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tell me what you think ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/3209263/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/3209263/ Wed, 25 Aug 2004 10:27:23 PDT
7 days left of summer....
7 days to complete my AP assignments...

Damn. ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/3151225/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/3151225/ Tue, 17 Aug 2004 21:51:25 PDT

Oh well, guess I'll watch olympics. ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/3142677/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/3142677/ Mon, 16 Aug 2004 21:09:21 PDT

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!! ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/3142669/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/3142669/ Mon, 16 Aug 2004 21:08:26 PDT i try to forget you, i try and stay away.
but it's to late....

Not sure if those are the exact lyrics but i love that song from John Mayer.

So...I've got about 2 more weeks. Any suggestions for how to end my summer? ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/3029663/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/3029663/ Mon, 02 Aug 2004 19:59:18 PDT
with 80+ messages, so I apologize to all of you cause I really son't think that I'll have time to read them so I apologize. i got through some random ones, but don't have time to complete reading the rest.


ON ANOTHER NOTE>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

I am asking you guys to respond to this message with random names for characters that I'm gonna put into my Soap Opera. Also, name for a high school. Be a part of the art, and respond ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2959736/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2959736/ Sat, 24 Jul 2004 20:19:05 PDT


IM GOING TO DISNEYLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2959721/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2959721/ Sat, 24 Jul 2004 20:17:40 PDT
*tyeew-tyeew* (say it out loud, dammit!!! it sounds like lazers beams, but you gotta say it in a high pitched voice)

and...IM OFF!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2959695/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2959695/ Sat, 24 Jul 2004 20:14:31 PDT
Anyways, I have a big deviation plan. all continuitive and whatnot. AND...it's interactive!! Don't ask me how now cause i'll be explaining later and then you will all come to apreciate my genious (or remark on what a crappy idea it was )

now i will leave you all hanging in suspense till next week. ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2903017/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2903017/ Sat, 17 Jul 2004 09:31:06 PDT
I was forced to spend 5 days with my overly protective aunt (who freaks out when someone on the telly says the word ass) and her high maitenance daughter...and the husband, but i don't have anything against him.

HONESTLY!!! their daughter screams at every thing, and probably has some kind of voice modulation disorder cause she takes it upon herself to scream random words.

you know what else i hated? not having "alone time". i'm sorry, but i do not enjoy being bombarded by people 24/7. i enjoy sitting in a room, by myself. BUT THEY WOULDN'T GET OUT OF MY FACE. they kept trying to talk to me and ask me questions so after a while i was just forced to fuse my headphones to my ears so that they knew that shouldn't talk, CAUSE I COULDN"T HEAR THEM

i also hate how relatives want you to keep eating or something. i try to tell them "no thanks, already ate, not hungry" but they just keep on adking you again and again what you want to eat and list every singly item in their fricken fridge!!!

*takes deep breath*

but it's all ok now, cause i'm home. ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2882611/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2882611/ Wed, 14 Jul 2004 17:38:45 PDT Hannah Rivera Hodel
(2) Are you happy with it?
yessums, the alternative was going to be Raquel Hodel (just think of how i would have been teased for having a rhming name)
(3) Are you named after anyone?
nope
(4) Your nicknames:
Demented Kitten, Aire
(5) Your screen name:
cheri_blossom
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you?
n-o
(7) Then what would you name your children?
Boy: Sam, and um...Damien? (i do love the name)
Girl: Naomi, uh...
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would you have been called?
i dunno
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be?
Rumeysa
(10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your Name? no, mostly w/ my last name
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous?
psh, no. i'd make em' all call me by my full name
(12) Your gender
Female
(13) Straight/gay/bi?
Straight
(14) Single?
*sniff* yes, and not at all happy about it.
(15) do you want to be?
No, iwanthim iwanthim IWANTHIM!!!!!!!!!!
(16) Your birth date:
28th of August, 1988
(17) Your age:
15 (...so close to 16, so close...)
(18) Age you act:
it varies
(19) Age you wish you were:
16, dammit! 16!!!
(20) Your height:
5'3 and a half (hehe, i can fit in the small places for hide and seek)
(21) The color of your eyes:
brown
(22) Happy with it?
yeah, sometimes wish they were green though
23) The color of your hair:
red
(24) Happy with it?
yes, i'm all unique and junk
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous?
right handed
(26) Your living arrangement?
half and half, well more like 60% w/ mom but whatever.
(27) Your family:
*makes the sound of shattered glass
(28) Have any pets?
2 cats, still want more
(29) What's your job:
being me, it's all so very tiring
(30) Piercing?
nope
(31) Tattoos?
none
(32) Obsessions?
yes........oh, you wanna know what? psh, forget this. next Q
(33) Addictions?
reading/ net/ berries
(35) Do you speak another language?
not fluently, but espanol
(36) Have a favorite quote?
yeah,..."that thing, with the stuff, and the whatnot"
(37) Do you have a web page?
no
(38) Do you live in the moment?
no, i live in my day dreams
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?
yup
(40) Do you have any secrets?
yes
(41) Do you hate yourself?
eh, sometimes
(42) Do you like your handwriting?
not really, wish i could write a lil bit neater
(43) Do you have any bad habits?
can be short tempered sometimes
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?
uh...used to have a lot of adult compliment my hair color.
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?
billy-bob-jenkins and the quest for the golden spork!!! (ask a stupid question, get a stupid answer)
(46) What's your biggest fear?
ending up terribly alone
(47) Can you sing?
somewhat
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?
no
(49) Are you a loner?
not really, i love having friends around me. but only friends though. lotsa times i need personal space.
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life?
catch the obsession, for now, bu tit will always be to find a guy to love.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
i's like to think so
(52) Are you a daredevil?
to an extent ( i notice that for a lotta these i'm copying a friends answers)
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?
face
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?
both (i ditto again!!!)
(55) Have you got a journal?
yes, net one and paper one. i've gone through 3 paper ones this year
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?
not backing down (being stubborn really)
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
it varies from day to day
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?
i have to be
(61) Is there anything you regret doing?
yes yes yes
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?
stupid Q, NEXT!!!!!!!!
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?
whatever it is that your afraid of, just do it already!!!
(64) What do you like the most about your body?
it's graceful... ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2868556/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2868556/ Mon, 12 Jul 2004 23:41:32 PDT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*laughs like a loon and does a rather amusing victory dance*

