deviantART: by:nervnerd

Nyan nyan, nyan nyan, ni hao nyan, goj

~nervnerd — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 19:35:33 PDT

so me being extremly bored off my ass, have done a couple of things i never would have though myself of being able to do.

first things first: i downloaded aim and actually hang out on it now. i know i was shocked by this as well.

second thing: i recently added texting to my cell phone. this should shock an amaze anyone who knows me. seriously i do not know why i added it, i just did.

third thing: i um am trying to date. this one is just kinda, well...i do not know. okay, just felt like it. god...

forth thing: Nyan nyan,ï»¿ nyan nyan, ni hao nyan, gojasu derisasu dekaruchaa~! i find this to be funny and cute as hell.

well anyway back to, well really nothing at all.

later.

for anyone that cares....

~nervnerd — Thu, 07 May 2009 20:39:18 PDT

i have started playing FFXI online again.
if you want my contact information, just let me know.
later,
scott.

I am Writing?

~nervnerd — Tue, 28 Apr 2009 23:52:02 PDT

So, I know I have not been around for a long while and have decided to be with teh writing and place an up date...what fun.

I recently moved out of my mother's home( about like oh something like maybe 9 months ago) and decided to live in with a couple of friends. let me be the first to say that was no good. remember kids when sonic says: never move in with your ego-centric and furry friends, its no good. you get up and walk away...do not even yell at them.
I though when i moved out it would be fairly easy and would make my life easier on me, but the thing was...it was not.
why did i move out of my mothers?
the reason was in part to at the time i wanted to have more freedom and remove drama from my life. i grew tired of dealing with my grandmother and the people in the surrounding areas. i thought that livign with two friends would be fun an i would get over my depression that i've had now longer then i normally have battled with it. this was not the case.

anyway, recently I moved back in with my mother, mostly because i just could not take living with my friends.
look, I love my friends and they are like brothers to me, but i can not live with them.
i do not want to ruin my friendships and would rather them be pissed then get over it...instead of constitly feeling bad.

anyway i'm going...
later,
Dwyne

i can plays pokemons? Sanks.

~nervnerd — Sun, 07 Sep 2008 04:47:15 PDT

um so i started playing the pokemon games again...

and i am having such a hard time figuring out how to connect the darn game to the inter webs its not funny...

arg!

oh well i guess i will figure that out later.

night, i start work in the morning and then head to the school after words...later.

nervnerd

why???

~nervnerd — Mon, 07 Jan 2008 19:59:53 PST

why doeth mine heart have to beat thine way toward so many?
why must my heart be torn between so many?
why must i be pained to love so many?
why must i love, those who hurt me?
why am i so weak that i can not help those i love?
why does sorrow lament me tonight?
why do i have to feel this pain?
why do i love?
why do i protect those who do not want it?
why can i not make those i love understand?
why, why , why , why ,why , why , why ,why ,why ,why ,why....
oh dery sorrows that plague me tonight, what haveth i done? to make you hate me so? oh painful melachonly that blights me now, what can i do to save those i love? oh tell me now spector of now, how can i make them see this light? that shield mine heart forever now in eternal cloaked darkness.
oh gallant stead of devils luck, give me the boon to grant the heart a chance to listen now. to eternal heart's contest. i wish it now, forever still even though it causes pain. wish it now and forever to let you know this hollowed pain.
to help you move on to the light, i wish it now even if i'm not the one for you. i give you my heart. if only you would simply listen, to what i say dear children, listen carefully and closely. to the words of love i speak, to the deepest part of my soul.
i cry alone so you may hear this painful hurting deep inside, just a little more and you shall feel my deepest tears upon your warm check.
these wings of love and wings of hate that spite doth give me rightly, i tell you now i'll never take flight, from you who i cherish most. if one must be hated so, then turn upon and gaze at thy foe, it shall be me your eternal foe...
i'll take it all, all your hate. if only it means that you shall live a life of gentle repose. a life filled with whole hearted happiness. and laughter and cheer.
give me this and i'll you smiles, smiles i'll give full of mine tender hopes. gentle now this lips of mine, gentle now these words of mine.
oh smile now my happy loves, i'll cheris thee now and love more.
i'll tell you all how i feel one day soon, just give me this time.
this time to bring it home.
this home i'll fill with love and hope. give my wings time to heal, until then i'll keep them all close.
please, just let me hold you close, even if just to my heart. to keep you warm, even if far from sight.

sorry i did not know where i should post this thing...forgive it and pay no thought to it...i just wanted it to be around to remind me of this moment forever and to engrave these thougths into my mind so that i could not ever forget them.

merry whatever

~nervnerd — Sun, 23 Dec 2007 21:23:56 PST

merry whatever....and have a happy new year.
see you all then.

blrggh...

~nervnerd — Mon, 26 Nov 2007 03:45:41 PST

well where to begin....

a couple of weeks ago i got back from my basic combat training and advanced indivual training in the army...i also was placed in my unit...the 55th medical...its not that bad...i guess...
been spending as much free time as i can get with my friends and family...honestly never realized how much i would miss them until i was without them...i know cliche but true...
also been busy spending that hard earned money on shit i probly should not have bought...but it happened anyway...i bought a ps3, wii, a labtop computer, an a ipod nano...plus i signed up for classes next semester at iupui...so that should be fun...lol

come to find out that some of the guys i used to hang out with are just not really my style anymore, mostly guys from plainfield that when i look back at them i go why the hell did i hang out with you? the main one is a guy named wookie...i know that he is a nice guy, but he is not going anywhere with his life and it is honestly depressing to see it...he can not make up his mind about anything at all...the others i can not even remember their names but i got conned into hanging out with this last sunday...and now i can not honestly see why i hanged( i think this is the right grammer...? ) out with them...a bunch of sadist ...they ended up pissing me off the whole night until i finally got feed up and left... now not everyone from plainfield i know is bad...there are some nice people, but this group is totally off the christmas list, but if they keep it up they might make the mothersday list....lol little army humor...erm anyway back to the main show...

