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]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/27128739/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/27128739/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 08:24:45 PDT
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.

]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/26048245/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/26048245/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 16:10:35 PDT
Think about it first of all. What is DA, it is a place to share art. So what if it is slipping as a social networking place, as far as I am concerned the more people who come on here trying to get more friends, the more people who see your guys art. I know that sounds weird, but think about it, if you just happen to run across the right person, you could hit it big on accident.


But most of all, people who classify themselves an artist admit to seeing the world in a different way. We all need different things on a different mental level than those who lack that creative bone we were born with. I absolutely need to be around people, I dont like to admit it, I claim to be a hermit, but it is other peoples energy that inspires me to write. Some people, like the person who started that "fake friends" journal, have the unsatable craving for attention, just like the people who come on here to socialize only. So you have made a contradiction. You post a journal complaining about fakes, wen you circulate one of their creations.

]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/25534756/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/25534756/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 08:51:25 PDT
Im mournforthemoon on there, so if you wanna add me, go for it, Im not sure how often I will be online, but i will attempt to keep it updated for those who actually enjoy knowing the every last move of there friends and fave celebs. You creepy stalkers you.

Alright, peace out
Love ya all to bits

]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/25441377/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/25441377/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 19:55:06 PDT Things seems to be better in the lives of people I love the most.
Today is my best friends birthday... happy 17th Luna, may it be a wonderful year for you.
My other best friend got a job, congrats Shawn.
Summer school is pretty easy even though its a subject I epically PHAIL at. Thats okay though.
And meh sistah from another Mistah just got back from Austria, I know she sang well, as she always does. Love ya Shell Bells.
Not sure if it is just the caffeine, but I feel really good right now.
Im in one of those, hug everyone and tell them how wonderful they are, moods, knowing me, five mins from now I will be back to hating the world. If I knew how to write my own music and if I had the balls to perform it, I would be the next PJ Harvey... no joke. I got angst up the wazoo, feel free to borrow some if you need it.

NOTE
I am done writing poetry... after a most recent... "betrayal" I have given up on it, since it only seems to remind me of things and people I am better off fogetting. I have this problem where I only want to write about the three most painful things that have ever happend to me... it gets boring to dwell on things. So sorry for those who enjoyed my poetry, but I will try to keep posting art, just have to go to Chibi's house like every two weeks to scan, lmao.... jk jk, dont worry.

Well Love you all, feel free to comment on whatever, I like comments, they make me feel important ^_^

]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/25164893/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/25164893/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 16:19:50 PDT
Now the real rant.

Ive been thinking about what I am really looking for in a guy, what every girl kinda wants in a guy. Honestly anyone who is looking for that special someone.

I know I want a person who is funny, has some personality, but is capale of being seriouse when it comes down to it. I want to find a person who enjoys talking as much as I do, I mean I am capable of being quiet and enjoying the silence, but overall I enjoy conversating and exchanging witt. Its always been a joy of mine to see what intelligance a person can bring to a conversation. I want someone who is willing to go out of their way to let me know that I really do matter in their life in one way or another. Like I said, I enjoy talking, I hate when people spend money n me, its just irritating because I know what its like to not be albe to take care of myself, so I want to know that he respects that I am capable of taking care of myself.

I know it all sounds like the usual cheesy stuff, but running through my head, there is somthing more and I just dont know how to say it. I love to cuddle and I love to love and I want someone who can share those joys with me instead of throwing a fit when I try to show I care in my own way. I dont like when people are excessivly depressed, I mean I understand not being happy and I understand feeling like your at the end of your rope, but I mean come on, only a weak person would drag others down in their misery instead of trying to let people help. Hence why I like talking so much. When you speak, you relase endorphines which in turn make you happy.

I know myself, it seems I talk too much, I always say the wrong thing and I laugh at the most akward moments ever. But reality is, life is too short to wollow and mope. I see it like this, by going back to my child like roots, there is only enough room in my heart to love, laugh and have fun. If I fill myself with only those things, then I have no room for hurt or pain. Im not going to lie and say I never just have days when I dont want to do or say anything, but i dont let those days control who I am like some people do.

