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well it's been over a year since i wrote a journal entry... to sum up what has happened between the last journal and this one; i'm not in college anymore for now but i have decided that i want to be a RN and i'm going to go to school for that. i have a boyfriend who i've been seeing for 8 months, his name is Dane and i love him lots, we moved in together and now we moved in with my parents until we move, which will happen as soon as my parents sell their house. we're planning on moving to North Carolina where i will attend nursing school and he will go to school to be a x ray tech. i don't work at glens falls hospital anymore but i work at walmart in the deli and i hate it (probably because i'm a vegetarian). dane works as a cashier and he likes it. at least thats one of us. anyway, i have today and tomorrow off and i plan on enjoying it while it lasts..
oh also, my birthday is in 6 days =] (i'll be nineteen) and dane and i are going on a mini vacation at the end of the month and i'm really excited :date:

]]> ~morestarinatthestars Journal; August 08 http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/19779734/ http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/19779734/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 21:15:59 PDT my job is drivin me a little nuts but hey thats work right haha- its money so its useful
im really hating that i have no time to do any art
and my photoshop stopped working, it wont load or something so im gonna have to reinstall it or something
hmmm so im excited for college which starts on sept 3! =D
i feel so old!!
im moving into my new apt on the 17th [of august] so thats pretty exciting
overall nothing too exciting is going on
no big news or major milestones lol
ill try to work on some art and start uploading some stuff for you
ok well peace out :peace:

]]> ~morestarinatthestars Journal; June 08 (justin edit) http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/18829326/ http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/18829326/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 18:52:31 PDT
I just wanna let everyone know that my friend Justin [link] Won FIRST PLACE at Nationals for SkillsUSA! and im so proud of him!! you can read about it here: Saratogian Interview with Justin he deserves it soooo much and im sooo happy that he won. he got a $10,000 scholarship AND a Nikon D60! =D

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ORIGINAL:

SO school is finally over!!!
in fact, today was my last day :peace:
but not only was today my last day... i also go to travel to new hampshire and see Ryan graduate!
that kid never fails to make me smile :blushes:

so i made sure to hand in all my research papers early [wednesday] :clap:
so i spent all of wednesday, thursday, and friday doing nothing
wednesday i made a hemp necklace for Ryans graduation present
and thursday and friday playing cards with heather and some other friends from school. :dance:

then today [friday] after playing cards, i left half way through the day to go home and get ready to go to NH. i spent almost 3 hours [which is weird because the ride back was like just about 2 hours] in a van full of 7 people, 4 of which were children ranging from 10 months to 13 yrs. old
and if you ask me i am pretty proud of myself because i never once got frustrated with Ryan's 10 month old brother who screamed half the time. :bow:

then we got there and went to the field that the graduation was at and it was extremely hot and i immediately regretted my choice of jeans and a long sleeve shirt. but then the sun kinda lowered itself behind the trees and it got much cooler- it was like, perfect.

afterwards we went to a thai restaurant which surprisingly, was actually really good :hungry:

as for me: in 2 weeks i graduate! :w00t:- [which he promised to take 2 days off for, so im gonna hold him to that!]
after which we [me, Ryan, Heather, and Dustin] are going out to breakfast/lunch and then going to my house for my graduation party :party: where it will be Ryan's turn to meet all of my family- since i've met all of his.

kayla is reaching 8 months of pregnancy so she will be very pregnant for my grad party =P
im excited to see all of my friends one last time. actually, the ones i invited i will definitely see again, i mean im going to be living with Heather and Dustin, Ryan ill see just because i will :hug:, Shelly is going to ACC too so it'll be easy to see her.. my friends that are juniors though- i may not get to see very much.

its been a very long 13 years- from kindergarten to senior: so many good times and some bad. junior and senior year though- ill probably remember forever.
its sad and a little scary but life is life and everyone has to grow up and move on. plus i know i can do it with the support of my family and friends :heart:



