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                <title>fjdsaljsd;iaf</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Jun 2007 23:39:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ oh...<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
hello!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>well</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Apr 2007 22:24:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "i would like to see <br />
     a little more propriety"<br />
<br />
i think<br />
   im finally starting to understand.<br />
    <br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
it's ok though.<br />
<br />
the filth will fall away slowly, and whatever's underneath is ok by me. <br />
<br />
<br />
"a rock feels no pain, an island never cries"<br />
<br />
...<br />
well, <br />
<br />
<br />
good.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>i think i understand</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Nov 2006 21:54:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Daylight falls upon the path, the forest falls behind<br />
Today I am not prey to dark uncertainty<br />
The shadow trembles in its wrath, Ive robbed its blackness blind<br />
And tasted sunlight as my fear came clear to me<br />
<br />
I think I understand<br />
Fear is like a wilderland<br />
Stepping stones or sinking sand<br />
<br />
Now the way leads to the hills, above the steeples chime<br />
Below me sleepy rooftops round the harbor<br />
Its there Ill take my thirsty fill of friendship over wine<br />
Forgetting fear but never disregarding her<br />
<br />
Oh, I think I understand<br />
Fear is like a wilderland<br />
Stepping stones and sinking sand<br />
<br />
Sometimes voices in the night will call me back again<br />
Back along the pathway of a troubled mind<br />
When forests rise to block the light that keeps a traveler sane<br />
Ill challenge them with flashes from a brighter time<br />
<br />
Oh, I think I understand<br />
Fear is like a wilderland<br />
Stepping stones or sinking sand<br />
<br />
<br />
joni mitchell<br />
<br />
or something.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>The Last Time I Saw Richard</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Oct 2006 16:25:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The last time I saw richard was detroit in 68,<br />
And he told me all romantics meet the same fate someday<br />
Cynical and drunk and boring someone in some dark cafe<br />
You laugh, he said you think youre immune, go look at your eyes<br />
Theyre full of moon<br />
You like roses and kisses and pretty men to tell you<br />
All those pretty lies, pretty lies<br />
When you gonna realise theyre only pretty lies<br />
Only pretty lies, just pretty lies<br />
<br />
He put a quarter in the wurlitzer, and he pushed<br />
Three buttons and the thing began to whirr<br />
And a bar maid came by in fishnet stockings and a bow tie<br />
And she said drink up now its gettin on time to close.<br />
Richard, you havent really changed, I said<br />
Its just that now youre romanticizing some pain thats in your head<br />
You got tombs in your eyes, but the songs<br />
You punched are dreaming<br />
Listen, they sing of love so sweet, love so sweet<br />
When you gonna get yourself back on your feet?<br />
Oh and love can be so sweet, love so sweet<br />
<br />
Richard got married to a figure skater<br />
And he bought her a dishwasher and a coffee percolator<br />
And he drinks at home now most nights with the tv on<br />
And all the house lights left up bright<br />
Im gonna blow this damn candle out<br />
I dont want nobody comin over to my table<br />
I got nothing to talk to anybody about<br />
All good dreamers pass this way some day<br />
Hidin behind bottles in dark cafes<br />
Dark cafes<br />
Only a dark cocoon before I get my gorgeous wings<br />
And fly away<br />
Only a phase, these dark cafe days<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
if anyone has every known just how to put anything into words, it is Joni Mitchell<br />
<br />
plucking her words like silvery tassel from thin air.<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>oleander time</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Aug 2006 21:50:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ feeling<br />
<br />
so<br />
<br />
hollow<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
"Lovers who kill each other now will blame it on the wind." ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>where boys fear to tread</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Aug 2006 17:20:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ candy cane walks down <br />
to build a bonfire, to break my fall<br />
my baby, my sweet thing<br />
just maybe we could lose ourselves this time<br />
king of the horseflies, dark prince of death<br />
his tragic forces are heaven sent<br />
in sweet things, in a lovers breath <br />
in knowing this was meant to be the last<br />
a go-go-kids, a go-go-style<br />
a suck suck kiss, a suck suck smile<br />
as always, in young need <br />
a veiled promise to never die<br />
on dead highways, her black beauties roam <br />
for june angels, so far from home <br />
for a love lost, a faded picture<br />
to tread lightning, to ink the lavender skies<br />
so get on the bomb <br />
get back where you belong<br />
<br />
<br />
the smashing pumpkins ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>educational</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Jul 2006 12:13:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i could be decent yet....<br />
<br />
<br />
be magnificent....<br />
<br />
<br />
but<br />
<br />
theres a problem with the operation table<br />
and the smell is simply sickening <br />
<br />
and i dont think i can go through with it<br />
can you blame me for not wanting to go through with it?<br />
<br />
following feelings was never something i could master<br />
after all: the terrible triumphs of a humanly figure dwarf in comparison with the hate that she feels <br />
<br />
<br />
so forget the promise that i made to you<br />
   i cant recall the words anyway<br />
and your no longer concerned with me<br />
<br />
your just in it for the beautifully <br />
   swept up pieces and pickings of time <br />
<br />
and im here<br />
for lack of a better location<br />
  where the wind is cold and the air so thick ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>evacuation</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Jul 2006 00:40:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ child, take off your happy mask, your blocking my view of the moon.<br />
<br />
i cant make more pictures than permitted by your unending screeches.<br />
<br />
follow me?<br />
<br />
<br />
if it wasnt so fake i would use it until it fell apart.<br />
<br />
thats what we have in common: no beginning, no end, no strips and no fur.<br />
<br />
thank you. (the sun's refused to shine) ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Good Morning, Hypocrite</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jun 2006 23:24:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Seems like the roads stretch out like veins, but there's no heart.<br />
Nature's haircut is concrete now, and we played our part.<br />
So we sing ...<br />
<br />
I've lost my taste for modern things. They're not for me.<br />
I want mundane: a quiet place, where time is free,<br />
And I can sing ...<br />
<br />
Climbed from my bed, to collect the thoughts that'd fallen from my head,<br />
And you watched me sink, through the carpet, through the basement, and beyond.<br />
And you didn't blink.<br />
<br />
On the glass, I traced the sun with my thumb. It sank into the ground.<br />
And then the stars were blinking, like kids who were staring into the wind.<br />
So I climbed through the window and walked until I lost my name.<br />
Now I can play the victim. It's fine. I've seen it on TV.<br />
But if there's one thing I know, it's that I never really know enough.<br />
<br />
Our heads, our hands, our brains, our lungs: they're just machines.<br />
These hearts are all that we've got left, and they don't beat.<br />
<br />
Live a little, talk a lot; it's the way this goes.<br />
I've come to fear the little knives beneath their well-pressed clothes.<br />
Their arms are reaching; reach is spreading through the neon glow.<br />
Their mouths are moving, but their voices sound like telephones.<br />
The traffic hums; the traffic grumbles near my old window.<br />
The street lights flicker; glow and hover like suspended snow.<br />
I used to watch the moon retreat and wonder where it goes.<br />
Now I just wonder why my head is overrun with ghosts<br />
<br />
electric president ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>stick figures</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 May 2006 17:00:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im here to finish your sentence<br />
<br />
almost there<br />
<br />
how much will it take before you tell me<br />
<br />
two pounds longer<br />
<br />
i play 42 instruments<br />
<br />
look a firefly<br />
<br />
together at last<br />
<br />
come back<br />
<br />
once we both were beautiful<br />
<br />
come back to the blankets<br />
<br />
i dont remember<br />
<br />
give me back my haircolor<br />
<br />
just let me slink away softly <br />
<br />
its raining very hard<br />
<br />
my heart is beating very loudly<br />
<br />
the train will not stop moving ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>dijon mustard</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Apr 2006 22:46:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ for once....something different<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
