http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:moniiberry25&section=today deviantART RSS for by:moniiberry25 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 05:33:25 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/21968863/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/21968863/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 18:44:09 PST Gosh I love band people. I hope I'm lucky enough to marry a band guy. I mean, if you run out of things to say, just start talking about band-shyt. Seriously, it works.
".......so, how's your D-flat scale coming along?"

I was helper at my school's All-Region thing today and WOW. I just started my menstrual cycle that one particular morning and I was in bloody pain for most of the day. But I met some nice bandkids. Some attractive ones. Some obnoxious ones. The whole lot. Also, I cannot say alto. *betchslap*

i seriously have a weird fetish for cutting my hair. or well, i usually just cut a little but still. my top layer has grown shorter every day. I should post pics. haha. im so lazy..

speaking of lazy, i'm making an 85 in biology. i hope that test grade (96) has turned it into an A. I dislike the work of high school. Much more time consuming. and my attention span is shorter than I am. It sucks because I need biology in psychology. I dont need world geography though. Grrrr. I dislike that class. But I'm making a 98. So i like it sometimes.

]]> ~moniiberry25 http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/21669185/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/21669185/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 18:13:54 PST
Speaking of the play, I starred in the play "Almost, Maine" at my school, playing two roles. Each scene had different characters, so my characters didn't interact. It went pretty well.
As for band, All-Region is coming up soon. No WAY am I trying out. I suck at this music. Terribly. *sigh* High notes sound weird on my flutes these days. I used to rule at high notes. Grr. I'm so nerdish 8D
A Great and Terrible Beauty pwns Twilight. Twilight..it's entertaining but not all that good. I like it but I don't.It's so unrealistic, even for fiction. I mean, Bella gets everything she wants in the end, there was no real battle, every character has this happy ending, Edward had no personality and was a huge bore (Robert Pattinson is quite handsome though ), the list could go on. If you haven't, go read a Great and Terrible Beauty by Libba Bray.

hmm. i stop playing my flutes so that my ears won't hurt, then i turn on rock music that screams. nicee.

i dont know why, but i cut my hair alot. (by myself i mean) i don't do anything drastic. i usualy just cut my bangs. but still. theres alot of hair in the bathroom trashcan. rofl.

]]> ~moniiberry25 http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/21304046/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/21304046/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 16:54:03 PST
My reaction: Wtf?! Bipolar?!

I never cry when we lose or mess-up a band thing. This time however, I almost vomited from crying so hard. And then later, I talked to a cute Taiwanese-Mexican guy, forgetting that I had eyeliner smeared on my face and my hair was disheveled. Hahha. Maybe judges are tired of the starburst formation. Next year, we're kicking some arse.

Congratulations to the other bands, and thank you for keeping the spirit of military marching alive.

]]> ~moniiberry25 http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/21154604/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/21154604/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 11:46:23 PDT Yes, I'm now officially the big FIVE ONE.

Now that I've become older and wiser, I've also become more generous and will share with you what I have learned throughout my old, old, loong, experienced life.

1. Shirts are for rectangles.
2. If a rectangle and a square rape each other, it really isn't rape.
3.Geometry teachers can't say "what" correctly.
4.If you're gonna plan something for your birthday...do it two months beforehand. Not on the day of your birthday.
5.Thank Zeus for cell phones.
6.Captcha is soo annoying.
7.But so are hackers.
8. Everyone's a let-down.
9.Including you and yourself.
10.Keeping promises is like keeping 99 kids who hate each other in the same room.
11.Dont promise you'll take someone somewhere...and don't.
12.Wal-mart really is the shiznet.
13. Marching season and gas prices do not go together.

ill update laterr.

