http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:mugiwarawarrior&section=today deviantART RSS for by:mugiwarawarrior en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 06:01:24 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/24985304/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/24985304/ Wed, 27 May 2009 18:24:05 PDT
The sad thing is that my stories reflect what's been happening to me lately/my mood. Sorry for bringing down the spirits. Honestly, sad endings are easier to write than happy ones. Maybe I'm just too picky. Cuz I read sooo much. It's probably not healthy. This is where u guys should be like "ehehehehe....NERD!" I hope I can right a good story for the ppl who read it.

Now to continue my rambling...
Kids at my school are like: "My life sucks!" "I wish I could die!" "Why do I even live?"
Truthfully, I feel like that a lot...but I'm never able to say those kinds of words. Cuz, no matter what, there are still some bright things. Every minute of the day, I relive the most painful things that have hurt my life...but still...life can be wonderful. The ones I love are still alive. Even if its difficult, I can still smile. I can still laugh. I can still sing (actually, cut that. My voice=broken glass). So I'm continually trying to convince myself. "You only truly live once. Make it worthwhile."

Thank you for reading my ramble. I just felt that I should change my 5 month old entry.
So I wish everyone a happy summer! (pulls out umbrella and sunglasses) now...TO THE BEACH!! (Mom- GO STUDY!!)

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/22595013/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/22595013/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 12:16:52 PST
I did well on Art and Geometry. But I did horrible on English. BLEH!!!! And I don't even WANT to talk about Spanish. I was so sleepy and I couldn't think, and made all kinds of stupid mistakes!!! ERRGGG!!!!

*goes to a corner and moves into a depression* WWWAAAHHH!!!! I'm asian!!! I shouldn't have grades like these!! why...is the world so cruel..

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/22120559/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/22120559/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 11:35:35 PST
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye..

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye..

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/21801910/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/21801910/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 15:32:57 PST Here are the lyrics:

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Mad World
Enlarging your world
Mad World.

It drives you nuts, doesn't it...

MV: [link]

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/21475454/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/21475454/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 19:14:41 PST
Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your “down time”.

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/21173340/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/21173340/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 14:55:47 PDT To think that I used to love the sky so much...
And now, looking at a clear blue color that covers the world...
is depressing, yes it is.

The way it seems so pure and perfect
The way there seems to be no problems
I don't like it, I detest it.

I hate the dark sky too.
How the stars stand out, as if happy with glamour.
Conceited, self-conscious.

Maybe it's because of the screaming in my ears when I sleep
Maybe it's the bloody cloth in my hands
Or the cold pain that wreaks havoc in this cold heart of mine.

I dread the darkness when I once embraced it.
I despise the perfect daylight when I once kissed it.
So what sky does my heart love?

The grey cloud that cries above me.
The sky that feels my pain
And soaks away everything.

So I am left as an empty shell
when once I was a child who loved and was loved
Now...I am just a grey cloud in a storm.

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/20989443/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/20989443/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 16:47:07 PDT
~And there's my rant of the day~

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/20566911/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/20566911/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 11:16:56 PDT
]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/20353489/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/20353489/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 08:08:42 PDT
I don't know, I'm getting a little tired of fanfics, and some of my poems are getting irritating from my point of view. They're going from encouraging to depressing, and I hate that.

Perhaps I'll try writing a story about a high school girl who has a boring life until this transfer student comes along. I don't know about the setting though...Korea or Japan? what do you guys think?

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/19988893/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/19988893/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 14:09:46 PDT
1. It masks my tears.

2. The rain makes me smile and cry at the same time.

3. I feel my ugliness washed away.

4. It purifies all the dark things in me.

5. Watching the sky rain, is somehow comforting.

6. Seeing it rain, makes me feel as if I'm not alone.

7. Feeling the rain on my skin, makes me feel relief.

8. Finally I can cry if I want, I can laugh. No longer bound by chains. I can be me.

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/19636151/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/19636151/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 06:23:56 PDT
III DDDOOONN'TTT WWWAAANNNTTT TTTOOO GGGOOO!!!

