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go and watch this account instead:




~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/26187930/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/26187930/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 10:42:00 PDT

/STEALS FROM KITA


Step 1: Put your music player on random.
Step 2: Post the first line (or so, some are hard) from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what SONG AND ARTIST the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly (No lyric hunting! That is cheating!)
Step 5: After doing the 1st thru 30th, listen to one more random song and post it as your title.

1. Never understood how she could mean so little to so many. Why does she mean everything to me?
2. I`m alone, above the atmosphere. And no one looking up can find me here.
3. Affection, the gifted architect, is making a draft and beautiful design.
4. I'm creeping my way out so you can see me. I'm crawling my way around a thousand cities.
5. Summer has come and passed. The innocent can never last.
6. My Silky Love, all the while, for 24 hours. My Silky Love, every time when I think of you. / My Silky Love nijuuyo jikan zutto. My Silky Love KIMI no koto omou tabi [LOL OBVIOUS]
7. Going back to the corner where I first saw you. Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, not gonna move.
8. I could've found a better way. You know I never should have stayed. I could've said the things I believed were wrong.
9. You're not alone. Together we stand. I'll be by your side. You know I'll take your hand.
10. You said this could only get better. There`s no rush since we have each other. You said this would last forever, but now I doubt if I was your only lover.
11. Let me hold you for the last time. It`s the last chance to feel again. But you broke me, now I can`t feel anything.
12. Black Rock Shooter, Where did you go? [LOL OBVIOUS]
13.You say you're getting closer to that chance of suicide. Tearing at your throat you won't let it die. Left me here for all these days and ripped apart my pride.
14. A purple butterfly on your right shoulder. We kissed in the corner of the room. I learned what it`s like to have a heartrending feeling.
15. Breathe and I`ll carry you away in to the velvet sky.
16. When I am fast asleep, I dream and see you floating high above me.
17. I`m not a perfect person. There`s many things I wish I didn`t do. But I continue learning. I never meant to do those things to you.
18. I pray You’ll be our eyes and watch us where we go. And help us to be wise in times when we don’t know.
19. This is a world of dreams and reverie. Where I felt the stars explode around me.
20. Dear Vienna. I regarded the world as such a sad sight, until I viewed in black and white. [EASYYY]
21. Together we Cry. [x2] Jenny was a poor girl, living in a rich world. Named her baby Hope when she was just fourteen.
22. When ever I think of you, my heart always goes THUMP THUMP. / KIMI wo miteru to itsumo HAATO DOKIDOKI
23. Hello Seattle, I am a mountaineer. In the hills and highlands. [EASY.]
24. Look at the stars. Look how they shine for you, and everything you do. Yeah, they were all yellow.
25. I'm on the verge of a break down. I'm on the brink of an epic meltdown. I'm on the way to a flat-line. [oh, oh yeah.]
26. You gotta go and find yourself. You say that you`re becoming someone else. Don`t recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you.
27. I stood up and took a breath and threw open the bay doors. Below the clouds I saw the coast and beautiful Hawaii.
28. I can't believe I believed everything we had would last. So young and naive for me to think she was from your past.
29. What's wrong with the world, mama? People livin' like they ain't got no mamas. I think the whole world addicted to the drama. Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma.
30. Your profile. Dreaming peacefully. These tears falling on my cheek without me even realizing. / Suya-suya yume wo miteru. Kimi no yoko-gao. Kizuka-zu koboreta namida hohowo tsutau.

]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/26024651/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/26024651/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 11:24:27 PDT

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lyrics of the day

Where are the people that accused me?
The ones who beat me down and bruised me
They hide just out of sight
Can't face me in the light
They'll return but I'll be stronger

God, I want to dream again
Take me where I've never been
I want to go there
This time I'm not scared
Now I am unbreakable, it's unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me

Forget the fear it's just a crutch
That tries to hold you back
And turn your dreams to dust
All you need to do is just trust

[ Unbreakable - Fireflight ]

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yeah. that`s right.

starting august 24, i`m going on hiatus from dA.

no more journals, no more art submissions, no more anything.


i`ve become too addicted to this place and it`s stopping me from doing my work in school. ;;


so..sorry folks.


but all hope is not lost.
i will be active during breaks and such.
[thanksgiving break, winter break]

i have to make sure i pass this first semester so i can stay in vegas. otherwise, i`ll be sent away.

so, after winter break...i`ll be waaaay more active i swear. RIGHT AFTER REPORT CARDS. |D

btw. in the future, this is going to be happening A LOT MORE.


i will be on msn though...just not as much. ;;




i`ll miss you all.
take care guys.





-- yanna

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/25962588/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/25962588/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 11:37:11 PDT

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have you met my kita?</sub>


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lyrics of the day

Finally, it is hurting me to sing
I wasn't like this before

I'm alone. I cannot move. I am hounded down
When I wish for a miracle

Every time I remember the face that I've been seeing
My memories are falling into pieces

I know that it's killing and breaking my heart to none
And the end is coming soon

All what we were keeping was
What we saw in the flicker this future world
All the lying is showing us and disappearing
If I can use a song to tell you everything I want to say
It's a compressed song for the time for me to say good-bye

[ The Disappearance of Hatsune Miku - Hatsune Miku ]

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I love doing this. it`s so much fun. :>
[they`re all the same link]


You guys should do it too.
post the link here so I can see how well I know you. |D

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to do list:

= planning
= sketched
= linearted
= cg`d


{ art trades ! --- } ;; closed
=frzdragon ( AHAHAHAHAH REDOING MY HALF. )
Az for Yanna
=mocha-muu
Deji for Yanna
~scarr-suu
twins [forgotthenames] for Yanna & Kuri
=Kuriru [ I`M REDOING MY HALF CAUSE I HATE IT. OTL ]
Psi for Leopard
~Kita-kii
Breezy for Mikura
http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/25886149/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 19:12:49 PDT

<sub>__________________________________________________


have you met my kita?


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lyrics of the day

We stand at the edge of something
Will we ever know what it is
Hold on 'cause the wind is rising
And we can't get away from it

We're in shock from the failed emotion
No cause in a shadow land
We sing while the city's burning
No room, no escape, no plan
We all never thought it would end this way

And we need a hero
To save us from ourselves
We need a hero
To save us from ourselves

[ Hero - Jar of Clay ]

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I don`t really know what it is.
but I feel changed inside somehow.

Maybe it`s the fact that I`m beginning to delve deeper into my Christian faith and realize who I exactly am....

No matter what though. I feel spiritually changed.
I`m so much more free and happy now.
I`ve joined in with Kita to get rid of a horrible addiction. I`m determined to break free of it.
Which means...sorry Kuri. Leo can`t be with Lambda anymore.
Message me on msn and I`ll explain the details more thoroughly.


And so...after getting all that out of my system...Time for messages to dear online friends of mine. :>



Kita dear. You`re the best friend I`ve ever had. I really cherish the conversations we have together and I`m glad I can talk to you about anything. You`re really like a sister to me. You always encourage me whenever I`m feeling down and I can`t take enough time in the world to tell you about how wonderful you are. So let`s cut it a bit short. I really enjoy your company and I can`t wait till we can finally meet [whenever that is]. I love you, Kita. <3


I ALREADY SAID IT TO YOU ON SKYPE BUT W/E.
thank you.
you know...during the whole time i spent with you...i really....changed. i`ve been able to like myself the way i am. and....i`ve become much more mature. i don`t mean to be like really sappy or anything. but i`m really glad i fell in love with you. [LOL I`M NOT SAYING THOSE FEELINGS ARE STILL THERE OR ANYTHING SO DON`T GET ANY IDEAS]
i`ve become a much, much better person after our last....confrontation. so....really. i honestly thank you. from the bottom of my heart. thanks...kyoushirou.


scarrface. ohhhh i love talking to you. you`re such an awesome listener and you give such good advice. We have EPIC conversations when we talk and....LOL WE BARELY TALK NOW HUH?
/SKITTERS TO MSN


phie. <333 Oh you`re such a good friend, dear. aha, I think you`re one of the few male friends I have actually. Though you`re not too good at figuring out my hidden motives. [HUHUHU] I really love how much of a caring friend you are.
JUST DON`T MAKE ME WORRY LIKE I DID WHEN THE FLOOD HIT.
ilu phie. [LOL NOT IN THAT WAY.] <3


RAZERFACE. ; u; what can I say? I have a bunch of fun when I talk to you. You`re so random and awesome and...and..........YOU HAVE A HORRIBLE TIME ZONE. FFFFFFF WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS ON WHEN I`M OFF?!? ; AAA;
but srsly. Az, i love you man..well....woman. :'D


oh kuriboh. don`t even get me started. lol I feel like we`ve been friends forever. it`s so wonderful to have you around. and I can`t even explain the awesome fail of our convos. xD
PANCAKES AND MOUNTAIN DEW. <4


MORE COMING IN LATER JOURNALS.

_______________... ]]></sub> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/25813282/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/25813282/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 08:51:44 PDT

<sub>__________________________________________________


have you met my kita?


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lyrics of the day

The moments when I can see you-
I am filled with joy
The moments when I can`t see you, they're painful-
but I'll make it through.

If were to only say, all of these feelings, flowing inside of me
Hey, Do you think the future will grant us all of our dreams?

If ever there's a time, to tell you how I feel
'I love you' and this is not a dream
If I could keep on running, I would run forever
So that I have nothing left to fear.
The feelings from my heart, are nothing but the truth.
Today will be my special birthday

I swear I'll come back stronger, without another moment-
I will release all of my love for you...
My love for you

[ Mou Hitotsu no Birthday - Fm.θ ]

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waaaah. i have so many birthday wishes already. ; w;
thanks guys. ; w;

i feel so happy.
and...old. xD
lol this year i`ll be taking driver`s ed too....
FFFFF I`M GETTING CLOSER TO DYINGGGG. OTL
but all in all....today`s turning out to be a good day. c:



cept....
kita`s not here to celebrate with me.
Q AQ


/sniffle





I MISS MY KITAAAA. ;;;; AAAAAAAA;;;;

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to do list:

= planning
= sketched
= linearted
= cg`d


{ art trades ! --- } ;; closed
=frzdragon ( AHAHAHAHAH REDOING MY HALF. )
Az for Yanna
=mocha-muu
Deji for Yanna
~scarr-suu
twins [forgotthenames] for Yanna & Kuri
=Kuriru [ I`M REDOING MY HALF CAUSE I HATE IT. OTL ]
Psi for Leopard
~Kita-kii
Breezy for Mikura
=uiri
Zac for Cream
~Zwhoa
Helena for Yanna
=Marazaki
Marazaki for Cream
~TwiiTrance
Corrine for Mikura

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/25473166/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/25473166/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 12:11:36 PDT

<sub>__________________________________________________


have you met my kita?


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lyrics of the day

since I'm always in a hurry, I bluff
and I say "I'm okay" and laugh
it quickly disappears into the sky
"I always thank you"
if I could say it
it could go to your heart

I'm telling you
can you hear my voice?
melodia
many minds overlap

the world changes with a soft mood
little things become precious
our meeting isn't a miracle
if we're far apart, I close my eyes
then I feel as if we're close againg
I put this song unto the wind

[ Melodia - Hatsune Miku ]

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man.

could this break be any more awesome than it is already?



alright. So while I was eating breakfast with my grandma, The Price is Right came on. [the price is right is a game show] And somehow we got into talking about going to the show, to see if she could get on and win some money.
And then she tells me that sometime in July, we`ll be going to CALIFORNIA to do just that. Though, since I`m too young, I can`t go.

So I`ll be there seeing the sights.

NOW HERE`S THE PROBLEM.
I have NO way of getting around LA by myself. OTL
so my grandma said it would be okay for someone to come with me and show me around.


someone that lives in Cali.






so, here`s my question to and .
would either of you guys let me hang out with you?

I`d really want to meet you both and...well...THIS IS AN AWESOME CHANCE, NO? :'D






yeah okay. that`s all. xD

OH BTW KITA. AFTER TODAY, I`LL BE AWAY AT MY AUNT`S HOUSE FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK. SO DON`T MISS ME TOO MUCH. ; 3;
I`LL TALK TO YOU SOON DEARIE.

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to do list:

= planning
= sketched
= linearted
= cg`d


{ art trades ! --- } ;; closed
=frzdragon ( AHAHAHAHAH REDOING MY HALF. )
Az for Yanna
=mocha-muu
Deji for Yanna
~scarr-suu
twins [forgotthenames] for Yanna & Kuri
=Kuriru [ I`M REDOING MY HALF CAUSE I HATE IT. OTL ]
Psi for Leopard
~Kita-kii
Breezy for Mikura
=</sub> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/25460649/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/25460649/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 19:45:16 PDT

<sub>__________________________________________________


have you met my kita?</sub>


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lyrics of the day

The fingertip that lightly traced your hand becomes sensitive to the slightest sign.
If only I had always listened this closely to the sound of your heart..

You laughed while hiding your feelings, right?
But I was clueless, and that has become my punishment.

The world continues spinning, for our sake,
so that we won't be separated, until we can't breathe.

No matter how many times I call your name.. So please, please wake up.
I have now realised, how very beautiful your name is.

[ Utsukushii Namae - The Backhorn ]

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LOL SPEAKING OF BATONS...I FORGOT TO GIVE MINE BACK TO MY ORCHESTRA TEACHER. OTL

【Artist Baton】

◆Your name?
Yanna
[WELL ACTUALLY...MY NAME IS TIANA, BUT I HATE THAT NAME SO I`D PREFER IT IF YOU CALLED ME YANNA.] |DD

◆If possible, your age?
fourteen. gonna be fifteen soooon~

◆When did you start drawing?
UUUUUUM...
FIFTH GRADE.


man, my drawings were shitty back then. OTL

◆Which hand do you use for drawing?
RIGHT BBY. |D

◆Which is easier to draw - male or female?
FEEEEMALE.

