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I'm doing a 4-year long course in Professional Writing and at the end I'll get an Advanced Diploma for it. It's going to take ages but it's worth it. I know that being an Author is what I want so I'll do whatever I have to to get it.
It means I'm going to have much less time for drawing and I apologise. I'll be taking down my manga STEALME, and needless to say that the plans for my other manga, Mr SHINE may not happen at all. I'm really sorry but I have to concentrate on my studies. If I find time I will definitely do Mr Shine but StealMe will be discontinued. -Better now than later on down the track when it seems more interesting.

Thanks, it was just a short note
luv Michelle

]]> ~misheru http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/21876645/ http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/21876645/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 05:40:47 PST
But yeah then he turned around and came back to me last week, saying he couldn't stop thinking about me, so I'm happy for now.
He said he was stupid for ever dumping me in the first place and he really missed me.

But wait! Da-duh-DUH... I'm moving interstate in January so I only have just over a month of time left to spend with him! :'( I want so bad for us to stay together (>>athetic<< but I doubt he'll be willing to follow me, despite him being ready to move places anyway because his lease ran out, and him not being happy where he's working and thinking that it's too cold where we are now...

Why does everything have to be so complicated??
I'm worried that staying with him will make it harder for when it comes to me moving houses AND moving on.

Ahhhh. Life. =___=

]]> ~misheru http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/20804277/ http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/20804277/ Fri, 03 Oct 2008 06:24:25 PDT It was his time, I know it was. If we hadn’t put him to sleep he would’ve died in the night and it was best this way. When I saw him his eyes were already dead.
Jessie couldn’t walk. He’d collapsed on the bark chips down the back and off to the right of the back garden. When Mam and I got home she went and sat with him when he wouldn’t eat food or drink any water. My brother and I watched from the kitchen window and I cried. –I did go out and pet him but it was hard to know whether he knew who I was and the things that Mam was saying was only making me cry more. She phoned Dad to come home and told him it was the day and she broke down on the phone to him.
By the time Dad got home it was dark and 7 o’clock and the rest of us were all sat outside with him. Dad came through the house to the back and Mam told Jessie that Dad was there. –That we were all there with him. He hadn’t gotten up all day and he hadn’t tried to, which was for the best because maggots were eating him from the inside and had moved to his right hind leg. My brother thought that he was wagging his tail but he hadn’t done that in months and I knew it was probably only twitching when he was in pain. He barely kept his head up; he just rested it in Mam’s lap. Dad approached and bent down next to Mam. He patted Jemmie on the head and bowed his head. It was one of the very few times I’ve seen him really cry.
Dad phoned to warn the vet we were coming. We wrapped him up in a towel and blanket and put him in the back seat and we all went with him. He used to love car rides, but this time he just looked sad. It was a family affair. We carried him in and Dad sat down with him on a couch in a small room with animal posters and a TV. I sat next to him. I kept crying when a man and a woman came in to explain what they could do and what was going to happen. Then they took him out to put a catheter in and to prepare the drugs.
They brought him back and placed him in Dad’s arms. It had more effect to see him holding his head up because when they had taken him out he’d seemed pretty lifeless already. It hurt to see the injection and to know what they were going to do with it. They had explained it and so they put the drug in slowly to give us a chance to say goodbye. We were all patting him as his head gradually dropped down onto Dad’s arm. My brother finally broke down and started crying. Mam spoke to Jessie the whole while whereas I had said everything a couple of days earlier and could only cry then. If Jemmie heard anything or felt anything we said to him that day despite his hearing; then the last things he heard was that he was ‘the bestest dog ever’ and Mam said, ‘you’ll come back to visit us won’t you?’ The Vet took out the catheter and told us he was gone and I cried worse than ever. They left us with him for a few minutes and Dad cried more and rested his head against Jessie’s. The male Vet came back in and checked that his heart had stopped and it just seemed so final. It was so hard to believe that Jemmie wasn’t there anymore. He couldn’t be. He was always there. –He had been for the last 16 years of my life. I had wanted so badly to rip out the catheter as they were administering the injection that was going to put him to sleep and stop his heart but I couldn’t. He wasn’t going to last much longer without it and he would have been in pain. I knew that. But I kept remembering how he was before and thinking there must have been some other way. I don’t understand why dogs have to die so much sooner than we do. It’s cruel.
Mam and Dad took off his collar and gave it to me. I wanted to keep it, just to have something that he wore; that still smelled like him. When they took his body out his head flopped over the woman’s arm in such an obviously dead way and it seemed so unbelievable. It just never seems like you’ll have to see them that way. The drive back home in the car was pretty quiet. I went to bed early and then woke up again at half two in the morning. Mam woke up too shortly after and we cried again. We sat on the carpet next to the heater and talked about it. I also broke down in the shower and then ended up sat on the side of my bed crying. Death is always something that’s hard to come to grips with.
Jessie unfortunately didn’t make it to his 17th birthday. Mam lit a candle for him today and she says she’ll light a bigger one on his birthday, the 1st of December. My other dog Delta took a while to eat her dinner the night Jessie died. And when she was sat next to us and him, she didn’t once try to eat his dinner that lay untouched beside him, despite how much of a pig she usually is. When we got home Mam and Dad sat out with her for a bit and when everyone went to bed she wouldn’t go and sleep in hers. She sat out beside the backdoor. I still don’t know how much she knows. Does she know he’s gone forever?

