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nor am I gonna say where I am going to resume writing my poems and stories .

bye.

]]> ~mystery-curious http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/26893346/ http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/26893346/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 10:40:05 PDT
I am not sure why I am writing this down; may be because it has been a long time since I last engaged myself in intrapersonal communication . Yes, writing journals, diary notes and meditating are kinds of intrapersonal communication mediums; a way leading to our inner lives .I have gone a couple of steps forward but the more I walk forward I feel like this mysterious road of life keeps extending in its length and breath. My search never ends , not that I know of the reason for this ever present thirst; Seems like no amount of accomplishment or effort is quenching it . My search started a few years ago that 's when I began expressing it through poetry. What can give me the bliss and peace that everyone of us keeps dreaming about ? when can I get the feeling of profound satisfaction? It has nothing to do with the existential needs like food ,water,shelter,affection and the like; everything has been provided to me by natures selfless spirit and I should be grateful to her, yet I feel like there is something missing; something that my mortal senses are not able to identify...

This world is a huge encyclopedia without an end . No matter how much I try to know of the outer world; I might still be ignorant of something somewhere because this world is never static; to prove myself to this world is not going to serve anything. Mistakes cannot be avoided at all circumstances ; sometimes we become aware of the fact that "Experience is the mother of wisdom" . I might still keep judging other people to a lesser degree though and others will continue to do the same and the degree to which they engage in this might vary . Ultimately I am forced to be aware of the fact that every step that I take, each mistake I make, each time I rise and fall, it is all to know myself, who I am , it is not to impress or belong to some other person. All the pain and pleasure that I go through is for "myself to accept and belong to myself " the way I am . Unless this happens I might continue to feel half empty .

Thank You.

]]> ~mystery-curious http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/24340774/ http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/24340774/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 10:13:46 PDT Ignorance and wisdom interpret various situations in life in two different ways ..; each person has both the elements , they cannot be separated nor tied together…they are everything yet nothing ..

Once, the "Prince of Ignorance" was climbing the staircase of life, in order to reach a certain goal[Wisdom],but while doing so he unknowingly, stepped on-to something which was round and unstable; he tripped and fell infinite distances below and broke his Crown and Nose; for a while He didnt know what to do. The main source of the GREAT FALL, was the stone of CONFUSION. The Queen of Wisdom dropped by, and stitched HIS wounded nose with the "Herb of Humbleness" and joined the broken crown, with "The glue of LOVE"..It was painful when he was receiving those stitches, because it not only taught him to forgive others, but it also taught him to accept his own mistakes; in the process The "Queen of Wisdom" became so fond of him that she started calling him her son, so was born "The Prince of Wisdom " who continued climbing the stairs of life, not to reach the goal, but to simply enjoy the experience and the feel of climbing....




Ignorance- “I can’t take it anymore! How can this happen to me?! what mistake did I commit! No matter how hard I try, things keep slipping out of my hands!

Wisdom : “ what do I have to burden myself with? How can I take anything, when there is nothing at all to load myself with? Situations pass through us, but we grab these unfortunate events and carry on our shoulders and keep grumbling “I cant take it anymore”!

Ignorance: a)Self Blame: “I blame myself for whatever happened! I am not worth it! I shouldn’t have judged her like that!.. I am not efficient in doing anything in life! “

b)Self Praise: "I am the best! no one can ever beat me ! that guy is a loser huh! look at me! me ! me !I look gorgeous and I am a genius...oh I should maintain this,otherwise I might loose it ...oh!oh!"


Wisdom : “ There is a state beyond, this constant fluctuation between Happiness and Sadness. If I look into it deeply…, neither of these two states ever brought me closer to the truth. I can delude myself, either by continuous self- Praise or self –blame; If I achieved something yesterday, it doesn’t define me as who I am today; If I failed yesterday, it doesn’t define the person who I am today, yet the irony is that, we study about personalities - something which is formed due to the accumulation of past experience and the future aspirations….no one can judge anyone’s personality at a moment ; this brings us closer to truth .We are undefinable. I am neither worthless nor worthy, neither good nor bad, neither beautiful nor ugly ; I am simply “I am …. “

Thank You...

