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Anyways, my other account can be found at [link]

Yes, I used my real name, and, to be quite honest, I don't care. My name is common. Besides, how many times have people filled out a small personal info. survey to order something online??? Like on ebay or something??? Those sites have full right to sell all that information. So, whether we like it or not, our identities are out there.



Just as an extra, anyone see the goth/punk trench on Project Runway? I'm trying to find a good picture, but I'm lazy. I want to make something like that for prom. I don't care; I'll be untraditional.

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Anyways, I'm happy happy happy. I have a few more pieces of art which should be up in the next few days, and I just won my school art show. I didn't get best in show, but I got first place in 2D. I never thought I'd win because I'm Art 1. Well, I beat a lot of AP Art students, which is...wow. Even this one kid who has this huge reputation for his art and truly is amazing, got booted down in second in 2D because of me.

Well, I gotsa trophy up in my room, and my picture is now framed. Oh, damn, I almost forgot to say what the picture was . I drew a picture of Miyavi. I had drawn this picture [link] but my I had to crop some of it off because it was my graphic enlargement. So, it's like a mini poster in my room. Well, I'll have to take a picture of it, and, as soon as I can get a halfway decent one of it, I'll put up here along with pictures of my trophy. Man, the thing is huge.

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]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/10563180/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/10563180/ Mon, 30 Oct 2006 18:46:26 PST -Millie

]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/10124363/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/10124363/ Tue, 19 Sep 2006 16:43:41 PDT
Other than art, there is school, which is starting to get a bit overwhelming. There's my math class which I've missed a few days in and need to make up a test. By the way, I didn't pick up my old ditching habits, but I was sick Thursday through Saturday last week. Great news for my new piercing (I just got my lip pierced Wednesday).

My art teacher is making the class do contour lineart, and it frustrates me. I'm such a perfectionist, and not lifting my pencil/pen once is hard. I'm glad I got the contour final done today, thank... someone... lol.

I just found out I have a test tomorrow in Physics. I need to do an entire chapter's worth of work tonight because it's due when we take the test.

I also have some drama going on, too. Well... it's kind of self-made drama . I have a huge crush on Neil the Roxas look a like (check my scraps if you have no idea). I just haven't even found the courage to go up and talk to him. I mean, I'm a naturally outgoing person, but he makes me shy again. Man, why am I such a coward?!
So, I wrote a note (idiot) that doesn't have my name on it (even stupider), but I did add my email for chatting use (eh). I put in the note that I'd reveal who I am if he jsut e-mails me. Well, my friend Dani tried to make me give it to him today, and I jsut couldn't. I said I would, but I couldn't. So, my other friend Jessica saves me (sorta) by talking to me.
Dani was tired of waiting, and he was leaving, so she called for him. I tried to run off the other way, but she grabbed my arm, damn it. I didn't want to make her let go because she's my friend, but she wouldn't. So, I kept getting pulled in place, making myself look like a fool. Well, he doesn't have it in the end after all her tugging and pushing (she learned to get around me and push my spine).
I'm going to try to give it to him tomorrow. I have to.
This might just be the paranoid side of me talking, but he seems to hang around me and glance in my direction a lot. Like, I see him every morning before school, but he doesn't even usually hang out in the same area. Now, him and his friends are there all the time along with the other rockers (including a few emo-ish peoples). We're not even the rockers everyone knows, just the ones who happen to have an interest in anime and rock... so we're the "geeks" of the stupid stereotype (which I'm proud of ^^).
I also see him before 6th period at the end of his lunch and my 5th period. Like, he didn't sit in the area he does now, either. He sat in the front. Now he sits right next to my 6th period class .
There was one moment where I am justified in my paranoia, though. It was in the morning, and I was sitting on the island in the quad (like a street island with trees, but a higher ledge) like I always do before school starts. Everyones in their own little conversation circles, and I'm talking to my friend Vanity who standing at an angle. Well, there wasn't a circle around me, just Vanity. Well, than I see this person come up to me, but, because of the sun, he/she just looked like a big dark blob. He/she was literally standing right in front of me facing me (unless his/her feet are backwards, the person was facing me). So, I said hi to be nice. Well, I heard hi back, than the person turned and walked to the side. I watched this person walk, and I soon found out it was him because I wasn't directly facing the sun anymore. I felt kinda embarrassed at first, than paranoid. But I new it was him because only him, me, and my friend Jessica ever wear green (he was wearing a green striped shirt), and no one at our school has hair like his.
Okay, there's one guy that spikes his hair like Neil's, but he has black hair.

