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deviantART: by:neonblues http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:neonblues&section=today deviantART RSS for by:neonblues en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 22:06:14 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png IMPORTANT IF YOU LOVE ME CLICK IT NOW http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/16430573/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/16430573/ Wed, 16 Jan 2008 11:24:50 PST

if you love me watch it and comment it so I can add all yoes peoples...

I moved there so no more stuffs here

]]> ~neonblues THE WINNER LOLZ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/16244732/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/16244732/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 18:13:07 PST

The winner is

!!!!!!!1!1!!1111!!1!11!one!!!

LOLOLOLOOLLOLZZ

You win a avvie and a fully hard worked on peice of garba- beautiful artz...

tell me what you would like my love :3

DAW but the rest of you will get a doodle but tell me what you want D:

End of Journal~ :3

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list

1. Introduction
2. Love - [link]
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again - [link]
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations - [link]
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes - [link]
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning - [link]
92. All That I Have -[link]
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

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~Reqests~

REQEST NOW BECHES
some humans would be nice
I needa practice....

1. open
2. open
3. flipin open

~trades in progress~

1.

- 10% brain storms D:

2.

- got wet need to start over

3. Open

~Gifts~

hmmmm BD

- done

~Friends d00d~
Not in any order(or are they?)

http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/16065864/ Sun, 23 Dec 2007 21:28:02 PST wont even let me change my mood D:

Butterflies they swarm together in a cloud of rainbows over the adicting pull of a field of colorful

flowers. They all look alike, they all feel unchanged, they feel... perfect. Giggling and talking in their

silent language among them selves about the same thing and the same likes and dislikes nothing

would break this. They would not let it break.

Then a lone butterfly of different color of different shape came. Its personailty and its was different

then the others. It was then treated as a unwanted force. The others flew off to shun the lonesome

creature. The outsider wanted a friend or family to be with but its apperence was noted as the

unwanted force and not for what mattered... its inside was what mattered.

It fluttered to them for another chance and in a surprizing rush they were at the poor creature. In

the radiance of their perfection they tore at new comer. They never thought of its feelings. They never

thought of how gentle and nice it would have been. They thought of their perfect swarm and how they

always must stay that way.

The lone-some butterfly fell into the flowers bit by bit still longing for them to be its friend.

Um their was suppose to be a point to this maybe you guys will see it. -sniff-
I've seen this happen before o-o butterflies are vi-she-oooose DX

I made up a new charrie named Butterfly who is a crossdresser going into a collage which his parent forced him into going. And it's a school full of stuck up perfectionist and at some point they gang up on him and beat him up for being different.

]]> ~neonblues OH LOOK CONTEST http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/16059460/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/16059460/ Sun, 23 Dec 2007 20:23:59 PST

K since every one was like "OMG LETS ALL MAKE A CONTEST DGFKSLDFDBVIUCIO"

I have now decided that I want a new fursona... yep a new one... its been almost half a year... positive its been half a year. So bored with this one and no ideas at mind I guess I'll have a fursona contest like Candy had just had.

So yeah here is what Im going for :]

EDIT::::::::

I WANT BUTTERFLIES. I forgot to add that in lol. for maybe a balloon or earings be creative just not as a markings.

Colors:

-I like all colors but I dont want it to be burning my eyes or too spiced up.(NO DONT PUT ALOT)
-include red and white because I wanna go with Canada's flag colors since Canada is my original homeland... I R FRENCH-CANIADIAN!!! BD

ya

Animal:

- foxes are getting a bit old... every one has them as their fursona so I want something different but could be similar.
- nothing like frogs or anything like that I want something with paws or hands.
- no monkies please... I cant draw them for some reason.

Trinkets:

-I like clothes and earings but not too much...

CONTEST ENDS: On the ninth of January

Entrees:

PRIZES:

well I dont think you guys should expect much since they all will probly be on paint.

those who enter will get a picture no matter what.

