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                <title>I'm seriously poorer and frustrated..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Dec 2006 19:04:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hmm... I'm sorry guys. Its been so so long since I last put up an artwork.<br />
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Been out of sorts lately. sorry..<br />
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Hmm.. will be getting a new computer screen tonight.. and at a good price too. Getting it first hand at a very very very good price.<br />
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$160.. 15 inch LCD screen (nothing to be proud of here.. but still,.. its a screen!) and the brand I'm not sure of yet.. the screen is from my friend who is selling me.. and he tells me its a good brand. I trust him. hehe..<br />
For the past 5 ~ 7 months.. been suffering with a screen that has its Red colour filament damaged. Not that bad, but the Red on my screen is showing red streaks.. and some of my images will have a red glow about the edges. I hate it.. time to change the screen.<br />
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Just gotten my NS pay just yesterday,.. and I have only $40 in hand for me to spend on... anything! Haha.<br />
Here's the lay down on my spendings for this month..<br />
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* Pay for NS Fulltime Private, after one Year in service :- $365~ *<br />
Spending on this month :-<br />
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- Computer Screen 15 inch LCD -- $160<br />
- Bus Fare Consession for NSF   -- $60<br />
- Starhub Internet Bill               -- $56<br />
- Previous Hand Phone Bill         -- about $40~ or lesser<br />
- Payment to SAF<br />
  (Lost tools)                             -- about $7~<br />
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So, total spending:- about $320~<br />
* Balance:- $40 *<br />
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Hmm.. me an my Dad, we have an agreement that he pays for my HP bill (for now.. until I really start working..) as long as I do not exceed the the target of $40/month... and last month, my bill was about $70~. Split the payment with last month's and this month's pay.. hahaha.. I'm so poor now.. hehe<br />
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Sad man,.. that's what I'm holding in hand now.. haizz..<br />
Wait till I start spending on my food for the month. hehe.. suffer I tell you.<br />
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Well,.. the past few days been one hell of a confusing ride.<br />
Met this girl about a few weeks back (..but had been waiting for her for 2 years.. now I feel stupid..). Been going on strong from the past few weeks until that one day only me and her know. I know what I did was wrong and wish to not repeat it.. and I want to atone for the mistake I did.. but well,.. I guess she has distanced herself from me.. lately for the past week. I just feel that It's now best I move along.. and not look back.<br />
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After 2 years of waiting.. this is the result?.. or is she just unsure of what to do,.. or she just needs the time?<br />
Haizz.. ever since that day,.. she just changed and.. I stood around like an Idiot.. waiting for a reply. We do chat on MSN once in awhile.. and well,.. no more calls and no more SMSes. If we do SMS,.. it'll end up with her saying she's busy or with her family or she's outside. Not that I'm not allowing her her peace.. its just that... we rarely chat and talk now. We never meet after school or work like before. I guess she has lost her feelings for me..... and ever since yesterday.. after reading her blog of her previous entries,.. I realise.. she has lost her feelings for me and I MUST move on now... 'cause she is moving on. <br />
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You know who you are, if you are reading this article/journal.. but I now doubt you're reading it now or ever. NO matter... not going to bother anymore. I just hope you move on to a better life now.. and I just am sorry for what I did and if it hurt your feelings.<br />
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Singledom here I come again.<br />
Embrace it I shall, Love it I will.. and Live by it... of course.. been doing that for the past few years.<br />
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Hmm,.... what I just realised is that... my relationship with her is just Lust and not Love..<br />
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Love and Lust,.. they're never the same.. and I want Love.. not and never Lust.. haizz...<br />
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Oh well,.. peeps.. see ya around.. and with the new computer screen,.. hope I will have new works up soon.. very soon.. haha..<br />
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Bye for now!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>3rd time coming..</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Oct 2006 18:10:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A promise that's broken.<br />
