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]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/27087395/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/27087395/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 03:22:36 PDT Sorry for those of you who were actually keeping track and such
maybe next year! (prolly not)

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]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/26832152/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/26832152/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 08:11:53 PDT please help me out and gimme some ideas.

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]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/25287493/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/25287493/ Sat, 13 Jun 2009 08:43:57 PDT soo i dont understand why one person helped me with that i needed help with and that person is my boyfriend so ofcourse he is
Sooo all u people that watch me
HELP ME!
pick a few of (what u think) r my best pics to put on a site a signed up for for modeling

]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/25272329/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/25272329/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 12:03:03 PDT THANK YOU!

]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/24962411/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/24962411/ Tue, 26 May 2009 14:26:29 PDT up to the top of the hill?
We had our knives drawn.
They were as sharp
as we were in love.
If god crossed us
we'd take all his drugs,
burn his money
and his house down,
and wait for the fire to spread.

Sometimes hate is not enough
to turn this all to ashes.
Together as one
against all others
break all of our wings to
make sure it crashes

We're running to the
edge of the world
Running, running away
We're running to the edge of the world
I don't know if the world will end today

I had no choice,
I erased the debt of our family,
let you say goodbye
with lips like dynamite.
And everyone
turned their backs
because they knew
when we held on tight
to each other,
we were something fatal,
that fell into the wrong hands.

Sometimes hate is not enough
to turn this all to ashes.
Together as one
against all others
break all of our wings to
make sure it crashes

We're running to the
edge of the world
Running, running away
We're running to the edge of the world
I don't know if the world will end today

We don´t see death, we see destruction
(2X)

Repeat chorus

See a new beginning rise behind the sun
We can´t never catch up to them as fast as we run

]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/24829322/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/24829322/ Mon, 18 May 2009 19:31:49 PDT When I first got it i thought it was a harmless pimple so I asked my sister to pop it and then she said that it has no head and it looks more like a bug bite. So then i thought it was a harmless mosquito bite so i continued to itch it...that wasn't a good idea. As the week by my mom thought it a boil so she had some anti-bacterial cream to put on it. It continued to worsen and get bigger. I decide to put a band-aid on it to make sure i didn't itch it. Today I wasn't able to go to school because of my lack of sleep and I couldn't carry a backpack. So my mom made a doctors appointment. The boil/whatever it was starting to show tiny dots. Like a spider bite. I went to the doctor and she said it was infected, she didn't know exactly what made the bump but it was infected. She also said it was too hard to pop and it she did it would hurt A LOT. So right now i'm convinced it was a spider bite. After the doctor my mom and I went the grocery store/ pharmacy and found a band-aid that i could put on it to keep me from itching it. When I put the band-aid on it felt like it was getting worse and hurting way more than it did before. So my mom had to rip it off and it ended up ripped the infection and popping so now i am in extreme amounts of pain and it hurts A LOT...like A HOLE F*#@KING LOT! I feel like i'm going to die and still i cant sleep because of the pain. :'( I just wanna sleep!
As of right now and probably for a very long time till this phobia of now all bugs go away I am afraid to sleep in my room. I saw a bug and as i was typing this up i heard a bug and it flew into my arm a ran out of my room screaming and crying.
And so I am sleeping in my moms room with her...well not sleeping but safe and away from any bugs...that I know of.

This is what it looked like before
[link]

and after
[link]

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]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/24738061/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/24738061/ Wed, 13 May 2009 13:43:24 PDT I hope they look good!

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]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/24703268/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/24703268/ Mon, 11 May 2009 13:08:51 PDT
Oh and please check out my boyfriend DA!
heres the [link]

]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/24669039/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/24669039/ Sat, 09 May 2009 12:51:36 PDT he is fucking sexy (and my boyfriend)
SOO WATCH HIM!
[link]

]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/23920467/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/23920467/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 16:45:00 PDT ITS AMAZING!!!