AND AZ.
YES AZ, YOU ARE A GENDER.

◆Which is easier to draw - long hair or short hair?
short. I`ve become inable to draw long hair nowadays. OTL

◆Is it easier to draw the head facing towards the right or the left?
BOTH WAYS. -SHOT-

◆Is it easier to draw the side view of the face or the front view?
Front view. SIDE VIEW IS A BITCH.

◆What do you have problems in drawing?
EVERYTHING IS A PROBLEM WHEN I`M DRAWING. OTLOTLOTL

◆What do you like to draw?
sona`s. ; 3;

◆Are you a traditional artist or a digital artist?
both. I usually scan my pictures and color them with SAI or something. xD

◆Where do you start drawing from?
uuum...
face, hair, THEN EVERYTHING ELSE. |D

◆What is your drawing habit that you are aware of?
I tend to be like Hiyori from Lucky Star and mimic the facial expressions of whatever I`m drawing. orz;;

◆What do you keep in mind when you do lineart?
"I MUST FINISH THIS ONE. NO STOPPING LIKE THE LAST 12394728979817 PICTURES."

◆Any tips for coloring/shading?
um......observe other shading styles....and practice? D: -works for me- FFFF I`M SUCH A FAILURE.

◆How long does it take to finish a piece of art?
forever.

and a day.

◆What music do you listen to while you draw?
EVERYTHINGGGG. except rap. that doesn`t really...flow with my moe moe desu pictures. |D;;;

◆How long does it take you to come up with an idea?
... whenever inspiration hits me.

◆Your favorite drawing utensils?
Mechanical Pencils, Sharpies, Computer paper...and a tablet. |D

◆Your favorite color/the color that you use a lot?
BLACK AND BLUE.

◆Your favorite style(s)?
everyone I watch. |DD

◆Are you satisfied with your current art?
I`m more satisfied with it now than I was before. |D though, there`s always room to improve.

◆What kind of artist are you aiming for?
IT`S JUST A HOBBY. -LAME-

◆Thank you.
Now please fill in the next columns by writing the names of the artists that match the criterea.
Artists tagged must fill in this baton.

Cool:
Cute: -pinches your little cheeks- <333333
Stylish: you little michiganite you. <3333333
Unique: you`re unique in every way kita-cake. <33333333333333
Moe: <... ]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/25142424/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/25142424/ Fri, 05 Jun 2009 11:57:12 PDT

<sub>__________________________________________________


have you met my kita?


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lyrics of the day

The comes a time that every bird has to fly
At some point every rose has to die
It's hard to let your children go, leave home, where they go, who knows?
Gettin' drunk, gettin' stoned all alone
Teach a man to fish, feed a man for life
Show your kids the truth, and hope they never lie
Instead of reading in a letter that they've gone to something better
Bet your sorry now, I wont be coming home tonight

I'm sick of looking for those heroes in the sky
To teach us how to fly
Together we cry, we cry, we cry

Together We Cry

[ Together We Cry - The Script ]

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school didn`t really end for the best for me. ;;



I think....the day was okay and everything...especially the senior prank. xD
FFF THAT WAS EPIC.



but....I had been feeling sick for a while....so as soon as I got home yesterday and just kinda....sat on the couch....and.....


....


I don`t even remember. orz;;;;;;




All in all...I`m feeling horribly sick. I don`t even know what I have. My grandma took my temperature a few minutes ago and it was about 100F so....Is that considered a fever? I`m not even sure. But it`s like....my body feels sensitive all over. I can`t even grab a drink out of the fridge without hurting. And I have a horrible cough that sounds like....I`m dying or something. Plus...I keep overheating...AND THE AIR IS ON. And I woke up this morning and I felt like....I was in a dream...I couldn`t even tell if I was actually awake or not. My grandma had left the house earlier...and I was just up and roaming around wondering where she was. AND SHE EVEN TOLD ME THAT SHE HAD LEFT. But I couldn`t remember. So I was like a little 3 year old searching for her parents.

So later on..if I`m not feeling any better, she`s going to take me to the doctor to see what`s wrong with me. ;;;;;;

I really hope I don`t have anything serious...I don`t want to spend the whole summer break sick like this.

-sniffle-
bye bye everyoneee.


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to do list:

= planning
= sketched
= linearted
= cg`d


{ art trades ! --- } ;; closed
=frzdragon ( AHAHAHAHAH REDOING MY HALF. )
Az for Yanna
=mocha-muu
Deji for Yanna
~scarr-suu
twins [forgotthenames] for Yanna & Kuri
=Kuriru [ I`M REDOING MY HALF CAUSE I HATE IT. OTL ]
Psi for Leopard
~Kita-kii
Breezy for Mikura
http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24998719/ Thu, 28 May 2009 14:19:58 PDT

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have you met my kita?


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lyrics of the day

There was a day
You threw our love away
Then you passed it to someone new
You wanna stay
But since you wanna play
We can finally say we’re through

There are times you`re so impossible and you ask me to go

I`ll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath, there your heart goes
I`ll be outside of your window
I`ll pass by but I`ll go slow
I`ll leave when the wind blows

[ The Wind Blows - The All-American Rejects ]

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HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?

[] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[] You own a credit card.
[] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[] You've done your own laundry.
[] You can vote in an election.
[] You can cook for yourself.
[] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 0


[] You show up for school late a lot.
[] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[] You've never gotten a detention.
[] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[] You like to take walks by yourself.
[] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 1


[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[] You can mow the lawn.
[] You study even when you don't have to.
[] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 3


[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[] You have more bills than you can pay.
[] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day. (just about everyday. ;
[] You have been outside of the united states 3 or more times.
[x] You make your bed in the morning. (I HAVE NO CHOICE. ;;;

TOTAL: 7





...
I`m....really..uh.....young. ;;
I ACTUALLY DO KINDA ACT LIKE A 7 YEAR OLD THOUGH......


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to do list:

= planning
= sketched
= linearted
= cg`d


{ art trades ! --- } ;; closed
=frzdragon ( AHAHAHAHAH REDOING MY HALF. )
Az for Yanna
=mocha-muu
Deji for Yanna
http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24794317/ Sat, 16 May 2009 20:58:58 PDT

__________________________________________________


have you met my kita?


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lyrics of the day

You don`t know how it feels
To be left out the crowd.
You don`t know what it`s like
To be left out.
And you don`t know how it feels
To be your own best friend.
On the outside looking in.

[ On the Outside Looking In - Jordan Pruitt ]

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Nine Things About Yourself
1.) My life is filled with so much drama, I could drown in it.
2.) I`ve lost several friends just by making one small choice.
3.) I should be collecting bugs right now for Biology.
4.) I feel as though everyone is becoming really distant now that the year is about to end.
5.) I`m currently lying to myself.
6.) I`m such a hermit.
7.) I finally got my contacts.
8.) I have the most annoying cousins in the universe.
9.) and...I CAN`T SEEM TO WRITE ANYTHING POSITIVE RIGHT NOW.


Eight Ways to Win Your Heart

1.) Don`t be too much of a jackass.
2.) Treat me fairly.
3.) DON`T THINK I`M WEAK JUST BECAUSE I`M A GIRL.
4.) Understand that when I`m being sad and solitary, I want you to hold me.
5.) Tell me you love me more than once. It`ll save me the trouble of doubting you.
6.) Spoil me.
7.) I don`t want a prince charming that`ll save me when ever I`m in trouble. I can handle some things by myself.
8.) When I`m upset and want to talk to you about my feelings, listen to me. Don`t just walk away and pretend I don`t exist.


Seven Things that Cross Your Mind A Lot

1.) what`s my purpose in life?
2.) why do I have such a big head?
3.) why does my grandma yell at me for EVERYTHING?!?
4.) w-why does everyone say I`m cute? [I`M NOT, I`M NOT] ////
5.) why does kita spoil me so much?
6.) why am I so difficult to deal with?
7.) why can I never be optimistic?


Six Things You do Before You Fall Asleep

1.) talk on the phone
2.) take a bath/shower
3.) eat ice cream
4.) sit in front of the computer
5.) play video games
6.) watch multiple tv shows at the same time


Five Things that Frustrate You

1.) assholes that lie all the time.
2.) people that never pay attention.
3.) my grandma.
4.) my cousins.
5.) LIFE.


Four Things You Love to do On Rainy Days

1.) sleep in.
2.) play in the rain.
3.) draw.
4.) talk on msn.


Three Biggest Turn-ons

1.) uhm...
2.) ...
3.) ... NO COMMENT.


Two Things you want to do before you Die

1.) meet kita. [WE WERE SO CLOSE OVER SPRING BREAK... ;;]
2.) fall in love with someone that doesn`t break my heart. [NEVERGOINGTOHAPPEN] OTL



One Confession
1.) My closest friends don`t even live in the same state as me.

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to do list:

= planning
= sketched
= linearted
= cg`d


{ art trades ! --- } ;; closed
=mocha-muu
Deji for Yanna
~scarr-suu
twins [forgotthenames] for Yanna & Kuri
=Kuriru [ I`M REDOING MY HALF CAUSE I HATE IT. OTL ]
Psi for Leopard ~natsukaze</sub> http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24688227/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24688227/ Sun, 10 May 2009 14:27:20 PDT

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Would anyone like to do an art trade with me?
Just comment here and I`ll respond if I`m interested. c:

= planning
= sketched
= linearted
= cg`d


{ art trades ! --- } ;; open
=mocha-muu
Deji for Yanna
~scarr-suu
twins [forgotthenames] for Yanna & Kuri
=Kuriru [ I`M REDOING MY HALF CAUSE I HATE IT. OTL ]
Ike for Leopard
~Kita-kii
Breezy for Mikura
~unicorn17ferret
Zac for Cream
~Zwhoa
Helena for Yanna
*Marazaki
Marazaki for Cream
~TwiiTrance
Corrine for Mikura

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24687005/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24687005/ Sun, 10 May 2009 13:13:24 PDT

<sub>__________________________________________________


have you met my kita?


__________________________________________________


lyrics of the day

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

[ A Little Too Not Over You - David Archuleta ]

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man....I`m so tired and bored and...asdflaskdfjalskdfjlasdkfjlakfj



MY AUNT IS IN TOWN.

though I really don`t like her in the least since....SHE SENT A HORRIBLE HATE LETTER TO MY GRANDMOTHER. ; n ;



so...we`re going out to dinner with her and such....MAN I DON`T LIKE HER. = n =


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to do list:

= planning
= sketched
= linearted
= cg`d


{ art trades ! --- } ;; open
=mocha-muu
Deji for Yanna
=frzdragon
Az for Yanna
~scarr-suu
twins [forgotthenames] for Yanna & Kuri
=Kuriru [ I`M REDOING MY HALF CAUSE I HATE IT. OTL ]
Ike for Mikura

{ sona rainbow set ! --- }
red | ~natsukaze
orange | ~scarr-suu
yellow | =MihaYon
green | =mocha-muu
blue | =frzdragon
purple | ~Kita-kii

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24674911/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24674911/ Sat, 09 May 2009 19:49:15 PDT

<sub>__________________________________________________


have you met my kita?


__________________________________________________


lyrics of the day

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we could be?
Where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you?
Are you holding back
Like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going
Away
Going away

[ Crush - David Archuleta ]

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aaaaah I`m so happy. ; u ;

I got the conductor spot in orchestra~~!



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA IN YOUR FACE NICK.
lol, I`m kidding.

But I`m so happy. \; o ;/
I didn`t think I`d get it at all. Cause everyone was voting for Nick. DDD|



PSHHHHH I ROCK.

AAAAND.

I`m getting my colored contacts on Monday.
I CAN`T WAIT.



Ne, Shrimpette you know...Kelcie was right. Nothing HAS changed at all. xD
It`s pretty much the same as it was before.

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to do list:
{ art trade }
my half | her half

{ sona rainbow set }
red | ~natsukaze
orange | ~scarr-suu
yellow | FORGOT. OTL
green | =mocha-muu
blue | =frzdragon
purple | ~Kita-kii

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24640693/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24640693/ Thu, 07 May 2009 18:33:20 PDT

<sub>__________________________________________________


have you met my kita?


__________________________________________________


lyrics of the day

Started out so simple and innocent
So simple and innocent, so simple and innocent, so simple and innocent
Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon, like apple and cinnamon, like apple and cinnamon

I can't believe that you and me were falling out of love
And that everybody used to be so envious of us
(Chemistry like apple and cinnamon)
What we had was just too good
Good to last

Happiness don't last that long
But what we had was beautiful

[ Apple & Cinnamon - Utada ]

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Thank you guysss. ; AA ;

A special thank you to =Kuriru, ~scarr-suu, ~Kita-kii, =mocha-muu, and =frzdragon. <333




WHEN I TALK TO YOU GUYS I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. ; 3;
-loves on-





anywho....wish me luck on my orchestra conducting test tomorrow. |DDD
Hopefully I`ll get to conduct the song.



I LOVE YOU ALL.

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to do list:
{ art trade }
my half | her half

{ sona rainbow set }
red |
orange |
yellow | FORGOT. OTL
green |
blue |
purple |

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24635680/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24635680/ Thu, 07 May 2009 13:43:21 PDT

<sub>__________________________________________________


have you met my kita?


