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]]> ~ninjahugs http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/27458243/ http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/27458243/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 21:27:17 PDT "Tout moun se moun."
We are all human.

]]> ~ninjahugs http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/26948131/ http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/26948131/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 23:39:56 PDT i'm so fucking sick of being choked up on love and not being able to function like a normal 18 year old should.
& i'm sick of being a wreck for people who do not give a shit.
the end


]]> ~ninjahugs http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/25185197/ http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/25185197/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 18:34:00 PDT
"...I know it doesn't seem possible but someday you will look back on all of high school and laugh. I know that lots of people will be giving you advice but I thought I would give you some of my own just because...I mean isn't that was sisters do?

Enjoy the good moments, they will keep your heart full through the dark nights. Don't give a shit what other people think about you. You're beautiful, creative, and passionate. Some people won't be able to handle that...it's their loss. Don't be afraid...you will always regret the things you didn't do more than the things you did do. Just don't regret anything. Make mistakes! Know in the deepest part of your soul that you are loved more than you will ever know. Visit that place in your soul often. If you do something illegal...don't get caught. If you do get caught, don't fight the police. Breathe...dance...sing...laugh always. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Repeat. Make the first move, at least sometimes, otherwise life might pass you by. Take lots of pictures, someday you will need to remember how cute and young you were. Believe in yourself. And finally, don't forget my number. I love you. Congrats."


I think everybody can take at least two or three things out of that and use it for themselves. <3

]]> ~ninjahugs http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/24461910/ http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/24461910/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 12:07:08 PDT to you.

And I hide all the pain that I've gained with my wisdom--
from you.

And I'm eaten alive by what I hold inside;
all the things that I live with I can't easily hide.
And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for--
but you.

It's not easy to hide,
all this damage inside.
I'll carry you with me,
until I'm not alive.

When you look at my face, does it seem just as ugly?
To you?

I can't seem to erase all the scars I have lived with--
from you.

I'm so sick of this place, this taste in my mouth,
'cause of you I can't figure what I'm all about.
And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for--
but you.

It's not easy to hide,
all this damage inside.
I'll carry you with me,
until I'm not alive.

]]> ~ninjahugs http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/22972674/ http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/22972674/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 20:03:17 PST treat people how you want to be treated.

wish that would start working out for me.

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]]> ~ninjahugs http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/22405139/ http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/22405139/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 23:05:38 PST Lathika: What will we live on?
Jamal: Love.



This is the first movie I've ever seen that's made me cry tears of joy.

Every scene is potent, colorful, alive. Every bit of dialogue is my new favorite quote. I purchased the soundtrack right after I saw the movie.

Go. See. Slumdog Millionaire.




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]]> ~ninjahugs http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/20864280/ http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/20864280/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 18:58:12 PDT
i'm also listening to Jay Brannan whilst simultaneously reading about arealitism/arealitists. it's making my head spin.




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]]> ~ninjahugs http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/20513551/ http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/20513551/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 21:05:59 PDT i cried about three verses in the first time listening ; ~ ;
Forever My Father by Go Radio.

You don't have to be so scared
You don't have to go tonight
I just need to hold on tight
For one hell of a ride

And we lost it all just now
To the nights that left you out
So we'll let this go somehow
I'm sure God will be proud

And I just needed you to pick me up
Like you did when we were younger
When the lightning and the thunder
Had me clinging to your heart
For someone to lift me up
When I'm down and I'm forgotten
You'll forever be my father
And I'll be saving tears in jars for this one

How can I fit all these words
Into such a simple verse
It's the last time that we'll speak
So listen to me, please

I just needed you to lift me up

Did you know that you're my heart
And it hurts to be apart
And this cut it hurts so deep
So sing me to sleep




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]]> ~ninjahugs http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/19756587/ http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/19756587/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 17:17:26 PDT
today was a day that made me realize just how awesome some of my friends are. thank you

concerning my art-- i'm frustrated. i think i can do decent line art but then i get to the coloring and i'm fucked. it doesn't matter if i try traditional or digital. it never comes out looking nice. i know i need to stop bitching and just keep practicing but it's not good for my self-esteem when i think i've accomplished something and then realize that i've actually accomplished nothing at all.




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]]> ~ninjahugs http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/19021104/ http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/19021104/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 13:26:28 PDT it feels like someone's applying pressure on my chest whenever i think about it. which is all the time right now.

p.s. wtf i can't change my mood. i'm definitely not excited.




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]]> ~ninjahugs http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/18562596/ http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/18562596/ Thu, 29 May 2008 15:34:15 PDT WA-HOO!
in three days i leave for germany.

i also did my first real like...photoshoot-type-thing today it was really awesome and the people i worked with (rose & luke) are simply fabulous. i narrowed the photos to keep down from 142 to 85, and then even fewer will make it here but if your inbox gets flooded with new deviations from me, i'm sorry! i hope it won't annoy you too badly.

lo lo




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]]> ~ninjahugs http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/18156921/ http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/18156921/ Sat, 03 May 2008 23:12:55 PDT
until about a month ago, junior year had been relatively tolerable (excluding alg2trig) and all the sudden i have like four projects between just two teachers; an essay w/ the prompt of what to do to get all the homeless, crazy people off the streets in a logical, possible way (for pyschology); an impossibly complicated book for hn us studies english; and like 17 pg reading assignments for history every other night. and exams are coming up. and german isn't fun anymore. and i'm not sleeping for more than maybe four or five hours every night now for like two weeks and it's starting to kill me.

and i did something stupid and signed myself up for a Poetry Slam at my school, BUT I HAVE NOTHING TO READ! i haven't written any poetry (that i would feel comfortable reading in front of my school) in -months-, and looking back at most of my old stuff, i don't like it too much. i'm an idiot.

that and i'm trying to figure out how i'm going to get to Lake Charles, LA to meet up with my youth group the day after i get home from Germany. and it sucks because i'm going to miss a LOT of bonding time the group will have because i'll be stuck in ridiculously long layovers coming back to MO. stupid.


i'm done complaining now.
had to get that all off my chest.
song that cures me momentarily: Desert Rose by Sting




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]]> ~ninjahugs http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/16503146/ http://ninjahugs.deviantart.com/journal/16503146/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 10:12:00 PST i fancied up my journal, wha?
my head. hurts. so. bad. ;__; fuck staying up to ungodly morning hours and then waking up at 8:30am.

i need to write a little bit, since i wrote NOTHING yesterday. my characters are like *flail* whenever i don't write for more than 24 hours. i wish i could tell them to sit down and shut up but they're not reeeaall.

so i must sound like a freak ><;
i'm a writer, not a psycho, and though they often get confused, i would like to make it clear that they are not the same thing. maybe.

>} so i might be posting a short one-shot soon involving how to eat chocolate chips. inspired by lorelei. thanks babe.
i need to hop up on drawing some actual scenes dammit. *is lazy* merr.




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