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I got a new cell phone today, we both did. It's the same number, we just upgraded our fones, they needed it. Mine has buttons that don't like me. They won't work sometimes, and work to much other times (both texting and entering numbers).

And it as a CAMERA in it, YAYAYAYAY!!! Lol, I wanted that so bad., cause I'm a dorkus.And it's PINK, lol. I wanted a green phone, but I think I can rock the pink. \m/ I'ma take a pitchur of it tomorrow, lol.

And I know didn't post it on here, but I have a new job. Been working there almost a month. I work for Lifetouch Prestige Portraits as a school photographer now. Pay's good, but I deal with HS kids a lot (boo). Well, not boo at the kids, boo cause I have to do senior portraits. They take forEVER. My feets hate seniors, swiriously. Lol, I love that word. Unhawh. XD

Bah, sleepy.

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I just wanna say I'm ok 1st. But I've been having really bad headaches for the last 5-6 days, and getting dizzy too. I tried taking motrin and drinking a crapload of water. But it only seemed to make a Small temp. dent in the pain.

So I decided to go to a doctor yesterday. 1st I went to this place called Imediate Care (a little clinic type place). But after I filled out these papers and sat there for 15 minutes they mention it's gonna be $93 to see the doctor. I was like... "0.0 What?!" That was WITH insurance. And Did Not include any additional procedures or prescriptions. The receptionist lady suggested the e-room, they might be a little cheaper.

So I went over there and was seen pretty quickly. The doc came in and looked in my ears, my throat, and poked my forehead. And I think it's a good idea that I went there cause it turns out I have a pretty serious sinus infection in my upper sinus area, AND an infection in my left ear.

So he gave me some antibiotics and something for the pain. I'm glad for the pain meds cause the headaches I've been having have been more like migrains, coming and going.

I went and got them filled and took them as soon as I got home. And Mike's been taking care of me ^_^, won't let me get up for anything ('cept b/r). Good thing that, cause I was super dizzy everytime I got up last night.

I'm feeling a little better today. I feel more rested, and my head only hurts at about a 4/5 on the scale to 10 of pain. And I'm not as dizzy as last night, but still a bit dizzy.

I have to take the antibiotics for 10 days, and the pain med only when needed. And if anybody's wondering, they're gonna send a bill in the mail. My insurance should be paying for 70-80% of it, and I should have at least a month to pay for my part, maybe 2 or 3 (I like that part).

But I'm ok (for the most part), and I'll be all better by next week. ^_^ Though I kinda feel like I'm operating on auto-pilot today.

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I called up to the studio the next day and she said I just had to write out on a paper that I was leaving, put some dates, and sign it. When I called she acted like she didn't even care. At All. >.>

SO I typed out a letter that I was leaving, yada yada. But she didn't say if I had to give a reason or not. I did. *smirk* I ended up typing this 3 inch rant about how going to see a movie and having lunch one day a week would take longer than this 'job' I had. Lol, I showed it to Mike when he got home and he was like "Rant much?" XD

I felt better though. I knew she'd have to file that somewhere, and her boss would hopefully see it,. I just wanted them to know that SHE was the reason I left. I actually did like that job until she got there. Cause I liked Sandra (The girl who hired me[she is only 19]), but Kasey suddenly took over and I knew I'd be leaving sooner than I wanted to.

Other than that business... Lol.

We went to Florida to see my SisterCousin and her new baby during that time we were out of town. That's where these new pictures were coming from. I put some others on my myspace (username nikki297). It was fun and we got to see everybody. I even managed to take some pictures of my favorite model, Puddin. ^_^

Lessee.. My computer is acting up again. Something's wrong with the memory. Mike's supposed to call my Grandpa and they're gonna tinker with it over the phone (Mike poking things and my Grandpa instructing the poking, lol). I was thinking though, if something happens and it dies again I wanna get a laptop (I managed to go in and save stuff on my thumbdrive and burn some data dvds). It'll have to wait a bit (I have no monies), but I was looking the other day at this 120GB one. I dunna remember the maker of it, but it looked nice. It even has SD memory slots like my Pietro, ^_^ Yes I named my computer Pietro, lol. He's actually Pietro 2, the 1st one keeled over on me a while back.

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I have pretty music to put on my mp3 player, but I can't find the disc to re-install the program so I can listen to pretty music.

My nephew was born this morning though!!! So I'm happy about that.

I hope I get the insurance I'm applying for, I just have this feeling i'm gonna need it soon. Hmm..

Blah, bye.

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She said 'interview', but she also said 'new hire paperwork'. So I think she made up her mind already.

I'm excited about it, but slightly bleh about potential hours. I might have to work two nights a week, 4-8. But I only accepted that because I was told it would Not be more than 2 nights a week. But I might have to work a Sat or 2 a month, or the occassional Sunday too. So it wouldn't be an all day thing if/when I would have to go in on a weekend day, just 4/5 hours. Probably 12-6 on a Sunday, cause that's their hours. Tis an hour less than my last job made me work on a sunday though, so plus. I'm still hoping for something like 10-4 during the week though.

And it's only gonna be 15-20 hours a week, maybe more/less sometimes, depends on the need for peeps. Aaaaand it'll only be 6.50 an hour, *booooo* which is a 1.50 less than my last job. She said she might be able to get me 7.00 since I have Photography experience, but it's a big maybe. And maybe I can work my way up to a raise relatively soon, 6 months or so. I really just need the money for little things like bills and school, ya know, the frivilous things. *lol*

But it's more money than I'm NOT making right now, lol, and it's only like 2 miles from home, ya know. And I really do actually miss taking pictures. And hopefully this job won't have biotchy co-workers always wanting me to cover for them and never returning the favor.

So I'm hopeful about it, and I'm hoping it'll work out for the best. *nods*

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Note: We aren't engaged yet, I just saw this and thought it would be fun. Plus I like preparing early, lol.

And he's coming to get me tomorroooooooooooooooooooow!!!!!

He's gonna leave work and get ready and drive dooooooooooooown!! I'm just so exciiiiiiiiiiiited, lol, can you tell???

Woot.!.

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Next weekend (12th-13th) I'm finally moving in with Mike!! XD *squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

I'm so excited, and I just can't hide it! Lol.

*happy sigh* No more worrying about long distance phone signals, or when somebody's gonna get time off to come see the other. Just.. peace, lol, and togetheryness. Cause that 7 hour drive (no matter how much it's worth) can be a pain in the bum, ya know.. 'specially if your boss is a crazy biotch and yells at you for being 13 minutes late after having to drive 7 & 1/2 hours just to get to her annoying ass little job.. >.> I'm so glad I don't work there anymore, lol. XD

But anywho, woooooooooot moving!!!

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~Nikki

]]> ~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/10930967/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/10930967/ Sat, 02 Dec 2006 23:16:59 PST Token, my man, what is up?

I've posted a few pictures from my latest journey home, and there are a few more to come soon.

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/10746508/ Thu, 16 Nov 2006 15:14:40 PST Token, my man, what is up?

I'm going on vacation tomorrooooooooooooowww!!! For a glorious week and a half!! *happy sigh* Gonna go see mah baby, and meet the in-laws, lol. ^_^

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/10341570/ Mon, 09 Oct 2006 20:30:10 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

Have you ever been so in-love that you can't think of anything else? That your every thought is about that one person, and every other thought wants to be? That you go to sleep wishing and hoping to dream about them, just so you can see their face for those few more moments? Ever been so in-love that every cell in your body shudders and vibrates at the slightest touch from their hand? So in love that you dedicate each breath to that person, that you live and literally breathe solely for them? That your brain orgasms from hearing 'I love you' and your heart flutters and saturates itself in it's own love for them? So badly in-love that the feeling of their fingers caressing your arm makes your eyes sigh with happiness and your lip quiver in want? So in-love that you are physically ill at the thought of being without them?? So in-love that no single thought other than being with them, just merely in their presence, makes you so bloody happy that you could live a thousand million years with but a blink of their eyes and a breath from their lips!? ..those sweet chocolate cherry lips that taste soooo good no matter what time it is..

Anywho..

I am. *smug* Proudly.

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/10181135/ Mon, 25 Sep 2006 10:13:18 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

Blah.. I hate being sick, it is such a pain in the bum.

I barely made it through work yesterday, thought I was gonna pass out a couple of times. But nobody cared, they all saw me coughing and constantly having to drink water (which I don't normally do). I was practically dead on my feet and they still would not let me leave. I had to stay until the flow chart had been cleared.. or at least that's the way an unnamed person made it sound. So I stayed. Did 3 sittings which pretty much floored me. Did I mention I never actually got to take my break either? So I hadn't even gotten a chance to eat all day, and had to do all of that feeling like I was gonna pass out any second. But anyway..