rolled the window down. eyes closed, took a breath of evergreen and salt spray. opened them. realized i was in the depths of a filthy city. closed them again. returned to the peaceful scents. i could almost hear the billions of blue butterflies drying the sugar-free iced tea off thier kalidescope knee-caps. almost. rolled the window up. fell asleep. dreamt of nothing. absolutely nothing. <br />
<br />
 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/below.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":below:" title="Post Below" /> the <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/earth.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":earth:" title="Earth" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Tin Angel</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Mar 2006 17:45:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tombstone.gif" width="21" height="25" alt=":tombstone:" title="I'll be your huckleberry!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowflake.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":snowflake:" title="Snowflake" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tombstone.gif" width="21" height="25" alt=":tombstone:" title="I'll be your huckleberry!" /> <br />
<br />
Varnished weeds in window jars<br />
Tarnished beads on tapestries<br />
Kept in satin boxes are<br />
Reflections of love's memories<br />
Letters from across the seas<br />
Roses dipped in sealing wax<br />
Valentines and maple leaves<br />
Tucked into a paperback<br />
Guess I'll throw them all away<br />
I found someone to love today<br />
Dark with darker moods is he<br />
Not a golden Prince who's come<br />
Through columbines and wizardry<br />
To talk of castles in the sun<br />
Still I'll take a chance and see<br />
I found someone to love today<br />
There's a sorrow in his eyes<br />
Like the angel made of tin<br />
What will happen if I try<br />
To place another heart in him<br />
In a Bleeker Street cafe<br />
I found someone to love today<br />
I found someone to love today<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frail.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":frail:" title="Frail" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Snow on Dead Neighborhoods</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Mar 2006 23:35:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Pluck all the wires from your skin, and toss them to the wind.<br />
Open your chest and let me in. Ill help you mend.<br />
<br />
While you carve our names in the ice on the sidewalk,<br />
And I do the same on the face of a cinderblock.<br />
<br />
Thousands of houses hug this road, but no ones home.<br />
All the picket fences look like bones, cause nothing grows.<br />
Snow covers everything in sight a ghostly white.<br />
Under that blanket theres no life, just blinking lights.<br />
<br />
And we peer through the glass of those empty households.<br />
The TVs are all still on. Theyre flashing images against the walls.<br />
<br />
electric president ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>American Tune</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Feb 2006 16:55:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Many's the time I've been mistaken<br />
And many times confused<br />
Yes, and I've often felt forsaken<br />
And certainly misused<br />
Oh, but I'm alright, I'm alright<br />
I'm just weary to my bones<br />
Still, you don't expect to be<br />
Bright and bon vivant<br />
So far a-way from home, so far away from home<br />
<br />
And I don't know a soul who's not been battered<br />
I don't have a friend who feels at ease<br />
I don't know a dream that's not been shattered<br />
or driven to its knees<br />
but it's alright, it's alright<br />
for we lived so well so long<br />
Still, when I think of the<br />
road we're traveling on<br />
I wonder what's gone wrong<br />
I can't help it, I wonder what has gone wrong<br />
<br />
And I dreamed I was dying<br />
I dreamed that my soul rose unexpectedly<br />
And looking back down at me<br />
Smiled reassuringly<br />
And I dreamed I was flying<br />
And high up above my eyes could clearly see<br />
The Statue of Liberty<br />
Sailing away to sea<br />
And I dreamed I was flying<br />
<br />
We come on the ship they call the Mayflower<br />
We come on the ship that sailed the moon<br />
We come in the a-ge's most uncertain hours<br />
and sing an American tune<br />
Oh, and it's alright, it's alright, it's alright<br />
You can't be forever blessed<br />
Still, tomorrow's going to be another working day<br />
And I'm trying to get some rest<br />
That's all I'm trying to get some rest<br />
<br />
paul simon ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Perfect Fit</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Jan 2006 01:21:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i could make a dress<br />
a robe fit for a prince<br />
i could clothe a continent<br />
but i can't sew a stitch<br />
<br />
i can paint my face<br />
and stand very very still<br />
its not very practical<br />
but it still pays the bills<br />
<br />
i can't change my name<br />
but i could be your type<br />
i can dance and win at games<br />
like backgammon and life<br />
<br />
i used to be the smart one<br />
sharp as a tack<br />
funny how that skipping years ahead<br />
has held me back<br />
<br />
i used to be the bright one<br />
top in my class<br />
funny what they give you when you<br />
just learn how to ask<br />
<br />
i can write a song<br />
but i cant sing in key<br />
i can play piano<br />
but i never learned to read<br />
<br />
i can't trap a mouse<br />
but i can pet a cat<br />
no i'm really serious!<br />
i'm really very good at that<br />
<br />
i can't fix a car<br />
but i can fix a flat<br />
i could fix alot of things<br />
but i'd rather not get into that<br />
<br />
i used to be the bright one<br />
smart as a whip<br />
funny how you slip so far when<br />
teachers dont keep track of it<br />
<br />
i used to be the tight one<br />
the perfect fit<br />
funny how those compliments can<br />
make you feel so full of it<br />
<br />
i can shuffle cut and deal<br />
but i can't draw a hand<br />
i can't draw a lot of things<br />
i hope you understand<br />
i'm not exceptionally shy<br />
but i've never had a man<br />
that i could look straight in the eye<br />
and tell my secret plans<br />
<br />
i can take a vow<br />
and i can wear a ring<br />
and i can make you promises but<br />
they won't mean a thing<br />
<br />
can't you fix it for me, i'll pay you well<br />
fuck i'll pay you anything if you could end this<br />
<br />
can't you just fix it for me, it's gone berserk...<br />
fuck i'll pay you anything if<br />
you can make the damn thing work<br />
<br />
can't you just fix it for me, ill pay you well,<br />
fuck ill pay you anything<br />
if you can end this<br />
hello, i love you will you tell me your name?<br />
hello, i'm good for nothing - will you love me just the same?<br />
<br />
 dresden dolls ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Hidden Track</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Jan 2006 00:20:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ When the dream comes to the surface<br />
And you know youre not asleep<br />
Pictures come crawling through the cracks in your eyes<br />
A mind is hard to keep<br />
<br />
She said its natural<br />
For you to be afraid<br />
She said its natural<br />
Despise what you have made, made<br />
<br />
She could feel her city melting<br />
As she goes out of the gate and into the street<br />
Shes so surprised to find the world outside alive<br />
And the earth beneath her feet<br />
<br />
She said its natural<br />
To live before you learn<br />
She said its natural<br />
To want to see the city burn, the city burn, yeah<br />
<br />
And we could build a wall around us<br />
And we could crawl across the floor<br />
Lately Ive been thinking to myself<br />
I cant stay here anymore<br />
<br />
Green lights for the living<br />
Green lights for the dead<br />
Green lights for the lady<br />
Trapped inside my head<br />
<br />
Who said its natural<br />
To die before you change<br />
She said its natural<br />
To tear up before you rearrange, you rearrange, yeah<br />
<br />
And we could build a wall around us<br />
And we could crawl across the floor<br />
Lately Ive been thinking to myself<br />
We dont need it anymore<br />
<br />
Oh its a little bit funny<br />
Oh its a little too hard<br />
Oh shes a little bit worried<br />
Oh its a little too farfar<br />
<br />
When the dream comes to the surface<br />
And you know youre not asleep<br />
Pictures come crawling through the cracks in your eyes<br />
A mind is hard to keep<br />
<br />
gary jules ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Those to Come</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Jan 2006 19:18:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Eyeless in the morning sun you were<br />
pale and mild, a modern girl<br />
taken with thought, still prone to care<br />
makin tea in your underwear<br />
you went out in the yard to find<br />
<br />
something to eat and clear your mind<br />
something bad inside me went away<br />
<br />
quaking leaves and broken light<br />
shifting skin the coming night<br />
the bearers of all good things arrive<br />
climb inside us, twist and cry<br />
a kiss on your molten eyes<br />
<br />
myriad lives like blades of grass<br />
yet to be realized, bow as they pass<br />
<br />
they are cold,<br />
still,<br />
waiting in the ether,<br />
to form,<br />
feel,<br />
kill,<br />
propagate,<br />
only to die<br />
<br />
dissolve<br />
magically,<br />
absurdly,<br />
they'll end,<br />
leave,<br />