Contest Winner~

Avatar... may be animated but only if I can get my dear

to do it. If not it'll still be good.
And a well worked on picture of what ever disired.

Oh yeah and have fun you guys BD

]]> ~neonblues Whhooooooooooooo yeah! http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/15586588/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/15586588/ Sat, 15 Dec 2007 22:59:10 PST
AM I GONNA DO THIS?!?!??!

YEAH!

YEAH!

Yeah!

ye-

.. .
.... ..
...

I dont know if I can D:

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

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~Reqests~

REQEST NOW BECHES
some humans would be nice
I needa practice....

1. open
2. open
3. flipin open

~trades in progress~

1.

- 10% brain storms D:

2.

- got wet need to start over

3. Open

~Gifts~

hmmmm BD

- done

~Friends d00d~
Not in any order(or are they?)

http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/15283721/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 07:42:57 PDT [X] Black = $100
[ ] Blonde = $50
[ ] Red = $75
[ ] Brown = $15
[ ] Bald = $5
[ ] Other=$2
Total: $100

Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $150
[ ] Green - $75
[X] Blue $50
[ ] Hazel $100
[ ] Other - $15
Total so far: $150 - is blue garbage or somethin =_=

Height:
[ ] Over 7' - $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[ ] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[X] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[ ]4'9" to 5'4" - $50
[ ] Under 4'9 - $45
Total so far: $225

Age:
[ ] 41 to 50 - $150
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100
Total so far: $325

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $300
[X] First Born - $300
[ ]Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[ ] Last Born - $200
[ ] third born - $100
[ ] fourth born - $100
[ ] fifth born-$375
Total so far: $625

Drink?
[ ] No - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[X] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle
Total so far: $840 - BD Im naughty

Vision?
[ ] perfect vision $300
[ ] need or have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $200
[ ] No correction $100
[X] Glasses $50
[ ] contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction -$135
Total so far: $890

Car Color [or familes' car(s)]:
[ ] White - $2,000
[ ] Maroon - $800
[ ] Gold - $700
[ ] Gray - $600
[X] Blue - $900 - Daddy
[ ] Pink - $475
[ ] Black - $450
[ ] Red - $400
[ ] Green- $350
[ ] Silver $300 -
[ ] Purple- $250
[ ] Metallic - $200
[ ] Yellow - $100
[ ] Primer - $75
[ ] Tan- $20
[X] Rusted - $15
[ ] No Car - $0
Total score: $1805

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ]12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $700
[X] 7 to 10 - $600
[ ] Under 7- $550
Total so far: $2405

Favorite Colors (three):
[ ] Green-$750
[X] Black - $600
[ ] Red - $800
[ ] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $50
[X] Purple - $225
[ ] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[ ] Blue - $300
[X] Pink - $100
[ ] Other - $ 50
Total so far: $3330

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[ ] No-add $1000
[ ] on some- $750
Total so far: $4330

How many people are you going to tag?
[ ] 100-150 = 250,000
[ ] 90 - 80 = $100,000
[ ] 70 -60 = $50,000
[ ] 50 - 40 = $10,000
[ ] 30 - 20 = $5,000
[X] 20 - 10 = $1,000
[ ] 10 - 1 = $500

See How Much You're Really Worth!
Total so far : $5330

Now add your number of pageviews.
1216
Total: $6546

I CHEAPER THEN VIX BUY ME FIRST :3

]]> ~neonblues On a splerge but.... http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/14796702/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/14796702/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 07:22:18 PDT

I have so much done and so much coming to mind but cause of that I have three C's

Oh well at least they're not F's...

Im done with all my trades but...

I need a damn scanner...

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~Reqests~

None >> love me and request something now D=< no humans cause I'm doning this stuff in crappy but love-able ms paint =3

1. Zeimeh - done =3
2. open
3. flipin open

~trades in progress~

If you wanna trade thats great I like drawing and I like getting art... but I have no scanner D= but I assure you I will probly have it done and ready to scan. =]

1.