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A promise that's broken for the 3rd time.<br />
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And for the 3rd time,.. I shall try my best to move on.<br />
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And move on,.. I shall..<br />
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" Time telling me to say farewell <br />
  But I knew that I would fight Hell<br />
  And I know, we will.<br />
  Go for another time we can see,<br />
  For another time we'll be free,<br />
  For no more farewell.<br />
<br />
  No farewell could be the last one.<br />
  If you long to meet again... "<br />
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Lyrics - Avantasia<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>oooooohhh...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Sep 2006 05:26:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Lalalalalalala..<br />
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Hehehe.. so happy lately...<br />
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Weeeeeeeeee!!~~~~~ ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>Depression has hit all time high!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Aug 2006 06:09:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hmmm... don't ask me.<br />
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I'm depressed..<br />
no mood..<br />
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so SHUT UP!...<br />
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Sorry. ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>Hmmm...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Aug 2006 05:54:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just a quiet,.. normal day for MoeHammett here...<br />
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Not that boring,... not that exciting.<br />
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Just days at camp,.. repairing vehicles..<br />
<br />
wow......... ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>Addiction to Footballitis (..and Love..)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Jun 2006 06:33:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Damn... curse the World Cup. (hahah) Curse the World Cup to be held in Germany! <br />
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Why not in Asia again? Hahahahah... kidding people. Its just that big games that I wanna watch seem to be in the weeeeeeeeeee~ hours of the morning. Just last Friday (16th Jun),.. I actually sat down proper, to a highly anticipated game,....<br />
ARGENTINA vs. SERBIA-MONTENEGRO. (by now, you guys should know, Argentina THUMPED Serbia-Montenegro 6 - nil,.... I repeat,.. 6 - NIL !.)<br />
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Woah,... a really good and fun game, man!<br />
Hmm.. saw how Lionel Messi and Juan Roman Riquelme played?.. wow!.. simply stunning. hahahaha..<br />
<br />
Now I really understand whats the difference between a Professional Player and a World-Class Player. Just look at how Lionel Messi played that day... simply OUT-OF-THIS-WORLD. That's why he's a BOY WONDER... (well,.. he's only 18, mind you..)<br />
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Ok,.. enough of the game. Yeah,.. my first real World Cup 2006 I actually watch the final whistle.. haha. Hmmm.. been pretty bored. Everyday at camp,.. listening to one another talking about their winnings and losses of their bettings and the game critics from my other diehard soccer fans.. haha.<br />
Hmm.. at the very least,... eventhough I have a liking for soccer.. I'm not addicted to Footballitis.. haha. <br />
<br />
Hmm... haizzz,... lately I've been just lazing at home most of the time.. need to start moving about more. I've gained back 1kg in 2 - 3days.. after falling ill and fully recovering from Fever, Coughing Spells and Headaches about 2days back... haha.. (thanks to guard Duty on last Friday, 9th Jun 2006.)<br />
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Bout my Lovelife... hmmmm..... let's just say I waited for an SMS reply for<br />
2 weeks and yeah.. we're hitting it off well,.. its only been 3days since she returned home from her holiday trip. Why two weeks u say?.. well,.. before she went for her trip, I got her no. and only to find out that the day I got the no. is the last day she'll be at home and returning home in 2weeks.. (and that was like 3days ago.. haha) A quick description of her,.. she's smart, cute, lovely, sweet, cheerful and looks so pretty,.... <br />
Looks that I love a lady to have.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
(..Hope love can blossom between us..)<br />
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I'm feeling high............. from the fumes coming from my younger brother... SMELLY FART!! <br />
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F**K!!!! <br />
<br />
ARGH!!!..... (hahaha)<br />
