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                <title>new stuff</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 May 2007 19:51:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ new stuff new stuff, and more new stuff.  we'll see if i can find enough time to start adding new stuff and stalking all you deviants some more.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~navatalyus</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Jul 2005 20:57:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I miss my halie too.<br />
I miss alot of things in my life, and Im never going to get them back.<br />
I dont want to replace them with new things either.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~navatalyus</author>
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                <title>random update</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Apr 2005 12:20:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I miss my dog<br /><br />that is all<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~navatalyus</author>
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                <title>boo</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Mar 2005 08:00:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im back, i dont know when ill be back  again, but oh well.<br /><br />i think if i cam back, fullswing, to  deviant art and went back into my  groove it would befor another person.   sure that doesn't sound bad, but i  handle rejection so poorly that id end  up dropping off of deviant art again  for another two years.  anyway.  Im  still here, just not sure when ill be  back to my old ways for myself, and not  someone else.<br />
<br />
men and women are such finiky  creatures. you can say or do whatever  you want, but it does little to demish  the feelings one has inside for  another.<br />
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aint that a bitch.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~navatalyus</author>
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                <title>Another stolen servey</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Dec 2004 02:48:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ stolen from <p><a href="http://illistrauthor.deviantart.com/journal/4174177/"><br />
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copy, paste and answer as comments (i  think is how it works).<br />
==========</p><br /><br />What would you do if:<br />
<br />
I cried:<br />
I committed suicide:<br />
I said I liked you:<br />
I kissed you:<br />
I lived next door to you:<br />
I died:<br />
I was afraid:<br />
I started smoking:<br />
I stole something:<br />
I were hospitalized:<br />
I ran away:<br />
I got in a fight and you were there:<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
What do you think about my?...<br />
<br />
Personality:<br />
Eyes:<br />
Face:<br />
Hair:<br />
Clothes:<br />
Voice:<br />
Humor:<br />
Choice of music:<br />
Mannerisms:<br />
Family:<br />
Friends:<br />
<br />
Would You?...<br />
<br />
Be my friend:<br />
Tell me the truth, No matter what:<br />
Lie to make me feel better:<br />
Spread rumors about me:<br />
Keep a secret if I told you one:<br />
Loan me some cash If i needed it:<br />
Hold my hand:<br />
Take a bullet for me:<br />
Keep in touch:<br />
Try and solve my problems:<br />
Love me:<br />
Love me for who I am:<br />
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<br />
[1] Who are you?<br />
[2] Are we friends?<br />
[3] When and how did we meet?<br />
[4] How have I affected you?<br />
[5] What do you think of me?<br />
[6] What's the fondest memory you have  of me?<br />
[7] How long do you think we will be  friends or enemies?<br />
[8] Do you love me?<br />
[9] Have I ever hurt you?<br />
[10] Would you hug me?<br />
[11] Would you kiss me?<br />
[12] Are we close?<br />
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?<br />
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?<br />
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?<br />
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why  you picked it.<br />
[17] Am I loveable?<br />
[18] How long have you known me?<br />
[19] Describe me in one word:<br />
[20] What was your first impression?<br />
[21] Do you still think that way about  me now?<br />
[22] What do you think my weakness is?<br />