- done

2.

- done

3.

- 25% inking

~Gifts~

hmmmm BD

-shot-

~Friends d00d~
Not in any order(or are they?)

http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/14545566/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 12:38:17 PDT

Damn

straight....

FINLAND!!!!

.....

..........

.................

I Watch too much spongebob BD

Anyway I havnt put anything up for a while because I moved with my daddio so I wanna tell whats happening.....

.....

And please love me and reply to my jornals more or send me a note ;^; Im so lonly....

DX

Anyway... again. I started school on the forth and to some of you that dont know I moved from florida to wisconsin so Im in a completly new place.... and it dont suck at all... Well at first it did with my mom freaking out and me not to be able to go the my friends school...

But I like my new school.... High school and school it self rocks. -hides-

=3 I got a Cat three weeks ago she is such a sweetie but she kinda acts like a war vet. I mean one point shes like OMG PET ME YOU FLITHY HUMAN! and all walking around happy but once she finds a hiding spot I swear if she had a gun you'd be dead right now. She hates you that bad... D=

hmmm My bithday was on the first and I made up my room....
its blue themed but hardly cause I cant realy put anything in there till my dad tears down the giant bed that takes up three forths of the room -_-

I got French class and for Christmas Im hoping for a computer and maybe I can get my dad to get me OC or Photoshop. =3

Nothing much eles I mostly clean my dads discusting house... he's single so he dont care what his house is like till he finds a date -runs off the clean two years of crud-

-barfs-

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~Reqests~

None >> love me and request something now D=< no humans cause I'm doning this stuff in crappy but love-able ms paint =3

1. open
2. open
3. flipin open

~trades in progress~

If you wanna trade thats fine =3 but I wont have mine done for a long while cause I have no scanner D= but I assure you I will probly have it done and ready to scan. =]

1.

- 10% brain is fried but Im thinking

2.

- 20% sketching

3.

- 25% inking

~Gifts~

hmmmm BD

-shot-

~Friends d00d~
Not in any order(or are they?)

]
Do you have glasses or contact lenses?: [Both cause Im blind BD]
Do you like yourself: [I cant complain]
Do you get along with your family?: [Yeah most of it]

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Are You...
Obsessive Compulsive?: [No]

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Final Questions:
What did you do yesterday: [Sat here watching the rain]
What car/truck do you wish to have?: [Dunno]
Where do you want to get married?: [._. Im not even in a relationship]
Good driver?: [I want to be.]
Have a lava lamp?: [D< my dad broke it]
How many remote controls are in your house?: [five]
When you last showered?: [my tubdrain is broken so three days ago -dying in filth.]
Scary or Funny Movies?: [FUNNY]
Chocolate or Vanilla?: [Both]
Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper?: [ew]
Skiing or Boarding?: [Never tried]
Summer or winter?: [winter beeches]
Silver or Gold?: [Silver]
Diamond or pearl?: [Pokemon? XD]
Sprite or 7up?: [Sprite white soda is always better]
Coffee or sweet tea?: [Tea]
Phone or in person?: [ah person]
Are you oldest, middle or youngest?: [Middle D=]
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Today did you...
1. Talk to some one you like: [like as in friends? yes]
2. Buy something: [no]
3. Get sick?: [I feels sick -dies in filth again-]
8. Talked to an ex?: [Na]
9. Miss someone?: [ YES -glomps mutt-]

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Last person who....
10. Slept in your bed?: [Dogs they sleep there all the time even when Im not here]
11.... ]]> ~neonblues To do spam-ness http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/14306686/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/14306686/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 16:11:32 PDT

~Reqests~

None >> love me and request something now D=< no humans cause I'm doning this stuff in crappy but love-able ms paint =3

1. open
2. open
3. flipin open

~trades in progress~

If you wanna trade thats fine =3 but I wont have mine done for a long while cause I have no scanner D= but I assure you I will probly have it done and ready to scan. =]

1.

