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]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/25130728/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/25130728/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 18:17:29 PDT My open house was good, a lot of my friends and family showed up, which was really nice. What was even more nice was the fact that they all along! Like OMG!
I've recently discovered that I have a belief for God, and I am going to eventually go to a church. This sounds weird, especially to my friends who thought I would never go this route, like Kitt, but, something happened to me a few weeks ago, (I am not crazy), and I had this strong pull of faith, and acceptance of God. Truth be told that was one of the best feelings I have ever had! So, Ive just went with it, and well, I have been doing fairly good!
Don't worry, I won't preach, lol, I just wanted to share my bit of news of faith.
I started my CNA classes today, it was extremley long, but, I know it's gonna be worth it! Even if I'm gonna faint from studying so much XD!! Well, hopefully with taking this class I can get out of fast food (McDonalds) soon. I think 4 and a half years of BK and MickeyD's is more than good enough for me!

]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/24985528/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/24985528/ Wed, 27 May 2009 18:35:05 PDT Graduation is only two days away, then will be my parteh!! WHOO!!! This years gone be so fast!! XDj
Me and Derek went and fed the fishies that were at Paris park, it was it's opening day! They were so cute!! XD

]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/24572608/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/24572608/ Sun, 03 May 2009 18:58:15 PDT Other than that life has been great, can't complain. My little baby sister is freaking adorable, I can't believe she's already gonna be one in two weeks! It doesn't feel like that long. I kinda feel bad for my parents, I mean, I didn't realize we grew up so fast to them, to us, being kids, it feels like eternity, but wow, it's another thing watching it happen, even if it's not your own kid.

]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/22170666/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/22170666/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 15:54:41 PST Well, I'm on break from school. Chillin and working. Also opening presents early, cuz parents are saps, not that it's a problem. I've enjoyed everything I've gotten, from clothes all the way to pots and pans for when I move out next month. It's actually happening this time. I'm really excited! I'll be living on my own, paying my own bills, have my own rules WHOO HOO!
Sunday was mine and my boyfriends two year ann. He took me out to see Twilight, it was so sweet of him. Then he bought me a new mp3 player and the new DDR. I bought him the new Guitar Hero, he's a freak'n genoius at the game, I'm so jealous. But yea, that was a great day.
And today, I'm at my step-dad's parents house celebrating x-mas, which was also very nice. I've been eating a lot of goodies! I goodies! So it's a good thing my new years resolution is comming up, so I can lose all the weight just to gain it all back next x-mas. Maybe it won't be so bad if I'm living on my own, I can keep all my weight off with my burnt food diet.

HO! HO! HO! MERRY CHRISTMAS AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT!!

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]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/15940847/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/15940847/ Sat, 15 Dec 2007 06:58:07 PST But, yeah anywhome, Oh god there is so much going on. This friday on the 21st, is going to be mine and my boyfriends one year, and he's taking me out to Ruby Tuesdays! I'm so excited, I'm also a little worried, he says he has a surprise for me... But won't tell me what it is... Hmmm? So yeah this weekend I'm out looking for a present for him.
God, I can't believe how close Christmas is. It sucks because I haven't been able to get hardly any hours at work. Next week I have no hours at all. I'm not very impressed. But hopefully I can afford something for everyone. It's gonna be really hard.
School has been a pain in the but, but not really... I'm so confusing. Anyway, I've had lots of homework O.o; but it's been kind of fun. Gots a math test coming up...
I can't wait to update my account, looking at this stuff, I realized how much better I've gotten, I'm not stuck on myself or anything, I really want to update though, and show you all some of my newer drawings. (my english is starting to go downhill... ah well ^_^)
Oh yeah O_o my mom dropped a bomb on me awhile ago, about a month ago, she's all like you and your sister come sit on the couch, me and rex have something to tell you.... Oh god I definately wasn't ready for what she told us, well anyway, my mom is pregnant... And for those of you who've never been to my house, we've only got two bedrooms at my house, we live in a trailer, my step-dad has two kids of his own, plus me and my sister... *Note why I'm not very enthused. Plus we heat our house with Kerosene, she smokes, animals, yada yada yada, you get the picture.
Anyway other a paragraph above things have been really great, I could not be leading a better life. I miss all of my friends who've graduated, I lost most of your guys's numbers and addresses, so if you don't mind would you note them to me, or if you have my number call me and let me know, I miss you a lot!

]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/11710177/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/11710177/ Tue, 06 Feb 2007 13:09:22 PST
OMG! So much has happened, I don't even know where to begin. But yeah. This school year has gone by soooo fast. I don't even know what to do with myself anymore. I go through cell phone minutes like there's no tomarrow. But hey, that's the only communication I really have with the outside world. I miss you all sooo much. Oh yeah, I am really sorry if I don't answer all of your notes and messages and such, I just have so many of them I dont' know what to do... :sweatbubble:

I've drawn so much, my teacher is going to let me use his scanner so I can update, so I'll have more pictures up shortly, I'll probly update them all on the same day, so sorry to bomb-bard you with so many beautiful pictures Just kidding (about the beautiful part) But seriously, you will be bomb-barded.

Gym... Is a pain in my hooty! My body is getting so sore from all the working out. But the good thing is that we've had two snow days in a row. They'll probly add on to the end of the school year, but I don't really mind.

Umm... Lets see.... I went bowling for the first time in about two years awhile ago. It was a lot of fun. I didn't get back until about three in the morning. But it was fun!

I had a b-day party awhile ago. It was a lot of fun. All my friends came over, and we played DDR! OMG! It was so much fun. They all finally got to meet my dad too!

I've been trying to finish up the Resident Evil series so I can read the Zodiac. It's gonna be fun.

Oh yeah, I got asked to Snow Comming by my OOBER CUTE bf! It's gonna be awesome!

Well I should probly go... I love you all and hope to be back soon!!!

]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/10636342/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/10636342/ Mon, 06 Nov 2006 12:42:22 PST I don't have internet at my house and my phone gots turned off. So, I am at the library right know with :iconkingdom_alchemist: I hope ya'll didn't miss me too much. I missed you all though! My live just isn't complete without DA! A lot has happened since I've been on, I do mean a lot. And right now I am soooo hungry I'm gonna eat the computer screen!!! Haven't much to eat today. *GROWL* Anywhome. Yeah, I just wanted to check in so Yeah, I love you all!!!

]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/10061208/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/10061208/ Wed, 13 Sep 2006 14:50:57 PDT
Homecoming is next weekend.... And my second block class wants me to make the banner. But all I've got is a Dog with a Sombraro on holding a maraca. It's not very good. But, I've got this pretty dress I am going to where. It's not very Fiesta'ish but it's really pretty.

Gah! I hate hair covered towels after getting out of the shower... It sucks.

OMG! it's really funny, this one guy made a character sheet of me (...there's a lot of those) But anyway, and the description is Rebellious Nibbs: cat ears, tongue, peircings on her nose, ear, tongue, and some other places too. GAH! it was so funny when I finally sat down and read it.

My best friend is getting a boyfriend soon, I am happy for her! Love is in the air ! But unfortunatley so is people breaking up... Some of my friends have broken up with thier boyfriends, well vice versa, but they're taking it pretty hard. I feel bad for them. But I don't know how to help them... I really can't. ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/10052377/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/10052377/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 16:59:05 PDT ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9990329/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9990329/ Wed, 06 Sep 2006 16:26:17 PDT But hey, this is going to be a fun year. Other than the emmense amount of homework I've already been given. Plus a test already this friday. I need to ask my teacher for another sheet so I can study a bit better. Oh yeah, On the bus, me and a friend of mine started up a thing called Team Cupid. We are going to be putting couples and stuff together. Our logo "Your our next victim!" We are going to make some shirts too. Although, to tell you the truth, I am kind of bad at putting two people together, I tend to make them worse. Such as make them feel more nervous about it... My hands feel smooth.... Sorry I guess that sounded really awkward.

Well, my job for getting peeps around for the surprise is going good. I've gotsta attack a few more peeps before this weekend though..... AHAHAHAHA!!! I rule!