]]> ~moniiberry25 http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/20974501/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/20974501/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 17:45:03 PDT

Anyyywaysss it's going to be my birfday soon! So I'd thought I'd make a birfday list, even if I may not get anything:

Beauty-Wise
1.Anything plaid, preferably handbag, dress,/skirt or jacket. I like plaid :]
2.Cool gloves. Haha.
3. Rings (including those worn in the ears)!
4.Necklaces!
5.bows are bossy :3
6."Kewl" sunglasses.
7. Anything with pokemon on it.
8. Eyeliners, Mascara, eyeshadows. (in all different colours)
9.Let's get some shoes. Like flatss or skater shyyt. (bright colours = )
10.hmm, leggings?
11. Jeans.
12. Anything with music notes and/or skulls.
13.SOCKS GALORE.!
14.belts. checkered, studded, bright, funkyfabulous.

Music/Technology-Wise.
1. Tokio Hotel CD.
2. The Academy Is... CD.
3.any cd from my favourite artists..unless i already have it XD
4. the Golden Compass movie.
5. A faster computer/internet or new iPod/zune XDD
6.An SLR camera..or at least a fancy schmancy professional one.
7. Adobe Photosop CS2/CS3.
8.tablet.
9.cool earphones that won't ruin my earss. i want some of those giant earphones that cover your whole ears..but..awesomer looking.
10.hmm. stuff for my Wii.
11. a robot to do all my homework. and get the questions right.
12. a fuckin treadmill. not cause i think i'm fat, but because those things are just so bossy. no matter how fast you run, you don't go anywhere.

Books:
1. Anything by Philip Pullman.
2. The Dark River by Erin Hunter.
3. the book about the polar bears that's by erin hunter.
4.Rebel Angels or the Sweet Far Thing by Libba Bray
5. Apocalypse Culture.
6.The Year of Living Biblically by A.J. Jacobs
7.anything written by atheist writers (richard dawkins, christopher hitchens, etc.)
8.those teen-drama books.
9.any manga pwease :3
10.Magazines. (fashion or anime-related)

Misc.-Wise
1. A stuffed panda/penguin/dinosaur/platypus.
2.notebooks that're pretty.
3.a peacock feather.
4.pokemon stuffies.
5.yugioh cards 8D
6.What're you want to give me.

and please please please remember it this year lolol.

]]> ~moniiberry25 http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/20941164/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/20941164/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 17:42:18 PDT Or, if anyone can think of some region that'd be easier to do, please tell me so.

please and thank you!

]]> ~moniiberry25 http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/20494794/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/20494794/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 18:19:31 PDT
I was the only freshman to vote for him, and this other kid called me out for it. "So we're all Republican and you're a Democrat" he said, saying it as if it were an insult. I'm not Democratic or Republican--personally, I don't give a shit if a president is one or the other. What matters is the person themself. But goodness. The other freshman said Obama was bad for three things--his middle name is Hussein, he supports abortion, and he supports gay marriage.

First off. His fuckin NAME? There's no need for me to make them sound stupider than they already do. One of them is my friend and I shouldn't be so rude, but geez.

Abortion. I believe there are TIMES when it is ok--and they agreed with me. Rape and the mother's health. They said that didn't count because it was "special cases". Well, darlings, that means you aren't totally pro-life and anymore than i'm totally pro-choice. But see, I'd rather it be somewhat legal because the world IS getting over-populated, and our sources are getting limited, whether we know so or not. You may argue, "That baby couldve been the one who found the cure to the cancer", but you don't know that. What if it was the next terrorist? I KNOW it sounds horrible, and i'm not promoting killing babies, but I think it's wrong to be pro-life just because you're Christian beliefs say so. I used to be totally pro-life too but I thought about it and opened my mind to pro-choice beliefs and understood. I'm not tooting my own horn. But closing your mind and not even trying to understand other beliefs is UNAMERICAN. Shame on you that an ASIAN person tells you that. You don't have to agree but I know they didn't open their minds to it. I know they thought GOD said its not ok and so its NOT. You say it's murder and so it must be immoral, but honestly, I don't think we should tell a woman what to do with her body. Giving birth comes with alot of unhealthy side effects, including depression which could lead to suicide, as well as other dangerous things that could kill the mother. I think girls under the age of 18 who got pregnant and not from rape but of their own want of sex should not be allowed to have abortions, and because I don't believe they're really adult enough to make that decision.

