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                <title>My alterego</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Dec 2008 11:19:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have been planning on having a second account. i read all my journals and work here one day and I realised that I want a fresh start I want to create an alterego. I would still keep this account as more public one the other would be just a secred account no soul would know about it, no one I know and I feel like nobody is really reading my stuff here anyways.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Merry xmas</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Dec 2008 03:36:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am happy because tomorrow I will get rid of all these exchange forms. : D Rotary has really nice forms. They have been killing me for weeks but now they are almost complete and I'll give them away tomorrow. <br />I'm happy not just because of the forms. I am happy because I have friends, I'm happy because I will go to exchange and I have been dreaming of it for ages, I'm happy because my family has enough money. I am happy because I have a holiday. I am happy of all these moments I smile.I am happy because I know what it is like to be sad.<br />And I'll travel to Canary Islands soon, and that's awesome.<br />I just want to wish you all merry xmas and happy new year. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Thoughts</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Nov 2008 07:29:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I cannot own anyone, I cannot belong anywhere, but I can take the best of this. I can give everything, now when I still live.<br /><br />Just something. I haven't written anything in my journal for a long time. We just had the finals week and I don't have any exams tomorrow so I have a long weekend. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />My life is a cliche, but I like it. It's exciting and stuff and everyday is so special. <br />I want to be a psychiatrists because I want to make others happy. I want to help them back to their feet. <br /><br />This was like the randomest journal entry ever but it is what I feel. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />Bye-buh! See you! <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Can happiness kill me?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Nov 2008 03:21:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am going to exchange.<br /><br />OMG! I AM  GOING TO EXCHANGE!!!<br /><br />Today I chacked my email and I had one new message. It was from Rotary and it said:" We have chosen you to our annual exchange programme." I'm so happy! I was supposed to do some school stuff but I'm too excited. Omg I will spent 2009-2010 abroad. Hopefully in Mexico, Ecuador or Argentina. This is fucking awesome. It's my dream come true.<br /><br />Oh and yesterday the first snow fell. And it fell hard. Now there's like 10 cm of snow on the ground. I hate winter. I'm so happy I'll spend my next Winter somewhere less cold.<br /><br />PS. Did you know that they eat guinea pigs in Ecuador? I wonder if they taste good?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Random stuff</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Oct 2008 12:12:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I decided that i won't date 100% Finnish guys anymore. 1. They don't show their feelings. 2. They won't move anywhere. 3. I really like guys from Australia, Spain, USA, UK, Canada, Africa, Sweden, Norway, Belgia, France.... um well I think the list is too long <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> <br />  Today I met the exchangestudent who is going to live here with my family for 3 months or something. She has been in Finland since the end of August and we're in same school. And we have never met before! That's mainly because we IB geeks have lessons in two buildings and she is on higher grade so I don't have so many courses in the same building right now. I think she seemed quite nice. Another good excuse to speak English <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Night creature</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Oct 2008 14:52:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hmm... The time is 0:43. I guess people usually sleep now, well I don't feel like sleeping. Tomorrow I should send my ready novel to my teacher. And that must-be-ready-due-tomorrow-novel is not even started. I have absolutely no inspiration and I have no idea of the subject or plot. I was wondering if I stayed up all night would I get a good idea. It works quite often so maybe I should stay up at least till 3 AM. I'm sleepy already <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/y/yawn.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":yawn:" title="Yawn" /> Any ideas for the subject?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Night creature</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Oct 2008 14:52:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hmm... The time is 0:43. I guess people usually sleep now, well I don't feel like sleeping. Tomorrow I should send my ready novel to my teacher. And that must-be-ready-due-tomorrow-novel is not even started. I have absolutely no inspiration and I have no idea of the subject or plot. I was wondering if I stayed up all night would I get a good idea. It works quite often so maybe I should stay up at least till 3 AM. I'm sleepy already <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/y/yawn.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":yawn:" title="Yawn" /> Any ideas for the subject?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I hate the fucking Rotary</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Oct 2008 12:28:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yesterday I sent my application to one of the Rotaryclubs- last day that was possible. Or so I fucking thought! My fucking school's fucking webmail hadn't sent it. Today I first called them and apologised and explained what had happened and sent my application. I got a reply: Thank you for your application, I hope you understand it does not make your chances better that your application was late.<br />FUCK YOU ROTARY.<br />I fucking spent the whole fucking yesterday to write the fucking application. Fucking 6 hours. And my computer? The only fucking day I want my webmail to work it does something like that! I hate technology, I hate Rotary!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Interview today</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Oct 2008 22:31:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ EEEEEkkkkk! I have the first interview today- exchangestudent interview. I'm really nervous because thay have like 10 people applying for it and only one is chosen. There is also another club that sends an exchange student but still...<br />  Basically I have everything I need to be a good option for them I'm social and my grades are quite good but still I think there's probably someone who has 200 friends and only As from exams. D: <br />  Maybe I should just calm down and try my best but it's hard. Dang it! It's hard!