I'm rather upset with someone that comes to my school. Forgive me for trying to be friendly and pretty much walking around and away with a look of I don't want to be seen around you. Cuz then later she turned around when her friends weren't around and was trying to make conversation, and I walked away. I hate stuff like that. I'm already pretty upset with somethings that have been said. But i'll be good. But I'm not going to be pushed around, or let people push those I care about around either, that also means using them.

Sorry, I didn't mean to rant and rave, but some things just aggrevate me. ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9950194/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9950194/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 10:37:52 PDT
Well, yesterday I went to a campground to meet up with my step bro and sis. That was a lot of fun. We went swimming, and I met someone there. It was really cool.

Umm. lets see, Oh yeah! I am so mad at work and what not right now. I am very stressy.... Well, at work money came up missing from my wallet with straps (my purse....) and well it was 60 dollars.... Not to mention.... I feel kind of depressed cuz I found out my dad is dying.... And I haven't really anyone to talk to... (note the worrying about everything part) I woke up today with one hell of a head hurt. And well, I work today. But I should be alright, oh dang O.o Labor day weekend, it's sunday! I'm gonna die! I just dont' know what to do with myself. I am trying really hard to make myself happy but, it ain't really working. Yesterday was a real turn up for me though.

My sister and her friend went tubing. yeah it was like, "hey Becca, when you going to go?"
And I was, ".... yeah I dont' think so." Cross between my back hurting so bad. I dont' know why the pain is starting to turn back up again. Then I played X-TREME basket ball... These guys came up to my step bro and I who were shooting hoops and were like, "Hey want to play two on two?" And we were like, "yeah sure we suck at it, but sure." They said they sucked too, but let me tell you, if they sucked, I'd hate to see good B-ball players where their from. O.O But it was a lot of fun.

Well, School starts this Tuesday... Well, I'm not sure if I'm ready or not. Well, I'm pretty sure this is going to be an interesting year. But we'll see. I'm not really happy that I got the same science teacher that I got last year, but hey what can you do. ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9850979/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9850979/ Fri, 25 Aug 2006 13:16:10 PDT
My trip went really good. We left at five o' clock in the morning and arrived at about eleven thirty at night. It was long, but fun and beautiful! I took some really cool pictures. Well on our first day we went to a place called Fun Spot with over a hundred acrades and three stories high! It was a lot of fun. On the second day We went to Maine and we went out for dinner and had a barbeque. On the third day we went to this place called Aquaboggin, it's a water park and it was really frickin sweet. Then after Aquaboggin we went to Old Orchid beach which there was an amusement park there too, and that was fun. I went on this ride called the Galaxy, it's like a roller coaster, I went on that with my best friend, and she went on the Pirate with me. but yeah it was a lot of fun. On the next day we went to Portland and went shopping I didn't buy anything except for some candy. The day after that we went to the mall and stalked some hot guys. And come to find out they were stalking us too. But yeah me and yuki spent like a hundred dollars on books, and I finally got a pair of Hot topic pants I've been wanting for a long time. WEE! yeah and the last couple of days we pretty much tried to take it easy, but we went mini golfing too. I loved it!

I've been drawing a lot, and I've been improving quite a bit. And I've been trying a couple of different ways of coloring and what not.

So yeah well, I'll ttyl! ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9666519/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9666519/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 15:49:35 PDT
Lets see..... Well, A lot of things have been happening, like the other day, I got soo mad at myself because, there was this person who I saw, I wanted so badly to talk to them, it was like I was really badly twitterpated... O.o But I am all depressed that i might not see this person again, but at the same time.... Maybe that's what I want.... I think I am starting to seclude myself from others in that way... GAH! Me'sa confused.

Well, today is the last day for about 12 days that I'll be on here, I'm going on vacation! I'm really looking forward to it. I'm probably going to be really tan when I come back. Lol.

I'm kind of angry though.... Cuz my mom won't take me to Curves, and I feel bad asking for rides from the people I go with, so I don't ask. It's really bad, my self-respect since I haven't been able to go is going down, and I am very self-conscience. And my motivation sucks! I've been trying to keep myself going by riding my bike, and going for a walk every night, but, I haven't really changed... I just have to work harder....

Speaking of work, I got some hours in these past three days O.O, It killed my body, but I actually liked it a lot. But not something I'd want to do everyday.

I promise, I will update soon, and you all can see my drawings! I hope you all will like!

well I suppose ttyl!!! I WILL MISS YOU ALL!

~Que-Sera-Sera ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9601866/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9601866/ Fri, 04 Aug 2006 20:05:28 PDT
...Well, there's nothing like feeling guilty... Well, my previous relationship, I feel like really guilty right now. Cuz now he's all like, "well, I have to find someone quick, cuz I don't know how much longer I have to live." Cuz he has a hole in his heart from stressing, and well, he didnt' start stressing until like we split. Gah! I feel guilty, cuz he's all like, "I dont' know what other chance I'll have to be with someone." ... So now, I am all watching what I am saying around him, and if he does something to anger me, I can't tell him, cuz he'll stress about it!

... Anywhome, I'll be going to the beach tomarrow, I'll probly get really burnt.. O.o But it's gonna be fun!!! So I'm looking forward to it.

Umm, I haven't really been doing much besides working, and starting to pack for my trip to NH, which I very excited about I'll be leaving this Thurday over to my friends house, then we take off friday! GAH! I'm soo excited.

Things might get interesting... O.o WOOT! I think I'm sleepy high! I'M FEELING WHOOSEH!! ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9519938/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9519938/ Fri, 28 Jul 2006 07:32:34 PDT ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9494304/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9494304/ Tue, 25 Jul 2006 20:32:33 PDT
Then today, my friend came over. It was a lot of fun. Although, we tore Kingdom Hearts apart, like really bad. I'll never be able to play that game seriously again.

My best friend (close friend???) came over the other night. It was a lot of fun. I miss having her over. Oh how I miss it. We went bike riding into town, and sat down and had a little snack picnic by the river. We did some of our stretches and what not, I had a lot of fun, I even sang too!

Some things are getting a little awry. My dad seems a little upset that I am going to New Hampshire. I dont' really go and see my dad anymore, cuz yeah, it's hell over there. And plus, the decided I could go with them, and everythings cleared up. But anywhome, yeah, I want to go over to my dad's house atleast once this summer. But when he found out about me going to New Hampshire, he got really what appeared upset and angry. But he'll get over it, it's not like he's ever killed any of his plans for me or my sister.

AH! Yeah, I bought a new CD. Lost Prophets! GAH! I them! It's sooo cool!

My sister came home the other day... I was really happy at the time. But it's nice to have her home still. It gets lonely being here by yourself. Plus, I really did miss her. ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9429751/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9429751/ Wed, 19 Jul 2006 18:23:18 PDT
With my new haircut I look a lot older... It's very awkward... O.o But hey that's alright, people at work were like "Becca, is that you?!" But they liked it, and said it was cute, that made me feel better, a lot better. Plus I was expirementing with things I can do with it a bit today, so I got it to look better. The lady who did and styled my hair, kind of plastered my hair to my head, making me look like a boy... Yeah, not a good feeling, while she was doing my hair all I could imagine was me at work, working upfront and people coming in going, "Is that a boy or a girl?" Yeah, not a good feeling, but it looks a lot better now.

Tomarrow should be interesting, my friend, went to Ozzfest, and is coming back tomarrow, and I get to go and see him. I hope he likes my hair... Wow, I sound really girly... But anywhome, Yeh, I'm really looking forward to tomarrow.

But anywhome, yeah, later ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9420145/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9420145/ Tue, 18 Jul 2006 20:07:58 PDT
I am so excited, I am going to get my hair cut tomarrow! I can't wait.

My friend, and his bestfriend, are at a concert right now. And they went shopping for me and My close friend! His bestfriend is going to get her the Furuba 12 considering I got her 13 forgetting she didn't have 12 O.O. And my friend is getting me a "WOOT" shirt, considering everytime I talk to him I always say WOOT! I've been doing a lot with him lately... It's kind of awkward... But yeah.

I'll be updating soon. YAY! offered to help me get stuff up! I just need to get ahold of her... I can't wait! I hope you all like. Oh yeah, I might be posting a story up shortly too!

OH yeah THANKYOU ALL FOR THE 1700 PV!! I still have a long way to go, but hey, I am happy I got this far, and I thankyou all!


