http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:night-tangle&section=today deviantART RSS for by:night-tangle en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 14:21:05 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/19709807/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/19709807/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 23:37:28 PDT i stay up lateish the only way to sleep is to take pills, i do nothing all day and i'm tired all day. GAWD this is summer i wish alisn's car was fixed!! T.T
i have debated cutting and swallowing a bottle of pills. good times.
i think all emo kids are liers cause if you look at their hair and makeup dat takes long time to do!! when i'm all emo i either ovoid the mirror or look and think "gawd what a peice of shit i am"
i need a job.
i need a gun and a BULLSEYE on my temple!! not that i would shoot myself..... cause what the hell is the point? ppl debat suicide as a way out, i have come to relise that death is just a bullet in the massive list of SHIT you have to do. so really it doesnt change shit.
i'm bored out of my mind and dont have anything to read and we now have basic cable, so there isnt fuck to watch at night. i could watch a movie... maybe i'll dig out something worthy.. HA all i want to do is return to my vegitive state. actually what i REALLY want is release from my zombie mode but i think i'm stuck in a damn rut.
no ride. no licsence. not money for one. no money for insurnce. no money for gass. no job. NO WHERE TO GO!! i finally understand why g-rod just floats through places just following jobs.

so now that i sound like a insane prick, have a nice day

]]> ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/18955729/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/18955729/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 19:08:07 PDT so i saw this pic online that inspired me to sketch something that looks like shit..... >_> i wont post it... no scaner
any way i wish i could draw worth a damn, i get these ideas and cant scetch them. like a bleeding peace sign. or a simple little bunni that looks like he just saw his parent fucking... lol

poor bunni....

meh, i also need to design some babie blankies for Akkna..... i think i'm the only one who thinks it would be awesome if she had a girl... but whatever. i'll make unisex blankies. half asian babies are the cutest ^.^
i should make him some goth blankies.... that would be funny shit...

and dresses for the damn wedding.....i wonder if i could make jewelry for the bride!!! o.o omg i hope the bridesmaid dresses are red....

lol okay i'm done. didnt even say a thing about mynself... spose i should like do that?
















bunnies are awesome....










i need to make myself a damn tote bag *sigh* soooooooooooooooo lazy..........

i should give it convertable straps to make it a backapck if needed!!! omg i wonder if thats possible.....

]]> ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/18341009/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/18341009/ Sun, 18 May 2008 14:12:34 PDT

so i fixed it all up!! you wanna read my emo ness go here [link]

]]> ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/18281492/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/18281492/ Sun, 11 May 2008 21:59:08 PDT
i call it "God and other shit" you can thank some uneducated prick for my rantings

so many people have so many questions about him and what he represents and why the fuck things happen as they do. i say, open a fucking book and read a little. why do people die? b/c eve was tricked and adam followed her willing even though he knew what was the truth. aka dont eat the damn fruit. when god asked wtf? whats wrong with you? adam blamed eve and eve blamed the snake. and they both got banished from edan. COWARDS. if they would have sucked it up and said, yeah i ate the dfamn fruit i'm sorry people wouldnt fucking die and we would all be in edan right now.
why did god put the tree of knowledge in the garden? he gave us freedom of will. of choice. the freedom to chose does you no good if there are no choices. tell you what i'll lock you in a padded cell and tell you that your free to do what ever the fuck you want. oh... but um... you have to stay in there.
why is there pain in the world? b/c the world is full of sin. ohh. that sounds oh so mellow dramatic. what it means is sin is bad. there fore if there is sin around us bad things will happen. bad things cause death. like natural catasrophies. you kno if this world was in perfect balence then LO AND BEHOLD these things would not happen.
the world is dieing. look it up a little. our ozone is dissapearing, and we cant do shit about it. the world is getting hott, and fast. while the green house effect is what keeps us alive its now killing us. and that is our own damn fault too. the earth is built to withstand changeing temperatures, after all its happened b4. but this time its happening to fast. and you know there used to be allot more kinds of animals? every day species go extint. and there arent more comming around!! ever flux of everything kills something else. congradufuckulations everything is crumbling around us.
the goverment knows about all this bad shit too. and they could possiblly fund research and shit to fix it but NO it all goes to the millitary. dont get me wrong, i am pro war. lets go kill other fucking ppl. WOO. but you kno.... if the lack of ozone, the higher temperatures, the losing of animal species that make this thing called earth work(that btw we cant duplicate in labs) then we will all kill each other. after all who has more nukes than us? hhhmmmmm?? who would kno better?
so the whole reason i have ranted about this is b/c someone asked why do people die? what does god get out of it? answer: ppl kill ppl (no fucking surprise) and god doesnt want us to die, he wants us to be happeh. but that wasn't good enough not to eat the damn fruit or suck it up and own up to our deeds now is it?! and now ppl will blame god for all the shit around them. you kno what? dont blame god b/c other people suck. blame them.

and done.

