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Yay, performance!

]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/10190702/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/10190702/ Tue, 26 Sep 2006 09:04:19 PDT
I'm not going to for you to do it as well, but if you haven't already, I would appreciate muchly if you did.

1. Reserved for someone on hiatus
2. Izzepsy- Model/Robot/Assasin
3. Insomnia202- Kohana
4. Mev-the-Gamer -Girl with grin and bazooka
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"Remember to remember to remember me standing still in your past, floating fast like a hummingbird."

]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/9796822/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/9796822/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 19:30:54 PDT
I no longer wear glasses full time.

So this means my pudding wrestler persona can no longer be "sexy librarian."

I don't know what my new persona should be now.

Suggestions are loved. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/9559169/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/9559169/ Mon, 31 Jul 2006 20:57:38 PDT
But I don't think I want to post the fanart here. As much as I would like pageviews... I don't want to be thought of as "selling out." (I think it's different when you go from fanart to orignal from when you go original to fanart.)


That, and I feel like a dork because it's friggin Naruto art. Blaaaah.

Kisses,
me. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/9453289/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/9453289/ Fri, 21 Jul 2006 22:44:23 PDT

But this morning when I woke up and looked in the mirror, I only saw a witch.

It’s funny how time changes things. I am neither pretty, nor delicate. Maybe I never was. We cling to fragments of realities long gone, because a fictional past is so much more appealing.

In truth, I probably never was that princess, because I could never be something so pristine. It’s time I accept my role as a witch.

Even if I hate her, she is me. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/9254838/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/9254838/ Sun, 02 Jul 2006 20:53:04 PDT
Haha. PLACEBO.

(...why do I not have "Every Me and Every You"? I want that song so bad right now.)


Yes, I am ridiculously angsty. But I won't make you deal with it other than this.

...Haha. PLACEBO.

(...um, and if you like Placebo, please don't be offended. I like them too...) ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8982993/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8982993/ Mon, 05 Jun 2006 21:47:45 PDT

(Yes, you know who you are.)


Excuse me. I'm having a Lady Macbeth moment. Not to whole hand-choppy-guilt thing, but the whole "I want to be an emotionless man because that would make things so much easier!" (Except for the traitorous hormones and more embarrassing genitals.)


But I am being all emotional and nostalgic right now. And I miss you guys for some reason (haha). SO YOU SUCK.


(PS: Does anyone use instant messagers besides AIM, because I can't get AIM to work on my computer.) ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8930694/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8930694/ Wed, 31 May 2006 13:22:08 PDT




Now, this could be considered TMI, but I figure that if you didn't already guess that I'm the type of girl that would have at least one pair of skulltastic-panties, then you should be smacked upside the head with this information.







GO TEAM VENTURE! ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8723233/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8723233/ Tue, 09 May 2006 17:19:22 PDT
I will be using this space to chronicle my angst/withdrawl.

Please send Fionn warm thoughts. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8526913/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8526913/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 00:52:31 PDT
Is it really too much to ask for a somewhat-attractive, mostly sane guy who I can call Pumpkin and who will call me Honey Bunny, and actually knows what the fuck that means? I know it's pretty specific, but there has to be a couple of guys like that out there -somewhere.-

-Me.


To the rest of y'all:
Still on hiatus. Sorta. Not quite so much, but pretty much, yeah.

And made no sense.

At any rate, take care of yourselves, or I will be forced to hunt you down and destroy you with my moxie. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8400263/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8400263/ Fri, 07 Apr 2006 17:15:09 PDT
See you guys later. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8328219/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8328219/ Fri, 31 Mar 2006 22:12:51 PST
Nyaaaaaaa. I've really got to figure out how and when I can do these things. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8167695/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8167695/ Wed, 15 Mar 2006 11:07:54 PST
I hate you so much.

You are such delicious crack.

*cries* ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8115726/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8115726/ Thu, 09 Mar 2006 19:31:01 PST
The end of the month is a long time from now.

On another note:

I am sleepy, for no apparent reason.

And I need to do laundry.

Ick.

Wish I could think of something intelligent to say.

Unicorn. Hahah. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8046823/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/8046823/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 12:57:26 PST
I just need to find an apartment now. And someone to live with me. And probably a job.

Blaaah. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/7951622/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/7951622/ Mon, 20 Feb 2006 10:32:56 PST ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/7828750/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/7828750/ Tue, 07 Feb 2006 13:28:30 PST posted some photos of me, taken for one of my projects. Check out his gallery, he's really talented! But I am definitely not.... pretty in these photos.

(Oh, and if you don't know which ones are me, check out the "Tubes" series, and "Mike + Susan") ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/7643726/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/7643726/ Wed, 18 Jan 2006 21:25:00 PST 1. Susan
2. MARGARET (by my mother when I have done something wrong)
3. Ninja

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. ninjabiscuit
2. designerninja
3. n

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My wrists
2. My hair
3. My often sickly looking skin tone

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My weight (which I shouldn't dislike, but I do anyways)
2. My ankles
3. My shoulder tan lines

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Decay
2. Being forgotten
3. Having to talk on the telephone

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Sleeping
2. My new skin care regimen (which is sucking right now 'cos I've just started it)
3. Shower

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Jeans that are falling off
2. my fuzzy grey hoodie
3. my glasses (which apparently I need to stop wearing if I ever want to get a boyfriend)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Elliot Smith
2. Polysics
3. David Bowie

