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They say depression makes for good inspiration. I don't know about that. I seem to get inspired by a lot of things. If I ever really do write something that was inspired by ... er ... something and I put it up here, I will make a note as to what the inspiration was.

1. Try Me
2. A Toast to Us
3. Hey God
4. Love is My Sin
5. An Issue of Pride
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]]> ~miyakitt http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/11729501/ http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/11729501/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 00:03:09 PST
I have some ... but I need 14 ...

and i don't have 14

and capitalization is so bothersome with a wrist brace on ...

theme suggestions?

songs work too, assuming you can give me a download link and lyrics

1. Try Me
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(no linkies to friends' pages today~)

]]> ~miyakitt http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/10397094/ http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/10397094/ Sun, 15 Oct 2006 03:34:23 PDT
This is actually kinda bad because if I'm still like this when November comes ... oh boy.

My Loves



]]> ~miyakitt http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/10055704/ http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/10055704/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 23:32:54 PDT
Not exactly in a great mood ... but I just felt like making a journal entry on here. Haven't made one in a fucking long time. Like, seriously, july? It's September now. That's a really really unecessarily long time.

Let's see .. what has happened in the past little while? Well, I have not chatted with ~fllnngl in FOREVER. Seriously. All we've been able to do lately is occasionally catch each other on MSN (usually, both of us are 'Away' or Busy') and just exchange small greetings like 'WHY MUST YOU BE AWAY?! I MISS TALKING TO YOU!' And stuff, y'know?

In other news ... while browsing my friend's dA I found ..... MARY'S~ *cough* I mean .... Jim. Yes ... Jim. But uh ... he like, never uses it so ... uh ... yeah.

Beloved-ed-ed .... -ed

]]> ~miyakitt http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/9338855/ http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/9338855/ Tue, 11 Jul 2006 02:00:54 PDT [link]

Look for yourself

<3

]]> ~miyakitt http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/9121886/ http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/9121886/ Tue, 11 Jul 2006 01:57:28 PDT
*cough* o_x

Well ... where to start? I've had major writer's block lately. It's like ... there's this biiig huge wall right in front of me and it's .. rubbery and ... hard to get by. There's your visualization of what my writer's block is like.

Um, let's see. I've been listening to this song called 'a little pain' by this singer called Olivia. It's playing in my head ... a lot

OH!

MELLY! YOU ISH MISHED! I miss my wifey ;_; (Note: Melly = wifey, but mostly hubby)

You ish loved-ed
]]> ~miyakitt http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/9067168/ http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/9067168/ Wed, 14 Jun 2006 13:30:09 PDT
I missed you guys ;_;

Okay, nothing to say, snuck on the computer cause last time I checked I'm still grounded >.>

It's summer break for me now, but I have nothing to do. There's this guy I like, but I don't know how to go about telling him how I feel. As usual >.< I always suck at this sort of stuff.

Oh also, I got into DMC3 again. Phwee <3 And baking too .. though it's sort of out of boredum.

OK THAT'S ALL FOR NOW!

(Lots of love and hearts for all <3333) ]]> ~miyakitt http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/8915881/ http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/8915881/ Mon, 29 May 2006 21:20:12 PDT
>.>

Jesi~!

*silence*

I feel ... unloved ._. A lot of my old mates on here have been pretty quiet this past year. Jesi is in the air force, Um .. Jamie and me don't really talk anymore >.>;;; Lesse .. Jim ... ah, we're AIM only peeps, ditto with Rob so ... that leaves ... very few people here on Devart. I know my school friends have one, but I keep forgetting their users >.<

Oh well ~_~ Not like anyone really checks my Devart. I don't draw ... hee. I PHOTOGRAPH! .... sometimes (Random ntoe, Kawaii Kon was a couple months ago and it rocked my socks ) ]]> ~miyakitt http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/5943213/ http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/5943213/ Fri, 15 Jul 2005 14:32:31 PDT
Well, other than that, my summer break was pretty boring. I just stayed home and decided to be a hermit. I have been working on stuff like fan fics and what not, but .. yeah. My inspiration has been failing me lately.

...

I love me some more video games! One of my friends bought Devil May Cry 3 and just rubbed it in my face. I got mad at him and asked him if I could have it when he died. He said yes, so now I am plotting his death. Why? Well, I probably won't have the money to buy the game for a very very long time, and that sucks, so if possible, I'd so smooch off of someone else for a bit. Yes I know, it's 'bad', but I know I don't care I can't wait to play that game.

Ok, well, besides all that. I haven't shown my mom my report card yet. If I do, I'll probably end up grounded or something ... eep. Rigt now, I don't know what it'll be though, it's either no computer or no TV. Either one would be bad for me since both have been giving me something to do. Mind you, I'm timing it with the release of the Harry Potter book. I'm going to show her when I get my HP book. So then that way, even if I do get grounded, I have a nice new shiny book to keep me happy.