dissipate,<br />
coldly<br />
and strangely<br />
return<br />
<br />
the shins ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>New Slang</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Dec 2005 22:13:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Gold teeth and a curse for this town were all in my mouth. <br />
Only, i don't know how they got out, dear. <br />
Turn me back into the pet that i was when we met. <br />
I was happier then with no mind-set. <br />
<br />
And if you'd 'a took to me like <br />
A gull takes to the wind. <br />
Well, i'd 'a jumped from my tree <br />
And i'd a danced like the king of the eyesores <br />
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well. <br />
<br />
New slang when you notice the stripes, the dirt in your fries. <br />
Hope it's right when you die, old and bony. <br />
Dawn breaks like a bull through the hall, <br />
Never should have called <br />
But my head's to the wall and i'm lonely. <br />
<br />
And if you'd 'a took to me like <br />
A gull takes to the wind. <br />
Well, i'd 'a jumped from my tree <br />
And i'd a danced like the kind of the eyesores <br />
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well. <br />
<br />
God speed all the bakers at dawn may they all cut their thumbs, <br />
And bleed into their buns 'till they melt away. <br />
<br />
I'm looking in on the good life i might be doomed never to find. <br />
Without a trust or flaming fields am i too dumb to refine? <br />
And if you'd 'a took to me like <br />
Well i'd a danced like the queen of the eyesores <br />
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.<br />
<br />
the shins ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>By Starlight</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Nov 2005 20:11:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ By starlight Ill kiss you<br />
And promise to be your one and only<br />
Ill make you feel happy<br />
And leave you to be lost in mine<br />
And where will we go, what will we do?<br />
Soon said i, will know<br />
<br />
Dead eyes, are you just like me?<br />
cause her eyes were as vacant as the seas<br />
Dead eyes, are you just like me?<br />
<br />
And all along, we knew wed carry on just to belong<br />
<br />
By starlight I know you<br />
As lovely as a wish granted true<br />
My life has been empty, my life has been untrue<br />
And does she really know, who I really am?<br />
Does she really know me at last<br />
<br />
Dead eyes, are you just like me?<br />
<br />
smashing pumpkins ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Thank You</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Nov 2005 18:10:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you.<br />
When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me.<br />
<br />
Kind woman, I give you my all, Kind woman, nothing more.<br />
<br />
Little drops of rain whisper of the pain, tears of loves lost in the days gone by.<br />
My love is strong, with you there is no wrong,<br />
together we shall go until we die. My, my, my.<br />
An inspiration is what you are to me, inspiration, look... see.<br />
<br />
And so today, my world it smiles, your hand in mine, we walk the miles,<br />
Thanks to you it will be done, for you to me are the only one.<br />
Happiness, no more be sad, happiness....I'm glad.<br />
If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you.<br />
When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me.<br />
<br />
led zeppelin ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Colorblind</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Nov 2005 14:38:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i love you like a brother<br />
and i love you like a child<br />
and i love you like a lover<br />
and i love you dumb and colorblind<br />
and i love you like a mother<br />
even after all you've done<br />
and i love you like no other<br />
but i know<br />
youre not the one...<br />
<br />
and i loved you in bright orange<br />
and in violet and in green<br />
and i loved you in such colors<br />
as your eyes have never ever seen<br />
and i loved the way you acted<br />
but your one trick pony's dead<br />
and i loved you unprotected<br />
but you only love in<br />
red<br />
<br />
i know its dark for good<br />
i never listen when i should<br />
you only see in black and white<br />
so go on back to your own kind<br />
and i'll go back to mine<br />
<br />
i love you like a brother<br />
and i love you like a child<br />
and i love you like a lover<br />
and i love you dumb and colorblind<br />
and i love you like a mother<br />
even after all she's done<br />
and i love you like no other<br />
but i know youre not the one...<br />
<br />
Dresden Dolls ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>something different</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Oct 2005 18:15:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ this is for you griffiy-griff-griff <br />
<br />
<br />
ABOUT YOU<br />
x. Your full name: rose lillian schatz rubel....or something.... <br />
x. Height: 5'4<br />
x. Natural hair color:dark brown<br />
x. Eye color: amber brown<br />
x. Number of siblings: 1<br />
x. Glasses/contacts: reading glasses<br />
x. Piercings: ears<br />
x. Tattoos: no<br />
x. Braces: nope<br />
FAVORITE<br />
x. Color: very dark green, dark red, many shades of blue and purple, gray, and others <br />
x. Band: i like way to many to have a favorite <br />
x. Song: same^<br />
x. Stuffed animal: my doll i got in seatle and this dog ive had since i was born<br />
x. Video game: ya i dont really like them (but....zelda and mario) <br />
x. TV show: haha ALIAS<br />
x. Movie: i love to many<br />
x. Book: lol same^  (but reading is one of the greatest things in the entire universe) <br />
x. Food: ummm...chicken? chocolate! and cheese! and apples! <br />
x. Game on a cell phone: see that would be a good question except I DONT HAVE ONE<br />
x. CD cover: uhhh...i dont know i thought the music under it was more important...<br />
x. Flower: haha roses and lillies and lillacs and lavender and cheery blossoms and all kinds of pretty flowers<br />
x. Scent: griffins collogne (or however you spell that retarded word) <br />
x. Animal: tigers and whales....and CHICKENS (not really) <br />
x. Comic book: haha calvin and hobbes kick ass<br />
x. Cereal: cinnamin life=really happy morning<br />
x. Website: well ya know devart is really dandy...<br />
x. Cartoon: weeeeellll  ya i dont know<br />
<br />
DO YOU<br />
x. Play an instrument: why yes: violin, piano, voice, guitar, irish whistle, and juniper bush<br />
x. Watch TV more than 60 hours a week: haha. No.<br />
x. Like to sing: naaahhhlol if you know thats a funny one <br />
x. Have a cell phone: yup: invisible. but its there. no joke. <br />
x. Like to play sports: basketball <br />
x. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend:50000000 boyfriends. 33 girlfriends.<br />
x. Have a crush on someone:yeeeuuuuppp<br />
x. Live somewhere NOT in the united states: yesterday I lived in Sri Lanka <br />
x. Have more than 5 TVs in your house: no<br />
x. Have any special talents/skills: sure<br />
x. Exercise daily: sorta not really <br />
x. Like school: sorta not really <br />
<br />
CAN YOU<br />
x. Sing the alphabet backwards: kinda <br />
x. Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes: yes. i can also fly, breath underwater and do a double backflip when snowboarding, eating, or sleeping   <br />
x. Speak any other languages: umm not really <br />
x. Go a day without food: o ya <br />
x. Stay up for more than 24 hours: yes and it doesnt feel very good <br />
x. Read music, not just tabs: fo sho <br />
x. Roll your tongue: ya<br />
x. Eat a whole pizza: a small one? <br />
<br />
<br />
HAVE YOU EVER<br />
x. Snuck out of the house: no<br />
x. Cried to get out of trouble: no<br />
x. Gotten lost in your city: no cause  i built it <br />
x. Seen a shooting star: i love shooting stars <br />
x. Been to any other countries besides the united states: no i an underprivledged child being raised by a poverty-stricken family<br />
x. Had a serious surgery: yup. Where do you think I got these fantastic eyelashes?<br />
x. Stolen something important to someone else: not if your talking tangible objects<br />
x. Solved a rubiks cube: i invented rubiks cubes<br />
x. Gone out in public in your pajamas: ya i used to do that everyday<br />
x. Cried over a girl: ya i hate loosing friends <br />
x. Cried over a boy: ya boyfriends can be meany faces<br />
x. Kissed a random stranger: ....how random?<br />
x. Hugged a random stranger: hey you! COME HERE! <br />
x. Been arrested: nope <br />
x. Done drugs: i eat drugs for breakfast <br />
x. Had alcohol: anishevits (cheep wine for jews) ie cough syrup ie really gross yet strangely good (?) yay for passover<br />
x. Laughed and had milk come out of your nose: milk? no. water and soda? No comment<br />
x. Pushed all the buttons on an elevator: o yes good times<br />
x. Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc.: no but ive had false alarms like that <br />
x. Swore at your parents: not really (does stupid head count?)<br />
x. Been to warped tour: no. <br />
x. Kicked a guy where it hurts: yes and haha did they all deserve it <br />
x. Been in love: ya, i think so<br />
x. Been close to love: umm this question is really weird <br />
x. Been to a casino: i only own like 5. <br />
x. Ran over an animal and killed it: no i hope i never will. <br />
x. Broken a bone: fingers and toes <br />
x. Gotten stiches: yes, in my tongue. I kid you not    <br />
x. Had a water balloon fight in winter: not sure<br />
x. Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour: i hate milk<br />
x. Made homemade muffins: ...yes? <br />