It's hot and for three hours and running insanely. Like there's this one if 6 people don't make their serves you have to run. And the worse one is they dump ALL the balls on the other side of the third court and make you run back and forth picking up one at a time until there are no more!! I HATE IT!

I hope it rains tomorrow, the day after, and the rest of this MONTH/SUMMER! At least at the high school. That would be perfectly fine with me.

Well, better go put on sunblock. *wince*

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/19256804/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/19256804/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 14:50:13 PDT
It occurs during the 23 days L has left before he dies due to the Note. I can't say that I like it better than the Death Note movie, but I still like it. It's a nice extra/addition. The only thing I liked about the original Death Note movie is the end where Light doesn't kill L. That's it.

But I love it when Maki, a school girl, tells L that eating too many sweets is bad for him, and makes him try to stand up straight. It's so cute!! And the little boy is adorable too!

One or two days before L dies, he gives the little boy a name. "Near" because someone is saved when he is near. It was so sweet, and I began to cry sooo much!!

I might have been a little late, but they say L's real name: L. Lawliet. He was simply amazing in this movie!!

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/19236281/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/19236281/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 13:35:04 PDT
I feel so bad for Federer, but either Nadal will keep winning, or Federer will shoot up from this loss. Federer's lost the French open, and now Wimbledon...he must be very upset. If he'd won this, it would've been like his 6th in a row! That would have been a record.

God, that tennis match was intense. Federer was lucky it rained a little bit for him to come back. But even though he lost, it was a close match. I can't believe he had to go to 5 sets. Kami, that was intense! Nadal's really fast too, and I'm not surprised the two are pretty good friends. Poor Federer! Hasn't gotten 2nd place in quite a while. But he's still number 1 in the world. I think he'll work hard after this loss. That match was like forever!! Like 6 hours! How can they play like that!!

I'm not playing favorites, and it's hard to, because these two are such good players. The girls are nothing in comparison! (I don't really like Serena Williams). And then there's this chinese girl who got into semi finals but lost to S. Williams. Oh well, men's singles are much more entertaining.

Nadal is so happy! I'm glad for him, and yet sad for Federer. It's okay...*patpat* One of them will shoot up within the next tournament.

I can't wait to see the next tournament!! I'm such a tennis fanatic, and I'm not even that good! Crap! tryouts are coming! I'm so nervous!!!

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/19019778/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/19019778/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 12:15:59 PDT
To those who know me quite well, if they think: I was wondering what you guys thought of me. Like my character, who I am, tastes, or whatever.

again, I was just curious. I wanted to see who was closest to the truth...and who was farthest. Then again, I'm not going to say anything.

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/18681817/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/18681817/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 14:53:34 PDT
It's disappointing to know that 5 months work was dedicated to just 2 minutes and 17 seconds of the show. But it was still worth it, and was really fun. It was great to see people's surprise. XD

I wish the guys good luck with the next dance for asian night, because I can't take part in it. Eh...I really want to but I can't. yeah...o well. YOU GUYS HAVE TO DO RISING SUN! (new remix!!)

The orchestra and mascot were AWESOME!! I especially like Canon. And then Ash's singing made me cry! It was so beautiful, and unique! Nobody can sing like her!

I'm going to miss Mr. Barnett and his monotone voice, Mr. Sullivan saying "HEY!", Mrs. Oliver dancing to weird music, and my awesome friends!!!

Well, the end of the year is here. And summer has begun.

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/18632804/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/18632804/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 18:09:36 PDT
Joon-young and Hae-in are childhood friends who fall in love as they grow older. But then Hae-in is forced to go to America where Joon-young's best friend, Gun-woo (son of a CEO) falls in love with her.

After many complications and events, Joon-young (now a song writer) and Hae-in (now a singer) finally get together again and get engaged. But previously Gun-woo's brother seeked to take over Gun-woo's father's company. But when failing, he wants revenge on Gun-woo by killing him, and sends someone to do so on the night of Hae-in's concert.