Oh yes, I am such a brat. My mom was right, the quiet ones are the ones you need to look out for.


People I Loooooove


The Ones Whom I Stalk
]]> ~miyakitt http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/5813667/ http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/5813667/ Fri, 01 Jul 2005 16:32:14 PDT
Well, I haven't JUST been playing video games though, you know? I've been writing craploads of crappy fanfics. Mostly Star Ocean and Devil May Cry only, and they're all craptastic! Yup ... but I keep writing them because I like writing. Well, that and I get good reviews, albeit not a lot.

Bah ... last journal entry I talked about report cards. Well, I got by and I'm not repeating 10th grade. Nope, I get to be a Juinor, hooray. Suprisingly enough, I didn't JUST get by. I have one extra credit, so that's good. I was supposed to have two though. I friggin failed english, even though I technically shouldn't have. I mean, I handed in all my work, I got decent grades the past quarters. It was like D, C, F (I handed in work, but I still got an F ...) and well, I Was SUPPOSED to get either a B or a C for fourth quarter since I handed in practically all of that quarters assignments, but somehow, they didn't get to my teacher. I have a feel she lost my folder .......... bitch

OH well, nothing else new in my life. It is as boring as EVAR ]]> ~miyakitt http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/5289986/ http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/5289986/ Sat, 07 May 2005 01:34:54 PDT
Ok, so I've been in this world for 15 years of my life. Sure, it seems short, but some people almost seem to underestimate us teens. In today's world, so many other teens have caused so much trouble, giving the rest of us a bad name. Now, some use it to their advantage, while others just seem to suffer more. These days, I can't walk down the street without getting a dirty look from at least one person. It's all because I'm a teenager who's dresses a little off. By off, I mean, well, slightly tomboyish. I mean, tweak it u pa bit and I could probably end up look like what people call 'goth'.

Wait, what are goths anyways? In my opinion, they're just the people that everyone else is afraid of. That's just me though, but back to my ... uh ... ramble stuffs.

Alright, well, besides the whole teen problem, I find a big error in the school program. I mean, yes, all the stuff we learn in elementary is important, but anything after seems redundant. Why? Well, think about it. So many graduates are successful, but the real question is, do they know how to actually take care of themselves? It makes sense to take all those fancy shmancy courses, seeing as how that's how you make a career, but what about the basic stuff? You could be a really successful person, but a total slob, or you might be unhealthy because you don't know how to cook.

I think that home economic classes are very important, and should be required. After all, it's in that course that we learn how to cook, clean, and I think some basic sewing. That's how it really should be. Not only home ec, but maybe some philosophy. Kids need to learn how to think on their own, really. It's starting to get to the point where whatever you say to them, they follow. They need to learn how to think, and come up with their own ideas.

Ok, another flaw I have about schools. Grades. All they do is show us how stupid we are compared to all the geniuses in the world. I understand that fact that they're used for universities to see how good the student is, but what about a person's passion for what it is they want? I mean, that counts, right? It's all slightly pointless, after all, it's always:

A = You're a genius
B = You're okay
C = You're an idiot
D = You're an idiot
F = You're an idiot

Basically, you're always an idiot. I averaged about a nice 3.3 GPA in the first quarter of my freshman year, and things have been dropping a bit. Maybe it has to do with the parents, or maybe I'm just being lazy. Well, let's look at some of the things here.

Hm, I get some very nice A's on my first report card. It's very nice to look at, actually. Almost straight A's, save for two classes. Now, what wonderful words do I get? "What are you going to get next quarter in Biology?" Seeing as how I got a really really really bad C in that class. I say "I'll get a B". Next quarter comes, I get another C, then a D. Oooooook, there goes my motivation. Basically, I thought 'Well, since she doesn't seem to care about the A's, maybe I'll keep getting some bad grades". I mean, yes, maybe the parent had good intentions, but everything was just going about in the wrong way.

I felt like I shouldn't bother anymore since I had nothing to work for. I had A's, I pretty much get nothing. I get bad grades, I get grounded. Good deal, or what? Yeah, it's just fantastic ... I'm so much better off just sticking to house chores since that's what earns me the money to buy food.

Well, besides grades, I've been slipping into plenty of fits of depression. Maybe it's not quite as bad as I think it is, but I find it the worst. Who knows, it just might be a teen thing, but I am seriously losing my will to do much. I find myself losing confidence in a lot of things. Maybe it's the whole fact that I feel like I'm just being acknowledged enough. I do something, and it often goes overlooked, or someone else ends up doing something even better.

Maybe I'm just not working hard enough, but even when I feel really proud of something, it all gets trampled down by someone else. I hate hearing about all these people who are so depressed and are all thinking of finally ending their lives. Yeah, maybe I'm just another one of those people out there, and I will admit, there isn't much that makes me different.

