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I'll be quick ... very quick. I have NO TIME fot he computer. I'm sorry I'm not answering anything or commenting your deviations, but I'm very, VERY busy with school ... and it's killing me x.X

Thanks to for entering my contest

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Today is my name day If you're gonna ask what a name day is ... I can't explain, sorry >.<

My mom made me a present - a golden necklace with the symbol of Sagittarius on the end of it. Sagittarius is her zodiac She told me that the necklace is a very precious, a very dear gift from her father(my grandfather ... who died 5(?) years ago), but she didn't wear it because it's not good for people to wear stuff with their own zodiacs on them. That explains two things : why there isn't a cancer symbol on it and why didnt' she wear it.
I actually didn't know about this neckalce ... I mean, it had been at home since my grandfather gave it to my mother, but I had absolutely no idea.

Well .. happy name day to me

[EDIT] Click here =-> [link] I made it a few minutes ago

Thanks to for entering my contest ~n-a-d http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/10066291/ http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/10066291/ Thu, 14 Sep 2006 01:51:56 PDT                 featured artist #1    ^{omg !! i have 60 watchers}    stocks i've used

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Hey, guys Do u like my new avy ? It's my very own Fella I made it/them myself(well, I got the base and the headphones from ¢keiross's ULTIMATE FELLA AVATAR KIT, but the ears and eyebrows aren't the same and the coloring is a bit different too ) I changed it because 2 main resons :
1) Every time i see my old avatar(with Mike Shinoda on it), I start drooling and the keyboard got wet and slimy Well, it didn't get wet and slimy, but I start drooling and staring at it and I completely forget what was I supposed to do
2) I've ALWAYS wanted a Fella avatar ... and now I got one Yay for me
Do u like it, do u like it ?? Huh, huh ? Do u like it
If u want, I can make a Fella avatar for you too ... just send me a note and ask nicely

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... then I start school again

Thanks to for entering my contest

          ~n-a-d http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/10039896/ http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/10039896/ Mon, 11 Sep 2006 14:07:27 PDT                 featured artist #1    ^{omg !! i have 60 watchers}    stocks i've used

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I got this one from It's different - it's not for fun or "just something to do when you're bored", it's about ART !!

Rules
List 10 facts about your art. Tag 6 other people to take this quiz.

Fact #1
I like drawing close to realism. It's the only way I've tried drawing. I've never tried any other style of drawing - cartoon, anime, japanese animation ... whatever. Only my own kinda style

Fact #2
If I'm looking for a tutorial for something(e.g. wings), I look at several tutorials and I don't follow a single one of them 100%. I either look a bit from the first tutorial, then a bit from the second, a bit from the third etc. or follow a bit from all and add something from my, from my own kinda styl Not that I don't read them ... I read them all, but when I'm drawing, I don't follow them completetly.

Fact #3
Watercolors hate me ... and I hate them back >.<
I've tried drawing with them many times, but either I screw up the colors, mix the wrong ones or the paper is crappy and tears !! Plus, all the watercolors I've bought ... I just don't like the way they look on the paper - the colors look very bright, slightly noticable. And I like the colors to be more intense, more saturated. And the brushes hate me too >.<

Fact #4
When looking at a painting/drawing, I'm actually looking at the way it's drawn, not the concept. I mean ... if there are two drawings on the same theme and the one is drawn very beautiful, but the concept is cliche and the other's concept is very original, but drawn in childish style, I'll like the one with the cliche concept better Well ... actually it depends ... but that's hot things are most of the time. No ... when I think about it, it depends ... it just depends

Fact #5
I really enjoy sketching 'n doodling ... I actually like some of my sketches better than the "polished" work >.< Sketching stuff is fun !! Yup ... and my lines are very, VERY sketchy ... no matter what >.< If I try to clean them, it'll only get worse, so most of the time I leave them the way they are -_-`

Fact #6
I cannot color ... I just CAN'T !! At least traditional. Or maybe I'm afraid using some colors, because I know I won't be able to erase them. While in Photoshop I can color and if I don't like it, I just delete the layer or change the hue/saturation ... u gotta love Photoshop xD

Fact #7
If I can't draw something the way I want it to be drawn, I either leave it the way I think it's best(but still not the way it's supposed to be) or just give up. I'm not very .... enthusiastic ... about my art. I don't care if I can't draw beautiful or the way I wanna draw ... I just don't. Although I really want to ... I just don't have an inspiration, something or someone to draw for =/ And that sucks, because that way I will NEVER improve ... grrr >.<

Fact #8
If I draw something I really like, think it's almost perfect, something that I'm very excited about the result and then show it to someone and he/she starts critiqueing it or says that he/she doesn't like a certain part of it, I get very upset, in stead of take the critiques and improve my art >.< I hate myself for that !!

Fact #9
Most of the times, I get the ideas about what to draw from something I saw and impressed me. But even more often, I start drawing THAT and as time passes, something pops in my head, start drawing it and then another thing pops, start drawing that thing and finally, the result is NOTHING like the thing I started drawing >.<

Fact #10
Last one ? Hmmm ... my favourite thing to draw(and almost the only thing... ]]> ~n-a-d http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/10036904/ http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/10036904/ Mon, 11 Sep 2006 08:12:24 PDT                 featured artist #1    ^{omg !! i have 58 watchers}    stocks i've used

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Okay ... if u remember, I told u I'll tell u who Nisoke and Siroko really are. Well, Nisoke is me and Siroko is a friend of mine. We met on the internet and he lived in the same city and we decided to meet each other in person. But that was about 2 years ago. We've seen each other in person about 5 times or more ... he used be my best(male) friend. I felt I could really trust him. But he changed recently ... he changed A LOT !! Now we don't even chat, because if I write "hi, how r ya ?" and he answers after at least 10 000 minutes !! And ... I thought to write him e-mails ... I wrote some stuff about me, what happened to me recently and that kinda stuff ... I mean, I write a lot and he answers with only a 1 or 2 rows or writing And ... we haven't seen each other in about a year =/ Well, we're still friends, but I don't feel him that close now ... I have the feeling that I don't even know him

So ... yeah ... I am Nisoke and Siroko is a friend of mine

The results from my contest :
1st place : with Siroko
2nd place : with Nisoke
3rd place : with Siroko

4th place : with Nisoke
5th palce : with Nisoke
with Siroko and Nisoke
6th palce : with Nisoke and Siroko
with Nisoke
with Nisoke
7th place : with Nisoke
~n-a-d http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/10029693/ http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/10029693/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 14:50:26 PDT                 featured artist #1    ^{omg !! i have 58 watchers}    stocks i've used