[23] Do you think I'll get married?<br />
[24] What about me makes you happy?<br />
[25] What about me makes you sad?<br />
[26] What reminds you of me?<br />
[27] What's something you would change  about me?<br />
[28] How well do you know me?<br />
[29] Ever wanted to tell me something  but couldn't?<br />
[30] Do you think I would kill someone?<br />
[31] Are you going to put this on your  journal and see what I say about you<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~navatalyus</author>
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                <title>Survey-ma-thing</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Dec 2004 02:17:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ stolen from <p><a href="http://melarawine.deviantart.com/"><br />
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==========</p><br /><br />Part 1 -- The Basics<br />
<br />
Name: Jonathan<br />
<br />
Age: 21<br />
<br />
Age you act: Depends on the mood im in,  anywhere from 12-60<br />
<br />
Birthplace: Jourdanton, Texas<br />
<br />
Current location: my house of horrors<br />
<br />
Zodiac sign: aries<br />
<br />
Righty or lefty: righty<br />
<br />
Number of siblings: 1<br />
<br />
Are your parents still together?:   uh.yes?<br />
<br />
Who do you live with?: the rents, but  only on weekends<br />
<br />
Have any pets?:  4.no3<br />
<br />
Part 2 -- Appearance<br />
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Height: 5,10<br />
<br />
Weight: 135<br />
<br />
Shoe size: 9 wide<br />
<br />
Hair colour: dark brown <br />
<br />
Hair length: short (sexy)<br />
<br />
Eye colour: dark dark brown<br />
<br />
Glasses/contacts?: 20:18 so no<br />
<br />
Piercings: you mean, like on purpose?<br />
<br />
Scars: knees, theighs, hip, back,  shoulders, feet, hands, arms chest,  head.  Jeeze, was I abused?<br />
<br />
Braces: not yet, im a brithish freak<br />
<br />
<br />
Part 3 -- Favourites<br />
<br />
Colour: green and blue, not in that  order <br />
<br />
Number: 6  (how do you pick that shit  anyway?)<br />
<br />
Book: Myst  the book of atrus<br />
<br />
Movie: that one, with the people and  the thing<br />
<br />
TV show: ghost in the shell<br />
<br />
Video game: battlefield 1942<br />
<br />
Store: borders<br />
<br />
Animal: cats and dogs <br />
<br />
Season: spring, minus the exploding  nose (thanks mom! /grimace)<br />
<br />
Cereal: whats that?<br />
<br />
Website: DA I suppose<br />
<br />
Cartoon/character: Batou<br />
<br />
Food: whatever/whoever I can catch<br />
<br />
Flower: the pretty ones?<br />
<br />
Scent: good food being prepared in the  kitchen<br />
<br />
Restaurant: chilis?<br />
<br />
Drink: sports stuff<br />
<br />
Quote: What I must do is all that  concerns me, not what people think.   -Thoreau<br />
<br />
Part 4 -- Music<br />
<br />
Favourite genre: everything with  classical music-values<br />
<br />
Favourite band/singer/artist: Yoko  Kanno, Dave Matthews<br />
<br />
How many CDs do you have?: umm..16,000  songs<br />
<br />
Last CD you bought: LOL! <br />
<br />
Do you download music?: .never<br />
<br />
Do you play an instrument?: flute, air  guitar, recorder, maybe guitar<br />
<br />
<br />
Part 5 -- Love and Relationships<br />
<br />
Straight/gay/bi?: straight<br />
<br />
In a relationship?: yes<br />
<br />
If so, who and how long?:  almost 4  months<br />
<br />
If not, how long have you been single?:   <br />
<br />
Crush?: you mean besides her?<br />
<br />
Do you believe in love at first sight?:    Im not so sure anymore<br />
<br />
What do you look for in a guy/girl:   not a thing, I accept people for who  they are, theyre attracted to me<br />
<br />
What's the first thing you notice about  the opposite sex?:  the eyes<br />
<br />
What hair colour do you like?:  natural  I suppose<br />
<br />
Is there a difference between 'love'  and 'in love'?: Ive been told there  is, but I dont know. Im finding out<br />
<br />
Have you ever felt either? Yes<br />
<br />
Is it better to have loved and lost  than to never have loved at all?:  Depends on if you think ignorance is  bliss.  Are you better off knowing what  you cant have, or not knowing what you  can?<br />
<br />
Do you prefer to date people younger,  older, or the same age as you?: Ive  never been bothered by age, but then  its always been younger<br />
<br />
Do you believe in fate?: to an extent<br />
<br />
