http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:miyukiofsound&section=today deviantART RSS for by:miyukiofsound en-us Copyright 2010, deviantART.com Fri, 01 Jan 2010 11:43:13 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://miyukiofsound.deviantart.com/journal/9770062/ http://miyukiofsound.deviantart.com/journal/9770062/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 19:55:03 PDT one of my best friends just left forever.
i couldn't cheer her up.
goodbye jillian i will really miss you...



i'm making a new deviant account.
under a screen name i don't hate.
a new begining with new art.
i might even get a subscription.
i'd love that.
well, i'll be going now.
i'm going to come back here and update this journal with my new info.




doubt any of you will really care....
oh well.




EDIT - the new account is *blueSqeakyduck
i realize i misspelled squeaky.
]]> ~miyukiofsound http://miyukiofsound.deviantart.com/journal/9524073/ http://miyukiofsound.deviantart.com/journal/9524073/ Fri, 28 Jul 2006 14:46:00 PDT Life's a drag sometimes.
I'm down one best friend...who wasn't even a friend after all.
My good friend Jillian is upset and I don't know how to help.
My boy has been sad lately due to family issues.
What a time.

I still haven't scanned all that new stuff....I'm just losing touch...can't seem to keep up anymore.
I'm dead meat when school starts in September if I keep on like this.

I have all my new drawings sitting next to me yet I don't even have to energy to pick them up.
I bet everyone has lost faith in me by now.
I'm letting everyone down...

I'm through whining now...go enjoy your summers, there isn't much left of them...

At least I have my vacation to be happy about, I am leaving tomorrow, but I don't know where I'm going. I'm thinking of becoming an experimental photographer...but even if I don't, I'll still take lots of pictues of where ever it is that I'm going to. Maybe they will cheer you up. I hope so.

Well, I love you all. I will miss you.
See you in a week.
[Goodbye.]

]]> ~miyukiofsound http://miyukiofsound.deviantart.com/journal/9452153/ http://miyukiofsound.deviantart.com/journal/9452153/ Sat, 22 Jul 2006 12:30:59 PDT
I have alot of new stuff sitting a pile just waiting to be scanned.

[que excitement here]

I have fanarts....
a CONTEST ENTRY! [omigawsh]
and random stuff....
and other misc. drawings....
and I have a new project to work on, seeing as I have 103 pageviews.
[[much thanks to everyone who looked at my crap]]
I have been doing alot of stuff lately and Im practicing a new style...other than the one I use now, which I have affectionately named 'crap'.


anywho.....i'm even madder at [guess who -_-] nick. i have decided i will never speak to him again. yay! :3 but yeah. enough about me.....

I will pretty up my page a.s.a.p.
I haven't because well...I need to download photoshop again and get all my colored pencils sharpened...>.o
but I'll fix it up soon...promise. <3

hopefully soon I will become more than a bump on a log and actually do something un-crappy since my desk got cleaned off the other day. [yay]

and omigawsh guess what?
Cheese and koolaid.

t.t.f.n.
ta ta for now.
bye loves. ]]> ~miyukiofsound http://miyukiofsound.deviantart.com/journal/9427756/ http://miyukiofsound.deviantart.com/journal/9427756/ Wed, 19 Jul 2006 14:34:33 PDT too much is happening all at once.

number one.
nick is an annoying little selfish lying self-centered egotistical PRICK.
about once or twich monthly i get into this weird mood where i feel like curling up and dying and that everyone close to me has betrayed me [even though thats partially true] and all i need is alittle love and attention from someone who is close to me to get me out of it for the most part. i had the mood swing last night. i thought that maybe since nick was being really very nice to me for the past few days that maybe he would be able to cheer me up. how wrong i was. i asked him to help me and cheer me up....and the little prick said:
"hmph when i asked you to help me you said 'now you know how i feel'"
and i did say that. i said it to him when he asked me for help when kimi dumped him. i told him that because i felt that way when he started going with her. i was bummed and ready to kill someone. but he never helped me. and after i said that to him, i did indeed help him. i cheered him right up and he was laughing and joking with me the rest of the night. seems he forgets these things soooo easily. oh, and after he said that to me, he blocked me. the little prick actualy did it again. this is like, the fourth or fifth time. i'm so sick of him treating me like this. one day he tells me i'm his best friend and without me to be there for him he would be dead. the next he treats me like shit and blocks me. ugh.

number two.
i am seriously deprived. i miss Vincent so badly.....
i don't get to talk to him that much because he dosen't live on myspace like someone else i know..[nick] and he has a life away from his computer. unlike me....who spends most of my time on the computer. he always gets on really late too...i mean like one in the morning his time late, which is two in the morning my time. >< i get really depressed very easily sometimes and mostly when i'm like that Vincent and Jesse [a close friend of mine] are the only ones who can cheer me up. well i usually get depressed kinda late into the evening - when Jesse has already logged off for the night. and Vincent comes around all cheerful and giddy because he's missed me and he's excited to talk to me....and then right after he signs on my dad tells me to go to bed. although luckily i have the best daddy ever and he lets me stay up and talk to him. so then he has attept to cheer me up. but i don't get the chance to conversate half as much as i should..and the fact that i can't see his face when we talk or any of that jazz makes it hard for me and him both. and then there's the fact that Vincent will be turning 18 next year in december. i am turning 15 next year in october. it will be illeagal for us to be together untill i turn 18, and Vincent will have to wait for me. he will be....uhh...-counts on fingers-....21. Vincent will be 21 when i turn 18. that sucks. it's already weird enough that an 8th grader is dating a junior. i mean, not even freshmen get to date juniors most of the time. at least i have a math tutor now. -_-

number three.
i hate my gallery. i hate all my work. it sucks. it's awful. i'm ashamed of it. i don't even comment artwork that i like because i'm scared to death that the artist will go and look at my stuff and see the awful shit i have. i want to just delete everything and once i get some hopefull improved pieces up......i will. for sure. without a doubt. i mean, this is rediculous. i hate my stuff.

number four.
i talk too much. i annoy people.
i need to shut up now.
[good-bye.]

p.s. thanks for reading all my blubbering. and sorry for any errors, i was typing quickly.



]]> ~miyukiofsound http://miyukiofsound.deviantart.com/journal/9286020/ http://miyukiofsound.deviantart.com/journal/9286020/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 20:56:11 PDT
i mean.....first.....i love this guy...nick.
then i dont.
then i do.
more than anything.
i mean scary WOAH!
but then i force myself to stop loving him again.
it's kinda hard cuz he's like.....so hott....it's unbelievable.....
i mean scary WOAH!
and now i have vincent.
who i love so fricken much..
and im sitting here like a dummy
looking at this pic i have of nick
and im like drooling.
this really sucks.
and it also sucks because
nick has a girlfriend.
and we are constantly fighting
because for some reason he seems to think she is me
cuz he dosent know she lives or all the jazz.
so like everyday hes all like
"youre kimi arent you?"
and im like
"no"
and hes like
"..."
haha
but this is becoming hard.
fighting every day with one of the hottest things to walk the planet
and loving the best thing to walk the planet
and dealing with eighty seven thousand [exaggeration] emos every day
my gosh theyre annoying....
and i hardly get to talk to vincent these days cuz his parents are like
always away
and he has to look after his siblings
and i cant go to his house
because
well
you see
he lives in texas and i kinda dont
and nick lives in louisiana so yeah
another hard one.
whats with my life???? ARG
-dies from the stress- ]]> ~miyukiofsound