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Single and really prould  of it</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Oct 2008 07:34:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow this is cool. Today I broke up with my now ex-boyfriend. I was kind of scared it would be ockward but it was great. We both had come to same conclusion that we have too different targets in our lives. And we actually stayed in the cafe for quite a long time just talking and joking about everything. : D When we left we were still smiling and we hugged. I really think that we actually will be friends. <br />  One thing I learned about dating: I missed being single. Weird that I had all my life dreamed of having a boyfriend and it was great. How ever in some point you realize that it's not that bad being a single either. When you're single one of the funniest activities is looking for guys you would like to live your life with. And I realized that I had really missed it. Grass is not greener in the other side it's just different. It's great being a single or taken I like both.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>enlightenment</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Oct 2008 08:43:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello all my DA friends. Interesting. I have realized things about my self lately. Anyways I don't know how long I am going to stay with my boyfriend. I care about him but I don't think we have enough time for each others but I'm not really sad. I think it's because when I was in love with one boy, maybe 2 years ago, I was really sad for a long time and I never even knew did he like me or not. And now I think I have wasted enough tears just for boys and I realized then that I could fall in love again even though it didn't seem possible back then. I've learnt from my mistakes. Also, me and my boyfriend have so different future plans, he WILL stay here in Finland, but I CAN'T because it doesn't feel like home. I don't want any kids, he does.Besides I believe that everything happens for a reason, even the bad things and if you keep living you will reach something even better.<br />And I thought that I was straight but I think I'm bi after all because I really think I like one girl. Weird, huh? Yeah I've learnt a lot.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Nothing special</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Oct 2008 10:35:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Exam week is over. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/typerhappy.gif" width="31" height="17" alt=":typerhappy:" title="OMG MOAR POEMS!" /> Nothing has really changed. Today I feel kind of sad. Don't really know why. Maybe it's because the football that hit me on face today, or maybe it's because I have developed a caffeine addiction because of the exam week and I haven't draunk any coffee since the morning, or maybe it's because of this music I used to play when I was a bit depressed old days. Anyways I'm just having a bad day. It's not that bad. Tomorrow I'll probably be just happier. : D<br />I'm considering on putting something new here. Maybe if I find something actually worth reading on this computer. I have no memories of what I've been writing lately. : D<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I don't want to know his name or the place</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Sep 2008 07:58:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Massmurder it gets OLD. Yesterday my mom heard frow news how some tourists got kidnapped or something in Egypt, and she said: "Well we're not going there at least for our holiday." and I just shook my head thinking: What is the possibility to get kidnapped, not too high is it. And guess how people are so afraid to go there. The possibility is just a fraction of a million and yet people drive cars though the risk is much higher. C'mon. <br />    And what happens today. No it's not our friend Pekka-Erik Auvinen number 2. Shit. Great fame for our lovely little country. Sure tourists want to come here now. The story of Pekka 2, it was interesting for 15 minutes and it got old, badly old. You guys in US or somewhere else than Finland maybe don't understand what I mean by saying it gets old. I mean that we finns had to listen to that bullshit for over 2 months after Jokela. Oh how media enjoyed. First they sold analizes after another and after that they tracked down people who was there or got their loved ones killed. Even Pekka's mother, which I think was chepest of all the tricks.   <br />     And I remembered that I knew this coming. I said it months ago on the day Pekka number one went nuts. "This will happen again because media gives him exactly what he wanted." There will always be some crazy people and what would be cooler than be remembered forever. I won't accept to remember Pekka number 2 name he will always be Pekka 2 for me. Everytime someone turns the radio on I WILL shut it. And everytime I see the news I WiLL mute it. C'mon if you don't want this to happen again don't pay attencion. Media wants money. Crazy people want celebrity. I won't give it to them. I don't want to see the Pekka number 3.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Life</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Sep 2008 07:44:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well what could and should I say... At first I have started kickboxing again and it's great. The thing is that I'm again in the basic course because my friend is there and I am keeping her company. I love when I don't tell people that I already have an yellow belt. Then I just look innocent and start doing the moves perfectly and my pairs look me with expression that says: " omg! I'm looser she's so good. How can she do that" and I just laught later by myself. Very evil? Yes sure <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My life</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Aug 2008 08:58:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A lot has chanced. A lot has chanced in my life.<br />I'm happier now than I've ever been. I feel like I have it all. Friends, school and   My Boyfriend.<br />He means a world to me. With him I feel I'm safe and he inspires me. I've been writing a lot lately and bettr than ever before. Today I wrote a novel and I like how it came out.<br />   And yeah you might wonder that I haven't uploaded anything new here. Explanation: lazyness. That's all there is to it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />  Have a nice day my dear DAfriends! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Movie stars and no glamour</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Jun 2008 08:42:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today I was assisting in a film called Kielletty hedelmÃ¤. It was quite cool to see how the films are really done, and I have to admit it's not glamorous. Think about a scene where people walk for maybe 15 seconds. Have you ever tought that filming it has taken about 2 hours? So it's not like the actors are just saying the lines few times and it takes just 30 seconds. In reality it takes hours. I think it was a really cool experience to really see how things work. And maybe.. (big maybe) I will be in the film for 2 seconds <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />. <br />I went there alone because none of my friends could come but I was really happy about it. Because I met a boy. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> He's really cute. We chatted the whole day and ate together. He was there alone too. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I'm really really happy I met him. He was so great. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Summer- and no life sims</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Jun 2008 03:51:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I haven't been here for a while but now I'm back. Yeasterday I played sims busting out the whole day wih my friend. Nolife. Yeah so nothing interesting has really happened in my life though  my sim's life is really interesting.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Greetings from Berlin!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 May 2008 03:23:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ We were in Berlin for 5 days . It was a classtrip. We've been saving money for it for 3 years and it felt really awesome to finally be there. I was really suprised how much I got to know some of my classmates there. I thought we would stay in old circles but somehow I actually started to talk to some people and I was really suprised. The girl I had always thought to be a stupid bimbo who drinks was actually really nice and she actually doesn't drink at all even if her friends do.  I bought a new dress and bikinis. I love them <3. We saw Kaiser WilhelmÂ´s church and Fernsehturm, Mauer, DDR-museum etc. I absolutely loved all the bakerys and I was really excited to notice that there were many Italian icecream bars. Have you ever been in Berlin?<br />Yeah and btw today I visited the kindergarden where I'm having a summerjob. It was really cool. I'm so happy thet I got a summerjob because it's quite hard to get them here.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Good morning my dear friends! :)</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 May 2008 21:31:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Our grades have to be given on 15.4 and that means teachers got only a week left to keep tests and all that. We'll still have chemistry, math and geography tests but then it's over <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> Feels so nice to know that then I can relax. We have had quite horribly time because of all the tests.<br />  I found my old best friend from facebook. That was really cool. We knew when I lived in Norway and when I moved back to Finland she visited here few times but then we lost the contact because she moved and I didn't know her new adress and she lost mine <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />. It's quite unbelievable what can happen in six years. She's two years older than me and now she's engaged and has a son. Now we are planning to meet in the summer. That would be so cool. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I have missed her so much.<br />Now I'll go to eat some breakfast I'm really hungry. Have a nice day!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>It's already time to write not angsty journal</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Apr 2008 05:50:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey! After all I didn't really suck in math test. Actually I had best number in our class. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I just got lower points from the "easier" part of the test and I got almost all right in the "hard" part. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />We have just 6 exams left and then it's over. YAY!!!! I have already many plans for my summer holiday. <br />  Today I'm going to watch my friend's dance show. It will be cool, definately. Oh yeah!!! I maybe go for an exchance student next year. So cool! I would like to go to Australia but USA would also be cool. My mom supports me but my dad still has to say yes. Financial things are pretty planned already. I'll pay about 4000 euros myself and mom pays rest of the price. EEk! I can't wait. Yeah but it's not like 100 sure yet, my dad has to say yes and maybe no organisation will accept me there.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Exams are killing me </title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Apr 2008 10:57:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Fuck! I haven't had time for anything else than schol lately and I'm pissed off. Today I woke up 5.30 to read some math... and the test still went REALLY badly. I thought it went fine but no I got only 2/3 of the points <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fork.gif" width="37" height="18" alt=":fork:" title="Stabbed with a Fork!" /> <br />  Next week we'll have 4 tests. Yeah and I can't read anything this weekend because I'll be on a camp. I would skip the camp but I have to go there. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <br />  Friday we have religion test AND I HAVE MY IB-test. I'm really nervous about it. IB is the thing that I want the most. I need it! I need English. I'm afraid I will do bad in math test that is part of IB test. And I have to write an essay in English and Finnish and I really suck in those. <br /> Now I'll go to sleep so I can spend whole tomorrow in reading math, biology, English and religion. Why?!! God why!?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm Back darlings!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Mar 2008 09:47:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This monday I came back from Florida. It was great. I just want to get back there.  Now it's already friday and not until now I got to DA. That's because I had to do work hard for school, because of the trip.  I'm not looking forward to see what my teachers will say when I announce that I'm going to Poland too. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fork.gif" width="37" height="18" alt=":fork:" title="Stabbed with a Fork!" /><br />We were in Orlando in Florida. It was pretty warm weather but it could have been better. We visited Disney World and Universal studios and we went on a airboat trip or something. It was cool to see some little alligators. ^^<br />And of course: We had really energetic shopping habits when we were in outlets. When we left from Finland we had 5 suitcases but we had to buy 2 more to get our new things back with us <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~mussemau</author>