Same with homosexuality. You say it's immoral? MURDER is immoral because you are taking away someone else's life away and you're affecting other people. Discriminating is immoral because you are judging people off of stereotypes and premature knowledge. Homosexuality is immoral because...the Bible said so? Say the bible DIDNT say so. Would it be wrong then? I mean, I think it's so sad that we would even try to stop people's ability to love because of our own beliefs! If you think homosexuality will make them go to hell, LET THEM then. Stop trying to ruin their happiness with your own closedminded selfishness. You say it's gross? So are worms and slime. You say it's bad? What have they done to you? You say the bible says so? It also says for women to subject themselves to their husbands (Eph 5:21-24). What do you have to say about that? It also says those who don't believe in him will perish. Is it fair for perfectly good people who aren't Christian to die?

Now. Obama's being African American seems to grind some people's gears. What I have to say is shame on you for discriminating like that. He's half-white anyways. I thought America was past all that horrid stuff? I guess since I'm Asian, I must be horrible too.

Obama didn't put his hand over his heart for the Pledge of Allegiance. That was during the National Anthem. And he was taught that you sing it, not do the hand over heart thing. Apparently, some other people were raised that way too so it's not odd.

And now. Obama being Godless? Uhm...are you stupid or something? He's a freakin Christian. Just because he supports women's rights and gay marriage doesn't mean he's not, he's just more liberal. Which is totally ok.
And what's wrong with not being a Christian anyways? I'm Agnostic. I'm proud to say that I know I live a better life than some Christians. I'm proud that I say I'm Agnostic and don't do drugs or have sex or any of that. There are those people who hate so much, who judge people so much, and they screw themselves over.
This one girl posted a comment on my Agnostic friend's blog, saying things about how she was a skank and stuff. I thought it was so funny how she swore and spewed insults, and yet she thought she was such a righteous Christian girl.

I have no problem with Christianity. My parents are Christian, my friends are Christian, etc. I have no problem with being religious. But when you shove your beliefs up pe... ]]> ~moniiberry25 http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/20296757/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/20296757/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 18:54:15 PDT
Homecoming is..idk the exact date but it's seriously near.I wish I had a date to it haha. it's depressing to see two of your best friends be all couply with their boyfriends and kiss amd makeout when they think people aren't looking.I guess I should be more understanding--if I had a guy, I'd like to kiss him too. But really, it makes me feel like a loser.

Hmm. You know, i've only really liked one guy after I liked Cameron, and the one guy had a big crush on my best friend. Then, he stopped liking her and liked another one of my friends. You know, for my first journal since forever, I should be talking about my great highschool start, but I really just want to get it off my chest. It really hurts and damages a girl's self-esteem when a guy they like likes their friend (ex.cameron asked christina out before, that guy liking my bff). So if your friend is sad and that's why, it's not stupid.

ANYWAYS, military marching is great. The fundamentals are more..strict, and harder than core band marching (aka the marching I did when I went to school with Skyjade) But the actual routine is easier to remember. It's just harder to keep straight lines. Much harder than it sounds. Marching has got to be the best thing that's happened to me yet.

Also, my schedule consists of: Debate 1, Health, English Pre-Advanced Placement 1, Band 1, Biology PAP 1, Geometry PAP 1, World Geography PAP 1, and Theatre Arts 1. So far, I like debate and English best. (and of course bandd!) I got Cameron to join debate. Lol. We needed another freshman and he seemed a good choice to me. I could've picked Christina, but honestly, i was afraid she would be alot better than me at it. I'm selfish, i know. I could've picked alot of other people. Why the hell him? idk. He sits behind me. I like to think I'm completely over him but idk, you know? I still feel a bit ICK. And really, he has a good reason to dislike me. I won't say why but he does..

anyways. highschool is grreat. haha. i hate geometry though. MATH SUCKS.

i edit laturrr...