So over all, if you have the mentality of a five year old, and some maturity beyond your years, if your spontanious and caring, then your just right.

I have found even the most cynical jerks just need one persistant person to keep nagging and poking so they know that no matter what they do or say, that person will always be there. Though I am not cynical, I know many people who are, and yes they are tough nuts to crack, but some f them are the most dear friends you could ever ask for.

~MournForTheMoon

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So Ive been thinking... alot really.

I feel like I need to do somthing big, like artisticly... but I am not sure what direction I want to go. I want it to be like a canvas kind of thing... but I have no tools and I have no work space... Its kinda makin me mad.

Ive also been thinking about how I am living right now. I am pretty sure I am sick in some way shape or form, just not really sure what to do about it, so Im more working to get past it than to fix it.

Ive been thinking about cup cakes and their evil plot to take over the world.

And I have been thinking about how hard it is for me to write. I keep wanting to right about the same thing... just this one big thing that keeps messing me up, but I am afraid if I write about it, then I will mess things up...

Its all complicated...

But overall I feel great!
not being sarcastic.

Schools almost out, me and my best friend are up to no good and I just have wonderful people everwhere I go. So thats great.

Ive also given up on the whole "searching for love" bullcrap we teenagers are supposed to be so worried about. I know exactly who I care for and honestly I think it is a waste of my time to care for anyone else. They rule my world, so I will just take babysteps to see if they will accept me. I have doubt, but hell, its worth a try. Plus I always have plan B... to be the crabby old lady at the end of the street with a million cats and spraying kids with a hose yelling GET OFF MY LAWN.
Sounds like a perfect life, lol.

But yea. Thats whats up with me.


PEACE YO
HUGS NOT DRUGS
um... idk, lol

Tori
aka
MournForTheMoon

]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/24716586/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/24716586/ Tue, 12 May 2009 07:49:24 PDT I kinda just feel irrationally angry about how things are going right now... its like I finally feel soooo much better, and now people suck more than usual.

First of all, Im not super hyper all the time, just because I actually relax for a moment doesnt mean that I am sad or whatever. Im tierd of people thinking I am miserable just because I am being mellow for once. I like to be mellow, I prefer it over the usual hyped up me to be honest.

Second thing that irritates me. I know exactly what I want, I know exactly who I want, so dont tell me I am all confused and I am just a stupid dramatic teenager. I dont like that. Yes I will admit that I can get a little over emotional on occasion, and thats not even sarcasim. Its not often that I really overreact to stuff, so dont call me out on it.

Third. Its kinda hard to want to succeed at somthing if people are always on your back telling you that your a failure when you screw up and telling you your not good enough when you do somthing right.

And for those who havent caught on, yes I had a fight with my parentals.

]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/24663583/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/24663583/ Sat, 09 May 2009 06:01:50 PDT um
thats all I had to say...
LATER!

actually I lied... theres one more thing
If you dont like me for whatever random reason, please note me, dont put it on my page.
The people trashing me, you dont even know me, Ive never met you, youve never spoken to me, so why hate? But if it makes you feel like such a big person to say bad things, then please just send them in a note.

Reality is, you have no real effect on my life, in a month, I wont even remember your names, so just lay off, but if your to childish to do that, use that fantastic DAmn note system yo! Otherwise you create your own grave, cuz I know my friends, and you wont be so happy if they see wat you post

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Yesterday I got a note in class saying I am getting a Departmental award from my school, which means I am pretty much top dog in whatever subject Im getting it in. I am pretty positive I am getting it for my art class, cuz all my other teachers hate me and I really am not doing well in anything but english, art and choir, lol.

Also today I got an invitaion to be a member of the Hickman National Art Honor Society, which is kinda cool. Im actually very proud of myself, sadly I dont exactly live in a home where an award for art is going to be all awesome, but oh well, I have you guys to ^_^ so its not like NOONE cares.