__________________________________________________


lyrics of the day

My eyes are open wide
And by the way, I made it
Through the day
I watched the world outside
By the way, I'm leaving out
Today

I just saw Hayley's comet
She waved
Said why you always running
In place?
Even the man in the
Moon disappeared
Somewhere in the
Stratosphere

Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance

[ Second Chance - Shinedown ]

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It`s like......I can`t feel anything anymore...I just feel really...numb. D|

Maybe it`s because my eyes always feel so tired now because of these contacts....or maybe it`s because of all the shit that`s been happening so far....either way...


I. Can`t. Feel. Anything.

There`s no happiness, no sadness, no anger, no love, nothing. ;;;


neeeee.
kita...kuri.....deji....scarr....talk to meeeee.
I need to talk to one of you guys on msn. [ORALLOFYOU..;;;]

I`m feeling really....empty right now and...I need to talk to one of you. No one else. Just you four. ; AAA ;



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to do list:
{ art trade }
my half | her half

{ sona rainbow set }
red |
orange |
yellow | FORGOT. OTL
green |
blue |
purple |

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24621486/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24621486/ Wed, 06 May 2009 16:12:54 PDT

<sub>__________________________________________________


have you met my kita?


__________________________________________________


lyrics of the day

My eyes are open wide
And by the way, I made it
Through the day
I watched the world outside
By the way, I'm leaving out
Today

I just saw Hayley's comet
She waved
Said why you always running
In place?
Even the man in the
Moon disappeared
Somewhere in the
Stratosphere

Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance

[ Second Chance - Shinedown ]

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-HIDESANGRYJOURNAL-





A-ANYWHOOOO~~~


-SHOT-

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to do list:
{ art trade }
my half | her half

{ sona rainbow set }
red |
orange |
yellow | FORGOT. OTL
green |
blue |
purple |

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24621397/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24621397/ Wed, 06 May 2009 16:06:53 PDT

<sub>__________________________________________________


have you met my kita?


__________________________________________________


lyrics of the day

My eyes are open wide
And by the way, I made it
Through the day
I watched the world outside
By the way, I'm leaving out
Today

I just saw Hayley's comet
She waved
Said why you always running
In place?
Even the man in the
Moon disappeared
Somewhere in the
Stratosphere

Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance

[ Second Chance - Shinedown ]

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Listen to me you two.

I really.....don`t want you to tell me how I should rule my life. I can make decisions for myself, you know.

This is MY life. I don`t want you to tell me who I should be with and who I shouldn`t. IT`S MY CHOICE. Nothing you guys can say will make me change my mind about what I`ve done. Yeah, she`s hurt the both of you, but I don`t really care about what she`s done in the past. Don`t get me wrong. You guys are really dear friends to me. But......I CAN LOVE HER IF I WANT. You can`t decide who I want to be with. NONE OF YOU.

Yeah, maybe I`ll end up getting hurt...but I`m used to that anyway. And I`ve already told her that she can use me if she wants. It doesn`t matter to me. Because...all I care about is her being happy. It`s not about me. Not about me at all. I`ve sworn to protect her and that`s what I`m going to do. So please stop worrying about what she`ll do to me. If you guys hate her, then go ahead. But don`t tell me about what she`s done to you. I DON`T WANT TO HEAR IT. AT ALL.

I care about you guys, I do. It`s just...........I think I should decide this myself. If things get to be too much...I`ll get away before I get hurt. I`ve gone through this TWICE, so I don`t want to hear things like 'you don`t know what`ll happen'. Because I do.

AND YOU. Don`t come up with stupid code geass shit and expect me to swallow it. THAT`S A LOAD OF SHIT. I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT. THAT IS THE DUMBEST THING I`VE HEARD OF. I bet you didn`t think that before you saw the anime. PORTRAYING A FUCKING ANIME CHARACTER. THAT`S RIDICULOUS.


now don`t get me wrong. I`m not mad or anything. I`m just being honest. I don`t know why all you have to hide behind this fake masks. you`re just lying to yourself.

There`s a difference to actually having traumatizing things happen in your life and forming a second personality to protect you rather than pretending you`re an anime character that has gone through a life changing experience and ALSDKFJALSDKFJASLDKFJALSD


s-sorry. OTL
GOT A BIT CARRIED AWAY THERE.

ANYWHO. LISTEN TO THAT SONG UP THERE. YOU`LL GET THE IDEA OF WHAT I`M TRYING TO SAY.


THIS IS MY LIFE. MINE. AND NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO RULE IT. I CAN DECIDE WHAT I WANT TO.


You can choose to hate me for the things I`ve said, but I won`t take any of it back. I want to be honest to you guys and....I am. I`ve kept all this inside and I`m about to burst from all the anger and frustration.

Hate me. I don`t care. It doesn`t matter to me since...I`m being truthful. Yeah I may lose you two as my friends....but....it`s better than lying to you.


---- Simon.

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to do list:
{ art trade }
my half | her half

{ sona rainbow set }
red |
orange |
yellow | FORGOT. OTL
green |
blue | http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24610014/ Tue, 05 May 2009 21:36:15 PDT

__________________________________________________


have you met my kita?


__________________________________________________


lyrics of the day

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

[ Thunder - Boys Like Girls ]

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yeah....today didn`t exactly work out all that well. OTL



there`s a bunch of issues I don`t want to get into since I feel like I`m a problem in it as well[even though you tell me over and over I`m not..]




ANYWHO. <3




I went to the eye doctor and got my contacts. FINALLYYYYY ; AAAA ;

though they`re not colored....He wants to see how I do with the normal colors before he gets me to colored ones. orz;;;;



lesse...what else......OH.
KIMI, SHRIMPETTE, KITTY, whatever else I call you.....
I LOVE YOU. <3333


NOW FEEL BETTER TOMORROW OR I`LL SLAP THE SHIT OUT OF YOU. [as I said earlier]

though....I CAN`T BELIEVE THAT EVERYONE COULD SEE IT COMING EXCEPT FOR ME. I HAD NO CLUE YOU WERE GOING TO ASK ME OUT. OTL -idiot- |DDDD

buttt~
then again...I`m kinda glad Simon answered instead of me. Cause...if I did.....then I probably wouldn`t have given you an answer at all. LOL FAIL. OTLOTL



well....I`m off to bed now. MAN CONTACTS FEEL SO WEIRD WHEN YOU`VE NEVER WORN THEM BEFORE. D|

g`night all. <33
-skitters off-


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to do list:
{ art trade }
my half | her half

{ sona rainbow set }
red |
orange |
yellow | FORGOT. OTL
green |
blue |
purple |

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24555072/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24555072/ Sat, 02 May 2009 20:28:20 PDT

<sub>__________________________________________________


have you met my kita?


__________________________________________________


lyrics of the day

Said I'll say it again, you're my only friend
(I protect you from the world, I basically protect you from yourself)
Though I can't go on, I'm not satisfied with this being the end
(this is just the beginning)

Tell me why can't I just reach up and simply touch the sky
Tell me why can't I spread my arms and fly and fly and fly
Tell me why can't I say this, why can't I do that
Tell me what do they want from me, tell me how to act

Can you help me
Does anybody hear me
Can they even see me
This is my reality, oh oh

[ Split Personality - Pink ]

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.:FIRE:.

[x] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[] You are very competitive.
[] You like to play with fire.
[x] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[x] You often lose control over yourself.
[x] You can be quite reckless.
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[] You have a tenacious personality.
Total: 6

.:WATER:.

[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[] You like to go to the beach.
[] You rarely get angry.
[] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[] You think before you act.
[] You are good at breaking up fights.
[] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[] You are very generous.
Total: 1

.:EARTH:.

[] You are physically strong.
[] You have a close connection with nature.
[] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[] You could easily survive in the wild.
[] You care about the environment.
[] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[] You rarely get depressed.
[] You aren't afraid of anything.
[] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 1

.:AIR:.

[] You have a free spirit.
[x] You hate rules.
[] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying
[x] You wish you could fly.
Total: 7

.: DARKNESS:.

[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[x] You like creepy things.
[] You like to play tricks on people.
[x] Black is your favorite color.
[x] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[x] You don't talk much. [depends on my mood..]
[] You are atheist.
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[x] You love to break the rules.
Total: 8

.:LIGHT:.

[] You are very polite.
[] You are spiritual.
[] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[] You believe everything you see or hear.
[] You are afraid of the dark.
[] You hate violence.
[] You hope for world peace.
[] You are generally a happy person.
[] Everyone loves to be around you.
[] You always follow the rules.
Total: 0

oh, wow. >:
no surprise. I`m a darkness element. orz;;;

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to do list:
{ art trade }
my half | her half

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24505463/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24505463/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 21:18:40 PDT

<sub>__________________________________________________


have you met my kita?


__________________________________________________


lyrics of the day

Don't mean to take it out on you, baby, but I can't help it
'Cause my heart is in the same ol' condition that baby left it
And I, I apologize for makin' you cry
Look me in my eye and promise you won't do me the same

Girl, I really wanna work this out 'cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said, I really wanna work this out, yo girl, I'm tryin'
It's no excuse, no excuse

But I got this ice box where my heart used to be
I got this ice box where my heart used to be
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

[ Icebox - Omarion ]

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I`ve decided to actually have an ACTIVE livejournal account. :'D


So...visit meee~!
I swear I don`t bite....unless provoked. -SHOT-

[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]

[ THEY`RE ALL THE SAME LINKS, BTW. ]

you can add me if you guys want....just make sure you tell me who you are first. c:

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to do list:
{ art trade }
my half | her half

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24498408/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24498408/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 14:29:31 PDT

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have you met my kita?


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lyrics of the day

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
COULD IT BE WORSE?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

[ Fix You - Coldplay ]

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-STEALSFROMKITACAKE- <333

Ten things I wish I could say to ten different people.

10. Honestly, I don`t know what to think about you anymore. You`ve changed....and I think it`s for the worse.

9. I really don`t mind being friends with you but.....I admit, you`re annoying.

8. If you didn`t know before.....I hate you. I really do. Why? Cause you`re a bitch.

7. ....I can`t help it if I think she`s ugly. It`s my opinion not yours. Besides, you`re the one that asked me what I thought of her.

6. I always feel like...there`s something....about our friendship...that`s not right. You`re always so pushy, commanding me like I`m your dog. I hate it.

5. It`s sad....how much we`ve gained and lost within the few months we knew each other. I hope you`re still well.

4. I hope you know I don`t mean half the things I say about you. I`m just joking, honestly. You`re a really great friend and you`re always there for me. Thank you.

3. You`re the best friend I`ve ever had, though I think I say that too often, it`s true. You`re the best of the best. <3

2. I don`t really know...what I feel about you. It`s complicated. All I can do right now.....Is hold on tight and protect you for as long as I can.

1. You`re such a complicated person....and you truly are......loveless.

Alright...number one is directed at me, but......some of you should know who you are, if I mention you there. |D

x-somewhat
xx-greater
xxx- this fear is srs bzns. D|

A
[xx] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness. [ ...I can`t help it...sometimes I get scared. D: ]
[xxx] Acrophobia - Fear of heights. [ FFFFF I`VE TRIED TO GET OVER THIS FEAR, BUT IT NEVER WORKED. ]
[xx] Agliophobia - Fear of pain. [ I`m a very sensitive person... ]
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[xx] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects. [ I HATE SHOTS. ]
[] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[x] Androphobia - Fear of men. [ I wouldn`t call it a fear...more of a wariness... ]
[x] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[xx] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders [ ick......spiders. DDD| ]
[] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[xxx] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening. [ It scares the crap out of me. ]
[] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.

B
[] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[x] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep. [ I keep thinking I might fall...especially on those bleachers in PE. ]
[] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
[] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[xx] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly. [ that`s happened all too often.. ]
[] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[xx] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs. [ bad experience with dogs as a child... ]

D
[] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[xx] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists. [ -flees- ]
[] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[x] tychiphobia – fear of accidents.

E
[] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[] Ephebiphobia - Fear of t... ]]></sub> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24381705/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24381705/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 17:17:53 PDT

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have you met my kita?


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lyrics of the day

There is no such thing as
one natural happiness in this world
For your sake, I was able to realize that
By carrying these feelings,
I can move on.

Okaeri - Ayaka

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1. If your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say?
.....so.....how`d this happen again?


2. Do you trust all of your friends?
Not really....D|


3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
eh. love isn`t really my thing right now.


4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
yeah...

5. Can you make a dollar in change right now?
no. D| -broke-

6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor?
uh...Maybe Tessa. She`s good with people.

7. Are you afraid of falling in love?
It`s not that I`m afraid. It`s that I choose not to fall in love.

9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
yes. Though I wish he wouldn`t.

10. Whats your most favorite scar?
Uh.....The scar I got over my eye when my cousin scratched me.

11. When was the last time you flew in a plane?
never. D|

12. What did the last text message you sent say?
uh...I don`t remember. orz;;

13. What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?
I`m not really sure. D: I mean...if you look at the first two guys I liked.....there`s no resemblance.

14. Fill in the blank. I love:
Kita and coffee. <3

15. What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future?
I want to pass my orchestra audition...

16. If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended time who would you call?
KITA.

17. How many kids do you want to have?
none, thanks.

18. Would you make a good parent?
aha, you`re kidding right?

19. Whats your middle name?
Faith. I hate it though.

20. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
the epic event that`s going to happen between Cobalt and Mikura. :'D

21. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
I don`t...really want to change anything....I`m content with how things have turned out so far, honestly.