So, basically, I'm being an average 16-year-old school girl. How fun.

Oh, and if you want to read the note, I submitted it to my scraps or can be found here.[link] ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9853156/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9853156/ Fri, 25 Aug 2006 16:50:20 PDT journal. It seemed like a quiz that'd be entertaining for the moment.

How retarded are you?

[x] i have walked into a glass/screen door.

[ ] i have tripped on my shoelace and fallen on my face.

[x] i have choked on my own spit.

[ ] ive seen the Matrix a bunch of times and still don't get it.

[ ] i type only with my pointer fingers.

[x] i have accidently caught something on fire. (yeah, let's go with accident lol)

[ ] ive told a cop to freak off and gotten screwed for it.

[ ] i attempted to sip out of a straw but it accidently went into my nose, rather than my mouth.

[x] sometimes when i think of something funny, i laugh out loud and people look at me weird.

[x] ive caught myself drooling. (once it was while I was talking. I have a lisp and an open bite, though. Still, some people thought there was something "wrong" with me.)

[x] ive accidently caused an explosion. (I convinced a kid to take a can of hair spray and light a lighter in it's path. Well, it makes a flame thrower, but he held on it so long that the fire caught up and went into the can, causing it to explode. Hey, at the time, I didn't know that could happen.)

[ ] if someone says the word "fart", i cant help but laugh.

[x] ive turned into a "do not enter" one way road plenty of times. (I told my mom to turn into a one way road, but I didn't know you couldn't enter cuz I didn't see the sign.)

[x] sometimes i just stop thinking & zone out.

[ ] it is POSSIBLE to lick your elbow.

[x] i just tried to lick my elbow. (yeah, cuz I didn't think it was impossible. I've almost got it, too )

[x] people often shake their heads and walk away from me.

[ ] people often tell me to use my "inside voice".

[x] gum has fallen out of my mouth while talking.

[x] ive used my fingers to do simple math. (I still do sometimes, but usually when I don't ahve a pen and paper or a calculator.)

[x] ive jumped off a moving vehicle.

[x] i ate a bug for $5 or less. (I say nothing counts as less)

[x] im taking this test when i should be doing something more important. (yeah.... Homework....)

[ ] i repost chain letters because im scared of what they threaten will happen if i dont.

[ ] ive done some things really stupid while i was drunk.

[ ] ive ran around naked when i was drunk.

[ ] ive ran into a golfcart tire when i was drunk

[x] ive searched all over the place for something, and then realized it was in my hand the whole time. (actually, it's usually in my pocket lol)

[x] i accidently break a lot of things.

[ ] my friends know not to use big words around me. (my friends think modify is a big word -.-, so, no, they don't. I do a lot to bug most of them lol.)

[x] my friends like me because im fun to laugh at. (they crack jokes about me all the time. Apparently, I'm now the crack addict because I sit in the corner saying very little to nothing and I always have money in my pockets by the end of the week. lol there's other things, too, like my blondeness.)

[x] i move my head to the side when im confused.

[x] sometimes i start telling a story and suddenly forget what im talking about.

[x] ive fallen out of my chair before.

[x] when im laying in bed, i sometimes stare at the ceiling and try to find pictures and words in the texture. (yeah, and people think I'm kinda wierd for it. I was talking to my friend Brittany and her bf at the time on a 3-way call. It was awkward silence, and I was paying little attention as it was. Saying there's pink panther on my ceiling sure broke it. lol)

TOTAL: 22

Multiply the total by three: I am 66% retarded. ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9806972/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9806972/ Mon, 21 Aug 2006 17:03:12 PDT
It's my grandmother who I am complaining about. Well, to start off, she is Christain who was born and raised Catholic. So, I was telling her about what I learned in Physics today. I should have talked about something else, but I like science and couldn't really help it. So, I had to catch her up on the definition of science and hypothesis in order to understand what I was going to say. Well, science is something that is testable. If it can't be proven true or false, it's not science. Hypothesis is something that is simply made up to answer a question; later it's experimented on and all that jazz. So, what we learned was the start of the universe. There are 3 choices, and everyone knows them.