All I can say is that if it gets bad enough, I really will kill myself. I have everything I need here at home after all. I can overdose on my advil, or stab myself to death if I can stand the pain, and then there's hanging myself. The be... ]]> ~miyakitt http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/5152136/ http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/5152136/ Thu, 21 Apr 2005 19:04:44 PDT
Ok, yeah, not in the best of moods today. Haven't been lately actually. Terribly short temper this week and I've bitched at some people who I shouldn't have (so sorry to those I did, you know who you are ...)

Well, KawaiiKon is coming up, hopefully that will cheer me up. I'm still a little bit mad at the fact that the Anime Club was broken up, except not really. We're now the Unofficial Anime Club. Yup. I'm especially pissed off over the fact that the guy I like has a girlfriend, and I still have feelings for me ex-boyfriend.

I'm starting to build a headache right now too ... and I have an essay that needs to be typed. I can't fuckin think right now. Ok well, besides all those bad events, I also feel sorta let down. Maybe I'm just expecting too much for others or something. Mind you, I guess I can't help it. I'll admit, I am a selfish girl who wants things done when I want them done, and I'm suprised that people even put up with me.

So ... I guess what I am trying to say is ... I'm sorry Jesi. I keep nagging you for things even though you're busy and I've probably been annoying you a lot lately. I guess I can say sorry as many times as I want and it might not change things, but I really mean it from the bottom of the heart. I'm really glad that you've been able to put up with me, and I hope that you won't have to anymore because I'm trying to change that impatient, selfish part of me a bit.

Ok, five word summary. Sorry, and thank you lots. You're a really great friend and I'm hoping we can be for a while. Can't wait to meet you in person! You won't believe how hard that five word summary was ...

Anyways, since I mentioned Jesi, I have to mention some other friends too. Next up, is Jamie! I love you lots, hon and I hope that we can also stay friends. You're always fun to talk to about the most random things, and I can't help but keep thanking you for those sets you made for my characters. I feel like as if I'm taking advantage of you, and I hope that I can find some way to repay you one day. I'm also really sorry for all that. Love you, and hope we can stay friends.

Ok ok ok ... now .. who's left? Hm .. no one else here on Devart .. I think .. NO WAIT!!!! Selly ... I missed you .. I love you ... let's talk. It's been over a year, and I have no idea what I wouldn't do without you. I would also like to add that I think you're adorable, and the bestest friend I've ever had to confide in. The other one I want to mention would be Benor (Sorry, I don't know you're real name). It's been longer than a year since I last talked to you, but I have to admit, I'm really thankful for all those times you listened to me. If it wasn't for you, I probably would have commited suicide and be dead. Like a personal psychiatrist, or something.

Anyone notice that this journal was like .. semi-emo? The reason? I felt it was needed .. but just for those that read it ... I am not thinkign of killing myself, don't worry. Besides ... I have to write about flesh eating bacteria.

People I love


People I Also Love Who Don't Know Me
]]> ~miyakitt http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/5055494/ http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/5055494/ Sun, 10 Apr 2005 21:13:09 PDT
Yes, I know, I have too much time on my hands. Not my fault, really. I just have too much time to think. Ok .. so .. we have the question .. now let's see what people answer with o.o;; ]]> ~miyakitt http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/5001357/ http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/5001357/ Mon, 04 Apr 2005 19:35:34 PDT
...

Yeah, I hit my head on the way to the school cafeteria today. Believe it or not, it didn't hurt at all. It's kind of ironic because one of my friends had a dream about someone hitting their head on their way to the cafeteria. So, yup, that's me.

Other than that ..... GOD!!! I hate sophmore year! We have state testings coming up, well, tomorrow more specifically, and it's apparently so lnog that it's going to go for the rest of this week and all of next week. A test a day ... and it SUCKS! I can't wait till the school year is over.

Also, I was watching Oprah today, and I saw these interesting singers called Il Divo. Actually .. believe it or not .... I just added that there as a reminder to myself so I remember what their name is. ]]> ~miyakitt http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/4975743/ http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/4975743/ Sat, 02 Apr 2005 00:41:25 PST
I have a new picture coming up. It's another nature one ... because that's all I can take, and actually have them look nice. I love taking pictures of nature. Maybe it's because it's easy to take pictures of them. Plus, it's because of where I live. How can you not take pictures of Hawaii?

Well, besides that. I don't know that many cute boys to take pictures of ... and I'm not pretty .. so don't even ask Well, I know one cute guy ... but I'm too scared to approach him. WAH X_X;;;;;;; ]]> ~miyakitt http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/4868571/ http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/4868571/ Mon, 21 Mar 2005 02:37:04 PST ;; ]]> ~miyakitt http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/4424206/ http://miyakitt.deviantart.com/journal/4424206/ Wed, 26 Jan 2005 21:09:58 PST
Chances are, it's going to be stock photos and random people from my school who I think rock. Maybe if i'm lucky, I might end up with a pic of one of the cuter people ....... maybe


Other than that .. there actually will be some art as well ... by my friend ]]> ~miyakitt