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3. Don't cheat, it makes everything more fun!

[1] What is your life going to be like in 5 years?
Show Me Tha Money [makes it sound like prostitution]

[2] How is your love life going for you right now?
She Loves Me [psh... BS xP]

[3] What pisses you off the most about the opposite sex?
Don't Stop Believin'

[4] What do your parents really think of you?
When You're Mad [ o-o...yeah?]

[5] What do you think about the world and its current state?
Waking Up In Vegas

[6] What is the worst thing that's ever happened to you?
Clumsy

[7] What will your first/next time having sex be like?
Closer [...closer to what? .___.]

[8] What is your main goal in life?
Islander

[9] What do the boys/girls at your school think of your looks?
Complicated [i don't get it]

[10] What do you really want in life?
S.O.S.

[11] How are you going to get far in life?
Let's Get It Started

[12] What do say when you're in a bad mood?
Love For Sale

[13] What about when you are really happy?
Ain't No Mountain High Enough

[14] What do think of yourself in general?
Live Your Life

[15] What is your life's theme song?
Better In Time

[16] What are you going to do this weekend?
Stay Fly [lol xD]

[17] How can you try and make yourself happy?
So Happy Together

[18] What song will they play at your wedding?
You're Gonna Go Far, Kid [ aww SO romantic <3]

[19] Funeral song?
St. Jimmy

[20] What or who makes you the most happy?
Dry Your Eyes

[21] What am I even doing on this earth?
The Taste of Ink

[22] How am I going to die?
Riot

[23] What is some good advice?
Just The Two of Us [*sigh* (: ]

[24] What's some advice you'd never take?
Believe

[25] Will you ever have children?
It Wasn't Me [lmao if they come outta me... that's kinda hard to deny]

[26] What is/was high school like for you or what will it be like?
Here Without You

[27] How are you feeling today?
Thank You

[28] What's your general outlook on life?
Ready, Set, Go!

[29] What are your last words going to be?
Temporal

[30] What song is going to be stuck in your head all day?
Home

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/23567121/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/23567121/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 01:09:41 PST The Soundtrack of your Life

Put your music player on shuffle. Skip to the next song to answer
the question. Don't cheat and have fun!
You are born.: Tiny Dancer [i don't know how to dance, actually...]
Your parents see you for the first time.: All Summer Long
You are taken home.: What You Got [well... i guess they got a BABY xD]
You begin to crawl.: Can't Help Falling In Love With You
You say your first words: American Idiot [... sweeeeet child]
You learn how to walk.: Everything
You become best friends with your neighbor's son/daughter.: November Has Come
It is the first day of school.: Dear God [i find it funny xD but wasn't it November?]
You are in the same class as your best friend.: Don't Stop Believin'
It is time to go home. You're on the bus and you begin to cry.: Want You Bad
Your best friend is there to comfort you.: I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing
Time passes by. You grow a little older.: Inaudible Melodies
It is your first day of Jr. High.: Hearts Burst Into Fire [hmm?]
You and your best friend don't have any classes together.: Unchained Melodies [how dramatic ]
You go to your first concert.: In The End
You have some fun.: Behind Blue Eyes [fun behind blue eyes... ohh, this story is a little off topic, don't u think? <__<]
It is the first day of high school.: F.O.D.
You get your first boyfriend/girlfriend.: My Boo
You are occupied with your lover/ school and don't have time for your bff.: Stop & Stare
you and your best friend fight.: Piano [ohh, someone threw a piano... or did they have like a who plays it best? 8D]
your bf/gf breaks up with you.: Nine In The Afternoon [i still remember... it was 9AM 8o]
you patch things up with your best friend.: Over My Head
you fall in love with your best friend.: No One
you hide your emotions.: Vibrate [ o-o keep it in ur pants, man]
your best friends move away and your devastated.: Wish We Were Older
you cry every night. you miss them terribly.: Alex On The Spot
you write to your best friend everyday.: Thank You
you guys lose touch with each other...: Where Is The Love [gooone]
you get another bf/gf: Crank Dat Soulja Boy [HA! IN UR FACE O-O ]
you go out for a while and you're in love all over again: California Dreaming
you graduate high school.: Brain Stew
your significant other goes to college in another country.: Your Sister
they can't take a long distance relationship and you two break up.: [they... us... who cares anymore, right?] I Remember
you meet someone else while in college.: I Will Posess Your Heart
you graduate from college.: Schwarz
you fall in love again.: [...again?] I'm Too Sexy for My Shirt [xD]
you get proposed to.: King For a Day
after 10 years you come in contact with your best friend.: True To Your Heart
you go out for lunch and have a conversation about your life.: wowwowlol?
you invite them to your wedding.: Just Dance [...and drink a little... and knock out the groom... and sweep me off my feet...]
you are about to get married.: Should I Stay or Should I Go
you're married now.: Why Don't You Get a Job?
you dance with your husband/wife.: Things I'll Never Say
you go off to your honeymoon.: A Little Less Conversation [apparently, it was busy]
you have your first child.: Human [lmfao wow, what a relief xD]
your husband / wife is drafted into war.: So What [lol xD ohh, i care sooo muuuch]
they die in the war.: He Said She Said [pfft, no they didn't 8D... or...wait...really?]
you are at their funeral.: I Wanna Be
your best friend is there.: I Have a Dream
you falll in love with your best friend all over again.: [AGAIN?!] Irreplaceable
after 2 years you guys get married.: Back In Black
you have the life you always dreamed of.: U + Ur Hand
you have another child.: Reden
you are the happiest that you could ever be.: Shut Up [no, i'm NOT D<]
a tragedy occurs. your first child dies.: Fergalicious [yeah... sure sounds like a tragedy...]
you are overwhelmed with grief.: Frage Antwort
your other child grows up and goes off to college.: Big Pimpin'
you and your husband/wife grow old.: Eye Of The Tiger [vicious old people...]
you die in each other's arms in a deep peaceful sleep.: Kissing The Shadows [FIRST OF ALL, this doesn'rt sound very peaceful. SECOND OF ALL, it sounds like suicide]
your funeral.: Jesus of Suburbia [oh... he was there?]
the end.: It Ends... ]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/23128491/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/23128491/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 19:33:49 PST lol
I'd say that can be quite contradictory, because it's as if I was still dead.
Hmm...
Anyways, Valentine's Day coming up. Do you have a Valentiiiiine?
Hope you do. Keep you warm... and... make you hyperactive with da sugar >__>
Actually, the intention is just so you feel loved or just not lonely lol

The past few days, I have been in love with Fruits Basket and Ouran High School Host Club, thanks to mah dear Aymeh -___- but they are great...

Have you heard about the crazy Twlight fans? o-o I'm a fan, but... I'm not a psychopath. No worries, guys.

And Chris Brown got arrested OoO AND HIV EEEECK. Suddenly, "With You" doesn't sound as sweet after he beat Rihanna <__<
So, everytime I hear one of my "text-tones", I think of Chris Brown beating Rihanna. It isn't pretty, man D:

Well, I should go for now. I'm probably not going to pay much attention lol

Buh Bye 8]

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/21889190/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/21889190/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 20:06:10 PST Shush girl, shut your lips. Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips.

Do you know what discombobulated means?: no ._.
Have you ever played lunar mini-golf?: no o___O not something i'd precisely enjoy.
Do you like the band Emery?: ah who? *no culture, shame on me* ._.
What was the last DVD you watched?: hmm... I think it was The Incredibles.
Do you still own any VHS tapes?: Many xD
Is there a word that makes you laugh whenever you hear it?: Probably, but idk if it's the way they say it or the people who say it, or what xD
Are there any songs you can't listen to because of what they remind you of?: Nah. I'm fine... .-.
Is there anyone's smile that just makes you go weak in the knees?: well, I love when that person smiles for many reasons, but not literally make me go weak in the knees xD
Do you have crazy out-of-control hair?: at times. n when i'm brushing it, it wants to, like, eat my hand and everything. It's just like WTF, YOU CRAZY HAIR?!
Have you ever made a gingerbread house?: nyu
Do you like watching the Roadrunner and Wylie Coyote go at it?: .___. ... huh?
What was the last embarrassing thing you did?: Can't remember xD
Do you play with those gelly shoe insoles in the stores?: no ._______.
Do you ever stick your head out the car window and scream at random people?: No, because I hate it when people do it to me. Unless it's someone I know >__> <__<
Do you have a lot of contacts saved in your cell phone?: I don't think so.
Do you have an ex that you just can't get over?: yeah xD it was too hard for me, n i don't wanna get over that ex.
Have you ever crapped in your pants?: ugh, no.
Do you like the game Hungry Hungry Hippos? :]: yeah 8D i go kinda crazy xD
Do you treat animals better than you treat some people?: yeah xD some people, i guess, yeah.
When was the last time you seriouslyyy pigged out?: can't remember, really.
Have you ever said OMG out loud?: like, Oh Em Gee, no. That's lk wtf to me xD
What was the last thing you got fed up with?: fack, just kill me a little more inside. Make me go numb xD too much to get fed up with for a person like me, even for no reason sometimes.
When it comes to learning new things, do you get impatient easily?: with myself, sometimes xD i feel lk a dumb ass when i don't get it the first or second time.
Do you ever start something and never go through with it?: Lots of times .-.
Have you ever been so tired that it actually hurt to keep your eyes open?: Yeah
What was the last song you got stuck in your head?: Who Knew by Pink
Has anyone ever (seriously) told you they wanted to marry you someday?: ._. don't think it was serious-serious.
Has anyone ever woken you up by pouring water on you?: i think once xD
What was the last thing you received in the mail?: hmm, a letter from Brazil.
Crunchy or smooth peanut butter?: smooth peanut butter
Are you any good at Dance Dance Revolution?: no D:
What's your favorite game to play in the arcade?: lol xD idk.
Is there one store you'd never want to get caught in?: Limited Too lmao 8D
Have you ever bought something, worn it, and then taken it back?: no, don't think i did o-o
Put your middle name and street name together: thats your soap opera name.: Daphine Hae Ji .__. Daphine Ji? .___. wtf.
What was the last thing you tripped over?: I can only remember Eric's foot on the bridge bcause i was lk AHH DX
Have you ever been chased by an animal?: geese D:
Where's the weirdest place you've fallen asleep?: Time Square xD
If you were a rockstar, would drugs and alcohol be your best friends?: no.
Have you ever dropped a shampoo bottle on your foot in the shower?: yeah, it huuurts
Have you ever slipped and fallen while getting out of the bathtub?: yeah )x
Are you usually shy around people you don't know well?: sometimes.
Have you ever salted a slug?: *cough* ah wha?
Would you rather feel pain than nothing at all?: depends on over what.
Are there any movies that make you cry when you watch them?: Yeah o-o
Have you ever gotten sick after sharing a drink with someone?: yep.
Do you think Shakira sounds like a singing goat?: at times
Do you ever make weird faces at random strangers when they're not looking?: sometimes xD
Have you ever tried to fart and ended up pissing on yourself?: wtf no o__O
Have you ever thrown up on anyone?: i trie... ]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20956593/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20956593/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 16:21:53 PDT + ipod shuffle survey. (:

Put your iPod on Shuffle + Put the song that come's up as your answer.
What is your name?: Open Highway [ehh....my name is hae ji lol xD]
How old are you?: Drink The Water [ADD much?]
How old do you act?: So What [lmao nah nah nah nah nah i guess i just lost my husband, idk where he went]
Where are you from?: Walk Away
What gender are you?: Scream [SCREAM, BECAUSE I'M A GIIIIRL dun dun dun duuun]
What were your first words?: It's Not Unusual [smart baby ]
Do you have any nicknames?: 'Til The Dawn [eh no]
Are you single?: Irreversivel [wtf. it can't b reversed?! I'm gonna b single forever?! Why?!]
Are you taken?: Saturdays Night's Alright For Fighting [sounds like a bad relationship]
Are you married?: Sweet Dreams Are Made Of These
Are you divorced?: Across 110 St.
Are you engaged?: Wishing Well
How many children do you want to have?: Brown Eyed Blues [blue eyes disturb me a little though D:]
How many children do you have?: Semana Que Vem [next week? .__.]
<(^_^)<
What is your favorite food?: Mascara [mask...]
What do you do on rainy days?: Natural Disaster [just because i have a bit more energy on rainy days, it doesn't mean i'm going to destroy everything]
How do you deal with problems?: Schwarz
What makes you happy?: Trouble [yay chaos {?} >__> <__<]
What makes you sad?: Everytime We Touch [no touchy, u one specific bastard ):<]
What makes you mad?: Workin' It Out
Do you have any bad habits?: Three Little Birds [how is that a bad habit?]
How far are you willing to go in a relationship?: Where Did I Go Right
Where were you last night?: Anywhere But Here [hey, this one fits ]
What do you usually dream about?: Misery [a guy was trying to kill me, last time i had a dream then i killed him >__> <__<]
Do you believe in magic?: The Bitch Is Back
Do you believe in ghosts?: Kiss Me [that's a complicated answer]
Do you believe in God?: Mrs. Officer
>(^_^)>:
Is your mom alive?: How To Save A Life
Is your dad alive?: I Found A Way
Are funerals fun?: Ain't No Mountain High Enough [i'm never getting to a funeral, apparently xD]
Do you hate anyone? Why?: Fall
Do you love anyone? Who?: Dear Mr. President [...not any president right now, anyways]
Do you get along well with your family?: Buttons ["let me see that button?" "NO D:<" "jeez D:"]
(¯`x;♥;x´¯
What will your wedding be like?: No Air [too.many.people.no.time?!]
What kind of wedding cake will you have?: Belissima [really pretty? I just want it to taste good xD]
How many presents will you + your husband/wife have?: Move Along
The first song you & your husband/wife will dance to is:: Suave [this sounds a lot like an elevator song...why is it even in my ipod?]
This is what you & your husband/wife will do during the honeymoon:: F-Stop Blues
Your first job will be:: Inalcanzable [i won't be able to reach my first job, or...huh]
Your child`s name will be:: Kelsey [no, thanks]
The worst thing that will happen to you will be:: Dracula [woot, i'm going to be a vampire ]
The best thing that will happen to you is:: Show Me Tha Money [rich creepy vampire mom ]
This song will be you + your husband/wife`s song:: Forgotten Children [forget the children, let's go to Vegas! MWAHAHA]
Whenever something good happens you`'ll scream:: Feel Good Inc.
Whenever something bad happens you`ll scream:: Inner Strength
+<3;
What is your current mood?: I Changed My Mind
What was your mood this morning?: Ice Ice Baby
What was your mood last night?: Respect
What do most people think about you?: Here In Your Arms [wtf ._.]
Do you agree?: Two Worlds
What was your mood when you woke up?: Sina [sin @o@]
What annoys you the most?: Reflexo do Amor [Love Reflexes...this is a nice song...]
+♥+
What color are your eyes?: Touch My Body [hey, hey, hey, no, u damn hobo D<]
What color is your hair?: Ja Que Voce na... ]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20656251/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20656251/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 17:26:35 PDT ipod shuffle

My name is:: I Choose You [YES, YOU D8<]
My life is like:: Love For Sale [haha, look. I'm not a prostitute, I guarantee u__u]
One person I really miss is:: Hilf Mir Fliegen [help me fly. so...i don't wanna remember u? xD]
I feel this way about my ex:: Killing Me Softly [fack. DAMN U ALL DX]
My current relationship status:: My Immortal [haha, single and GREAT like that >]
My favorite game as a kid:: Oh Pretty Woman [barbie n dressing up as a princess ]
I spend my weekends:: How To Save A Life [i'm going for life guard again soon >D]
My age:: Breakaway [I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT D;]
My current mood:: Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word
The way I feel about life in general:: Hitchin' A Ride [.-.]
My best friends song:: Bout It [about that...idk xD]
Take me away to:: Welcome To The 60s [let's GO ;D]
My highschool years are/were like:: High All The Time [naturally high .___.]
My hometown:: Only Time Will Tell [*lost*]
My family:: By Your Side
I want to fight:: Tudo Passa [aka. Everything Goes Away]
I get jealous of people who:: Dirty Little Secret [OWW, nasty ;D]
My message to the world is:: I'm A Bitch I'm a Lover [lmao ;D]
Will I have kids?: Daniel [okay .-. that's a nice name]
My wedding song will be:: wowwowlol? [wtf. DAMN U ANDY'S SONG D:]
My husband:: A Little Less Conversation [ohh, busy much? ._.]
High school graduation:: Mrs. Officer [I SHALL NOT BE IN AN OFFICE WORKING FOR OTHERS ALL DAY D:<]
College graduation:: Spring Nicht
First job:: My Happy Ending [heart attack xD]
Career:: I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing
My religious beliefs:: Untitled
My view on alcohol:: Unfaithful [U BETRAY ME, BEER D: U BETRAY!]
My view on drugs/smoking:: Men In Black
How I look:: Sunshine Of Your Love
Favorite drink:: Revolution [IF U LIKE PINA COLADAS ;o]
My friends secretly think I'm:: Just Like a Pill [*pill* 8D *rolls around* NOOO D:]
My family thinks of me as:: Don't Let The Sun Go Down [huh?! xD]
The way I'll die:: In The End
I love:: I'm Too Sexy [lmfao xD]
My pets are:: Smells Like Teen Spirit [lol xD]
My day was:: Where Is The Love?
I wish I could tell someone:: I Can Hear The Bells [crazy me .-.]
My mom is:: My Dick [lmfao xD U R SUCH A DICK, MOM D< lol xD]
My dad:: Suddenly I See [he's a frustrated man]
Where am I headed in life:: Basket Case [.-. life time goal]
What is my purpose:: Burnin' Up [suicidal xD]
Am I popular:: This Love
Have I ever kissed the same sex:: Epic [lmao xD]
My love is like:: Say It Right [ .__. *dances to it* 8D]
When I kiss it's:: Wind It Up [eh? xD]
My future house:: Dracula [hell yeah ]
What state will I live in:: O Amanha [aka the Tomorrow]
Will I move out of the country:: O Retorno de Saturno [aka. The Return of the Saturn xD]
The next big thing that will happen in my life is:: Ai, Ai, Ai -Deep Lick- [ .___. lol]
Something I tend to do is:: Five Colors In Her Hair
My view on politics:: Big Girls Don't Cry [pussy men 8D]
Sports are:: Stich ins Gluck [???]
I get:: Inalcanzable [aka. Unattainable, like...CAN'T REACH ME, DUN DUN DUN DUN CAN'T TOUCH ME xD]
Your mom is:: O Que Tiver Que Ser [aka. Whatever Has To Be xD]
God is:: It Takes Two
My clique is:: One
I fantasize about:: Welcome to Miami [ha? lol]
My heart is in:: Call Me When You're Sober [wow. freaking drunk xD]
Life so far has been:: It Ends Tonight [OH HELL NO D:<]
My bedtime is:: Rock You Like a Hurricane [self explanatory xD]
My eyes are:: Gimme More [what?! O__O]
The song that describes me is:: Unappreciated
The way people think of me:: Day by Day [is that good or bad? ]
Am I reliable:: Play The Game Tonight
Am I trustworthy:: Gasolina [...sure?]
When my time comes I will feel:: Hazard To Myself [xP wow. self harm]
My favorite season is:: Izzo/In The End
After a break up I:: Take Me Away
My worst mistake:: Unendlichkeit [aka. Infinity]
The state I live in:: Burnout [huh lol xD why?]
Something I would love to forget:: Be My Baby [no one else's, for once. MINE D:]
A phrase thats over used:: No Air [when u forget to breathe... xD]
My party song:: Does Your Mother Know? [DOES SHE KNOW?! O___O IDK.]
Im proud of:: Dirt Off Your Shoulder/Lying From You [.-.? lol]
I'm always looking for::... ]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20640328/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20640328/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 17:45:05 PDT { IPOD SHUFFLE } the songs that best describe you.

{ YOU YOU YOU } :. what song best describes...
your best physical feature?: Ai, Ai, Ai Deep Lick [wtf is that supposed to mean? .____.]
your worst physical feature?: I'mma Shine [what...haha xD sounds conceited ]
your main character strength?: Breaking All The Rules [rebel much? ;D]
your main character flaw?: Low [ouch ]
the positive aspects of yourself?: asd [wtf. damn u andy n ur songs D: gonna try again] Jigga What/ Faint [that's not that good lol]
the negative aspects of yourself?: Things I'll Never Say [i probably will say .__.]
the way you feel about yourself?: Teto De Vidro [aka. Glass Ceiling. hmm lol]
the way others feel about you?: Love Song [lmao yeah. okay. uhuh.]
the first impression you give?: You're The Only One [wow lol oh, please]
your family's opinion of you?: Nobody's Fool [black sheep of the family lol]
your friends' opinion of you?: Wo Sind Eure Hande [aka. Where Are Your Hands. let's not go all Confucius now ]
the things you want to change about yourself?: It Takes Two [.-. is it that bad i can't do it by myself?]
the goals you set for yourself?: Ich rappe [lmao sounds like "is Rape" but it means I Rap. Is Rape makes more sense, though xD]
your dreams?: Oh Well [don't have dreams set]
what you are afraid of?: This Love [ohh, shut uuup 8D hah xD nothing to b afraid of]
what makes you smile?: Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow [knowing if someone will love you for a little longer is good, but i'm not in love lol]
what makes you laugh?: Tarde Demais [aka. Too Late. It's kinda funny lol]
what makes you angry?: Dracula [woo, eviiil xD]
what makes you cry?: Tears Don't Fall
what makes you miserable?: Tudo Passa [aka. Everything Goes Away.]
the things you have achieved?: Rehab [oh, not yet ]
the way other people view your achievements?: Irreversivel [aka. Irreversible]
{ LIFESTYLE }:. what song best describes...
your personal style?: Promise [hm? lol]
your attitude to work?: Numa Numa [lmao okey dokey]
your hobbies?: Say You'll Be There [i recall...that's not a hobby]
your interests?: Blond Thang [not that into whities ]
your daily routine?: Thanks For The Memories
your eating habits?: Ubers Ende der Welt [aka. About End of the World. lmao xD]
your sleeping habits?: Yellow [.__.]
your social life?: Saturday Night's Alright For Fighting [lol oh my ]
your friendship group?: How Could You [lol for the one who just left]
your romantic relationships?: Where Is The Love [wow xD magical ipod]
your priorities in life?: Quelqu'un M'a Dit [aka. I was (...?)]
your expertese?: Disturbia [lmao]
the things you are good at?: Ice Ice Baby [ohh, NASTY ;o lmao xD]
the things you are bad at?: Drink The Water [o__O huh lol]
your general attitude to life?: Trouble [nah ]
{ FAMILY }:. what song best describes...
your father?: Behind Hazel Eyes
your mother?: Big Girls Don't Cry [ lol "y r u CRYING?! there's no reason to CRY. it was ur fault." vicious woman lol]
any siblings you might have?: Fortunate Fool [oh hell yeah ;]]
your family situation?: I'll Make A Man Out Of You [uhh... a man? no, thanks lol]
your childhood?: Three Little Birds
the main causes of family tension?: Tomorrow
your grandaprents?: Just Fine [lol they are just fine, yes :] good thing]
your aunts or uncles?: It's Not Unusual [not for us lol]
any family pets you might have?: Wake Me Up When September Ends [it's like a fcking bear xD]
your home life?: Don't Tell Me
the family dynamic?: Stickwitu [wtf is this spelling? lol xD]
{ FRIENDSHIPS }:. what song best describes...?
y... ]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20639476/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20639476/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 16:56:07 PDT 1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

***How are you doing today?
Danke Schoen [aka. thank you, but huh...?]

***What will you be doing today?
YMCA 8D [WHYYYY AMMM CEE EYY, nah. not going there today xD]

***What is your best friend doing today?
Bout It [hahaha, about that... xD]

***What is your best friend's theme song?
Te Procuro [aka I Look For You/ Looking For You .-.]

***What's going on this weekend?
My Heart Will Go On [what does that mean?]

***Will you get far in life?
Hitchin' A Ride [haha, bunch of favors? ]

***What will your job be like?
Dracula [lmfao xD EVIIIL]

***What is your average day like?
Sexy Back [oh hel yeah ;D]

***How is your life in a nutshell?
Who Knew [unexpected turn of events *gasp*]

***What is school like?
Forgotten Children [teachers hate us ):]

***Where do you live?
Sina [uhh...destiny? i think... and wait...what? i live in destiny? .__. lol]

***Who do you live with?
Hit Me Baby One More time [OWW ;D nasty lmao xD very abusive, eh?]

***What is your dad's theme song?
Durch Den Monsun [huh lol]

***What is your mom's theme song?
The Winner Takes It All [yeah...vicious woman...]

***What do your friends see you as?
Mascara [mask oh really?]

***What is the best thing about your dad?
Don't Tell Me [don't tell me what's best DX NOOO lol xD]

***What is the best thing about your mom?
Feel Good Inc. ["IF U CAN'T BE HAPPY, AT LEAST LOOK HAPPY U UNGRATEFUL BASTARD D:<" .___. u r right]

***What is the best thing about your friends?
Damaged [always something to fix ]

***Will you get married?
Fall [i will take that as a divorce, like a lot of other geminis =__=]

***What are the Christmas/winter holidays like for you?
Everytime [lots of fun, i guess lol xD]

***How do people view you?
King For A Day/Shout [lmao xD just a day? ]

***What should you do with your life?
Having A Blast [MWAHAHAHAHAHA *going to jail* "THE MUSIC SURVEY TOLD ME TO!"]

***What will they play at your wedding?
O Retorno de Saturno [The Return of the Saturn .__.? oh, lyrics r nice, so it works lol ]

