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i'm just so tired
wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
i just aint the same without you in my life
late night drives, all alone in my car
i can't help but start
singing lines from all our favorite songs
and melodies in the air
singin life just aint fair
sometimes i still just can't believe you're gone
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven,
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here

feel your fire,
when its cold in my heart
and things sorta start
remindin' me of my last night with you
i only need one more day
just one more chance to say
i wish that i had gone up with you too
and i'm sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here

you wont be comin' back
and i didn't get to say goodbye (goodbye)
i really wish i got to say goodbye
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
i hope that all is well in heaven
cause it's all shot to hell down here
i hope that i find you in heaven
cause i'm so...
lost without you down here
you wont be coming back
and i didn't get to say goodbye (goodbye)
i really wish i got to say gooooodbye



...people's lives end so unexpectedly, and I really wish I got to say goodbye to them ]]> ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/2808318/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/2808318/ Mon, 05 Jul 2004 10:23:59 PDT GOING TO THE CHAPEL AND WE'RE GOING TO GET MARRIED....GOING TO THE CHAPEL OF LOVE



YAYAYYAYAYAYYAYAYAY!!!!! WHOOTIE WHOOT!!! I'M GETTING MARRIED TO THE GREATEST GUY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!
HE'S THE GREATEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME. HE'S THE TYPE OF GUY I DREAMED ABOUT MARRYING MY ENTIRE LIFE. HE'S ALL I COULD EVER ASK FOR AND SO MUCH MORE. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL AND I CAN'T WAIT TO BECOME HIS WIFE...
I CAN'T WAIT TO BE.....NICOLE AMANDA CORONA-BLAZIER ]]> ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/2757000/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/2757000/ Mon, 28 Jun 2004 16:22:00 PDT
"Hope Is Gone"

As this cup empties,
I slowly fade from me.
As day's torn by night,
We drift from sight.

And as hope drifts away,
We're left with broken dreams and memories.

Lead us through this one,
And you'll find hope is gone.

Please don't fade away.
Use your mind and fly.
False memories of life
Never lived. ]]> ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/2582288/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/2582288/ Fri, 04 Jun 2004 13:09:06 PDT
"Finish Line"

Hello friend
It's been too long
And every town sings the same sad song
Without you here
This hotel year
Will sure slow down with so much left to hear

Let's jet back down
Blast stereos loud
Let's jet back down that highway now

The finish line is almost here
And someone softly whispers in my ear
That times like these
Are memories
To hold deep down
Inside of you and me

I'm not leaving
I'm not leaving you
Good-bye friend
It won't be long
And until then we'll sing the same sad song






...I'm not leaving...I'm not leaving you...Good-bye friend...It won't be long and until then.... ]]> ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/2228103/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/2228103/ Thu, 15 Apr 2004 09:48:52 PDT Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin’ in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I’m so tired but I can’t sleep
Standin’ on the edge of something much too deep
It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard

But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I’m so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn’t let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories


...will you?... ]]> ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1806626/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1806626/ Tue, 23 Mar 2004 07:55:26 PST
"Promise"

what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

i never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, please don't leave me

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy... (easy, easy, easy...)

take my hand and never let me go,
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me...
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
make this last forever

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy

so fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you


I LOVE YOU. SAYA CINTA PADAMU! WHY DOES HELLO FEEL LIKE GOODBYE? THIS SONG SAYS SO MUCH! I FUCKING LOVE AND MISS YOU MIO ]]> ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1734093/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1734093/ Sat, 24 Jan 2004 13:31:25 PST ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1686145/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1686145/ Thu, 15 Jan 2004 16:59:52 PST
Im going BACK to CALI in Feb!!!

Im a college girl!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1676138/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1676138/ Tue, 13 Jan 2004 19:22:34 PST
Wish me luck!

"The only thing that comes to a sleeping man is dreams" ]]> ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1490288/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1490288/ Thu, 04 Dec 2003 15:44:36 PST ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1371003/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1371003/ Fri, 07 Nov 2003 20:34:56 PST ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1355398/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1355398/ Mon, 03 Nov 2003 19:13:03 PST ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1350405/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1350405/ Sun, 02 Nov 2003 14:36:09 PST ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1319530/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1319530/ Fri, 24 Oct 2003 23:16:19 PDT
"Sorry"

I know I was wrong and that’s not fair
Playing games with your mind cause I new you cared
Walking out of the door every other night
And I knew two wrongs wouldn’t make a right
Now things have changed
And what your feel is not the same
I thought we couldn’t make ends meet
But you can’t stand no more pain
And now I know pain and it is me
I’m lonely and here is where I want you to be
A man like you is too precious to lose and I am confused
What will I do baby I love you and I’m

[Chorus]
I’m sorry (I’m so sorry)
I’m sorry (ooh yeah yeah)
I’m sorry (I I I I I I’m)
I’m so sorry
I’m sorry (I want you right here with me)
I’m sorry (ooh baby)
I’m sorry (sorry, ooh yeah)
I’m so sorry