After the board got cleared She was like "Oh, Nikki, you didn't have to stay that long. Just until I was done with my sales."

I was like "..Bye." And grabbed my purse/bag, clocked out, and left.

But I texted Mike from my car and he called me and we talked while I drove home. *lil sigh* It was so good to hear his voice, to be reassured that there is someone out there that actually cares if I'm gonna faint at any given moment. That cares if I haven't eaten, or if I'm coughing up a lung. >.>

And then on top of that.. I did manage to finally fall asleep at about 11 last night (sleep evaded me quite well).. But only to wake up at 2.15 and not be able to fall back asleep again. I tried rolling into all these positions, smelling the vapor rub stuff, and even proppig myself up on two pillows instead of just one. But no, nothing worked.

So a few minutes before 6 I texted my Snugglybug and we talked while he got ready for work and on the drive there. And he sent me a nice long, comforting email from work, and I'm glad for it.

But anywho.. So after I got off of the phone I called my boss and told her I was sick and I felt really bad, but I can't come in today. And she had me call the two co-workers that were off today and cover my shift. One wouldn't answer and the other took forever to get ahold of. But I finally did and I don't have to go in today. And I really shouldn't be driving, let alone working. I mean, I need the hours, but I'm no good to anyone if I pass out during a sitting, or start coughing up blood.

But then I went into the living room and watched Spongebob for an hour, made me feel better, and kinda sleepy. So I wandered upstairs about 9 o'clock and fell asleep a little before 10.

But then my sister called me at 11.25 and woke me up.

So I just got up about 12.15 and made noodles and checked my email. Which made me happy cause Mikey sent me a really wonderful email.

Blah.. *pokes calendar*

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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/10162081/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/10162081/ Sat, 23 Sep 2006 12:34:34 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

Sooo... Kensley quit and and this week was her last week.. And I just heard that this week is Tiffany's last week..

But Wendy hired 5 new people (), and she said my chances of getting that time in November are looking better now. Nothing definite yet, but she said she doesn't see why it'd be a problem. That they might be a little tight, but they should be able to get by without me for 5 days.

...I better get 5 days.. Giving me 3 or 4 is just mean. I asked for 5, (nearly begged) and that's what I want, dang blast it.

But anyways.. I really hope I get that time off, I miss my babeh sooo muuuuch..

I am so friggin impatient for January, lol. But I'm trying to control myself. I really am. I have to work on controling my impulsive tendencies, they can get away from me sometimes and it's not pretty.

We're just gonna have so much fuuuun! With all the kissies and snuggles and tickles, *happy sigh* God I miss him so bad, lol. *pokes calendar*

But anywho.. I'm bored.. Gonna go take a shower and play KH2 while I have the urge...

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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/9820640/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/9820640/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 20:28:31 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

Blah, soes I put up new pictures, it seemed like a good idea. Been busy with work and phone and PLANNING MY MOVE TO NC....

Lol, I'm subtle.

But yeah, I'm moving in January. Can't barely stand being away from my reason for living now, I know December's gonna be like watching paint dry, lol.

Poor boss lady was all sad, she really took a liking to me. I think it's cause I make her laugh all the time. But I'll miss the lot of them, they're all pretty cool. I think I'll miss Laura and Liz the most, they're who I've been around moreso lately (Wendy's default, I'll miss her in a friend way and a kewl boss way). Tiff's fun, but I do wonder if maybe some meditation might help her with this random crap that's been bombarding her. And Ken's just awesome, I like listening to her talk, she's funny. But all in all, working without the girls at K.K. won't be as much fun in N.C., I'm just gonna try to enjoy the time (randomness) that I have left with them.

Blah, I need to look-up hanging close pin thingies, so I have something to hang up my bras with after I move. The ones we have are cool and I want more then the 4 my grandma is letting me take with me.

........ I LOVE MIKE................

Yah.

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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/9419091/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/9419091/ Tue, 18 Jul 2006 18:04:58 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

Omg, lol, read this!

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/9366035/ Thu, 13 Jul 2006 14:35:56 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

ZOOOHHH!! Mah Gawd..!!

Iiiiiiiiii

Gooooooooott..

Aaaaaaa..

Joooobbb!!...



Guess where!!

At Kiddie Kandids! And do all you boys and girls know where that is??!

INSIDE BABIES-R-US!!!

I get to work with BABIES!!

Lol, I only went in on Tuesday to fill out an application and leave a résumé.. But I asked my new boss () to look at my portfolio (And I almost didn't ask her.. *rolls eyes at self*).. And she left and came back with another paper and I got an interview right there!

I was like , lol.

And we did the little interview and she really really liked me!

And she asked me to come back for a second interview today and half of it consisted of us giggling like doofuses, LOL. XDD

But she's awesome. Lol, she said in my first interview she only hires people that are a little off, and we get along like we've known each other foooorever! Lol..

And her name is Wendy, but she goes by Fred. Lol, I have no idea why, I'll have to ask her one day.

And in my interview today, I pretty much had to just stand sideways and 'tickle' her with this long multi-colored duster thing, lol. But when it was my turn to do it (after the lil demo, lol) I was like "Ok, you're a 2 year old.." And she's like "I am??" And she made this goofy face and we were both cracking up for like 3 minutes straight! Lol, I already knew I'd like working there, but with a boss like her I'll never wanna leave.

And le random infoooo.. if anybody wanted to know: After the two weeks of training, it'll only be part time, between 15 and 20 hours. At first, I seriously want something full-time, lol. And my starting off $$$ is $8.00 an hour.

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/9238574/ Sat, 01 Jul 2006 03:47:19 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

It's all gone. I'm not scared anymore. I swear it. I have never meant any words more in my life than the words 'I love you'. And I'm sorry. So very sorry I was ever scared, and sorry that I ever doubted you for a single second.

I love you.

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/9101367/ Sun, 25 Jun 2006 20:17:18 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

Yup, it's all official peeps. I, me (Nikki) am ......... pre-engaged..!



We always said we were gonna get married. Even before we were an 'us', just joking around. But now we've talked about it more seriously; and, well, in March of 2009, we'll be le married. We're aiming for '09 anyways. Or August.. He says he wants what I want, and I want March, lol. *lil blush* He's so very awesome, I am so lucky.

We've talked about that, and kids. Both of us want children.

We want two, though we know we'll have 3. 2 boys and a girl. Not right away though, we want some 'us' time before 3 a.m. feedings, lol.

And I love him, and I trust him. More than I've ever trusted anyone. More than my mum, more than my best friend even (a different kind of trust). I trust him with my mind, my body, and my soul. Not a day goes by that my thoughts of him aren't at least at 75% (have to remember to eat and various other stuff, lol). He's my first thought when I wake up, my last thought before I go to sleep, and in my dreams several nights a week (some dreams are about random people, and cheese mazes..). I'd do anything for him, anything he would ask me to do. *soft blush* He's the love of my life, and I can't wait until we're together as husband and wife.

And pregnant, lol, I want them babies. ^_^ Ok, that sounded a teeny bit crazed, lol. But I do, I want to have children with him. I just want to give him that beautiful gift, he deserves it so very much. And he already likes snuggling my tummy now, I can't wait to see him caressing my swollen belly. ^_^ And pictures, lol, I want pictures of pregnant me.

But I've rambled on enough, lol.

Night, people.

But just to be clear: No, I am not engaged right now, but I will be. I am not married yet, but I will be. And not that it's anyobdy's business, but no I am Not pregnant.

Random edit/add on: I knew I was forgetting something. Emotions. We're both really emotional people. Catch us at the right time and one of us will blow up and the other will burst into tears. Not at the same time I mean, lol.

But both of used to tend to bottle everything up. But due to certain events and an illness, we can't do that anymore. The question we probably ask most is "Are you ok?". We have this connection, we can usually detect even the smallest hint that something isn't right. We don't really know how we developed it, but I think it has something to do with that we got to know each other online first; and slowly started mapping each others speech patterns I guess. *lil shrug* Picking up lil hints like an extra period added to something, in addition to previous conversation topics.

He says part of what he loves about me is that I don't hold anything back, that I let my emotions out. Even when it might not be the best time, lol. .. But the thing is, I didn't used to let my feelings out before I met him. I mean, the second conversation we ever had I burst into tears for almost no reason whatsoever (still don't know what happened to this day, lol).