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                <title>Flu</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Feb 2008 06:38:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm ill. So I will probably have a great weekend not leaving the house. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> I must be healthy by monday, because I'm going to Florida in about 2 weeks or something, and I don't want to be off school because I've been planning a small trip to Poland with my sister too... It's going to be cool to visit Florida. I have never been in USA before. My parents usully want to go to Spain or that kind of places. <br />   Lately I've been really busy. All the teachers are insisting more and more from us, Last week we had 3 exams with really hard things. I screwed atleast the math test. Next week we'll have 2 exams. And I have to do also 2 essays. Others have atleast 2 weeks more to make the other because I'll be in Florida for the holiday.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~mussemau</author>
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                <title>Why do I suck?!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Feb 2008 05:01:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Now I'm really pissed off. maybe because of I am always on the second place. I mean that I and my friend are always very competive and she is better that me in everything. Only thing that I'm better in is languages but most of subjects aren't languages. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> I was better than she in economics too until she quit the french and came to economics. She got 10 immediadly without even seeing any effort which she admits too. I'm just so tired of always loosing the game. Angst.<br />      Now I got to stop complaining. Yesterday I was in Dark Floor's world premiere. The movie sucked but the concert was cool though I mostly concentrated on Jasper PÃ¤Ã¤kkÃ¶nen who is an actor. I just suddenly noticed him and I couldn't get my eyes off. Everybody else was watching the concert but I just watched him. He's one of the very few finnish actors that I admire. In the end of the concert I said: Hi Jasper! Can I hug you? *blush* And then he smiled to me with a wonderful dazing smile and hugged me. Then he said: Have a nice evening. I said: Same to you. Then I was really happy and my knees trembled for half an hour. <a href="http://www.imdb.com/media/rm3107361024/nm0701747">[link]</a> <- picture of Jasper<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~mussemau</author>
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                <title>Shit fuck WHYYYYY????</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Feb 2008 06:59:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh no! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/o/ohnoes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":ohnoes:" title="Oh Noes!" /> I removed all entrys of my cells calender. Oh why? I tried to remove one entry but I accidently removed all. There were a lot of important information there. Now I'm really pissed off. I hope I will find out what I was supposed to do. Technology hates me! <br />BTW I haven't been here for a while I love you for still having enough energy to read my angsty journal entry. <br /><br />PS: If you are really kind you could take a look at my new deviations that I added today. <br /><br /> Yours,<br />    Mussemau<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>No!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Dec 2007 08:41:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Noooo!!!! I can't play adventure quest because the server is full. I think I'm maybe an addict. If I was a Guardian I could play. No! I think all those cammercials are starting to work.<br />
 Now I'm not going to say a word about adventure quest. So I got a new cell phone it's really cute. It's pink N73. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> like this <a href="http://soughtafter.files.wordpress.com/2007/08/pink-n73.jpg">[link]</a><br />
I love it. I also got a new scanner! Yippii! Now I can put pictures here when ever I want. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I hope you all had a fun Christmas. Bye!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>MERRY CHRISTMAS!&lt;3</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Dec 2007 06:22:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I want to thank all my friends on DA! I love you! <3 You couldn't believe how many days you have saved. Merry xmas!<br />
    Today I have watched movies from tv and decorated the house with my sister. I'm just waiting for the evening so I would get the pressies and eat xmas dinner. Actually Christmas Eve is usually pretty boring day. You can't see your friend because you must be with your family, and I am really bored. <br />
    Yeah and I'm by the way addicted to adventure quest. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> It's a game on internet. I'm in level 33. <br />
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Merry Christmas!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>OMG! It's been an eternity since I've w</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Dec 2007 08:22:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i! I just realized that I haven't been writing for a long time, but now I'm writing <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
At the moment we are having pretty easy at school atleast this week next week we're having 3 tests  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/headache.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":headache:" title="Splitting Headache!" /> I'm so going to die <br />
X-mas is coming fast and I still haven't bought any presents. I know that I'm probaply having a panic with them. Tomorrow I'll go and buy some but I'm pretty sure I won't manage to buy them all...<br />
Yeah and I hate winter. That's because it's so damn cold and you're so out of fuel and it's so cold that a nice walk doesn't feel like a nice idea. I want to move in some country where you can actually be outside your apartment in all seasons so that you won't freeze to death. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dead.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":dead:" title="Dead (RIP)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>cats, school and emokid</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Nov 2007 11:23:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hahaaahahaaa!! Yeah I didn't have any goood ideas for subject.<br />
Today we had this thing in our school that everyone was told to wear some stupid clothes, thet they would never wear in school. I had messed my hair and had some H&M clothes. I hate those clothes. I want to have clothes that everybody else doesn't have. You know how irritating it is when you have just bought a new shirt and then you go to school and 3 people have the same shirt. Yeah maybe it's just me...<br />
We also kept a lesson to all the 7. graders in our school. They had to do some pervo games and stuff. It was fun... atleast for us <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
Elvi is incredibly cute little kitten. Elvi is my sisters cat. She's now here, but my sister will get her back pretty soon, maybe on sunday but I'm not really sure.<br />
Yeah and I got the best grade from an English writingthing. And our class is pretty good at school so I was pretty surprised. It was cool. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br />