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Nightmares by the Sea-Jeff Buckley ("beware the bottled thoughts of angry young men/secrect compartments hide all of the skeletons")
2. Video-Aimee Mann ("like a building that's been slated for blasting/ I'm the proof that nothing is lasting/ counting to eleven as it collapses")
3. Open the Kingdom- Phillip Glass ("returning love/returning with love/then it was written with love")

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Trust
2. Honesty
3. alone time

2 TRUTHS 1 LIE:
1. I want to get married
2. I like watching dogs sleep
3. I used to be able to speak French

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Intellect (Intelligence is sexy)
2. Voice (If someone has a nice voice it can totally sway my opinion of them)
3. Noses (just because... I don't know. I love noses)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Sleeping
2. Doodling
3. Playing video games

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Sleep
2. Watch Oldboy again (SO GOOD)
3. Draw a sexy ninja-girl catfight

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. Chef
2. Wildlife veterinarian (in Australia)
3. Costume designer

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Japan
2. England
3. Australia

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Be known for something (good preferably)
2. Take care of my mom
3. Have/Adopt an adorable Asian child

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. Video games
2. I love action films (although not the brainless ones)
3. I think the female form is beautiful

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. I worry about my looks a lot
2. I worry about what people think of my appearance.
3. I like shoes.

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. Clive Owen: Sexy accent, amazing actor, and intense eyes
2. Gackt: Amusing, insane, and apparently a magnum
3. Sandra Oh: Beautiful, and an amazingly talented actress


I tag no one... but if anyone feels up to doing this they can. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/7215144/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/7215144/ Sat, 03 Dec 2005 20:04:56 PST
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
4. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
5. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
6. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
7. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.


...I know I'll have a hard time with this.... ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/7178526/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/7178526/ Tue, 29 Nov 2005 16:36:20 PST A wire travels underground to a vacant lot
Where something I can't see interrupts the current
And shrinks the picture down to a tiny dot
And from behind the screen it can look so perfect
But it's not

So here I'm sitting in my car at the same old stoplight
I keep waiting for a change but I don't know what
So red turns into green turning into yellow
But I'm just frozen here on the same old spot
And all I have to do is to press the pedal
But I'm not
No, I'm not

People are tricky, you can't afford to show
Anything risky anything they don't know
The moment you try, you kiss it goodbye

So baby kiss me like a drug like a respirator
And let me fall into the dream of the astronaut
Where I get lost in space that goes on forever
And you make all the rest just an afterthought
And I believe it's you who could make it better
But it's not
No, it's not
No, it's not

-Aimee Mann. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6962672/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6962672/ Sat, 05 Nov 2005 13:03:54 PST
But all the same....


I haven't been commenting much lately, and I feel bad about it. But honestly, I can't bring myself to say anything remotely decent.

So I'm taking a break from DA while I work out some issues.

If you feel the urgent need to say something to me for some reason, my IM is listed.

Thanks folks, and keep on producing great art. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6872747/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6872747/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 11:49:11 PDT back and then she tagged me back. So here are twenty more facts...

1. I love chocolate. I eat far too much candy. I know it's bad for me. But I can't stop. I'm such a sugar addict. It's not even funny. As soon as my metabolism goes I will be so freakin fat.

2. I have body image issues... but I don't act on them. Which means I don't actually have an eating disorder. Although I have wanted to have an eating disorder in the past... I just can't bring myself to do it. I really do love food. (I think I would use diet pills.)

3. I still hate my Shape and Theory in Garments teacher. And now I think she's crazy, too. Seriously. She wanted me to go to a zoo or a slaughterhouse to shave sheep for my project. Not gonna happen. (Cotton coil all the way, man. It's much cheaper.)

4. I know I'm probably the only one and that most people will think I'm crazy for it... but I think "Open the Kingdom" by Philip Glass is the most beautiful song ever....

5. But right now I'm playing the new Franz Ferdinand album to death. "I am cold, yes I'm cold, but not as cold as you are..."

6. I love pretty boys, but I refuse to date a guy that's prettier than me. Although the guy must be suitably attractive, because I also refuse to date an ugly guy (or a short guy)... because I am a horrible, vain person like that.

7. I miss my cat Max and our dog Harry. I will probably never get to see Max again because he's being sent to Texas... this makes me very sad. He's such a cranky boy. I love him...

8. If I'm romantically interested in someone, it's pretty much a guarantee that they won't like me back. The opposite is true as well.

9. I am not a harpy. And if I am being seductive in any way it's probably an accident. Although I do occasionally joy the "ripping men's heads off" bit. And I love an actor/musician that can play a good drunken sailor.

10. My doctors seem to think that I have some minor, unknown (to them) hematological problem. It takes my blood a bit longer to clot than most people's. This doesn't really bother me much, but can be very upsetting to some people if I get cut in front them. (Example: last year I cut my hand pretty badly and my roommates started panicking. I just wanted to get back to my project,)

11. I love watching bad anime, and even some good anime (*coughEvacoughcough*) to mock it. ...And then sometimes I just love bad anime. Like Weiss Kreuz. ...Which I also mock.

12. I haven't written any poetry/prose in almost two years now. I find this odd considering how much I loved writing.

13. I act really stupid after consuming caffeine.

14. I am going through video game withdrawal. I wanna play Tekken 5 soooooo bad, even though I suck at it (I can't even beat story mode... *cries*). I miss my customized purple and white Hwoarang. I also really want to play DDS again. And beat it. And then beat it again so that I can beat the extra boss and get all the special stuff in DDS 2.

15. I'm saying my theme for my 75-100 fashion desgin sketches is "cyberpunk"... but it's actually more like like "cyberpunk prostitute."