found out that chris's wedding is the 14th of december...going to find out if my suit fits, might be in trouble because of the wieght i lost...i've been in a bind for clothes...actually looking forward to getting clothes this year for christmas...possibly going to be more gothic stuff, seeing as to how my family keeps thinking i'm goth...but then again i do not blame them, they really just do not know me that well...sometimes i'm goth and other times(mostly now... ) i'm just me...my own style...errr anyway...back to chris's wedding... i'm actually looking forward to that event...i want to be there for my main man, i mean i look at him like he's my younger brother...i wish nothing but happiness for him...i would be willing to stand his ground and help fight for what ever cause he wanted...he's just that cool

i also foound out that i'm still a chicken shit...yes i'm a chicken shit...i know alot of you would not be able to understand this but i just still have a problem with revealing my feelings i harbor for a young lady...i also know that no matter what i feel for this lady she's never going to return them...so i should just move on, but its hard...i can not make myself do something that is not in me to do...plus i do not have it in me to talk to this young lady about how i feel in person or in any other venue, so yeah...here i am a chicken shit bastard...heh oh well i guess that is the lot of man...longing for what one can never have...lol i don't know maybe i can move on or maybe i can grow a pair to talk to her...who knows only time can tell...i guess, whatever...

anyway i'm beginning to wonder if i should start playing in drews dnd game...from what i've heard i'm not missing much plus i sure i could find other peoples to play with...that might be more fun...maybe start a game with richard? possible...wonder how many peoples i could get?... anyway better decide by the end of the week if i'm going to play that game because it is this friday...well i'm off to got do the wonder that is moring pt...got to stay in shape, i worked hard for my new shape...body by army or so they say at ait and bct...i really need to get aways from the army thing its beginning to creep me out...

ps: i know that i've said this many times when i've updated in the past but this time i mean it i will post later this week some time with an update to me art and doodle things...so peace out.

Devious Journal Entry

~nervnerd — Thu, 27 Sep 2007 13:10:41 PDT

in a few more weeks i'll be coming home form basic combat training...and i got a lot of stuff that i need to post, so plz keep a watch out for it...i g2g.
later,
PVT NERVNERD.

I not dead...yet...

~nervnerd — Sun, 01 Apr 2007 08:05:26 PDT

just busy with getting lost on the road that is life....
school sux....

anyway in a couple of weeks i should have some new stuff up, so until then peace.

Christmas with the Family...

~nervnerd — Sun, 24 Dec 2006 10:55:57 PST

so yeah the past 2 days i have spent more time with my family then i would have liked. don't get me wrong i love my family dearly, but they are not the most...enlightened bunch on the planet.
let me explain, yesterday was my dad's father side of the family(his parents are divorced) they are...snobish...lorri, that's my step-grandmother, made calenders for the families. sadly she forgot my birthday, yes in fact my birth month was even sporting pictures of my uncle allen's family unit. guess how big of an impression i leave on the family...but at least i got 100 dollars out of it...

anyway today i had to spend time with my dad's mother side of the family, which is stressful because my grandmother is scatter brained and has me running all over the place doing stuff that needed done either last night or the previous day...and then i had to deal with the stress of having like 40 people in my house and lots of tension...two of my families(my aunt amy and uncle allen are at war with each other) so that was loads of fun.
plus i had to deal with my nephew jake, hyper as hell because he got a ps2 and wanted to hook it up to play it, but the only tv in the house that can handle it right now was in the family room, which had 40 people in it...fun huh?

oh well, I like what my grandmother got me. she got me a flight jacket and is going to sew a mane of white fur on the collar for me! she's going to help make squall's jacket for me, the best christmas present ev'ah!

well i better go i've got to get some sleep, I've not slept well for the past few days...

see yah and merry what-ever Holiday you practice,
scott

so yeah, I'm 3ViL...

~nervnerd — Sat, 25 Nov 2006 07:12:29 PST

so yeah, last night was d&d and I managed to kill the party like 5 times...in one session. I feel really bad, I mean, I did not mean to kill them but it kinda happened. 5 times. so yeah i need to keep from being bored.

in other news I kept my promise to my friend Kyo. I finally stopped being a chicken shit and asked out my friend, yami. So right now I'm pretty...happy. So yeah, I'm glad I finally did ask her out.

anyway, it looks like I'm going to get to play a tiger-boy in the next game ran by todd, our crack-tasic dm that gives me a break every now and then. I'm going to be Rei!!! won't this be fun.

anyway I'm off, see yah:
scott

P.S: is it me or pokemon getting more and more preverted.

holiday after math and art updates.

~nervnerd — Fri, 24 Nov 2006 08:18:29 PST

first off, i've been busy with the class and other things that i could not easily get to a working scanner and i am sorry. so i plan by next weekend to have up some of the crap i've been doing lately.

so boo yah! *please forgive the cyborg impersonation*

in other news yesturday, i spent my holidays over at my aunt krissy's place. my aunt krissy is fun and is my favorite family memeber(next to me mother).
the reason? because she does not judge me or anyone else like the rest of the family, plus she lets me use her computer with out me having to beg for it. so yeah.

also during this last week some how i managed to injure my right wrist. it hurts like hell. so i got it wrapped up right now.

oh well i better get back to cleaning, or i'll never be ready for d&d tonight...

see yah later,
scott

FINAL FANTASY XII!!!!

~nervnerd — Sat, 04 Nov 2006 09:27:23 PST

I have Final Fantasy XII and I like, no LOVe it. it is amazing....not going to ruin anything about for anyone but it is the best final fantasy to date...i hope it keeps going good and does not turn into some ugly pathic excuse of a video game...well I'm off to do the dishes and then go back to playing ffXII...see yah.

fridays

~nervnerd — Wed, 25 Oct 2006 12:01:38 PDT

the most of scared of days...this is a truth that we all shall hold. a day that none fear, but instead long for...a day of joy, though very fleeting.
i hope for this day and wish that i can make you all laugh if just for a minute. your smiling faces bring me much joy. please do not cry, for it will bring only pain.
...see you later,
scott

Xenogears 3: Also Sprach Zarathustra

~nervnerd — Tue, 17 Oct 2006 11:43:59 PDT

i have recently played this game, actually beaten it this morning, and i find that it is a good game. even thought it is short i have to admit that i was impressed with the characters near the end, so much so i'll have to admit that i cried.

i guess i'm just a sap.

Tagged....

~nervnerd — Wed, 11 Oct 2006 13:07:50 PDT

is the one who tagged me this time, you know if it wheren't for the fact that i liked her....nah just kidding, anyway lets get this show on the road:

1. I'm afraid of being alone.

2.i see things that other people do not and sometimes it is creepy.

3. i live in the room where my grandfather died 1 1/2 year ago.

4.i've changed my major in college and now i'm going to be a therapist.(explian why most people that need mental help become mental doctors)

5.oh,i'm additited to ragnarok online right now...

well i guess i now tag:
Papersoul, pockypanda, yukimora, kohaku-bakura,Fytekyo
that is all...

c yah,
scott

Hello...