x. Bitten someone: ive taken huge bites out of people<br />
x. Been to disneyland/disneyworld: disneyland<br />
x. More that 5 times: nooo... ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>The World</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Oct 2005 17:51:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ They are all gone into the world of light!<br />
And I alone sit lingering here;<br />
Their very mem'ry is fair and bright, <br />
And my sad thoughts doth clear.<br />
<br />
I see them walking in an air of glory,<br />
Whose Light doth trample on my days;<br />
My days, which are at best but dull and hoary,<br />
Mere glimmering and decays.<br />
<br />
Dear beautious death the jewel of the just<br />
Shining No where but in the dark<br />
What myst'ries do lie beyond thy dust<br />
Could man out look the mark.<br />
<br />
If a Star were confined into a tomb<br />
Her captive flames must needs burn there<br />
But when the hand that locked her up gives room<br />
She'll shine through all the sphere.<br />
<br />
O Father of eternal life and all<br />
Created glories under Thee<br />
Retrieve thy spirit from this world of thrall<br />
Into true Liberty<br />
<br />
Either disperse these mists which blot and fill<br />
My Perspective still as they pass;<br />
Or else remove me hence unto that hill<br />
Where I shall need no glass.<br />
<br />
                -Henry Vaughan ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Somewhere a clock is Ticking</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Sep 2005 20:06:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've got this feeling that there's something that I missed<br />
(I could do most anything to you...)<br />
Don't you breathe, dont you breathe<br />
(I could do most anything to you...)<br />
Something happened, that I never understood<br />
(I could do most anything to you...)<br />
You can't leave, you can't leave<br />
(I could do most anything to you...)<br />
<br />
Every second, dripping off my fingertips<br />
(I could do most anything to you) <br />
Wage your war, wage your war<br />
(I could do most anything to you...)<br />
Another soldier, says he's not afraid to die<br />
(I could do most anything to you...)<br />
Well I am scared<br />
I'm so scared<br />
(I could do most anything to you...)<br />
<br />
In slow motion, the blast is beautiful<br />
(I could do most anything to you...)<br />
Doors slam shut, doors slam shut<br />
(I could do most anything to you...)<br />
A clock is ticking, but it's hidden far away<br />
(I could do most anything to you...)<br />
Safe and sound, safe and sound <br />
<br />
snow patrol ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Twilight</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Sep 2005 01:28:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Haven't laughed this hard in a long time<br />
I better stop now before I start crying<br />
Go off to sleep in the sunshine<br />
I don't want to see the day when it's dying<br />
<br />
She's a sight to see, she's good to me<br />
I'm already somebody's baby<br />
She's a pretty thing and she knows everything<br />
But I'm already somebody's baby<br />
<br />
You don't deserve to be lonely<br />
But those drugs you got won't make you feel better<br />
Pretty soon you'll find it's the only<br />
Little part of your life you're keeping together<br />
<br />
I'm nice to you, I could make it through<br />
That you're already somebody's baby<br />
I could make you smile if you stayed a while<br />
But how long will you stay with me baby<br />
<br />
Because your candle burns too bright<br />
Well, I almost forgot it was twilight<br />
Even if I think that you are right<br />
Well, I'm tired of being down, I got no fight<br />
<br />
You're wonderful, when it's beautiful<br />
But I'm already somebody's baby<br />
And if I went with you I'd disappoint you too<br />
Well, I'm already somebody's baby<br />
Already somebody's baby<br />
<br />
elliot smith ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>The Battle of Evermore</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Aug 2005 22:27:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Queen of Light took her bow, And then she turned to go,<br />
The Prince of Peace embraced the gloom, And walked the night alone.<br />
<br />
Oh, dance in the dark of night, Sing to the morning light.<br />
The dark Lord rides in force tonight, And time will tell us all.<br />
<br />
Oh, throw down your plow and hoe, Rest not to lock your homes.<br />
<br />
Side by side we wait the might of the darkest of them all.<br />
<br />
I hear the horses' thunder down in the valley blow,<br />
I'm waiting for the angels of Avalon, waiting for the eastern glow.<br />
<br />
The apples of the valley hold, The seeds of happiness,<br />
The ground is rich from tender care, Repay, do not forget, no, no.<br />
Dance in the dark of night, sing to the morning light.<br />
<br />
The apples turn to brown and black, The tyrant's face is red.<br />
<br />
Oh the war is common cry, Pick up you swords and fly.<br />
The sky is filled with good and bad that mortals never know.<br />
<br />
Oh, well, the night is long the beads of time pass slow,<br />
Tired eyes on the sunrise, waiting for the eastern glow.<br />
<br />
The pain of war cannot exceed the woe of aftermath,<br />
The drums will shake the castle wall, the ring wraiths ride in black, Ride on.<br />
<br />
Sing as you raise your bow, shoot straighter than before.<br />
No comfort has the fire at night that lights the face so cold.<br />
<br />
Oh dance in the dark of night, Sing to the morning light.<br />
The magic runes are writ in gold to bring the balance back. Bring it back.<br />
<br />
At last the sun is shining, The clouds of blue roll by,<br />
With flames from the dragon of darkness, the sunlight blinds his eyes.<br />
<br />
Led Zeppelin ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Mystics Dream</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Jul 2005 00:04:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ quick clarification, all poems/songs that i put into my journal entries are not mine. i think there's been confusion about that, and its completely my fault (all of the writters are beating me with very sharp sticks and i deserve it) from now on i will list the composer. the purpose of putting songs in my journals is to show songs that mean alot to me and sometimes share songs that relate to whats been on my mind. <br />
now that thats cleared up....<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
A clouded dream on an earthly night<br />
Hangs upon the crescent moon<br />
A voiceless song in an ageless light<br />
Sings at the coming dawn<br />
Birds in flight are calling there<br />
Where the heart moves the stones<br />
It's there that my heart is longing<br />
All for the love of you<br />
<br />
A painting hangs on an ivy wall<br />
Nestled in the emerald moss<br />
The eyes declare a truce of trust<br />
Then it draws me far away<br />
Where deep in the desert twilight<br />
Sand melts in pools of the sky<br />
Darkness lays her crimson cloak<br />
Your lamps will call me home<br />
<br />
And so it's there my homage's due<br />
Clutched by the still of the night<br />
Now I feel you move<br />
And every breath is full<br />
So it's there my homage's due<br />
Clutched by the still of the night<br />
Even the distance feels so near<br />
All for the love of you<br />
<br />
A clouded dream on an earthly night<br />
Hangs upon the crescent moon<br />
A voiceless song in an ageless light<br />
Sings at the coming dawn<br />
Birds in flight are calling there<br />
Where the heart moves the stones<br />
It's there that my heart is longing<br />
All for the love of you <br />
<br />
<br />
BY LOREENA MCKENNITT ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Song to a Seagull</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Jun 2005 17:05:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Fly silly seabird<br />
No dreams can possess you<br />
No voices can blame you<br />
For sun on your wings<br />
My gentle relations<br />
Have names they must call me<br />
For loving the freedom<br />
Of all flying things<br />
My dreams with the seagulls fly<br />
Out of reach out of cry<br />
<br />
I came to the city<br />
And lived like old crusoe<br />
On an island of noise<br />
In a cobblestone sea<br />
And the beaches were concrete<br />
And the stars paid a light bill<br />
And the blossoms hung false<br />
On their store window trees<br />
My dreams with the seagulls fly<br />
Out of reach out of cry<br />
<br />
Out of the city<br />
And down to the seaside<br />
To sun on my shoulders<br />
And wind in my hair<br />
But sandcastles crumble<br />
And hunger is human<br />
And humans are hungry<br />
For worlds they cant share<br />
My dreams with the seagulls fly<br />
Out of reach out of cry<br />
<br />
I call to a seagull<br />
Who dives to the waters<br />
And catches his silver-fine<br />
Dinner alone<br />
Crying where are the footprints<br />
That danced on these beaches<br />
And the hands that cast wishes<br />
That sunk like a stone<br />
My dreams with the seagulls fly<br />
Out of reach out of cry ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Stars</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Jun 2005 00:04:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stood out in the rain.<br />
Let it soak me down,<br />
Before I called you:<br />
I called you.<br />
<br />
You did not see me there,<br />
Hidden by the dark,<br />
Beneath your window,<br />
But I saw you.<br />
<br />
When putting on a face for the mirror on the wall.<br />
Dreaming that the looking glass is you.<br />
Catching my fondest gazes;<br />
Living through my fickle phases.<br />
I love you.<br />
<br />
Spend my time on 'phones,<br />