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Okay, guys ... ~AlmightyTaCo and ~Cidranja's entries( [link] and [link] ) had equal votes, so I had to decide the winner. I was wondering how to do that - to ask a friend which one of the pictures she likes best, to ask my mom and/or dad, to ask someone from devART or to decide for myself ... and I decided to ask my mom AND dad. My mom liked ~AlmightyTaCo's drawing and my dad liked ~Cidranja's drawing !! That didn't help me They were still equal ... my friend wasn't online(in Skype), so I didn't have the ability to ask her and I had to decide myself. To tell you the truth, I liked ALL the entries almost equal, so it was still hard to decide I looked at them ... STARED at them for hours and hours ... and I thought " ~AlmightyTaCo's drawing is awesome ... although it's only outlines. Nisoke looks pretty nice there ... like a warrior. And just look at those eyes ... they look so pure, so innocent, so gentle, so ... lovely ... and they somehow contrast on her overall look - a warrior. Now ... ~Cidranja's drawing. A boy with his violin ... his left hand seems a lil' strange ... but the rest ... is just very beautifully done. His black hair, the old-looking grey blistered wall, the dark floor ... it all creates a sad, a dark feeling. And his look ... his mien ... And let's not forget about the violin(?) !! It looks awesomely realistic to me(although I've seen violins only on TV and on pictures). U can see every single string on it. On the other hand, his blouse/shirt seems somehow ..... flat !! I have the same problems with clothes - I can't make them very realistic ... the folds hate me ... and I hate them too >.< But enough about me -_-` Back to the picture - the jeans and the shoes seem pretty ... pretty good to me. And ~AlmightyTaCo's drawing again ... her shoulders look very ... wide for a woman. Even for a warrior. And the part, where her belly joins with her chest ... is just weird ... her belly is almost sraight and her chest is at a degree. Also, her right foot looks weird ... although u can see it completetly(it's hidden behind something) it just looks plain weird to me. I would love to see that picture colored." So ... to generalize - they both have good and bad sides ... well, duh, noone's perfect !! But ... someoone has to win the first place and it can't be both of them ... and ... ze winner iz ...... ~Cidranja !!! Congrats

Let's see all of the results :
1st place : with Siroko
2nd place : with Nisoke
3rd place : with Siroko

4th place : with Nisoke
5... ]]> ~n-a-d http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/10026435/ http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/10026435/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 09:34:11 PDT                 featured artist #1    ^{omg !! i have 58 watchers}    stocks i've used

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Only 7 days until my name day My mom's gonna make creme brule for meh name day Also ... after only 5 f*ckin' days I start school =/

About the contest - I'll announce the results tomorrow or this night. I have a lil' problem because 2 pictures have equal votes and (sadly) only one of them will be ze winner, the other will be on second place

            

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Well, meh contest is over wow !! I didn't imagine so many entries I want to thank ~JohnnyThao, ~miserydesoul, ~AlmightyTaCo, ~Lakija, *sleepybutterfly, ~gothicgoose, ~Zack-Inferno, ~Cidranja, ~engranatenroses, ~midnightsfall and *Ivysumi for entering

Umm ... yeah ... it's voting time. If you'd like to vote, send me a note with the title "Vote", "Voting" or somethin' like that. In the note u gotta send me a link to your most favoutire pic from the ones here(scroll down, where is says "ENTRIES"). U know what ... better ... send me 2 links ... with the 2 of ur most fav pics If u have entered the contest, u cannot vote for ur own entry ... sorry

Well ... that's all for now. Have a nice day

P.S. Note me ur votes before 10th of September

            

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Well, my brother got back last Friday ... when he got back home, I wasn't there. I came back home at about 4 o'clock in morning. I was with my dad at his work. So ... when I came back, he hugged me and, like, didn't wanna let me go. He was very happy to see me again We went to bed ... I slept with my brother BTW, my aunt, uncle and first cousin were also at home. They drove my brother to here. So ... where was I ? Ah, yes ... we all went to bed. In the morning my mom told me that my aunt was out with a friend of theirs and that me, my bro and my cousin are gonna go with them ... when mr brother wakes up. None of us knew that friend of theirs, but ... never mind. My brother woke up, dressed, etc. etc. and my dad drove us to the place, where my aunt and that friend of hers were. On our way to that restaurant/bar, my brother saw a friend of his and they talked a bit. Me and my cousin went to my aunt and her friend. Later, my brotehr joined us ... MUCH later. And then after a while, my brother left the table and went out with friends. So ... bla-bla ... we got home ... bla-bla. Later, my brother came back home too. Bla-bla ... and now he's out with his friends again. Cuz he's leaving for Sliven again tomorrow ¬_¬ Man ... I've cried for my brother ... I won't be seeing him for 5 years and it's just Oh, God ... he said that he cried for us too and I was like 'WOW!!', cuz I've never seen my brother cry. And I belived him ... but deeply inside me I knew that he misses his friends more than he misses us, his family. Cuz if he's 15 hours awake in a day(for instance), he spends about 12 hours with his friends or somewhere outside. It's very sad ... I really like spending my time with him, but now that happens very rarely. I remember when we were younger, we used to play games on the computer together and have fun ... but now ... we barely see each other *sob* And ... though we don't really spend that much time together, I'm really gonna miss him ... cuz *sob* I can't ... I just can't imagine spending my name day, my mom's b-day, his name day, Easter and that kinda holidays without him ... they were boring with him ... and without him, they're probably gonna be the most boring days of the year ... if we're even gonna celebrate 'em *sob* Oh, man ... *sigh* It's very sad, cuz it happened just as I thought - he's gonna miss me, love me, hug me and that kinda stuff the first day or the first few days and later, he's gonna hang out with his friends and completely forget that he even has a sisteeeeeeeeeeeer *sob*
And ... I really feel lonely ... even now ... I mean ... I don't have any friends in real life. Well, I have one, but she lives on the other side of the city and we barely see each other. I don't really feel my mother like a friend, unlike my dad ... but he's at work from 8 or 9 o'clock in the morning 'till 18:30 or later. For instance, it's almost 9 o'clock pm now and he's still at work ... I can only see him al day in the weekends. And sometimes I can't see him even then, cuz he's got some work to be done or something like that *sigh*
I feel loneeeeeelyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy yyyyy Will someone hug me ?? Please ?

          ~n-a-d http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9927177/ http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9927177/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 07:08:47 PDT CHECK OUT MY DRAWING CONTEST =-> [link] PLEEEASE ??

