http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:neonekogirl&section=today deviantART RSS for by:neonekogirl en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 30 Nov 2009 09:11:44 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/19908770/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/19908770/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 22:26:56 PDT MaryBlaise
If you're really just not paying attention, then well.
I guess now I know XD It's probably like all of you!!

I may return occasionally to comment or whatever cos I have too much crap on this account, like favs, and the occasional nice deviation, so you know... can't really abandon it TOTALLY.

IN THE MEANTIME!
[link]
Me comic! If you wanna see it! I do the art, not the writing. mbturgeon. I may someday do my own comic on there, though (by there I mean smackjeeves) Eiiither way check it poi favoi if only to see how much it sucks!
Sometimes the art is good, sometimes, she is horrid. The writing's pretty straight-forward though. Can count on Chloe

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/15892695/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/15892695/ Tue, 11 Dec 2007 16:27:07 PST
honestly, I just don't go ON anymore...
maybe sometime...
but deviantart doesn't offer me much, but for the community, and I have a life outside of the internet. and I don't really submit anything anymore.

maybe I'll come on sometime and submit my comic, but for now, I got nothing.

and now it's sayonara, samurai!

P.S. also, I find all of the manga and c.g. semi-monotonous. I get more character from the art at school; I dunno if d.a. has gone downhill or what, but the manga styles ALL LOOK THE SAME TO ME. THERE ARE LIKE TWO DIFFERENT KINDS. ONE ONLY SLIGHTLY BETTER THAN THE OTHER. AND... IT GETS OLD.

GOJEEZES.

I WANT TALENT! I WANT INSPIRATION! I DON'T *WANT* TO SEE THE SAME THING I HAVE A MILLION TIMES BEFORE, ABSTRACT BEAUTIFUL COUPLES, OR CG! I WANT HAND MADE! I WANT INTERESTING! COME ON!

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/14963574/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/14963574/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 22:59:03 PDT I have a new style and character, inspired by jimi hendrix, although vaguely. Pretty much a black and white style. which is funny, if only you knew.
IF ONLY YOU KNEW.
I'm working on a comic but need to buy some sharpies cuz my sakura micron ran out. and cuz I leant the ones I DO have to a friend. grrr.
So I'll probably scan that sometime soon.

Quiero Electroplankton. And a camera.

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/14607559/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/14607559/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 18:00:59 PDT
Living in New York, seeing all these "Remember" things up on deviantart journals... It makes me wonder. How much do they really care?
Atleast we haven't forgotten. And I can't say that we should mourn them every day... I firmly believe that you have to live on. When I die, no matter what time or in what way, I wouldn't want to be forgotten... but maybe mentioned once or twice a year, even. But I would want my loved ones to move on, find replacements, let me go. How can you wish an eternal suffering on your loved ones, by forbidding them from moving on?

But, I just wonder about some things. Like when some famous artist on dA writes about it, and then their fans do the same. Like some, pardon me, FUCKED up approval game.

...
We still have the moment of silence at school.

Nine-Eleven.
It's. I don't know what it is. It's not right, is what it is. All your hopes and dreams, multiply that by a number that is too horrible to think of. And obliterate it. That's 9-11. That's what happened. And I offer my heart to anyone who had relatives or friends who died in the crash, who died in the building, who died in the rescue effort.

On a side note, a totally awesome group of people: the Sikh. But because of our dumbass stereotypes about turbans, there was at least one Sikh paramedic heading towards the site to help people, and bystanders told him to go back to his own country, like he was a terrorist.

...
I just don't know what to say. Hah, me speechless.

Can you imagine?

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/14098034/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/14098034/ Thu, 09 Aug 2007 22:54:11 PDT YAY!
I don't know why. It just appeals to me.
I hope for this to take the place of stupid journals!

I REPEAT IF YOU DON'T BOTHER TO LOOK AT MY STUFF STOP WATCHING ME. I BEG YOU. I REALLY DON'T CARE ABOUT THE MATERIALISTIC SIDE OF HAVING WATCHERS... I put my work here for recognition, or critique.

If anyone has any basic plot suggestions I'd be more than happy to consider them, and I will give you credit in the, eh, credits. Which would be in every journal I put up.

Okay, well that's it!
Hope I get some suggestions, something along the lines of... to give an example...
A young girl with throat cancer wants to be a singer. Set in Japan, present day.
Try to make it like that, don't give too much detail, include setting and time period. AY, I'LL BE TAKIN IT WHERE I WISH, ME HEARTIES!
...shut up I didn't steal that from Full Moon Wo Sagashite. *cough, fingers twisted behind back*

Looking forward to suggestions! Don't care who you are, either. You don't gotta be a watcher.

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/13894946/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/13894946/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 01:41:24 PDT Just... don't watch me if you are never gonna look at my deviations or journals and hardly ever comment. save me the trouble, please. cuz I don't fucking care HOW many people watch me if NONE OF THEM EVEN LOOK AT MY ART AND TELL ME THEIR OPINIONS. POINT OF DEVIANTART, REMEMBER? musta gotten lost along the way.


NOW, Aaaand I am going to talk AS MUCH AS I WANT here because I don't expect anyone to read it:

Stuff has changed over what has been summer... I feel happier, stronger (hopefully that will stay), freer, and more confident about the way I look (sort of. braces soon, so will see how long that holds up they really can't look worse than my teeth already do, ahaha)

Oh I love Jeff Smith now. For Bone. Bone is love, life, and awesomeness rolled up in writing and art. someone bent my copy. it saddened me.

I will look through all the art I did over the last year *twitch* and choose the best. because, you see, my mom's scanner and me are mortal enemies. and, uh, just about all of my art is too big for the scanner. I'll put some pictures of my ceramics. One of which was stolen at school T___T it was so nice, but I guess it's flattering. in a really soul-crushing way. I forget what kind it was... but, done by hand... have some pictures, atleast... . I also have the typical-incredibly-ugly pot, which is a coil pot. I. hate. coil pots. and a slab pot which turned out awesome and I LOVE IT! It's a box. shaped like a cat head.


truly rant time: this is pretty much journal-ness, here. a way to work through crap. write it, then send it away to magical cyberland. the only other way for me would be to sleep on it, or stare at something and let the gears in my head grind it to bits.
You were warned.

Now for school to come along and crush that! Can't believe at camp there were actually more boys than girls... LaGuardia really changes your perspective in that department. I remember one of the tourguides had actually said that if you want a boyfriend then don't come, because she and most girls had been there for a while and never gotten one.
...There is literally one boy to four girls there. It. Sucks. And most of the girls are model-pretty, so you have no chance, really.

ANYWAY, AWAY FROM THE CRUSHING OF SPIRITS BY UNATTAINABLE RELATIONSHIPS AND A LACK OF SLEEP BECAUSE OF THE USUAL HOMEWORK AND CRAP (and because we now have, count em, 11 periods a day. joy. we had the longest school day in NYC already, but lets make sure we don't get out till after FOUR) !

...Just gonna throw out there again? school. it sucks. I would be happy with: english, science, art classes, weight training, spanish and global history only. only english and art get to have homework, though. everything else? no homework. tests, fine.
argh. ruining my summer vacation, even. funny, I work so hard to get good grades that mean nothing to me. why do I bother? my parents, honestly, would love me regardless. they are proud of my good grades, and I sort of am too, but honestly... who cares? I wonder if it's worth the effort. the teachers don't seem to appreciate all the trouble I go through to do well in their classes. well some of them do... mr.dorogusker, and ms.dizengoff... my art teachers, they get away with not caring because I truly love art.

pfhhhhhhhh. why isn't there a sound for a sigh? theres a billion laughing sounds, and some sneezing sounds, but none for sighing.

Oww... knee... I constantly get myself scratched up and bruised and crap, I really have no respect or acknoledgement for my health do I? Oh well, my health has always been sucky at best. I get sick fairly often compared to all of my friends, and have developed some weird allergy I can't pinpoint. But I will beat it. I will beat it all. I'M INVINCIBLE! HAAHHAAHAH! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! sorry. wave of madness. feels like energy and heat pumping through my veins. If I randomly start shouting my awesomeness or invinsiblility or just crazy talk, it's a wave of crazyness. I don't know where it comes from.

It's fun to run. everywhere. I wish I could run all the time. I bet if I got drunk I would be a talkative drunk. I talk a lot. I need to learn to shut the hell up. I think I need to mellow out, and that's my main issue. Because I love the way I am... ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/13779750/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/13779750/ Wed, 18 Jul 2007 09:06:36 PDT So go to her!

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/13502904/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/13502904/ Tue, 26 Jun 2007 19:18:14 PDT
From battery park to east fifty-somethingth (no info for stalkers) between 1st and 2nd.
In flip flops, took about two hours to get home.
Because: my student metrocard wouldn't function. T__T "please swipe again, please swipe again..." I am a master swiper, the card was broken.
no way to contact family, no money, no cellphone.
NO WATER.
LONNNNG SLEEVED SHIRT AND PANTS.

My feet are blisters. No, you heard me right: ARE.

Let noone ever say I lack stamina.
For those not knowing how far I walked, I think it's more than 3 miles.. I don't know, it takes about an hour by e train...look it up if you are interested in the exact distance. and remember that it's not a straight line, I had to make many turns, so who knows how long I really went. Certainly not... well, I don't want to offend anyone.

On the bright side it was during and after sunset so no bright sun overhead.

T__T I'm afraid if I go to sleep I won't be able to get up. I don't FEEL ache-y or that tired, but you never know... *is suspicious*

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/13489737/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/13489737/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 19:19:44 PDT
And I disapprove of your freakishly thick eyeshadow. Seriously. It makes you look like sparkly pandas.
...or...
...something. I need to work on my similes.

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/13328997/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/13328997/ Wed, 13 Jun 2007 11:55:10 PDT it's OVARRRRRRR

;__; BUT WHY CAN'T IT EVER BE SIMPLE?! WITH THE END OF SCHOOL COMES : Math regents on the fourteenth and living environment on the twentieth.... Mr.Bahl is leaving (Kaitlin is convinced that he hates my class, but she really doesn't have any evidence as to such... 9__9)... AND BYE TO MR.DOROGUSKER THE BEST ENGLISH TEACHER EVERRRRR T___T. He said that we were the best freshmen class he ever had, and he doesn't say that stuff lightly, so.
And lets not forget that with school goes my chance to see the guy I like. Being a teen sucks. This crappy crush stuff didn't used to bother me as much, now I can't stop thinking about him... IT'S SO GODD-- I MEAN GOJAMN IRRITATING.
I got a 97 on the Global History final~ XD AND I WAS SURE I'D GET A 70! ^__^; I feel bad for Zach... you see, I accidentally got his and he got mine, and so I thought I got a 91, but he was all like "WOO" about the 97... he was all crazily posing for a picture when I told him ^_____6; he was like "oh. dangit!"

^_____^ So I promise later this week I'll start to scan stuff.. do you want me to scan only the stuff I think is my best, or all of it? and should I start with the best stuff, or the worst? Or chronologically? @____@ AI-YI-YI! (...HOW DO YOU EVEN _SPELL_ THAT?!) worst in a manner of speaking, in comparison to the rest.

