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]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/26017138/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/26017138/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 23:30:28 PDT for fools errands run are the 20th century way

silloetts of the ghosts that broke my heart before i met you crowd the mind of a darring rescue mission to the castle of this town and free to swim amongst the relaxing shores of our sanctuary we roam

the wind
the water
the space beneath the mind where roaming minds meet to share the day alas.

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25525022/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25525022/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 19:18:36 PDT
let me think oh, like so uhm

(somthing really meaningfull)


but i forgot so uhh oh it was how humans are like at odds with their animalistic nature and the urge to uh be good or sumtning so yea idk anyways

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25353163/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25353163/ Tue, 16 Jun 2009 13:33:17 PDT


uhh yeay for usa!!!

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25291153/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25291153/ Sat, 13 Jun 2009 12:54:50 PDT so

always carry an extra 5 dolor bill in your hand

and do it for america!

yea welll i am pretty happy to be in america and american

so i wont bother to take it for granted

if it wasnt for this country being soo like good
then it wouldnt be worth being proud of america

horray america
uhh
oh i guess i cant wait for july 4th now
cuz im America happy.
uhh

i wanna c the constitution

thanks

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25246715/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25246715/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 01:12:03 PDT
]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25205093/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25205093/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 19:41:41 PDT
say yes to america

america

so basically im a american


uhh
what else?

horray america

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25189526/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25189526/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 23:57:46 PDT

ive been nowhere everywhere nowhere

lately
woop woop

uh i got things
and ate food alot


mmmmmmmeeeeeeeeee sleepuy

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25061125/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25061125/ Sun, 31 May 2009 23:15:05 PDT


i am tired


i think ive gotten plenty of sleep recently...


movie time!

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25041946/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25041946/ Sat, 30 May 2009 22:49:22 PDT yes
yes
yes

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25036212/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25036212/ Sat, 30 May 2009 16:08:23 PDT clean up my room

do the laundry and clean the bathroom

dun dun dunnnnnnn

only 2 girls kissed me las nite

i diddnt have my fave asian deflector sheild

and so
i could have been a hyper slut

but instead i chose to take horrable pictured all night long omg
soo many!

theyll be all sorted out in like an hour or more idk
Got allot to say.
no way 2 say it

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25036011/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25036011/ Sat, 30 May 2009 15:53:11 PDT
so, basically uhh i woke up at 11 with my arm asleep and was dehydrated and soooo exausted that i had a pannic attack had2P soo bad that i couldnt
and thought i was gonna die

FUN
im ok now


but yea
blarg

ugh

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25029624/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25029624/ Sat, 30 May 2009 08:54:25 PDT

americam, awake till 9 am horray fri nights

prom is tomarro



million photos new

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25007952/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25007952/ Fri, 29 May 2009 01:04:42 PDT

**
i want love crazy love wild love raptureous love heavenly love brilliant love untied love

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25006795/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25006795/ Thu, 28 May 2009 22:36:59 PDT
phone phone phone phone phone get a


i dance alone like im in a disco tech like a uh NYC club kid. ok

ok anything else?
graduateearly

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25006362/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/25006362/ Thu, 28 May 2009 21:56:25 PDT hello
holah

el mucacho gringo macho arribah hoot hoot twinkle

la la la

frik
how about

i did things today
i edit photos soon

wooooooo happy ,me bored me want 2cu yep. no movies i wanna c a movie soon now yep

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24991082/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24991082/ Thu, 28 May 2009 03:45:47 PDT
uhh giant cheetos are proof that the world is ending soon

yes yes we shall go to the afterparty

uhh yea
well

soooo 344am
idk when ill go to sleep

caffene is not good for me but nesicary i gues

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24989066/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24989066/ Wed, 27 May 2009 22:44:29 PDT
uh
the girls keep stealing them so im lerning my lesson and ill never let anyone take them ever horray!

i put a fish eye lens on the camera so that i can make lots of art photos without trying because YES im so nerdy.

uh i put candles in the treefort that has very recently become really cool because. one of the walls blew down and i tore it out so yes. its super cool now, full of ants
and very barely not falling apart! classy?. yes.


i plan on painting one of the sides of the outside tomarro

i hope the wind is just right because im using allot of spraypaint. and that stuff is bad to breath in

i drank a big thing of coffie thismorning so like i was kinda zippyy all day i never drink coffie or cafene stuff so like yea its all gatoraide water or juce. uh then i ate a small chocolote bar and i was like mega wired all zzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZ i dont like being all cafene on edge . but it did like stop me from being all emo so yeay im awake!