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First : Click here to see the contest update. Second : I had these sketches, drawings 'n stuff in my sketchbook, but I was too lazy to scan them ... or I forget to scan them Well, I finally managed to do that. They're all in scraps ... here are ze linkz :
Linkin Park Perspective Play
Wings
Writing ...
Male Torso
Linkin Park sketches
Dress Design
Ankh Top
Thank u and ENJOY

            

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Click here to see the update

            

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My brother will be coming home soon, 'till the end of the week Yay I haven't seen him for 10-11 days now

            

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NO, I'm not giving up Linkin Park and doing LP fanart, if that's what you were thinking/hoping I think it's about time to change my Featurued Deviation The Photomanipulated Eye has been there for a veeeeeeeeeeeeeeery long time. That's why I put another deviation - a photo of my kitten It's my MOST favourite photo of him Hope u guys like it too

            

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He just got back from work and I was like 'Hey, I wanna show u what I drew today.' I showed him the Mike Shinoda drawing, which I was really proud with So I showed him the drawing and said 'I redrew it.' and he said 'I don't understand u.' and I was like ¬¬ ... 'I redrew that pic(showed him the reference pic).' and he just said 'Okay.' o.O But 'Okay.' as in 'Okay, whatever ...' Grrrrrr !! It made feel like shit =/ cuz I'm really proud with that picture. It's my first airbrush and *sigh* Never mind ¬¬

*sighs lovingly* Mike is soooooo HOT in my new avatar, isn't he

            

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Got this one from (thank u )

WARNING:Long ass tag!

This or That.

The Opposite Sex.

1. Guitar or Drum Player: Guitar \m/ *-* \m/
2. Skater or Surfer: Skater
3. Brown or Blue Eyes: Depends =/
4. Blonde or Brunette: BRUNETTES ALL THE TIME, BABY !!
5. Brains or Looks: 50/50 ?

Food.

11. Hamburger or Hot dog: hamburger
12. Pie or Cake: cake
13. Apple or Banana: bananannananannanannana
14. Coke or Pepsi: coke
15. Chicken or Beef: chicken
16. Oreos or Chips Ahoy: ?!?
17. Pancakes or Waffles: Hmmm ... a tough one =/
18. Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla, thank u
19. Strawberry or Cherry: strawberry
20. Watermelon or Cantaloupe: watermelon ... dunno what canta-whatever is x.X
21. Potato salad or Macaroni Salad: potato
22. Wheat or White: white
23. Tic Tacs or Candy: candyyyy
24. Sausage or Bacon: bacon
25. Sour Cream and Onion or BBQ: BBQ

Sports.

26. Baseball or football: football, I guess
27. Swim or Track: track ?!
28. Tennis or Golf: tennis
29. Skiing or Sledding: skiing
30. Sledding or Jogging: sledding

Shops.

31. McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
32. JC Penny's or Sears: ?!?
33. Wal*Mart or Target: we don't have neither !
34. Trophy's or TGI Friday: huh ?!

Clothes.

36. Pants or Shorts: pants
36. Zip-Up or Pull-Over: what is a pull-over ??
38. Dresses or Skirts: depends
39. Mittens or Gloves: gloves
40. Print or Solid: huh ?!

Music.

51. Punk or Rock: Rock all the time
52. Pop or Alternative: pop
68. Aladdin or Lion King: LK
69. Snow White or Sleeping Beauty: ?!?!?
70. Comedy or Drama: comedy
71. Horror or Science Fiction: science fiction ... gotta love 'em

Computer/Video Games.

76. AOL or MSN: neither
77. Dogpile or Google: Google, babeh !!
78. Mac or PC: PC
79. PS2 or Xbox: neither ... hate them both ¬¬
80. Mario Brothers or Zelda: Mario Brotheeeeeeeeers ...

School.

81. Pen or Pencil: pencil ... if it's soft enough
82. English or History: english ! I fuckin' hate history ¬¬ AND my history teacher ...
83. Maths or Science: maths *w*
84. Home Economics or Woodshop: huh ?! I've never had any
85. Backpack or Messenger Bag: backpack

Animals.

86. Cat or Dog: CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA TS *w*
87. Fish or Hamster:hamster
88. Tiger or Lion: tigers ... white ones
89. Butterfly or Lady Bug: bittefly ... I mean butterfly *looks innocently*
90. Seals or Otters: ottaaaas


All about me

A - AVAILABLE? yes, and loving it ^^
B - BEST SPORT? to watch - figure skating *w*
C - CRUSH? not right now
D - FAVOURITE DRINK? as in alchohol - beer *w*
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO? myself XD
F - FAVORITE COLOR? Black and bloody red
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS? both *w*
H – HOMESTATE? huh ?!
I - INSTRUMENT? whaddaya mean ? I don't play any, but my fave ones are electric guitar and piano/keyboard
J - JUICE? *stares at... ]]> ~n-a-d http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9794328/ http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9794328/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 17:14:11 PDT CHECK OUT MY DRAWING CONTEST =-> [link] PLEEEASE ??

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I think I forgot to mention that I was featured in club *w* It says :
And a huge thanks to for sending so many wonderful artworks to the club.


[EDIT] I just noticed that I was also featured in It says :
Thanks to the most active LP fan in club


[EDIT #2] Also, Blue Fire(a very old drawing of mine) is the feautured deviation in one of the clubs I'm in -
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Today/yesterday(19.08.2006) was the hottest day this year ... it was 38 centigrade outside And now, at 2:02 it's about 28-30 centigrade outside ... it's IMPOSSIBLE to fall asleep ... and yet, my father managed to do that. I went asleep at about 10 o'clock PM(and that's VERY early for me) and woke up at about 0:20 AM, cuz it was HOT !! I ... I really can't fall asleep. There's a ventilator in our room, but even with it, it's HOOOOOOOOOOOOOT And they said that tomorrow/today(20.08.2006) is gonna be even hotter ........... and that it was gonna be probably the most hottest day this year. Well, at least in Bulgaria
*sweats*
*pats fingers nervous*
*blinks nervously*
*completely freaks ooooooooooooooooooooooooout*

            

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It's with my sis ~Cidranja Her half is to draw my character Nybisa and my half of the trade is either to draw my sweet kitten or Nymlia(long story)

   _{(we're not really related )}

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I want to thank every single one of my pageviewers
OMG !! I'm soooo happy