22. Who was or will be the maid of honor/ best man in your wedding?
what wedding?

23. What are you wearing right now?
my pajamas~~

24. Righty or Lefty?
Righty.

25. Best place to eat?
The Fiesta buffet.

26. Favorite jeans?
Flares.

27. Favorite animal?
Cats actually.

28. Favorite juice?
Orange.

29. Have you had the chicken pox?
nope. D:

30. Have you had a sore throat?
yep. multiple times.

31. Ever had a bar fight?
no.

32. Who knows you the best?
honestly? ... brian does. DDD:
and that`s the worst thing.

33. Shoe size?
10. [:

34. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
I`ll be wearing glasses until May 11th.

35. Ever been in a fight with your pet?
what pets?

36. Been to Mexico?
no.

37. Did you buy something today?
nope.

38. Did you get sick today?
no.

39. Do you miss someone today?
k-kitaaaaa. ; A ;

40. Did you get in a fight with someone today?
no.

41. When is the last time you had a massage?
lunch. RICHARD YOU TOUCH ME AGAIN, I WILL KILL YOU. ]:<

42. Last person to lay in your bed:
me.

43. Last person to see you cry?
....I don`t remember when I last cried in front of someone.

44. Who made you cry?
-coughcough- who do you think?

45. What was the last TV show you watched?
amtv.

46. What are your plans for the weekend?
sleep, draw, eat, repeat.

47. Who do you think will repost this?
Kimi.

48. Who was the last person you hung out with?
Anjela~

49. If your significant other asked you to marry them TODAY what would you say?
I have no significant other.

50. Tag someone?
no.

--------------------------------... ]]></sub> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24107951/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24107951/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 08:21:21 PDT

<sub>--------------------------------------------------

and so they call us moe tea.


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lyrics of the day

I can breathe again.
Now that you`re not mine.
I can live again.
And stop wasting my time.
Cause you used me,
And you used her,
And now it way too late.
It`s as you said before.
This is fate.

This is Fate - Tiana Simmons

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tagged by orz;;;


1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

Persona Dramatica:
1. Yanna [Female.]
2. Endemic [Male.]
3. Mikura [Female.]
4. Leopard [Male.]
5. Mince [Female.]

Q&A

1. How old are you?
-Yanna: I`m fourteen! n u n ~<3
-Endemic: Uh...well, my rl player is around....18 or so.
-Mikura: That`s classified~! [meaning: she has no idea]
-Leopard: I`m 16! :'D
-Mince: About 15.

2. What's your height?
-Yanna: I`m about 5"7'.
-Endemic: Around six feet.
-Mikura: I`m only 5"3'. D|
-Leopard: 4"9'!
-Mince: five feet. -__-

3. Are you a virgin?
-Yanna: Yuppers. :'D
-Endemic: ......-coughcough-
-Mikura: A-Ah....w-w-well.....no....//////
-Leopard: I`m not sure.... -goes to ask Lambda-
-Mince: yes, I am.

4. Who's your mate/spouse?
-Yanna: SAKU! -clingcling- <3333
-Endemic: Epsilon..but I love to pick on Mikura from time to time~ -evil grin-
-Mikura: Cobalt~<3
-Leopard: L-Lambda.... ///
-Mince: Hmph. I don`t have time for love.

5. Do you have any kids?
-Yanna: have you met me and Kita`s love child? x3
-Endemic: ew. no.
-Mikura: We`re expecting twins~~
-Leopard: We-well.....for us....having kids....isn`t....available. [YES LADIES. HE`S GAY.]
-Mince: No. Of course not.

6. What's your favourite food?
-Yanna: COFFEEEEEEEE~~ -spazzspazz- @ u @
-Endemic: nothing in particular.
-Mikura: Pastries~ Anything sweet! <3
-Leopard: Anything Lambda wants to eat~!
-Mince: Pie. Lots and lots of pie.

7. What's your favourite ice cream flavor?
-Yanna: mint chocolate chip~ [LOL, NOW YOU KNOW WHERE HER HAIR COLOR CAME FROM]
-Endemic: Chocolate.
-Mikura: Vanilla~
-Leopard: Rocky Road!
-Mince: Cookies and Cream.

8. Have you killed anyone?
-Yanna: No.
-Endemic: hehehe......-puts away key-
-Mikura: I won`t kill anyone, unless it`s absolutely necessary.
-Leopard: no! that`s horrible! D|
-Mince: Yes. Multiple people.

9. Do you hate anyone?
-Yanna: Just one person in particular.
-Endemic: COBALT. -flames of passion-
-Mikura: Endemic......because...he`s really horrible.
-Leopard: I don`t really hate Alpha....it`s just a really strong disliking.
-Mince: I hate everyone.

10. Have any secrets?
-Yanna: Not really. > u <
-Endemic: Oh yeah. A bunch of them.
-Mikura: Just one......or two.
-Leopard: uhm......yes...
-Mince: ...

11. What is your job?
-Yanna: I`m a.......a student. orz;;;
-Endemic: I`m a Firewall. What do you think my job is?
-Mikura: Well, I am in Virus.....but I do own a pet shop! :'D
-Leopard: I....don`t have a job yet. But I love to go visit Lambda in the TSAD base all the time!
-Mince: I kill.

12. What do you do to relax?
-Yanna: draw and sing~
-Endemic: Go and have some fun with mikura. hehehehe....
-Mikura: Take a nap with Cobalt. <3
-Leopard: Go out with Lambda! <333
-Mince: I kill.

13. Where would you rather be lost- in a deserted village in the middle of a haunted forest surrounded by undead cults, or in a desert dotted with ruins filled with gold but no avaliable water source?
-Yanna: I`ll take the first one.
-Endemic: I like deserted villages. [:<
-Mikura: uhm.....the second one...because I can make water all on my own!
-Leopard: they both sound so....scary.... o n o;;;
-Mince: the first one, since........I get to kill.

14. Wha... ]]></sub> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24094302/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24094302/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 13:37:50 PDT

<sub>--------------------------------------------------

and so they call us moe tea.


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lyrics of the day

I can breathe again.
Now that you`re not mine.
I can live again.
And stop wasting my time.
Cause you used me,
And you used her,
And now it way too late.
It`s as you said before.
This is fate.

This is Fate - Tiana Simmons

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I finish recording the song~~~~~

Here`s my last song for you, love.
[link]

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to do list:
{ art trade }
my half | her half

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24071103/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/24071103/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 07:55:53 PDT

<sub>--------------------------------------------------

and so they call us moe tea.


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lyrics of the day

This love is bittersweet. It’s always incomplete.
Right now you’re killing me.
‘Cause everything that you say, and every time that you stay,
I see that now you have changed and I’m the one that you blame.

NOW YOU’RE GONE!
And you’re on to the next one.
This time I’ve got to live without you.
That’s just the way it has to be.
This time I’ve got to live without you.
And you’re on to the next one.

on to the next one - escape the fate

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I really.......thought we.....had something.....but I was wrong.

You.........don`t love me.
I can`t believe that you love me. Not at all.




All you did.......was toy with my emotions. And.....I can`t forgive you for that.



I`m NOT a toy. Don`t play with me like this is some kind of game.

Because....
I honestly loved you, Kyoushirou.


But.....now there`s no point.


So....today....will be the last day I wear this necklace.
Today.....will be the last time I call you by that nickname.

I`ll just creep back into my shell like I used to be.
.....


before....I met you.






I`ll even write you a song.
One final song for you.
I`ll put all my emotions into that song.....

and then....afterwards....I`ll let you go.
It`ll be my final farewell to you.





Goodbye...Brian.

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to do list:
{ art trade }
my half | her half

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23922300/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23922300/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 18:32:41 PDT <sub>"Yanna...You're a sweet and wonderful girl that has a chance to shine if she just keeps going and trying. Love's going to find it's way to you. It might not be me, but there WILL be someone else."

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and so they call us moe tea.


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quote of the day [technically wednesday]
Yanna: FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK.
Alejandra: What?
Yanna: WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHAT?
YOU FUCKING CLOSED THE FUCKING DOOR ON MY FUCKING FINGERS, BITCH.
Alejandra: Oh...sorry.
Yanna: -slaps-
Alejandra: Ow! D:
Yanna: -slaps again-
Alejandra: What was that one for?
Yanna: YOU SLAMMED TWO OF MY FINGERS. |:


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RULES:
1. Answer the following questions and post it in your journal.
2. Tag all your watchers. (Add a comment to all of your watchers)
3. Post "You've been tagged. Read the rules in my journal entry."
in the comment.

P E R S O N A L

Real Name: Tiana
Nickname: Yanna
Deviantart Name: natsukaze
Country: USA, PLZ.
Gender: Female


F A V O R I T E S

Color: white, gray, and teal. <3
Food: EGGPLANT. <3
Drinks: Orange Juiceeee~
Movie at the moment (1 only): The Day the Earth Stood Still.
Song at the moment (1 only): World Is Mine - Hatsune Miku
TV Program (1 only): Hell`s Kitchen. <:
TV Channel (1 only): VH1.
Book: I haven`t read a book in quite a while...
Ice Cream flavor: CHOCOLATE CHIPPP. <3


V E R S U S

What do you like most?

Sweet or Spicy?:
BOTH. 8'D

White chocolate or dark chocolate?:
Dark chocolate~

School or Mall?:
s-school. -shot-

Desktop Computer or Laptop?:
Lappy.

Ice Cream or Cake?:
ICE CREAM CAKE.

Anime or Cartoons?:
anime. :3

PSP or PS2?:
PS2.

Sony or Panasonic?:
SONY.

RnB or POP?:
RnB. n w n



D E V I A N T A R T

What is your most favorite deviation in your gallery?
[link]
<333


Who is your first watcher?



How many are your watchers right now?
83. c:


How many deviation/s do you have
100. :'D

In the moment, how many is your page views?
6, 189

Whom of your watchers do you talk the most?
=kita-huuyga and =Kuriru. <3

Are you a subscriber?
Nope. OTL;

When did you start using Deviantart?
-checks back to first account-
June 26, 2007.

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to do list:
finish 約束
finish iAnti PVP

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"Ne.......I.....really want to thank you. Not just for putting up with me this long...not just for accepting me for who I am.......and not just for helping me through this whole family problem......thanks for........everything...."</sub>

]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23811980/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23811980/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 10:38:27 PDT <sub>"Yanna...You're a sweet and wonderful girl that has a chance to shine if she just keeps going and trying. Love's going to find it's way to you. It might not be me, but there WILL be someone else."

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and so they call us moe tea.


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lyrics of the day

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

-- Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat [ lucky ]

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Which Hetalia character are you ? Stolen from ....

The Axis Powers

North Italy (Vargas Feliciano)

[x] You were bullied a lot in your childhood
[] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit.
[] You're very happy-go-lucky
[] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies
[] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up
[x] You're a good artist
[x] You can be clumsy
[x] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something
[] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!"
[x] You would surrender in a war situation

(5/10)

Germany (Ludwig)

[] You're very stoic and serious
[] Sausages are your favourite foods.
[] You like to walk dogs/your dog
[x] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case.
[] You love rules and think they should always be followed to
[] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules
[] You work very hard too hard...
[] Your alone time is your 'happy time'
[] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people
[x] You've had issues with money once or twice

(2/10)

Japan (Kiku Honda)

[] You're very mature
[] You think everything over before saying it.
[] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one
[x] You isolated yourself during childhood
[] You became very successful in a short amount of time
[x] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world
[x] You can seem cold/aloof to other people
[] You're good at practical tasks
[x] You need time to adjust to new people

(4/10)

The Allies

The United States of America (Alfred F. Jones)

[x] You love hamburgers
[] You think you're awesome
[] You love to invent things
[] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films
[] You can seem to be very brash to other people
[x] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business
[] You're terrified of ghosts
[] You know aliens exist
[] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time
[x] You wear glasses

(3/10)

The United Kingdom of England, Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland (Arthur Kirkland)

[x] You like tea
[] You were quite tough and troublesome as a kid
[x] You're very sarcastic and cynical
[x] Your cooking is awful
[] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts...
[x] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[] You have tried doing black magic before
[] You get drunk quite easily.
[] When you are drunk, you tend to be very unhappy
[] You're good at embroidery

(4/10)

France (Francis Bonnefoy)

[x] You're very affectionate
[] You think you have a great fashion sense
[] You like wine
[] You're the master of whispering romantic things into peoples' ears
[] You love red roses
[x] When it comes to l'amour, you don't mind men or women
[] You're very proud of yourself
[x] You love culture and the arts
[] You're very flamboyant
[] You say you're a gourmet... ]]></sub> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23788474/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23788474/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 21:29:50 PDT <sub>"Yanna...You're a sweet and wonderful girl that has a chance to shine if she just keeps going and trying. Love's going to find it's way to you. It might not be me, but there WILL be someone else."

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and so they call us moe tea.


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lyrics of the day

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before.

-- James Morrison [ broken strings ]

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w-why....now of all times?





Why do you send me such a message like that......
what happened to the guy I used to know that would always pick on me and not give a shit about how I felt afterwards?


Why.....are you so sensitive to how I feel now and how I felt then?




You`re...sorry...sorry for everything you did to me in middle school...that`s what you said to me...



I still can`t believe it...






why are you just now....after all these months.......why now of all times would you apologize?



especially when...I don`t feel the same way I did back in seventh grade?


please...




explain that for me...

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soon to be released manga: 約束
1/150

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"Ne.......I.....really want to thank you. Not just for putting up with me this long...not just for accepting me for who I am.......and not just for helping me through this whole family problem......thanks for........everything...."</sub>

]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23662581/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23662581/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 16:01:26 PDT <sub>"Yanna...You're a sweet and wonderful girl that has a chance to shine if she just keeps going and trying. Love's going to find it's way to you. It might not be me, but there WILL be someone else."

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and so they call us moe tea.