]]> ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/17324004/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/17324004/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 22:30:55 PDT YAYZ
i'm super speacial awesome so i made mine in paint xP

*sigh* so much has happened since my last journal entry
well... whatever...

i have now prints for sale, profits to TVD. so they are pics of fluffy kitties ^.^
hahaha actually its one cat.. >_>

ciao
-e-

]]> ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/15587153/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/15587153/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 08:30:41 PST and im always so tired
but little things will cheer me up like no other
like Albenos's journal every
i love you too!!!

]]> ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/13940844/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/13940844/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 11:57:56 PDT
haHA! i win!!! i figgured out how to post stuff w/out mt comp freezing!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8940590/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8940590/ Thu, 01 Jun 2006 13:05:02 PDT
Mood: i dont know...
Listening to: wah???
Reading: again...wah???

Okay so dream.... I only remember parts so bare with me...
I run into a bedroom and move a dresser in front of the door someone else is in there with me. I say something about zombies attacking to them and get into a read for attack position. I have a butcher knife in hand ready to slice off the head of the zombie after me. Something hits the door HARD and the dresser scoots away from the door and slightly to me, the zombie can't see me and goes for the other person. I run in swinging but mess up but the other person ends up slicing his throat with a CD. Then my sister walks in (sister in dream, not in life) but there's a brown snake thing in her hair that bites her throat and I run away before she turns into a zombie

Next thing I know I know my husband (tom cruise p.s. I didn’t know his name so ill call him tom) is a zombie but he still remembers and acts the same. And he thinks he's becoming a vampire. I m utterly afraid of him but don’t want to kill him. But his business partner tells me I have to kill him. So he rigs a beer can that will electrify my husband when he picks it up. Before he rigs it though I was doing something behind an open door and my tom was doing something weird in the other room for no reason, but it was really HOT. I was trying not to look because I didn’t want him to notice me but he did and started putting on a show for me. I became filled with lust OMG! So I was watching him via hi reflection in a window then he was like it’s okay you can come in. I shuffle in and half smile.

Um after that I think we ran outside to find my sister but all we found was a mound of ashes where she was burned. Tom screams with pain and I go back to our bedroom and curl up in the corner holding something. I’m in total pain(by this time the beer can was rigged) I totally despair b/c I love tom but he has to die b/c he’s a zombie but by now he seems more like a normal person. He comes in a few times and comes close to touching the can but doesn’t(it was smoking but stopped) I don’t talk much…

We went to his office and I sat down in a chair. A couple girls came in and giggled and awed over my husband but he didn’t pay much attention to them then they were gone. Tom got angry and said how horrible it was that I was trying to kill him, then about how I wasn’t even imaginative. He found both my prints and his business partners on the rigged can and how betrayed he felt. I jumped up and half ran to the other side of the room. I asked if he was going to bring him here, wasn’t he? Tom nodded and sat down on a couch and ate cough drops and caramels with some guy (he just appeared) then tom tossed me a bag of cough drops and told me to relax. I had a feeling he was going to kill me in front of his business partner. I sighed, shook my head and dropped the bag on the couch. I wanted to tell him how much I loved him and that I didn’t want to kill him but they(the business partner and some chick) said I had to. Then I woke up.

I still had the feelings of despair, depression and underling feeling of true and powerful love. Weird huh? Sry long read and confusing…. Those feeling lasted till the end of first period.

]]> ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8835526/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8835526/ Sun, 21 May 2006 13:33:34 PDT ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8805987/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8805987/ Thu, 18 May 2006 09:04:29 PDT i must write boring stuff
*cry* ive been in a weird mood while im by myself lately....
and ive been wanting a boyfriend-which means it's the worst time to get one i donno i just feel left out some times
i dont think anyone would want to date me though.....im not sappy not romantic<--- that confuses me and i wouldnt treat him above my other friends
pretty much most likely he'd be a friend w/ benifits.....
oh well...i dont really kno any one i want to do that with, well maybe a couple
no i will not reveil their idenities
i just need to get out of this funk time will help
its always takes time for me
time heals most wounds for me and then weird moods pass and im left my happy cheerful self
some ppl have never seen me depressed---kno that?
course i never want to be that way again
i wonder why my good friends change so often??? now its juliana and cassie last yr it was desi before that seth and before that robert and spike i change best friends at least every yr i wonder if that will ever stop
its amazing that i can trust ppl after knoing them so little and yet i tend to kno them well just not long
time isnt evering thing i spose.... ]]> ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8796671/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8796671/ Wed, 17 May 2006 09:40:44 PDT i feel so sad for FUCKING DAD! *cry* make me want to and make her feel better
haha she ed me this morning then clawed my arm mmmmm scraching she was afraid she was going to tear my shirt to shreds though....
anywho..........
i think i should put a new deviant id up but i's not sure....
should take some good pics of me.... ]]> ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8738259/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8738259/ Thu, 11 May 2006 09:19:00 PDT these r so addicting......

