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Well, the past few days and nights ive spent with Justin, my coyote boy and I have to say Ive completely fallen for him. Our conversations never get stale, and we can lay together quietly or have fun and just be random on youtube. Hes amazing, and I cant believe I have him. He tells me im special, that im one of a kind, that he's never met anyone like me before, and it makes me feel like Id never felt before. I cant explain the chemistry there is between us, and we have to be touching each other somehow when we're together. Its crazy, because Id never cared for a guy like I care for this one. And his voice is dreamy. Soft and soothing. <3 He can make me feel at ease, and its easy to fall asleep near him. Its hard when he leaves, I miss him so much, haha. We both hope for the best in things.

In other news, when I havnt been with him, had a kick ass girls night with Bri, Courtney and Kenzie, watched a bit of Gundam Wing, and did a bunch of other random things, including tarot readings! We need a better deck though, considering the one we were using was manga style and meant, we think toward younger girls and school. XD But otherwise, the readings were freakingly accurate.

Took Cardi to the vet yesterday afternoon to have her eyes checked, since her third eye-lids are wanting to swell over her eyes and the vet checked her over and I have eye drops for her twice a day for 10 days, if its not better, then Im going to have to take her to a canine ophthalmologist, more than likely. :/ And have a word with her breeder, because if its something that she'll need meds for for the rest of her life (I hope its nothing, but im looking on the serious side since collies can have many eye problems. >.> ) then im not paying the rest of what I need to pay on her, I shouldnt have to pay $500 for a puppy with health problems. Shes also cow-hocked (cant remember if she said this sooner or not, is slightly incoherent since the boy left.) Which means her back legs are to close together, and when she stands, her feet splay outward, which can cause hip problems whens he gets older. I cant have her OFA checked till shes 24 months old. >.< Im never getting another pup from anywhere that dosnt have their dogs tested before pups are born. But I DO love her, and wouldnt trade her for the world, no matter what was wrong with her.

Now im going to clean up a bit around here, grab some foods, and more than likely sleep, havnt had a whole lot of it the past few days since me and Justin stay up all night talking.

Much loves guys, this is the happiest ive been in ages!

~Tracker




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Smitten, crushing, head over heels.

Everything you could possibly say. And I wasnt expecting it AT ALL.

If this keeps going as its going, then its going to be simply amazing. I cant even BEGIN to describe how this guy makes me feel. Im so giddy, I feel awesome, and I look forward to talking to him every chance I get. He gives me so much energy, that I actually overflow with it and become warm to the touch. He makes me feel so special, and he's admitted to feeling the same way toward me as I feel toward him. We're going to go out on a date thursday and I cant wait, though a part of me is still anxious and shy. lol.

I hope this turns out well. Ive really missed this sort of companionship.

Now to shower, clean up a bit more and head to bed, since I have work early in the morning.

Courtney, Kenzie and Bri, ill see you guys Monday night! Courtney, you better not have forgotten to call Kenzie!

*trots off, tail wagging and head high*

~Tracker




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CW Tyger - 2 commissions. 'Tracker and CW Fighting :.: Both Sketched :.: (Half paid)
~ReallyTallMidget - Group of wolf OC's :.: Sketched :.: (Paid)
*Ciddeon - Himself and his mate Tor together :.: Not Started (ideas!) :.: (Awaiting Payment)


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*nighttracker
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=SinMisericordia21
Speech Bubbles and Text
~CatBoyXD

Im working on what I can when I can, hopefully the first pages will start turning up by early summer!


~ - Figure of myself, signed and based
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~Various anime fanart
http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/29074316/ Mon, 21 Dec 2009 01:44:23 PST

I am more than bummed. Im so down right now im surprised I can still stand.

I just want to get my commissions done, the freebie stuff I promised done, and relax without anything over my head.

Dont get me wrong, I LOVE commissions, and I love drawing for others, truly. But I get so busy with other things, that when I go to sit down and sketch, I feel guilty because I should be doing things for those of you who paid me/ and requested when I set up the free art journals. I never forget what I promise. Ever, I just get busy, and side tracked.

Im crankin out the art, im just not posting right now due to other things.

Im going to try and get some sleep now, and there is MUCH more to this journal than just art, but probably few ppl will know it. :/

Goodnight. And enjoy what I have uploaded.

~Tracker




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~-wolfhusky- - Sketchbook Commission :.: Three of 15 sketched :.: (Half paid)
CW Tyger - 2 commissions. 'Tracker and CW Fighting :.: Both Sketched :.: (Half paid)
~ReallyTallMidget - Group of wolf OC's :.: Sketched :.: (Paid)
*Ciddeon - Himself and his mate Tor together :.: Not Started (ideas!) :.: (Awaiting Payment)


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4 of 100 complete!


The Comic Crew!

Art, Storyline, Characters, Panel Layout
*nighttracker
Inks and Character color
~AngelTigress03
Natural Backgrounds color
~SanzosKitten
Cityscape and Urban Backgrounds color
=SinMisericordia21
Speech Bubbles and Text
~CatBoyXD

Im working on what I can when I can, hopefully the first pages will start turning up by early summer!


~ - Figure of myself, signed and based
~Character sheets for PPiT
~Various anime fanart
~Few various gift arts for fluffy friends out there.
http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28911131/ Sat, 12 Dec 2009 21:00:36 PST

Okay, I put up a poll to see what you guys thought about me uploading my pics here, or at my other account (which I keep forgetting about because I just come to this one by habit) and more than half of you said upload here, and half said upload to my new account. What I have decided is I think im going to upload my utmost fav pics here to my main gallery (which will be few and far between), and ill add everything else (though still up-loadable in my opinion) to my other gallery, just for my photography.

So, if you havnt done it already, add ~Nights-Photography I plan on doing a MASSIVE pic update soon. <3

And now, im going to shower, take the dogs out, and sleep, im tired and feeling kind've sick.




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~-wolfhusky- - Sketchbook Commission :.: Three of 15 sketched :.: (Half paid)
CW Tyger - 2 commissions. 'Tracker and CW Fighting :.: Both Sketched :.: (Half paid)
~ReallyTallMidget - Group of wolf OC's :.: Sketched :.: (Paid)
*Ciddeon - Himself and his mate Tor together :.: Not Started (ideas!) :.: (Awaiting Payment)


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The Comic Crew!

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*nighttracker
Inks and Character color
~AngelTigress03
Natural Backgrounds color
~SanzosKitten
Cityscape and Urban Backgrounds color
=SinMisericordia21
Speech Bubbles and Text
~CatBoyXD

Im working on what I can when I can, hopefully the first pages will start turning up by early summer!


~ - Figure of myself, signed and based
~Character sheets for PPiT
~Various anime fanart
~Few various gift arts for fluffy friends out there. http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28774455/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 20:08:38 PST

It was epic. It went out today at 2:25, and didnt come back on till 7pm. XD I worked 11-8 tonight and was tired and really not wanting to work because of scheduling issues that made me very angry, so when I went back and the power went out, I was all, dude, Thank you.

So all the managers were like, cover everything! So we covered everything, and then once everything cold was covered as best we could, we waited for a bit. By this time I went to lunch, so I come back to my apt. Power was out here too. Blah, but it came back on! So im like, yeah, I have heat and microwave! So I fixed me some lunch, sat down at the computer for a bit, then played with the dogs, and as I go to leave, it goes back out. Hah, what timing. So I go back, everyone was out of the store but the workers and its starting to get dark by this point. Since they dont know WHEN the power will come back on (hehe) they dont want to send us home, so they tell us to work freight. Yay, stocking when we can hardly see. So me and a few of my friends from neighboring departments hooked up, Amy the CSM, Lauren a cashier, and Alex from electronics and we were like, "We cant see, what now?" So one magaer was like, lamps! So were like, yay! But we could only open up 6 of them. And then were all like.. "That wont help us much yanno.." So hes like, well, find something else. And this entire time were moving about by cell phone light. XD

Then Lauren was like. "Glowsticks!" and were all like "epic!" So we head over and a few ppl had them already, and we grab some, I got a pretty bright yellow one, yay (hehe, Ed stick. XD *only one person, maybe two, will get that ref. * ) and then we were working by glowstick light, it was kinda amazing. So we decide to go on a -break- which lasted 2 hours. and raved in the breakroom to music on our cell phones, and Lauren Rick Rolled us. ARRR! lol and we had lots of fun, even got some stuff (sodas and junk food) via walmart, harr and then roamed about some more. And its pitch black in this place, Amy and Lauren were all "Its the walmart zombie apocolypse.." and im like "yeah, we need a zomplie plan!" And Alex was all "You know what happens to the last in line when zombies attack right?" "The last one gets taken down?" "Yeah.." "I dont wanna be the kabuse no more!" We all laughed and Im like *scurries forward* and made Alex last. We roamed about like that forever, until the power came back on, and then we had to uncover everything, throw out most of the cold stuff and then it was time for me to leave, yay. ^_^

So tonight is probably the only night that I will say going to work was epic. MUCH more happened with us four when we were roaming around, but im tired and dont want to go into everything, but it was SO MUCH FUN. And leaving with a line of ppl waiting at the front doors was hilarious, waiting out there int he cold, and the dark, to come into WALMART. Ppl, seriously. XD

Much loves, everyone. ^^




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CW Tyger - 2 commissions. 'Tracker and CW Fighting :.: Both Sketched :.: (Half paid)
~ReallyTallMidget - Group of wolf OC's :.: Sketched :.: (Paid)
*Ciddeon - Himself and his mate Tor together :.: Not Started (ideas!) :.: (Awaiting Payment)


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*nighttracker http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28730330/ http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28730330/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 15:05:32 PST

The art bug is biting me hard and I cant work on anything for more than a few minutes without feeling guilty because I AM still in school for another week. However, tomorrow is the last official day, then I have finals on Mon-thurs. Then im done. DONE. For a month. I cant wait, because ive got so many works in progress, along with all of my commissions, and requests.

Going to get everything done this month so I can start with a fresh new slate for January. ^_^

And expect lots of fanart, from multiple series. <3

And wolves. Yes! There will be wolves!

Things are going alright otherwise, currently. This semester has been shittier than the previous two, and im not expecting to pass all of my classes, but ive had one problem and stress after another, and I cant concentrate on school when my life is turned upside down. But, ill repeat them, and make better grades. However, now im going to force myself to do some Trig work before I get out of the mind to do so, because this class and one other I still have a shot at passing.

I do look forward to hopefully being able to go home for the week of Christmas, since I was stuck here and couldnt leave for Thanksgiving. :/ I miss my parents and their home.




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~-wolfhusky- - Sketchbook Commission :.: Three of 15 sketched :.: (Half paid)
CW Tyger - 2 commissions. 'Tracker and CW Fighting :.: Both Sketched :.: (Half paid)
~ReallyTallMidget - Group of wolf OC's :.: Sketched :.: (Paid)
*Ciddeon - Himself and his mate Tor together :.: Not Started (ideas!) :.: (Awaiting Payment)


**NO ARTTRADES UNLESS OTHERWISE NOTED**


4 of 100 complete!


The Comic Crew!

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*nighttracker
Inks and Character color
~AngelTigress03
Natural Backgrounds color
~SanzosKitten
Cityscape and Urban Backgrounds color
=SinMisericordia21
Speech Bubbles and Text
~CatBoyXD

Im working on what I can when I can, hopefully the first pages will start turning up by early summer!


~ - Figure of myself, signed and based
http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28674666/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 15:51:02 PST

Thank you to the founder of the rough collie for creating a wonderful beautiful breed that is allergic to TONS OF DRUGS. ;_; It turns out she was having a very rare side effect from the prednisone she's taking for her lymphoma. :/ Even my vet told me she RARELY see's this side effect. Im like G.. thanks. :/

So, they did the blood work to see exactly what was going on, and the platelets in her blood isnt doing their jobs. Her blood isnt clotting like normal, so she'll free bleed. Her liver is also weak, so the vet sent me home with some supplements for her, and I picked up some senior dog vitamins when I got off work. Hoping those plus having her prednisone dosage decreased will help her from having any more bleeding, because that scared me to death.

