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deviantART: by:n3m1515 http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:n3m1515&section=today deviantART RSS for by:n3m1515 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 11:37:25 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Greetings All http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/13339088/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/13339088/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 06:50:10 PDT , and i am back and vill be more frequent im feeling fantastic and look forvards to catching up vith you all *smiles* i have big news so give me a note if your interested and i may tell you

love you all

Farevell for now *bows low*

]]> ~n3m1515 The Chronicles Of Armethius http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/11874887/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/11874887/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 22:39:52 PST
The Chronicles of Armethius
(Chapter One)

Vhy is it vhen ve are so down and thoughts of death linger on our minds like carrion birds to a vaterless man in the dessert, that our existences make the most sense? Or vhy vhen ve cant see a reason to continue is it that a form of clarity is achieved? And vhy the hell do I feel so crowded vhen I am so alone? Are all these things illusions produced in order to lull me into a sense of purpose? Or have I finally reached the last chapter of my horror story called life?

It is amusing really, that life means so little to me, I could take or give it vithout hesitation, doubt or second thought yet im not villing to end my own I do not fear death, in fact im actually quite taken vith the concept and am curious as to see vhats next. Is it another fucked up game to vhich I am destined to loose? Or perhaps an eternity of suffering and pain is avaiting me in hell? Not that it vould be much different from the life that I lead now. I hate myself, completely and vith a passion it is the only emotion that I feel of late I feel no joy, no sorrow, no love, no pain. Just a deep burning hatred tovards myself and most of humanity. Vell I do have some love left I suppose I love my friends and vould still kill and die for them, even though im physically alone I take comfort in the knowledge that there are those who care in some small vayI believe that there is an order and balance to everything good to evil, life to death, emptiness to contentment. And if this is the case my streak of misfortune, loss and self destruction are all part of the greater good. The balance to positive and negative, I may be unholy and impure, yes perhaps even evil but who gets to decide vhich side of the scales I fall on? The scape goat called god? Pre defined destiny? No. I dont believe in pre set fates because that vould completely destroy the point of living, not that I can see one at the moment, but still ve have to have hope right? Ha ha another feeling vhich eludes me. I see hope as another vay of saying, hey your totally fucked... but look on the bright side you arent dead! And to all of you who actually read this rant and sit there saying Errr listen to this vhiney vhingey emo kid I bet he has not had the upbringing that I have. I bet he does not know vhat a real cut is.he should just kill himself... my response and message to you is im not here to bitch about how shit my life vas, im stating vhat I see it to be now! I KNOW vhat its like to cut I have slit my wrists but realized I vasnt ready to die and cauterized it vith a jet lighter no one is asking you to read this so if you are going to leave a bitchy remark, make sure its of relevance, intelligence and for gods sake have a little bit of vit to it and if you are not pleased vith this hey come and visit me and I vill show you how easy it actually vill be for me to take life. And remember no one is telling you to read this or you can take your keyboard cable wrap it around your neck until you cant breathe, cram your mouse into your throat just for good measure and then smash your face into the monitor until the pixels themselves are stained from your own bodily fluids.. now that thats out of the vay back to the ironies of life isnt it funny how the good guys really do finish last? I mean im not vorking as a rocket scientist and pulling in huge sums of money, I have a shitty little job vhere I get money to pay my bills and taxes and the few luxuries like smokes but even if I saved $200 a veek for an entire year I vould only have just over $10 000. For fucks sake I could not even buy a new car vith that ve are all living in a materialistic vorld to vhich ve are all slaves of the corporate Nazis, dictating to us vhat to buy and vhat not to buy Hey that sveater looks great on you Really you think? Because I bought it because it vas on sale reduced to clear! Oh my, are there any left? Im going to buy one yeah you fucking clones of clones know vhat im talking about try thinking for yourself maybe? Instead of Hey you vant to go grab some MacDonalds? try Hey im making some sushi tonight, vould you like to come around for a bite to eat? If you come early enough ill teach you how to make it yourself another thing that fucking makes me laugh so hard and sickens me at the same time, societies views on beautiful For example my room mate is not the skinniest of vomen in the vorld but by god she is definitely one of the most beautiful, she is so nice and caring and vould cut out her own heart just to keep yours beating if thats not beauty then vhat the fuck is? Oooh I have... ]]> ~n3m1515 Hey Everyone http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/10330719/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/10330719/ Sun, 08 Oct 2006 22:02:30 PDT
brad

]]> ~n3m1515 If you comment this journal http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/9727082/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/9727082/ Mon, 14 Aug 2006 18:50:40 PDT

[link]

ill do a piece of art for anyvone who gets 100% right

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written. ]]> ~n3m1515 :O DA IS CRAZEH http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/9635968/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/9635968/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 00:26:11 PDT ]]> ~n3m1515 Thank you all very much http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/9288130/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/9288130/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 02:54:49 PDT
Farevell for now ]]> ~n3m1515 Greetings All http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8971548/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8971548/ Sun, 04 Jun 2006 18:40:31 PDT vell ill be on a little more often now that i am living at khrys's and hope to talk to you all soon

~ your friend Brad ]]> ~n3m1515 Stolen From Mercury777 http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8688110/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8688110/ Sat, 06 May 2006 05:01:52 PDT
1. I died from natural causes:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I was hospitalized:
5. I ran away from home:
6. I said I didn't want to be friends anymore:
7: I drew you a picture:

What do you think about my:
1. Personality:
2. Eyes:
3. Hair:

Would You:
1. Keep a secret if I told you one?:
2. Hold my hand?:
3. Take a bullet for me?:
4. Keep in touch?:
5. Try and solve my problems?:
6. love me?
7. Make fun of me?:
8. Hug me?:
9. Get into trouble for me?:

Have You Ever:
1. Lied to make me feel better?:
2. Wanted to kiss me?:
3. Wanted to kill me?:
4. Smiled thinking about me?:
5. Kept something important from me?:
6. Thought I was unbearably annoying?:
7. Wanted to meet me?:
8. Hated me?:
9: Needed me?:

And More:
1. When and how did we meet?
2. What was your first impression?
3. Describe me in one word.
4. Do you still think that way about me now?
5. What reminds you of me?
6. If you could give me anything what would it be?
7. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
8. Are you going to put this on your journal to see what I say?