]]> ~mystery-curious http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/23778125/ http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/23778125/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 10:50:14 PDT “ Mad tea party of life??”. life is beautiful, but at times it might make you look like a clown. If one is aware of the silliness and stupidity of the people and situations ; it might as well make one laugh till ones last breath than tax ones tear glands, but we love to choose the latter. Sometimes Life is like Mr Hatter who is one of the characters in “Alice in Wonderland “ asking us a riddle ; Hatter asks Alice “Why is a raven like a writing desk?”Alice is not able to find the answer and so asks Mr Hatter to answer and he says that he himself doesn’t know the answer, If we are “THE LIFE” or “THE HATTER “ then we are in conflict with ourselves, asking questions and at the same time, not letting ourselves see the answers which are right in front of us.
How can I intensely gaze into the eyes of a beggar who looks like a withered flower and still not react ? How can I feel so sorry yet so indifferent? Somewhere it gnaws the depths of our hearts, but today beggary has also turned into a flourishing business. How can some of us still love a person , who doesn’t even know us or hasn’t even cared to share his happiness and affection with us . I have pondered over these questions and I am sure that at times these questions must have popped inside your restless brains too…

A month ago WHEN I was sitting by the sea shore with my friends and enjoying the sunset, two young boys passed by; they must be around 10 years old ,one of them was wearing a school uniform . One could see the delicate strength of their bodies and their eyes were bright and full of playfulness.. they were selling channa and kites . They asked me if I wanted to buy something.Me and my friends didn’t have the heart to say no, so we bought a kite and three plates of channa . We made them sit and requested them to narrate their lifestories. We found that both of them went to school in the morning and sold Channa and Kites in the evenings in order to support their families[ I am not going into the details of their life stories in this journal }
I got inspired by their life stories . 3 days back I got acquainted to three boys who sold flowers and an old woman who was a beggar, we had a pleasant conversation . Through these tiny experiences, I understood that humans could feel the joy in the midst of dreaded situations; even now when I close my eyes; I can see the image of those kids, their pleading eyes, suppressing the vibrant freedom that the universe expresses through them.


Apart from this , if you want the answers to these questions then youll have to dechiper these lines that I write below

“I never knew that we could create millions of us ,only to eventually destroy millions of us “

“ At times we transform ourselves into idiots and beg for a worthless love and let ourselves be mocked at , lets get back into the natural state of being our wise selves and know that we already have within us what we beg,then why beg anymore? ”

“ Just a few steps away from me, a man is bleeding to death, I THINK that a million others passing by will help and a million others THINK that the other “million others” passing by will help, each thought that passed by was like each drop of life embracing death,yet we kept passing by . why? Because we THOUGHT but never FELT…

]]> ~mystery-curious http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/23607788/ http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/23607788/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 11:42:01 PDT With every curve that we fill on a blank page ,we are not aware of the silence getting molded into various forms….between each sentence, words, letters and within the word itself ,there is a silence echoing; there is peace flowing through the commotion ,nomatter how much we scribble it or beautify it with words; the silence of a blank page still makes us feel the presence . Sometimes I imagine how it would look like if there was no space anywhere, it wouldn’t make any sense, it would look like some jumbled up spider web; silence itself doesn’t need any sense, but it does give sense to these words that I write.”Silence is pure essence “

During the days when I let me just be; absorbing and observing the, streetlights ,people, sounds of various frequencies, rhythm of my breath changing every moment, expressions of passersby, the way a dried leaf rhythmically floated like a feather and gently nestled on the ground and the bright venus star which beautified the dark tresses of the night ,I realize that by staying quiet without speaking a word, but expressing the gratitude and kindness through ones eyes reveals the love and peace that the words can never capture.

To forget is to deny , to remember is to relive it and drown ourselves in self pity ,which is worthless; to anticipate is to waste our energy on something which is not there …instead it feels wonderful to accept, as you let it be and even more joyful to face it in the true sense and modify the way we perceive it “ this problem is a solution in itself “. Once we figure that out, there are no problems existing. Each second this body releases the pain;when we get physically wounded every cell in our body prepares for the healing mechanism to take place.’ it is only the mind which clings to pain and keeps wounding a person psychologically, which is more harmful than physical injury but the mind is very much a part of us let us not over-use it or rip it off,the ego is very much a part of us let us not rush off with rage and try to rip it off; if you do so, you are denying a part of yourself. It is all about merging the darkness into the light, gradually in a soothing way ... learn from the body as it has an intelligence of its own.

