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        <pubDate>Sat, 05 Dec 2009 12:22:55 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>so much</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Mar 2009 08:04:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Trying to take it one day at a time, but sometimes the days attack me all at once!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~mzbhvn1</author>
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                <title>Wicked</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Feb 2009 11:27:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well well, this is a new season of theater in school which inspires kids to do more than what is required for school. <br />they are:<br />creating an entire musical production by themselves<br />planning a yard sale to fund props and costumes.<br />creating/editing thier own play scripts.<br />creating the entire production by them selves with no adult help.<br /><br /><br />They already have fans that are expecting to see this play and have already asked about when the show will be. To this, i have no answer for, as all i can say is ask them because they are not accepting help from any adults. <br /><br />This is a gallant kids' production that is being taken very seriously for all the kids who tried out for parts and the ones who didn't get a part still have other jobs in this production of the Broadway musical Wicked.<br /><br />This will be a very sweet and very awesome event in these kids' lives as they are working on this on thier own time and very dutifully i might add. even have gone so far as to do extra chores and keep all grades up so as to not interfere with (or take time away from) this play and the "scheduled" events that lead up to its final product.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Never a Valentine</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Feb 2009 12:10:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ " Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing."<br />~ Anais Nin    <br />                <br />So, Valentine's is yet again around the corner. Alone again I will spend this one like almost all the ones before. I think that there is no Valentine for me in this world and that if there is I missed out on him.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>still lame......</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Feb 2009 18:45:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sigh........................i can do nothing that doesnt lead me to thinking of him, a could be, would be, should be Valentine.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~mzbhvn1</author>
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                <title>my demise</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jan 2009 02:49:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i can no longer seem to find the fun in any of my favorite computer games now.......im finding it hard to have fun period.<br /><br />A young girl my kids were school mates with, was kidnapped in Oct 2008 walking on the same block as here home, and was found very near my home in a badly decomposed state...........cause of death is still unknown as well as how long shes been dead. she was found within sight of a busy walkway near a drainage ditch. this hits home hard. she was here at my house just weeks before she came up missing. that could of easily been any one of my four girls............i am very grateful and thankful they are safe and well. <br /><br /><br /><br />I have recently found my self in another vulnerable state where again i feel like a fool. I try not to make new friends and i try not to meet anyone i may have a potential interest in, i do try.....i dont go anywhere, i dont dress up anymore.....but still i manage to get my heart tangled up in places it has no business being. talk about being rejected. I cant believe i set myself up for that. just when i thought i could withstand those kind of vibes..i let my guard down.....i think to myself "hell its the internet, what could happen?" well its that stupid question that gets me in this state every time...."what could happen" this question is my demise.......<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ohh ya.....that video site</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 May 2007 16:30:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ can be viewed at:<br />
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<a href="http://youtube.com/profile?user=TKOKillboxClan">[link]</a><br />
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they're pretty good.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>As of Late.......</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 May 2007 16:19:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have been making in-game demo videos for the last couple of months of Half-Life 2 Deathmatch games. Check them out, I'm pretty proud of what Ive learned so far.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Just to say it...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Dec 2006 21:14:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ And to let anybody reading this ....................almost all of my drawings are unfinished and most of what you see will be changed anyways, so if there is anything you like or dislike about what you see, please be welcomed to say. I am my own worst critic so anything you have to say is probably something I've already thought of, so please if you will, see if you can prove me wrong and tell me something I need to know. Learning new things is part of what drives me, and I am always open to everyones insight as well.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>this is my first</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Dec 2006 22:56:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is where i say what im thinking. or whatever else i want,right? Hmmmmm ,<br />
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I try to be the kind of person that is open to anything and will attempt to work my will on everything I try to do and fail at. I figure if it didn't work the first time then try it a different way. Theres always another way. My options are open and I like them that way. You can't make me do anything I don't want to, but you can make me want to HAHA. Been stuck on this game called Half-Life 2 Deathmatch..... no I don't mean stuck like as if I dont know where to go next .......I mean totally stuck to this as it has no ending unless I leave the game. Which is no fun.<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
 I have not even attempted to play anyother game at all. I have been going to college for 2 years now because I have always wanted to make games. If I'd have known that I could just make maps and put them on a server that hosts games I probably would of never been convinced to go to school for it. HAHA but I spose its a completely different environment anyways. well thats part of my life I work on computers actually and know nothing of how to draw but am very raw at best. I should just change my major to art so I can hone any talent I might have and make actual beautiful art. But I also am a single mother. Five kids~ YES-count them 5 ~ Only four are actually mine and the fifth one is my ex's daughter who has just lived with me anyways after her dad left about 6 years ago. I love her like my own, so that makes her mine.   <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> This has been a written entry into her journal by Michele Chapman<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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