******************************************************

parks and rec on hulu

hi

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24971277/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24971277/ Tue, 26 May 2009 23:16:38 PDT like uh, horray for giving me things to loook forward to.

ill make a list of things to do

so i have somthing to look forward to.

uhhh i may start drinking coffie so im all zoomie zoomie
and time goes by faster.

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24969174/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24969174/ Tue, 26 May 2009 20:23:35 PDT i dont know but for some reason i decided im gonna be sad today, and it worked! horray victory ...

so theres that
and uhhh other then listening to music and being too elivated
im doing well eating kinda better ish maby idk. uh i like make food erm
i made popcorn last night so thats like cooking righ ok yes?

i am listening to the polyphonic spree right now!

i think its the music that is played when you put things in suitcases and go to the airport to wanderaround the globe.

so lets fly




. yes i think im sad erm cuz i dont have anything exciting to lookforward to
i think thats inportant in life.


so i will have to figure out what to lookforward to,...
basically i gotta go to the bench soon and tape things to it



its art.


so ill lookforward to that. horray desision made

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24969173/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24969173/ Tue, 26 May 2009 20:23:33 PDT i dont know but for some reason i decided im gonna be sad today, and it worked! horray victory ...

so theres that
and uhhh other then listening to music and being too elivated
im doing well eating kinda better ish maby idk. uh i like make food erm
i made popcorn last night so thats like cooking righ ok yes?

i am listening to the polyphonic spree right now!

i think its the music that is played when you put things in suitcases and go to the airport to wanderaround the globe.

so lets fly




. yes i think im sad erm cuz i dont have anything exciting to lookforward to
i think thats inportant in life.


so i will have to figure out what to lookforward to,...
basically i gotta go to the bench soon and tape things to it



its art.


so ill lookforward to that. horray desision made

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24953519/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24953519/ Tue, 26 May 2009 00:33:13 PDT
put on a show 4 me like a snappy flapper girl!

yes i do think i wanna like hide out for about 6 months and watch the tcm old movie channel.

whatcha think sounds like a nice fat type of fancy vacation?

hey, uhh how about gettin super mega free scholorships and dorm room?

like yesterday.

i got another big huge sand dune clock thing uhh what are they called?

yea well i got one of them. so like yea
an hour glass is what theyre called,

wouldu say we have plans tomake plans?
id say yes.

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24953240/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24953240/ Mon, 25 May 2009 23:54:53 PDT
serve spicey

COOKED PHONE


microwaving phones would be really cool!

omg it would destroy the universe! horrray!



howdy lambchop
flip flop treetop

i worked on the treefort,
it is like totally way better and rad now!

i made a fancy candle holder type torch thing
so yea
uh two story treefort NERD ALERT
its like a merry go around ok.

twiddle diddle doooo poopie poooooo




time machine works so slowly !

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24952950/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24952950/ Mon, 25 May 2009 23:16:39 PDT
yep.

last of the famouns international playboys is a song thing by, Morresy called international playboy.

so thats a song to listen to.


and horray wow like mega longdistance ness is totally happening and its like uh lame ok u know right,,....


its never good to be spoiled. then stop being spoiled perhaps.

itll be TXT city this saturday Horray to phoenix with the girls early too cover the party
uhh theyre giving me on the list plus 1 vip. and not even the djays get that the djs dont get vip all they get is to bring one person in free. and i know who i wanna bring too but whatever man,. and i did a horrable job photographing the party on friday it was just too dirty and messy and raunchy hot to want to wade thru sweating people everywhere. like soaking wet sweat
Welcome to summer raves the season has begun,.


theres plenty of stories to tell and the distance it is a ravenging

so and soon ill post new photos that like i found a bunch of printed photos
and so i took pics of them thell be up like tomarro

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24929579/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24929579/ Sun, 24 May 2009 18:23:08 PDT
it must be healthy to do that

uh
ill have to find a book perhaps

i got a few chores to do

fix cooler, for some reason its not workin

clean and organize treefort

build wall in closet thing

uhh do dishes

vacume bedroom

take nap

think dirty thoughts

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24928874/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24928874/ Sun, 24 May 2009 17:38:20 PDT i slept most all of saturday

doing chores today ish

themgirls keep calling me wanting to do things

im like uhh me do things
me no do things

theres only one person i wanna c today.

life is go gay!

i have things to do here today that i need to have to do

so im gonna do them

blurg

new photos up later on todayy

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24915971/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24915971/ Sat, 23 May 2009 22:59:40 PDT bloopie blarble blu

flippzy ziple

glarg bee barple


i have to say,,, nothing

flargin mcblargin



so yep.
the disco is happenin wooop wooop

timewarp machine!