You can ask anybody in my family, I used to be the queen of bottled emotions. I mean, I only cried once after my mother died, and only in front my sister. But with him.. I dunno.. Even from when we first started talking, I just couldn't hold anything back. And I couldn't lie to him, no clue why to either of those to this day. It bothered me a little at first, I kept trying to figure out why I couldn't even tell a little white lie to him, it was odd, lol. And then he told me never to be embarrassed with him after I apologized for the crying and being all emo, and I only apologized once or twice for crying after that (all within the first month & 1/2), and not once more after that.

But I just couldn't explain it, why couldn't I hide even the small... ]]> ~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/9060841/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/9060841/ Tue, 13 Jun 2006 21:14:27 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

I'm tired, and my sister is so loud.

I have this headache all of a sudden.. maybe it's from the sugar.. maybe from my hair being pulled back and up..

Mm.. Am having the Minion make me noodles..

Brain.. wobbly.. ...

*lil sigh* Am randomly tired..

People are strange..

*mysteriousness*

O.O Yaaaahh....

*blinks*

*falls asleep*

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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/9000189/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/9000189/ Thu, 08 Jun 2006 10:11:45 PDT Token, my man, what is up?



Baby go'd byebye........



Am all mopey and sad now..

I miss kissies..

Darn MC and their random locations..

But one day.. one day we won't have to say byeses..

Also, random .. ..



Questions:

1) Full Name: Yvonne Oberg
2) Name Backwards: Grebo Ennovy
3) Were you named after anyone?: My mum's H.S. French class name
4) Does your name mean anything?: Um.. dunno
5) Nick Name(s): Nikki, Nikkipie, Doodle McCheese
6) Screen Name(s): nikayla45, mangamonkey85
7) Date Of Birth: 10-16-85
8) Place of Birth: Jax, FL
9) Nationality: American
10) Current Location: Jax
11) Sign: Libra
12) Religion: N/A, lol
13) Height: 4.4'
14) Weight: Um.. no idea, lol
15) Shoe Size: 3-4
16) Hair colour: Red/Black/Brown
17) Eye colour: Brown
18) What do you look like? There are 5000000 pictures of me in my gallery, lol
19) Innie or Outie?: Innie
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Righty
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Bi
22) Best friend(s): Amanda, Mike, Jen, Jes
23) Best friend you trust the most: A tie between Manda and Mike
24) Best friends {your sex}: Amanda
25) Best friends of the Opposite Sex: Mike
26) Best Bud(s): Um.. how many times are you gonna reword that, lol..?
27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: Umhuh ^_^
28) Crush: My Mikey
29) Parent(s): Dead and Gone
30) Worst Enemy: Gravity, lol
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): Le Mike
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): Uh.. Amanda I guess *doesn't talk to a lot of people*
33) Funniest friend: Manda, lol
34) Craziest friend: Heidi
35) Advice Friend: Mike/Amanda
36) Loudest Friend: Heidi
37) Person you cry with: Mike

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: Yes (1)
39) Any brothers: Nopes
40) Any pets: No
41) A Disease: Uh, no, lol
42) A Pager: No
43) A Personal phone line: No
44) A Cell phone: Yeah
45) A Lava lamp: Umhuh
46) A Pool or hot tub: Nopes
47) A Car: Yup

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Am senile and loving, lol
49) Driving: Eh.. i'm not bad, lol
50) Car or one you want: Have a Toyota Echo (silver)
51) Room: Too small and too crowded, lol
52) What’s missing?: More room, lol
53) School: Bah..
54) Bed: A twin..
55) Relationship with your parent(s): N/A

Do You

56) Believe in yourself: Yeah, I guess, lol
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yeah.. I think so..
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Yep
60) Get Along with your parents: Stop asking me that, lol
61) Save your e-mail conversation: IM's yeah, some emails
62) Pray: Nah
63) Believe in reincarnation: Yeah
64) Like to make fun of people: No
65) Like to talk on the phone: Only to ce... ]]> ~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/8922501/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/8922501/ Tue, 30 May 2006 16:18:30 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

Omgomgomgomgomgomgomg..

It's.. almost.. here!!!!!!!!



*runs around in little circles* Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

Bwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah a *breathes* HA!hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaha

Random bug, lol..



~n45

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/8887665/ Sat, 27 May 2006 14:07:45 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

I am impatiently awaiting May 31st, ... moreso the afternoon of May 30th right now.. *pokes People.. they know who they are..* >.> I swear, if they dont let him come.. >>>...>>>

*sighs* We just need this weekend so bad, we miss each other so much..... I need 'im.. Miss my baby, I really do.. Anywho...

He put in for this leave forever ago.. *glares randomly*

...............

Musn't talk to him and try to be angry at the same time, lol.. Doesn't work out that well..

But we need this weekend, he needs it. Those fuckers are driving him up the wall and he needs to relax.. and that just so happens to happen around me, lol..

>.> *minimizes his window* Lol.. *is bright red* *resists urge to... knit... yes.. >.> knit....*

I'm just gonna stop babbling now, lol..

Edit: Woooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *uber happy dance* .....

~n45

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/8641154/ Mon, 01 May 2006 12:41:27 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

You have to tick all the options that fit you and post the top scoring stereotype in the title...)

-METAL HEAD--
[x] Do you have long hair?
[ ] Do you like Beer?
[ ] Have you ever been in a Moshpit?
[x] You don't believe in God?
[ ] You got a Pentagram/heartogram on some clothing article etc.?
[ ] You own some spikes?
[ ] Can you play guitar?
[ ] Can you growl?
[x] Do you own Boots?
[x] Do you rock out?
Total X: 4 of 10

--DRAMA DORK--
[x] Ever been in a play?
[ ] Have you ever seen a Broadway show?
[ ] More than 10 Broadway shows?
[x] Have you ever been/are you in school shows?
[ ] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[ ] Want to end up working in/for theater
[ ] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[x] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!
[ ] Do you like the 'Sound of Music'?
[ ] Did you like the Broadway show you saw?
Total X: 3 of 10

--REDNECK--
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[x] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[ ] Do you like to get dirty?
[x] Do you like country music?
[ ] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[ ] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
[ ] Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy videos?
[x] Do you live on more than 1 acres?
Total X: 3 of 10

--GOTH--
[x] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[ ] Is most of your clothing dark?
[ ] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[x] Are you a social outcast?
[ ] Are you pale?
[x] Do you like Hot Topic?
[x] Do you enjoy Tim Burton movies?
[ ] Are you mean?
Total X: 4 of 9

-SKATER/PUNK--
[ ] Can you skateboard?
[ ] Do you wear Skateboarding shoes?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[x] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops
[x] Do you watch the x-games?
[x] Do/did you have any piercings other than your ears?
[x] Do you like/wear a mohawk?
[x] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[ ] Have you called someone a poser recently?
Total X: 6 of 9

--PREP--
[x] Do you say the word "like"
[ ] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/AE/Aero?
[ ] Do the people in Hot Topic scare you?
[ ] Do u giggle alot when your'e with your friends/girlfriend/boyfriend?
[ ] Have/do you watch(ed) LAGUNA BEACH?
[ ] Do you like pop music?
[ ] Do you want/have a little dog? (not the little kind that makes me preppy)
[x] Do you laugh a lot?
Total X: 2 of 8

--HIPPIE--
[x] Is your hair long?
[x] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[x] Do you want to save the animals?
[x] Do you think war is unnecessary?
[x] Do you like classic rock?
[ ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[x] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
[x] Is your idea of fun sitting around one person playing a guitar and singing along?
[ ] Do you see someone playing frisbee and automatically ask to play?
Total X: 7 of 9

--GANGSTA--
[ ] Do you act ghetto sometimes?
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[x] Do you like rap?
[ ] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[ ] Have you ever said "Fo Sho"?
[ ] Do you like to dance?
[ ] Do You own 40 cd's...
Total X: 1 of 8

--EMO-
[ ] Do you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodies?
[x] Do you like soft music?
[x] Do people not understand you?
[x] Do you write your own poems?
[x] Do you dye your hair red, black, or any dark color?
[x] Do you cut your own hair?
[x] Do you sometimes feel very lonely?
[x] Is "Ohio is for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights a good song?
Total X: 8 of 9

--SURFER--
[ ] Do you surf?
[x] Do you wear flip flops all year around?
[x] Is your hair shaggy/layered?
[ ] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[x] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[x] Do you think the ocean is radical?
[x] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[x] Do you hate tourists?
Total X: 6 of 8

--GEEK--
[x] Do you wear glasses?
[x] Do you get good grades?
[ ] Do you use an inhaler?
... ]]> ~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/8526532/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/8526532/ Fri, 28 Apr 2006 11:33:01 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

*is back* *had super funs*










~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/8324803/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/8324803/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 10:36:18 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

Super huggles of lurve and back rubbies to mah Luv.. yeah.. *cryptic*

I.. should go to bed.. soon..cause I have.. class.. tuhday..