]]> ~moniiberry25 http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/19097765/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/19097765/ Sat, 28 Jun 2008 18:49:35 PDT
haha.

i just got an iPod nano! WHOO! but..the other day, i accidentaly deleted ALL the songs. Man was I pissed. Then, I messed it up twice. I dont think electronics like me.

One time when I was asleep, i had the phone on the other side of the bed, and I was on the open side. When I was awake, I was in the middle of the bed with my phone cord wrapped around my body and neck. I think it was trying to kill me. And I always wake up laying ontop of my iPod. Hmm...

I should be a presidential candidate. For the Middle-Class party. Then Obama-girl would have a crush on me.

The other day, I got a Myspace friend request from this dude. His "request message" was "hey sexy u lookin fine". He was a Wannabe-gangster mexican. What the hell was he expecting me to do, actually accepting him?

First of all, if someone talks like that, they're either players or wannabe players, both of which I do not like. Second, in his picture, he had this HUGE bandana over his mouth. I can't tell if he was trying to look gangster or ninja. I usually dont care too much about looks but COME ON. This is like my third or fourth message/request like this. Its always from these wannabe-gansters.

Ugh. Storm season. I hate storms, especially after Katrina. We may have been in what's considered the weak part of the Hurricane, but we still suffered.

Dooood, this is like my 3rd time trying to post this journal. It keeps messing up.

]]> ~moniiberry25 http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/18804375/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/18804375/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 14:44:49 PDT Ok so I have to write a report on one of the two books that I have to read. I think I'm going to do it on Flowers for Algernon, mainly because that one made me cry harder lolll

Ehhh but i dont know what to write on the report. I remember my assignment sheet said something about focusing on the theme..but theres so many themes... metal hinderance, how the past can change who you are, how intellegence can effect emotions, how you can/can't change who you are, blahblahblah. I 1 or 2 of that off of Wikipedia hahah. Still, I hope someone has read it so they can help me.


OK. Someone answer this very important question for me. Theres something that's been bothering me for so long and it pisses me off that I canot answer it..

Do you drink or eat soup?
...
seriously.

]]> ~moniiberry25 http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/18772387/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/18772387/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 18:38:05 PDT Its a Nikon Coolpix S210. Nothing fancy really, just your basic digital camera.
I know Im no phtographer, so please dont get offended by my amateur-ish work. I'm just dabbling, really. Just having my little fun in the photography area.Im such a camerawhore, but Im not sure if I trust deviantart enough to actually post a picture of myself, hehe. Whether or not I'll really get into photography, thats for future thoughts. Now, I'm not too worried about what I'm doing in the future so yaa. I still think I'm pursuing psychology, maybe some writing or something.

Ive never had fruit sherbet until now. I think Im in love...

I certainly am with Death Note. Why havent I read this earlier? DD: L is my favourite so far. Heheh. He's so funny

Has anyone heard the song I Kissed a Girl by Katy Perry? Its quite popular. I love it too.Its kinda funny, cause I have cherry chapstick xD

]]> ~moniiberry25 http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/18665143/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/18665143/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 15:48:29 PDT
Why do we make fun of people with eating disorders? It's a sad thing. People gain weight, ahha, we laugh, we get over it cause thats mean, its ok for people to gain weight.. People lose weight, they have an eating disorder, it makes them a bad,shallow, etc. person. WHY.

Why is it if you say "haha, that person's fat" youre being rude, but when you call someone skinny and make fun of them for it, its fuckin ok? In 5th grade, i remember people called my chicken legs and by god it was hurtful. I laughed it off though. I grew up in this goddarn society where if you're skinny, you're good to the fashion world, but to like 88% of the world, if you're skinny, people have a right to make fun of you, accuse you of being anorexic, and all sorts of crap.

