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Finally loaded most of the rest of my Summer photos, not much else right now due to the fact I haven't been taking many pictures of much of nothing, ain't nothing new to take photos of, nothing inspirational.

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/27557007/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/27557007/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 11:19:58 PDT It's a Toyota with low miles so it'll last me forever!
SOOO happy about that.

Life otherwise, still pretty sucky.

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/26273515/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/26273515/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 10:21:38 PDT Try to enjoy life, but hard to ignore those images, warning, lurking.
In the end I know that things will get better, but waiting it out and knowing I have to trudge through the shit again before I get there, and hoping, too I make the right decisions, is disheartening.

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/25396607/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/25396607/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 14:16:11 PDT Some Family Members are on here, and though I love you, I do not feel it appropriate to parade nor show this side of myself to all of you, lest this information trickle down through the line and offend, shock, disgust any of you. I am a very versatile creature, and though I do not deny myself my pleasures, I find that there's a place for them, and it simply is not here with the pretty pictures of birds and what not else. I am a photographer of those things I cannot show here, as well as a lover of many things I wish not to divulge here. Some things shall be moved accordingly.

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/25243798/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/25243798/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 20:35:20 PDT
~Ok, so I hasten to accomplish getting all the old stuff up (poems), either featured or scrapped. Some I look back through and cringe,-wait, I think Grant said something similar not too long ago as to his old work as well, but then we understand the basics- even knowing that was junior high and high school, when I rhymed more, when my subject matter was more grim and by some of it you'd grow an image in your mind of a mid-late 90's goth girl which isn't right at all. My eclectic brain said more than my clothing then as it does now. Also getting to the early 20's stuff, doing a little editing here and there, though not sure how much that will help the bad ones. I will attempt this as quickly as possible and leave appropriate comments on my, perhaps, mental state or ideal at that time and my current expression towards them.

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/25130110/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/25130110/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 17:44:13 PDT Yeah!

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/25130020/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/25130020/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 17:39:21 PDT 1. Put your Winamp, iTunes, windows media player, grandma etc on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.


Are you male or female?
'Christine' siouxsie and the banshees [Female]

Describe yourself!
"Ghetto Electro" Darwin Chamber [Yeah Baby]

What do people feel when they're around you?
"Highwayman" Johnny Cash, Kris Kristopherson, etc. [wandering Mind]

Describe your current relationship.
"El Condor Pasa (If I could)" Simon and Garfunkel [wow, fitting]

Where would you like to be now?
"Right for Me" Justin Timberlake [somewhere right for me I guess]

How do you feel about love?
"Don't Leave me this Way' Thelma Houston [HELLO, duh]

What's your life like?
"Cold Metal (buisness card mix)" Walker and Thomas Fab Thorn [so true most of the time]

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
"No Regrets" Cupcake [yeah, well, duh again]

Say something wise.
"Sway" The Puppini Sisters [groove and romance]

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
"Decades" Joy Division [um...?]

What do you like in a guy/girl?
"How Soon is Now?" t.A.T.u [Ladies?]

How do you feel today?
"The Ways of the Wind" P.M. Dawn (mmm, today, yes]

What is your life's purpose?
"My Foolish Friend" Talk Talk [haha, have had a few of those, and I do everything for them]

What is your motto?
"Miles Away" Madonna [I escape all the time]

What do your friends think of you?
"Bosa Nova Baby" Elvis Presley [DANCE, though...not sure what this entails]

What do you think of your parents?
"Child of the Night" Ludacris [my mom is sooo a night owl]

What do you think about very often?
"Jagged Little Pill" Allanis Morrisette [WOW, LOL]

What is 2 + 2?
"Sweet Baby" Ashanti [sweeeett ]

What do you think of your best friend?
"Dum Dum Girl" Talk Talk [HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA]

What do you think of the person you like?
"Send me on my Way" Rusted Root [*Sighs*]

What is your life story?
"Swimming Horses" Siouxsie and the Banshees [listen to the song, fitting in many circumstances]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
"Screwed Up" Ludacris [LOLOL]

What will you dance to at your wedding?
"Mutual (noel's mission in this world Mix)" Dauby [cool, not getting married though]

What will they play at your funeral?
"More than anything in this World" Lenny Kravitz [um....not suitable]

What is your hobby/interest?
"Man Fading" Kenna [interesting, psychology?]

What is your biggest fear?
"Bhanghall" Dj Rekha and Dave Sharma [ Tigers!]