What about soul mates?: yes, and that  they come in many forms<br />
<br />
<br />
Part 6 -- Have you ever...<br />
<br />
Snuck out of the house?: never had to<br />
<br />
Been out of the country you reside in?:   not in any capacity that would count<br />
<br />
Had surgery?: Yes<br />
<br />
Been arrested?: Uhh. The jury is out  on that one<br />
<br />
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:   yes, and the cleaning lady was PISSED<br />
<br />
Been betrayed?: I have, but never in a  life changing capacity, ie I dont  remember when anymore<br />
<br />
Had a dream that came true?: wow, its  like deja-vu all over again<br />
<br />
Gone skinny dipping?: no, but I want to<br />
<br />
Gotten the chicken pox?: yes, wanna see  the scars?!<br />
<br />
<br />
Part 7 - When was the last time you...<br />
<br />
Brushed your teeth?: before I went to  the dentist several hours ago<br />
<br />
Went to the bathroom?: /tinkle<br />
<br />
Watched a movie? Lets see, when did I  start this thing?<br />
<br />
Read a book?: what do you define as a  book?<br />
<br />
Made fun of someone?: the other day  most probably, havent talked to many  people for fun-making<br />
<br />
Went to the grocery store?: last  evening.<br />
<br />
Got sick?:  s... ]]></description>
                <author>~navatalyus</author>
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                <title>Obituary</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Dec 2004 02:18:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Angus Macgiver Cruz<br />
1995-2004<br />
<br />
I carried Angus to the car, wrapped in  a comforter, where my mom and I took  him to the vet.  He'd slowly been  loosing the ability to walk, the  strength in his legs being sapped away  by some unseen force.   The expression  on his face as he looked into my eyes  in the car, and on the examining table  was the same as I'd seen in his eyes  the night before, when i sat with him,  his head in my lap, untill he finally  quieted down from fits of crying in  pain. He managed, for a short time, to  sleep just a little while longer,  before the enevitable end.<br />
The look in his eyes I have only seen  in the blank expression of alzihiemers  patients.  The complete lack of  comprehending what is going on around  them.<br />
That is how Angus died.  Laying  prostrate on a vetrinary examination  table, by his acount, alone and unable  to comprehend the needle prick in his  front foreleg, just above the paw. Nor  could he comprehend the creeping  feeling of slowly slipping  uncontrolably away.<br />
Unable to close his eyes, he left my  life just as quietly as he entered it.<br />
<br />
In my arms, I brought him to his home<br />
In my arms, I carried him to his death<br />
In my arms, I delivered him to his  place of rest<br />
<br />
<br />
I have loved few in my life, I have  loved him like no other. A part of me  is incapable of living. A part of me  has died with him. The least that can  be asked of those who continue to live  while others die.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~navatalyus</author>
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                <title>Ichiman Gosen Zero Zero Zero</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Dec 2004 01:59:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 15,000 (15,887 before trimming) songs  now inhabbit my music collection.  Am I  proud? Damn tootin' I am.  I've been so  busy with all maner of other things  that I totally did not notice the last  nearly 2,000 songs that have been added  since July.  Wow.  Just say that out  loud... 2,000 added since July.  What  kind of freak am I?
The kind of freak with his own  high-speed (currently) DVD burner thats  who! Guwafaww!  Much thanks to ms.  halieblue for the list of new artists  to check out.  I've not yet made it  through them all (the current song  cound does not include unpreviewed  tracks). Though what I have heard  sounds a bit like background  party/stoner music, most of it seems to  have that sense of musicality that I  long for.

On a side note, the subject of my  journal for the 29th of september: the  singles CD.  Yeah, that didn't get  made.  Oh well.

An evern MORE side note - Canta per me,  voiced by Kuwashima Houko as heard on  the Noir Vocal Song Collection album,  is the shit.  Everyone who likes an  extra tasty mix of vocals and  harmonious strings should check it out  today.