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24912195/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24912195/ Sat, 23 May 2009 18:23:02 PDT
puding pops

om i wana a pudding pop i dont have any frikkk

uh also bla bla bla bla bla

YES blahhhhhhhhhhhh

and stuff

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24866724/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24866724/ Thu, 21 May 2009 00:57:29 PDT
it did rain the other day also

and ive been doing lots of like house choores and yard work

im manly

and stuff yep.

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24831677/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24831677/ Mon, 18 May 2009 22:37:01 PDT its super fancy

im a laundry king

the king of all laundry being clean all the time always yes thanks

blarg blarg blarg fiddlesticks!


yes.

uh so im on a choore binge

horray!

uh im turning my little office i never use into a little tiny bedroom type hideout thing yea,
i need to go to ikea

and get a futon

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24815489/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24815489/ Mon, 18 May 2009 01:46:24 PDT
oh so tonight
i found out that i was hanging out with 3 girls wwho all beleave in intellegent design
i was supprised astonished even
i beleave in nothing
and everything

uhh editing photos right now.

feels as though im about 15 miles out this weekend

one extreeme to the other is usualy how life twirrls.

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24762300/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24762300/ Thu, 14 May 2009 22:10:16 PDT
headace i have it

im watchin a movie i havent seen before and its good
so im happy about that
i thought i had seen it but.. WRONG

so yea
i went to the beach
it was messy
always is soo sandy!

water was cold


lahh dee dahhhhhhhhh


uhh i like popsicles
havent eaten any today

i wantone now

blarg
time
is a gateway drug.

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24761646/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24761646/ Thu, 14 May 2009 21:08:44 PDT and im all refreshed

add that to my resume
and dont forget to put it in BOLD

uhh what if jesus already came back?

oh i swear i saw jesus the other day
like he was txting on a phone LOL
i was like.. *saw him whyle driving
immediatly had this weird feeling that it was jesus
then was like WHY did i think that

then i was all
wtf was jesus doing txting
and what was he txting?
lol

[link]
it could have been any of these ones...


no but yea
i also get bothered when i see old people and think their angels in disguize
and also sometimes im all that was god

so OBVIOUSLY IM INSANE AND NEED TO go to church less


it would be hilarious if everything was just a dream
cuz then when we wake up
we really just died
and then what would we think
humans are silly

heres a song....

it just came on random ipod, car on a hill by joni michell
idk if its good but listen to it anyways BECAUSE I OWN YOU

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24761040/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24761040/ Thu, 14 May 2009 20:22:10 PDT i will invent it with bubble gum and hormone replacement therapy mixed and boiled with jazzercize videos and old phone booths.


oh so
ive been thinking rather shallow ly
lately
as usual

an i wanna gf with a 6pack
cuz then its so rare
and so i guess im gonna start like
uhh going to lady body building contests
and really pick a winner lol!


secretly me an mi friends call fat people genetically deformed
because were rude loosers.

and well
in cali
at the hotel place thing
desire walked out and then i walked out a lil whyle later and i overheard the desk lady telling the guy she works with that she must be anorexic
and then i walked by and im sure they were like OMG frik he heard lol
but basically
she isnt anorexic she is genetically defective
and skinny
that bitch ate most of my food
im more anorexic then she is
srsly.

so yea its all genetic
and i def prefer not being able to gain weight then
fighting against always gaining weight
althoug im sure there is a healthy medium in there
and wholey fat people
are not only llike that because of genetics
its because of diet and habits as well
so yea

AMERICANS ARE FAT

i been around girls enoug to know
that the ones who whine about being fat
are also the ones who eat a frikken lott

i like health food
if only it were more available and lesss expensive!

6 pack!

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24747356/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24747356/ Thu, 14 May 2009 00:49:42 PDT
i should not be listening to it right now, cuz it excited me and makes me NOT SLEEP

i was insanely tired all day
and will be tomarro as well
i have the inability to just go to sleep
perhaps its lack of inner peace
or sumthing
psychological conditioning
im certian of it
because thats all we are


so heres the thing,
i wanna be a quiet soft intellectual
who deeply examines and understands smart things
and uhh is exemplary and well read.
and i am NOT these things
so like how do i do this
and why do i want to do this
and why cant i do this

ok
are we ourselvs?
how are we not ourselvs?
is it possable to not be yourself ever?
we deny ourselvs what we have the urge and craveing for all the time
. but this is still us being us.
so changing ourselvs to be what we want or what others want us to be is still us being ourselvs
so
no matter what happens we are ourselvs.