Tryin' just to talk,<br />
But you didn't answer:<br />
You let it ring.<br />
<br />
Spend my nights alone,<br />
Catching fallin' stars,<br />
To give to you, love.<br />
They're just for you.<br />
<br />
Stars fall every time a lover has to face the truth.<br />
And far too many stars have fell on me.<br />
And as they trail the skies,<br />
And burn their paths upon my eyes,<br />
I cry.<br />
<br />
And it's getting easier, each day, to weep about you.<br />
Harder, every night, to sleep without you.<br />
How many years must I be,<br />
Driven by this dream of love with you? ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title> Before the Dawn</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Jun 2005 18:42:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Meet me after dark again and I'll hold you<br />
I am nothing more than to see you there<br />
And maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away<br />
We'll be lost before the dawn<br />
<br />
somehow i know that we cant wake again from this dream<br />
it's not real, but it's ours<br />
<br />
Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away<br />
We'll be lost before the dawn<br />
<br />
Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away<br />
We'll be lost before the dawn <br />
<br />
If only night can hold you where i can see you, my love<br />
Then let me never ever wake again<br />
And maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away<br />
We'll be lost before the dawn<br />
<br />
somehow i know that we cant wake again from this dream<br />
it's not real, but it's ours<br />
<br />
Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away<br />
We'll be lost before the dawn<br />
<br />
Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away<br />
We'll be lost before the dawn ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>just dont ask</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 May 2005 17:43:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ clearbead: "i represent the future,  which, while it might not be clear, is  coming anyway."<br />
<br />
blue bead: "i represent the past, whre  minds love to dwell, when the world was  better. unless you are an earthworm.  then it probably hasnt changed much."<br />
<br />
green bead: "im the present, which  passes to quickly for most people to be  able to value as they should."<br />
<br />
invisible bead: ";" [means "vengeful  frog"]<br />
<br />
green bead: "clear bead?"<br />
clear bead: "yes green bead?"<br />
green bead: "im afraid of the dark"<br />
CB: "i know, and you keep the light on,  and i have trouble falling asleep."<br />
GB: "clear bead?"<br />
CB: "yes?"<br />
GB: "saturn has rings, but im still  lonely."<br />
CB: "turn off the light. go to sleep."<br />
invisible bead: "{}" [means  "i-forgot-to-brush-my-long-blonde-locks- of-hair."] ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>The Dreaming Tree</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 May 2005 21:43:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow its amazing how much some things  can stab you right where it will hurt  most<br />
<br />
<br />
Standing here<br />
The old man said to me,<br />
"Long before these crowded streets<br />
Here stood my dreaming tree."<br />
Below it he would sit<br />
For hours at a time<br />
Now progress takes away<br />
What forever took to find<br />
And now he's falling hard<br />
He feels the falling dark<br />
How he longs to be<br />
Beneath his dreaming tree<br />
<br />
Conquered fear to climb<br />
A moment froze in time<br />
When the girl who first he kissed<br />
Promised him she'd be his<br />
Remembered mother's words<br />
There beneath the tree<br />
"No matter what the world<br />
You'll always be my baby."<br />
"Mommy come quick,<br />
The dreaming tree has died."<br />
The air is growing thick<br />
A fear he cannot hide<br />
The dreaming tree has died<br />
<br />
Oh, have you no pity?<br />
This thing I do<br />
I do not deny it<br />
All through this smile<br />
As crooked as danger<br />
I do not deny<br />
I know in my mind<br />
I would leave you now<br />
If I had the strength to<br />
I would leave you up<br />
To your own devices<br />
Will you not talk?<br />
Can you take pity?<br />
I don't ask much<br />
But won't you speak, please?<br />
<br />
From the start<br />
She knew she had it made<br />
Easy up 'til then<br />
For sure she'd make the grade<br />
Adorers came in hordes<br />
To lay down in her wake<br />
Gave it all she had<br />
But treasures slowly fade<br />
Now she's falling hard<br />
Feels the fall of dark<br />
How did this fall apart?<br />
She drinks to fill it up<br />
A smile of sweetest flowers<br />
Wilted so and soured<br />
Black tears stain the cheeks<br />
That once were so admired<br />
She thinks when she was small<br />
There on her father's knee<br />
How he had promised her,<br />
"You'll always be my baby."<br />
"Daddy come quick,<br />
The dreaming tree has died<br />
I can't find my way home<br />
There is no place to hide<br />
The dreaming tree has died."<br />
<br />
Oh, if I had the strength to<br />
I would leave you up<br />
To your own devices<br />
Will you not talk?<br />
Can you take pity?<br />
I don't ask much<br />
But won't you speak, please?<br />
<br />
Take me back, take me back, take me  back...<br />
<br />
Save me please. ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Idumea</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 May 2005 19:09:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ And am I born to die?<br />
To lay this body down!<br />
And must my trembling spirit fly<br />
into a world unknown?<br />
A land of deepest shade, <br />
Unpierced by human thought<br />
the dreary regions of the dead, <br />
where all things are forgot.<br />
Soon as from earth I go<br />
what will become of me?<br />
Eternal happiness or woe, <br />
Must then my portion be!<br />
Waked by the trumpet sound,<br />
I from my grave shall rise;<br />
And see the Judge with glory crowned,<br />
And see the flaming skies! ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>You Are (Panacea)</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Apr 2005 22:49:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ oh these tattered imaginary wings<br />
want to make them real. real<br />
<br />
oh these many useless coverings<br />
want to throw away. away<br />
<br />
you are the shelter in the winter rain<br />
you are the child underneath the pain<br />
you are<br />
<br />
felling heavy. you wont let it down <br />
its not there. not there<br />
sparrow falling until she hits the  ground<br />
youre not alone. alone<br />
<br />
you are the caged one who is finally  free<br />
you are the oasis in the desert heat<br />
<br />
you are the stelter in the winter rain<br />
you are the child underneath the pain<br />
you hold the answer. though you cant  expain<br />
what you are to me<br />
<br />
you are ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Where Will You Go</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Apr 2005 22:46:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You're too important for anyone<br />
You play the role of all you long to be<br />
But I, I know who you really are<br />
You're the one who cries when you're  alone<br />
<br />
But where will you go<br />
With no one left to save you from  yourself<br />
You can't escape<br />
You can't escape<br />
<br />
You think that I can't see right  through your eyes<br />
Scared to death to face reality<br />
No one seems to hear your hidden cries<br />
You're left to face yourself alone<br />
<br />
Where will you go<br />
With no one left to save you from  yourself<br />
You can't escape the truth<br />
I realize you're afraid<br />
But you can't abandon everyone<br />
You can't escape<br />
You don't want to escape<br />
<br />
I'm so sick of speaking words that no  one understands<br />
Is it clear enough that you can't live  your whole life all alone<br />
I can hear you in a whisper<br />
But you can't even hear me screaming<br />
<br />
Where will you go<br />
With no one left to save you from  yourself<br />
You can't escape the truth<br />
I realize you're afraid<br />
But you can't reject the whole world<br />
You can't escape<br />
You won't escape<br />
You can't escape<br />
You don't want to escape ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Whistles the Wind</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 Mar 2005 18:30:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ whistles the wind<br />
blowin my way<br />
sweeping me back, back here to stay<br />
can winners be losers? <br />
runnin on the same track <br />
while some head for glory, others we  crash<br />
<br />
well it breaks my heart <br />
to see you this way<br />
the beauty in life wheres it gone<br />
and soembody told me you were doin ok <br />
but somehow i guess they were wrong<br />
<br />
my isolation <br />
now theres a soberin thought<br />
a minute alone, a lifetime too long<br />
see the face in this mirror <br />
so pale it could crack<br />
desperately wantin the color it lacks<br />
<br />
well it breaks my heart <br />
to see you this way<br />
the beauty in life wheres it gone<br />
and soembody told me you were doin ok <br />
but somehow i guess they were wrong<br />
<br />
so you drank with the lost souls <br />
for too many years<br />
tied to their ankles now crippled with  fear<br />
never been rightous though seldom were  wrong<br />
lifes only life with you in this song<br />
<br />
now theres ocean between<br />
where i am and where i want to be <br />
so you prayers in doubt <br />
doubt not for me<br />
<br />
well it breaks my heart <br />
to see you this way<br />
the beauty in life wheres it gone<br />