=====<br /><br />The symester is almost over.  Its  starting to ever so slowly feel like  its over.  Lost of new deviations to  post yet.  My one fruitful day has born  more than I had ever anticipated.   Browsing through my folders of source  images,  I am just amazed at the things  that I'll have to upload over the next  few weeks.  Plans are also already  being laid out for the next (hopefully  equally fruitful) location shoot.  Not  entirely sure what the subject will be,  I image a fair amount of portraits and  landscapes.  Possibly even some  nudes(!).  Im rather excited at the  prospect, after long searching I've  found a willing model.  Now I just have  to not fuck it up.  But thats still a  few weeks off.  Though I plan to  continue to release the San Antonio  Missions series one deviation a day, I  may throw in some sporatic deviations  (such as the updated desktop screen)  between now and the next planned shoot.<br />
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Tasty times are indeed ahead. Guwafaw!<br />
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==========<br /><br />As the free verse/spoken word becomes  increasingly more personal, I've  decided to move it to my Xanga to put a  more public face on this doodad  (potential employers welcome to  browse!).  My loyal deviant(s) can find  it, and more intimate looks into my  deep dark devious mind there. ]]></description>
                <author>~navatalyus</author>
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                <title>Lots of new-ness</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Dec 2004 23:40:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The new-ness ABOUNDS!! BUWAHAHAHA<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/number1.gif" alt="Enthusiastic" title="Enthusiastic" /> Longing<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Rakuen - Yoko Kanno - Wolfs Rain OST1<br /><br />Aftering a rather long, complete day of   insperation filled blish, I have  started to pour over the fruits of my  labor.  To my loyal veiwer(s) out  there, expect to see some rather  un-polished deviations! Im so happy  with many of them, they come to you  wholely untouched in PS.  Save for some  minor rotations and resizing, because i  can't hold a camera streight anymore  and, who really needs to see a full  1900 pixel image, i ask you.<br />
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the holiday-mess is over, and now its  only a few short weeks away before my  next expected emotional slump is in  full swing.    but thats still a ways  away, mentaly.<br />
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and now, a very special closing. to pay  homage to, well yall will get the idea.<br /><br />________________________________________ ________________________________________ ___<br />
                          You more than  love me,<br />
<br />
You<br />
     You are the warm sun shining upon  me in the morning<br />
     You are the steam in the shower  opeing my skin and my eyes to the  wonders of a new day<br />
     You are the happy feeling inside  me when I complete a tastk put before  me<br />
     You are the warm sheet i rest  myself in to prepare for another day<br />
     Yours is the name I whisper to no  one, and everyone before I sleep<br />
You more than love me, you inspire me. ]]></description>
                <author>~navatalyus</author>
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                <title>egad</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Nov 2004 03:33:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/headache.gif" alt="Headache" title="Headache" /> Longing<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Round Table feat. Nino - Beautiful:  Hack Sign<br /><br />Why oh why am I awake?  This whole  *having a job thing* is starting to  really suck.  If I knew I would be  fucking around with this broked system  for this long, I would have made an  office visit rather than taking it home  to work on.  I would be getting paid  less for an office visit, but the damn  thing would be gone!  All I want is to  get paid, and be asleep, instead of  going on 36 hours streight...BAH!<br />
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On a happy note I spent the latter part  of the afternoon on hold with the  lovely people at NewEgg trying to get  my order streightened out.  I payed a  whole wopping $22 more for two day  shipping, and its taking two days just  to get my order processed!!  Damn you  DVD burner, how I loathe thee already.<br />
One of several incremental system(s)  upgrades these last few jobs have paid  for.  in the next installment, 512 of  DDR333.  Followed by (when ever this  damn system leaves my work bench) a  shinny new OEM AMD Athlon XP 3000+ .    My motherboard can hardly wait!<br />
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In other news, my loyal reader(s) can  expect to see my first game review in  the next few weeks.  I've got the  screen shots and most of the talking  points worked out, just need access to  the FTP and SHABAM  *Games by  {DX}navaTalyus* will be underway!<br />
<br />
Now taking suggestions for games to  review!<br />
 Already on tap:<br />
Medal Of Honor - Pacific Assault<br />
Warhammer 40,000 - Dawn of War<br />
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and possibly Uru - Ages Beyond Myst  (mostly because i have a fetish for all  things D'ni)<br /><br />________________________________________ __________________________<br />