The ceremony is on the 13th, so wish me luck ^_^
and Twylight, you and your mom are invited, lol. I will tell you more tomorrow, promise.

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]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/24492841/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/24492841/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 07:24:19 PDT Mulan and Kegan: cats Sydney: Dog, Kaitie and Zoro: Lizards and I forgot the fishes name… hes new, I think its bruce

What color shirt are you wearing?
RED

Name three things that are physically close to you:
Pen, Planner, drawing

What is the last book you read?
reading The Great Gatsby

Are you or were you a good student?
no not really… I prefer the arts… my school is math and science based it seems

What's your favorite sport?
POWER SKETCHING, you can seriously break a sweat

Do you enjoy sleeping late?
no not really, Im always up at 6… or earlier…

What's the weather like right now?
RAIN RAIN RAIN all week, which means tori malorey will sleep

Who tells the best jokes?
My Brother yo, he should be a stand up comic… Im sure he would have amaizing super heros inside, lol

What was the last thing you dreamed about?
… things being back to the way they were before I messededed them up

Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
no and no

Do you believe in karma?
YES… so I try to be nice, I asked a lady in a wheelchair if she needed help with her bag… she was rolling along with one arm, it was quite impressive, but she looked like she could use a bit of help… I think I scared her though…. She said no

Do you believe in luck?
no, I think it is a sad excuse for people who fuck up royally on a regular basis “oh… just a tad of bad luck” YEA RIGHT, making the stock market crash was all your fault yo!!!! ^_^

Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up?
hehe… scrambled eggs are demented if you think about it

Do you collect anything? If so, what?
I collect souls, just got a whole bunch more, though it is hard to tear them off the shoes…

Are you proud of yourself?
not on a good day

Are you reliable?
YES

Have you ever given money to a bum?
AHHHHH, yea, but he sold me a necklace, so it doesn’t count

What's your favorite food?
that’s hard…. Mommy is a chef, so I like it all…

Have you ever had a secret admirer?
no… not exactly the admirable type

Do you like the smell of gasoline?
>.> yea… that’s so weird, I never actually thought about it before..

Do like to draw?
NO, I FUCKING LOOOOOOOVE to draw

What's your favorite invention?
shoe laces, they make the world go round

Is your room messy?
mom says it is, I say “at least I know where everything is”

What do you like better: oranges or apples?
both ^_^

Do you give in easily?
generally yea, but people don’t leave me alone and think I should keep trying, so I do, and I mess things up MORE

Are you a good guesser?
oh god no…

Can you read other people's expressions?
well yea, that’s why I hate talking online really

Are you a bully?
Yes, I steal lunch money all the time ^_^

Do you have a job?
as of last monday, no…


What time did you wake up this morning?
5:25….

What did you eat for breakfast this morning?
a muffin

When was the last time you showered?
LAST NIGHT

What do you plan on doing tomorrow?
I plan on making something of it maybe?

What's your favorite day of the week and why?
Monday because its hated by the general population

Do you have any nicknames?
Tori Malorey, Tori Ory Oreo, Squirt, Toki, Hey you, and I think that is about it really

Have you ever been scuba diving?
nope, Im afraid of going under water.

What's your least favorite color?
Blue-green, its got such a mellow mood, I love it

Is there someone you have been constantly thinking about?
If yes, who?
Not constantly… but I do think about people from time to time… one person in particular, but it don’t matter really

Would you ever go skydiving?
WOOOT

What toothpaste do you use?
the toothpaste that is in the mirror cupboard.

Do you enjoy challenges?
yes yes yes, they make you smarticles

What's the worst injury you have had?
um…. When I fell off those tunnel things on the jungle gyms at the playground, I literally fell at least 6feet, landed on my face and had my body fall over me the way my neck isn’t supposed to bend… it hurt

What's the last movie you saw?
Tale of Desperaux .