***What will they play at your funeral?
Switch [are u guys retarded? O____O]

***What will they play at your "big party"?
"big party?" well... Behind Blue Eyes

***Who can you count on?
Here Without You [is that a...me and only me? that was cold xP]

***Is there anything important to you?
Gimme More [never enough lol xD]

***Do you regret anything?
I Love U [ADD much?]

***What are you living for?
Sweet Dreams Are Made of These [make my dreams come true ]

***Can you handle the truth?
So What [yes, i can. so what if i get mad/ sad/ happy/etc/ whatever? so what?! >:]]

***What do you dream about?
Lips Like Morphine [24/7 mind porn, eh? xD]

***The perfect guy/girl?
Left Hand Suzuki Method [lmao too confusing. wtf is this?! gonna try again later]

***One thing you hate?
Boulevard of Broken Dreams [ STOP BEING SO NEGATIVE N GIVING UP, BIOTCHES D:<]

***How do you handle rejection?
Ninja Rap [make up things on random, total ninja, have my own methods xD]

***Do you fear death?
Equalize [very nice song. i guess, i just know it will happen so it's...well, yeah. it's the beauty of it lol]


***Do you enjoy life?
'Til The Dawn [yes ]

***Your sanctuary is?
Please Don't Stop The music [oh...big cities, i'm guessing xD people, music, noise, life]

***"That one person... ]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20626095/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20626095/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 19:19:00 PDT
THE BASICS:
NAME?: Hae Ji
AGE?: 14
BIRTHDAY?: june 17
ASTROLOGICAL SIGN?: Gemini
EYE COLOR?: brown
NATURAL HAIR COLOR?: dark brown
HAIR LENGTH?: hmm... can't tell lol
WHERE DO YOU LIVE?: here ._.
WHEN DO YOU GET UP?: at, like 6:10 AM.
WHAT IS YOUR FIRST THOUGHT?: what time is it...
WHAT DO YOU DO FIRST?: turn off the iwake
DO YOU EAT BREAKFAST?: usually.
WORK OR SCHOOL?: school xP
HOW MANY HOURS DO YOU WORK OR GO TO SCHOOL EACH WEEK?: depends, really ._. strangely.
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU GET HOME?: Usually, lie on the couch.
WHAT TIME DO YOU GO TO BED?: depends.
SLEEP ALONE?: yeah xP lol
ANY PETS?: gone.
HERITAGE?: Korean.
SIBLINGS?: jay :]
YOUNGEST OR ELDEST?: eldest
SHOE SIZE?: 3 .____. yeah, I know what you are thinking.
LEFTY OR RIGHTY?: righty
NICK NAME(S)?: Ji, Jiji, cho...coholic.
WHERE WERE YOU BORN?: idk, somewhere in LA o___O dumpsteerr. Nah, don't know lol

LASTS:
PERSON YOU TOLD YOU LOVED THEM?: don't remember xP it has been a while.
TIME YOU CRIED?: hmm... when i found out about lucy.
WERE IN A CAR?: today morning.
ATE AT A RESTAURANT?: yesterday night.
SLEPT SOMEWHERE OTHER THAN YOUR OWN BED?: yesterday.
WENT CAMPING?: don't remember haha
SLEPT IN A HOTEL/MOTEL?: yesterday, or 2 days ago. Well, I woke up yesterday in a hotel, but i fell asleep 2 days ago so...
SMOKED A CIGARETTE?: err...6 or 3 years ago. Not sure >__>
SAW YOUR PARENTS?: saw dadday today morning :]
WERE IN A CLASSROOM / SCHOOL?: today.
DOWNLOADED SOMEThING?: last week.
MOVIE YOU WATCHED?: Made of Honor
WENT TO THE LIBRARY?: A while xP
WERE SICK?: weeks ago.
ATE A FRESH PICKED FRUIT OR VEGETABLE?: yes...terday [?] o___O
PERSON TO CALL YOU?: Phillip
PERSON TO TEXT YOU?: ayme
BOOK YOU READ?: To Kill a Mockingbird
SONG YOU HEARD?: Kelsey - Metro Station

THE FUTURE:
GOING TO COLLEGE?: hell yeah
PLANNING A TRIP?: yes.
PLANNING A MOVE?: kind of.
MARRIAGE?: hopefully xD
TYPE OF WEDDING?: whatever we think is more appropriate .__.
IN A CHURCH?: hmm, doesn't ahve to be. They probably won't let me get married there, anyways xD
BEST MAN / MAID-OF-HONOR?: Hah, don't know
WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE?: don't know.
WHAT WILL YOUR JOB BE?: have no idea. I'm just lost xP
KIDS?: hopefully.
HOW MANY?: uhh...3? idk .__.
THEIR NAMES?: lol xD i have a liiist nah. idk. it has been while so i forgot all names. does tess remember? .__.
WHERE WILL YOU RETIRE?: .-. ...

YOUR IDEAL PARTNER:
FIRST THING YOU NOTICE?: whatever i see .__. but intentionally, i guess the way they talk.
DRINKER?: nah.
SMOKER?: nope.
HAIR COLOR?: whatever.
HAIR LENGTH?: don't care. Please, don't be bald .__.
EYES?: i don't care about color, but uhm...ugh. I don't care much.
WEIGHT?: i will be scared if you are a sumo wrestler .__.
HEIGHT?: Taller than me, which isn't all that hard
STYLE? : don't care.
IS MONEY IMPORTANT?: not at all.
TATTOOS?: maybe.
WANTS KIDS?: sure.
HAS KIDS?: no, thanks .__. lol
WHAT QUALITIES DO YOU LOOK FOR?: funny, sweet (sometimes), understanding, open minded, determined.

FAVORITES:
FAVORITE COLOR?: blue
FAVORITE ANIMAL?: bunny, platypus
FAVORITE PET?: don't know jay :]
FAVORITE AUTOMOBILE?: xP don't know anything about that.
FAVORITE FLOWER?: rose
FAVORITE MOVIE(S)?: don't have a favorite.
FAVORITE BOOK(S)?: Twilight series (except breaking damn xP), A Long Way Gone, and Inteligencia Emocional.
FAVORITE AUTHOR(S)?: Stephenie Meyer is a good author, but probably not the best.
FAVORITE SMELLS OR SCENTS?: .-. not.bad. lmao ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20415400/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20415400/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 22:32:37 PDT
1.) When you are stressed out, it stresses me out. So, please, don't make my day a bad day. Also, don't make me feel bad for myself. I'm so much better than you think I am, and I know it. I just wish you recognized that fact... lol

2.)I can't believe you [somewhat] changed T^T *sniff sniff* so proud of you. Also, I wish you knew better than to repeat your mistakes and leave the flaws just the way they are. You deserve better treatment...from yourself. When that happens, you will realize how much people love you and want you around as much as possible. AND... I can't believe you want to get awway from us so bad. I just want to tell you how wonderful you can be, but you'd call me corny lol :]

3.) If you disrespect me, or anyone who I sympathize with, I'm going to hurt you. I'm going to hurt you a LOT, and maybe even eat you and throw up on ur best friend .__. and I know. I'm sick.

4.) I hope you are happy, you two-face-b*tch 8D one of my closest friends hangs out with you now, and even my other friend is "in love" with you.

5.) I wait for your letter to get here, anxiously. You are one of my top 3, but too bad we weren't as close before I left. I wish you the best, because I know how hard you are trying and how much you want something. Btw, happy birthday.

6.) You are one of my closest friends, but... you are really dumb .__.

7.) You should know how great you are, and I remind you. You are great, and you don't need me to tell you this. I don't have to lie to sympathize, so believe me. I want to tell that boy to stop hurting you, but I know better than that. You will figure something out, but until then... I hope you find a way of keeping yourself immune, because I don't want you to be unhappy even for another second.

8.) Boy, when you grow a little more... I need you to know people can't get you to do things, because they say you have to do it. I want you to have a mind of your own, have consideration, respect others, and especially respect yourself. There's nothing more important than to stand up for yourself, and be strong enough to know you can take it.

9.) Don't confuse me, that's all. Dare to confuse me, and I will get annoyed. I don't want to get annoyed, so don't confuse me. I've got no time for games, and you shouldn't be wasting your time playing games either.

10.) I want you to feel appreciated, and important. I want you to know that we need you... I need you. I know we don't talk THAT much, but we are always around each other. I respect you, although you probably don't realize this. I know you don't feel like an important person when around us, but you are.


NINE things about yourself.

1.) I can be stubborn, and go on and on with an arguement... for days.

2.) I can be so determined, it annoys the hell out of people.

3.) Drama is fun, but it hurts. Drama is part of teenage life, but it's not necessary. Drama is the beauty of it, and by "it" I mean our lives. The pain we get from it is just one of the many benefits, so don't be afraid to get hurt.

4.) People tell me; I'm a dork, I'm stupid, I'm a retard, I'm a jerk, I'm this, I'm that. I don't believe all of that completely, because everyone can be all that once in a while.

5.) Sometimes, I'm a bit too clueless.

6.) I like recognition.

7.) I need love. I AM a human being, after all.

8.) I'm a very harsh kind of honest, sometimes. And sometimes, I judge you so harshly because I just want you to improve. Also, I hate when people say I don't understand something and leave it as that, or think I don't know what I'm talking about sometimes and think they are too smart for the girl who can't speak perfect English.

9.) My self esteem got, literally, 500% better since I moved here.
There's so much more about me, but I can't go on lol xD


EIGHT ways to win your heart.

1.) Talk to me like there's no tomorrow O___O Ask me questions, tell me about you, tell me about things, talk talk talk. Don't be shy, because I'm enough of that xP

2.) Respect me.

3.) Let me know you want me, and be honest. If you joke too much about this, I might not believe you when you are serious. Then, when are you ever going to have the guts to assure me that you really want me?

4.) Look for me, smile. Don't act like you are too awesome and so great that you can't even stop to talk to me because you are too busy doing "other stuff", alright?

5.) Making me jealous only pushes me away, so try to get closer to ME. Not the other girls xD

6.) Be sweet, and don't be afraid of it lol

7.) Be funny, but if you aren... ]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20348756/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20348756/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 22:13:48 PDT 1.Open Your Music Library (Winap, iPod, iTunes, MP3, Zune, exc)
2.Place it on shuffle.
3.Press Play
4.The Answer to each question is what is playing.
5. For each question go to the next song.
6.Don't Cheat please.

What does next year have in store for me?
Sunshine Of Your love [pfff....HAHAHAHA 8D okay, riiiight]

What does your love life look like?
Feel Good Inc. [oh? lol not really .__. i feel all weird when that happens xD]

What do I say when life gets hard?
Mamma Mia [lmao xD]

What song will I dance to at my wedding?
Sem Direcao [wtf... "With No Direction"... how do u dance to this xD]

What do you want as a career?
I Don't Make You Happy [eh? .__.]

Your favorite saying?
Sweet Dreams Are Made of These [lol ]

What do you think of your parents?
Big Pimpin'/Papercut

Where would you go on a first date?
Hoochie Goochie Man [lmfao xD]

Drug of choice?
When I Come Around [ ._.? ]

Describe yourself.
Wishing and Hoping

What is the thing I like doing most?
Suave [huh? lol i don't do that much xD i think]

The song that best describes the president?
Unappreciated [maybe...maybe not xD]

How will I die?
My Heart Will Go on [i'm magical...]

The song that will be played at your funeral?
Three Little Birds [okay, people better not be HIGH lmao xD and hey, i'm not gonna die, remember?]

The song you'll put as the subject?
Ubers Ende der Welt

Your bf/gf song:
I Wanna Know [it doesn't make much sense to me xD]

The Song That best describes your life:
Vogue [...drama talk, writing, fashion, behavior...s3x?! xD]

The Song That will/did describe your first kiss:
Numb/Encore [ .__. ...okay?]

The Song That will be played at your funeral:
80s Joint [okay, they will be DEFINITELY high =__=]

The Song That Best Describes your Childhood:
Neva Have 2 Worry [lol true ish]

The Song You Listen to When Your Mad:
Get The Party Started [omfg, i love this song 8D]

When Your Sad:
Satisfaction [sometimes i do, sometimes i do ]

When Your Happy:
My Humps [lmfao xD mah hump, mah hump, mah hump 8D]

When Your Excited:
Everytime [everytime what? and yeah, i do lol makes me all lk WOW xD]

When Your Stressed:
Push It [not really xD but the name fits]

The Song you listen to when your in love with someone:
Double Bass [i don't even like this much... it has barely any lyrics...or does it even have any?! xD]

The First Day Of School:
Money, Money, Money

The Last Day Of School:
One More Time [ONE MOH TIIIME haha xD awesome, it means it should be good...right? lol O___O]

Fight Song:
So Mais Uma Vez ["Just One More Time" oh my, looking for more trouble? O3O]

Before The Big Game:
Kiss Me [i like it, and the rhythm is good for that lol]

When You See Your Crush:
Sex [LMFAO xD *runs in circles* what CRUSH?!]