2) you haven't played solitaire with real cards in years

3) the real reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don't have a screen name

4) you'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing to button on the tv.

6) your boss doesnt even have the ability to do your job.

7) you read this list, & keep nodding and smiling

8) as you read this list, you think about sending it to all your
friends

9) and.. you were to busy to notice number 5.

10) you actually scrolled back up to check that there was no 5

11) & now you're laughing at your stupidity

12) repost if you fell for it. you know you did

13) sign your name if you did.

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meloveshadow
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Mercury777 ]]> ~n3m1515 W00t http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8625697/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8625697/ Sat, 29 Apr 2006 22:39:09 PDT

Full Name: Bradley James Harman
Age: 18
Height: 6 ft something
Weight: no idea
Natural Hair: a blonde brown
Eye Color: Blue that changes in hue
Number of Siblings: 3
Glasses/Contacts?: AWESOME VISON OF DOOM
Pierceings?: 14, 5 in each ear, tongue, labret and both nipples
Tatoos?: not yet
Braces or Retainers?: Nope, i have fangs ^-^

FAVORITE;

Color: Blacks not a Colour so ill say blue
Band: HIM, followed by Atreyu
Song(s): Right Here In My Arms ~ HIM , The Crimson , You Eclipsed by me ~Atreyu
Stuffed Animal: None
Video Game: Zelda (ANY) Resident Evil (ANY)
T.V. Show: Dont vatch much tv
Movie: The Crow, Or Nightmare Before Christmas, Or Clock Work Orange
Book: Anything By Anne Rice
Food: TACOS or any mexican
Games on a Cell Phone: Calling people?
CD cover: no idea
Flower: Roses and Petunias
Scent: My love khrys , she alvays smells so good
Animal: Cats
Comic Book: Anything Marvel, Especially X-Men
Cereal: Fruit loops
Website: Da, White ninja comics,.... i dunoo
Cartoon: ANIME

DO YOU;

Play an Instrument?: I can play many
Watch T.V. more than 60 hours a week?:no
Like to sing?: ^-^ yup yup
Have a job?: Im looking
Have a cell: phone?: Yes
Like to play sports?: Is Gaming a sport?
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope but i have a soul mate ^-^
Have a crush on someone?: No but im utterly in love vith khrys
Live somewhere NOT in the United States?: yes
Have more than five T.V.s in the house: nope 5
Have any special talents/skills: Being A god

Exercise daily?: Again does gaming count?

Like school ?: Im Finished

CAN YOU;

Sing the alphabet backwards?: No
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: yes
Speak any other languages?: basic japenese, some german, some latin
Go a day without food?: try days
Stay up for more than 24 hours?: try a week
Read music, not just tabs?: to an extent
Roll your tounge?: Yes
Eat a whole pizza?: yeah if i have the munchies

HAVE YOU EVER:

Snuck out of the house?: Yeah

Cried to get out of trouble?: No
Gotten lost in your city?: No
Seen a shooting star?: Fucking heaps out here
Been to any other countries?: No
Had a serious surgery?: No
Stolen something important to someone else?: No
Solved a rubiks cube?: yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: meh most likely
Cried over a girl?: Yes
Cried over a boy?: No
Kissed a random stranger?: No
Hugged a random stranger?: Yes
Been in a fist fight?: many
Been arrested?: No
Done drugs?: YAY

Had alcohol?: mmmm got some?
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose: Yes
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: yeah
Gone to school only to find out you had the day off because of a holiday/etc.?: no
Swore at your parents?: hehe yeah
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: ha, no i know how much it hurts
Been in love?: I am ^-^
Been close to love?: As close as i can get ^-^
Been to a casino?: Yes
Ran over an animal and killed it?: Hehe Smoosh
Broken a bone?: No
Gotten stitches?: yeah millions
Had a waterballoon fight in the winter?: no
Drank a whole gallon of milk in an hour?: how many liters is that? cause i drank a 3 litre bottle
Made homemad muffins?: Yup Yup
Bitten someone?: YAY FOR BITING
Been to Disneyland/ Disneyworld?: no
More than 5 times?: Nope
Been to Nieagra Falls?: Nope
Burped in someones face?: no.

PICK ONE;

Fruit/Vegetables: Both
Black/White: Black
Lights on/Lights off: Off
TV/Movie: Movie
Car/Truck: Car
Body spray/lotion: Body Spray
Cash/check: Cash
Pillows/blankets: Both
Headache/stomach ache: ..neither?
Paint/charcoal: Paint
Chinese food/Mexican food:MEXICAN
Summer/Winter: Winter
Snow/Rain: rain
Fog/Misty: Fog
Rock/Rap: Rock
Meat/Vegetarian: MEAT
Chocolate/Vanilla: Vaniila
Sprinkles/Icing: Icing
Cake/Pie: PIE
French toast/Fren... ]]> ~n3m1515 Stolen From Damo http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8579222/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8579222/ Tue, 25 Apr 2006 08:43:41 PDT Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
NO CHEATING."

How does the world see me?:

I've Made Enough Friends ~ The Wrens

Will I have a happy life?:

Kokiri Forest ~ Zelda orcarina Of Time songs ( i sure vill if this song is any indication

)

What do people really think of me?:

Untill The Day I Die ~ Story Of The Year ( i hope not XD)

Do people secretly lust after me?:

Wanted ~ The Cranberies ( lol answers it )

How can I make myself happy?:

Bomb iraq ~ Weird Al

What should I do with my life?:

Ride A Black Swan ~ Zwan (sounds like a plan)

Will I ever have children?:

Lightsabre cocksucking blues ~Mclusky

What is some good advice for me?:

Teenage Suicide ~ Unwritten Law (

)

What do I think my current theme song is?:

The Dolphins Cry ~ Live

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:

Rose ~ APC

What song will play at my funeral?:

Your Private War ~ Atreyu

What type of men/women do you like?:

The Reaper ~ HIM

What is my day going to be like?:

The Journey ~ Godsmack

Why am I here?:

HIntoxication ~ Distrurbed

What will people remember me for?:

Dead World ~ Static X

What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?:

Hostile ~ Pantera

Are there people outside waiting to take me away?:

The Ghost Woman And The Hunter ~Lacuna Coil

What will this year be all about?:

Demolition Lovers ~ My Chemical Romance (.... no) ]]> ~n3m1515 MY ETERNAL HATRED http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8566559/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8566559/ Mon, 24 Apr 2006 00:03:10 PDT

here is a link [link] ]]> ~n3m1515 A Song For how I Feel http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8565732/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8565732/ Sun, 23 Apr 2006 21:32:32 PDT
I feel it welling up inside and Robert Smith lied,
Boys do cry and with blood tears in my eyes I'm an Anne Rice novel come to life.
I can't hide the monster anymore. One can only feel desolate for so long until
One starts to change into something the mirrior doesn't recognize.
I metamorphosize. The darkness has been biding its time to claim its next victim, fresh meat for
the carnal desires,
To become what I became. I viewed the sun for one last time.