~nervnerd — Fri, 06 Oct 2006 01:53:32 PDT

out of curiosty does anyone here hang out on gaia online?

I'VE BEEN NERFED!!!

~nervnerd — Thu, 05 Oct 2006 20:17:09 PDT

so yeah i just recently joined this dungueon and dragons group at my college thanks to the meddling of a certain unnamed meddling kid, I CURSE YOU ANGUISMAN!!!!!
but the character i wanted to play for this game was deemed to powerful for the other pcs to deal with in the group...what i only had a 20 strength scor, with 20 dex...not that powerful

well so now i'm playing this paladin and hopefully i will get to play the character out how i want to play him...if not i can always rebuild him if he dies...

....boredom...

~nervnerd — Wed, 27 Sep 2006 06:42:18 PDT

stolen from Anguisman...out of shear boredom...

this one is from =AtomicStoney

TRY THIS QUIZ

1.YOUR PORN STAR NAME
(name of first pet + street you live on):
Peter Catersburg

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME
(grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack)
Micheal Ramen

3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME
(first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant)
Deviant Pekin

4. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME
(silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):
Bubba Southside

5. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME
(first initial + first three letters of your last name)
D-Bar

6. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(favorite animal + name of high school):
Tiger Plainfield High

7. YOUR BARFLY NAME
(last snack food you ate + your favorite drink)
Chex Mountain Dew

8. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME
(middle name + city where you were born):
Scott MFEMFEMF

9. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME
(favorite candy + favorite musician's last name):
Gadiva Chopan

10. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME
(name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use):
Erin Verizon

11. YOUR STAR WARS NAME
(first 3 letters of your last name + last 3 letters of mother's maiden name)
Barsch

hmmm....some of these are funny...

...whatever you take it as...

~nervnerd — Thu, 14 Sep 2006 08:50:31 PDT

Current Location: plainfield (yes i walked there)
Current Mood: why?
Current Music: Mid-Night Carnevil...yes that's who its spelled
so yeah, right now i'm depressed(well what else is new). the reason i'm depressed is because i have no meaning right now to my life. i'm searching for a meaning to the chaos that is me, but sadly i'm not finding any. my whole life i've never known what i want or need out of life, the exception is i know i want to be a father one day. i feel like everything i try to do is doomed to fail or i'm to frightened to act upon what i want to do(name starting something with a woman i like, but right now that is probly for the best seeing as she is having problems with her schooling) but i do not know what i need to be. my whole life i've been told what role i'm to play and now i just feel like i have no role for me to play any more, like i'm just wasting people's time and i'm just alien to them. right now i do not feel like i sync with my friends and i hate that, the reason is i want to be closer to my friends but i just do not feel like i am able to. every now and then i hit these dark moments of thought and feeling, ussally when i have nothing to do or i have nothing to focus my heart toward(even though i'm in love, i have no outlet for my passion) and some times they past fast, but recently i've been stuck like this for the past 2 months. i'm at my wits end here, i wish i could just stop this depression.

oh well i'm hungery i think i'm going to go eat something...
c yah round the block,
scott

ps: i do have stuff to post if i ever find the time to do so...

bad start for the week...

~nervnerd — Mon, 21 Aug 2006 22:31:25 PDT

well as i speak to you i have done a terrible thing this past day, i got in a fight with my grandmother.

yes, i have gotten into a yelling match with my grandmother. i am not proud of this, because of it I am staying over at a friend's house. the reason i am staying away from my house is to give my grandmother time to calm down and me time to breathe, since the end of gencon my grandmother has been riding my ass for stuff that i could not have done, since i was at gencon, namely ruining the cable box. i was not even home during that whole time, but yesterday i got in a yelling match with her over the fact that cleaned my room. yes the thing most people get yelled at to DO, i got yelled at because i did do it. the reason is my room is not actually a room ment for people to sleep in it is a former family room, but my grandmother said i could move the stuff she had been stacking in there into a storage room so i could have friends over and have some place to exist. well anyway one thing lead to another and then we had upset my mother. this lead even further to me becoming enraged and i yelled something i should not have said, but i hate seeing my mother cry(i saw it all the time while the bastard of a father i had was married to her) and the before anything else could happen i bite my hand and walked off. anyway after sometime things have kinda cooled off, but this has become a weekly thing(and from what i understand is a daily thing at my aunt amy's place) but because no one else is home i take most of the hits...now i hate yelling at anyone, but i think she honestly needs it more often. my reasoning you may ask? because she went off her meds.

oh well anyway things calmed down before i left, but i'm still going to stay away for a couple of days in order to help with the cooling down process.

what do you think?

UPDATES!!!!

~nervnerd — Thu, 03 Aug 2006 02:38:54 PDT

well just so you know i have not forgotten you, i'm almost done with redoing your commission. my friend told me i've done better so i'm redoing it.

next i'm still doing kiriban at 1500 hits so keep looking out for it, it is coming fast.
also this next week i will be busy at Gen-Con Indy so do not expect to hear from me. sorry.

plus my ragnarok online character is now lv 60!!!! plus add to that he's a Crusader!
i'm totally loving this game, plus its free!!! thats right the sever i play on is fricken free!!! I need to remember to thank (secretly advertising for her)

anyway i should go it is getting early and i should sleep, if not for a while.

see ya all around,

Nerv-Nerd:
The Random Ninja

the commissions are open...

~nervnerd — Tue, 18 Jul 2006 14:19:09 PDT

well first off let me start by saying it is almost here, the time for kiriban at 1500 hits....

secondly i'm opening the commission work for the first time, eva! so boo yeah!
if you want a requested commission just note me with the details, also remember that i resevere the right to deny commissions based on the fact that i have to many or it is just beyond me skills...
well anyway i got to go.

c ya,
nerv-nerd

My New Addittion...

~nervnerd — Mon, 10 Jul 2006 23:10:30 PDT

Current Place: my Room...getting better
Music: listening to Land Of Twilight
Mood: At Peice

So yeah i've been playing this crack-tastic! mmorpg lately called City of Heros....its the way I envisioned the World, you know from .Hack. Will I've been playing an I'm a lvl 13 Scrapper(like a Blademaster... ) who has the power to self heal himself and power up party members(god i love those static buffs). its really fun, although sometimes the other pcs get annoyed with me because i actually role play my character...i've built him to be a knight paladin of the angel Gabriel...so yeah its still fun.

anyway on the home front thing i've been home for about 2 days, and its sligthy less stressful, plus add to that i've felt calmer this morning then i have in a long time...i think alot of that has to do with me telling my mother that i just do not feel like i belong here in this house, plus last night i did not have hte nightmares i've been having in the past few weeks. instead i felt like something kind and gentle was watching me all night, it was different but at the same time and after i woke up it felt better...i do not know...

anyway i got to go, so see yah:
nerv-nerd

a constant nightmare...