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Nothing tonight, I can feel a sense of  dread aproaching.  Things will start to  flow again once its in full swing. ]]></description>
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                <title>Stolen from Zee Web</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Nov 2004 00:48:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The following was taken from a weblog,  please dont kill me... responding here  was such a better format than  responding with (what was turning into)  a soapbox declaration against organized  life...anyway the following:<br />
<br />
"Why is so much pressure put on  actually doing things? What's so wrong  about just being, and revelling in  existence? Why does something always  have to happen? Why can't people just  enjoy their time together, and enjoy  the simple things in life? Seeing your  first constellation in a star-lit early  morning. Lying in a sleeping bag on a  dew-kissed baseball field. Driving with  no direction, just letting the cool  breeze wash your hair. Yes, it's  moments of pure, natural beauty that  make life enjoyable.<br />
<br />
"What's a moment that sticks out in  your mind, a moment comprised of pure,  simplistic living? Where you breathed  not out of respiratory necessity but to  just feel air down your throat and  filling your lungs? I want to know.  Post them."<br /><br />nothing is all i ever want to do, you  know that <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-)" title=":-) (Smile)" /><br />
though i think doing nothing all the  time doesn't  work as a life style...im  still working on that part <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";-)" title=";-) (Wink)" /><br />
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hmm, i can't say i noticed the way the  air filled my lugs, but the last time i  felt etheral like that was this past  weekend, i had a visitor drop in to  leave some stuff, i was busy with all  manner of things and felt somewhat  neglectful of my company, but I think  she was ok with it, she had a really  big goofy smile on her face for maybe  90% of the time.  The time that wasn't  spent doing the randomness, i wouldn't  trade for anything in the world.   Nothing was really said, nothing was  really done, and im so overwhelmingly  ok with that.  Mayhaps not the best  example of being in the moment now that  i think about it.  Though i equate  being happy and being in the moment as  almost the same thing, so that still  counts... right?<br />
<br />
/gets on soapbox<br />
besides, people that are all about *in  the now* the *eat your vegitables* *do  your home work* *get into that college*   *get that high paying job*  *sell your  soul to the company* are the same  people that either failed at being  happy themsevles, or die of a heart  attack at a young age.  Roses were put  on this earth for a reason, more people  should smell them.  But watch out for  bees, they sting.  <br />
<br />
/steps off soap box<br />
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So I decided to post my  example/feelings here because as my  loyal reader(s) can see, it was rather  long and stuck at the bottom of a  weblog post in a comment box, wow..that  would just be a bit overbearing I  thought.   And on the topic of doing  nothing but *being in the moment* (my  interpritation of what she was talking  about) .... my journal freeverse!  buwahahaha:<br />
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A side note, the beginning is taken  from Myst: The Book of Atrus, in order  to understand the significance, I  highly recommend reading the book, or  atleast the first chapter.  Not so much  a freeverse as whatever, enjoy<br /><br />________________________________________ __________________________<br />
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 ... What do you see Talyus?<br />
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I see the way morning light peers in  through the shadded window<br />
The way her red hair is casted in half  shadows from the lights soft glow.<br />
I see the shape of her body, half  concealed by a light blue blanket she  clutches for comfort as much as warmth.<br />
I see her eyes flicker in response to  some unseem image within her minds eye.<br />
I see her fingers flex and relax at the  touch of my hand upon her face.<br />
I see her eyes slowly open<br />
I feel my lips absorb the warmth of  hers<br />
I see her lips part slightly<br />
I see ... ]]></description>
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                <title>Insomnia-Maddness</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Nov 2004 01:10:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" alt="Loved" title="Loved" /> loved<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Yoko Kanno - Pet Food - GitS SAC OST 2<br /><br />Im starting to miss my hair.  I dont  miss all of the hassles that went with  it.  I definatly *DO* like the exposure  my neck gets for stroking.<br />
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All the same, Im starting to miss my  long hair.  fair well hair, I have  loved thee well.  May thee serve others  as well as thee had served me. <br />
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Im awake for no aparent reason and  starting to get anxious about the  weekend.  If only outcomes really  didn't mater, instead of just saying  they dont mater.  That would be groovy.   On the other hand, if it didn't mater  I suppose it wouldn't be important  either.  Sej la vei  (oh yes please  adrien pick apart my french, im just  waiting!)<br /><br />________________________________________ __________________________<br />