1-The universe was made by God.

Well, this is what science says and that the public schools are allowed to teach. God is not part of the universe or not a detectable source. Well, since science can't get any information other than what the Bible says (written by men, might I add), God can not be proven nor disproven. It's non-scientific.

2-The Big Bang.

Actually, there is quite a bit of proof saying that the big bang could have easily happened by how the different solar system move, how the universe evolves, and even particles that are left over from something like the big bang.

3- Static Universe.

This means it stays exactly the same. This has been proven false by all the evidence that exists, which just so happens to support the big bang.


Anyways, my grandmother got angered by the thought of the big bang and says, "There is no evidence supporting the big bang. The school's teach this fool's theory because they are unaccepting to the idea of God." This is bull. My teacher supports the big bang who is a Christain himself and helps with the Bible Club at our school. How hard is it to accepting that possibly you're both right? Maybe God was the source of power to the big bang. It's just science. While many in the past have tried to prove and disprove God, all have been unsuccessful. Scientists have now given up on testing the existance of God. So, by something that can explain your every day life fact by fact which has been proven true again and again, once they say something like this, christains get crazy. Jeez, it's not that hard to imagine that maybe that is what happened. It's not like it says in the Bible how God made Earth and the rest of the universe. It says what he made and how long it took him. Also, saying what he made Adam and Eve from is not saying how at all. That's like having the ingrediants to a cake without the instructions; you can't just put them together and a cake is there, something needs to be done.

Now that I am talking about this, I will brief everyone on my personal beliefs. I believe that every religion that has ever existed is just a bit right. Some of it may be false, or simply exaggerated, but there is truth in there somewhere. When you take all the truth from the religions we know of (may be more made in the future) and put it together, we're just a little bit closer to understanding what really happens after death and before life. Now, athiesm are those who believe we are here, there is nothing before and after life, just that we die and that's it, which is an obvious exception to this since they believe in nothing religious. But, you get my point that I believe we will never truly know unless we guess right or die.

So, yeah, I'm done ranting now. ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9578225/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9578225/ Wed, 02 Aug 2006 14:42:49 PDT If you get more than 30 you're paranoid.
If you get 10 or less you are fearless.

[ ]The dark
[X]Staying single forever
[ ]Being a parent
[ ]Being myself in front of others
[X]Open spaces
[ ]Closed spaces
[X]Heights
[ ]Cats
[X only some]Dogs
[ ]Birds
[X]Spiders and/or other insects
[X]Driving or being in cars
[ ]Flying
[ ]Flowers or other plants
[X]Being touched
[ ]Fire
[X]Water
[X]The ocean
[X]Failure
[ ]Success
[X]Germs
[X]Thunder/lightning
[ ]Frogs/toads
[no, but they urinate constantly, doesn't matter when or where they are; that's gross]Mice/rats
[X]Jumping from high places
[ ]Snow
[ ]Rain
[ ]Wind
[ ]Cotton balls
[ ]Cemeteries
[ ]Clowns
[X]Large crowds
[ ]Crossing bridges
[ ]Death
[X]The Afterlife
[ ]Being robbed
[X just people in general]Men
[X]Women
[ ]Having great responsibility
[ ]Doctors
[X]Tornadoes
[X]Hurricanes
[X]Diseases
[ ]Snakes
[X]Sharks
[ ]Friday the 13th
[ ]Poverty
[X]Ghosts
[ ]Halloween
[ ]School
[X]Trains or railroads
[ ]Odd numbers
[ ]Even numbers
[X]Being alone
[ ]Being blind
[ ]Being deaf
[X]Growing up
[ ]Monsters under my bed
[X]Creepy noises during the night
[ ]Bee stings
[X]Not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ]Needles
[ ]Blood
[HAHA, know the word that means "fear of long words?" ironic, because it's a long word... I forgot what it was.]Long words ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9269835/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9269835/ Tue, 04 Jul 2006 10:36:19 PDT
I've been tagged by

hmmm.... six wierd habits....
1-I bite the skin under my thumb, not just the nail. Yes, it's just like L from Deathnote, but I had the habit since I was really little. I don't know where I got it from, or even that other people did that.

2-I say, "I'm sorry," to a lot of things even if the problem or situation has absolutely nothing to do with me.

3-I always ask people if they mind if I drink straight from it even if I've asked them a thousand times before.