So so far, we are still skirting around the inevitable. I love her so much, and currently, shes doing just fine, I just need to clean her off as she is still covered in dry blood from this morning.

Thank you, all of you for your concern and comments, they mean a lot to me. *hugs*




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~-wolfhusky- - Sketchbook Commission :.: Three of 15 sketched :.: (Half paid)
CW Tyger - 2 commissions. 'Tracker and CW Fighting :.: Both Sketched :.: (Half paid)
~ReallyTallMidget - Group of wolf OC's :.: Sketched :.: (Paid)
*Ciddeon - Himself and his mate Tor together :.: Not Started (ideas!) :.: (Awaiting Payment)


**NO ARTTRADES UNLESS OTHERWISE NOTED**


4 of 100 complete!


The Comic Crew!

Art, Storyline, Characters, Panel Layout
*nighttracker
Inks and Character color
~AngelTigress03
Natural Backgrounds color
~SanzosKitten
Cityscape and Urban Backgrounds color
=SinMisericordia21
Speech Bubbles and Text
~CatBoyXD

Im working on what I can when I can, hopefully the first pages will start turning up by early summer!


~ - Figure of myself, signed and based
~Character sheets for PPiT
~Various anime fanart
*nighttracker http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28664917/ http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28664917/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 05:19:58 PST

I woke up at 5am this morning to Meadow hacking and sneezing. She was bleeding from her nose. Blood was everywhere, all over my bedroom floor, the kitchen, the door, the dog gate.. It just wouldnt stop, so I called the vet, the answering service picked up, and paged a vet for me, and in 30 minutes, we were at the clinic. He took her in, examined her, and they are going to do some blood work, do chest and abdomen x-rays, and do tests to see if her kidneys and liver are okay. So she's there in their care and im going to call when I get out of class this morning to hopefully see whats going on. Keep her in your thoughts. Im not ready to lose her yet.. ive been crying since I got up..




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~-wolfhusky- - Sketchbook Commission :.: Three of 15 sketched :.: (Half paid)
CW Tyger - 2 commissions. 'Tracker and CW Fighting :.: Both Sketched :.: (Half paid)
~ReallyTallMidget - Group of wolf OC's :.: Sketched :.: (Paid)
*Ciddeon - Himself and his mate Tor together :.: Not Started (ideas!) :.: (Awaiting Payment)


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4 of 100 complete!


The Comic Crew!

Art, Storyline, Characters, Panel Layout
*nighttracker
Inks and Character color
~AngelTigress03
Natural Backgrounds color
~SanzosKitten
Cityscape and Urban Backgrounds color
=SinMisericordia21
Speech Bubbles and Text
~CatBoyXD

Im working on what I can when I can, hopefully the first pages will start turning up by early summer!


~ - Figure of myself, signed and based
~Character sheets for PPiT
~Various anime fanart
~Few various gift arts for fluffy friends out there.
~Horse requests that I will get to when I have the time and inspiration for them.... ]]> *nighttracker http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28641987/ http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28641987/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 00:47:35 PST

Advertising for the club im in at school here. We are creating an anime con! Those of you who love cons and want to help get a brand spankin new one on its feet, come join us, and have some fun! Details are as follows!

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Ridonka~Con is a brand new convention that will be held May 22, 2010 in Murray, Ky. The Murray State University Anime Club, Friends of Anime (F.o.A.), will be running the convention in the Curris Center on Murray State's Campus. Many of the club members have experience running conventions and events from being a part of OMGCon's staff. The convention is one day only, but we will have events such as anime screenings, a dance, a dealer's room and artist alley, and cosplay competitions. That's just to name a few and there are some free panels still open. Ridonka~Con has invited Greg Ayres to be our guest and DJ for the dance.

Pre-Registration is already open and here are the prices:
$13 Pre-Registration (MUST be post marked by Feb. 21st)
$10 Group Rate (MUST Pre-Register, MUST have at least 10 people, All group registration forms MUST be in the same envelope)
$15 at the door
Children 12 and under may attend for FREE if their parent or guardian over the age of 18 has purchased a badge. A separate registration form is not required and children will be provided with a badge. Children MUST be with their parent or guardian at all times. (Maximum of 2 children per guardian)

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You know you want to go. :3

Support us!

~Tracker




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~-wolfhusky- - Sketchbook Commission :.: Three of 15 sketched :.: (Half paid)
CW Tyger - 2 commissions. 'Tracker and CW Fighting :.: Both Sketched :.: (Half paid)
~ReallyTallMidget - Group of wolf OC's :.: Sketched :.: (Paid)
*Ciddeon - Himself and his mate Tor together :.: Not Started (ideas!) :.: (Awaiting Payment)


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4 of 100 complete!


The Comic Crew!

Art, Storyline, Characters, Panel Layout
*nighttracker
Inks and Character color
~AngelTigress03
Natural Backgrounds color
~SanzosKitten
Cityscape and Urban Backgrounds color
=SinMisericordia21
Speech Bubbles and Text
~CatBoyXD

Im working on what I can when I can, hopefully the first pages will start turning up by early summer!


http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28589223/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 11:50:01 PST

Have a good one guys.

Lots of love from 'Tracker! ^_^




**NO REQUESTS**

~This stands untill further notice. Do not note me, do not ask me in any shape, form or fashion.
~I do however, and will, take COMMISSIONS. Check my ShoutBoard for Commission Prices.


~-wolfhusky- - Sketchbook Commission :.: Three of 15 sketched :.: (Half paid)
CW Tyger - 2 commissions. 'Tracker and CW Fighting :.: Both Sketched :.: (Half paid)
~ReallyTallMidget - Group of wolf OC's :.: Sketched :.: (Paid)
*Ciddeon - Himself and his mate Tor together :.: Not Started (ideas!) :.: (Awaiting Payment)


**NO ARTTRADES UNLESS OTHERWISE NOTED**


4 of 100 complete!


The Comic Crew!

Art, Storyline, Characters, Panel Layout
*nighttracker
Inks and Character color
~AngelTigress03
Natural Backgrounds color
~SanzosKitten
Cityscape and Urban Backgrounds color
=SinMisericordia21
Speech Bubbles and Text
~CatBoyXD

Im working on what I can when I can, hopefully the first pages will start turning up by early summer!


~ - Figure of myself, signed and based
~Character sheets for PPiT
~Various anime fanart
~Few various gift arts for fluffy friends out there.
~Horse requests that I will get to when I have the time and inspiration for them. (I havnt forgotten about these!)


// *nighttracker http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28466248/ http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28466248/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 10:35:44 PST

You know you want to read this.
Stolen from *SunkissedSuicide

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1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
~ My right hand is scarred to hell. Reasons are a glass shattered, and my cat attacked me when I got between him and another cat.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
~ Right now nothing, since I havnt had time to redecorate. Will be wolves, collies and anime.

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
~ I only talk in my sleep when im cursing ppl, obviously. O.o lol Otherwise, no other has occurred.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
~ Everything but rap. J

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
~ Evening I think, or ungodly early in the morning. Don’t really remember.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
~ For my puppy to stop being a spazzy ankle biter. ;_;

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
~ Having a full size backyard to play with the dogs in.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S):
~ Another question like this.. hrm.. most prized possessions would be my Izaac picture plaque, and my kickass RAH Edward Elric, and my Yami Atem figures. J

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
~ 5’10”

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
~ Nope.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
~ Hell no, the dark is my element. :3

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
~ “Critty” A friend here in town.

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
~ Dying with no one I love being around me.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
~ Black/Blue, preferably, but as long as we connect on that otherworldly level, I don’t care what hair and eye color they have. <3

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
~ I hopefully wouldn’t be the one doing it. XD

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
~ Coffee! * Cuddles it like a puppy *

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
~ Pepperoni will always be the favie.

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
~ I have a craving for crab Rangoon. ;_;

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
~ Metallic blue.

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
~ Du-wha now? O.o

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
~ And im supposed to remember this.. why?

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
~ Unfortunately, and it’s a very very complicated one at that! * frustrated wolf snort *

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
~ Ick, no.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
~ Cheap is good. Whatever has a good feel and design, I don’t care what it is. I am proud to say I buy shirts at walmart. Because they sell ANIMAL PLANET SHIRTS. Yes. <3

25. FAVORITE CANDY?
~ Milk chocolate. :3

26. FAVORITE WORD?
~ >.>… Probably Dammit. Or Fuck.

27. WHAT WOULD YOUR IDEA OF A PERFECT DAY BE?
~ To lounge and not have to do a damn thing. J

28. FAVORITE ANIMAL? WHY?
~ Wolf. Must you really ask why? XD

29. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GAME TO PLAY?
~ Not a real game player anymore, no real time for it.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
~ 3

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
~ Either are fine, both can be equally smart as they can be stupid.

32. FAVORITE QUOTE?
~ “Fear knocked at the door. Faith answered. No one was there.” –believe it or not, this came on a fortune from a fortune cookie I had one night. J

33. FAVORITE PLACE?
~ 1st and foremost, my home, then my parents home, then anywhere with lots of wooded area to explore.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
~ No, one of these days I will visit other continents!

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
~ 1. Feeling I cant protect my friends when their in trouble. 2. Its hard to turn my back on homeless animals. 3. Admitting to myself... ]]> *nighttracker http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28152257/ http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28152257/ Wed, 04 Nov 2009 21:51:55 PST

Trying to cheer myself up a bit, though some of this will still be somewhat depressing because im answering things very truthfully, since my mood is still very very damp indeed, and that’s putting things softly. Im trying to become positive again, don’t worry.

Talking to other vets, I found out that Meadow-baby only has a few months to perhaps a year at most. I just hope that she shows me she can beat the odds and live for that full year, or longer. Im going to try and live without thinking about it, and love her like no other. Its just still a bit hard to truly, wholly accept. Just knowing that her time is limited.

Thank you to everyone who commented, I dont know when ill get around to responding again since its the end of the semester getting closer and closer, but eventually, ill try to respond to everyone. I really do appreciate every comment and loving gesture I get. Know that I DO read and take to heart everything said here. *hugs*

And now to the meme. It did make me smile, at least. And think. Since thinking is hard for me lately im suffering from so much anxiety. :/

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RULE: What you're supposed to do... and please do not spoil the fun. Create a new note, copy and paste this message, delete my answers and type in yours. Then tag at least 10 good friends and family INCLUDING the person who tagged you. The theory is that you will learn one new thing about each of your friends.
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THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU
1. Tracker
2. Rachel
3. Wolfy

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE (date/month)
~ Its hard to pick just *3* important dates.. so ill pick a few that really stand out to me and ARE special.
1. June 1996 (Got my first collie puppy, Izaac)
2. July 2001 (Got my drivers license and new car)
3. May 2009 (Got my very first apt, as crappy as it was, it WAS my first home away from home).

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES
1. Started this meme
2. Talked and vented to my friend ~UnleashedFury over the phone.
3. Pondered stopping this and going to bed, but finishing this won me over.

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY
1. Having my animals being happy, healthy, and sound.
2. Listening to music
3. Drawing what I want when I want. (fuck you, college. :/ )

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE *now*
1. A miracle for Meadow
2. A wonderful home for Toushiro (don’t ask about this, please..)
3. A lift from my depression.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
1. Being out with my dog/s
2. Being outside
3. Drawing and writing

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION
1. Japan
2. Egypt
3. Alaska

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
1. Green tea frappe
2. Dr. Pepper
3. Cherry Coke

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR HANDBAG/BAG
1. Toushiro wallet
2. Checkbook
3. Keys

THREE FAVORITE COLORS
1. Black
2. Blue
3. Silver

TOP THREE WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY
1. Meeku?
2. Tor?
3. Katree?