My watercolors are okay, obviously not great... it's partially cuz we started out opaque paint (tempura is TEH SUCK), so I fell in love with that technique... but they are pretty good for my first! Not including crayola-cake-sets and printer paper, this stuff was honest to goodness watercolor-in-a-tube-with-textured-paper. So I consider them my first. ^___^

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/13155242/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/13155242/ Wed, 30 May 2007 18:42:30 PDT ...erm, sorry, waste of time? I hate when others *HACK COUGHCOUGH* do this, so I'm sorry, assuming anyone other than Chloe is actually reading this, if I'm wasting your time. NICE JOB ON THE PLAY, AGAIN, CHLOE! No field trip for me my class is full of assholes who wouldn't ask their parents to chaperone till it was too late... *sigh*

... Seriously, why is it still May? I know that May is like, my arch-enemy and all (gimme a break, I'm not even out of the school system yet; of course I don't have a real arch enemy... May is evil though. EVIL!), but this May has been THE LONGEST MONTH EVER*insert italics where caps are*. EVVVVVVERRRRRRRR. Well bye, then... finals next week. I am so scared *sarcasm*. What're they gonna do, take away my birthday? Regents are coming up, too... I'll do awesome on them, fo' sho'.

Bye-eeeeee! ^____^-

P.S. remember to bitch to me about scanning some of my artwork, somewhere around mid-july... (first two weeks of july=sleepaway summer camp for me... first summer camp ever! yes I know, shut up. o__o their rules are a little, uh, crazy... for instance: no ripped or patched clothes, no clothes with writing or ink on them... that like, kills all possibility of pants-wearing for me. ALL of my pants are broke-d or have that little trademark smiley face of mine...)

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/12954457/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/12954457/ Mon, 14 May 2007 14:43:47 PDT ...YES! I KNOW YOU DID! I MISSED YOU TOO!

rant which you may skip:
I HAVE TO SACRIFICE MY PRIDE BECAUSE I CAN'T SAY "OH I LEARNED EVERYTHING I KNOW ON MY OWN"... I have to say that I got formal training. Because I've had art classes. And gone to a specialized art school. And WANT to take some art classes in COLLEGE (along with an acting class or two and some language, business, and english classes).
THOSE PEOPLE who are all like "I DID IT ALL ON MY OWN"... well so did I! I've been drawing since before I can remember, using coffee grounds, ash, water, rock-on-rock... But sice I've been to LaGuardia I've had "formal training"... is the definition of formal training to practice a lot? Because that is what we do. We practice. A LOT. My teachers don't teach us new things; they make us practice. and they critique. And NO artist can say they haven't been critiqued. ESPECIALLY on dA.

...I'm just sorta pissed cuz I am very proud of having gotten where I am on my own, and being told that I'm not as good as others because I've practiced more than them. What? EXCUSE me? NO, YOU ARE NOT TELLING ME THAT.

ANYWAY, STUFF THAT DOESN'T INVOLVE BITCHING:
22 and a half days of scho-o-ol left, 22 and a half days of scho-ol...
YAY! ALMOST OUTTA HERE! Oh jeez, math depresses me so much... I go in thinking "YES, I understood my homework! READY to GOOO!" and go OUT thinking "20 DAYS LEFT TILL MATH REGENTS?! SHIT! SHIT! EEEEEEE-EEEEE-EEEEEEE! DEADNESS ALERT!"
They have a math a regents prep, but it lasts three hours long. I barely have a life to begin with! You want me to sacrifice it all?! "Oh, who cares if I become a sociophobic, homicidal/suicidal/GENOcidal maniac, no, as long as I get a 98 on the math regents!"
...damn you non NYers... with your lack of regents and middle-/high-school applications.

CHLOE WE IS ALMOST OUT! YESH!

*twirls around little flag and goes to study for math quiz/ do spanish homework/ do LE homework/ stare at ceiling for "fun"*

...I seriously do stare at the ceiling and sky in my free time. It's kinda sad, isn't it? I blame adults in the school system, with their freakish need to control children who have no choice in the matter.

Thank you for tolerating my shit! I FEEL BETTER! XD
I HOPE YOU ALL FEEL HAPPY TOO~ I HOPE EVERYONE FEELS HAPPY, WITH ALL MY HEART! and I hope I get my art scanned soon. This summer you will all be bombarded with millions of pages of ART. AND TWO TAROT CARDS, PROMISE! LOVE DUCHATNOIRPUB!

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/12696203/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/12696203/ Sun, 22 Apr 2007 18:47:24 PDT
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE*splat*

It is warmer now.
I feel zen.
I speak in Haiku.

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/12558126/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/12558126/ Wed, 11 Apr 2007 18:46:48 PDT
I just find it funny how I consistantly create beautiful, amazing, top-of the-class artwork at school and outside of dA, but continue to upload the most random, digital crap. I also tend to upload the bad stuff... I actually do have some okay digital work I've done recently, but haven't bothered to upload.

...I am so weird. LOOK! I SPELLED WEIRD RIGHT!

...SHUT UP YOU DAMNED MOTORCYCLE AND PEEL OUT ALREADY, STOP REVVING YOUR PUNY LITTLE TOY ENGINE! IT'S PATHETIC!

Sorry. Manhattan. You know how it is.

Lalala~ dA seems to be my junk output... You know how some people express their emotions through art? I SO do not. How the hell can I? Everytime I draw with my feelings, it comes out either a strange junky floating thing or a massive scribble. Usually massive scribble... reminds me of Chloe's damned dragon tarot cards. My heart is a mass of negativity, a swirling black hole, according to those cards. Yeah, sure.
*stinkeye*

Right... blaaaaaaaaaaalala... tengo dolor del esto'mago, perdon... es por que you estoy hablando ningunas cosas de importante o inteligente... y mi espanol es un poco... blech.
Entonces, yo voy irse... sabes que es la hora de... yendo... o___o... cuando estoy hablando en espanol. AJAJAJAJAJAJA...JA.

O______________________O

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/12526709/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/12526709/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 15:07:24 PDT Surprise, surprise.
At good old Barnes n' Nobles, which I consistantly say and spell like that because I think that sounds better, I bought the latest xxxHolic.
Hahaha. 10.95. 10 DOLLARS, 95 cents. For something I took home, happily, and read in half an hour.
Pardon me, I just normally get free entertainment for half an hour.

AT THE BEGINNING, FOR DELRAY BOOKS I CONSISTANTLY BUY, this was fine.
Negima is excused for this, it is as consistantly awesome even as it is perverted.
But I have been noticing that CLAMP has been making smaller and smaller volumes of Tsubasa and xxxHolic.
And Tsubasa has been getting worse and worse content-wise.
For 10.95.

I have better things to do.

So I am no longer going to buy their books. F*** them. I don't need to give them my money, which I coulkd be using to buy nice clothes or good books or drawing supplies, so that they can F***ING CHEAT ME OUT OF IT.

SO I AM GOING TO READ THEIR BOOKS AT BARNES N' NOBLES, AND THEN PUT IT BACK ON THE SHELF. Because from what I hear, manga costs about 5 dollars or less in Japan. Since when do translators need more money than the artists do? Bullshit. Pure. F***ing. Bullshit.

Instead I'll buy the slightly more expensive american comics, which I can spend SEVERAL HOURS reading, and watch as my sad little collection on the bookshelf at home ceases to grow.
Along with Naruto and Negima. Oh, and Nana. N, you cease to fail me.
Well, bye. I better stop fuming for a couple of hours so I CAN FINISH MY HOMEWORK, THAT I WAS GIVEN OVER VACATION. VAY. CAY. SHUN. I WASN'T AWARE THAT THEY HAD CHANGED THE DEFINITION OF VACATION; THEY CERTAINLY DIDN'T CHANGE THE PRONUNCIATION.

Okay I better leave now. There is something very nerve-racking about the internet, for me.

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/12418847/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/12418847/ Sun, 01 Apr 2007 15:50:18 PDT [link]

It says some stuff about your personality, and while your rising does somewhat affect your personality, it goes mostly like this, using mine as an example:

ARIES- personality type
SAGITTARIUS RISING- body type/ appearence, somewhat affects personality type
SCORPIO MOON- how you are on the inside, that no one or few see, obviously affects personality type to an extent

The sagittarius makes me athletic in appearance. It also gives me a double fire sign, hah. It also makes me seek the truth, apparently. *insert x-files spookeh music here*
...Haha that scorpio moon makes me a tortured soul. HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAright. *cough*

Remember that when reading horoscopes, beware of teenage-aimed ones, which I find tend to be a load of bullshit. While I am not utterly sure how much horoscopes can tell you about your future, I do think that it affects your personality a great deal. If you disagree with yours, you may have to do a bit more research especially about your rising and moon signs.

Plus, I don't believe in fate, so your signs can't dictate everything for you...

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11968073/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11968073/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 22:34:11 PST
Estoy en mi apartamento, finalmente, después de mis vacaciones en Rosario. ¡Tuve mucha diversión! En Rosario, estuvo bonita, y hizo calor. Por supuesto, es porque Rosario está en Argentina, el sur, y ahora es el verano.

Cuándo yo llegué, vi que es muy grande. ¡Es la ciudad más grande en Argentina, supo usted?! Quise ver el río, porque es grande como el Mississipi y yo nunca vi el Mississipi. Un puerto y un estación de tren están en Rosario, también.

Yo no escribí nada para tarea, un sueño... Caminé por todas partes. Vi el monumento de la bandera, y muchas otras cosas, como museos y el río. Fui a un café donde el café fue muy bueno. Entonces fui a la tienda de comestibles, donde compré algún comida que yo cociné. ¡Yo corrí a la floristería y la frutería, las frutas y las floras fueron muy lindas!

En el hotel, yo nadé en la piscina, pero yo no hice mucho en el hotel pero dormir.


So you guys knooooow, that was a spanish homework, hah. Took me long enough... I did not actually go to Rosario . And if I did, I wouldn't have spoke even THAT well 9_____9.

ARGH TIRED ME WANT SNOW, SNOW! WE NEVER GET DAMNED SNOWDAYS! DAMN CHANCELLOR!

I MAKE APPEASEMENT TO THE GOD OF SNOW AND STALLING SNOW PLOWS; MAKE A BLIZZARD TOMORROW MORNING, YOU BASTARD! YOU GAVE SNOW TO EVERYONE IN AMERICA 'CEPT NEW YORK CITY!!! If you do I shall clean out the catbox. Amen.

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11831072/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11831072/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 15:09:16 PST
...I thought that all people had a tiny bit of reasonableness. I mean... there are people on TV who are stupid. But... noone is REALLY that stupid.

But I am now officially ashamed to say I'm from the U.S. You people want to know why everyone hates Americans? Really? Why we have the stereotype of being disastrous screw-ups? Idiots? Stubborn(UNREASONABLY SO)? Actions first, thoughts later? A series of other awful traits?

