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<sub>Which means I have a job. Lawlz.

So I have a job now, at Game Stop, I start in November, and my first day will most likely be when Call Of Duty: Modern Warfare 2 comes out. Which is sweet.

I convinced mom to let me apply when I heard from Tiff ( my co-worker *pride pride* ) that they were going to hire 14 people for the holidays, and I expressed my want to work at Game Stop. Brian and me ( another co-worker *smile smile* ) talked about the difference between wanting to make games and sell them, I’d rather do the latter.
So~ I filled out the application, gave it to Danny ( My Manager *Fu fu fu* ) and I win. Correction, I epic win.

Other than that~ I have been hanging with the Johnny Rocket crew and Rachel ( CX ). Its been uber fun just watching Israel and Javers goof around while they work. Going bowling with them, eating candy at the arcade, and making fun of the Great American Cookie mascot makes me feel kinda fulfilled. It would be better if ~A-HeroLumine hadn’t moved to Villa Rica, but he comes back every other weekend.
I’m already thinking about next AWA, and I want to cosplay Camilla d’Errico’s Tanpopo. Hopefully I’ll be able to and have money to spend next year to buy Camilla’s licensed Lolita dresses. Her first ever comic ‘Burn’ comes out in a graphic novel today, and I hope to buy it.
For Halloween I have stepped in ~UponATime’s territory and purchased a Alice in Wonderland costume. It’s a “Rebel Toons” version so it’s a more rockier version of Alice. Well, seductive is a better word. I’m looking for the boots and bag that goes with it, but I’ll have to go without for this year’s Halloween. Me and :A-HeroLumine: Plan to go bowling with the J-Rocket gang and dress up in our costumes to bowl. Because that will go well.

Anyway I’ll sign off for now, I’ve ran out of things to update ya’ll with.

Lots of Love TTFN~
Mishii</sub>

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<sub>AWA15 was AWESOMETASTIC.

I saw ~UponATime and we both hung out with Camilla D’Errico what seemed like the entire time. She even drew me. I plan on getting it framed.

I bought tons of Camilla merchandise too. Her Tanpopo volume 1 & 2, both Poodle and Specter dolls, and buttons.

I’m shameless about my favorite artist.

Overall it was a good weekend. There was two upsets that forced me to really get upset, because they were shoved in my face, but I let it pass and it was all good. I got to see my sister, I got to hang out with my brother, and my good friends, see lots of cool cosplays ( SHIZUMA-SAMA <3 ), and I even watched Kare+Kano.

I was VOCALOID MEIKO for pretty much the whole time, though on Sunday I broke down and didn’t cosplay, because I was tired.

The VOCALOID photo shoot was fantastic, I mean FANTASTIC. I was the only MEIKO, which makes me QUEEN. Epic Win time~ No one stepped up to direct the photo shoot, so I ended up doing it XD. But I had soo much fun, its been a long ass time since I cosplayed, it was a great escape!
HEY ALL YOU FROM THE PHOTO SHOOT SEND ME A NOTE WITH YOUR PICTURES!

When we got back from AWA15, there was a huge tornado forming over Target™, about next to where I live, it never touched down, but lots of floods happened. Lots. Georgia is now under a State of Emergency because of all the flooding. Thankfully my house was spared. But the entire town’s water supply was tainted so for a week the water was undrinkable. I had to run around the town gathering drinking water from FEMA. Joy.

Overall life is back to normal. Except for yesterday: when me, ~friendofmyst20 , and ~Domohunter saw kids in full Naruto cosplay at borders. We were so confused we didn’t even ask. Full Cosplay. It was Freaking Weird.

Ah Well. That’s it for now~

TTFN,
MIshii <3


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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/27204925/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/27204925/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 07:42:50 PDT
Guess what happens this weekend? Anime Weekend Atlanta 15 that’s what. Three whole days of worry free convention action. It’s a MUCH needed vacation.

Stress has been a frequent of late, with even more schooling and parental havoc making everyday a roller coaster of pain, misery, and tears. So with this weekend being a great thing to look forward to, I’m cheering up for the better.

My cosplay for this year hits a number of three different outfits:
Friday- VOCALOID MEIKO
Saturday- PKMN Trainer Leaf
Sunday- Xion from Kingdom Hearts 365/2
Also look for ~UponATime as Bridget from Guilty Gear as well, I think ~insanityangel is a character from Guilty Gear as well I just don’t know which one

I’m selling my Hatsune Miku costume for $60 so I can have a bit of spending cash for the con. I’m going to get at least 2 doujinshi and the Hatsune Miku MIX on the spot, as for anything else my traditional Sakuma Drops I ran out this month after the last can. And I’m looking for a MEIKO Nicondroid if it exists.

Other than AWA15 I’ve been hanging out with friends I really should hang out with more often. I’ve been bugging ~Domohunter at work and getting fat off of cookies. It’s a nice escape when at home I’d get yelled at for not sweeping when I’ve swept twice already.

School is being difficult, as I write this I’m working on a, I believe, Georgia-run program called E2020, which is the most difficult online class I have ever taken, not difficult as in hard, but as in stupid. I’m given a 30 minute lecture on something not even relevant to the subject being taught, then given work I’m suppose to pass without looking at the answers GIVEN to me. -_-;

Anyway, Look for me at AWA15, and give me a well needed hug

See you there my Lovelies~

-Mishii <3

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DISCLAIMER: I know my feelings or rants on here are on the internet, but those of you not on DA, please DO NOT come to me outside of the internet to yell about my opinions. This is my personal escape/place I have the right to voice my opionion on anything that comes my way, please do not use my DA as a way to get information out of me or find out by chance how I'm feeling. The people at the bottom in my journal are and the ONLY exceptions. ( ~friendofmyst20, ~UponATime, ~insanityangel ). Please give me my privacy, even on the internet. Thank you.</sub>

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Still no internet, BUT MY COMPUTER AIN'T BROKE NO MORE YAAAAAAAAY

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DISCLAIMER: I know my feelings or rants on here are on the internet, but those of you not on DA, please DO NOT come to me outside of the internet to yell about my opinions. This is my personal escape/place I have the right to voice my opionion on anything that comes my way, please do not use my DA as a way to get information out of me or find out by chance how I'm feeling. The people at the bottom in my journal are and the ONLY exceptions. ( ~friendofmyst20, ~UponATime, ~insanityangel ). Please give me my privacy, even on the internet. Thank you.</sub>

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/26666117/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/26666117/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 07:44:36 PDT WHATS UP MOFOs?!

Hi, Mishii here. So no internet sucks, yeah? Well it does. Lotsa stuff happened this summer.

So AWA is what I'm worried about currently, seeing as I don't currently have ticket fair. Possibly getting fabric this weekend for Me and ~A-HeroLumine's PKMN cosplays ( Red & Leaf ). He has his ticket fair, I don't.

Also I'm selling a Hatsune Miku cosplay (Vest, tie, skirt, ear pieces, arm warmers ) for $60+ over internet. Meaning here, if most possible. Its new, never worn and is a size "Medium". Any takers, note me. Cash or money order ONLY.

Anyway, that's about it, I'll try and upload when I can. Etc etc... blah blah look a tree. 8D



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DISCLAIMER: I know my feelings or rants on here are on the internet, but those of you not on DA, please DO NOT come to me outside of the internet to yell about my opinions. This is my personal escape/place I have the right to voice my opionion on anything that comes my way, please do not use my DA as a way to get information out of me or find out by chance how I'm feeling. The people at the bottom in my journal are and the ONLY exceptions. ( ~friendofmyst20, ~UponATime, ~insanityangel ). Please give me my privacy, even on the internet. Thank you.</sub>

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/24992426/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/24992426/ Thu, 28 May 2009 06:41:00 PDT
<sub>So I have no internet, but thanks to a nifty program, and sometimes a good friend/family, I can sometimes check on certain things. But overall this is a UNWANTED Haitus on everything.

So I got the job at Magda's Palace at the Ren Fest. If your ever out there check for the wandering bellydancer/Gypsy. Work is fun, found a bunch of people who I absolutely adore. I'm glad to have met them, and I don't know what I would do without their friendship. Its great to see a place where everyone is a family. Its refreshing, considering last year. I love it. I hope I can earn the right to be in that family as well. I think I'm already there though lol.

