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deviantART: by:mrblacksun http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:mrblacksun&section=today deviantART RSS for by:mrblacksun en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 25 Nov 2009 05:50:45 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png A song for you to listen to... http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/23929794/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/23929794/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 07:51:42 PDT
ANYWAYS:

go to [link]
type in Field of Gold by Eva Cassidy
Listen.

;3

]]> ~mrblacksun GONE-- READ!! LAPTOP FAILURE http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/23911543/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/23911543/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 04:54:35 PDT
Mom thinks I had wires inside my screen go loose, but I'm not sure.

Anyone know if it could be loose wires that cause a laptop screen to:
1. Fade in and out
2. Bounce around
3. Have white lines going in it
4. Turn black and not come back on even when the computer does?

I think my choice is more... reliable. It was a virus. God only knows WHERE I got it from, since I have a firewall and I don't download anything.

-_-

So yeah, I don't know when I'll be online again. I have to get online on my mom and dads computers and they're pretty stingy >_>...

Bye guys

]]> ~mrblacksun Other account banned for 1 week http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/23871148/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/23871148/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 17:38:24 PDT
]]> ~mrblacksun NEW DA!! ** READ FOR INSTRUCTIONS ** http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/23405339/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/23405339/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 18:48:56 PST
Anyways due to recent things, I'm making a NEW dA.

the only way to get this dA is to MESSAGE ME!!

send me a note, post a comment, anything.

Because of certain... people... I will NOT post this publically.

HOWEVER, if you know me and don't feel like sending me a message---

it will be /really/ easy to find me if you know me *hint*

]]> ~mrblacksun Bye http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/23156599/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/23156599/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 13:39:34 PST
I'm fucked.

Not like you guys give a shit, infact I wouldn't doubt NONE of the people that need to even know I'm gone will fucking read this.

I don't care.

I'm stressed beyond belief.

No, I am NOT grounded. But I am taking this away from myself. I'm fucking tired of the internet running my life.

Goodbye.

]]> ~mrblacksun E'ville Con this Saturday!! http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/23145679/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/23145679/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 19:18:21 PST
The best part is it is totally free!! Yes, FREE!

They've named it E'ville Con 2009 xD

Josh Elder [link] will be speaking, as well as

<- HER.

I'm going to try and borrow Ashley's Aizen cosplay (I have the hair now... mwahahah XD!) even though I'm way too short and fat to be Aizen, it will still be fun to run around wearing his clothes. PLUS, I'm not going to enter the cosplay competition or anything c:

okbyeeee

]]> ~mrblacksun dear art stealers.. http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22976153/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22976153/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 01:56:52 PST 3

im going through dA looking for stealers. yay!!

]]> ~mrblacksun Sigh... http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22940340/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22940340/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 10:26:39 PST
I do know his name is Christopher Allen, well first and middle. I know he lives or lived in Mt Vernon, Indiana. I know he thinks his fake dad is his dad, and he has never been told differently.

I want to meet him, so badly. Even if I just see him from far away. I want to know what he's like, who he is, that kind of stuff.

Mom found his myspace like, a year ago? But she refused to show me, even what he looks like. She said he looked "too much like dad"....

-sad sigh- I just wanna meet him.

Oh!

Dad just told me his last name might be Whir.. :\ or something close to that.

]]> ~mrblacksun er. WHAT? http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22911797/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22911797/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 19:52:19 PST Desktop Screenshots > Windows to Scraps.

The administrator also said the following:
No

FAQ: Why was my deviation moved?
Moved Deviation: Yaoi... Fatal Error D:

Replies to this automated note will be lost; please use the help desk if you have any questions.

Thank you. "

Would anyone like to explain the whole 'No' factor in this, please?

No seriously. WTF. Could you tell me why you said 'No'?

I had it in Scraps, also. How the hell was it moved from Screenshots?

]]> ~mrblacksun I cost $4375 a night http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22817521/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22817521/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 06:13:45 PST [ ] Brown - $100
[/] Blonde - $50
[ ] Black - $15
[ ] Other - $75

Total so far: $50

Eye colour:
[ ] Brown - $50
[ ] Green - $75
[ ] Blue - $150
[x] Hazel - $100
[ ] Other - $15

Total so far: $150

Height:
[ ] Over 7â² - $200
[ ] 6â²8â³ to 7â² - $175
[ ] 6â²0â³ to 6â²7â³ - $150
[ ] 5â²5â³ to 5â²11â³ - $75
[ ] 5â²4â³ to 5â²10â³ - $85 (5'9")
[x] Under 5â²4 - $275

Total so far: $425

Age:
[ ] 50 to 56 - $175
[ ] 46 to 50 - $150
[ ] 41 to 45 - $125
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $525