This is the most earthly conversation, a natural state of being which I am glad to be tuned in for a few minutes a day and if I were an earthworm, I would dig deeper and deeper into this dark and wet velvetiness and come out through the other end ,helping the universe create as the farmers sow and the plants grow ,I keep crawling doing my tiniest bit like million other beings, each cell in my body working in tune with the cosmos ..I breath in the last lingering rays of the sunset as it melts into the sky and glorifies the moment with its time-stopping beauty, the omnipresent .

]]> ~mystery-curious http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/22317148/ http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/22317148/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 21:36:34 PST It's a pleasure to wish you all "Happy New Year"

2009 is going to bring lots of smiles and goodies with it it's a strange intuition that I have, let me write you a sweet little journal that will motivate you to start living life as though you were just born .

There were days filled with happiness and contentment,dissapointment and sadness,victory and force,loveliness and delight!! AND....just because its a new year doesnt mean that your life is going to take a magical turn, life always has its ups and downs,but yes ,if you want you can paint this life with colors of your will and discover new boulevards filled with beautiful gardens.

It is completely alright to be angry,sad,dejected,rejected and a thousand other words which describe that utterly helpless feeling, but every night breaks into a new morning, doesnt it?. now it's time to create a morning in your lives ,you need to pool in a lot of effort, face the dark clouds at times ,but never give up . now let me tell you how you can do that .

2 days before I felt helpless again,it's simple "I was angry", so I wrote my anger down.. just write your anger down in a diary,after a while read it again and I am sure that you will laugh out loud,it will look ridiculous,sensless,but dont get embarrassed,emotions dont make a person rational, remember that; after U've read it tear it and throw it away ..I thought I was wasting paper so I write journals and then I delete them if they are filled with "nonsense of the moment" [personal blogs,for people who dont feel comfortable revealing their sensless journals to others with their true identities].

if you feel that your life is eventless, dont worry,everyone feels that once in a while;it's a waking call letting you know that "Dear one,it is time to enjoy the simple things in life,that U ignored for so long..

Today ,I went for cycling in the morning, I felt bored because I go for cycling everyday and it is delightful, but today I was peddling at snail s speed!, suddenly my head turned up to find a beautiful view .." the suns rays were getting filtered through the mesh of leaves and branches ,and I FEASTED ON THE VIEW of a beautiful sky...now,it's an everyday spectacle,isnt it?but we hardly notice it for we are prone to sulk a lot at times.

Never let anybody tell you that you can't do something, it might feel almost impossible at times but the burning heat of determination and the feeling that "I am right" can burn any such notion of impossibility into ashes. WATCH INSPIRING MOVIES"Pursuit Of Happyness" is a beautiful movie,it will motivate you a lot!Beautiful Mind etc ..there are loads of other inspiring movies,watch them and after that get into action!

funny movies,with satire and absolute humor is medicine for the lonely and sad soul!! keep laughing,you might die laughing but I bet U'll never know whether U are dead or alive at that moment

when I skim through the news papers, I come across a section called "Coffee -Break" I come across"Calvin and Hobbes"archies,crossword puzzles,and a game which tests your observation"it's like, two images are given which look exactly the same at a glance,but have a lot of difference in them if you look at it carefully,its easy and delightful !! so if you com across some nice little puzzles,comics,games like that just indulge in it for a while your head will feel lighter!!

RELATIONSHIPS:
Aww...now that's a sensitive topic isnt it ? to tell you the truth ,it's not. Now is the time you can make up with any lovedone,Mom ,dad,brother,sister,boyfriend,girlfriend,[that includes husband and wife ],friend,children!...whomever. The first mistake that we do is , " people are more prone to show displaced aggression on their loved ones",I realized that because this is one of the main reasons that causes friction in a relationship REMEDY-talk your dissapointment to a close friend dont shout at him or her.