16. I can only bring myself to dance when no one else is looking. I'm a bad dancer. The same goes for singing. I'm horrible.

17. I used to take ballet... and I sort of wish I had stuck with it. Last year so many dancers were jealous of my arch.

18. I made the mistake of purchasing desert tofu, which is disgusting. The texture is gross. I tried the key lime... and I can't bring myself to eat the mango peach flavor.

19. I really want to go to the Korean restaurant back where I used to live. Because the food was delicious the service was nice... and all the waiters were really hot.

20. I have really bad headaches... a lot of the time now. I think it's 'cos the weather has been crazy.




And I'm not tagging anyone else for now... ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6744019/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6744019/ Tue, 11 Oct 2005 22:18:09 PDT and , so here I go.


1. I have been called a fag hag and that's pretty accurate. I love gay guys. They rock. One of my friends says that my first word was probably "GAY!" and I wish this was true.

2. I usually have more male friends than female, and as a result I always end up being "one of the guys." This, in turn, makes me "undateable."

3. I hate my Shape and Theory in Garments class because my teacher is evil. She makes me want to shoot myself. I mean... she's making us work with chicken wire. EVIL.

4. One of my great joys in life is getting free food from people promoting new products. The other day I got both a new energy drink(which I haven't tried yet), and a Ben and Jerry's ice cream bar (Vanilla almond. It was delicious!)

5. I usually don't like going to concerts. One reason for this is that some musicians just aren't good performers. The other is that not all singers with sexy voices are actually sexy. I do not want this ruined for me. That and I have a very large personal space bubble.

6. I love clothes but I usually hate clothing shopping. It makes me feel insecure. And I can't afford most of the stuff I like.

7. I like cats more than dogs, but if I ever get a dog, I want it to be a fairly large dog. Like a Newfoundland or a Russian Wolf Hound. But I do like Australian shepherds quite a bit...

8. I think I have a boot fetish. And I like dressing up as a schoolgirl more than I should.

9. I think I probably also like Apple products far more than I should. I have no need for an iPod nano. But I want one. Because they're just so sexy.

10. I go through socks at a crazy rate. This is probably because I have old lady feet. I need a freakin pumice stone.

11. I love accents from the UK (this summer a gorgeous redhead went through my line and said "Ta, love" to me and I almost melted.)... but I really don't like Australian accents. This amuses me, because in the show Coupling, there is the line of "Susan has slept with Australia!" So now you know that is an outright lie.

12. Everyone seems to think I'm a readhead, even though I'm not. I dyed over the red, but it keeps on bleeding through.

13. I'm good at cooking but I hate to cook. I think it's mainly 'cos I'm lazy. But also because I -hate- electric stoves. Seriously. Electric stoves just aren't as good. You can taste the difference in the food.

14. I have never had a serious boyfriend. My longest relationship involved me using a closeted gay guy to buy my movie tickets and food, while he used me to be his cover. It worked well until he got a little bit too clingy... And then I dumped him and wrote a monologue on it in my creative writing class.

15. I attempt to wish myself into non-existance almost every night.

16. When I occasionally fantasize about my concepts being made into animation, the fantasy does not revolve around the animation itself, but rather the anime music videos that would be made afterwards.

17. In books, animation, films, etc. I prefer UST and angst to actual relationships.

18. I don't believe in marriage, but that's probably because my parrents' marriage was such a horrible failure.

19. I'm a complete lightweight. I can't handle alcohol at all. But interestingly enough, I can get it out of my system really quickly because of my metabolism.

20. I'm tired most of the time, even if my brain isn't ready to sleep. This includes now.



Tag (if you want to... I don't remember who has done this type of thing):


Yes, I tagged you back! ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6470492/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6470492/ Mon, 12 Sep 2005 16:04:45 PDT the other night...


Take the _active_ people on your friends list (meaning the ones you know something about) and say what their lives as manga are like. (You can change this to the media of your choice if manga doesn't suit you. Books and film work just as well). Do the same for yourself. Note: Does not have to be a realistic interpretation at all.


: I see this very much as a storyteller style manga... beautiful dreamlike vignettes intertwined with snippets of the lovely and ever so talented narrator's life. Hopefully at some point she realizes how talented she is because otherwise the readers will get angry. (If you're not familiar with this style of manga, I consider Petshop of Horror and Tarot Cafe good examples)

: He's the best slut slayer around, a fierce, and maybe a little bit eccentric, warrior. And yet... he has a really hard time talking to non-skanky chicks. What happens when he meets a "nice" girl? Romantic hijinks, of course! (shonen action/romantic dramady)

: Random crack that makes no sense. But at some point we do become aware that her clothes rock and she has huge breasts. And there is HAWT GAY SECKS involved somehow.

: Post-apocalyptic shonen harem manga. He leads a party of really pretty people that include the sexy cyborg girl, the perky optimistic one that no one listens to, a bunch more sexy girls, plus one token gay guy. They are on a quest through the desolate wasteland to save the last of the PANDAS. And everyone is in love with him, but he's just like "Hnn." Because he's all stoic like that. And a little bit dense apparently.

:Erm... I can't think of a plot... but it has really abstract backgrounds and bright colors. And the characters are adorable, squishy chibis, that are actually pretty demonic.

And unfortunately... everyone else on this list is a bit too recent for me to add... Perhaps I will continue it later when I know you better...

Me: Probably something boring and horribly shojo. With idiotic unrequited love and whatnot. Boring. You wouldn't want to read it. (My manga is not my own. I just make brief cameos in everyone else's.)