So I'm reading a series of comments on an article about food to eat. Among many stupid comments... well, someone posts this:

Very good information to provide people. I have just one request. Please stop calling it "chai tea". That's redundant. Chai means tea in about 5 different languages.

That is fine. BUT A COUPLE OF COMMENTS LATER:

its called chai tea. and we're in america. so its okay u dope


... Kill me, man. JUST KILL ME. I CANNOT ACCEPT THIS. PLEASE TELL ME HE WAS ACTING. PLEASE. HE CAN NOT SERIOUSLY BE THAT DUMB. THAT... THAT IS WHY WE HAVE SUCH A BAD REPUTATION. THERE ARE ACTUAL PEOPLE WHO SAY THAT.

And he could atleast spell it properly. I mean, f***, you couldn't capitalize? add the TWO letters it takes to spell "you"? say "U.S." instead of America, because I'm pretty sure not every country in these two continents feel that way.

I may be nitpicking, specially 'bout the "America" part, but...

...I find it ironic that America is Italian (right?).

Jesus. Like kicking out the Native people wasn't enough. No, we gotta make every other country in the f***ing world conform to our low yet illogical standards. Jesus, actually, would be sad. Sad, sad Jesus. Shiva is not very affectively stomping out ignorance, but I suppose that would be a huge amount of people to murder.

Es horible. Yo estoy triste. Yo quiero irse Los Estados Unidos.

I need to go to somewhere spanish-speaking, apparently. Before I start making people's ears bleed with my grammar and vocab. skills.

Like I don't already have issues with my identity. Now I get to hate my own country. Whee. And now I shall post this, so I may make people's ears bleed everywhere.

And what's with the whole black vs white thing? Mainly, I mean, by calling someone black or white based on their parents. Dude. Black is dark. White is light. Either shut up about the WHOLE ISSUE (I am not white, few are), or make sense. Stop the idiot logic.

Well, now that I have established the "RAIN DOWN COMMENTS OF RASCIST-CALLING" and "U R STUIPD", or just get ignored and thus look stupid anyway, I shall leave.

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11625016/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11625016/ Tue, 30 Jan 2007 15:33:04 PST Well I hope you guys liked the few things I said and uploaded.
Chances are, I'll be back one last time tomorrow, But I'll be doing a lot of stuff so it's possible I won't. So goodbye!
I managed to get through 150 of the acumulated deviations, but I bet they'll all just come back... I'll try and scan some of my favorite stuff that I've made in LaGuardia so far, and I'll upload pictures of all my ceramics pieces (;___; at least I took pictures of the one that is now stolen'd...).
And for DuChatNoirPub, I'll try to get those cards done! >__<

Hey did I mention I got my ears pierced?
...
Well I did.
Yeah.

So byeeeeeee!
*submerges into the depths that is the outside world and traditional art... and tv... lets not forget tv...*

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11610586/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11610586/ Mon, 29 Jan 2007 11:49:48 PST YES. THANK OUR FARMERS.
AS I WATCHED THE DISCOVERY CHANNEL, STUPID MEN DOING THEIR STUPID STUNTS AND GETTING THEMSELVES PUT OUT OF THE SPORT OR KILLED, I AM REMINDED OF FARMERS.
WE ARTISTS ARE SUPPORTED BY THE FARMERS.
WE WRITERS ARE SUPPORTED BY THE FARMERS.
WE , VIDEOGAMERS, ANIMATIONMAKERS, KNITTERS, GOURMET CHEFS, ALL OF US WHO DO ANYTHING NOT NECESSARY FOR LIFE (atleast, most people's lives)...
ARE SUPPORTED BY THE FARMERS.

Let me explain. Studying the true definiton of civilization, I learned of the neolithic revolution, a time when groups of peoples settled and started agriculture and domestication of animals, rather than hunting and gathering.
When used best, many people were free to do things not essential to food production...
Such as artists.
We are fed by the farmers! We may make money off of our art; We certainly do work hard to do so; But if it weren't for the farmers we would have no market to sell to. Everyone would be too busy making or seeking out food.

And yet hollywood actors and rich athletes, who would have no such career if it weren't for the aformentioned farmers, make far, far more than the farmers.

Hm... Not too fair is it? Society depends on these farmers, all the while stepping on them...

SUPPORT THE FARMERS! APPRECIATE THE FARMERS! REMEMBER...

THE FARMERS!

...stop focusing on how many views you are getting right now, and remember the farmers, dammit.

I EAT MY POPCORN, KNOWING THAT THE FARMERS SACRIFICED TIME AND MONEY TO MAKE IT, AND THE PLANTS THAT SACRIFICED THEIR FETUS-TYPE THINGS TO PROVIDE IT (THOUGH THAT IS AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT JOURNAL ENTRY)!

THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING MY MESSAGE BY READING IT.

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11603313/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11603313/ Sun, 28 Jan 2007 18:28:45 PST Well.
Hi. Sorry this is a waste of yer time, I guess.
That's okay. Noone reads this anyway.
I hope
Well, if you are still watched by me, feel lucky, PUNK.
Uhm 'cause I've stopped watching lots of people. But, if you are reading this, it's probably not you. Yo no miro las personas famosas, --er... mostly--, porque yo veo que ellos no estan --er... as-- buenas ...anymore. BOY DO I SUCK AT SPANISH! THAT'S WHY I PRACTICE! AND HAVE MY NEW DS LITE SET TO SPANISH! HAHAHA.

But, uh I don't watch as many people as I used to because I've realized that they are not as good as I thought they were, or are no longer as good as they were.
Or I just don't like them.
Kidding.
...I think.

NOW I SPEAK LIEEEEEEES!
IAMABANANA
WILLKILLALLROBOTS
FEATURENOTRUTHS,I'LLFEATURENOLIES
THEDAMAGEISDONE
NEXTTIMEIT'LLBEWORSE
10TIMESWORSE
POSTSLIKETHISAREAWASTEOFTIME
IFYOUDON'TREADTHEM
THEYAREN'TAWASTEOFTIME
ASKMENOTRUTHS,I'LLTELLYOUNOLIES
METALKPRETTYSOMEDAY
TOBE...ORTOBE,DAMMIT.
...
haha. neat poem.

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11150781/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11150781/ Fri, 22 Dec 2006 13:32:51 PST
After a convo started by me to name the new generation of couch potatoes; for instance, screen carrots;
ME: What is your least favorite vegetable?

I want to know to piss her off by nameing the new generation that vegetable, thus making her the vegetable she least desires.

CHLOE: I hate them all. Except apples. Apples are good.
ME: ...
...
...
Apples are a FRUIT, Chloe.

CHLOE: ::laughing but chokes out:: OH- OH YEAH! UHM... UHM, BUT...CHER... CHERRIES ARE FRUITS, RIGHT? OR ARE THEY VEGETABLES??

She is being SERIOUS. SHE IS REALLY ASKING THIS QUESTION, AND TO HELP YOU CHOOSE HER STUPID OR SMART, HERE IS QUOTE "There are no stupid questions, just stupid PEOPLE."

ME: YES, CHLOE. CHERRIES ARE FRUITS.
CHLOE: hahuhuh... ah well, I think my least favorite is the tomato.
ME: ... ... ... ::hits chloe with hammer::

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11089917/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11089917/ Sun, 17 Dec 2006 01:05:44 PST
[X] I have walked into a glass/screen door. (SHUT. UP. NOW. AND CHLOE, DON'T MAKE ME BEAT YOU TO A BLOODY PULP. I did it twice, hah.)

[ ] I have tripped on my shoelace and fallen on my face. (No I never trip all the way; always catch myself)

[ ] I have choked on my own spit.

[ ] I’ve seen the Matrix a bunch of times and still don't get it.

[ ] I type only with my pointer fingers.

[X] I have accidently caught something on fire.

[ ] I’ve told a cop to freck off and gotten screwed for it.

[ ] I attempted to sip out of a straw but it accidently went into my nose, rather than my mouth.

[ ] Sometimes when I think of something funny, I laugh out loud and people look at me weird.

[ ] I’ve caught myself drooling.

[X] I’ve accidently caused an explosion.

[ ] If someone says the word "fart", I can’t help but laugh. (no. god. I hate when people do that)

[ ] I’ve turned into a "do not enter" one way road plenty of times.

[X] Sometimes I just stop thinking & zone out. (DUDE. WHO DOESN'T. IT'S LIKE WE WERE TRAINED TO IN ORDER TO SURVIVE THROUGH SCHOOL)

[ ] It is POSSIBLE to lick your elbow.

[X] I just tried to lick my elbow. (QUIET YOUUUU)

[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from me.

[ ] People often tell me to use my "inside voice".

[ ] Gum has fallen out of my mouth while talking.

[ ] I’ve used my fingers to do simple math.

[X] I’ve jumped off a moving vehicle. (If swings count, yes. HEY I WAS FIVE FEET OFF THE GROUND, AND LANDED IN A THORN BUSH. yes I got scratched a lot as a kid, that's why I don't get upset when I 'm hurt physically.)

[ ] I ate a bug for $5 or less.

[X] I’m taking this test when I should be doing something more important. (like GH hw. or, that thing... starts with an s... o yah! SLEEP... I REMEMBER SLEEP...)

[ ] I repost chain letters because I’m scared of what they threaten will happen if I don’t.

[ ] I’ve done something really stupid while I was drunk.

[ ] I’ve ran around naked when I was drunk.

[ ] I’ve ran into a golf cart tire when I was drunk

[ ] I’ve searched all over the place for something, and then realized it was in my hand the whole time.

[ ] I accidently break a lot of things.

[ ] My friends know not to use big words around me.

[ ] My friends like me because I’m fun to laugh at.

[X] I tilt my head to the side when I’m confused. (just a little, but yes. SOME WOULD FIND IT ENDEARING! IF I HAD ANIME EYES AND CHI-EARS!)

[X] Sometimes I start telling a story and suddenly forget what I’m talking about. (especially when the damned dog starts her ear-splitting whining for human food)

[ ] I’ve fallen out of my chair before. (no, tho for some reason all of my close asian friends do... a stereotype in the making? I THINK NOT! I just have a lot of spazzy friends)

[X] When I’m lying in bed, I sometimes stare at the ceiling and try to find pictures and words in the texture. (HAH! NO! I do that with trees and cracks and spaces between words in text and stuff ^______^ I did that a lot when I was a kid. still do.)

Multiply your answer by 4 and thats how stupid you are...

40 OUT OF 1400! BOOYAH! MEANING A RESOUNDING... uhm... almost 3%? I think? But I've never gotten drunk, so, hah.

As for the explosions and accidental fire... uhm. NOT fireworks, though I have had my share of experiences with them. Boy, does my dad have a reputation to me, my friends, and family o___o.

Right. So. Fire first; There was a box full of matches and WAITWAITWAIT I struck the match against it and somehow managed to set the box on fire. Yeh; yeh, I manage to do crazy stuff. I have killed myself atleast twice in sonic games, places where you are not SUPPOSED TO DIE. they have SAFEGUARDS SO THAT YOU DO NOT. WITNESS MY LOVE FOR FLAME AND MIRACULOUSNESS FOR SELF-DESTRUCTION.
Tho I have set certain things on flame on purpose.
nothing... that will be MISSED...