]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/23905811/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/23905811/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 18:31:39 PDT .< (im very energetic right now ^O^) My boyfriend made it...seee it looks like The Smashing Pumpkins heart thingy... buutt nooo it has a J and an M in it. ^O^....pst thats the initales of our names. ^-^ tehe <3

]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/23463088/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/23463088/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 04:32:36 PST and I told the guy to keep the length on the side....and well he didnt
soooo im kinda very upset with t, but I got color again and it look amazing.
Soo ill try to put some pictures up soon ^)^

]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/23054309/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/23054309/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 05:50:36 PST Love is in the air
>.<
Well today I'm having a Valentines Day, themed shoot
I'm super excited.
My inspiration for this shoot is Marilyn Manson's music video for Heart Shaped Glasses. (if you've never seen the video here is a link- [link]layList&=3315D6ADA018FE68&laynext=1&index=16 )
I'm really excited about it and I hope you all will like it.
The photos will either be on late tonight or tomorrow.

]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/22500315/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/22500315/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 06:00:52 PST Just added some new stuff fer the new ear and it looks like a lot of people liked it, if u havent seen it please check it out, tell me what u think.
This year one of my resolutions is to add much much moore pictures to DA. As of right know I am (and have) been into scene, punk, emo styles soo I think i am going to stick with that fer a bit, of course Ill put my own ideas into each. I am also very into the whole horror theme. So ill be doing some of those types. I would also like to do something that shows...more skin...but I am 14 and Ive already had two cases of the DA creepers. Sooooo i don't know :/

]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/21294346/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/21294346/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 04:40:23 PST But please I need more feedback! I want to know what u guys think if my pictures, give me contructive critism(sp)and also give me some idea for pitures and I will try my best to do them.

]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/19614737/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/19614737/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 22:12:22 PDT
OKay this is anothers girls experiance..but this is almost exacly how it went for me...but I did take pictures....and did say any B.S.
I also didnt have duct tape either....

Last night, I was contacted by a guy on AIM who introduced himself simply as "Ethan on DA". He gave me a link that had been obviously copy/pasted from another conversation ([link]) and mildly complimented my gallery [1]. The copy/pasting seemed a little strange at the time, but I chalked it up to being new on DA and trying to make a lot of friends at once. Not entirely inconceivable.

He then asked me if I wanted to help him with a project [2]. I asked him what it was and he told me he had to do a paper for a media class that was due "monday lol" and that he needed some "not anything dirty" photos for it that represented four concepts: censorship, silent, repression and shut up [3]. I was intrigued and offered my two cents about repression and temptation being quite interlinked.

He merely ignored any attempt I made at pleasant conversation and latched onto what he wanted [4]. He asked me what some concepts I had were and of course, I offered some quick ideas off the top of my head. By now, I wasn't quite amused with making friends with someone and immediately being used, but I've had a few good friendships that started that way and I wasn't intending on being a douche about it.

He offered some ideas that all included me duct taping my mouth or gagging myself with a bandana or scarf [5]. When I said I didn't have any duct tape and that I had used it all on an art project, he suggested that I go out tomorrow and buy some [6]. The jig was up by now. I had an aching suspicion that he was some sort of sexual harassment fiend, but now it was so obvious to me that I made plans to covertly block him everywhere.

When I told him I couldn't get to town in time to buy some, he suggested the bandana or scarf again [7]. Then he asked me if I'd "take some practice shots" for him [8]. I made up a B.S. reason why my camera was dead. He then asked me to get on webcam to "practice some emotions" [9]. I don't know how he found out that I have a webcam because I don't have AIM set up to use one, so I'm assuming he added me on YM! too. I made up another B.S. excuse that my mom had broken the webcam and that, yeah it was still installed, but we needed to buy a new one.

I said I had to go to bed at that point and bid him a good night, blocking him outright on AIM and DA.

(All the numbers in brackets denote a warning sign to me about creepy guys.