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Quote of the day [today]

Yanna: Think of someone you know better than anyone.
Kitty: Aly?
Yanna: No.
Kitty: Gena?
Yanna: No.
Kitty: Cheree?
Yanna: No.
Kitty: Yuki?
Yanna: .....NO.
Kitty: um.....
Yanna: YOU! IT'S YOU!
SHRIMPETTE, YOU IDIOT.

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I HATE HER NOW.
I NEVER EVEN DID ANYTHING TO HER AND SHE DECIDES TO START SPOUTING SHIT ABOUT ME. D<


I NEVER SAID THAT ME AND CLARKE WERE DATING. I DON'T EVEN LIKE HIM ANYMORE.
SO THERE'S NO FUCKING NEED FOR YOU TO GO AROUND AND START SAYING THINGS LIKE THAT.
I'M NOT GOING OUT WITH ANYONE.

AND I BARELY KNOW CLARKE AS IS.




AND YOU KNOW WHAT, DUSTY. I BARELY EVEN KNOW YOU. ALL I KNOW NOW IS THAT YOU'RE A BITCH THAT HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN JUST SPREAD RUMOURS LIKE THAT AND TRY TO RUIN MY LIFE JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T LIKE ME.


I'M NOT GOING AROUND SPREADING RUMOURS LIKE THAT. SO JUST FUCKING STOP IT.

THAT GOES FOR ALL OF YOU OTHER GUYS THAT ARE IN THAT SCIENCE CLASS THAT ARE TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME.







UGHHHHHHH.





Why is everyone trying to make my life miserable? I NEVER EVEN DID ANYTHING TO THE PEOPLE THAT ARE MAKING MY LIFE A LIVING HELL.




s-sorry for spouting all this crap to you guys.

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soon to be released manga: 約束
1/150

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"Ne.......I.....really want to thank you. Not just for putting up with me this long...not just for accepting me for who I am.......and not just for helping me through this whole family problem......thanks for........everything...."</sub>

]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23649344/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23649344/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 18:46:28 PDT <sub>"Yanna...You're a sweet and wonderful girl that has a chance to shine if she just keeps going and trying. Love's going to find it's way to you. It might not be me, but there WILL be someone else."

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and so they call us moe tea.


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Quote of the day [today]

Yanna: C-Clarke! ///
Clarke: Yeah? What is it Strings?
Yanna: W-would.....you....do my Bio project?
Clarke: W-what?!? Why?
Yanna: CAUSE I HAVE TO COLLECT BUGS FOR THAT PROJECT AND I'M LIKE......D-DEATHLY AFRAID OF THEM. ; A ;
Clarke: Aha.
Yanna: D-Don't laugh! D:
Clarke: Did you have a traumatizing experience as a child?
Yanna: Y-YES.
Clarke: Alright then, Strings. Tell Socks all about it.

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CLARKE YOU SUCK. D:
I-IDON'TWANTTOCOLLECTBUGS.....



WHY WON'T YOU DO IT FOR MEEEE? ; A ;



aha, it's fine. I forgive you.










FWAAAA~
AMC finally got back into Mr.Chung's room........BOY DID THAT ROOM BRING BACK SO MANY MEMORIES.




THOUGH I DON'T LIKE THE FACT THAT I INJURED MYSELF YESTERDAY IN AMC....s-stupid stereo. ; n ;


PLUS I INJURED MYSELF MULTIPLE TIMES IN PE TODAY.








I SWEAR I'M ACCIDENT PRONE. ;;

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soon to be released manga: 約束
1/150

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"Ne.......I.....really want to thank you. Not just for putting up with me this long...not just for accepting me for who I am.......and not just for helping me through this whole family problem......thanks for........everything...."</sub>

]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23525165/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23525165/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 14:10:56 PST <sub>"Yanna...You're a sweet and wonderful girl that has a chance to shine if she just keeps going and trying. Love's going to find it's way to you. It might not be me, but there WILL be someone else."

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and so they call us moe tea.


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Quote of the day [long time ago]

Yanna says: When.........did you start liking me? o n o;
Yanna says: I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO ASK YOU THAT.
Brixy says: Well, I did see you having a certain...passion for being with me, so yeah. Adaptatiooon~
Yanna says: WHAT DO YOU MEAN PASSION??!
Brixy says: XD
Yanna says: I didn't even realize I liked you until that day I got to drag you around the school with me when I had to video tape [and I just so happened to run into you]
Brixy says: XD
Yanna says: all the other times I dragged you around before that was because I FELT LIKE PICKING ON SOMEONE AND YOU JUST HAPPENED TO BE THERE.
Brixy says: INTERESTING
Yanna says: asldkfdjlaskfj ;;;;;;;;
I'm sorry. D:
BUT LIKE I SAID, I'M HORRIBLE.
Brixy says: I am too
Brixy says: D:
Yanna says: THAT'S WHY WE-----
-STOPSBEFORESHESAYSTOOMUCH-
Brixy says: D:
Yanna says: [THAT'S WHY WE FIT EACH OTHER SO WELL. <3]

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I'm....no longer 1st chair...........[in orchestra]


I FEEL SO FUCKING SAD NOW. D:
A-AND...IT'S NOT ONLY BECAUSE OF THAT.






STUPID FAMILY SHIT IS GOING ON AND IT'S MAKING ME SO UPSET.....[consideringthefactthatImightmovetomichiganwithnocompy] ;;;;;






DON'T MIND ME AT ALL THOUGH.
I'll eventually be fine. D:




SO..UM.......YAH.

KYOUSHIROU, YOUR PRINCESS WILL BE FIIIIIIIINE~<3333

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soon to be released manga: 約束
1/150

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"Ne.......I.....really want to thank you. Not just for putting up with me this long...not just for accepting me for who I am.......and not just for helping me through this whole family problem......thanks for........everything...."</sub>

]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23478607/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23478607/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 20:15:43 PST <sub>"Yanna...You're a sweet and wonderful girl that has a chance to shine if she just keeps going and trying. Love's going to find it's way to you. It might not be me, but there WILL be someone else."

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and so they call us moe tea.


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Quote of the day [long time ago]

Yanna says: When.........did you start liking me? o n o;
Yanna says: I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO ASK YOU THAT.
Brixy says: Well, I did see you having a certain...passion for being with me, so yeah. Adaptatiooon~
Yanna says: WHAT DO YOU MEAN PASSION??!
Brixy says: XD
Yanna says: I didn't even realize I liked you until that day I got to drag you around the school with me when I had to video tape [and I just so happened to run into you]
Brixy says: XD
Yanna says: all the other times I dragged you around before that was because I FELT LIKE PICKING ON SOMEONE AND YOU JUST HAPPENED TO BE THERE.
Brixy says: INTERESTING
Yanna says: asldkfdjlaskfj ;;;;;;;;
I'm sorry. D:
BUT LIKE I SAID, I'M HORRIBLE.
Brixy says: I am too
Brixy says: D:
Yanna says: THAT'S WHY WE-----
-STOPSBEFORESHESAYSTOOMUCH-
Brixy says: D:
Yanna says: [THAT'S WHY WE FIT EACH OTHER SO WELL. <3]

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BACK AGAIN.
YANNA'S BACK.
TELL A FRIEND.




-SHOT-



I never really update here as much as I used to. >__>;;;;

Maybe it's because I don't know what to say anymore? I dunno. OTL;;
[ANDYESKYOUSHIROUTHATDOESLOOKLIKEAPERSON.]





I'm actually feeling quite fine, which is odd considering I'm usually depressed and embarrassed. D:
AND IT'S ALL THANKS TO and . <3
ILUBOTH. ; ;





I APPARENTLY HAVE A BUNCH OF NICKNAMES NOW. D:
Strings : Clarke[aka Socks] gave me that one..
Moeface : gave me this nickname.....AM I REALLY THAT MOE? ;;
Tennesse : Given to me by Esmeralda and Sam. NOWSHAWNCALLSMETHATTOOANDITGETSSOANNOYING. ;;;
Johnny : Given to me by Anjela. DUDE REALLY. WTF?
Yanna : Now, I've had this nickname from Kora-san since last year....AND APPARENTLY IT'S REALLY CAUGHT ON. x3
Princess : rofl, Kyoushirou called me this once when I mentioned my 'dream guy' should treat me like a princess. xD;;




YEAH..THAT'S TOO MANY NICKNAMES. OTL;;

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soon to be released manga: 約束
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"Ne.......I.....really want to thank you. Not just for putting up with me this long...not just for accepting me for who I am.......and not just for helping me through this whole family problem......thanks for........everything...."</sub>

]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23405928/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23405928/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 19:23:06 PST <sub>"Yanna...You're a sweet and wonderful girl that has a chance to shine if she just keeps going and trying. Love's going to find it's way to you. It might not be me, but there WILL be someone else."

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my icon family. <3
soon to be re-drawn.

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Quote of the day [today]

Yanna says: I'LL TELL YOU I LOVE YOU EVERY CHANCE I GET~~
Yanna says: CAUSE I LOVE YOU LOTS~
AND THAT'S THE ONLY REASON WHY I STILL WEAR THE PENDANT YOU GAVE ME.
Brixy says: ...that's the ONLY reason? XD
Yanna says: I'LL WEAR IT UNTIL I LOVE YOU NO MOREEEE.
[WHICHWILLNEVERHAPPEN]
Brixy says: Ouch
Yanna says: N-NO!! THAT'S NOT THE ONLY REASON! D:
I HAVE A BUNCH OF REASONS!
Yanna says: WOULD YOU LIKE ME TO LIST THEM FOR YOU?
Brixy says: Go for it.
Yanna says: Alright.
First of all, it was a gift and I like gifts. xD
Brixy says: I'm a gift?
Yanna says: NO, THE PENDANT.
Brixy says: Lawl
Yanna says: LOL, BUT YOU ARE A GIFT TO MEEEEE~
SANTA CAME EARLY JUST FOR ME. <3
Yanna says: AND MY PRESENT WAS YOU! :'D
Yanna says: [LOL,SOCORNY]
Brixy says: D:
Yanna says: anywhooo~
GETTING BACK TO MY REASONS FOR WEARING THE PENDANT. ;;
second of all, it was a gift from you and I cherish it greatly~~
Brixy says: Lawl
Yanna says: I SWEAR, IF I WASN'T FROM YOU, I PROBABLY WOULDN'T EVEN WEAR IT NOW.
Brixy says: Lawl
Yanna says: thirdly, IT WAS PROOF OF YOUR LOVE FOR ME. :'D
[lol, itcould'vejustbeenbecauseIaskedyouifyouweregoingtogetmeagift]
Yanna says: ;;
Yanna says: fourth, IT'S PRETTY.
Brixy says: Lawl indeed
Yanna says: fifth, I LIKE WEARING IT.
Yanna says: sixth, it brings back a lot of wonderful memories with you and it makes me happy.
[I STILL HAVE THE BOX IT WAS IN.]
Brixy says: Lawl
Yanna says: seventh, it makes me feel like even though you're far away, part of you is always still here with me.
Yanna says: ~<3
Yanna says: reason number eight.
IT REMINDS ME OF HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU. ; ;
Yanna says: reason number nine.
I made a promise to myself that I would wear it everyday, all the time, as long as I love you. c:
Yanna says: AND....I THINK THAT'S ALL MY REASONS.
Yanna says: I D-DIDN'T EVEN MAKE IT TO TEN. D:
Brixy says: Lawl
Yanna says: DIDN'T YOU JUST LOVE MY REASONS?
Brixy says: Meh
Yanna says: D:
Yanna says: But they're sincere feelings.
Yanna says: WELL...MOST OF THEM
Brixy says: XP

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WTF, THESE TESTS ARE SO ACCURATE. D:

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Test from: [link]

Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.

Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.

You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.

At this time you don't particularly like yourself. Everything that you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong. This makes you feel that there is no point in trying to start again. Apart from being stressed and tense, you are angry with yourself and have unadmitted self-contempt. Your refusal to admit that you and you alone is the basic cause of your problems leads to you adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude. If you take stock of yourself, smile a little and let go, everything will turn out OK. Have you not heard of the cliche 'smile and the world smiles with you - cry and you cry alone!'?</sub>





~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23223986/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23223986/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 20:31:17 PST <sub>"Yanna...You're a sweet and wonderful girl that has a chance to shine if she just keeps going and trying. Love's going to find it's way to you. It might not be me, but there WILL be someone else."

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my icon family. <3
soon to be re-drawn.

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Quote of the day [technically thursday]

Yanna says: I can't help it if I don't think of you as a bad person.
Brixy says: And many people know that YOU'RE not a bad person
Yanna says: AND MANY PEOPLE KNOW HOW MUCH OF A BITCH I AM.
Brixy says: And many other people know me as a loner and annoying jerk
Yanna says: And many other people know you as a sweet, kind-hearted, lazy person.
Brixy says: Exactly
Brixy says: You have to make your impression and keep going
Brixy says: If they like you, keep 'em
Brixy says: If they don't, why bother?
Yanna says: DOES KYOUSHIROU LIKE ME?
Brixy says: Yus
Yanna says: THEN I'LL KEEP YOU. -puts you on a leash-

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CAUSE I'M BORED AND STUFF....AND I FEEL LIKE I SHOULDN'T BE PUTTING ALL MY HALF-ASSED ART HERE. |D


~<3
AND WHILE YOU'RE THERE, TAKE A GOOD LOOK AT ME AND 's love child, Kitna.