I FOUND A SWIMSUIT THAT I ACTUALLY LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's a flippin miracle D D D D D D D


yeah, on saturday i went shopping for a swimsuit (seeing as i needed a new one for nest week, i'll explain later) and went to our local mervyns. Well, i spent a LONG time searching and
had a few problems
most of them didn't fit
scratch that, none of them fit properly
all of them mad me look...ugh!!!!!
so then i went home feeling very upset and fustrated, only to find that i had left my sister in the dept. store (she was with dad, but he left to go home and do domething or other and i was not aware of this lil ole factoid). i then lied on the couch and slept into shopper's depression (don't know if guys get this too, but it happens when you search and search and nothing looks good on you so you just wasted an hour or 2 trying on stupid clothes...hell, don't even know if other girls get it, but i sure as hell do). i felt very exhaisted and could not be cheered till i crammed sugar into my sistem and danced around insanely for a while.

but then on sunday...I went to sportsmart and found one that actually fit and looked good!!!!!!!!!!

so, yes...the happy.
something else that i wanted to write about, but have forgotten for now.
late at night, night-night.
hehe, im making less and less sense as i type more and more wroekksds *words ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2844760/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2844760/ Fri, 09 Jul 2004 21:16:27 PDT the whole time i was asking group questions like "if you could have starred in any movie, what would it be?" which led to the would you rather questions. my favorite one was:

Would you rather...

have cheesy porno music sound out in the background whenever you are trying to make a move on someone
or
have the darth vader theme sound whenever you enter a different room

it was very funny, and now we have a whole new batch of inside jokes revolving around clapping, flushing toilets and sneezing
we had ice cream for lunch and it was insanely delicious ^_^ while we were there we talked about tv and about the show "missing persons" and how they always play one song throughout the whole show. the one i saw last night kept playing "mad world".
Much fun when we all did the time warp together.
Was hell of offended though when a guard came into the theater and checked the tickets of me and my 4 friend, and then most of the other teens in the theater. screw you and your age-ism!!!

now that i think about it, we were asked for cash by 3 people today...

Mom was chopping onions today, and i hope they are whats causing me to start tearing up all the time. I've been forced to do many rapid blink sessions to avoid having drops rolling down my cheeks. hehe, too appropriate...
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
...don't know if i got the lyrics right. *yawns* being forced off the net now.

toodles (said the noodles) ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2834999/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2834999/ Thu, 08 Jul 2004 16:24:44 PDT saw Rumeysa, was fantabulous, loved the ice skating, was practically flying acrossed the ice and was nearly untouchable durring ice tag, took b&w photos that i will post if they look good, and.........

I GOTS ME 700 PAGEVIEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!
http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2822199/ Wed, 07 Jul 2004 01:35:21 PDT 1. Hannah
2. Aire
3. Demented Kitten

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my hair
2. my eyes (better than 20/20)
3. my personality

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my skin
2. my breasts
3. sometimes my height, only when I'm around my tall friends

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. love
2. the majority of my dreams (why in the hell does it mean when I'm running away from Bowser, so I dive underwater...only to find Harry Potter, and he says "Gillyweed anyone?" wtf?!?)
3. hatred against specific groupings of people (all the isms)

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. me worrying over body fat
2. George W. Bush Jr.
3. homeworkd

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. cliffs
2. death of others
3. my dads drinking problem

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. mi amigos
2. da (tres pathetic)
3. my lust for he who will go unnamed

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BRANDS:
1. do toe socks count as a brand?
2. do "comfy jeans that actually fit" count as a brand
3. do "flattering clothes count as a brand?

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS @ THE MOMENT:
1. "i'm sorry"--craig from degrassi
2. "girl from ipanema"--?
3. "i think we're alone now"--tiffany

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH :
1. my sister
2. my mom
3. my friends

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. stop visting this damn site
2. have an eating disorder (it tastes too good!)
3. drink, and i never will

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. talking
2. writing
3. making comments durring movies

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T WAIT TO HAVE:
1. a specific guy...
2. a new computer
3. a husband

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. freelance novelist
2. doctor
3. ruler of the world

THREE COLORS YOU LIKE:
1. red
2. blue
3. silver

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. EUROPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2.
3.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST DID TODAY:
1. ice skated
2. faked crying
3. alateen ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2812098/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2812098/ Mon, 05 Jul 2004 19:34:47 PDT OMG OMG, OHMYGIDDYGODDITYGOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IHAVEN'TSEENHERINOVERAYEAR,JUSTHAD4HOURC ONVERSATIONSWITHHERANDTOMORROWILLSEEHERA TTHEICESKATINGRINKANDYIPPEESKIPPEEGIDDYJ OYIAMHAVINGSUCHANERVYSPAZOVERHERE!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AMS* ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2795054/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2795054/ Sat, 03 Jul 2004 12:22:10 PDT
-One time, I went to the microwave to heat up some soup, and I put the soup in but instead of putting in the time to cook it for I started putting in my phone number.

-Was walking back to school from the bowling alley with my friends and I was walking backwards. I twirled around to face forward and I slammed straight into a pole. The pole shook and made that clanging noise that it does in cartoons.

-I got to summer camp only to realize that I wasn't wearing any shoes.