:spotlight-left: CONGRATULATIONS CLASS OF 2008 :spotlight-right:

we start in elementary school, the days of recess and valentines day cards, the days when boys had cooties but we liked them anyway and santa clause still existed. we brought our lunches in lunch boxes and didnt have a care in th... ]]> ~morestarinatthestars Journal; May 08 http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/18421879/ http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/18421879/ Tue, 20 May 2008 19:46:22 PDT i set up my classes for college already
my schedule is freaking awesome!! i get EVERY friday off! im like super excited..
lets see.. what else is new.. i dont know, i have like a billion major projects to do right now. I finished my government final but i still have 1 major project left in that class. Science i have our final research paper, and english the final essay- i finished the rough draft to that but not the final... yeah im kinda nervous about that, it counts like 3 times.
thats about it really
3 more days of work! very very very excited about that.
then i have a new job at a bank =P woo

]]> ~morestarinatthestars Journal; March 08 http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/17260770/ http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/17260770/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 18:05:16 PDT so my subscription ran out =[ so my journals wont be pretty and there wont be anymore features.

//new thinnnggss\\

my boyfriends brother and his wife had their baby! its a girl and her name is Rowan. she was 7lb 13oz. I was at the hospital when she was born, Kahla (the mom) was in labor for 24 hrs before they decided to do a c-section but we were only there for like..9hrs
some pictures of her:
[link]
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everything is still pretty stressful, I've been filling out scholarships and trying to catch up on the 2 days i missed before winter break. I'm truly amazed about how much went on in those 2 days.

Florida was.. not as good as it could have been. the day we were going to fly out, i woke up really really sick and progressively lost my voice over the course of the day. by the time we went from albany to florida my voice was 100% gone. then i had no appitite ad everything i ate, came back up. i was sick in bed for 2 whole days. and it was great weather which made it even more awful. it got a little better after that. me and my parents went to busch gardens with my boyfriend and his parents. then my boyfriend came back to my grandparents house with me and my parents and stayed with us for the rest of the week. he had left a while before me so he got to be in florida for like.. 2 weeks. he also missed a week of school =P

in BOCES, me and few other people in my class are doing an internship at the fire department. we are painting them a mural and i get to be in charge =] wooo

thats pretty much it for now, have a good day :peace:








"i guess in the end, things seldom work out the way you expect. sometimes, fate is on your side. other times, well, you've kind of sealed your own fate. either way you have to trust that whatever's supposed to happen, will happen."

]]> ~morestarinatthestars Journal; 2008 http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/16408495/ http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/16408495/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 19:15:07 PST
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Journal of Miss Kara


Journal

Well it is 2008! nothing exciting is going on in my life really, grades are ok, school is ok, boyfriend is good, my friend Ryan moved away and i miss him a lot, my head kinda hurts right now, scrubs is still my favorite show, i still know all the words to the songs in Scrubs:"my musical" and i still relate everything in life to an episode of scrubs. Jared and I are still dating, 1 year 3 months. I'm still obsessed with my grades. I haven't had much time to do any art, which kinda sucks so I'm trying to put all my Boces projects on here. I've started drawing again, i decided i want to be a college art professor. next year i get to start my 6 years of college. I'm still trying to figure out what college ill go to after my first two years in a community college. I'm quite busy and a little stressed but I'm getting through and thats what counts i guess.

About me

What's your favorite....
Beverage (non-alc) ? Milk
Color ? Red
Food ? Italian
Item of clothing ? Stripe shirts
Meal of the day ? Dinner
Feature on yourself ? umm.. i dont know
Quality in a guy/girl ? Eyes and smile, and sweet
Phrase ? "face"
Song ? "Proud to be..." Kottonmouth kings
Musical Artist/Band ? The Doors
Sport ? Skiing
Movie ? Fight club
TV Show ? Scrubs & That 70s show
Radio Station ? dont listen to radio often
Type of Chocolate ? white
Eye Color ? Hazel