RIP... ]]> ~misheru http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/19513455/ http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/19513455/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 07:34:20 PDT

I'm not actually a really artistic person so I guess that's the reason. I have a theory that people don't need to be artistic or have a talent to be able to draw.
I think it's just practice. plain and simple.
As long as you have a good eye for detail and you really enjoy drawing. I dunno, it's the only thing that explains 'me' wth?

Anyhoo this is the list I'll be trying to eat my way through over the next couple of months or so... -I'll be trying to knock them off according to urgency but I'm not sure it'll work out that way lol

*Art trades
sorry =w= I know I've kept you waiting, truth be told; I've been delaying it because I'm still not entirely sure how to interpret your character in my own style while keeping him true to your design >_>
...waiting till we're both less busy ^^

*Art collaborations
another person I have kept hanging, soz I have done the sketch I said I'd need to do of my character. If you still have the time to do the collab I'll be happy to submit it

*Gift art
I will get onto this as soon as I am free to do so, for I am doing it for my own pleasure ^.^

*STEALME (goodGOD)
for the 255 people or so that have been waiting on me for the past SIX MONTHS =____= I don't mind saying that's been stressing me out

*Mr. Shine
another manga-in-the-making. purely to help me vent my anger issues I'll be doing a promo picture soon

thankyuuuu's to my watchers and people who have faved my work It is much appreciated

-Misheru Ritsuko

]]> ~misheru http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/17011861/ http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/17011861/ Fri, 22 Feb 2008 15:44:36 PST

Yes... I'm wondering if I should do a couple of art trades...
but-but-but.... it would have to be someone whose art I actually liked of course I guess I've just been bored lately 'art-wise'. An art trade is just my sad attempt at trying to force myself into drawing... :/

I thought I'd get my next manga page done within a week of that last update but I got distracted O.o Yeah, I have a real problem with that... >.> It's only a quick page too. Ahhh... I'll really have to push myself and get that done like a good mangaka.
-I have an excuse--promise. My bf Tyson has been keeping me away from the computer so it's not my fault...! ... ... not entirely >.> I've seen him everyday since the day I met him. Weird.

Anyway, I'm also contemplating doing a fanart of 's characters. Not sure which yet but we'll see. I knew I was going to at some stage but since I chatted to her on msn it's probably going to be all the sooner. I realised not just her artwork is cool; she is herself!

Oh and I need to thank for buying me a 3 month subscription here on dA... even if it was just because you wanted my attention :-P

M I S H E R U

]]> ~misheru http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/16150139/ http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/16150139/ Sat, 29 Dec 2007 09:28:51 PST
I was thinking of doing presents for a few people anyway so I thought I may as well!

For whomever gets me I think I would very much like either a fanart of Yuriko and/or Haru from my manga, StealMe (www.steal-me.smackjeeves.com)
orrr (if that is too hard or if there isn't sufficient references for it) maybe a nice cute picture of Allen Walker rom D.Gray-man?

thank you.
i wonder who I'll get...? ^__^

]]> ~misheru http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/16069537/ http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/16069537/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 04:09:35 PST

K I ‘was’ going to move out with a friend but then she started dating someone and so she got distracted  and we couldn’t move out…
I almost made the mistake of getting involved with someone who turned out to be “not a very nice person”, shall we say…  I got sorta upset…
So now I am moving with my parents interstate and it has been a really big, hard decision for me but I’ve decided I have to because my mother is stressed out and I couldn’t bare it if my most favourite doggie in all the world passed away and I didn’t get to say goodbye, you know… so sometimes you have to make sacrifices ;_;

I worry about absolutely everything anyone can possibly worry about… it gets really irritating and hard to deal with. I tend to feel worse and worse the longer I put things off but it’s really difficult to get started… of course I'm referring to my manga it couldn’t b helped people but I do apologise for the hiatus- it prob bothers me a lot more than it bothers anyone else. It wouldn’t have lasted as long if id had some motivation but its ok, I think I'm back on track for the moment and I’ll b sure to work hard on some catching up! n__n