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Anyways,.. My final bet is Argentina and Brazil in the Finals.. hahahaha.. Share your ideas.. Anyone?.. ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>NS slowly making me dull-er..</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 May 2006 04:28:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Its been like already.. 6 months since i last post up a new journal.. Didn't have the time to do so..<br />
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Damn... NS has really eaten up way too much of my personal time.. but yeah,.. i've already learnt how to manage my time better than before.. made sacrifices.. all that shit to go through NS better. Hmmm... Life is just so boring nowadays,.. usually at hoome once i have the off-days. Can't wait to ORD in 6th September 2007.<br />
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Life as u can deduce from what i've mentioned before,.... is f**king boring. My lovelife?.. seems dull as ever. Got to know this girl from a friend... just last month. Man,.. a great experience.. just imagine meeting her on the first day i got her HP no. and talking to her personally. Damn, she was the greatest thing that came to my life after a fallout with someone i used to love so much about 7 - 8 months back... Talk and chatted we did,.. smses were like a daily thing.. i grew fond of her.. but well,.. she didn't reciprocate. Ok,.. it did feel bad to know that.. but after a while,.. i just couldn't care less. Found out too that she still is with her boyfriend... but on the rocks. Lucky i'm feeling like i couldn't care anymore, if not i'll just be hurt further knowing that. Well, I still continue chatting with her but with lesser purpose.. more like filling up my time. I know its not proper to be doing that.. so lately.. been chatting lesser with her. Haizz.. looks like.. its just a simple crush on her for me..<br />
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Hmmm... where to do i go from here..? Let Fate lead me to the path i should be heading to. If i'm Fated to be with her.. then it'll happen. If another someone comes along my path.. so be it. Hey,.. but i still need to be working for it.. haha.. can't just let Fate decide all the way.. I can bend around the Fate.. we can change our Fate. Do just that and you will enjoy life better.<br />
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I'll do just that after NS. Just tooooooooo much rules and Regulations to follow.... F**K it!!..<br />
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I've mellowed too much!!!!!.... SO NOT ME!!!!!!!....<br />
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<br />
<br />
.......so not me....... ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>Festive Period Of Mixed Feelings..</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Nov 2005 00:44:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hmm.. as u can tell,... its the Ramadhan celebrations, Hari Raya Puasa here in Singapore. Hmm.. even in this festive period.. been in and out of camp. Really helped in making me happy. (i'm being sarcastic..)<br />
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In my last entry, i mentioned i lost my mood to celebrate... oh well,.. after meeting up with my cousins.. i felt the mood is coming back.. though a tad slow.<br />
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Heheh,.. its been ok lately. I played games like never before.. I completed F.E.A.R bout a week ago.. got myself thinking the whole night bout it. Good ending to the game, man. Just 2 days back I played the demo version of <br />
Need For Speed Most Wanted. For those who are into this Racing games.. GO AND GET THIS GAME!!... IT'S GONNA BE ONE HELL OF A GAME... WORTH YA MONEY!!!...<br />
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Hehe.. hmm.. you know, my luck with the opposite sex is getting better. I got to know about 5 girls in like a period of 2days.. (all this done during my house-visits to my cousin's,... their friends are hot!..)<br />
So far.. i'm in contact with only 2.. the rest,.. i just can't *click* with them man. I tried.. and given up on 'em. I know waiting for a week is nothing to many here.. but well,.. i waited for a week and well,... i just couldn't get anything..<br />
So only made it with the 2. One i feel... is like interesting to be chatting with.. and the other is like probably there is a future with her. BUT like any relationships,... i'm taking things real slow.<br />
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Hmm.. So yeah... haizz... been lately,.. not doing any art!!.. So damn catching up with life,... i can't seem to find time to draw!... i'm just scared i'ma lose me skill..<br />
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Well,.. i post another post real soon.. cya peeps! ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>F**ked up...? thats not what I see in my life now.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Oct 2005 20:15:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ National Service, an integral and compulsary part of any young man (..or old..). National Service.. where u learn to live and live to learn bout the hard life in times of war. Survival skills, weapons handling and training, basics of her and there,.. its gonna b tough.. but think of it as a rites of passage for boys. A path to be taken without regret,.. without hatred,.. without doubts and with courage and leadership. A path where boys.. WILL turn into MEN.<br />