4-I eat my hamburgers in layers. example: top bun, meat, lower bun.

5-I crack my toes by curling them, sometimes to the point where the middle of my foot hurts.

6-I mix up words easily (not subjects, just the words). example: I might be talking about checkers but thinking of chess...

and I tag...


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Well, other than that, everything is same-old same-old and really boring. It's 4th of July and my family is out at a parade. I wanted to stay on the computer. Well, that wasn't the real celebration of the day, anyways. In a few hours, they'll be coming back home to get ready to go to this hill half an hour away where we claim our spot and wait for hours for the big fireworks. Oh yeah, and we set of our own set while watching out for the cops. All fireworks are illegal here, but that doesn't stop us from going to a near-by county. In that county they're legal but it's more of a fire hazardous area than here. *confused* ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9269812/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9269812/ Tue, 04 Jul 2006 10:32:52 PDT
I've been tagged by

hmmm.... six wierd habits....
1-I bite the skin under my thumb, not just the nail. Yes, it's just like L from Deathnote, but I had the habit since I was really little. I don't know where I got it from, or even that other people did that.

2-I say, "I'm sorry," to a lot of things even if the problem or situation has absolutely nothing to do with me.

3-I always ask people if they mind if I drink straight from it even if I've asked them a thousand times before.

4-I eat my hamburgers in layers. example: top bun, meat, lower bun.

5-I crack my toes by curling them, sometimes to the point where the middle of my foot hurts.

6-I mix up words easily (not subjects, just the words). example: I might be talking about checkers but thinking of chess...

and I tag...
]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9154132/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9154132/ Thu, 22 Jun 2006 23:31:14 PDT
"2 years ago"



How old were you?
13

What grade were you in?
8th... well, I already got out, so does that mean 9th?

Where did you go to school?
Auburndale

where did you work?
nowhere

Where did you live?
southern California

How was your hair style?
It was cut about shoulder length

Did you wear braces?
no

Did you wear contacts?
no

Did you wear glasses?
no, but I was supposed to

Who was your best friend?
audrey and theresa

Who was your celebrity crush?
lol frankie muniz and mary-kate olsen

Who was your regular-person crush?
justin

Were you a virgin?
yeah

How many piercings did you have?
2

What was your favorite singer?
Pink

What was your biggest fear?
water

Had you smoked a cigarette yet?
no

Had you gotten drunk or high yet?
no

Had you driven yet?
sorta

Which members of your family were still alive that have since pass?
no one I know of

Which members of your family were not born yet?
a cousin.... *trying to remember the name*....

Did you know the person who posted this right before you?
no one did that I know of. I got it off of a site.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------


50 questions



1. What is your Boyfriend/girlfriends name?
no one

2. What color underwear are you wearing now?
rainbow!!!!

3. What are you listening to right now?
my sister talking in the other room

4. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number?
0354

5. What was the last thing you ate?
hamburger helper.... and corn

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
time-'o-the-month red

7. How is the weather right now?
dark and clear

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?


9. The first thing you notice about the opposite/preferred sex?
their clothing style

10. Favorite type of Food?
italian... sorta

11. Do you drink?
sometimes

12. Do you smoke?
no

13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did?
no

14. Hair color?
brown

15. What is your eye color?
dark blue

16. Do you wear contacts?
no

17. Favorite Holiday?
halloween

18. Favorite Month?
uh.... june???

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
no

22. Are u too shy to ask someone out?
yeah

23.If you can say something to someone right now what would it be?
-Paul, kiss me.

-who are you?

-your lover

-wtf, GET OFF ME!