|                                        I<br />
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| I am me<br />
| I am I<br />
| I am the me I see<br />
| I am the me I dont want to see<br />
| I am the I when others dont notice<br />
| Others dont notice that I see<br />
| Others dont see me<br />
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| I see You,<br />
| Do You see me? ]]></description>
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                <title>Another weekend, Random Goodness and Turtles.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Nov 2004 22:23:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Cartoon Network rocks my world<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" alt="Loved" title="Loved" /> loved<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Yoko Kanno - Pet Food - GitS SAC OST 2<br /><br />Saturday night, 12:00 PM eastern.<br />
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The premier episodes of Full Metal  Alchemist and Ghost in the Shell -  Stand Alone Complex.<br />
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Yeah, so maybe I've seen both shows  already, so maybe I saw these eps both  more than a year ago.  That soo not the  point.  The point is now I can watch  them every weekend and manage to do  something else other than read  subtitles and self-translate while  watching.  More importantly, an  impromptu fight ended in a much closer  bond than before the evening started.   Can I live without my addictions?  Probably, but if its not ilegal and  consentual, then why not feed it as  often as possible?  I ask you! Where's  the harm.<br />
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So I have an audience of two.  Two that  I can prove anyway.  Im so excited!   This quite possibly could mean that  ther will be regular updates to this  doodad.  I suppose that means I should  start to watch who I give my address  to...wouldn't want just anyone reading  into my inner soul.  I mean come  one...my feet aren't that plesant.<br />
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I've been informed I dont know how to  spell jelious.   Yup, I dont.  admit  it. your JELIOUS of my l33t speeling  SKILZZ.  Im so glad you didn't leave.<br />
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NEW DEVIATIONS!<br />
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Round one of the turrle madess! Im  actually not all that thrilled with  what I shot of the UT Turtle pond.  I  really must have another go at it.   Early morning or later afternoon I  think.  It really was not the best  lighting for the equipment I was using  at the time, but who am I to say know  to turtles?! they're soo coool.  I  think my female subject turned out  better than the pictures of the  turtles.  My faithfull deviant watchers  will see her too.  Hooray for sneaky  photography.<br />
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Now, on to my jounal free-verse  introspection.  intro or inter? im  actualy not sure...micro/macro...bah.  Its all about me.  part of the problem  I know, but hey!  I paid for this space  so its all MINE!! muwahahaha.<br /><br />________________________________________ __________________________<br />
|                                        I Should<br />
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| I should have known how things would  turn out.<br />
| I should have known how you would  feel.<br />
| In a perfect world I would be your  all. Your everything.<br />
| But Im not.<br />
| I can only be what I am.<br />
| What I am<br />
| What am I<br />
| I am me<br />
| The me I want to be is the me I want  you to have.<br />
| Is that the me I am? I dont think so.<br />
| Not yet.<br />
| Do I hurt the ones I love?<br />
| Of course I do.  Do I love the ones I  hurt?<br />
| Only the ones I dont mean to. Why do  I do it?<br />
| Because thats me.<br />
| Am I happy to be me?<br />
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| Only when you smile. ]]></description>
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                <title>Halloweenie</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Nov 2004 10:39:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The best weekend ever!<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" alt="Loved" title="Loved" /> loved<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Departure - Yoko Kanno - Brain Powered<br /><br />In my entire life i have never done two  fairly common things: I have never  dressed up for holloween, nor have I  ever gon trick or treating.  Even at my  ripe old age, where such things are  nonsense, being invited to do either of  these means a tremendious amount.  The  last four days kind of ended up as a  pretty big blur, starting in yet  another mini-road trip (sensing a  patern here?  I think theres a reason i  keep going back up there).  One shower,  one bowtie, lots of lounging, a  missplaced towel/shirt and a pond of  turtles later, im back with my next set  of deviations to prepare and post (not  always in that order :wink: )  <br />
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After that, my first experience trick  or treating...wow my knees hurt. Sorry  no pictures of that, too dark and,  well....nothing all that interesting to  capture, though there was one guy with  incredibly HUGE hair.<br />