Hey! What's your name? emiko
Nickname? mason, eskimo
What's your age? 17
Sexuality? (Homosexual/bisexual/straight) bi
Where do you live? somewhere far far away
What's your favorite thing to do? dance naked in the midnight rain lol chillax w/ buddies
What don't you like to do? dishes!
What's your favorite food? curry
Your favorite flower? lilac
How tall are you? 5 ft 8
What color is your hair and eyes? hair: erm two colors red-brown w/brown roots eyes: blue-green hazel
Delayed question... are you male or female? female
That's over...what about your friends?
Funniest? oh lord i donno
Biggest pain in the ass? right now? nick(funking survey)
Smartass? nick
Smartest? uuuhhhhhhhhh
Most into ahletics? none
Study addicted? none
Anime freak? amanda(both)
Artist? cassie, juliana, me...
PC genius? i donno
DDR champion? chidori
Writer extrodinaire? hhhhhmmmmmmmmm cassi...me...alisha...
Prep? NONE gag me w/ a spoon
Homosexual/bisexual? oh god, the list goes on...
Speaks more than one language? errmmmm....... cody and juliana (dead lang.s go them)
More than two? fuck if i know
Most likely to succeed at what they love? i donno
Most likely to end up in jail? Jeff
Most absolutly insane? juliana
Shy? stephen
The one you can talk to anytime? juliana or cassie
Best one for advice? my mom
Huggle buddy? juliana
Ranting buddy? cassie
The one who often gets into fights? amanda i think...
Fashion obsessed? me (my own fashion)
Never caring about what others think of them? all
Did I forget the lot of them? ummmm... what?
That was rather long. How about some randomness?
Do you have a DJ? no
Do you have an LJ? a what?
What's your screenname? night-tangle mason.fier neg zero
Do you like to take random surveys? their addicting
Do you like hot cocoa? yes
How about rainbow socks? FUCK YEAH
Do you collect feathers? some
Do you like anime? FUCK YEAH
Are you God? yes(shhhh, dont tell)


this is a survey so that when you take it stakers now have an easier time in finding you! come get me perverts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8700909/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8700909/ Sun, 07 May 2006 13:10:14 PDT
1.what kind of first impression do you think people say when they first see you?
what a freak

2. what's one thing you like to do alone?
masturbate.....lol....read actually

3. what is your favorite line to say when you're drunk?
Never been drunk...

4. how many drinks do u need before u get tipsy?
I have no clue

6. what kind of books do you like to read?
fantasy, horror and books with wierd names

7. do you think you're cute?
fuck yeah

8. do you have a problem changing clothes in front of your friends?
not really, no

9. what do you eat/drink when you raid the fridge at night?
i donno depends on the food and what i feel like...

10. describe your bed?
twin, messy, during the day it becomes a hold all my crap space

11. spontaneous or planned?
Spontaneous

12. do you know how to play poker?
yep

13. what do you carry with you at all times?
CELLPHONE!!! yeah thats pretty much the most important

14. what do you miss most about being a kid?
innocence even though i spose i lost alot of it early, in kindergarden.....

15. are you happy with your given name?
i love my first name but thinking about changing my last name to my grandmothers given name Washizumi
16. what color is your bedroom?
it was white but now i call it covered in whatnot

17. have you ever been in a play?
yes, three

18. do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
fuck yeah i do

19. do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
eh, deepends

20. do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends?
if i had one no i wouldnt

21. what's one thing you wish you could do but can't?
eeerrrrrrrrrrrrrr, use my telekinetic powers that are buried within me...basicly i'd like to use them before zombies attack

22. what is your ideal wedding location?
i donno changes with each passing day

23. whats one instrument you wish you could play?
guitar

24. whats one language you want to learn?
japanese

25. have you ever pierced your body parts?
Both my ears, thats it *sad*

26. do you have any tattoos?
not yet

27. what's one trait you hate in a person?
stupidity

28. do you consider yourself materialistic?
some what...more than i care to be....

29. what do you cook best?
oh god....urm....stir fry

30. favorite person/s to talk with on the phone?
gezzy, cassie ]]> ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8650322/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8650322/ Tue, 02 May 2006 09:20:07 PDT i'll post them probally tomorrow i have to type them up and i didnt bring them to school ill also grab some other poems so hold onto your hats ppl im posting tommorow!!!!! ]]> ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8622351/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8622351/ Sat, 29 Apr 2006 14:39:53 PDT ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8603660/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8603660/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 15:56:32 PDT ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8563396/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8563396/ Sun, 23 Apr 2006 17:11:51 PDT ~night-tangle http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8084721/ http://night-tangle.deviantart.com/journal/8084721/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 14:19:34 PST ~night-tangle