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stands for the end

while

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stands for obscure beginnings

and uncertain continuity.

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actually, i have nothing to do

or to put

in my journal

and dA account

...

sigh

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and pretty much im bored, and have posted few stuff here since that fiasco in georgia...which was last month...sigh...i love ellipses...

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BDAY CAKE TO JOSH MICIANO WHOOOOOO!!!

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...Yaaay

]]> ~nigellus http://nigellus.deviantart.com/journal/18997776/ http://nigellus.deviantart.com/journal/18997776/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 08:57:45 PDT [link]

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

SO This is how mine turned out

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
“I'm Sick” - Accept

2.How would you describe yourself?
“Guardians of Fate”- Ensiferum
(Niice!)

3.What do you like in a girl?
“I am Hated”- Slipknot

4.How do you feel today?
"Kiss of Medusa”-Valley of Chrome

5.What is your life's purpose?
"The Blood of Kingu”-Therion

6.What is your motto?
“ersonal Jesus”- Marilyn Manson

7.What do your friends think of you?
“Storming the Burning Fields”- Dragonforce

8.What do you think of your parents?
“Oriental Rush”- Dynasty Warriors 6 OST

9.What do you think about very often?
“Change the World”- Dynasty Warriors 5 OST
(Woah, Is this my fate or what!)

10.What is 2 + 2?
“Minuet”- Bocherini

11.What do you think of your best friend?
“Mentality Shit”-Point Click Kill

12.What do you think of the person you like?
"Get Your Gunn”- Marilyn Manson

13.What is your life story?
"Fighting The World”- Manowar
(HELL YEAH, WOOH!!)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
“Silent Line IV”- Armored Core Soundtrack

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
“Dig”- Mudvayne

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
“All My Tears”-Theatres Des Vampires
(ooh, Im gonna marry a dark goddess of the night )

17.What will they play at your funeral?
“Unforgiven” Metallica
(Oooh Badass Song)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
“Face Fisted”- Dethklok
(I like being beaten up? O_O )

19.What is your biggest fear?
“2006-11-22T03_02_51-08-00”- Unknown Artists
(Kinda like codes from a mystery novel *shudders)

20.What is your biggest secret?
"Unleash Hell”- Norther

21.What do you think of your friends?
“redators”- Iron Savior
(how mean, there not predators...)

22.What will you post this as?
“Bella Figlia Del Amore” Guiseppe Verdi
(Yes, I listen to Opera)

ADDITIONAL QUESTIONS

23.When you wake up, what is the first thing you do?
“repare For War.”-Dragonforce
(Wow! Really? LOL)

24.When someone says “I Love You” what would you say?
“Now I lay thee Down”- Machine Head”
(Yay Sex)

25.What is your favorite food?
“Run To The Hills”- Iron Maiden

26.What do you think of your government?
“Bach Song”- Mars Volta

27. What do your think you job will be?
“Hatredcopter”-Dethklok

28. What do you think of your world?
“Neurotica”- Meshuggah

29. When you lay in bed, what thoughts enter your head?
“Balls To The Wall”- Accept
(now thats quite kinky)

30.What are you wearing right now?
“China 10”- Command And Counquer Generals Soundtrack

31. What are your plans for tonight?
“Shimmy”- System of a Down

32. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
“Swords in the Wind”- Manowar
(Literally a Weapon!)

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Cheers to all you Pinoys out there, keep the motherland alive, people

Mabuhay ang kalayaan

Mabuhay ang buhay

Mabuhay ang Republika ng Pilipinas

Estado ng Angas
Lupain ng Astig

(pesteng gobyerno to...)

OMG FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH!! AAAAGH

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Im so happy, and quite hesitant, its a new world out there, better be careful, or else it'll be like boy scouting in Cambodia (sorry Cambodians, i didnt mean it)

Specifics? Nigel Tan, AB History, ADMU
There!

Well sorry for the lousy journal, some people prefer my political ones.

Nway gotta take care of some stuff in devart, like shitty art of mine

I also found a crush on college!! Well, yeah its just a crush, but theres this feeling that I have some attachment to this girl (cue in kilig cheer made by unseen crowd)

HAPPY JUNE 12TH MABUHAY ANG KALAYAAN!!! (Tanginang gobyerno to, pucha...)

]]> ~nigellus http://nigellus.deviantart.com/journal/18400272/ http://nigellus.deviantart.com/journal/18400272/ Mon, 19 May 2008 14:22:01 PDT
After an April long hiatus, two weeks and china, and tortuous session with my dentist (who's hot BTW). I, as of now 4 AM in the morning, jot down this problem of mine.