Birth order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $750
[ ] First born - $320
[ ] Only child - $250
[ ] Second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[x] Last born - $100
[ ] Third born - $550
[ ] Fourth born - $300
[ ] Fifth born - $400
[ ] Sixth born - $215

Total so far: $625

Drink?
[] I did like twice - $400
[ ] Only holidays - $250
[ ] Occasionally - $215
[ ] Yes - $200
[ ] Only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$
[x] No - $600

Total so far: $1225

Vision?
[x] Perfect vision - $400
[ ] Need or have glasses/contacts but donÂt wear them - $200
[ ] No correction - $100
[ ] Glasses - $50
[ ] Contacts - $25
[ ] Surgical correction - $100

Total so far: $1625

Shoe size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ] 12 Â½ to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $400
[x] 7 to 10 - $500
[ ] Under 7 - $450

Total so far: $2925

Favourite colours (choose two):
[ ] Green - $750
[ ] Red - $600
[x] Black - $100
[ ] Yellow - $475
[ ] Brown - $300
[ ] Purple - $225
[ ] White - $400
[x] Aqua - $350 (technically teal)
[ ] Orange - $300
[ ] Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[ ] Other - $500

Total so far: $3375

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes - $0
[x] Nope - $1000
[ ] Some - $750

Final total: $4375
Repost with title: ÂI cost $______ a nightÂ

]]> ~mrblacksun angry. http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22804601/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22804601/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 13:46:33 PST
And people STILL cant get over the fact that I reported them for breaking THE FUCKING LAW.

Oh. My. Fucking. God.

What are you people, children?

Get OVER it. You were the ones who made the mistake, not me. Get over your little puny selves and realize that you are nothing but stupid, immature children who hold grudges way to deeply.

I'm so fucking ready to go trolling. lulz.

]]> ~mrblacksun Oh... my god.... http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22793065/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22793065/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 23:17:18 PST
I don't know what happened....

I think someone kicked it...

oh my god. They're going to KILL me.

]]> ~mrblacksun Stupid Guppies :( http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22760224/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22760224/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 13:19:46 PST
I wish I had pretty guppies >(

]]> ~mrblacksun I don't care, judge me :D Go ahead! http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22714842/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22714842/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 14:14:44 PST
So go ahead, judge me. And yanno what? I don't care anymore. You don't know me, you wish you knew me the way I know myself.

But you know what?

I'm not going to judge you. I'm not going to hate you. Do what you wish, because I don't care ^_^

And for those wondering, I just went ahead and got myself out of that situation. I changed the e-mail on that account and now I can't log on ^^ yeup.

]]> ~mrblacksun Do you know me? http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22678550/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22678550/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 17:01:45 PST (dont put my real name if you know it o3o'

Summarize me in three words:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

When is the last time that we saw each other:

Do I drink:

Do I smoke:

Am I happy:

Am I a good person:

What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me:

What's one of my favorite things to do:

Am I funny:

How do you make me smile:

What's my favorite type of music:

Have you ever seen me cry:

What is the best feature about me:

Am I shy or outgoing:

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:

Do I have any special talents:

Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):

Have you ever hugged me:

Kissed me:

Whats my favorite food:

Have you ever had a crush on me:

Am I dating anyone:

If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:

What's your favorite memory of me:

What is my worst habit:

Have you ever had a dream about me:

If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what is the one thing I would bring:

Are we friends:

Do I believe in God:

Who is my best friend:

Whats my favorite drink:

]]> ~mrblacksun HOMG a Kiriban?? http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22675084/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22675084/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 14:07:26 PST

GO.

]]> ~mrblacksun anooother thing... http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22583741/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22583741/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 18:07:13 PST

Name 12 of your original characters.

I. Zade Yain
II. Warrick
III. Form
IV. Zach
V. ElLie
VI. Trixx
VII. Nathan
VIII. Aya
IX. Michael
X. Rei
XI. Kendal [Wolf]
XII. Kaldur [Wolf]

I. I (Zade), VI (Trixx), and XI (Kendal) are all told to wait in a room together until someone comes in to get them. Let's say no one does. Who would leave the room first?

Kendal would probably freeze the rest to their seats, so they'd be there forever.

II. If II (Warrick) had to do one nice thing for VIII (Aya), what would it be?

"Awww, she's so adorable. Such a cute little bitty wittle giiirl!!"

III. If IV (Zach) and VII (Nathan) co-starred in a movie, what genre would it most likely fall under?

Something that has to do with a lot of gay sex. srsly.

IX. If III (Form) was made into a toy, who would be more likely to buy it? IX (Michael) or X (Rei)?

Michael, because he's an angel and he's cool like that. Rei would be in a completely different dimension.