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I'm coming to my second month here in National Service (NS for short..) at Pulau Tekong. I'm in the Leadership batch... potential leader here,... can be a Lieutenant or a Sergeant.. but dont really mind either.. but wish to complete my 2yrs of service in NS with a minimum rank of a 3rd Sergeant. Many of my Sergeants say i have the potential to be a 1st Sergeant.. A Company Quartermaster,... in charge of weapons, ammunitions, utensils, food, rooms, hospitality,..... actually alot lot more. But for now.. i'm gonna work hard at least to get myself a sergeant's rank..<br />
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Its been too long since i last wrote something... maybe i'll blog here for a while.. <br />
So far,.. here's the Update of my Life...<br />
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Lately,.. i see life in a different perspective now. Ever since my short stint in camp,.. People that i love and cherish.. I miss them so much. The ironic thing is, when i'm never away.. i dont miss 'em. I just don't. But now after my confinement week, the longing to be with your loved ones really kicked in. I really now understand why we have National Service. Different people will see this differently but let me assure you... it will lead back to one thing.. What we cherish,... we protect.<br />
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Yeah,.. thats the best parts of NS... it brings out the courage to protect in you.. but NS has also put on a ugly face for me.. you see,.. when i was not drafted in yet,.. I see women as just some pretty people to look at.. but now,.. i couldn't care less bout them. My view on girls have changed,.. not that i'm turning gay.. (I won't believe me.. i so very much still love women.. and i cant imagine a world without them... i love you, women...), its just that i noticed... ever since i adorn the ever smart and fantastic 'Smart 4' (green Army camouflage uniform), i noticed women keep looking at me.. and yeah of course it feels nice.. but being a guy who has been rejected by many women coz of my look.. (i'm jus normal.. nothing special..), i just couldn't care less. Jus coz i look smarter, fitter, nicer.. u wanna give me cheeky smiles, 2nd looks,... and yeah.. the occasional,.. wolf-whistles.. guess what,.. i'm playing the game u guys alwys play with me.. The ever 'LOVABLE'... "Hard-To-Get" game. When i'm nice.. ur mean to me.., when i'm at my weakest,.. u despise me.. but the worst part is.. when i'm being me.. you f**king SHUN me.. I'm being me and u hate it?... What more can i give you...?<br />
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Let me turn the tables on ya... hahaha..<br />
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But i appreciate the few who likes me for WHO i am... not WHAT i am. Thank you to those few. I bet you know who u are..<br />
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Hey,.. but there is always someone who is still my Eye Candy, my Pandora's Box, my Heaven, my Love... you'll know who you are.. but let's just say.. the someone is not here yet... maybe the frenship is platonic now... but in years to come u never know.<br />
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Hey you know what..? It feels great to be in the Smart 4 (Green Army Uniform).<br />
It gives me this renewed confidence. I walk tall now.. maybe thats why women do give me 2nd glances.. hey,.. not bragging here... but like i told u before.. I don't give a f**k. The only thing i guess now for me to start liking women like i did before,.... you just gotta be special to me.. I won't tell you how.. I'll tell you when u are. But right now,... i'm not being some over-confident b*stard, who thinks women like me.. Oh F**K it... after years and years of rejection... I f**king don't care what they feel bout me.. but I'm still down-to-earth. Hmmm.... make yourself special... maybe i'll give you that 2nd glance and a smile that all women want men to do.. (I noticed that doing that is like a compliment.. though not a big one.. but makes your day.)<br />
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I don't mean to be mean... its just what i feel... and i wanna express it you guys.. I'm open-minded and i speak out whats in my mind. If you feel offended,.. I apologise sincerely..<br />
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BUT at the end of the day,.. I still wish to have someone... someone who loves me for WHO i am,.. someone i can look forward to meeting after my confinement in camp,.. someone i can share my feelings with... and someone to love..<br />