and soembody told me you were doin ok <br />
but somehow i guess they were wrong<br />
<br />
whistles the wind <br />
whistles the wind <br />
whistles the wind <br />
whistles the wind <br />
<br />
though youll find your way out <br />
but theres no goin now<br />
every woman and child <br />
drags you down for the dive <br />
its not safe being free <br />
cant give back what you feel <br />
he said youll always be in heaven with  me<br />
<br />
the general idea of this is dedicated  to a friend of mine. i love you in so  many ways. ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Now I Become Myself</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Mar 2005 20:25:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Now I become myself. It's taken<br />
    Time, many years and places;<br />
    I have been dissolved and shaken,<br />
    Worn other people's faces,<br />
    Run madly, as if Time were there,<br />
    Terribly old, crying a warning,<br />
    "Hurry, you will be dead before--"<br />
    (What? Before you reach the  morning?<br />
    Or the end of the poem is clear?<br />
    Or love safe in the walled city?)<br />
    Now to stand still, to be here,<br />
    Feel my own weight and density!<br />
    The black shadow on the paper<br />
    Is my hand; the shadow of a word<br />
    As thought shapes the shaper<br />
    Falls heavy on the page, is heard.<br />
    All fuses now, falls into place<br />
    From wish to action, word to  silence,<br />
    My work, my love, my time, my face<br />
    Gathered into one intense<br />
    Gesture of growing like a plant.<br />
    As slowly as the ripening fruit<br />
    Fertile, detached, and always  spent,<br />
    Falls but does not exhaust the  root,<br />
    So all the poem is, can give,<br />
    Grows in me to become the song,<br />
    Made so and rooted by love.<br />
    Now there is time and Time is  young.<br />
    O, in this single hour I live<br />
    All of myself and do not move.<br />
    I, the pursued, who madly ran,<br />
    Stand still, stand still, and stop  the sun! ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>yay!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Mar 2005 21:07:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 800 pageviews!!!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>SOOOO FUNNY!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Feb 2005 20:06:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Funny Things To Do In An Elevator<br />
<br />
1. Make race car noises when anyone  gets on or off.<br />
<br />
2. Blow your nose and offer to show the  contents of<br />
your Kleenex to other passengers.<br />
<br />
3. Whistle the first seven notes of  "It's a Small<br />
World" incessantly.<br />
<br />
4. Bring a chair along. <br />
<br />
5. Take a bite of a sandwich and ask  another<br />
passenger: "Wanna see wha in muh mouf?"  <br />
<br />
6. On the highest floor, hold the door  open and<br />
demand that it stay open until you hear  the penny you<br />
dropped down the shaft go "plink" at  the bottom.<br />
<br />
7. Do Tai Chi exercises.<br />
<br />
8. Meow occasionally.<br />
<br />
9. Sing "Mary had a little lamb" while  continually<br />
pushing buttons.<br />
<br />
10. Say "Ding!" at each floor. <br />
<br />
11. Lean against the button panel.<br />
<br />
12. Stare at another passenger for a  while, then<br />
announce "You're one of THEM!" and move  to the far<br />
corner of the elevator.<br />
<br />
13. Ask each passenger getting on if  you can push<br />
the button for them.<br />
<br />
14. Wear a puppet on your hand and talk  to other<br />
people "through" it. <br />
<br />
15. Start a sing-along.<br />
<br />
16. Crack open your briefcase or purse,  and while<br />
peering inside ask: "Got enough air in  there?" <br />
<br />
17. Offer name tags to everyone getting  on the<br />
elevator. Wear yours upside-down. <br />
<br />
18. Stand silent and motionless in the  corner,<br />
facing the wall, without getting off.<br />
<br />
19. When arriving at your floor, grunt  and strain to<br />
yank the doors open, then act  embarrassed when they<br />
open by themselves. <br />
<br />
20. Lean over to another passenger and  whisper:<br />
"Noogie patrol coming!"<br />
<br />
21. Greet everyone getting on the  elevator with a<br />
warm handshake and ask them to call you  Admiral.<br />
<br />
22. When at least 8 people have  boarded, moan from the<br />
back: "Oh, not now, not the motion  sickness!" <br />
<br />
23. Bet the other passengers you can  fit a quarter<br />
in your nose.<br />
<br />
24. Show other passengers a wound and  ask if it<br />
looks infected.<br />
<br />
25. When the elevator is silent, look  around and ask<br />
"is that your beeper?" <br />
<br />
26. Carry a blanket and clutch it  protectively. <br />
<br />
27. Make explosion noises when anyone  presses  button.<br />
<br />
<br />
28. Draw a little square on the floor  and announce<br />
to the other passengers that this is  your "personal<br />
space." ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Lightning Rod</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Feb 2005 20:39:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am waiting <br />
On a mountaintop<br />
For the moment that the sky will strike  <br />
My apologies <br />
Are forever lost<br />
Soon to ashes in a flash of light<br />
<br />
Miles away from me <br />
Hope is fading soon<br />
Gone forever its a waste of time<br />
My intentions<br />
Like a sweeter room<br />
Only bring to me a fading light<br />
<br />
Locked up forever inside<br />
I look to the stars and ask why<br />
If they could just teach my dark heart  to feel <br />
All ive saved - oh why<br />
is thrown away<br />
<br />
I am waning <br />
Like a single bloom <br />
Lost forever in the storm of life<br />
My intentions <br />
Like a sweeter room<br />
Only bring to me a fading light<br />
<br />
Locked up forever inside <br />
I look to the stars and ask why<br />
If they could just show these wounds  how to heal<br />
Here i am- oh why<br />
My last stand- oh why<br />
And i know <br />
For all the rising and falling<br />
Theres nothing to show<br />
<br />
Throw me down<br />
<br />
Its been raining <br />
And now i will pay<br />
Who is come to me <br />
I am the lightning rod<br />
<br />
I am waiting <br />
On a mountain top<br />
Oh above me <br />
It will strike me<br />
<br />
Locked up forever inside<br />
I look to the stars and ask why<br />
If they could just teach my dark heart  to feel<br />
All i am- oh why<br />
My last stand- oh why<br />
And i know <br />
For all the rising and falling <br />
Theres nothing to show ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Courtyard Lullaby (Loreenna McKennitt)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Jan 2005 17:38:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wherein the deep night sky<br />
The stars lie in its embrace<br />
The courtyard still in its sleep<br />
And peace comes over your face.<br />
<br />
"Come to me," it sings<br />
"Hear the pulse of the land<br />
The ocean's rhythms pull<br />
To hold your heart in its hand."<br />
<br />
And when the wind draws strong<br />
Across the cypress trees<br />
The nightbirds cease their songs<br />
So gathers memories.<br />
<br />
Last night you spoke of a dream<br />
Where forests stretched to the east<br />
And each bird sang its song<br />
A unicorn joined in a feast<br />
<br />
And in a corner stood<br />
A pomegranate tree<br />
With wild flowers there<br />
No mortal eye could see<br />
<br />
Yet still some mystery befalls<br />
Sure as the cock crows at morn<br />
The world in stillness keeps<br />
The secret of babes to be born<br />
<br />
I heard an old voice say<br />
"Don't go far from the land<br />
The seasons have their way<br />
No mortal can understand." ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Behind Blue Eyes (by The Who)</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Jan 2005 16:07:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ no one knows whats its like to be the  bad man <br />
to be the sad man <br />
behind blue eyes<br />
and no one knows what its like to be  hated<br />
to be fated<br />
to telling only lies<br />
but my dreams <br />
they arent as empty <br />
as my conscience seems to be<br />
i have hours <br />
only lonely <br />
my love is vengence <br />
thats never free<br />
<br />
no one knows what its like to feel  these feelings <br />
like i do<br />
and i blame you<br />
no one bites back as hard on their  anger<br />
none of my pain and woe <br />
can show through<br />
but my dreams <br />
they are arent as empty <br />
as my conscience seems to be<br />
i have hours <br />
only lonely <br />
my love is vengence<br />
thats never free<br />
<br />
and no one knows what its like <br />
to be mistreated <br />
to be defeated <br />
behind blue eyes<br />
and no ones knows how to say<br />
that their sorry<br />
and dont worry <br />
im not telling lies<br />
but my dreams <br />
they arent as empty<br />
as my conscience seems to be<br />
i have hours <br />
only lonely<br />
my love is vengence<br />
thats never free<br />
<br />
and no one knows what its like <br />
to be the bad man<br />
to be the sad man<br />
behind blue eyes ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>sad</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Jan 2005 20:21:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my fishy poisidon died today...very  sad...i was out snowboarding and my  poor fish was at home swimming for the  last time...we still havent gotten rid  of him yet...hes just sitting in his  little fish bowl....he looks aweful lol  i feel so bad like i should have paid  more attention to him...i did spend  time with him sumtimes tho...if i went  up to him and opened and closed my  mouth he used to do it back to me it  was so hillarious...lol...ill miss  him...rest in peace posidy!! ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>I Think Its Going to Rain Today</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Jan 2005 18:25:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Broken windows<br />
