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                <title>Officially a twilight fan</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Oct 2009 02:18:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A little late on the update(became a fan a few months ago,) but I am quite officially a twilight fan now. People I went to school with read the books and tried to get me to read it, but I just couldn't, then when the movie came out I watched it, just to see what the big deal was. To be honest, still didn't see the big deal. Then I read a story online, and I went back to watch the movie and suddenly I liked it, haha. Then I went out and bought the first book. After that I was addicted and even counted out my change to buy the last book.<br /><br />I hope that the movies don't mess up too much, I personally like most of the actors chosen. I am worried about the 4th, if they make one *nods* They would have to do too much editing, and I think it might down-size the intense mood the last book sets. In my opinion, if they make a 4th movie (which I think they should. it's stupid to only make 3 out of 4) they should send out 2 versions, one edited for younger viewers and the other unedited for the older audience. Both the same only one with deleted violent scenes (birth). Like they do with 3D movies(kinda).<br /><br />Kay done talking now, just had to get that out. Just ignore this journal, it's pretty much burnable reading.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>back</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Jun 2007 19:35:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah, so...one word.......SORE<br />
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My jaw is SO sore right now >.< OMG, I got 5 teeth pulled (4 wisdome and 1 regular), the regular tooth was the longest of them all!!! BASTARD IS FINALLY OUT!!!!!!!!!! Now all people can really use against me, is being fat ^^ Have to find new material guys lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>hmm</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Jun 2007 11:59:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah, so...I won't be on for a day or so, starting tomorrow. I'm getting some oral surgery ^^ yay, sounds fun right?<br />
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Getting 5 teeth pulled. ALL of my wisdom teeth and another one, and my bottom wisdom are impacted YAY *false excitement*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Free?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Jun 2007 17:52:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ GODS!! I HATE summer vacation!! I am bored out of my mind, there is nothing to do. When there is something to do, it all costs money, which I don't have, and I can never hang out with my friends because they are all "busy" or just don't want to.<br />
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SUMMER BLOWS!!!!!!!<br />
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P.S. Can't wait to see the transformers movie ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>done</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Jun 2007 18:24:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah..so..no more "itching" ^^ (read last journal to understand). I am not going to try to stop anymore. Screw it. I'll tell people what they want to hear, other then that *shrugs* I'll just hide them. Speaking of which...stomach and thigh sound pretty good to me, how about you? <br />
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Oh, yeah, and I don't plan on drawing anymore so no more wasted space on my profile FYI<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>P. OD</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Jun 2007 14:06:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AHH, someone just kill me now >.< I just want to kill my cousin...I am going to tear him a new ass. GODS!!! The nerve of the kid. And YES I do mean KID, 18 years old or not. I have never wanted to go back to the way I was as much as I do right now..........<br />
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I am itching to go back now >.< jeez. Why can't I? It isn't fair....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Why bother?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 Jun 2007 18:14:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why do I even bother anymore? I am so sick of trying to change, I give up. I'm tired of it all. Forget changing, forget socializing, forget it all. I don't want any of it anymore. I don't want to try and make other people happy anymore, I don't even want to make myself happy anymore. I just want to be left alone. I don't want people telling me how I should feel, how I am not acting right, or how they can "fix" me. I just want it all to stop.....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Freedom's end</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Jun 2007 19:30:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *sigh* Great, after being "free" for a few weeks, I finally have to go back to going to therapy every Wednesday....AHH Stupid people thinking they know what's best for me!! They can all kiss my arse!! Jeez. It's not like I am trying to kill myself, so what is the problem? Can any one tell me? Though I have been getting some funny thoughts >.< weird....<br />
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It's a wasted hour of my time...wish I could bring a book....>.< *sighs* What a pain. Writing in journals seems to be a good way of relieving some stress and "bad" thoughts. But there are certain things I can't post here..so I have to write in a regular written journal. I wish I could post it here, and maybe get some feedback/advice from people that I don't have to face every day. >.<<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Enough</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 May 2007 17:41:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So..I have decided to stop taking my "happy pills." Of course my mom wouldn't like that, so I just won't tell her <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> It seems like a good idea *shrugs* And if I get "depressed again" oh well. *shrugs*<br />
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If I am "depressed" then I have a reason to go back to my old habits ^^ All I know, is the tomorrow I need to get out of this house. I don't care where I go, as long as I go. (if that makes sense) I have the perfect place in mind <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> and I can be by myself too, and that is always a plus, right? Either way, I will be sure to bring plenty to keep me "busy" all day. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>gone READ if you like me &gt;.&lt; lol</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 May 2007 19:38:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I wont be on for a few days, if anyone cares >.< lol. I am getting 5 teeth pulled; 4 wisdom teeth and another one. Two of my wisdoms are impacted a little in my jaw, so that should be fun. Lol<br />
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Well, Moving on...I had to take this E.I.Q test Emotional IQ thing or something...lol I got a 66 on it, where 100 is average. It said the following:<br />
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"According to your self-report answers, your emotional intelligence it very poor. People who score like you do feel that they have trouble dealing with their own emotions and those of others. They struggle to overcome difficulties in their lives and they are unable to control their moods. It's hard for them to understand how best t motivate themselves and reach their goals. In addition, they fins social interactions quite difficult, for several reasons.They may have trouble allowing themselves to get close with others, likely due to the fact that they do not understand where others are coming from or they lack ideas best to help. Perhaps by working on your problem areas, you can become more confident in dealing with your own emotions and those of others."<br />