[Chorus]
Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips.
My heart is dead, and so are you.
[End Chorus]

And it pulses through, The desire to change.
To deconstruct all of my past failings.
But where begin because when you live in sin it's hard to look at the saints without them
reflecting your jet black auras back at you.
All I have is hope, my inner burn's not fadin,
I'll wipe blood from my cheek and get on with my day.

[Chorus]

And all I have is hope,
And all i need is time
To bury in pine under six feet of time the lies I told me about myself.
Claw my way out, pick the splinters from under my fingernails.
I won't lose hope, I won't give in.
Just live and breathe and try not to die again.
Just live and breathe, try not to die again.
Just live and breathe, try not to die again.
I try not to die again.

[Chorus x2] ]]> ~n3m1515 Advertising my coven http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8564783/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8564783/ Sun, 23 Apr 2006 19:40:11 PDT [link] there be the room

[link] add to vatch list to join ]]> ~n3m1515 Noitce http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8359411/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8359411/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 00:09:09 PDT AND I GOT A NEW HIM SHIRT TODAY

AND DISCOVERD A SONG BY HIM AND THE RASMUS

ITS GREAT ]]> ~n3m1515 HAPPY ANIVERSARY http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8254625/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8254625/ Fri, 24 Mar 2006 10:53:36 PST

6 month aniversay, HAPPY ANIVERSARY darling, im sorry ve cant be together today but I promise i vill make it up to you next veekend

I love you so much huni

Together Forever, For All Eternity, United As One ]]> ~n3m1515 My Coven http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8222705/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8222705/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 23:44:29 PST [link]

and heres the chat room that goes vith it

[link] ]]> ~n3m1515 NOTICE http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8213396/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8213396/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 04:25:26 PST

~Brad ]]> ~n3m1515 QUIZ OF RANDOMOSITY.. i vonder if thats a vord http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8100032/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8100032/ Wed, 08 Mar 2006 05:16:14 PST 2. What is your favorite time of day on December Vhat kind of question is that?
3. Can I have some of your candy? No it is all mine.... okay maybe a little
4. What is the sound of a fish's call? *roasting* mmmmmmm
5. Do you know that it takes an average of five seconds to figure out that this question is completely pointless? really cause i dont really pay that much attention to them
6. How many fingers am I holding up? im assuming you are using them to type this shit
7. Didn't you used to work at Pancho's? That one of 15th street? yes..... yes i did ....

8. Do you like the color pink? Bahahaha
9. How 'bout them... dodgers...? Dodgers?
10. Did you know that duck cries have no echo? Ducks have converted to emo now?
11. How many licks does it take to get to the lemon drop in the middle of your head? Are you on crack?
12. Why did that chicken cross the road? Cause he had a huje j and felt like a gun?
What is this sticky stuff all over the bottom of my backpack? last nights stand?
14. What the fuck is a sesame!? a tiny yummy seed
15. Would you like fries with that? Bah no
16. Is there such thing as an even duck? I dunnno
17. How do you feel about frilly toothpicks? I WANT SHARP METAL TOOTHPICKS PLZ
18. The human body can be draind of blood in 8.6 seconds given adequate vacuuming systems. How does that make you feel? Well im usually the vone draining so.... it helps to know
19. If Sally has an apple, Fred has an apple, and Johny is begging on street corners, what the fuck kind of parents does Johny have? None XD HES AN EMO SCUMBAG
20. Do you ever wonder to yourself, "Why the fuck did I shave that?" haha no i hate most body hair
21. On average, how many people do you throw coins at in a day?im gonna go with 0.00
22. Do you have a favorite color? Blacks not a colour so no
23. How many toes do you have on one foot?5
24. Have you ever stabbed someone with a plastic spoon? yes
25. Did it draw blood? yno
26. What the fuck is the point of a spork? ^^ MAGiC
27. Do you use sporks?Tno i use chopsticks
28. Do you stab people with sporks? I vish i could....
29. Can I borrow your spork? I DONT HAVE VONE AND ID STAB YOU VITH IT IF I DID
30. How long has this quiz taken you so far? I dunno im listening to cradle of filth .....
31. If you are going up a tree in a rowboat and your motor conks out, how many pancakes does it take to shingle a doghouse? too many shrooms ey?
32. What are you doing?um i think its self explanatory
33. Did you know that you are now reading the question before question 34 and the question after question 32? yes, i can READ the numbers
34. Do you have a good recipe for yellow snow? urinate in it?
35. When does a man with four balls walk?AFTER I RIP YOURS OUT and stroll home
36. How many seconds are there in a year?too many
37. Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks? probably a smoke break
38. If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...Does that mean the fifth one enjoys it?yes... yes it does

39. How does a blind person know when they are done wiping? They have a japanese Bday
40. How does an elephant disguise itself in the city? they hang around ash and look like a anorexic person?
41. If you hunt ducks in duck season and deer in deer season, what do you hunt in tourist season? EVERYONE
42. Why isn't there an "old person season"? Cause they all die soon enough
43. Do you like your cordial strong? mmmm syrup
44. If you mix beer, scotch, rum, bourbon, and vodka, what do you get?I nice alcohol level xD
45. Can you taste the colours?The snozberries taste like snozberries
46. If you have four pigs, and take away 3 blueberries, devide it by three people, and times it by 40, what do you get?FUCK MATHS
47. Are you the cats meow?I sure am awesome
48. How many chips in a small french friers? too few
49. Are you done yet? are you?

maybe i am.....
50. How 'bout now?