I have to say overweight to be respectful, right? Call me scrawny, call me bony, call me all that and your being HONEST, call someone FAT or OBESE and your being disrespectful. Please.

IM NOT ANOREXIC.DO I LOOK ANOREXIC? I EAT MORE THAN YOU DO. DONT CUT ME DOWN BECAUSE IM SKINNIER THAN YOU.

For God's sake, if you're skinny, most likely you have no boobs or butt. Guys dont like that. Thats not "sexy" or "beautiful". I TRY to gain weight, but when I do, all I get is stomach fat, which I have to get rid of. I suck in. yes, i do. You know what? We aren't seen as attractive in the real world. If you're skinny, yeah sometimes my friends say they're jealous of me, but I'm not attractive. Its bad enough with the face, now my chicken legs have to be criticized too? SHUT THE HELL UP.

This was long over-due. I meant to write this years ago, but never got to. Thank goodness I don't get teased anymore. But I know I'm speaking for others. We all focus on obesity, we get caught up in tearing down skinny people. If you want to make those bustier, curvier, "sexier" women the next big thing, fine with me. It'll just make us all get more fat in hopes of getting curves, or we'll just all die from exhausting and dehydration and shyt off of excercising. STOP TELLING US WHAT'S BEAUTIFUL. IT DOESNT MATTER IF YOUR SCRAWNY, FAT, OR CURVY, OR WHATEVER. LEAVE US ALONE.



now, you people, give me your hate. -brings out popcorn-
im anticipating it.

]]> ~moniiberry25 http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/17885195/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/17885195/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 17:52:09 PDT After 6 weeks and 3 days, I was dumped on 10:22pm, over my cell phone, the call was 37 seconds, and when I looked at the clock again it was 10:25(which is my birthday numbers.) and burst into tears.

No, I really did remember the time I was dumped and how long the call was and all of that. I really am pathetic.

I feel fucked up right now. I used to likr going to school(well, not the learning.) Now, I cant stand it. My first break up. I cant even handle it. He turned me into a pile of mushy puddles you step in.All my friends keep saying he didnt desrve me, I desrve better, he wasnt worth it, etc. But idc. Im a fuckin moody bastard now lol. Im pathetic.

Everything tastes stale to me now. I dont have the heart to do much anymore.Maybe its cause Im on my period? meh. stupid hormones.

my myspace surveys have lost their wit and funny. its full of bitterness now.

i still have no idea why i like that guy. oh well. xP

]]> ~moniiberry25 http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/17107408/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/17107408/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 18:10:22 PST
Well, believe it or not, Me has a..boyfriend. ugh thats so weird to type down lol...I dont know how it happened but it did. I like him but I think he said yes out of pity ^_^; Lets hope not. Its really awkward cause I dont know what to do..I mean in a way, its good we're not close friends because once a guy is really close friends with a girl...sometimes, thats all they can be, despite fiction.

AHH..its easy to say talk or hold hands but...its so dayum weird! I couldnt even look at him in band lol...we just kept looking at each other and after a while i was like, "WHAT?!" ...... Not right. xD; Lol...yeah. I was gonna give him a hug bye but his stupid friend steven was there. He has bad taste in best friends. Haha..So, I hooked Christina up and she hooked me up. Best friends rock~

But Mollie wouldn't approve of him =/ lol. I like his sense of humor though. So yeah.

]]> ~moniiberry25 http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/16791093/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/16791093/ Fri, 08 Feb 2008 19:59:33 PST
Well, these are the songs we're playing for the Spring Band Concert and the Competition Band thingamabob: Songs of the Whalemen, Russian Sailor's Dance, and Military Escort. Idk if we're doing any others. Which sucks. I dont like Military Escorts. I kinda like the first song I listed though since I dont feel like typing it all out even if I'm typing more telling you that I dont feel like typing it out. Hmph.