-I wanted to go on the internet and was chatting up my friend on the phone. At my house you can't talk on the phone and go on the net at the same time. I tried to log on but it wouldn't let me, so I called out "Dad, are you on the phone?". Then my friend said to me, "Hannah, you do realize that you're still talking to me."

-I had the chair in the car leaning all the way back as we pulled into the parking lot. The car next to us pulled forward, but I didn't realize that and thought that the car was rolling backwards.

Hmm, can't think of anymore right now. Might have to update this at a later date. Anyone out there got really Jenious things that they've done and want to contribute them? ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2758238/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2758238/ Mon, 28 Jun 2004 19:23:43 PDT
- A biological hazard

- A physical hazard

- A chemical hazard

- A mental hazard

Even I have to admit, it was starting to resemble the final scenes of Die Hard, so I spent some of Sunday making it so that you could walk through it without breaking something or puncturing your foot. Well, all of Sunday that I wasn't lying on the couch. Wanna know why I was so insanely tired?

Because I was up for most of last night fighting cancer. Huzzah!!!

I participated in this walkathon for the American Cancer Society (was in a team with one of my best gal pals). I arrived there at 5:20 (at this High School, that’s where it took place) and hunted down her tent, it was this cool Mid-evil-ish-one and it was purple and yellow and reminded me of Gryfindor colors. Once I got there we played cards until 7 and then my friend and I walked on the track for an hour. Durring that quickly passing hour we mocked those stupid enough to do kareoke (the guy that did behemeon rhapsody made me twitch). Then we played cards and it was SO cool, cause we decided to go to the baseball diamond and we were walking around and singing "I think we're alone now" and then out of nowhere we saw this shooting star!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was so cool, and I got to make a wish (but I can't tell you what it was otherwise it might not come true).

Then we go to watch this ceremony where these people sang and this one lady played a purple electric acoustic guitar and it was so beautiful and I had desperately wanted to run up to the stage and grab it and run away but that wouldn't have been very nice and I'm getting kinda side tracked here, but you should have seen it! Anyways, then my friend and I played cards until 12:30 and then we went to sleep after 1:00. Then I woke up at 4:50 cause it was my turn to run again so I slipped into sweat pants and three shirts, and wrapped a blanket around my shoulders and my bestest friend and I started walking around the track for another hour. I needed all of those layers because the wind at this high school's track is so strong and in the morning it's pretty chilly. Anyways, after an hour we snuck back into the tent (cleverly walking around her brother and his two friends) stole a basket of strawberries and 3 bannanas, watched the sun rise, went back into the tent and slept, had oatmeal for breakfast (with lots o' sugar).

Then we packed up the stuff, walked some more, and I went home to get some sleep. Mmmm, good sleep. Sleep and shower too, cause it was very very dusty, great way to break in my shoes though ^_^.

*sigh* v. bored now... ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2736203/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2736203/ Fri, 25 Jun 2004 19:16:22 PDT Got a shot in my arm...Hepatitis B or something and got my teburculosis test done on my arm (which is making me return to the doctors office on Sunday because we need to see how the test turns out). I don't know if the lady was being rough or something...but me and my sister both got the same test and my arm has had a purple circle on it for the past two days. hmmm, maybe I have teburculosis.