Explosion.
Me and my mom's friend were trying to make dinner...
I have a gas oven, okay? gosh.

and I'm a double fire sign. Aries, rising saggitarius. aries means I have a short but quickly-over temper, and like starting wars, I guess. saggitarius means I seak the truth and look and am athletic.

AWESOME! I AM A WARRIOR! TREMBLE BEFORE ME AND MY GAS OVEN OF DOOOOOOM! *manic look and evil laugh*
combined with my magical monkey-year powers, I am a CREATIVE, INTELLIGENT WARRIOR AS WELL! TREMBLE I SAY!

...
.....
........I think this is Giraffe's way of sayi... ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11065760/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11065760/ Thu, 14 Dec 2006 18:36:53 PST
I think.
Oh well. I have the song stuck in my head cuz we read a bit about it in Global, mwahahahaha. You should really get the song.
I had a friend from Istanbul, I think...


Istanbul was Constantinople
Now it's Istanbul, not Constantinople
Been a long time gone, Constantinople
Now it's Turkish delight on a moonlit night

Every gal in Constantinople
Lives in Istanbul, not Constantinople
So if you've a date in Constantinople
She'll be waiting in Istanbul

Even old New York was once New Amsterdam
Why they changed it I can't say
People just liked it better that way

So take me back to Constantinople
No, you can't go back to Constantinople
Been a long time gone, Constantinople
Why did Constantinople get the works?
That's nobody's business but the Turks

Istanbul (Istanbul)
Istanbul (Istanbul)

Even old New York was once New Amsterdam
Why they changed it I can't say
People just liked it better that way

Istanbul was Constantinople
Now it's Istanbul, not Constantinople
Been a long time gone, Constantinople
Why did Constantinople get the works?
That's nobody's business but the Turks

So take me back to Constantinople
No, you can't go back to Constantinople
Been a long time gone, Constantinople
Why did Constantinople get the works?
That's nobody's business but the Turks

Istanbul

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11031902/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11031902/ Mon, 11 Dec 2006 18:02:49 PST ...
hi. :3
*runs off to start on homework tho it is nine at night suspecting sleep is not an option and giggling creepily all along the way*

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11011964/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/11011964/ Sun, 10 Dec 2006 00:14:26 PST It's dark outside;
(dark as the "city that never sleeps" ever is, anyway)
Dark as an infinitely cold and lonely winter night.

Creeping from the corner of my mind, the center of me;
The place where my soul should be;
(Homework and school and life has eaten it now)
You know this feeling.

The one that eats away at you
That crawling, engulfing, inky loneliness;
(That one that kills you when you're dreaming)
The one that makes you wish life weren't so complicated.

The one that pushes you into a dusty old corner;
As far away from all human contact as possible.

You know this feeling.

It comes from a person.
A person so close, but so far away.
(Figuratively or Literally; my person is far away... far, far away.)
The one that makes you feel like a fool yet amazing.

The one that makes you ache for something.
For love, for attention, for anything positive at all;
(so long as it's from them)
You know this person.

And all I want to do,
All I want to do,
Is to make everything go away,
The encroaching darkness,
The bright lights,
myself,
this feeling,

them.

I want it all gone.

And then sleep claims me.

And for now the feeling is gone.
But I still know this feeling.
You know this feeling.







Yes I am emo-y, leave me be.
Argh dammit. Argh. I hate him. I love him.
I want him to be my friend again, atleast.
Dammit.

Holy shit I almost killed this all. Damn ad.

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/10746016/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/10746016/ Thu, 16 Nov 2006 14:30:17 PST It has been stolen. Someone took it from the class. I put up a poster asking for it back, and there were no threats on it I swear... no luck.

My first pot ever is gone.

They took it from me.

Yo estoy triste porque yo no puedo encontrar mi, eh, 'pot'.

Not even my bad spanish can make me laugh now. I worked so HARD on it... and ANOTHER ARTIST took it from me... well maybe not... maybe a god-forsaken janitor took it from me...
...they TOOK it.

*dies*
atleast I took some pictures of it to remember it by... only one isn't blurry, but still... maybe I'll post them sometime...

Anyone else want to tell their tales of woe? I can offer sympathy...
=_____________=

byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee nooooooooow....
T__T *drifts off to do homework and study for spanish *cough cough* test*

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/10641395/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/10641395/ Mon, 06 Nov 2006 20:06:00 PST
Just wanted to letchu know I'm still alive! And will probably, BETTER post a coupla tarot cards tomorrow. for this club! RIGHT HERE: ~DuChatNoirPub

Kay?

...
......
..........ALRIGHTY THEN! WASTED ENUFF OF YER TIME!

Hope you haven't all forgotten I exist! Or who I am...! Or... deleted this... already...

I reallly need to post SOMETHING soon.

People have so much more views then me. ^______^; But also I'm contributing NOTHING to the community! And Giraffe knows I've been doin PLENTY of drawin' in art class!

KAY! LUV YOOOOOOOOOU~ || D < Is creepy face!

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/10282374/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/10282374/ Wed, 04 Oct 2006 13:14:38 PDT I may be a crybaby, don't fucking comfort me, though, but she is a goddamn evil BITCH.
FIRST of all she gave us a huge hw sheet. it told us all the hws we'd be doing. after doing hw # 6, SHE DECIDED TO GIVE US A FUCKING HW#6B! NO, HW#6 AND 7 AREN'T ENOUGH! SHE TELLS US NOT TO DO HW #12, SKIP TO THIRTEEN. THEN SHE TELLS US TO DO MORE FUCKING PROBLEMS FOR HW # 13, AND DO # 12 AFTER FUCKING ALL.

I could deal with it, even though SHE DOESN'T ACTUALLY "clear up" any of our QUESTIONS, and the only thing I learn from IS my HOMEWORK AND TEXTBOOK.

But then, today, she makes me do a formal proof for a problem, one I KNOW AND SAY I don't think I did CORRECT, and when I'm done I sit down. She corrects another girl's, and says it's fine but just needs to flow better. BUT WITH MINE?! WITH FUCKING MINE?! SHE DECIDES TO POINT OUT EVERY FUCKING THING WRONG WITH IT, MAKING ME ANSWER IT (you know that cruel little game... "and WHAT do you do with p?!" "...uhm... take it... take it out?" "With what rule?" "No, I... I mean take it out of the problem..." "WHAT?! no! what- you do it like THIS. OK?!" "...uhm... ok..." "What?!" "OK." "alright, now what's THIS?!") AND THEN SAYING WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY ANSWER, AND SLOWLY AND CRUELLY DRAGGING OUT THE PROBLEM, THEN SIGHING LOUDLY AND SAYING HOW WE NEED TO STUDY.

YES. LET US TELL THE STUPID LITTLE WHITE GIRL HOW INCREDIBLY WRONG SHE IS. LET US _MAKE_ HER UNDERSTAND WHY SHE'S WRONG. AND LET'S MAKE HER _REPEAT_ WHY SHE IS SO FUCKING WRONG.
BECAUSE OUR JOB IS TO DRILL INTO HER FUCKING BRAIN THAT SHE IS A STUPID, WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT.

FUCKING A! FUCKING BITCH!
I'm sorry for the STUPID FUCKING IDIOTIC JOURNAL. CUZ WE ALLLLLLLL KNOW WHAT A STUPID, WORTHLESS IDIOT I AM.

Thank you. Now leave me be. No "Oh I am sorry for you"s or "Gee, what a bitch"s cuz that will just make me feel even WORSE. But THANK YOU for reading this. WHY THE FUCK AM I CRYING?! GRAGH! Noone sat next to me on the M57 bus cuz I was giving off this total "come near me. let us see what will happen to you." The worst thing was, all of my friends, I think, were really nice to me and pretended they didn't notice I looked like I was about to cry. Giraffe bless them, but it was embarrasing. Giraffe bless Mana, especially, for helping to try and whisper to me the answers while the teacher was workin' on that "LET'S _MAKE_ HER UNDERSTAND WHY SHE'S WRONG."
okehbye.

]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/10282135/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/10282135/ Wed, 04 Oct 2006 12:51:09 PDT
]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/10070469/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/10070469/ Thu, 14 Sep 2006 13:22:46 PDT o'__________________________'o
I'm going to pretend to be happy and non-murderous now, though it is not true.

On the bright side, school is fun! I have a lot of homework now, but it's not hard. ANND I'm one of the better people in my Studio Practice (art class) class! yayyy! Or atleast with the pencil I am. and with lineart I am. But who knows about paint and ink and whatever. And my Honors English 1 teacher really liked this essay I wrote for him, so mebbe I'll post it...

I heard *SPOILERSSSS FOR RUNAWAAAAYS POSSIBLYYYYY* that Gert dies. She is STABBED. IN THE STOMACH!
noooo... why couldn't it be Nicooooo... she's such a slut anywayyyy...
I need to write a fanfic story where Gert can somehow come back. AND LIIIIVE. WITH CHAAAAAAASE, BECAUSE THEY AH LUVERSSSSSSSS. The problem is I would rather not have to write about the fights and everything so I guess I won't now that I think about it.
Don't get me wrong, I love love love fight scenes, but writing them ESPECIALLY other peoples characters, is BOOOOOOORING. drawing them is fun, writing them is not.

BUT BE PROUD OF ME! FOR I KEPT MY CHIN UP FOR THE ENTIRE WALK HOME! AND I AM OKAY NOW! OKAY?! YES, DAMMIT!
SHIT! FUCK! EFFIN' A! *curses as "happiness" dissipates*

*does dreary-yoh face*

*note* CHOCOLATE CAKE AND APPLE PIE CURED ME! I FEEL BETTER NOW! MWAHAHAAH! Mana doesn't want me to name my frog scabby cuz that's her shin's name. = _= booh. She wants me to name him stabby instead. what do you think??

*note* rosemary, cumin, and garlic are DELICIOUS TOGETHER. ABSOTIVELY GREAT. Good on chicken!! ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9985023/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9985023/ Wed, 06 Sep 2006 05:32:13 PDT
Welcome to Highschool. Welcome to HELL.

I'm so stressed right now because right now I'm at home and I feel so SICK and school will be starting any minute now and I'M GOING TO BE ABSENT and I have to hand in all this CRAP tomorrow, which, unless I am going to be less sick soon, I will have to do tonight WHILE I'm sick, and I only know three people in three of my classes, and they're all in the first three of the four periods in the afternoon, and I only know ONE of their phonenumbers for when I miss the work/homework we did, and so I don't know if we're getting any homeowrk toDAY... AND I'M SO STRESSED OUUUT.

Man. Life sucks and then you die. Yesterday I was soo upset about highschool, I really, REALLY did not want to go to school EVER. AGAIN. And I did not give a SHIT about the consequences.

All of the people I got to know seem to NOT be in my classes... So I ought to atleast trade phonenumbers with SOMEONE in my class, for if I miss homework.

GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHUHUHU HUH.... I cannot possibly make the noise that exprsses this here, restricted by the alphabet and font and EVERYTHING, nor in real life, where my throat is too rough and weak to make much noise at all.

Wish me luck... but don't really need to comment on this. There's nothing you can say that won't make me feel like a pathetic idiot... ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9933674/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9933674/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 19:04:08 PDT
okay the drama bores me.

anyone knows a spell to destroy the cold? I visualized, and acted out, beating it up, sucking it up with a vacuum, crushing the vacuum, throwing it into a trashbag, striking a match, and throwing it into the pile making it explode into flames. I even imitated the sounds. Dad said that I appeared to have not left anything behind. But it didn't work. THE SNEEZING! OH GIRAFFE, THE SNEEZING! T____________T WAAAAAA~HAAAAAAAA~

kay drama done.

How are all of you? I deleted all of the deviations over the summer that accumulated, and I made my best effort to check out most of my watchers deviations, but if there is anything you are really proud of that you want me to see that you did before this past thursday, you can post it here and I'll try an check it outtt!~

well school is back! I'm off to LaGuaaaaaaardiaaaaaaaa! X3 Yee! I can't wait. I got contacts now so that will be niceee! and I want to go get some striped tights and legwarmers for that old-style witchy look, and so that I don't have to shave my legs. I REFUSE TO COMFORRRRRRRM! MWAHAHAHAAH! NEVER! XD I also need a new wallet. I want one with a jolly roger on it, cuz if there is one thing I love it's PIRAAAAATES!

I'VE EVEN TRIED SOME RUM! it's okay. I don't really care one way or the other. But I'm not having any more alchohol till 18-21 unless its in medicine, cuz my mom says that kids that have had a whole glass of alchohol before then are more likely to become alchoholics.

Well anyway, I need school supplies, but it would appear that they say to wait until we meet our teachers, and we haven't gotten the list anyways. I might bring a couple of notebooks or something, tho, cuz I don't want a velazquez repeat. she was a great spanish teacher, and pretty cool, but the first day she yelled at me for not bringing a notebook (IT WASN'T ON THE DAMN LIST!!) and noone else sided with me... T__T they all just took out their writers notebooks or whatever and used them instead... >_________< grrr.

I hope you all had a nice summer! Good luck at your school, or work, or whatever!

The fool on the hill,
MARY-A!

PS I'll add my two other newly-scanned things later, when I'm sure more of you guys have read pumpkinland, because I know the instant it goes off this page you ain't gonna see it!! XC ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9922320/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9922320/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 18:36:22 PDT
Well, I think I oughta paint my Grandpa a picture for his birthday... but I don't know what will make him feel happy when he looks at it.

crap. its only just sunk in that he has alzheimers. ... buuuuu t t t..

mn...

kbye!

^___________^ ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9793954/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9793954/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 14:40:43 PDT teehee.

Okay, I'm not REALLY back, but something compelled me to check back!
Geez. Did I get ANY new pageviews...?
I don't remember what I had, but whatever. probably about the same.
Anyway, it's not supposed to be about how many PAGEVIEWS you get, so whatever.

Hi all! I missed you! But I won't really be back till September! So, yay! HOHOHO! But I wonder how many people will respond to this!

Messages.
THE MESSAGES.
Hundreds... of journals...
1171 DEVIATIONS...
*heart attack*
...
Oh, what was I saying?
*multiple heart attacks*
...

Right. Well, I have contact lenses. I got used to them on the first day, but Now I can put em in an out on the first try, a week or so afterward. Yay.

THE CHANGEDNESS. IT'S... DIFFERENT!
*mourns for lost old ways*
*mourns for lost reeses peanutbutter cups that stupid dog ate*
*mourns for lost dog- just kidding.
Okay, now that I have got that out of my system, yay! It's still good.

I'm going to upload a story I wrote recently. It's the first chapter.

My account name may be spazzy, but I only have one!

The fool on the hill,
MARY! ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9185623/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9185623/ Tue, 27 Jun 2006 20:46:01 PDT
Well, it's late. I'm not going to school tomorrow, last day, and my allergies are giving me shit so I don't feel like explaining anything.

Seeya a couple of monthes from now, around when the invasion begins, I think...

Visit the page now and then if you can! ^_______^
I dread the number of messages I'll have coming back o_______@;;
Oh welllllll.

...
...damned allergies. The glasses make them worse.

PEACE OUT!
for a long long time. WEEKS. ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9178011/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9178011/ Sun, 25 Jun 2006 11:30:33 PDT She gave me this book dangerous angels last week...
then this weekend she came to visit! She gave me a cool set of bedsheets (X) STRIPED! blue pink and white) a quilt (lots of nice pastel-y colors, some plaid, some striped, some solid) a metal lunchbox with kitties all over it in different colors, some sparkly, and inside the lunchbox she gave me a koala keychain, a pursey thing that says "boys are smelly" and is shaped like a pair of underwear XD a framed japenese ad and piece of origami (it's not really framed, just under a sheet of glass, which I thought was neat) a framed (once again, not really) poem she wrote, which is type-writer-d, a postcard with a kitty and an egg and a loaf of bread on it, and... uhm... a buncha pins with little animals on them! I think that's it...
XD I'M SOOOOO HAPPY!
I should draw a picture for her.
TOMORROW I GRADUATE FROM MIDDLESCHOOL! AND MY BRO FROM HIGHSCHOOL!
THE INVASION WILL SOON BEGIN...
I'M GOING TO DRAW A FEW PICTURES OF HORNED TOADS FROM MY BROTHER FOR HIS DORM... CUZ HE GOT A SIGN FROM MY COUSIN/AUNT/UNCLE SAYING "BEWARE ATTACK OF HORNED TOAD"
He also got an iPod with his name and famous game-name engraved in it. It's the first apple machinery we have in this house. I dislike iPods cuz they're made so that their battery stops working after a few years, and since it is so exspensive to replace the battery, people just buy the newest one. and partially because I am a windows person.
I have a Creative Zen Microphoto, so I'm good.
But I'm happy he got something so neat. iPod's are still pretty good, just I dislike their underhanded way of being built... they still DO work for a coupla years, atleast.
^________________________________________ _________________________^ I'm too happy to care anyway. Though my group of kids (all of us in eighth grade) is pretty cool and nice, and I'll miss the school and teachers... but, I've outgrown it. Time for me to leave, y'know?
<__________> poor Ashley, in seventh grade, really misses us already. But I promised to IM her and Email her.

PEACE OUT! XD

Shit, I almost lost this. When I clicked add, it went to that page that's like "sorry, wrong page" so i clicked refresh and it came up with a blank journal page. 0____0 thank goodness.
^_^
now seriously. Peace out. ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9177993/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9177993/ Sun, 25 Jun 2006 11:28:52 PDT ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9177991/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9177991/ Sun, 25 Jun 2006 11:28:23 PDT She gave me this book dangerous angels last week...
then this weekend she came to visit! She gave me a cool set of bedsheets (X) STRIPED! blue pink and white) a quilt (lots of nice pastel-y colors, some plaid, some striped, some solid) a metal lunchbox with kitties all over it in different colors, some sparkly, and inside the lunchbox she gave me a koala keychain, a pursey thing that says "boys are smelly" and is shaped like a pair of underwear XD a framed japenese ad and piece of origami (it's not really framed, just under a sheet of glass, which I thought was neat) a framed (once again, not really) poem she wrote, which is type-writer-d, a postcard with a kitty and an egg and a loaf of bread on it, and... uhm... a buncha pins with little animals on them! I think that's it...
XD I'M SOOOOO HAPPY!
I should draw a picture for her.
TOMORROW I GRADUATE FROM MIDDLESCHOOL! AND MY BRO FROM HIGHSCHOOL!
THE INVASION WILL SOON BEGIN...
I'M GOING TO DRAW A FEW PICTURES OF HORNED TOADS FROM MY BROTHER FOR HIS DORM... CUZ HE GOT A SIGN FROM MY COUSIN/AUNT/UNCLE SAYING "BEWARE ATTACK OF HORNED TOAD"
He also got an iPod with his name and famous game-name engraved in it. It's the first apple machinery we have in this house. I dislike iPods cuz they're made so that their battery stops working after a few years, and since it is so exspensive to replace the battery, people just buy the newest one. and partially because I am a windows person.
I have a Creative Zen Microphoto, so I'm good.
But I'm happy he got something so neat. iPod's are still pretty good, just I dislike their underhanded way of being built... they still DO work for a coupla years, atleast.
^________________________________________ _________________________^ I'm too happy to care anyway. Though my group of kids (all of us in eighth grade) is pretty cool and nice, and I'll miss the school and teachers... but, I've outgrown it. Time for me to leave, y'know?
<__________> poor Ashley, in seventh grade, really misses us already. But I promised to IM her and Email her.

PEACE OUT! XD ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9160260/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9160260/ Fri, 23 Jun 2006 14:30:40 PDT But she comes up with the greatest things to say when this happens.

I remember this one from today in particular:
"I've got HEAVEN on my FOOT, dear!"

Dammit. At the beginning of the year, I was like "AW MAN WEARE GRAAAAAAAAAADUATING... I WILL MISS... THEM ALL... AN THE TEEEEEACHEEEEEERS... AND THE BUUUUUILDING!"
Then I got over it and was like "GET ME THE FUCK OUTTA HERE!"
Now, of course, 2 days before graduation, it hits me. I may never see these people again. Our eighth grade his fairly close-knit, too, all 3 classes of it... so...

It saddens me. Though I'm certain half-way through next year I will no longer care.

It's funny... or sad... or bad, I can't really tell... When someone I know dies, I don't get sad 'till a few days later (noone in my IMMEDIATE family has ever died, though, just a grandparent (tho I never knew my grammas... I had a step-gramma tho, so don't worry, I didn't totally miss out on gramma syndrome, just a little.) and a great aunt and one girl from school), and even then I don't usually cry. In fact, I get over it REALLY quick. Like, It takes me about a week and a half to go through the entire cycle of no shock, shcok, mild sadness, to indifference. Which used to make me guilty. Like, these are PEOPLE. Shouldn't I be sad?! What's WRONG with me?! But... I do still feel a little guilty, but... I figure that I just deal with these things really well.

And quite honestly, NO, I would NOT want my loved ones grieving for me for weeks and monthes and even YEARS after I died! Even if it was a horrible death! I WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY! Not totally forget me, of course, but get over it! Otherwise, you really are just wishing sadness on them.

Okay. From california, to all the way around the world BACK to california (I was going to say "to NY", but the US doesn't quite cut it on the net; I am from NY), from "Heaven on my foot" to death, I say to you a) WTH aren't you commenting on my two stories, b) sorry I felt the need to say that, you don't have to, and finally c)

PEACE OUT! ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9089255/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/9089255/ Fri, 16 Jun 2006 16:52:04 PDT
However. I'm too lazy to scan stuff. Apoligizations... I could, but I hate my moms scanner. I hate it with a passion. Like most of the things I hate, true, but whatever.