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Yeah and something that I just came up with:<br />
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It hurts so to see your face<br />
only one I've ever loved<br />
Only thing I want to see is you<br />
thought I know that wouldn't be the cure<br />
but somehow I need to make sure<br />
My brain knows I don't have a chance<br />
but my mind can't stop my love <br />
My love makes me write, draw and dance<br />
but it's still raw<br />
That can't be denyed<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Cool rolegame</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Nov 2007 09:00:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Damn! I think I'm a bit ill. Somekind of flu...<br />
Anyway I'm going to tell you about this game that I and my friend made to halloweenparty.<br />
We gave everyone roles, so it was a roleplay.<br />
The story: Lord Faggot had a party with his wife and then he was killed. Now the visitors had to find out the murderer who was by the way me. I was 83 year old Ms.Lily and I was also a mafia boss. There was also <br />
Lady Jazz: wife of lord. Faggot, who cheated on lord with their chef Sally Cotton.<br />
S.Cookie: amatour detective who was a bit simple, a huge fan of Berry Black a master detective who was also in the party. Smart Cookie was also Faggots lover. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
Berry Black: Master detective who came because lady Jazz had hired him to find out is lord cheating on him. He also came to spy on Lolita Lollypop who was Berrys suspect on a serial murder case. <br />
Lolita Lollypop: lady Jazz's sister , a serial killer who had killed her huspand to get a cute lastname.<br />
Christian Cherry: a Briest who didn't really believe in god. He was a lover of lord. Faggot but since he found that Faggot had a 2. lover S.Cookie he was pissed off. He came to the party to tell S. Cookie about their relationship.<br />
Janne H. Omo: Janne is a gay, but nobody knows it, atleast that's what he thinks. ..actually everybody knows it! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
Mary Juana: A drugdealer  who hasn't paid her debts to mafia. She has come to the party bacause she's dealing some viagra to lord. Faggot. She knows that someone from mafia is trying to kill her so she's carefull.<br />
Emily Stranger: She works for the mafia and has come to party to kill Mary Juana. She is wondering what is her boss Ms. Lily doing there.<br />
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It was great and yes, I and my friend really are so crazy that we invented those characters. Actually it worked out really well. Only 3 peole found out that I was the murderer. So I'm happy.<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> I was talking shit about everyone else all the time. Yeah and almost every character was gay!!!<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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Ps: My motive was that I wanted his sleeping-on-a-kiwi-painting. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Halloween party today</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Nov 2007 02:50:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today we're having halloween party. It's going to be cool. It pisses me off  that nobody elebrates halloween in Finnland but I guess it's an American thing... We'rre going to watch horrorfilms and play this little game we have planned (Me and my friend) it's like a murder mystery and they have to act and found out who did it...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> I'll put here one new poem soon or maybe two but I'm too lazy to do that now... so maybe tomorrow.<br />
Yeah and I have really interesting dreams I almost always remember my dreams if I think them when I wake up: one day I lived in India and I was in a train and I won a robber who had stolen my wallet and train exploded, Yesterday I saw a dream where this boy who was pretty cute and I have never really met in real life was hitting on me and asking my phonenumber, and one night was this dream where I was Harry Potter and I was escaping and mafia was also trying to catch me. So weird.  Where do I get these dreams actually thery are pretty fun.<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> anyway now I'm going to shower see you!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Long time no see!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Oct 2007 02:16:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello! It've been a while since my last update. I've been busy so I have never had time to write anything so I have just read your journals and left comments there. Anyway. Now we're having holiday and I have more time. thought  this weekend I'm having a danceshow so I'm pretty nervous about it. I just hope it goes well... Last week we had TET I don't know what it is in english but it practically means that we go to some job for a week. I was in bakery with my friend. It was fun but rought because we got to do some real work and not just sit and get bored. Best thing was that we got a bag full of bread and pastrys. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> It was really cool.<br />
By the way: I'm now addicted in chocolade (That's not good) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hi!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Aug 2007 06:34:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I thought that it would be a good idea to update my journal so here it is.<br />
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Well nothing that special have happened since my last update, but I have started kickboxing. It's really cool. My friens are probaply really bored with this subject because I'm so crazy about it, I must always tell them how fun it is... It's also really cool that I'm maybe the youngest there, because there is an agelimit and most of people there are about 20 years old or something.<br />
Yeah and my last journal... well I was pissed off but it's still truth. So I'm going to do my finnish project about beauty. It's going to be cool.This is maybe the first time that I have better subject than my friend. She's too good in school.<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
  BTW, my sister will have a second cat. Her name is Elvi, but my sister willl probaply call it with some differend name because we already have a cat called Elvis. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kitty.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":kitty:" title="Kitty-chan" /> I can't wait to see the kitten. Then I'll probaply put some pics of her here. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Superficial</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Aug 2007 05:13:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm so pissed off, because today I realized how superficial everyone are. I have a crush who's not maybe that good looking, but I love his great personality. I like him because he is funny, determined, and really friendly, but to some people that is not important if he's not some damn coverboy. I can admit that his my only crush that I actually care because of his character( and to be honest I have never liked anyone as much), but many of my friends think I'm crazy because I like him. <br />