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU
~ Things? Hrm..
1. My Izaac plaque that my friend Amanda had made for me years ago, its beautiful and I love it to bits.
2. My Edward Elric RAH figure
3. My awesome kick ass Atem/Yami Yugi figure.

TOP THREE REASONS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY LATELY
1. Loving on and being with Meadowlark
2. Being around and
3. Sleeping. (it takes me away from this world if even for a little while..)

TOP THREE REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY
1. I wanted to.
2. To keep my mind off other things
3. Because my friends are doing it, and bandwagons are fun.

THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE
1. McDonalds (God..)
2. US Bank
3. Wal-mart

THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED
1. Various places in Ky
2. Stayed in Virginia for a while off and on
3. Visited many others..

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS
1. Crab Rangoon
2. Asian Stuffs of basically any kind
3. Steak (Mhhm..)

THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED
~ Oh man.. okay, I’ll name the ones that really connected to me the most..
1. Tabby “Tabs” (My orange tabby female cat)
2. Izaac “Izzy” (Male tri-factor sabl... ]]> *nighttracker http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28109195/ http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28109195/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 15:34:38 PST

I knew it, she does, she has lymphoma. The vet only gives her a few months to perhaps a year with the medicine im going to go get for her right now, and I cant stop crying. She said chemo wouldnt be that great for her, but it was an option, and if she dosnt have to long anyway.. I dont want to make her miserable during what time she has left.

Again, its happening AGAIN. Im going to lose her, its only a matter of time. Im hoping with this medication that it'll go into remission and stay in remission for a long time, but, thats on God's decision. Im shaking so bad right now. The vet said it all depends on the dog, I just hope she remains strong for me, and herself, and shows me she wants to stay for more than just a few months to a year.

I just.. I dont want to do anything, right now. I dont think ive cried this hard since Tabby's death.




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http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28103584/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 10:11:15 PST

Now her Inguinal lymph nodes are swollen, the ones on the inside of the back legs. Their large and rubbing against each other, it may be why shes continuing to limp. The more I read on lymph node swelling in dogs, the more it leads into lymphoma and lymph sarcoma. And if the others swell and go untreated, then vet articles ive been reading give the dog just over a month. Im so frightened right now of the TIME its taking these vets to diagnose this that im terrified of losing her to whatever this is, because more and more are starting to swell. Its talking about Chemo and radiation to treat lymphoma and how some senior dogs dont do as well, but can, and that if the lymphoma gets to bad, that treatement only gives about 10% of their life back to them.

I dont want to lose her this early. I dont know what I would do. Im so upset, I cant even think straight, and the vet line is busy. Im going to keep calling until I get SOMETHING.




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Im sorry, but I have to say something.

Came home to relax and do some cleaning and draw a bit. Jessica txts my phone saying that she may drop by, that her and a friend of hers was out walking, and they were heading over my way, from CAMPUS. Thats quite a distance when your walking, it takes me about 10 minutes by car. So, shes like I have a friend with me who wants to meet you, so im like sure, you can visit for a bit. So she and her friend come over. She recognized me as Yami from OMGcon, so that was kinda cool, but they come in and sit on my love-seat, I sit on the end and we start talking. I tell them at the beginning that there are other things I wanna do, and Ravin, her friend, was saying she didnt wanna walk back. I had news for them, I was in to stay and wasnt driving their butts back to campus. :/ Ravin puts her feet up on my coffee table BEFORE asking if she could (I didnt care, but ask before you do something please. :/ ) and then shes like "Im going to go through my candy" and moved everything on my coffee table without asking, and dumped it all on top of it. >.> Jessica also went to grab and hold Toshirou, whom was not happy and nearly snapped at her, I quickly told her to put him down. >.< She leaves candy wrappers in my floor, and they really dont interact with me wholly, if you get what I mean, in my own place. So we talk about anime a bit, and im like here, ill show you some of the characters in some scenes that im going to cosplay, and when im trying to show them things, they dont really pay attention, so I turn the stuff off, and then tell them that they should really leave, and so they get up, Ravin (it was mostly her that urked me really) dumps leaves and crap out of her shoes INTO MY FLOOR and then when I called her on it, she picks it up and puts it on Toshi's back. It took willpower not to tell them to hurry up and shut the door in their faces.

So yeah, that kinda pissed me off a bit.

At least I didnt have to worry about trick-or-treater's at the door tonight, all is quiet.

Meh.

Im going to straighten my coffee table up and sketch a bit. *smiles some*




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http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/28029119/ Thu, 29 Oct 2009 13:17:29 PDT

Just got back from the vet. They took a sample of cells from her throat and sent it off, they should know something for certain come hopefully monday or tuesday and they'll call me with whatever. Theres a possibility it COULD be some form of lymph-node cancer. I forget what they called it exactly, but if its already begun to spread, theres not a whole lot they could do other than try and battle it with stronger antibiotics. Because depending on what type of situation we have is on whether they remove the ones in her throat or not, because it HAS spread to her shoulders. Im so scared, and very upset. It seems that no matter what.. ALL of my fur-kids end up with some type of cancer, and it kills them. Izaac was lucky, his cancer (Yes, he had cancer) wasnt really starting to spread until he was humanely euthanized.

I know she isnt comfortable, shes even starting to hack and bring up thick saliva. Shes still limping on her back right leg too. I hate this. I hate not knowing. I cant wait to hear whatever news, and I hope and pray to God that it ISNT cancerous, that something can be done and she'll be fine. But im so worried, so upset, that all I want to do is sit here and cry.

I swear it, im just cursed when it comes to my fur-kids. I love them all so much..

*ears swivel back, tail low, whines and trots off into shadows bliss where none can see*




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Feeling of her throat, its worse. I can even SEE the swelling now without having to feel it. Im very worried now, and im going to call the vet asap in the morning to get her in. Im so scared. If anything the tooth removal made it worse, not better, and the meds shes on dosnt seem to be doing anything. The swollen mass on her left side has gotten larger and I dont know what to think. Ill skip class if I have to, to get her seen to. I hate not knowing, and I dont want anything happening to her.. just the thought of something continuing to swell IN HER THROAT, really upsets me. What if it gets worse and she cant breathe? What then? Can they remove lymph nodes, IF its even those? I mean.. im so freaked out I cant concentrate on anything else. Like studying for my exam tomorrow.

Its always something, but shes my girl. I dont want to lose her to some stupid whatever it is.. Im going to have it tested, I should have done it when she was under, but they were certain it was just her lymph nodes. If it was, they wouldnt continue to swell, would they? Grah. Im a very unhappy Tracker.




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...in your life, where you just suddenly REALIZE something that could change your life forever, but then realize that it may actually never be?

Yeah, had a moment like that tonight, and as elated as I am, I cant help but have that sinking feeling because I know, unless something else changes, that it will never be true.

And that alone really hurts.

..just rambling. Its strange, being both really giddy, and really depressed at the same time.

Love you guys,




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http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/27752444/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 19:55:40 PDT

A dear friend of mine created this meme, and it looked like fun, and I needed to cheer up some, so I decided to do it. So, here goes.

Mind Meme by

-:-Mind meme-:-

1. Hello!
Yo. ^^

2. What does the inside of your mind look like?
~My mind is a maze. A forest mostly. Of death. Yep. Nothing is alive in this forest. The trees are dead and in the center is a massive waterfall that pours out into this wide pool surrounded by rock of all sizes. This is where I usually stay when I retreat to my inner world. Then there are other 'rooms' within that the others accompany.

3. Any "other selfs" in your mind?
~NightTracker and Hrodvitnir. Their separate beings but also parts of the same being. Its confusing, and im not going to explain it here.

4. What about fandom characters?
~Atem from Season Zero of Yu-Gi-Oh! (been with me for a year now)
~Edward Elric from Fullmetal Alchemist (been with me since around 2005)
~Allen Walker from D.Gray-Man (with me for a few months now)

5. Why them?
~Ive formed a very deep connection with each of them. I wasn't expecting any of them to show up, least of all the ones that I mentioned, but they just appeared one day, and they've been with me ever since. I do think its because they've all seen death multiple times (and have even been dead themselves) and are plagued with hardship and their own demons. Much like I am every day. And they cant stand it when others suffer around them.

6. What is it like on a regular basis in your mind?
~It can be rather chaotic, specially since Tracker rules the roost, but all in all I wouldn't trade anything for them. They are welcome until they want top leave.

7. Do any special events take place in your mind?
~Not really, they usually do their own things, coming together for a chat here and there, unless they piss off the wolves, then all Hell breaks loose and Ed and Allen's arms end up needing repairs. XD Atem knows well enough to stay on their good side, so nothing ever happens to him.

8. Do your other-selfs/fandom characters ever mess with your reality?
~ALL THE TIME. It can be annoying, yet other times really gratifying and comfortable. It all depends on my mood and their moods. Like last night when Ed came out and spoke of Winry to Bri and Al. It was sweet. ^^

9. Just to make it even show us a regular conversation in your mind.
~Oh God.
Ed: Hey, hey Tracker!
Tracker: What?
Ed: Check it out! *tries to look gangster, hand signs and everything* What do yah think?
Atem, Allen, and Hrody all bust a gut with laughter.
Tracker: ...*expression is shock*
Ed: What? Thats how they do it, right?
Tracker: Dont ever, ever do that again.
Ed: But I see thats cool with people around where your from!
Tracker: For them. Not for little white guys like you.
Ed: ...*looks crestfallen, eye brow twitches at the little comment*
Tracker: *suddenly starts laughing just as loudly as the others.*
Allen: Way to go Ed, this officially makes you the scapegoat I think. *continues to laugh*
And Ed proceeds to chase Allen into the darker bits of the forest.

I love my boys. <3

10. Go venture into someone else's mind!
~Everyone who I would have tagged got tagged. Anyone who has other's in their minds, DO EET! Cause yanno, I dont know if you do or not.

And now im going to go to bed, im actually feeling kinda sick... Blah. :/




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Meadow will be fine. it was a tooth she chipped a few years back apparently, and its abscessed, and the infection has spread through out her lymph nodes and into her shoulder on the left side. :/ Shes on anti-inflammatories and antibiotics, and she goes in Monday to get the canine tooth removed and her teeth cleaned really well to look for any more teeth problems. Then she should be on the road to recovery. I feel so bad, who knows how long shes been like that and I never noticed anything because the damn dog is so stoic. Vet is pretty sure the infection in her lymph nodes is because of the canine tooth, but if the swelling isnt gone by Monday, they'll do a test and send off to check if its cancerous at all.

And as for me? I may get kicked out of school for the remainder of this semester due to FAFSA and Financial Aid being slow ass bitches. I filed FAFSA late, but it shouldnt take THAT LONG to verify everything, since all I was waiting on last monday was verification. And it STILL hasnt been verified, and I get a call today reminding me I have an outstanding balance, and if I dont pay it, they'll purge my schedule and ill be screwed. 2 days. I have 2 days. So yeah, im kinda sorta upset and very pissed.

I have been fucked over for THREE semesters now, ever since I started this fucking school. I LOVE my school, but I HATE that ive had to go through all sorts of shit to get where I am, and its not even that far due to all the various shit.

Im so fed up currently. Im stressed. Im on edge. I dont know what to do.

Words cant even remotely begin to express how I feel right now.

Im sorry.




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Tonight while grooming Meadow, and just loving on her, I noticed two lumps that feel like their on the inside of her throat, just below her collar. They feel like their good sized, larger than a quarter, thats for sure.. and I dont know how long they've been there. Im so afraid it could be cancer. Shes been hacking every once in a while for weeks, probably more along the line of a few months. I never thought anything of it other than perhaps she drank to fast. And now that ive noticed it, I am noticing other things shes doing concerning breathing, her gagging. Things I never noticed before. Im so scared guys. I dont want her to have something untreatable. Thanks to previous bad experience with cancer in my pets lives, I get very very distressed. Even having to wait till morning to call the vet has me nearly in tears.