- 0% Rainy tell me what you want >w<

2.

- 10% did it but threw it out cause it was ugly so Im brainstorming XD

3.

- 20% sketching

~Gifts~

Nothing right now D=

~Friends d00d~
Not in any order(or are they?)

~People that I know~
These people Are my friends too I just dont talk to them much T_T

~Awsome-ness~
. . . . . .. they are awsome

http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/14304063/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 13:10:07 PDT

~Friends d00d~
Not in any order(or are they?)

~People that I know~
These people Are my friends too I just dont talk to them much T_T

~Awsome-ness~
. . . . . .. they are awsome

]]> ~neonblues DOOD I steals from Rainy-poo D= http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/14212864/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/14212864/ Fri, 17 Aug 2007 14:46:09 PDT
1. Do you like anyone?
D= did

2. Do they know it?
they were me lover

3. Simple or complicated?
me? um simple?

IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U

5. Bought something: ._. yes mostly food cause I have empty fridge.

6. Gotten sick?: yeah I feel sick every day. Only real good after a shower =3

7. Been hugged?: Dood I just got home after 4 years whatda think?

8. Felt stupid?: many times.

9. Talked to an ex? I dont have one ._.

10. Missed someone: D= my sister

11. Failed a test: No school bebeh

13. Danced: um I dun know how T_T

14. Gotten your hair cut?: yep its sexy now =3

15. Lied: I lie alot so yes. >(>.<

> not to you guys.

U N I Q U E

16. Nervous habits? chew my nails, slap my leg like hell when Im pissed, etc.

17. Are you double jointed? heh I got joints in my ears cause I can move them

18. Can you roll your tongue?: yes I can make clovers and tubs and...

19. Can you raise one eyebrow? nope only both

20. Can you cross your eyes?: yes -double vision-

21. Do you make your bed daily?: no XD

22. Do you think you are unique?: not realy

H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S

23. Said "I Love you": yes lots

24. Given money to a homeless person: yeah he was holding a sign that said: "I wont lie, I want beer."

26. Waited all night for a phone call?: only for a hour XD

27. Snuck out?: Yep

28. Sat and looked at the stars?: yosh

M A N N E R S

29. Do you swear/curse?: yeah but not around anyone but my mother and in public -shot-

30. Do you ever spit?: yeah but only a little and out side

31. You cook your own food?: Yep

32. You do your own chores?: yes

33. You like beef jerky?: yeah no spicy stuff though

35. You're happy with your life? eh cant complain too much

36. You own a dog?: yeah 5, but not all in the same house

37. You spend your money wisely?: no

38. Do you like to swim?: yosh

39. When you get bored do you call a friend: yep

D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S

41. Flowers or angels?: flowers are awsome

42. Gray or black?: black

43. Color or black and white photos?: black and white

44. Lust or love?: l-love?

45. Sunrise or sunset?: both

46. M&Ms or Skittles?: skittles dood

48. Staying up late or waking up early?: staying up late till the sun comes up

49. Hot or cold?: cold

50. Winter or Fall?: winter

51. Left or right?: right

52. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?: acquaintances can become friends but I like friends better

53. Sunshine or rain? rain =3

M O R E - H A V E - Y O U - E V E R S

Slept in a bed of the opposite sex?:yeah but they are very young

Hooked up in the woods?: no ._.

Hooked up in the shower?: no O_O

Been asked out?: yeah only once -not loved-

Stolen money from a friend?: >=3 maybe

Slept naked?: D= . . .. . . . . .. yes >=]

Been in a fist fight?: um well I did but I um didnt fight back and got my ass kicked.