    Just like I couldn't love him only because of his character.<br />
Some people say that: Everyone has right to love, but does everyone really have the right to be loved?<br />
That's what I was thinking today... What do you think?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Back to school!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Aug 2007 07:59:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today the school started. I'va been fed up with school for the whole summer, but now I think it's ok. Thanks to my friends and a wice guy that said I should do my best. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/aww.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":aww:" title="Aww" /> Now I feel I can do my best. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> We have pretty long days this year at school, and that sucks!!! <br />
   Today my friend and her cat are coming to visit here<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kitty.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":kitty:" title="Kitty-chan" />. It's nice, but I think I should clean up my room...(and that's one of the things I hate) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/work.gif" width="48" height="28" alt=":work:" title="I've got too much work to do." /> <br />
and yeah I'm soon getting some drawings here too, because NordicDiamond is back!!! YAY <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Good morning honeys!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Aug 2007 01:50:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *yawn* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/y/yawn.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":yawn:" title="Yawn" /> I woke up about 30 minutes ago, and I'm still tired. That's probaply because yesterday and day before yesterday I was sleeping over Muskettisopulis house. That was fun, we wached morningmusumes and berryz koubous musicvideos and we 3 stayed up to 5 o'clock...(yes that's why I'm tired now) We also watched interview with a vampire, trainspotting and moulinrouge (twice!!!). I love that movie! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
     Our school starts on friday... NOOOOO!!!!! Good part of that is that NordicDiamond is coming back to Finland. I miss her already!!! :3<br />
     I don't know should I go swimming.... yes... no... yes!!! no!!! Yeah I can't decide....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>hello and hug</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Jul 2007 03:48:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Now I'm updating my journal. yep I'm really doing it. <br />
I actually liked my previous journal but I have to update it someday so why not now...<br />
Nothing so interesting has really happened but I just wanted to write something. The whole summer has just gone so fast. I've been in  Italy and arter one week at home I left to Greece. I haven't even told you about it... It was really hot there! about 40 degrees celsius!!!!And we met our neighbours there and we didn't actually know that we were neighbours. That was really cool and so funny. after that we visited turku and animecon, wich was really cool. I must've hugged at least hundred people and that's at least. To be honest maybe the best part of the whole animecon was when I was already leving and waiting for my parents to pick me up and really cute guy just came and hugged me.<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> That really cheered me up! <br />
Animecon was actually perfect I was really happy with my Shinku from Rozenmaiden cosplay and I met so many new nice people.<br />
So the summer has been really nice but I really haven't rested yet. The rest of the summerholiday I'll try to relax. <br />
And hugs for everyone!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> Give me a hug!!!<br />
(yeah... I think I'm addicted in hugging)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A beautiful dream</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Jul 2007 02:28:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tonight I could not sleep. I watched TV to 3. Then I finally turned it off and tried to fall asleep. Only dark lonely room. I switched my side. I could only hear clock ticking. tick tack. tick tack! tick tack!!! I turned my side again. I couldn't stop thinking. I was just wondering everything when only thing I wanted to think was sleep.<br />
        I had just came from animecon and soon I would go to Kemi. One family that we know had a party. I walked in. and. I saw you. You had company but soon there was just you and me. I said something you smiled at me with that smile that I love. My heart was beating so fast. I was so happy. All my worries were gone. We talked pretty long. In that moment my life felt more real than ever. Then you looked into my soul trought my eyes and kissed me. Until I was torn from that reality.<br />
        I opened my eyes unwillingly and I was sad. Your love is everything I want and need, and I can never have it. I just wish I could live that beautiful dream.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>FINLAND is "great"</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Jun 2007 09:00:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't think that anyone actually reads my journals but anyway:<br />
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     Now I'm going to tell you of the finnish summer and nature:<br />
Today I was walking in Iinatti as usual. Usually I run but today I just walked relaxed and enjoyed the wind blowing and shaking leaves in trees... Aah now I remember how beautiful finnish summers are, I thought myself, I have no Idea why I hate Finland so much, I can understand it in Winter when it's cold but this is like a paradise...<br />
   So I walked and walked still relaxed until I walked into the forest.<br />
Aaw I love little forestpaths!!!! I walked with a peacefull mind deeper to forest when I started to hear some buzzing noise the bugs are here!!!<br />
  At that second I remembered totally the reason why I hate Finland and I started to run and I ran until I came out of the forest.<br />
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THE END<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Home sweet home...NO I wanna go back to Italy!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Jun 2007 05:23:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm back in Finland... And I want to get out of here!!!!!<br />
I was in Italy for 9 days. I really enjoyed my being there. I loved italian pizza, pasta and icecream, which I got addicted to. The strawberryicecream is heavenly... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
I really loved old builtings, some were absolutelu beautiful.We saw colosseum, forum romanum, Vatican, and old churches. When we left there I was afraid that we would be monitored very strict but luckily we were able to be there really freely. For example when we were shopping everyone shopped freely and we just met in a meeting place as arranged.<br />