Also, short rant on my lack of DA privacy. I know my feelings or rants on here are on the internet, but those of you not on DA, please DO NOT come to me outside of the internet to yell about my opinions. This is my personal escape/place I have the right to voice my opionion on anything that comes my way, please do not use my DA as a way to get information out of me or find out by chance how I'm feeling. The people at the bottom in my journal are and the ONLY exceptions. ( :devfriendofmst20:, ~UponATime, ~insanityangel ). Please give me my privacy, even on the internet. Thank you.

ANYWAY So other than a huge upset with ~UponATime's mom, life is good. Hating the lose of internet, but you know. Shit happens.


Until then, Keep leaving me messages folks, I'll relpy soon.</sub>


~Mishii




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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/24654210/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/24654210/ Fri, 08 May 2009 15:48:21 PDT
Side note: got the job, every weekend I'm at Ren Fest


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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/22600328/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/22600328/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 17:00:35 PST Guess What? It is in the works for me to work at the Renaissance Festival!

<sub>As a Belly Dancer~!

Yesterday, Jenna and Me had the day we wanted to spend time with each other the entire time she was here visiting.

So at the very end of the day, Jen and I went to a bar in little 5 to see Ande & Brain, her best friend and a Village Idiot

Srsly, he is the Village Idiot of the Ren Fest. Ande runs the Belly Dancing booth, and she hired me for half a day, and I will break for SEVERAL people, so I will work all day at the festival!

The entire time I will be in bellydance atire, and we be working at the Bellydance booth the majority of the day, until I am needed to break for others in the fest.

The only thing left, is Ande's boss giving her, and me, the okay for the job. I can't wait for that email!
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Anyway, yesterday at the end of the day, I was wiped out, I remember upstairs, socks off, sleep.

But It was fun, I ate Japanese Miso Beef/Chicken Udon for the first time, and it was great! I asked for chicken and beef to be added, because I wouldn't know which I would like the best. I also had pork dumblings, and fresh ednimene~! It was great! My belly was happy! Then afterwards, I had cinnamon ice cream! It was yummy!
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Thats it for now, but Wafflez got a DA! So check him out~!

~A-HeroLumine = Wafflez~!</sub>


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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/22522430/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/22522430/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 10:26:04 PST My sista Jenna is in TOWN BITCHES! From California! (that was said in an terminator voice btw)

<sub>So Jenna came down from Cali for the first real stay in 3 years. Mom and me are excied. She came down last week, and she leaves the 15th. I'm pretty sure the next day is ~friendofmyst20/~taco85's birfdai...

Anyway, Thursday she took me and Mom to Atlanta to a bloody delisheeeous Italiant pasta resurant. ZOMFG IT WAS AMAZIN! I got Shrimp Scampi, which was divine, Jenna got something that was divine, mom got some chicken thing that was divine, and did I mention the DESERTS?!

TIRAMISU IS MOFOin' GODLY. CREPES ARE MOFOin' PIMPTASTIC. The flowerless Chocolate Cake, was very good, but a bit to rich in chocolate for me. But did I mention TIRAMISU?!?!</sub>

TIRAMISU!!!1!!1

<sub>It. Was. The. Best. Ever.

*drools~*

ANYWAY, this week me and Jenna are gonna hang out sister style in Little 5. I can't wait!!</sub>



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YAAAAY!!!!

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/22421938/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/22421938/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 19:06:15 PST My New Year was great.

Haku, Rin, Raito, and Wafflez came over. We hung out, laughed, made fun of movies, drew, and played with fireworks.

It was great having my Lil's Sisters and NiiNii over. I can't wait to spend time with them all over again, together.

And then Lydia came over for the weekend, right after Raito left.

Overall it was a great start to the year.

Also, my stuffed Cheetah, Muja, got a baby brother, Amore.

Now I have Ai, Muja, Lurve ( CheesePoof ), and Amore. I love all my Cheetahs~
I'll take a photo of them, and post it here for all to love~!

I'm so very happy!


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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/22285570/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/22285570/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 17:54:59 PST Haku and Rin confirmed for New Year's~! Raito Unaware, but I don't mind him taking his time, cause we girlys are gonna partah~! And Wafflez.

I'm so happy. I even have 2 cases of Cherry Cokes. Yule Time Cherry Cokes. Bwhehe~

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Break Out the Bubbly, its party time

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/22161112/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/22161112/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 09:02:18 PST That atleast Wishes come true for you guys

<sub>And that Phoenix doesn't knock over the tree... AGAIN.

Its just me and mom this year, which will be really nice. No dad to rip me away to places I don't want to be, like South Carolina. No bickering grandparents and Aunt Mel, while I stand out in the cold on the porch because I don't want to hear it. Its just me and mom. I think thats a great present on its on.

It was well waited for.

Then afterward, Waffles should be coming over. I plan to call Haku and Rin so they can come over, and Raito monday, I'm pretty sure he will be back by then, for New Year's. Me, Haku, and Rin couldn't stay with me. I was sad, but I had friends that cheered me up.

But my family is coming over this year, so I'm all set to go.

So Happy Holidays everyone, I'm not one to judge what you celebrate, I just hope its a wonderful time for you.</sub>


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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/21914141/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/21914141/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 12:31:59 PST A new protest for Proposition 8 is in effect today...

"A Day without a Gay" is the name of the protest, if your gay or lesbian you have to stay out of work on Wednesday

_{A Day without a Gay website}

There is even a way for heterosexuals and bisexuals to partipate as well. I think it will be interesting to see how this plays out.


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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/21418671/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/21418671/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 10:14:04 PST The bill in Californa to ban Gay Marriage was passed. Proposition 8.

<sub>Just as the homosexual community got a break, it was taken away again. Once again the ignorant people who state that "Marriage can only be real with a Man and Woman" win one battle.

Fuck this. Hell its rare for anyone to marry for love anymore.

Maybe I should move to France or Japan. Either way, its got to be better than the way America is going.</sub>



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Also: Mishii is a dumbass for being out and about this weekend despite her being sick as fuck.

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/21335353/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/21335353/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 07:34:52 PST _{Remember, remember the Fifth of November,
The Gunpowder Treason and Plot,
I can think of no reason
Why the Gunpowder Treason
Should ever be forgot.
Guy Fawkes, Guy Fawkes, t'was his intent
To blow up the King and Parli'ment.
Three-score barrels of powder below
To prove old England's overthrow;
By God's providence he was catch'd
With a dark lantern and burning match.
Holloa boys, holloa boys, let the bells ring.
Holloa boys, holloa boys, God save the King!}
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Happy Guy Fawkes Night. I support a revolution.
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Its been an interesting November so far. Things have been easier since I came out with Autism. A big burden has been lifted off my heart.

Unfortuantly, another has been placed. I'm losing, or have already lost, a dear friend. Or a former dear friend. A part of me wants to go and grab her hand and never let go, again. But the other half of me wants to see her fall on the ground and watch her as she struggles to get up. I'm torn. I miss her. I would give anything to see her smile at me again. But I also realise, that seeing her the way she is now brings me pain, even with that beautiful smile. I always told her she looks so beautiful when she smiles. I hate the fact that I'll never see it shown to me again. E secc oui, Tyheamma. E'mm ymfyoc muja oui, so taynacd Muja. But its time to say goodbye.

For now, or forever, Goodbye. Its up to you.
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Now that the depressing note is over, I hope this Novemeber is a good one, like October.


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Congrats to the new President: Brack Obama. Here's hoping you make the changes you said you would.


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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/21022116/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/21022116/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 19:05:06 PDT “Asperger Syndrome is a mild and rare form of autism. It's typically characterized by difficulty establishing friendships and playing with peers, trouble accepting conventional social rules and they dislike any change in setting or routine.”

-As described in HOUSE M.D.

<sub>I think that’s the best summary I have ever heard to explain Asperger’s. It’s funny; I never thought this part of Autism would ever be publicized on national television. Medical drama or not.

Asperger’s is something I have lived with all my life. It is time I came out of my shell, and introduce myself to the world as a child with Autism.

I have Asperger’s Syndrome. I have Autism. And I’m not hiding it anymore.

It has been, I believe 3 years, since I was officially diagnosed with this. Although, to me it was more of a name to give a face to someone I lived with all my life. When I was introduced to this, and told what this is and how people like me act because of this, things made sense.