It could be nothing. Yet it could be life threatening. Im so worried. Keep her in your thoughts. I love that dog like none other, and just thinking about losing her so close to losing Izaac, litterally is bringing tears to my eyes.

Please think of her.

Thank you.




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This show on Animal Planet makes me fucking sick.

Im sorry, but to me, all of these supposed 'lost tapes' are fake. Taped purposefully just so these ppl can get on tv and keep a search for these things going. I wish Animal Planet would show more animal documentary type things. Wildlife oriented things. Im getting tired of the same thing all the time, and when they do show something new, its this crap. If you dont know, Lost Tapes is a show dedicated to ppl's 'tapes' of things like Chupacabras, aliens, bigfoot, werewolves, nessy.. Anything out of the ordinary that ppl are still trying to prove to this day. They DO show some 'facts' of what they know before they play the tapes, but its just so fake. I mean. Really. :/ I gave the show a try because I was curious, but after two episodes, im done.

I dont understand why ppl want to look like idiots all over tv. :/ Or subject their kids to it.

I miss the wildlife shows. I miss "Fangs" and "Wildlife Discovery" And all those old shows they used to play all the time. Now its crap like this, or just dog related things. I love dogs, really, and I love the Animal Cops shows, but their taking over, and I do get tired of seeing the same ones over and over.

Id love to watch other channels that I love (History, discovery, cartoon network, sci-fi..), but I only have basic cable, and thus, I dont get any other channel I liked to watch anymore.

Ah well, end of my little rant. Going to try and study some Chem now. Blah.

Take care all.




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I just found out this morning when flipping channels that they put the original Yu-Gi-Oh! Back on air on the CW channel! lol. Every saterday morning. I may not care TO MUCH for the dub of that show, but that show means a lot to me and I love it to bits. <3

Just wish they would have dubbed and brought over Season Zero. Mehh, I know itll never happen. Mah poor Atem. *hugs him* Oh well, he's better in japanese anyway. <3

So yeah, I was a happy Tracker this morning. And now I must get ready for work, puh.

This may not be big news, but im elated. XD

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Yeah, so, I rounded up some friends on a whim to go to this Harry Potter meeting for a club that formed on campus, for, duh, Harry Potter. A group showed up to about 17 ppl, if I remember. I would not have known about it had I not gotten a link to it on facebook via a friend of mine on campus, Chi.

So, I rounded up , and Jessica and we went up to the room they were gathering. Turns out newbies, just like first years, were going to be sorted into houses.

Jessica got Gryffindor, Courtney got Ravenclaw, and Bri and I? ...Hufflepuff. Effin Hufflepuff. XD We were both like "Not hufflepuff..." when we went up to be sorted, sorting hat and all. (It was so cool the way they did this, and hilarious!) And then what House do we get? lol. We whined the entire time. Jokingly, but, whined. XD

Then Jennifer, one of Jessica and my friends walked passed, saw us, came in, and sat and joined in on the fun, but came in late and wasnt sorted. So, we had fun for a while, it was nice.

Then when we decided to leave, all of us went to get into the elevator and Ian came running into it and scared the SHIT out of ALL of us. XD It was quite funny. Then Courtney came with me, Bri went home to get her Alphonse RAH figure, and brought him to my place, where we played rediculously fangirly with both him and my Edward RAH figure. It. was. fantastic. <3 My soul be happeh. They are like little ball joint dolls, and their so pretteh!

Then Courtney left and me and Bri played some Nanaca Crash. That game is actually quite addicting. And watched Brotherhood ep 25 again, because its hilarious and kick ass awesome.

Then I slept.

I have to work ont he ONE day of fall break we get from school. Pathetic.

Have a good one, all.

Damn Hufflepuff. XD




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Alright, im posting here because Im a facebook addict. I update it everyday at least once, sometimes multiple times if im feeling springy. XD

Anyone who would like to add me who has a facebook as well, please do. I MAY not add you in turn because facebook is where I keep track of all of my college friends (there are quite a few..) so I dont want my home page flooded with EVERYONES stuff. No offense. But if you wanna keep track of this big black demon, then go ahead. But I update there much more than here, obviously. I need to go back to LJ as well, Ive been to busy to post any long posts pertaining to my life's adventures (and boy have I had some this summer and so far this semester, jeez!) Eventually. ^.^

Loves everyone, take care!

..and to those who saw 'ka' and went dude wut? Its the term in Japanese used to turn a phrase/or sentence into a question.




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[link]

I know there are things like this prolly for theaters, plays whatever all over the world, but I have never seen anything this movable and expressionful before, so naturally, I would think its cool and wanted to show it off to my fellow friends.

It was so cute, I would love to have one! Could have so much fun.

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Ever since I moved into my new place. Meadow has changed. She seems happier inside, since its roomier and nice, but has taken over my new love seat. She's NEVER gotten ont he furniture before unless I invited her, now every time I leave, she makes herself comfortable. Its leather, so I worry about her nails puncturing it. :/

And shes also terrified of standing or lingering in my kitchen, since its linoleum floor, and that I dont understand either, because we had tile floor back home and she was fine. She didnt have a lot of traction there, but here she does, so it irritates me that I had to put a rug runner down so she would eat and drink (Because her food/water is in the kitchen).

But thats not my major worry and aggravation. Its her change of attitude outside. Shes always been a very laid back, like to walk type of dog. But this area terrifies her to the point she will REFUSE to walk in or near the grass. Ppl around here have animals, its one of the few apt complexes that allows them, so there are dogs everywhere. I would think a normal dog would be flippin ecstatic over all the new smells, but I have to choke drag her ass into the grass so she'll potty. And it takes FOREVER for her to finally go. I dont have a whole lot of time on weekdays to have her take her time due to class, then work straight after class, save for the days I dont work after classes, so when she dosnt go on a timely basis (we had this down to an art at the old place) She dosnt get a chance to get outside for up to 8 or 9 hours at a time. >.<. I could deal with her going on the roads/streets whatever, but she wont. I just dont understand, its a very nice area. I love it, and everyone seems really friendly, but taking Meadow out is tiresome and pisses me off because shes never been a fearful animal.

I guess I could try taking out treats for her, but dunno how well that would work. Anyone else have any other ideas? Ive NEVER had a problem with dog behavior before. x_x (Other than her attacking Izaac all those times, and I know that was just jealousy :/ )

Help!

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So many things happening. :/

I dropped Jap, it makes me so sad. >.< But my other 4 courses I need and need to pass with good grades.

When I next get a blasted CHANCE, im going to take a fecal to the vet and have them test it to see what sort of nasties are in Toshirou. As for your suggestions about food, Hes never had a real problem with the food at the bottom or a fresh bag of food being opened, my friend next door feeds his cats the exact same thing and their just hunky dory, the little bastards. I love them. <3

And then we'll see. Ive stopped letting him out into the grassy areas completely, because I think he may be getting sick from eating the grass out here. You would think not but, he wasnt getting sick again till I let him have a bit more leisure time outside the crate (while I was watching him, of course.) It would figure eating grass will make my cat ill. His immune system prolly still isnt all that great from all the medicines and sicknesses and internal parasites he had several months ago.

And still trying to find time to move. Power and everything comes on in the new place today, and everything goes off here tuesday. So I kinda need to try and hurry, but ive had two exams, two quizzes, and I have three exams next week. ;_; So im a bit GRAH, at the moment.

And I found this little black kitten outside in the back of the woods, heard him crying and told Christy, a friend that lives just a few buildings down (shes our groups cat lady ) and she cage caught him. He looks to be in the same condition Tosh was. The vets estimated him to be between 10 and 12 weeks and he weighed, 2 pounds. 2 pounds! Shes currently taking care of him, and I may take him, once I get into my new place. I cant ignore it, hes pulling me. Normally yes, its sad when strays get like that, but certain ones just pull at you. Look at Tosh. And as much as I rant about him, I could never give this cat up, I love the goober to much, otherwise I would not have worked so hard to save him.

The kitten has been dubbed "Stickly" for obvious reasons, and recovery for him will be as long or longer than Toshi's was. Wish him luck, hes adorable! Hes jet black with bright yellow eyes.




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I dont know HOW this cat keeps getting so ill, but he has diarrhea like he did when I first brought him here, and hes crapping EVERYWHERE. When he goes out, its in a crate. A closed off crate, and lays on his bed I put in it when he is outside. Nothing has changed for him. His diet is the same as always. So I dont see where hes getting what hes getting to make him so sick. Having to clean EVERYWHERE he lays is getting me a bit grumpy, to say the least. I know he cant help it.. but I cant keep dishing out money for a cat that may keep getting sick. Im even to the point where I may put up fliers and try re-homing him and just going WITH OUT a cat. Ive put so much money into him. I love and want to help him, but I cant do it. Specially with moving to a more expensive and better apt. Kinda hoping the better surroundings, and being out of a basement will help him some. We'll see, because re-homing is a last resort.. but if it comes to that, I will not settle for anything less than him being treated like a King.

Im so stressed right now over crap. >.<




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*nighttracker http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/27222869/ http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/27222869/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 07:19:43 PDT

Just had a test in BIO115 this morning. Didnt know about it. AT ALL. Proff didnt announce it even remotely during class what so ever. Most of the class was like O.O! Including me. He was like "Its in the syllabus". Seriously, who reads those? Most of the time the topics/test dates change on them anyway as the classes progress. He's the FIRST professor that ive EVER had during my entire school career that never mentioned a test date. Im going to have to keep track of the stupid syllabus in that class now I guess.

At least I dont think I failed it, considering the class is so boring I end up doing other class homework during it.

But, dammit. >.<

And tomorrow I have two quizzes, and a test.

Im so skipping Chem resuscitation today. :/ And studying for that quiz tomorrow. Blah.

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http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/27198668/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 19:40:18 PDT

God.. im so behind here. I seriously dont know when ill catch up.

im taking 18 hrs at school. I work 32 hrs a week at work, and I am trying to find time to pack so I can move into my new apt in a week. A WEEK. Im a bit pressed. Im tired, and I worry about my harder classes. I may have to drop Japanese. I enjoy it, and im doing well in it, but my study time for Chemistry and Trigonometry are suffering because of this and my other two BIO classes. I NEED to do well in them, and so, I may have to make that sacrifice.

Other than this, nothing really new to report, other than im really aggravated at myself for my obvious stupidity on some matters. :/

Until the next time, take care, everyone.

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I cant believe my birthday is in just 20 days. Another year older in 20 days. Thank heaven I dont FEEL my age yet.

Grah! Time, why must you go so fast! x_x

Its sad that I didnt realize this until just now. THATS how busy ive been.

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Grahhh, I like, chugged a starbucks doubleshot to keep me awake a bit longer so I can do some last minute chemistry studying for my first test in the morning and it fails. FAILS. Im so tired.

I think.. im immune to coffee now. o.o *flails*

Sadness.




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/http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/26905553/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 22:41:28 PDT

Barely.

Im exhausted. I have 5 classes, two of which have labs, and I work 32 hours a week. So trying to get all my homework done is a feat. Im always tired, and I bet I havnt had but 40 something hours of sleep since last Wednesday. Japanese is hard, well, the hiragana and katakana is hard, but im working hard to learn them.

Plus I still need to give my pets attention, I feel like ive neglected Meadow a bit, and she got depressed due to it, ive been taking time to get her out more, play ball, walk to different areas. Took her on Campus with a few of my friends Friday and she seemed to really enjoy it, and perked up considerably.

And im also trying to find time to hang out with everyone, since without them I get very lonely really quickly.

I am sorry to those I owe art, really. Ive got quite a few sketched and inked, I just have to find time to post them, but Im only here to update the journal letting you all know, because I NEED to study my Hiragana flashcards. I need to get some good sleep, I can feel my body getting weaker and weaker from strain as the days go by. But I just cant let myself rest. Ive also been having nightmares, but, im rather used to those by now. Its gotten to the point my legs are having problems keeping my weight, if that makes any sense. And its only 2 weeks into school. Im not really complaining.. im just in need of sleep, but this is my first night where I havnt had to work late, or get up the next morning, so again, I just cant lay down and let myself sleep.