And then there was this very sexy poolboy Adrian. I think that almost everyone had a crush on him. My friend Taija really liked him, and because she's not shy but very courageous, she talked with him pretty much. Adrian is 16. I know that because Taija asked that. And here's the fun part: <br />
At our last day there our "isonen" (who is 21) went and kisseed him. I don't think that neither of them knew their agedifference, because Adrian looks older than he is and that isonen is REALLY short, and they didn't really talk much because of Adrians bad enlish so they just sitted and smiled together. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /><br />
 And then all the girls were pissed off particularly Taija.<br />
MUAHAHHAHAA<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bye bye honeys!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Jun 2007 01:26:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear readers<br />
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Tomorrow I'm leaving from Finland for 9 days. I'm going to Rome for confirmationcamp (I don't really know how you say it in english. Sorry!) My friend is coming too. We're going to see Colosseum, sights, and unfortunately MANY kirks.<br />
Saddam (my sisters cat) is so cute he is trying to catch computers mouse from the screen. He's so cute.<3<br />
Anyway see you all when I come back!!!!!!!<br />
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Have a nice day!!!!<br />
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me<br />
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PS.Sorry that I make so many mistakes in spelling...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Running is fantastic</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Jun 2007 22:24:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I love running it makes me so happy! Yesterday I was on really bad mood... And Unfortunately we had my brothers highschool gratuation party. In evening I finally went jogging. I think I ran about 10 kilometers. That was great!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
I would really like to run marathon next year. That is my and my friends goal. Eventhougt we must really start training for it. And by the way when I had already left jogging my fried had called and asked me for a walk. That was kind of creepy...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hello!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Jun 2007 02:39:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well.... It's been a while since I have updated my journal. Many things have happend and things have chanced. First of all we had our play. I had the mainrole. We had two shows, It went well ( but I kind of did a LITTLE mistake. I was opening the curtains in another play and there was a little accident and I turned on some music... Luckily not during the play........ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />) that wasn't really nice. Salla my friend did actually ask his crush for a date. BUT HE SAID NO!!!! He's not worth Salla!  Crisi left Finland and went to Spain today. I'm so jealous...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Good morning everybody!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 May 2007 22:07:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Aww! We don't have school today! YAY! Clock is just 8 AM and I've already awake. At weekends I usually sleep long but I guess I wake because on normal week I would be on my way to school...<br />
Today I'm going to add here some drawnings with Crisis scanner. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ...finally<br />
Unfortunately I have to do today also a swedish project. NOUUU!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
And Essi if you read this: PIIRRÄ SE HEMMETIN SARJAKUVAAA!!!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hello!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 May 2007 09:26:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ How are you guys? I haven't really writed here that much lately... but I've been busy. 2 weeks school left. And I think that I have burned out. 2 real exams left + some little test + group project and a magasine on swedish.<br />
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I'm in a theater club and we practice once a week. I'm acting the mainrole <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
The show is in our last schoolweek I guess... We are working on cinderellas modern version. <br />
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My sister got job for the summer... that's so unfair I want a job. Actually it's just fair because I'm still pretty young and she lives already in another town. She has had a very lucky week. She got the job and she also heard that she will get the breast  diminution operation.<br />
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I think that's it and happy B-day Crisi!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~mussemau</author>
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                <title>Ou My Goooddddd</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 May 2007 05:26:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 100 pageviews!!!!!!!! yay I love you all and the most I love     <br />
    *~JuniorShadow<br />
    * ~Daria67-Critters<br />
    * ~Muskettisopuli<br />
    * *Jaded-Jezebel<br />
    * ~karithehedgehog<br />
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    * ~Oosaka<br />
    * ~NordicDiamond <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> I REALLY LOVE YOU ALL<br />
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  Luckily now it's friday!!! Yahoo <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 May 2007 09:00:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi guys!!! Nothing special. We have about 3 weeks school left before summer holiday and I'm soon having a nervous breakdown. We had a english test today I don't know how it went. Probably horribly I can't speak english like you might see... We have 4 big tests left... NOOOO!!!!!<br />
I'm like a walking zombie or something. And I suddenly noticed that if I don't say anything to my crush I will probably never see him again... and that's sad because maybe first time in my life I actually love someone not because of his look but personality. Anyway I think I'm doing that essay now.....                                          <br />
BYE<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A crazy story about...well you'll see...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Apr 2007 08:38:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ we were walking.. and walking and walking ( well this story is collapsing) so well we were walking... hmmm. with... DOGS!!! yeah that's it! (*let me continue*) we went to forest called "Iinatti" but then dogs started acting weirdly ('okey this is starting to sound interesting) They were barking and (*mussemau,you know that it is not unusual!!*)(*yes I know I'm just getting in it') and they were shitting...(*THAT'S NOT UNUSUAL EITHER!!*) infact the thing was that they didn't    <br />