Do you/Have you ever....
Have any pets ? ive had dogs and cats and fish and rabbits
Smoke ? nope
Drink ? nope
Have any piercings ? yes, 2 in one ear and 3 in the other
Have any tatoos ? not yet
Cheat on a boyfriend/girlfriend ? nope
Gone streaking ? um no haha
Gone skinny dipping ? when i was little
Been to Europe ? nah
Been to an island ? no =[
Had stitches ? no
Broken any bones ? no
Been stabbed/shot ? um .. no haha
Slept until after 12:00 ? yeah
Stayed up all night ? not all night
Danced like a whore ? no haha
Hooked up with 2 people in one weekend ? no
Turned down a dare ? i havnt played truth or dare in years

Would you ever....
Eat pizza with chocolate chips ? maybe
Kiss someone of the same sex ? ew.. no
Cheat on someone you love ? no, cheating makes me angry...
Run away from home ? when i was little i would pretend to
Lie to your boyfriend/girlfriend ? no
Lie to your best friend ? no
Give a homeless person money ? no
Run from the police ? no
Bungee jump ? no
Sky dive ? no, but i want too
Cross dress ? no
Be an exotic dancer ? haha.. no
Walk out of a restaurant without paying ? no
Scuba dive ? nope
Go rock climbing ? wow im boring
Go spulunking (caving) ? nope

What do you think of when you hear....
Eminem ? ew
Bologna ? disgusting
Hott ? cold
Orange ? blue
Real world ? pointless show
Jack ? the pumpkin king
Cucumber ? salad
Hip-Hop ? dance
Uniform ? never
UniCORN ! ? scrubs.. JD haha
Rainbow ? roy-g-biv
Clown ? "and so begins the many years of therapy" haha funniest birthday card ever

Features:: TV

[Scrubs]
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Journal
Well its Christmas time again... kind of.. we decorated the house and such although i seem to be the only one in the Christmas mood. It's only December 3rd and we had our first "snow/ice" storm.. hence: today is a snow day.
when I was little I was like "YAYYY SNOW DAYY!!" but now I'm like "ugh.. are you serious? =( " I have no idea why. I guess maybe It's because I don't want to be home all day doing nothing.
Anyway I got to decorate the tree yesterday =D so now i have decorated my boyfriends tree (on thanksgiving) my work tree and now my house tree. Jared and I also did [most] of our Christmas shopping Saturday. He still has more to do, but I'm done except for ... him. haha. Saturday night we went to his families Christmas tree lighting ceremony, although we didn't stay long after the actual ceremony seeing as there were two rooms to choose from: 1- a bar and everyone was smoking and Kayla is 7 months pregnant so that didn't work, and 2- a big room where the elementary/middle school band was playing.. yeah that didn't work either so we went to pizza hut.
So overall its been good so far, maybe it will get even better.




Christmas Features

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Mood: :D
Listening to: tv. Scrubs
Reading: Choke
Eating: Cherries
Drinking: Water










Journal

Note that this is not my creation. This journal was made by *Nicasus

So TODAY, October 1st. It's me and my boyfriend Jareds, first YEAR anniversary. We have gone through so much and still, we love each other more and more all the time. Well, this is deffinatly my longest and best relationship so this months features will be based on LOVE because i love my boyfriend more than anything. Happy Anniversary Sunshine <3



Features

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Mood: :D
Listening to: tv. Scrubs
Reading: Choke
Eating: Cherries
Drinking: Water










Journal

Note that this is not my creation. This journal was made by *Nicasus

wow so i havnt updated in a while.
im a senior finally!!! almost done with high school forever!so far its ok, Jareds in my gym and study hall so at least i get to see him during the day a little bit =D, i kinda wish he had lunch with me. my friend heather is in my lunch everyday at least so i do have someone. well.. speakaing of school, i should probably go do my homework now. =P


PS
if you remember my announcment about Jareds new Niece, i now have some pictures of Zoa, shes sooo adorable. its not fancy art or anything but just a couple pictures for the people that were interested =P





Features

I'm not sure what to do for features so ill leave it up to you. So if you know someone you would like me to feature ill check them out and feature some people =D