I'LL STILL BE POSTING HERE BUT....ONLY THE GOOD ART. XD

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"Ne.......I.....really want to thank you. Not just for putting up with me this long...not just for accepting me for who I am.......and not just for helping me through this whole family problem......thanks for........everything...."</sub>

]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23164650/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23164650/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 21:06:08 PST <sub>"Yanna...You're a sweet and wonderful girl that has a chance to shine if she just keeps going and trying. Love's going to find it's way to you. It might not be me, but there WILL be someone else."

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my icon family. <3
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Quote of the day [today]

Yanna says: I wonder.......what character I'm most like in Lucky Star......
Brixy says: Hmmm
Brixy says: Hiyori
Brixy says: :3
Yanna says: LOL :Hiyori has long black hair, a wide forehead, and is a meganekko:
Brixy says: Sounds perfect
Yanna says: I JUST REALIZED......AFTER I POSTED THE INFO ABOUT HIYORI, YOU AGREED THAT I HAVE A BIG FOREHEAD. D:
Brixy says: XDXDXD
Yanna says: D-DO I REALLY?!?!?
Brixy says: Yeeeah
Yanna says: Q n Q

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really....thanks for everything.







You've helped me emerge from my suicidal state that I was in.
I feel so much better now.

[THOUGHTAROISGOINGTOKILLMEFORGOINGINTOTHATSUICIDALSTATEAGAIN];;;;;;;



It's like........everytime I talk to you......I feel relieved. I feel like I can tell you anything. I can open up to you whenever I feel like it.




I'll live.
Not just for you. Not just for everyone else.
I'll live because...just like you, I'll be able to find happiness where ever I may be.
Whether it be here or in Michigan.....I'll still be able to find happiness.


AND SO I LEAVE YOU WITH THIS:

Yanna says: I'LL BE LIKE THAT LADY ON FAMILY GUY AND THREATEN TO CUT MYSELF.
Brixy says: ...
Yanna says: "IF YOU LEFT ME, I'D CUT MYSELF. AND THEN....I'D CUT YOU."
Brixy says: Lawl
Yanna says: BUT.......TECHNICALLY YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME ANYWAYS, SINCE WE WERE NEVER TOGETHER TO BEGIN WITH.
Brixy says: Yeeeeeeeah
Yanna says: BECAUSE YOU REFUSED TO ASK ME OUT.
Yanna says: AND I NEVER BOTHERED TO SAY ANYTHING, BECAUSE I WAS TOO SHY AND AFRAID YOU'D SAY NO ANYWAYS. ;;;;;;;;
Brixy says: XD
Yanna says: I HAVE NO SELF-CONFIDENCE.
Yanna says: BUT AS FOR YOU....
Yanna says: YOU'RE JUST LAME.
Brixy says: ;D
Yanna says: I CAN KINDA SEE WHY YOU DIDN'T ASK ME OUT, CONSIDERING YOU WERE MOVING AND ALL BUT......STILL.
Yanna says: WE COULD'VE AT LEAST DATED UNTIL YOU LEFT. |:
Brixy says: Not really
Brixy says: D:
Yanna says: Why not? D:
Brixy says: You DID sorta tell me yourself like, what, 2 weeks before I left?
Yanna says: BUT YOU CAME BACK TO STAY FOR TWO MORE WEEKS. |:
Brixy says: Meh
Brixy says: D:


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BUT REALLY....I DON'T HAVE A BIG FOREHEAD, DO I?!?!?! DDDDDD:






ALY DOESN'T THINK SO BUT.....I DON'T KNOW.......


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"Ne.......I.....really want to thank you. Not just for putting up with me this long...not just for accepting me for who I am.......and not just for helping me through this whole family problem......thanks for........everything...."</sub>

]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23067475/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23067475/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 18:18:42 PST <sub>5 days till I see my Kyoushirou again.

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soon to be re-drawn.



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Quote of the day [yesterday]

Yanna says: I love Konata....even though I feel like Kanata most of the time.
Brixy says: XD
Yanna says: AND THAT'S ALL THANKS TO YOU. |:
Brixy says: XDXD
Yanna says: YOU......LOLICON PERVERTED OTAKU.
Brixy says: XDXDXDXDXDXD
Yanna says: WTF IS SO FUNNY ABOUT THIS?
Yanna says: I'M SERIOUS HERE.
Brixy says: XD
Brixy tries to hide the fact that it might actually be true
Brixy says: *shot*
Yanna says: YOU CAN'T HIDE THAT FACT. IT'S OBVIOUS.

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Yanna wants to rp with Kitaaaaa. ; A ;






..U S E L E S S | I N F O R M A T I O N
Name: Tiana Faith Simmons
Single or taken: Taaaaaken.
C:
Sex: girl.

Birthday: July 8th.

Sign: Cancer / Dog
Siblings: Two little brothers and one baby sister.

Hair color: Reddish-Brown.

Eye color: Brown [soon to be light blue]
Height: 5'6".


R E L A T I O N S H I P S
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: STRAIGHT.

Who are your best friends?: Kimi, Saku, Kuri, and Kita.

You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yush~


F A S H I O N | S T U F F
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes: Anywhere really...
Any tattoos or piercings: Nope.

What is your most comfortable outfit?: Pajamas~
What do you usually wear?: Jeans, a t-shirt, and the necklace Brian gave me.



S P E C I F I C S
Do you do drugs? Never.

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Head and Shoulders and occasionally Pantene.

What are you most scared of?: SPIDERS. And Brian getting run over by a car.

What are you listening to right now: Realize - Colbie Caillat.

Who is the last person that you called?: Kimberly.

Who is the last person that called you?: Brian.

Where do you want to get married?: Doesn't really matter to me.
> w <;
What would you change about yourself?: nothing. I really don't think I should change myself at all.



F A V O R I T E S
Colors: Black, Purple, and Blue.

Foods: SUSHI.
|:
Movies: The Day the Earth Stood Still, Spirited Away, Tokyo Godfathers.

Animals: Cats and Dogs.
:'D

H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
Given anyone a bath?: Yup.

Smoked?: Never.

Bungee jumped?: Nope.

Made yourself throw up?: No.

Skinny dipped?: Aha, no.

Ever been in love?: Yesh.

Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: aha, I do that now. AND IT WORKS WONDERS BECAUSE I'M JUST THAT MOE.
;D
Pictured your crush naked?: NO.

Actually seen your crush naked?: No.
|:
Cried when someone died?: Yup. ; A ; Mr. Cooooooox.

Lied: LOL, I'M A PROFESSIONAL LIER.

Fallen for a friend?: Ye-yeah...
Rejected someone?: Ahahah, yeah...
Used someone?: Yeah....And I apologize.
D:
Done something you regret?: I do that all the time.



C U R R E N T
Clothes: My fish necklace and my pajamas~
Music: Realize - Colbie Caillat.

Annoyance: My little sister's crying.
D:
CD in player: When the First Love Ends - Hatsune Miku
DVD in player: none~


L A S T | P E R S O N
You left a message for: Brian.

You texted: Emily
You cuddled with: Aly.
C:
You kissed: Brian~

A R E | Y O U
Understanding: Kind of...
Open-minded: Eh....so-so.

Arrogant: Nope.

Persistent: Aha, yes.

Insecure: A lot of the time.....
Hungry: Nyu~
Smart: I'M A [SELF-PROCLAIMED] GENIUS.

Moody: lol, always.

Hard working: -cough-
Organized: ahahah, no.
<... ]]></sub> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23042760/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23042760/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 21:21:41 PST <sub>6 days till I see my Kyoushirou again.

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my icon family. <3
soon to be re-drawn.



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Quote of the day [yesterday]

Yanna says: Arguing with you, just doesn't help, especially since I never win.
Brixy says: XD
Brixy says: That's because you can't beat reasoning
Brixy says: And I have a reason
Brixy says: For EVERYTHING
Yanna says: .....EVERYTHING?
Brixy says: Because if you don't do something for a reason, what's the point in doing it?
Yanna says: .....good point.
Brixy says: Exactly
Brixy says: BUT DON'T GO AROUND ASKING ME FOR EACH OF MY REASONS
Yanna says: ....D:
Yanna says: YOU RUINED MY IDEA.

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SO NOW SHE DOESN'T THINK I'M PREGNANT.



SHE JUST THINKS I'M HAVING SEX WITH BRIAN. OTL
WTF IS UP WITH MY FAMILY?

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OKAY.

so I'm apparently having a really irregular period and........my mother thinks I'm pregnant because of it. D:

PREGNANT.

WITH BRIAN'S BABY.





WTF, REALLY?

HERE ARE SOME LOGICAL REASONS WHY I CAN'T BE PREGNANT.


ONE.
I haven't had sex. EVER.

TWO.
Brian is too lazy to even TRY to do anything like that.

THREE.
JUST BECAUSE MY MOTHER HAD SEX AND ENDED UP PREGNANT AT 16, DOESN'T MEAN I'D TRY TO BREAK HER RECORD AND GET PREGNANT AT 14. |:

FOUR.
WE REALLY AREN'T EVEN DATING.


AND AT THIS POINT, WITH MY MOTHER IN TOWN, WE PROBABLY AREN'T GOING TO SINCE SHE'LL SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF HIM.

FIVE.
I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM IN WEEKS. AND I DON'T HAVE MY EYES ON ANY OTHER GUYS.






SO.....I'M GOING TO THE DOCTOR TOMORROW SINCE MY MOTHER DOESN'T BELIEVE THAT I'M NOT HAVING SEX WITH BRIAN.





THERE ARE OTHER FUCKING REASONS WHY I'M NOT IN EARLY BIRD.

I REALLY HATE THE TEACHER. HE'S AN ASSHOLE.

I'D RATHER SPEND MY TIME WITH MY FRIENDS IN THE MORNING.

AND I KEEP FORGETTING TO CHANGE MY SCHEDULE SO I CAN HAVE SYMPHONY.





I'M NOT FUCKING PREGNANT. AND I DON'T PLAN TO BE ANYTIME SOON. |:






GEEZ. -fumefume-</sub>

]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23011201/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/23011201/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 20:52:47 PST <sub>9 days till I see my Kyoushirou again.

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my icon family. <3
soon to be re-drawn.



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Quote of the day [a few minutes ago]

Yanna says: Arguing with you, just doesn't help, especially since I never win.
Brixy says: XD
Brixy says: That's because you can't beat reasoning
Brixy says: And I have a reason
Brixy says: For EVERYTHING
Yanna says: .....EVERYTHING?
Brixy says: Because if you don't do something for a reason, what's the point in doing it?
Yanna says: .....good point.
Brixy says: Exactly
Brixy says: BUT DON'T GO AROUND ASKING ME FOR EACH OF MY REASONS
Yanna says: ....D:
Yanna says: YOU RUINED MY IDEA.

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SO FREAKING ADORABLE.



AND FAT.


BTW, I'M TALKING ABOUT MY BABY SISTER THAT I JUST SAW FOR THE FIRST TIME. :'D





PEOPLE.
GET READY FOR A LOAD OF PICTURES.
I'VE BEEN BECOMING INSPIRED RECENTLY. X3






OH AND........
COBALT PROPOSED TO MIKURA. ;D

IF YOU'RE ON iANTI, READ THE INFO IN ME AND RISSA'S RP IN THE +18 SECTION. C:

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22990812/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22990812/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 18:56:57 PST <sub>10 days till I see my Kyoushirou again.

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my icon family. <3
soon to be re-drawn.



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Quote of the day [a few minutes ago]

Yanna says: ; A ;
I don't know what to do really.......
Yanna says: I just........I just want to see you. Is that really....too much to ask?
Brixy says: ...somewhat. *is having his imagination going WAAAY out of hand by thinking of the Twilight series*
Yanna says: WTF, WHY THE TWILIGHT SERIES?
Brixy says: The chick jumps off a cliff to hear the guy's voice again or something
Brixy says: D:
Yanna says: .....THAT'S JUST PLAIN STUPID.
Brixy says: As I thought
Yanna says: you don't think I'D jump off a cliff or something, do you? D:
Brixy says: ...*is not gonna mention the fact that you mentioned you were suicidal---oh wait, I did*
Yanna says: WELL, I WOULD HAVE......BUT I MET YOU AND I'M NO LONGER SUICIDAL [I THINK]
Brixy says: Hopefully so. DX

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KITAAAAA. WE HAVE SO MANY GOOD IDEAS. <3
I AM THE PLANT AND YOU ARE THE WATER.

:'D






I want a camcorder. Really badly.

But now I have like...no chance of getting one.
Since I changed my elective to symphony.





OH AND BTW TO ALL YOU BASIC KIDS.
GIMME A DOLLAR TOMORROW.
I'LL BE SELLING CHOCOLATE. :'D
AFTER THE LARGE AMOUNT OF SELLING TODAY I HAVE:
ALMOND
WAFER CRISP
DARK ALMOND
AND MILK CHOCOLATE.


EVERYONE ATE THE CARAMEL... -including me.-

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22939488/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22939488/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 09:39:47 PST <sub>11 days till I see my Kyoushirou again.

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my icon family. <3
soon to be re-drawn.



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Quote of the day [technically yesterday]

Yanna says: brixy made yanna sad. ; n ;
Yanna says:-sits in her little emo corner-
Brixy says: Soooo lazy that I'm beginning to doubt if I can actually love. Blah.
Brixy says: Brixy alwaaays makes Yanna sad
Brixy says: I make EVERYONE sad
Yanna says: DDDDDD: Nyuuuuu, Brixy has to love!! If he doesn't love then.....what will become of Yanna?!?
Brixy says: Yanna will find other love. D:
Yanna says: ...we've gone through this before.
Yanna says: I'm not about to give you up. |:

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....I FAIL AT MAKING APPLE PIE. OTL;;;




I'M SORRY KYOUSHIROU. D:





...
I guess I'll just draw you something......and......I'll have one special surprise when you see me. C:

Don't worry, it's not food. X3




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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22925500/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22925500/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 15:04:03 PST <sub>my icon family. <3
soon to be re-drawn.