I've been getting a lot of kinks in my neck now O.o Yeah... It sucks. Not to mention, when I went out with my mom earlier, I tripped and almost fell on the porch... But yeah, it hurt!

I was watching Hellsing lastnight... I think I like the manga better... The voices were kind of irritating. ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9384692/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9384692/ Sat, 15 Jul 2006 11:25:14 PDT
The UBA is the United Blitzball Alssociation. There are two managers of this founding: and myself.

We will be hosting a chat room were games can be played. Pretty much where you can create you're own team, and battle against other teams. Your team should have 7 people each including yourself. All you need to do is join tell us your game plan and we'll host the game. And we will post it in our journals, and you should to, get all the people on your team to post when your game is on your journal. If you want to play, you need to give on of us a date and a time, and one or both of us will be there to host your game.

This is not to cause problems, so it would be greatly appreciated if you didn't bring your personal problems with opposing teams in.

It might also help if you know what Blitzball is also.

So try and post it around get a team together and note me or and let us know who is all on you're team. Post around, let everyone know what's up.


Thankyou very much! And I hope to hear from you!!! ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9368671/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9368671/ Thu, 13 Jul 2006 19:39:38 PDT
Okay, there have been some misinterpents, I'm not with Chuck. My last journal seemed like it and was raising questions, we're not. Besides, I am still trying to figure out if I'm Bi or Gay.. Lol. AH well, I think I know. I haven't been finding very much attraction towards men. So yeah... Ah well, however I turn out is how I turn out. That's all there is to it. I need to make myself happy.

Ummmmm... Oh yeah, for those of you who don't know, my step dad quit his job. I am seriously torked about that. Cuz yeah, that puts our family back in a tough spot again.

Some things might be started up shortly involving the UBA. Those of you who are interested, keep your eyes open, cuz if things work out I will post a journal saying "UBA (United Blitzball Association)* It will explaing everything, about it, so yeah, read it!!!!

I might be going to see my dad shortly... DUN DUN DUN!!!! I don't usually go to see him, we have a rather awkward relationship... But yeah. I kind of miss him, and I think I should go and see him.



Oh yeah, don't forget about the yardsale at !!! There's gonna be lots of stuff!

OH yes CONGRATS to Her Birthday was on July 12! So wish her a happy belated birthday if you haven't already!!! She is now 16! HAPPY SWEET 16!!

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Things are starting to look up. But as soon as I say that things might start to go down Noooooooo!!

I don't know, if I did good or not though... I'm confused with myself, I said yes to Chuck.... But, my step dad is very concerned.... With the whole situation because, like with everything that has been going on he said it seems like I want to be with someone. But I don't feel that way... With everything that has been going on, I dunno... I think I did rush. I should have waited.... But know I feel really I should have waited. But, I don't want his friend to be mad at me, he already said I pretty much shouldn't go out with him. GAH!

Big yard sale coming up, I'm gonna go. Well, I want to. GO TO yard sale!!!!! There's gonna be lots of stuff. And I might be selling stuff too.

It seems like so many good things are happening and I don't remember any of them though, and I was going to write about them...

I stuck up for myself the other day though. Someone who told me I could tell them anything and they wouldn't tell, said things more than once. So I told thm how I felt and wasn't to nice about it. Haven't heard a word since.

I think things might work out with Chuck. All I can do is try. And I guess, if I get too unhappy, I can cut it off, and if her cares he won't be too terribly upset. I just don't want to hurt him, and he's like "you're not going to." So we'll see.

BLARG!

I hate blitzball (in ff10)! It'd be soooo cool though if it were real, I think we should all get together and make a stadium, and create a blitz team!!!


But yeah... I think that's all I have for now. I'll be back beware!!!!! ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9331921/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9331921/ Mon, 10 Jul 2006 11:46:15 PDT
How can you smile when all you want to do is frown

How can you smile when your life turns black

How can you smile when you keep turning back

How can you smile when you don't let things go

How can you smile when you have no where to go

How can you smile when you feel like your the problem

How can you smile when you can't solve the problem

How can you smile when you don't know what to do

How can you smile when all you do is brew


Yeah.... I dunno. I'm confused. Is she happy with me is she mad at me. I dunno. Fighting three days in a row. Ain't doing good. This is getting way too much for me. I can't stand myself, I can't eat, I'm way too weak. Too tired. I can honestly say I am now depressed. But it's my fault. I am the one causing the fights. I don't mean to, I'm just trying to figure out what to do. Where I stand. All I am trying to do is make sure she is alright. I don't mean to fight. It just acts like she's upset. And when she's around me she doesn't really say anything, but when she's around others she talks to everyone. It hurts. I understand, her life doesn't revolve around me but, it still hurts whenever I try to say something all I get is a look. But if someone else says something she laughs, and smiles and talks to them. It wouldn't bother me, but it makes me feel like I'm invisible. I let things work out on their own yesterday, and well, today, everything seems so off, and not right. I feel like I am holding her down. I feel in the way. I don't even know if she wants me to go on the big trip with her next month or not. I just need to chill.... This stress is really too much.

Still can't eat much. Stomach still kills.. O.o

A lot of my journals are really depressing, but, I feel like I can spill everything on DA, I feel comfortable with telling how I feel.

So I am trying to make myself laugh, and be happy, and this joke worked for awhile:

Imagine this the next time your having a bad day

You're a saimese twin

Your brother attached to your shoulder is gay

You're not

He has a date coming over tonight

You only have one ass




Yeah, it's great! ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9312025/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9312025/ Sat, 08 Jul 2006 13:06:17 PDT !

Wow, I feel sorry for the people who've watched me and haven't been on in awhile..... I've written a journaly like everyday this week... O.O But hey, it's all good. It helps, and makes me feel a lot better.

I feel bad cuz this one guy has it in for me really bad... But I'm not really into dating anyone right now.... I need a break for awhile. Maybe, I dunno. I just don't want to rush into anything right after this week. Things need to settle down. Been too dramatic for one week XD And I think I am finding a liking for girls right now more than guys..... Eh, something will work out.

Ummmm... Things have been kind of dull, I guess, other than the drama... Other than my sis swallowed a tongue ring, that was kind of funny! :laugh: She was pretending she was talking "Nibbin".

I've been doing a no no... It's not really my fault, I just haven't been hungry. Well, I haven't really been eating anything but like one thing a day. And the other day I woke up looking about as skinny as my sister, and if any of you know my sister you know how skinny she is you'd be like "WOW! Is that possible?!" But yeah. I dunno, hopefully I'll get back into the habbit of eating more than that, becasue I've lost a lot of energy, and been feeling really sick, and it makes me really moody.... O.O no moody!!!

My friends:







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Rules:
"The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.


This is gonna suck... So I am sorry, well here goes:

1. I am a girl who likes video games (it's amazing how many people still find that amazing)

2. I am bi.

3. I go to 2 anime conventions a year..............

4. I'm clingy

5. Watch Rocky Horror Picture Show once every weekend.

6. Plays Pokemon

I tag:

:~little-kitty-girl:

:~Marching-chibi:

:*botanchan:

:~fallenangelj:

:~sambodeeni:

:~lazybum3789:

Sorry, don' know if they'll be icons... O.o

Enjoy........


Anywhome... things are looking up. Things should be alright... I am going over to my bestfriends house tonight. We talked, yelled, cried, last night, but we got through it! Thank heavens. I'm not the best person in the world... (that's for sure) But, I just need to try to be more understanding, not as controling. I did not realise how bad my case is... I am going to try to change, for the better. I already feel myself changing. So maybe things'll work out better know! I do hope so! Anywhome.... Yeah =] Woot!

I am going to try and carry myself happier too!

Tomarrow should be fun! I can't wait to see everyone! ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9292730/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9292730/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 13:42:27 PDT
Well, I don't know what to do. I really want her to call, but if she doesn't, by seven I'll call her. We need to talk, I'm driving myself mad with everything that's going on!

Maybe I am a bad person.......