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[link] ( DAIntoxicated ) ]]> ~n3m1515 2000 PAGE VIEWS! w00t http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8099760/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8099760/ Wed, 08 Mar 2006 04:12:00 PST ~n3m1515 Novel INTRO (no editing) comments velcome http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8053619/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8053619/ Fri, 03 Mar 2006 15:59:24 PST The year is 2005 and this world is no longer familiar to me. My name is Sarth, well my new
Name is Sarth I was given this when I was reborn into this world as an immortal, a child of darkness,
A vampire. Before I was Sarth my name was William Namrah and I lived a normal teenage life, well
What I assumed to be normal. The year was 1994; I was 17 on the year of my rebirth and was close to graduating high school.
It was the last term of school and I maintained my routine of arriving half an hour before class, wandering
Until I found somewhere that I found suitable to be alone and continue my work. I was not an unattractive boy I was quite
Handsome actually, of medium build I was not stocky or lean I was just right. I was 6ft a descent size for my age.
I had long black hair down past my shoulder blades tied back in a traditional ponytail.
This was not an unseen style in this era where men where not restricted to the standards of society. I had
A defined jaw line that allowed my generous mouth to be portrayed as my emotion would will it, I could easily
Look quite mean and intimidating but in an instance reassuring and kind. My nose was average in size and shape but
Distinctive and refined in appearance due to my facial structure, my eyes were slightly sunken in giving the impression of
Darkness within and higher disposition of thought, this may have been a flaw if not for the blue eyes that were encased in
The sockets. A brilliant blue hue, so radiant and vibrant was this colour hat it was almost unnatural. It was of no earthly pallet
It was a colour of such magnificence and beauty that it alone could draw those around me in. They also had a tendency to change from a magnificent
Light blue almost that of the heavens to that of a dark blue almost a black like the depths of the ocean or perhaps a moonless night.
But my greatest personal feature was my voice,
Although born and raised in Brisbane, Australia my accent was not of my origin or any other that had been spoken
For many a century. It was a mix between old true English but with a hint of French, the sound of it was enchanting and could mesmerize
In an instant. I was sought after by many girls but I chose to remain a loner as this is how I preferred to be. I was considered a loner, a
No friender but this bothered me not even with the hassling that I got from the "cool guys" as it were. Today I found a particularly shaded
Area beneath a large gum tree, I was sitting there keeping to myself viewing the world and judging it with my beautiful eyes.
I sat there focusing on everything yet nothing all at once when I noticed that I was about to have company. Approaching at a more than
Normal pace were the so called "cool guys" followed buy the girls of whom clung to them like toffee to a greedy Childs fingers. What I did notice though was
A new face with them, one of whom I had not seen with the likes of them before. She was the most beautiful creature to have ever graced this earth
In my opinion, her fiery red hair flowing freely in the morning breeze whipping lightly across her beautiful features. Her eyes where unlike anything
I had ever seen in my entire life. They were violet the most beautiful colour I had ever seen. Her eyes locked on to mine and I noticed she
Looked uncomfortable with the company she held. The leader of the males came forward in his macho manner and said to me that I did not belong
Here that this area was theirs. I being my smart mouthed and witty self said in reply "youre right I am far too good for the filth here that you wallow in."
He was taken aback by this remark as the tiny particles in his brain tried to define this as an insult or me being compliant, I did not give him the opportunity I pressed on with my verbal barrage. Yes my simple minded prime ape that was an insult and before you even think about it this was also". From the group a collective "ooooohhhhhhh" came, to which I smiled. I knew I had enraged the brute and I knew exactly what came next but I did not care because as I looked into the group I saw that my red haired angel was smiling with glee at the show I was putting on. He grabbed me off the ground by the collar and I did not struggle. He yelled "comes on take a swing!" I merely chuckled to myself once more and said now that would not be wise would it? We all know shit splatters".
This received sniggers from the group and sheer delight to my fiery temptress, and soon enough a solid punch to my stomach came. The blow knocked the wind out of me and sent me sprawling to my knees. As I knelt gasping for air he told me to get up and fight, with the last of my air and all of my defiance a forced out a final snigger at his attempt to br... ]]> ~n3m1515 52 more page views http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8053553/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/8053553/ Fri, 03 Mar 2006 06:19:01 PST ~n3m1515 Happy valentines http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/7892026/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/7892026/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 07:17:29 PST
I hope you all have a good day

I love you so much khrys *mwa* ]]> ~n3m1515 another quizz god im bored lol http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/7778506/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/7778506/ Thu, 02 Feb 2006 07:34:15 PST [ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (Sometimes)
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses. (Sometimes)
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles. (some)

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[x ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[ x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've had my pants rip in public

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x]I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[x ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x]I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (Accidentaly)
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[ x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[x ] I'm in a relationship.
[x ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game. (Damn monopoly!!!)
[ ] I've cheated on a test
[ ] I've run a red light.
x] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x ] I... ]]> ~n3m1515 Another DOOMY MC DOOM DOOM QUIZ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/7711204/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/7711204/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 07:31:20 PST
First Best Friend: I have so many ^^
First Imaginary Friend: Wish i had one lol
First Pet dog name:Buster
First Piercing: ears ^^
First Crush: dunno
First CD:Queen of the damned
First Car

atsun 120 y
First School: Brighton State School
First Kiss: Last Year

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9 Lasts...

Last Time You Smoked:Now
Last Food You Ate:coleslaw
Last Car Ride:thismorning to rainbow beach
Last Movie You Watched: Mad Max 2
Last Phone Call:My love
Last CD You Listened To: Allice Cooper The Definitive
Last Bubble Bath You Took: FUCKEN AGES AGO
Last Song You Listened To

oison ~ Alice Cooper
Last Fight: bha dont remember

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8 Have You Evers...

Have You Ever Dated a Best Friend: Ummmmm no
Have You Ever Been Arrested:Never Been Caught

Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: Yes
Have You Ever Been on TV: Yes
Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Regretted It: FUCK YEAH *COUGH anika COUGH*
Have You Ever Cheated on Your bf/gf: No, i have morrals and honour
Have You Ever Been on a Blind Date: No
Have You Ever Been out of the Country:Yes

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7 Things You are Wearing...

1. Black long sleeved microfobre shirt
2. Black Leather Pants
3. several rings, and necklaces
4. boxers
5. steal cap boots
6. eye liner
7. many many piercings

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6 Things You've Done Today...