Ive also finished the anime D.Gray-Man. Unhappy with that ending, blah. Will have to read the manga. Definitely.

And now, im going to study, and probably force myself to sleep.

Take care, everyone.




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My arms feel like lead weights. -_-

Other than feeling a bit on the achy side, I had to spend $639 on books for this semester. >.< Im going to be paying credit card bills for almost 2 years ive wracked up so much stuff from Vet visits and School crap. :/

Im fine now, since Izzy's passing. I was after a few days really, since I know it was his time to go and I released him from pain. I've just been very, very busy with the start of the semester approaching rather quick, and spending time with friends whom moved back to Murray for Fall classes.

And also, D.Gray-Man. Good God am I hooked on that anime. Its like a parasite. <3 Currently downloading it all. I HAD 1-51 done, then when I went to download the rest, it deleted all I had. x_x... Have NO IDEA how THAT happened, but it did. Grah.. so now I have to wait a few days for the series to finish so I can start watching where I left off. At a cliffhanger. Damn you! >.< I need to read the manga, but I know once I start, I wont wanna stop, and that could be dangerous considering classes start wednesday. XD

I AM working on art, just slowly, because Im trying to stay on top of bills, keep this place clean, and focusing on sleep a lot due to the stresses of the apt. Sleep is good. <3

My hands have new injuries thanks to Tosh, the damn cat dosnt know how to play delicately, not that I blame him, and it really dosnt bother me, or hurt, but my hands are a whee bit, ur, scarred and scratched quite a bit now. Ppl are prolly going to think I wrestled with a bobcat. lol.

Had a massive get together at my place the other day, and I have to say I prolly wont have one like that again because it upset Tosh so bad that he got himself sick, I think, so im trying to keep things relatively quiet around here for him and he seems to be doing better.

And now, since my room is a mess thanks to bills, shoes all over, other mail assortments, art stuff, bags and school books, im going to shower, then slean up the room enough to move around in, and sleep. Have tons to do tomorrow.

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Sir Scottsman's Izaac
June 1995, to August 5th 2009

He had been in pain, and was laid to rest this morning at 10:50am. He went painlessly and will be cremated and I will come back to get his Ashes in a week or so.

He was the best dog I have ever owned, and he was the perfect figure for the collie standard. I will always love him and miss him.

He is chasing rabbits in Heaven, grounding groundhogs, and being scratched by God Himself.

Rest in Peace my beautiful boy. Run Swift and Love Hard.













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*nighttracker http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/26305182/ http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/26305182/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 19:24:37 PDT

I be movin! ♥ !!! It wont be for a month or two.. two and a half, but I MAY be staying in this area in a loft apt next to my friend Christy! I look forward to it, also on the waiting list for One Bedroom Land for an apt in October if I didnt like the loft. But, that makes me happy. VERY. Happy.

It'll be 350 a month. Ill have to pay for cable and internet, but, ill have a washer and a dryer, and an extra bedroom. 2 Bedroom apt for $350, thats not to shabby I think. And itll be in the same awesome area. The only thing I would have hated moving from here is that I love the woods here, so much area to walk. ^_^ I already have plans, if I like the loft apt, to make the actual 'loft' bedroom area into an artist studio, since itll be awesome for it. Judy showed me the inside of Tommy's (the guy above me) and it looks really cute.

And also that the new medication Tosh is on is actually starting to HELP him I think! Hes starting to try and use his paw a bit, and is trying to step on it, but its still a bit sore, but I do think its actually helping him. I was excited this morning when he wanted to play.

So, today other than being a bit down and doing nothing (I was so not productive today, argh) I got this good news from Judy and now I feel awesome.

The only real sad news today is the fact that I talked with Mom about Izaac and we both almost ended up in tears. Well, I DID cry a bit AFTER I got off the phone, but I held myself until then. Im going to make the appointment on monday for him to be put to rest, and try and not be to depressed after that. My mom keeps telling me, and I keep telling myself that its the right decision. Hes had a wonderful life, he was treated like a King during his golden years, and this is the best last present I could give him. I still get upset and cry thinking about it, and I WILL be a right mess when its done, but I do feel okay knowing he isnt sick, or dying before I have to do this.. like the REST of my animals have been. That in itself gives me enough confidence to go through with this.

I love you all, I think my praying, and with your all's help, I may finally be beginning to climb the rungs of this very, very long ladder.




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Im digging further down instead of climbing out.

Ill be SO HAPPY to get out of this fucking apt. Ill be happy to live in one where my bread doesnt MOLD IN 4 fucking DAYS. *4* days! Im not kidding! Thats what kind of conditions im living in. My CLOTHING is even starting to mold.

The stupid dog is still eating the cat food, even though she KNOWS not to, and ive kicked her so many times in the ass for it. Not with the front, but with the side of my feet. But, shes going to think her name is "Fucking stupid!" pretty soon if she dosnt stop being such a brat, and I say that LIGHTLY. Im very tempted to send her back to my family for a while. Seriously. Im that fed up with her right now.

Went to the vet today to pick up their flea stuff and meadows heartworm preventative, and to ask for more pain medicine for Tosh since his poor foot is obviously still hurting him and the techs went back to ask the vet. So my 10 minute vet visit turned into an almost hour visit. The vet changed Toshis meds because if she were to read the results of his test better, would have KNOWN ANTIROBE WOULDNT WORK. So pissed. AGAIN. So she switched him to pills to see if THIS will work. who knows how much money DOWN THE DRAIN for meds that wasnt even WORKING. God, I dont think anything could make me happy right now. I am so unimadinably FUCKING PISSED.

Went to Walmart to get me a bit of something ive been saving for to make me feel a bit better and I dont even want to deal with them now. I bought myself a new stereo system ive been wanting for a while with an aux in output for my iPod and I got myself Fast and Furious on DVD. Dont even want to lay hands on them after getting the systen hooked up because im just that angry right now. Im tense, im snarly.

And I think ive finally decided on what im going to do about my Izzy at home. Im going to go ahead and do it for him. The more Mom and Dad tell me about him, the more it hurts me to hear it, and I know now is probably the best time, before I go back to school, or get to far in, so I wont be dwelling to bad on him while needing to concentrate on homework.

So this is even more stress on me right now, and sadness, and depressiont hat I KNOW will hit as soon as he's gone.

Dad called me this afternoon wanting to come visit me this friday with Mom and they wanted to bring Izaac. After telling me that hes been such a pain to keep up with. I told him no, that would be the worst possible thing to do for him, its a 2 and a half hour drive, for crying out loud, and he cant really hold himself for very long anymore. Dad got agrivated at that, but im going to go home for a day come Sunday night and Monday, so I can make the appointment for Izaac, so they can wait to see me for a few more days. God.

And to those of you who probably wonder. I spell Izaac with a Z purposefully. I was 13 when I got him, and my brother named him. I spelled it with a Z because I had never seen how it was spelled before, ive just always 'heard' it. So I spelled it with a Z, and thats how it went into his registry. So I dont misspell it, its how HIS name is spelled.

Im going to try and work more on art, it may calm me a bit.. dont be surprized if you get angsty art whenever I next upload any of my crap. :/

Right now, I fucking HATE, this town. HATE. IT.

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I deleted the poll I had up, it wasnt really helping my slight mental depression, so.

Something my sisters =WindSeeker and ~cardnial-wolf said really gave me the courage to smile and delete it. I love all of you who support me through my complaining. Because I dont ALWAYS complain. I just do when I need to vent, like everyone does. I know im not the only one who uses their journal for some sort of outlet, whether it be negative or positive. Right now, its just wavering on the lower side of the tracks.

But, WindSeekers comment struck home so much, I wanted to share it.

"I think you are my friend, and while this does not by default, make you a nice, wonderful, awesometastic person full of awesome and win who should be perfect in everything you do, it does mean you are among a very select few that I call true friends. My friends all have their faults, but that matters little in the grand scheme of things. You guys are all good people with your idiosycrasies, but I've got mine too.

Don't worry whether people think you're nice/annoying/whatever because there will always be something, somewhere that one person likes about you that another doesn't...

Jesus, look at this, I woke up after 3 hours of stupid sleep and its 2 something am and I'm a half zombie birdiewolf. Yay for rambles!

Anyways, I luffs you like the sister I have never had, and so do lotsa other folks, and not everyone can say that.

Tired Windy <33"

Even tired beyond all else, and she knows what to tell me to make me smile and say hey.. yanno? Thats true.

I love all of you who really do care about me and want to see me happy. Really, I do. I may not show it in the way I could, but know that I do.

I did have a better day. Kirby and Christina txted me wanting to know if I wanted lunch. Was still in bed. lol, so I got up, told them to give me a half hour, then was ready. They show up, we decide to invite Ian, and so Kirby asks me if I knew if he were up or not. I told him I didnt know, to just call him. XD And so, he did. ^_^

Woke him up and told him he would go to lunch with us. He didnt have a choice. and within 15 minutes he was over. We went to Bad Bob's BBQ and ate a good lunch, and lingered for little over an hour, and then when deciding on what to do next.. (I really wanted to pay some bills and talk to Mrs Judy about the tenants above me..) Ian was suddenly like "Lets go swimming!" Me, Kirby and Christina all had the same reaction. O.o...; u-wha? Where? And Ian was all like, The Wellness Center on campus, they have an indoor pool, whirlpool and jacuzzi. So then I was a little ehh.. but would go for it if the other two did. And Kirby and Christina were both like "Well, we have bathing suit issues.." "Issues?" "We dont have any." So Ian was then like "Lets go to walmart, then swim!" And im like. x_x walmart.. how it plagues me. XD And Christina made that remark, but I said I didnt care, if they wanted to get some swimsuits, and so they said alright. Ian wanted to get some new trunks anyway. So, we went to wallyworld, they got swimsuits, and I saw that walmart had wolf shirts! Wolf shirts! o.o Like, 3 of them! For 7.50 appease! Im going to have to get them. <3 They were pretty and tribal and blue. And they are animal planet shirts, so when bought, I will be supporting wildlife. I was amazed. So, after being pulled away from the awesome animal planet shirts (saw some awesome tiger ones too!) we checked out, came back to the apt to change, and rode with Ian to the wellness center.

We swam and had tons of fun for a few hours, and it was a blast, because our mutual friend Stump came along (its his last name, he goes by it because he dosnt like his first name, hehe) The whirl pool was amazing fun, and we had fun splashing each other, specially since me and Christina were all Grah, waters cold! after getting out of the jacuzzi and the three guys splashing us. *_*

After that and Ian wanted to sleep since he had work tonight, we said goodbye and went out seperate ways. Kirby and Christina wanted to han... ]]> *nighttracker http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/26200932/ http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/26200932/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 22:44:47 PDT

Im feeling a bit better. Still very pissed with the ppl upstairs, but.. going to hopefully compromise with them tomorrow, er rather, later today, now.

Got some rest finally, since last night was quiet, and ive just been trying to relax. Been wanting to draw, but ive been to tired. Starting to worry about the semester starting soon, though I look forward to it. Its just going to kick my ass, being 18 hours, and have to work atleast 30 hours to afford my place. x_x Going to try talking to work and working full shifts on saterday and sunday and perhaps 4 hour shifts during the week, that way im still getting hours, just working more days and ill still have my nights free to get homework done.

Tosh is still not even trying to use his foot, and im worried about him.

Meadow keeps eating his cat food, and refusing to eat hers again, because shes a damn fucking brat and im mad at her. Though ive been taking out my frustrations lately on her and I know its starting to take its toll on her.. and I need to stop.

I DO have anger issues when I get depressed, and I WILL beat things up, so I try to really keep myself calm when im around Meadow when she IS being a brat. >.<

I wish I had a friend to walk in the woods with me at night. Thats when I love to be out, is on excellent nights like this, but im a wolf, and being a loner isnt in my blood. So.. walking alone just isnt my thing anymore, as much as it was once upon a time. Walking really calms me.