Song That Describes Your School:
Rock Around Clack [it's a matter of time ]

Song that Describes Your Town:
Voce E Linda ["You Are Beautiful" hah, that works...lol]

Song That Describes how you feel when your sick:
Admiravel Chip Novo [wtf... makes no sense n i don't wanna translate xD]

The Song That Goes Through Your Head When Your Getting A Haircut:
Feliz [Happy]

Song That Describes Your Favorite Teacher:
Rape Me [RAPING MY MIIIIND lmfao xD]

Song That Describes Your Religion:
Shut Up [sinnersss]

The Song That You Air Guitar To:
Just The Girl [don't even like it that much xD but it's nice, sure lol]

The Song You Dance To:
asd (by andy)

The Song You Mosh To:
Schwarz [ xD yeah ]

The Song That Did/will Describe Your First date:
Closing Time [stay there till closing time, or they will want it to be closing time so they can leave? xD]

Song You Think of When You wake up:
Long View [long DAY D8]

Song You Think of Before You Go To Sleep:
I Hate Everything About You [ sometimes .__. ]

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20293468/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20293468/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 16:01:35 PDT Not really lol I wanted to make them feel pain, but not die. Maybe die slowly...

Have you bought any new clothing in the past month?:
Some, probably. Not sure, to be honest.

Do you remember the show Two Stupid Dogs?:
huh? .____. seriously, WHERE'S MY CHILDHOOD?! D:

What is the last thing you ate?:
Sourdough Jack

What is something you wish you could change in your life right now?:
I wish... I didn't feel empty. I wish I didn't feel like I'm missing something in my life, because I don't want...distractions. I don't know what's going on lol

Do you look more like your mom or your dad?:
I think my mom.

Has anyone ever bought you a ring?:
Yeah lol the gesture was really nice :]

Do you think tattoos are sexy?:
Depends on what it looks like, the size, where xD

What is the last thing you watched on TV?:
Gilmore Girls.

When was the last time you prayed?:
Wow... a few weeks ago, probably.

Is there any instrument that you can play or wish you could play?:
I wish I could play piano really well, and maybe drums lol

What is something your looking forward to?:
School, but I'm really nervous @~@

When was the last time you cleaned your room?:
A few days ago lol Always clean my room little by little

Do you own a desktop or a laptop?:
Desktop.

What is your favorite animal? Why?:
Bunny, because I had bunnies and I miss them a lot right now lol :] If I miss someone, it would (usually) be because they did something good.

When was the last time you saw your best friend?:
A while lol

Is there anyone your worried about right now?:
kinda lol

How is your hair done today?:
Pony tail :]

Anything on your feet right now?:
A pencil

Who was the last person to comment you on myspace?:
idk ._.

What color is better blue or red?:
I like both, but I'd say blue is my favorite lol

Hungry right now?:
Nope.

Are you mad that Pluto is no longer a planet?:
Honestly, it really did kinda annoy me lol xD

Do you check people out at the store?:
Yes xD

Is your bed made?:
Yep yep.

How's the weather right now?:
It's hot xP

Do you believe there is a God?:
Hmm... it could be a belied made up by the people who needed motivation to keep doing things, go on with their lives, and be better people. Then again, I still pray once in a while, eh? It's not a bad thing even if it isn't true, in this case.

What country do you live in?:
The one going to hell, US.

Do you make up your own words?:
Sometimes. "Asianize", "disasianize".lol xD

What color is your cell phone?:
Red.

Do you know anyone who self harms?:
Yeah.

Do you think rehab is for quitters?:
Nah.

Who is the most influential person in your life right now?:
Myself.

Are you a high school graduate?:
lol not yet xD 4 years, mate ;D

Do you pump up the music when your in the car?:
iPod xD

Are you a good or bad back seat driver?:
I don't drive yet xD

Do you even know what a back seat driver is?:
Not really :]

Did you take a shower today?:
No -3- not today, not yet.

What's on your mind right now?:
"What's going on?"

If you had three wishes what would you wish for:
1. To always know the best thing to do.
2. That people have respect.
3. That my attempts are successful.

What is the last thing you drank?:
Wataaaaaah.

Do you want to dye your hair?:
Not right now *looks at blue hair*

Do you like the smell of Febreze?:
Sure lol

Is your bathroom clean?:
yaa

Do you know anyone who sleep walks?:
yeah, i think xD

Is anyone mad at you right now?:
Probably xD Not sure who, though.

Who was the last person you had an urge to kiss?:
I don't know.

Do you have any siblings?:
Jay.

Are you currently reading any books?:
Trying to finish Marley & Me.

... ]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20231792/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20231792/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 07:56:03 PDT
Haha, Sparsh said Tessa was sexaaaaay. He sounded so willing, I still think is funny how he couldn't stop saying how she was a "BOMB", and stuff xD

I had to make Rich wake up for his tournament, and he sounded like he was dying. Like "uhhhhhhhh" and "hmmmmmmm", and I laughed at him. He was lk "gewrhgwgiusjhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm" lmao xD

When I went to City Walk, I wanted to buy these 2 shirts really bad. One of them was Stewie, from Family Guy, as Darth Vader. The other one was Gir, or whatever that demented thing's name is.

I don't want this apple anymoooore )x

Dudes, some people are so stupid. lmao xD they try to be all sexy, and they type something and everything is spelled wrong. I just laugh, I tell you. I LAUGH AT THIS >D

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20174532/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20174532/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 20:20:20 PDT haven't been in many relationships, and i don't think any is all that perfect lol xD

Who was the last person you told you loved them?
The...yeah...stranger...person... -3-

Would you rather be single or in a relationship?
lol Anything that doesn't give me a huge headache or heartache.

What was the last thing you bought?
Gummy Worms xD

Do you know when your father's birthday is?
It always changes. ALWAYS CHANGES DX

Have you ever punched a wall?
yes ._. lol

Where's the last place you went shopping?
Sports Authority

When is the last time you cried?
A little while ago.

What was the last movie you watched?
I'm watching Mr. Brooks lol

Are you a cuddler?
Kinda lol :3

Do people hate you?
I'm sure some do ._______.

Who was the last person you held hands with?
I can't remember, really lol ._.

What song are you listening to?
Dani California

Who was the last person to hug you?
Mommay or Jay.

What's the reason behind your MySpace song?
I like the whole beat thing lol :]

Have you ever been drunk?
I was SOBER as........nah...yeah...I was...

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
Everytime :T except for carlos who was lk a month younger 8D lmao xD

Who was the last person to text you?
Ayme

Do you like sushi?
Sure.

Have you ever kissed someone named Mathew?
Cheek that annoying 8 year old lol xD

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
A water bottle thingy...thing...

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
I don't know if I was disappointed...

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
I don't remember who that was


Do you miss your ex?
My ex is right there ._.

When is the next time you'll see your best friend?
idk...which one...idk when at all.

Who was the last person to call you cute?
Can't remember ): so long ago.

Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
Yaa.

Have you ever felt replaced?
Yesss.

Does anyone ever call you baby?
Not anymore.

What do you do when you have a bad day?
Whatever I do, it doesn't matter.

Do you ever turn off your cellphone?
RARELY.

Where is your best friend at this exact moment?
Idk where they r D:

What was the last thing that left you very angry?
Forgot.

Have you heard a song that reminds you of anyone today?
Not sure it was the music lol

What was the last thing you said out loud?
"I SAID NO" lol ._.

Do you listen to love songs when you’re down?
Sometimes lol xD

Do you say sorry first?
Sometimes.

Have you ever stolen anything?
Yeah... I was little... v__v

Who were you with last night?
I don't remember... I think my family.

When and how was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt?
I usually do when they ask.

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20121710/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20121710/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 22:44:16 PDT
I tend to hide my anger at home, so my family doesn't think I'm a crazy girl about to destroy everything she can find. Although, that is the case sometimes. Then again, I don't think my anger is normal, because...I just don't think it is. I get annoyed easily, sometimes. There's my level of annoyance, and the level of anger. My annoyance is probably anyone else's level of average anger, and my anger is probably anyone else's level of beating someone to death n having 50 brain cells explode in their heads.

Suddenly, I'm no longer annoyed. Nothing annoys me anymore then. I guess it's just the first time the past few hours, when it makes me immortal in my own mortal way.

Back to passive.

A black cat keeps coming back to my house, and it always comes to me. Usually scares me, since I don't expect it. We never feed it, and it has an owner. Why does it keep coming back?

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20032286/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20032286/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 22:35:58 PDT
~•*be honest*•~
- y e s - o r - n o -
I'M AFRAID OF SILENCE: kinda. depends lol
I TALK A LOT WHEN I GET NERVOUS: yeah, usually. But it's usually logic. Well, depends. I'm nervous right now, but I don't feel stupid writing or talking a lot to certain people, so no problem, u know? lol xD
I AM REALLY TICKLISH: yes, in a way :3 depends how gently n slowly u touch my skin O__O
I'VE BEEN CALLED A TEASE: -3- hm. yes.
I'VE BEEN CALLED "JAIL-BAIT": what...? ._.
I'M AFRAID OF THE DARK: yes >________<
I'M AFRAID OF FACING MY BACK TO OPEN DOORS AT NIGHT: YES DX
I CAN'T SLEEP IN A ROOM IF THE CLOSET DOOR IS OPEN: I HAVE TO CLOSE IT D<
I AM A HOMOSEXUAL: no ._.
I BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE: YES, YES, YES MWAHAHA xD
I'VE RUN AWAY FROM HOME: i came back way too early lmao xD
I LISTEN TO POLITICAL MUSIC: huh? .___.
I COLLECT COMIC BOOKS: not really xD
I SHUT OTHERS OUT WHEN I'M SAD: not completely.
I'VE STAYED OUT ALL NIGHT: yes.
I OPEN UP TO OTHERS EASILY: some people.
I AM KEEPING A SECRET FROM THE WORLD: can't think of anything lol ._.
I WATCH THE NEWS: not really....no.
I OWN OVER 5 RAP CD'S: no CDs xD
I LOVE DISNEY MOVIES: YESSSSSSSS >:3
I AM A SUCKER FOR GREEN EYES: nah.
I AM A SUCKER FOR BROWN EYES: nah.
I AM A SUCKER FOR BLUE EYES: nah.
(no, i don't want a blind guy D< I'M JUST NOT A SUCKER FOR ANYTHING SPECIFIC HERE)
I DON'T KILL BUGS: i do, i do O__O
I CURSE: yes xD
I'VE CHEATED ON MY BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: what...? who...? oh, I HAVE NO ONE O___O
I'VE SLIPPED AND FELL IN PUBLIC: yes -///-
I'VE SLIPPED OUT A "LOL" IN A REAL CONVERSATION: lmao xD yeah xD good no one noticed.
I LOVE SPAM: NOOOO D<
I'M A GOOD COOK: if i wanna cook xD
I HAVE WORN PAJAMAS TO CLASS: accident. oops ._.
I HAVE OWNED SOMETHING FROM ABERCROMBIE: yeah.
I WANT A BETTER JOB..OR A JOB: yeah, sure thing lol
I'VE TALKED ON THE PHONE FOR 6+ HOURS: Yeah xD the phone was, like, stuck on my side of the face when i was done xD
I LOVE DR. PHIL: Nonono.
I LIKE SOMEONE: Not that way ;3
I AM GUILTY OF TyPiNg LiKe ThIs: No
I AM SELF-CONSCIOUS: Yes v___v
I LOVE TO LAUGH: MWAHAHAHHAHAHHAA YESSS
I DRINK ALCOHOL FREQUENTLY: nope.
I'VE SMOKED A PACK OF CIGARETTES IN 1 DAY: DIE!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M NOT A VIRGIN: virgin, but not pure of mind lmao xD
I LOVE LORD OF THE FLIES: not really.
I EAT COUGH DROPS WHEN I'M NOT SICK: Nope.
I CAN'T SWALLOW PILLS: usually xD
I HAVE A LOT OF SCARS: yeah, kinda. i guess?
I CAN'T SLEEP IF I KNOW THERE'S A SPIDER IN THE ROOM: yes, i can ._.
I LOVE CHOCOLATE: HAHAAAAAAA YESSSSSSS
I BITE MY NAILS: yes xP
I TWIRL MY HAIR: frequently xD
I AM COMFORTABLE WITH BEING ME: kinda.
I PLAY COMPUTER GAMES WHEN I'M BORED: sometimes xD
I TAKE THESE GAY SURVEYS WHEN I'M BORED: YEAH 8D
I'VE SEEN A SHOOTING STAR: nope :T
I'VE HAD A "MENAGE A TROIS": huh?
I'VE GONE OUT IN PUBLIC IN MY PAJAMAS: yes
I'VE KISSED A STRANGER: NO D<
I'VE KISSED SOMEONE FOR THE HELL OF IT: yeah.....?idk DX
I'VE HUGGED A STRANGER: no
I'VE BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX: nope
I'VE LAUGHED AND HAD SOME TYPE OF BEVERAGE COME OUT OF MY NOSE: yeah, lmao xD
I'VE PUSHED ALL THE BUTTONS IN AN ELEVATOR: yeah xD
I'VE MADE OUT IN AN ELEVATOR: not yet O3O
I'VE KICKED A GUY WHERE IT HURTS ON PURPOSE: yes >]
I'VE BEEN SKYDIVING: i wish v___v
I'VE BEEN BUNGEE JUMPING: I WIIIIISH
I'VE HAD STITCHES: a couple of times xD
I'VE BITTEN SOMEONE: yeah xD
I'VE BEEN TO NIAGARA FALLS: not sure
I'VE HAD THE CHICKEN POX: nope
I'VE CRASHED INTO A CAR: the car crashed into ME D<
I'VE BEEN TO JAPAN: kinda.
I'VE RIDDEN IN A TAXI: all the time in sao paulo.
I'VE SHOPLIFTED: hmm?
I'VE BEEN FIRED: no. u don't fire me. i fire YOU D< lmao xD
I'VE HAD FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T HAVE THEM BACK: yes, and let's...DANCE IT OUT 8D lmao xD
I'VE STOLEN SOMETHING FROM MY JOB: no xD
I'VE BEEN ON A BLIND DATE: almost. then i found out, n hid somewhere ._.
I'VE HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER: i don't remember xD
I'VE CELEBRATED MARDI GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS: ah wha? ._.
I'VE BEEN TO EUROPE: I wish T^T
I'VE SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER, AND/OR EMPLOYEE: no -3-
I'VE BEEN MARRIED: a couple of times. going through a divorce.
I'VE GOTTEN DIVORCED: almost there.
I'VE BEEN PREGNANT: nope 8D
I'VE SEEN SOMETHING/SOMEONE DYING: yes
I... ]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20013044/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/20013044/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 22:02:56 PDT [x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard
T 0 T A L: 5