I think dealing with people depresses me… I’m just so goddamn sensitive T____T;
Wow have I chosen a bad hobby or what? Lol
mmm I think the most complicated thing right now is my situation with my friend Missa… @___@” I wish that part of things was simpler because I end up playing psychiatrist. Everyone knows that love just isn’t enough. People and their lives are just too complex for it to be that straightforward and I wish she would realise that… >.>

anyway I hope everyone enjoys the updates, there’s a few more to come yet… I think I wanna do Xmas/New Years gifts dedicated to the mangas I watch on smackjeeves… (-which isn’t many so it shouldn’t be 2 bad)

Misheru

]]> ~misheru http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/14421674/ http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/14421674/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 07:04:29 PDT pictures though I haven’t finished artworks that I’ve started on @__@ Not good.

My friend Missa got her dog put to sleep the other day. It was so sad and she wasn’t even there to say goodbye because she was at
my house for my birthday. I care more when I hear an animal has died than when I hear about people dying. I wonder why that is?
o.O It made an already sad day even worse. Yeah, I get sad on my birthday .___. That probably seems weird to a lot of people.

I’m getting into the Loveless manga at the moment. Apart from the cute style, I really like the emotions and idea of it.
It attracts me somehow. -Though now I think about it; it is vaguely paedophilic...
I like really tragic anime/manga love stories, which I get into a lot when I’m feeling down. Beware if you’ve ever read any of my
work (though not many have), because that is usually what I write.

Oh, and that includes my StealMe manga- not that anyone would be able to tell yet. I think the main point I’m trying to communicate
in that manga is that you can’t always tell how people are really feeling. Humans can be very deceptive when they feel it’s necessary and a person isn’t so simple to work out. Peoples’ lives and feelings can become very complicated and I think that’s something others don’t realise enough. Someone can be genuinely nice, understanding and happy but it doesn’t mean that they are. It could just be that they don’t want to push their moods or troubles onto other people.
I’m so new at this manga business that I don’t know how well I’ll be able to express that, so I thought I may as well explain it in
words first.

-Artwork and updates for StealMe shouldn’t be too far away. I’m aiming to finish some stuff within the first week of September.
Misheru.

]]> ~misheru http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/12797227/ http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/12797227/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 23:13:55 PDT
I've uploaded the first 5 pages! Plz comment and rate at

[link]

or i will b deeply offended T.T
lol!
no seriously, I'd appreciate my watchers taking the time to have a peek.

thank you,
Misheru

]]> ~misheru http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/12251283/ http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/12251283/ Mon, 19 Mar 2007 20:48:56 PDT
I keep noticing my age and knowing i need to change it but i can never b stuffed. i just say 'oh, i'll do it next time'. well fyi, im 19 at the minute and turning 20 this year... @__@ crazzzyy

I know i say this a lot- but im going to try yet again at a manga and it it does get anywhere i'll put a message up round here and submit it at onlinecomics.net

Im so happy right now!! im going to go see Dylan Moran this month! (comedian... duh! get with it). so i got me hair cut and ive been on a health diet so i feel a lot better. ive lost 10kg... i would convert to pounds for all you- but my mobile with a converter is in the other room. my bad
-the thanks for my inspiration to go on a diet goes to my two bestest friends Chris Patton and Missa i luv uuu'z

catch ya ppl, Michelle

]]> ~misheru http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/8658225/ http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/8658225/ Wed, 03 May 2006 02:10:38 PDT anyway, my bro Peter has an account on DA now cos i told him to. he's at and he's 14- i think... can't remember >.>
well i dont know what he's doin but i think he'll just b submitting Flash work. i dunno, i don't live with him anymore.

Meanwhile i've been doing some CG work lately but not much. im obsessed with working straight with black pen right now.
um what else...? at the moment i hav been turning one of my stories into a manga. i dont do too well as a mangaka but i do aim to stick with it this time. i actually plan 2 publish it in a real book form once ive finished a couple of episodes.
Maybe then i might even put up the selling details on DA? could do i spose. dont know how well that would go.

see you!
Misheru. ]]> ~misheru http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/2708132/ http://misheru.deviantart.com/journal/2708132/ Sun, 20 Jun 2004 23:09:43 PDT my my how u agitate me.
I should really be in English but oh well.
I have anime pictures to watch and people to talk to! But maybe I've had enough of that...
It's home time in 10 minutes...
...
...

Bai Bai! ]]> ~misheru