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Slleeeeepppp. mmmmm.

Why are people so complicated and difficult to understand?

Nothing too new really. I'm going to take a nap.

Bye.

]]> ~muffychicken http://muffychicken.deviantart.com/journal/12571683/ http://muffychicken.deviantart.com/journal/12571683/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 18:54:52 PDT
Friends who were sad yesterday have long forgotten. And I actually made them happy.

It's the greatest feeling to know that you make someone happy. And I was happy.

And it didn't rain.

Visited my childhood and stopped at Skate World. Even the smell of little kids, sweat filled skates, the oil on the wood and popcorn was great. We sat and talked and listened to the corny music, the music that everyone knows and hates to admit that they know every word to. I kept my little red ticket.

Work was decent. It's the people you work with who make it worth while. The work sucks, but I think that level of suckiness just tends to bring people together.

I guess there's a hostage situation right now nearby. My friend just texted me about it. Apparently they have tanks and helicopters and everything. I didn't even know our police department had tanks. Cool.

At any rate, that's it really.

So long.

]]> ~muffychicken http://muffychicken.deviantart.com/journal/12558334/ http://muffychicken.deviantart.com/journal/12558334/ Wed, 11 Apr 2007 19:01:45 PDT Because I know anything that I might do or say will fix their situation. Besides the fact that I'm a bit out of the norm and choose to cope with things differently. Some people choose to talk about what's happening, looking to others to give them a good word.
I, on the other hand, choose to isolate myself from everything and just let everything sink in. I can't tell you how many times I've been told that that's the unhealthiest way to handle myself, but I can't stand talking to people when I'm upset. I only end up being a bitch to the person and feeling worse about myself in the end.

I had someone come to me today quite upset, perhaps hoping I would make them feel better. I only sat and sulked, feeling as down as them. I didn't really talk. I didn't want to. They thought I didn't care. I cared more than anything. I just don't know what to do, because if I were them I would just want to be left alone. They were fairly upset with me.
Then I left them to talk with a good friend while I sat in my car and stared out the window. I stared at a neon Bennigan's sign. It's always something with lights. I just tend to.... stare at them. I can't really explain why.

It poured on the way home.

I drove by a lake and wondered what it would be like to just drive into it. And then I thought about driving off a bridge and if I would survive. If my windows would work underwater. If I would be able to open the door.

I read someone's note today. They went on about their screwy childhood, point I suppose being that they're screwed up because of it. I've had a rough childhood like half of the rest of the world. But you grow up and learn to deal with it. Sure it impacts you, but you only live once. Move on.

Good night.

]]> ~muffychicken http://muffychicken.deviantart.com/journal/12544299/ http://muffychicken.deviantart.com/journal/12544299/ Tue, 10 Apr 2007 18:55:49 PDT
At any rate... I guess I'll go about my day.

Work was... drama stupid bs. I love being portrayed as the one who keeps out of drama and keeps my personal business to myself, as being mellow and carefree.

Got off 30 mins early.

Got home, left for a friends. Decided to take pictures on my way over. All of them were shot from my car. I wish I had enough money for a nicer camera. But I'd rather have an apartment.. heh.

Went out to Chilis.

Came home.

And here I sit.

urgle.

I'll have a more interesting entry in the future. Sorry folks.

Goodnight.

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