[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week. (kinda)
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room. (not in my room .-.)
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
T 0 T A L: 12


[x] You have over 50 friends on myspace. (orkut ._.)
[x] Your parents let you have a myspace.
[ ] You get allowance.
[ ] You collect something normal.
[x] You look forward to going to school.
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 18


[ ] You own a car.
[...x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[ ] You are happy with your appearance. (not completely)
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all. (pff)
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 20


[ ] You know what is going on in the world.
[+] You care about so many people.
[+] You are happy with your life.
[+] You know more than one language.
[+] You have a screen name.
[ ] You own a pet.
[ ] You know the words to 5 songs ( don't think so, anyways xD )
[ ] You don't have any enemies (DUN DUUN DUUUN)
[ ] You are a generally nice person. (not bad on purpose)
T O T A L: 24


Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "My life is __% Happy".

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19997026/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19997026/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 00:23:51 PDT But someone has a crappy phone n is not answering us, which doesn't help. And it's just a bummer.

Now, i will go. Idk how tf we gonna get to Shayna. But we r going. I wish Tess could go too, but apparently, I can't even talk to her.

Now, we are planning on doing something else instead of Warped Tour, all 3 of us. Instead of just... going without Tess... and hey, we can't even reach her yet. We can't think of anything to do. Damn all the boredom of the world.

Yesterday, there was this smexy guy at hottopic. It was kinda...weird -3- *weird song* *we all turn around n stare at each other* >__> <__< lol xD and we kept on finding each other bcause both of us walked around lk 50 times in that store lol xD

The Notebook is all cute and stuff lol ._. ohh... sex scene... uhh... fast forwaaaaaard...

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19981113/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19981113/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 02:25:31 PDT [ ] gotten a phone taken away in class
[ ] gotten suspended
[x]gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 2

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late
[ ] missed school just because you felt like it
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 5

[x] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[x] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 10

[x] took pictures during school hours
[x] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to iPod,CD, etc during school hours
Total So Far: 13

[x] threw something at the teacher
[x] went outside the classroom without permission
[x] broke the dress code
[x] failed a class
[x] ate food during class
Total So Far: 18

[x] gotten a call from school
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[ ] didn't take your stuff to school
[x]sent a teacher the finger when they werent looking
[x]swore durin class/school
total so far: 21

[x]faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class
[x] they didnt lke the word i said lol cursed at your teacher
[x]copied homework
[x] got in trouble with the principal/vice principal
total So Far: 26
Multiply by 3*
post as "i screwed up % of my teenage life"

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19927788/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19927788/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 04:00:46 PDT aaron (wow, the guy in Amazon... wow hehehe -///-)
vitaly (sounds good to me ._. lol xD)
lucien (Stravaganza series)


BOY MIDDLE NAMES
edward (uncle n ... edward ._. oops, BAD OMEN D: )
jacob (jacob is...jacob)
andrew (andrews have a certain charm lol xD)


GIRLS
athena (greek goddess)
helena (mommay O3O)
sophia/sofia/sophie (...)


GIRL MIDDLE NAMES
isis (i mknow what u r thinking, but whatever. Egyptian goddess.)
renesme (yeah, sounds okay)
genevieve (french )

Gemini: No one can tell you what to do. It's hard to make such a big decision on your own, but you can do it!

yes, comment, comment

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19903195/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19903195/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 18:30:20 PDT
The Basics
Full name:: Daphine Hae Ji Cho
Home town:: not telling you ._.
Birthday:: June 17

Appearance
Hair color:: Dark brown
Eye color:: brown
Height:: 5'2 (???)
Contacts or glasses:: Glasses, but don't wear 'em
Piercings:: ehm... 3.
Do you wear any rings?: yep :3
What shoes do you wear?: FLIP FLOP ROCK MY SOCKS... not that i wear them together...but school, tennis shoes are the way to go.

Just Lately
How are you today?: I'm fine -3-
What pants are you wearing?: short shorts
What shirt are you wearing?: button-down long-sleeved shirt :3
What song are you listening to right now?: Julieta Venegas - Ilusion ft. Marisa Monte
What was the last thing you ate?: piece of chocolate.
How is the weather right now?: hot ish.
What time is it?: 4:15 pm

More About You
What are the last four digits of your phone?: ._. ...
If you were a crayon what color would you be?: blue. I'd eat your head for trying to use me, though ._. lol
Have you ever almost died?: yeah
Do you like the person you got this survey from?: Yeah, she's an awesome friend. And my I Love Mayor Bee buddy
What makes you happy?: Friends, being with lots of my family, cousins, certain moments, certain people, certain thoughts, etc.
What's the best advice ever given to you?: "Fight with your head, think with your heart" ._. lol xD nah. There are many good advices lol
Ever done drugs?: hm. Why do people always ask that? ._.
What sport do you hate the most?: golf, i guess.
What sport do you love the most?: Swimming, or it's one of those
How many TVs do you have in your house?: 2. 1 is really old, though ._.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: sometimes x3
Have you ever broken a bone?: NEVER!!!!!!!
Who do you tell your dreams to?: hm. I don't really have definite dreams lol

Your Friends
Who is the...
Loudest?: Sabrina.
Quietest?: Mehreen or Debora.
Weirdest?: Claudia.
Smartest?: Shiza n Crystal r intelligent, idk much about smart lol
Funniest?: as Tessa said, all of them r funny xD or they wouldn't b my friends ;]
Most energetic?: depends on the day lol ._. there's no general idea in this xD
Least energetic?: again, it depends lol but i guess, Daniel and Felipe xD
Preppiest?: Mariana.
Blondest?: We all have our moments lmao xD
One you can trust with anything?: Any of my friends lol I have no huge secret xD But something that i have to get done or something, I only trust a few to be responsible lol Monique is one of them.
Best friend?: lots, LOTS MWAHAHAHA
Most likely to end up in jail?: Maybe Alec, but he's not dumb. so, hmm xD Ayme, maybe.
Cutest?: hmm... Pedro? Alec? Lucas? Hugo? Lucca? idk xD and as in cutie pie as in my friends (girls), a lot of them have this certain cutie-pie-sweety-so-cute thing to them ._.
Daredevil?: hmm idk ;3
Shortest?: Fernanda.
Tallest?: I don't have many tall friends ._. lol Maybe Hugo or Matheus. Andy doesn't count, btw xD
Would you die for your friends?: Probably
Do you have a crush on any of your friends?: Haven't been thinking about crushes lol

You and Love
Do you believe in love?: yes.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Kind of. More like instant affection, or lust at first sight lol
Do you want to get married?: yep, sure thing.
What song do you want to be played at your wedding?: a good song ._. lol xD

Dream guy--GIRLS FILL OUT ONLY!
Long or short hair?: depends what looks good, but no looong hair lol xD
Curly or straight?: whatever ._. lol
Tall or short?: Tall, or at least a few inches taller than me. We can't have 2 shorties in a relationship lol xD because a short guy is kind of an eh xP lol xD
Good boy or bad boy?: Daring, but not all dumb lol
Hat or no hat?: THEY COME WITH A HAT?! 8D No hat ._.
Ears pierced or not?: I have 3. Isn't that enough for the both of us? lol xD... ]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19886228/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19886228/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 20:44:58 PDT [x] Mother
[x] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step-Sister
[ ] Step-Brother
[x] Brother
[ ] Sister
[ ] Nephew
[ ] Niece
[x] Cell phone
[ ] Own bathroom [not really lol]
[x] Own room
[ ] Swimming pool
[ ] Hot tub
[ ] Guest room
[x] TV
total: 5

[x] Fullsize or bigger bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[x] Sunglasses
[x] Watch
[x] MP3 Player/iPod that works.
[ ] PS2 that works
[x] Xbox that works
[ ] Nintendo DS or PSP that works
[x] Gameboy/ Advance
[ ] Gamecube
total: 6

[ ] Basketball hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Fooseball table
total: 0

[ ] Nightstand
[x] Stereo in bedroom
[ ] DVD player in bedroom
total: 1

[ ] Job
[ ] Goes shopping at least once a week [i used to go, lk, twice or three times a week lol xD]
[x] Expensive cologne/perfume [bad bday gifts ._.]
[x] AIM/MSN
[x] Camera or phone
total: 3

[ ] Electric or gas scooter/motorcycle/car
[ ] Guitar/Drums/Bass guitar
[x] Piano/Keyboard
[x] Any other instrument [i think i still have a flute ._.]
[ ] Been on a cruise [have i? have i?! O___O]
[x] Traveled out of the province/state
[x] Expensive jewelery
[x] Met a celebrity
total: 5

[x] Straightener/curling iron [i gave it to my mommay though lol xD]
[ ] Have been to a batting cage
[ ] Have $100 on you right now
[ ] Credit card or atm card or debit card or bank card
[ ] Been to Europe [i wish lol xD]
[x] Been to NYC [i wanna go again ]
[x] Been to LA [i live in LA ._.]
[x] Been to Florida
[x] Been to Las Vegas [going next week too xD]
[ ] Been to the Bahamas
[x] Been to South America
total: 6

[x] Parents have a car
[ ] Jet Ski/boat
[ ] Camper
[ ] Been to 5+ states in the US
[ ] 100+ buddies on facebook/myspace
total: 1

[ ] Home cooked meal almost every day
[ ] Been in a limo [i wish]
[ ] Been in a helicopter [i wish ]
[x] Own a digital camera
[x] Own a laptop [not mine, exactly lol]
total: 2

1-22 = Ghetto
23-33 = Average kid
34-44 = Spoiled
45+ = Upper Class snob

29 = hae ji = average kid ._.
well...*robot dance* YEAH 8D

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19871978/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19871978/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 01:14:27 PDT A survey that you will remember

The Last Person You...
thought about?: juan ._. lmao xD i don't even know him xD
Looked at?: jay
said I love you to?: my pet platypus
hugged?: mommay? ._.
kissed?: depends what u mean by that ._.
hurt?: I have no idea.
Shared a secret with?: What secret? lol
watched a movie with?: HMM... i can't b sure. I think mommay, aunt, jay, n william.
couldn't stop thinking about?: @____@ ... define how long is this "couldn't stop".
In your family...
Who makes you laugh?: Everyone.
Who makes you cry?: Parents lol
Who is strict?: A lot of them.
Who is laid back: A lot of them.
Who makes you think?: Aunts, uncles, parents, cousins, etc. The Wise Ones O___O lol xD
Who will do anything for you?: Most of the ones i know.
Have you ever?
been skinnydipping?: mayBE, mayBE.
Made a friend mad?: well, yes. I'm human and honest as much as possible, so yes.
gotten a detention?: Nope. God bless acting.
gotten expelled?: no i'm a GOOD GIRL (...)
threw popcorn in a movie theatre?: lol yes ._.
been on stage?: Uhuhm.
seen a famous person?: Yep.
been pantsed by a friend?: HEY, HEY, HEY, WTH?! D<
lost your voice?: Yes xD
You are...
best at?...: >___< ....................................idk v___v
worst at?...: ugh, i can't think of anything right now )x
Random
profession?: student and daughter ._.
best friend?: UHH UHH D: MANY
Favorite movie star?: Johnny Depp
idol?: Don't have one/
hair color?: Dark brown.
favorite movie?: Can't make up my mind on that.
have you ever been in LOVE?: ya, sure thing.
favorite color?: blue
have you ever done a bad impersonation of Arnold Scshwartsenagger: no ._.
best memory?: hmm, the one with my family at my old apartment lol
worst memory?: O_______________O ... not sure.
favorite band?: Green Day (???)
can you do the worm?: eh?
did you like this survey?: not that great, actually.