Snuck out of your house?: heh no

Had a crush on a teacher?: D= no I just like my teachers

Seen someone die?: easter day a boy flew out a car window... and died infront of me T_T

Been on an airplane? many times.... I HATE TERBULANCE

Slept all day?: yep alot in the summer

Missed someone so much it hurt?: yeah

Fallen asleep during school?: yep

Been lonely?: yes

cheated in a game?: Yeah but I dont too much

Been to the ER?: I cracked my head open

Been in a car accident?: yeah but it wasnt that bad -rubs leg-

Had detention?: yeah in thrid grade

Cried yourself to sleep?: yep

Sung in the shower?: yes

Kissed a complete stranger?: ._.

Laughed so hard you cried?: yeah

Regretted hurting someone?: yep

Regretted l... ]]> ~neonblues DIES x_x http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/13975331/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/13975331/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 17:57:05 PDT
just wanting to because well I have no Idea's for my journal and show the fact that Im a lazy f***tard

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light-- DONE
4. Dark-- DONE
5. Seeking Solace (comfort in sorrow, misfortune, or trouble; alleviation of distress or discomfort..... I need to put that down -looked in dictionary-)
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation --- in the making
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't --- thinking
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal --- thinking
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning ---thinking
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

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Request~
none for the moment

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Gift arts~
=3 eh

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Friends~
I'll list them up later

]]> ~neonblues fsfgsfgsfgd http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/13887742/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/13887742/ Thu, 26 Jul 2007 12:40:53 PDT
]]> ~neonblues My dream~ Angels Sacrafice http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/13724642/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/13724642/ Fri, 13 Jul 2007 19:11:26 PDT
I wake not into realality but into a coop like a chicken coop. I sit up and look down at my clothes they were ripped and tattered from running and getting cought but by what I dont know. There were many in there people in ratty clothing and dirty faces. Some one touched my shoulder and I jerked away and looked to my side. A boy had his hand out his body was long and beatiful skin a perfect peach color and his brown hair looked bed ridden but all so heavenly. His big sapphire eyes questioning me, "are you okay?" I nod but start to cry and the boy hardly know me but he grabed and hugged me telling me it'll be okay all the others staring blankly.

His name is Angel he told me before we were dragged out of the coop and thrown into a small feild that was surounded by coops, wired fenches and a forest beond that. There were men with guns. We were enslaved and there was more then just us. working on other things. I saw someone colapse and sent away. I didnt see them again. It was scary.

Every time we got done they gave us little food and some water and shoved us back in the prison coops. Angel sat next to me and gave me half his bread, "whats your name?" I looked down at the peice he gave me, "my name is Amber(omg my real name =O )." He smilled and dusted dirt off my face, "its a nice name." I sighed and thought about how Im being worked like a dog how Im going to do this every day. And how did I ever get in this mess. Angel fell on me and I looked at him, he was sleeping. I smiled, but I was here for only a few days(well it felt like it ... dream people) he was here for a long while. His face and hair was a mess and I started cleaning him with the rest of my water.

Now it was two months (it kinda fastforwarded) I colapsed in the feild. This time I was thin tired... the people started to walk towards me but I felt Angel grab me and pull me up he wisppered to me in my ear, "come on just alittle long okay?" I weakly nodded and started working slowly but I started and the slave drivers stopped and went to their spots eying me and Angel. That night Angel gave me all of his portions I tried to refuse but he wouldnt take it back. "you need it." He sat watching me for a while, "you seem so familiar to me like a sister I never had." He laied down after I did. "Amber...," he was serious but still soothing, "I want you to know... that I will protect you Even with my last breath." He took of his old dirty jacket(forgot to say he had it on) and put it over me. I looked at him with worry. He growled, "I'll get us out of here."

One night he suddenly took me by the hand holding it so tight he nearly broke it. But he kicked the coops side and broke that and pulled me through the hole. We stood for a mear second and lights were seen, dogs and men with guns in a flash. "Come on!" He pulled making me almost trip as we ran. He stoped at the fence a zapping noise came from it. It was a eletric fence. He moaned and ran down the side of it eyes darting. there was a small crawl space at the end, "go!" He pushed me down and I started to crawl but stopped. what if I get shocked? Angel bent down, "Its okay go it wont hurt you... much." I gulped and crawled through I bumped once with my foot and I felt a jolt but he was right. Then I stood and helped him. He took me once more and dashed, "I'll get you out of here!"