I finally understood all the problems I have in my life. It was like me receiving my glasses and being able to see clearly for the first time, again.

I met someone recently who lives with Asperger’s as well. We connected on a level I was never able to connect with anyone before. It was like we understood everything once we told each other about our Autism. I keep telling him how happy I am to finally be able to have someone to fully empathize with, and I’m sure he feels the same.

It is difficult for me to do most things that are simple to “normal” people. I feel emotions differently from everyone else. That’s a fear I have had for a long time, because I knew I acted differently in situations that require me to be a certain emotion, I know I never really had or understood. It’s hard for me to sympathize with people in relationships unless I have experienced it, but even then I’m worried I am feeling the wrong emotion. Things that should bother me don’t, because I don’t understand why the emotion required is needed. I get frustrated easily, even if I want to walk away or not, and walk away so I can come back with a grasp of the emotion I have. I get yelled at for doing this, but if I don’t I get overloaded with something I don’t understand and panic. I apologize a lot. I’m never sure if I did something wrong or right or if something is my fault or not. A lot of times when people rant to me, I say sorry to them, as if it’s my fault. I don’t understand, but I can at least acknowledge I can’t understand it.

Sounds are painful sometimes. Pep rallies in school always physically hurt. I hate them; I have tried to get out of them all my life. Sometimes if it’s too loud in a room I have to leave. If the music is too loud I freak out. Television sets have to be turned down a lot because they hurt. I have been told I have am very “jumpy”, but that’s because I am always surprised by a sound I hear. I frighten very easily if surprised. Usually if I am watching a movie I know has a loud sound, I brace myself beforehand so the impact won’t scare me as much.
I’ve come to understand through past activities and conversations with others, that I see colors slightly different. Sometimes colors are brighter to me and darker to others, while some colors are darker to me and brighter to others. Being an artist this affects me when I am coloring a picture or drawing. Sometimes I can’t see a light pencil line, and I draw over it darker to the point of I can’t erase it effectively.

I tend to have several “ticks” or habits that are common with Asperger’s, such things as repeating phrases or telling stories without noticing people’s feelings. I do remember when I was younger I repeated phrases I said several times. Since I was young I often quote commercials I saw on TV. That’s something that hasn’t faded away. I often to this day, still re-enact commercials or jingles I have heard on television or on YouTube. Some times when I sing I repeat on chorus line over and over again because I can’t go to the next one without repeating the one I am on. A lot of times I have a habit of picking up phrases from friends. When I first started hanging out with Dani and Steven, I picked up and repeated several times phrases they used. The latest phrases I have picked up are from spending time with Waffles and Randi. I don’t mean to “steal” these phrases; I just pick them up and repeat them. I mean no harm.
Another habit is similar to OCD ( Obsessive Compulsive Disorder ), which involves certain things of mine to be organized in a way that is not unusual to me. For example, my graphic novels are in a particular alphabetic order. Usually I organize things from biggest to littlest. My computer files have to be organized and rearranged. Files like pictures and internet browser favorites bug me when I see them unorganiz... ]]></sub> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/20821438/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/20821438/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 08:20:42 PDT


<sub>This one is fantastic so far~

It all started on the 1st, which I didn't realise until now, I asked out Lydia. Was nervous as hell.

LETS BACKSTORY~

For more time than I'd rather admit, I have been crushing on Lydia. I even realised it when Dani said "Oooh Mishii do you has crush?"

I said no. I lied. My bad. I freaked out OKAY?!

ANYWAY, so at AWA ~d3sc3nd3d-on3 mentioned Lydia, and thus the crush I forgot, hit me AGAIN.

So for the last two weeks of September, I was talking with Waffles about it. And the jackass asked her about me.

I owe him

But so Wensday she was absent, which was the only day I could see her. So Thursday I went out of my way to go and wait outside of her class.

~END BACKSTORY

She said yes. I was so fucking happy. Nothing has made this happy in a long time. Except Sunday of AWA when Carmella D'Errico drew me a picture, and I got to see *IchigoKitty in her Washu costume.

SIDE NOTE: THANKS *IchigoKitty FOR HANGING OUT WITH ME SATURDAY!

My god, just thinking of that picture makes me happy as hell. Hmm, might edit that journal to make "Sunday- FANTASTIC" because it was made of win. I gave Carmella chicken She was soo happy. Nothing cheers you up like watching your favorite artist smile~

ANYWAY I has cute Lydia to call my own~

Other great October news: My favorite artist on DA ~kacfrog711 IS UPLOADING BECAUSE ITS OCTOBER!

I can't wait every year for this month, to finally see her art.

And =cs-chan is back! Has been for a while, but she is uploading new and reuploading old! I was soo happy to hear that she was okay, and all that hacker shit is over with.

So yeah: Girlfriend + Art = Happy Mishii</sub>


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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/20687982/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/20687982/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 14:20:30 PDT
<sub>So guess what I have been watching~!

Thats right, CODE LYOKO!

My god... so much frenchness.

Alright, so for a LONG WHILE I have been wanting to watch Code Lyoko in the actual original french. No luck. I found the first episode on youtube by sheer luck.

My god. Its fucking sweet. Its kind of hard to tell who is who, because I'm used to watching the english dub. But I want more french Code Lyoko.

Aelita's voice is by far the sexist female voice I have ever heard. Kinda pedo moment, because I had to remember the girl is still in middle school. But thats quickly ignored, and I just listen to the voice.

So now I go to watch the other episodes, in the dub saddly, and I have noticed the flaws.

Flaw 1: XANA's attacks are very simplistic. Like in episode 5 I already noticed the "attack things that have access to nuclear weapons or chemicals" plot getting OLD. Like fast old.

Flaw 2: American dub problems. Dubbers need to stop pulling the "We'll make this take place in america" card out of their ass. Any normal child can tell that this show is NOT IN AMERICA. No map changes, no americanised names, no translating written words to english. Kinda hard to convince me that despite the french spelling of Jeremie, this takes place in the good Ol' USA.

Flaw 3: reused scenes. I'm all for using an old scene so you don't have to re-draw things AGAIN. I'm an artist, I understand. But damnit, change things a bit so its not as obivous this scene was used in episode 1. Its kind of hard to believe Ulrich is hurt, when his bandage suddenly dissapears in re-used scene.

Flaw 4: XANA gender. This for me, is not a problem more of an annoyance because of fans. XANA is genderless. Not he. Not She. XANA is an it, because XANA is a computer code. But usually they refer to XANA as a he, but with the undertone of its still an it. I'm pretty sure that "Its up to no go again" works just as well as "He is up to no go again".

Flaw 5: STEROTYPICAL ROMANCE. Cool Guy + Cool Girl is boring in ANYTHING. Movies, TV, Books, Fanfiction. Its lame, its old, and its not a good plot. Also, I have to take notice on how much of a loser Jeremie REALLY is. Not only is he like super-ass smart from nowhere. He is nerdy as hell. Not only that, but they give him the lowest form of a love plot ever. He falls in love with the A.I. girl. Yes she does turn out to be a real girl, but still, thats a horrible thing to do to a nerd, even if he does get the girl. Its just damn sad to watch.

Despite all this, I love the show. Yeah Yeah, FOREHEADS. I know. There was actually one time in the show, so far, that it actually bugged me. Ackward angle for Jeremie's head.

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FOREHEADS!

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/20652627/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/20652627/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 14:00:02 PDT
I'm going to take the new meds, get the job, and get back the people who make my colors come back

<sub>To my family, My friends, My loved ones:

Kohaku and Raito. Thank you for the early years. I never would have made it until now, without you. You held me in the dark as I held you.

Rin. I first met you as introduced to me by Kohaku. I hung out with you for a while. And I saw the bond that you and Kohaku had. Out of respect for my beloved sister, I took you in, and called you my sibling as well. I never to this day regret that. I don't think I ever will.

Angl. My sweet Angl. I would have never became what I am without meeting you. I can't wait to see you smile at me once more. I know things became hard with him between us. But I promise to always be by yourside, like I was. Please always let me be your arms again.

Steven. I would have never been as good as art without you. I never would have been able to see the world in such clairty. I would have never been able to stand today, because you always helped me when I fell. Things between us are fuzzy. I aim to make things clear again. You were my brother the day I met you, and I didn't even know it. I love you, no matter what. Never forget that. Its the one truth I can offer to you.