24. Hugs or Kisses?
both.... hm.... kisses

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
chocolate

26. Who is least likely to respond?
uh...... everyone...?

27. Who is most likely to respond?
no idea

28. Who do you want to respond?
don't care

29. What books are you reading?
Kami-Kaze

30. Piercings?
yeah, just my earlobes; my lip on sunday

31. Favorite Movie?
nightmare on elm street

32. Favorite football team?
um.... definately not the raiders (they are sell outs and not that good)....

33.What were you doing before this?
same thing on myspace

34. Any pets?
yeah

35.Screen name?
darkempress669@yahoo.com
crimsontears@adelphia.net

34. Butter popcorn, plain, or salted?
none, I can't eat it.

37. Dogs or cats?
hm.... cats

38. Favorite flower?
lily

39. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?
almost

40. Are you taken or single?
single

41. Have you ever loved someone?
don't think so

42. Who would you like to see right now?


43. Are you still friends with your exes?
a few

44. Have you ever fired a gun?
yeah

45. Do you like to travel by plane?
eh... I d... ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9151394/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9151394/ Thu, 22 Jun 2006 18:21:35 PDT [link] (*mumbles to self*I'm surprised I got a favourite on this, even if it is just one.) Well, I entered it in a contest called poetry.com a while ago. I had gotten a letter back maybe a month ago saying I made the sem-finals. Okay, that's not the first time it's happened, being the top few hundred out of thousands (sorry if I sound snotty). Well, today I just got a letter from them again saying I got the Editor's Choice Award. THAT'S HUGE!!!! On top of that, it's being published in a book with all of the sem-finalists poetry and requested to be in a CD poetry collection of which ONLY 33 artist's poems are selected!!!! ^^ I AM SOOOOO HAPPY!!!!! I've NEVER gone this far in a contest before ^^. I'm pretty sure I didn't win, though, because I probably woulda been notified earlier (and I checked). But, still, this is a HUGE achievement for me... especially considering I am the one who will be going into summer school for English 1 and nearly failed English 2. This just kinda gives me proof to laugh in their faces. WHO DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO WRITE, NOW???!!!! Lol, sorry about that, I am waaaaaayyyyyy tooo excited! ^^ ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9140670/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9140670/ Wed, 21 Jun 2006 18:36:38 PDT [x] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[x(I ripped their heads off^^)] my favorite toys as a child were barbies
[ ] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[x] I did Gymnastics
[ ] I love skirts
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] I love chocolate
[ ] I've never had a real job (well I'm just about to get one)

TOTAL: 4

[ ] my hair is almost always straightened
[x] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[x] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[x] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 3

[ ] I dont shop at Hot Topic
[x] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet
[ ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[x] I have gotten my nails done before
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 2

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ] I love to have gurls do my hair
[x] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[ ] I hate bugs
[ ] carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season
[x] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[x] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[x] musicians are so hot
[xDU HAST MICH] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours

TOTAL: 5

[x] I am self-conscious
[ ] I cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[x] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[ ] I dont do sports
[ ] I HATE to run
[x] I squeal when i am surprised or angry
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[x] I love romance novels
[x] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL: 5

[xballet] I dance a lot.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[x] I love to get dressed up.
[x] every part of my outfit needs to match
[x] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[x] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[ ] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 5

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] I pop my collar
[x sometimes] I like to be the center of attention
[-_- more like awsome!!!] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x] horses are beautiful
[x] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[x] Cats are adorable

TOTAL: 4

[x] I write my own music
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] white is better than black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[x] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] hate the grunge look
[too laugh at]I love to read magazines

TOTAL: 3

[ ] I love to gossip
[x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[ ] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[x] I like little kids
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds

TOTAL: 2

[x] I check my myspace everyday.
[ ] I love life!
[x] I have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] my screen name(s) have x's in them
[ ] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's in them
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[x] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[ ]I have more than 3 pillows on my bed

TOTAL: 3

-------------------------------36% girly----------------------------------------------------


1. First name?
Amelia

2. Were you named after anyone?
Amelia Earhart. My nickname, Millie, was gonna be from an actual name (mildred, millison, camilla,etc) so I'd have the name of some famous 60's actress

3. Do you wish on stars?
Stars? What are stars??? I live in California.

4. When did you last cry?
When I got dress code violatio... ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9023513/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/9023513/ Fri, 09 Jun 2006 23:29:23 PDT
Also, june 6 was wierd. Almost everyone was conforming to the stereotype by either being scared or excited. It can go either way. The way I see it, IF the number 666 actually has significance instead of all the times it's been changed (now 616), what would it have to do with our calendar??? I mean, it's so off it's not even funny. We have nearly an extra day every 4 years, not to mention everyday is NOT exactly 24hours. It's like 23hours 58 minutes or something like that. But, yeah, people were being stupid, and I'm being pathetic by posting this 3 days after.... Yeah, it was something to say.