~nervnerd — Sun, 02 Jul 2006 23:01:12 PDT

Current Location: my room...
Current Mood: ...
Current Music: listening to record of lodoss soundtrack

...Warning for those that are frightened easily plz disreguard...
this might mean you yami0204...

so last night i was sleeping and i had this dream, that me and my friends where hanging out at my place, when in the middle of us talking in my kitchen i start feeling my chest get heavy, like someone is pushing a great amount of force on it, the next minute i look over to my friends and i see my dead grandfather sitting at the table...but the thing is it does not feel like him, it looks exactly like him(save the fact that his skin is pulled tight around his face and arms) but he then starts saying that we need to talk, i say fine.
the man starts off by asking what it is i want?
i ask in return what it matters to him?
he says that he wants to know?
so i tell him i wish to know why i am being followed by this kinda stuff where ever i go.
he then states that i am of the darkness, this is my lot in life. to always be bathed in the pain and suffering of other's souls.
i ask why is it i must be bathed in darkness, why can i not be of the light?
he then proceeds to tell me that the reason i am of the darkness is because i choose to be.
i then ask him why he thinks that is?
he thens says that i am of the darkness because i do not know what it means to be otherwise, i have walked the path since before i was born...it is because i do not know how to feel. so i am to see the sorrow of the darkness and then maybe i can feel.
i ask how i can lose this feeling.
he says it is my curse to feel this way, i can never be free of it.
i ask who he is.
i am the fear you feel, i am the darkness that you hate. in short i am the fear of the night that is you.
i ask then why are you in the form of my dead grandfather, if you are really my fear, shouldn't you be my father or me?
he then just stands there.
i yell what i previously asked.
he then says i am what i am, the fear you hold is what makes me me, therefore you must at some level fear your own grandfather.
i then think, and i remember that there was this one time my grandfather attacked, it was like he was a mad man for that second he attacked me. then i remember that my grandfather looked like a monster to me in that moment, that is why this man if he spoke truthfully, looked this way.
bt why did he not feel like me or my grandfather? so i proceed to ask him.
why do you not feel like my grandfather? why do you feel like the darkness that surrounds this house?
he responds with: i am the darkness that you fear. there for i am not your grandfather, but the fear that of him. so it is what form i take.
i ask why my friends can feel the darkness?
he says i appear to those that are important to you. i show them their fears, hate, the pain and suffering around them.
i ask but if this is my punishment then why punish them?
i punish them because they are here with you. there fore your punishment is their punishment.
i asked again if there is a way for me to lose the darkness?
he says that it is my punishment and i can not lose the darkness, only accept it.
i ask him if there is a way for me to accept it and maybe walk in the path of light?
he stands there, then i black out. the next thing i see is my friends standing there still talking like nothing happened...
i was creeped out. i asked if anyone saw the man and they all said no...the next thing i see is a shadow standing in the hallway to my room, i run to it and then i see a man with no skin on his face with the jaw of insect and ram horns growing out of the side of his head. he is clad in black robes and holds a scyth lookiing sword in his hand.
he says the time is coming. the time of darkness is near.
that is all he says, then i wake up in a sweat.

i am totally scared of this place, but i can do nothing about it...i am surious about this i am scared for once in my life...
when i am awake i find it hard to breathe and when i am a sleep or not listening to something(like music) i here voices and other noises...even as i type this recanting of my dreams i am crying tears in fear...and finding it hard to breathe...that is why i have been letting you kidnap me ben...i am scared...for real...

i better go and do something before i start spazzing out...got to keep my mind busy...

and the winner is....

~nervnerd — Tue, 27 Jun 2006 22:32:07 PDT

the winner for my contest is:
STRAYFLAME!!!!!!

she wins a peice of her choosing for me to draw for her!!!!

remember folks i am doing kiriban at 1500 hits first one who sends me proof of it in the notes will get another freebie....
well i gots to go...

c ya,
nerv-nerd...

....

~nervnerd — Sun, 25 Jun 2006 12:19:23 PDT

Current Location: land of twilight
Current Mood: tra-la-la-la-la-la-la
Current Music: *NEW!* Dir-En-Grey CD!!!!

well yesterday was me birthday...so as of now i am 21..does not feel any different then i felt thursday or friday...
but i did have fun running around with my friends and doing crazy stuff...

i also love them for what they got me and i must find a way to return the kindness...

anyway i better go before i am caught hijacking my aunts computer...

c ya,
nerv-nerd

quick up-date...

~nervnerd — Wed, 21 Jun 2006 21:15:49 PDT

well sorry i am to busy to talk...really hard to find the time to up date my things right now...since i am no where near the internet and/or a scanner...right now i am using my aunt marti's computer(she is at work and will never know) i have to make this quick...

so yeah my birthday is this saturday and i will be turing 21...god i hate that...my family keeps acting like its an important thing...just like my 16th and 18th birthdays...oh well.

anyway i will try to check my messages and your pages when i can find the time to do so...maybe tomorrow or friday...i might be able to talk someone into taking me into town or at least do something about this...

anyway...again i will see you guys around...miss you...
bye-bye
nerv-nerd

boredom...it rules me right now...

~nervnerd — Tue, 13 Jun 2006 08:13:18 PDT

Current Location: a land lost between dawn and night...
Current Mood: quite bored...
Current Music: Soundtrack to ghost in the shell: 2nd gig
well here i am...it has been a while since my ablitiy to look at my postings and reply to you guys...it turns out we have the internet at my new home, two of the computers do not work and the only one that does work, my uncle's, wants me to pay to use it...i would pay to use his high speed cable boardband connnection...but i have no moey to me name...so today i was able to get back into town for a few minutes to use the computer and play a little dance dance revoltion while watching my cousion...man am i bored...i have nothing to do in the country but work out and play video games all day...i wish i had taken summer school sign ups after all...oh well my fault...

oh, i have been playing kingdom hearts 2 on the big screen in my new home and it rocks out loud!!!!

well dnd will be at the land of ben's...
i got to go, oh and my contest i will try my best to judge it when i can see ya around folks...

nerv-nerd

update...

