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I still need to dust off my scanner and install the scanner's software on my new computer, but I do have new art to share and stuff, it's just gonna take me a little while to get back into gear, me being lazy and forgetful and whatnot, but new stuff is coming, I promise!

Lots of love,

-Alan

P.S. Happy Halloween everyone!

]]> ~necromancer0 http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/10060717/ http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/10060717/ Wed, 13 Sep 2006 14:04:11 PDT
Yeah, weee its me, so ya, i havnt been here in FOREVER....actually its only been like 4 months ish, but it feels like forever...

To all my friends here, i didnt forget about you, i just kinda zoned out for a long while, i love you all to death still <3

So ya....ill start being on here a lot now, again, so yay!

As for art, ive been drawing a bit, enough for me to get back up to speed, so in the next week or so, expect some of that..

yeah, so again, im glad to be back, i hope all of my dev friends havnt forgotten me, i love you all, and i look forward to getting back into the swing of things here, so........*HUGGLES*!!!!!!

Much love everyone!!!

PS-if ya still love me, please respond!!! ]]> ~necromancer0 http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/8893690/ http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/8893690/ Sat, 27 May 2006 14:19:15 PDT just like 'you' and 'mee' when it is misspelled.

Homophobia and You:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Repost this if you realize homophobia is wrong.



The hate has to stop. It's just as bad as racism sexism...it's the human race at it's worst. ]]> ~necromancer0 http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/8740983/ http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/8740983/ Thu, 11 May 2006 14:41:36 PDT
Anyway, yeah life kinda sucks, my whole thing with going out with this guy whose a couple years younger didnt work out, mostly on my part, as staying with him would be a big lie to both myself and him, as past feelings....obsessions really, have been comming back to haunt me, as i knew they would...they're never going to go away, but the weird, but kinda not so weird, part is part of me doesnt WANT to lose the thoughts that i still have of....well, him.....the, well, ok if you havnt read my few poetry submissions, i suggest you read all of them now, as they may better explain the nature of these feelings.

So yeah, enough of the depressing life stuff....i havnt submitted much lately due to time, which ive had none of, but am determined to make this weekend, as i have a couple really good drawings i have to get put on here, so thats comming soon...

Not much else to say today, Peace out Girlscouts

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~necromancer0 http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/8589965/ http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/8589965/ Wed, 26 Apr 2006 09:03:29 PDT is the winning piece!!!

Grats to that, really truely too, cause its an awesome work of art.

Anyway, now that thats out of the way...i just got back from my 4 day california vacation, which was ok, i mean ive been there many times, done everything, so yeah...LA is a fun place to hang around, especially being gay, cause if you know where to look, well, theres much fun to be had >_<

OH YEAH!!! just a random big personal anouncement thing, i have a boyfriend as of about 2 ish weeks ago, i just didnt think of sharing it here until now, hes ADOREABLE, hes 1 1/2 years younger than me, which is cute cause i like to be the more manly figure in a relationship, his name is Mike Pierce, hes from Massachusettes, hes adoreable, i love him soo much ^_^ i swear we were meant for one another. If i can ill try to get a pic of us together up on here sometime.

Thats all folks!

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~necromancer0 http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/8224569/ http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/8224569/ Wed, 05 Apr 2006 12:27:34 PDT
Ok, before i explain the contest and stuff, i have a favor to ask of everyone reading this (in other words, all my friends)

Im still kinda new to DA and dont have the plethera of prople watching me that many of my friends do, so i was worried about not getting much involvement in thus contest, so i thought, maybe if my friends reading this right now, if they wouldnt mind, could like make a link to this contast entry of mine or something, or just tell lots of people they are friends with about it, like make their own journal entry advertising my contest in it or something, just so its more fun for me and so i can see lots of peoples entries and art and stuff....well id absolutely love that, it would be the coolest thing ever, so if anyone reading this can just like pass on this contest info to friends and stuff, it would be greatly appreciated ^_^

Ok back to the contest

Here's the deal, lately ive been exploring and endulging the world of Anthro art...and quite frankly i love it, especially wolf anthro, so much that ive been attempting to start drawing some myself... so far it sucks, but im gonna keep working at it....ive always used computers to create art and stuff, like in the form of designs, so this is all very new to me, but its exciting....