About Me



My name is Kara
I have a wonderful boyfriend whom I love <3 10/1/07 [1year]
I live in NY
I am a senior in high school
I have my license and I have a car
I'm a vegetarian [no meat, poultry, seafood, and gelatin]
I love my family and my friends =D
[and my boyfriends family also]



Stamps

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Mood: :D
Listening to: tv. Scrubs
Reading: Choke
Eating: Cherries
Drinking: Water










Journal

Note that this is not my creation. This journal was made by *Nicasus

So finally.. my Maine vacation is here!! Jared, My parents, and I are going to maine [Old Orchard Beach] to finish off the summer vacation and actually have fun before we have to go back to school. I sooooo can't wait. and i'm so glad Jareds going =]

so Features are going to be "vacation/beach" shots



Features

<... ]]> ~morestarinatthestars Journal; Leanne & Paul http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/12577006/ http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/12577006/ Sun, 05 Aug 2007 18:45:26 PDT 01Gallery - 02Sam's Music - 03Lisa's Music - 04Brandon's Music - 05Contact -

Mood: :D
Listening to: tv. Scrubs
Reading: Diary
Eating: nothing
Drinking: vitamin water










Journal

Note that this is not my creation. This journal was made by *Nicasus

Lots of things have been happening, first Desi has her baby and now my cousin, Leanne is married. her wedding was August 4th to Paul, they are so wonderful together. I was her maid of honor and he wedding was so much fun, Jared and I had fun dancing hah. Leanne is the oldest of my cousins on my dads side, she was always there when i was little and i always wanted to me just like her. i wanted to wear my hat like her and brush my hair like her, i looked up to her. shes been through a lot and im just so happy that she found someone that makes her truely happy. ive never seen any two people look at each other in a more loving way as they did when they were saying their vows. She deserves this, she deserves him. So Congratulations Mr. & Mrs. Paul Clark.


In honor of their wedding, i will feature wedding pictures. =D



Features

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WHAT'S NEW


So.. its April 11th
and today is Jareds birthday.. yay. Happy Birthday honey! he's 17 now. hes getting old =P.
next week is the SkillsUSA states competition
wooo..
yeah so nothing is really new and exciting other than those 2 things. =]


WISH LIST

A prettier journal, like a fancy one [feel free to make me one =D]
9,000 page views
to get a creative streak
95 GPA [one point higher than last quarter.. keep dreaming Kara]
other stuff


ABOUT ME

I'm KARA MM
I'm 16 years old
My favorite band is The Doors
im in 11th grade
i like art a lot and it keeps me busy
a past time of mine is reading about jim morrison and trying to think about what was ever in his mind
another past time of mine is talking to hannah about jim morrison/books/movies
but my favorite past time of all time is being with Jared DeMarco, my boyfriend, who I love :kiss: . deal with it. =P :date: 10/1/06
I live in the NY
and yeah. so now you know.
now that thats all fresh in your mind..
go look at my gallery CLICK HERE
comment & favorite.
*but make sure to comment if you want to :+fav:!!!!!!*
oh and check out my bro in laws music
Sam's Music


STAMPS

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so its been a while since i updated this so im going to do that now.
its valentines day. soo Happy valentines day everyone!!

unfortunatly there is a big huge snow storm and im unable to spend it with my valentine
but its ok because Sunday was our valentines day. woo. it was very nice, he came over to pick me up and he showed up with a rose in a pretty vase. i love roses so much. and so then we went with his parents and his brother, sister in-law and nephew to lake george and walked on the ice. so then we went back to my house and he gave me a huuuge red, really soft teddy bear and 2 balloons. one says "Happy Valentines Day" and the other one says "I Love You" and a card. and it was soo sweet. and just to make everything better we went out to dinner, just the two of us, to the Olive Garden. even though it wasnt really valentines day it was jsut as good, if not better. so thank you sweetie, I love you.

so here it is, the real valentines day and we have like a gillion feet of snow, im freezing, Jareds not here, and its not exactly perfect hah. but thats okay.