~nervnerd — Mon, 29 May 2006 18:16:47 PDT

Current Location: somewhere...maybe...
Current Mood: ...
Current Music: Yuutsu Na Seven Days...

contest end is almost near and kiriban is at 1500 remember...
[link] the link to the journal talking about the contest

well i am online for what might be my last time for a couple of days...i will be busy moving for the next three or four days...god i will be so happy when we are done with this crap...but by the same token i will be dreading it...i mean i love my grams and all but her house has never really been my favorite place on this planet...it feels... off...anyway i keep telling myself that it is for the best though...plus it will calm my mother down when we are done with this...it gives her one less thing to stress over...

anyway it was pretty boring this holiday...well i better go...

c ya soon,
nerv-nerd

oh are we having dnd at yami's, ben's or my place this week?

oh and if you know what anime the song i am listening to is from...go have a cookie...

moving...

~nervnerd — Wed, 24 May 2006 15:30:56 PDT

Current Location: land of sound
Current Mood: i just do not care
Current Music: passions

as most of you people know i will be moving soon.
but this is not a sad thing, i will be moving into my grandmothers to help her out and get out of the hell hole i currently live in....yes i use hell hole because this house is not up to building standards and is over priced....

anyway, i have been busy lately with trying to get my drivers lic...that is why i have been having problems with posting any info or responding to my mail.

well i got to go...c ya,
nerv-nerd

contest...it is almost over...

~nervnerd — Fri, 19 May 2006 10:49:12 PDT

well i am almost done with my contest and so far i have only had one entry submitted... but oh well just a refresher...

you most draw one of my characters, i do not care as to how you do this, but it must have atleast one of my characters in it...also you can modify clothing as long as it keeps the general theme of the character...you can also put in your own characters if you wish...

the deadline i am going to increase the due date to june 20th...i am being very fair with this....
the winning picture will be judged by me and you will win a free picture...

contest entrees:

[link]
and if no one else enters she wins by defunk...

ITS TOTAL FUCKING CRACK!!!!

~nervnerd — Tue, 09 May 2006 13:02:14 PDT

I have been introduced to the amazing crack that is Oran High Host Club...and it was GOOd....i totally laughed me socks off...
plus i could see one of the characters resembling one of my friends...in looks and by personality...it was great....

anyway as of this friday we will be re-starting dnd nights...so boo-yah! foos...

...its fun...

~nervnerd — Wed, 03 May 2006 12:50:15 PDT

click here to use an online doll generator....its totally fun...
[link]
well i am off to do things....
by the way here is a random doll i made...

anyway...

~nervnerd — Tue, 02 May 2006 10:02:29 PDT

while i am online...susposed to be studing for my finals....
i decided to say i am starting an art trade with ryu-lover....also i am starting a contest piece as of saturday...
but man i am bored studing for this stupid math test...the writing test i am fine with...and i am fine with my intro to art test...yes they are actually testing me in that class...about why i should use these rules and why i should not break them, even though my teacher tells me to break them all the time...i wish the world would make up its mind...
anyway i am going back to lurking....
c ya...
nerv-nerd: the Random Ninja...

again and again...i get tagged...

~nervnerd — Mon, 01 May 2006 12:57:11 PDT

mood: why me?
listening to: Fithcos Lusec Vinosec
watching: my monitor...
reading: some thing...

this time i was tagged by Ryu-Lover(oh why most i be tagged)
anyway lets get this part started...

Rules:
The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about your self" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly.
In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names.
Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.

1. I am about 6 feet and 8 inches tall...when i stand up straight...

2. I believe in manly love, but i am not gay...

3.I am a suffer of claustrophobia...

4. I prefer to see people smiling...instead of being sad...

5. I love a friend...but am not sure how she feels about me...

6. some times i think about wearing bright flashy colors one day, just to creep out my friends...then i remember i do not have any such cloths...

anyway i guess i got to tag six people...
Darkfallen, Yami0204, Pheonixefreet, 1tonhammer,FallenAngelGurl, koji123...
well i am off to do things...

again i have been tagged...

~nervnerd — Mon, 01 May 2006 12:33:57 PDT

i was tagged this time by...Jas-Insane...
well lets get this party started...
1) What is your real full name?
i have no fear...DaWayne Scott Barker....

2) When is your birthday?
June 24th 1985...

3) How old are you?
20, but in June i turn 21...

4)Where do you live?
as one of my friends would put it...Corn County, USA...or Indiana...

5) What nationality are you?
american...

6) Where do you want to live?
i would prefer to live anywhere, but here...

7) Do you like to dance?
yes and no...i like slow dances and then i like techno dancing...

8) Do you have any brothers and/or sisters?
sadly i have a younger sister...

9) Are they are older or younger than you?
younger

10) Are you single?
Yep

11) Are you enjoying this quiz?
meh...

12) What do you think about the person who posted it before you?
kinda funny...

13) Hamburger or HotDog?
Hamburger

14) Ketchup or Mayonnaise?
ketchup

15) What's your favorite food?
...none really, but i do like pasta alot...

16) What's the first thing you have ever ate before in your whole life?
...baby food...but the first thing i remember eating was cabbage...and i hate cabbage...yuck...

17) What would you like to eat?
i honestly like to eat most any foods...i will try any type of food atleast once...

18) What do you like to do the most?
...hang out with my friends...

19) What do you not like to do the most?
...hang out in overly cramped and confined places...

20) Do you like school?
yes i like school, maybe not the staff or some of the students, but still i like school...

21) What do you do if your friend gets a cramp in the water and drowns?
dive in and try to save them...duh

22) What's your favorite pet?
cats and maybe smaller dogs...

23) What's your favorite wild animal?
large jungle cats...and raptors

24) Do you like birds?
i like most animals...

25) Do you have a sickness that we don't know?
i suffer from clinical depression, ashma, and several other mental defects...oh and right now i think my sinuses are acting up....

26) When did you last step out of your house, and what were you doing?
at 2:35 to go to the library...and use the internet...i'm so fricken poor T_T

27) Who is the only best friend you like among the most of them if you really had to choose?
i do not think i could choose between my friends...they mean the world to me...

28) Have you ever changed schools before?
yes lots of times...

29) Are you an innie or an outtie?
Innie

30) What do you want to do when you're older?
An Artist or a Computer Programmer Admen...