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Quote of the day [technically yesterday]

Kyoushirou: I'm gonna go now and finish watching my shows.
Yanna: Okays....
You're not going to hang up on me like you did last time are you? D:
Kyoushirou: -hangs up-
Yanna: K-kyou....shi...rou...... [thinking: HE JUST HUNG UP ON ME.]
Kyoushirou: -calls back, laughing his ass off-
Yanna: Q n Q
That wasn't funny.
Kyoushirou: I'm sorry..I just had to do that. XDDDDD
Yanna: ; n ;
You meanie.

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I finally finished recording it. ;D

[link]

listen to it and tell me what you think, pwease. c:

orz;;;
everytime I sing that song, I always cry near the end.

you can tell, if you listen closely.




kyoushirou. You have to listen to it too, please. ; A ;

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22910509/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22910509/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 18:40:04 PST <sub>my icon family. <3
soon to be re-drawn.



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Quote of the day [just a few moments ago]

Kyoushirou: I'm gonna go now and finish watching my shows.
Yanna: Okays....
You're not going to hang up on me like you did last time are you? D:
Kyoushirou: -hangs up-
Yanna: K-kyou....shi...rou...... [thinking: HE JUST HUNG UP ON ME.]
Kyoushirou: -calls back, laughing his ass off-
Yanna: Q n Q
That wasn't funny.
Kyoushirou: I'm sorry..I just had to do that. XDDDDD
Yanna: ; n ;
You meanie.

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YOU HUNG UP ON ME.



JUST BECAUSE YOU FELT LIKE IT.







YOU BUM. ; A ;





Oh, and about the food things....


TURNS OUT HE'S ALLERGIC TO CHOCOLATE. SO THAT PRETTY MUCH RULES OUT CHOCOLATE CREME PIE. .______.

I asked him, and he likes apple pie, So I'm going to make him an apple pie~<3



...




AND I PROMISE I WON'T KILL YOU.









ON PURPOSE AT LEAST. orz;;;;;

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22891767/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22891767/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 18:34:43 PST <sub>my icon family. <3
soon to be re-drawn.



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Quote of the day [technically yesterday]

Yanna: So....do you remember that whole....12 kid issue?
Kyoushirou: Oh, yeah. Ahah.
Yanna: Okay....so let's get something straight right now. How many would you want? |:
AND YOU BETTER NOT SAY 12.
Kyoushirou: 13! 8DDD
Yanna: WTF, WHY?!?!?
Kyoushirou: We could have 12 boys and 1 girl and name them after everyone in Organization Thirteen. : D
Yanna: LOL.

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So.....Since I see him the week of Valentines day, I was planning on giving him something.. > u <



Even though he insisted several times I don't have to.

......


I want to make something special for him.

Like.....a special lunch or something.


Sadly, I can't think of anything he'd like. D:





He said he likes burgers and sandwiches.

but......that's a bit too plain, don't you guys think? D:






So, I was thinking maybe you guys could give me food ideas? o n o;;





It could be anything....it just.....can't have fish in it. [he doesn't like fish......which really doesn't make any sense, considering he gave me a fish necklace......]
Oh, and it can't be greek, since.....he doesn't like greek foods for some reason.




So......yeah.....ideas please?

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22879640/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22879640/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 05:51:36 PST <sub>my icon family. <3
soon to be re-drawn.



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Quote of the day [technically yesterday]

Yanna: Wah, I can't wait until February~
I get to see yous. ; u ;
Kyoushirou: When you see me I'll be buff.
Yanna: Buff?
Kyoushirou: You know.....as in....in shape.
...not.....fat.
Yanna: My Brian will be skinny? o u o
Kyoushirou: ....yeah.
Yanna: Now I really can't wait till February. <333
Kyoushirou: I can.
Yanna: WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?!?! Q n Q
Kyoushirou: My credit card expires in February.
Yanna: That means no more subbies for you.. : D
Kyoushirou: ....It also means none for you either. |:
Yanna: Q A Q Nyuuuuuuuuuu....Yanna sad. D:
Kyoushirou: Well, you'd still get a subbie.
Yanna: Yay!
Kyoushirou: Just not from me.
Yanna: OTL

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Yanna: Maybe.....we're not over yet.
Kyoushirou: Perhaps, Yanna, perhaps. Time will tell, frankly.




So, on February 12th, there's a valentines dance for all the special kids at Silverado....And since my big sister is the teacher of the special kids at Basic, I get to go along.



And guess what?

Brian goes to Silverado. <3





I get to see him again.



....

AND HE'LL BE SKINNY. o:


YANNA HAPPY. ; U ;





Even though you're a big pervert, Kyoushirou. |:

Yanna: I learned something.
Kyoushirou: What?
Yanna: Never wear a white shirt to a pool party.
Kyoushirou: Ahahahahah. XDD
I'd pay to see you in a wet white shirt.
Yanna: .......///////
You pervert.
Kyoushirou: I was kidding!






I feel just like Izumi Kanata on Lucky Star. OTL
I fell in love with a perverted otaku. |:






But........There's one thing I'm sure of.



No love can compare to the love we have.


[even if it is a really odd love....]

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fill this out if you're a friend of mine. : D

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

14. Physically, what stands out?

15. Emotionally, what stands out?

16. Do you wish I was cooler?

17. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

18. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

19. Am I lovable?

20. How long have you known me?

21. Describe me in one word.

22. What was your first impression?

23. Do you still think that way about me now?

24. What do you think my weakness is?

25. Do you think I'll get married?

26. What makes me happy?

27. What makes me sad?

28. What reminds you of me?

29. If you could give me anything what would it be?

30. How well do you know me?

31. When's the last time you saw me?

32. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

33. Do you think I could kill someone?

34. Do you think I would kill someone?

35. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you?

]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22830166/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22830166/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 18:09:48 PST <sub>my icon family. <3
soon to be re-drawn.



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Quote of the day [technically thursday]

Gary: So, I would always break a bone or something right?
Yanna: .....Yes?
Gary: So, I broke my arm.
Mama sent me to the foot doctor.
Yanna: XD
Gary: I broke my leg.
Mama sent me to the foot doctor.
Yanna: XDD
Gary: I accidentally stabbed myself with a pencil IN MY ARM.
Mama sent me to the foot doctor.
Yanna: What about when you had a problem with your foot?
Gary: I went to the foot doctor.
Yanna: ........figures.

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Less than 20=Seme
More than 20=Uke

Let's Begin.

01-[] You like to be content in everything. Response: I like to be, but the fact is I never am.
02-[x] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say. Response: I just say, “I can assure you I’m not your type.” or “I don’t want to be in a relationship right now.”
03-[x] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
04-[x] You are quite hyperactive.
05-[x] If you don’t like something, you start crying and you don’t care if you start talking too loud.
06-[] You love candies or any type of caramel.
07-[x] You like making others blush.
08-[] You sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand.
09-[x] You’re usually shy with the opposite sex.
10-[x] You like romantic- funny anime.
11-[x] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
12-[] You have listened “an café”.
13-[] You like listening to it (the above band).
14-[] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of “an café”.
15-[x] You are innocent and a little clumsy.

16-[x] You smile at kitties.
17-[] You usually say –kawaii-.
18-[] You like plushies.
19-[x] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
20-[x] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
21-[x] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
22-[x] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more.
23-[] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
24-[x] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.

25-[] You call your pets with cute names.
26-[x] You believe that yaoi/yuri is the best.
27-[] You're easy to trick/convince.
28-[] Young men scare you.
29-[] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
30-[] You have pink/red clothes or they are decorated with flowers.
31-[x] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
32-[x] You’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before [I say 'mya' a lot]
33-[x] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you’re at the defensive.
34-[x] You like j-pop.
35-[x] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
36-[] You watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi-you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa.
37-[x] You smile with no reason.
38-[] You usually are very positive.
39-[] When there’s a rainbow, you run out to see it.
40-[x] You usually don’t understand what your parents say.

Total: 23.


....I knew this was bound to happen.



AND TARO, YOU KNEW IT TOO.

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22826967/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22826967/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 15:45:47 PST <sub>my icon family. <3
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Quote of the day [technically thursday]

Gary: So, I would always break a bone or something right?
Yanna: .....Yes?
Gary: So, I broke my arm.
Mama sent me to the foot doctor.
Yanna: XD
Gary: I broke my leg.
Mama sent me to the foot doctor.
Yanna: XDD
Gary: I accidentally stabbed myself with a pencil IN MY ARM.
Mama sent me to the foot doctor.
Yanna: What about when you had a problem with your foot?
Gary: I went to the foot doctor.
Yanna: ........figures.

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"pastaaaaaaaaa~"


OHGOD, I LOVE ITALIA.
He's so adorable~<3

Don't know what I'm talking about?
Go google Axis Power Hetalia. C:



BEST. SHOW. EVER. X3




-loves all over chibitalia- <3333




okays. I'm done.





oh. I'd like to do a collab with someone, if they're not too busy....I kinda prefer coloring if you don't mind. > w <;;;

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22805768/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22805768/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 14:45:21 PST sorry for putting that on you guys. I was just really pissed off.....






I feel better now though. C:



so...um......please disregard that last journal.

]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22779933/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22779933/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 11:01:21 PST <sub>my icon family. <3
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Quote of the day [technically thursday]

Gary: Where's your gameboy?
Yanna: My gameboy?
Gary: Girl, you know what I'm talking about.
-grabs me by the hair-
Now show me where it is. |:
Yanna: -walks into room and picks up the psp-
.....this isn't a gameboy.
Gary: Now you're getting smart with me?

[for all of you that don't know, Gary is one of my uncles.]

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So, I haven't been around in the past days. [if you've noticed.] Reason being is because my grandmother was in the hospital. D:
She was having a hard time breathing so we had to call 911 to come and get her.
[luckily the was a fire department right next to where we were.]

So she spent a couple of days in the hospital and the doctor came and told her she had a leaky heart valve and the only way to fix it was by open-heart surgery.

Now, my grandma, being the strong willed christian that she is, refused saying that God will heal her body, and she's going home. She said she had people who need her at home [aka me] and she wasn't about to abandon them.

So yesterday she finally came home [boy, was I the happiest person on earth]and this guy came and brought this big oxygen machine so, in case of emergency, she would have some oxygen.

Right now, she's still a bit weak, but she'll make it through. C:


I know that for a fact.

She's had 14 kids, she can make it through a small heart problem. > u <





Be expecting a truckload of art, kay guys?
I'll be drawing more than before.


...



and guess what? I won't be drawing so much YannaXKyoushirou junk.
Yeah I love him and I miss him, but I'm over with being sad and hopeless.
I have to move ahead in life, that's...all I can do.


Thanks for listening to me guys.

This is Yanna signing off. C:

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22682602/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22682602/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 20:41:14 PST <sub>my icon family. <3



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Quote of the day [technically thursday]

Yanna: Would you ever....forget about me?
Kyoushirou: Yes and no.
Yanna: What does that mean?!? Q n Q
Kyoushirou: Well, I forget about things easily so I'd occasionally forget.
But there would always be something that would remind me again.
Yanna: O-oh....I see.
Kyoushirou: But I wouldn't mind if you forgot about me.
Yanna: Nyuuuuu! I can't ever forget about you!
Kyoushirou: You're going to have to let go eventually. You have to move on.
Yanna: I can't! I mean...It's kinda like....-starts crying over the phone-
It's like..........
.........You're.......the only one I want to be with.
Kyoushirou: -sigh-
But you'll have to move on.
Yanna: N-no! I can't...I just-
Kyoushirou: Do you know why people walk forward?
Yanna: -still crying-
N-no...Why is that?
Kyoushirou: It's because they always need to move forward, otherwise they'd never be able to move on.
Yanna: B-but..............-continues to cry-

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'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, ' please, don't go,'.


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dammit kyoushirou. D:

I still don't see why EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE IS TRYING TO MAKE ME FORGET ABOUT THE PAST. |:
MAYBE I LIKE MY PAST.
Don't get what I'm talking about?
Listen to this:
You could reach creative heights today, but you'll need to channel your emotions in a positive direction, instead of allowing them to pull you into a swamp of complications. If you try to hold on to an old feeling or a worn-out habit, you'll only get bogged down in the mire. But if you are willing to let go of the past, then anything is possible. The choice is in your hands.





dammit.
I can't help it if I can't forget about the past. I can't let go. D:

I refuse to let go...





Oh and by the way. Just to make you feel bad because I'm feeling bad too, love.


I cried because I finally realized I wasn't going to see you again.

I don't think you're a horrible person..
I just.......
don't see why you want me to forget about you and find someone else.


...

It just doesn't make sense to me.


I'm not mad at you or anything.
And even if I was, it wouldn't last long. OTL


I just.....I'm not understanding you right now.

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22655227/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22655227/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 14:41:37 PST <sub>my icon family. <3



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Quote of the day [technically thursday]

Yanna: graaah......crying now.
Kyoushirou: I'm sorry. D:
Yanna: N-no! It's not your fault...
-long silence-
Yanna: I-If it makes you feel any better.....
....When I talk with you.....Just....
..being able to hear your voice makes me feel a lot better..
Kyoushirou: I'm glad I can make you happy.
...
But right now I'm making you cry.
Such conflict.
Yanna: A-ahah. ; u ;

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so....
my friend, Keviku and I went to the mall today. : D


Ohgod. We had so much fun....he's really embarrassing though.





wanna know what killed the fun?

while we were walking in the food court, he started asking questions about kyoushirou.