Baahhh...

-[.]_[.]-

Hehe, glasses..

*random dance of goofiness*

Yeah.. so.. bye.

Edit:

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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/8290808/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/8290808/ Wed, 07 Jun 2006 22:07:27 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

I found this way back in my Journals.. Decided to re-post with updated answers..

I'd just like to say I know at least 3 people named Matt, (And 2 Mike's) so I may not be talking about the same one each time, k?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

What is your name?: Yvonne (Nikki)

Are you named after anyone?: My Mother's name from her High School French class

What's your screename?: Mangamonkey85 (AOL)

Would you name a child of yours after you?: God no

If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: I dunno, my Mother never told me if she had male names picked out

If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: I wouldn't, I like my name

Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Yes! They say it E-vonne, or Uh-vonne. It's Yvonne (yuh-von), my name starts with a Y people! Not an E or a U, a Y!

Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: No

Your gender: Female

Straight/Gay/Bi: Bi.. But technically Pansexual (means I like everybody, no matter the gender), I like any decent person worth liking

Single?: Nopes

If not, do you want to be?: No

Birthdate: 10/16/85 I'm a Libraaaaa!!!

Your age: 20

Age you act: 20-ish

Age you wish you were: I wouldn't go back, so maybe 21

Your height: Moving on!

Eye color: Deep chocolate brown

Happy with it?: Meh, I wouldn't mind black eyes, like, pure black

Hair color: Black and red

Happy with it?: Yes, I wouldn't mind blue or green though

Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Right

Your living arrangement: Grandparents and sister

Your family: Is fucked, lol

Have any pets?: Not anymore..

Whats your job: A General Painintheass

Piercings?: 5

Tattoos?: 1

Obsessions?: Zeh slashyness, reading f-fiction, music, teh feeties, and le S.b., lol

Addictions?: Snugglybug.. lol

Do you speak another language?: Does bad english count? If so, yes.

Have a favorite quote?: "The only constant is change."

Do you have a webpage?: Generally Insane

Do you live in the moment?: No, I like the 20's better *eyeroll*

Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Unfortunately, lol

Do you have any secrets?: Maybe...

Do you hate yourself?: No, I'm rather fond of me. Besides, It's not like I could walk away if I wasn't

Do you like your handwriting?: Chicken scratch or Fancy chicken scratch?

Do you have any bad habits?: Yes

What is the compliment you get from most people?: I'm particularly polite

If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: It Came From Jones Lake

What's your biggest fear?: Needles and Spiders and not having my baby..

Can you sing?: Pfft, no

Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No

Are you a loner?: I can be

What are your #1 priorities in life?: I'm gonna go with breathing.... if it's #1, how can I have more than 1?

If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Hell Yeah, lol

Are you a daredevil?: Sometimes

Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Whenever I get sick I always have breathing problems, so I'm afraid that I just stop breathing one day

Are you passive or agressive?: Both

Do you have a journal?: No, not really

What is your greatest strength and weakness?: S: I'm loyal. W: I'm too nice to people..

Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Yeah, sorta

Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I wish I could have spent more time with my Mom

Do you think life has been good so far?: It's ok

What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Don't take people at face valu... ]]> ~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/8031966/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/8031966/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 09:11:20 PST Token, my man, what is up?

I've been listening to a lot of Straylight Run, Finch, Panic! At The Disco, Houston Calls, and The Academy Is lately...

If any of my friends/watchers listen to them..

Note me...

~n45

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7973149/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 15:51:49 PST Token, my man, what is up?

Somebody voted in my poll that they would help.....

Whoever you are..

Please note me..

I really really really wanna know who it was..

Really..

It'll be kept private, between myself and whoever it was..

I just really wanna know now..

Lol, also: I'm one of the votes for the very enthusiastic yes..

Who was the other?

Whoever that vote was.. You can post it was you if you're comfortable with that..

Or note if you want it kept private..

Both are fine..

Oh! And a shoutout to Mr. Bean for all those hugs!

Much to ya, Luv!

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7936697/ Sat, 18 Feb 2006 18:03:49 PST Token, my man, what is up?

Three blondes are sitting by the side of a river holding fishing poles with the lines in the water. A Game Warden comes up behind them, taps them on the shoulder and says, "Excuse me, ladies, I'd like to see your fishing licenses."

"We don't have any." replied the first blonde., "Well, if your going to fish, you need fishing licenses." said the Game Warden., "But officer," replied the second blonde, "we aren't fishing. We all have magnets at the end of our lines and we're collecting debris off the bottom of the river."

The Game Warden lifted up all the lines and, sure enough, there were horseshoe magnets tied on the end of each line., "Well, I know of no law against it," said the Game Warden, "take all the debris you want." And with that, the Game Warden left.

As soon as the Game Warden was out of sight, the three blondes started laughing hysterically., "What a dumb Fish Cop," the second blonde said to the other two, "doesn't he know that there are steelhead in this river!"

~

Three patients in a mental institution prepare for an examination given by the head psychiatrist. If the patients pass the exam, they will be free to leave the hospital. However, if they fail, the institution will detain them for five years.

The doctor takes the three patients to the top of a diving board looking over an empty swimming pool, and asks the first patient to jump.

The first patient jumps head first into the pool and breaks both arms.

The second patient jumps and breaks both legs.

The third patient looks over the side and refuses to jump.

"Congratulations! You're a free man. But, tell me, why didn't you jump?" asked the doctor.

"Well, Doc, because I can't swim!"

~

Driving to work, a gentleman had to swerve to avoid a box that fell out of a truck in front of him.

Seconds later, two policemen came by. While one pulled the gentleman over, the second carefully stopped traffic and recovered the box so as to avoid any further mishaps. When they opened the box, they found it contained large upholstery tacks.

"I'm sorry sir," the first trooper told the driver, "but I'm going to have to write you a ticket."

Amazed, the driver asked, "For what?"

The trooper replied, "Tacks evasion."

~

A young man visiting a dude ranch wanted to be macho, so he went out walking with one of the hired hands.

As they were walking through the barnyard, the visitor tried to begin a conversation, "Say, look at that big bunch of cows."

The hired hand replied, "Not 'bunch,' but 'herd.'"

"Heard what?"

"Herd of cows."

"Sure, I've heard of cows... there's a big bunch of 'em right over there."



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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7888826/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 11:48:28 PST Token, my man, what is up?

I put up The Interview yesterday, as I tend to be rather Anti-Valentines Day.

I don't hate the occasion, I just feel we need more Blue holidays.



Cause I'm bored:

If I were a month I would be: August
If I were a day of the week I would be: Wednesday
If I were a time of day I would be: Twilight
If I were a planet I would be: Saturn
If I were a animal I would be: A cat
If I were a direction I would be: Up
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: A chair
If I were a historical figure I would be: Lincoln
If I were a liquid I would be: ...not even touching that one
If I were a tree I would be: An oak
If I were a flower/plant I would be: A sunflower
If I were a kind of weather I would be: Balmy
If I were a musical instrument I would be: The drums
If I were an emotion I would be: Romantic
If I were a color I would be: Blue
If I were a vegetable I would be: A tomato
If I were a sound I would be: Deafening
If I were an element I would be: Fire
If I were a car I would be: Fast
If I were a song I would be: Radio Flyer's Last Journey ~by~ A Static Lullaby or Asleep In The Chapel ~by~ Thursday
If I were a movie I would be directed by: M. Night Shyamalan
If I were a book I would be written by: Your mom
If I were a food I would be: Animal friendly <--veggie-tarian
If I were a place I would be: Remembered fondly
If I were a material I would be: Cotton
If I were a taste I would be: Divine
If I were a scent I would be: Subtle and clean
If I were a word I would be: 'Yeeeaaahhh...' *sarcastic*
If I were an object I would be: A spear
If I were a body part I would be: The
If I were a facial expression I would be: A raised eyebrow
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Raven, lol
If I were a shape I would be a: Diamond
If I were a number I would be: 4

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7840316/ Wed, 08 Feb 2006 17:54:45 PST Token, my man, what is up?

Like, omg, I have done a journal in 4-ever, like lol. [/dumbass]

I went over to the Mall today to get free interview clothes provided to me by teh state deh florida. It's a part of the Vocational Rehab thingie, long fucking story, blahdie blah blah.

But anyway, I got just over $80 of free stuff. But! It was at Penny's, so it was only 1 outfit, plus one other shirt. And shoes. That woman bought me shoes!

Ahem, sorry, I just find that hilarious.

I was walking behind her making faces at her at first, 'cause I didn't really want to be there. But hey, free stuff, so meh. And I really wanted to mock their taste so bad, lol. I mean, JC Penny? Seriously. But I digress. Turns out that that lady was really cool, that and she bought me free stuff! Ahem, sorry, paying attention, I swear.