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]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19837311/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19837311/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 00:09:03 PDT
omgina, I got a pet platypus. Thing keeps saying it's human, but I don't believe it ._______.
Oh, and the reason it talks is because it's magical, btw.

hmm... pope will start to call me soon...

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19831178/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19831178/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 16:38:17 PDT
I guess is the whole school registration thing that's Tuesday and stuff lol ;D

"My homeboys tried to warn me
But that butt you got
m-m-m-makes me so horny" lmao xD

liking songs like this must not b healthy xD

"YOUNG MAN!!!!! THERE'S NO NEED TO FEEL DOWN!!!!! I SAID, YOUNG MAN, THERE'S NO NEED TO FEEL DOWN!!!! YOUNG MAN!!!!!!!" lol xD

I feel like dancing, and hey, this is rare. I don't dance, alrighty? ;]



Do You Think You're Better Off Alone, has lk 3 lines of lyrics or something, but it's awesome lol xD

Would you hold me close and kiss me tonight?

IS THE BUNNY OF DOOOOOM O________O

Gasolina is a dumb song lol ._____.

I miss my dear Others.

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19801555/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19801555/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 02:32:44 PDT Random Nosy Questions

Have u ever been in love with one of your friends?: ya, yaa, sure thing -3-
Who was your first kiss?: cute. good. uhh ._. let's not get anal about it, please >_> no details.
Do u like tall guys(girls)/short girls(guys)?: guys taller than me, please xD
Is there an ex girl/boyfriend you cant stop thinking about?: well, she IS my friend, n we talk every day so is hard not to. also alec n stuff ._.
If you answered yes then who is it?: alec n aymeh
How many boy/girlfriends have you had?: uhh... 2? idk xD
How many times have you been in love?: 1
Would you date your ex again?: nothing changed in a positive way so yeaaaaah
If no why not?: well... funny u asked that... nothing changed, so we would have the same trouble n she's moving on, n i don't mind my love life as much ._.
Did you get over your ex or do u still love him/her?: yeah, always will love someone i loved once no matter what. so yeaaaaaah, but as in relationship, i'm not sure. i guess so. AM I?! O___O
Are you currently dating someone?: ._. ... overly nosy, are you? lol xD no, no.
If you are do you love him/her?: I SAID NO D: LEAVE ME ALONE
What is his/her name?: pie
Favorite thing he/her does?: it tastes good n looks all sexy n stuff ._.
What Annoys you?: many things lol xD
What would your name be if you were married?: Mrs. Hae Ji? ._. lmao xD
Do you really, truely, think you'll love him forever?: pie? well, he IS a great.... pie... but i would eat it. Sorry, honey.
If you found out you were pregnant today, how would you feel?: LMFAO xD PIE!!! U R SO NAUGHTY!!! well, if it wasn't pie, i'd b shocked bcause i don't recall sex with the sperm party n stuff lol
What would you name your baby if it were a boy or girl?: boy: idk. girl: idk either. Something greek like my middle name O___O
If he was in an accident and lost use of his manhood, would you stay??: PIE?! O______O
Most loyal friend of the year?: hmm *stares at her* *waves* 8D ello jello, tessa
Drinking/ Party parnter of the year?: lol ._. no one
What is your initials?: HJDC, wow, that's ugly.
If you add a letter or two, could you spell a word?If so, what?: uhh......... hajidccc .___. no, not really.
If a dog you knew was covered in poop, would you bathe it, or leave it?: i know no dogs .________. NO TOUCHY
Would you rather eat a Poopy Flavoured Lollipop or Vanilla Crickets?: I'd rather not eat anything :3
If your hair caught on fire, would you put water on it?: oh no. no no no, i'd rather it burn till it caught my freaking brain. YES, I WOULD PUT WATER
Phobias, got any?: Being alone in an emotional way, tess' face right now... STOP IT D; ..., idk, i forget xD
Computer or Cellular?: Compuuutah!
Where were you born?: Los Angeles, CA
Have You ever had a near death experience?: yeah. Wasn't so bad xD
Which way do you prefer to die, Burn or Drown?: ... throw myself out the window when i reach my 80s.
Have ever asked someone out?: not really ^///^
Have you ever been really bored this summer?: wow, so many times, it hurts to think.
If you could poke someone in the stomach all day and yell 'RAPE' would you?: yeah xD *poke* RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPE D:
If your bff liked their hair curly,but it was hideous, would you tell them?: lol yes xD
Do you like Heinz ketchup or those little weird brands?: who cares, really? ._.
Do you like telling stories?: Sometimes .-.
After a shower, do you use 2 towels or 1?: 2
Do you like wearing bright colors, or dull shabby ones?: not bright, much xD
American Eagle, Hollister, Abercrombie and Fitch?: fruity places, make me feel blind, i can't see anything, and makes me feel lk a fat ogre. No, thanks.
Knee-Highs and Mini-Skirt or shortshorts&commando?: COMMANDO! nah, shortshorts.
Are you addicted to anything?: hurting myself somehow xD
Do you eat eggs?: oh yeah, they r sexy ;D wow, i sound lk a freaking fattie
If your name were Beatrice, would you shoot yourself?: no, i'd get a sex change n change my name to Ben ._. JK, JK.
Do you get grossed out by watching, How to Eat Fried Worms?: no, never watched it xD
Old Navy or Value Village?: eh?!
Beans Beans the Magical Fruit, the more you eat the more you toot, agree?: lmao xD sure thing, sure thing.
Have you ever eaten a crayon?: i wish ._.
What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?: i....breathe? >__> i don't ._____.
Do you like hot sauce?: not much
Are you hot?: weather wise, yes. physically... lmao xD nah, u judge.
What are you wearing ?: huge shirt, and shorts
What is your favorite color?: blue
Do you watch Danny Phantom?: no
what do you do when vending machines steals your money?: i talk to everyone n say it stole my 75 cents D:
Do you like Giraffes?: not when they r.... getting to intimate.<... ]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19779974/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19779974/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 21:32:47 PDT Tell Everyone About Yourself

Time started:: 8:37pm
Basic About you:
Name:: Hae Ji Daphine Cho -///-
Gender:: feminine, am i? ;D WELL, YEAH I SHOULD BE O____O
Height:: 5'2 (?)
Eye color:: brown
Hair Color:: dark brown O__O
Age:: 14
Birthday:: june 17
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty alrighty
Piercings:: well, not really those PIERCINGS. jsut those 3 ear piercings xD
Tatoos:: not yet xD
Zodiac Sign:: Almighty Gemini!!!!! xD
Ring Size:: idk o__o;;
Grade:: going to b 9th grade
More about you:
Are you named after anyone?: Yep. Greek girl n stuff.
Do you live in the moment?: not completely xD
Do you consider yourself tolerent to others?: tolerAnt? depends xD
Do you have any secrets?: i guess, but not really i guessssssssssss?
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes lol
Do you like your handwriting?: yeah, but is all messy xD
Do you have any bad habits?: biting nails, hurting my lips.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: rather no or bffs lol xD
Any regrets?: yep.
Do you think life has been good so far?: sure thing.
Are you confident?: not really, but better than bfore xD
How long does it take you to shower?: minimum 6 minutes, maximum 3 hours ._.
What color is your room?: hmm... white.
Where do you want to attend college?: idk hehe
Do you...?
Smoke?: no D<
Do drugs?: i do not DO drugs ._.
Drink?: wataaaaa
Go to church?: rarely
Sleep with stuffed animals?: sometimes :3
Take walks in the rain?: love it, yes.
Talk to people even if you hate them?: Yes.
Drive?: I wish xD
Believe in premarital sex?: sure, sure.
Want to get married?: someday.
Want to go to college?: YES!!! >D
Want to have children?: Uhuhm.
Sing in the shower?: Sometimes lmao xD
Get along with you parents?: idk... it's not bad lk some other people lol
Get along with your sibling/s?: Brat, yeah.
Color/highlight your hair?: highlight
Like coffee?: frappuccino MWAHAHHA >:3
Wear makeup everytime you go out?: no xD
Love roller coasters?: scared, but i like them xD
Like to cook?: sometimes.
Have you ever...?
Hurt yourself? : sure thing, sure thing.
Been out of the country?: yeah
Been in love?: yesss
Done drugs?: hm
Gone skinny dipping?: ...maybe...
Had surgery?: yeah ._.
Played strip poker?: no xD idk how to play poker
Been on stage?: yes xD
Pulled an all nighter?: yep, yep ;3
Gone one day without food?: yeah, god, it's painful xD
Slept all day?: lol no xD
Kissed a stranger?: eww, no, damn herpes xD
Had a dream that came true?: yep .-.
Broken the law?: i guess, somewhat, not in an extreme way xD
Stolen anything?: I WAS A KID D;
Been on radio/tv?: not sure...
Been in a mosh-pit?: sure, sure... i guess.
Bungee jumped?: i wish xD
Had a dream that kept coming back?: a few times.
Gone out of state?: yeah :3
Live in other states?: hmm, kind of. Another country xD
Eaten an entire box of oreos?: no ):
Had a movie marathon?: yeah, all the time xD
Spun until you were immensely dizzy?: oww, yesss, dizzy )x
Been on a plane?: yep
Ran into a wall?: yes ^///^
Been rejected by a crush?: yeaaaaaaaah >///>
Cried in public?: Uhuhm.
Cried over a movie?: lol yeah xD
Pranked called someone?: like everyone else, yes xD
Gotten a cavity?: NEVER >
Shopped at Abercrombie and Fitch?: once or twice lol xD
Broken a bone?: nope ._.
Fallen from a tree?: yeah xD a couple of times
Passed out?: nope, nope/
Been to a theme park?: YEAH OuO
Eaten sushi?: yes .-.
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:: Water
McDonalds or BUrger King:: Benihana
Chocolate or Vanilla:: chocolate
Black or White:: grey
Burgers or Hot dogs:: barbecue
Boxers or breifs:: comando >D lmao xD jk
Book or magazine:: book
TV or radio:: tv
is the glass half empty or half full:: what glass? ._.
sun or moon:: moon
hot or cold:: cold
romantic comedy or thriller:: thriller
waffles or pancakes:: waffles O_____O
Florida or california:: california
Black and white or color photos:: colaaa
The city, the beach, OR the country:: i will take all of them ._.
Tennis shoes or sandals:: flip flops
Sweet or sour:: both
Private or publie school:: whichever s... ]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19778917/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19778917/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 20:23:58 PDT Totally Random.. Lala! Surveyyy.

Question tyme!!
Are you talking to anybody right now?: yess.
What's the last text in your inbox say?: Ok.
What time is it?: 8:04 pm
Is anything annoying you right now?: yesss. and nooo.
Ever gotten highlights?: yep xD
Are you waring Jeans?: Nope.
What's the best thing to happen to you so far today?: idk really xD
What are you looking forward to?: tomorrow and high school starting.
Have any plans this weekend?: naw.
What do you hear right now?: korean.
Are you listening to music?: nope, my ear phones broke too '~'
What's your current favorite song?: Nothing Compares 2 U
What's your relationship status?: Single, singler, ultimate single me.
Ever climbed a mountain?: yeah >:3
What do you see when you look out of your window?: birds, cats, bunnies, flowers, otehr houses. all very magical ._. lol xD
Are you signed into messenger?: YES >:]
Do you use Aim?: nope
Who do you talk to the most on IM?: hmm... aymeh? alec? idk
What's your favorite video Game?: MORTAL KOMBAT lmao xD only one i remember besides mario
What color are your nails?: the original, natural color. Purple ._. lmao xD
Do you like twizzlers?: a what?
What's your favorite energy drink?: wataaaaa
Do you like Led Zepplin?: again, a who?
Are you waring eyeliner?: no, i'm not WARING eyeliner.
What are you drinking?: saliva ._.
What's the last thing you ate?: french fries shame
Do you like fire?: kind of :3
Would you rather blast your music or use headphones?: blast my music O_____O
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: sometimes
Do you like getting your picture taken?: no ):
Do you like taking pictures?: yeah x3
Who was the last person to piss you off?: hmm, don't wanna talk about it.
Last person to say they love you?: ...i...don't...remember. i don't remember last time it happened :T
Last person to kiss you?: kiss? kiss kiss or kiss any kiss? any kiss is my mom on the cheek, and kiss kiss... my ex ._.
Last person to hug you?: mommay :3
Last person to call you?: hmm... my cousin.
Last person to text you?: tessa
Last person to IM you?: ayme or tessa... oops, no. alec lol xD
What\'s your favorite color?: blue, black, n white.
What\'s your favorite soda?: Fanta ORANGE
Do you love somebody?: ya, yaa.
Ever been on love?: ON love? that's a bit brutal xD i've been in love.
What\'s your favorite word?: err... can't think of one xD

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]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19666719/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19666719/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 17:54:13 PDT Anyways, 5.8 earthquake today, at ,like... 11 or something.