1. not slept
2. Listened To Alice Cooper All Day
3. drove for 6 hours
4. Smoked a fuck load
5. counted guide posts on the side of the road as we drove
6. did this

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5 Favorite Things...

1. My love Khrys
2. My Bass
3. My awesome friends of doom
4. Sex
5. Music

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4 People You Trust Most...

Khrys, James, Nick, Drew

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3 Choices...

Vanilla or Chocolate: vannila
Hugs or Kisses: Kisses
Pens or Pencils: Pencills

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2 Things You Want to do Before You Die...

1. Have children with my love khrys
2. Im not gonna die so

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1 Person You Want to See...

My beautiful fiance khrys, i miss you soo much... I loved you piggie .. i lov-ed youhoooo ~ GIR ]]> ~n3m1515 ANSWER OR FACE A DOOOOOMY DOOM http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/7288851/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/7288851/ Mon, 12 Dec 2005 05:23:17 PST » I died:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I moved far away:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? ]]> ~n3m1515 I stoles this from ellie :P http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/7155325/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/7155325/ Sun, 27 Nov 2005 18:13:17 PST 2. Nicknames: Brad, Wolverine, Lestat, Alucard
3. Birthday: September the 20th 1987
4. Place of Birth: Brisbane Australia
5. Zodiac Sign: virgo
6. Male or Female: Male
7. Grade: finished
8. School: NONE
9. Occupation: Fire Fighter
10. Residence: Nanango
11. Screen Name: Angel Of Cruelty, Demon Of Love

__Your Appearance___
12. Hair Color: Blue Black
13. Hair Length: Middle of my back
14. Eye color: Blue, but changes in hue
15. Best Feature: Eyes
16. Height: 6'3
17. Braces?: No
18. Glasses?: No
19. Piercing: Yes
20. Tattoos: Very Soon
21. Righty or Lefty: Right

___Your 'Firsts'___
22. First best friend:,...so many fags.....

23. First Award: I dunno
24. First Sport: BasketBall
25. First pet

eppie
26. First Real Vacation: Camping
27. First Concert: The Living End WOOOHOOOO
28. First Love: ummmm I believe that we only love once the rest is a concept thing so my angel Khrys

___ Favorites___
29. Movie: The Crow
30. TV Show: Tv ZuH?
31. Colors: Blue, Red, Black
32. Rapper: Fo Sho Dawwwg XD
33. Bands: HIM
34. Song Right Now: Love Song ~ The Cure
35. Friend: JAMES
36. Candy: mmmmmm sugar ........

37. Sport to Play: Hunting Emos?
38. Restaurant: Bah Take out.......
39. Favorite brand to wear: ummmmm Black?
40. Store: EB GAMES
41. School Subject: Finished
42. Animal: Cat
43. Book: The Vampire Lestat
44. Magazine: Twistid
45. Shoes:mmmmm my docs

___Currently___
46. Feeling: Energised
47. Single or Taken: ^^ I HAVE FOUNd my SOUL MATE ^^
48. Have a crush: Nope
49. Eating: Nothing
50. Drinking: Nothing
51. Typing: Really need to be answered?
52. Online?: Yes
53. Listening To: DISTURBED WOOOOOOO
54. Thinking About: Khrys
55. Wanting To: Have a smoke and drink some blood
56. Watching: A bug.... *SMOOOSH*
57. Wearing: ummmm pants .... i hope...
__________Future__________
58. Want Kids? YAY for our lillith ^^
59. Want to be Married?: YUP
61. Where do you want to live: Anywhere with Khrys
62. Car: Black

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___
63. Hair color: any
64. Hair length: Long
65. Eye color: green, grey, blue
66. Measurements: Not important
67. Cute or Sexy: neither is important
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: BOTH
70. Short or Tall: doesnt matter, shorter than me probably
71. Easygoing or serious: Easygoing
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic
73. Fatty or Skinny: Don't care
74. Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship
76. Sweet or Caring: Caring
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Trouble-maker

___Have you ever______
78. Kissed a Stranger: No
79. Had Alcohol: Yes
80. Smoked: Yes
81. Ran Away From Home:No
82. Broken a bone: No
83. Got an X-ray: Yes
84. Been with someone: Yes
85. Broken Someones Heart: Yeah..
86. Broke Up With Someone: Yes
87. Cried When Someone Died: No
88. Cried At School: No

___Do You Believe In___
89. God: Wiccan PLS
90. Miracles: Yes
91. Love At First sight: Yes
92. Ghosts: Yes
93. Aliens: Yes
94. Soul Mates: Yes
95. Heaven: Not as such
96. Hell: Not as such
97. Angels: I have the love of one

98. Kissing on The First Date: Yup
99. Horoscopes: No

___Answer Truthfully___
100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't have?:NOPE ^^ ]]> ~n3m1515 No idea what to write http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/7095514/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/7095514/ Sun, 20 Nov 2005 09:55:22 PST
Heres a song by my favourite band HIM that describes how i feel

HIM
You are the one

No i wont surrender her at any cost
You're something so sweet and tender from my heart
Yes I've done my evil, I've done my good
Just believe me honey I wont let go of you

You are the one, and theres no regrets at all
You are the one, and theres no regrets at all

We've had our shared misfortune
We've had our blues
And god is not on our side
Yes it's true
But you keep forgetting baby the beauty of us two
There is no one who can take that away from me and you

You are the one, and theres no regrets at all
You are the one, and theres no regrets at all

You are the one, and theres no regrets at all
You are the one, and theres no regrets at all

I love you khrys and will forever more thats a promise ]]> ~n3m1515 Flight of the Phoenix http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/6913245/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/6913245/ Thu, 03 Nov 2005 21:20:12 PST
I love you all,