And then I went to Wally World, 'cause it was nearby, and bought a pair of pants that could also be mixed and matched. And this really cool green jean jacket, lol. I was wondering why I liked it so much, it's made by No Boundries. I have this weird ass fascination with their clothes, dunno why.

And I got a pair of those Listerine Pocket Mist thingies. They are so awesome, sigh. My sister has one of the orange ones, but I hate the orange flavor (as I really hate the mouth wash of it, ), so I went and got my own. ..The blue kind... yeah..

A joke:

A husband and his wife who have been married 20 years were doing some yard work. The man was working hard cleaning the BBQ grill while his wife was bending over, weeding flowers from the flower bed. So the man says to his wife "Your rear end is almost as wide as this grill" She ignores the remark.

A little later, the husband takes his measuring tape and measures the grill, then he goes over to his wife while she is bending over, measures her rear end and gasps, "Geez, it really IS as wide as the grill!" She ignores this remark as well.

Later that night while in bed, her husband starts to feel frisky. The wife calmly responds, "If you think I'm gonna fire up the grill for one little wiener, you are sadly mistaken."

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7651985/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 19:45:22 PST Token, my man, what is up?

These are the photos in my Photography Portfolio, with the exception of 2 or 3 that aren't online.

Deep Red Innuedos
Nibbles III
Monkey Face
Figure head in the garden
Bundle
Suspension
Inquisitive
Punkin
In The Dark
Green Satellites
Forever
Only He sees
Corral
Candid
Sunday House
The Deft Old Man
That shot
Details
Boa
Arrogance
Strane
Inside ze chateau
Equestrian
Could You Still -Be There-
The Approaching Night
Stratosphere
Highs
Must Be Dreaming
Fly High
Ohana
Bulimia
Vanity
All Dressed Up
you could get Lost

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7591309/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 05:53:32 PST Token, my man, what is up?

Dammit.

La la la, I like these:



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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7532235/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7532235/ Sat, 07 Jan 2006 02:58:16 PST Token, my man, what is up?

Manda and I went and saw Hostel last night.

*sigh* It was so awesome.

I'm thinking now of building a mini-shrine to Eli Roth, lol.

The best (sickest) parts were when:

Josh gets his achilles tendons chopped

Paxton get his fingers chopped by the chainsaw

Those bitches got run down!! Wooo!! Everybody was clapping, it was great...

Pax had to cut Kana's scorched eye off *shudder*

Lol, when the 'American Businessman' was asking Paxton how he did it. That dude was messed up, but he got what he deserved, so meh

Oh!! When the German guy that 'got' Pax got chopped up by his own chainsaw. Lol, dumbass..

Ew, when those kids just smashed that guy's skull in, it was gross and squishy *bleh*

I think my favorite part, though, was when Paxton cut off that guys fingers in return in the bathroom stall and then drown him in the toilet... fucker deserved that..

Parts I didn't like include:

When Josh gets killed... bastards..

All the T&A, enough is enough, bleh

When Kana throws herself in front of the coming train after she sees that everywhere around her right eye is all burned and would become irriversibly scarred

Overall:

I thought it was good, very icky and disturbing. But I do wish Tarantino had directed it, he was only a producer. Eli Roth directed it and it was freaking awesome by all means, good times.

...I think I'm a bit desensitized... hmm... oh well....



And holy crap!! I saw the trailer for Kane's new movie See No Evil!!! I'm as giddy as a school girl!! Ok that's a lie, but I wanna see real bad now!! ....!!!!exclamationpoint!!!!

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7513382/ Wed, 04 Jan 2006 23:57:30 PST Token, my man, what is up?

I changed my avatar, finally.

I had been looking for one suitable enough to change to, it took forever and a day.

It's a Slytherin avatar from Mugglenet's avatar page, it's on the Misc page. They're all 100x100, I had to resize.

And incase you can't read what it says, the small black letters say 'cunning' and the green ones spell 'ambition'.

....House Pride..!!

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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7490802/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7490802/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 16:32:16 PST Token, my man, what is up?

Traditional Roulette

An african ambassador visited Russia and was entertained by his opposite number, the Russian ambassador. For three days, the African ambassador was wined, dined, and generally treated to the best hospitality that Russia had to offer.

On the last day of his visit, the Russian ambassador said, "As your stay is coming to an end, it's time for you to play our traditional game, Russian roulette. One of the six chambers of this gun is loaded - you spin the cylinder, point the gun at your head, and pull the trigger."

This phased the African slightly, but he was a proud man of a warrior people, and to show fear would be unthinkable. Both men took their guns, spun, and pulled the triggers.

Both chambers were empty, and both ambassadors breathed a sigh of relief.

The African ambassador was impressed with the couragous game, and thought hard about the subject before the Russian Ambassador was due to visit his country the next year.

When the visit came, the African ambassador treated the Russian with all hospitality, until the final day of his stay. Leading him to a private room in the palace, the African ambassador spoke, "Now, time for you to sample our game, African roulette". He then led the Russian into the room, the only occupants of which were six stunning and naked women.

The African ambassador said, "These women are the most beautiful members of one of our tribes. Any one of them will give you a oral sex - take your pick".

The Russian was not entirely averse to this idea, but he couldn't see the connection with Russian Roulette. He said, "Well, ok, great, but where's the roulette part? Where's the danger?"

With a big grin on his face, the African ambassador answered:

"One of them's a cannibal."

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7417956/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 21:25:08 PST Token, my man, what is up?

ZOMBIES!!!!!!!?!?!!!!!!!!

Gladly, no, no zombies.

I saved/help save two animals to-, er, yesterday.

First was cardinal that the cat tried to eat (was a group effort). Manda smacked the cat from trying to eat the bird, and I checked her out to make sure she was ok. And I let her go.

Then later we were taking Tink home (she lives on the next street) and we didn't want to go straight home. So, we drove around for a bit, and when were heading for home I saw a snake in the road.

I went back and saw it was a corn snake. I thought I had hit it, and that a truck behind us had hit it. But it was ok, quite unsquished.

I got the flashlight that lives in my car and found a palmetto stalk and carefully picked up the snake, setting it carefully over off of the side of the road.

He was just not having it though, he was glaring at me the whole time I was moving him. He was like "Look lady, I was lying in the road! It was good there! Sure it was a bit traffic-y, but I can handle myself!"

...bye.

~n45

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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7245268/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7245268/ Wed, 07 Dec 2005 08:36:47 PST Token, my man, what is up?

There was an old man in a bar who was staring at a punk in the corner. The punk had multicolored, spiked hair and multicolored feather earings.

After a while the punk got mad and said to the old man "What
are you staring at?"

"Back when I was in the army I got really drunk one night and
fucked a parrot. I was wondering if you were my son."

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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7218147/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7218147/ Sun, 04 Dec 2005 07:31:14 PST Token, my man, what is up?

She reminds me of early-Jewel.
- - - -

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And the light's always red in the rear view
Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you

If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
Giving up on love
On love

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus
'Cause love doesn't hurt so I know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces

If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
Giving up on love
On love

And maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
When all my resistance will never be distance enough

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home
To the comfort of my bed

If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
Giving up on love
On love

Wreck of the Day ~ Anna Nalick

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7153263/ Sat, 26 Nov 2005 21:23:47 PST Token, my man, what is up?

I got a myspace account.

Find me on MySpace and be my friend!

