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read up!

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for
you

]]> ~niknok http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/23319345/ http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/23319345/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 07:24:00 PST kru robert valdez, the president of the muay association of the philippines, was shot dead in his office..

he was the most passionate coach we've ever known..

the whole muay thai community mourns this loss..

i got the chance to know and bond with him.. even though it's just for a while..

but i really felt his passion.. it was very easy to get along with him.. he was very inspiring and i hope the motivation he imparted on muay thai practiotioners and enthusiasts will not die out with his death but instead be reignited to keep his legacy burning..

rip kru robert.. we know that you are in a better place..

my thesis will be in memory of you..

khup kun mahk ka..

you will never be forgotten..

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and i am close to crying..
if i see another frog, i will burst into tears and be paralyzed..


i hate frogs..

]]> ~niknok http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/22613117/ http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/22613117/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 11:40:24 PST
a.) go downstairs and get something to eat
b.) finish what i'm doing in photoshop
c.) continue crying
d.) a & c
e.) b & c
f.) you know what makes you sane

]]> ~niknok http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/22538078/ http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/22538078/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 06:12:48 PST and never bring it up again



hahaha..

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]]> ~niknok http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/22287356/ http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/22287356/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 19:36:03 PST and i will finally be able to set my wings free
and flee this place you call home


i am asphyxiated everyday
with words you say
and the words you don't


i will never be that girl you wanted
i will never be forever that girl you used to have
learn to set me free
before i do what my brother did years ago

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]]> ~niknok http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/22118886/ http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/22118886/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 09:59:57 PST
or you may have a certain idea what it is you're crying about and can't seem to find the light at the end of the tunnel?

sometimes i just feel like quitting.. giving up..

]]> ~niknok http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/21606694/ http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/21606694/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 00:39:15 PST for something..
for anything for that matter..

you know my heart god
please not this one.. i will die..





i don't want my heart to know this kind of loneliness..
not anytime soon..
not now..
not ever..



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three cheers for five years - may day parade


I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
To late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
...
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you
I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to

]]> ~niknok http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/21592620/ http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/21592620/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 05:36:40 PST [ ] gotten a phone taken away in class
[ ] gotten suspended
[x] gotten caught chewing gum
[x] gotten caught cheating on a test
total so far: 3

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] missed school just because you felt like it.
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.
total so far: 7

[x] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school.
[x] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher
total so far: 12

[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal
[x] took pictures during school hours
[x] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
[x] skipped a class period
Total So Far: 17

[ ] threw something at the teacher
[x] went outside the classroom without permission
[x] broke the dress code
[x] failed a class
[x] ate food during class
total so far: 21

[x] gotten a call from school
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[x] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[x] curse during class/school
total so far: 25

[x] faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class
[x] cursed at your teacher
[x] copied homework
[ ] got in trouble with the principal-the vice principal
total so far: 29

Multiply by 3

i'm 87.. i'm good enough.. maybe.. ehehe..

]]> ~niknok http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/18814375/ http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/18814375/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 05:14:54 PDT
every night, you spend it crying.. when the morning comes, it's no different.. even at random times of the day, even when you're in public, sometimes you can't stop the tears from falling.. especially when everything reminds you of him/her.. even the littlest things matter now.. every memory you relive.. coz you were the happiest when you were with him.. every time you spent together you wished never ended..

that person you love was also the one who taught you values you'll carry on for life.. he/she has become your ray of light.. but sometimes your selfishness and hardheadedness got in the way of things.. but you like the way you are.. coz he/she has changed you.. for the better.. no more doing those things that hurt you.. no more doing things that hurt other people.. but yes. because of you're jealousy and anger and doubtful nature, you drove him off the wall..

now you realize what it means when they say you don't know what you've got til it's gone.. you love him/her so.. you regret doing the shitty things you did before.. only this time, it might be too late.. this is how you love everyday ever since he/she left.. knowing that you could've done things differently to avoid what just happened between the two of you.. right now all you have is a deep pain in your heart that never goes away.. a wound that keeps bleeding.. a pain that shoots down your spine.. paralyzes you til you aren't able to do anything.. you can't function right.. your mind is scattered.. or should i say your mind and heart are all focused on one thing and everything else didn't matter anymore..

you just want him/her back.. you would do whatever just to get your sunshine back.. coz he/she's the only one that can ease the pain.. even if people around you say otherwise..


some people have to learn the hard way sometimes..


now dealing with the pain is something i have to learn..

]]> ~niknok http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/18324829/ http://niknok.deviantart.com/journal/18324829/ Wed, 14 May 2008 17:24:37 PDT no tengo problemas con el alcohol!

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