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                <title>needs advise</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Jun 2004 19:26:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I like someone...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> who wount like me  back but dosent know i like him but i  cant tell him i like him ]]></description>
                <author>~neoncherrypanda</author>
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                <title>kelly-kennen-mikey-me?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 May 2004 20:26:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn  to page 18, and find line 4. Write down  what it says: "look at the beutiful  rainbow"<br />
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as  you can what do you touch: miror<br />
3: What is the last thing you watched  on TV:Law and order<br />
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it  is? 11:30<br />
5: Now look at the clock, what is the  actual time? 11:18<br />
6: With the exception of the computer,  what can you hear? my music from my bed  room<br />
7: When did you last step outside? 5  minuts ago<br />
8: Before you came to this website,  what did you look<br />
at? well welcum to blaze fire<br />
9: What are you wearing? camo shirt and  camo undies shirt is blue undies green<br />
10: Did you dream last night?yes<br />
11: When did you last laugh? last  thrsday<br />
12: What is on the walls of the room  you are in? bricks<br />
13: Seen anything weird lately? yeh i  saw this guy i like in the mall and he  said hay to me but he hasnt  egnolege...no no i havent<br />
14: What do you think of this  quiz?yehyehyeh<br />
15: What is the last film you saw?  dream angel<br />
16: If you became a multi-millionaire  overnight, what would you buy first?CDs  lots of them<br />
17: Tell me something about you that I  don't know: i hate being alone<br />
18: If you could change one thing about  the world, regardless of guilt or  politics, what would you do?: that all  guys rnt gay they should be all mine<br />
19: George Bush: i dont not like him  one bit<br />
20: Imagine your first child is a girl,  what do you call her?: ANeli<br />
21:Imagine your first child is a boy,  what do you call him? Misty ]]></description>
                <author>~neoncherrypanda</author>
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                <title>Seven more</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Apr 2004 19:02:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Seven more minuts till the pills take  effect<br />
i am sorry if anyone is reading this  and <br />
they dont have a damn clue<br />
no one dose <br />
its hell here<br />
yeh it is<br />
damn it i am so pissed off <br />
at my little bf he dosnt talk to ma  anymore <br />
the last real conversation we had was <br />
the day me and ali were at the mall <br />
but it had been weeks befor that <br />
yeh wonder ful GOD DAMN IT ]]></description>
                <author>~neoncherrypanda</author>
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                <title>Me I hate life will i never have what i want?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Mar 2004 20:33:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Your only a rainbow away<br />
and I'm sitting here soaking wet,  waiting for you<br />
Your only a rainbow, just a rainbow  away<br />
and I'm reaching out hoping that you  see it too<br />
<br />
But telling you, that I'm no fool<br />
Cuz I know what rainbows do<br />
<br />
They fade away,<br />
fade away,<br />
fade away, away,<br />
stormy days, found its way<br />
and I wish I could hold you now<br />
<br />
I' am only a rainbow away, my friend<br />
And if you could see <br />
what others see<br />
You wouldn't feel so bad<br />
<br />
And I'm telling you<br />
Cuz I've been there too,<br />
that storms are like ranibows too<br />
<br />
They fade away,<br />
fade away,<br />
fade away, away,<br />
stormy days,<br />
drift away,<br />
and may someone be holding you now. ]]></description>
                <author>~neoncherrypanda</author>
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                <title>forgiven yet forgotten not yer</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Mar 2004 18:30:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -------Hell must be frezzing <br />
-------------why<br />
-------cause i am happy<br />
------------- SO your all ways happy<br />
-------no i am not<br />
-------------yeh you are<br />
------- ok well let me finish<br />
------------- no<br />
-------damn it shut up<br />
------------- i must dumb<br />
-------whatever<br />
-------------lol<br />
-------ok well what were we saying<br />
-------------hell if i rember ]]></description>