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In addtion to the CD i shot this past  weekend, something has been rolling  around in my head. A very romantic kind  of something.  Up to this point its  been reserved, but I think that with a  little bit of polish and comentary from  my audience of three (or so) I could  actually make a pretty good atempt at  some more prose/poetry style  submissions.<br />
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Lets start with the footer of this  entry.  I personally think the ending  is pretty strong, the beginning is a  good one and the middle gets a bit  muddled. But hey, chime in with yalls  two cents.<br /><br />________________________________________ __________________________<br />
|                                        If You<br />
|<br />
| If my mind should wonder,<br />
|                                        It would drift to You.<br />
| If the afternoon sun should shine  upon me,<br />
|                                        It would warm You.<br />
| If my heart should fall in love,<br />
|                                        I would fall in love with You.<br />
| If I close my eyes tightly enough,<br />
|                                        It will be morning and You'll be in my  arms again. ]]></description>
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                <title>new stuff</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Oct 2004 00:10:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ maybe ill just express myself through  writing, its been a long time since  i've written a story.  I've been having  alot of very unusual dreams in the last  few weeks, and i've been wanting to put  into use.<br />
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Oh yes, i cut my hair.  Yup. My long  beautifull locks are gone.  The final  tally?  I had a 13 inch pony tail from  the base of my neck.  <a href="http://www.locksoflove.org">[link]</a>  What can  i say?  It was time.  Only 12 more days  before Ill be reminded why short hair  is soo much more sensual than long, i  can't wait.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>things to do to stay sane</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Oct 2004 13:07:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I find myself reading that special  someone's blog almost daily, and i keep  rolling back and forth between wanting  to just go ape shit and post my most  intimate thoughts, or just continue to  keep them bottled up inside untill i  finally explode. or start to fly around  the room from all the built up  gas/bullshit that comes with.<br />
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I suppose only time will tell.  hoorah  for having a timid/private nature.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>boom shaka lacka</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Oct 2004 11:51:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/horny.gif" alt="Horny" title="Horny" /> *swoon*<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Asian Kung-Fu - Rewrite<br /><br />HOO HAA! my first road trip, albeit a  rather short one.. I have to start some  where.  Here's to hoping I done die in  Austin traffic.<br />
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After the resounding response I  recieved after the whole *gimmie your  input on the doodad* thing...yeah,  thats coming down.  *sniff sniff* thats  ok... I have my dedicated  listeners/victims...they apreciate my  musac!!! I DONT NEE YOU!! RAWRR<br />
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/ponder I wonder if anyone even reads  these things...  I guess no one loves  me... Maybe I will die in traffic<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Random Musicness</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Sep 2004 23:52:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Something almost as useless, but not  quite<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sing.gif" alt="Musical" title="Musical" /> *swoon*<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: The Dream Within - Spirits Within Soundtrack<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Big Fish<br /><br />Huza! I have started on a mix album.   *So what?* you say?  Well...for *me* to  make a mix album is no small feat...  especially one of this scale.  I've  decided on my trips to and from school  at night, I need some strong vocals.   *So pick out some nice voicey stuff*  you say?  Well well, if only it were  that easy.  I've decided to complicate  things a little bit by going through  and picking through, folder by folder,  every vocal-heavy song that I happen to  overly enjoy--out of my *entire*  collection.  For the...three or so  people that probably read my last music  related do-ma-flogy, the offical count  is now 14577, well on my way to that  party I mentioned.<br />