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For now... be special. And a reminder to all who reads this,.. Love someone for what's inside him/her,... never the exterior. Coz,.. love reaches deep into ur mind, heart and soul.. not the skin... And if it does touches the skin... it aint love.. its LUST. Sad thing that Love and Lust are separated by a v... ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>Choice.. Its part of life... My life...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Mar 2005 21:47:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hmmm... been reading my past journals  here. Noticed that its mostly bout.. my  life eh?... hmmm... well,.. its MY  journal right?... nothing wrong with  it..<br />
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Curently,.. working on a new Solid  Snake i've had in mind. Kind of,..  imagine Snake younger and leaner. With  a new Bad-Ass attitude and a new  stealth suit... yeah!.. hahahahahahah!<br />
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Hmm... The past few days been terrific.  3D Modelling seemed fun, Editting works  for my Minor Project has been smooth...  Had incredible outings with my  sweetheart...<br />
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Hmm... how i wish yesterday,...  could've been a longer day,.. The look  in her eyes... the lips.. the warmth..  the presence of her self.. the gentle  touches.. man,.. longing for more.. I'm  missing all this... Its so sudden.. so  so sudden.. Yes,.. I'm sad.. I'm  feeling lonely.. but i'm grateful of  the company of my many wonderful  friends. At least,.. my day didn't turn  out to be.......that..... bad.<br />
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Had a wonderful time yesterday at the  cinema watching 'Robots' with that  special someone of mine. Haha,.. never  did concentrate on the story though..  I've been like looking at her eyes most  of the time... Its so beautiful and  innocent.. "Can't Take My Eyes Off  You"...<br />
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It did hurt me to hear her mention  something that i don't wanna write  here.. Its sad to hear. But... I'll  always respect that decision... and  I'll always wait...<br />
My love for her is undeniable..<br />
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Hmmm... oops.. must've said too much  here... but hey,.. who cares right?..  its MY journal.. I can write what ever  i want to... I don't really expect much  from any of you...<br />
I'm just writing this down.. to express  myself out here...<br />
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(P.S.:- To You, My Dear,... if you're  reading this... <br />
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I'll stay and not go away.. I love you  too much... I'll wait... I promise you  this... but if i feel there's no chance  or there's no way... I'll walk away,..  but you'll always be in my heart..  Don't be sad,.. ok?) ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>..Stress and Pleasure..</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Mar 2005 17:44:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just 2 days ago.. I was busy filming a  short film for my Minor Project. Its  about a man, Joe, whose been having a  terrible time with his life. He had  just fought with his girlfriend and now  his feeling his lowest ever. My concept  for this clip is that,.. In Joe's  current state,.. he see's everyone  moving.. in reverse.. and he doesn't  care about it. As he goes through this  short film, we see another character  come into play,.. Angie,.. Joe's female  guardian Angel.. (I'll post the 3D  character here, soon..)<br />
Well,.. she helps and guides him...<br />
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Anyways,... my film has a 3D  composition and  has no dialogue,...  but only music.. Man,.. its so tough to  direct my actors and actresses to act  to my liking. My film is all about the  acting.. Hope its nice..<br />
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Terrible amount of stress rising up  now... The minor project i'm working  on... well,.. is going fine but stupid  Digital Video Camera of mine...  Batteries died on me way TOO EARLY!!...  I still couldn't  complete my filming.  9 more scenes to complete. This coming  saturday.. i'm gonna finish it!!<br />
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Hmm... but not everything is bad for me  this past few days..<br />
Hahha... Just had an outing with this  lovely girl yesterday... OK la,.. it  was pretty lame of an outing... just  window-shopping. Hahah.... went to Toys  'R' Us at Tampines Mall,.. and hell  yeah,.. teased each other in there with  all the toys around (no dirty thoughts  here!).<br />
Man,.. she has this set of beautiful  eyes,.. i just can't look away,..  beautiful... hehhe.. man,.. i think,..  I'm starting to love her.. hahah.. (I  hope i dont rush things...)<br />
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Hmmm.... hope nothing gets leaked out  terribly here.. haha... ok ok.. hmm..  just cant wait to complete my  shortfilm.. and hoping to post  something out soon!.. can't wait...  yeah.. hahah..<br />
To that special someone.. Stay the way  you are.. hehe.. ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>...A Week of Pain &amp; Pleasure...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Feb 2005 22:26:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ After a week of schoolbreak,.. its back  to school!.. Argh!!.. all the  boredom,... but hell,.. i miss school  too... Miss my lessons too.. hahah..<br />