In other news, the drawing of Mike Shinoda ... well, I've finished the face ... well, not exactly ... I've done the eyes, the lips, the nose and the face ittself, added texture, but I'm having trouble with the beard and moustaches ¬_¬ so ... if ya have any tips, any advice u can give me, ANYTHING ... it's welcome

[NEWS] Forget about the beard and the advice - I did it myself *w* Yay U can see how it looks by now here =-> [link] I really like it, dunno about u

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... Mike Shinoda Okay, I'm still freaked out, but never mind I'm drawing him in Photshop and I'm using a photo from the Where's You Go video as reference ... it's lookin' pretty good for now, I think

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And I'm not sleepy AT ALL o.O Actually, I'm not surprised, cuz last night I went to bed at about 3 o'clock am and woke up at 13 o'clock ... so I've slept 10 hours. ALSO, I slept in the afternoon a few hours ... I drank a few Colas and now I'm fuckin' hyper ¬¬ I'm making myself some tea now ... don't worry if u don't understand a fuckin' word I write, cuz IT'S 4:20 AND I'M NOT SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPY !!! *freaks out completely*

Okay, now ... calm down ... oh, fuck ... I'm cursin' too much, ain't I ? U've probably never seen me like this beofer, but this is what happens when I'm freaked out o.O

I'm fukcin' crazy, u know ... and u know, I noticed that u know a lot ... u know ^^ And ... yeah, u know what's it's like *blinks stupidly*

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It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone ...

That thing is soooooooooooooo true ='( For those, who don't know or can't remember from where it is, I'll tell ya ... it's from Fort Minor's song "Where'd You Go". The thing is like this ... me and my brother ... when we were young, we used to argue, hate each other, be mad at each other ... u get the idea. But since we found out that he's going to study his university education in Sofia(the capital city of Bulgaria) ... *sigh* Well, he hasn't left yet, but he's in Sliven now, to help my aunt and my uncle with their job. He's gonna be there for 2 WEEKS !! It's been 3 days since he's gone and ... I really, really miss him. He says he misses me too There were times when I wished I hadn't had a brother, when I hated him from the bottom of my heart, but now ... that's he gone ... I appriciate what I have. Back to the quote - You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone ... I guess if he hadn't left, if he wasn't been gone I would've probably never known what I've got, u know ... what a paradox =/ I know it's been only 3 days since he's been gone and that he has been gone for about 2 or 3 days before(track-and-field athletics events), but it's different now, cuz I just KNOW he's not ther for 2 days or so, but for 2 weeks Oh, God ... and knowing that I'll be seeing him once in a month or two months for 5 years(when he goes to Sofia) ... it just breaks my heart, u know =/ *sigh*
I miss u, brother ... and I love u with all my heart

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I got this quiz from someone, but don't remember who so excuze moi

9 Firsts...
- First Best Friend: Violeta
- First Imaginary Friend: he/she doesn't have a name actually
- First Pet's name: Ofink a doggy I don't actually remember, cuz I was about 2 years old when he ... died
- First Piercing: Ears
- First Crush: Dennis I still remember him *sigh*
- First CD: It was with games and it was for a birthday of mine
- First Car: mine ? I don't have one I'm 14
- First School: Otets Paisii
- First Kiss: don't wanna talk about it

8 Lasts...
- Last Time You Smoked: Like ... NEVER !!
- Last Food You Ate: Bread and cheese the break was crunchy and so yummy
- Last Car Ride: yesterday
- Last Phone Call: ... ummm ... I don't really remember
- Last CD You listened to: X
- Last Bubble Bath You took: when I was veeeeeeeeeery young ... I don't remember when exactly
- Last Song You listened to: Linkin Park - Runaway
- Last Fight: this year I think with a guy

7 Have you ever...
- Have You Ever Dated a Best Friend: nuh-uh
- Have You Ever Been Arrested: nopez
- Have You Ever Been on TV: yes and on the newspaper too
- Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Regretted It: yes .....
- Have You Ever Cheated on Your bf/gf: no ... cuz I've had only one so-called boyfriend ¬¬
- Have You Ever Been on a Blind Date: nope
- Have You Ever Been out of the Country: sadly ... no |:

6 Things you are wearing...
- my watch
- bra
- a green shirt ... which I LVE
- underwear ?
- black short Adidas sport pants
- nothing else really ...

5 Things you've done today
- I went to buy bread
- I drew Chazy Chaz( [link] ) ... in 1:52 AM
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Missed me ?

Sssooooooooooooo ... we went at about 4 or 5 o'clock PM on 11th of August with our car. I didn't expect to leave soo soon, I thought we were gonna leave late, at night, ya know. But whatever. We arrived in Dimitrovgrad at 8/9 o'clock PM the same day. When we got to the apartment, my grandmother's dog, Boby, was very happy - he barked and ran around the apartment ... he was wagging his tail. After a while, we sat down to have dinner. After that it was time to go to bed, so my grandma prepared the beds. My mom and dad were going to sleep in the bedroom together, me and my grandma - in the library/bedroom and my brother - in the living room, on the couch. But I went to sleep with my brother *giggles* Before we went asleep, my brother went crazy and started talking ... interesting ... stuff. Hehe ... it was a lot of fun, I couldn't stop laughing, but I had to laugh with my head in the pillow or I would have woken up my parents. My bro couldn't stop laughing either and I told him, while laughing too, to stop, to be more quiet or he'll wake up mom and dad. But we both couldn't stop laughing *rofl* Man, it was one helluva night. So ... we fell asleep at about 1 or 2 o'clock in the morning *giggles* I woke up at about 8 o'clock, cuz my brother woke up too and went to sleep in the library/bedroom. But I just went to the toilet and went back to bed. I heard that my aunt(with my uncle, his parents and my first cousin) just left Sliven(the place where they leave) and we're expecting them. And I fell asleep again. I woke up at about 10 o'clock or so, brushed my teeth and so on and so on and went to take Boby for a walk. We were outside for about 10 minutes, untill 11 o'clock. Then I had a little breakfast and after a while my aunt, uncle, his parents and my first cousin came *yay!* We had lunch together and after my that my cousin asked me if I had a bathing suit and I tols him that I have, but it's in Ruse. My brother and he were gonna go to a swiming pool adn they invited me to go too, but sadly, I didn't have a bathing suit. Then my grandmother told me to try out her bathing suit. I did and it fitted me !! Yay *boogie dances* Now I have a bathing suit (= So ... we went to the swimming pool. There were people, playing basketboll(cuz there was a basket there). There were two pools - a small one(for kids) and a big one(for teens and adults). We(of course) went to the big one. We took off our clothes there(not ALL of 'em (; we didn't toof off the bathing suits *giggles*). Someone had to stay and keep the baggage(our clothes and towel). This person was my brother(so me and my cousin got in the pool). It was the first time I went to a swimming pool this year o.O But it was stupid, cuz my cousing jumped from the boards and I was in the shallow ... so were on the two ends of the pool. And I got out ! My brother then went to play basketball ... my cousin joined him in a while, so I had to stay with the baggage. I layed down to get a tan ... I almost fell asleep - it was VERY boring. Then my brother and my cousin went in the pool ... when they got out, my cousin trew one of my flip-flops in the pool and I was like 'Why you ...' so I went to the edge of the pool, to jump in and get it back. My cousin pushed me from the end of the pool and I fell in *giggles* I got my flip-flop, but then he threw the other one. I went to get it(I was still in the pool) and then my cousing was waiting for me to get out, so he can grab the flip-flops again and throw them. But I stayed aside from the ladder and tryed to get out from the adge of the pool ... my cousin then went there, waiting for me again. I grabbed his leg and pulled him in the pool *evil laugh* He then grabbed my flip-flops and gave them to someone, who was out of teh pool and told him to keep 'em safe. Then he got out, got my flip-flops back and threw one of them close to me, but the other one - on the other end of the pool. Grrr ... I had to swim ALL the way to there. Of course, I can't swim very good, so I just walked ... but wait ! I can't reach the bottom with my feet he... ]]> ~n-a-d http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9679230/ http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9679230/ Thu, 10 Aug 2006 15:00:57 PDT CHECK OUT MY DRAWING CONTEST =-> [link] PLEEEASE ??