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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7082814/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7082814/ Tue, 13 Jun 2006 23:38:52 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

Snitched from ~flipsidered

three names you go by:
-Nikki
-Doodle McCheese
-Ms. Oberg

three parts of your heritage:
-Irish
-Scottish
-Swedish

three things that scare you:
-Spiders
-Shots
-Rabid evil monkies!

three of your everyday essentials:
-Pietro (my computer)
-Tea
-Cheese

three things your wearing right now:
-Glasses
-Chain wallet
-Piggy slippers

three of your favorite bands or musical artists:
-Oasis
-A7X
-Coldplay

three of your favorite songs right now:
-The Masterplan - Oasis
-Satin In A Coffin - Modest Mouse
-Dance Dance - Fall Out Boy

three things you want in a relationship (other than true love):
-Fun
-Trust
-Respect

two truths and a lie:
-I have several friends
-Change is inevitable
-I can see you... yes you! Bwahaha

three things of the opposite/same sex appeal to you:
-Personality
-Sense of Humor
-Sanity (optional)

three of your favorite hobbies:
-Reading
-Writing
-Sleeping

three things that you want to do really badly right now:
-Take over the world
-Scratch my temple
-Laugh in an evil manner

three places you want to go on vacation:
-Australia (snakey snakey)
-Rome
-Paris (France, not texas)

three things you want to do before you die:
-Go on at least 1 rampage of irrefutable horror and rage
-Eat many ice creams and not get sick
-Live forever

Answers updated on: The 14th of June, 2006

three names you go by:
-Nikki
-Doodle McCheese
-Nikkipie

three parts of your heritage:
-Irish
-Scottish
-Swedish

three things that scare you:
-Spiders
-Shots
-Rabid evil monkies!

three of your everyday essentials:
-Mike
-Pietro (my computer)
-Cheese

three things your wearing right now:
-Glasses
-Clothing
-Earphones

three of your favorite bands or musical artists:
-AFI
-Oasis
-Snow Patrol

three of your favorite songs right now:
-Miss Murder ~ AFI
-Dani California ~ RHCP
-My Romance ~ Tony Bennett

three things you want in a relationship (other than true love):
-Commitment
-Trust
-Respect

two truths and a lie:
-I would like to have an army of well trained monkey assasins
-Change is inevitable
-Pineapples give you magic powers

three things of the opposite/same sex appeal to you:
-Personality
-Sense of Humor
-Sanity (optional)

three of your favorite hobbies:
-Reading
-Writing
-Sleeping

three things that you want to do really badly right now:
-Be with my b/f
-Take over the world
-Take over the world with my b/f

three places you want to go on vacation:
-Mike's room
-Australia (snakey snakey)
-Paris (France, not Texas)

three things you want to do before you die:
-Go on at least 1 rampage of irrefutable horror and rage
-Marry my boyfriend
-Live forever

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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7059067/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7059067/ Tue, 15 Nov 2005 21:26:21 PST Token, my man, what is up?

I got an account strictly for feet pictures, . I love the avatar I got for it, so cute.

Any and all feet that will be featured in the gallery are 18 years of age or older; so no underage feet there.

Hm, what else. Went and saw Nan the other day, was disturbing. She has Dementia and is permantly off in Lala Land.

That sounded incredibly insensitive, oh well. She's completely gone, she's not the woman she was 5 or 10 years ago. 5 years ago she was slipping and now she's doing laps. Hm, I like that, I'll have to remember that.

I saw a theory that said Ava is the Carver on N/T. Maybe, but I'm mildly convinced it's Gina. Or Quentin for some reason.

Meh.

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7039413/ Mon, 14 Nov 2005 23:22:12 PST Token, my man, what is up?

The tribute show for Eddie was really nice tonight. They had little spots of a few of the superstars talking about about how they knew him and how great he really was.

By far the most moving was Chris Benoit's segment. But I liked Stephanie's the best.

It just seems so unreal. I mean, he's Eddie Guerrero, he can't die, that's insane! It's just so weird, like everything's flipped upside down.

Edit: I am in DENIAL.

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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7026390/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/7026390/ Sat, 12 Nov 2005 11:01:23 PST Token, my man, what is up?

Taggy McTagtag!! Snitched from ~zarla

10 things you like:
1. I'm fond of Air
2. The internet
3. Many many musics
4. Unnerving people
5. Dragons
6. Reading - everything!
7. Pastases
8. Teh slashyness - it has infiltrated my brains
9. Exercising - Sshhh, don't tell nobody
10. Flying purple monkies!

3 Things that make you happy:
1. Sleep! Ah, the back of my eyelids
2. Listening to my favorite music and working in PS7
3. Julian McMahon - I cannae help it!

3 Things that anger you:
1. Ignorant people
2. Stupid people
3. People

10 Things that you hate:
1. People
2. Spiders
3. Small yippie dogs
4. People with no imagination
5. Having to think on cue, like this
6. Getting up early
7. When my sister takes all the tea - that evil wench
8. People with FUCKING STARING PROBLEMS - seriousleh, theres a cream for that
9. People who do not signal!!
10. Ridiculously religious people - bleh

3 facts about your name:
1. My name was picked out 5 years before I was born
2. Nobody ever pronounces it right!
3. Uh, meh?

5 facts about yourself:
1. I hate building a damned résumé, it is very boring
2. I'd rather level up in a game and go through the game absurdly more powerful than my current enemies instead of starting off kinda good and leveling up during gameplay
3. Teh 'people' annoy me, what with the 'independant thought' and all; it's sickening
4. I'm generally more reserved than my friends - I let the insanity boil,
5. I am ridiculously paranoid about zombies - I FUCKING HATE ZOMBIES

4 random thoughts:
1. I have tah pee,.. damn it tah hell! That means I have to move... crap..
2. When's the last time I ran my Norton? Oh right, it runs auto Mondays at 9, when Raw! comes on
3. Why does my Uncle keep coming in and out of the office? Meh, w/e
4. I have to remember to read the Chronicles of Narnia before I see the movie about the 2nd one, so many books to read - so little memory

Song you're listening to (give singer): Atmosphere - Shinedown

Time?: 2:00 p.m.

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6949304/ Thu, 03 Nov 2005 22:02:05 PST Token, my man, what is up?

I tagged myself from ~chamzi's journal. Also, I put up my 500th deviation today.



Seven things that scare you or you are afraid of:

1. Cancer
2. Spiders
3. Shots
4. Diseases
5. Being alone for long periods
6. Going crazy (crazy people don't know they're crazy)
7. Complete freedom

Seven things you like the most:

1. Air
2. Sanity
3. Internet
4. Books
5. Pizza
6. Reading
7. Video games

Seven important things in your room:

1. Bed
2. Rat
3. PS2
4. Air Conditioner
5. Books/Manga
6. Alarm Clock
7. Ceiling

Seven random facts about you:

1. I'm Lactose Intolerant
2. I like Emo, hate Religious music
3. I like getting pierced (DIY is a rush too)
4. I'm a stickler for traditional learning (manners, proper grammer, well rounded educational curriculum, etc)
5. I can't sleep without a fan (even in the Winter)
6. I've been writing poetry since I was 7
7. I collect Winnie the Pooh & Dragon things (dolls/posters/figurines)

Seven things you plan to do before you die:

1. Go to Oz and see that big famous Zoo
2. See Tokyo in person
3. Learn French fluently
4. And Italian
5. And maybe Greek
6. Work as a head photographer for National Geographic
7. Be in love

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:

1. Eyes
2. Style
3. Personality
4. Attitude
5. Speech patterns
6. Imagination
7. Interests

Seven things you say the most:

1. Yeeeeaaaahhhh, whatever
2. *finger*
3. Alrighty then, yeah?
4. I dunno
5. Shweet <-- a la Cartman
6. I'm booooorrrrrrreeeeeeeed *exagerated sigh*
7. I don't know your talking about *after doing something weird*

Seven celeb crushes (whether local or foreign):

1. Alexis Denisof
2. Julian McMahon
3. Ian McKellen
4. Famke Janssen
5. Jude Law
6. Patrick Stewart
7. Keanu Reeves

I tag everybody I watch or that watches me! Share the love!

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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6910961/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6910961/ Sun, 30 Oct 2005 21:50:27 PST Token, my man, what is up?

Hoh mah gawd, I think mah feet are dead. I was standing up for 8 and a half hours today.

We got there at around 2.30/2.45, we left at 10.30-ish. Halfway through I was switching back forth between feet. I told everybody if they saw my feet laying around somewhere where I wasn't, just to pick them up and bring them back to me.

We stopped at a Gate station to go to the bathroom and I had to walk, ;_;. But there was a cold tank cover I got to stand on which felt awesome. My feet are so sore they aren't even red, they're white.

But, it was very awesome. The lineup was: mewithoutYou, Dredg, The Blood Brothers, & C/C.

I really liked mewithoutYou, but my friends were like "nu-uh". They weren't having any of that. But Aaron, the singer, was so passionate about what he was doing. I dunno, maybe it's 'cause I'm a Libra, or 'cause I'm just me, but I really appreciated that he would give us that.

Dredg was ok, their guitarist Mark is really cute. He does this funny pidgeon bobbing thing with his head when he's getting into a song. And he can play, was awesome. Lol, there was this skinny Emo kid in the Pit who knew every word to every song they played. Gavin threw this drumstick into the crowd and that kid caught it, I thought he was just gonna orgasm right there and melt into a little emo puddle. Although, he may have, we didn't see him again. And he was really into Dredg, he was pulling on his hair and waving his arms around.

I hated The Blood Brothers. They're screamo and I quite recently discovered I hate screamo with a passion. It would have been nice if the music had been mixed with actual singing a la Thursday or earlier AFI, but no, they just jumped around and screamed for 45 minutes.