I want to see your Wolf Anthro art; So thats the theme of my contest

WOLF ANTHRO!!!!

As a now up-and-comming anthro artist, i could use some examples and inspirations, so i trn to my friends, and their friends, and so on...This is why i wanna see this, and see it must! but enough of the drama, heres the specs:

1. Drawings/Entries must of, or contain Wolf Anthro
2. Entries do not have to be colored, but they have to be neat and finished
3. I am permitting up to 3 entries per person, though one does not have to enter 3 drawings, but the option is there
(OPTIONAL)
4. The kind of wolf anthro that caught my eye and inspired me to try drawing this way was sexy male wolf anthro...yes i found male anthro wolves sexy and intersting, i love it, so if you want to not only enter the contest, but give me something i can use in the collage desktop WP i plan on making using particularly...stimulating entries, then take a stab at making your wolf anthro sexy (and male)

NOTE: #4 is completely optional and will not affect my judgement of any other entries that do not fit the discription in #4...its simpley for my own personal...i want to say pleasure, which it kinda is, but that would sound weird, so im gonna say use, cause ive been wanting to get a cool desktop wallpaper to take a screenshot of and put on my DA page, but theres nothing i like that much, so i plan to use entries for my contest that fit #4 discription, as well as other deviantions ive found already, to make a collage in photoshop and make it my wallpaper, which i will then take a SS of and put on my DA page...i will also credit every artist whos art is featured on that WP at the end of every journal entry

Thats it people, so tell all your feiends about this, and get drawing!!!

All entries must submitted (via a note sent to me with a link to your entry) By April 23rd.....thats about an month, so it sould be plenty of time (this is also why im allowing up to 3 entries per artist)

I HOPE TO SEE LOTS OF PARTICIPATION!!!

Current Entries:

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]]> ~necromancer0 http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/8090544/ http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/8090544/ Wed, 08 Mar 2006 05:30:23 PST
it was WARM there, like 70+ degrees warmer on average than it is back here at home!!! i must admit, its not that bad, i like seeing my friends so thats always good. I should have all my Mayan Ruins pictured developed soon, so yeah.

ATTENTION: ANYONE INTERESTED IN VIEWING ALL (108) OF THE PICTURES I TOOK OF THE MAYAN RUINS SHOULD CHECK MY SCRAPS IN THE NEXT WEEK OR SO, AS SOON AS I HAVE ALL OF MY PICS DEVELOPED I WILL BE SCANNING THEM IN AND SUMBITTING THEM IN MY SCRAPS FOR ANYONE WHO WANTS TO CHECK THEM OUT.

ok now that thats out of the way...well not much more to say really, just that i hope once i get my pics in here that you guys enjoy looking at them, i know im going to ^_^

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]]> ~necromancer0 http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/8019701/ http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/8019701/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 14:02:04 PST
Yes, thats right im in mexico RIGHT THIS VERY MOMENT!!!

to be more specific, and just to make some people more jelous, im in the cyber cafe (which is pretty nice except for these crazy spanish keyboards) located in the Mayan Palace on the Mayan Riviria in Playa del Karman. ITS SO AWESOME

First notable difference, ITS WARM!!! LIKE 75-80 degrees warm. SOOO much better than the below-zero temperatures back in the states (i live deep in the NE where you can, every once in a while, find snow still around in mid April...)

OH MY GOD, earlier today we went and toured the Mayan ruins in Tulum, SO AMAZING...it was crazy, so beautiful, so, just awesome....i took like 50 something pictures there.

Yeah....its pay by the minute in this cyber cafe so i dont wanna spend too long on here, but i just had to do a journal entry IN mexico....i might do another like in a couple days after we visit more ruins and stuff, im here till saturday so yeah....

ive been taking so many pictures, something i never really liked to do....i love it its really a lot of fun, in fact if i get any eally good ones maybe ill post em just cause i feel like it....anyway, thats all for now, peace out girlscouts

---UPDATE---

YAY!!! its been a few days since my first mexician post, and i still have a bit of time left on my cyber cafe card, so im gonna bring everyone up to speed.