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Well, what do you think. I am sure some or most of you don't know what I am talking about. Brooke, you do >.< What'd you get, above average I bet >.<Anyway, for those of you who know who I am and how I am, does this sound like me?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>IMPORTANT_NOTE</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 May 2007 15:59:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just a short note telling a few people to STOP reading my journal Oo you know who you are *points to Tori and Sandra* Now stop reading it *scolds*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Relapse Achieved</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 May 2007 16:10:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Lol, I am feeling really good right now ^^ I "relapsed" today, but eh *shrugs* LOL<br />
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It was great. Nobody even suspected lmao. I did it at school again *shrugs* during my creative writing class. We went outside today and for some reason I just kept thinking about it, how all I had to do was go to my car, and then come back. So, I did just that. I made up some lie about forgetting my math homework in my car and asked mt teacher if I could go get it, if I hurried. Lol she said okay, and didn't suspect a thing, which I thought was really funny ^^<br />
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Even one of the people in my class didn't find it weird that I was going to get homework and came back empty handed LOL (I did say that I couldn't find it in my car thought *shrugs* ) My friend did ask my why I was holding my stomach, but I just told her that I had a tummy ache, LOL, WRONG <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lmao.gif" width="19" height="21" alt=":lmao:" title="Laughing my ass off!" /> But I DID do it where I could where T-shirts and no one could see it ^^<br />
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My stomach does look kind of funny though >.< lol serves me right, but no one can see but me so, eh *shrugs* lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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Mina Out <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Relapse</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Apr 2007 19:29:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *sigh* jeez, I haven't even really started therapy yet and I am already feeling like relapsing (not on drugs FYI >.&lt<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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It's not like it would be utterly hard for me to do it and not have anyone find out. It would be so easy...I think I should...no one would notice <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> If I just fake it and lie in therapy...pretend, then it will all be over and I can go on with my life...yay. I am very good at making people believe what I want them too. If I want them to think I am happy, then I can do it, and they wont suspect a thing.<br />
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If I really wanted to, I could make them think nothing is wrong. Lol because nothing IS wrong with me ^^ If I keep it a secret again, then everything will be fine <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I will just do a better job at hiding it ^^<br />
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I'll do it soon....soon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Trouble in Paradise</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Mar 2007 15:48:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I guess I have no choice but to stop now...I think someone in my psych class saw me..cause my teacher suddenly found out. I was called to the nurse 1st period, I was really scared, and it just got worse when I got to 3rd (the class I was caught in). My teacher seemed mad at me..I didn't know what to do, and when he called me to talk outside (the classroom) I could feel everyone watching me, staring at me. I knew they were judging me, I didn't have to look to know that much. When he was done talking to me, I asked if I could go to my locker...When he went back to the class I got my stuff and went to my car...I don't think I had planned on leaving..I just wanted to be alone. All I did was sit in my car, breathing. My chest hurt so bad. <br />
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The school apparently called the police...figures, my first time skipping has to be a huge thing. I know if it were under any other circumstances they wouldn't have called the police, but I guess I scared a lot of people... I am terrified to go back tomorrow. I'm alone, except for one friend, but I think I almost want to be alone tomorrow....I think tomorrow is going to be one of the hardest days of my life....and I have to do it alone...<br />
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everyone says they are worried and that they care, but if that were true....why did it take so long for them to find out?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>why</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Mar 2007 19:42:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have a secret....that nobody knows about. I was caught twice, but I still haven't stopped...I don't do it a lot, but it makes me feel better. Lots of people do it, though you may not know they do...I even do it at school...in my psychology class, but nobody notices, so why stop? Nobody cares..the few that do, are mad at me cause I don't care...<br />
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Why do I even bother anymore. I have already started not caring about my work in school...some of my grades are dropping cause I just don't do the work. I have a project in psychology tomorrow and I plan on just saying I didn't do anything and then getting a zero....not like it would matter. Why should I care about my grades...why should I care about anything?<br />
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Why should I stop hurting myself?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>hmm...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Mar 2007 18:11:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hmm.... life really sucks sometimes. Same old, same old. Nothing ever changes. You just learn that people change, and not always for the better. But what can you do? Not like you can change with them. You just sit back and watch as they change and move on, leaving you behind, alone....<br />
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                <title>Birthday suckiness</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Mar 2007 17:00:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow, today doesn't feel any different....just another day. Kind of sucky to tell you the truth >.< Birthdays suck >.<<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Another year</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Mar 2007 13:01:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, tomorrow at around 10:59 A.M., another year of my life will be out of the way >.< lucky me >.<<br />
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Can't wait...<br />
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I tried to tell me mom I didnt want a party, but she said since she "missed" (didnt have one) my 16th, I had to have one *sigh* waste of time if you ask me. >.><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>you ever feel...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Dec 2006 22:44:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Do you ever feel that life is just not worth it? I do...All of the hassel and pain doesnt make it seem worth while. Everyone says that it gets better...but it doesnt. They say I will make something of myself...but how do they know?...Will anyone care if I'm gone? They say they will, that I will be missed dearly,....but are they telling me the truth..or are they simply saying it to rid themselves of the guilt they feel?......<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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