I really need to start working on Tosh's enclosure. I think giving myself something to do will ease some of my tension, as well.

Argh.

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Im depressed. I have been since May, to tell you the truth. I pull myself out of it long enough to hang out with friends and have some fun, but as soon as im back home, I drop back into it. This is one of the worst spurts of downn'ess that ive had in years. I just dont feel like doing anything. I want out of this apt, but I cant afford to move right now. If I could just find something where I didnt have ppl above me, then I think I would be a bit happier. I hate the ppl who live above me,a nd I dont know why they have to watch movies so late in surround sound that you can hear OUTSIDE the building. I can hear it when im out with Meadow. Now imagine what it sounds like in here.

Picked up Toushiro today from the vet, and he has a hole in his foot all the way through. At least the vet cleaned it really well, and she took a small bit of it to send off for sampling to see how to better treat it if need be and to see if it was cancerous at all. I know its not, its just tissue that formed a callous around the infection since its BEEN THERE SO FUCKING LONG. I. am. so. PISSED. OFF. at the vets in this entire fucking town. I HATE that every time I took him in to ask about it being lanced that they sent me home with antibiotics, or some other solution that I could try on my own, or with the excuse of "Its not in a very good area to drain.." I got so sick of it I TOLD them to do it while he was under this passed tuesday. So because he had infection in his foot for NEARLY TWO MONTHS, the vet that did it said that if it didnt heal correctly enough for him to actually use it, they may have to amputate it. AMPUTATE IT. Do you KNOW how angry that makes me? Really? Out of ALL the shit that has happened to my cats my ENTIRE LIFE, the one I wanted to save may have to have his foot taken away if it dosnt heal. So im more than a bit pissed right now. Im hoping it'll heal fine, but hes still holding it really close to him, even on pain medicine. So im hoping within a week he'll start at least putting it down. Once the hole in his foot starts to close up.

I love him so damn much. He dosnt deserve this. If I had gotten a chance to take him to my family vet back home, he'd be right as rain right now, and I know it. He's never failed my animals.

I mentioned on facebook about Tommy and Holly (thunderfeet) and Christy told Judy for me.. and she told them. Holly asked when I usually went to bed, for a long story short, and I said around midnight to 1am, because thats when ive been going lately because I havnt wanted to do anything at night, and so what do they do? Play everything (obviously from the above rant) as loudly as they can till 1am. So when I would like to sleep earlier, I fucking cant. Because I hear their stupid THUNDERSTORM above my head their bloody tv is so loud. Then Judy comes into walmart later the same day and told me that if I had a problem,t o go to her, and shed take care of it and not get so frustrated that I want to move. So im like, G.. thanks Christy. :/

But, im just tired. I want to live somewhere where I dont have to have a dehumidifier running all the time because of things MOLDING. I have had clothes MOLD while living here. It reeks of basement smell, and im constantly having to burn incense or candles, which get expensive to buy (though I do love them) and the fact that bugs get in from nooks and crannies from the place being so old, and just that the insulation sucks here. So im seriously going to talk to her about finding me another place somewhere sometime soon. I just cant stand it here.

I have cried so many times the past few weeks off and on just because I cant have peace and quiet. Ive taken many walks intot he woods during the daylight and night hours just to have QUIET. Because im about ready to snap. I may get into somewhere that will be more money a month, the cable and internet wont be free (like it is here) but I dont give a damn anymore. A lot of my friends live within arms reach here, but its not like I cant just get out, drive over and visit.

Im just.. so tired, I feel like crying here and now. And no, I dont want to really talk on the phone, so please dont call. Txting is fine, but im not in a talking type of mood right now, and prolly wont be for a few days, if not longer.

I cant take loudness. I HATE noise. It hasnt been quiet since I moved into this apt. During the daytime, I could care less, because im doing other things, or im out, or at work. At night, when I like to listen to my music and relax, I cant because of everything else I hear, or have to hear.

Now that im just yammering, being a broken record, im goign to stop now. Dont expect another update for a while. I dont plan on catching up here for a while either.. I still browse Deviations, but as for comments an... ]]> *nighttracker http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/26076277/ http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/26076277/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 22:04:52 PDT

The closer it gets to taking Toshi into the vet for surgery, im getting more and more anxious. He goes in the morning to have his tooth pulled, and whatever left of the root drilled, be neutered, have his swollen foot lanced, and to get his shots.

This is all remotely simple stuff to be done, aside from the tooth part, but he's been so sick, im really just nervous about him going under. Mostly due to.. my last two cats that had to go into actual surgery, both passed away.. Cleo during, on the table, and Tabby had to be euthanized shortly after. So im a bit.. ehhh, right now. If anything happens to him.. *brows furrow and tail twitches* So yeah, just kinda trying to do things around the place to try and ease my mind a bit. Also irritated at thunderfeet and their insane loud music. Again.

Seriously going to look into moving come semester start. It'll be a pain in the ASS, but im sick of having ppl live above me that are as inconsiderate as they are. I moved out of the dorms to be somewhere QUIET. This isnt quiet. :/ I want to find an apt complex with better insulated walls, ppl tell me good things about one bedroom land close to campus, so im going to aim for that area. And you can still have pets, so, first available opening..

Im very very behind here on DA in looking at and replying to things, so forgive me. Writing to ease tension is more important right now.

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http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/26057150/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 02:14:41 PDT

Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood's past few eps have been very sad, and thus, slightly depressing me. :/

Sometimes, when im in certain moods, it dosnt take a whole lot to hit the right.. ill say 'buttons' to trigger certain memories, and thus waking certain emotions that go with them.

So, attempting to keep myself from falling into that spiral. Just in a 'blah' mood tonight. Hung out with my friend Tony for quite a while tonight, he told me that he was sorry if he was being an ass to me lately, and I asked him why. He said that he was afraid he was sending signals to strongly and that he was also trying to work out some drama between him and his good friend Brittney whom lives in Texas. He told me he was curious about trying to start a relationship, but wanted to try and work things out with Brittney. It didnt bother me, but what did was, that im starting to feel that ache in my chest for that sort of companionship, and im shy when it comes to talking to guys. I mean, yes, ive got quite a few male friends, but none of them I would want to date. Beginning to think ill never find someone who matches me. No matter how much I want to find a certain someone. :/ But.. we talked about that for a bit, I told him no hard feelings and that I wished him the best of luck with his friend Brittney, seeing as by how he talked, I know he cares a great deal for her. He's heading up to Texas next weekend just to discuss this with her. It makes me happy for him. Just a bit sad on my end at being alone. I mean.. I dont really MIND being single.. but when I see friends in loving relationships, thats when I start noticing the sting.

I wish I wernt so shy. You talk first, im fine and I shine like I knew you my entire life. But ask me to make the first step, I trip, stumble, and fall into next tuesday somehow. :/

But, other than feeling a bit alone (even though ive got plenty of company, really *smiles to self*) Im going to start work on the enclosure tomorrow! Got some major cleaning of the apt to do.. trash is piled up, floors have leaf and twig debris all over them thanks to me and Meadow, and my dishes are piled high.. just because ive been so damn busted busy. So Tony is going to come over, and im going to drag Stump over and were going to pull up the railway tie logs stuck in the ground in the area I want to build, so we can level off the ground as much as possible. ^^ Then were going to make proper measurements, make a map plan and im going to plant grass seed and then we will go from there, going to hopefully buy the boards and chicken wire next week.

Oh, and just because I just now thought of it when finishing this up. I effin LOVE Scrubs. Ive never seen it, and Tony was talking about buying the first season, and when I told him I had never seen it, hes like, yeah? Well, tonight you are! and kidnapped me to watch the first 7 episodes. Its hilarious, and Im glad I watched some of it. I LOVE it. Then we talked about all I stated above, then walked down to Mary's Kitchen, a little restaurant thats open 24-7 and has AMAZING food. First time I ever went. And the prices arnt bad either.

So, all in all, not a bad night. And since its 4am.. im debating on decorating my room walls some more.. or just collapsing into a semi-sad state of sleep.

GRAWR. I hate feeling depressed. ;_; Even though I have no reason to be.

Sometimes.. I really hate my memories.. because sometimes.. it seems like the bad out weighs the good, and thus really makes it hard for me to be happy when I hit these moods. And its only a few ppl who really, really understand how I feel, and what I mean. Ive had quite a few say they know how I feel, or they sympathize. But I guarantee you.. only a FEW of you, know what I go through on a day to day basis, and what my mind, and heart go through. For those of you who I trust everything to. Everything. I love you so much. You have no idea how much you mean to me. And to those of you who just know the surface, or some of the inbetween, you mean muches to me as well, so dont feel left out at all. Anyone whom just says a simple 'hello, feel better!' makes me smile and say 'thats a good person' when the occassion calls for it. Hah. ^_^

And now,... ]]> *nighttracker http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/25996557/ http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/25996557/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 23:25:56 PDT

FLIES! >.>

I have fly problems, and I cant seem to KILL the fuckers. ;_; They plague me wherever I sit, I cant leave any drink uncovered. Bleh.

I need a fly-swatter. x_x I keep forgetting to get one.

BLAR. This is such a pointless journal.

I have pictures all over my room, everywhere, and the cat (thank god now hes sleeping) was ripping and tearing through the bed, having fun with all the ' paper'. X_X Most of the things are not replaceable, because their cut outs from magazines, or prints, and posters. ;_; Im like GRAH NOES!

Ive pulled everything out from under the couch to put up, and ofcourse I have the sudden urge to do this on the night before I go back to work. And im drinking coffee. COFFEE. It gives me the enargiiiii. And now ofcourse im not tired. Because sleep is over rated. Im so not going to want to get up in the morning. XD

4 more days of taking my horse pills, damn medication, grarrr. I HATE pills. :/ Just THINKING about taking them makes me queezy.

I have no more bagel. Aww, sad day. I need to buy more bagels. *licks maw* mhhmm.. bagels.

im going to put up some more pictures now.

And im behind again. It dosnt take long, it seems.

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Is going to be a bit expensive. But ive got lots of cool ideas for it, and how I want it to look, so im willing to pay a couple hundred if thats what it will cost. I know for a fact it wont be over $200, at MOST, $250, for an enclosure the size I want to build.. to buy? Would have cost me $500+ Yeah.

So I went to Lowe's to talk to someone and get estimates on what I would need to secure it, as to how many boards and such, and he was a lot of help, but I dont think ill need AS MUCH as he wanted me to get. But, ill get my guy friends out here who are going to help me and get better, precise measurements of the entire area, where we'll have the gate and so on, and then ill take them with me to buy the materials hopefully next week.

And yeah, obviously, I have the okay to do this. Talked with Judy today and she was like yeah, go ahead! I lurve her. :3

And so far, out of all of my friends, only one thinks this is a stupid idea. Seriously, do any of you think this is a stupid idea/project? I dont think so.. since it'll give him a good size area to hang out, its better than sitting in a 2x3 cage when he wants out. :/ And if I bring in another cat, they can both hang out and it wont be cramped for either of them.

Im still excited about it, and I cant wait to build it. ^_^ Now I actually have a use for the smooth lake rocks I brought back with me from the mountains! lol. Ive got tons of ideas.

Augh. My eyes, they burn. ;_; To much incense.




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*nighttracker http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/25972472/ http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/25972472/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 20:24:26 PDT

God. Ill be glad when Tosh is better. ;_; Im getting sick and tired of having to clean up after his dhierrea everywhere. Its usually in his box, but on occasion he'll get out thinking hes done and.. he wont be. >.<

And the fact that he cant go outside still has him crying, and crying. Its really stressful having him be sick for AS LONG as he has been.

Ill be happy when tuesday gets here and he goes in for everything that has to be done. He has to have that tooth pulled, and if any of the root is still there, that has to be drilled out, then hes going to have his rabies and other boosters, and also be neutered, and have his right front paw lanced, because its STILL swollen, and has begun to drain and bleed all over the place again. Yes. This cat is going to come home tuesday and not want to MOVE.