31) What are you mother language(s)?
English,French, & German

32) Which languages can you speak the best?
English and German

33) Do you want to have kids later on in life (if you haven't already)?
I would like to, but I do not know if I want them now...

34) I wonder, if your first child is a boy, what would be his name?
I would like to name him Link or Seigmund

35) Same question, but if it was a girl instead?
maybe Zelda or Erin...

36) Have you ever done drugs or smoked a cigarette?
Nope.

i guess i have to tag some others...
Yami0204 Strayflame and of course(although he never does it) Darkfallen...
c ya around...

i exist else-where

~nervnerd — Wed, 26 Apr 2006 16:51:24 PDT

Current Location: Konohagakure
Current Mood: meh...
Current Music: passions
i am here at gaia online
my name is: scott_ninja...

NEWS!!!!

~nervnerd — Tue, 25 Apr 2006 12:02:01 PDT

today i have picked up the movie known to all as FINAL FANTASY VII: Advent Children....AND IT IS FRICKEN GACKT-SOMENESS!!!!
away the first person to get proof that they where my 1'500 page veiwer i will do a kiriban for them...with in reason...thats right i am now doing kiriban art! even though i royaly sux i am still going to do it for you guys who want it...

anyway i better go i got things i got to do...

c ya,
nerv-nerd

in lighter news...

~nervnerd — Wed, 19 Apr 2006 07:45:52 PDT

My japanese name is ç¿æ¸¡ Saruwatari (monkey on a crossing bridge) èª Makoto (sincerity).
Take your real japanese name generator! today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.

I AM ON THE WAR PATH!!!

~nervnerd — Sat, 15 Apr 2006 12:01:06 PDT

location: The Nine Layers of Baator...(hell for those who did not know)
Current Mood: I AM ON THE WAR PATH
Current Music: Passion...

Like my title says i am on the fucking war path right now over events that happened last night...and no it has nothing to do with a game....

Last night the crummy state of Indiana had a sever weather warning and also had a tornado touch down in my area of the little state...the reason i know this is because my mother called and told me she was in the middle of the fucking thing...after that i had to put the game on hold until i knew my mother was okay...well my friend Ben's parental Units where totally asses....dude no offense but i do not want to have dnd at your place anytime soon...MY MOTHER WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF A FUCKING TORNADO!!! plus add to that later when we where able to actually see and watch a tv we found out that tornado activity was beginning to form around our other friends Erin and Todd's house, i began to worry about their mom and the love able pup yappi...and then ben's mom and brother proceeded to tell us how to feel about this whole thing!!!! GOD DAMN IT ALL TO PUSS SPEWING HELL!!! NO ONE TELLS ME NOT TO WORRY ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO ARE IMPORTANT IN MY FUCKING LIFE! these are the people i love and care about...yes animals count because i was worried about my two cats: Squeakers(15) and Little Fucker(1)....plus earlier in the evening they(being ben's parents) yelled at erin for setting a wet jacket on the couch(which by the way is made of leather which last i checked repelled water) instead of asking if they where okay...they had to go out into a hail storm in order to recover their cell phone to call their mother...GOD DAMN IT! IT IS JUST A STUPID LEATHER COUCH, I MEAN ARE YOU IN A POSITION TO REPLACE MY MOTHER OR THEIR MOTHER IF THEY DIE?
*regains his composer*
i am sorry for this rant plz disregard if you do not care...i am sorry for the way i expressed my feelings in this journal entry...i will try in the future to better control my self...but i will not be told how to feel about the people i love...
*storms off in a seething cloud of haterd and anger and proceeds to kick many a demon and devil's ass*

...shadona

~nervnerd — Wed, 12 Apr 2006 10:32:01 PDT

location: Over the Rainbow....
Current Mood: FEAR MY SKITTLES
Current Music: Passion: Kingdom Hearts 2
well today i am happy for me mother, she will be going out on a date with a man that i have yet to meet...but i am happy for her because i know she has very few friends and she spends almost all of her time at work and that is not healthy for anyone(can lead to mental breakdowns plus it can lead to depression) so i am happy for her, so happy i spent all evening last night cleaning for(from 10pm to 12:55) so she would have a nice house for her date to see...

anyway dnd is supposed to be at lmliff's and Yami0204s this week...which is odd i thought it would be a bens but then again...meh i go where i'm told to...

also i am in the process of working on something for Deviantart...
well i guess i should get back to my class work...
C J0,
Nerv-Nerd...

Again I have been Tagged...

~nervnerd — Tue, 11 Apr 2006 10:09:36 PDT

to Anguisman i owe thanks for this honor....
anyway i shall now tell thee as many truths as possible...

1.I am planing on sleep out front of my local game store the day before Advent children is going to be released....
2.i live to annoy...i can not explain why but i just do...
3.i love techno music, classical music, Rock(all forms),and J-pop&Rock...
4.i honestly do not care for the japanesse language or french language...but i still like the cultures....
5.at the age of 10 i told my father to fuck off...ever since it has been a hate hate relationship with him...
6.my favorite anime of all time is evangelion...but i do not think i will like the live action movie....
7.i read and own more shojo then most girls i know...and prefer shojo to most shonen....
8.i am totally afraid of this one chick in my art class, because she stalks me on campus....its kinda creepy...*shudders*
9.i hate Full Metal Alchemist, but i know more about it then most other people i know who love it...
10.i am always depressed, but i can not stand to see any of my friends or family depressed....kinda odd huh....
11.i love to write, all though i think it all sucks..
12.i love to play Yu-Gi-Oh, but am starting to hate the show...
13.i am passive, but love to fight strong people...
14.i love the Emo, Gothic, Punk, and Freak clothes but am not one...
15.i can not think of anything else...

anyway now that i haveth finished this thing i guess i have to tag three plp...so be it: I TAG Yukimora, KageEX, DarkFallen...
well i shall see you around...
Nerv-Nerd: The Random Ninja

Friday the day of fun...