Ah, my birthday is coming up on the 25th.... I'll be 16 and still not even have my permit, or lessons for that matter. $250 is a lot of money just to legally learn. ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8712727/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8712727/ Mon, 08 May 2006 16:43:41 PDT -First Best Friend: Yvonne
-First Imaginary Friend: AJ
-First Pet's name:Krissy
-First Piercing: ears when I was 1
-First Crush: guy name James in 6th grade
-First CD: back street boys
-First Car: Still waiting for that one to come along
-First School:some pre-school
-First Kiss: that's a secret ^^

9 Lasts...
-Last Time You Smoked:I was 6 and curious. Everyone I knew smoked cigarettes except for my mom and siblings
-Last Food You Ate: chilli and cheese burrito
-Last Car Ride: um... an hour ago when I was coming home from school
-Last Movie You Watched: Parts of Memoirs of a Geisha
-Last Phone Call: last night with my friend Charles
-Last CD You listened to: One Thousand Fists by Disturbed
-Last Bubble Bath You took: Can't remember
-Last Song You listened to: um....
-Last Fight: a few weeks ago with my lil bro... we really go at it. We've broken bones fighting each other.

8 Have you ever...
-Have You Ever Dated a Best Friend: yes
-Have You Ever Been Arrested: no
-Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: sorta
-Have You Ever Been on TV: yeah a few times, but not enough for even 15 min. of fame
-Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Regretted It: I hardly kiss anyone, but... yes
-Have You Ever Cheated on Your bf/gf: No
-Have You Ever Been on a Blind Date: No
-Have You Ever Been out of the Country: no

7 Things you are wearing...
- Underwear
- blouse
- cut up pants
- fake nails
- ink (I drew on myself)
- thousands of types of bacteria
- lots of atoms

6 Thing you've done today...
- Talked to my parents
- I ate
- drew
- STAR testing
- breathing
- typing

5 Favorite Things (no specific order)...
- computer
- internet
- my cat, chip
- ALL of my art supplies (I truly have a lot for painting, but I never keep my paintings; I give them to friends or family)
- running shoes

4 People You Most Trust (no specific order)...
- britt
- gina
- darrell
- my sis, andrea


3 Choices...
- Go out with friends
- eat chinese
- Be outside

2 Things You Want to do Before You Die...
- tell all of my family I am a lesbian
- sell over 500 novels I have written

1 Person You Want to see...
- right now? britt

People Who Should Put This In Their Journal:
EVERYONE......ALL THE PEOPLE WHO READ THIS ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8703844/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8703844/ Sun, 07 May 2006 18:47:25 PDT
This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own journal. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are...repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted...don't reply...just copy and paste this in a new journal as "Fake Friends".

Well, I am absolutely bored... Prom was last night and I wish it was here again! Thank God they were playing more than just rap and slow songs. They also played disco, some old pop/rock songs, and... TECHNO ^^!!!!!! I love techno! You can never dance wrong with techno unless your moves are common (excluding break dancing) or you're off tempo. It would have only been better if they gave us some glow sticks ^^! I kept dancing like I did have glow sticks in my hands anyways. ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8644025/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8644025/ Mon, 01 May 2006 17:09:58 PDT Mood: pissed off!!
Listening to: angry pink by icon

I don't know why, but I just found out my completely FREE account is expiring. What is up with that??? Well, I only have three days left on this account. So, if you don't already know, my new account is where all of my art and favourites should be back up. This is mostly a precaution because I don't know if it's just a harmless bug or something serious.

]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8633548/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8633548/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 17:30:31 PDT Mood: neutral
Listening to: angry pink by icon

I'm bored.... Prom is less than a week away, and I'm surprised I'm not getting an anxiety attack from it. I mean, a few things are bother me, yeah, but it's not controlling me like it usually does. Oh yeah, I quit work this weekend, too. I was tired of Jaqueline's bullshit (she's some chick that makes my schedule). Well, she's constantly sending me to the wrong spot, and almost every time I try calling her, I keep getting the loop like, "she's in a meeting," or "she's in the bathroom," or I just outright get the machine. It pisses me off. And everytime I leave a message requesting my schedule, she never calls back. It may sound like I am overreacting (which I probably am), but it pisses me off when my superiors are incompetent. So I quit just like that. Now I can not put it on any future applications. So, it's back to no experience. I also desperately need a job considering I need the Work Experience class next year to make up for my lack of elective credits. Well, I have from now to August, so I must be able to find something... right?