i suspect not being ourself would be a form of insanity
perhaps very freeing intellectually.
but still unreal


i have not been drinking alot of water
because i want to gain weight
and still not gain fat?
i should do major like weightlifting stuff
but i dont want to cuz then id eat more
and be hungry more and i dont like eating
its a messy hasstle
so i must have some sort of eating disorder type thing

who is perfect
what is perfect?

perfection can only be found within our own perception of a thing.
humans are emotional mental cases.

what is it like to be human?
its like being an animal who doesnt beleave it is an animal at all.
it thinks it is a thing a being
not a grotesk irreverant mutant animal
we relate to eachother in
sexual circumstances, judgemental class standards and innumerable other things
we do not recignise
only react due to our environmental conditioning.
but what does this all even matter.
what really matters
why do we do what we do
and why do we do it even when we realise what It is.

i suspect that depends on what your definition of what It is.

did u get that one?
lol
ok

so i have a completely frozen bottle of water on a pillow next to me
and im thirsty.

THIS IS intellectual ok.

i want to drink it but i cant because its in a solid state;
thats chemistry in action

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24746602/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24746602/ Wed, 13 May 2009 22:58:03 PDT
i spilled a BIG giant HUGE bowl of beads into my bed and the shelfs next to the bed

and its a horrable mess

like the titanic and the valdez


and so yea

no i diddnt clean it up

im talking like 2 gallons of beads some big some tiny

ok maby one and a half galons

so uh
yea
and then

no



.
i watched a movie
the weatherman
i thought/think its worth seeing


uhh
yes

not much else

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24731016/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24731016/ Wed, 13 May 2009 01:38:57 PDT oops i already did so.


i do what i dont do
and its better then not doing what i diddnt do, doing what not to do


do u do the dew

uhh yeah.

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24688590/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24688590/ Sun, 10 May 2009 14:49:40 PDT
howdy parner
i do say them there buffalos is big an gnarley

we gotts tah get funky.

so sat nights party, somthin happend at 12 and it got shut down
i diddnt get any photos cuz i hate getting to parties early cuz their so boring
and so i jus dropped the girls off and went to get food
and then they called and were all its over.
and then the cops harrased them and gave them tickets
and then i picked them up
and had to contend with 2 angry maniacs on the drive back

uhh yea.
no its not my fault for not being there to pick them up right away.
they make me go to parties early
and i HATE being there any time before eleven.

so things wil change

otherwise
blargin mc flargin

yep.

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24628002/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24628002/ Wed, 06 May 2009 23:47:44 PDT [link]

a frikken indian movie
in theory is impossable to watch
but I CANT STOP

i just got up from my nightly nap, 8-11 this time,.
and yes today im a man for i cut down 4 trees

and i had to, so i had to diddnt want to. so i did
and used a chain saw, i thought ohh ill use an axe a chainsaw is for fat americans, well
it was frikken hard to do it with a chainsaw so an axe
would have kilt me.

so my hands and arms are all sore
and so im strong now yes.

erm, i just hickuped.

i dont eat enough
i seem to eat a sugar based diet.
say hello to future diabeedies

erm wha else?
life is an endless mixture of problems challenges happyness sadness and blarg ness

so welcome to the jungle
we got just what you need
we'll give u anything you want but you wont get it for free

im hungry,,, wait. im starving.

i dont eat
i need a fat wife to cook cook cook!

er that is im not gonna cook the fat wife
she will cook for me . yea fyi

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24594612/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24594612/ Tue, 05 May 2009 01:25:28 PDT
:\

so i watched this movie just now,
[link]

Deeply, starring Kirsten Dunst

until now i have not been able to watch any movies with her in it because she looks insanely like mi last gf and it would freak me out constantly and was utterly unbearable to withstand.

but im rather better now, and so i did enjoy the film
its worth watching
,
otherwise i accomplishes not the grandest of things this fine monday my dear reader in arms,.

i would like to prosteltize to the masses yet no one listens so i shall
speak to the only hope that is

dearly beloved we are gathered here today to ARTY:

yes
its monday night erm tuesday at 119 in the morning
prime time to get funky!
funky as in
can captians of ships really merry couples?
cuz thats irregular and thus romantic

i say we fill up a cruize ship with ravers and choo choo all the way to uhh
bolivia
yea
we will abandon all the ravers in bolivia and laugh about it on the way home
thatll take care of everything
my plans are irrationally brilliant
so very highly regarded by journalistic excellence panels
that they are judged with a gold standard that rectifies the national debit.

horray for conformizm~!


so yes. this all.
i ate popsicles
took a shower
watched tv ish if u consider hulu.com tv
other then that i didddnt really do anything worth bragging about

watch me shine!