Dani: I realise now you were prbly right back then. But even after all this, I never regret loving you. Without you and Steven wiping my tears away in the dark, I would have been lost a long time ago. I love you, as a friend, as a ex, but most of all I love you as my sister. I may not be your Kevin, but I want to try. Lets let the walls fall before we do, my sister.

Each one of you are flawed and beautiful. And no matter what happens, I will always be in your shadows waiting for you to fall, and I will catch you. Always.

To Ame: You have become something important to someone I love. I told myself that I would never do this again, but if you take my hand, as a friend, I'll give you all the care I gave Rin. I know things will prbly never be okay. I gave bad impressions, you never saw the true me. I want to give you that chance. I'm asking you, to let me have that chance. You have no obligation to me to do anything what-so-ever. And I won't force you to do anything. But I will tell you this: If you need anything, I will come to you. If you need a place to be safe, my home is yours. If you need a sholder to cry on, mine is yours. If you need money, what ever I have you may use. If you need a hug, my arms are always open. Your never alone, because once you met me, I never go away. They call me a plaugue for a reason, hun. If you don't believe me, ask Raito and Kohaku. They know I'd give my life for anyone that is important to someone I love.</sub>

Things have changed. But for the better, lets change them again.

Raito, Kokahu, Rin, Angl, Steven, Dani, and Ame: Lets defy GRAVITY.

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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/20604918/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/20604918/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 15:37:41 PDT You never know who your true friends are, until you've been betrayed by those you loved as family.



<sub>As bad as things were, this weekend was liberating.

All the things I stated I will do monday, are like a breath of fresh air now.

Overall this AWA was up and down. During the day, there were ups but at night there were nothing but downs.

Friday- bad
Saturday- better
Sunday- neutral

With friday, there was shock, saddness, abandonment, and confusion. By saturday, it was all bitter. Everything was, like I didn't feel the pain but I still got sick. Just bitter. But today everything is fine. I feel nothing, and I wait for the up-comings of those who hurt those around me because I was in the room.

You can hurt me, but not our friends.

But all that happened aside, tomorrow is new. Its like a new outlook. There is no pain, there might be a few tears for the final goodbyes, but I can't wait.

I can't wait for next year.

Because Mishii will be in control. And to repay the kindness to those who payed me kindness, next year I'll repay you in full and more.

Thanks guys, your my true friends.

You have my love forever Lets have fun from now on, together~</sub>

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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/20527190/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/20527190/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 18:40:00 PDT It was tastey, but it didn't make me feel better. Total letdown, I was excited.

<sub>Started my second online class today. On tuesdays and Thursdays I have to saty after school until 5pm and work on it.

Meanwhile on my first online class, my teacher wants me to change my class schedule, so I can complete some missing work. Which I will do, because its better for me and I NEED to pass.

In my real life classes however, I am trying to catch up as much as I can.

I have informed them that I will not be at school this friday, weekend, and a possible monday, which I will try and go to school. But if something were to happen, Monday is included as a rest day before I head off and prepare anew.

I'm going to start looking and applying for jobs next week. I want to work at FYE, but it doesn't seem like they are hiring. I honestly need a place to work that is in the direction, if not in, the mall. Its close and I can walk there.

Although my first paychecks will go to 3 funds: ipod, repaying 3 people for my years worth of trouble, and a savings fund to spend on when Kohaku and Rin come into town.

After this weekend I plan to start avoiding things that stress me out. I plan to apologize to some people, as well as an attempt of removing myself from them because I feel like a burden. I have to start over.

I'm going to start a new medication next week as well. I'm also going to get a major haircut. And with the getting of a job, a haircut, and new meds I hope to bring forth a more stable me.

I have to change things, because I can't go on like this. I don't want to remove myself from certain people or situations, but if I can funtion without a pain then I'll stick around, but not long.

If I don't try and fix things now, I can't prove that I ever tried.

Its been 12 years since I lost all my color, and I want to regain it back.</sub>


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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/20510930/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/20510930/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 18:12:18 PDT Nither of which are fun.



<sub>I know shit happens, but damnit too much shit happened at me at once.

I'm at the point of breaking contact of everyone I see everyday. Mainly because it hurts to think of them. Even as a passing thought I hurt.

I have been sick all week because of stress. I've been nauseous and have been dry-heaving all week, as well as today too.

For the first time in my life, I've been paranoid about where I go. Its eating me away.

There is a first time for everything, but there is the 11th and 12th times thats when you realise the bites are as painful as the first time.

I wish I could run away, and never come back.</sub>




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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/20076986/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/20076986/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 11:42:17 PDT Mishii: Hi I Mishii
Tina Fey: And I'm Tina Fey and here are tonights top stories....

Mishii: So seeing as my online classes website has apparently crashed, I thought I'd make a journal with Tina Fey quotes in a "Weekend Update" format.
Tina Fey: According to a new study, women in satisfying marriages are less likely to develop cardiovascular diseases than unmarried women. So don't worry, lonely women, you'll be dead soon.

Mishii: So Anime Weekend Atlanta is next month. Anyone of you going? I am, I hope. I'm kinda worried about it tho, there are some things that make me uncomfortable about going.
Tina Fey: A group of ultra-Orthodox Jewish hackers are waging a war against porn Web sites by replacing the content with a single photo of the late rabbi Menachem Schneerson. Which sends away millions of web porn-surfers, although you know there's gotta be one guy who sees this and is like, 'Jackpot!'

Mishii: I fixed everything at school so I should graduate in december, I'm still having trouble. The original money management teacher had to leave due to personal problems, and then the sub was cool but now I have an annoying bitchy lady. Who I think gave me a zero for the day because I layed my head down AFTER FINISHING my test. She didn’t seem to be bothered today by my head being layed down while everyone finished their test.
Tina Fey: Sponge Bob Square Pants will begin airing in China in December so millions of factory workers can finally know what the hell they’re making. But Chinese censors have ordered the name of the show be changed to "CleaningpadCharlie RectangleShorts"

Mishii: I guess I mis-heard. But I don’t appreciate it.
Tina Fey: The movie 'Brokeback Mountain' opened this week. The movie is making history as the first western ever where the good guys get it in the end.

Mishii: I had a fantastic morning yesterday. PHOENIX DIDN'T PISS ME OFF! Ahahaha ( smug laughter )
Tina Fey: Polaroid is warning customers not to listen to the part of the Outkast song Hey Ya! that tells people to "shake it like a Polaroid picture", because that could actually ruin the pictures. In a related story, Bacardi is warning shorties to be responsible and not “sip Bacardi like it’s Dey birfday."

Mishii: Seriously though, I had a fun day yesterday. All sorts of awesome happened yesterday. We even got Dai-Tan out of her house! Yesterday was awesome.
Tina Fey: Tashkeel Media Group has announced an agreement with Marvel Comics to bring Arabic language comic books to Arab countries. The first to go on sale will be the Marvel classic “Spider-Man vs. the Zionist Entity!”

Mishii: For Weekend Update, I'm Mishii~!
Tina Fey: I’m Tina Fey. Good night and have a pleasant tomorrow.

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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/19291467/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/19291467/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 12:04:00 PDT
So AWA is coming up and these are the things I want:

An Imported/non-translated manga
Something Gundam Wing
A plushie
Something Neon Genesis Evangelion ( rei plushie is a hopeful )
Something VOCALOID
A figurine
3 Doujinshi

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Now on to where you guys help:

3 Doujinshi are going to be the thing I am not leaving AWA until acquired.

1 yaoi
1 yuri
1 Hetero

Non-Hentai, Ecchi is meh

The Yaoi is Death Note ( MelloxNear ) or NGE ( ShinjixKaworu )

The Yuri I want is Sailor Moon ( HarukaxMichiru ) but I need back up choices, suggestions are encouraged

The hetero is undecided I NEED SUGGESTIONS PRONTO. Any Anime/Manga is welcome, just name the title and a pairing or a pairing you like. I don't care, just help~






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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/19171453/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/19171453/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 18:41:53 PDT
Apparently a virus got a hold of it, and it runs slow as hell. We have plans to fix it, but we have no car so its going to be a while.