Please, please, please pass it on. You know you want to.

UPDATE:

Okay so I don't want to take this down, but I'm just posting here that I got a livejournal. If you want to know the address send me a note. This also means I'll be posting less personal stuff here. Yeah.

(...You know you want to do the survery...) ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6451940/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6451940/ Thu, 08 Sep 2005 16:07:35 PDT

But yes. I fell asleep in my art history lecture.

-_-;;;


My brain has died, I think.


Nyaaaa. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6400586/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6400586/ Sat, 03 Sep 2005 21:29:54 PDT
So pretty.

SO messed up.


Yes. My conclusion is that Tree of Palme is Akira in a fantasy universe instead of a sci-fi one. And it has cuter character designs, which make the violence all the more messed up.


So Akira and Pinnochio had a child that grew up looking at surrealist paintings and reading fantasy novels and they named it Tree of Palme.

But Shatta is SO COOL. I wanna draw fanart of him because of his coolness. Dude. He's blue. How can he not be cool?





So I hate the concept of Saturday classes. Gyaaaaah.

UPDATE:

Okay, so I now like Saturday class. Or at least the first five weeks of it, where we get to do fashion illustration.


So we had to sort of imitate this style of drawing for faces, and as the teacher went around he said things like "She looks... interesting *gives a bunch of suggestions* or "This looks good so far, but... *gives a bunch of suggestions*" When he got to my porrait he said "Wow! She's sexy!" And then he gave like two really minor suggestions.

When we had to take a photograph of a model and draw the figure in a fashion illustration style he went around and talked to people. Some were okay and others were pretty bad (a few were good but still needed quite a bit of work). When he got to me he said "That is perfection." And then he gave me two really small suggestions but that was it.

And after class he told me that my work was really good and that I should be more confident about my abilities. I am SO happy.

(I'm the best in my class! I haven't been the best in my class since creative writing in high school... SO happy.)

I think this might have pushed me out of my artblock, too! Yayayayayayay! ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6352916/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6352916/ Sun, 28 Aug 2005 17:09:02 PDT

But I have never felt more out of place in my entire life. I feel so incredibly thrown out of orbit. I feel like I'm surround by a moat that separates me from the rest of the world.

Fuck. That's so cheesey. I just... I don't know. I didn't have this problem at my last school. I didn't feel lonely there. I didn't really need people there. But now iIjust feel so... empty. I miss people. I miss friends.

I think it's that added with family stress. I hated ny job but I liked the routine.

I don't cope well with change.



Hopefully the student groups list will come out soon so I can meet people that aren't in completely different universes that I have no way of visiting. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6226688/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6226688/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 16:34:35 PDT
[link] makes me so happy. Oh dear lord it makes me laugh.


Saw Sin City and it was wonderful. Now, I am very straight... but those women are HOT.

Other movies I've seen this summer that I like:

Constantine: Yeah, so I saw it before... but the alternate ending is SO much better. And I love Gabriel to bits. My mum thinks it's scary but that did not stop her from drooling over Keanau Reeves.

Primer: Okay. So I have next to no clue what's going on but I still like it. It's an attempt at a realistic take on what people would do if they invented a time machine. Only it's really confusing. Sort of like "wow, Perfect Blue is Dick and Jane compared to this movie." But I still like it.

Cowboys and Angels: A bit too gay for some of you (gay and striaght boy move in together)... but it's really sweet and the boys are pretty. And IRISH. And there's a brilliant makeover scene.

Six Feet Under: Okay. So it's a TV show but I don't have cable and it's brilliant.

Charlie and the Chocolate Factory: I think the only movie I've seen in theaters. But it's funny. And visually amazing.


And I'm going to take another walk 'cos I've only done two miles today and I didn't do any yesterday. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6202889/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6202889/ Thu, 11 Aug 2005 22:55:26 PDT

My Descendants of Darkness boxed set is REALLY delayed and might not get here before I leave for school and all I want to do is watch some gay anime that's less angsty than Mirage of Blaze, which really isn't that gay at all... I mean I really don't need more

Naoe: Why don't you love me?
Takaya:You don't love me. I deny your love for me. I am a stupid fucking asshole 'cos I want you to protect me but I refuse to do anything in return.
Naoe: Look at me. You're killing me here.
Takaya/Kagetura: Hah! You're such a pathetic dog!
Naoe: ;_; (*only much more stoic like*)

All I really want is

Muraki: I am an evil bastard. *molest-molest* Blah blah blah red queens remind me of you *molest-molest*


Is that so much to ask? I hate you Amazon.



On another note, download the video SUPER LOVE by Sugizo and the Spank Your Juice. It might just be me... but I think it's really funny. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6159785/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6159785/ Sun, 07 Aug 2005 14:32:32 PDT
Okay. So I'm going to the new school. For this semester at least. But still, I'm packing light. Just in case.





And now... I haven't ranted about work in while, so here's a new work rant.

So I was running the self-scan check out and a guy came in and he buys a box of something and I don't really care, but I still have an eye on him 'cos that's what I'm supposed to do. He rings the box and pays and I'm like "Yeah, whatever, I wanna get out of here." He holds up the box and leers perversely (at me).

Giant box o' condoms.



Bastard.





And I don't even look attractive in my work shirt. At least... I don't think I do... ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6070898/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6070898/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 14:25:01 PDT
So I am freaking out.



Do you ever have days when you just wonder "What the FUCK am I doing with me life?"

(I'm sure if you do it's not in such a crude manner, but I cannot reach your eloquence.)


So I am freaking out.