And C/C were very very awesome. They played A Favor House Atlantic & Blood Red Summer, and the new one who's name escapes me at the moment. And this one.

They came back and did an encore. They did one song and then this solo thing that went on for over 20 minutes.

All in all it was good; but Yellowcard was better.

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6904889/ Sun, 30 Oct 2005 08:51:06 PST Token, my man, what is up?

We're going to see Coheed & Cambria tonight, !

This'll be the second time I've seen them. The first time was when I saw AFI 'bout 2 years ago, but, I didn't know who they were then.

In otter news: The waters are turning colder and the fish are getting stingy; what with me trying to kill them and all.

I've gotten 2 new watchers in the week or so, . Bwahahahaha, dammit. Bwa ha ha.

New watchers are: =PicturesInMyEyes on October 30, 2005
~princessphyona on October 27, 2005,

And ~FrozenCorn on my birthday!

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<... ]]> ~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6868436/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6868436/ Tue, 25 Oct 2005 20:58:20 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

I must most regrettably inform you of Gummy Bear's death earlier this evening. She was sick. She seemed to be doing much better in recent weeks; but I believe the recent rapid temperature change confused her immune system and she took a turn for the worse. She was well this afternoon, but when I went up to check on her about an hour ago she had suddenly passed. It was a shock to us all, she had been doing so well.

We had her funeral nearly 15 minutes ago, in the bitter cold and stark night. But we didn't mind, she was worth it. She had many friends attending, who all said a kind word in love and remembrance. She was loved very greatly and she will be missed immensely.

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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6859852/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6859852/ Mon, 24 Oct 2005 22:23:37 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

I got my website button just now. Why so late? Because, Gentle Viewer, I am not always so brilliant.

I know I know, you think it's impossible. But I assure you, it's true.

Anyway, it's up now, I feel so proud.

Some of my 'friends' have been hit by this Sexy Truck thing, I'm scared now. I'm currently hiding in a cave far far away; oddly enough I am still in this galaxy. ...little dork humor for you there...

:sings: I finished my portfolioooo!! [/singing] I feel all warm and squishy inside..., though that may very well be the tomato soup I just ate, hm, lifes little mysteries.

I've been watching Jeff Corwin the last couple of days, he intrigues me so. He's so knowledgeable about all these animals and such; plus, he's hot.

...I know, I know, I should have priorities while watching Animal Planet, but, he's so cute and funny. Damn you Jeff Corwin for being so lovable! Damn YOU!!!! ......

Plus he goes after these kickass snakes all fearless (mostly) and stuff. Lol, I sound so sophisticated.

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6787361/ Sun, 16 Oct 2005 22:05:49 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

I watched the last disc of Buffy tonight, wah. It's all gone now, no more unseen buffy's.

And now I can safely say I have seen every single episode of BtVS.

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6779186/ Sat, 15 Oct 2005 23:26:13 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's mah birthday!!!!!!!

Uh huh uh huh uh huh

Today is my 20th birthday, .

Weird fact: This is my 100th Journal entry, .

I'm doing a little dance as I'm writing this, yeah!

I'm getting up at 10 and we're leaving for the beach at 12 and we're gonna be there all day and it's gonna uber fun, cha!



I'm listening to Shinedown and playing air-drums.

-- -- --

Pfft, we were out to town at Wally-World and some little girl looks me up and down says "Hey, you're a midget!"

I gave her this measured look and said "No, I'm not. And thank you for your manners."

Her mother didn't say anything, she didn't even turn around.

It makes me sad for the future of humanity.

Punk.

I am so tired of little kids bothering me. I thought if I wore dark makeup maybe they'd leave me the fuck alone, but no. They have to be little shits with no manners, and irresponsible parents.

Man, if anybody bothers me today I'm just gonna go off on 'em. I usually don't, I never say anything. But not today, no one is fucking up my birthday.

-- -- --

...I hope there are some hot guys at the beach...

..that sounded incredibly horny and in a completely different direction...

..lol...

...I like starting thoughts like this...

..bwahahahahahaha...

.....

I'm gonna wear my bathing suit today, I'm kinda against it but the guys want me to. I'm gonna go in the water a bit, but I'm not gonna wet my hair. I know that sounds vain but I have nearly 2 feet of hair and it does not like salt water. It's the biggest pain to wash out, and in freezing outdoor showers.

-- -- --

I hope it's cool today. It's supposed to be clear and around 85 for the max high.

Lol, I'm 'playing' along with Yer Majesty and I shook my hair loose and lost and earphone.

-- -- --

Tink and Jen are bringing along the puppies today. They're supposed to wash them and bring along food and leashes for them. They can go to the beach, but they have to be on leashes the whole time.

I'm looking forward to Moo Moo going (he's so adorable), but Chianna and I don't get along. I have a scar from her where she bit my leg trying to eat my shirt. It's not really noticeable now, just a pink spot; but it's the principle.

I don't hold anything against dog or cousin, but I tend to keep my distance from the animal. Uh, yeah.

-- -- --

*sigh* I gotta go to bed now, bye-bye.

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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6762468/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6762468/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 23:48:32 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

They do, we fed them to them.

We, ~DragonGrl413 and I, went to the Zoo today. When we were eating our shared nachos outside the little café this peacock wandered around a corner, and shortly after a peahen followed him. We thought it was a bit odd. Sure we'd seen pidgeons and various other small birds around the gardens, but not such a large and not so native birds just wandering around.

Anyway, after I chased the peacock around with my camera (he was a wuss by the by, wouldn't pose), I sat back down at our table. A minute or so later this peahen walks up and looks at us. I tentively offered a chip and she reached for it!

We ended up feeding them several small chips. I never actually let her take a chip from my fingers as I value their wholeness and all. But it was fun. We were like 'This is way better than feeding seagulls!'

Lol, this one that Jen was feeding was on the other side of her and it looked like it was eyeing her purse.

And she wanted to hug all of the animals. When we went through Africa (our Zoo is large and apparantly spans several countries on only 124 acres) we saw this Nile Crocodile, of which I so took a picture of. And she's like 'Oh, I want to pet it. I want to give it a hug.'

And I'm like 'It'll eat you.' She did not seem to be worried about it. While she wanted to hug it I wanted to ride it. I said I'd get it a harness and a leash and a saddle and I'd ride it around and I'd get him/her to bite people I don't like. You know, the things you do when riding a crocodile.

And we rode the train, which used to be so much better and now sucks ass.

Anways, the birds. I swear they pose, they really do. They see you holding a camera and they stop and look all professional. Completely unlike those damn seagulls that seem to know when your camera is almost done focusing and then move 2 feet.

Also, my birthday is the day after tomorrow.

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6716216/ Sat, 08 Oct 2005 21:43:33 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

We went to the flea market today, it was hot. At least 90, and the heat index, whew.

I watched TNA tonight, but I didn't get to see my baby. I miss Jeff so much and I didn't get to see him tonight, crud. Hopefully I'll get to see him within the next few weeks.

On the upside to that I got to see the Dudleys. They look good. They've been working out lately I guess. They were 'big' guys for the longest time, they look good now, muscular.

And, let's see. There were toy chihuahua puppies at the flea market today, they were so cute. But not cute enough for $375. Too bad I forgot my camera, I could have shown you guys.

I spent all of $6 out there today. $1 for this little clip on cell phone case and $5 for 6 biker helmet stickers. I'm not a biker so I'll just have to use them for something else, neh?

They say:

Faster Than A Speeding Ticket

Fuck The French (Not meant the way it sounds.. to me at least. I happen to really like French guys, and Italian guys for that matter, anyways..)

Armed With A Dangerous Mind

Get in, shut up, and hold on

My Inner Child Is A Mean Little Fucker

&

Dip Me In Honey And Throw Me To The Lesbians

-- -- -- -- -- --

I wouldn't want to actually be dipped in honey, it's way to messy.

But, yeah, those are my little stickers. They're about an inch in height and 3 or so inches in width.

I just noticed that all of them are black except for the Armed With A Dangerous Mind one, which is red. But they all have white lettering.

I found a shirt with Dip Me In Honey And Throw Me To The Lesbians on it some website, only it was chocolate instead of honey. I think I like chocolate better, hm.

Anyway, I just put up about 20 deviations, 'cause I was very bored.

..bye.

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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6695655/ Thu, 06 Oct 2005 13:52:06 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

DRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Guess what I got today?!?!

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[link] [link] [link] [link]

I just have one more thing to say:






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http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6643836/ Fri, 30 Sep 2005 15:48:58 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

I got tired of that other entry, here's a new one!

Random lyrics and SP quotes. Most of the quotes are from here: [link] , except the last 2.