Well here is a poem that one of my friends wrote, I really like it:


I'm sorry I like you....
I'm sorry that is killing you...
I'm sorry that I'm not good enough..
I'm sorry that I cry for you every night...
I'm sorry that I'm to damn stupid to get through my head...
That you could care less about me...
these words i repeate in my head
drivin me mad
sence you have gone
and their is no one left
i repeate these words
cause their is nothing left
nothing left of you an me
nothing left of what used to be
i repeate the words in my head..
I'm sorry I like you....
I'm sorry that is killing you...
I'm sorry that I'm not good enough..
I'm sorry that I cry for you every night...
I'm sorry that I'm to damn stupid to get through my head...
That you could care less about me...
this dark empty shadow that is my heart aches with the thought of you
i close my eyes an all that appears is this faint fadeing sight of you
but their is nothign left of you and me
nothign left os what used to be
every thgin is shatterd in a million shards
everything shatterd, just like my heart
and i repeate the lonely words in my head..
I'm sorry I like you....
I'm sorry that is killing you...
I'm sorry that I'm not good enough..
I'm sorry that I cry for you every night...
I'm sorry that I'm to damn stupid to get through my head...
That you could care less about me..
now that you are gone
and you couldnt care less about me
this life moves on with out me
im stuck in the past wishin you were by my side
but you have moved on..
and i have died ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9245206/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9245206/ Sat, 01 Jul 2006 19:41:46 PDT
Well, today I was asked to work instead of 3 to 7, 11 to 3. No big deal, I don't mind. Well, My bff mom said I could stay over at her house tonight.... I didn't stay. I've been going through a phase where I think everyone is mad at me, and well, I thought my bff might've been. She ain't, I talked to her, but she was a little hurt by me not coming over, I would've too. But she said she understood. But I never really told her why I didn't come over, I don't think. But I get to work with her tomarrow and we'll talk more then. I will most definetly try to get over to her house. I feel really bad, for not coming over. I LOVE YOU YUKI!!

well ttyl!!!! ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9224637/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9224637/ Thu, 29 Jun 2006 19:00:11 PDT
I had a dream awhile ago.... It was about Pooh and Tigger... Okay it went something like this:

I'm sitting in the hundred acre woods.... And, Tigger comes up to me and says, "Can I talk to you about something?"

I get a worried look on my face, "Sure what's the matter?"

"Well, you see, I like Pooh, and I don't think he likes me....."

"Well, of course Pooh likes you. Your his friend."

"No, I mean, I want to be with Pooh....."

I get a very awkward expression on my face. "Well, talk to him. He might understand."

"Yeah, maybe I will. Thanks a lot Becca." And then Tigger bounces away.

I just sit there, with a dumbfounded look on my face and go walking off.... While walking in the forest, Pooh came up to me, "Becca," Pooh said, "Can I talk to you?"

"Yeah, sure. What's the matter Pooh bear?"

"Well, I like Tigger........."

"Well, go talk to him...... He might understand....."

".... Do you know where he is?"

"Actually, he came up to me asking if I knew where you were."

"Okay, I'll go find him."

Well, then it was like a scene flip and I was at Pooh and Tiggers wedding....


That was a very awkward dream. Although at the time I was playing Kingdom Hearts 2 and I was mad because Pooh didn't remember Sora, but yeah, when I told my best friend, and my Mom about that dream, they were like okay then....

Okay anywhome. Time for my profile sheet.

NAME: Nibbs Suru Matsuro Tsuruyoshiyama
CURRENT JOB: Burger King
GOING INTO: 10th grade
B-DAY: Jan 19th
ANTHRO: Cat, bat, and Bunny
AGE:15
BFF: Yuki Matsuro Dakoshi
SECRETLY FOND OF: Tim Curry
CURRENTLY WITH: Ryou
FAV FOOD: Goo lasch
FAV COLOR: Red
FAV GROUP: TATU
PERSON YOU WANT TO MEET: Tim Curry
FAV GAME: Gallerians
COLLGES WISH TO ATTEND: LSSU Baker, Digipen
FAV ACTOR: Tim Curry
FAV SONG: Spicey Marmelade
FAV MOVIE: Rocky Horror Picture Show
LAST CD LISTENED TO: Pokemon (I know I'm pathetic)
WEAPON OF CHOICE: Chi Stick
ANIMAL NAMED AFTER YOU: My cat
ALTER EGO'S NAME: Mibbs
WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO COSPLAY: Pac Man
FAV ANIME: Spiral
LAST BOUGHT MANGA: The Demon Ororan
FAV SPORT: Playing Video games
ANIMALS: 4 dogs 4 cats
TYPE OF MUSIC HATED: Rap and Country
JAPANESE CONCERTS BEEN TO: The Pillows
LAST SEEN MOVIE: X-3
GRADUATE: Whenever I find the ambition to make it through High school.......
FAV GAME CHARACTER: Billy Coen
FAVE ANIME CHARACTER: Sanosuke Sagara
FAV ANIMALS: Cats and Bats
OBSESSED WITH: Clocks and Watches
LAST PERSON SEEN: Yuki
FAV HOLIDAY: Friends day, and Holloween
LEAST FAV HOLIDAY: Thanksgiving, too much good food, don't stop until I'm sick
CAN'T WAIT FOR: August, and School
MOST ANNOYING SONG: My humps
INVOLVED IN: Choir, and Curves


I got this from Pariah blue:

EDIT!: stereotypes!

Stolen from = pockymadcap. If you hate stereotypes and think people should just shut up and stop judging others, then POST THIS! Pick the stereotype that fits you the most, and put it in the subject when you re-post this.

Stereotype- ster·e·o·type (n.)
·A conventional, formulaic, and oversimplified conception, opinion, or image.
·One that is regarded as embodying or conforming to a set image or type.

I think you all know what stereotypes are, right? I starred the ones that apply for me.

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.

I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.

**I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.**

I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

**I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.**

I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.

I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.

I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

I'm JAMAICAN, so I must smoke weed.

I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I take ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into... ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9199148/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9199148/ Tue, 27 Jun 2006 11:52:09 PDT
Well, meh Ma, and step father are fighting. and if he doesn't call at 6 or 7 he's not coming back at all..... Yeah, so it's fun over at my house.

Ummm. OH YEAH! I drew a kick ass picture! I can't wait to update and put more pics on! I really like it a lot! But yeah. anywhome.....

I should be getting a new memmy card this up coming week, I hope. I really want to play, and save.

Meh, doggy went to the hospital awhile ago, he got into something and had an allergic reaction, but he is doing good now, YAY!

Me and ma had a figth last night..... But yah, it's alright, now she's upset with the husband, thing.

My bestfriend will be happy when she finds out that I wrote to my stories. I should try and post some of them up. you might like them. I hope.

Hopefully, I'll be able to get my markers soon. They are really kick booty markers.

I get to go to Curves today!!!!! YAY!!! I get to loose weight! When I go back to school I'm not sure if I'll be recognized, I've lost so much weight already, It makes me sooooooo happy

Speaking of school, is it bad that I want to go back? I"ve found myself picking up anything I can learn from...... Plus I've been going over my math stuff, to hopefully get better with that. ANYWHOME..........





I you all!!!!! ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9140457/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9140457/ Wed, 21 Jun 2006 18:15:29 PDT
I got home from the week thing, and well a warm welcome it was not. God, I am to the verge of hating my sister. Now, she is two years younger than me and we share the same room, it's horrible! She's all wigging out on me and saying "Oh, is it my fault you have a headache, too!" She first asked me what was wrong and I said a headache and that's what lead to that.... I don't understand. I am trying so hard to get along with her. I see the way the some people are with thier siblings and I wish I could have that with my sister. But no matter how hard I try, I don't think it'll ever work out. I am the outcast of the family, so it kind of makes it hard.... I don't know. After all of that though I went for a walk, almost not coming back..... It seems like ever since my family found out that I have a girlfriend they went all distant. After my mom said, "whatever makes you happy. You know what I said, it might be a little awkward but, it's whatever makes you happy. It doesn't matter to me."

Okay, get this, I had a friend (exfriend), who is mad at me and won't tell me why. This has been going on for 9 months and I still do now know what is wrong. I don't care if he is mad at me, but atleast tell me why. I've tried to talk to him, yeah.... Won't attempt that again. Some people said that he is supposedly mad at me because I am trying to turn him gay. I tease all my guy friends about being gay! And if that is the reason why he is mad at me, it's dumb, because it's his own choice not mine! And there are others who tell me that he said, he has his reasons. I wish he would just tell me, or yell it at me, so I know. I mean hell, if your mad at me just tell me. That's all there is to it. It'll either work out, or it won't.