PRAISE MICHAEL MOORE!
I urge all of you to go and see Farenheit 9/11. It is a fantastically well done movie that makes you want to kill George Bush. Moore is a flippin' genius!!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2715218/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2715218/ Mon, 21 Jun 2004 21:58:27 PDT ” Learn a song on the guitar
” Skateboard to Park Street
” Go to a flea market
” Get a library card in Berkley
” Participate in the production of 12th Night
” Have a water-balloon fight
” Gaze at the clouds
” Play Twister
” Read "Catcher in the Rye"
” See Sorren
” Read "The Princess Diaries V"
” Run a lemonade stand for an hour
” Write a story
” Complete my AP English summer assignment
” Complete my AP Environmental Science summer assignment
” Attend Junior orientation
” Have a sleep over
” See the "12th Night" film with friends
” Make a "Blue Monday" Soundtrack
” Get singing lessons
” Write a very long e-mail to my friends
” See "I.Robot"
” See "Dodgeball"
” Read "Sluggy Freelance"
” Visit DeviantArt
” Read "Sailormoon Rebirth"
” Make a summer scrapbook
” Roll down a grassy hill
” Burn a stick of incense
” Burn down a candle
” Make a recipe book
” Go to Berkley
” Go to San Francisco
” Take the bus
” Take BART
” Paint on my walls
” Go to Jessica's party
” Read a romance novel
” Read the 5th Georgia Nicolson book
” See "Young Guns"
” See "Friday the 13th"
” Write a letter to Rumeysa
” Call Rumeysa's house
” Write a letter to Danielle
” Write a really long e-mail
” Buy a "Blue Monday" comic
” Read the 4th "Tenchi Muyo!" book
” Get Photoshop
” Buy a CD
” Learn to read Tarot cards
” See "Fahrenheit 9/11"
” Have a waterballon fight
” Roll down a grassy hill
” Swim in the ocean
” Search for my "Blur" CD
” Get Sorren's birthday present
” Get mom's birthday present
” Get a Father's Day gift
” Write a poem
” Visit DeviantArt
” Get 1000 pageviews
” Watch "Passions"
” Catch up on "Sluggy Freelance"
” Catch up on "8-bit Theater"
” Do something about the Luanns
” Write in my journal
” Write a story
” Rollerblade
” Ride my bike
” Buy converse style shoes that aren't made in sweat shops
” Read "ABNORM"
” Try a dog biscuit
” See my friends
” Blow bubbles
” Clean my room
” Go to Chinatown
” Pretend to be a telemarketer
” Read a "Nancy Drew" book
” Read the 1st "Series of Unfortunate Events" book
” Go swimming with all my clothes on
” Apply for a job
” Go ice skating
” Build a sandcastle
” Start a Dream Journal
” Enter the library through it's window multiple times
” Buy a swimsuit
” Perform a love spell
” Howl at a full moon
” Make angel wings
” Make fairy wings
” Learn the code to my bank account
” Film something
” Use my role of black and white film
” Sleep
” IM my friends
” Call my friends
” See Danielle
” See Natasha
” See Anna
” See Duncan
” See Darrell
” See Claire
” See Carrie
” See Jessica
” See Kim
” Read "The Sun Also Rises"
” Read "What we lost in the Great War"
” Read "Franny and Zooey"
” Read "A Moveable Feast"
” Get a "Sugarcult" CD
” Get another "Smashing Pumpkins" CD
” Finish Logic Problem 311
” Finish Logic Problem 312
” Finish Logic Problem 313
” Finish Logic Problem 411
” Finish Logic Problem 412
” Finish Logic Problem 413
” See fireworks
” Make a bow and arrow
” Try on something I really cant afford
” Create something using Photoshop
” See my cousin Frances
” Stand on a roof
” Visit homestarrunner.com
” Read more Tenchi Muyo! fanfiction ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2715215/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2715215/ Mon, 21 Jun 2004 21:57:47 PDT ” Learn a song on the guitar
” Skateboard to Park Street
” Go to a flea market
” Get a library card in Berkley
” Participate in the production of 12th Night
” Have a water-balloon fight
” Gaze at the clouds
” Play Twister
” Read "Catcher in the Rye"
” See Sorren
” Read "The Princess Diaries V"
” Run a lemonade stand for an hour
” Write a story
” Complete my AP English summer assignment
” Complete my AP Environmental Science summer assignment
” Attend Junior orientation
” Have a sleep over
” See the "12th Night" film with friends
” Make a "Blue Monday" Soundtrack
” Get singing lessons
” Write a very long e-mail to my friends
” See "I.Robot"
” See "Dodgeball"
” Read "Sluggy Freelance"
” Visit DeviantArt
” Read "Sailormoon Rebirth"
” Make a summer scrapbook
” Roll down a grassy hill
” Burn a stick of incense
” Burn down a candle
” Make a recipe book
” Go to Berkley
” Go to San Francisco
” Take the bus
” Take BART
” Paint on my walls
” Go to Jessica's party
” Read a romance novel
” Read the 5th Georgia Nicolson book
” See "Young Guns"
” See "Friday the 13th"
” Write a letter to Rumeysa
” Call Rumeysa's house
” Write a letter to Danielle
” Write a really long e-mail
” Buy a "Blue Monday" comic
” Read the 4th "Tenchi Muyo!" book
” Get Photoshop
” Buy a CD
” Learn to read Tarot cards
” See "Fahrenheit 9/11"
” Have a waterballon fight
” Roll down a grassy hill
” Swim in the ocean
” Search for my "Blur" CD
” Get Sorren's birthday present
” Get mom's birthday present
” Get a Father's Day gift
” Write a poem
” Visit DeviantArt
” Get 1000 pageviews
” Watch "Passions"
” Catch up on "Sluggy Freelance"
” Catch up on "8-bit Theater"
” Do something about the Luanns
” Write in my journal
” Write a story
” Rollerblade
” Ride my bike
” Buy converse style shoes that aren't made in sweat shops
” Read "ABNORM"
” Try a dog biscuit
” See my friends
” Blow bubbles
” Clean my room
” Go to Chinatown
” Pretend to be a telemarketer
” Read a "Nancy Drew" book
” Read the 1st "Series of Unfortunate Events" book
” Go swimming with all my clothes on
” Apply for a job
” Go ice skating
” Build a sandcastle
” Start a Dream Journal
” Enter the library through it's window multiple times
” Buy a swimsuit
” Perform a love spell
” Howl at a full moon
” Make angel wings
” Make fairy wings
” Learn the code to my bank account
” Film something
” Use my role of black and white film
” Sleep
” IM my friends
” Call my friends
” See Danielle
” See Natasha
” See Anna
” See Duncan
” See Darrell
” See Claire
” See Carrie
” See Jessica
” See Kim
” Read "The Sun Also Rises"
” Read "What we lost in the Great War"
” Read "Franny and Zooey"
” Read "A Moveable Feast"
” Get a "Sugarcult" CD
” Get another "Smashing Pumpkins" CD
” Finish Logic Problem 311
” Finish Logic Problem 312
” Finish Logic Problem 313
” Finish Logic Problem 411
” Finish Logic Problem 412
” Finish Logic Problem 413
” See fireworks
” Make a bow and arrow
” Try on something I really cant afford
” Create something using Photoshop
” See my cousin Frances
” Stand on a roof
” Visit homestarrunner.com
” Read more Tenchi Muyo! fanfiction ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2707583/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2707583/ Sun, 20 Jun 2004 21:43:13 PDT First weekend out of school and I get sick. Funky throat and clogged up sinuses. I've got 2 theories:
1) In the hour that I spent in La Pinata sitting next to Gabe he got me sick.
2) The horrible stress of finals week culminated with a 5 day lack of sleep leaving me very susceptible to evil summer colds.
3) The universe decided to screw with me. First week of freedom and I can't even enjoy it. grr

Hoping that I'll get better, somehow by tomorrow...or at least by saturday cause then I'll be having another voice lesson. ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2697056/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2697056/ Sat, 19 Jun 2004 12:13:19 PDT I SURVIVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now I can officially begin my ness that is summer. Later today I'll post all the goals I plan on achieving this summer, I am just so happy *crying in joy*

Hehe, but now I need to sleep cause even though it's summer I still had to wake up early to go to my first voice lesson. I am now left feeling very surreal from all of the breathing excercises. Hmm, and hungry. Food good!

On a closing note: GuEsS wHaT i GoT?!!!

PHOTOSHOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2676344/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2676344/ Wed, 16 Jun 2004 16:52:33 PDT Yeah, bad day. Dad woke me up at 6:15 because my sister needed to get to school to get her year book and in the end I was ready before him to leave so I coulda slept in more. ReaLLY needed that sleep too cause today was the hardest finals day of all...
Seriously worried about how I did. Took my Geometry one first, did I mention that 20% of my semester grade. Stupidness if you ask me. At the end of the test she told us tha the best score in the period before us was an 87 or 83 (dont remember which). That is just badness. There were things on that test that she had never even taught us, I swear it!
Then came english. Dear lord...we were given 2 hours. First we had a 100 question vocab scantron. Then we had another 100 question scantron, but this was one benchmarks, fallacies, and Shakespearian times. HEhe, then we had to write a essay on a religious poem about this guy wanting to reach Nirvana . Now seems like a good time to say, once again, that we were only given 2 hours. Thats 20 minutes for one scantron. 15 minutes for the next. 30 minutes of starring at the poem and thinking wtf?!? Leaving 55 minutes to churn out 4 paragraphs, which I barely even managed. I calculated it out. Need to get straight Bs on all 3 of those.
Tomorrow woulnt be much better either. Need to memorize lotsa historical facts, plus the placement of the countries in Africa, Europe, Latin America, and Pacific Asia.
................
I'm changing my emoticon to dead. ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2665156/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2665156/ Tue, 15 Jun 2004 09:02:46 PDT Stupid Daniel cancelled lessons twice in a row. Thats 2 days that I've had to carry my guitar around for nothing, except having it played by strangers :stufu:. That's it! Need to find me a new teacher, cause if he is going to charge me then he has to be consistent. Honestly!!!!
Anyways, yeah...in Spanish, that's 2 finals done, 4 to go. An evil 4 too. 4 days of school left too~

Quoteth "Happy Noodle Boy": I will torture his groin!!!!! ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2645113/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2645113/ Sat, 12 Jun 2004 17:13:46 PDT
so I ran faster
but it caught me here
yes my loyalties turned
like my ankle
in the seventh grade
running after Billy
running after the rain

these precious things
Let them bleed
Let them wash away
these precious things let them break
their hold on me

he said you're really an ugly girl
but I like the way you play
and I died
but I thanked him
can you beleive that
sick. holding on to his picture
dressing up every day
I wanna smash the faces of those beautiful Boys
those christian boys
so you can make me c*m
that doesn't make you Jesus

these precious things
Let them bleed
Let them wash away
these precious things let them break
their hold on me

I remember yes
in my peach party dress
no one dared
no one cared
to tell me where those pretty girls are
those demigods
with their Nine-Inch nails
and little facist panties
tucked inside the heat
of every nice girl

-Tori Amos
"Precious Things" ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2643785/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2643785/ Sat, 12 Jun 2004 13:27:51 PDT . Yeah, was forced to write 4 essays last week and for 3 days I was running on 6 and 1/2 hours sleep (which is practically unbearable for me, and yes, I do know a lotta people get by on less). Yesterday was all cool cause I got my first facial ($36) and it was just heaven ^_^...
Almost fell asleep, would have except at the end she put something on my face and said "this is going to tingle". Turns out that tingle is new age babble for sting-like-a-bitch, but oh well. Then I went home feeling all good and tired (besides the tingle) and listened to this Tori Amos cd that my mom had rented from the library. Let me just say that she is AMAZING.
Yeah, then I woke up at 8-ish this morning and went to talk to this lady about singing lessons. and....NOW I'M GONNA GET LESSONS! ScOrE^_^

back to reading the Sailormoon Millennia Trilogy and listening to Tori. have this photo of me that I plan on posting...then you'll all know what I look like. Hehe, please don't stalk me. Or, if you must, don't do me any bodily harm:suspicious: ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2551860/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2551860/ Mon, 31 May 2004 16:37:55 PDT
-I don't want to look at your webcam.
-I don't care how big your thing is.
-I like my boobs just the size that they are.
-I don't think that I'm really going to win money if I give you my credit card number.
-I don't want the latest version of AOL.
-I don't want to upgrade my version of instant messenger.
-I don’t want to go to your fundraiser.
-I don’t need to find my soul mate right now.
-I don’t want to know where I can purchase pork chops for a cheaper price.
-Why yes, I am looking for a new job. What? But not doing that!!!
-I don’t need a loan.
-I like my insurance just fine.
-I already signed the thing to ban “bonzai kittens”
-I’m a bit wary of this “advancement opportunity” that you keep telling me about.
-I don’t need to see the Paris Hilton sex tape.
-Believe it or not, I can resist you “temptation subseme”
-For the last time, I DON’T want to see the Paris Hilton sex tape.
-I’m not looking for scholarships till next year. Sorry
-I don’t want to enlarge it.
-I don’t care about the cambell gaudy greed jingle.
-What the fuck is a polkadot destine liguist?!?! Nevermind, too afraid to click.
-I don’t want to spy on my neighbors.
-I refuse to refer a friend about you. Whatever your pro bonus is, it ain’t worth it.
-What the hell is a buzzard 6460 taxedermist?!?
-I’m not a fundraiser loonatic for 9.
-My god!!! How many times do I have to tell you this, I DON"T WANT TO SEE PARIS HILTON'S SEX TAPE.