When you start a blame game the mistake that either of you might have commited becomes a blunder which spoils the mood for hours, everyone commits blunders,mistakes; why should you be embarrassed to admit your own mistake?? admit it, embrace your mistake or weakness and soon it will turn out to be your strenght; all you want is for you and everyone around you to... ]]> ~mystery-curious http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/20499255/ http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/20499255/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 01:53:13 PDT on the far corner of a countryside road, stood a tree spreading out its naked branches ; its roots were decorated with dead leaves that were decaying and there was only one flower, that was still sticking out of a branch, it was bravely facing the harsh rule of Miss Winter . The tree looked at the flower through its motherly eyes and tried to protect it with its naked branches but in vain; instead of crying out in pain and lamenting about the carlesness of the tree which was its life support ...the flower smiled gently and said:
" O!dear tree ,let's not exhaust ourselves trying to save a dying life let us enjoy this moment together ,for we dont know when death shall kiss this tiny spec of life "
the tree crumbled a little, and its branches were covered with frozen tears ,its voice was filled with grief and emptiness as it said

" O! dear flower, you bloomed through me and bloomed my life as well ,everyother flower that bloomed through this body has been kissed by death ,I am weak and cannot stand the last one falling ...."

A few miles away Mr storm was approaching furiously,ready to destroy anything that came his way , both the flower and the tree could feel the warning signs of impending doom that they were going to face .

the flower said :" Friend , if you keep tyring yourself with worry and fear , we'll never be able to enjoy the few moments that are still held by us and keep working for those uncertain moments of the future ,a future which is vague ..... "

yet ,the tree did not understand what the flower was tryin to convey , the tree said : "I need you ,I want you forever ,I cannot let you go ......."

The flower felt very sad for the tree wasnt understanding it; by now the storm had approached the countryside , both could feel the ferocity of the wind increasing every minute ; suddenly one of the flower s petals fell off and the next petal was also about to wither ..it had just three more petals left.

It was agonising for the tree to see how much the flower was suffering ,the tree was initself finding it hard from getting uprooted , its branches were breaking off ...the storm enveloped them and was determined to destroy both ,for they were inbetween his path .... with whatever strenght that was left,the flower said:

O! tree , atleast now realize the worth of my words ; if you need me ,want me forever then let me see you smile at this moment ,a moment can last forever and forever last s only for the moment "

These words brought a sudden realization in the tree, by now all the petals had worn off and only its stem was half clinging to the tree , at that instant the tree smiled at its only love with such warmth and kindness that for a moment even the storm was awed at the happines that the tree was expresing during such tragical circumstances ; at last the flower smiled in turn looking at the dying vision of the smiling tree and closed its eyes as it slowly floated to the ground ; the tree also, not able to withstand the storm got uprooted and fell on the other side. Before letting out their last breath, together they said :

" A moment can last forever and forever lasts only for the moment , dear love, dear friend.."

]]> ~mystery-curious http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/19997251/ http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/19997251/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 00:51:51 PDT as I conquer each step to reach the top,I will tell you how it felt standing on each step,reaching for the next step and the different experiences that I went through.

just check out these links if you want to know more about them

[link]
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signing out
~Ursula

]]> ~mystery-curious http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/19854285/ http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/19854285/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 22:54:38 PDT It is of no use being a emotionally too attached to anyone
the flowers and the leaves will fall apart from the tree anyday
Enjoy a good person s company for today
as circumstances have the greater share of our lives "


2. We keep giving and stealing eachothers hearts;
feeling hollow when we give it to never get it back
or despising to carry someone elses unwanted heart"


3. "Love happens not when two people give or steal each others heart
love happens when two people share eachothers broken halves to make it one ..".

4. A girl curiously asks her elder sister
"Have you ever fallen in love??
Her elder sister smiles at her warmly and says:
"No, I have not"
The girl frowns and says :
"you are a liar ...tell me, how come you write so much on love??"
Her elder sister looks at the girl with a calm expression and says :
"I never fell in it nor did I rise in it,I just went through love and let love flow through me
long enough for it to show its beautiful side and short enough to last forever"



5. "Avoiding difficult situations is like running from oneself and embracing immaturiy"

6. "A viewer decides whether to look at the thorns or the roses"

7. Sometimes singing the futile song " dear one ,I'll always be there with you"
is like hiding ones insecurities behind a mask of worthless proof"


8. A friend in need is a friend indeed
but there are those friends who cannot come near you
as certain situations have forced them to watch you from afar"

9. "Hopes and expectations make us remember of an uncertain tomorrow and forget of a certain today"


10. "You can never wish to be mature
maturity comes on its own,either today or tomorrow"

11. "Revenge can fill you with pain
Anger can reduce you to ashes
Grudge can make your heart a stone
you think that your hurting someone else,
foolish human! you are hurting yourself.. . "


12. "Not many know the meaning of intelligence;
they either measure it in grades
or confuse it with cleverness,
one is intelligent when one works on ones potentials and forgets one s weaknesses ."


