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I want someone who will argue with me over little things and then won't talk to me for a while. But then after that, he'll come up behind me and wrap his arms around me and tell me he's sorry and he loves me. That's all I'm asking for.

]]> ~mustbeloved http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/14783803/ http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/14783803/ Tue, 25 Sep 2007 09:04:11 PDT
Ya know what I want? I want to be someone's reason for waking up, someone's reason for going through another day. Just once, I want to be the one being wished for, I want a guy to say to himself, 'I'm so lucky to have her.' To put it simply, I want to be someone's everything.

]]> ~mustbeloved http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/14466176/ http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/14466176/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 05:33:38 PDT ...


The rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged

...hmm...now...something about me...lol..yea
1. I like music! well really, I love music! everywhere and all the time.
2. I easy get enthusiastic about quite a lot of things.
3. I like taking pics.
4. I love to draw.
5. I like boys who play guitar....lol
6. i am an shoppingholic...hehe (sometimes)
7. I like black people.. (btw. i wish there is more of them here in Croatia)
(i wanna black friend/boyfriend)
8. Sometimes...oh..ok...most of the time..i am really loud (hehe) and yea stubborn...hehe


and now...i tag:



]]> ~mustbeloved http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/14404320/ http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/14404320/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 01:59:50 PDT If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it, and above.

i like to take these long walks, mostly at night and look up at all the darkened windows. i just wonder what peoples lives are like and what they're dreaming about..
i like to see peoples' faces when they are just falling in love or making up from a fight or even if they are just grieving... there's something beautiful about a person's face at that moment…

Sometimes it seems like we're all living in some kind of prison. And the crime is how much we hate ourselves. It's good to get really dressed up once in a while and admit the truth:
that when you really look closely, people are so strange and so complicated that they're actually...beautiful. Possibly even me.

]]> ~mustbeloved http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13743955/ http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13743955/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 12:01:31 PDT have you ever heard about "One world" i saw it once on youtube.com and i like that idea very much...
so for you who dont know anything about that...here it goes

that is something like word hand stand statement difference community...lol...
you still dont get it i know...but look this and maybe something will be clearer... [link]

so..that on youtube.com was made for videos...but cause we are on art site...i thought we could make something similar...cause i like very much that i..what that guy, madv, has start..soo much people had sent their videos (as responce on that) with their messages to the world..and many of them are so nice and cute...and yea...hmm...

i thought like i said...that we could make something similar...we could send our art...photos, drawings (and all)...i wanna know how do you like that idea...and if u like it..what do you think how we could do that...to make a new profile (deviant) and submit that work there...that could be something like a new community ...

so what do you think??? please tell meeee.........

]]> ~mustbeloved http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13682095/ http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13682095/ Tue, 10 Jul 2007 09:28:08 PDT
I want someone to call when I get bored, to sneak me junk food when I'm sick, to understand that I mean the opposite of what I say, someone that will know how to cheer me up, that won't have overwhelming expectations of me, someone that truly enjoys my company as much as I enjoy theirs. I don't want to be with somebody who would rather be with me than with nobody. I want to be with somebody who would rather be with me than with anybody. I just want someone to love me and hold me and kiss me and tell me sweet-nothings. I just want someone to wrap me in their arms and touch my soul. I want someone to keep me safe from harm. And someone who will say, 'Baby, I love you.' over and over again. Why is that so hard for a guy to do?

But the most I want to be someone's reason for waking up, someone's reason for going through another day. Just once, I want to be the one being wished for, I want a guy to say to himself, 'I'm so lucky to have her.' To put it simply, I want to be someone's everything.

I want someone to say good night to, a last call of the day. I don't have a last call of the day.

All I'm asking is for someone to be crazy with, cause this world is sooo crazy...

]]> ~mustbeloved http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13657694/ http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13657694/ Sun, 08 Jul 2007 11:15:09 PDT btw. i like that song sooo much...



I woke up it was 7
I waited 'til 11
Just to figure out that
No one would call

I think I got a lot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When your spending everyday on your own!
And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
(Tonight)

And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these four walls again
I'll try to think about the last time
I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And their gonna leave me here on my own!
And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
(Tonight)


What the hell is wrong with me
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?