I want to start on his enclosure.. but I still need to find time to talk with my landlord and see if it will be okay to do so. Im sure it will be, but if not, im going to die. ;_;

And as for me, im TRYING to de-stress. Im just getting to where I can really do things with my hand again, and so ive started up on character sheets for my PPiT series again, and will start back on commissions hopefully next weekend. The swelling is almost completely gone now, and is starting to green out where its bruised, and is starting to itch, so I know its getting better.

My last day off is tomorrow, and as much as I was hurting those first few days, ive enjoyed my full week off of work. Going back friday is going to be hard.

And I feel like ive accomplished nothing. Thats a horrible feeling. I mean, I know I COULDNT do anything, but still, im not used to just lazing about.

I need to seriously hurry up and read the Harry Potter books. Because im curious about this movie. XD That and.. my friend Brent ruined part of the 6th book for me. The asshole. :/ And so ide like to finish 5 and get to 6 to see HOW this happens. >.<

Meh. Im hungry, but ive been nibbling all day. GRAR.




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http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/25955041/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 01:09:45 PDT

Yay, quiz result is...!

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Gryffindor

Said Gryffindor, "We'll teach all those with brave deeds to their name."

Students of Gryffindor are typically brave, daring, and chivalrous. Famous members include Harry, Ron, Hermione, Albus Dumbledore (head of Hogwarts), and Minerva McGonagall (head of Gryffindor).

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The html with the pretty crest graphic and links wouldnt show up correctly in the journal, and I dont know (or care right now) how to fix it to where it would show up correctly, SO, your going to get the boring link from me instead.

here: [link]

See what house YOU belong in. :3

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I was bored, and a friend of mine wanted to know what house I would be a member of if I were in the Harry Potter World. So, I found this awesome test (it takes forever!) and got my results. Yay, im a Gryffindor! And right after it would have been RavenClaw.

And now im going to bed. *snooze*




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Hrm.. she took one of my sister, =WindSeekers images of ME and made that, and isnt giving Windy, or me any credit what so ever, and to make matters worse, has stolen Trackers image and is using it as her personal rpg character. Ive left a comment on the image itself, so if any of you leave comments, BE CONSIDERATE. Ive said my piece. I see she's visited my page again today thanks to the visitors tab on my page, so ill give her two or three more days, then im reporting her.

I went a good while without seeing Tracker be stolen, no matter if it was giftart/fanart for me or my own art in general of her, but I burn inside every time I see it. >.> These punks dont seem to understand the concept of be original and create your own characters. x_x

argh. Im done now. :/




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Yeah, so the Health Dpt called me, said they were coming over. In 5-10 min. I was in bed and Tosh was outside in the cage. >.< So I rush out of bed, pajamas and all, and go get the cat, come back inside, brush my teeth, and by the time I get the apt looking semi-descent, he knocks on the door. Im like thanks for the heads up man. <.< I put Meadow in my room because she acted like she wanted to kill the man and Tosh even growled and ran, he NEVER hides when ppl come to the door. If that dosnt say something. -_-

He talks for like 5 min. If that. Then leaves. x_x

My nerves!

Now im going to finish getting ready, brush Meadow a bit and relax til her vet appointment at 2. Oi.




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Mah Daddy's bringing me some Lortabs! <3 Its time to say goodbye to this pain!

Ill be happy to see them, since their just staying for the day and not all night I think.

And to make my matters worse? Aunt Flo has come to visit me as well today, so for a joyous week I get to hurt twice as bad. SO happy he's bringing me those. x_x

Much loves guys, going to attempt to get around till they get here. I feel so sickly.




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http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/25889451/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 22:39:01 PDT

My right arm feels like a lead weight. A hurting lead weight. That tetanus shot really hurts today. :/ And my antibiotic.. its like trying to swallow horse pills! ;_; And they make me a bit sick. Like, dizzy, light headed, hurt all over, then knocks me out. Thats some strong stuff. x_x I went to bed last night around 4am since I was hurting and couldnt sleep, since I didnt get my meds till this morning, and slept till 8am, ofwhich I got up to call the vet to see if they could get Tosh in to see to his left top canine tooth. Its basicly gone through his jaw and is sticking out of his lip. Its hanging by gum, root and all. I KNOW thats painful for him, and the little guy is still eating. So I know once its removed, atleast he wont miss it.

So they say bring him in and theyll take a quick look. He had a temp (big surprize. :/) and the vet said that because he was under quarantine, they couldnt do anything for him till his 10 days were up. This pissed me off. I held my temper, but the fact that he has to WAIT for treatment another week really irritates me. I KNOW they need to take precautions. He bit me, he hasnt had his rabies shot, but he needs treatment.. x_x because he has obviously gotten bitten on his HEALING foot to, because he's limping on that again too. Argh. *snorts* So she gave him some pain medication for 10 days, and scheduled him for the 21st, or 24th.. I cant remember right now because the medicine is starting to make me want to sleep, even though im trying to counter it with coffee. Its.. slightly working.

I also made an appointment for Meadow, since she needs her yearly checkup, rabies and everything this month, as well. Do that on monday.

So after the vet visit, I head to walgreens to get my meds. $63 man. ;_; for one pill bottle. >.< Then go to walmart to tell them about my excuse. And the managers, who were in the back all sitting on their asses, told me that I still had to call in every day till I could come back (Off for 6 days, yay) and then show the excuse. I personally think its a load of shit. Walmart, trying to make things better but only making them 100 times worse.

So I come back, give Tosh his meds, get after Meadow for eating the cat food AGAIN while I was gone (she was doing good about not doing it for a while, then started back up again) and then take my first pill. Eat something, watch tv for a bit since its been dark and rainy all day, then come back to my lovely dark room, lay back down at about 11am, and sleep till 3:30.

Took some Ibuprofen, since thats all I have for pain right now, and it really dosnt do jack shit for it, to tell the truth. :/ and it took forever to get ready since my arm was hurting so bad, and took the dog out. Both Tony and Ian came out to see how I was, and stood and talked with me for a while before Ian went back to his apt to sleep, and Tony walked with me for a bit and we talked before he went back to his. I came back in, watched tv for a bit longer, got on my computer for a while, then took another nap because by that point I was hurting so bad I didnt want to move.

Decided a long hot shower may loosen up my tight achy muscles, and showered for almost a half hour. Got out,a nd for about 20 minutes I could move. Then once my clothes was on and I was sitting back down, I started feeling icky again. Then it was time for another pill and food. So I knew I wouldnt last much longer. Im glad im off for the next few days, otherwise i'd be totally useless at work.

So I fixed some coffee, to keep myself up a bit longer, its kinda still battling with the antibiotic, but I think I can stay awake a bit longer. Some ppl have me paranoid that this cat bite could get worse if I dont take care of it perfectly. x_x so am a bit worried, yeah. I like my right hand, I draw with this hand!

And Tosh does well on the pain meds, till they wear off, then he sleeps. He cried to go out for a long time, then gave up, came in here to pester me for a bit, then hopped up on my bed behind me and is sleeping quietly.

So thats it. I plan on sleeping a LOT during the next few days. I just told my Dad and Mom today what has occurred and they insist to come out tomorrow and stay with me for a day. I dont mind, I need to talk to Dad about the paperwork I need to do for the hospital no insurance thing anyway. But my apt is a mess due to not being able to do dishes or any real housework that requires both hands (heavy cleaning). Ah well.

So yes.. and im also going to build Toshi an enclosure, goin... ]]> *nighttracker http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/25869798/ http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/25869798/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 21:50:21 PDT

Yes. I went to the hospital. >.> I was semi-forced.

Before this though, since last night, Tosh was in the animal crate outside. He stayed there all night due to I didnt want him in here when he was mad and potentially attacking me again, or Meadow. Because if Meadow is attacked, she dosnt care what it is, she'll fight back, and she could kill him. Didnt want that. So, being woken up ALL NIGHT by the throbbing in my hand, I finally got up about 8:30am to let him in. And I noticed. He has got a loose front canine fang. Its jutting out of his gum and I know it dosnt feel good. So guess what? ANOTHER vet visit. And its my fault. MY FAULT for not being patient enough with his crying to be want out, and I just let him out without thinking about it. Thought id find him ina half hour or so and bring him back in. I started doing something else and time just slipped from me, and thats when all the hell broke loose.

So he either loosed it on fighting, or when he sunk them into my hand muscle. :/ Either way, I feel so bad for him. And I dont blame him for biting me, when I picked him up last night after the fight, he didnt bite me initially. He was growling, but he knew it was me. It was when I was looking him over to see if he had hurt himself.. when I probably accidentally brushed against his mouth and THATS when he went ape-shit. So I probably caused the attack.

So yeah, poor boy has a canine tooth loose now.

As for me. This afternoon my hand was hurting so bad (and still does, but better with pain killers) that I couldnt do ANYTHING with it. Anything at all. It took me for fucking EVER to get ready. And when I finally went out today (at about 3:30pm) I went to Ians and we talked for a bit and was then convinced to go.

So we get there. And I wait. For 2 hours. When we finally get in, we wait for another hour. The nurse that saw me got me worried first off when she was taking down what happened.

She said that because it was a cat bite wound, they had to alert animal control. She said they would probably drop by and talk to me about Toshirou. Because they wouldnt know if he were rabid or not. I told her for SURE I KNEW this cat did not have rabies. It ruffled my fur a bit when she said that I didnt know that. I told her I'd had the cat for months now, and he was just fine, that he was just getting over a cat sickness and was in the middle pf a fight, that I disrupted. He wasnt rabid. :/ She said that because he is MY cat, that they probably wouldnt take him, but warn me to keep him confined under quarantine or some such, which I'll do from now on. I didnt think he would initially start the fights, but I found out last night he was the one starting all the ruckus. Its my kid thats the town bully. >.<

Once the doctor got there, she did the normal stuff, listened to my heart, took temp, blood pressure, pulse, then looked at my hand. And that was it. >.> She said it looked fine, that I was doing a good job. I asked her about the cut from the dishes turning black and she said that it would do that because new skin should be forming under it, that it may all turn black and just fall off. She told me it didnt look bad at all and to keep up with it with alcohol and to wash it with antibacterial soap and keep it dry in the bandages. She gave me the next three days off work. And told me that because it was a cat bite, that I should have a tetanus shot. :/ So im like, augh, really? So, I got the tetanus shot, and she prescribed an antibiotic to take thats good for bite victims. So im like okay good and fine. The burse comes back, explains everything, cleans my hand really well and wraps it up good and sends me on my way, and to watch for infection symptoms, and to come back for a recheck if I think I need it.

They had me worried I was going to have rabies injections, man. >.> They were like.. well, if he does.. and im like, he dosnt! x_x Stop trying to take my monies!

So we left, I still need to go tomorrow and give the excuse to work for the next three days, and to fill my antibiotic, and call my vet early in the morning to get Tosh in asap for his poor tooth, too.

So here I sit with mah poor hurting hand. Still swollen like a baseball, but feeling a bit better. Im glad Ian went with me. Hes a good friend. <3

And im beginning to think of just building an enclosure for Tosh.. my friend Susan said she saw that enclosure I wanted put together in a pet store where she lives and it looked flimsy and cheap. So, im back to square one. >.< I cant build anything with my hand all crapped out, least not for a few weeks. And the ones I really want, are $400 or more. x_x Anyone w... ]]> *nighttracker http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/25851374/ http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/25851374/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 01:07:38 PDT

The spot on my hand is horrible infected.. and I got attacked by Tosh tonight. If it wasnt for Christy here, I'd be a wreck. This time, I may HAVE to go to the hospital. I thought my hand hurt before, I can hardly move my thumb, and its swollen very, very bad. He got me good, 5 really good, deep bites. I cried a lot. I dont know what to do. He bit me because of a cat fight when he got out. I really.. dont know what to do about him now..

I hurt very bad. Going to doctor it again, then sleep..