13. "Life is very difficult to understand unless you face it the way it is"


14. "Never go behind indifferent people and ask for their affection and friendship,
instead recieve those who are ready to share their affection and friendship with you"


15. "People are right when they say that fate plays an important role in our life
fate is beyond you because it is not only you who plays a role in weaving it but also the people around you who play a role in weaving it
but instead of accepting your fate challenge your fate "

hmm....yeserday night some quotes popped out from my mind,seems like I am getting aquainted to the new side of me
These Quotes have a little realistic feel to them ,you might agree with some of these quotes and disagree with the others...
enjoy
signing out
~Ursula

]]> ~mystery-curious http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/18964952/ http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/18964952/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 10:36:26 PDT Miss Molly made the same folly
for she ate the wrong lolli.
she met Madam Polly who wasn't so jolly
and put Molly into a trolley
that went right into hell!!!

hey this is so funny!!..god!!,I didn't think that I could write funny lines like these,it is so bubbly and crispy too.

lets see if more of such funny lines pop out of my mind..like,

Mr bun is full of fun,
he is brighter than the sun
he is baked with golden hun,
but now he has to run
for a nun fell in love with Mr bun
and she is going to get done
with MR Bun.
she is going to eat him
for he is a delicacy from aunt Anns bakery called "Jam bun"
wow!! this is hilarious..hey I didn't know that I could write such funny stanzas
children would love these!!!

gonna try more,hey..even you fellows can try,it is so chirpy and bright!!!

and if you get some stanzas like that just let me know too!!
signing out
~Ursula!!

]]> ~mystery-curious http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/18539859/ http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/18539859/ Wed, 28 May 2008 07:57:45 PDT ..................love
................................laugh
............................................shine
....................................................... fly
..........................................................bloom
..................................................................light

OPTIMISM
................................................................observe
.................................................................learn
.......................................................know
...............................................mistake
..................................correct
..................heal
....glitter...


this is like a mind map,I cant draw a mind map over here so made it into a step like format,this is the map of optimistic look towards everything in life.

]]> ~mystery-curious http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/18329065/ http://mystery-curious.deviantart.com/journal/18329065/ Wed, 14 May 2008 22:47:57 PDT good morning!!!
today one of my relatives asked me to list out the names of all the Indian presidents heh!!actually I could name only three of them starting from the current president hmm...I thought that maybe I could dig in a little more about presidents and prime ministers of the world....
when it comes to naming the whole list of Indian presidents, most people remember the first presidents and the current presidents name for sure including the former president..[I meant the Indian citizens] The rest of them who come in between dont seem to be that important to us except when we are getting ready for quiz etc!!
so here is the link!!anyone interested can take a glimpse of this gallery ..kool black and white photos...


[link]
when it comes to prime ministers ...hmm lets see...

[link]

we tend to remember the names of eminent political figure who have a little bit of controversial profile or whose political power ended up in assassination ..the rest of them never become history lol!


when it comes to the presidents of the world lets take into account only the current ones
America-George Bush
Japan- Yasao Fukuda
Italy-Giorgio Napolitano
UK-Gordon Brown
Spain-Jose Luis Rodrigues Zapatro
france -Nicolas Sarkozy
Germany -Horst Kohler
Egypt -Hosni Mubarak he iis 90 years old?????????


hmm I m too tired, thats all ...world prime ministers will come later....


tratra.....
signing out
~Ursula

fine!!..I better get into some dammed typewriting class!!

ok let me continue..ahem ahem....

Russia - Vladimir Putin
Australia- John Winston Howard
.......OK ......thats it .I am bored...


[link]
rg/wiki/Prime_Minister#Lists_of_prime_ministers

ok...I just cant keep writing about this because there are too many prim ministers..yeah .,...

k!!!.....gonna write another journal !!

tataz!!!

]]> ~mystery-curious