Lately, I've been feeling like disappearing. I'm so frustrated at my house. It doesn't seem like I can come home and be happy anymore. Everything at home is just so unwelcoming. Maybe things'll work out.... ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9097144/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9097144/ Sat, 17 Jun 2006 14:43:20 PDT
Life's good right know, I think. I am going to be disappearing until Wed. so yeah, then when I get back, I can get ready for JAFAX!!!! HECK YES, I am so excited! I wanted to be Pac Man, but I'm not sure if I'll be able to get the stuff for it or not.... But I'll try.

I don't know what to with summer and what not. My girlfriend is in D.C. right now.... Then when she gets back she is going to Chicago.... She sure does a lot of things to do during the summer.....

And WORK SUCKED! I wigged out on the costumers yesterday. And one guy asked if my Boyfriend was treating me right, all I could do was laugh! ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9086715/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/9086715/ Fri, 16 Jun 2006 11:53:24 PDT .< DOH!!! Ma said it was really busy *cries And one of the managers threatened to put me on Drive through!!! NO!!! Okay later.



Sorry to all the clubs I am in I will post you soon when I've got more time. ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8980659/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8980659/ Mon, 05 Jun 2006 17:13:31 PDT

I am sick of everyone expecting something out of me when I don't get anything in return.

I hate of being left in the dust.

I am sick of not feeling like I matter. I am there only for you benifits, and let me tell you it's irritating.

I am sick of feeling like I am everyone's problem.

I guess I am a little bit hurt, becuase my best friend doesn't really come over very much anymore.... I am usually going to her house, and well, I know she has things going on too, but still it hurts a lot.

I am sick of feeling like I put everyone down.

I am sick of not knowing what I want out of life.

I am sick of this F'ing summer it makes me think too much.

I hate not knowing what's coming next in my life.

I dunno I am sorry for burding you with all my problems. I just have a lot going on and a lot of things are bothering. I am thinking of Amancipating myself. so my parents can support themselves and don't have to worry about me. I don't really even like the way my parents are raising me. I don't like the way I am treated by them, I am completley different from them, my whole family. I honestly think I would be better on my own.... I DON"T KNOW WHAT THE HELL TO DO ANYMORE!!! Does anything even matter? I am so lost with thoughts that it's tearing me apart. God I don't want my parents to feel like crap either, I know that they do what they can, well more or less what they know how to do.

I am sorry. To all of you..... ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8932221/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8932221/ Wed, 31 May 2006 18:46:00 PDT
Then, my earth science teacher is so preoccupied with all the little preppy school girls who aren't even in his class, and ignores the other kids when their hands are up. Not to mention, tomarrow is the exam for his class right, and well he didn't even have us study, didn't give us a study guide, and asked for his books back today!? His class is so disorganized it's not even funny.

I am not even going to worry about the Demski's, I don't need a situation where I will never be able to see em. I dunno. I feel like a whore though. Cuz, I still like one of my ex-bf's a lot. I have for like 2 years now... Maybe I'll talk to him, he still likes me but the only thing was is he is afraid of my mom, but, I think I kind of like it that way ^-^ Please don't think I am a whore, it's not like I am going out with 300 different guys in one month or anything.

Blub.......

Drawers block has been going on for like 3 months now. I hate it. I want to draw. I think that I might need to get a new sketch pad. I am not used to having a hundred page sketch pad and it is throwing my drawings off, I know that may sound awkward, but, if I stay in one sketch pad too long, my pictures will go down hill.

[link]

I made a chat room I would like you all to come and visit. Thankx.




]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8904970/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8904970/ Sun, 28 May 2006 19:04:19 PDT
Me: I am the girl who likes you.

Him: ..... My brother likes you....

Me: (silence)

Then his brother walks up, and just kind of stands there. And Daniel says:

Him: I told her that you like her. She hasn't said anything yet.

Brother: ...oh....

3 minutes later, *cricket cricket* Still silent.

Bell: RING

3 more minutes later....

Me: I'll catch up with you all later, I am going to catch my class....

Awkward isn't it. Then the next day I found out that when Daniel was walking with me and my bestfriend he wanted me to say something then, and not when his brother was around. GAH!! I hate puzzles! I hate putting them together even more!!

Well then on Friday, Abrahm came up to me and asked if we could exchange emails, and I did. I am not quite sure what I want yet, and let me tell you how confusing things are getting o.O So know I am waiting for an email to get things all set straight.

I went to my Aunty and Uncles house last night. I haven't been there in awhile. We went to the Big Rapids park, and yeah, come to find out 3 girls drowned in the river there yesterday.... Good feelings these were not. But yeah other than that, it was a lot of fun. We rented movies, Hollow Man 2, and another movie I can't remember what it was called. But Hollow Man 2 Sucked big time. And I am a fraidy cat when it comes to scary movies! But yeah It was pretty cool. I go to see there wedding pictures finaly, they go married in Hawaii, they got to visit where Jurassic Park was filmed at, it was awesome!

Mah's keyboard holder is broken o.O I didn't do it!! *Runs away

I bought Advent Children in English the other day. Still haven't watched it all the way through yet... I am going through a Final Fantasy phase again o.O

I am going to be seeing the Da Vinci Code this upcoming weekend along with Xmen 3. ( I haven't even seen the first 2 o.O)

This is going to be a very interesting summer. I get to go to New Hampshire in August with meh best friend and her family. I get to go meet more of her family ^-^ I think it's going to be fun. Other than the bathensuite thing... i don't like bathensuites.

Anywhome, that's all on the episodes of Days Of Nibbs's Life. ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8857036/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8857036/ Tue, 23 May 2006 18:16:47 PDT
Well, today was kind of a poopy day. First of all, my ex-boyfriend came up to me today, and it went something like this "I like your best friend, just don't say anything" meanwhile he brought it back up everywhere we went, including right infront of her. I did tell her though. It hit kind of hard, more hard than I figured it would, even though I've known he's liked her for a long time know, considering one of the reasons I broke up with him was because he was hitting on my friends. Oh well I guess.

I went to curves today. That was kind of fun. This is my second week there, and I think I am making good progress, Wee!!

School is as "fun" as ever. Exams are coming up and that's all I'll be doing this weekend besides working is studying... I don't like exams at all. The math one is the one I am mainly worried about, considering my grade went back down to an "E" Meanwhile I do have everything in, I have been asking for help, it's a matter of when the teacher actually gets to me, which is at the end of class. It bothers me so much, because when I am getting help the preps holler at him until he stops helping me and goes to them. At this rate, I don't know how I am going to pass, I don't want to fail, at all. All I can do is try.

I'm trying to move up in the world of Burger King. I am studying to become a team leader or trainer. And so far everone I asked about it was really happy about it. So positive reply's usually end up as good things later... I hope.

Including Demski -^_^-

I feel so stalkerish, cuz I know so much about him, and he probably knows nothing about me.... That's alright. I want to talk to him tomarrow, most definetly.

I don't know what to think anymore. I so confuzzled. brain espode~.

KH2 secret ending SUCKS POO!!! I stayed up until midnight, on a school night and I need my sleep, and after that I was too angry to sleep! So know I am going to go to normal mode just for the hell of it and see if there is another secret ending that's different from this one... Probably not, but that's alright. ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8838163/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8838163/ Sun, 21 May 2006 18:54:40 PDT
Memorial friday is coming up. Burger King should be fun...... So busy.

I almost cried during senior sendoff. Someone who I liked was graduating, and I never really got to tell him. But one of my friends told him for me. And I got a hug from him. Maybe, just maybe, we could actually get to know each other a bit more. It's all kind of awkward.

I don't know too many things are bothering me. I'm worried about how my job is going to progress, with people coming and going... I really hope my "Granpa" is going to be alright during his surgery, he is going to get is gulblatter taken out...


Such a depressing journal, but here's something to make you laugh:


Friends:
FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"

FRIENDS:never seen you cry.
REAL FRIENDS: cry with you

FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours.