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Currently, the first round compilation  looks to be 120+ songs (127).  So its  more or less turning into an MP3 CD,  which would be great if i still carried  that thing around with me every where,  or took the bus on a regular basis.  To  get to the point...  I think what Ima  gonna do is get some *constructive  feedback* from who ever will give it...   My shoutcast station will be going up,  and anyone who actually gets this far  into my journal entry is invited to  enjoy some tunes, and either gimmie buz  on aim, or whatever with  ideas/suggestions.  Im always looking  for new CDs to add to the collection.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Yet more insomnia</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Sep 2004 05:22:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Egad make the waking stop!<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/superman.gif" alt="Superhuman" title="Superhuman" /> *drool*<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Keyna Wait for me - League of Extraordinary Gentle<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: You would not believe the stuff that comes on!<br /><br />After all the good feedback from my Tea  Garden set, I decied to dust off my  scanner-o-crapola and post some nearly  long forgotten prints of mine that I've  wanted to get up here, but have been to  lazy to do.  Lucky me I can't sleep  right now.   The content is going to  range rather drastically, some of the  prints were taken this past spring,  others as long ago as my freshman year  of highschool (I feel old)  I hope all  of my new watchers enjoy the new old  stuff, and the old watchers enjoy the  new new stuff ^_^<br />
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When you dont sleep, you dont have to  make sense! BUWAHAHAHA<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The Big Show</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Sep 2004 02:18:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A Fitful way to say farewell<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/i/invisible.gif" alt="Invisible / Ignored" title="Invisible / Ignored" /> Bllaaaa<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Ishbal - Hagaren no Renkenjutsushi (FMA) OST1<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Managing and Maintaining your PC w/ Lab manual<br /><br />A dear friend is moving on in her life,  actually moving *into* her life...  before she left we had a day out at the  Japanese Tea Gardens.  Though it was a  typical texas afternoon, we made the  best of it. After i finesh touching up  the pictures, there will be several  updates, untill then enjoy the new  collage-a-ma-thing. Oh and dont miss my  uber-jedi skills in the new screenshot<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>the big One Four O O O</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Jul 2004 00:10:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ After many many moons and incalculable  mouse clicks, its finally happened.<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Dolce Trade - Prayer for Love (Last Exile)<br /><br />After I spent some time going through  my little info window doo-dad  (technical term), I realized that it  was (1) out of date (I fixed that) and  (2) I might as well share my sloth-like  excitement over my latest and greatest  digital accomplishment - My music  collection affectionatly known as Kodo  no Ongaku has finally grown to a size  well within the range of 14,000 songs!   Before anyone (all two of my visitors)  starts thinking me some kind of wierd  geek (for the wrong reasons), this  little acomplishment has taken four  years of collecting, and yes I have  heard 90% of the songs.  I'd say i know  a good 80% within the first minute of  playing.<br />
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So im a nerd, yay me im excited. When i  bust 20,000 im gonna have a party.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New artistic Content</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jun 2004 11:10:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ After looking at the new submission  forms, I noticed that there is finally  a spot for screenshots, this is joyfull  news because I've been gathering  screenshots from games for about two  years now. All i need to do is dig them  up...the ones I still have anyway. A  message to my loyal fans...all three of  you...  Expect something new and  different over the next few days as I  dust off my print screen button.<br />
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Ill be starting off the new posts with  some screens of my desktops. So far  I've only gotten one from each system  that I like...depending on how they are  recieved on here I may invest some time  in playing with WindowBlinds and other  OS-skinning apps...again<br />
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-jaa mata ]]></description>
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                <title>YARPS in stills</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Aug 2002 07:52:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ These be some turely crazy and quite normal individuals. Each has  they're strengths and weeknesses. The amazing majic happens when they  come togeather as a group and do the amazing things that they do.  for  further info on them, <a href="http://www.YARPS.com">[link]</a>  it might be .ORG or .NET...not sure  they're site isn't up just yet. this page is so I am saluting a very  diverse and interesting subject.<br>
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          "The reader enjoys the adventure of another. It is the writer  that is the creator of worlds."<br>
                                - D'ni proverb"The rock is hard, the  stone cutter is patient.<br>
                           -D'ni Proverb<br>
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-navaTalyus ]]></description>
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