I WENT AND SAW CHITZIN-ITZA!!!!! YAY!!!! they were the most wonderful, amazing, stunning, beautiful, intricate, visually intoxicating ruins ive ever seen...hell ive never EVER seen anything so wonderful in my life, so amazing, god i cant get over it!!! i took over 50 pictures there, as well as, even though its supposed to be bad luck (though i dont believe in luck), picked up a couple rock fragments.....nothing big, not at all, just 2....its awesome

crap only 1 minute left on my card, well i gotta go i guess, im comming back in 2 days, so......yay!!! I <3 MEXICO!!!!!

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]]> ~necromancer0 http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/7968753/ http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/7968753/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 05:54:16 PST
Listening to: "I Must Be Dreaming" by: Evanescence

Yeah, its been almost 2 months since ive updated my journal, so im doing it now before i forget and go another month without >_>

Not much going on in life for me....personal stuff, but not gonna mention that here >_<

Ive been experimenting more with abstract concepts in my photoshop stuff, and im liking what im coming out with. Look for more of that stuff later. Other than that, yeah not much.

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]]> ~necromancer0 http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/7525173/ http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/7525173/ Fri, 06 Jan 2006 09:40:29 PST
Anyway, originally i was going to have my gallery reflect the dark, depressing side of me in pencil drawings...well i havnt been the mood to draw in a while, and, well, ive decided...*takes a deep breath*...whew...here goes nothing...

I AM OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCING THAT MY MAIN FOCUS FOR MY DA GALLERY WILL BE BASED AROUND MEZMORIZING, STUNNING, AND AMAZING PHOTOSHOP EFFECTS!!!

...yeah anyway thats what you're gonna be seeing from me, mostly, once in a while if i have a sudden...burst of art inspiration i may draw something and submit it, but the way i see it i could express myself in the same way, hell in ANY way, with photoshop effects...

I hope this doesnt disappoint anyone who was expecting dark evil or whatever hand drawn pieces, but this is what im really, REALLY good at and i want to share all of what i do with yu guys...

and hey, photoshop effects like the ones i do make GREAT desktop BGs and maybe cell phone wallpaper, or whatever you want...so yeah im looking forward to sharing more of my effects with you, and i hope you are too!!!

--NOTE--
although many, MANY exist, i will NEVER submit any effects that were created with the help of Tutorials...never ever EVER!!! all of my creations will come from me, thats it...

Now sometimes, if someone dumb and stupid decided to go look online for a tutorial for an effect thats similar to something i did, well to those kind of people, SCREW YOU CAUSE I CREATE ALL MY STUFF MYSELF!!!

--END NOTE-- ]]> ~necromancer0 http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/7495931/ http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/7495931/ Tue, 03 Jan 2006 05:55:09 PST
Anyway, for what its worth, Happy holidays, Happy new year, whatever you know how it goes...im just kidding, really though i hope you all had a safe and happy time over the last week or two...and YES i know I havnt put up any art yet, and all i have to say is ive been so busy and stuff...im working on it, ok?!?!

heh, anyway...OH YEAH!!! My borthday was the 29th so im 16 now XD XD XD NOW I CAN DRIVE...(legally)

Actually my mom wont let me take Drivers Ed till i have B average...unfortunately that isnt gonna happen anytime soon (not as long as im failing history at least)

I got my iPod Nano so im happy, i also got about $250 ish from family and such...i have NO idea what to spend it on (im horrible when it comes to saving money) but ill figure something out... I think im gonna save some for my families Febuary vacation trip to Mexico...its awesome cause my favorite aunt, who lives in California, is comming too...i dont get to see her vary often, but she is so awesome...its gonna be great. Im really excited to see the Myan Ruins, which are all around the resort we are staying at...omg i CANT WAIT!!!

