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It's been a while since I have been on here and actually submitted something but since the summer is here I will be taking more photos some of my own and submitting them so no worries in that department. But, times are actually going well for me after all the hard bullshit around the beginning of the year things are smooth new man in my life, new friends, better aura all around...in the time between then and now there was more bullshit...US Marshalls were looking for a friend of mine thought I knew where he was, got in a fight at a concert in ATL she started it. I did nothing, she slapped me mostly and then I turned right into a round the world swing shook it off and walked away...I didn't want to fight her I am peaceful no drama please. She followed me back to the car my bf following her and circling her letting her know that she doesn't want to do anything. Then she demands that I get out of the car and fight her, or she was going to kill all 7 of my boys to get to me lol. well she made the mistake of swinging on my bf who went to MMI and well all he did was hip check her in self defense and she fell about 3 ft. bounced like a basketball and lied still. that's when I went got everyone in the van it was time to leave for real all I wanted the whole time was to leave but no...she had to eg it on. As we were leaving my ex. Matt decided he would throw a rock threw my friend Corey's back window when Corey did nothing but drive to the concert. the only reason I didn't go to the hospital when I had a concussion and I happen to be anemic is b'c 4 of the 7 total people in the van all friends of mine were not to leave the state b/c of bn on probation, and I was not about to get my friends in trouble over some bs that a lil' girl decided she wanted to start. But, now all of that has calmed down b'c no one wants to end up going to jail...everything is riding smoothly its GREAT!

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P.S. I told you to choose your words wisely. That's your mistake.
lol


THIS IS WHAT HAYLEE MS. GOGO HATCHET SAID BACK OH AND THEN SHE DELETED ME AS A FRIEND

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FEEL FREE TO COMMENT, CRITIQUE IF YOU WISH

~MANDII

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i have moved to Tuscaloosa with my boyfriend Adam my best friend Jennifer and her boyfriend Chris at the moment all of us are in Jennifer's dorm room lol we had to sneak chris and adam inside in a tub lol it was interesting because its an all girls dorm and if we get caught we get arrested so...hopefully we wont get caught!!! i hope we dont lol but soon we are going to all get an apartment together so that should be fun ) hehe but i will keep posted and Thursday is my 19th birthday lol im excited and i get my laptop back so i will be able to begin writing again which is my passion in life i love it!!!


PEACE,LOVE, & HARMONY!!

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So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange
a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
year after year,
running over the same old ground. What have we found?
The same old fears,
wish you were here.




THIS SONG IS ABOUT PINK FLOYD'S BEST FRIEND WHO IS NOW N A MENTAL INSTITUTION BECAUSE HE FRIED HIS BRAIN FROM DOING TOO MUCH ACID SO IF UR GONNA USE DRUGS JUST STAY AWAY FROM THE LSD PLZ SO U DONT END UP LIKE HIS FRIEND AND HAVE A FRIEND OF URS FEEL THIS WAY IT BREAKS A PERSONS HEART AND U WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND BECAUSE ONCE U DO UNDERSTAND IT WILL PROBABLY B TOO LATE

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i am going to get in I KNOW IT DEEP DOWN INSIDE!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8899626/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8899626/ Sun, 28 May 2006 07:33:32 PDT
( ]]> ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8874569/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8874569/ Thu, 25 May 2006 14:12:37 PDT and ]]> ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8806638/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8806638/ Thu, 18 May 2006 10:37:11 PDT ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8788129/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8788129/ Tue, 16 May 2006 12:22:17 PDT Government/D period
Mrs. Self
14 May 2006
HONOR CODE PLEDGE ESSAY

They say that there was once an age of legends; a time long past when brave heroes battled to bring evil villains to justice, where the fair prince would awaken the beautiful young princess with a loving kiss, where monsters threatened the lives of the innocent. But what of today? There are few left for us to slay, and the only true princess' are those that we see within the eyes of the ones we love. Perhaps, with the loss of these legends we have lost more than we realize.

Personal honor has given way to national ethics, a man made construction to try and explain the way we are supposed to live our lives. Personal truth has fallen to the lies spoon fed to us on an almost daily basis by either the government or religion, or even in some cases by those people we would call friends. Acts, which once would have been expected of any true gentleman, are now seen to be rare acts of chivalry, almost as though they are as unexpected as the Messiah walking down to the local shopping centre for his weekly groceries.

Has our government's drive for equality torn from us the last vestiges of the honor that we used to have? How often in today’s climate would a man walk a woman miles out of his way just to see that she returns home safely? We see, all too often horror stories on the nightly news and plastered in multicolored dots on the front of our newspapers as we sit to eat our manufactured mush of cereals and processed fruit protein. Acts of rape, murder and mutilation are introduced to us and eaten up as we once embraced religion. Such a vivid fascination at mankind’s darkest acts, And as day by day the acts increase and get worse, nothing seems to be successful at stemming the tide of man's descent into oblivion.

Perhaps we need to relearn the personal honor that we once had. However, those that influence us most simply provide us with the lies we need to live through on a day by day basis. Each day we will be continued to feed our daily Technicolor breakfast of violence and brutality.

So…I am supposed to be writing about an honor pledge that my government teacher Mrs. Self has for her class. This honor pledge is where you sign your name on a line provided on a test or quiz saying that you have not acquired any previous information or that you will not be giving out any information about a certain quiz or test.

