http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:murk3y&section=today deviantART RSS for by:murk3y en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 03 Dec 2009 06:31:18 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/17051839/ http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/17051839/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 03:27:23 PST But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

]]> ~murk3y http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/12054477/ http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/12054477/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 13:22:20 PST Put out and put away
And so you'd soon be leaving me,
Alone like I'm supposed to be,
Tonight, tomorrow and everyday
There's nothing here that you'll miss
I can guarantee you this,
Is a cloud of smoke.
Trying to occupy space
What a fucking joke...
What a fucking joke...

I waited for a bus to separate the both of us and take me off far away
From you...
'Cos my feelings never change a bit,
I always feel like shit.
I don't know why I guess that I just do;
You once talked to me about love and you painted pictures of
A never-neverland...
And I could've gone to that place
But I didn't understand...
I didn't understand...
I didn't understand...

]]> ~murk3y http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/11756878/ http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/11756878/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 07:44:08 PST
Normally I can't manage either, not really. There's always enough going on that I can't drop and leave, detach and just ignore everything, and well, I deal with the anger by smothering it.

Lately, it just seems things are relentless. I'm starting to realise how bad I am at dealing with people, including myself, some doubts have resurfaced, along with a few new friends, not to mention this whole moving thing has really thrown me off kilter. As a result I've been alternating between old stand-bys, sleep/Jack.

What do I do when it's too late for one and too early for the other?

]]> ~murk3y http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/10348475/ http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/10348475/ Tue, 10 Oct 2006 14:26:16 PDT For real knives
For real cries
And then the flash of steel from real guns
In real life
Really fills my mind

And I really miss what really did exist
When I held your throat so tight
And I miss the bus as it swerved from us
Almost came crashing to its side

Sometimes the blood from real cuts
Feels real nice
When it's really mine
And if you want it to be real
Come over for one night
And we can really, really climb

And those blue bridge lights might really burn most bright
As we watch that dark lake rise
And if you really want to see what really matters most to me
Just take a real short drive

It's just a drive into the dark stretch
Long stretch of night
Will really stretch this shaking mind
And this room, unlit, unheated
And the ceiling striped
And the dark black blinds

I want to know this time if you’re really finally mine
I need to know that you're not lying so I want to see you tried
And I don't want to hear you say it shouldn’t really be this way
'Cause I like this way just fine

'Cause there’s nothing quite like the blinding light
That curtains cast aside
And no attempt is made to explain away
The things that really, really, really, really, really are behind

You can't hide
You can't hide
You can't hide

You can't hide
You can't hide
You can't hide



]]> ~murk3y http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/9292709/ http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/9292709/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 13:39:52 PDT
Trip was going so well too... ]]> ~murk3y http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/9160671/ http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/9160671/ Fri, 23 Jun 2006 15:09:36 PDT
Hope I make it out alive

Will be away till the 27th.

Toodles. ]]> ~murk3y http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/8521023/ http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/8521023/ Wed, 19 Apr 2006 13:06:10 PDT
So I won't. It's not worth the amount of pain I'll give myself.

I'm crazy; not a mental masochist. ]]> ~murk3y http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/6846257/ http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/6846257/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 10:47:58 PDT
#1 I tend to dislike telling anyone anything about me.
#2 I like puzzles.
#3 I ferret away small, irrelevant pieces of information in my head.
#4 I like coffee.
#5 I am despised for the above fact.
#6 I am cynical of everyone's motives.
#7 I am a romantic and a sentimentalist.
#8 I will probably not get up to 20.
#9 I like sleep.
#10 I have a natural ability to piss people off.
#11 I am a sadist, I find the pain of others amusing.
#12 The above fact doesn't mean I won't help others.
#13 I was born on the 13th.
#14 I am a chauvinist.
#15 I am a realist.
#16 I am contradictory.
#17 I keep my promises. To the word.
#18 I enjoy literature, art and music, but not necessarily in that order.
#19 I fully intend on getting Emma pissed.
#20 Boo.
#21 I am able to turn the tide of argument with one withering, condescending look. (As supplied by CoF)

I tag cofneverlivetotell

[EDIT] There. 2 more ]]> ~murk3y http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/6413469/ http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/6413469/ Sun, 04 Sep 2005 11:53:06 PDT ~murk3y http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/6317432/ http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/6317432/ Wed, 24 Aug 2005 16:37:54 PDT
Fuck.

God damnit, I'm turning emo again.

Fuck.

Isn't life fucking great? ]]> ~murk3y http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/5685279/ http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/5685279/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 11:48:36 PDT
hmm

3 months... ah well... will see what happens... ]]> ~murk3y http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/5610683/ http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/5610683/ Fri, 10 Jun 2005 15:08:24 PDT
After a year we hadn't gotten any closer, just the same old things.

I wish I could tell you.

But it'd just be like before.

It hurts more than I can bear, I'm sorry.

I don't know if I can keep going. ]]> ~murk3y http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/5541731/ http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/5541731/ Fri, 03 Jun 2005 11:16:30 PDT
This is meant to be one of those times when the pressure is so high that you're gasping for breath, so how is it that I can find time to sit around and wonder about things? ]]> ~murk3y http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/5486720/ http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/5486720/ Sat, 28 May 2005 15:46:57 PDT
Although I'll have to make it myself...



Bed now... ]]> ~murk3y http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/5456629/ http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/5456629/ Wed, 25 May 2005 11:05:18 PDT


Bah...

]]> ~murk3y http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/5448018/ http://murk3y.deviantart.com/journal/5448018/ Tue, 24 May 2005 12:38:01 PDT
Well, not literature really, just how I have to dissect everything and set it out in tiny little pieces to show that I "understand" it.

I like to read and feel literature, not scientifically study it.

]]> ~murk3y