What do you want to know about the future?
If it gets better

What does your last text message say?
prolly sumthing about the weather

Who was the last person you spoke over the phone to?
um… Khris’s sister, I... ]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/24088974/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/24088974/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 07:28:40 PDT
Feel free to message me and comment my stuff, I just posted a new poem.

<3 Tori

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]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/20662509/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/20662509/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 03:45:16 PDT
Special thanks to:
GhostTear for showing me the sight and encouraging me to continue with it.

NerdVX for giving me a giggle everytime I needed it

Hell-on-a-stick for sharing your wisdom and the meaning behind your poetry

and Revilgenius for being a jerk and helping me tune my words up a bit. See you at school ^_^

Just thank you EVERYONE, you are all the most amaizing people I have ever had the privillage to speak to.

Much love
Tori AKA mournforthemoon

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Create your own Friend Test here


]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/18541913/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/18541913/ Wed, 28 May 2008 10:51:22 PDT
BUT, the one person I want to be able to read is UN readable. Fer serious, I never know what he is thinking, so I have to ask him... and then I never know if he is telling me the truth, which I trust that he would, but it always feels like theres somthing more, somthing he wont tell me...

ug, this is going to agrivate me for a while. I dont know why it is bothering me so much, it just is.

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So, just so you know the motivation, i got in a fight with a guy of whom I pretty much am in love with, but its all big drama. I dont really feel like explaining now, cuz well I am... LAZY!

Keep an eye out, I will try to post it by the end of the week

Love Mourn!

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]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/17087265/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/17087265/ Wed, 27 Feb 2008 10:55:16 PST Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game, post your own

1.) I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
Jumper by Third Eye Blind

2.)make up your mind, decide to walk with me around the lake tonight, around the lake tonight by my side.
Possum Kingdom by Toadies

3.)In my eyes, in dispose, in disguise as no one knows
Blacked Holed sun- Soundgarden

4.) Who shot that arrow through your throat, who missed the crimson apple, it hung heavy on the tree above your head.
Wine Red- The Hush Sounds

5.) and I'd give up forever to touch you, cuz I know you feel me somhow. Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls

6.) Long lost words will sperce lonley to me
with the incorrect lyrics, Haunted, by evanescence

7.)I could lie awake, just to hear you breathing
Dont wanna Miss a Thing- Aerosmith

8.)I said take it easy baby I worked all day and my feet feel just like lead
somtin by Elvis, I forgot the name

9.) check check check, Ahoo Ahooh Ahooh Ahooh Ahooh Ahooh Spitting in a wishing well
Cannonball by The Breeders

10.) when dreamin, guided to another world time and time again
Higher by Creed

11.) step out the front door like a ghost where no one notices the contrast of white on white
Round Here by Counting Crows

12.)He was a boy- S8ter boi by Avril

13.)Im not the one whos so far away when I feel the snakebite enter my veins
Voodoo by Godsmack

14.) I'd like to meet the guy who wrote the song that made my baby fall in love with me.
Who put the bomp by Barry Mann and Gerry Goffin(50's)

15.)do you have the time, to listen to me whine- Basket case Green Day

16.)I know a girl, she puts the color inside of my world
Daughters by John Mayer
17.) run until it fades to black, ride into the sunset, would I like to you, well I got somthing to say
Hang 'Em High by My Chemical Romance

18.) memories are just where you leave them
Hemorhage by Fuel

19.) why dont you ask the kids at teniman square
Hipnotize by System of a Down

20.)when you met life was set
Hows it gunna be by Third eye blind

hehe, I have one of the most random list ever. Special tanx to Nerd, who made me really want to do this because I didnt know a single song on his list, though mine are stupidly obvious except for mabey two.

Post what you think the songs are, and remember, no looking up lyrics!

Love Mourn (who is having an affair with music, hope my man dosent see)

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once again, read and add *revilgenius.

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AHHHH I love you ALL SO FRIGGIN MUCH.

~Mournforthemoon

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I will do the same for all who ask of it *gets on knees* but right now is my turn to beg, lol!!!!