]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8495057/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8495057/ Mon, 17 Apr 2006 00:12:45 PDT left me! Once she left, I got on my period (it's not that personal to me, so I don't really care who knows), and than I left to my dad's house on friday. I worked on the weekend like usual, but I had some trouble with the sign that ended up with me holding it upside down for over half a hour. It was "printed" wrong. They actually use stickers and had put the other side on wrong, so if I flipped it, it would still be upside down. Once work was done on sunday, my dad picked me up from work where him, me, and my brother went to a convienence store before I signed out. Well, I got a sobe drink. Than I soon signed out, got my clothes for church out of my bag in the back of the trunk, and changed in the portepotti -_-. It was horrible. Anyways, I open the door and out falls my sobe drink. It was in a glass bottle, of course, so that was gone. I picked up the pieces where I got cut without noticing and it just kept on bleeding instead of closing up like a normal puncture wound. Maybe I'm not getting enough iron or something, so my blood is too thin. Anyways, we went on our way to church. It was the night service. I didn't even get to get another drink, so I was kinda crying because I've just been having a bad week. Turned out my little brother had propped up the bottle against the door so it wouldn't spill. It was unopened, and, even still, common sense is to prop it up against the seat, not the door. DUHHH! Well, we got to church, and found out we were an hour early and the cafe was closed because it was easter. Than we had to stand in line until the service started to get our seats. Yes, that is just the thing I want to do after standing up for 5 HOURS HOLDING A DAMN SIGN IN THE SUN! Not to mention, I'm not christain. I'm agnostic, and I'm such a sinner. I'm a lesbian, so church isn't exactly my home. Well, during the service, I couldn't help thinking what if we were demons and God is the true devil? PLEASE DON'T YELL AT ME FOR THIS, I WAS BORED WITH NOTHING TO DO! Well, the circle of life has an equal balance and all that crap. Well, the minister was going on about how demons are here to kill and destroy and the devil simply put tries to gain the interest in people by showing them things that attract them. Well, the church I was going to, Harvest, was completely made up (again), and there were two bands there. It seems to me as if they are doing the same thing the devil is. Also, what if we are the demons. I mean, look at how much the Earth has been destroyed because of us. Animals are living in the cities, now, and forests are getting smaller and smaller as buildings get taller and wider. The ozone layer is being destroyed due to polution. We, ourselves, are dying because of our own destruction. Also, we kill our own kind, sometimes even for hell of it. Sounds like the defination of a demon (at least the was the church put it). Yeah, I was bored. ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8454898/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8454898/ Thu, 13 Apr 2006 01:55:50 PDT for 3 days, her dad came and picked her up. She was on the computer for a really long time, but I didn't really complain. I mean, her dad has been forbidding her to go online for months straight. Well, I was on quite a bit, too. I couldn't help it completely. We also played soul caliber 3 on playstation 2 and Dead or Alive 4 on Xbox 360. I kicked her butt until on sc3 until she got bored of it. Than I was kicking her butt again on DOA4, but she made a major comeback and almost won our series of battles until she got bored of that, too. Now my spring break is closing in on an end (not really, it's just wednesday, afterall). I just found out I am working on easter. Oh well, it's not that big of a deal. It's not like it's really "work". I mean, it hurts to stand for 5 hours taking in harrassment and listening to the same music, scratching up my cd's, and haveing to constently be moving a sign a couple of feet taller than me (I am 5'8"). Oh yeah, my dad also was telling me about the history of easter (well, the little that he knows). Okay, the name Easter comes from the name Ester in the Bible, and every christain knows it's about the return of Christ or whatever (I'm not christain). Well, the part about reproduction is kinda what makes it a hybrid holiday. I guess some king combined the two since they were celebrated in the time area or whatever and crap. Well, it was combined with a Pagan holiday, making it kinda funny, actually. And the fact that it is also about reproduction is where the rabbits and eggs come in. I don't think I really have to explain about the rabbits and the eggs. Anyways, if you think I am wrong and have proof of it, please correct me. I do not mind considering I simply got this information from my dad. I'm too lazy to actually look anything up. ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8367799/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8367799/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 19:57:43 PDT tagged me. I thought I might someday, okay, so here are the secrets of... um... my world.