Everyone kinda spazzed out, but only for a while. Except for me who spazzed out for lk about 3 minutes thinking "where the hell do they have a train around South? @___@" South is the school.

Health class was just kinda lk .-. n kids went out of their classes n were lk "DID U FEEL THAT?! DID U FEEL THAT?!?!?! O___O "

You aren't supposed to stand near a door, it swings fast n will chop u into a million pieces. My friend told me that ._. lmao xD

But this one was small, so big DEAL xD it was so much fun, though. Too bad I thought it was a train... or I'd have enjoyed it more and like roll on the floor or something. People would think I'm having a nervous breakdown, or having a stroke lol xD

I love earthquakes... I CAN'T WAIT TILL 2012!!!!!! OuO lmao xD the end of the world is NEAR O____O yeah, right. My senior grad *gasp* OH NO D: I'm going to take like a parachute to my senior grad. Jump off the chair to the ground and RUN, BECAUSE IS THE END OF THE WORLD!!! *bunch of retarded people graduating* no wonder...

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19599399/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19599399/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 23:19:23 PDT
It was nice hanging out with Aymeh, though. It usually is, unless we disagree on something. Or we just end up having too much pride, ignore each other for a while, and make everything awkward. It doesn't happen taht often, so it's a bummer that she has to leave sometimes, u know?

Well, Tess gets back home today. Hope she had a good time, and the flight wasn't as terrifying as she thought it'd b at the beginning and reschedule the date with Andy, of course.

They will, both, b busy for another couple of weeks. It leaves me alone, kind of. I'm not often updated when it comes to the other Others, and stuff.

Summer school end August 1. I like the class, a lot, so it sucks.

Well, the ultimate pope wants me upstairs, bfore i fall unconscious for the next 15 hours :3

Bye

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19528426/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19528426/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 23:30:18 PDT A) tell you why I befriended you.
B) associate you with something-fandom, a song, a color, etc
C) tell you something I like about you.
D) tell you a memory I have of you [if we have memories]
E) ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
F) tell you my favorite picture of yours.
G) in return, you must post this in your journal.

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19524895/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19524895/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 19:18:45 PDT
-*-*-*-a simple little survey-*-*-*-

what was the last song you downloaded?: Money, Money, Money
How are you feeling latley?: i am feeliiiiing... lost - 3 -
Do you trip a lot?: not a lot @__@ jsut once in a while lol xD
If some one paid you $100 would you dance in the middle of time square?: yes xD what's wrong with that? xD
Have you ever punched some one in the face?: yesss
What does the last test message you got say?: test? teeext "haha eh neh meu..."
And who was if from?: cousin
Do you Like somebody?: hm, yes, i guess.
Will you say who?: sure. aymeh.
Have you ever been in a car crash?: nope
Do you feel akward when strangers say hi to you?: yeah
Where do you work?: depends ._.
Graffiti: art, or sensless vandalism?: art
Have you ever hugged a stranger?: no
What was the theme song of your junior prom?: uh...idk yet
How was/is the food in the cafeteria at your school?: idk. pretty okay
Dropkick Murphys or Flogging Molly?: huh?
Are you any different now than you were a year ago?: yep
Have you ever given money to a bum?: yes
Are you taller than your mom?: lmao YES xD
Hows the weather?: idk, i can't tell
What are you listening to right now?: tv
Is anything upsetting you right now?: yeah
Where were you the last time someone kissed you?: bed
Whats the farthest away from home you have ever been?: alone? with family? what do u mean?
Do you take alloy of these surveys?: hmm? what? alloy?
Do you smoke?: nope
How old are you?: 14
If someone you know offered you pot what would you say?: f*ck off, please.thanks.
On average, how good do you think your life has been so far?: it has been pretty okay

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]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19410718/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19410718/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 13:43:30 PDT First day of Health. I like it xD
So I started writing the last, lk, 25 minutes of class, so here it is. xD

"she needs a bra
sex
making out
walking
donuts
testosterone - finger
not paying attention
she really needs a bra
that. looks. like a.WIG o_o
i want to scratch her nose. stupid piercing
my opinions so don't come with =_=
time time time
walking
book
hate my boss
i'm MERCILESS
merci[less] or mercy[less]?
college
friends
text
journal
your penis jiggles
stop moving
it DANCES
FEAR xD
Cahpter 1?!
I thought we were in chapter 3 DX
martin, dear. Put ur huge ass head down.
looks like an egg lol
brown ish eggs are healthier @__@
no joke
pump...
PUMP IT
*dundudndundudndudndundundundundun*
HIV
VYH?
HIV...
hoes in virile
...someone was drunk
LAST NIGHT
and that was ME 8D
no one seems to be paying attention
like...what? 5 hours? lol terrible
is hell of hell
at least the teacher is nice
but she.needs.a bra.
It's scary ._. lol
ohh...health
I'm 10 pages behind lmao xD
*giggle*
kiss me...
willing rape works.SURPRISE!
*sex* O_O this is so sexual lmao xD deviantart journal 8D
20 minutes lol"

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19364503/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19364503/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 00:39:36 PDT my cousins have been around so i'm not online as much as the much less much i usually am xD it makes me happy, i missed them so much. and they bring lk waves and waves of joy and laugh. too bad one of them is not here ):

sadly, my classes will start tuesday and my cousins will be leaving. only the youngest one will come back, n he's the most quiet one n he's lk 8...which also means he's not my friend. he's my brother's.

well, no caps today @___@ lol xD

Alright, so luca was born 8D yay luca!!! Hard to believe. 9 months since aymeh's sister, angie, got preg. i think that's the most surprising lol well, i will see if i can buy anything for her n the baby

but right now, i will go read xD buh bye :]

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19316550/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19316550/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 20:39:22 PDT I gotta leave it for a while lol x3

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[_] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[_] I wish my hair was a different color.
[_] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[_] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[_] I have/I've had braces.
[sometimes xD] I wear glasses.
[_] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[_] I have more than 2 piercings
[_] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[kinda, but not very noticeable ._.] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[_I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[ ]I almost always do my homework.
[_] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[_] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[_] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[_] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[_] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples
[_] I've broken a bone
[_] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[_] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[_] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[_] I've been to Mexico.
[_] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[_] I've been to Japan.
[_] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[_] I've been to Europe.
[_] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[_] I've gotten lost in my city.
[_] I've seen a shooting star.
[_] I've wished on a shooting star
[_] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[@___@] I've gone skinny dipping.
[i rolled away when it started ] I've played spin the bottle.
[_] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[_] I've crashed a car.
[eeck, that's not my forte] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[_] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[_] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[???] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[???] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[_] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[i fell D:] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[_] I'm in a relationship.
[_] I'm engaged.
[_] I'm married.
[_] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[for the forth time, FORTH TIME DX I CANNOT AFFORD A LAWYER ANYMORE] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[not seriously] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[_] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[am i being corny again? ._. bcause i keep, lk, everything @_@] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've fallen in love with someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[GET AWAY FROM ME D:] I've hugged a stranger.
[_] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[... ]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19314631/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19314631/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 16:42:14 PDT

>___> <___<

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19303367/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19303367/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 02:31:46 PDT



I will never f*cking understand this. Everyone ends up getting sick of things, because no one is a freaking saint to be quiet all their lives living with all this bullsh*t we call life.

I said things were going to get better. Then, as soon as I said that I had to go somewhere. I got in the car, and some guy hit our car. I fell and scratched my back, and my leg and neck sort of hurt. Doesn't sound like a great improvement to me, anyways. I wish it hit the car harder, so it would make me go unconscious for a day or...a FEW days. People outside my family would never know I'm gone O___O "oh, probably avoiding me" or "oh, probably broke her cellphone again" or something

Then people decide to be super funny and start making jokes about things that I wouldn't make fun of, and I get annoyed. Which pisses off lk...all of us. This is how it works: one gets mad, he shows annoyance, the other person gets offended and thinks the other one is a complete ass, and both r annoyed. I don't like being such an ass, but I am. A lot. A whole freaking lot.

I'M HUMAN TOO. I'd like to be treated as a human, if possible. I know I can b a total ass, but it doesn't mean people have to mentally spit on me everytime I cross their minds ¬¬

Then I find almighty HER. Yes, HER, and you will not find out who's HER, because is not any of the HERs I talked about here before. So Almighty HER's account is there, and I can't stop reading her f*cking name over n over again.

You know... the feeling of "I HATE THIS, but I will keep doing it/thinking about it anyways." That's what happens like ALL THE TIME, now.

I can't even bring up something nice without some people totally ignoring it when I'm trying to say something, so... I really don't like this. I'm the weak one here. Always the one with the apologies (even though I don't believe it was my fault, I'm still afraid this hate will go on forever), and...idk I'm just not feeling like the happiest girl on earth right now. People are never just always happy, or always sweet. You just happen to see them like that, and get the idea they are always that way.

my throat hurts, so I'm not talking much ._. I wasn't talking much lately, n now I'm talking LESS. I'm turning into that vegetable child again. Hmm, i really hope not. I like having some consciousness. This is looong, so I gonna stop here .-. alright ._.

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19279557/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19279557/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 18:43:02 PDT
Anyways, hi ._. how r u?
Hmm... i want my earphones ._. let's go get it wooo

Your Song by Elton John is so pretty... even though the lyrics are just kinda...not as pretty. He said he doesn't know what his lyrics mean xD

Na procura da felicidade means that i'm searching for happiness. What I want is more like peace n things to be clear, but that makes me happy. So I guess everything goes together >__> <__<

Haven't been gettign much sleep lately Been watching Disney movies lol

Bunnies are gone, too. Things aren't getting much better.

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19158220/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19158220/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 02:38:51 PDT
]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19117845/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19117845/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 21:49:56 PDT
Don't.Mess.With.My.Mind.
I'm not in a good mood lately. Very sensitive. So if u wrong me, I will hate you for like practically what u will call "ever". At least be honest.

@^$&^#$@^%$&*!@%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO &*%^$#)(@!@#$% TOOK MY... nvm.

Anyways, I will step on ur neck if u hide something from me that i should know about. n if u still don't tell me, i will step on ur neck, n choke u with something that fits ur throat or not. I don't care. As long as it hurts, n causes mental damage.

...okay, so hiiii, what's uuup?

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19102409/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19102409/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 01:11:58 PDT 1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.


1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Good Riddance [did we kill someone...?]

2. How would you describe yourself?
Please Don't Stop the Music [uhh... i wouldn't say this lol]

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Woman Like a Man [w.t.f.]

4. How do you feel today?
Holiday [in HELL]

5. What is your life's purpose?
Sassafras Roots {i don't even know what that means]

6. What is your motto?
Forever [hmm...]

7. What do your friends think of you?
One More Time [...what?]

8. What do you think of your parents?
Belissima [which means, beautiful. Beautiful thing lol]

9. What do you think about very often?
Strangers Like Me

10. What is 2 + 2?
Sorry Seems to Be the Hardest Word {sounds like i'm changing the subject lol]

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Europa

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Rehab [LOL]

13. What is your life story?
This Is Me {yes, we all got that, hae ji]

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Reflections [i guess... i'm thinking?]

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Unappreciated [...]

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Closing Time [lol is a nice song.. wedding song? idk]

17. What will they play at your funeral?
One (Simple Plan)[I actually really like it lol]

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Crazy [ Simple Plan again]

19. What is your biggest fear?
Waste [lol right now, probably]

20. What is your biggest secret?
Your Song [okay, maybe I wrote lyrics about the people i liked n stuff. They r strong feelings, so I think about you like 23/7 lol]

21. What do you think of your friends?
Hard Metal [lol riiight]

22. What will you post this as?
Candle In The Wind

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19083123/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19083123/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 20:56:13 PDT
[_] Come to my house to do nothing at all but chill?

[_] Fight me?

[_] F**k me?

[_] Kiss me?

[_] Let me kiss you?

[_] Watch a movie with me?

[_] Go out to dinner with me?

[_] Let me drive you somewhere?

[_] Take a shower with me?

[_] Drink with me?

[_] Take me home for the night?

[_] Let me sleep in your bed?

[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?

[_] Re-post this for me to answer your questions?

[_] Hold my hand?

[_] Let me make you breakfast?

[_] Help me with homework?

[_] Tickle me?

[_] Let me tickle you?

[_] Instant message me?

[_] Greet me in public?

[_] Hang out with me?

[_] Bring me around your friends?

[_] Be down with me no matter what?

[_] Go to prom with me?


