll on the front and stuff. nothing flashy.

but the weird thing is, ever since i have that people have been telling me

"you're pencil box is scary." "woah, dolls!" "omg, this one looks creepy!"

at least 20 people told me that. it's was pretty crazy
i don't get why it is scary does everybody have doll-o-phobic? lol
it's just a normal bag, with dolls picture on it. wow..

i still don't get it why is it scary? LOL

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i can't wait for next season's J-DORAMA. it's the bomb<3
so much good dramas to watch, pure delight!! ahh.
you guys gotta check it out!


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i fell in love with matsuyama kenichi. he's cute <3

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/11848722/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/11848722/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 22:29:15 PST DEATH NOTE
but. only the first part
i shall finish! i can't wait to....

i read the manga before, but somehow i stopped at one point.
but the plot is brilliant, so complicated and intricated.
simply amazing, i admire the author.
he possess such an intelligent mind.
ah, you're my hero <3

well, watching the movie certainly did bring the love back!
especially L, he's such an unique character.
with his candies & all. ahh so adorable.
im obsessed again.
and yeah, matsuyama kenichi did a good job playing him.
he looks hot.

maybe one day, i'll cosplay him.

if.. that is possible.

haha.

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oh yeah oh yeah!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!
it's the year of the pigs may good things come to you.
恭喜發財~~~ (紅包要給我嗎? 哈哈

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]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/11728395/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/11728395/ Wed, 07 Feb 2007 21:14:56 PST i wish i can fall asleep and stay that way for one whole day
that'll make me a whole new person. yes.
so aside from everything else, sleep, is very important.

recently, i haven't been very active~
trust me i want to update but all those homework
is piling down i don't want my DA to go dead.
so I shall update~
and of course, I look at people's deviations

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i have a growing love for writing :]
but it's pitiful that I suck.
well, practice makes perfect?!! idk if it applies to me yet.
i would really like to post my stuff up once in awhile
does anybody know where you can post writings or
stories up?

anyways...

i want to watch 僕は妹を恋する
(don't know if i typed that right) seems like a sweet love story, but twisted in someways.
i heard the manga isn't very "appropriate"
but i guess when it comes to movies, they needed to
make it PG xDD

yeah...

]]> ~mikkamo http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/11617659/ http://mikkamo.deviantart.com/journal/11617659/ Mon, 29 Jan 2007 22:35:21 PST I THOUGHT I NEEEDED A PROPER ENTRY. unlike the first one.


YOU! yes, might know me from my other page
it's
you are welcome the check it out! but, i am going to use this from now on.

MIKKAMO- [noun] Meek-ka-mou



i want to do some music&drama introducing stuff! so look forward to that?
if, that is, if im not too lazy all the time :[


REECEENTLLYY...

recently, report card came. hmm. nothing special~ :/
i vant, to draw more stuff post more stuff.

I WIll. if I CAN!

ahh, it takes a lot of time readding people ^_^ but i want to
see all you guys' arts so yeah~ it's all cool.
but if you still wanna support me, thank youuuu~<3
i'll add yah.
and join clubbs. as well <3


be that for now~

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