Well i managed to set up Da for my love, heres her link

shes so great ^^

[link] oh and theres a link to my chatroom

to a good rping room [link] ]]> ~n3m1515 Im So GaW+HiQuE :P XD http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/6629414/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/6629414/ Wed, 28 Sep 2005 21:03:16 PDT wow im modest to lol ]]> ~n3m1515 *cocks handgun* I fucking hope this thing is loade http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/6147386/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/6147386/ Sat, 06 Aug 2005 04:51:49 PDT ~n3m1515 Engaged http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/5834015/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/5834015/ Mon, 04 Jul 2005 01:15:21 PDT I asked my girlfriend to marry me and she said YES ^^ ]]> ~n3m1515 Novel more done (still no editing XD ) http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/5659813/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/5659813/ Wed, 15 Jun 2005 20:26:52 PDT The year is 2005 and this world is no longer familiar to me. My name is Sarth, well my new
Name is Sarth I was given this when I was reborn into this world as an immortal, a child of darkness,
A vampire. Before I was Sarth my name was William Namrah and I lived a normal teenage life, well
What I assumed to be normal. The year was 1994, I was 17 on the year of my rebirth and was close to graduating high school.
It was the last term of school and I maintained my routine of arriving half an hour before class, wandering
Until I found somewhere that I found suitable to be alone and continue my work. I was not an unattractive boy I was quite
Handsome actually, of medium build I was not stocky or lean I was just right. I was 6ft 3 a descent size for my age.
I had long black hair down past my shoulder blades tied back in a traditional ponytail.
This was not an unseen style in this era where men where not restricted to the standards of society. I had
A defined jaw line that allowed my generous mouth to be portrayed as my emotion would will it, I could easily
Look quite mean and intimidating but in an instance reassuring and kind. My nose was average in size and shape but
Distinctive and refined in appearance due to my facial structure, my eyes were slightly sunken in giving the impression of
Darkness within and higher disposition of thought, this may have been a flaw if not for the blue eyes that were encased in
The sockets. A brilliant blue hue, so radiant and vibrant was this colour hat it was almost unnatural. It was of no earthly pallet
It was a colour of such magnificence and beauty that it alone could draw those around me in. They also had a tendency to change from a magnificent
Light blue almost that of the heavens to that of a dark blue almost a black like the depths of the ocean or perhaps a moonless night.
But my greatest personal feature was my voice,
Although born and raised in Brisbane, Australia my accent was not of my origin or any other that had been spoken
For many a century. It was a mix between old true English but with a hint of French, the sound of it was enchanting and could mesmerize
In an instant. I was sought after by many girls but I chose to remain a loner as this is how I preferred to be. I was considered a loner, a
No friender but this bothered me not even with the hassling that I got from the "cool guys" as it were. Today I found a particularly shaded
Area beneath a large gum tree, I was sitting there keeping to myself viewing the world and judging it with my beautiful eyes.
I sat there focusing on everything yet nothing all at once when I noticed that I was about to have company. Approaching at a more than
Normal pace were the so called "cool guys" followed buy the girls of whom clung to them like toffee to a greedy Childs fingers. What I did notice though was
A new face with them, one of whom I had not seen with the likes of them before. She was the most beautiful creature to have ever graced this earth
In my opinion, her fiery red hair flowing freely in the morning breeze whipping lightly across her beautiful features. Her eyes where unlike anything
I had ever seen in my entire life. They were violet the most beautiful colour I had ever seen. Her eyes locked on to mine and I noticed she
Looked uncomfortable with the company she held. The leader of the males came forward in his macho manner and said to me that I did not belong
Here that this area was theirs. Me being my smart mouthed and witty self said in reply "youre right I am far to good for the filth here that you wallow in."
He was taken aback by this remark as the tiny particles in his brain tried to define this as an insult or me being compliant, I did not give him the opportunity I pressed on with my verbal barrage. Yes my simple minded prime ape that was an insult and before you even think about it this was also". From the group a collective "ooooohhhhhhh" came, to which I smiled. I knew I had enraged the brute and I knew exactly what came next but I did not care because as I looked into the group I saw that my red haired angel was smiling with glee at the show I was putting on. He grabbed me off the ground by the collar and I did not struggle. He yelled "come on take a swing!" I merely chuckled to myself once more and said now that would not be wise would it? We all know shit splatters".
This received sniggers from the group and sheer delight to my fiery temptress, and soon enough a solid punch to my stomach came. The blow knocked the wind out of me and sent me sprawling to my knees. As I knelt gasping for air he told me to get up and fight, with the last of my air and all of my defiance a forced out a final snigger at his attempt to b... ]]> ~n3m1515 So Happy ^^ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/5633332/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/5633332/ Mon, 13 Jun 2005 04:40:15 PDT ~n3m1515 :P im gettnig my tongue pierced http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/5497044/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/5497044/ Sun, 29 May 2005 21:20:20 PDT ~n3m1515 Im Back http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/5355589/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/5355589/ Sat, 14 May 2005 11:28:56 PDT
I have missed you all and im sorry to those I worried of my disapearance... I love you all and take care

~Brad ]]> ~n3m1515 OMG READ THIS http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/5150265/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/5150265/ Thu, 21 Apr 2005 15:49:01 PDT
Over the past several months, we have been reviewing the thousands of poems submitted to us, as well as examining the poetic accomplishments of people whose poetry has appeared on the Internet and in various editions released by other poetry publishers in America and Europe. After an exhaustive examination of this poetic artistry, The International Library of Poetry is pleased to inform you that you have been nominated for inclusion in ...

The International Who's Who in Poetry

Congratulations on your accomplishment, Bradley. We look forward to publishing your biographical information on a page dedicated entirely to you. Along with your biographical information, we plan to also include in depth information about your poetry, including your motivations, the meaning poetry has in your life, and your personal philosophical point of view. In addition to dedicating a page entirely to you and your personal background, we have also reserved a second complete page that will be used to showcase a new, unpublished poem that you will provide. This means that ...

The International Who's Who in Poetry will feature two full pages dedicated exclusively to Bradley Harman!

And that's not all. To honor the accomplishments of the talented individuals who will be participating in this historic project, we will be awarding $4,175.00 in prizes for the best new poems we receive for publication. You are automatically eligible to win, but you must submit your biographical information and a new unpublished poem on the enclosed entry form. Prizes will be announced August 1st, with an anticipated publication date of October 2005.

The International Who's Who in Poetry will be among the finest quality and most interesting books we have ever produced. Poets from several nations around the world will be featured. Every aspect of publication and design will display an uncompromising level of craftsmanship and attention to detail. This four hundred page coffee-table quality book will be printed in two colors on fine milled paper and will feature a highly detailed, ornate cover, and quality typography throughout. It will make a handsome addition to any library, a treasured family keepsake, or a highly valued personal gift.