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for only two days(I won't be here on 12th and 13th) Soooooooo .... who's gonna miss me ? Me and family are going to ... well, if u don't know my family and my situation, it's hard to explain, so I won't waste my time Well, basically me and my family are going to my grandma(she lives in Dimitrovgrad, we live in Ruse) to see my aunt, my uncle and my first cousin. 'nuff said !! Bye, bye I dunno about u guys, but I'm gonna miss ya *squeezes her friends for good-bye(hope u guys know who u are)*

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My sweet devART sister, ~Cidranja, will draw Nybisa for me I asked her to do so It's gonna be an art trade if she tells me what she wants me to draw for her

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Okay, I'm TOTALY obsessed with Linkin Park (= And with a reason - their music is wonderful and unique Plus, Chazy Chaz and Mike are pretty cute(Rob is not bad either)
I drew a thing that has something in common with LP(the Linkin Park Soldier), I made avatars(my most favourite are [link] [link] [link] and [link] ) and now I'm looking forward into drawing Chester I just need to find a high res pic of him, which I can't =/ If any of u guys know where I can find - please tell me ... thank u

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Oh my God !! My Photomanipulated eye has been featured in =woozer's journal The one in the middle is my work Yay !! I'm soooooooooooo happy

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Oh. My. God !!! I've got ... man ... my bestest friend(and the only friend in reality, outside the internet) called me on Skype about an hour ago ... at 1 AM ... and I was like 'What would she want NOW ?'. Well, she didn't call me, she sent me a message on the chat, but that's not important now. She said that she just recieved an SMS. It was from her boy-friend. He said that it was all over with them and that in his eyes she is just one dirty insolent driveller ... and I was like 'o.O'. She told me that her heart is broken. I told her that he isn't the first one, that will break her heart, nor will he be the last one. And 'I'm sorry, but you're ony 14 ! Are u gonna sleep with him ? Are u gonna get married ?' ... she said 'no' and I told her 'then what ? why r u crying ? why r u sad for him ?' and she told me 'because of him ... I am crying ...' ... I told her 'but why ? he's not the first idiot, with who u're having a relationship. and what a relationship it is ... on these years ¬¬' She responded 'I will not have any more boyfriends !' and I was like 'yeah, right ! like I belived ... I'm sure that in a month or two(or maybe more) u'll forget about this and you'll be back in the game again' and she said 'what if he wants to forgive him ?' ... 'he won't ... I'm sure ... I know it' and she was like 'no, really, if he comes to ask my forgivness ... what should I go ?' and I was totaly out of ideas, but then I told her 'well ... tell him what u feel ..... and ask him why does he think you're a driveller ot whatever he said ... I dunno ... I can't help much ... I don't have experience ^^ and to tell u the truth ... I knew it before, but now I realized it - there's just no sense in getting in SUCH a strong relationship, until u're like 16-17 or so ... at least that's what I think ... I mean on these years ... what do u do - u just kiss, snuggle, talk sweet stuff in each other's ears an etc. nothing serious ... but on 17-18 it might get deeper ... if I might say so ...' and she was like 'ohhhhhhh' and I was like 'what ??' She told me that from tomorrow she's gonna be a different Mirena(that's her name) and I was like '*sigh* which I doubt will be like that for too long ... no offence, though !' She said 'I'm telling u ! U'll see ... now he sent me an SMS and told me that's he gonna make sex with some girl from Iambol(a city in Bulgaria)' and I was 'WTF ?!?!? okay, okay ... his life ... and men don't give such a fuck about it ... HE'S 14 !!! sheesh ... never mind' ... then she told me 'Nadia ... I wanna see you tomorrow ... I'm coming down to your neighbourhood ...' and I was 'cool ... okay ... just come by at my apartment ... after 13 o'clock, okay ?' and she was 'okay ... I really need to talk to u' and I said 'okay, u'll come in ... and we'll have a thorough talk, ok ?' - 'face to face' and ... let's say that's all =/ I'm really worried about her

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I got this thingy from :devLillVamp.
Comment(on this journal) and:

1. I'll respond with something random about you
2. I'll challenge you to try something
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you
4. I'll tell you something I like about you
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. If I do this, you must post this in your journal