So on Monday we had the Locals competition and that was extremely stressful but:
for advertising: it was a tie
1st. Lindsay
1st. Me

for photography:
1st. Justin
2nd. Shelly
3rd. some kid from the AM, first year class.


so congrats to all of us, we're going to regionals!!



so now Feb. break is coming up and we are going to Florida for a few days. i wish it was longer! but its not =[. so we are staying with my grandparents and then on TUESDAY now [unless it changes AGAIN] my parents, Jared, and I are going to Busch Gardens. then Jareds coming back with us and sleeping over and his parents, my parents, him, and me, are going to the beach the next day. then on thursday we are coming home.


so now you know =] have fun over YOUR break.

"thats what real love amounts to- letting a person be what he really is. most people love you for who you pretend to be. to keep their love, you keep pretending- performing. you get to love your pretense. its true, we're locked in an image-an act." -Jim Morrison

live by his rules. ]]> ~morestarinatthestars Jim Morrison http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/11427551/ http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/11427551/ Sat, 13 Jan 2007 21:01:50 PST



Jim Morrison, everything that comes out of his mouth is amazing and smart and poetic. hes deffinatly the most strange and intriqueing person ever.

"i asked him why he played games all the time," tandy says today. "he said, 'You'd never stay interested in me if i didn't.'" - from the book "no one here gets out alive [Jim Morrison biography]

"he [morrison] borrowed a thunderbird belonging to one of his housemates and backed into a telephone pole. he drank their beers, ate thir food, and wore their clothes without asking. he kept careful records of all his actions, and their reactions, writing in his journals as if he were an anthropologist and his housemates were his subjects" - also from biography.




quotes from the mouth and mind of Jim Morrison.

1. Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.

2. Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself-and especially to feel. Or, not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at the moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to-letting a person be what he really is.

3. Hatred is a very underestimated emotion.

4. I am interested in anything about revolt, disorder, chaos-especially activity that seems to have no meaning. It seems to me to be the road toward freedom... Rather than starting inside, I start outside and reach the mental through the physical.

5. I believe in a long, prolonged, derangement of the senses in order to obtain the unknown.

6. I think in art, but especially in films, people are trying to confirm their own existences.

7. Love cannot save you from your own fate.

8. People fear death even more than pain. It's strange that they fear death. Life hurts a lot more than death. At the point of death, the pain is over. Yeah, I guess it is a friend.

9. Some of the worst mistakes of my life have been haircuts.

10. The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in your reality for a role. You give up your ability to feel, and in exchange, put on a mask.

11. Whoever controls the media, controls the mind.

12. A hero is someone who rebels, or seems to rebel, against the facts of existence and seems to conquer them.

13. I like ideas about breaking away or overthrowing of established order.

14. I wouldn't mind dying in a plane crash. It'd be a good way to go. I don't want to die in my sleep, or of old age, or OD... I want to feel what it's like. I want to taste it, hear it, smell it. Death is only going to happen to you once; I don't want to miss it.

15. People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.

]]> ~morestarinatthestars OK help time http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/11224666/ http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/11224666/ Thu, 28 Dec 2006 15:57:56 PST
Ok ,
i want so badly to take pictures because im bored, sooo bored you have no idea, anyway.. so im going to do something i have done before, but it seems to work soo i hope you can help
i just need someone to give me a word, any word. previous examples [beauty, silence, insanity, etc etc...] of corse ill try my best to use your word, you can give me more than one word. or if it is easier you can give a theme. if i use your word/ or theme ill of corse, give you credit for your word in the pictures description with a link back to your page.
please someone help me out. thanks =]

------Kara

happy holidays everyone! ]]> ~morestarinatthestars The Results http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/11193689/ http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/11193689/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 20:23:18 PST I am soooooo happy.