~nervnerd — Sun, 02 Apr 2006 13:13:43 PDT

well in case any of you did not know, me(being nervnerd), Anguisman, and onetonhammer acquired for yami0204 Kingdom Hearts2...which was nice to see her response to it...i mean when she posted about not being able to get the game for awhile(saving up to buy it behind her parents back) then i told her that i would get it for her(in a very hard to figure out special code<.< i guess) then to see her posts about not ruining the game for her because she assumes i have the game for myself when in fact we got the game for her as a late birthday present...priceless...its like a bad mastercard advertisement...

anyway during D&D Anguisman set a new record friday(while for him at least) he managed to kill two of his own characters in under two hours(thats two complete rolled up character sheets in under two hours...) man this week's session was a hoot...i also managed to piss the dm off...which is what most of you know is what i live for...can not explain why, but i seem to do it very well...anyway the way i did this was i kept dodging a fight that he wanted me to be in, but me being me and i always try an avoid them whenever possible(note: i am passive but will fight when needed) the ways i did this was teleporting from town to town(because i am a high lvl wizard) frightening them to run away from me(this was totally funny seeing as they are higher lv then me) and flying out of my room's window and heading for a place for an important meeting(protected place from intruders) man was it fun...i hope we do get to fight them sooner or later(even though i am passive guy) the reason i have for this is this will show me that the dm is improving his skills and is becoming a great DM...
anyway i best be going because i have to check in on some things...
C ya,
Nerv-Nerd....

my alignment...

~nervnerd — Sun, 26 Mar 2006 15:44:36 PST

Your Characters Alignment

Based on your answers to the quiz, your characters most likely alignment is Neutral Good.

Neutral Good

A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. The common phrase for neutral good is "true good." Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias toward or against order.

--excerpted from the Players Handbook, Chapter 6
wow who knew...

i live...i think

~nervnerd — Mon, 20 Mar 2006 08:50:27 PST

so yeah today was classes again, and i totally loved going back to them today...

i know alot of you might be thinking, what the hell! are you high?
well i just am glad to not be bored off of me ass right now(although i have my homework done for the next week and a half)...plus i can not wait for friday, i totally missed my two friends that where out of country these past two fridays...
(crying twin rivers of joy...with ninja mask still on) i am just so happy they are back...and safely at that(happy dance of doom)

anyway i have some stuff i need to post over the next few days,so expect to see some things, also i guess i should post that art trade...well anyway i shall see you guys later...
nerv-nerd

oh and HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY YAMI0204 AND TO HER BROTHER LMLIFF!!!!

return of bored off my ass!!!

~nervnerd — Tue, 07 Mar 2006 16:16:50 PST

i am so fusking bored...i have nothing to do for like the next two weeks and i am getting bored really fast...i also am getting tired of dealling with people in this fsking town, they are driving me insane. oh well nothing i can really do about that i guess...
i just need to find another hobby, because i am not having problems completing my home work during class...damn short ass easy work...oh well i guess i should consider it a blessing...although most would, i hate easy work...

anyway i guess i should go and maybe draw something...who knows it might be good...
anyway c ya,
nervnerd

To those here who play DnD with me

~nervnerd — Wed, 01 Mar 2006 10:26:11 PST

i have already come up with the next installment of my gaming universe...in other words i have made my new game settings already and when we are finished with todds world or he becomes bored with being the dm(which ever he decides) i will be using the world i have made myself.
it is set in a world in which its name means "lament of the gods" which the planet has three kingdoms (in the past they had more) which rule the majority of the world and they are the Kingdom of the Holy Dragoon of Heaven(ruled by the hero of my story in which this game is set), The Technological Power:Ixion(think victorian england), The Land of the Archmages: Arcania Paradisia.

the game will most likely start in the Kingdom of the Holy Dragoon of Heaven...because i think it would be fun...this is a low power game and i would like it if you pick and build your characters before we start this game so i can go ahead with it the first day...while here are the stats you need to know:

Class Restrictions: the following are banned Paladins,Barbarians and Druids
the following are restricted to one per-party Rouge
these restrictions apply to multiclassing...

Starting Lvl: you may start this game as a 3rd lvl character, you may not use templates during this campaign...unless gained by a class...

the following races are approved for this game: the Kolbold(todds/mm),Lizard folk, dragon-born, spellscale,any in phb.

starting stats: you begin play with the following stats 18,18,17,17,16,16you may invest this anyway you see fit...
your starting amount of gp is 1500g but there is a catch...you may only spend 1000 on a magic item at the start of your careers...so make it count...

well good luck and god speed, or as they say in this world: "Go with the grace of Lydon-Kou Denia"-Random Cleric

bored off of my ass...

~nervnerd — Tue, 28 Feb 2006 11:25:58 PST

like the title says i am bored to no end...oh well, anyway i am working on the next game we will be playing at dnd when i take over again...and it will be the return of Dyne and Loki the dragoon...
oh well i still can not wait for dnd this week, got to find out how i am going to activate this rune i have in my forehead...also i hope to meet my favorite character soon, dude!!!! i love magus....he rocks outloud!!!! anyway i better get back to preparing for my speech i have to give to alot of adults on anime and card games( i am the honorary spokes person for the libraries young adult programs head and adult programs head in plainfeild) so i shall see you guys lata...
nervnerd...

Devious Journal Entry

~nervnerd — Wed, 22 Feb 2006 11:10:54 PST

well i thought it would be fun and i started a window like yami0204 and i am surprised that she said i got her pretty close...i find it weird, but i started one [link]
and of the three whole people who where brave enough to take that test, yami0204 was the closest with out going over....flowed by i know her as onetonhammer you know her as alex_tenoth she was next closest...but then again they have had the advantage of they know me in really life, which ultimately rigs the test and those ruins the results of said test...but meh i still think its odd how i got really close to yami's results...i am not the most observant one in the class...oh well

also in regards to my dnd character, i am having problems figuring out a back story for him in a world where dragon-half-ish people normally do not exist...i might need help so i might be calling my dm later...

anyway i shall c yue around...maybe...
nervnerd...

i hated yesterday...

~nervnerd — Wed, 15 Feb 2006 10:19:18 PST

yes i am awer this is a day late and a dollar short, but I HATE VALENTINES DAY!!!(for those of you who did not know)...
the whole hype around love and anything else just makes me sick...no i am not the kind of guy who thinks that there is no such thing as love, to the dis-belief of others i am very romantic and do know of love...but the whole thing is i hate the hype and commericaling of this holiday...the strain it puts on people to go out and find someone to be with just for a day so they do not feel lonely...it really pisses me off...plus i had a girl call me and tell me she loves me...i really did not know what to say...i mean i do not like her and honestly i find her to be annoying...so i was thinking for about like what seemed like forever and finally i told her i do not like her in that way...i really honestly do not think she whould have done that if it had not been valentines day...i do not know do i seem heartless or bitter, or maybe i am missing the point of this fruitless holiday...but i do not feel that this is a holiday that should honestly be condoned anymore...it puts to much pressure on people to be something that they are not or not feeling to atleaset feel like they are not alone on this supposed day of romance...i feel like i am just ranting, so i should end this...
c y4 later:
nerv-nerd

nothing really...