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http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9500694/ Thu, 27 Jul 2006 08:15:13 PDT girl stuff ... but in the afternoon I threw up Aww, man )= I hadn't threw up since ... about 4th grade(about 3 years ago). My stomach felt better after that, but in a few hours I was feeling awful again. My mom kissed my forehead to feel if I have high temperature. She thought I had(and I was 200% sure I had) and gave me a thermometer. I held it for 5 minutes and when I saw it I was like ... 38° C (100.8° F) My mom took some handkerchief, poured them with vinegar and put them on my forehead, on my throat and on my legs. She also gave me Paracetamol and Upsarin. My stomach continued to hurt me and I could hardly fall asleep. I was also hot, so ... eventually, I fell asleep. A few hours later I woke up, because I was hot. I went to the bathroom and cooled myself a bit with a few water drops. Then I went back to bed. About an hour later - the same story. And it was like that ALL night Oh, God ! And I gave up at about 9 o'clock and woke up ... ya know. My stomach continued to hurt me and I was still hot. At 10 o'clock(straight) I threw up again. Aw, man ... a few hours later my mom woke up and I told her that I trew up. She gave me Paracetamol and Upsarin again(for the temperature) and Spazmalgon. Then, at 12 o'clock(AGAIN straight) I threw up again. My stomach was a bit relaxed and I wasn't hot. I didn't have temperature any more. A few minutes later, my stomach started to hurt me again. My mom was very worried about me ... she called the JP and she(the JP) told my mom to get I-dunno-what medicine. My mom hung up the phone and told me that the JP said that I shouldn't eat anything, because that will ... upset ... my stomach and I will probably trew up the food again. I should drink only boiled water(what babies drink) and warm Cola. No food. Well, I didn't have much apetite anyways, so the food wasn't a problem. My mom went to the drug store and bought the medicine my JP reccomended. I drank it(it was a syrop). After that I layed down in my bed again. Later my stomach was okay again, it didn't hurt me at all. I wasn't hot. I felt MUCH better. I dunno if it was because of the medicine or the fact that I threw up 3 times(!!!), but I was much, MUCH better. And I still am. Just a bit hungry, but I shouldn't eat or I will ... u know ... throw it up again. My stomach's fine now, but my head hurts a bit. Oh ! And at 12 o'clock, when I told my brother that I threw up just 2 hours ago, he told me "I told u to be careful with the alcohol, but u didn't listen to me !" and I was like lol !

[EDITED on 27th of July at 2:44AM] My stomach hurts me, but not like the pain I felt before, but from hunger But my JP told me not to eat anything in ... like 2-3 days God ... I'll tell my mom that's my stomach's fine and that it hurts me, but because I'm hungry ... hopefully, she'll let me eat

[EDITED on 27th of July at 12:38PM] WOWZ ! I'm feeling much, MUCH better. My stomach's not aching me at all and my head's WAY better ~n-a-d http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9444287/ http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9444287/ Fri, 21 Jul 2006 03:23:17 PDT

Look at this pic ... look at this sweet little Sleeping Dragon Well, I wouldn't wanna wake him up, though U like this pic ? Oh, come on ! Isn't this little fellow cute ? Well, okay ... if u don't like this one ... hmmm ... have u ever wondered ... If Dracula had a daughter what would she look like? ? Huh ? Or ... or how about this one ? Don't u just LVE it ?

Well, if u don't like the stuff above, you're probably just not a fan of dark kinda stuff Then why don't u just be different ? Don't like sheep ? Then u should see rainbowsnail !! Hehe ... it has more colors on him than I could think of Or perhaps you're a fan of birds ? Look at the ... thingy on the blue bird's wing ... it looks like it's glowing, isn't it ?

In the battle between good and evil, who do u think will win ? Aaah, never mind about that ! Look at the clouds ... and the sunrays trying to make their way through the darkness ... and look at those trees ... notice the people too, the main part of this pic

Or perhaps you're a fan of landspaces ? Then u must deffinately see where the moon shines.. sooooo dreamy ... well, I leave the rest to u Hope u liked my first featurued artist and her work ... if so, why don't u keep an eye our for her, eh ?

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[17.07 at 13:38] You can see some of my pose sketches here. I personally like about 80% if them

[18.07 at 15:00] More sketches and stuff here =-> Breasts and faces practice, Hands and faces practice, More pose sketches

[20.07 at 00:41] Oh, great ! Just ... great ... WONDERFUL ¬¬ I just remembered I have a math competition in a few days ... I think it was on 24th ... now I have to study !!! Ohh, man ! Everything would have been okay, but it's not ! First, I have only like ... 4 days or so to study the mathematical terms on english ¬¬ oh, yes, did I mention that the sums are gonna be on english ... sheesh !! How could I forget ?!? Now I'm back to plain ol' studying ... no drawing, no computer(or at least LESS computer), no games, no fun, no NOTHING This sucks ... I'd prefer dieing ¬¬

[21.07 at 1:28 AM_{(man, I should have been in bed by now )}] Today I was SUPPOSED to be studying for that math thingy ... in stead of that I watched PoC 2, played a game with my bro ALL day and ... oooh ! And I chatted with my bigger sis( ~Cidranja ) I should really get studying ... only a few days left ... hmm ... not that anyone cares about that but after all, it's just a competiton, it's not important for my studying or anything just for fun(oooh, it's sooooo interesting ... and funny ... u should try it too ) Bleh ! This sucks ... again

[21.07 at 12:50] I think I'll be able to study today, because my bro is at his girlfriend and therefore I won't be playing games with him

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Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
NO CHEATING.

How does the world see me?:
Vladimir Dimov - Sluncheva Zhena(that should mean Sunny/bright woman)
Strange VERY strange ...

Will I have a happy life?:
Evanescence - Haunted(live)
I guess it'll rather be Haunted, not happy

What do people really think of me?:
Lacuna Coil - Falling Again
Huh ?!?! They think I'm FALLING ... AGAIN ... darn !!

Do people secretly lust after me?:
Evanescence - Farther Away
*sob* does this mean NO NOT FAIR !!!

How can I make myself happy?:
Godsmack - The Awakening
Hmmmm ... a strange way to answer that question ... oookay, moving on

What should I do with my life?
Ruslana - Dance With The Wolves
I should Dance With The Wolves

Will I ever have children?:
Britney Spears - Everytime
Oh, my ! No ... comment ...

What is some good advice for me?:
Godsmack - Greed
Ooooooh ! I should be greedy ?

What do I think my current theme song is?:
Within Temptation - It's The Fear (Demo Version)
He-he

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
Nightwish - A Return To The Sea
THAT would be my theme song ... not It's The Fear

What song will play at my funeral?:
Godsmack - Bad Magick


What type of men/women do you like?:
Within Temptation - In Perfect Harmony
In Perfect Harmony with what ?!?!?!?