Did okay at the mock trial today, I guess.. we did it at a real law firm in NY. One of the lawyers came up to me after and said something along the lines of "I know you didn't think you did that great, but you really impressed me. When you went up to speak, you did so in a way that made everyone pay attention to you. You really managed to make your words come through. It's a rare gift. You should consider a career in law." I was like " Uhm... okay?"
0_____0
I still think I did a bad job. Nina and Peri did wayyyy better, in my opinion... and it was my fault Wendy wasn't prepared enough...
Whatever.

YUSSSSSSSSS! GRADUATION ON JUNE 26TH! THEN JUST COME ON JUNE 27TH, AND WE WON'T HAVE TO COME ON JUNE 28TH CUZ WE ARE 8TH GRADERRRRRRRS!
^________________________________________ ______^
I used to be sad we were leaving Clinton this year, but for the past few monthes I just wanted to get the hell outta there.

Hmm... that's all, for now, I guess...
Maybe I can get Chloe to scan my stuff for me -^__________^- <3 ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8953966/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8953966/ Tue, 06 Jun 2006 20:54:14 PDT IT'S THAT MAGICAL DAY THAT WILL HAPPEN EVERY YEAR TILL... UH...
...
RIGHT! 2012!

DAMN YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! WHO CLEECKED EET?!!
Oh well. I guess I'll upload TWO of my pictures... and give you a taste, thus, of my new style and the realistic drawings that got me into LaGuardia, the renowned art(s) high school of New York, baby.

BUT THEN IT'LL BE GONE!
CUZ YOU... YOU WILL NOT TELL ME WHO YOU ARE!
{end of edit}

WHO. CLICKED. THE. YO. MAMA. BUTTON. Remember the poll?! Ohhhhhhhhhhh yes! I TOLD YOU I WOULD FIND OUT! Until someone tells me who clicked that button, I'm not going to post any more artwork.
senior trip, blala...
I suspect ill get a low 70 in math for hw, because Ms D won't accept that I did my hw... I don't give a crap...
I'm a lawyer for the mock trial cuz juliuan needs to shut his trap... hes a lawyer because i need to shut mine because he needs to shut his...
i just finished the 8 grade arts project, and hope it's not counted as late cuz i was sick...
i managed to go to school only once this week...
yeah...
TOO BAD I CANT SHOW U MY DOUJINSHI(...right?spelling?) OR MY MANY REALISTIC DRAWINGS WHICH ARE TEH AWESOMENESS.

I dislike my manga skills. they suck. I WILL get better. I MUST...
but, when will I find my own style, that i like?!
ugh.

peace out.
or not.
*STABS SELF* ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8922721/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8922721/ Tue, 30 May 2006 17:06:37 PDT 0___________= SICKEEEEEEEEEEEH!
I had a dreaaaaaaam. It was... LONG.
OK LIKE I DREAMT I WAS AT SCHOOL, THEN AT LUNCH ME AN PYRO AN JULIAN BEAT UP A BUNCHA PEOPLE. AND I "WOKE UP" AND I WAS IN SS. AND... MS OAKS WAS TEACHING IT. AND SHE BLAMED ME FOR SOMETHING. AND I WAS PISSED. SO I BACK TALKED HER. WAAAAAAAAANT TO BE AT SCHOOL. AND THEN... MS OAKS MARKED ME ABSENT CUZ SHE WAS PISSED AT ME. SO I FIGGERED "WTF?! IF SHES GONNA MARK ME ABSENT, FUCK IT, I'M CUTTING."I REALIZED THAT I WAS AT SCHOOL, AND I WASNT FINNISHED WITH THE ARTS PROJECT SO I DITCHE...
WAIT, NO... WAIT... WELL IT'S ALL MIXED UP NOW. BUT I TRIED TO WAKE UP... BUT I COULDN'T... SO I FIGURED IT WAS REAL. I FORGOT TO TEST IT BY SEEING IF I COULD FLY.

I HATE SICK-DREAMS. THEY'RE SO FRICKEN... WIERD.

MY DREAMS ARE ALWAYS REALLY BLURRY.

I DON'T DREAM MUCH. I SUPRESSED IT WHEN I WAS A CHILD, BECAUSE I DIDN'T LIKE DREAMING... PRALLY CUZ MY DREAMS USUALLY WERE BAD. LIKE, I WAS TRAPPED... OR MY PARENTS DIED... OR I WAS LATE TO SCHOOL AND NONE OF THE CLOCKS SAID THE SAME TIME SO I COULDNT TELL WHAT TIME IT WAS...
OR I CAN'T GET UP. LIKE, I FALL DOWN... AND MY LEGS ARE TOO WEAK TO LIFT ME UP...
i didn't like my dreams.
sometimes i confused dreams with reality.

sometimes, very rarely, my dreams tell the future... like maybe once or twice. yeah, three times, i think.



ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I DUN LIKE BEING SICK! SOMEONE CAST A SPELL ON ME! MAKE ME FEEL BETTER! ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8838965/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8838965/ Mon, 22 May 2006 15:51:51 PDT
I really should buy a subscription after this... It's so much easier to view deviations.
^__________________^ i WrOtE tWOOoOOoOoO whooOoOoOLe pAHgEeEees of mah rosiEeEeEeeE! HEEeeHhEEeJEehEee
-^______________________ ______^- And when I do get a subscription (I am, truthfully, kinda stalling, hoping I'll become famous and someone will gift me a subscription... I know. I'm so cheap. I know it won't happen for yeaaaaaars, but, oh well. hahah) I will draw a header with rose as a puppie and a footer with rose as a doggie! -^_____ ___@-

I thought I'd write a journal so tomorrow *cough half an hour from now, technically* AFTER SCHOOL I could laugh about all the work I have to do now, and how my day will go/went.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAwhy do I get the feeling I won't be even FAKE-smiling?

Wall shkool wash ooooookeh. Only mah field hockey team lost in the second most important game after being un-fucking-defeated. 0_______________________0
I blame it on our offense. In particular, tom. evryone on our team yells at Julian when things don't go well, though admittedly he gets distracted, it's TOM who utterly SUCKS. I think noone sayts nething cuz he sometimes gets a lucky shot in... but like, he SUCKS.
He does this thing with the ball, I guess it's supposed to fake someone away from it so he can get by them, but he's so bad at it he ends up having the ball stolen from him. Plus, if someone from the opposite team COMES AT YOU with a ball; You run at them and take it right? Tom will just stand there, like he's waiting for them to hit it or something. then, either the ball has been hit away from him, or he misses it when they come closer to hit it. Oh, he doesn't ALWAYS do that! sometimes he goes right at it! like, if I happen to be going for the ball! then he's ALL TOO HAPPY to steal it from his OWN TEAMMATE.
God. fucking idiot. He made my team lose the soccer championship too, cuz he didnt show up.

I HATE DA EIGHTH GRADE ARTS PROJEEEEEEECT! WAAAAAAAAAH! I JUST HOPE MINE DOESN'T SUCK AT THIS POINT... I MIGHT SCAN IT LATER.

Hey, pyro, i ferget... whaddo I have to do to own rose? what drawings?

Letter given by =blue-flamedpyro

This is how it works: Comment on this entry and I will give you a letter. Write ten words beginning with that letter in your journal, including an explanation what the word means to you and why, then pass out letters to those who want to play along.

I gots C ^__________^

Cat: I LUVS DEM!
Calico: A TYPE OF CAT I LUV AND OWN!
Chloe: THE NAME OF MY CAT! AND A FRIEND OF MINE, TOO... I GUESS...
Comics: I WANNA BE A COMIC ARTIST AND WRITER! AND I LUV READIN' EM, TOO! SPIDERMAAAAAAAAAN~
Caffeine: Mmm... coffe and soda and tea, oh my...
Colors: TEH ROCKSUMNESS.
Captain: Heeheehee pirates are fuuuuun. ^___________________________^
Cracker: I love crackers... Salted Saltines are teh bestestishness.
Cash: Cash is, like, great? It, like BUYS stuff?
Caatinga: A random word I just looked up on an online dictionary so I could be finished with this Journal and go take a nap.




...
I go nappeh now.

I'M PRALLY OFF TO DO MY ARTSIE-PROJECTY STUFF AGSIN! THAT OR SLEEP... SLEEP IS GOOD. ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8808197/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8808197/ Thu, 18 May 2006 13:56:54 PDT *nervous smile*

Hm... I was freaked out earlier, but... here:


I nearly bump into a black boy who is kind of cute, yes, but I do not know (and recently artemis has been plagued by creepy guys who call her beautiful and ask her to go to the "movies". She always starts screaming, and is safe, but still.). I say sorry. I run across the street.
As I walk on, I see the boy out of the corner of my eye. what??
th boy:"hi. hey!"
I turn around, smile confusedly, and wave. I cross the street.
"what, no hand shake?" he reaches out his hand to me. I shake my heas, smiling nervously.
i see him follow behind me, across the street.
"my name's john. im a little nervous because i have never talked to a girl as pretty as you." YEAH RIGHT. AND, AND OMG IS HE A STALKER?!
I smile, barely, REALLY NERVOUS NOW, AND RUN INTO THE BUILDING. I see his reflection in the door's glass, before i go in, and he's not following me, but he is still staring at me and walks by.


For the future, how does one tell off a guy politely (I know the effective but a little too firm way. I KICK HIM! SO HARD! MWAHAHAHAH) but effectively, to "fuck off please"?

atleast after i do three pictures (thiefxpyro, makiexren, and summin else fer pyro...) i'll own rosie-pup. ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8798046/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8798046/ Wed, 17 May 2006 12:46:37 PDT
According to my parents, he was supposedly planning on suing certain Southern staes because they don't enforce their gun laws, and apparently some NYers go down there and illegally buy guns from bars and whatnot, and come back up to NY, and injure other people with them.

I know, I'm stupid, but we thought it was hilarious that he was going to sue some southern states about their GUN LAWS.

Here's an article about the subject, don't think it says anything about what I just mentioned, but still... it WAS made in EARLY APRIL, so mebbe this REALLY IS HAPPENING. [link]

'while leaders in Washington have virtually ignored Mr. Bloomberg's views on guns.'
... Bush is Southern right? XD

In any case, it's a fucking riot in my half-formed opinion, even if it isn't true.



]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8771880/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8771880/ Sun, 14 May 2006 19:10:42 PDT That the amount of people who are interested in dA increases daily?
And the fact that so many artists have found a platform to discuss and present their work to others?



Without a doubt it's a big, interesting, and versatile community.
But isn't it amazing to always see the same artists on the frontpage every single day concerning the fact that so many new deviations have been submitted?

We're all aware of that and believe that this has to change. It is already quite difficult for the "unknown" artists to promote their work and gain more attention.

Clearly, we do not intend to deny the skills of those great artists who enrich the community by sharing their magnificent work, but we do intend to enhance the platform in such a way that "unknown" artists might get a real chance to draw the public attention to their own pieces of work by promoting it on the front page of the community.

In our opinion we think it unjust to only have the chance to be represented on the front page if one has the luck of having many watchers.