The reason I am writing this essay is because some one did not keep to the honor pledge thus creating every class that Mrs. Self has to write an essay on honor. I started this essay off with a story about chivalry and personal honor. The story and all that I have stated afterwards is all I have to say about the honor pledge other than cheating is irresponsible and in the end it will come back and get you. If you do something stupid because life's too short you can be sure life's just long enough to punish you for it.
(Mrs. Self if you would like to know where I got this story from go to [link] ]]> ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8746920/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8746920/ Fri, 12 May 2006 08:18:35 PDT
I then woke up immediately and wanted to send Brent a text message asking if this was him (who I was talking to) and Brent was the one reading the text message and if so is he okay? But I didn’t. I don’t know why. I just didn’t. ]]> ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8737915/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8737915/ Thu, 11 May 2006 08:34:32 PDT
Personal honour has given way to national ethics, a man made constructon to try and explain the way we are supposed to live our lives. Personal truth has fallen to the lies spoonfed to us on an almost daily basis by either the government or religion, or even in some cases by those people we would call friends. Acts, which once would have been expected of any true gentleman are now seen to be rare acts of chivalry, almost as though they are as unexpected as the Messiah walking down to the local shopping centre for his weekly groceries.

Has our government's drive for equality torn from us the last vestiges of the honour that we used to have? How often in todays climate would a man walk a woman miles out of his way just to see that she returns home safely? We see, all too often horror stories on the nightly news and plastered in multicoloured dots on the front of our newspapers as we sit to eat our manufactured mush of cereals and processed fruit protein. Acts of rape, murder and mutilation are introduced to us and eaten up as we once embraced religion. Such avid fascination at mankinds darkest acts. And as day by day the acts increase and get worse, nothing seems to be successful at stemming the tide of man's descent into oblivion.

Perhaps we need to relearn the personal honour that we once had. However, those that influence us most simply provide us with the lies we need to live through on a day by day basis. Each day we will be continued to fed our daily technicolour breakfast of violence and brutality. ]]> ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8705654/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8705654/ Sun, 07 May 2006 22:54:13 PDT but nothing will come of it
in time my heart will be gone
lost, forgotten..
sunken into the deepest darkest pits of hell
and there it will stay
forever
you say you love me
and that you had to let me go
but i dont care
what you did was a...
wrong,
hateful
decietful,
and selfish thing to do
i hate you for that
but i love you at the same time
i dont know what to do
should i wait
or should i move on
you say i will know in time...
i dont give a damn about time
time is of the utter most unimportance to me
i hurt
i ache
i cant breathe
and in a since
i want to die
i want to forget all of this
but i CANT
you blew up on me
you lost trust in me
the one thing i thought we would always have no matter what
we dont have that anymore
its gone
we are gone
for now?
maybe forever
i dont want it to end this way
but you made a choice a decision that you believe is correct
and now we must both live by that decision
i love and i always will
but i took a risk
and i fell in love
when i swore that i would not do that
i did
and now i have to suffer
love is for the week
i am beginning to believe this
but i do not know
i do not understand
and in more ways than i can express
I DONT WANT TO UNDERSTAND!

GOOD BYE! AND WE HAVE A FRIENDSHIP THAT HOPEFULLY WILL LAST FOREVER ]]> ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8601206/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8601206/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 11:40:45 PDT AND MAYBE IT WILL BE IMPOSSIBLE FOR YOU TO FALL!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8580174/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8580174/ Tue, 25 Apr 2006 10:49:42 PDT ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8528469/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8528469/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 06:24:46 PDT WHILE OTHERS SAY ITS JUST FUN...
SO WHAT IS LIFE NEWAYS?

TO ME LIFE IS A MYSTERY
WAITING TO BE SOLVED
FULL OF CLUES AND SYMBOLS

A CHALLENGE IS WHAT I LIKE
AND LIFE GIVES ME THAT

IN LIFE FRIENDS COME AND GO
BUT FAMILY ALWAYS STAY
MORE THAN LIKELY

BUT ITS SO HARD TO GRASP
THAT FEELING...

LIFE IS COMPLEX
AND...
TAKES A LOT OF LISTENING TO UNDERSTAND IT ]]> ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8446924/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8446924/ Wed, 12 Apr 2006 09:24:29 PDT when you are here.
standing in front of me
with your pale eyes
stairing through mine
my soul shivers,
you are there
as you walk into the room
you are like a ghost
with your freezing skin
yet the air is warm.
we are inside,
and we cannot go out
under your spell ]]> ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8446920/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8446920/ Wed, 12 Apr 2006 09:21:17 PDT and i listen.
all is quiet
but...
footsteps creeping,
pens and pencils being dropped
a clock that keeps with such cadence.
i can hear the turning of pages,
and the air as it passes through a vent.
all is still
yet everything still moves
people walking down the hall
a glance i catch but stare
not at all
something is hiding
from my naked eye
will i know of what it is
or will it be all a mystery. ]]> ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8185229/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/8185229/ Fri, 17 Mar 2006 05:58:09 PST ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/7235498/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/7235498/ Tue, 06 Dec 2005 05:39:09 PST [link] wonderful dude...matt hope everything is goin good... ]]> ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/7167610/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/7167610/ Mon, 28 Nov 2005 13:11:10 PST lol...!!! ]]> ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/7071556/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/7071556/ Thu, 17 Nov 2005 12:53:42 PST ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/7071141/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/7071141/ Thu, 17 Nov 2005 11:16:45 PST ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/7063731/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/7063731/ Wed, 16 Nov 2005 13:08:10 PST Woody Allen

this is such an amazing quote dont u think so.....???? ]]> ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/7045346/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/7045346/ Mon, 14 Nov 2005 13:32:03 PST ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/7035922/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/7035922/ Sun, 13 Nov 2005 13:00:23 PST ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/6997838/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/6997838/ Wed, 09 Nov 2005 08:14:05 PST ~mysticlover http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/6951050/ http://mysticlover.deviantart.com/journal/6951050/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 05:54:11 PST ~mysticlover