Fourtunatly Dani lets me use her laptop.

~

I have been in a art stump lately. Mom got me some sketch books, but I have no idea what to draw.

I guess Dani will let me use her scanner if I ever do draw anything...

I'm kinda down about my art, yesterday when talking to Dani (I've been at her house for 2 weeks spending time with friends btw) I bashed my art pretty hard.

I have some talent, but not enough to get by. I already know my flaws, but it hurts when people point them out, esp on OLD art and I know I have improved soo much since then.

I know my anatomy isn't perfect, but I try. I know I'm not good at drawing hands or feet. I try. I can only draw my style, but I want to draw others so I have a better variety on my technique.

But all I can do is to keep trying and hope to get better.

How I wish people would stop looking at my fanart, and look at my Original art. Like Lighting Paws, or Kyoushi. I spend more effort with those pictures than I do fanart.

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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18651618/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18651618/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 19:24:00 PDT
I'm excited.

Now I go take shower. Yay Shower






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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18565759/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18565759/ Thu, 29 May 2008 18:47:51 PDT
I plan to sew my first costume: Michiru's School Uniform: Mugen Academy's school uniform.

This is my summer goal, and I plan to devote myself to it. I want it to be perfect.

_{I plan to make Dani my Haruka, because she is.}

Well, I went to Cosplay.com- to see the Michiru cosplays...

ALL OF THEM ARE EITHER FAT OR MEN.

Oh how pissed I am. I understand you wanting to cosplay your favorite character and all that. But be TRUE to that character.

Man!Michiru pisses me off the most. Oh how I want that guy to burn. Also, to the little girl with the Man!Haruka, you FAIL.

Ugh, I guess to each his/her own. But it still makes me mad to hell.


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I hope they go to Dante's Hell. Ehehe Inferno...

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18556618/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18556618/ Thu, 29 May 2008 15:30:49 PDT
Apparently !cs-chan's account has been banned. Its a shame that such a great artist has had to lose her account because of one person.

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How pointless is that?

This was called to my attention by !cs-chan. Apparently, she has been hacked. I'm not saying she has or hasn't, but I'm writing this in defence of if she has.

I got this deviation in my messages. I don't know if this is real, but I doubt !cs-chan would do this to herself.

If this indeed is a true hacking, what was the point? This is an art site, not a game site or an WoW account. There is no real point in hacking a site where one puts up art they drew.

Considering the state of the picture, the guy has some photoshop skills. So he/she has put thought into something that is worthless.

Do you want to make someone feel so low?

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This ticks me off.

!cs-chan I hope everything gets sorted out.




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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18446595/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18446595/ Thu, 22 May 2008 12:19:21 PDT She was just a normal teenage girl! Sailor! Sailor MOON!

So, with me finished with the Live-Action Sailor Moon, I was thinking.

I want Toei, the company who did the live action, to do the other SM seasons. I want to see live-action Michiru and Haruka lulz.

So anyway, I was thinking on which of my female friends would be which Sailor Senshi?

So I came up with a list so far:

Mishii- Sailor Neptune
Dani- Sailor Uranus
Haku- Sailor Venus
Rin- Sailor Saturn
Raa-Chan- Sailor Moon
Dai-Tan- Sailor Mars


Idk about Mercury or Jupiter.

Raa-Chan fails at life, so she would be Usagi. Rin is a tiny adorable child, that will ultimately kill us all. Dai-Tan is pimp so thats automatic Rei. Haku is a fashonista and blonde so insta Venus. Dani is exactly just like Haruka. And I kinda resemble Michiru.

So I guess my guy friends would be the Shitennou from the Dark Kingdom.

Steven- Either Kunzite or Zoisite, kinda a mix of both
Ryan- Jadeite or Nephrite

Dunno, making them seem important in my SM journal makes me hungry. FOR YOUR HEART CRYSTALS AHAHAHAH

So anyway, I want more Sailor Moon. Time to watch SMSupers and SMStars. Oh snap, STARS.

LULZ YOU PUT SHEMALES IN MAH SAILORZ MOON




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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18426954/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18426954/ Wed, 21 May 2008 07:45:52 PDT
I want my tablet back.


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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18295866/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18295866/ Mon, 12 May 2008 19:39:36 PDT
Twas awesome. Full of sarcastic Starkness.

Easter egg told me there will be a sequel.


Eventful weekend, with the storm and the friends over at my house and all.

Fun tho.

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Lulz Spoilers.

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18238348/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18238348/ Fri, 09 May 2008 07:33:25 PDT
Me n' Daniz n' Stevenz are gonna go see Speed Racer tomorrow night.

Also, Haku is coming to town. This weekend shall be awesome yet!

I'm hoping Haku would be able to see it with us, but I doubt it.

I wonder if Rin will be traveling with us.

Phoenix thanks everyone who wished him a happy birthday.

And thats pretty much it.


Side note: Must See Ironman, Speed Racer, Hellboy 2, and Hancock this summer. Let them feed my hunger for american comics.

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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18238113/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18238113/ Fri, 09 May 2008 07:04:34 PDT insanityangel

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:

- Mishii
- Mish
- (Insert real name here)

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:

- Took EOCT
- Walked to school
- Slept


THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

- My art
- My eyes
- My skinnyness

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

- selfeseetm on the downlow dog!
- Very lonely
- can never voice my real feelings when I need to

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:

- Spiders
- Thunder & Lighting
- Hippies

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

- Fairy T-shirt
- armwarmers
- jeans

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:

- Iris- Goo Goo Dolls
- Mina Soko Ni Nemure- The Thrill
- Close My Eyes- MEIKO

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:

- Friends
- Family
- My past

THREE REASONS YOU ARE ON DEVIANTART:

- Introduced to it by ~anglphyre
- Cause I am awesome
- Dude, I'm awesome duh

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:

- Drawing
- Listening to music
- Video Games

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:

- Sleep
- sleep
- sleep

THREE BOY’S NAMES:

- Ryan
- Steven
- Dani (LOL)

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:

- Haku
- Rin
- Raa-Chan & Dai-Tan (4 for joo!)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

- Have bebehs
- Be with someone I love
- Tourture children



lolz

I tagz ~friendofmyst20

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18198981/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18198981/ Tue, 06 May 2008 15:47:03 PDT
Its. Very. Different.

Its pretty, but different.

And sooo damn cheesy. Its like watching Power Rangers, for girls.

But I'm amused by it, so bring on the Sailor Moon.

ITS MY CAT'S BIRTHDAY! WISH PHOENIX HAPPINESS IN HIS 3rd YEAR OF LIFE

*does Caramelldansen in his honor*

U-U-Uwa Uwa!

[link] [link] [link]

I'm excited!

And now, I go back to watching Sailor Moon...


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U-U-Uwa Uwa

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18120099/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18120099/ Thu, 01 May 2008 15:53:11 PDT
But we has damn gewd art, ne?

Yay Mom's birfdai. *confetti toss*

She is going out, I am staying in. What a wonderful day.

I came home to a major headache, not much better now than it was then. But at least no nightmare today.

Just nausea this morning.

I wish dad would grow up and accept me for who I am, so I could get some rest.

BLARGH with is all already.

Oh 17k pageviews approaching. srsly. omg shoes.

Also, prepared to be art spammed!




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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18108623/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/18108623/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 20:19:03 PDT
I had a major fight with dad, not a fight persay, more of a misunderstanding. And because of it, I am pretty sure I have lost a father. Again.

I'm kinda over it, it still bothers me, but I guess I can live with it. But because of it, I have lost sleep, begun to have nightmares, and have been late for school ever since.

I'm sure being off my meds isn't helping me, but no matter what I do, I can't get back on them. Meaning, I have no way to get them.

I can't really control my actions, nor can I express my apologies to my friends for acting like a depressing twit.

Inside me tries to say sorry, but this little thing in my brain does the opposite, and my situation gets fucked more.

But, thankfully my friends kinda understand, and also put up with A LOT of shit that I deal, wither I mean to deal it or not.

I'm really lucky to have them, and I am trying to better myself for them. But all things come in time, so I hope they will deal with my crap a little longer.


On the bright side, not everything has been bad. The last two days, despite so-so and bad mornings, have been good.

It helps my patience and day when two certain people don't bother me in 2nd period.