I said that already, I know I did, but I really am.


I don't want to go to this new school. I don't want to study fashion. I just want to do my drawings and design characters and work on the computer. And hopefully get a word processing program and do a little writing on the side.


Okay, so a little bit of advice would come in handy right now.

I have a couple of options and I don't know what to do.

I can go to the school I am currently enroled in. Try out the fashion thing. See if I change my mind (again). It IS a great school, in a great city, with people that I'd probably get along well with. It's close to my father (I don't know if that's a pro or a con) And also close to people like . At the same time I'm starting to think it might be a waste of money.
I can go back to the school I went to last year. I know that the illustration department is great. And I can toture with marathons of Mirage of Blaze, and now Descendants of Darkness (which I just ordered today). But it may be too late to get back in, or get in courses that I want. And everyone will be like "What the hell are you doing here?" And I'll feel weak for not going through with the school switch. I also have no clue where I'd live.
I can go to a new state school for a while and figure out what I going to do. I'd get all my English/humanities credits out of the way. But I still don't know where I'd live.



I'm so worried right now. I feel pathetic, because I hate feeling confused because it makes me feel weak and I HATE that.


To emphasize my emotions, a quote from "I Huckabees" that I stole from 's journal. Warning, crude language.

"Motherfucking cocksucker motherfucking shit fucker what am I doing? What am I doing? I don't know what I'm doing. I'm doing the best that I can. I know that's all I can ask of myself. Is that good enough? Is my work doing any good? Is anybody paying attention? Is it hopeless to try and change things? {...} I'm fucked! Maybe I should quit. Don't quit! Maybe I should just fucking quit. Don't fucking quit! I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to fucking do anymore! Fucker! Fuck shit!"

I talked to myself like that so much this spring.


I know I have to decide things on my own, but I'd love to hear from you anyways.



Update: So now all these adult artists are telling me that I have to go there because it's such an amazing so school and it's so great that I got accepted, and even more amazing that I got a scholarship.

But I don't feel like I'm good enough to go there. I'm so confused. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6042194/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/6042194/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 18:10:10 PDT
Saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. It was good. But the sound sucked (saw it at the drive-in).


Started a sketch of Carmine in her undies. Yay for fanservice.


So a woman almost made me cry at work last week. Do you know how hard that is? I know I should stop soon because I want to talk back to the rude ones, now. And I might want to work there next summer.

Blaaaaaah.

My BRAIN. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5916968/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5916968/ Tue, 12 Jul 2005 19:14:24 PDT
Bought a really cheap crocheted top and as I bought it I thought "Wow. This is really tiny." It is in fact so tiny that I cannot wear it without fear of being indecent. I wish it was slightly bigger but still tiny so that I could have another shirt that doesn't exist.


I have to be at work at seven in the morning. I should go to sleep soon. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5868557/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5868557/ Thu, 07 Jul 2005 15:12:35 PDT
I wish people wouldn't use the lives of others to make a point.

I really don't know what else to say. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5822767/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5822767/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 17:19:32 PDT
I have Monday and Tuesday off! Yaaaaaaaaaaaay.

And I am dead from work. I want to sleep.

But I won't let myself.




I had DDS 2 spoilered for me. , you know the spoiler you got for FFVII? Think of that. Only WORSE.

Now when I look at the pic I was drawing of Serph, the main chara, I just sort of shudder and look away. I can't bring myself to complete it, which is really too bad, 'cos I was really liking the way I was drawing his face. I still want to beat DDS and play DDS 2, only... I dunno. *sigh* ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5756022/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5756022/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 20:32:58 PDT
I really don't like my job.



Anyways. I feel like I should be artistic and creative and stuff... but it's just not coming to me.


I started singing a song and I realized that was not there to sing it with me and would not be in reasonable distance to sing with me anytime soon. And I was sad.


Trying to figure which mythological figure I am most like. That isn't working for me either. I think the bits of my brain used for fun things have been consumed by stupid freakin PLU codes.

Grrr.

On another note... I luffs you all!

UPDATES

Well apparently I'm good enough at my job to train foreign boys that barely speak any English. So the person in charge thought that the foreign boy had done the computer training program... but he hadn't. So he didn't know how to work the register at all. So I had to stand next to him and help him at the same time. Bt then he left to go on break and didn't come back. But after he left a customer was like "You had a very... um.../attentive/ student there." And I was like "Gwah?"

I guess I must be irresistable to the guys at my grocery store.

-_-;;; ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5688796/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5688796/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 19:58:48 PDT
Nurrrrrrrr.

I somehow got to the point I am in DDS with my levels way too low. And not nearly enough Mantra. So I need to do pain in the ass running around fighting random battles and making macca so I can buy more mantra.

Things I Like About DDS
*The story
*The graphics
*The combat system
*The music
*HEAT!!!! (and Serph... and Jinana.)

Things I Don't Like About DDS
*Cielo's VA
*The fact that macca is so hard to come by
*The fact that you have to pay for mantra... they're hard enough to learn
*the fact that I don't have enough time to play it
*Sera (...damn Mary Sue.)



I hate my job so much... fifteen minutes in I was praying that something would fall and kill me.

Damn. All I talk about is how I hate my job and DDS.

Arashi! ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5647676/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5647676/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 15:12:16 PDT
So it''s official. No more old uni for me. Which makes me feel a little sad. But still. I'm taking fashion classes... and ones that I don't have to make a new portfolio for, too! Yaaaaaay!