This Christmas i learned something. i learned that the phrase "the magic of christmas" isnt just a commercial saying. so many great things happend on this Christmas. spending time with my family was good. connecticut was so funnn! Christmas morning was awesome. i love laughing and smiling and being happy. most of all, this christmas was filled with surprises. and i love surprises =] my favorite surprise was how i was told i couldnt see Jared on christmas because there was no time. and this morning my mom said "get dressed, uncle roger is coming over, he has a gift" well of corse i get showered and dressed buti dont really do anything with my hair or try to look nice because its my uncle, who cares? well my mom said "hey come downstairs uncle roger is here!" and when i came downstairs it was not my uncle roger. it was Jared!! and he was standing there with a heart shaped balloon and presentssss for meee. he got me a georgous necklace and a beautiful bracelet, and a really great box that they were in, its like, a jewlery box and on the top there was a place to put a picture [later that ay i put a picture of us] and then he got me like 20 "fun size" milky ways haha =] . he gave me a card and wrote this big long letter thing and i cried, literally, it was that nice and sweet and wonderful. the phrase "christmas is a time to say i love you" isnt just a phrase either. this christmas was magical and i have never been happier than i was today ever ever ever!! :D

happy holidays everyone! ]]> ~morestarinatthestars Christmas http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/10842756/ http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/10842756/ Sat, 25 Nov 2006 07:48:56 PST
christmas is putting the tree up and listening to chirstmas songs while doing that and putting up the decorations and the little village thing my mom has. and haveing to turn on and off the candle lights in our windows every day. its drinking egg nog and eating cookies, because my mom loves to make cookies. its when theres always at least 5 of the tree lights that wont turn on so my dad has to run to the store to buy something to fix it. or how we have to stick a chop-stick down the center of the star to get it to stand up-right on the top of the chirstmas tree. its having a fake tree because the last real tree we had fell over and broke half our ornaments and got the carpet all wet. its having my grandparents come visit. its having the house completely packed with family members. its christmas eve. its watching my cousins count how many presents they have in comparison to each other and thinking they are rediculous and hope they grow up sometime soon. its picture time when everyone is yelling at everyone to shut up and just take the picture. its me and zach telling morgan and jayson and thomas that if they just shut up and smile for 5 seconds it will be over and done with. its having them never listen. its the fact that taking pictures should only take 30 seconds but it always ends up takeing 10 minutes. its how my gramma always finds out either the cameras not even on, or that it needs new batteries. its my cousins asking "is it time to open presents yet?" every 2 minutes. its everyone giving in. its us sitting around the living room, and my grampa, ONLY my grampa can hand out the presents and each one of us has to have one first so that we can all open it at the same time. its that one time when zach opened one of my gifts and was slightly confused as to why he had sort-of girly pj bottoms. its giving our parents our gifts and giving our grandparents our gifts and its those gifts that make them cry. its going to one of our family members house, which is also packed with even more family because my family is huge. its me and zach sitting and watching my grampa and his siblings speaking french and throwing in a english word every now and then. its my cousins asking their parents "is it time to go yet?" . its having family that you never really see during the yeat, come up to you and hug you. its getting those packet of mcdonalds gift cards, that usually ends up sitting in my moms purse for a year. its secretly wondering "is it time to go yet?" also. its eating because that passes the time a little bit. its finally going home. its leaving cheese out instead of cookies because i remembered that cheese commercial that a little girl left some sort of cheese out for santa and in the morning she had all sorts of stuff liek a car and everything you know youll never get for chirstmas haha. and when you lay in your bed and think that thats possibly the best feeling right now because your so exhausted. its having a good sleep even though when i was little i never really slept at all. its when i was little i wasnt allowed to wake up my parents.. or even leave my room until 7. its how last year my MOM had to wake ME up. its going down the stairs slowly so that you get a good look at whats there. its seeing the note that your dad writes pretending hies santa, and how my parents insist on saying it was santa even though i say "dad i know your hand writeing" and them keep saying "no its really santa" even though they know i dont believe in it. its that basically our whole living room is filled because its small. its opening all the presents, slowly so that it doesnt go by too fast, but usually ends up doing just that. its laughing and smileing and thanking your parents because the gifts are so great. its opening all of them and then having your mom say "you forgot about your stocking" and you get excited all over again. its watching your dog open her presents all by herself and getting excited like a 5 year old. thats pretty talented i think. its cheering her on so she stays excited. its spending twice as long as it took opening the presents to just look at them. its being all done and having your grandparents come downstairs and say "so what did you get" and have to show them all over again. its eating a big breakfast and getting ready because you have to go to your cousins house and you never really get to sit and enjoy yourself until about 8 when you get home. its being happy. its thinking the whole time "this is such a hassel" and then end up having fun and enjoying the time with my family, and im happy and... ]]> ~morestarinatthestars Awesomeness http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/10329047/ http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/10329047/ Sun, 08 Oct 2006 19:00:57 PDT
wow im sooo tired, and i need a new ID, but im too lazy haha, maybe tomorrow, and i still ahve to take a picture of me and my dog for justin :P