We were on for a while but we slowed down He panted and was pale. I didnt know how much Angel had in him he was so weak from being in that slave farm so long. We started to hear the dogs again yelping loud, the clicking of guns from the slave drivers ready to shoot at the sight of us. We even heard foot steps not our own. Angel suddenly took me by the arm san pushed me away and I hit a tree. When I looked up he was on the ground panting harder and I saw him trying to pry something off his foot. A bear trap... he was bleeding. I came and tried to help him out but he pushed me away. He looked up with pain but love over all, "you need to go... I want you to... please." I stood and backed off a bit. I almost didnt go but as I saw lights I ran and found a den like a bears. I hid under leaves and grass. And listened... I heard shouts and dogs then one gun shot. Then there was silence.

I woke up in my bed after that and I was crying.

]]> ~neonblues A challenge http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/13714077/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/13714077/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 22:35:12 PDT

gotta draw something for one of everything
and um that mean I'll take requests just they need to be like involved with one of these

Requests:

one] Stiggy(St1gma on neopets)

two]meh

three] Im not loved u______u

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams --- its done foo!
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation --- In the making
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~neonblues meh more quiz =P http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/13638408/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/13638408/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 19:17:30 PDT
HIGH CLASS:
[]You go/have gone tanning. [dude Im working on my night tan]
[] You own an iPod/mp3 player.[T__T]
[x] You love Starbucks.
[x] You have been called a brat.
[ ] You have tons of shoes.
[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale.
[x] You have/had a laptop.
[ ] You love shopping[depends what Im shopping for]
TOTAL: 3

GOTHIC:
[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[ ] You wear chains.
[x] You like heavy metal.[some]
[x] You've shopped at hot topic
[x] You have worn black lipstick.[mostly on halloween
[x] You have/had/or wanted piercings.
[ ] You own a pair of Tripp pants [What?]
[ ] You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
TOTAL: 5

PUNK:
[ ] You can skateboard.
[x] You like plaid.
[ ] You have Converse.
[ ] You hate mtv. [VH1's better]
[x] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[x] You love mohawks[on animals XD]
[x] You LOVE Music.
[x] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not
TOTAL: 5

EMO:
[x] You are sad sometimes.[alot]
[ ] You have dark colored glasses.
[x] You cry easily. [alot]
[ ] You like emo music
[x] You've kept a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[x] you have dyed your hair
[ ] You're sad when you're drunk[o_O drunk?]
TOTAL: 5

GHETTO:
[ ] You like rap.
[x] have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc." [to mess around]
[ ] You have worn/wanted a grill.
[ ] You have had a freestyling contest.
[ ] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
[ ] You know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood
[ ] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant
TOTAL: 1

HARDCORE:
[x] You like loud music.
[ ] You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
[x] You have slip-on shoes.
[ ] You like Norma Jean.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly
[ ] You love to "hardcore" dance
[x] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[x] You wear jeans a lot.
TOTAL: 5

PREP:
[ ] You LOVE The OC.
[x] You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog.[but my dogs are mean]
[ ] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
[ ] You like buying shoes A LOT.
[ ] You have clothes from Hollister/AE, and/or Abercrombie
[ ] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
[ ] You have/had big sunglasses.
[ ] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.
TOTAL: 1

ATHLETIC:
[x] You watch/watched the Superbowl.
[x] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect jerseys.
[ ] You have/ had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[ ] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
[x] You belong/belonged to a team.
[ ] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
TOTAL: 3

SCENE:
[ ] You like putting little bows in your hair.
[x] You have mini-skirts.[one and its not too short]
[x] You have parted your hair to the side.
[x] You think polka-dots are way cute.[um only a little]
[x] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
[ ] You've been called scene before.
[x] You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your skirts.[halloween]
TOTAL: 5

