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Because of my panic attacks and depression, I'm changing as much as a I can to get something new in my life. So I made a new deviantart page.
I don't care if you're pissed at me blah blah whatever. I need a better one before I head off to MCAD anyways.

That new one is .
I'm going to post all my new art on their tonight so I hope that account will stay pretty permanent.
Watch me on there, or dont I dont really give a fuck to tell you the truth.
I plan to keep that one a little more professional and get a livejournal to post my journals.

In other news, I leave for Minneapolis to begin my two week art college program. Hopefully its not a letdown.
Peace out for good on this account.

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today was a very good day, so was yesterday! i'm happy.
i have all my art scanned tee hee.

]]> ~mistakes http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/25529586/ http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/25529586/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 00:33:17 PDT "i thought of how to finish you. i miss you greatly and i want to finish you so badly. please come home soon."
and to the painting at the Bemis:
"i hate you even though youre a blank ungesso'd canvas. stop being boring. i need to put ideas on you."

and no you will never see my art.
haha jk. someday soon...

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]]> ~mistakes http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/25445522/ http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/25445522/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 01:29:19 PDT But 2 college credits and something that looks amazing on an application... or a retail job. Like thats a tough choice.


I've been thinking a lot about the future.

My good friend Tyler is going to hair school this coming spring and then moving out to San Francisco, CA as soon as possible. He wants me to come haha. We already have a great plan and theres a great art college out there for moi+. We plan to save 2k each (two other people are possibly coming too) and each drive out there, then sell our cars when we get there since its way to busy to drive there, especially as college kids. I dunno I like the idea a lot and I know I can easily get into art college. I was just so settled on MCAD in Minnesota though! Haha we'll see, this shit could all fall through and I dont even know if I'll do it. I still have til next summer to decide.
I just felt like typing all that out, it'll help me sleep tonight since I wont have so much shit on my mind.

Blah blah boring journal!

]]> ~mistakes http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/25406087/ http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/25406087/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 23:57:51 PDT hellooooooooo.

]]> ~mistakes http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/25284751/ http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/25284751/ Sat, 13 Jun 2009 03:27:41 PDT and feeling worthless. not because of the booze though.
because my life sucks. and i hate myself. i completely can comfortably say i hate myself.
i'll regret this tomorrow but such is life.
i also have a moehawk now. yup.
blahblahblah. ughhhhh....

]]> ~mistakes http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/25284668/ http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/25284668/ Sat, 13 Jun 2009 03:17:10 PDT drunk as hell.
and my eyes hurt.

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]]> ~mistakes http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/25183852/ http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/25183852/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 17:13:55 PDT School's been out for awhile and I've just been busy with friends a lot. Its fun and blah blah.
I haven't drawn AT ALL lately. Well I actually did one painting but yeah.
I won't be around for awhile still. I'm just busy.
grrrrgh.

I feel fat.

]]> ~mistakes http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/25080499/ http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/25080499/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 23:32:32 PDT school's over passed everything. failed algebra but i think my teacher went back and put extra points on my final so i ended up passing yay!

bye now.

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I got into the college program at Minneapolis College of Art and Design!!!! And I got a $1000 scholarship!! This is so exciting gaaaah. I'm basically out of school now, what a great way to end the year. 2 weeks away from here and parents, doing art with art people. God I can't wait. (its not until July though)

Today has been good, I've been making a lot of new friends lately.
Life is so crazy I don't get it most of the time.

]]> ~mistakes http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/24971185/ http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/24971185/ Tue, 26 May 2009 23:06:29 PDT ^{... i'm just a kid, tell me i'm just a kid. my hands are broken now.
tell them i'm just a kid.}

lalala
i lost my voice thursday and it hasnt gotten much better.
now my throat hurts gaaaaah, shoot me.
school's almost over.
i feel even more stressed when i think about it though cuz my grades could be better but... this year has just been really bad for me. thats my only excuse.
once wednesday is over, i can drop my weights... i cant wait to stop worrying about this hell haha.

oh i got my septum pierced. it made me happy.

and how could i forget...
i met a chick when i went camping with a friend. we hung out with like 10 people and got drunk.
i kissed her... well she kissed me first lol. but supposedly shes straight.
i think she has a thing for me though...
but we were wasted so who knows.
she awesome though. im so afraid of getting my hopes up...
because i already am.
its prolly nothing anyways haha...

]]> ~mistakes http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/24882779/ http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/24882779/ Thu, 21 May 2009 22:44:13 PDT i cant wait for summer. its gonna be good and im gonna start over.
i get a new piercing tomorrow, i'm getting my septum pierced. piercings and tattoos make me so happy. i just wish i was 18 and could get it down without my parents. but hey at least they support it.
took forever to convince them to let me get a second piercing. i've been begging since my first lol.

gonna clean out my closet before i go to bed i think.
i just need to clean, to me that means change.
i have a shit ton of shirts i never wear... i'm just too afraid to give them away haha.
i gladly give some to someone on here. i have mostly band shirts though.
if i have any interesting ones, i'll show em.
i plan to draw all summer and try some sewing stuff haha.
and redo my room like asap...

i have so much art to post right now!
but im pretty busy and im thinking about ditching this account.
lol i know.

still not feeling tht good, sick and tired. but school is almost done, so i'm becoming less stressed.