ok byeeeeeeeeee

]]> ~morestarinatthestars THANK YOU http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/10284933/ http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/10284933/ Wed, 04 Oct 2006 17:01:21 PDT JDiPierro who bought me a subscription on DA..
He's really nice and really didnt have to get me that haha, but thank you a lot Justin that was reallllllyy nice of you haha :D

go look at that kids pictures he is a good photographer and a really nice kid haha

]]> ~morestarinatthestars what ive been doing with my life hah http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/10205460/ http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/10205460/ Wed, 27 Sep 2006 15:57:41 PDT
Graphics class (boces) is going good, thats why im submitting vectors .. for practice.. all the people that sit around me are like "hey can you help me?" one kid was like "uhh hey, how much do you charge for one project?" haha, i was like "i think that you can do it just fine" :P we got new computers!!!!!!!!!! YAY! iMacs.. they are friggin awesome. me and this girl emily and the girl next to her are deffinatly having fun with that built in camera haha. the kid in the AM class went on my account and took a picture of himself so i went on his account today and took a picture of myself and Emily [the girl next to me] did the same thing, it was so funny, before.. when we had the old computers and we shared the same account as the AM people we didnt care at all who the person was.. although emily and her AM guy where argueing over the desktop wallpaper.. he would change it to something werid like.. bloody or whatever, so she was like "EW THATS IT!!" and she set up a slideshow wallpaper.. guess what it had: Barney surfing, nsync, spice girls, back street boys, the teletubbies, and barbie. shes like "that will piss him off" haha so next class he changed it, i dont relaly remember what it was but she was like "ugh" and she made a wallpaper that i said "I LOVE YOU KEITH" (thats the AM kids name) shes like "i dont even have any clue who this kid is.. haha" shes funny.
anyway, but now that we have seperate accounts all of a sudden we wanna know whos the AM person, we all have the same exact password so its like heyyy im gonna sign on that persons account woooooo. haha oh and some kid gave me a sublime cd today because i always talk about sublime and listen to it etc etc.. hes liek "hey i have like, 3 of this same cd at home so you can have it" i was like "NICE! THANKS!" and i imported the cd on the computer so now i have cool music on my iMac haha.. i was taking pictures in class on the computer and i wrote on a piece of paper "SUBLIME = LIFE" and the kid that asked me how much i charge for a project was like "their good, but not THAT good" i was like " :O WHAT" sinner..

so anyway, what was i saying? oh yeah ok so ive been sooooo busy between work and school and homework and hanging out with Jared, and my gramma just came up, ugh its been so busy! and im going to Hannahs this weekend WOO. and i start guitar again so thats this weekend too.. yay :], ok i gotta go do homework and im trying really hard to work on that picture that im working on haha, blahh BYE

]]> ~morestarinatthestars sooo http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/9815877/ http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/9815877/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 12:38:32 PDT
me and my mom were talking about this the other day so i felt like shareing it, its about Elisa, i figure id write about it becasue ive posted A LOT of pictures of her recently. shes my cousin, and shes 3

yesterday was my last day with her because she is going into a preschool thing which is all day, everyday.. which sucks and im going to miss her so much..

it all began about 3 years ago and my aunt and uncle came over to have dinner, and my aunt announced that she was having a baby. well, no one was really excited about that because this would be my aunts 3rd child and she is around 40 and other things. so 9 months later my Elisa was born.