[1] Complimenting someone is a quick and easy way to get them to listen to you and basically have you in control of the conversation. I've read several books on psychology and the science of conversations. This is a basic concept that most psychologists and social observers agree on.

[2] Asking for help from someone immediately flatters them psychologically. It subliminally makes you feel like you're an expert in a given field or that you are somehow superior to the other person, making you more than willing to help someone in pretty much whatever they ask you for.

[3] These concepts in a media paper...I could see "censorship". Maybe even "repression"...but "shut up" and "silent"? Set off warning bells immediately.

[4] The fact that he became bull-dogged on the one thing he wanted so obviously was a big red flag. Wham-bam-thank-you-ma'am anyone?

[5] Being so specific about the props I used was another warning. It was very obvious he wanted duct tape or something else that can be easily associated with someone being raped. And the fact that he averted my idea of "black bars". If censorship were really on his mind, black bars would be a no-brainer. Duct tape? Not so much.

[6] The haste of imposing the idea of me going out and buying duct tape tomorrow was a little scary. I just started talking to this guy and he already wants me to spend money for him when he's asking favors? No thanks, buddy.

[7] Again with the specific props! Ugh.

[8] "Practice shots"? At this point, if I hadn't suspected him of anything, I might have. It's a clever ploy for instantaneous and immediate results, but it's not gonna work on me.

[9] The insistance of me owning a webcam was a little scary. And I quote:

"Hanson124x (9:47:59 PM): oh wait do u have web cam we could connect and try different emotions and ideas

Me (9:48:06 PM): no

Hanson124x (9:48:18 PM): dats cool

Hanson124x (9:49:06 PM): i jsut saw the icon i thought u had oen thougth that be pretty easy"

He was calling my bluff. I kept my cool, though, and insisted back that it was broken.

~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/19166169/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/19166169/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 13:20:39 PDT Check me out!
Tell me what u think.
Ahhh I am soo happy I got new ones!!

]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/19063737/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/19063737/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 19:38:20 PDT Ugg well my friend Katie just got a new camera and we r going camping...I will rpolly have some nature pics ^_^
But any other suggestions for pics??????

]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/18708198/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/18708198/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 03:58:43 PDT YUPPER BE PROUD OF ME!!!
Sooo ummm yeahhh

]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/18508897/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/18508897/ Mon, 26 May 2008 10:45:36 PDT I am still not over my ex
Which pisses me off!
A HELL OF A LOT!!!

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]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/18489169/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/18489169/ Sun, 25 May 2008 04:47:41 PDT I HAVE A NEW BOYFRIEND!!
HAHA YAYAY
Well I am over the guy I was having promblems with.
But I am very VERY pissed at him
See, we broke up because we couldn't spend time together and his parents were bugging him about school and he said it was gonna be like that for the rest of the year and he is busy over the summer, so we both decied; even tho we both still liked each other (well atlest I liked him) to break up.
A week later (no lie) HE GETS A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND!!
I dont get it. I thought he would be busy!
I don't think he ever liked me
And that pisses me off
A LOT!!
It still kinda does
But I am over him
Does that make any sense?

]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/17979493/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/17979493/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 16:39:44 PDT Happy Earth Day!
well...life kinda sucks right about now...
My boyfriend broke up with me
But it's not that he is jerk or anything....
It's his parents...
Well pretty much...
we never spend time together
But I am scared...
I don't want to lose him
I have liked him since I was in 7th grade...I mean it doesn't seem that long since I am at the end of 8th grade,
but it feels like forever
I think I am inlove with him
I hope it's not over forever...
So I geuss it is a break right now
and if it doesn't get better in acouple of weeks
it's over forever
And really don't want that.
Everytime I think about it
I get butterflies in my stomach

]]> ~mobscenesaintm http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/17454288/ http://mobscenesaintm.deviantart.com/journal/17454288/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 07:21:28 PDT

Have a Happy Easter!!!


meli

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