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I'm missing my JF buddies in here so much!!!!

]]> ~nightdivine http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/20142825/ http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/20142825/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 05:56:51 PDT
I am more tired than ever before..get up in the mornings swearing to sleep early at night..then end up going to bed even later than ever!hahahaa..this has resulted in me feeling soooo sooo lethargic these days..it's good that I have this job though..not really the classiest business sector in the city,but really an eye opener for me..and it's fun learning new stuff & meeting more people!

So yeah..I'm more tired,sleepy,thinner,ALOT browner from all that morning sun..but definitely much more light hearted than before..
The darkness is still seething beneath..but for now..it can't reach me.

God.I'm turning 28 next month.
September..pls don't come so soon..
It's not that I feel old but I just like being 27
hahahahahahaa
Seriously..I'm mad..I wanna listen to my sexy red hot darlings and sleeeeep..
Au Revoir darlings

]]> ~nightdivine http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/19656478/ http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/19656478/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 08:04:24 PDT Down the street of fame
I've paid it of and paid for it again
All these miserable feelings never end
But to fall and be down's somenthing I transcend
I've been a Meal of mine
And slid down my throat
And all I'm facing is one more way to go
Died so many times and then reapeared
All death looks like to me is a word that causes fear
I'm taking my place
In a world with different space
No time at all exept how you move
Be who you are
Do what you do
Not win or lose

John Frusciante » Second Walk

]]> ~nightdivine http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/19578194/ http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/19578194/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 18:37:01 PDT It's been raining the whole week here..and it's so so cold..gosh I can't even take this,I wonder how it's like to have snow!!
I'm sort of thankful that I'm somewhere in the tropics hahaha!!

Haven't been watching much TV lately..glued to the pc more often..and I sorta can't really stand MTV these days..there seems to be alot more crap in there than actual music!!

I'd much rather watch Channel V..which doesn't stick to a sweetly sick staple of cutesy bubblegum pop & offers much more variety..

So..was watching Channel V late last night..a very COLD night..& came across this song by Coldplay..I don't listen to them so much,but I do like Chris Martin..even more so after listening to his single,"Homecoming" with Kanye West a couple of months back..well this is a new song I guess,I wouln't know coz I haven't been keeping up to date recently..and I happen to find the title "Violet Hill" very sweet & romantic hahaha I dunno why..sorta reminds me of something by The Beatles I think..anyways..the lyrics are nice too..the song itself is mellow,slow rock..





Was a long and dark December
From the rooftops I remember
There was snow
White snow

Clearly I remember
From the windows they were watching
While we froze down below

When the future's architectured
By a carnival of idiots on show
You'd better lie low

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

Was a long and dark December
When the banks became cathedrals
And the fog
Became God

Priests clutched onto bibles
Hollowed out to fit their rifles
And the cross was held aloft
Bury me in honor
When Im dead and hit the ground
My Love is opposed when unfold

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

I don't want to be a soldier
With the captain of some sinking ship
With snow, far below

If you love me
Why'd you let me go?

I took my love down to Violet Hill
There we sat in snow
All that time she was silent still

So if you love me
Won't you let me know?

If you love me,
Won't you let me know?


Coldplay
Viva La Vida

]]> ~nightdivine http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/19559673/ http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/19559673/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 17:25:27 PDT Another morning,another day to face
I feel really useless,as if I'm taking up space on Earth for nothing.This middle-of-jobs thing really sucks big time..it's not that I'm being fussy..I just wanna make sure that the career I take on is something that I can really bring myself up in..it's not about the $$$,for me & I'm not afraid of heavy workloads..but..well people seem to think that they know me inside out..sometimes I feel like escaping from this close minded society & taking a chance somewhere far far away..but who the hell am I kidding?

Well..enough of ranting in here abt that hahaha..been having a problem with my Adobe Acrobat after my cousin transferred loads of my music/movie folders into a separate hard drive..and well it just adds to my current irritation coz now I'm unable to retrieve some brushes in CS3..and it's bad enough that I lost ALL my precious basic brushes that I used all the time,now I can't even download new ones..AND I'm facing a mental block..no inspiration
whatsoever!!

I might just scream if something else goes wrong today!

]]> ~nightdivine http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/19474929/ http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/19474929/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 00:10:12 PDT Like you went into hibernation & woke up a bit too late,now everyone around you is just that tiny wee bit smarter...

For every word you say there is someone to argue back..there is someone to disagree.For every action,there is disapproval.Nothing you do is wrong yet nothing you do turns out perfect either.

So in other words..
just a nobody.

]]> ~nightdivine http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/19419800/ http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/19419800/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 00:11:50 PDT Don't like the Rolling Stones,
She took a short cut,
To being fully grown.

She's got that mood ring,
A little sister rose,
The smell of Springsteen,
A pair of pantyhose.