Its not that I hate them, I just wish they would stop their constant following and leering over my shoulder. I need my PRIVACY. Badly.

I can't wait for the weekend, I will be able to get some form of rest and hang out with at least one friend.

Oh well, my mother's birthday is tomorrow. So flood ~stolenfromthegypsies with birthday wishes.

And if she replies, kinda ignore her



I'm kidding. Mostly.

Ah well, I guess times is hard.


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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/17987979/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/17987979/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 07:33:05 PDT Poppin' pussies into pies

Oh Sweeny Todd, how I want to watch you.... again.

Yesterday I hung out with Steven( ~penguinluv ) and Ryan ( ~friendofmyst20 ) and went to the mall. Ryan bought Cloverfield, which I might have to borrow sometime soon and force myself to watch, and Steven got Will & Grace season 1.Then we went to Steven's house.

We watched various episodes of Will & Grace while talking and acting out. We then went and acted like 10 year olds, jumping on a trampoline. It was uber fun, but Steven's dad looked at us funny



I borrowed "Good Witch of the West" which is a japanese novel turn manga turn anime. I borrowed the Manga. I fear the novel won't be translated, and I have no clue about the anime. The manga is very good, but you might have to double read a few times.

I also got my Evil Zone back, and I am gonna hook up my PS1 up and play it lots. I lurve Evil Zone....

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_{Sir, times is hard, TIMES IS HARRRRRRRD}

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/17972120/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/17972120/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 07:50:47 PDT
Going through the popular section has become ultimately ridiculous. Your naked body, does NOT constitute as art. I also don't want to see your naked ass fucking another girl.

The pictures I am talking about are all back in the popular section.

I'm sickened by DA's lack of action. This is porn, not art. The sick thing is, no one has reported this PORN.

This pisses me off. DeviantArt is becoming nothing more than trash.



I'm sick of it.










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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/17641484/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/17641484/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 20:05:41 PDT
I draw too much

I kid, I kid.

But I think its amazing how much I have grown as an artist when I look at the beginning of my gallery to the end. Its kinda awkward to see my progress.

But I am sure to get even better, I am learning new techniques and perfecting old ones. I try new poses and new things and how to draw old things better. Its not alway going to be perfect, but I can't give up because my current limitations won't let me draw this pose or that pose. Just keep at it, and then it comes out. Maybe not just as you had it in your head, but its out on paper and thats what counts.

I have a lot of new inspiration too. I have been reading new manga/comics, watching new anime/cartoons. So I might find new ideas in those, or find a pose I want to try out. Even watching movies and television shows help. Its harder for me, due to the live action, but I make it work. I will do a lot to improve, so I can become better for myself and others.

I want to be great. Not to just to others, but to myself as well. I may not be some famous artist, but as long as my friends support me, I'm fine ^^~!

Besides, I don't plan to pursue art as a career, or it will become dull. But that doesn't mean I'll ever stop drawing on my school work either.

I plan to live my life in the eyes of an artist, as I have been so far.

I know I have drawn far more than just 600 deviations, but seeing that number gives me the chills and warms my heart at the same time. It just means more is to come!

Ciao, and keep drawin'

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Amazin' no?

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/17602206/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/17602206/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 08:10:23 PDT


Spent the weekend at ~UponATime . Was Awesome.

It was her birthday party, so I hung out with ~UponATime & ~insanityangel and their friends.

It was major fun.

I got photoshop, so I plan to color more things at home. I also plan to get it at dads somehow... so I can play with it with my tablet.

Spring Break is next week. I plan to spend it with friends. And sleep. Lots of Sleep. ^_^;


Annnnnd thats all the updates :3




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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/17537358/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/17537358/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 07:47:39 PDT
Yesterday I fell asleep, but managed to do fine anyway. But to prevent such a thing: today I drank an energy drink. It did its job, but now it kicks in so I have the jitters. Never. Doing. This. Again.

1. Its nasty
2. Do not like shaking and rising heart beats.
3. Its nasty.


But it served its purpose. Should have drank a coke instead.

The next few hours will be interesting....

~

I have trouble sleeping, so I have to take a pill so I can sleep at all.

Mom cuts the pill up in segments, because of the high dosage will be smaller.

Yesterday she cut at least 1-2 pill(s) up into pieces, and did not inform me, and so I took all not realizing that this is more than usual.

Boy that was interesting going to the store not able to walk right.

Being loopy does not suit me.

~

I want to see Shutter today, but not alone. Its no fun to see a movie alone.

Now I must deal with this new found energy...

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Never drinking another energy drink again. Ever.

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/17488676/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/17488676/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 08:36:59 PDT
Just because you can draw your own OC, doesn't make the main character fall for that OC.

Just because you like yaoi/yuri, doesn't make those characters gay.

Just because you can use MS paint, doesn't mean you can rip a screen shot of Sakura color her hair and eyes and name it "Betty" and call her your own OC.

Just because you can draw, doesn't make you a god/godess at art.

Just because its popular, doesn't mean your a tard, the way you act makes you a tard.

Just because your "emo", doesn't make you cool.

Just because I made this, doesn't mean I am exempt from what I said.


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I HAD FUN

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/17422341/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/17422341/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 07:55:19 PDT
Meaning ALLERGIES. Damn you pollen, damn you to hell.


Things have been odd lately. I'm not sure what wll turn out.

I mean, its strange the way the world works. How life throws you in a direction your not ready for.

You end up chasing things that fly away. Only to catch up to them, and they are already dead. Then you try bringing them back to life, only to have a little of them, but nothings really there.

But you still have the taste in your mouth of when it died. And it tastes like blood.

I'm not sure what to do with myself theses days either. I don't understand the whole "turning 18" deal, its just a label on how long you lived. Its stupid, its just a number. So why is it bothering me?

I hate those little things that people do, like stand over you while you try to draw or type. It makes me want to hurt them, but in reality there is nothing you can do about it.

You have to ignore it, and act grown up, even if the ones doing as such aren't.

Life is like nursery rythmes, they sound sweet when you are young, but when your older you realize they quite darker than you thought.

I'm tired and in pain. Things that work out, fall apart. Things you try to fix, end up breaking again, and then you realize there is nothing to fix in the first place.

Little things. I hate them so.

Spring, why must something so pretty be so dreadful? Yeah sure, the flowers smell nice, but its fucking with your sinus canals. Once again, I'll get sick. Its just the way I am.

Tired, in pain, and sick.

And that little pretty daisy is to blame.








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I hate little things.

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/17297810/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/17297810/ Wed, 12 Mar 2008 08:06:46 PDT
I'll be the magical number 18. How exciting no?

Not really, kinda just another year on my ageing body. Although there is more freedom involved, there is nothing needing of note.

the 22nd is on a weekend, a saturday in fact. I have it all planned out:

_{Friday, the day before my big day, Kohaku & Rin will be coming over. I hang out with them all the rest of the day, and if they want Dani, Ryan, and Steven. I'm very excited to see my sisters, so its a huge deal. Then on Saturday, I hang out anywhere and everywhere with the entire gang. I plan to go to the mall and let Haku & Rin play with the puppies at the pet store there. I'll be 18 so I can hold the animals for them. I also plan to stay out super late, and see if I get stopped by the cops at the mall, who in turn I show them that I am in fact 18, and get off scott-free. I plan to go home, and have everyone spend the night at my house, or somewhere. Eat, Drink, and Be Merry. I plan to have fun. The next day is in fact Easter, I plan to stay home, or better yet, leave the house and NOT go to family. I have already have this disscussion with mom, and I am not going to my grandmothers at all that day. Then soon I suppost Haku & Rin will leave for home, and I am left with Dani, Ryan, and Steven to do whatever until they are needed home. A wonderful friend filled weekend.}

I love plans, I planned this out ahead of time, and It better fall through or I be mad at someone.

Either way, each day is a bit closer, and I am overjoyed at the time I will have.

I'm super thristy, I wish I had something to drink.





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So thirsty....

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/16877502/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/16877502/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 08:22:30 PST
Now all thats left is to redraw Haku.

Its gonna be a long ride, but I wish I knew what she looked like recently so I have something to go by.

Oh well.

Happy Valentine's Day

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Give me chocolate

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/16533194/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/16533194/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 07:54:55 PST
Getting closer with friends, doing new things, and school.