D0 Y0U...
[_] Think I’m cute?

[_] Think I’m serious?

[_] Think I’m a good person

[_] Think I’m conceited?

[_] Want to kiss me?

[_] Want to cuddle with me?

[_] Want to hook up with me?

[_] Want to *Do* me?

[_] Think I would do you?

[_] Love me?


AM I...

[_] Smart?

[_] Cute?

[_] Funny?

[_] Sexy?

[_] Cool?

[_] Romantic?

[_] A *freak*?

[_] Gangsta?

[_] Loveable?

[_] Adorable?

[_] Trustworthy

[_] Compassionate?

[_] Great to be with?

[_] Attractive?

[_] Mean?

[_] Well known?



HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] Thought about hooking up with me?

[_] Found yourself wanting a kiss from me?

[_] Wished I were there?

[_] Had a crush on me?

[_] Wanted my number?

[_] Had a dream about me?

[_] Been distracted by me?

[_] Wanted to see my private part? (WHAT?!)

[_] Looked at my page more than ten times?


ARE Y0U...
[_] Happy you know me?

[_] Horny? (LMFAO)

[_] Thinking about me?

[_] Wanting to call me to talk about these things?

[_] Going to repost this?


I just FINISHED reading this. This is PERVERTED O___O xD

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19079345/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19079345/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 16:34:50 PDT __> <__<

Anyways, it's a really.nice.place. Disneyland is, like, 10 minutes away from here. Which is really nice too...right?

I have been doing stuff for my mom around here instead of rotting at home even more and being more of a total loser. It's so... ahh.... if I'm home, I feel like cr@p. If I'm out, I feel tired and a bit less like cr@p, but I feel GUILT.

I really miss my friends, ya know? Just hanging out with them, laughing, calling each other retards, and making fun of everything.

I think I feel lonely xD Like, really lonely.

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19067042/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19067042/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 23:54:27 PDT Let's talk about what I'm thinking about.

I bet you felt ignored, too. Like, at least ONCE. I KNOW IT Feeling rejected is like being ignored, dudes. Jump infront of them, and they look away. You try to do something nice, and they just say that.was.corny. Hmm... okay, I will live to the corny thing. Rejection hurts, though. It hurts, because it literally makes your heart hurt. Giving so much importance to someone who doesn't care much about your feelings, and is just like "..." is kind of awkward, don't you think?

"I was jealous of anyone who hugged you, because at the moment they were holding my world." Now it shouldn't matter anymore, you are not mine. Well, it still matters. It sucks, because you don't want it back. ....okay, I'm no angel. But this situation kinda...hurt me.

It seems like they are throwing it in your face, "I'M OVER THAT. LOSER. LOOOOSEEEEER!!!!!!!" And it makes you think 'I don't want to be the loser... why do THEY get to be the winner? Or...or... why do they have to make me feel like cr@p?!' and another message from the same person, "I'M SO OVER YOU THAT I'M GOING TO GET SOMEONE ELSE AND HAVE A XXX FEST " And all I can do is "haha, yeah. That's...that's awesome...that's really...nice."

It might not be like that, but that's how I feel all the time. All the time now, and I know I'm not that great either. I'm a jealous person, I'm picky, I need attention, I need appreciation, and I'm selfish. Ahh... gonna go now. Complained enough for a night lol I tend to think a lot around 12. Especially about this.

And I care because I still love you

Haven't been getting much support here lol

Still not joyful.
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]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19036265/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/19036265/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 10:08:07 PDT

My stomach hurts. I throw up if I eat anything.

I feel guilt. I wish I was a better daughter... a better person. Maybe like Rebecca, who got the super award for being a great outstanding student and taking care of cancer patients (etc etc etc).

I want to be better. I know I can. Just not trying hard enough.

Stupid "Joy" emoticon won't CHANGE. It's driving me insane...er.

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]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/18993634/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/18993634/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 01:37:37 PDT
She's going on a daaaaaate *nudge nudge* she says i'm in denial n in love with her... i keep telling her shes the one in denial but ANYWAYS

She's the best testis u will ever meet. Yes, even considering ur boyfriend's testis... AND your love affair's...

RUNNING OUT OF INSPIRATION xD

She can't multitask, at all. But I lvoe that betch

she's like for bras .___. idk y, but yeah xD

Write more later. Love ya, Tessa...betch >__> best betch... best testis betch bye!

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/18940707/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/18940707/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 00:25:17 PDT __> <__<

Then after the ceremony, my friends all met their families and all that YAAAY thing. My family got there late, so I walked around yelling "Abandoned girl, abandoned girl -____-" I felt so stupid and awkward for just standing ther,e or walking around alone, while everyone else were with their families, taking pictures and doing that stuff. I felt like a loner, like a loser. Ugh.

Ayme looked pretty, but a bit of a whore lol xD pretty much her make up + the super short dress. If it was just the dress, it would b half lol she was pretty though. Seeing us wearing dresses are once in a life kind of thing, too

Tess tried to cheer us up a lot. I don't really know where she was OR WHAT SHE WAS DOING the rest of the time xD she looked nice nice nice too, man.

Later, feet started to hurt. The party was slowing down, and we were getting tired. Mehreen and Shiza left, which sucked. Jakki wouldn't ask Adam to dance, and she had to leave. Ayme was trying to get drunk with water, and Tess was dancing most of the time. Ashley (Barril) danced with Jay, but not with Gibran. It looked so cute, the way he held her. Too bad she doesn't like him as much, but I think she will if nothing goes wrong They even left together, it was cute. They looked like an official couple. Alana and Ashley left without saying anything to me. Ayme wanted to talk to Leighton.

I sat there and looked down while waiting, and leighton's or matt's mom (not sure) asked me if i was okay. I said I was just fine, and she smiled. She seems so nice, like the time at Richardson vs Calle game. I started talking to Eric and Reed, and they are really nice. Reed is the nicest geek I ever met lol xD he's not going to South next school eyar. Eric is taking Health during summer, like me.

Well, I got home. And I'm talking to Ayme. Good night lol

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]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/18882010/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/18882010/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 21:09:17 PDT
The person actually seemed to like someone else the whole time, which led to breaking up twice before. I'm a really jealous person when I get any reason to be that way, you know?

Anyways, I wish it was clear earlier how the person wanted to break up with me first, and even if it was, I'm usually clueless about whatever involves me.

I know p. (person, bcause i'm too lazy to write it over n over again) can see this when I post it, but it's okay as long as p. is not sorry for me or regret it. It just felt like I wasn't making p. happy, ya know? Like, why would p. b talking about someone else 24/7 (who p. liked before n apparently still does) if p. was happy? That's my point there.

Alright, head like hurts like chewing half my brain off here, so I will just stop writing here >__O

Bye

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/18757395/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/18757395/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 21:56:39 PDT
Birthday: June 17. Coming up

Mom is comign back from Brazil, JEALOUSY!!! I wanted to go xD

Sumemr starts June 19 YES!!!!!! Then graduation, and off to high school amazing, huh? I know xD

well, that's it!

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/18375959/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/18375959/ Sun, 18 May 2008 01:55:04 PDT
So, well, Tokio Hotel concert n CD signing... pretty awesome lol I got Bill's towel at the Roxy n Tom's at the Avalon.

Went to Hollywood 4 times the past 7 days. woot lol Yet, it seems so hard to meet some people, huh? Bum. Whatever, 3 of the 4 days I had Ayme with me. aka EmoNemo94. N THAT bum made it awesome lk that, so no worries.

What else, what else... I have been... not answering... lots of messages n stuff. Idk what's wrong with me. DeviantArt, Orkut, Blog... Idk, idk. Sorry though ):

Hae Ji :]

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/17997770/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/17997770/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 19:34:36 PDT Name: Hae Ji
Birthdate: 6/17 of some year
Birthplace: CA
Current Location: LA
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: brown, black? lol
Height: 5"2
Weight: idk 110 last i checked
Piercings: 3
Tatoos: not yet lol xD
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: nope
Overused Phrase(s): "uhm..."

Favourites
Food: Brazilian
Candy: Chocolate~!
Number: 7 [777 lmao xD jk jk, just 7]
Color: Blue and black
Animal: Rabbit
Drink: water n juice, woo, nu waaay lol
Alcohol Drink: pina colada .__. love it lol
Bagel: Cream cheese. Is that the question? lmao xD
Letter: lol i like all letters, they r ur friends. No. NO. Your BEST FRIENDS lol xD
Body part on the Opposite sex: huh?!?!?! EXCUSE ME?!?!?! lol xD

This or That

Pepsi or Coke: water .__. there's ALWAYS another option lmao xD
McDonalds or BurgerKing: McDonalds lol
Strawberry or Watermelon: Watermelon
Hot tea or Ice tea: hot tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends on what
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: depends
Kiss or Hug: kiss is cute, but can't kiss everyone, can i? lol xD
Dog or Cat: Dog. But they suck too lol too hyper n stuff, i wanna beat them lol cats r too secretive lol might as well get rid of them xD
Rap or Punk: Punk. hmm, like both lol
Summer or Winter: uhm...UHM... like both lol
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: what's the difference? lol
Love or Money: Love

Your...

Bedtime: hmm... 1AM, usually.
Most Missed Memory: hmm, a day in Brazil, lots of family there at my house lol
Best phyiscal feature: lol skin SUCKS xD nose is a potato :] don't mind, though. Idk lol
First Thought Waking Up: "hmm... what time is it? Am i late? Well... i HOPE NOT. GET UP!"
Goal for this year: Be an over acchiever and have lots of fun lol don't know how that's going. Fun? Yeah, THAT's working lol
Best Friends: Oh, for pie's sake, don't make me choose (or say it outloud) lol xD
Weakness: guys distract me lol total jerks though xD
Fears: rejection, death, intimidation. lol hate being intimidated, is completely involuntary. Trying to work on that lol
Heritage: korean
Longest relationship: lol relationship?

Have You ...?
Ever Drank: yeah tsk tsk tsk
Ever been beaten up: hmm, my...parents? lol xD well, besides that, no lol
Ever beaten someone up: maybe a couple of times .___. lol
Ever Skinny Dipped: nope
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: não
Been Dumped Lately: NEVER lol xD

In A Guy/Girl

Favorite Eye Color: don't care lol
Favorite Hair Color: don't caaare.
Short or Long: not shorter, please
Style: don't care. not a prep, anyways lol xD
Looks or Personality: personality!
Hot or Cute: i.d.k.

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/17801602/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/17801602/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 19:48:04 PDT When I come back from outside, it feels awkward.

Weird, disturbing feeling lol
18, we better have some money, eh, Others? lol xD

Laziest day of the week, maaaan.



I wanna sleep, but I wanna stay online at the same time, and watch TV lol xD



WELL, that's me vs laziness. I hope I'm the blue guy there .__.

OH!!! What is THIS?!?!?!



O___O alright xD

Hae Ji :]

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/17643630/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/17643630/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 23:03:37 PDT I lost the bet, and I don't feel bad about it (:
It's pretty fine, actuallly lol
Just feel a bit...too... lost in thoughts. Just gotta figure myself out here lol
Shouldn't be all that hard (:
Unless I don't want to .___. which I often don't about certain things lol
I'd rather have someone else figure it out for me
I can't judge myself and be always right, because I might give out the wrong idea while I think I'm doing something lol Makes sense?

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/17532486/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/17532486/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 20:46:45 PDT
THE COOKIE TELLS ME!!!! oh, damn, nvm, i ate it bfore it was done telling me lol

buh bye~! ^u^

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/15078146/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/15078146/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 18:24:24 PDT
here are the rules..
1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. At the end of the post, 8 more persons are tagged and named.
4. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

Me:

1. I'm also a vampire *w* (u just don't know that, alright?)
2. I'm a vampire ninja!
3. I hate the world, except some things of course, that if i love, i love a lot.
4.I turn around from my group n walk away.
5. I get deep deppression out of nothing.
6. I worry too much about everything or anything.
7. I am too responsible, n my aunt's tell me i'm mentally middle aged.

Un... i tag... no one, i can tell how random my friends r just by watching them day by day.
I don't lk these rules, lol.

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]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/14521828/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/14521828/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 19:02:59 PDT Today was the freaking first day of school n I still feel really nervous about school, even though tomorrow is gonna b the 2nd day D<
I met some... yaa, some people today, met old friends there n stuff.

But teachers r so scary XO I hate my korean class D< There is lk 3 people from Richardson n the rest from Calle XOOO HATE IT ALL! XD

]]> ~nejilover1994 http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/14458246/ http://nejilover1994.deviantart.com/journal/14458246/ Sun, 02 Sep 2007 15:32:07 PDT
Like, kinda stupid doing this in deviantart, but I was really- wait, I AM- really bored.

I just think I have too much time to think about stuff during summer time. Unfortunately, classes are back soon. But it can be good. I'm seeing some of my friends again. While I have to wait another year to see others.

Well, got bored again, so I'm done here.

Bye :]

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