Believe it or not, I got all of these e-mails over the weekend from complete strangers. ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2546113/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2546113/ Sun, 30 May 2004 21:18:48 PDT Currently listening to:Yellowcard "Way Away"
Hehe, you can thank for inspiring this rant ...
*deep breath in*
Ok, why in the heck do teachers think that at the end of year it would be simply fabulous to give us all group projects?!? Don't they realize that they all pile up and we turn into freakish zombie teens? And also, NeWsFlAsH, group projects suck. Wanna know why?!? Because one person always gets stuck with more work than the other people, and then that person grow to not like the other people in their group as much. Guess who ussually gets stuck with the work in my group? ME!!!!! And I'm getting so fed up with these stupid group things, why can't we just have individual work.
Not that that would help much though, cause all teachers still assign all the projects for the week before finals. Don't they realize that this is the time that we all need desperately to be studying? I mean, come on...after years of teaching they must get it................
Next week is all hells bells for me:
Monday:Memorial day, will be spent doing all of my history term paper that I have procrastinated.
Tuesday:Geometry project must be finished. First round of Romeo and Juliet auditions. Rough draft of Merchant of Venice essay must be completed.
WednesdaySecond round of Romeo and Juliet auditions. Chemistry final done (teacher wanted to do it early). Guitar practice?...
Thursday:Grand finale of Romeo and Juliet auditions.
Friday: Finale draft of essay due?First part of Natasha's sweet 16. Premier of the third Harry Potter film.

I will be a zombie!!!! Mmmm brains. Augh, will not get chosen to be Juliet if I am a zombie. DOOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2529644/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2529644/ Fri, 28 May 2004 14:38:32 PDT -Take voice lessons Need to spruce up if I ever want to be in the spring musical.
-Act in the play "12th Night" with my friends.
-Get more guitar lessons.
-Get better at guitar.
-Have my sweet 16.
-Go to a flea market.
-Attempt to sew something.
-Break 1000 pageviews.
-Get a job.
-Get photoshop.
-Call Rumeysa (great, great, GREAT friend that lives in Washington. talked to her once for 4 hours and 44 minutes. mom nearly killed me when she saw the phone bill.
-Do my summer assignments for school before the last week!! ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2522973/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2522973/ Thu, 27 May 2004 17:06:56 PDT Probably gonna think I'm in denial or something...
Ok, lets get ready to type (the summer thing is, once again, going to be my next entry):
-Mom now wants to have custody of us more often.
-Mom has hired a lawyer.
-Dad went to the hospital last night because he was throwing up blood... which explains why he did not call us last night.
-Dad is now out of hostpital, says he will get treatment.

Things that I am worried about:
-Dad losing job.
-Mom's proposal of different custody arrangement driving Dad into more binge drinking.
-Ability of self to deal with all this as finals week approaches.
-Memorizing bits of Romeo and Juliet for the auditions for Drama 3 (why yes, this is petty in comparison. however still conrtols large portion of my mind).

Ok, now time for the unrelated note:
-My (younger) sister now has 13 Orlando Bloom posters on the side of her bed. My sister now has a "I love Orlando" cap. My sister now has a "I love Orlando" necklace. My sister now has a T-shirt with Orlando Bloom's face on it. It is now officially an epidemic.
And for the quote(s) of the day:
Romeo: He jests at scars that never felt a wound.
Romeo: I am Fortune's Fool!
Captain Prince: All are punished!
Romeo: Do not tempt a desperate man! ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2515572/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2515572/ Wed, 26 May 2004 17:56:21 PDT School hasn't been too bad. I've been procrastinating like crazy though, so I've had a few zombie days where I feel like just going to sleep on my desk. Suppose I should work a bit more on that, but I'll do that after I finish this entry (I wrote one last night, but my mom picked up the phone and the whole thing was deleted). But, ya, my two classes I need to focus on now are History and English seeing as I've pretty much sealed the rest of them. Oh, and I'm getting better at guitar! Still can't bar those damn F's, but that can be worked on later. Got myself a stress ball to help my grip get better, but I left it at my dad's house.

Alas, for my school life is now far exceeding that of my home one (besides when I'm on DA, you guys are my saviors). As you may remember from previous entries, my dad is a (I'm tempted to say raging) alcoholic. And he's been drinking again. So I know that I am staying with my mom till Saturday (at least) and we'll see whats going on then. Oh, probably mentioned this at some point, or you got the gist, but my parents are divorced (have been for many years) so this is one of those times that two houses is comming in handy. Anyways, apparently my dad's drinking is in violation of the contract that my parents signed so that means that I might be staying with my mom a lot more often. Really pissed off at my dad, so want to shout at him. If nothing else, then just shout at him for not trying to get treatment...but I can't because I'm worried that that would just upset him and then he would drink even more. Teenagers are supposed to be able to shout at their dads (or at least show that they're angry), it's practically a right of passage.
Oh god! Sudden realization that when I'm out of school I will be forced to spend more time with him. Really need that god machine now! What am I doing this summer?...That will be my next entry. For the finale I will end with two quotes, a balance of depression and irresistable urge to burst out laughing:
And I don't want the world to see me,
Cause I don't think that they'd understand,
When everythings made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

The Weakest Link:
HOSTESS: "Are you a moron in a cage?"
CONTESTANT: "No.."
Hostess: "Moron on the loose, moron on the loose." ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2483812/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2483812/ Sat, 22 May 2004 12:51:38 PDT ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2470478/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2470478/ Thu, 20 May 2004 14:41:19 PDT -Waving to someone and they don't wave back.
-Saying hi to someone, and even thought they see you they dont respond.
-Telling the guy you like that you like him, and he doesn't like you back.
-Having your crush be dating someone else.
-Being shouted at by your parents.
-Having someone you care for chose another person over you.

Feel free to add on... ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2457920/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2457920/ Tue, 18 May 2004 18:25:37 PDT
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2437384/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2437384/ Sat, 15 May 2004 21:46:42 PDT GuEsS wHaT?!?

I have just discovered what the heck "stock" means. Gotta love the brilliant types ^_^. Anyways, I added a photo to "embrace the pain" and I think it works. Just letting you all know.