                <author>~neoncherrypanda</author>
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                <title>To be here and yet not to care and to be lost with</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Mar 2004 21:13:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I cant to the people who mean  everything to me<br />
i cant bring my sefl to appologize  cause if i do<br />
it means i was wrong and well i dont  like to be wrong <br />
but this time i need the strength  everone is right i am sorry i am going  to stop i mean it i can stop being me  right? i can change? is it for the good  or worst maybe it wount matter to much  hope fully there isnt much longer ill  have to stay living maybe i can die in  a burning car chrash or something owell  sighs i am still depressed but  anyway...i Love my bf...can u forgive  me for being shelfish i am sorry so  fucking sorry i wount ever do this  again i promis i am all urs untill u  dont want me anymore or anything els  happends and please forgive me i love u  byebye bye ]]></description>
                <author>~neoncherrypanda</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Mar 2004 18:49:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am sick of itjust sick of all the  fucking shit from every thing people  need to stay off my fucking case OK  damn it i am sick of it extreamly sick  of it i am who i am and it not anyone  elses god DAMn business i am so fucking  sick of life i am never good enough for  anyone And i am ready just to DAMN it  FUck this life and the next i hate it  all<br />
<br />
Other noats to BRIA hope u got the book  out of the trash can cause i didnt <br />
<br />
Sara i was never reall ymad at u <br />
<br />
Betsy congrats UR going to prom ur  going to prom!!!!!! yay<br />
<br />
<br />
Ok well i am depressed and ready for  someone to hold me and tell me it will  be ok <br />
<br />
I love my sweet mother (Kellymon)<br />
I love my Aunts Ducki, Lexi, and Sara<br />
<br />
Lexi forgive me for being stupid<br />
<br />
I love my sexy BF and i am sorry i will  be more faithful (even though in my  eyes i havent done anything wrong) JUst  foregive me ]]></description>
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                <title>Bleeding and beuty</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Feb 2004 15:48:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ THIS IS FOR MY Bria <br />
Here its about you all about m bria <br />
i love u soooooo much lol<br />
Tell Jolan Sabith Said Ello Mate <br />
she is in Australia ?,? what ever she  hate the fing sun ]]></description>
                <author>~neoncherrypanda</author>
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                <title>Damn it</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Feb 2004 16:37:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i dont like u lexi! cause ur wrong  about me u have no fucking clue who i  am. u have never taken the time 2 get  to know me and yet u judge me omg. u  stand there and tell me i am never  happy with the guy i have well ur very  much mistaken i am very happy with  josh. ok i love him but u want to knoe  something i like who i am and the way i  flirt with guys. i can help it i like  the power it gives me ok. i like having  guys who tell me they would do anything  to make me happy...any thing to stop me  from crying...ok i love it maybe ur  right i am wrong in doing it but i dont  give a fucking shit OK so ether u  fucking lay off or i am going to have  to get angry in person Loves U*kisses*<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/favheart.gif" width="15" height="14" alt=":+favlove:" title="+favlove" />  STiches<br />
<br />
                                            <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/community.gif" width="57" height="24" alt=":community:" title="Community; what deviantART is all about!" /> <br />
<br />
<br />
Aother noat i am not mad at u sara just  really hurt wuth what u said ok freinds  are supose to suport u in all your  (well my fickle) ways and what u said  was way out of line...so yeh we cool?  loves u...<br />
<br />
<br />
oh yeh Kelly would u like to join mine  and bria's new religion or well life  style? lol No sexuality... No BF or GF  or anything but we need fallowers cause  it would suck with just us 2 so for now  i be gay and she be Bi ]]></description>
                <author>~neoncherrypanda</author>
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                <title>for you kell</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Feb 2004 17:46:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 01. When I was younger I made some bad  decisions<br />
02. I don't watch much TV these days<br />
03. *I love psychedelic mushrooms<br />