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Love Tori

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I am happy, but I know things will never be the same.

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JUST KIDDING, I still love you, i understand your all busy.

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If you have read anything I wrote, you are closer to my heart than most, because you understand my clock work. If you have read all I have written, you know who tori truley is, well up to the point of what I have written.

I am going to be writing about a very important thing in my life soon. Somthing that i need to get out of my system before I boil over. It is the key to who i am today. It may be disturbing depending on how much it really hurts to write about it, but it will be soon ish.

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I am confused, sad, angry, dissapointed and in love all at the same time. Yet I cant write ANYTHING. So if we get discouraged from what we love, then whats the point to feel at all?

Why do we smile, why do we cry. It just makes no sence to me. I used to write about these things. I used to be inspired by them. Now I am afraid I am becoming cold to my instinct. I am afraid I am losing what talent I had. And it makes me sad.

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There is this guy, he thinks he is in love with me, and he is not bothered I dont say 'i love you' back. I dont know if I CAN love him is all. I barley know him, but he says he knows me, but he has not seen me melt down. He has not seen me so engrossed in some emotion that I am nothing, that I become usless.

AH, I need advice. How do I get through this one. I dont want to ignore him, I just dont know if I can love him, because my heart is already in shreds.

]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/13904705/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/13904705/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 17:43:27 PDT To do
Or say
The wrong thing
Afraid to chase
You away

I fear
Not knowing
Whether
You care
Or won't
Is your silence
Because
You love me
Or because
You don't

I fear
That you fear
And with us both at odds
We work ourselves apart
When we could work together
And make of ourselves one heart

What a pity it would be
If this were so
If in our fear
We lose the chance
To let our feelings show

Fear is the little death
That kills in fits and starts
Keeps us from being true
To ourselves
And keeps darkness in our hearts

Look within and conquer fear
Kill the seeds it's sown
Know that I will be here
And earn what lovers own


this is a poem someone wrote for me, no one ever write me poetry, so I wanted it to be recognized.

]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/12152847/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/12152847/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 06:37:32 PDT
Any who, his mom got a visit from his teacher, she got over herself and I have a boyfriend. Life is good. i will write a poem about him just for the fun of it.

]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/12101419/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/12101419/ Thu, 08 Mar 2007 03:41:32 PST
]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/12023055/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/12023055/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 06:39:50 PST ) I will and I will either send it to you as a gift on your page, or I can put it up on mine, I dont care either way. I just wanted you all to know I love you and this is a late whatever day gift.

]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/10796926/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/10796926/ Tue, 21 Nov 2006 06:43:15 PST
Come dear sailors
Hear our song
Voices of Troy
You have not heard in so long

Come dear sailors
Leave your troubles behind
For in you heart you know
This is where your heart truly lies

You hardships will pass
You heart will be freed
If you come to this island
Here in the sea

I know you desire warmth
I know you desire love
You know this island is from the gods
So far above

So listen dear sailors
Forget what is now
If you come to our island
We shall show you how

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Today it seems that no one cares. I hurt mentally and physically. I am exhusted. I just want to lay down and die. I hate days like these. So now everyone is going to think that I am acting sad for attention then they are all going to hate me for the day and I will hate them to then tommorrow will be a new day. This is how it works all the time.

I want to lay down and DIE!!! ]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/10256987/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/10256987/ Mon, 02 Oct 2006 08:28:44 PDT
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And in other news. i had to go to school a week early to talk to the pricipal abuot my work habbits. Apparently I am to distracted and am not doing a good job with my grades. I think I am doing fine, I truley am just one of those people who live in fear of their past but has those days when it catches up with them. When it does I am crippled from reality. You wonder what I mean by past. I didnt do anything wrong, lets say bad things happen to good people. ]]> ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/9498307/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/9498307/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 07:43:41 PDT ~mournforthemoon http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/9255589/ http://mournforthemoon.deviantart.com/journal/9255589/ Sun, 02 Jul 2006 22:41:19 PDT ]]> ~mournforthemoon