V. Would V (ElLie) be likely to consider stalking XII (Kaldur) or vise versa?

Neither. ElLie is too mental to know what 'stalking' is, and Kaldur is a lone, world-hating wolf.

VI. What would VI (Trixx) make the better star of? An anime or a newspaper comic strip?

Anime. Trixx is action-packed and full of adventure ;]

VII. VIII (Aya) wants to buy a car but can't decide who offers a better bargan. Should (s)he buy from II (Warrick) or XI (Kendal)?

Warrick, considering wolves can not speak... nor sell cars.

VIII. If V (ElLie) wanted to dye his or her hair but could not decide on the color, would (s)he rely on I's (Zade) opinion or IV's (Zach)?

Probably Zach. S/he doesn't know Zade or Zack but s/he's more likely to go with Zach because Zach's hair is amazing.

IX. Whose babies would be cuter? XII (Kaldur) and III's (Form) or IX (Michael) and II's (Warrick)? (If it is impossible for them to breed because of gender or species, just go with it and pretend that it was possible, please.)

>___>;; if it was Michael/Form or Warrick/Form they'd be sexy. But seriously. Kaldur/Form = mutant wolf b--- WAIT I JUST REALIZED WHAT MICHAEL/WARRICK BABIES WOULD LOOK LIKE. M/W FUCK YEAH THATS HOT!!!

X. Who would have a DeviantArt account; and if not, what would their reason be?
Zade, because he's an artist.

]]> ~mrblacksun Devious Journal Entry http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22583110/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22583110/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 17:35:13 PST

:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it When I saw the shrunken head In your apartment and I saw you Sit on My father. I'm sure you're Ashamed enough to understand That we're cousins. I'm returning Your memories from the military service to you, but I'll keep The oil stocks as a memory. You should also know that I Get sick when I think of The incarnation as an Eskimo.

Good luck on your short-term leave from jail,

mrblacksun/mahou/novz/ellek

RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,

-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your favourite month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflÃ©
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first... ]]> ~mrblacksun What should I take pictures of? http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22489618/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22489618/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 15:05:13 PST
what do YOU think I should take pictures of?

]]> ~mrblacksun I'll be back around Friday!!! http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22372638/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22372638/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 11:38:38 PST >;

Dad is paying the bill around Friday! :3

I'll be blogging on my blogger until then, since it is litterally the ONLY site that runs decent X_x

[link]
^ click it!

]]> ~mrblacksun GOODBYE, I'm serious internet getting shut off http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22369006/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22369006/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 07:37:21 PST

So I'm sorry guys but, my dad is a butt-licker and I'm not going to have internet for awhile, maybe never get it back.

I'm sorry and I love you!

Bye!

]]> ~mrblacksun Let me draw for you! http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22362504/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22362504/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 20:41:18 PST
So post here with either 1. description of what you want or 2. a ref picture

I WILL TRY HUMANS BUT I WONT PROMISE ANYTHING GOOD BECAUSE I'M TOO LAZY TO USE MY TABLET >>;

]]> ~mrblacksun WUT? U HAZ SPAER GAIA GOLD?? http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22282169/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22282169/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 14:51:44 PST

I'm just asking for anyone that doesn't play gaia anymore to go onto their accounts, and make a trade to unbarella. I will offer nothing on the trade, message the person that I did such, then you will go on and accept it.

If you do that for me, I will be very, very grateful ^^

(I may also do some art :3 Yay arts!)

The only reason I'm posting this is because I've heard lots of people say stuff such as "I have 750K+ gaia gold/monthly collectibles/etc just sitting around..."

I will also take Gaia accounts that you might not want x3;

But note that I'm not begging

I'm just saying, hey- I will use the gold! Why leave it sitting around?

Thanks guys

]]> ~mrblacksun Merry Christmas... http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22194722/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/22194722/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 16:13:24 PST

Well, what's the spoils, then?

Me:

* 2 new shirts with amazing designs that I love
* a new pair of pants that I have to write KMart about because they were supposed to be 50% off but KMart was like "no its buy 1 get 1 free" then they were like "no oops its buy 1 get 1 half off!" etcetc so my parents just walked out and went to wal*mart XD;
* new camera 8D
* MP3 Player x3 yay! Its awesome. It has a video screen and can hold pictures and stuff =3
* Ferrero's <3 ;-; I love those freaking candies
* Lots of starburst XD
* A puppy ornament that barks when you squeeze it o-o'
* this ferret thing that I broke because I didnt know the clear string was supposed to help me make it move XD;
* Skittles o_O;

looks like a lot but most of it was like $1 XD

]]> ~mrblacksun Elizabeth's in the Hospital http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/21862162/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/21862162/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 09:46:37 PST
Yesterday we had to rush her to the hospital because she was in really bad pain.