What is my day going to be like?
Linkin Park - By Myself
Ah, the sad truth

Why am I here?
Godsmack - Moon Baby
Huh ?!?!? U mean I should be on the Moon

What will people remember me for?
Nightwish - Moondance
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Check out my avatar gallery at Thank you

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http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9342255/ Tue, 11 Jul 2006 10:55:13 PDT OMG, OMG, I'm soooooooooo happy All that studying was worth it after all

Check out my avatar gallery at Thank you

*ryokogirle's drawing :

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http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9317453/ Sun, 09 Jul 2006 01:50:40 PDT I'm officially 14 now At 23:59(and 08seconds) last night I got an SMS for my b-day ... it was from my brother's girlfriend ain't that sweet ? And about 10 minutes ago my grandma called and congratulated me And my best friend congrated me too

Check out my avatar gallery at Thank you

*ryokogirle's drawing :

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http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9308461/ Sat, 08 Jul 2006 11:03:35 PDT hope u like the avatars there are about 50 avatars ... and growing *wink-wink*

Once again - tomorrow is my birthday tomorrow is my b-day

*ryokogirle's drawing :

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http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9308109/ Sat, 08 Jul 2006 02:00:05 PDT and I can't use them all at the same time

In other news - tomorrow is my birthday tomorrow is my birthday tomorrow is my birthday tomorrow is my birthday

*ryokogirle's drawing :

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http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9291959/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 12:24:50 PDT

*ryokogirle's drawing :

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~n-a-d http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9279080/ http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9279080/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 08:23:28 PDT Dad's gonna take the whole family(me, my mom, my bro) to a restaurant Oh ! And my brother's girlfriend is gonna come over too ... she's an AWESOME girl ... very nice, funny, cute ... yeah

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My first uploaded deviation is Cloud Strife

My first digital drawing is Spring Fairy

My first uploaded desktop is My wallpaper 18.12.2005

My first uploaded wallpaper is Blue Fire

My first uploaded blend is Black Rose

My first uploaded colored drawing is Is that Sally ??

My first uploaded pic of Lucky is My kitty 01

My first uploaded photo, other than my cat is The sky

My first contest entry is Contest entry

My first photomanipulation is A photomanipulated eye

My first uploaded WIP is WIP - My character

My first(and only) deviantion that is written(not a drawing, photo or photomanipulation) is My "poetry"

My first uploaded Scrap is My kitty

One of my first drawings with the tablet is Top

My first uploaded drawn thing in class is What I do in English classes

My first attempt at drawing hands is Hands 02

*ryokogirle's drawing :

-=My friends=-           -=More about my friends=-

-=Stocks I've used=-           -=Clubs I'm in=-

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I have 4 importants things to say

FIRST : My birthday is only 9 days away

SECOND : My dad's b-day is only 6 days away

THIRD : I have Good 3,750 on the Bulgarian and Literature exam

FOURTH : I have Very Good 5,000 on the Maths exam

Man, today was a ... an AWESOME day

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-=Stocks I've used=-           -=Clubs I'm in=-

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I systematized the things in here a bit ... I think it's "cleaner" this way hope u like it

*ryokogirle's drawing :

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-=Stocks I've used=-           -=Clubs I'm in=-

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The other "people" that watch me are actually some of the clubs I'm in

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Eyes :


Games, movies :


Music :


Others :
]]> ~n-a-d http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9226941/ http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9226941/ Thu, 29 Jun 2006 23:52:15 PDT for Cat eye; I'm innocent ...; Dreaming of ...; You're so HOT ... literally...; Golden girl

for Strawberry ?

for A photomanipulated eye

for Crazy eye

for But I didn't do anything ]]> ~n-a-d http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9210855/ http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9210855/ Wed, 28 Jun 2006 13:32:29 PDT CHECK OUT MY CONTEST =-> [link] PLEEEASE ??

Yeah, this time by

I have to list 10 things that bring me joy and then tag 10 more people ... cool

1) CATS !!! Yes, I'm obsessed with cats
2) Someone making me a present that I don't know about ... aka a surprise
3) Nature ... everything about it ... it brings me joy when I'm outside(in a park)
4) Being outside when it's raining ... dunno why ... I just LVE it when it's raining outside
5) Being with great friends, with which I can talk to without having this fear that they'll tell everyone what I've told them
6) Chatting with some people ... some special people
7) Getting a or a or even only a comment
8) Being with my brother and his girlfriend(Martina) ... they're both very funny and (sometimes) nice and likeable people and when they get toghether, they can be as hilarious as ... as ... as nothing else in the world
9) Having one of those family dinners yeah ... maybe it's because we almost never eat together
10) Listening to music ! How could I forget

I tag ... noone I don't wanna trouble anyone with it, but if u wanna do it - I don't mind

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I got my 1,500th pageview

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A month and 3 days after I uploaded my last deviation and about 5 weeks since I uploaded a DRAWING, I finally managed to upload another drawing ( here it is ) ... it's kinda WIP ... and ... it's HOOOOOOOOOOOOOT !!! It's 33.0 centigrade on a shady place ... sheeesh !

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I am EXTREMELY HAPPY Firstly ... because my exams are over and second ... because I calculated my mark on the math exam and ... by my calculations in the worst case I have 5,00(this is a Very Good mark) or in the best case - 5,125(it's still a Very Good mark). Okay, let me tell you how are the school mark in Bulgaria - the worst is 2, the best is 6 ... the worst positive mark is 3 ... and ... yeah I'm EXTREMELY happy about this I didn't even belive that I would have a mark, higher than 4,50 to tell you the truth, but ... YAY !!! I have 5,00 YAaAaAAaAaAaaAaAaaAaAAaAaAy !!

Oh ! And I said before, my exams are over and I can start(or should I say continue) drawing again ... I promised *ryokogirle to draw her something(she knows what ) and ... I started drawing the pic ... so yeah

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I almost forgot ... I met with =xdaft today ... personally yeah, he's a cool guy

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Tagged again ... this time by

I have to name 10 songs I absolutely love ... kinda personal top 10 ... okay then ... this is my CURRENT top 10 fave songs it changes from time to time, ya know

1.Linkin Park - From the Inside
2.Linkin Park - Numb
3.Linkin Park - One Step Closer
4.Evanescence - Bring me to life
5.Evanescence - Eternal
6.Evanescence - Missing
7.Kelly Clarkson - Miss Independent
8.Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway
9.Bullet for my Valentine - All These Things I Hate
10.H.I.M. - Killing Loneliness

Whoever wants to do this, can do it I don't tag anyone

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Please, read this thing ... it's worth it

After my contest ends, I'll start a new thingy ... it's like this : sometimes when I add a deviantion, I'll ask a question ... like "How was my kitty's name again ?" or "Can u guess what kind of animal is this(when I've drawn some animal, that u probably don't know) ?" ... u get the idea and after the question I'll write the number of points you'll get if u answer it correct ... and when u get 50 points, for instance, I'll make u an avatar and if u get 100 points, again for instance, I'll draw u a character of yours(with pencil), and when u get 150 points, AGAIN for instance, I'll draw a character of yours(on Photoshop, i.e. a computer drawing) and so on ... the more ponits u get, the bigger the "prize" is going to be and now I'm thinking about the points ... I mean ... how many points should I normally give u for a question, how many points will u need for an avatar and etc. Hope u like the idea ... and thank u for reading this

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I got this from

1) Full Name:
Nadejda

2) Name Backwards:
Adjedan ... strange ... that's an interesting name

3) Were you named after anyone?:
Yes, my mother's grandma.