Im so excited~ ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2414318/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2414318/ Wed, 12 May 2004 14:27:37 PDT
At least I'm getting better, slowly but surely. Emphasis on the slowwwwwwwwwwwwwly..... ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2381891/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2381891/ Sun, 16 May 2004 15:36:17 PDT Anybody got an extra god machine that could drop out of the sky and wisk me away? ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2353656/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2353656/ Mon, 03 May 2004 18:43:02 PDT



yIpPy SkIpPy ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2340729/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2340729/ Sat, 01 May 2004 22:38:15 PDT !!! Plus, the whole thing was written by Tina Fey and she rocks on Saturday Night Live. Plus, I prefer her over Hilary Duff...so I figure that going to see her movie is kinda going against Duff in some way..........AnYwAyS
The movie turned out to be great. Very acurate as well. It finally showed how girls do not get back at people through physical methods but rather turn their enemies into emotional train wrecks. Showed how everyone gossips & backstabs, and gets gossiped about & backstabbed.Overall it was a great movie...and I really wanna buy the soundtrack now.

G'night ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2340722/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2340722/ Sat, 01 May 2004 22:27:56 PDT This week we went to see "Mean Girls". The intended attendees were suppose to now reach the count of 9, but Jessica and Carrie could no attend. The 3rd absentee has a bit of a funnier tale.
I asked Darrell if he was comming with us to see the movie (since he could not come last week) to which he replied "I wish I could but SATs are tomorrow and I have about 5 hours of practice left to do". His excuse seemed extremely genuine so I didn't give it much more thought. However...after Duncan and I stood in line for a slice of free pizza for (45 minutes) we started walking to meet up with the other 5 people and saw Darrell hadn't even started walking home
Hannah: "Oh, thats some real tough studying you have to do."
Darrell: "No...I was just leaving."
Duncan: "Oh, sure. Going home to play video games."
Darrell: "No, I really do need to study."
Hannah: "Psh. Just admit it, you don't love us anymore."
Darrell: "Thats not fare, I have SATs tomorrow."
Hannah: "Yeah, we understand. Goodbye Darrell. We hardly knew thee."

Then we met up with Danielle, Leia, Kim, and Natasha. Then we took a bus. Fun bus!!! Bus is fun!!! On the way there Danielle chastized me for watching almost every television show in existence. Then we saw the movie... ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2290165/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2290165/ Sat, 24 Apr 2004 16:50:59 PDT Hannah (that's me!!!)
Duncan
Natasha
Danielle
Since we arrived there early we had time to get food, Danielle treated us to a deep dish pizza. We then saw 13 going on 30. We got up durring the credits and danced to "Love is a Battlefield" and then ran for blocks looking for a bus that would take us back home while screaming the lyrics to "Thriller". Then we got off at our seperate stops and I bought a REALLY sour cup of lemonade from these two 8 year old boys that were selling for them 25 cents. It was one of the best days in AGES!!!!!!!!

We now have plans to do this every available Friday. I love my friends. ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2290130/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2290130/ Sat, 24 Apr 2004 16:41:00 PDT
I obsess over him way too much. BuT i DoNt CaRe!!! I spent alllotta time around him this week.


INSANITY IS SO MUCH FUN!!! DONT DRINK THE WATER THAT GLOWS GREEN.


Random Fact: My friend once snorted a Pixi Stix. Told me that her nose started frothing purple and that it stung like a bitch. The mental image still makes me laugh. ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2259143/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2259143/ Mon, 19 Apr 2004 20:23:27 PDT
Random Fact: I bite my PB&J Sandwiches into small squares before I eat them. ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2246108/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2246108/ Sun, 18 Apr 2004 00:15:04 PDT ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2246087/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2246087/ Sun, 18 Apr 2004 00:10:27 PDT ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2223281/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2223281/ Wed, 14 Apr 2004 15:40:53 PDT
PS: 1 more and I will have 20 pageviews!!! so sad... ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2222599/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2222599/ Wed, 14 Apr 2004 14:10:55 PDT "What's you're name" so I responded
"I don't know you well enough" and then he said
"What?" so I asked him
"What's your name?" and he replied
"Dewey." (which is an odd name for a creepy stalker person).
So then I walked down the aisle to get away, but he kept following me so I walked over to my mom and then he left.
However a few minutes later I went to go check and see what new used books had come in and he came back and was seriously getting to close for comfort so once again I strolled over to my two cousins. A minute later this woman came with these two guys who must have been employes and said:
"There! That's him!" and the two employes made the guy leave.

So goes my first day of Spring Break ^_^ ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2222321/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2222321/ Wed, 14 Apr 2004 14:00:11 PDT
Anyways, then my mom forced me and my sister to attend a Alateen meeting. It actually wasn't that bad. I realize that (as much as this bites) I can't really do that much to stop my dad's drinking if he doesn't want to stop. I think that the only reason that I'll go back is for the company. I am quite serious when I say that all of those people are just as insane and random as me, they even read the comics that I do (Squee, Lenore, and Blue Monday). Plus, when I attend four meetings I get a nickname. It was kinda odd though, I noticed that durring the entire meeting everyone was more avoiding the actual issues with sarcasm and randomness, whatever helps someone to cope. OH! So interesting, I met my guy friend's younger sister at the meeting. He never told me his dad was an alcoholic...then again I never told him that my dad was. Maybe I can convince him to come to a meeting. If nothing else, I will have someone my own age there.