Turns out she has Pancreaitis and might have Gall Stones and might have to have surgery.

No one really knows whats going on at this point.

The reason for this post is to say I will be gone/running around for awhile XD

]]> ~mrblacksun R.I.P. Devil http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/21846679/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/21846679/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 11:23:17 PST
]]> ~mrblacksun WOOT. and omg... I watched it... HISS http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/21723700/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/21723700/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 00:24:15 PST I FEEL FUCKING GREAT (minus the fact I'm sick.)

And jesus christ Idontknowwhy!

Uhm..

OH GOD GUESS WHAT I DID!!!

I found Twilight online and watched that bitch and DEAR GOD. ROFL. ROFL. ROFL.

It was SO FUCKING FUNNY.

Jasper was like 'There is a stick. Up my ass. So far. -sob-'

And And Alice was like 'OH MY GOD I HAD WEED!1'

James was as hawt as I thought.

And the whole baseball scene, omg it looked so gay. It reminded me of a bunch of retards getting close and leaning down and hissing at each other...

OH MY GOD I WANT TO WATCH IT IN THE THEATRE JUST TO LAUGH MY ASS OFF XDD

]]> ~mrblacksun Sigh. http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/21553721/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/21553721/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 16:13:27 PST
]]> ~mrblacksun Life Update 8o http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/21404912/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/21404912/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 12:50:15 PST
MAH IS FINE.

*cough*

I have no drawing urges... -facepalm-

Help. Anyone?

]]> ~mrblacksun See you. http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/21263900/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/21263900/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 11:28:27 PDT
I refuse to live in a house where I can't get a word in, where what I think or want to say doesn't matter. Where I'm tossed under the bus JUST because theyre my parents.

Well fuck them. I do shit for them all the fucking time and they don't respect it or any of it. So fuck them, I hope they all fucking die the minute I step foot out of this house.

I don't know where I'm going to go, I'll probably bunk up with a few friends and pretend to be "Staying the night" until I can start my job and earn money and talk someone into letting me stay until I can afford my own place.

So yeah, bye I guess.

Really gay that this all started because mom was too fucking lazy to do the damn dishes, and is thinking she'll just force me to. Well guess what, bitch, fuck you. We made an agreement 3 days ago that YOU would do the dishes since I did the laundry, its not MY fault that YOU were too damn lazy to do your part. Yeah, now every dish in the house is dirty- thats YOUR damn fault. Fuck you.

]]> ~mrblacksun Dear 2008; http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/21260377/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/21260377/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 07:22:04 PDT
2009 isn't nearly as fun as the sound of 2008.

In 2008 I...

* Turned 18
* Lost a best friend (RIP, Kai)
* Gained 5 new pets (7 if you count the fish)
* Had a roller coaster of emotions
* Almost lost my grandfather
* Had an aunt get cancer, and then get it removed
* Have another aunt in the hospital, dying thanks to blood clots
* Got a baby nephew, who loves me more than anything
* Got to live with a baby longer than ever before
* Was left alone, silent and screaming and terrified because I wanted nothing more than to be with those who I love
* Had a great friend leave me, but return months later
* Lost one of the greatest people I will ever know, or love, and it still rips in my heart
* "came out" to my parents
* Had a girlfriend, however short it was
* Started my senior year in high school
* began college searching
* Decided on a career and started applying to colleges
* Found a job! (Possibly... if I get hired)
* Realized that every single moment is as precious as the last.

]]> ~mrblacksun RODENT HAVEN; A place for Rodent owners everywhere http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/21234222/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/21234222/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 15:10:42 PDT
[link]

This is my new(ish) forum, Rodent Haven.

]]> ~mrblacksun Have you submitted anything to DAS? http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/20970864/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/20970864/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 14:12:15 PDT
I kinda like going through and trying to find my friends' secrets

BTW I have, see if you can find me o:!

DAS, for those who don't know:

P.S.

Secrets never submitted FTW. Heres one I was going to post. Fewa you know about it xD

"My sister said when I was 2 she was raped infront of me, and she doesn't know if anything happened to me.

Ever since shes told me, I've had these vivid nightmares about it. It explains why I'm so terrified of my cousin (the one who raped her).

The sad thing is that I've been molested by multiple people (including her) since then, so I wouldn't know if its just my fear and paranoia from that, or resurfacing memories."

]]> ~mrblacksun New Obession<3 http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/20929827/ http://mrblacksun.deviantart.com/journal/20929827/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 00:15:21 PDT Link to Kurosan REF!

Fuck.

I'm so obsessed with my game gear.

Damn you for buying it in 9th grade! -beats self-