6 weird habits/things/about yourself

1-I have ocd (enough said)-obsessive compulsive disorder
2-I have special eating habits (part of ocd)
3-I talk to spirits
4-I bite my toenails.... jk. I only chip them with my fingernails, seriously.
5-I read many chapters of a novel during the day
6-I read novels during the summer

Now I tag...





]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8367305/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8367305/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 19:05:16 PDT over the weekend for her birthday party. And than she's coming to my house during spring break. I hardly every see her, and her dad won't let her go on the internet because she needs a job. Okay, this story makes her dad sound really mean. Well, she found a job to be a sign twirler (JUST LIKE ME *HOPPING UP AND DOWN*). They called her a few days later to tell her about the "interview" which is really just a group presentation. There is no interview, and people are automatically hired as long as they fit the profile. Well, it was about a week later when the interview was, and her dad had approved until the day before the interview. He complained it was too far away even though it was only 10 minutes away at the most. The one I had to go to was 40 minutes away. I sware, that was messed up. He's the one that wanted her to get a job, not her. ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8355826/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8355826/ Mon, 03 Apr 2006 16:46:22 PDT ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8013077/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/8013077/ Sun, 26 Feb 2006 21:14:27 PST
If you don't believe me, it's okay. ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/7801818/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/7801818/ Sat, 04 Feb 2006 17:13:45 PST ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/7782691/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/7782691/ Thu, 02 Feb 2006 16:00:38 PST
cool club ^_^

Anyways, I just got back home from school, and I am drawing again!! It didn't take me long to get out of my artist's block. I got new inspiration from my mixed media class which should say on my schedule stain glass like it does on a lot of other people's since I am taking the same class. I just found out a really old friend of mine is taking the class in my period!!!! I'm so happy!!! I'm going to talk to her tomorrow, just to see if it is the right friend and not another girl with the exact same name and similar looks. I should post up my newest drawing, but I'm not going to at the moment because I feel lazy. I'm tired. I just ran the mile and than went to Algebra 2. I almost fell asleep in class. ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/7772974/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/7772974/ Wed, 01 Feb 2006 16:15:57 PST ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/7740446/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/7740446/ Sun, 29 Jan 2006 10:41:55 PST 1)recycle the cans (my current source of money)
2)wash my sister car (I owe her money)
3)clean my room (I've gotten away from that for about a month, and I even stepped on my headphones, on accident, because I didn't see them there)
I probably won't be posting anything for a little bit. I usually make 2 pictures a day, most of which I don't like at all, so I throw them away. And then I have artist's block. I always have artist's block when I don't have writer's block, and I probably should continue writing my story, but I can't type it out until I get my own computer back. My computer is just our old computer. I'm on the new one which is for everyone. What really sucks is that my step dad expects us to go on for only 2 hours a day, get off, and don't go back on until the next day. Two hours is nothing. ]]> ~nature-is-calling http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/7721653/ http://nature-is-calling.deviantart.com/journal/7721653/ Fri, 27 Jan 2006 09:52:19 PST picture of crumpled paper on the entire page- Student Manual_Outlooke 2000-General Course. I think it's my sister's.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
A almost gothic chair. Just needs the right color.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
True Life-I have gay parents

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
9:30

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
9:41

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
birds

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
last night I was getting a job. Entire thing was outside. Not a professional job interview. It was a sign twirler. Needless to say, I got it!

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
my messages

9. What are you wearing?
jeans and tight black bikini strapped blouse. I should change. I slept in these clothes! I don't care for pajamas, but I do wear them, sometimes.

10. Did you dream last night?
yes

11. When did you last laugh?
yesterday, I was watching music videos on albinoblacksheep.com

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
A tiny antique shelf with fairies and doves on it. They're mini statues. I'm in the dining/living/family room.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
me in a hat

14. What do you think of this quiz?
eh...

15. What is the last film you saw?
can't remember the name. It was on lifetime and about child abuse.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
I'd invest into a college fund and then buy a decent house each for myelf, my mom, and my dad.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I've been diagnosed with mild: schizophrenia, OCD, ADD, and bipolar disorder. I'm not taking meds, just therapy by my friends. Like I said, it's mild, nothing more.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
prejudice of every kind.

19. Do you like to dance?
yeah, but I know I can't!

20. A Cool band:
The Adicts

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Angel

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Angel

23. Something that drives you crazy.
my family ]]> ~nature-is-calling