So, to qrap this up, im sorry for not being on in a while, but thats life...im working on my drawing but i cant give a timeframe, im bad at that. meh, thats all i got

peace, love, whatever... ]]> ~necromancer0 http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/7379514/ http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/7379514/ Thu, 22 Dec 2005 05:40:59 PST
Im going to share with everyone who reads this something that i dont normally share with most people...I've never, and i mean NEVER, been in any kind of relationship before in my life. Not one, i have not yet experienced the feeling of having someone whom i love and who loves me back...It's been haunting me for a very long time now, and despite all my attempts at supressing these feelings of loneliness and unfufilled desire, i still cannot ignore it. Being gay, its even harder for me to find someone with whom i can be in love. I've tried before, but i always come out with nothing more then a "Umm...im not really interested" or a "Fuck no!!! Get the fuck away from me you fucking fag!!!"

I seem to always find the straight guys to be the most attractive... one in particular has been the object of my deepest, most profound obsessions and desires...i dont want to mention his name only because im trying to get over the realization that has been apparent to me for almost a year, a realization that i chose to ignore for just as long. Ive made progress, as i do not dream about him excessively anymore...nor do i think about him every waking moment. Though, i do still collapse mentally whenever i see him in school, which is usually only after last period lets out and everyone goes out and gets home...but thats not really much of a problem anymore.

More recently, ive been noticing a lot more guys. Like i always tend to do, i notice only guys that will never have any interest in me...Freshmen in particular, for whatever reason, have been striking me as totally cute and adoreable...

Now, im not writing any of this for pity or anything...i just feel that i have to let this all out somehow...really though ive heard all the preachings already, like "You never know unless you ask" or "Its ok, someone will find you eventually" and all that stuff, and though it MIGHT be true, i tend to assume the downside of many things. I believe that the only way to fufill...anything in life is to do so under the assumption that everything is as bad as it can be...i dunno really, im just venting supressed emotions right now, but i really am at a point in my life, for me, where i feel the need to...have someone. Someone to hold, someone to hold me. Someone to love, someone to love me. Someone with whom i am meant to be, and someone whom for me is meant....... ]]> ~necromancer0 http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/7370202/ http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/7370202/ Wed, 21 Dec 2005 05:55:43 PST
granted im still not totally used to everything related to this site but im getting there....ive already had a lot of fun and stuff, meeting new people, making friends, all that jazz....omg i cant believe i just said that....if i EVER say that again someone beat me with a dead fish....

In terms of my lack of submissions...im still working on my first....hell the bell just rang i gotta go!!! XD XP ]]> ~necromancer0 http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/7289531/ http://necromancer0.deviantart.com/journal/7289531/ Mon, 12 Dec 2005 07:27:41 PST

Ok, so now that I'm here...WHAT TO DO?!

Whether or not i will be submiting a lot of drawings is still questionable, but im sure i will soon...at least a few.

You see, im a very......SELECTIVE artist. I only draw seriously when im IN THE MOOD. otherwise the only drawing i do is random doodling and stuff...but it seems that people are always nice and find something to compliment on in everything so i guess my actual drawing ability shouldnt be a big concern of mine.

What i draw varies. Lately, its been various home appliances (such as microwaves, blenders, etc). Sometimes its dark, depressing stuff, like bodies hanging from tree branches. Then theirs my famous (though, in reality, very bad) penguins!!! At least 30 of my friends have original dancing penguin drawings

Well, i gotta get back to my classwork. Im writing this in Animation for the Web!

By the way, I LOVE YAOI (that should tell you something about me) so...umm i dunno...

Also, im really quite new to this site, and have NO IDEA how to do...stuff, except add favs and watches and edit my profile,journal,etc. So any tips or advice, especially if i ask for it, would be nice.

If any yaoi-related deviants are reading this, post something that says so under comments, as i would like to add you to my watch list cause i wanna see how other people visually depict (sp?) the wonderful world of yaoi.

If anyone would like to do me a favor...i would LOVE so see a great, romantic, possibley erotic drawing that relates to Golden Cain, an anime manga that is the best thing ever created!!! or anything yaoi related...i dunno whatever, if anyone want to try drawing something like this for me let me know ahead of time...just because im one of those annoying pickey people who like to know everything thats going to happen and how its going to happen like a long time in advance...

THANKS EVERYONE!!! I HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU AND HAVE FUN HERE!!! ]]> ~necromancer0