I made up with a friend I thought I had lost. I'm glad to talk to them again, but it would have been better if I could talk to another I know I have lost.


Its the little things we fight over, and I don't understand why I seem to be pushing myself away from friends sometimes. Its like my subconscious drives me to think I am better or more able to deal with things if I am alone. I wonder sometimes why I do thins to myself, but then again I am thankful for those who pull me closer when I try to push away.

I'm sick again, a cold this time. I hope it doesn't escalate to something worse like the years before this one. Last year it was a bacterical infection in my lungs that felt like I had mono. I don't like being sick, nor alone while I am sick. And when I am sick, I fear that if I am near anyone I'll cause them to have the same and I would be guilt ridden.

Atleast I have this to rant on, it feels good to let out the stress trapped in me. And when I can't I draw and let my emotions out that way.

I know we all have troubles, some more than others, but I think the troubles that matter most is when they happen to ourselves.




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I need a tissue...

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/16406563/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/16406563/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 17:11:13 PST
Great news: DA works at school now.

No more DA blockage. I wonder why? Oh well, its just a GREAT thing and one of the best things of 2008, I can now upload images that I worked or edited in photoshop now~! As you can see, I have already begun to do so. I am very happy about this.

In other news, I had a great weekend. It was ~friendofmyst20's birthday. So the entire weekend we spent at Dani's to celebrate. Me, *penguinluv, Dani, and, the birthday boy himself, ~friendofmyst20 had a great time playing around, watching movies, and building a fort.

Thats right: a fort.

Two seventeen year olds, and a newly eighteen year old BUILD A KICK ASS FORT.

We slept in it too. It was nice and awesome.

Then Sunday we went to the birthday boy's house and had cake in his honor. Yum cake. It wasn't a lie this time~!

And thus was my weekend: filled with friends and love. With Cake.

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the cake is not a lie~!

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/16270668/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/16270668/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 13:11:06 PST
A lot happened last year, things that still linger on my mind, people I still miss, and regrets I still have.

But I wouldn't change a thing if I could.

Someone told me, "pain only makes us stronger" so what is a life without pain? A weak life. And I wouldn't want that.

Even with all the crap people have to live with, in the long run I think we all need the strength for the next hurdles in life.

Life isn't fair, but I guess people aren't either.

Recently I have seen a change in myself, I have been eating healther, going out more, taking better care of myself, and feeling better. I guess having someone to lean on changes a person. I have been holding myself and others for so long, its nice to have a sholder to cry on. I'm happy to have friends I can count on to lay my troubles with, to help me when I need them. I still miss people I have lost because of this, but I couldn't go through this alone anyway.

I look different too. New hair cut and hair color. I dress myself up more, I look forward to being around people. I want to try new things as well. So much of me has changed, yet I can't help but wonder why? Its not that I don't like the "new" me, its just why did this happen now? Or why didn't it happen then? I guess things, like all things, take time to change.

Oh well, I am not complaining.

Here is hoping this year will bring new challanges and new dreams for the future.


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_{You can come test realize it's no contest son
I'm the gun who won that old wild west}

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/16244672/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/16244672/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 18:07:25 PST inusis or ~insanityangel like every year.

But atleast I wasn't alone, so all is well.

How was yours?






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Happy New Year everyone~!

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/16049751/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/16049751/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 20:40:37 PST
YAY VERILY


...

Annnnd I gots a new outfit



and thats it



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Redheads kick yoos ass

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/15978169/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/15978169/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 19:09:39 PST So this is Christmas
And what have you done
Another year over
And a new one just begun

Serious dislike of christmas.

I bet you are like:

"WHO THE HELL HATES CHRISTMAS?!"

Well, I do.


Its not like I hate it, its more of a dread.

No I am not being a spoiled brat that says "I never get what I want so I hate christmas" in fact its the opposite:

I don't want anything.

Honestly.




I would rather spend time with friends and family.

I mean yeah, its nice or what not to get stuff but, I never really had a "good christmas"

Although my Mother did whatever she could to make it special, which I really appreitate, what I cared for is that I was with her.

Here is what people don't get about me: I like being with you.

I don't want gifts, I want you.

I want to spend time with you and hang out, more than I want items. Memories are dearer to me, memories are what make items important, and people are full of them. I want nothing more than to spend time with the ones I love.

I don't like being alone, and being alone with random stuff is worse.

I rather be with you.


So this Christmas, let me spend it with you

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Merry Christmas

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/15922504/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/15922504/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 19:09:12 PST This was a triumph
I’m making a note here:
HUGE SUCCESS!
It’s hard to overstate
my satisfaction
Aperature science
We do what we must
because we can
for the good of all of us
except the ones who are dead

But theres no sense crying
Over every mistake
You just keep on trying
Till you run out of cake
And the science gets done
And you make a neat gun
For the people who are
Still alive




Ehehe all kidding aside, I am back.

^_^

Oh and MERRY HOLIDAYS OF MONEY SPENDING AND SHIT!

I really am not too fond of christmas, never have, don't think I ever will.

Well as you can see, I have been messing around in the school's PS(photoshop) and played with some images. Its fun, I don't know much but I know enough.

Layers have their perks, unlike corel which has none. I wouldn't mind having Photo Shop around ... for edits and spiffy effects. Like blood slatters and shiny stars.

Well don't expect much art, can't find a sketchbook to save my life. Its still packed.

Well thats it for me, planning to see "I am Legend" tomorrow. I'll let you know how it went ... in a few days heehehe...

+10 points if you know the song spoken above.



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Ahhh random words at the bottom of a journal...

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/15882507/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/15882507/ Mon, 10 Dec 2007 19:19:11 PST
So I will try and get on as much as I can, no promises.

Sorry for those who didn'y know where I am, or was.


See you soon

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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/15692673/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/15692673/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 12:07:01 PST

Lol cause I am writing this at school


Anyway, Turkeyday on my part went well, ate more than I usually do.

Haha Dani lost minesweeper.

I figured I would update cause the last journal is depressing.


Ahh well, how was your hoilday?





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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/15583580/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/15583580/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 22:54:40 PST

Y HALLO THAR!

Sorry I do not update like I used to, I doubt anyone cares, but it amuses me atleast.


Thanksgiving is soon, and I hope yours is a good one.

I will be at Dad's and try to color SOMETHING . . . some how. I was supposted be there now, but alas he is sick. A cold, which I just got over.

So I have been spending a undesirable amount of time with friends, not that I do not like being in their company, its just that I feel bad taking advantage of them. I am not a bad willed person, I wish all the best and I am happy with what I have no matter how little. I do fret over expence, because we never had the money, as much as I get yelled at about that habit, I do not really want to break of it. So being with Steven & Dani, makes me feel uneasy for they will buy things for me, I am thankful for them, I have become close to them. . . like some odd twisted family, but I do not really want to be a burden either. Its troubling to my mind.

I really do like the fact that I am important enough to be spent money on, I do like eating food with friends, but once again, its the way I have lived and the way I see money, I never ask for anything expensvie, always the cheapest everything. I just always have.

I love being around them, the good out ways the bad, and I know they will be there for me, they have shown that. I just hate being the little burden that I feel like I am.

I know, I shouldn't I can't get rid of that feeling no matter how I try . . . I also don't even know if I want to go public with this, but its a step closer to letting my friends know what conflicts inside me that I can speak with words, I must type most of my feelings.

On another note, November has been good to me. I saw two good friends reunite, and I moved to a safer new home.

So lets talk about that: my new pad.

I like it, I can walk to school, which is good, I hate buses.

Its a safer neighboorhood, which is always good.

More stable house, very good.

The bad thing, we lost our dog, and I had to cut my hair. WILL NOT TALK ABOUT EITHER. AND NO PICTURES DAMNIT.

Next topic: Holiday plans.

Have NO CLUE what is going to happen, esp. with my shorter hair.... Dad. Will. Freak.

Atleast I have the people I am thankful for, Family Friends, everyone Here at DA oddly enough lol, kitties, and myself.

I have had a hard life so far, so lets hope I make it through the next part alright.

So lets give it a go~!





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_{Have a great Holiday everyone~!}

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/15419660/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/15419660/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 12:05:59 PST
Despite the fact my body is like a 80 year olds already, moving to a new home won't do me any good either. So I am about to kill over from back and shoulder pains... BUT THATS NOT THE BEST PART!