NO OBLIGATION WHATSOEVER

Before going any further, Bradley, let me make one thing clear ... you were selected for inclusion in this project based on your unique talent and previous poetic accomplishments. We believe you to be one of the most interesting poets we have encountered, so we have set aside two entire pages that will be devoted exclusively to you and your poetry in this special edition. In this regard you are under no obligation whatsoever to submit any entry fee, any subsidy payment, or to make any purchase of any kind.

Of course, many people do wish to acquire the books that have pages dedicated to themselves and their poetic artistry. If this is the case, we welcome your order--and guarantee your satisfaction. Please see the enclosed material for special discount information if you would like to order a copy of The International Who's Who in Poetry. Also, for an additional discount, you may wish to order supplementary copies for gift-giving to your friends and family, to display, or for merchandising (see enclosed for case pack discounts).

So What Happens Now?

As soon as you submit your biographical information and new, unpublished poem, we will typeset everything for publication and your poem will be eligible to win over $4,175.00 in prizes that will be awarded to the poets who are participating in this historic project. You will receive by mail a typeset "Artist's Proof" of both your biographical information and poem for your review and approval prior to publication. And let me assure you, your poem remains your property -- The International Who's Who in Poetry is copyrighted as a compilation. This means you retain all rights to your own work of art.

Bradley, please send us your biographical information and new poem right away!

In order to make our scheduled publication date, you must submit your biographical information and your new poem as soon as possible. Please feel free to include whatever personal information about yourself and your poetry that you feel would be of most interest to the reader. The new poem you submit must be original and written by you. Your poem may be 24 lines or less, on any subject, and in any style. And if you wish to order a copy of The International Who's Who in Poetry at a special pre-publication discount, please complete the Pre-publication Discount Reservation.

Again, congratulations, Bradley. We enjoy your poetic artistry and look forward to dedicati... ]]> ~n3m1515 I luv this song by ~HIM http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/5113759/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/5113759/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 16:55:22 PDT
She is smiling like heaven is down on earth
Sun is shining so bright on her
And all her wishes have finally come true
And her heart is weeping.
This happiness is killing her.

She'll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go

So hard she's trying
But her heart won't turn to stone... oh no
She keeps on crying
But I won't leave her alone
She'll never be alone

She'll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go

And she'll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go

I love you angel :Smooch: ]]> ~n3m1515 :heart: So Happy :heart: http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/5003659/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/5003659/ Tue, 05 Apr 2005 02:11:48 PDT ^_^ im so very happy

:Smooch: love you sweetheart ]]> ~n3m1515 I HAVE A TICKET TO STAR WARS EPISODE 3 MID NIGHT S http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/4958606/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/4958606/ Thu, 31 Mar 2005 06:30:53 PST ~n3m1515 Happy easter http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/4922028/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/4922028/ Sun, 27 Mar 2005 06:30:10 PST

love you heaps precious

]]> ~n3m1515 Novel more done..... http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/4809750/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/4809750/ Mon, 14 Mar 2005 10:39:15 PST

I awoke to find I was alone, it was the afternoon and school was drawing to an end, I was sadened to learn that my saviour had left me but this was not so. As I looked around I saw her returning with a bottle of water, she knealt beside me and said "drink" I swalloed greedily at the cool fluid as it passed down my throat and I realised I was parched. She smiled as I finished the bottle and offered to get more , I looked up into her eyes , those beutiful vioelet eyes.... I graciously declined and asked her "your name... I must know it". my voice had returned to its enchanting self once more and she simply giggled. I was taken back by this and I asked "whats so funny?" she smiled and drew me close again and whispered in my ear "your voice is the most beutiful thing I have ever heard. Sabrina. That is my name" I smiled and the final bell rang, I thanked her for her kindness and asked how I could ever repay her. She giggled again and simply said "you could escort me home" and with a wink she linked her arm with mine and we walked. Whilst we walked we talked as if we were kindred spirits that had never left the others side, She told me how she had moved here because of her fathers job and how happy she was that she came cause she was a loner in her old city. We arrived at a two story wood and brick house, the house had a high wooden fence that would have been menacing if not for the bright white paint on it. As we passed the gait I noticed a beutiful garden of roses and was aww struck by their coulour. They were black with the slightest tinge of purple and the petals themselves seemed to take the shape of hearts. She noticed my fascination and walked over and delicately picked one and came over and gave it to me. I accepted this beutiful gift and pricked my finger acciedently on a thorn, She took me by the hand and kissed it and then sucked on my finger. I was unsure whether to be suppriesd or disgusted, but all I felt was a deep love emanting from her. she put my hand down and lent close and whispered in my ear "im glad to have met one so beutiful as you" and with that she kissed me and turned and walked to the door. She stood at the door and said with a smile "I trust ill see you at the party tonight." . "what party?" I asked. She laughed and said " only the largest senior party in town , any one would think you were the new one to town" she ran down the staris and handed me a piece of paper with an address on it. She placed it in my hand and tightened her grasp on my own, "dont keep me waiting all night" she winked and headed back inside. I walked out and continued down the road, it was to my suprise that she lived less than two streets from me. I returned home to my room to ponder the recent set of events, my head still ached slightly from my beating but I was intoxicated on the love I fealt for her. Was it natural to love someone so much that you just met? Ofcourse it is I reasoned and went to my wardrobe and browsed my attire. I chose a long sleeved black silk shirt and long black pants. The sleeves and collor of my shirt were trimmed with black lace and I chose to complete the look with my finest coat, it was more of a cape realy passing down to the ground and making me look like some 17th century lord. I put on my black boots and marvelled at my looks in the mirror, I looked at the paper and realised the party did not start till seven so I removed the clothes and layed them out and went and had a shower. I came out and looked at the clock, it was four in the afternoon and I decided I had time to nap. I awoke only to find that it was seven thirty. I Threw my clothes on and tied back my hair with a black silk ribbon, I ran out my door and grabbed the black rose of my desk and put it into my top pocket. I flew out the door and ran for the address, it took me no longer than ten minutes to get there as it was a local party and was close to my house. I entered to hear the music blaring and teens drinking beer and the likes all around the place. I searched but could not find my angel anyware, I headed to the kitchen and found a bottle of chilled wine and I helped myself to a glass. I headed to the lounge room and saw her, she was more stunning than ever and being pestered by the same bastard that beat me today. I was furious but my composure never faltered. I walked over to he and put my hand out and said " would the lady care to dance?" she took my hand and started to get up but he held her down. Now I was beyond reason and I turned my mouth to the most intimadating look I could muster and said " I suggest you let her go, Now." . He arrose and let her go and gave me a shove and said "didn't you get enough today huh?" I smiled and polished of most of my glass and swirled the remaining contents in a refined manner. I said " well actualy I have... ]]> ~n3m1515 Forsaken - Queen of the damned album http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/4763646/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/4763646/ Tue, 08 Mar 2005 19:31:22 PST You see Im falling in a vast abyss
Clouded by memories of the past
At last I see