Happy Late Chinese New Year! ^_^ Year of the Rat!

I need to put up the second chapter of Flawed... since Im like almost done with the third one. Im such a procrastinator.

I also need to HURRY THE CRAP UP and finish my contest entry thingy for ~Hyuga-Skyjade (meh i dont know how to do the link thingy, well, i kinda do, but I dont feel like it) BUUUTTTT...meh no excuses ^_^;

I have finished the Twilight trilogy! WOOT!! I love Alice. Im disappointed with how the Rachel Leigh Cook is gonna play her, even if Ive never seen her act. I dont see her as Alice. Grr.

I MIGHT go to the mall with my bff Christina tomorrow. MIGHT. I hope we do D: Even if my dads like NOT giving me any money. Oh well. Rofl.

Im wearing honour roll chain that Sunny thought was money xDD And Cameron (oh, i mean Camera on), thought it said High Roller. Cause thats how we roll [: God I have frickn weird friends. Right Skyjadee? ^_^

Well, i feel like doing Stuff-of-the-week stuff. even if I dont update every week. Ill try <3

WORD OF THE WEEKSTENTATIOUS(adj)- showy, shallow, rich, braggy. In other words, if you are ostentatious, you are rich/pretty/etc, and show it off. Youre crude.

QUOTE OF THE WEEK(from me or my friends): "MOST PEOPLE BREAK UP WITH THEIR BOYFRIENDS..YOU HAD TO BEHEAD HIM!"

SONG LYRICS OF THE WEEK: "You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide" MakeDamnSure-TBS

SONG OF THE WEEK: Send My Love To The Dancefloor, I'll See You In Hell (Hey Mister Dj) by COBRA STARSHIP

WORST PIECE OF ADVICE OF THE WEEK[to me]: Oh well, life goes on. (seriously. show some sympathy.)

]]> ~moniiberry25 http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/16270072/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/16270072/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 12:28:28 PST
I hope the story hadn't made your eyes bleed >< Cause I can't afford being sued.

Wth is a linear regression? I lost my calculator steps to it. GRRR >>;

I hope I get first chair for our chair test. Tch. I mean, its just the Eb scale and well, I still remember all 12 of my scales and they only know like what 5. So yeah. I should be better. But yeah. I hate how the first chair girl is always asking me like, how do you play an E? I'm like, E-flat or E-natural? And she's like, I don't know. That E. ... I mean, if your first chair. you should know. And when people write the letters above their notes and they don't add their flats or sharps or anything...idiots. Tch. I think my knowledge is a bit more than them because I've actually marched marched before and I know all of my scales and half of them up and octave. Yet, i've never sat first chair yet. I think I deserve it. Sound selfish and conceited? Im just saying. I just have a bad tone xD I'm second chair. Good enough. FOR NOW.

Well, if you are of NP, talk to me. Let us re-awaken my NP memories, shall we?(:

I like that schools so much better. Hmph. Even if I was last chair xDD
I have gotten better at flute. But i couldn't beat kaitlin >>;

I better go work on Flawed, Yet My Perfection....Pt2 now

Peace out homiee g's! <33

]]> ~moniiberry25 http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/16185477/ http://moniiberry25.deviantart.com/journal/16185477/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 13:37:50 PST
my name is MONIKA.

I am a procrastinor, a typo-maker, a vietnamesian, weirdo, freak, giant eater...need i go on?

I'm a very proud, "feisty", annoying person.

But i'm also very lovable. Teehee.

Im also lazy.

I should have finished the book i had to read over the christmas break. I shoud also be starting on my quadrama, poem, and timeline. Hell, I've barely ripped. TT.TT

I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATEEE G.T. With a passion.

I have no community service hours. Dammit.

I'm almost done wtih my math so yay.

...

Im gonna fail G.T. This project is a major grade.Oh well.

I'm also gonna quit NJHS. Or get kicked out first. Meh.

....

Lets be friends

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