Quotes:

Mr. Garrison: How would you like to go see the school counselor?
Cartman: How would you like to suck my balls?
Mr. Garrison: What did you just say?!
Cartman: Oh, I'm sorry (Clears throat and pulls out megaphone), actually what I said was, "How would you like to suck my balls, Mr. Garrison?"

Mr. Garrison: Does anyone know what sexual harassment means?
Cartman: When you are tying to have intercourse with a special lady friend and some other guy comes up and tickles your balls from behind.

Cartman: You so much as TOUCH kitty's ass, and I'll put a firecracker in your nutsack and blow your balls all over your pants.
Stan: Jesus, Cartman.
Cartman: Well, I'm just sayn', man, seriously, don't mess with kitty, man.

Cartman: Now stop wasting Mel Gibson's time, you little pussy prick.
Stan: Don't take that tone with me, kid. I'll kick your ass.
Cartman: Yah. Well, I'd like to see you try. I'm, like, 6 feet tall.
Stan: Yah. Well, you sound like a little bitch to me.
Cartman: Bitch! Don't call me bitch, bitch!
Stan: Bring it on then, bitch!
Cartman: I already brung it, bitch. I brung it, opened it, and set it on the table, bitch.

Stan: Aah, we're always running late you ugly skank.
Mrs. Crabtree: WHAT DID YOU SAY?!
Stan: I can't wait to own a fishing tank.
Mrs. Crabtree: Oh, neither can I.

Mrs. Broflowski: Mr. Garrison, you're a Clan member?
Mr. Garrison: No no, Mr. Hat is.
Mr. Hat: White power! White power!
Mr. Garrison: You are such a racist bastard, Mr. Hat

Chef's Dad: And I said 'Whatdya want from us monster?'
'I need about tree-fiddy.'

Chef's Dad: We'll take a graham crunch and how much will that be? And she looks at me and says 'I need tree-fiddy'


Lyrics:

Run away, run away,
I'll attack.
Run away, run away,
go chase yourself.
Run away, run away,
I'll attack, I'll attack, I'll attack.

Attack~30 Seconds to Mars

Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low
You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold
My destination is always unknown, I'll find my way there
but Goddamn Motherfuckers always wasting my time

Trashed and Scattered ~Avenged Sevenfold

Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance
This is the way they'd love if they
knew how misery loved me

Dance Dance ~FOB

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, Going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, No expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrows
No tomorrow, No tomorrow

Mad World ~Gary Jules

It feels like I'm losing again
When I've lost everything
I'm sure I will see more clearly
Lose what I'm feeling to them
And not feeling anything
I'm sure I will bleed sincerely
Tonight!

Simplest Mistake ~Seether

There is no distance that I don’t see
I do have a will
No limit to my reach
I wish I would; I wish I might
See a line tonight
Separating wrong from right
Some are only born to try
And maybe that’s the reason why
I am afraid someday I’ll find
There is no Empire in My Mind

Empire In My Mind ~The Wallflowers

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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6595704/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6595704/ Sun, 25 Sep 2005 04:41:59 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

Or rather 'I had a dream'. A few months ago even.

This is the recollection of a dream I had back in, May, I think. It was pre-liscence, so May. And 'Papa' is my grandfather.

Papa forces me into a driving lesson, and I'm like 'Uh, ok'. He drags me outside and there's a motorcycle, we don't own a motorcycle! And we get on the bike, me-him-heidi. And there are peddles for gas and stop instead of using the handle bar controls. They're only for steering I guess. And we're driving, and I pop a wheelie half way off the island cause I put to much gas on. And we get up to Pumpkin Hill road and I have to stop cause there's this weird ass green bridge. And I'm like WTF?! and Papa's like 'The bridge at Pumpkin Hill washed out and they had to build a new one. So come on, go over it.'

I look at the weird green bridge and it's not even whole! It's sectioned, no one part is touching the other. I'm like 'How are cars supposed to get over this thing?' and he's like 'They just do, now go!' And I'm like wait. There's no bridge at pumpkin hill! It's a 3 way intersection! No bridge!

So we get off the bike, which occurs to me I'm too short to even get on and hold up right, let alone drive, and start getting it over the weird green bridge. We finally get over to the other side and there's no road! It's a freakin dock!! A dock and water where I know for a fact there is solid land! And he's like 'Tommy owns this dock', and I'm like "WTF?!?!." That makes absolutely no sense what so ever. At all.

And Papa's like 'Oh well, we'll just have to wait until somebody comes and gets us.' From where?? The dock you have to go through solid land to get to?? So I get out my cell phone, habit of taking it absolutely everwhere I go, and try to call grammy. But the numbers won't work! And there are two 7's, no 4, and they're all mixed up, in the wrong places! So I give up on dialing and just try to use the speed dial recognition thing, but then it won't work either and then the damn phone dies!! It dies and I'm stuck with these crazy people on a bridge that doesn't exist and it's dark and now there are bugs!!

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~nikayla45 http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6568603/ http://nikayla45.deviantart.com/journal/6568603/ Thu, 22 Sep 2005 17:58:59 PDT Token, my man, what is up?

I killed a bunch of Sims, weeeee!!! 'Cause I was bored, then I got an idea. What if I named these Sims after characters and ships? Fun! (technically I was just adding to my cemetary, but w/e)

What you do is build a small house with nothing but a floor, a few windows, 1 door (temporary), a bunch of fireplaces, and a bunch of magic lamps.

Get everybody inside, delete the door, and off you go!

The first competition was: The boys of South Park as kids VS. themselves as adults (college age).

The first to die was Eric the kid, and the almost surviver was Goth Stan - Adult.

The players were the four main characters; kids versions VS. adult versions. And incase anybody cares the older boys were called Surfer Kenny (dressed as a surfer), College Kyle, Insurance Salesman Eric, and Goth Stan.

Then I got my idea and started doing ships. I did SP first, 'cause I could, and nyah to you.

Anyway, here's the death order:

1st: Kyle/Cartman
2nd: Mr. Garrison (I just wanted to see him die)
3rd: Sex/Squeaky
4th: Kyle/Kenny
5th: Stan/Kenny
6th: Pip/Damien
7th: Kyle/Christophe
8th: Stan/Kyle (Weeee!!!)

Then I did an HP one, but I only made 6 ships, 'cause I was just bored by then (they take forever to die).

1st: Snape/Hermione (I hate this couple btw)
2nd: Harry/Hermione
3rd: Harry/Draco (Damn..)
4th: Harry/Ginny
5th: Ron/Malfoy (Weirdness)
6th: Ron/Hermione ()

So, uh, there you go! It was Ship Survivor or something. Next time: Stan/Kyle face off against Ron/Hermione VS. Goth Stan!!

Stay tuned!!

[Could anybody recommend some stories with Pip/Damien as the main focus? And I'd prefer the quality to be, like, ~Bagatelle good, or close to it, thanks.]



I'm borrowing this thingie from Zeh *ToddFan.

Name: Your Lord and Master
Birthday: The 16th of October in the 85th year of the 20th Century (it'd technically be the 86th 'cause a century starts with '00' but w/e)
Birthplace: Jacksonville, FL
Current Location: Jacksonville, FL
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Red and black
Height: 4'4"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Paternal: Swede-Irish-American Maternal: Scot-Irish-Early American(pre-revolutionary war)
The Shoes You Wore Today: None, I'm barefooted
Your Weakness: Teh slashyness & that damned PS2 (evil!!)
Your Fears: Spiders, shots, & cancer
Your Perfect Pizza: Mushrooms, pineapple, & cherries
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To not die! I think it's a good goal
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: 'Uh'
Thoughts First Waking Up: *hiss* The light!! It burns!! *hiss*
Your Best Physical Feature: Depends on who you ask
Your Bedtime: When I'm not awake
Your Most Missed Memory: I don't know
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonalds or Burger King: Vegetarian
Single or Group Dates: Any
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither, they'll stunt my growth

Do You…
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Quite well
Do you Sing: I don't want to talk about it
Do you Shower Daily: Yes
Have you Been in Love: Not true-i'd-kill-9-million-people-for-you love
Do you want to go to College: I don't know yet
Do you want to get Married: Maybe
Do you belive in yourself: Uh, yes?
Do you get Motion Sickness: Not really
Do you think you are Attractive: Exquisitely so.
Are you a Health Freak: Not really
Do you get along with your Parents: My Mother is dead & my 'father' lives 3 states away from me. So sure, we get along famously.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yeah
Do you play an Instrument: No

In the past month…
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Underage
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Does an insane semi-evil rampage count?
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Sadly no, I'm terribly heartbroken
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: I think so
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ..uh no
In the past month have you been on Stage: The stage of life!
In the past month have you been Dumped: Pfft, no
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