We would like a better system which allows a deviation to be seen on the front page if, for example, it has 'only' reached about 40 favourites and about 200 views.

Take a look at the actual situation: You have uploaded an impressive piece of art that gets faved according to the number of your total views/watchers. Then, however, a more popular deviant uploads a more or less 'average' deviation and automatically reaches more than the double of your favourites/views in a mere moment.

A new structure of the frontpage could enhance the actual competition on dA, i.e. popular deviants wouldn't be able to best the "unknown" artists by posting a rather average deviation.

A reasonable alternative to present the "daily top favourites" on the front page would be a bigger amount of thumbs which would show the 40 best deviations of the day in a random order.

We think it's in everyone's interest to change the current situation and make dA a place where creating and sharing unique art plays a far bigger role than scrambling for new watchers.

If you agree, help us and yourself by copying and pasting this entry into your journal.

The community ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8694457/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8694457/ Sat, 06 May 2006 19:43:41 PDT go here and click on the one near the top of DekeNicki's journal mentioning crazy religious fanatics : [link]


haha. she so insaaaaaaaaaaaane.
Look for my comment on her journal... it says all you need to know on my thoughts about her. ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8685264/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8685264/ Fri, 05 May 2006 19:41:19 PDT
Music at school dance sucked/ was mindless crap/ was repetitive to the-broken-record extreme. Girls... who WERE NOT lesbian... were grinding eachother... why? dunno. Christina was grinding very... ah... enthusiastically with threee different boys. There was much grinding. Am I one of the only people who think grinding is gross?
My friend mana is soooooooo clueless when it comes to sexual things. She thinks grinding is sweet as in "aw how sweet" and that grinding with other girls is fun as in "heeheehee how fun"... she asks really embarrassing/stupid questions about what "Certain" words mean. And she is soooooo IMMATURE. IN MANY WAYS. One of those ways is that if she finds something gross, she giggles at it.

ANYWAY. LaGuardia Placement test tomorrow. HumdeDum. T_T THEY GAVE US A SHEET TO CHECK OUR IMMUNIZATIONS. AND WE ALLLLLL KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS. SHOOOOTS.... They don't hurt as much as they used to but pardon me for not having a particular like for sharp things being pushed into my flesh. The worst one is we have a sort-of hospital service at our school and my mom wants me TO ASK MS JULIE ABOUT IF I CAN GET ANY SHOTS THERE. GEE, MOM, MAY AS WELL TELL ME TO ASK THE MAFIA TO SHOOT ME.

Rants are good for the soul.

*FEMALE ALERT OMG RUN AWAY! ESPECIALLY GUYS, RUN AWAY WHILE YOU STILL CAN!*



PMS doesn't seem to affect me... at all.


*YOU CAN COME BACK NOW*
LOL I'M SUCH A DOOFUS. Ever since my brother had to go and tell me the sexual slang for dork I can't bring myself to say it...T_T

The dance was okay otherwise. I suppose on sunday I'll scan one or two of my fav drawings. lol they aren't realistic. I'm actually really, incredibly good at realistic, but... I dunno. XD LOL. Mebbe I'll scan my modified contour drawing of my hands... We did it in art class... we all had to ink it, but I don't use watercolors often so I decided to try it out.

Mm... This summer I want to take some sort of physical class. I wanted to do gymnastics but *rolls eyes* I can't find one for las personas que tiene catorce an-yos. I want to do something with my legs most because they are my best for attacking. Ask any of my friends! XD None of them mess with me! Which may or may not be a problem... I don't WANT to be violent... But I sure as hell hate being used/a pushover. I need to find a middle ground. And it's mostly mana. she quite enjoys irritating people (I don't want to irritate people! But I do! another thing to work on before highschool...) which pisses me off to the point of violence, and she sort of traps me there by saying stuff like "you don't hit her" when I don't act violent towards someone else. She is wearing my patience thin. I don't think I can deal with her as a friend much longer. And I have no indication if it's just my nature to stop being my friends because she's the only example for a long period of time to go on.

I'm a very good aim . I like soccer and field hockey... I do defense. I'm GOOD dude. And if my friends can be trusted (can they? luckily, Artemis can be bluntly honest when you ask her to be, but...) I'm a good dancer. Who knows? After all us white girls can't dance... lol, j/k.

Why does everything come back to mana? jesus thrashing rice.

Haha, my self esteem is high again after hitting a rather low point during the dance, after sarah told me tom called me a fat ass (though tom is an asshole anyway, so whatever... I once told him "fuck you and the horse you rode in on" before going in to spanish, and later zack asked me why i was so mean to tom... XD WTF?). It's good. I've been modest a lot for a long time, but I figure screw that. I used to be just this perfect little person, but my will has gotten stronger. People have misused my nice characteristics. And so I have developed the "screw it/screw you" thing. If they always take advantage of it, I just don't care anymore.

Ah I feel soooooo much better.

Current favorite songs (First two are of the two cd's Naomi burned for me for my birthday =3):
Get Up by Superchick[k]
Who I am Hates Who I've Been by Reliant K
Some song I don't remember but was played on WayTooAddicted 's recent noodle flash... Dance Dance...? I dunno. ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8654914/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8654914/ Tue, 02 May 2006 17:53:19 PDT

Darn... I HAD suggested landrew's "fly high" picture as a DD to someone, but they never got around to looking at it, I guess, and now someone else did it.
I'm only a LITTLE bitter.
lol, I'm so stupid.
But that means I can finally remove the thing from my siggie!
I wonder if landrew will get a big head now that he's famous

Ugh, hw... there is a big science test tomorrow, so the teachers didn't give hw, so we could sleep.
BUT my parents HAD to do blah so I wasn't here yesterday. Now I have to make up the missing hw. XP
Plus my doomed script is due tomorrow... and I believe the Great Writer has forsaken me... So I will probably get very little sleep.
Ugh. So tomorrow's test will probably be very difficult to stay awake through... better start my hw...
-sigh-

Oh well. Tomorrow wil rain, So I'll follow the sun.


PEACE OUT! =^ ,'=V ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8645346/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8645346/ Mon, 01 May 2006 19:07:33 PDT
I shall soon begin a series of writings called the junior chronicles. Only my amount of focus while writing each one will tell how long it will be. Inspired by the stories of a 70 year old white man who rides a motorcycle and wears a do rag, and who I've never met. He, apparently, stares at people through windows. We suspect that's how he was "given" abrand new car from "some woman".
mwahahah. To protect everyone in the real life version, names WILL be changed. 'Cept for his. 'Cuz that's not his real name.

YAY I GOTS A BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM ME FAVRIT CUZZIN, COUSIN OF ALICE (Apparently That's what I used to call her)!
On the front it's got a picture... I will draw it for you. ISH HEELAAAAAARIOUS XD. She's just out of college.

Let me open it. *squee*

...

...

8D BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! ISSA CIGAR BOX I THINK! A REALLY PRETTY OLD ONE! FROM THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC.
OMG IT HAS... An old book! "hey there, highschool!" LMAO. OMG, AT THE END IT ACTUALLY MENTIONS TO YOU...

"Imagine that it's New Year's Eve in the year 1999! In a few minutes the bells will ring, and the year 2000 AD will be ushered in."
but that's not all.
"That will be a big event for your lives, for most" omgosh MOST? "of you will be alive to celebrate the beginning of the new century. You'll be parents or grandparents" "then, shocked (no doubt!) about the "wild ways" of teen-agers."
etc, etc. but still. XD.

Inventory:
Pretty, wooden box from dominican republic, prally a cigar box.
Lotsa different nice fabric wrapping and green yarn.
An origami crane, made out of red, somewhat wiry net-like material.
A book, probably both as a joke and for impending highschool, titled "Hey there, Highschool!" published in... 1953 at the earliest.
A postcard depicting a sculpture of a"NORTHERN WATER THRUSHwith ferns, mushrooms and lichen by EDWARD MARSHALL BOEHM"
A mysterious, and very old picture of a couple. The one on the right looks like my cousin, sort of, with darker hair thats short and curly. Black(ish brown) and white. Who are they? I'm not certain.
A nice, gold card, with a short message that says STUFF FOR ME NO YOU ME, SI?
Many envelopes and some blue paper for writing back to her.
A bell on a piece of green yarn.
A ring
3 bendy, metal tags.(maybe also for a bracelet)
4 jingle bells (possibly for a bracelet)
8 tiny blue gems mounted in metal things (so I can make it into a bracelet I think)
4 clear, round beads (bracelet?)
2 plastic airplanes with holes in 'em (bracelet??)
A green and white fabric rose.
A beautiful, already-made, beaded bracelet.
A blue, bound, blank-white-paper book, with a small rectangle on lower right corner of front cover, depicting sever leaf-like blobs of gold leaf.



I will mark the day the invasion begins in my journal, and the day it ends. ye be sure I will, ye be sure of that. arr. ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8615138/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8615138/ Fri, 28 Apr 2006 19:38:30 PDT
Well... It's been about 78 days since I started... 78/1003...78 times 6... nah... 78 times 12... is...936... plus 78... is 114... i don't feel like fractions... so lets say about 12.5 per day! <-- done in head dude. worship mah mahd skillz.

hmm... izzat good?? Imma look at someone good who's subscriptioned and see how far they were by now.
Dodododododdododo... <--circus song sorta thing... yay fer me? *waves bootleg dAflag questioningly*?

Haha. no intreresting journal for you? Okay, I'll try an' talk about something.

Hmm... Eighth grades only 2 months (exactly! wow!) from being done... wow... time has gone by so fast... I can still remember sitting in my fifth grade classroom... and the second day of sixth grade when I spent the entre period of Independent reading in the drama arts class and noone noticed... and all of the times in seventh grade I... well, even in eighth grade, at the beginning of the year... what I cared about was so different back then. And next year, I'll leave Clinton, just like I left PS59, and be off to LaGuardia.

-sigh-

I've never dealt with change well. It makes me sad, and I wish I knew why. So does Summer... sad and happy at the same time. bittersweet. My name means bittersweet somewhere... = - -= or maybe just bitter... I think both, mebbe.
-sigh- = ' ___________'= *looks off somewhere*.

I drew an awesome drawing yesterday. and the day before that. Pyro didn't join us in the lobby for school, though, SO SHE DIN' SEE THEM! I wonder if I should scan the more recent one... the first one has one good one, but the rest is crap. I have a whole bunch of drawings I should scan, says two people. But I was asking for THIRTEEN PEOPLE TO VOTE YES, SO... WHUTEVA!

Hm. Interesting enuff? IS ANYONE READING THIS ANYMORE?! I outta have a rant section. I'll be like:
RANT OF THE DAY: WHY - okay I don't feel like writing about this anymore. I'll do a poem. Mmm... okay.

The wind always meandered through
the green-yellow window, slid open
a crack
and blew on my face,
but then the crack was shut
and I was trapped,
airless,
and not a person
nor seagull
nor pidgeaon
nor dove

heard

me

scream

and for the next few
years...
I was alone.
but then I was given a choice,
a chance,
a gift,
but I'm still not sure if I took it.