Now sit around kids, and let Grandma Mishii tell you two tales of ... just listen

Seeing as we needed the help, I invited Dani over to help me pack. . . or so I thought. As we watched my old Power Ranger tape, I was packing. Seeing as I needed another box I went toward the door only to fall flat on my face

.... Something I have never done before.

Now for the better story ...

Dani was a bigger help this time, helping us transfer boxes in Steven's Dad's truck. Steven was a big help the whole time, but Dani pulled through in the end. So talking to Steven for a few minutes, I see Dani come out of the door and trip over the concrete block we used to hold the glass door open. We giggled a bit, and so I headed toward the door, looking down to make sure I didn't trip over the block as well, as I ran straight into a door.

Another thing I have NEVER done before.

Was funny, I laughed before I knew what happened. Dani caught a bit of it and was like "No Way, No way!" So now every time I say "Mishii Door" she cracks up.

This almost beats when we ran from the killer shopping buggy, but that is a story for another day.

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I have a cold too

]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/15294186/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/15294186/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 22:13:47 PDT Darkness falls across the land
The midnite hour is close at hand
Creatures crawl in search of blood
To terrorize yawls neighbourhood
And whosoever shall be found
Without the soul for getting down
Must stand and face the hounds of hell
And rot inside a corpses shell
The foulest stench is in the air
The funk of forty thousand years
And grizzy ghouls from every tomb
Are closing in to seal your doom
And though you fight to stay alive
Your body starts to shiver
For no mere mortal can resist
The evil of the thriller


HAPPY HALLOWEEN



& Happy Birthday to those lucky undead souls who were born on this day: MAH SISTA JENNA ... & L

~THRILLER! THRILLER! THRILLER!~



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]]> ~mysticalelf20 http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/15221754/ http://mysticalelf20.deviantart.com/journal/15221754/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 10:23:45 PDT
1) Full Name: Mishii ( no real name for you! )

2) Male/Female: Girl

3) Were you named after anyone? Gay Uncle lulz

4) Does your name mean anything? "One who walks with the lord"

5) Nick Names: Mishii, Mish, Michi

6) What do you think you look like? Tiny little white chick

7) Date of Birth: 3/22/19??

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: USA

9) Nationality: Austrian decent

10) Astrology Sign: Aries

11) Chinese Astrology: Horse

12) Religion: raised Episcopal, but that doesn't mean I am

13) Whats your favorite smell? Steak cooking

14) Political Position: Unsure

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Cold Cherry Coke

16) Hair + eye color: Pefered? Or currently?

17) Do you look like anyone famous? AHAHAHAhAHA

18) What do you look like? Short shoulder length hair, reddish in color due to hair dye, I'm short and hazel eyes

19) Any unusual talents? Drawing

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous? Right handed

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other? Bi

22) What do you do for a living? Sleep and eat

23) What do you do for fun? Draw or listen to music

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with? mechanical pencil

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with? None, I just wish I was awesome at coloring on any medium

26) Have you met your grandparents? Yeah

27) Boyfriend/girlfriend? "..."

28) Crush? meh

29) What celebrity would you date if you could? Hmm Hama Chisaki or Komatsu Ayaka

30) Current worries? None that I feel anyone but me should know

31) Favorite online guy/girl: Um ?

32) Favorite place to be? At Dani's house

33) Least favorite place to be? At Dad's house

34) Do you burn or tan? I don't really burn, I think

35) Ever break a bone? No

36) What is your favorite cereal? cinnamon cereal

37) Person you cry with: I rather not cry at all

38) Any sisters: Kohaku and Rin

39) Any brothers: Raito

40) Any pets: Phoenix mah kitteh

41) An illness: mental

42) A Pager: had one in the 90s

43) A personal phone line: Haha

44) Cell phone: Ask Dad

45) A visible birthmark: No but I have scars

46) A pool or hot tub? Heated pool

47) A car: None, I'm that poor

Describe your...

48) Personality: Spaztastic invaild

49) Driving: RAWR

50) Your clothing style: Gamer Chic

51) Room: Poster covered walls

52) What's missing? a better ipod

53) School: -----

54) Bed: Hell if I know

55) Relationship with your parents: Mom = love Dad is nonexistant

56) Do you believe in yourself? No.

57) Do you believe in love at first sight? lol no.

58) Consider yourself a good listener? yeah

59) Have a future dream you would like to share? no

60) Get along with your parents? no

61) Save your email conversations? no

62) Pray: Used to.

63) Believe in reincarnation? no

64) Brush your teeth twice a day. Once

65) Like to talk on the phone? not really

66) Like to eat? nope hehe

67) Like to exercise? its an okay practic

68) Like to watch sports? *glares*

69) Sing in the car? lol depends on the music

70) What is a dream you have all the time? None

71) Dream in color? yup

72) Do you have nightmares? a lot

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal? Yeah Muja

74) Right next to you? Dani's fridge

75) On your favorite coffee cup? None

76) On your mousepad? Death

77) Your favorite flavor of gum? Watermelon

78) Your brand of deodorant: secret

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Don't have one

80) Your dream husband/wife: One that loves me despite my problems and unfortunes

81) Hiding in your closet? Monsters

82) Under your bed? More monsters

83) The name of one of your closest best friends: Dani, Haku, Steven, Rin, Steven, Diamond

84) Your bad time of the day? mornings

85) Your worst fears? being alone

86) Whats the weather like? cold

87) Your favorite time of the year? winter

88) Your favorite holiday? I hate holidays

89) A material weakness? none

90) The weirdest food and drink you like: Black olives

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I heard, I squee'd, I fangirl'd.

Not only Sonic, but freaking Ike from Fire Emblem, a pokemon trainer MODELED FROM RED & BLUE, Lucus from Mother 3(the sequal to EarthBound in which was Mother 2 XD ), and DIDDY KONG. HOW CAN YOU NOT GET ANY BETTER THAN THAT?

I KNOW ... IF THE OFFICAL LINE UP IS THIS AWESOME... WHO ARE THE SECRET UNLOCKABLE CHARACTERS???

This so far has been a GREAT GAMING YEAR.

The Best started with Twilight Princess at christmas last year. THIS WAS A SIGN MAN! GREAT GAMES TO COME!

First off, Nintendo strikes us with new pokemon: Daimond & Pearl. Then another Zelda, Phantom Hourglass. Metroid Prime 3, and the upcoming Mario Galaxy & Fire Emblem!

Sony, still not up to speed but... They got some points racked up in the new(taken by 360 as well) Dyansty Warriors: GUNDAM. They aquired Oblivion. And gave us Heavenly Sword. But the greatest thing has yet to come for the PS3: Final Fanatsy 13 & VERSUS 13! And I can't wait to see them.

So what does Microsoft's 360 bring to the plate? First off, we get heed of the trailor for Fable 2. And it is defenant must buy. Everything is bigger, better and more badass. But what everyone wants to hear is: HALO 3. Not only Halo 3, but 2 other Halo games are planned as well. I think 360 brought enough when packing Master Chief under the hood.

2007 is a great gaming year. I can't wait for the games of 2008 & 2009.

~~~~~~~~~~! AND IN MISHII'S PERSONAL LIFE I SCARED PEOPLE IN MY 2nd PERIOD

Well LETS BACK UP SHALL WE?

Everyday I practically sleep in law class. I don't enjoy it anymore. Different teacher, and he treats us like we are first years in Law. So I take the tests and sleep. Well wensday I scared some of the kids, who apparently think I am anit-social, evil keenvil and I Never Speak(lol GW ref.). I sleep, I draw, I sometimes watch the movie. I sometimes talk to the boys about simple matters, nothing more. Well the teaceher woke me up and asked me to read, which I did. And I scared some people, aparently COME ON I AM ALIVE YA KNOW XD

So the next day, when we have a test, I, falling asleep, look down at the test to see a cheat sheet drop in front of me. It was in blue ink. I flicked it off my desk, harshly I might add, and then tried to stay awake to finish the test. I guess its a kind gesture ... or SOMETHING. But do I really look like a cheater to you? WTH? Atleast I wasn't labeled a bitch by refusing =_=;

Gawd this journal is long.. kudos to those who read it XD

Comment if you do LOL XD

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