REDNECK:
[ ] Gone four wheeling.
[x] Went hunting.[if you count fish or bugs]
[] Owned a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike...ect.
[x] Like to go fishing. [fishies

]
[x] Eat beef jerky.
[x] Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
[x] Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
[ ] Know who Bocephus is.
TOTAL: 5

METALHEAD:
[ ] You wear band shirts alot.
[ ] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music.
[ ] You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
[ ] You HATE emos.
[ ] You like Black Sabbath.
[ ] You have gone to Ozzfest. [T___T I wanna go before the old man retires]
[ ] You have headband.
[x] You dont like rap.
[x] You have a taste for classic rock as well.
TOTAL: 2

holy sheets and greasy monkies XD I am a goth/punk lady =/ hmmmm but Im happy all the time

]]> ~neonblues stealing from klippy-san http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/13504987/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/13504987/ Tue, 26 Jun 2007 22:24:36 PDT

[x] Sleep with a stuffed animal.
[x] Eat sugary cereal for breakfast.
[x] Watch Saturday Morning cartoons.
[x] Am afraid of the dark.
[x] Love the color pink.
[ ] Never get in fights with your parents.
[x] Think ice cream for lunch is perfectly reasonable.
[x] Hug often.
[x] Cry about stupid things.
[ ] Use the "sad eyes" on your parents.
[ ] Have a goldfish as a pet.
[x] Wear slippers.
[x] Are attracted to shiny objects.
[x] Think happy faces are cute.
[ ] Shower less than three times a week.....
[x] Sometimes take bubble baths.
[x] Think it is fun to catch bugs.
[ ] Know how to take the stinger out of a bee.
[ ] Use a life jacket when you go swimming.
[ ] Make daisy necklaces/bracelets when you go to the park.
[x] Love the game 'Rock, Paper,Scissors".
[ ] Listen to Britney Spears and NSync.
[x] Watch Spongebob Squarepants.
[ ] Dream about going to amusement parks.
[ ] likes doing crazy things 24/7

>_<

]]> ~neonblues colorful http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/13232601/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/13232601/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 19:49:31 PDT
I just wanted you guys to know because it very important

]]> ~neonblues pain I cant get enough http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/12927325/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/12927325/ Sat, 12 May 2007 09:22:51 PDT
I daringly shoved my hand in the ferret cage at the store and now I have big bloody scratches on my wrist. people keep calling me emo.

I banged up my knee so every time I stand up I fall back down in agony.

a toe nail fell off.
ick.

my dog slaped me in the face so I have a big deep hole on my nose.

and now my brain attacks came back and Im starting to crumple onto walls floors and my legs buckle in the night....

Im so use to pain its bad

Im starting to like it

]]> ~neonblues I hate 2007 http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/12387615/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/12387615/ Fri, 30 Mar 2007 11:03:08 PDT
bad things have been happening this year

my aunt breaking a arm then three days later breaks another

my dog fighting with another when it bit her nose and them saying she's the visous one cause of her size

my uncle breaking a arm and getting ran over

lots of people.... family up north dying....one hung him-self

god I hate 2007 so very much....

uhg I NEED some thing to cheer me up

]]> ~neonblues oh my god http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/12237125/ http://neonblues.deviantart.com/journal/12237125/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 19:07:28 PDT

My scanner is a bitch XD it wont work... it only copies and prints its retarded so I cant scan anything. I would have like tenthousand of things up right now ^_^' so yeah I got to get that thing working...

also That I only have ms paint drawings up they are like ugly I can do way better traditional not as my friend rain but Im pretty close... but I got a new compie I cant draw worth shit on this one so damn -_-

but yeah I sorry rain and every one else >.< I suck oh yeah and I apologized for my bad grammar and typoes...

I is a gud righter XD

]]> ~neonblues