04. *I love sleeping<br />
05. *I have loads of books<br />
06. I once slept in a toilet<br />
07. I love playing video games<br />
08. I like marijuana<br />
09. I watch porn movies<br />
10. I watch them with my father<br />
11. I like sharks<br />
12. **I love spiders, I think they're  adorable, especially the ones with  bright colors on their backs<br />
13. I was born without hair and I still  have no hair<br />
14. I like G. Bush<br />
15. People are cool<br />
16.* I have changed a lot mentally over  the last year<br />
17. *I have a lot to learn<br />
19. I carry my knife everywhere with  myself<br />
20. I'm really really smart<br />
21. *I've never broken someone's bones<br />
22. *I have a secret<br />
23. I hate snow<br />
24. I drink only milk<br />
25. I drink too much water<br />
26. I hate Microsoft<br />
27. I love Chinese food<br />
28. I would hate to be famous<br />
29. I am not a morning person<br />
30. I wear glasses<br />
31. *I don't need glasses, except  sunglasses<br />
32. *I have potential<br />
33. I'm pure Japanese<br />
34. My legs are two different sizes<br />
35. I have a twin<br />
36. I'm wearing a padded bra<br />
37. *I can ramble on about absolutely  nothing<br />
38. I'm left-handed<br />
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them<br />
40. I don't like horror movies<br />
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it  anyway<br />
42. People hate me usually. eh, probly<br />
43. I love pop music<br />
44. *I hardly ever go to bed before  midnight<br />
45. *I hate parking fines<br />
46. I know national anthem of my  country by heart<br />
47. *I know more than two languages not  good at them<br />
48. *I spend too much time on the  computer<br />
49. *I often want to throw out the  computer in a window<br />
50. I live on a ground floor ... sort  of...<br />
51. I don't like chocolate<br />
52. I'd like to be more original<br />
53. *I've lied<br />
54. *Cocks are my favorite birds<br />
55. *I want to conquer the world<br />
56. *I wonder what happens when you die<br />
57. I've read all books about Harry  Potter<br />
58. Eat your dog!<br />
59. *I love to exercise.<br />
60.*I hate chemistry with a passion<br />
61.*I love to write<br />
62.I like changes<br />
63.*I hate going to class<br />
64. I am afraid to die<br />
65. *I hate dish washing<br />
66. My hair is long , brown, and  incredibly curly<br />
67. My nails are nine inch long<br />
68.My favorite color is black<br />
69.*I like to sleep on the floor<br />
70. I am hopeless at cooking<br />
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little<br />
72. *I should be doing something else  rather than writing this<br />
73. I am online a lot, but not in MSN<br />
74. *I hate the government<br />
75.I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend<br />
76. *I'm too nice for my own good.<br />
77.*I love to read, I read as much as I  can<br />
78.*I don't trust newspapers<br />
79.*I like debating<br />
80.I live in a vagon<br />
81.*I clean my room once a month<br />
82.I'm scared of american fast food<br />
83.I have a third eye<br />
84.I love Mozambique<br />
85.*I don't trust any religion.<br />
86.I used to play with barbies because  all the other girls were doing it<br />
87.*I wanted to be a super hero when I  was little. <br />
88.*I like listening to wind chimes  sometimes... others I want to kill them<br />
89. I'm very disorganized<br />
90. My hair is long and straight<br />
91. I earn a lot<br />
92. I don't like spicy food<br />
93.*I keep a journal<br />
94. I can't do cartwheels<br />
95.*I am very lazy sometimes...<br />
96. *I'm sarcastic<br />
97.*I think my hair is annoying<br />
98. I'm pretty sensitive<br />
99.*I love being "ab-normal"<br />
100.My left eye is violet and my right  eye is a light blue ]]></description>
                <author>~neoncherrypanda</author>
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                <title>HELLL</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Feb 2004 04:46:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ DAMN IT I CANT TAKE IT<br />
HOLY SHIT SHE JUST WOUNT STOP YELLING  AT ME<br />
DONT NEED 2 CALL UR RENTS<br />
dont need to play ur music so loud<br />
dont need to defiy me <br />
omg it pissing me off<br />
in bed by 10:00 what the fuck?<br />
omg i am so sick of it<br />
damn it o well i<br />
am madky in love with my Jykins<br />
sighssighs ]]></description>
                <author>~neoncherrypanda</author>
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                <title>Never will i Walk down the ile</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Jan 2004 19:27:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I relised this today<br />
I wount ever get to walk down an ile <br />
I'll never get to say i do<br />