WOOH!
AND NOW YOU KNOW, CUZ IT'S MIIIIIIKE'S SUPER-SHORT SHOW! ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8585592/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8585592/ Wed, 26 Apr 2006 18:32:45 PDT
Ohoho.
Magically, I have just been doing my homework instead of going near the computer (Which is a shame, 'cuz I've been so artistic, for some reason). Who knows why I've been able to? But it's been okay.

I'm considering on only eating meat once a week, a diet of a sort. But would I be able to do it? Probably. Hahahah.

Just letting y'all know I'm alive, sorry for the lack of interesting-ness. I've got 199 new messages, tho so gonna try to get a few done.

Oh, to HONOUR all of the people WHO DON'T COMMENT especially when they DO watch, I am going to not comment unless I feel like it AND the pice speaks to me. So nyeh. Blame... that GUY OVER THERE!

*walks off singing*
W-A-S-H-I-N-G! T-O-N BABY! D-C!
W-A-S-H-I-N-G! T-O-N BABY! D-C!
Washington DC, it's paradise to me... ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8531380/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8531380/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 14:07:10 PDT


Anywho... Imma try to write about more interesting stuff and be less whiney if I can from now on. 'Cuz usually when I read other peoples Jernals, they are somewhat interesting... and they are never whiney (Except for ji-suk, who, in my opinion, was almost always whining about something, and he rarely draws... so I stopped watching him. Aw crap, he's just like ME, huh? 'Cept more famous, etc.). There might be an aside note that they're sick or something, or are ugly...

But they're never like "OMIGOOOSH... AHM SO UUUUUUGLY... MAH LIFE SUUUUUUCKS... BOOHOO". So I'm gonna try not to be either.

Remember I like to try an' make people feel better, so if you have a problem, I'll do my very BEST tto help... although it's probably best to come to me if you just want some sympathy... as I always DO make people laugh or feel better, but I'm not sure if I ever solve the problem. Artemis really wears me down, though! She always seems to have a problem, and if it's online I CAN NEVER CHEER HER UP. Offline is easy, online... it's like she's a different person.

So if I'm being stupid and/or whiney, and I don't have a good enuff reason, you can say "SHUT UP AND QUIT BEING STUPID."

Don't say retarded or gay though. That's incredibly rude and I'll hate you.

Mmkay, well, I'm stuck in suuuuuuch a rut. I can't seem to draw much of anything. I never can unless I'm in class XD. The boredness makes my brain struggle to a higher level... I think that's why I'm never (almost, unless I'm tired) bored.

So I guess that's a lot to do with why I rarely update. Anotha is still noone has told me they want to scan... and it's pretty much too late now...

Well I'm off to Whitney Point! Unless my dad is tired, in which case tomorrow... so you may still have a chance TO TELL ME TO SCAN MAH CRAPPITY CRAP CRAP !

Whitney Point will be soooo much fun! It takes four hours to get there, of course... but still. Wish I had mah GameBoy Advanced tho'...

Ich. The LaGuardia placement test is coming up. I'm not really worried 'cuz their LA/SS thing is gonna be a fricken' cakewalk, and even if I don't do well, they'll just put me where I can actually learn it. Mana, though... she's NERVOUS. She's got better grades than me! Although I did bet Julian 5 bucks she won't become validictorian (I'm sure there must be an e in there somewhere but wuteva)... she knows about that. I have never lost a bet, so lets hope I don't start now! He wanted to raise it to twenty, but hell no. That's half my allowance for a week... just cuz he gets 80 or 60 bucks a week, doesn't mean I do.

I need a new avatar so badly... and an ID. T_T

KAY, WELL PEACE OUT MAH FELLOW HIPPIE SURFERS, AND WHATNOT!
=^ ,'=V
No seriously, bye. Muh dad's at the Holland tunnel. Gots ta go pack. stupid me... shoulda packed before.
SEEYA SUNDAY NIGHT! ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8525527/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8525527/ Wed, 19 Apr 2006 20:54:02 PDT [] Do you have long hair? Define "LONG".
[] Do you like Beer?
[] Have you ever been in a Moshpit?
[] You don't believe in God?
[] You got a Pentagram/heartogram on some clothing article etc.? WTF is a heartogram?
[] You own some spikes?
[] Can you play guitar? I wish
[X] Can you growl?
[X] Do you own Boots?
[X] Do you rock out?
Total X: 3

--DRAMA DORK--
[X] Ever been in a play?
[X] Have you ever seen a Broadway show?
[] More than 10 Broadway shows?
[X] Have you ever been/are you in school shows?
[] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[] Want to end up working in/for theater
[] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[X] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!
[] Do you like the 'Sound of Music'?
[X] Did you like the Broadway show you saw?
Total X: 4

--REDNECK--
[] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch? Woaaaaaaaaah.
[] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[] Do you like to get dirty? Don't hate it either.
[] Do you like country music? Hell no.
[] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[X] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home? Used to.
[] Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy videos? WTF?!
[X] Do you live on more than 1 acres? TECHNICALLY...
Total X: 2

--GOTH--
[] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[] Is most of your clothing dark?
[] Do you think about death often?
[] Do you want to die?
[] Are you a social outcast?
[X] Are you pale?
[] Do you like Hot Topic? Who?
[X] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies?
[] Are you mean? YES! Well... no... no.
Total X: 2

-SKATER/PUNK--
[] Can you skateboard? I WISH! Mah dad could XD
[] Do you wear Skateboarding shoes? Eh?
[X] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops? I want to say yes... because I think mebbe yes...
[] Do you watch the x-games?
[] Do/did you have any piercings other than your ears?
[] Do you like/wear a mohawk?
[X] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[] Have you called someone a poser recently?
Total X: 2

--PREP--
[X] Do you say the word "like"
[] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/AE/Aero?
[] Do the people in Hot Topic scare you?
[] Do you giggle a lot when your with your friends?
[] Have/do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[] Do you like pop music?
[X] Do you want/have a little dog?
[X] Do you laugh a lot?
Total X: 3 Hello? Like, what was up with the first one? I mean, like, totally? Like, everybody does? Like yeah.

--HIPPIE--
[] Is your hair long? *cough*
[X] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[X] Do you want to save the animals?
[X] Do you think war is unnecessary?
[X] Do you like classic rock?
[] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[X] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
[] Is your idea of fun sitting around one person playing a guitar and singing along?
[X] Do you see someone playing frisbee and automatically ask to play?
Total X: 6

--GANGSTA--
[] Do you act ghetto sometimes?
[] Do you wear do-rags?
[X] Do you like rap? The good stuff, yeah.
[] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world? Who?
[X] Do you like afros? XD
[] Have you ever said "Fo Sho"?
[] Do you like to dance?
[X] Do You own 40 cd's... *cough* TECHNICALLY...
[X] Are you colored? It's a peachish color! 0_0 A freaky pale peach... In winter? I AM literally white ;D BUT NOT QUITE...!
Total X: 4

--EMO-
[X] Do you cry often?
[X] Do you wear hoodies?
[] Do you like soft music?
[X] Do people not understand you?
[X] Do you write your own poems? Or atleast, I think them up...
[] Do you dye your hair red, black, or any dark color?
[] Do you cut your own hair? When I'm bored
[X] Do you sometimes feel very lonely?
[] Is "Ohio is for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights a good song? Who?
Total X: 5

--SURFER--
[] Do you surf? I wish... MAH DAD CAN XD!
[X] Do you... ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8522499/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8522499/ Wed, 19 Apr 2006 15:38:07 PDT [link]
YEEEH!
And now I am going to list crap. BECAUSE I CAN.

Birthday presents:
Dad
red zen w/ headphones, battery, case, usb cable and KH2.
Pyro
25 dolla gift card ta BARNES AND NOBLE!
Artemis
A musical, glass birdies wind chime.
Kaitlin and Mana
Green, lowtop converses.

Candles:
Dipped Bayberry candles (from mah dad)
Two Pink Beeswax candles
6 Round Floating candles (pink, red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple)
And I'm sure I have some others.

OKAY! WOOOOOOOOOOHT!
]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8521728/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8521728/ Wed, 19 Apr 2006 14:20:24 PDT
DAMN FUCKITTY FUCK-FUCK! I FUCKING HAD A PICTURE TO UPLOAD BUT THE FUCKING THING WAS SAVED OVER BY THE PREVIEW FOR IT. DAIT DAMIT DAMMIT DAMMMIT DAMMMMIT. ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8512265/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8512265/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 18:13:48 PDT And I'll cry if I want to.
You wou-uld TOO if yer allergies were ACTING UP.
Dahhit. Dahh dahhity dahhdahh.
I couldn't sleep last night cuz of them. And now, I've got that dry-nose effect. And my lips are dry. And my throat is dry cuz I have to breathe through it. I hate dust. I didn't used too... but now I do. DAHHIT!
= = .= = *grumble*
On the... well, not necessarily BRIGHT side, I've just had 6 cupcakes. Yes, I'm insane.
CUPCAKESJFKJFLKSJFKLASNFLKSAJFAFJKJAS
Ohhhhh THERE'S the sugar rush. I was wondrin when it would get here. I don't get sugar rushes. Dunno why. Oh. MEBBE AH DOOOOO GET THEM AH JUST DON'T NOTICE! HUH? HUH?!
cooooooooooooooooooooooooooolllld
Ok better. wait no. cold again.
OH MAH GIRAFFE I HAVE 74 MESSAGES!
Okay, talk more later. Mebbe.
...
cupcakes.

EDIT: I fergot to mention, I finished KH2... Riku dies. ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8493635/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8493635/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 20:37:16 PDT =T T=
Good thing I SCREENSHOTTED IT and saved it in MS PAINT.
But still...

I do not like PSP8.
It doesn't work as good as everyone says it does. Am I not using it right? True, it has more features than PSP5, but PSP5 actually used my pressure point wacom tablet thing... This one doesn't get lighter or darker like it did! Also the lines are all pixel-y.
=T T= WAAAAAAAAAAAH.
On the bright side Caa made me a KITTEH! For mah BIRTHDAY! YAAAAAYYYYYYEEEEEE! ]]> ~neonekogirl http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8457233/ http://neonekogirl.deviantart.com/journal/8457233/ Thu, 13 Apr 2006 15:44:00 PDT I'll edit this later to say how it went.
Okay. It was awesome! I gots a 25 dolla giftcsrd from pyro fer BandN, a pair of green converses from kaitlin (who made it after all, but missed the movie.. she wasn't bitchy! yay!) and mana, and a cool wind-chimey thing from artemis who prayed several times for a plane to crash into kaitlin, and I counterprayed her. I won! Cuz me and giraffe, we're cool like that.
And it was sunny and warm. And we watched ice age the meltdown. it was good, unlike most sequals!
and now it's snowing
just like when I was really born. go figure. and yet it's NOT my birthday, so yah.
UDSIOFJASDKFOISDAFISADLKFK MY DAD GOTS ME KHZ NO KH BUT HES GOING TO LOOK 4 IT ON EBAY AYAYAYAYAYAYA ]]> ~neonekogirl