Well, i am currently writing two stories (scatterbrained me) and, after 180 pages on one and 13 on the other, i have hit an obstacle.
Well, as i begin to write, I usually dont care how many pages i go through since i am in a rush of inspiration. And then, WHACK, all grinds into a halt because my lack inspiration took away my motivation to progress further. Then, when in some moments i suddenly am inspired i hasten to my laptop and type, only to
-Forget what i was suppose to type
-Edit the inspired line, only to lose its beauty
-Find out that it is out of context.
-Find another inspired something and the entire cycle repeats again.

And so with these I lament. HOW THE HELL ARE YOU SUPPOSE TO RETAIN INSPIRATION!!??? *sigh* Back then my problem was how to find it, but that was solved, then this shit falls down like B2 Spirit bombs. Just how the hell do all those writers then and now were able to do it?

To anyone who reads this, I plead to you to offer any advice on how to retain inspiration long enough to put such thoughts into words and into binary codes that shall, at a split second, appear on an MS Word Document as full visible words, english or otherwise. And my thanks, to those who shall give wise and sound counsel

Well off to bed now, I cant barely see my keyboard (fucking black) and the the soft dark light heralds the arrival of the eternal Astral Emperor, the Big Orange Ball whom we all used to worship.

Before i leave my heart goes out to the thousands slain in the Chinese earthquake in the central provinces. Being part Chinese and having family within the central provinces, i pray that the survivors live to the appointed end and eternal rest to they who lie broken and dead. I hope China shall rebuild the damaged provinces soon enough. Rest assured, China will learn and will brush off this disaster, as they have always done (On a lighter note, arent they the inventors of the first Seismograph?)

"As the Chinese nation faces its greatest peril,
All forcefully expend their last cries.
Arise! Arise! Arise!
Our million hearts beat as one!"
-March of The Volunteers

Also, we should never forget the ongoing inhumanity that the Myanmar Government is currently commiting. I hope that the global community can break through the Military Junta's barricade and aid the Burmese peoples. The nerve for those Military Assholes to call themselves soldiers, they're not even willing to lay down politics for the good of their citizenry. Their government, such poor fucks, the poor stupid fucks.

I am also about to say something about the recent Manchester Soccer Riots. They say the police "Overreacted," but, for anyone with common sense, it is clear which side truly overreacted. *Sigh* i wish i can continue but a somnus beckons and i have a heavy head ache...*falls Asleep*

...oh, its 5 AM...

]]> ~nigellus http://nigellus.deviantart.com/journal/17791924/ http://nigellus.deviantart.com/journal/17791924/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 08:01:13 PDT
Nway, college enrollment got me messed up, with all the medical checks and all.

]]> ~nigellus http://nigellus.deviantart.com/journal/17280507/ http://nigellus.deviantart.com/journal/17280507/ Tue, 11 Mar 2008 01:03:11 PDT [link] ) and arrived near the university in a matter of minutes (again for you foreign blokes; the cantankerous pilots of these colourful vehicles hold no speed limit sacred, and are known to travel in speeds that can distort the space & time continuum, LOLZ) By the time i got there, the list was out, horded by batchmates and parents. After taking a moment to breathe (discreetly) i looked for my section on the list. Finding it, i traced my finger downwards, only to spot this name:

Tan, Nigel F.

Thank God

I'm In

So there. All I'm doing now is to wait for the graduating ceremony, then, after months of vacation, its off to college.

Yeeey *joyful*

I still lack ideas, but im writing

Our country's in a bit of a crisis again, were most likely going to have a people power again. Our leaders are constantly bickering and arguing about who's corrupt, but both sides are stealing money from the people. Because of this, the people have grown cynical, and we cant tell whos telling the truth in our government.

In 2010, were going to have elections, but the same people are still running. The same idiotic senators, the same family names of political dynasties, the same actors turned politicians that didnt even finish high school, The same snivelling fishbait cowards that run for the sake of profit over filipino lives. These assholes are politicians, not statesmen

By 2010, im 20 years old, but i'll rather kill a presidential candidate than waste time, effort, money, and ink to vote for one.
And if any of you, fellow filipinos, would say that Im not doing my part as a citizen, i'll ask you this:

are THEY doing their part?
We've been doing our part in keeping this country up and running. Our hordes of overseas workers are out there, in the world, working in places with name's they can't even pronounce. Our students here are studying, our populace wakes up in the early morning to go to their factories, farms, and offices. Our young professionals, despite better pay abroad, stay here to work. I myself will be joining them in a couple of years, you are either with them already or joining them as well
Now i ask again
are THEY doing their part?
THEY, who go to a congress meeting, only to fool around.
THEY, who take the peoples money and buy luxury cars with it.
THEY, who takes funds for a public project for private use.
THEY, who yak around all day with false promises.
THEY, who kill press personnel if they happen to know corruption.
THEY, who become generals just to take military funding.
THEY, who run for presidency for 2010, but were secretly campaigning since 2006.
THEY, who are corrupt
THEY, who are evil, and
THEY, who are tearing this nations apart.

are THEY doing their part?