<sub><sup>"Let's talk about your real fears
Like how might actually be all alone
No happy heavenly home
To return to god, dispenser of judgmental pencil shavings
He's got baggies full for you
But I've got a planet packed with proof

Oh, to understand
You must spend time alone"</sup></sub>

]]> ~mistakes http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/24865023/ http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/24865023/ Wed, 20 May 2009 21:27:23 PDT this has to be the second worst week of my life haha.
its horrible. i've had two panic attacks, and got a cold.
i finally managed to get some rest today after not sleeping much at all.
my diet is ten kinds of fucked up.
i think i'm dying haha. oooh who knows.
school is killer right now. only 4 more days left!
sigh...
i'm a mess.

whinewhinewhine i know that all i do. :]



_{^{"I walked past the gardens and into the trees
And I found myself rather lost
And I picked a nice clearing
I dropped to my knees
I said I will get home at any cost"}}

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^{"watch me sink, watch me sink, like a stone."}

]]> ~mistakes http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/24778127/ http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/24778127/ Fri, 15 May 2009 21:50:05 PDT i have pics of everything already just a matter of uploading.
buuuut yeah. i got an ASSLOAD of great comments and everyone i knew came.
some head of this art and festival column for city weekly said i had a large amount of talent and that i could really go somewhere. he took done my name and i might be in the newspaper. he also suggested at some sort of job? he told me after college to come back to omaha. and other stuff.
hmm it was pretty crazy.
im so motivated now and ten times more excited to have art as a career...
im tired though and kinda pissed at stupid people lol. but tonight was all together pretty good.
gragragra.



_{^{"some rules are made with intentions to break
and she defends it with a warped rational.
but i've seen what happens to the wicked and proud
when they try to take on the throne for the crown."}}

]]> ~mistakes http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/24756029/ http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/24756029/ Thu, 14 May 2009 15:24:05 PDT but i missed all the deadlines for multiple organizations.
not like i could afford to go but still haha.
i would die to stay anywhere even canada (i've always wanted to go there actually lol) for just 3 weeks.
gah gah gah. i can dream.

]]> ~mistakes http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/24712036/ http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/24712036/ Mon, 11 May 2009 21:31:42 PDT best concert EVER!
i saw The Used in concert and goddamn are they amazing.
i was ten kinds of sweaty, i couldnt breathe, and felt like throwing up a bit but i ignored all that.
i moshed my face off and in doing so i cut my lip, lost an ear gauge, and tore my shoe almost apart but damn i kicked ass. fighting with the big guys is tough.
The Used was amazing and so high energy and sooo fucking loud. i managed to stay near the front for all the show. ommmg it was so AMAZING.

my anti-depression: The Used and concerts

i couldnt be happier, goodnight!

]]> ~mistakes http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/24641251/ http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/24641251/ Thu, 07 May 2009 19:06:20 PDT I won't lie, the over produced cheap graffiti used for every other clothing line and advertisement is what got me inspired about graffiti. But I've figured it it's so much more, no not that shit stuff, the real good graffiti and graffiti artists.
I won't call myself a graffiti artist, not yet. I am doing a piece for my Bemis gallery that is all graffiti but still. I read a book by Banksy, Banksy Wall and Piece. He's a graffiti artist with a lot of skill and great ideas. He's a one of a kind rebel.
But I was thinking, last year, this kid wrote some threatening things in a bathroom, and trashed it. Something like that I think. He wrote when he would bomb the school or some shit. Down to it, it was graffiti. It left the whole school paranoid and they checked out bags for 3 days. Everyone was trippin. Nothing happened though and this guy achieved his purpose. He fought the broad and look who one. A rather cruel way to mess with the big guys but still effective.
I think graffiti can really make an impact if done right.
I dunno haha... just some thoughts!

]]> ~mistakes http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/24574740/ http://mistakes.deviantart.com/journal/24574740/ Sun, 03 May 2009 21:24:52 PDT i have done a shit ton of art (like... 10 fucking great things)
but i'm too lazy to post that shit.
i prolly will after the 15th, after my gallery showing.
i'm gonna write a comic.
i already have a title
but no characters or story bahaha.
but i know i need to write this, i love the title.
lets hope i dont fuck this up.

(i want some beer.)

_{^{"No, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna, I don't wanna
See the bright side or the silver lining
I just wanna keep my heart beat beating,
Stumbling but on my own two feet
No, I don't wanna think
I just wanna drink to surviving
While the sun's still shining now"}}

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