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Hmmm... fun week i had!... Got myself  Half-Life 2!!!... WOOHOO!!!..<br />
Damn!.. i was really amazed by how well  the graphics were rendered out. Their  SOURCE graphical engine is really  excellent!<br />
Water acts like water,.. Wood acts...ok  kinda like wood and hell yeah,... Metal  acts like it is METAL!!.. hahaha..  Hell,... wood, water, brick walls and  metal sounds like the real stuff!! Its  more realistic-looking. The game itself  is a work of art!..<br />
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Nice 3D models.. Great level  designs,... interesting storyline...  You peeps who are into First-Person  Shooters,... You must get yourself this  game that revolutionised the genre!!<br />
Haha,.. completting this game is a  great feeling,... but..... hahaha...  don't wanna be a spoiler for you  peeps... hahaha!...<br />
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Hmmm... ok,.. other than just playing  Half-Life 2,.. i was also busy with my  school's minor project and  assignments.. hahah..<br />
busy busy busy.. <br />
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Yeah!.. i'm a finally getting back my  mood for work!.. Oh by the way... to  peeps who celebrate the day,...  (eventhough I don't)<br />
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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!... ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>....Bored As Hell....</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Jan 2005 17:53:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hmmm.... after weeks and weeks of no  activity in DeviantArt..(other than  commenting on works) i've finally  updated my profile yet again.. hehehe..  It feels great to update works and  stuffs.. haha...<br />
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Hmm,.. right now,.. i'm in the process  of completing my 3D Character Animation  2nd assignment. Stress is me! In a  coupla days time i'll be handing in my  storyboards.. Final clean version.. Woe  is ME!!... ARGHH!!... I can't always be  sleeping at 1 or 2am!!.. but,... that  is the life of an animator/desginer..  DAMN!... hey,.. but its my passion!.. I  LOVE IT!!.. That is my motivation!..<br />
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Hmmm... after Chinese New Year,....  bloody hell,.. i got a Minor Project to  complete.. F**K!!.. ARGH!!... HELP!!...  I WANNA GRADUATE FROM MY POLYTECHNIC  DESIGN COURSE!!...  ARGH!!!!!!!!!.................  (hehehehe..) ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>Mellow be Thy Name..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Jan 2005 21:38:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hmmm... been noticing the past few  works.. Seems like i've mellowed  alot!.. My humble beginnings were about  Horror,.. Pain and Terror!.. hahaha..  Ok,.. evil works!... hehehe.  Currently,.. There's one work in  progress,.. going back to my original  roots again.. i mean the concept and  style... hehehe.. wish me luck on this  ya!...<br />
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To tell ya the truth.. I've been  emotional with the last two works that  I posted. Haizz... Both of them I  like.. I mean the real person.. but  well,.. Fate.. made it so.. that it's  not meant to be.. haizzzz...<br />
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Well,.. Its ok now.. Oh,.. My  assigments have begun!.. Right now,..  I'm working on my 3D model character  for my Animation assignment... Great  fun,.. But damn tedious.. one more at  hand,.. clay-modelling of a castle..  TOUGH!!...<br />
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I hope this week,.. i can complete my  external project with a client.. Its  eating up my time.. Stressing me up..  Kinda alot.. gotta admit it.. Working  is Tough.. ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>..Doom3 and Sims2..</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Dec 2004 18:51:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Woah,... I know many of you will be  like,.. "..What the hell?.. you JUST  PLAYED Doom 3 and The Sims 2?!!,..  BLASPHEMY!!.."..<br />
but I just played Doom 3 and The Sims  2.. <br />
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Heheh,.. I had my mind in a paranoid  state playing Doom 3!!!... I just seem  to be suddenly be hyper-alert in the  game.. haha,.. the slightest sound,.. a  creak,.. the sound of something hitting  the ground,... I'll stop in my tracks..  Survey around,.. Here comes the trusty  and ever-reliable Shotgun!!.. hahah..  Yeehaw!!.. MAYHEM in MARS!!.. Cool  Sh*t!! hahah..<br />
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Hmm... Sims 2 rocked!!.. My character  had finally got engaged to his love..  weeheee!!.. finally.. after so long!..  haha.. Hmm,.. pretty tough,.. the game,  i meant.. Always keep fulfilling their  wants is damn tough!!..<br />