4) Does your name mean anything?:
Hope ... in bulgarian nadejda is a word, meaning hope on english

5) Nick Name(s):
Nad, Nadia ... ummm ... nothing else really

6) Screen Name(s):
Nad, Rayne, VampiressS, nadejda_13, BloodyShadow, TheChameleonGirl ... and a lot more

7) Date Of Birth:
9th of July, 1992

8) Place of Birth:
Rousse(Ruse), Bulgaria

9) Nationality:
Bulgarian

10) Current Location:
Living room

11) Sign:
Cancer

12) Religion:
Christian

13) Height:
169cm

15) Shoe Size:
39 or 40

16) Hair colour:
Dark brown

17) Eye colour:
Brown/Hazel

18) What do you look like?
Ummm ... I think s creature, called human ... but not much

19) Innie or Outie?:
Innie

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?:
Rightyyyyyyyyy

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?:
Str8

22) Best friend(s):
Mirena, Georgi(yes, it's male ... got a problem ??)

23) Best friend you trust the most:
Ummm ... both ?

24) Best friends {your sex}:
Mirena

25) Best friends of the Opposite Sex:
Georgi

26) Best Bud(s):
As in .... ?

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend:
None

28) Crush:
Right now - no one

29) Parent(s):
Krasimira and Alek

30) Worst Enemy:
Hmmm ... Gabriela

31) Favorite on-line Guy(s):
Almost everyone I know

32) Favorite on-line Girl(s):
Same

33) Funniest friend:
Kristin

34) Craziest friend:
Me and Mirena ... o... ]]> ~n-a-d http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9018633/ http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9018633/ Fri, 09 Jun 2006 12:43:52 PDT well, it's not exactly a plushie, but a cat pillow thingy it's the first time I'm sewing something like that and I was trying to find the most simple thing there is ... and I found it ... I'm not sure if it's proper to paste the link here, so I won't ... there are instructions, patterns and ... yeah
I asked my mom to get wadding(cotton wool or however u call it ) cuz she told me there's some at her work(no, she's not a sewer or something like that, but somehow she has wadding at her job) ... now I need to find fabric(cotton) and I'll be starting I think it'll be done for about a month or two ... or even more ... I was thinking about giving it as a present for her birthday(6th of December) but it's waaaaaaaaaaay to far away, so I'll just give it as a THANK YOU present and after I'm done with it, my best friend(Mirena) asked me to do one for her(I told her I'm doing one for my mom) ... she'll give me the fabric and probably wadding, because her mom is a sewer and it won't be a problem for her so ... I won't be jobless these months yes, I'll upload pic when they're done

And yeah, I know I haven't uploaded anything in a long time, but I'm just too busy with those exams and instead of drawing, I'm taking my free time by doing sums yeah, that pretty much sucks, but ... ah, never mind waht I'm trying to say is that I haven't drawn anything this(and the last) month bleh !! So ... yeah ... love u all and with u DA BEST

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~n-a-d http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9017478/ http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/9017478/ Fri, 09 Jun 2006 10:30:48 PDT A CHANGE IN THE RULEEES =-> [link] PLEASE LOOK

Yeah, there are only 30 days left 'till my birthday (i.e. my birthday is on 9th of July) I can't wait

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http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/8919217/ Tue, 30 May 2006 10:07:40 PDT 3rd of September. It's because I don't have a lot of time, I need to study, I have a comptetition(Judo) ... so ... yeah ... thanks for wasting your time by reading this

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OMG, OMG, OMG !!!!! I ... I'm so happy ... becaaaause ... I have a boy friend ... yay ! He's 16, 2 years older than me(well, NOW he's 3 years older, because my b-day is July ... but never mind about that)

Yesterday we went out ... at about 19:20 and I told my dad that I'll be back at 21:30 ... but when it got about 21 o'clock I sent him an SMS, telling him that I'll be back at 22:30 and when it got 22:20 I sent him anohter SMS, telling him that I'll be back at 23:00 and this time FOR REAL !!

And so ... we went on kind of a bar ... firstly we just sat there and talked about casual stuff ... but later, he was holding my hand ... I put my head on his shoulders ... and we were, like, so close to each other ... he was just staring at me like I'm the most beautiful girl in the world ... and he really made me feel like that he's very, very cute ... the only things I don't like in him is that he smokes and he has bad grades at school but, hey !! He's not the last boy in the world ... but he's MY first Oh ! And at the beggining, we were just sitting there and I was very nervous ... I was just shaking my legs ... and he asked what I am so nervous about ... I told him "Why ? Well ... huh ... well, because ..." and he told me to tell him why and I said "... well, because it's the first time I'm out with a boy ..." and he said "Really ?" ... but he said it so cute and then he pinched my nose and sait "Oh, my cutie ..." and when we got out and was time to go home, I got his keys and put them in my pocket ... he asked me if his keys were in me and I said "What if they aren't ?" and smiled ... but never mind about that ... when we were on our way home, he was hugging me and I was hugging him too and ... we went like that - hugging each other ... from time to time, he cuddled me close to him man, it was ... it was fantastic ... and I felt those butteflies in my stomach and every time I think about him I feel them ... and they're still there, flying oh ! And today, we have a ... kind of a date, but on exactly ... I mean ... we were supposed to go out at 10 o'clock but I have guests at home(family) and they're gonna go home when they wake up, so I asked him if it was okay to go out at 12 o'clock and he said "No problem !" ... soooooo ... he's gonna wait for me in frony of my block's entrance door ... I'm gonna go there and we're going to go on a restaurant or something I'm so excited ... maybe today I'm gonna get my first kiss http://n-a-d.deviantart.com/journal/8861129/ Wed, 24 May 2006 06:43:40 PDT There are still a few photos, but check it out if u wanna

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