So went Tuesday, after that I spent the rest of the night watching That 70's Show, Daria, and making fanart based on the characters from Blue Monday. ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2222135/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2222135/ Wed, 14 Apr 2004 13:01:38 PDT ~Yet another journal (which makes 3 unused ones) at Happy Trails. This one was a Emily jounal.
~After that I went to the comic book store to see if I could find a new strip to get hooked on, and discovered Blue Monday. Seriously hilarious, I could only buy the first two but I plan on getting some more when I find a store that has the 3rd and 4th Issue.
~Went to Axis and speacial ordered a Yellowcard CD. I can pick it up next Tueday. ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2222089/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2222089/ Wed, 14 Apr 2004 12:56:29 PDT Today wasn't any better than Yesterday. Stayed up with my friend till about two AM. That combined with staying up till 1:30 last night led to a great deal of sleeping in (till about 11). After that my mom told me that my dad had called. Called him back, told him that we could go to his house a few days early, he said that he needed me today. Honestly! He tells me that I shouldn't have to deal with all of this and then he tells me that he needs me today. Anyways, I handed the phone over to my mom so that she could discuss it with him (did I ever mention that my parents are divorced?). She said it sounded like a fine idea if he was sober. Can you guess if he was? Well, he wasn't. That said, it became real apparent that I was spending at least one more day at my mom's house.
After that Kim and I walked up and down Park Street, a street that has any shop you could want to find (even a creamatory). I ended up buying...

Stay tuned to find out ^_^ ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2217002/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2217002/ Tue, 13 Apr 2004 17:19:32 PDT My dad is an alcoholic. It was planned than today we would all go to Disneyland (meaning my sister, dad, and me). However, I called him last night and could TOTALLY tell that he had been drinking. Now, the distance between Alameda and LA is about a 6 hour drive (depending on traffic) so I knew that he couldn't drive that far. So, I had to call him back up and talk to him for about half an hour until it got through to him that he really COULD NOT drive here.
After that I was in a good ole fit of rage and seriously wanted to smash things because he should know by now that he CANT DRINK!!! Instead of going ballistic I just took an extremely cold shower until I swore my fingers were turning blue. All and all not the best time. Instead of Disneyland my mom drove us back to Alameda with her and I spent all of last night with my friend Kim introducing her to the Brat Pack. Actually, that was the good thing about not having to go to Disneyland. BUT STILL.
So now I am insanely worried because whaty he's doing is the exact same level as using drugs becuase he cant stop and I don't klnow what to do anymore becuase he just keeps doing this again and again!!! ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2201302/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2201302/ Sun, 11 Apr 2004 16:31:34 PDT Anyways, one eventful thing did happen today. I saw Sixteen Candles for the first time ever!!! Throughout the whole movie I found myself totally relating to Molly Ringwalds crisis (being that she is in love with a guy that already has a girlfriend). I was just thinking:
'Wow. She's lusting after a guy who is already dating someone and so am I. She's a sophmore and so am I. She is a redhead and so am I. The guy that she is lusting after is a Senior and my crush is a Junior.'
Granted I do this for every movie I see but this one wasn't as great of a stretch as others. One of the huge differences that I did notice was the the prom queen lady was a bitch but my guys girlfriend is extremely likeable. Also I'm pretty sure they actually do have one of the most perfect relationships and it isn't all just a mirage.
Oh dear, I'm starting to be a drone again. Time to check the prices for photoshop. I'll see if I can write more later. ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2180301/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2180301/ Wed, 14 Apr 2004 14:07:09 PDT
Oh, shut up! ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2180272/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2180272/ Wed, 14 Apr 2004 14:05:13 PDT
Anyways...I like this guy, but he already had a girlfriend.Yeah, as if that wasn't bad enough HE'S A JUNIOR!!!(Which is one full year older than me, a sophmore). Thus said, I barely ever see him, and when I do he is with her... and ARRHHHHH!!!
I mean, it's not just that. They are the fricken perfect couple. Seriously, way in love with each other. Yeah...
Plus, he is SO...just...ugh. He is insanely talented. And he is really cute. Why couldn't he have been born un-extremely hot? Why?
I mean, one person shouldn't have that many good qualities. Plus, he is brilliant and in all of these advanced clases. So, yeah. Can't see the fairness in that.

Though I might not mind it all as much if I was dating him ^_^ ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2147583/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2147583/ Wed, 14 Apr 2004 14:03:06 PDT
Love this play! Love the perfect excuse for chilling out away for home for 2 and 1/2 hours straight even better, but nonetheless...LOVE THIS FREAKIN PLAY. MOST WONDERFUL MUSICAL EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(On a completely unrelated note) He is so...SO sexy!.!

Must sleep now......... ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2114206/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2114206/ Tue, 30 Mar 2004 07:52:46 PST I really hope that they break up. I don't care if it is a mean thing to say, I want him. Know what really sucks about being a grade lower than the guy you like? Not only do you have NO classes with him, you also have to deal with the knowledge that after high school is over, you wont even see him at reunions. That is, unless I crash their reunion...

I should have just crashed junior prom. ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2049966/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2049966/ Sat, 20 Mar 2004 15:06:05 PST
Why am I so down with love? Because I am forever doomed to be liked by people who I have no intrest for. Either that, or to like people who will never like me back. I'm impulsive. Someone's unatainable, I'm head over heels for them. Someone treats me like a goddess, I find them average and boring.

Can somebody help me here? ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2049932/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2049932/ Sat, 20 Mar 2004 14:59:48 PST I have been on a whole seeing old friends spree this year. And I mean OLD (not actually old, they are all teens). I haven't seen these people in at least 7 or 6 years. And you know what? They all go to Berkley High. Aint that wierd?

Me and my friends all want to go to Berkley High, stupid Alameda. At least I know that if I went there I would have many friends right off the bat.

Anyways, all of my friends are just so damn cool! Or maybe I just haven't seen them enough and their not really that insteresting. Either way I am bamboozled by their levels of creativity. Do they put something in Berkley's water that makes people like that? ]]> ~nina-bruja http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2013635/ http://nina-bruja.deviantart.com/journal/2013635/ Sun, 14 Mar 2004 20:29:48 PST
God, this reminds me of a song...

Love and other socially acceptable emotions are morphine
They're morphine
Cleverly concealing primal urges often felt but rarely seen
Rarely seen

Love I beg you
Lift me up into that privileged point of view
The world of two

Love don't leave me
Because I console myself that Hallmark cards are true
I really do ]]> ~nina-bruja