*sigh*

Nway, im out of ideas for things to put here on dA. I really need to think more ideas to draw\write\shoot or else i'll be posting another boredom inspired screenshot...

Can you help? PLS *does cutesy expressions.*

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Bear with me 0_0

AND WHY IS METALOCALYPSE NOT IN OUR ADULT SWIM!!! *sounds of fury and unremitting brutality heard*

]]> ~nigellus http://nigellus.deviantart.com/journal/16196730/ http://nigellus.deviantart.com/journal/16196730/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 23:27:04 PST
Nway, I hope this year's a good one for every aspects of our lives!

And that's another year added to DA's existence.

]]> ~nigellus http://nigellus.deviantart.com/journal/15373196/ http://nigellus.deviantart.com/journal/15373196/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 07:48:07 PST
Our music proj is interesting, we are supposed to make a song using a modernized classical music tune. We chose to use Mozart's Twinkle Little Star tune, and, with my lyrics, weve got an awesome "Shine On" by our (classroom) band, the Newbodies. (Lyrics to be posted in devart)

Sa lahat ng Members ng Makabayan Guard (you know who you are), listen up! Were up against Cannibal Lords (Chaos) courtesy Darklohdz836, Ahm_bohy, and 8tshit. New tactics and stuff. (god, we must really find another multiplayer RTS game) Mga Thursday this week

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Anyway, it has been raining more than usual in the Philippines this year, i think that if you can fill a big lake if all the water that fell from the heavens were to be placed in a leveled area. It always rains hell 'round here

Near Asia, were always the first to get it by typhoons, an ugly fact, but i really wonder why when the same typhoon passes over us and hits mainladn asia, more people are hurt over there? Probably we are used to the storm...

Hence, we Pinoys are riders of the storm (in fact, most of the kids here are morbidly happy when a storm hits since: Storm= No classes)

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14 years after EDSA I, my State has corrupt leaders again on the government, I wish this country experienced civil war and revolution back then, but there is no use crying over spilled milk. Probably when, in time, this country overflows with corruption, then it is time for a old fashioned revolution.

Mabuhay ang Pilipinas
Mabuhay ang Kalayaan

(PS, sa lahat ng mga Pinoy diyan, nasulat ko lang ito kasi napaisip ako sa EDSA I nung me nabasa akong artikulo tungkol sa nasabing parte ng ating kasaysayan, so kung me nabanas, peace tayo!)

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The US government should do something about that case. Like for example, revising that gun amendment in their consty for safety reasons. I mean, c'mon, the US today was not the fledgling baby of the late 1700's, things have changed, there is little need for a "Militia" nowadays, now is the time for them to take more and more care of how they sell and use weapons...Damn gun companies, profiting from widespread selling of arms.

Speaking of widespread selling of arms, I wonder what Mr .Kalashnikov would feel about how people make do with his masterpiece?

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Yes, ladies and gentlemen, we can forget about the details, places, names, objects, and dates, those are just there to help us remember, but we must never forget what happened at the past, we must continue to look both at the past, the present, and the future. to end, I would just like to quote from our national hero, Jose P. Rizal, "Ang sino mang hindi tumitingin sa kanyang pinanggalingan, hindi makararating sa kinaroroonan" ("Those who forget where they're from, will never reach they're destination")

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Then, wednesday came, in which I was to take him for a walk. While walking Greco, I noticed he was well behaved, not pulling me to somewhere he wanted to go, he followed me as close as the leash would allow. I sudenly remembered a chapter in Nicolo Machiavelli's "The Prince," in which he said that a leader who continues to be kind, falls, while a leader who balances his kindess with cruelty, lasts.

Though I am quite saddened to what i did to my dog, I think it was necessary for me, as its owner, that he should not abuse my kindness. Why? when you love someone, you have BIG chances of hurting your beloved easily, but when you fear someone, you either think twice of hurting the feared one, but most of the time, you chose to subject yourself under his/her will or avoid the person, therefore not harming that person.

I would also like to say that states should do so not allow its citizens or other nations to abuse it's favors If a democratic country should declare martial law because of it's citizen's wanton disregard of its reasonable laws, then it should, If a government wants to impose the death penalty of a criminal serving life sentence, who while in and out of prison still lives out a life of crime and promotes to his society's further degradation, then it should do so. if a state should declare a trade embargo to a foreign state since the foreign state does not obey the reasonable policies of the U.N, go ahead, do so.

We should be untrameled by traditions and religions, these are just prerequisites, everything in this world is subject to science and reason. And since everything is subject to reason, there are certain events n our lives when we are allowed to say "It is better to be feared than to be loved."

(WAS THAT REALLY ME WHO WROTE THIS SELF-RIGHTEOUS JOURNAL ENTRY??!!)

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