I finally beat another boss in DDS... so now I'm doing all the side quests before I do the final dungeon. I really can't stand Sera... which is bad because I think you're supposed to like her. But she annoys me. Damn cannon Mary Sue. But Heat is so wonderful! I want to rant on his wonderfulness... but there are people I want to play the game. So no rabid fangirl squeals from me.

Nyaaaaaaaaaaa.

Yes.

Blah.

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Because it's the one club I belong to. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5607400/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5607400/ Fri, 10 Jun 2005 19:45:08 PDT
But I have no work today!

And I get to mow a lawn!

And my mum is gonna buy herself the new White Stripes album and I'm gonna steal it!

And at 1 AM I beat a DDS boss I couldn't beat before, and got my ass kicked by the next boss, but I'm still happy!

Oh, and there's this. [link]


I was so dead from work yesterday (NEVER take the extra hour. NEVER.)... but I'm so happy today!

Sleepy, but happy. ^_^

Update:

Mum broke my fave purse (the only one I have out here). "You can sew yourself a new one!" No. No I can't. Not like my silvery vinyl purse.

My wisdom teeth are coming in and as a result my face hurts.

I have work tomorrow. And while it is money I don't want to have to deal with weekenders. I've only worked one day by myself.

The lawnmower I used SUCKED and stray bits of grass got in my eyes and stuck to my skin 'cos I was wearing sunblock.

We did not get the new White Stripes album and I did not get to look at music 'cos we looked like crap after doing yard work.

Restaurants make crappy food.



And it looked like it was going to be so good...


Ah well... send lots of love for breaking 500. He's getting popular pretty quickly. Soon he'll have more page views than me. As he should. Because he's super talented and in the near future we'll all be reading his comics.

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'Cos Arashi is love. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5559393/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5559393/ Sun, 05 Jun 2005 10:21:07 PDT
Yes, I got music. Yes, that means I got a job. -_-;;; I don't want it but it need the money.

DDS is offically my crack now... but my levels are a little low so I'm no engaging in random battle horribleness... I like the combat system and all... but it's just getting a little boring... but I can fight with Heat and Argilla in my party again! Yaaaaaaay! Yes... but I've been having moments of "I'm not gonna make this gay... I'm not gonna make this gay... I'm not gonna make this gay... *slams her head into a table for making it gay*" But yeah. I don't really do much fanart... but DDS has me drawing it. I like it that much. Although Tekken 5 has me wanting to draw fanart too... expect a comic of "She doesn't know he's gay!" Hosted by Steve Fox! Featuring Jin, Xiaoyu, and an extremely confused/pissed-off Hwoarang! And I have another insane Tekken parody comic idea... but I don't want to do it since I STILL haven't even completed Tekken 5 once... and I'd like to seen Jin's ending, but Hwoarang's ending in particular first. Yes, this one is gay too.

I hate bugs and they're all over. Stupid ants. Grrrrr.


184 deviantions to go through... *dies*


Random fanart CRACK of the moment: [link]

Oh dear lord this amuses me so much... I wish I could read the text. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5480618/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5480618/ Fri, 27 May 2005 21:02:39 PDT
I finally saw The Incredibles the other day. It was pretty good. But as far as Brad Bird stuff goes, I think The Iron Giant is much better. I miss hand drawn animation. I think it has a quality to it that animation done on computers lacks....



I am total crap at Tekken 5. I still haven't even completed story mode yet. It's always pretty easy for me until stage five... and then it becomes impossible. Except for when I play as Hwoarang and fight against Baek (who I thought was dead)... and then I'm just like "Hey! Why the heck are you punching me! Stop punching me!" But Law's fight against Paul makes me laugh. And Jin's fight against Hwoarang makes me ridiculously happy. Yes. I am a horrible person.

But speaking of Tekken and horrible-ness... Horrible pairing that makes me want to die of the moment: Bryan/Lei. Why? WHY??? It's like pairing Jackie Chan with a zombie! It's gross and not pretty at all! It's a BAD PAIRING. I feel like smacking the people who support it.


I haven't played DDS in a week... everytime I want to play my mother decides that she wants to watch TV or a movie or something. And then I can't play and I'm like "But... but I need to get past this area so I can have charas I LIKE in my party again!"

Just started reading the comic "Nice Hair" and it is wonderfully beautiful. Would have a link but I'm lazy.

Gyaaaaah. Can't get music until I get a job... and there are too many CDs that I desire to own. Have gone all spazzy.

And I hate tourists. I hope it rains all summer so that they go away and never come back. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5364011/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5364011/ Tue, 17 May 2005 17:25:55 PDT
But I love Digital Devil Saga so much more than T5... I think it's my fave RPG ever, so far. I love how dark it is. And it's so addictive. There's definitely some frustrating moments though... I can't stand the dungeon I'm in right now... it's really tricky. I don't like mazes and puzzles. Can't I just fight monsters in a straight line? But Heat is so cool... while I don't normally like playing with the characters in their non-Atma forms, I occasionally have Heat do the crossfire attack, just cos he looks so much cooler than everyone else when he does it. It makes me sad that his Atma is completely hideous, though. And I wish I could play as Jinana, 'cos she's so kickass, even if I can't comprehend her getup. But yes. Totally kickass game with a great plot, pretty graphics, and a combat system that I think is pretty cool. I completely reccomend it to anyone that likes RPGs. (*pokes *)

Edit:
Okay. So I'm not so happy with one of the (somewhat) recent plot developments. But I knew it was inevitable. Anyways. GYAAAAAH!!! Puzzles! Although I don't think this dungeon is nearly as bad as the last. I know I'm gonna be screwed later on 'cos I haven't been using Gale.... but Heat and Argilla are just so much cooler. And I really like Serph... so... meh. And Cielo's accent bugs me. And all the Mantra are so expensive! I can never afford the good ones. I hope my level is way above what it should be though....