~nervnerd — Tue, 14 Feb 2006 15:00:34 PST

just killing tyme until later...oh i have a link for others to look at, its:[link]
klick it and follow the directions and have fun with it...i got the idea after looking at a friends page...i thought it was fun and i am always interested in the way others preceive me...after all you are only the self that others preceive as the self that is your self or the self of others...to quote shinji ikari...
i am thinking that i am also going to post my latest works tomorrow when i have nothing better to do...well i best be going...
c y4 L474,
Nerv-Nerd

blowing things up...

~nervnerd — Mon, 13 Feb 2006 09:44:17 PST

so yeah i am bored right now i feel that i am about to fall a sleep... well it could be worst...anyway this weekend is the prelease for the shadow of infinty boaster set and i am so wanting to go, but i do not know if i will be able to for the fact i have no ride back from there or to there...argh!!!!i hate not being able to drive, not that it really matters i still do not have a car or automobil of any type...oh well
oh i am wondering where the hell are we going to have DnD this week? i am just wondering...
oh well i shall go before i drive you all insane...

anyone play...Yu-Gi-Oh?

~nervnerd — Thu, 09 Feb 2006 11:54:23 PST

as in part to the question i haveth asked well does anybody?

Drastic my Soul...

~nervnerd — Wed, 08 Feb 2006 10:07:56 PST

can anyone tell me way i like this song...

I want to myself away
The one that wears a mask of deceit
The shining moon and darkness
Are crossing in the SPIRAL SKY
The road is full of paths and decisions
I wonder if there's something at the end
Reinforce the precious strength
Struggle along the WINDING ROAD
There's an uncertain RELATION in the mirror
It's binded to the heart through time
Can you move? Or will you not move? Change loneliness into strength
DRASTIC MY SOUL
Guide this heart as it is
DRASTIC MY SELF Surpass desires
To become a new self
Things you believe in, things you love
Those are called beautiful things
By the people in the streets
Those who can't appreciate it laughs
Made to flow by events from the past
Many dreams full of despair
They can not fulfill anything
In the dream where you screamed SO DESIRE
DRASTIC MY SOUL Fly away
No one knows the place
DRASTIC MY SELF Far away
So that the light will shine
The strands of fate awakens and passes by
Things are starting to change and I know myself now
DRASTIC MY SOUL
Guide this heart as it is
DRASTIC MY SELF Surpass desires
To become a new self
OH DRASTIC MY SOUL I want be certain
About the meaning why I'm alive here
DRASTIC MYSELF Higher up
Piercing through the darkness
I believe in drastic my soul

can anyone tell me why i like this song...plz...i understand the lyrics and everything its just i am curious to hear your thoughts as to why i like...

where are you from...

~nervnerd — Tue, 07 Feb 2006 10:32:01 PST

What Planet Are You From?[link]

You Are From Neptune

You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability.

You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea.

Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion.

You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone.

If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.

i never knew...
click the link and find out where you come from....

so yah...

~nervnerd — Tue, 07 Feb 2006 10:20:21 PST

i feel like i am becoming the dm again in my group...which i do not have a problem helping my friend, it is after all his first time dming...i am trying to guide him in the right direction, but i think he is letting his feelings for us get in the way of him dming the party right...i do not mean to put him down, but i think he needs some critique on his dming skills...if anyone is reading this who is in my dnd group plz help me out by ointing out what you think his weak points are, and if you are reading this dm i do not do this to be mean, in order to help you. this is how you know you are a truely good dm, to take the comments of your pcs and other, and improve upon your short comings....

anyway we(me and my mother) might be moving soon...yeah we are not totally liking in that house with my sister, so my mother thought that if we move into a 2 bedrooom place...your seeing where this is going right?...i am hoping we do move(even though i finally got my room setup the way i wanted) just to see kt go crazy when mother will not let her move in...

ninja spam tastes good with ham....

~nervnerd — Thu, 02 Feb 2006 06:19:37 PST

500 HITS...yeah!!!

~nervnerd — Tue, 31 Jan 2006 09:51:03 PST

i know this is a pretty low number for most of you guys out there, but i am happy!!! i have 500 hits kiriban and i have no idea how that works
if anyone has info plz tell me!!!!

it has begun...

~nervnerd — Wed, 25 Jan 2006 10:15:28 PST

i shall now begin the contest...
the rules are simple:
1. you must draw one (atleast one) of my characters. they are here: [link]

2.you may not show sex in it. although you can implie something like it but there may be no intercourse. also i do not care if you show bloo, guts, curses/fowl words. i do not consider this mature content...

3. i do not care if you alter outfits of characters, but you must keep the over all character attitude.

4.i do not care if you add your own characters, but remember no sex...i also would like it if you matched characters based on personality.

other wise i do not care on what you post. you have until may 2nd. remember i resever the right to close the contest early or extend the contest, if you have questions regarding content just pm me. i welcome all who enter, so tell your friends.
nervnerd

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Nyan nyan,﻿ nyan nyan, ni hao nyan, goj

for anyone that cares....

I am Writing?

i can plays pokemons? Sanks.

why???

merry whatever

blrggh...

Devious Journal Entry

I not dead...yet...

Christmas with the Family...

so yeah, I'm 3ViL...

holiday after math and art updates.

FINAL FANTASY XII!!!!

fridays

Xenogears 3: Also Sprach Zarathustra

Tagged....

Hello...

I'VE BEEN NERFED!!!

....boredom...

...whatever you take it as...

bad start for the week...

UPDATES!!!!

the commissions are open...

My New Addittion...

a constant nightmare...

and the winner is....

....

quick up-date...

boredom...it rules me right now...

update...

moving...

contest...it is almost over...

ITS TOTAL FUCKING CRACK!!!!

...its fun...

anyway...

again and again...i get tagged...

again i have been tagged...

i exist else-where

NEWS!!!!

in lighter news...

I AM ON THE WAR PATH!!!

...shadona

Again I have been Tagged...

Friday the day of fun...

my alignment...

i live...i think

return of bored off my ass!!!

To those here who play DnD with me

bored off of my ass...

Devious Journal Entry

i hated yesterday...

nothing really...

blowing things up...

anyone play...Yu-Gi-Oh?

Drastic my Soul...

where are you from...

so yah...

ninja spam tastes good with ham....

500 HITS...yeah!!!

it has begun...

Nyan nyan, nyan nyan, ni hao nyan, goj