bark,pee or MOVE at all!!!! (*that sounds already better*) anyway we didn't notice it at that time we were just walking and talking about walking!(*don't lie you little b**** ,we talked about your crush!!*) when we noticed something was wrong...(*TELL ME WHAT WAS WRONG!!!???*) we heared that something was coming out from the bush!! And it was...(*you'll never belive this*)...Mussemaus   <br />
crush!!!Well anyway then musse took my hand and started to run home... (* WELL WELL who's the liar now!?!!! (It's not me so it's you jatti)for  1 it was a  squirrel. and for 2. I wouldn't run I would jump on his neck!!! and 3. I'm allways right!*) (*okey...the truth is:*) IT WAS  SQUIRREL!!!!!and dog's ate it!!!!<br />
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What a happy ending!!! See you!!!!<br />
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THE END!!!!!<br />
(*maybe I'll come to musses place some other time too,but that's another story...See you even if you wouldn't want to see mee...*) <br />
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(*jatti you ruined my THE END!!!!!*)<br />
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THE (real) END<br />
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By me and my friend Jatti who was visiting me<br />
8THEY ALREADY KNOW IT LET'S JUST LEAVE THEM ALONE AND GO DOING SOMETHING ELSE!!!*)<br />
THE END (finally)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~mussemau</author>
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                <title>Hi again! :)</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Apr 2007 09:47:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today we had math and germanys test. I think it went pretty well...  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /><br />
I guess I'm just relieved that they're over and now I'm just relaxing. (which I shoudn't really do)<br />
It's nice that we have "vappu" (=Labor day) next week. At Labor day we don't have school here in Finland. I'm not sure how is it in other countries...<br />
In our school we have to dress up at the day before Labor Day. If we don't dress up we'll be dressed in garbagebags. So I think I'll maybe dress up.blushes: I probably will put my Bob marley-hat... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/weed.gif" width="20" height="19" alt=":weed:" title="This is your brain; This is drugs; This is your brain on drugs!" /> lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>FUCK!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Apr 2007 07:08:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah I know i am supposed to read germany and math now. but I am not...   <br />
well I'm tired because it's fucking boring!!!<br />
Today Jatti was over-energetic and I was pretty tired. And she said that my drawnings here suck. (well not that straight but anyway) not the best day of  <br />
year. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  And I felt sad too because I was last week pretty mean to one nice boy. ( he was mean to me before i was) but I still feel guilty... WHY I don't know. Maybe I'm too kind person.         <br />
Sorry that I'm only complaining I guess I cheer up when I have got over all these tests.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Good morning!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Apr 2007 00:59:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yahoo I can finally eat candy. My friend and I gave up yesterday so our candystrike is over!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
   We watched Epic movie it was ok. not good not bad... just ok<br />
   We also went to a cafe. I drank icetea and sorbet. I love icetea. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
Today I must still do 2 essays and read to some test so this is going to be a very "relaxing" Sunday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/stupidme.gif" width="30" height="30" alt=":stupidme:" title="Stupid Me!" /><br />
   But luckily after next week we don't have this hard weeks before summerholiday.<br />
SCHOOL SUCKS!!!!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hello!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Apr 2007 02:42:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Finally weekend!!!! We have next week in school 3 exams and 2 essays to return + tests in germany and swedish. nyyf!!! So I must do pretty much schoolwork at this weekend. That sucks!!! but anyway today I will probably just relax and go to the movies. The real work starts tomorrow.<br />
  I think I'm soon having dependency on deviantart. I must come here every day and watch do i have any messages. but so what!<br />
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Have a nice day!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~mussemau</author>
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                <title>YAY</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Apr 2007 09:26:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi!!!<br />
I finally put some drawings here! I'm so proud of my self and so is Crisi whose scanner I used. Muhaahahaa!!!!<br />
I hope you like my pictures and please leave me some comments. PLEASE *begging*<br />
I and my friend Tatti have a competition who lastes longer without candy and crisps. I need SUGAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
The looser must buy a candybag to the winner. This is a question of honor to me. Give up Tattiiiii NOW!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>NOOOO!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Mar 2007 00:37:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The school begins again tomorrow, and I must do some stupid music essay. Actually others have already returned it but I wasn´t in school on friday so I haven´t finished it. The music teacher is going to kill me if I don´t return it tomorrow. snif! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> I want to move out of this country.I hate Finland it´s so cold. Luckily at least Nordicdiamond returnes to finland soon, so I can finally add some drawings here.(and see her <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> )<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~mussemau</author>
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                <title>Hello dudes!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Mar 2007 06:49:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I decided finally write something to my journal...<br />
We have holiday from school so I went to the city yesterday with Jatti. I bougt a cute hell bunny shirt and rozen maiden 3, but actually that is really not that important. The thing I wanted to tell you is this. This is actually pretty creepy. There is this one boy in my school, who I really like. Jatti and I walking to "dark star" and I wondered by my self that where he is at the moment. Then suddenly my friend said to me; look whoÂ´s there! And there he was. That was so creepy!!!!! XD lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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