What is your biggest secret?
"In Your Eyes" Peter Gabriel [*Sighs*, no body has a clue]

What do you think of your friends?
"Midnight Show" The Killers [my gal friends are WILD]

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/23550806/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/23550806/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 02:31:53 PST Mostly with Commenting, Submitals and slowwww page loads. Yes I have Dial up, but I had Dial up on a pentium 2 win 98' before this and never had any problems. This is a new mac, way updated from my previous dinasour, so why is this happening?
I have so much to upload, but I can't even bother with the issues I have every time I get on here. I keep hoping High-speed will help, but I don't know when I'll be able to finally have it.

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/22425677/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/22425677/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 23:42:37 PST I can attempt to move on from last year's turmoil.

On an annoying note, this side of the hill I live on is being annexed and "welcomed" as part of the city I wasn't even aware it wasn't previously apart of, considering the address. Cities grow and as they do they apparently like to screw with you. The property I am on has been here, as have many others in this lil area, for over 10 years, so it seems silly that the city would annex and give everyone here new street addresses and house numbers, stupid. I actually had to change my house address I have been living in for over a year, to a new house number a couple months back, same house, new number, and Now I have to do this all over again. With the circumstances of this particular house, I have to hope it's as smooth as everyone else's and that the City doesn't make it difficult.
I hate this, it makes me anxious as hell, but then so many things like this do. I hate having to call Billers and try to remember everyone I need to update. Stupid! I will have had to change my address twice, without even Moving!

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/21319737/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/21319737/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 14:42:29 PST Some things are possible, others are not, some things are pending, either outwardly or inwardly.
I still struggle with my emotions, my feelings towards the many aspects of my past, the heightened awareness of my present and the uncertainties of my predilections for tomorrow and the impending future.
They are still vast and at times confusing. Mostly I know well the feelings that are strongest, that sit at my side always reminding me of what I can't achieve, or have.

No one seems to want what I want; the one I rely on the most is conflicting with his own desires and my dependency overshadows my own desires, keeping them in my mind alone, since when they are voiced all I receive is negativity, disinterest, or an argumentative stylistic debate that I simply can not win.

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/19992044/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/19992044/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 17:50:22 PDT I am attempting, with Fun and humor in mind as well as makeup technique practice, to draw out a lil evilish scene ideas, get into the Zombie Pinup mode as well as creative death scene scopes and concepts, photographically speaking.
If an image is blurry, in this case, it is mean to be out of focus, giving less detail and more imagination, more gruesome possibilites.
I would love to practice this as well with another human besides myself.
More's coming to feed.

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/19170592/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/19170592/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 17:46:28 PDT Meloncholy, Grey and Wet

And Now I must Stitch up Poppa's Heart, though he is the more Skilled with a Needle and I am Lacking in the knowledge of Sewing.


(From Dec 28th Journal Entry)

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/17781505/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/17781505/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 15:01:00 PDT I do not need to go into the variations of torments I experiance inside my mind, inside my heart, but lately I have succumb to that unthinkable thought, that act which lingers but which cowardess and rational do not permit.

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/17179121/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/17179121/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 12:09:54 PST then the day falls to slumber.
Night awakens
and everything insues during this time.
Dreams are for the day,
Living is for the Night.

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/16508143/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/16508143/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 15:24:24 PST and I am Empty
I am Not there
And you are Missing something
You and I
Apart
Torn
Sad and Longing
Wanting, Wishing, Waiting
This droll repeatative writing
tears, crying inside because I cannot cry out
except Bursts out of no where
every week
Missing you
Missing me
Every Fuckin Minute

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/16126780/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/16126780/ Thu, 27 Dec 2007 16:27:31 PST The Lights came on.
The Lights Blazed Brightly for a week.
Then, the lights went out.
Unhinged, Shakin, Changed.
Now I sit in the darkness of my Heart.

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/15889182/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/15889182/ Tue, 11 Dec 2007 12:26:41 PST Can be a bit slow though, not a full time artist like some. Not here to become famous, just to share my work and get feedback. Just another person who Appreciates all facets of Art!

]]> ~mysticeangel http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/15682756/ http://mysticeangel.deviantart.com/journal/15682756/ Mon, 26 Nov 2007 16:55:33 PST What you'll see here will be my photography, my Paintings and my poetry.
Please feel free to make comments, especially on my paintings as I will be posting old and new; I just got back into doing watercolors again after about 7 years!

]]> ~mysticeangel