Empty hallways<br />
A pale dead moon in a sky streaked with  gray<br />
Human kindness <br />
Overflowing<br />
And i think its going to rain today<br />
Scarcrows dressed in latest styles<br />
With frozen smiles to keep love away<br />
Human kindness <br />
Its overflowing<br />
And i think its going to rain today<br />
Lonely <br />
Lonely<br />
Tin can at my feet <br />
Think ill kick it down the street<br />
Thats the way to treat a friend<br />
Bright before me<br />
The signs implore me<br />
Help the needy and show them the way<br />
Human kindness <br />
Overflowing<br />
And i think its going to rain today<br />
Lonely <br />
Lonely<br />
Tin can at my feet <br />
Think ill kick it down the street <br />
Thats the way to treat a friend<br />
Bright before me <br />
The signs implore me<br />
Help the needy and show them the way<br />
Human kindness<br />
Its overflowing<br />
And its going to rain today <br />
-Randy Newman<br />
<br />
hes being sarcastic and ironic for alot  of this...its so painfully true  sometimes.... ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Desire</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Dec 2004 19:55:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ With a sigh<br />
You turn away<br />
With a deepening heart<br />
No more words to say<br />
You will find<br />
That the world has changed <br />
Forever<br />
<br />
And the trees are now <br />
   turning from green to gold<br />
And the sun is now fading <br />
I wish i could hold you<br />
Closer ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>FINISHED!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Dec 2004 19:27:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ omg i just finished Abhorsen!!! the  last book in a series (first was  Sabriel second was Lirael)<br />
it was sooooo good i cried my eyes out  at the end it was so sad but it was  happy too. pri you should be so proud  of me im finally done!! <br />
wow im soo happy!!! <br />
o ya by the way merry christmas i hope  everyone got some great presents!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>  Maybe by *imperfecttears6</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Dec 2004 22:15:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ a wish of mine <br />
<br />
Maybe we will die together<br />
Maybe hope will last forever<br />
<br />
Maybe our dreams will come true<br />
And the sky will remain blue<br />
<br />
Don't stay within your hallow hole<br />
And see all hearts as black as coal<br />
<br />
Cry all your tears into a pond<br />
Then turn away and strengthen our bond<br />
<br />
Hand in hand we'll live forever<br />
Life and life after death together<br />
<br />
Even when you feel like dying<br />
And your eyes won't stop crying<br />
<br />
Just hold on to your life<br />
And please don't touch that jagged  knife<br />
<br />
Although time has stolen my only hope<br />
If you die I don't think I will ever be  able to cope<br />
<br />
But maybe my wish will come true<br />
Or at least have the next day bring  something new<br />
<br />
Something new that will make you smile<br />
That would be like seeing the world -  in just one mile ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>High Life</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Nov 2004 12:49:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ All my friends got flowers in thier  eyes<br />
But i got none this season<br />
All of the last ten years blooms have  gone and died<br />
Time doesnt give a reason<br />
Hey baby, do you ask yourself sometimes<br />
What you need to be forgiven?<br />
Everything that youve ever done wrong<br />
Is the reason that im driven<br />
Straight to you <br />
<br />
Waiting here for you <br />
Wanting to tell you <br />
How i get my ends and my beginnings  mixed up too<br />
Just the way you do<br />
Thought if i told you <br />
You might want to stay for just another  day or two<br />
<br />
Waiting for the trains that just never  come<br />
Beginning to believe in <br />
The disappearing nature of the people  we have been <br />
We have begun to change into the worst  kind of people <br />
So unkind<br />
Oh apologies, no apologies, this  apology<br />
Doesnt describe the way it feels to  feel for you<br />
<br />
Waiting here for you <br />
Wanting to tell you<br />
How i find myself slowly disappearing  too<br />
Just the way you do<br />
Thought if i told you<br />
You might want to help me to remain  with you <br />
<br />
I just wanna stay for a little while<br />
I wanna stay for a little while<br />
<br />
Theres a night life falling down on me <br />
I just feel like a change<br />
Beneath the sun in the summer, <br />
a sea of flwoers wont bloom without the  rain<br />
But oh, this desert life, this high  life<br />
Here at the dying end of the day<br />
I wasnt made for this scene baby<br />
But i was made in this scene<br />
Amd baby its just my way<br />
I dont wanna go home alone, i wanna  come on home to you<br />
<br />
Waiting here for you<br />
Wanting to tell you <br />
How i like my sky with all the silver i  can use<br />
Just te way you do <br />
Thought if i told you <br />
You might want to stay for just another  day,<br />
Or two... ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Nothing Else Matters</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Oct 2004 17:53:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So close, no matter how far <br />
Couldn't be much more from the heart <br />
Forever trusting who we are <br />
and nothing else matters <br />
<br />
Never opened myself this way <br />
Life is ours, we live it our way <br />
All these words I don't just say <br />
and nothing else matters <br />
<br />
Trust I seek and I find in you <br />
Every day for us something new <br />
Open mind for a different view <br />
and nothing else matters <br />
<br />
never cared for what they do <br />
never cared for what they know <br />
but I know <br />
<br />
So close, no matter how far <br />
Couldn't be much more from the heart <br />
Forever trusting who we are <br />
and nothing else matters <br />
<br />
never cared for what they do <br />
never cared for what they know <br />
but I know <br />
<br />
Never opened myself this way <br />
Life is ours, we live it our way <br />
All these words I don't just say <br />
<br />
Trust I seek and I find in you <br />
Every day for us, something new <br />
Open mind for a different view <br />
and nothing else matters <br />
<br />
never cared for what they say <br />
never cared for games they play <br />
never cared for what they do <br />
never cared for what they know <br />
and I know <br />
<br />
So close, no matter how far <br />
Couldn't be much more from the heart <br />
Forever trusting who we are <br />
No, nothing else matters <br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/thanks.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":thanks:" title="Thanks for everything!" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>the rain has returned</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Oct 2004 18:41:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its pouring outside right now, and im  thinking about how much i miss winter.  (my favorite season.) this summer was  fun, but it sure did have some pretty  steep ups and downs. its good to get  back into the rythm of things. lately  ive been fighting off alot of  depression, so far ive got the upper  hand, and am able to maintain it by  distracting myself with other things  that matter more. <br />
so wish me luck and ill be on my way ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>back</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Sep 2004 19:58:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow it just took me like an hour to  clear out all my gazzilions of  messages. so now i will paste some  info. about m To know some more about  me <br />
<br />
Name : rose (rosie occationally)<br />
Country : US<br />
My date of birth : January<br />
Astrological Sign : Aqarius<br />
The color of my hair : reeeeally dark  brown<br />
The color of my eyes : Amber/Brown<br />
My Studies : Education<br />
<br />
If I were... <br />
<br />
Color : dark forest green, royal  purple, dark blue, silver, blood red<br />
Animal : Tiger<br />
Bird : raven<br />
Fish or Marine Animal: whale of some  kind<br />
Insect : Dragonfly<br />
Flower : hmmm trillium, maybe lilac<br />
Plant : An ancient cedar <br />
Perfume : cant wear it anyway<br />
Stone : garnet <br />
Book : o wow thats a hard  one...Sabriel, The Sea Wolf, The Lord  of the Rings...much more<br />
Jewel : a silver band with a small  emerald, or the same thing except with  a ruby. <br />
Fruit : A pomegranite or a nectarine<br />
Vegetable : bell peper <br />
Drink : water, dr. peper, virgin  margarita <br />
Alcoholic drink : vodka...on the  rocks...jk<br />
Country : IRELAND!! then scottland<br />
Element : Earth comes first and  foremost, then water<br />
Season : Winter, then summer, then  fall, then spring<br />
Tree : ALL i love trees <br />
Poet : Syliva Plath, E. A. Poe, Robert  Frost, Edward Gorey, William Blake <br />
Actor : Viggo Mortensen...maybe <br />
Actress : i dont really have one <br />
Sport : BASKETBALL, swimming, <br />
Character of Disney : Mulan<br />
Tale : ROBIN HOOD<br />
Writer : way to many to list here<br />
Movie : i really love Empire Records  and Garden State <br />