FRIENDS: know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAL FRIENDS:Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

FRIENDS: Are for awhile.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.

FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAL FRIENDS:Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste."

FRIENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out

FRIENDS: help you up when you fall down
REAL FRIENDS: laugh at you and push you back down

FRIENDS: Would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will repost it

Are u for real??? ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8810225/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8810225/ Thu, 18 May 2006 17:33:47 PDT

On other terms, things have been going pretty good. I'm doing my hardest in math, but, still not doing to well. We've got a speech tomarrow that involves dressing up, but I have no dressy clothes that ain't a skirt, and I am not wearing a skirt, it's way to cold out. I've got my schedual for next year also... Not really any exciting classes, but hey, you really don't get good choices till your like a junior, well atleast that's when you have more freedom with your classes. My bestfriend's schedual got screwed up big time, she only had three classes for the whole next year. There were so many kids that had that happen, so she had to make an appointment.

My poor bangs.... I feel so naked, I cut my ever so long bangs off... No more trademark for me, they, one of my loves of the world is gone. *sighes

I kind of want to join a sport, but every sport I've wanted to go out for, meh mum says no cause of my weak ankles. It's kind of depressing. But hey life goes on, I guess I'll find something else to do. Besides I've gotta be able to keep up with school, I see the way the preps run around with sports and school, and NO thankyou! I already live a hectic life, so I don't need more with sports. Plus I'd never fit in with the preps, I'm too weird. ^-^ But, I'm not ashamed, no reason to be. ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8757021/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8757021/ Sat, 13 May 2006 08:30:44 PDT
I feel so ahead. In math I have everything done, mind you math is my worst subject, but still. School...., is School. I miss the senoirs though, I had a couple friends that were senoirs, and know they are gone...... It's kind of depressing. But I have been going to school rather hyper lately, I blame the granola bars! (I'm sorry I didn't mean it granola bars I still love you!!)

I know what I want to get my mum for mothers day, but its like $35 O_o but I know that my mum will like it so I'm gonna get if for her. WEEEEE!!!!

I've been getting the feeling of being used lately. One of my friends I kind of hang out with seems like they only want me around for the kind of things that I do, and try to get them involved too. It's kind of irritating. Its kind of like those people who try to tag along even if there not invited. Considering that they don't know about it until I tell them about it, and how I am involved with it, then it's like, oh really, you should tell me when it is and where it is, blah blah blah blah!

I need to level up, must beat Sephiroth, need Fenrir, need items for Ultima Weapon!! Want forms maxed out. On Grandstander I got over 1,300, It makes me soooo happy!!

OH yeah, I found my Emperors New Groove movie, it makes me really happy!!! I've been looking for it for a long time know.

Here's another puzzle for you -^v^-

Kingdom Hearts


P A R O I Z M I V Q R N R D K T D Z E K U G G M U A Y R W E
P P R B H U J M N T I U O I U J I T T X C U I L Q V N B M I
Z H I O N F H W Z X K G N E Y O C C S R K V F C Q Z T V T U
B V D A L R W H S F U G O K L T L A O K S A X O R G K B H Q
K W M F I F H S J R D O Z I R Y W C A A X K M Q I K Q U K C
G G K Z Z B F F W O F P U X T E Q Y F H E W A J U Y L I C L
S N W P F N T R M D O O L G A W U C E K M H D I M Y X F G J
Q L T S O G Z H F P P U A E R I T H U F B T X Z P U E G Y C
R Q Q M F Y E K C I M G N I K E Z Z G N W S F S K E N U W B
H R Z O M A G D Y C H M P I S K X G W I E H F D E U M D K S
K T V U R K H V I I D Q D L E O X C N S M D S U V T A A K I
E B O T T G B U R H O W B Q I G R T E C B H Y B P N S U Z S
V I S R G I D H F I P R Y Q N I T A C M K V W B E P T F Q L
T U J G I Q Q M F X K W I O D H S N T E G O U V X W F D Q K
A X E L X H D J G K L E R U G W B V E J A I E Y R O O C U R
M A D M N P P Q R E F U Y K B D F I Q L H G M R V N S W I P
M R U V H A T E D N A W X F M A R M X J O H G M A D Z H K P
F D P C S N R J S I W Q X Z C I X M E D D E F L W P P X Z X
E U Q H D T J H S M S V C C A N W C W A B U D K T D V P M D
H Z G J I Y L V Z A F K X K E R B E E J U Q E U V Z X H N M
Y Z E N Z R Y A J N D Z S X R A W B Y W Y Z C M W F X Y E M
P Q E J Q W R S H S W D D J U A T Q M U M C U W B M L Q Y M
V N I N M Q B B T I P X C Z B U C H O T F F C S C M A E E A
H A C B A G G K U V X K F Q X M W D I A O F W V C X C O Z I
B H D H A Y Y Y U B T C V R Q D V F S X L R I C G I G X L M
Q A K U L P F R A S G U U K L P A M D Z B K W E Q Z C T G G
W T V I Q T O Y Q B S O Q W J X X G R T P A F S X K D E G M
X B C T W C O O Z N G Z H K O S K A U O I I A U C Y U A X B
Y D K P N D G I F A Y F Y W R Q Z U K T V A E Y T A J H D R
C F J I O V P Q S G C F Y A Q B F B F O K N X Q Y A H A M J




AERITH AURON AXEL
CID CLOUD DEMX
DONALD GOOFY KAIRIE
KINGDOMHEARTS KINGMICKEY LEON
NAMINE RIKU ROXAS
SEPHIROTH SORA TIFA
XENMAS YUFFIE ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8723605/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8723605/ Tue, 09 May 2006 17:57:01 PDT

Well a lot of wars have been going on in DA, Some that I have involved myself in, and well now I know where I stand. But the thing is I am friends with both. But it's all good.


Work was great up until like 2 hours in, then I got frustrated.


There's a choir concert tomarrow, an invite, and a at night one.... I don't think we're queit ready. My best friend has a soloist, I think she'll do great ^-^

Exams are really starting to get to me. I am worried. But as long as I can keep up I'll be fine. WOOT....


Well I think I'm done for know......

Anime and or Manga


P E X B S Z E O S X Y D C C Z O N W W C
Z K Z Y L J F Y K Y I M A S V U E W W P
S M E N C J Q Z C A L T L O Q E H M I B
X N S S R A O M B T E Y M Y V N P S Q Y
I T J X T Q O O R G A O B J L A R X S H
N D U L D R L P O U P D T A H V O T D N
U U H P N O A R R C O E S E Y L C H G X
Y T K W O M Y E W I K O X X F D S H C R
A V W S I F N I H S N E K I N U O R U R
S E Q R R P N V A M V C M E G Q E D G F
H A E E O W N B M D O F E O A N C E Q S
A O A S E J S U I R D D O S Q F J R A H
W K I B L T I K G T U Q G H S C A A A O
S D T X I Y N O M I G I D N Y A H Z K T
H W O U N I X C W U R P X V I S I M P A
P V R X E O Z V Q F S T T T K K P Z O Q
F F D E V I L M A Y C R Y S C C W Q V S
D Z Q Z U G T B T C G S M C Y Y J T F W
N Y Z M J C D Y G E D M P Q M O C C F C
O Q K N K A O J O A P J F F T V E O G Z




CATEGORYFREAKS DEVILMAYCRY DIABOLO
DIGIMON FRUITSBASKET INUYASHA
JUVENILEORION KINGDOMHEARTS ORPHEN
PRINCESSAI RUROUNIKENSHIN TRIGUN


Enjoy!! ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8645889/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8645889/ Mon, 01 May 2006 19:58:28 PDT
Three more days until A-CEN, I am so freaking excited!! I feel kind of bad because I was feeling a little down because of the money situation cause my mom owed me $175 and I didn't think I'd get it before A-CEN, well I got it today, and I have $210 not icluding the money for the room, or money that I have for the choir sweater.... So yeah.

I'm going through a drawers block right now though....