I never knew what true love was till you left me
And now the thought of you with someone else hurts me deeply
I tried to keep those thoughts out of my mind
But I’m thinking about you all the time
Where is our love, I must be out of my mind
What else can I do to prove my love to you
I’m going crazy baby and your love will make me
I never should have done you wrong
And now I’m sitting here all alone
You should feel my pain and for you I’ll change
Can I have a second try cause with out you what am I
And I know you don’t want to see a grown woman cry I’m sorry

[Chorus]
I’m sorry (im sorry baby sorry baby)
I’m sorry (I don’t want you to leave me)
I’m sorry (baby please yeah)
I’m so sorry (I want you to love me all the time)
I’m sorry (I need you to love me all the time)
I’m sorry (whoa whoa whoa)
I’m sorry (whoa yeah)
I’m so sorry (Listen babe)

[Bridge]
Sorry I done you wrong and I never ever, ever wanna be alone (that’s why)
I got my self together now
So you don’t have to worry bout me running around
(running around)
Sorry I done you wrong and I never ever, ever wanna be alone (that’s why)
I got my self together now
So you don’t have to worry bout me running around
(you don’t have to worry no more babe) ]]> ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1283128/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1283128/ Wed, 15 Oct 2003 23:42:44 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1283056/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1283056/ Wed, 15 Oct 2003 23:10:49 PDT LOVE
NIKKI C

FINCH LYRICS

"Letters To You"

Can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and i'm all alone
Get me through this one
Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I'm writing again these letters to you on much I know
But i'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart
No more looking i've found her
I'm gone away...


FINCH LYRICS

"Post Script"

I wish it didn't hurt, hurt her like this,
to say these things to you
I'll sacrifice one moment, for one truth
If we get through tomorrow, then we'll be fine
We'll wait for forever, and see how close we get
It's just another day,
One more chance to get this right
I'll sacrifice forever, please just for tonight
If we get through tomorrow, then we'll be fine
We'll wait for forever and see how close we get
The worst is over for now
Take a breath, now let it out ]]> ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1269692/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1269692/ Sun, 12 Oct 2003 23:24:27 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1265332/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1265332/ Sat, 11 Oct 2003 22:59:12 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1242312/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1242312/ Mon, 06 Oct 2003 12:13:13 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1209928/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1209928/ Sat, 27 Sep 2003 14:14:22 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1204529/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1204529/ Thu, 25 Sep 2003 22:25:37 PDT BYE BABE
SEE YOU SOON. ]]> ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1194904/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1194904/ Tue, 23 Sep 2003 11:06:47 PDT ON THE 26TH IS MY 18TH BIRTHDAY WHOOTIE WHOOT. ]]> ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1188035/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1188035/ Sun, 21 Sep 2003 15:51:34 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1172298/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1172298/ Wed, 17 Sep 2003 12:35:46 PDT taking back sunday, dashboard confessional, vendetta red, the used, bad religion, yellowcard, rooney, authority zero, saves the day, mxpx, and so many more! yeah ]]> ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1159661/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1159661/ Sun, 14 Sep 2003 00:13:25 PDT
I don't want to bother Clara by instant messaging her cause it seems like she doesn't want to talk to me so i told her that im always going to be here for her and she just has to IM me. so yeah its hard letting go but thats what must happen i guess. but yeah mario and clara arent coming and i hope things get better between us. im going to be there in october ]]> ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1152994/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1152994/ Fri, 12 Sep 2003 00:46:50 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1135532/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1135532/ Sat, 06 Sep 2003 20:48:38 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1130902/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1130902/ Fri, 05 Sep 2003 12:59:25 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1101007/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1101007/ Tue, 26 Aug 2003 14:18:17 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1100997/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1100997/ Tue, 26 Aug 2003 14:12:30 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1090527/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1090527/ Fri, 22 Aug 2003 23:21:50 PDT
but yesh i think its better ]]> ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1086570/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1086570/ Thu, 21 Aug 2003 15:59:11 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1086515/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1086515/ Thu, 21 Aug 2003 15:41:55 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1086505/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1086505/ Thu, 21 Aug 2003 15:38:19 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1086492/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1086492/ Thu, 21 Aug 2003 15:30:08 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1086488/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1086488/ Thu, 21 Aug 2003 15:28:23 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1060014/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1060014/ Mon, 11 Aug 2003 22:21:33 PDT where should i go?
should i go to jc then to ASU to finsh and get my B.A. or should i go to the air force ? ]]> ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1056079/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1056079/ Sun, 10 Aug 2003 17:36:45 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1041145/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1041145/ Wed, 06 Aug 2003 11:30:05 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1041124/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/1041124/ Wed, 06 Aug 2003 11:23:40 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/985110/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/985110/ Thu, 24 Jul 2003 20:10:17 PDT ~nikki-c http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/985102/ http://nikki-c.deviantart.com/journal/985102/ Thu, 24 Jul 2003 20:08:38 PDT ~nikki-c