Feeling : Freedom, love, pleasure,  content, all that warm and fuzzy  stuff...to bad i hardly ever feel it  anymore. <br />
Atmospheric phenomenon : Aurora  borealis, eclipses, meteor showers <br />
Constellation : Orion<br />
Moment : Twilight first, then i like  darkest midnight <br />
Goddess : Wokanda, Artemis<br />
Imaginary character : faeries (if they  really are imaginary)  <br />
Metals : Silver<br />
Time : Medieval, or before <br />
Poem : The Highway Man (but i love a  zillion others)  <br />
Painter : cant choose <br />
Singer : Loreena McKennitt,<br />
Song : Mad World, perhaps, or The  Mummers Dance <br />
Musical Instrument : hurdy gurdy,  bagpipes, sorrowful string insturement<br />
yself. ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>camp</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Aug 2004 01:34:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ just to let everyone know, im going to  be at camp all this week, but i will  try to check my devart account as soon  as possible when i get home. i have a  few things i need to submit from a  little while ago and im sure i will  have more stuff to put in by next week  as well. talk to you all when i get  back! ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>to be sung all at once</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Aug 2004 12:08:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Rose rose rose red,<br />
 Shall i ever see thee wed?<br />
I shall marry at thy will sire<br />
 At they will<br />
<br />
Zoom golli golli <br />
 Zoom golli golli golli <br />
Zoom golli golli zoom<br />
<br />
The wind in the willows <br />
 Sighing like a solitart soul alone <br />
The wind<br />
<br />
Hey ho nobody home <br />
 No meat nor drink nor money have i  none<br />
Still i will be very merry <br />
 Hey ho home<br />
<br />
Ah poor bird <br />
 Why art thou<br />
Singing in the shadows <br />
 At this dark hour<br />
<br />
Ding dong ding dong<br />
 Wedding bells on an april mourn<br />
Carve your love on a moss covered stone  <br />
 On a moss covered stone ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>Epiphany by Staind</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jun 2004 19:03:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ your words to me just a whisper<br />
your faces so unclear<br />
i try to pay attention<br />
your words just disapear<br />
<br />
cause its always raining in my head<br />
forget all the things i should have  said<br />
<br />
so i speak to you in riddles <br />
cause my words get in my way<br />
i smoke the whole thing <br />
to my head<br />
and feel it wash away<br />
cause i cant take any more of this<br />
i wanna come apart<br />
and dig myself a little hole<br />
inside your precious heart<br />
<br />
cause its always raining in my head<br />
forget all the things i should have  said<br />
<br />
i am nothing more then <br />
a little boy inside <br />
that cries out for attention<br />
though i always try to hide<br />
and i talk to you like children <br />
though i dont know how i feel<br />
but i know ill do the right thing<br />
if the right thing is revealed  <br />
<br />
cause its always raining in my head<br />
forget all the things i should have said ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>subject</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jun 2004 21:18:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ happiness?<br />
<br />
i keep hoping one day ill find it.<br />
<br />
that day still hasnt come.<br />
<br />
i think im ready to stop looking. ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>falling</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jun 2004 19:17:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i feel so fallen, broken. ive been  really depressed lately and i dont know  why. ive even been hurting myself. my  wrist, my shoulder, but mostly inside.  im so angry at myself. i feel dirty,  impure, unclean. no matter how hard i  try, i just end up remaining silent  when normally i would have talked and  laughed and played. ive got a bunch of  my friends worried and i find myself  wishing they would stop trying to help.  i feel like i deserve this. i deserve  to be in this pain. i love my friends.  i love that they want to help. i love  that i have their love. they have mine.  i wish i had mine. i want to just shed  this body and be rid of this world.  maybe its time for a change, i new  lifestyle, new ways. i have tried. ive  tried so hard to feel better about  myself. before i realized how much i  hated myself. i exersised, was eating  better. and i saw no results. nothing  happened. i didnt feel any different. i  was still just as fat, just as ugly,  just as impatint and impossible. now  even when i try to write poetically  about how i feel, i cant. i pick up a  pencil.....nothing. just blank. blank  and stupid words that make me  frustrated. i want to shed my skin, so  i cut it, scratch it, destroy it. no  good. no happiness. no relief. only  addiction, because the pain i get from  it gives me a weird sort of energy for  a short time. cant talk to friends.  cant talk to family. cant talk to  myself. a higher power? can i find  myself by trusting in something/someone  mighty? others can, not me. where does  that leave me? well im not suicidle, i  assure you. i dont deserve suicide, and  im just dont feel like dying yet. im  used to be stuck. right on the edge,  some edge, not life and death, but  living and not-living. i walked along  it for miles, it was endless. i couldnt  go back. only push forward. and i did.  i jumped. but i fell. im still falling,  down the crack, the crevice. i didnt  make it to the other side. so i must  fall, through infinity, and darkness,  and my own pitiful, deformed, world. im  bracing myself for when i land, even  though i know, there is no chance of  survival. with some luck, ill die on  the way down, and my corpse will  shatter to a thousand pieces when i  land.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/depressed.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":depressed:" title="Depressed" />  i am so lost. ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>questions</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Jun 2004 23:55:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I want everyone who reads this to ask  me 3 questions, no more... no less.  (please? )Ask me anything you want.  Then I want you to go to your journal,  copy and paste this allowing your  friends (including myself) to ask you  anything.<br />
<br />
go ahead, this could be interesting <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>welcome</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 May 2004 22:53:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey welcome to my homepage check out my  gallery and scrapbook if you like.  enjoy!<br />
<br />
i would also like to shout out to all  my friends who have accounts in this  website. (hopefully you know who you  are cuz im to lazy to list you all but  dont be angry i love you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />)<br />
<br />
also i would like to copy down a poem  written by Sylvia Plath, one of my new  favs. i love this one i think many  poets (including myself) can relate to  it.<br />
<br />
Stillborn  <br />
<br />
These poems do not live: it's a sad  diagnosis.<br />
They grew their toes and fingers well  enough,<br />
Their little foreheads bulged with  concentration.<br />
If they missed out on walking about  like people<br />
It wasn't for any lack of mother-love.<br />
<br />
O I cannot explain what happened to  them!<br />
They are proper in shape and number and  every part.<br />
They sit so nicely in the pickling  fluid!<br />
They smile and smile and smile at me.<br />
And still the lungs won't fill and the  heart won't start.<br />
<br />
They are not pigs, they are not even  fish,<br />
Though they have a piggy and a fishy  air --<br />
It would be better if they were alive,  and that's what they were.<br />
But they are dead, and their mother  near dead with distraction,<br />
And they stupidly stare and do not  speak of her. ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>this is my own version of "Boomerang" by</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 May 2004 23:30:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Watch me im falling, though im on the  ground<br />
See me im drowning, no longer around<br />
My sea of pain <br />
My sea of pain ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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                <title>sunk</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 May 2004 18:27:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im in the lowest of moods, and alot of  pain. just stuff in school, and some of  my friends are having some troubles and  i feel so bad for them and wish there  was something i could do to help, but  it seems like everytime i open my mouth  to try to make them feel better, i get  the same result i would have gotten had  i kept my mouth shut. plus i went to  the doctor to have her look at my foot  and my finger which i jammed really  hard in pe today. after getting xrays  of that, she put it in a split. then  she peeled all the skin off on the top  of the hole where the toothpick went  in. the thing is: she thinks there is  still some toothpick in it. (lovely.)  then i got a tetnis shot. im in alot of  pain and i wish i could go to sleep and  never wake up. if anyone, and i mean  anyone, could sumbit to me some  supportive comments, i would be forever  greatful. i think if i stay like this  much longer ill drown.... ]]></description>
                <author>~moonshinehollow</author>
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