Well sorry I don't have a long journal... I'll write more later. ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8615939/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8615939/ Fri, 28 Apr 2006 21:16:25 PDT
Well things are somewhat better I guess... I'm confused though. OK, let me start from the begining, I'm gonna try to make this as short as possible:

Last Thursday I got a boyfriend.... Well the only problem was he was 19. Well my stepdad started ignoring me pretty much as soon as I started going out with him. Well because he was ignoring me I broke up with him, I don't like the silence between my stepdad and I. My parents said that if it was someone more my age they wouldn't mind. Well the day after I broke up with him my parents wanted to talk to me, it went like this "You can go back out with Alex" When the guy I broke up with was Chuck. Well, today Chuch called me, him and his mom wanting to know if he could set up a meeting with my parents so they could get to know him. But it's not going to happen. And that's kind of my call, because he can get someone his age that he could maybe start a family with, and I would kind of rather someone my age, I guess. I don't know if I feel this way because of my parents or not. So yeah..... I dunno what to do.....

I'm so mad though, this site has been blocked from my school for a year now. And half of the time school is the only time for me to get on. But atleast I can update more often, my earth science teacher has offered to let me use his scanner, Yay. ^-^

One of my guy friends in Kentucky wants me to go down there with him for a week... I dunno.... Considering I am friends with his girlyfriend, I don't want things to clash, and I'd miss my 2 homes.

I AM SO FREAKING EXCITED!!! This thursday if A-CEN!! We're all going to have a lot of fun, WEEEEE!! But.... I am a little concerned, because in Choir we have shirt ordering due this Wed. and the shirts cost $32.95, and not to mention I still have to pay for my part of the room, and I offered to buy the cameras.... But if my mum's tax's don't come in, I won't have any spending money.... Well atleast I'll have got to go -^v^- Speaking of Choir, we had a sub today, who I absolutely did not like, she was really stuck on herself and it bothered me....

SAYNORA!! ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8491972/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8491972/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 17:41:12 PDT
I"ve tried to please people, they don't except me for who I am fine! Maybe you don't like the fact:

that I am BI,
maybe a little atheaist,
I act out who I am,
I am emotional,
I've go problems just like every one of you,
I am not going to always get along with people,
I don't always want to make new friends,
I am clingy,
that I may have a point,
I don't always make people happy,
I am not always going to be happy when you want me to be,
I don't put up with stuff like I used to,
I don't let people walk all over me,
I think yaoi is hot,
I don't get along with my father,
I like to talk about my problems,
When a fight or discussion is going on I like to talk 1 on 1 with that person with no one else in the room,
I am not an A B student,
I don't have a boyfriend,

If there is anything I am missing just let me know..... ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8388563/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8388563/ Thu, 06 Apr 2006 20:15:58 PDT
I already beat Kindom Hearts 2. Kind of makes me sad. Although I got confused a lot, I didn't know who was good and who was bad. I got lost about half way through it. It kind of seemed like a short game though, and the worlds didn't seem like they had anything in common with the storyline. I liked it a lot though, but we all know there is going to be a third. Hey I'm not complaining about that the way they left off. So know I am going back through on Proud mode to get the secret ending. YAY!!


I was going through my letters from my penpal, and one kind of made me sad. I sent her a picture with a group of my friends, and she said they were cool, especially on in particular, who is no longer my friend for a reason that I do not know! I thought I was over it, but it still bothers me.....

All I want to do is scream and cry. I never feel good, as soon as I think I got over something it starts to bother me again. I just don't know anymore!! I tried only taking spoonfuls at a time but I end up with my spaghetti noodles tied to something else.

My sister celebrated her B-day with her dad over break. I guess I am a bit upset, because well they talked about all these things that they wanted to do for her for her birthday, but never did anything for mine. My dad said that he was waiting for me to come out to celebrate it, then he turns around and talks about coming out to pick Ickabob (my sister) and her friends up and take them out to eat out this way!! I don't blame my sister, she has no control over the matter, but it hurts, a lot. There is so many things I feel like saying to him and his woman but he loves her, I'm going to be gone in 4 years anyway. Then it'll be his problem, not mine. I guess he'll just have to figure things out on his own, he doesn't seem to care what anyone else says anyway!!

School sucks. I feel under pressure, I am trying so hard, and I don't get very good grades. But it seems like a lot of people around me get a lot of good grades. It kind of makes me feel bad. But it's not their fault, it's just easier for some people than it is for others.



Clubs:


~kingdomhearts :icongalerians-anomalies: ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8357698/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8357698/ Mon, 03 Apr 2006 19:53:36 PDT
My mum is going to Gaylord tomarrow for training. She has to be up atleast by 4am and out by 6am. WOW! GO SUPER MOM!!

...... I am out of things to rant about......... BUH BYE!!!




OBEY THE COW GOD!!!!!! ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8287163/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8287163/ Mon, 27 Mar 2006 17:15:25 PST
Other than that today was a pretty good day! ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8274547/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8274547/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 12:25:25 PST




REMEMBER TO OBEY THE COW GOD!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8201490/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8201490/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 20:35:30 PST
This friday should be interesting... I invited three of friends to come over and watch some movies. Two of them are guys, and the other is Rai, well one of the movies that we're going to watch is Rocky Horror Picture Show. Me and Rai have seen this before, but the two guys haven't I can't wait to see their faces. We are also planning on watching RENT, thanks the Retsu showing us the movie ^-^ It really is a good movie!

April 21, I want to go the theatre to watch Silent Hill! It looks like they made it like the game! It makes me so Happy!!!!!!

I have another speech coming up here shortly over fears.... Mine is Aracnophobia O_o DUN DUN DUN! I'm gonna start doing a dance, because I am gonna feel little tingles all over my body thinking that spiders are on me.... *Shivers*

I haven't done lyrics in awhile so hear ya go ^-^



Artist: Jasan Radford Lyrics
Song: Run Around Lyrics

Things are starting to accelerate into something
Never stopping always trouble bubbling
Now I think I'm getting dizzy, too much spinning
Page by page the plot is thickening quickening!
It's getting too insane
I'm trying to maintain
Whoa, whoa, whoa whoa, whoa, whoa whoa!

You run around!
I run around!
We're all gonna run run run around!
You run around!
I run around!
We all do a run run run around!

It is getting closer
More intense, ever spinning
Twisting turning roller coaster!
Inch by inch the gap is closing
Pressure building
Temperature rising
Higher and higher!
It's getting too crazy
I wish I could maybe
Whoa, whoa, whoa whoa, whoa, whoa whoa!

Run run baby
Run run baby
Run run baby
Run run baby
Run run baby
Run run baby
Like a rocket!
Like a rocket!
Never stopping!
You'll never stop it!

You run around!
I run around!
We're all gonna run run run around!
You run around!
I run around!
We all do a run run run around!
You run around! (You run around)
I run around!
We're all gonna run run run around!
You run around! (You run around)
I run around!
We all do a run run run around!


]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8201465/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8201465/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 20:32:19 PST
This friday should be interesting... I invited three of friends to come over and watch some movies. Two of them are guys, and the other is Rai, well one of the movies that we're going to watch is Rocky Horror Picture Show. Me and Rai have seen this before, but the two guys haven't I can't wait to see their faces. We are also planning on watching RENT, thanks the Retsu showing us the movie ^-^ It really is a good movie!

April 21, I want to go the theatre to watch Silent Hill! It looks like they made it like the game! It makes me so Happy!!!!!!

I have another speech coming up here shortly over fears.... Mine is Aracnophobia O_o DUN DUN DUN! I'm gonna start doing a dance, because I am gonna feel little tingles all over my body thinking that spiders are on me.... *Shivers*

I haven't done lyrics in awhile so hear ya go ^-^



Artist: Jasan Radford Lyrics
Song: Run Around Lyrics

Things are starting to accelerate into something
Never stopping always trouble bubbling
Now I think I'm getting dizzy, too much spinning
Page by page the plot is thickening quickening!
It's getting too insane
I'm trying to maintain
Whoa, whoa, whoa whoa, whoa, whoa whoa!

You run around!
I run around!
We're all gonna run run run around!
You run around!
I run around!
We all do a run run run around!

It is getting closer
More intense, ever spinning
Twisting turning roller coaster!
Inch by inch the gap is closing
Pressure building
Temperature rising
Higher and higher!
It's getting too crazy
I wish I could maybe
Whoa, whoa, whoa whoa, whoa, whoa whoa!