When the killer, Min-ho attempts to shoot Gun-woo, Joon-young jumps in front and takes the blow. Gun-woo insists to send him to the hospital, but then Joon-young didn't have a chance of survival according to the doctors. So he makes a request.

He wanted to his love on stage.

So Gun-woo was forced to bring Joon-young into the front row of the concert to see Hae-in. And Joon-young watched and listened to his love intently and silently died before her.

I think EVERYONE should watch it. It stars Kwon San Woo, a great actor, who plays as Joon-young. It's really sad though and it made me cry a LOT.

His last words: Hae-in, sarang-hae.

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/18490421/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/18490421/ Sun, 25 May 2008 07:20:58 PDT
3 day weekend!!

Yeah...but I hope I can at least get a practice with all the others. Especially with the family memorial party and the memorial party on my street between my neighbors. sigh...don't want to go......

Oh well...final exams and then BAM!! School's out! YAY!! Although...sigh...TS!!! NOOOO!!! I need help on triangle. I am totally out of sink and i am so so so so so so sorry.

I had fun yesterday's party that Larxene threw. Teehee!

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/18388327/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/18388327/ Sun, 18 May 2008 18:37:37 PDT Can't see the stars.
Can't see anything at all.

Everything's disappearing.
No more.
Please.

No more.
I'm tired.
There's nothing left.

Enough.
I don't want to hear anymore.
Silence.

Go away.
Leave me alone.
I don't need you.

-says the Girl-in-Pain

Shut up.
Don't say those things.
Because they're not true.

Stop lying.
Stop hiding everything with that
stupid smile of yours

I'm here.
And I always will be
whether you like it or not.

You need me.
So no more lying.
Shut up and listen.

-says the Boy-of-truth


hehehe...inspired by sheer imagination...ok ok ok...there was some asian dramas to do with it....but hey! A kid can dream!
Yeah...so...this was purely made on impulse...just suddenly had the urge.

Enjoy

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/18135834/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/18135834/ Fri, 02 May 2008 15:57:44 PDT Panic
Panic

That seems to be all I can do these day.

Panic

If I keep looking at that word, I'll start feeling as if I'm spelling such a simple word wrong. Augh...

Anyways...why am I panicking? (Did I spell that right?)

One: I feel as if we won't be able to make it in time for HCC.

Two: One of the 6th graders in the show, who happens to be on my bus, and has a REALLY loud voice, yelled, "WHAT ACT ARE YOU DOING?!" I mean, talk about discrete, right?

Three: Summer is almost here. I guess I should say that's good, but that means...lots...and...lots of stuff to do. It'll hardly be summer at all.

Four: The Show is getting closer and closer.

Five: School....eh..don't even want to go there. INCLUDING chinese school.

Six: DBSK is starting to drive me nuts right now. It's so PAINFUL!!

o, my, six reasons. Six. What an unlucky number. For me, that's worse than 13.

Yeah...so it seams that it's only panic right now.

Panic
Panic
Panic

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/17987251/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/17987251/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 06:12:58 PDT
I'm sorry it has been too long since I last updated on Fly Away. Things have been really hectic lately with the dance, projects, homework and all. But I feel that that is no excuse.

Be reasurred that I will not just give up on Fly Away like some writers do with their own fanfics (which I really hate). So I WILL finish it, and I WILL update it. But there is only one chapter left, and it is the longest and most difficult one to write. Ironic to say that it ends with the chapter 13.

Please bear with me, and again I'm sorry. You have every write to hate me. It's just that I didn't want to disappoint anyone, making people think that I just gave up.

I'm sorry.

Gomenasai.

Mianhamnita.

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/17531450/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/17531450/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 19:34:00 PDT
Then I remembered I had to figure out this dance...and it took so long to find a video without the spazzing camera and flashing lights, and when I found one, the dance moves were really hard and then I had to take another shower because I was sweating so badly!! (wow...long sentence). But in the end, after many times of pressing the pause button, I figured it out!!

And then...we're starting a new part of the year at school and we have exams (which I didn't study for) and I don't think I'm going to get all As on the report card and then my parents are going to kill me and force me to get like all 100s...