Keviku: I swear. Your boyfriend is horrible.
Yanna: He's not horrible! And....h-he's.......not my boyfriend....technically. //////
Keviku: What do you mean, technically?
Yanna: It's just.....well....I can't explain it...It's too complicated. D:
Keviku: So he dumped you?
Yanna: ......um....well.....
[apparently I had this really guilty face that made him think kyoushirou really DID dump me]
Keviku: WHERE IS HE?!? I'LL KILL HIM.
Yanna: H-he....didn't dump me.
We......were never dating.
Keviku: .....................
Yanna: ...............what?
Keviku: You.....wanted to date him, didn't you?
Yanna: ........../////////////
Keviku: Aww...you're face is all red.
Yanna: S-shut up.
Keviku: Ti, you're so adorable~~
Yanna: Gah, don't say things like that. //////
Keviku: Ahaha.
But you are though.
Yanna: A-Am not. >/////>;;

graaaaaaaaaah.....
we never were dating, okay people? |:







rofl, I can see how people can think so horribly about you now, Kyoushirou. I'm sorry.

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22614864/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22614864/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 13:25:37 PST <sub>my icon family. <3



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Quote of the day [technically yesterday]

Yanna: graaah......crying now.
Kyoushirou: I'm sorry. D:
Yanna: N-no! It's not your fault...
-long silence-
Yanna: I-If it makes you feel any better.....
....When I talk with you.....Just....
..being able to hear your voice makes me feel a lot better..
Kyoushirou: I'm glad I can make you happy.
...
But right now I'm making you cry.
Such conflict.
Yanna: A-ahah. ; u ;

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waaaaaaah~
I'm happy I got to see you today. ;///A///;
Since....today was the last day. DDD;



Now that song I made makes me wanna cry....



b-but.....getting on to a non-kyoushirou related topic [since all I've done is talk about him through these past......two weeks. X3]...




I'm drawing a group picture with my friends in it and.....we like.....all have pokemon features. lol.
List of people included:
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- ~natsukaze [ralts]
- ~xo-Sakura-chan [whismur]
- =Kuriru [lol electrode]
- ~Yuki-V [wobbuffet]
- ~hikari-koishii [plusle]
- *ChaosBrix [slakoth]
- ~Seliex [swalot]
- ~Hikaru606 [roselia]


ohgod. this will be fun. : D








kays. I'm done. I don't really have anything interesting to talk about that isn't Kyoushirou related....
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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22601262/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22601262/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 17:46:25 PST <sub>my icon family. <3



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Quote of the day [technically tuesday]

-valentines day bulletin on the board-
Kyoushirou: ...I won't be here for valentines day..
Yanna: D-don't remind me! D;
Kyoushirou: Don't worry...You'll find someone else to love.
Yanna: No I won't! D:
Kyoushirou: Yes you will.
Yanna: No I won't!
Kyoushirou: Yes you will. I'm easily replaceable.
Yanna: No you're not! I can't find anyone else to love.
Kyoushirou: You will.
Yanna: No I won't.....to me..you're the only one.

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Here's a semi-formal goodbye message to my love, *ChaosBrix.

Ne, Brian...




I wish.....you didn't have to leave.

Just so I could stay with you a bit longer..
that sounds kinda selfish huh? D:

I can't help it though. It's what I'm feeling right now...


I don't know what drew me to you in the first place...but.....apparently it was something good? rofl.

But....my feelings for you have grown so much.... [lol, couldn't think of a word]

Wah, Brian.....I love you so much...It's ridiculous. X3
I never did think I could love someone this much....

It's really sad that you have to go. D: Even though you're only going to a different school.......Silverado's really far away. [well compared to where basic is, it's really far.]



But I disagree with you....
I won't find anyone else to love.
And......even though we'll be far apart....my feelings won't change. I'll still love you.
And my feelings will keep getting stronger. <3

I refuse to let you go. You're....the only one for me. You're the only one I want to be with.




And......I'll keep telling you I love you....even when you get tired of it. C:

Brian.....I love you. You're....that someone just for me. [lol, I soooo took that from chobits.]

I don't care if you're lazy about me. That's just how you are.
I don't care if you attempt to push me away, just so you won't hurt me anymore. I'll still keep coming back to you.
I don't care if I call so much that your phone dies. I'll keep calling you until you answer. [oh...speaking of which, I'm going to call you either today or tomorrow night...be expecting a call.]


...



I love you.
And that's the way it's going to stay. <3


-- yanna.

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Quote of the day [technically yesterday]

-valentines day bulletin on the board-
Kyoushirou: ...I won't be here for valentines day..
Yanna: D-don't remind me! D;
Kyoushirou: Don't worry...You'll find someone else to love.
Yanna: No I won't! D:
Kyoushirou: Yes you will.
Yanna: No I won't!
Kyoushirou: Yes you will. I'm easily replaceable.
Yanna: No you're not! I can't find anyone else to love.
Kyoushirou: You will.
Yanna: No I won't.....to me..you're the only one.

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1.POST THESE RULES.

2.EACH TAGGED PERSON MUST POST 8 THINGS ABOUT THEIR SELF ON THEIR JOURNAL.

3.AT THE END, YOU HAVE TO CHOOSE AND TAG 8 PEOPLE AND POST THEIR ICONS ON THE JOURNAL.

4.GO TO THEIR PAGES AND SEND A MESSAGE SAYING YOU TAGGED THEM.

5.NO TAG-BACKS!

1) My last name is also the name of a mattress brand. [simmons]
2) I love my Brian/Kyoushirou/Bunbozo/Bum. <3
3) I give my friends weird nicknames. > u <;;;;
4) I'm....abnormally tall for a freshman in high school. 5'6".
5) I hate my middle name. [faith]
6) I have several online husbands....all of which are female. XD
7) My best buddy in the whole wide internet is ~xo-Sakura-chan <333
8) Um....I'm getting light blue contacts soon.

I TAGS-









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Quote of the day

-valentines day bulletin on the board-
Kyoushirou: ...I won't be here for valentines day..
Yanna: D-don't remind me! D;
Kyoushirou: Don't worry...You'll find someone else to love.
Yanna: No I won't! D:
Kyoushirou: Yes you will.
Yanna: No I won't!
Kyoushirou: Yes you will. I'm easily replaceable.
Yanna: No you're not! I can't find anyone else to love.
Kyoushirou: You will.
Yanna: No I won't.....to me..you're the only one.

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Y-you......kissed me. /////////////

Rawr. <3


So we were walking back outside after we had sat down and Richard decided to call Kyoushirou.
Yanna: Oh I found a pencil! 8D -points to it-
...
I'd get it but I'm too lazy. X3
Kyoushirou: Wait.
[rofl, just then I thought he was gonna go and pick up the pencil...]
-kisses me-
Yanna: .......////////////
Kyoushirou: I was going to do it while we were sitting down, but Richard called. D:
Yanna: ......Rawr. -lays my head on his shoulder-

AND AT THAT MOMENT.....I BLUSHED.
MY FACE WAS LIKE.....BURNING. I WAS SO RED, IT WASN'T EVEN FUNNY. >//////////////////<





waaaaaah~~
Kyoushirou......... ; A ;

Why don't you get it?
There's no one else for me but you.
To me...You're the only one.
You're the only one I want to be with.


[HAHAHAHAHA....KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR. XDDDDD;;;;]

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22544181/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22544181/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 13:53:08 PST <sub>my icon family. <3



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Quote of the day

Kyoushirou: I read your journal you know.
And....I'm still not doing it.
Yanna: And why is that?
Kyoushirou: Because I'm too lazy.
Yanna: .........

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Soon you'll build new memories
then slowly you'd forget about me
then i would slowly be
a distant memory


....this part of this song is actually making sense to me now.



.........

kyoushirou..I love you.
I really do.

but sometimes I wonder if you really do too.




really, love.



I wonder.......after this week....


....

Would you forget about me? Would you forget that I ever existed?

Would you answer the phone if I called you?

Would you..........tell me you love me without me having to say it first?



And regarding this morning, I have something to say.

....

you're too lazy? Is that the best you could come up with?

You're really......making me sad.

but it's like....sad and fifteen other emotions......all at the same time.

Kyoushirou: pms~

NO.

It's nothing like that at all. I'm just really upset with you now.

I know I won't be able to stay mad at you for too long[seriously. as soon as I talk to you, I forget what I was so mad about], but......-sigh-

It's not really that hard. |:





I'm not asking you to change. I really don't want you to at all...

I just....want you to consider my feelings sometimes. Think about how I might feel. Please. Even if you're lazy. Just do that for me. That's all I ask.




I-I'm done now...
Sorry for dumping all this on you guys. D:
I don't really want any comments from anyone [not even you, kimberly] since....they won't make me feel any better unless it's from the person I'm directing this at.

Thanks for listening you lazy bum.
Despite the fact that you're not perfect, I love you anyways. <3
And.....I always will. Even after you're long gone....I'll love you all the same.

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Yanna's saying of the day [technically Friday]

You're....a really kind person, and even though you don't fully understand what I want half the time....you have your romantic side. And I........I really love being with you....

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so....I finally finished singing the song. : D
click the link --------> [link]

Listen to it and tell me what you think. C:

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Yanna's saying of the day [technically yesterday]

You're....a really kind person, and even though you don't fully understand what I want half the time....you have your romantic side. And I........I really love being with you....

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Of course, as always, I'm dealing with an issue between me and kyoushirou. OTL
Apparently, since we got back from winter break, there's always this vibe of 'OHGODIREALLYWANTTOKISSYOUBUTIDON'TKNOWIFISHOULDSINCEI'VEHURTYOUENOUGH' and neither of us end up doing anything about it.


...

I just kinda wish he would take a hint though. Take yesterday for example.

Yanna: It's so cold....
Kyoushirou: Well, compared to here and Alaska, It's not really that cold.
Yanna: Well, I've never been to Alaska so it's cold here. |:
Then again, I'm always cold...
Kyoushirou: I'm really warm though.
-holdsouthishand-
Yanna: -grabs it-
uwah, you're hand is really warm. >////<
Kyoushirou: And your hand is really cold.
-awkward silence-
Yanna: I need like......a heater or something.
Kyoushirou: body heaaaaaaat..
[[now during this time, I wanted to just get close to him and snuggle to try and keep myself warm...]]
-awkward silence-
Kyoushirou: Apparently I said too much.
[[and apparently he didn't get the hint.]]
Yanna: You talk too much.
Kyoushirou: First you say I don't talk enough, now I talk too much?
Yanna: I'm just....a very indecisive person.

And so then, the bell had rung and I hugged him goodbye....now here's the part where he didn't get the hint AGAIN.
I just kinda stared into his eyes for a while, and he stared into mine, and it seemed like he was going to kiss me and.........he just hugged me instead. |:
So I got disappointed.
Yanna: You bum.
Kyoushirou: I'm a lazy bum.
Yanna: You bumbozo.
Kyoushirou: -sigh-
Yanna: But you're my bumbozo. <3

SOMETIMES I WISH YOU WOULD GET THE HINT THAT I WANT YOU TO KISS ME.

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]]> ~natsukaze http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22460752/ http://natsukaze.deviantart.com/journal/22460752/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 20:45:25 PST <sub>my icon family. <3



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Quote of the day [technically Sunday]

Yanna: -sniffle- I'm gonna cry....
Kyoshirou: Why?
Yanna: Cause I'm watching this show about this girl. And she has to move away and leave the one she loves.......and it reminds me that you have to go away.......;///n///;

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Just one more before bed....-yawn- I'm so sleepy.....
-fallsasleeponkyoushirou-

001. Name → Tiana
002. Nickname → Yanna, Yan-yan, the list goes on.
003. Status → .....t-taken....I think.
004. Zodiac sign → cancer.
005. Male or female → Female.
006. Elementary → Gilbert Elementary School.
007. Middle School → KO Knudson Middle School.
008. High School → Basic High School.
009. Smart → apparently.
010. Hair color → reddish-brown.
011. Long or short → long.
012. Loud or Quiet → quiet.
013. Sweats or Jeans → jeans.
014. Phone or Camera → phone.
015. Health freak → yeah right.
016. Drink or Smoke? → no.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → yus. <33333
018. Eat or Drink → eat.
019. Piercings → none.
020. Tattoos → none.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → none.
024. First best friend → Jennifer. <3
026. First crush → ......I think it was Trey in fourth grade.
027. First pet → ....two snails and three fish. [they all died.]
028. First big vacation → Mississippi. Family Reunion.
030. First big birthday → never. OTL

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → nothing.
050. Drinking → nothing.
052. I'm about to → sleep.
054. Plans for today → nothing.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → ///// yup.
059. Want to get married? → yes.
060. Careers in mind → news anchor.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes.
070. Shorter or taller? → taller.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → romantic.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → nice stomach. ;D
074. Sensitive or loud → sensitive.
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → hesitant. <3

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → no.
081. Ran away from home → almost.
084. Broken someone's heart → yes.
085. Been arrested → nope.
087. Cried when someone died → ...yup.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → aha, no.
090. Miracles → ...kinda.
091. Love at first sight → y-yeah....
092. Heaven → yup.
093. Santa Claus → nevaaaar.
094. Sex on the first date → no.
095. Kiss on the first date → yes.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → ahm....I'm not really sure.
099. Do you believe in God → Yuppers. C:
100. Post as 100 truths and tag people.
I tag:
[SO WHAT IF YOU'RE LAZY. DO IT ANYWAYS.....FOR ME.] and

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soon to be released manga: 約束
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]]> ~natsukaze