Run run baby
Run run baby
Run run baby
Run run baby
Run run baby
Run run baby
Like a rocket!
Like a rocket!
Never stopping!
You'll never stop it!

You run around!
I run around!
We're all gonna run run run around!
You run around!
I run around!
We all do a run run run around!
You run around! (You run around)
I run around!
We're all gonna run run run around!
You run around! (You run around)
I run around!
We all do a run run run around! ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8181974/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8181974/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 19:18:04 PST
Otherwise everything is going good, except for the fact that I haven't been feeling very good, and been having a lot of pain lately. I'm afraid to take my flexeral and Norflex because both of them make me tired, and I don't have much darvicate left..... I probably over did it with dancing so much earlier, it was fun at the time, I mean come on Crazy Frog was on! Mr. David is my favorite teacher! He always makes class feel more comfortable; rather than feeling your just in a class room. This is weird... I am flossing my teeth while on the computer O_o, it's really minty!

School has been good, loads of home work. Math..... I don't like math. But I don't like my Earth Science teacher even more. He's such a prep lover, it sickens me.

Riding with my mom to my best friends house to go to work, is fun! My mom critisizes the way people drive, it's rather funny, I always think she is actually going to run some one over. I love meh mum!

Clubs:

]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8125074/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8125074/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 20:40:44 PST
Speaking of Rai, I am really worried about her. She was sick today and according to her mother she was really pail, my mom tried to call over there but her mom has to open tomorrow, and we thought that they might've got out late. I was distruaght...... Still am. I hope she can come over tomorrow, but mostly I just hope she gets better.

Work was fun today. I got to be on back cash! I love back cash! Considering we got a bus today. But yesterday there was a total of 5 bus's...... That sucked. That day I was on boards..... My mumma's a manager know ^-^ That makes us all happy. I am kind of sad though one of my favorite managers is leaving next week......


Well on the bonus, Grampa Eric might go with me to see the Rocky Horror Picture Show at Old Town Playhouse in Traverse City!!!! I want to see it so bad!!! I love that show, it makes me really happy!


Clubs:





CloudXLink

-^v^- WOOT!!! ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8059723/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8059723/ Fri, 03 Mar 2006 20:00:11 PST
I went out with meh friend Tragicmorbix tonight. We haven't hanged out in awhile so we went out to McDonalds and Partied at Walmart. That was fun! Then her mom had one of the workers go over the intercom to call us to the front. It was really fun.

Well.... I dunno.... My science teacher is starting to tork me off! If you don't know what to do and you ask him for help he will go off on you!! Yeah, we have to do something at school with building a house with Hydroelectric power, and no one in my group knows what to do.... It's due Tuesday.....

I was so happy my best-friend came over last night!! We hadn't really been over to each houses all week, I've been trying to give her time with her sister before she goes back to college. She goes back tomorrow..... It makes me really sad. I kind of thought she was mad at me though, she never really seemed very happy whenever I was over.... I just want to let ya know I'll miss you Retsu! And luv you very much! And Koran too!

Clubs:

~CloudxLink

Friends and Amazing artist:

~Gun-Soo-Yung ~RetsuMatsuro ~tragic-morbix ~crazedwolf ~Zereaba

~Sambodeeni32 ~strawberrycake ~nix-witchblade ~KiYami *Riie ~azzuri27

~nuu ~PeppermintBiscut



..... Sorry if the pictures don't show up.... I haven't quite figured that out yet......

It's kind of Pathetic... <3 ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8030955/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8030955/ Tue, 28 Feb 2006 18:21:59 PST
Meh mum and step daddy rented the Corpse Bride, so I am going back and forth right now. I never got my project for Sunny done, but my bag today was terribly heavy today...... Kitt, Smurf, and Yuki were carrying my back pack while it was on my back. They don't want me to hurt myself even more... I get to go back to the doctors Monday, hopefully they will find out what is wrong with me, hopefully.

You know, in a lot of ways the Corpse Bride reminds me of the book The Giver. Just with the whole got to marry not even knowing the person..... It's weird.

Tomarrow Final Fantasy Advent Children Comes out in english! Woot! Kingdom Hearts 2 comes out on the 28th. YAY!

I don't want to go to school tomarrow..... I hurt too much.... Flexeral doesn't work very well anymore, and in order for motrin to kick in I have to have take like 6 of them..... No OD, OD bad!

...... I need more Japanese music..... I need to update...... We lost the camera that I use to update my account. So it could be even longer than I intended it to be. Although I am trying to maybe to go to the library and use there scanner. *crosses fingers* Hopefully..... ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8020368/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8020368/ Mon, 27 Feb 2006 17:07:15 PST




WHAT IS IT WITH:

teachers not seeing your hand when it's been up for 50 minutes?

hinting to people that you like them and they are too dense to notice?

people hating bisexuals?

you get ready to tell someone you like them and then they move?

Rap?! (I just don't get it. It's annoying.)

the radio playing a really good song over and over again to the point of hate?

preps making circles in the hallways to make it hard to go through?

monkeys?! they are so ugly!

girls flaunting themselves over other guys when they are dating the principles son?

America making Envy a her?!!!!

people disliking the Rocky Horror Picture Show? That movie is the best!

Lanlords....?

People trying to be goth and not even bothering to put the other makeup on? (I don't mind goth's, but if your going to do it, do it right.)

guys trying to impress girls by rapping when they are country girls?

people who rap critisize those who listen to Japanese or foriegn language by saying that "How can you understand that?" when you can't even understand the rap itself?

my sister?...... *cough cough* ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8010789/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/8010789/ Sun, 26 Feb 2006 16:51:26 PST
My dad is really getting to me. I was venting really bad I told my bestfriend about some of the stuff my dad did to me and she could not believe it. I forgot that I did not tell her some of the stuff that had happened, but believe me it felt great to vent.

School is kind of stressy too..... I hate liking people. What's the sense in it when there never going to know anyway. Your either too chicken, or you don't want to say anything for fear of rejection..... Or you've been hurt too many times and don't want to be hurt again.... It's confusing....


As I lay myself down to sleep
The reaper takes the dreaded sheep
Not knowing what lays beyond the door
Or if blood will gush out my poors
If I fight will I win
Or will I just give in
The battle is long
for i am not strong
I just want to get through the night
but I feel the sheets growing tight
for I lay myself down to sleep
as the reaper takes the dreaded sheep.....


I wrote this poem kind of putting all my stresses into one..... ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/7953191/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/7953191/ Mon, 20 Feb 2006 13:28:56 PST



Some day out of the blue
In a crowded street or a deserted square
I'll turn and I'll see you
As if our love were new
Some day we can start again, some day soon

Here comes the night
Here come the memories
Lost in your arms
Down in the foreign fields
Not so long ago
Seems like eternity
Those sweet afternoons
Still capture me

I still believe
I still put faith in us
We had it all and watched it slip away
Where are we now
Not where we want to be
Those hot afternoons
Still follow me

Some day out of the blue
Maybe years from now
Or tomorrow night
I'll turn and I'll see you
As if we always knew
Some day we would live again, some day soon

I still believe
I still put faith in us ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/7909678/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/7909678/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 18:31:52 PST ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/7764255/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/7764255/ Tue, 31 Jan 2006 18:12:48 PST


OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In Sam Goody I heard that they killed the manga section Son's of female doggies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No..... darkness creeping in....... so cold........



..........ok........ I'm good know......... I think.............


Kingdom Hearts 2 comes out MARCH 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My parents are trying to jinx me telling me that it'll get bumped again. But it will, Oh yes, it will. My step dad is saying what I want to know is who is going to beat it first. He said that he could play it while I was in school, I told him that I would take it to school with me, He's like you wouldn't, I told him, I would ^-^.



I SAW MAN RAPE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS FLIPPIN' HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..........I'm ok........ really.......... ]]> ~nibbs1385 http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/7397125/ http://nibbs1385.deviantart.com/journal/7397125/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 22:32:38 PST
My life is going by fast. I am going to be 15. I'm really scared about graduation, even if it is about 3 years away that's not the point, I have a lot to do to get ready for then. My family always told your years are going to fly by, but I was care free then, and know I am all worried and they are telling me, Oh don't worry about it it's a long ways off yet. What can ya do, you can't just stop time. ]]> ~nibbs1385