So upset..




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... ]]> *nighttracker http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/25785874/ http://nighttracker.deviantart.com/journal/25785874/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 23:13:02 PDT

A cat enclosure!

Toshi is just really unhappy being inside all the time, and I cant let him out because he seems to attract trouble. With a capital T. SO. I went online and started looking at outdoor cat enclosures. So expensive. ;_; BUT, I found one that I think may work for my patio outside and only for $194.50, which is the cheapest ive found good ones to be. So, Im thinking about getting this for him next week sometime, or in the next two weeks, when I get paid again. That way he can enjoy himself outside, and I wont have to worry about him getting into cat fights, or stepping on thorns, or getting ticks.

Heres the link! [link]3286.c0.m14&_trkparms=65%3A12|66%3A2|39%3A1|72%3A1205|293%3A1|294%3A50

Also, my brother just called me. He and one of his friends captured coyote puppies. O.o Tyler took the male, his friend took the female. They said they saw their mother and another yote dead on the side of the rode and the puppies were wandering at the edge of the street, so (His friend more than him) wanted to rescue them. I told him that if he took that pup home Mom and Dad would MURDER him. I want him. ;_; Im tempted to go get it. XD But that would be a very bad idea. I told him he BETTER look up as much information on them as he can, if he plans on keeping this pup (Since he told me he wasnt telling mom and dad and that he was going to keep it at Brents, his friends place, since he lived not to far from where they found them. and that they have a lot of land.) I forget what he said he was going to name him, but Brent named his female Kenya. Argh, I wanna see them so bad! I asked how old he thought they were, and he said they couldnt be that old, he estimated about 8 weeks old. I was like, and these WILD coyote puppies let you get close enough to grab them? >.> I smell something funny, but, who knows.

As long as their taken care of properly. Knowing my brother, I give him a few weeks before he forgets all about the little guy. I could just imagine bringing in a wild puppy into mah house. my cat would be lunch, and my dog would be who knows what. Unhappy, thats what. XD But, I asked him for pictures, as proof that this actually happened, because my brother has a baaad habit of telling tall tales. We shall see. I pray for the pup's well being's. <3

In other news, Toshi is feeling tons better! His third abscess isnt draining as well as I like, so if its not done anything more than what its done come Friday, ill take him and request that the vet drain it himself. He's feeling so much better that hes starting to play! It makes me happy, and hes so affectionate. He just wants out so bad though, so im hoping this cat enclosure does him good. If he DOSNT like it, im going to kill him.

And thanks to those of you who commented in my last journal. Really, Im trying not to think about that right now, due to trying some things and hoping its just been the crappy weather making him cry so much lately that weve been having, though I am keeping that in mind when I do think about him. I dont want to see him suffer. Thanks again, you all mean the world to me. *lots of hearts*




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Sorry for all the journals.. but I write when im upset.

I may have to make 'the' decision for Izaac sooner than expected.

He's deteriorating.. and he barks non stop. Because hes in pain. He has a very hard time getting up, and his back right leg is worse than his left. Hes started snapping when we try to get him outside. Not seriously trying to bite, but enough to let us know that he hurts. He cant survive on pain medicine..

Hes starting to poo in the floor where he lays because he cant get up to let us know he needs out, and when he DOES go out, we have to make a make-shift sling for him to come back inside. My parents are getting fed up with him. They KNOW he hurts, but it does get a bit tedious. They do love him though, so dont get the wrong idea.

Just a few minutes ago, while helping Mom get him to where he likes to lay, he bit me several times. Not seriously biting, but like I said, just enough pressure to let me know he was hurting.

We are all in agreement that we dont want him to suffer.. but we want to try what we can for him before we have to make the decision to have him humanely euthanized.

Im getting upset just THINKING about it, and im shaking. Ive had this dog longer than I have had ANY animal in my life, and ive had animal companions since I was 5. Hes 13.

I dont want to have to do this, I always wanted him to go in his sleep, so I wouldnt have to 'kill' him.

I dont know what to do..

I dont know what ill do, or how ill act once he's gone.

Very serious.

I love you all.

*wanders off into shadow*




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Toshi has ANOTHER abscess. :/ Its the size of a golf ball on his right shoulder. Like, his ENTIRE, shoulder. >.< Theres no puncture or place it can drain yet, so im going to take him BACK to the vet my next day off and have them lance and drain it.

Im really hoping this is the last one. Seriously. Every time I turn around and think hes doing better. x_x

And I decided to go to the fireworks show out at Panther Creek Park with a few friends and my family. Oh damn at the traffic. It took me an hour to get out of there tonight once they were over. ;_;

ANNND bringing my babies here upsets the balance of the household very badly. >.< Jinx and Elsa wont come inside with Toshi in here, and Meadow cant be in the same roomw ith Izaac or she'll attack him. So he has to stay in the back and she has to stay with me.

So I MADE Jinx and Elsa come inside today, the goobers. They arnt to thrilled about the idea, but I dont care, its dangerous outside since EVERYONE and their brother is setting off fireworks, scaring my poor Meadow to friggin death. If I could find her tranqulizers.. >.>

Yay, chaos.

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Still cant type all that well because my first two fingers are really achin. No sticthes. Yay.

So im taking care of it the best I can. Got it wrapped up well, which is good considering all the animal hair that flies when I give Tosh his medication every day and loving on Meadow, its good to NOT get pet hair up under the bandages. ;_;

I got sick yesterday. Just random bout of feeling dizzy, sitting down, thought it was getting better, then I vomited. Yay, go me.

Feeling better today though, slept til 1:30pm, went to bed last night at about 3am. So that was quite a bit of sleep. So am hoping to hang out with a few more friends today. Debating on going back home tomorrow afternoon, or sunday morning before work. I may end up going back tomorrow. Hrms..

Now that my hand is hurting again, im getting offa here.

Love yah guys, thanks for all of your well wishes and advice, I read everything, I just dont have a whole lot of time to comment! *hugs!*




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I may end up going to the hospital, because I think I may need stitches. >.<

While cleaning a glass, it shattered and a good portion on my right hand was taken off. I went next door to my friend Ian's and he helped clean and bandage it, but he recommended the hospital. I dont have insurance. This could be very bad.

It hurts like hell. Just typing is.. nyeh. But wanted to say encase I disappear for a bit. Going to call into work and go ahead and head to Owensboro after I get things packed up. See what my parents think.

No art for a while now. Dammit. Just when I was getting back into the flow, too. *wince*

And Tosh is on 4 meds a day again. One problem after another. Still hoping for him to have a swift recovery though.. it just hasn't been.. so swift.

Loves guys, whenever I can next update when its not painful, I will.




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I have started working on art! Two commission sketches out of 5 are done, woohoo!

I have decided against the puppy.. I had started to really get overly excited about actually going ahead and buying him, but the baby is expensive, and while my love for collies and for his preciousness wanted me to do it, my logical side kicked in and jabbed me with the 'lets think about this some more' stick. Ouch.

I spoke with the breeder for almost an hour, shes a wonderful wonderful woman, and was ready to answer anything, and was just talking away, we just naturally opened up to each other, and she even lowered the price of the baby for me to help me if I wanted him. She said that if I didnt take him, they may end up keeping him. I want him so bad. ;_; But I know right now is a bad idea.

So yes, it makes me sad, but I need to get Toshi all 100% before I do or think ANYTHING else animal. <3

Besides, Meadow is being a royal prick. Shes REALLY jealous of Toshi right now and just now tried attacking him. I had to give her a swift kick in the back end for her to lay off. :/ Ive been so MAD at her the past few days. Shes even resorted to not eating her food and eating the cats. She's on the verge of being kicked out on the long leash for a while. She has got to learn she is not the only one here. -_- Im going to take her out for a long grueling walk tomorrow evening at Central Park, perhaps that will help her prissyness a bit. Blah.

Be prepared for major art uploadage hopefully soon. I dont know how many times ive said this recently, but this time, I mean it. I think. XD

Oh, oh! I am also taking japanese 1, this coming semester with mah Aibou *otaku-bri! I is excited. I cant wait. *gleefulface* MY FINANCIAL AID APPEAL WAS ACCEPTED! *dances* So I can go back full swing this fall like nothing happened. WHOO. Happy.

Lurves. Ja ne.




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My apt. its full of bugs! ;_; especially flies and rolly pollies (pill bugs)

I know how the flies and gnats get in (grah, I need a flyswatter. ;_; ) but the pill bugs.. they come in droves! x_x Ive duct taped and paper toweled all the holes I can see, and they STILL somehow get in, anyone know a home remedy or know of any good bug killer/spray that I can spray around the door/window that will keep them from getting in? ^^

I dont mind insects when their outside, but I dont want them in mah house. :/

And also, fleas. Meadow has FLEAS, and gave them to Toshirou. >.> My animals have NEVER had fleas, my dogs haven't, anyway. So seeing them on Meadow, im all like X_X;; I need to get them under control NOW before they get out of hand and I find them all over my apt. Ive already been bitten a few times while outside. Back in Owensboro, our area is basically flea free, here, its like a haven. Their effin EVERYWHERE. So im going to have Meadow flea/tick bathed at the vet hopefully on the 30th before I go to the parents home on the 2nd thru the 4th. Dad told me to have them under control before I brought her, due to Izaac should NOT be allowed to get them, as old and problematic as he already is, he dosnt need fleas too.

So, im going to look into getting her a flea collar and also get her on a flea/tick preventative, to keep them dead. >.> And Toshi too, until he gets rid of them, then stop, since hes going to remain in the house from now on. And oh hes feeling much better. He flies out of the door every time its opened. >.< He still dosnt LOOK better, but hes feeling better! So im hoping his looks follow his internal well being soon. His paw I think has drained all it can, but is still slightly swollen, so am hoping the medication will continue doing what its supposed to be doing. He is putting weight on it now though, and he no longer chokes when he drinks! *dances*

Annnd, I actually thought of getting another collie puppy! Not now, ofcourse, later this year, perhaps around christmas. IF I can afford it. I want another dog. I miss having a companion when im out doing things. I mean, It was this way with Izaac, Kiki, Storm, Meadow.. they went EVERYWHERE with me. Walks, hikes, trips, even if I just went across the street to get a coke or to the store. Storm is gone. Kiki is gone. Izaac is far to old, and now Meadow is slowing down. Im in no way replacing them, im just adding to the family. I LOVE the collie breed. I just naturally connect with them, and the two ive had have been the best dogs out of all the dogs ive owned. So I want a new puppy who I can continue my hiking/walking/adventure trend with, since Izaac and Meadow can no longer keep up with my pace.

Ive been looking for good reputable breeders within a few hour radius of Murray and Owensboro and found a few I really liked. One has puppies currently, all have been adopted accept for one, and I fell in love with his pictures. Oh hes beautiful! I wish to God I could afford him right now, but I cant. :/ Im looking for a blue merle, this time around, and hes absolutely beautiful! His markings are gorgeous. Hes white with blue merle markings, and hes almost like a calico, with a predominant white blaze on his head, splitting the markings. Hes so stunning! Im so excited. Hoping this breeder has more merle puppies around christmas, closer to time, ill call and ask some questions.

My apt is small, but it could easily house two collies and a cat if I so chose, considering all my free time im outside anyway, and if I had the new addition, he/she would be outside with me anyway, so the place would be larger for Meadow. Hee. I just hope if I DO do this, that Meadow doesn't get jealous. Shes not known for her loving maternal personality when it comes to other animals vying for my affection. But, ill work with that if and when the time comes. Im giddy over the idea of bringing in a new dog, but it'll be quite a few months IF I do it. Ive always had better luck with dogs than cats anyway, though I tend to love cats more. They cant compare to fluffy collie babies.

heres the page to him, if anyone wants to see! Its "Gunner" [link]

OMG I want heem. ;_; The ppl updated pics of him and hes getting prettier by the day! I hope he gets a good home. hes like, crying out to me, the goo... ]]> *nighttracker