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Hmm,.. of late,.. been thinking of  doing some digital paintings.. but i  just can't seem to find time. My  computer just got formatted.. Evil  virus took over my folders in my old  OS. EVIL BEINGS!!... Thou Shalt Not  Touch Thy Files!!..<br />
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Argh!.. ok well,.. got my computer up  and running,.. now only left with me  starting to paint!.. woohoo!.. long  live the WACOM!!..  Hahahahahahahahah...... ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>Mental Block Of Sorrows!!..</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Oct 2004 18:33:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Argh!!... For the past 6-8 days,.. no  drawing has been done!!... Argh!!..  Have I lost 'it'?.....<br />
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I just can't seem to draw... No more  inspiration!!..<br />
I think it's this stupid animation  project i've been doing for the past  4-5 weeks, that's causing me this  Mental Block!!....<br />
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Argh!!.. I wanna start drawing  again.... But... I just can't!!.. So  depressed now that i can't even draw a  human face with determination and  patience!!.. HELP!!!<br />
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Talking about drawing... I can't even  get an inspiration out for my  "...Monsters & Demons..." series....  Nothing has begun man... That *toot*ing  sucks!!....<br />
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Only idea i got for that series is a  demon known as SATAN..<br />
Well,.. demons and monsters gotta have  a leader right?.. What more fitting for  this role is SATAN himself... (ok he's  not a demon,.. but lets just say he is  one.. hehe)..<br />
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Well,.. got the name and story for him  out... only no inspirations,.. no idea  on how he's appearance gonna be like...  haizz....... well,... gotta wait and  wait and wait and wait and wait and  wait and wait and wait and  wait.......... til that idea and  inspiration comes along...  haizzzzz......  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>*...Monsters &amp; Demons...*</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Oct 2004 18:13:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Fun!.. Fun!.. Fun!.... hahaha...<br />
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The WACOM Tablet I bought earlier..  well,.. put it to good use. Churning  out lots of works.. One in the making..  another,.. in the thinking stages..  Ooooh.. Can't wait!!....<br />
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I'm thinking of creating a "Monsters &  Demons" series of digital paintings...  Haha... Start cracking my head...<br />
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Ok,.. well,.. You,.. my works of late  is still pretty much looking like a  vector art.. haizzz.... Gonna work on  it... If u check my gallery.. U can see  that my first post is actually a  Digital Painting with blending of  shadows.. That,.. I wanna achieve  again... Ok,... now,.. searching for  inspirations for my Monsters and  Demons.. hahaha... *evil*....<br />
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Til then,.... see ya folks..  hahahaha... Oh and to those Muslims out  there like me... Happy Fasting...   <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>Life is getting worse for me....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Oct 2004 23:59:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Haizz.. So much stuff going on for my  life... aaarrrggghh!!!..<br />
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One thing,.. my younger brother got an  exam in 2 weeks time... Gotta not  slack.. gotta teach him..<br />
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Secondly... My Animation project is  about to reach its dateline now...  haizz... Can copmplete in time...  errrrr... scary....<br />
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And lastly... haizzz... The girl I like  has,... well,.. patched up.. with her  ex... and Here I am.. all alone again..  Can't turn to the next chapter of my  life... Just when I thought I was happy  with her... <br />
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Fate as it seems... Has again Turned  Its Back On Me!!.. ARRGGGHH!!!.. NOT  FAIR!!... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!..........<br />
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Crap... well,.. gonna wait to see what  i can still salvage...<br />
Before I move on... Gonna do my best to  stay calm bout it.. got to be  level-headed...<br />
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Well,.. for you guys,.. whose waiting  for my next update... Won't be updating  til about a few days time.. maybe.. 3-4  days time.. i hope.. Could be longer  sorry.. got other commitments.. well,..  will update soon.. very soon... ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>Ooh.. The Great Wonders Of the WACOM Tablet...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Oct 2004 18:28:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well,.. Remember my drawing,.. "The  Future Of Man" .. well,.. I've decided  on digitally painting it.<br />