I hear it fading
I cant speak it
Or else you will dig my grave
You feel them finding
Always whining
Take my hand
Now be alive

You see I cannot be forsaken
Because Im not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone

Im over it
Why cant we be together?
Endlessly
Sleeping so long
Taking off the masks
At last I see

My fear is fading
I cant speak it
Or else you will dig my grave
You fear them finding
Always whining
Take my hand
Now be alive

You see I cannot be forsaken
Because Im not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone

You see I cannot be forsaken
Because Im not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone

Everyone
Everyone

man i luv this song ^_^ ]]> ~n3m1515 The Rasmus Stil standing http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/4754348/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/4754348/ Mon, 07 Mar 2005 18:25:58 PST
i realy connect with this song for sum reason

I wish you here tonight with me to see the northern lights
I wish you were here tonight with me
I wish I could have you by my side tonight when the sky is burning
I wish I could have you by my side

Cause I've been down and I've been crawling
Won't back down no more

Can't you stop the lies, falling from the skies
Down on me, I'm still standing
Can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised
Conscience clear, I'm still standing here

burns like a thousand stars, though you are light years away
burns like a thousand stars or more

you're up there, you're always with me
smiling down on me

can't you stop the lies, falling from the skies
down on me, I'm still standing
can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised
conscience clear, I'm still standing here

It's something sacred, something so beautiful
something quiet to ease my mind
when the pressure's taking me over and over

cause I've been down and I've been crawling
pushed around and always falling
you're up there, you're always with me
smiling down on me

can't you stop the lies, falling from the skies
down on me, I'm still standing
can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised
conscience clear, I'm still standing here
can't you stop the lies, falling from the skies
down on me, I'm still standing here
can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised
conscience clear, I'm still standing here ]]> ~n3m1515 My novel ideas and intro http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/4748540/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/4748540/ Mon, 07 Mar 2005 04:18:36 PST

The darkness.......... my eternal companion, my everlasting life yet my eternal bane.
The year is 2005 and this world is no longer familliar to me. My name is Sarth, well my new
name is Sarth I was given this when I was reborn into this world as an immortal, a child of darkness,
a vampire. Before I was Sarth my name was William Namrah and I lived a normal teenage life, well
what I assumed to be normal. I was 17 on the year of my rebirth and was close to graduating high school.
It was the last term of shool and I maintained my routine of arriving half an hour before class, wandering
untill I found somwhere that I found suitable to be alone and continue my work. I was not an unnatractive boy I was quite
handsome actually, of medium build I was not stocky or lean I was just right. I was 6ft 3 a descent size for my age.
I had long black hair down past my shoulder blades tied back in a traditional ponytail.
This was not an unseen style in this era where men where not restricted to the standards of society. I had
a defined jaw line that allowed my generous mouth to be portrayed as my emotion would will it, I could easily
look quite mean and intimidating but in an instance reasuring and kind. My nose was average in size and shape but
distinctive and refined in appearance due to my facial structure, my eyes were slightly sunken in giving the impresion of
darkness within and higher disposition of thought, this may have been a flaw if not for the blue eyes that were encased in
the sockets. A brilliant blue hue, So radiant and vibrant was this colour hat it was almost unnatural. It was of no earthly pallet
It was a colour of such magnificance and beauty that it alone could draw those around me in.They also had a tendancy to change from a magnificent
light blue almost that of the heavens to that of a dark blue almost a black like the depths of the ocean or perhaps a moonless night .
But my greatest personal feature was my voice,
Although born and raised in Brisbane,Australia my accent was not of my orrigin or any other that had been spoken
for many a century. It was a mix between old true english but with a hint of french, the sound of it was enchanting and could mesmorise
in an instant. I was sought after by many girls but I chose to remain a loner as this is how I prefered to be. I was considerd a loner, a
no friender but this bothered me not even with the hassling that I got from the "cool guys" as it were. Today I found a particularly shaded
area beneath a large gum tree, I was sitting there keeping to myself viewing the world and judging it with my beutiful eyes.
I sat there focusing on everything yet nothing all at once when I noticed that I was about to have company. Approaching at a more than
normal pace were the so called "cool guys" followed buy the girls of whom clung to them like toffy to a greedy childs fingers. What I did notice though was
a new face with them, one of whom I had not seen with the likes of them before. She was the most beutiful creature to have ever graced this earth
in my oppinion, her firery red hair flowing freely in the morning breeze whipping lighlty across her beutiful features. Her eyes where unlike anything
I had ever seen in my entire life. They were violet the most beutiful colour I had ever seen. Her eyes locked on to mine and I noticed she
looked uncomfortable with the company she held. The leader of the males came forward in his macho manner and said to me that I did not belong
here that this area was theres. Me being my smartmouthed and witty self said in reply "your right I am far to good for the filth here that you wallow in."
He was taken aback by this remark as the tiny particles in his brain tried to define this as an insult or me being complient, I did not give him the opportunity I pressed on with my verbal barage. " yes my simple minded primeape that was an insult and before you even think about it this was also". From the group a collective "ooooohhhhhhh" came , to which I smiled. I knew I had enradged the brute and I knew exactly what came next but I did not care because as I looked into the group I saw that my red haired angel was smiling with glee at the show I was putting on. He grabed me off the ground by the color and I did not struggle. He yelled "come on take a swing!" I meerly chuckled to myself once more and said " now that would not be wise would it? we all know shit splatters".
This receieved sniggers from the group and sheer delight to my feiry temptress, and soon enough a solid punch to my stomach came. The blow knocked the wind o... ]]> ~n3m1515 Updated quilt http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/4614334/ http://n3m1515.deviantart.com/journal/4614334/ Mon, 14 Mar 2005 09:55:02 PST ....