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Because her clothes are pretty and so are her boys. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5311989/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5311989/ Mon, 09 May 2005 14:32:06 PDT
I killed both my hands doing drawing and 2D... gyah... the suckiness.

And now a request/challenge.

Please draw your computer as a human. Not as a persocom or android, but as a human (although there can be some cybernetic enhancements...). I'm coming up with the design for Fionn (yes, I finally named my baby. Fionn means white or fair in Gaelic, and I thought it suited him). I've need for him to interact with some other computers, though... and that is why you must draw yours.


When my hands recover I will draw Fionn... attempt to draw Tanim and Daren... and draw Beat more cos I luffs him. So many drawing ideas... but my hands are killing me.


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'Cos I loves Arashi, yes I do! ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5265381/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5265381/ Wed, 04 May 2005 13:36:25 PDT
But yeah. Tomorrow isn't happening. I don't know what you're talking about. Really. But I still feel old.

Bleh. Got my stupid Graphic Design crit coming up soon.... in like half an hour.

OOH! Kung Faux is the bestest show in the entire planet. They dubbed some old kung fu movie in southern accents and they called the main girl "Debbie Jo"! It was so funny.

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Join if you like the pretty clothes. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5249078/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5249078/ Mon, 02 May 2005 17:00:35 PDT
But now I have a week to get all my work done before crits. I'm (still) debating whether or not I can take part of my bday off.... hmmmmmmm..... but my mom went and bought my games... yay! I'm planning on playing Tekken 5 first so I don't get sucked into the joy that is SMTDDSAT right away.... although I'm not really fond of the new super beefy chara designs for T5... nurrrrrrrrr...

And I get to see Harry! Awwwwww.... he's such a sweet dog. I wonder if I can post some pics of him.... (but I still miss Max, my cat, who can't come out east 'cos he'll run outside and a fox or a coyote will eat him... ;_; )

Taking a break from studying modernism. Which is a stupid class. Stupid modernism. But tomorrow it will be over forever! Huzzah! ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5214041/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5214041/ Thu, 28 Apr 2005 19:47:01 PDT
I'm going to be so busy... I might give myself my birthday off. I know I'm gonna get me some gelato 'cos it's tasty. But I really have to do lots of work.... It's the first birthday since 6th grade that I'm not gonna be eating at Hama. *tear*

Damn. Gotta write two papers. I've been here working for six hours now....

Bleck.

Edit:
I'm done! I wrote a poem but it was crap so I'm just using my Time and Motion project 'cos it's the same poem.
1-11 with brief DA checks and two trips to the vending machine.

Hope that I don't get killed during my walk back. ('Cos it's late.) ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5193076/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5193076/ Tue, 26 Apr 2005 08:46:44 PDT
It is a happy movie because:
1. The soundtrack is great
2. Ewan Mcgregor is nekkid.. AND GAY!
3. Lots of other reasons I'm too lazy to type out right now.


But anyways... I finally got the soundtrack and it's sooooo cool! My fave track is probably "The Ballad of Maxwell Demon" but "Baby's on Fire" amuses me 'cos he says "Fai-yaaaaaah"

Yeah. So if I can actually draw boys again besides nameless beats people with a pipe boy, then expect them to be all glam rock-ish. And I wanna do a crazy Flash animation to "Satellite of Love"

Will... not... start... singing.... ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5176187/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5176187/ Sun, 24 Apr 2005 12:27:58 PDT
Now I really wanna see 3 Iron and Beautiful Boxer... gyahh... too many movies that I wanna see.


I was trying to figure out why I like Shonen Jump titles so much, when they're not really all that good. But I still like them.

My brain is all over the place. I need to do fashion designs and character profiles and all these other art ideas I have PLUS homework. Gyaaaaaaah.


I still don't have a name for my random boy that beats people with a pipe. Why do I have such a hard time naming characters? ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5127233/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5127233/ Tue, 19 Apr 2005 06:44:37 PDT
Please excuse my angsting. I’m having one of those “I wanna go to sleep and never wake up” days. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5111151/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5111151/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 11:26:06 PDT
Watched Conduct Zero yesterday (thanks Steve ). Great movie. It makes me want to beat up people and curse a lot.

And I saw a special on the making of Kung-Fu Hustle, and it looks so fucking cool, and I know that my expectations are so high that I'll only be let down, but I don't care 'cos it looks so fucking cool you shithead! (See.... Conduct Zero ate my brain...)

The best part about having your roommate gone for the weekend is being able to dance around in your underwear. Or maybe that's just me. But I danced around to my "Everybody Has a Shonen Knife that Loves Them" cd, and it was fun.

And I've got a monkey shirt! Monkey shirt! Monkey shirt!

The fucking End! ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5051423/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5051423/ Sun, 10 Apr 2005 12:52:03 PDT

I went to Tower and Borders yesterday... I should've known they wouldn't have the Velvet Goldmine soundtrack. But I was still hoping. I'm thinking about getting the movie, but I wanna see it again first.