Wide awake I'm bored
And I cant fall asleep
And everynight is the worst night ever


I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun then me
Tonight
I'm all alone
Tonight
Nobody cares
Tonight
Cause I'm just a kid
Tonight

]]> ~mustbeloved http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13602597/ http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13602597/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 05:46:07 PDT
Sometimes it seems like we're all living in some kind of prison. And the crime is how much we hate ourselves. It's good to get really dressed up once in a while and admit the truth: that when you really look closely, people are so strange and so complicated that they're actually...beautiful.
Possibly even me.... ]]> ~mustbeloved http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13559956/ http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13559956/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 05:22:49 PDT
There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that or even believe it, but trust me, there are some loves that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we all should be lucky enough to end up with somebody who has a little of that insanity, someone who never lets go, someone who cherishes you forever.



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]]> ~mustbeloved http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13473165/ http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13473165/ Sun, 24 Jun 2007 14:38:49 PDT

Did you ever notice that people give up on love as they get older? When you're a little girl, all you want to do is fall in love. Then when you're a teenager, every guy you meet you think is 'the one'. Then when you're an adult and you have been hurt from the breakups as a teen, you're not interested in love anymore. You just don't want to be alone, so you settle for someone you might even know isn't your soul mate. I know so many adults that aren't truly where they want to be. I just try to think about what they might have went through to make them settle for second best, and I hope that doesn't happen to me.

and..yea...hmmm....

I'm not afraid of heights I'm afraid of falling. I'm not scared of the dark, I'm scared of what's in it. I'm not afraid to love, I'm afraid of not being loved back.

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]]> ~mustbeloved http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13407787/ http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13407787/ Tue, 19 Jun 2007 13:49:40 PDT


I used to be afraid of so many things... that I'd never grow up, that I'd be trapped in the same place for all eternity, that my dreams would forever be shy of my reach.
It's true what they say. Time plays tricks on you. One day you're dreaming, the next your dream has become your reality.
And now that this scared little girl no longer follows me wherever I go, I miss her. I do. 'Cause there are things I wanna tell her-- to relax, to lighten up, that it is all going to be ok. I want her to know that meeting people who like you, who understand you, who actually accept you for who you are, will become an increasingly rare occurrence. My friends, family..... These people who contributed to who I am, they are with me wherever I go, and as history gets rewritten in small ways with each passing day, my love for them only grows.
Because the truth is... it was the best of times. Mistakes were made, hearts were broken, harsh lessons learned, but all of that has receded into fond memory now. How does it happen? Why are we so quick to forget the bad and romanticize the good? Maybe it's because we need to believe that the time we spent together actually meant something, that we were there for each other in a time in our lives that defined us all, a time in our lives that we will never forget.
I can't swear this is exactly how it happened.
But this is how it felt.



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]]> ~mustbeloved http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13379799/ http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13379799/ Sun, 17 Jun 2007 10:40:45 PDT
A nice and bad boy.

A boy who has spiky hair and lets me play with it.

He'll tell me we're like Corey and Topanga.

He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt.

He’ll stay home with me and watch Disney Movies.

And he'll tell me he loves it even though he doesn’t,

and the only person he would ever watch it with would be me.

.He'll call me at 3am and ask me what i'm doing.

He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice.

He’ll IM me every morning before school saying "Have a great day babe I love you!". And he always whispers something sweet in my ear.

He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band.

And he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends.

When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear.

He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to say to me.

All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them.

He'll stay up with me all night when im sick.

When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear.

He'll love everything about me and tell me that I'm perfect.

We always end up laughing about silly fights.

We wont get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it.

Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of me ... Every time he kisses me.

He'll tell me he'd die without me.

He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when I'm having a bad day.

He would think I was beautiful if I dressed so crappy it was classy.

When we go out fo ice cream he'll put some on my nose … then I'll put some all over his face.

And we just never stop laughing.

he wouldnt be scared to cry in front of me-- --and would hold me when i cry ..

he'll introduce me to his friends as the coolest girl he’s ever met.

He'll buy me jewelry and bouncy balls from vending machines.

We would have contests of how far we could spit our gum, or how far we could jump off a swing.

He'll take walks with me in the snow, and we'll catch snowflakes on our tongues

He doesn't even like snow, but I love it.

He would grab my waist and kiss my neck.

And we'd always take pictures in photo booths.

He’ll let me go places with his mom.

We would play tag and not care whos watching. We’d kiss in the rain. And when I hear him speak, I'll fall in love all over again. I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me, and then go totally soft when I got sad and apologize. I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars.

Someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house

When we kissed our hips would be pressed together.

I want someone to be there no matter what ... always and forever

Perfect.

I'll be his everything.

]]> ~mustbeloved http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13366939/ http://mustbeloved.deviantart.com/journal/13366939/ Sat, 16 Jun 2007 09:34:00 PDT
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