This talking picture show
Is leaking from a silhouette.
She said my man, you know,
It's time to get your fingers wet.
Your hustle's busted when
You can't afford a cigarette.
The last I heard from you,
You were screaming "handle it".

Knock the world right off it's feet,
And straight onto its' head.
The book of love will long be laughing After you are dead.
Fascinated by the look of you,
And what was said.
Make a play for all the
Brightest minds, and light will shed...

I heard some P-Funk,
Out on the road again,
To get your head shrunk,
Is what I recommend.

It's in your bloodline,
A perfect Frankenstein,
Out on that lone pine,
I'm gonna make you mine.

It's understood you wrap,
Your voodoo right around my neck,
You've got some glitter on your
Kitty at the discothèque.
I put my lovin' in your oven,
Not a head to check.
The last I heard from you,
You were screaming "resurrect".

Knock the world right off it's feet,
And straight onto its' head.
The book of love will long be laughing After you are dead.
Fascinated by the look of you,
And what was said.
Make a play for all the
Brightest minds, and light will shed...

Knock the world right off it's feet,
And straight onto its' head.
The book of love will long be laughing After you are dead.
Fascinated by the look of you,
And what was said.
Make a play for all the
Brightest minds, and light will shed...

]]> ~nightdivine http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/19316493/ http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/19316493/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 18:45:00 PDT
Freaked out when I realised that I had left 11 comments in a row for someone..what I saw was message sending failed,try again..so I refreshed my comment twice BUT haha ended up with multiple comments..hope she doesn't get mad at me!Having trouble adding faves too

Is anyone else having this problem?
Now I have to really think twice before hitting the refresh button..

Arrghh.not the best way to start the morning,
where's my mp3 player..I need some Fru comfort

]]> ~nightdivine http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/18976371/ http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/18976371/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 02:08:27 PDT Made me feel all warm & mushy inside..
Felt like hugging my besties tight..
Felt like doin an Anthony dance..
*smile*


It must have been your funny face
It must have been your love
It must have been your paper chase that
Wasn't quite enough

It must have been your tiny dance that
Made me laugh out loud
Must have been your angel dust that
Put me on your cloud

You're the reason why...
You're the reason I...

It must have been your love... oh
It must have been your love... I said
It must have been your love... In a little bit...
It must have been your love

It must have been your poppy eyes
That made me step outside
It must have been the sight of tears that
Let me know I cried

It must have been your bunny shake
It must have been your love
A lot of girls won't come around they
Treat me like a wolf

It must have been your love
It must have been your love... I said
It must have been your love... I gotta get that
It must have been your love

You're my angel baby
You're my darling
You're my star
Lo lo lo lolita
Let her see me deep in love

You're the reason why...
You're the reason I...

It must have been your love
It must have been your love... now
It must have been your love...
It must have been your love

You're my angel baby
You're my darling
You're my star
Lo lo lo lolita
Let her see me deep in love

I've stared at eyes in a crooked frown
Make more of life, just settle down
Every single little princess needs a crown
Make more of life, just settle down

]]> ~nightdivine http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/18883179/ http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/18883179/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 22:47:14 PDT Swallow in the sympathy
Selfish swine that you are
Sucking out the happiness
Leaving others cold inside

Charming those you need
Shunning those you don't
Shallow mind
Hollow heart
Deception is your best friend

]]> ~nightdivine http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/18847875/ http://nightdivine.deviantart.com/journal/18847875/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 01:54:58 PDT Heart pounding

The gentle caress
Stirring forgotten desires
Gently pulling heart strings
Bringing the shadow of a smile
On a sad face

The gentle sounds venture further
A little harder
Demanding entry
Chain of memories start unravelling
Eyes closed shut
Unwilling

Bass Heart
Heart Bass
Bass Heart
Heart Heart
Heart Heart

Gone is the gentle persuasion
Enter the sharp spine tingler
Flames of ice licking across warm skin
Shivers as the sound becomes a gentle whimper
Rising into a silent scream
Releasing Pandora's box
Mind set free,Runs wild
Heart unlocked,Starts craving
Invisible fingers reach into mind's depths
Pulling out the pain,numbing the reasons

Bass
Slowly
Bass
Slowly
Bass
Slowly


Now trapped
There's no turning back
The tormentor sweetly teases
Eyes close tighter
Not willing to end this perfect vision
Fragile symphony
Scream rises into a high crescendo
Tears escape clenched eyes
Bittersweet tears join the celestial wailing

Eyes fly open
Hand reach out to hold on
Emptiness
Darkness
The magic fades away

It's just me
Left with the sound of my heart pounding in my ears
The last echoes of bass gently dying
Cheeks moist with half dried tears
Sleep embraces me with open arms

His guitar...

]]> ~nightdivine