My dad was on TV last night. I was really shocked. It was an older Food Network program about foods bands eat on tour, and they talked about my dad's old building(which used to be known for the catering). He was only on for a little bit, but he looked so much healthier. It made me sad. I need to stop thinking about it. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5023763/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/5023763/ Thu, 07 Apr 2005 09:04:35 PDT
I really wanna play Digital Devil Saga... I'm getting it for my birthday... but that seems so far away... I've seen reviews where it has been called one of the best RPGs ever made. There are other reviewers that don't like it... but the ones that like it like the same RPGs I like... so... I really wanna play Persona: Innocent Sin, too... but then I'd have to find a Japanese version and mod my PS2 and then print the translated script... and that just seems like too much work for me. Why can't they just do an official translation now that MegaTen is getting popular? I mean... I know it's a PS1 game, but still. They could box Innocent Sin and Eternal Punishment together! And maybe even do a proper translation of Be Your True Mind where Mark isn't black and doesn't "dance crazy" (That's one of his conversation with demon options. Dance Crazy. How did he go from Japanese to black anyway? I wouldn't really have a problem with this if I didn't like his original chara design more)

But I'm also getting Tekken 5 for my b-day too! Yay! I will have fun fighting people. And I'll try to actually learn some moves besides Viper Kicks this time.


Why can I only draw girls? This sucks. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/4996357/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/4996357/ Mon, 04 Apr 2005 09:55:40 PDT
But I did get yummy gourmet Japanese sweets... and the Nana artbook. Yay for Ai Yazawa! I would've purchased an issue of Gothic Lolita Bible... only it was over twenty dollars.

I wanna see the Diane Arbus show again. I'll go back when school is out.

Still don't know where I'm studying next year. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/4953615/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/4953615/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 15:51:29 PST before you blow your mind.
It may look like she knows enough,
but look her in the eye.
And if so...
let her go...
and let her down in ... style...." - U16 Girls, Travis

I was listening to this song earlier today... it's one of the few songs that I actually ever have the urge to sing along to (mainly 'cos it's freakin' hilarious). 'Cos it's Travis before all their music went either sappy romantic or super depressing. Which I don't mind. It's just that this is really fun. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/4931794/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/4931794/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 14:03:03 PST
I need to figure out how to get my stupid freakin iPod to work. I think it has to do with my software... I'll have to mess with it some more.


New ranting:

I went to freakin Tower and Borders and it went from drizzling to pouring on me... and they didn't even have the CD I was looking for. And now I am cold and wet and my knees hurt for some unknown reason and my shoes are falling appart.

"So run, run, run, run, run, run, run...." ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/4892612/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/4892612/ Wed, 23 Mar 2005 16:13:15 PST
I wish I had some sort of produce to stab. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/4882936/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/4882936/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 15:54:38 PST

Poetry (sort of...): "my love, my dove, my undefiled: for my head is filled with dew, and my locks with the drops of the night" (Song of Solomon, 5:2) While I know it is technically Biblical verse, and not poetry... I think it's very beautiful and poetic. And this is probably the only Biblical verse I will ever have on repeat inside of my skull.


Scene: Nyah. It's one from Echro in Wonderland...
*Echro perspective shot: everything is distorted. Don't know if it's just blurry... or if it's crazy acid vision. I vote for crazy acid vision*
*shot of Echro's face, it's slightly red, and his eyes are a little unfocused... but he still looks pissed off. He's good at that.*
Echro: What the hell is in my drink? (*it's slightly slurred but not by much. 'Cos he's the type of guy to ennunciate*)
Mad Hatter (Aerik): Wouldn't you like to know... *cue leer*
Echro: ...Bastard.... *and here's where he passes out*
*close up of MH's smug grin. He then puts his feet up on the table and has some more tea*


Gyah. I swear my brain is tuck in a loop or something. It sucks.



Randomness:

"knave    ( P )  Pronunciation Key  (nv)
n.

1. An unprincipled, crafty fellow.
2.
a. A male servant.
b. A man of humble birth.

3. Games. See jack." -From dictionary.com. This makes no sense unless you were there. I guess I was wrong about it... but he always has such fancy clothes. ;_;


I dun wanna do homework... ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/4836963/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/4836963/ Thu, 17 Mar 2005 12:47:23 PST
In other randomness... I love Project Justice soooooo much.... fun-fun game. I wanna play Tekken 5, 'cos I've heard that Devil Jin is prettyful. I dunno. I'm more of a Hwoarang fan (Viper Kicks!) and I heard he went back to his punk look, so that makes me happy. And Digital Devil Saga 1 is coming out soon and I'm not even done with Nocturne yet. ;_;

Things aren't great right now. But if I try to think positively, they might just get better. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/4811042/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/4811042/ Mon, 14 Mar 2005 13:35:50 PST
But I did get to be Gothic Lolita, and soon I will have a pic of me being Gothic Lolita. But I look like a fat cow in the pic... grrr... (I have been informed that I do not actually look like a fat cow in the pic, but I still think I look like a fat cow.) I plan to post two versions: a plain one and one with arrows pointing out all the things I hate about my appearance.

Anyways. I got Z a whip and she named it Deb (short for Debauchery, from the now dead comic Jinx, which we loved dearly). And I saw James and Lex, who I need to spend more time with because I adore them both.


Need to make a to do list... need to figure out which school I'm going to... *feels ill again* ]]> ~ninjabiscuit http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/4726557/ http://ninjabiscuit.deviantart.com/journal/4726557/ Fri, 04 Mar 2005 10:45:15 PST
I'm supposed to look at Chicago, but I don't want to 'cos it's scary and expensive. I thought I knew where I was going next semster, but I really have no clue, now. Except that it's not here 'cos I didn't apply for housing.


Gyaaaaaaah.

I wanna draw something.

And I want a Korean Dollfie equivalent. ]]> ~ninjabiscuit