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Well,.. so far i'm only on the  re-outlining of my work.. Ok,.. issit  called inking?... I mean cleaning up  the linework on a computer called  inking too?... hmmm.. well?..<br />
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Well,.. I hope i can achieve certain  effects with the painting... coz, i'm  still weak at painting digitally...<br />
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Hehehe,.. had a great time playing with  the tablet yesterday.. weeeee~.<br />
Ok,.. Was fun yesterday,.. completed  the Scene6 of my animation project..  gonna move on to do some more. Eeeee...  Tried out certain animations.. but  didn't turn out well,.. that sucks!!..<br />
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Well,.. today i'ma start work again..  An animation I've been waiting to do  for a very long time.. Weeeeeeee~...<br />
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Haizzzzzz,..... i'm missing someone  right now... kinda depressed coz of  this feeling.. but,.. i'm always  cheerful.. so don't worry bout me.. <br />
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If You're Out There Somewheres,.. my  darling, Nur Darme,.... I MISS YOU ALOT  !!...<br />
haizzzzzzzzzzz.......... ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>Animation again!!!...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Sep 2004 18:24:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sh*t,.. Piss,.. F**k,.. C**t,..  C**ksucker,.. Motherf**ker,.. Piss,..  F**k,.. Dirty Tw*t....<br />
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I've gone crazy... I'm so crazy that...  that... that... i'm gonna ummm... do  more animation!!... Damn!!.. more and  More!!.. when can i ever start doing  the SeatMaster?....<br />
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I wanna do the fight and Super-punch  scenes..!!...<br />
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Weee~... boohoohoo...Weeee~...<br />
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I wanna wanna wanna.... boohoohoo...  weeee~....<br />
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Boohoohooo.... Well,.. back to work...  cya ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>Animation again... Refinement of Hell,...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Sep 2004 18:38:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Arrgh!!.. animation again?... i wanna  move on to the next project!!.. I can't  stand it Arghh!!!.. but hell,.. i can  do watever if i refine the  animations.... heheheh... <br />
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Suffere ya'll.. suffer!!.. ahhaha ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>Storyboards Galore (Part 2)!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Sep 2004 19:04:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Storyboards keep piling up!!!.. Weeeee~ ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>Storyboards Galore!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Sep 2004 21:37:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hahaha.... argh!!.. Storyboards had to  be re-done again.. Damn.. all the  hardwork on it.. damn!!.. ARGH!! ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>Lead animator's job is never done!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Sep 2004 18:13:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ooooooooh... gotta do a schedule for  the other animators to follow.. man, i  hate doing schedules, splitting the  jobs.. haizzzzz... but who else has to  do it.. but me!.. ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>Animation.... the fun part of it.. haha</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Sep 2004 20:43:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today,.. doing the expressions of the  3D animation character i'm working on  from 4 days ago... ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>Animation... stress, stress, stress...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Sep 2004 22:16:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hmmm.. i'm so busy working on an  animation.. not even time to update my  works.. haizzz..<br />
Well,.. moving along... ]]></description>
                <author>~moefoe</author>
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                <title>ummm.... just a typical day...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Aug 2004 17:54:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Bored shit today... staring at my  school's computer... doing nothing...  crap..<br />
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Been thinking of designing a new  Predator for a new comic i want to  create. It's an Alien vs. Predator  thing, but not related to the movie..<br />
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Well,... lets try to think harder to  come up with something.. haha ]]></description>
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