and never agree till death do us part<br />
i wount be able to make a fool<br />
of myself by blushing and crying as ____<< what ever his name may b??<br />
I wount get to cut the cake<br />
or stuff it in his face<br />
I wount be able to dance to happy love  songs<br />
and i just wish that<br />
this wasnt who i am<br />
i wish i wasnt descuseded by the  thought of a gurl<br />
I just wish i didnt think about this<br />
I am all sad now<br />
But <br />
I am young maybe as my queen said that  they might pass a law so it will be  legal<br />
Sighs i want 2 get married ]]></description>
                <author>~neoncherrypanda</author>
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                <title>peace</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Jan 2004 20:18:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok yall i knoe yall were geting sick of  my whining about my fears but thats  over its passed just like everything  els i love him i am really over the  fear though cause i found out that... ]]></description>
                <author>~neoncherrypanda</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Jan 2004 21:32:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am so afraid right noe i am terifide  that he is going to leave me (i knoe u  can read it but still) I all ways am  and now god that i am in over my damn  head i cant take it the thought of  losing you is to much it is so bad i  wake up every morning and say with a  smile today is good you will be there  but then 5 seconds later what if he  isnt or he is but he is threw with me  and then i am thrown back to the lions  and my heart torn to shreds <br />
other Noat I love you ]]></description>
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                <title>yeh\</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2004 04:38:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Peace i cant say what i want to it  ofinds people so... ]]></description>
                <author>~neoncherrypanda</author>
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                <title>evil ass hole hore boy</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Jan 2004 19:29:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My ex is an evil ass hole hore boy he  bitched me out 4 standing up 4 my bf  josh<br />
ok but thats was after he told josh to  fuck off<br />
then he pissed my babe off by telling  him his family was fucked that was it  gloves were off <br />
so i threw in everything i had <br />
all he came back with was reareed<br />
LMAO onm what a loser ]]></description>
                <author>~neoncherrypanda</author>
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                <title>ME?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Jan 2004 06:09:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have falle n in love even though i  told my self to be strong to stay and  not become dependent but no i did how  stupid am i god if he just walks away  like the rest would i beable to take it  the last left for cuts and now scars of  a mistake i made but now here i am  falling in love....Is love worth the  pain? i knoe its indefitable but is it  worth it? ]]></description>
                <author>~neoncherrypanda</author>
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                <title>Suicide?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Dec 2003 11:48:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I need to be held by you...someone hold  me...Never good enough to my parants i  just want to end it all i am sick and  tired of being the point of damn  arguments no one really cares about me?  so i dont care about me ehter i can end  it all the blood is so pretty running  down my belly button. hey why am i so  sad i have everything i want? right? i  dunkoe anymore i just want a square six  feet down six feet long just let me  rest in pease oh oh oh god save me i  dont pray mush but help ]]></description>
                <author>~neoncherrypanda</author>
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                <title>Suicide?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Dec 2003 11:48:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I need to be held by you...someone hold  me...Never good enough to my parants i  just want to end it all i am sick and  tired of being the point of damn  arguments no one really cares about me?  so i dont care about me ehter i can end  it all the blood is so pretty running  down my belly button. hey why am i so  sad i have everything i want? right? i  dunkoe anymore i just want a square six  feet down six feet long just let me  rest in pease oh oh oh god save me i  dont pray mush but help ]]></description>
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