she was the greatest baby ever, you could vaccum while she was taking a nap and she wouldnt even move, you could even pick her up ad she wouldnt even wake up or cry. she was and still is deffinatly the happiest baby i ever knew. although there was one time i remember, she was under 1 years old and i was watching her one night and she would not stop crying. so i picked her up and started walking around my house and she stopped crying. well she got heavy so i put her down and she started crying again, so i picked her up. the only time she would stop crying was if i picked her up and walked her around my house. man i arms were tired when that night was over hah.

well around the time she was born she older sister and me were actually both going through a rough time. her older sister would be having a bad day and come home and feel all better by just being with her.

well she came to be about 2, and my rough time was getting worse, and then came summer time, my aunt had a job and so did my uncle and no one was really around to watch my cousin, so she hired this really fat italian lady to baby sit her, well, problems came up with that so she offered me to watch her and she would pay me just as much as she paid the italian lady. so i took it, i mean, why not? money and a cute baby, who wouldnt?

well let me tell you, that summer, the only time i smiled, laughed or actually felt ok was when i was with that child, she made me feel so happy and great. she helped me more than anyone else could have without even saying anything.

really, what makes her so great is her personality. she simply has the greatest personality that i have ever seen in a child. and i only saw her cry like, once that whole summer. and when she would fall down she wouldnt cry at all, she would just laugh actually. we had this automan (sp?) in front of our couch and id sit on the couch and put her on the automan and she would stand up and jump onto my lap, well when i put her on the automan , she accidently fell backwards off of it, i was like "OH MY GOD!! ELISA ARE YOU OK????" and she just looked at me, she didnt cry or anything, she laughed haha. (we didnt do that anymore, although i changed that game because she liked it and always asked to play it, i put her on the couch, that way if she fell backwards she would just hit the back of the couch, and i sat on the floor and she would jump to me).

i remember putting her in the car a lot of times, and id almost always bump her head on the top of the car (on accident), and she would laugh, i swear to god she had to have the thickest head ever hah. eventually i figured a way (because her head was so big for her body) not to bump it, and one time she was like "hey kara, you stopped bumping my head!" haha. shes cute.

we would play ring-around-the-rosey (sp) and id start singing "ring aroud the rosey pocket full of-" and she would fall down, and id be like "elisa i didnt say "and they all fall down" yet silly!" and she would say "im not silly im elisa!" haha.

i remember the first time she ever said my name, she pronounced it "kia" i was soooooooooo proud of her, even if it wasnt all the way right, its hard for little kids to pronounce the "r" sound.

shes so adorable that id take her places and no matter where we were she would smile at everyone and say "HIII!!" and she would be the center of attention, everyone loves her.

my most favorite memory though so no matter where i see her, when she first walks in my house, when i went to pick her up from her baby sitters house, when id go to her house, she would run as fast as she possibly could and scream "KARAAAA!!!!!!!" and give me a big big big hug, I loved it, I love her. shes really the only thing left that keeps me up and running, and as soon as i get my car im going to pick her up all the time. my mom said that even though she wont me comming over every monday anymore we will go get her sometimes, im excited for whenever the next time i see her.

and thats the story of Elisa. shes helped... ]]> ~morestarinatthestars good lyrics http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/9448777/ http://morestarinatthestars.deviantart.com/journal/9448777/ Fri, 21 Jul 2006 13:33:43 PDT it's been 37 years since james dies on st. patrick's day in 1964
but she could not hold it against him
there were times when there was nothing she could do
but lie in bed all day beside a picture of them together
a picture of better days
and just like james, i'll be drinking irish tonight
and the memory of his last work week wil be gone forever
evelyn i'm not coming home tonight
if we're never together
if I'm never back again
well I swear to god that I'll love you forever
evelyn i'm not coming home tonight
in all the years that went by she said she'd always love him
and from the day that he died she never loved again
in his wallet she kept in her nightstand an a.a. card and a lock of red hair
she kept secrets of pride locked so tight in her heart
it killed a part of her before the rest was gone.
she said, if I would have known just how things would have ended up
I just would have let myself die. ]]> ~morestarinatthestars