Yeah...so I'm exhausted at the moment, but mainly because of that dance. It looks cool, but I feel retarded when doing it, and it moves fast...good luck guys!!

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/17349697/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/17349697/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 15:42:35 PDT Violets are blue
Spring break is here
so much to do...........wait...what am I doing???!!!

Ok, no more rhymies...

SPRING BREAK YAYAYAYAYAYAY!

1) Itachi has died!! NOOO!!! COME BACK!!


2) Junsu-ya, Changmin-ya, and Larxene are in DC...and I already miss them....

3) IT'S SO HOT!! WHAT HAPPENED TO THE COOL WEATHER??!!

4) Chewy's birthday is coming up...

Anyways, I have so much to do and so little time...I need to do my research project, tennis, and my zorro packet...Sh*T I FORGOT MY BOOK!!! HYUNG!! LET ME BORROW YOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll go to the library later. I need to study my korean book before it's due...I need to work on the dance a LOT with my friends...D*mn flexibility...

Oh! And I need to finish Heal, and then start on Fly Away...o sh*t i wasn't supposed to say that. IGNORE THAT!!

Yeah...a lot to do
Got a lot to do...wish me luck!!

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/17016097/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/17016097/ Fri, 22 Feb 2008 20:26:06 PST
Although, it's interesting to see the different courses, but WORST TIME OF THE YEAR!!

I have to take ART over the summer, because I need at least one visual arts, and I am NOT going to do band, orchestra, choir, drama, or dance. NO WAY! NOT UNTIL U KNOW DIES HIS HAIR PINK AND MICKEY OLIVE GREEN!! I WILL NEVER DO BALLROOM DANCING! Even though I know how, I'M NOT DOING IT!

Anyway. I have to take the 4 requirements. Then I have to do tennis, spanish 2, and that leaves me with one more: debate...

At first I thought debate would be kinda boring, but a lot of people seem to be in it, and I think I might get ssoo angry, i might throw the hammer or buzzer or whatever. tehee that should be fun.

Alternate: maybe chinese. I don't want to do chinese, since I'm already in chinese school. And maybe for another alternate...I don't know.

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/16618914/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/16618914/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 19:24:54 PST
Michi to you all!

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/16427571/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/16427571/ Wed, 16 Jan 2008 06:10:25 PST
BUWABUWABUWABUWABUWABUWA!! Ok. I'm good.

The first semester is almost over! That means: no more career connections, library aid instead, and some other stuff I can't think of!

I hope the year goes by faster! I'm glad Career Connections is over. It was ssoo boring, and stupid! I mean, we learn how to MAKE DECISIONS!! I mean, don't we know how to do that already? What's the point! It's supposed to be a technology class, but all we do is read out of the stupid text book! And then, we do stupid group projects like time management and all that crap.

Oh well. I'm happy.

YOI YOI YOI YOI YOI YOI YOI YOI YOI YOI YOI YOI
BUWA BUWA BUWA BUWA BUWA BUWA BUWA BUWA

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/16270302/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/16270302/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 12:45:34 PST
OMG! Tennis tryouts! Crap, I forgot about them. I should go practice now-no!!! It's raining!!! Why, GOD! WHY??!!!

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/16042702/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/16042702/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 11:07:00 PST
Oh! I also got my dad to start watching the Death Note anime!! Well, he's only watched the 1st 2 episodes, but he says its not bad!

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/15865011/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/15865011/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 15:24:31 PST
]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/15604847/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/15604847/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 12:21:57 PST
]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/15509277/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/15509277/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 15:40:58 PST
]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/15348561/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/15348561/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 15:48:22 PDT
A scar will be left. A scar of pain. Marked on my back.

*True story. It just happened to me 5 min. ago.

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/15306093/ http://mugiwarawarrior.deviantart.com/journal/15306093/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 17:41:28 PDT
I love how at school all of my friends and I wore all black, so we were a black blob walking down the hallways and a black cluster during our lab. GO ORG!!! We should do all white on Christmas. And all red on Valentine.

]]> ~mugiwarawarrior