oh wait! i did trim my nails
so count me in


The Love Boat

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24576536/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24576536/ Mon, 04 May 2009 01:02:12 PDT
... this one time in band camp

an entire plate of spagetti sauce fell on the floor
and the dog ate it

,dogs are good at cleaning the floor when it comes to food.

this knowledge is now yours for free!

ok so last night morning right before sunrize in the middle of nowhere ish on the yaqui reservation, .

this what i thought was a coyote but was black and grey white ish ness ran across road
and so i thought it was a wolf.
so maby i saw a wolf.
the end of its tail was definately black and it had a small body frame like a coyote
not like those sledding dogs
so from images i checked it may have been a mexican wolf
but eithor way



riding motorcycles is dangerous
on fri night we saw a motorcycle rider dead still on the cycle
a car had hit its side pinning the guys leg under the bike and under the front of the car that was well ground under the car
and the body was just still there stuck
probably bled out from the leg getting ground down from the car dragging forward.
so
yea
driving is the most dangerous thing we ever do.

and we dont think about it

uhh yea
...what else

the weather has beeen ok
its only gonna get worse

im rather happy with some aspects of mi life right now

there is a strong list of things that could majically be fixed up real easely
if only the power existed.

and it does
yet not in my hands as of now

commuizm is a good idea
except for when you have to deal with the aspect of human greed

so maby were entering a new era of capitalistic socialist communizm
as a new world order

yet all that seems to be happening right now is that
the powers that be are steadly looting the government of every penny possable

im sure theyll need it when the time comes

i need to trim my nails
and
spend an entire day at leasure
to rest up

i felt like i was gettin sick lastnight at the party

but i woke up fine
perhaps from doing all the tricks i did to keep my body healthy ish

i dont understand how people can operate soo long the way they consume alcihol bad food perscription and over the counter an illegal drugs bad exercize and all that
i dont understand how people can live that way and not just fall over


peace of mind is everything
its so fleeting and elusive
and perhaps the more you strive for it
the further you are from it
and greed and cultural realities are at odds with this,
whyle seemingly being the path to happyness
they are a fools gold.

oh to be poor and peacefull
yet to be rich and at war...

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24549493/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24549493/ Sat, 02 May 2009 14:10:26 PDT
and uhh

its funny to see who freaks out and over reacts with insane peranoia over the pig flu

i mean dont get me wrong i do hope its the end of the world and everything
but thats not scheduled to happen till 2012 so
we got some time to party still

and go to incredably lame boring parties we must

the news media really is an attention whore
and aparently the flu is 3 diff kinds mixed together
suggesting it was made in a lab
so obviously it was created by humans for our enjoyment!

well my crazed conspiracy theory is that humans created pizza in hopes of taking over the moon because the moon is made from chese and uhh chese pizza deeply effects the moons gravitational pull and since the world really is flat
then obviously pizza is both flat and round, and that tricks the moon into thinking uhh humans are its friend but really humans want to eat the moon so obviously we must revolt and make square pizzas

SAVE THE MOON!

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24524450/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24524450/ Fri, 01 May 2009 02:59:34 PDT kinda sort accomplished stuff
atleast i feel more settled and secure
although i got some stuff to d tomarro that
doesnt include wanting to drive to scottsdale so deseray can waste time doing some modeling agency stuff
cuz i always immediatly assume that modeling agency stuff is a scam
i wen tto sparklers tonight cuz i was that bored
and it was a worthwhyle adventure
and we all made kandi for saturdays overpriced lameness for sure
otherwise,
funkmonkey friktits
erm so, i did ten pullups today
i need to remember to do more every day
but i forget
i seem to forget plenty of things
im not sure if its cuz im retarted
or because i always have allot on my mind and im such a deep thinker that i cant think of everything all the time yea
so its a stupidity problem
cuz my brain is over used

she painted mi nails so theyre all diff ugly colors
somthing to be proud of,
and otherwise
erm, i got a bunch of popsicles
pretty cool huh!
so seeing as how the party on sat will be super crowded
and full of people
im sure to get sars pig flue herpies and cholera
so i want my grave stone to read,

here he lies
yum yummy worm food
soon to return zomby style
to rule the world

oh PS jesus was the first zomby, yes?
i think yes lol

oh look its may1,
oh wow tomarro is first friday of the month,
soo i wonder if its the gala at the museum night ,

YES YES YES IT IS jackpot!

their having runway fassion show thing
sweet im excited
erm so anyways

uhh, howdy poo

yea so it felt like 5 months but its been only 3
those bastard clock makers!
they must be overthrown!

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24520491/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24520491/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 19:28:28 PDT


welll- errr.

im drawing a blank all day here
i need to do the dishes.
and some things
yep.

farty party poop poo
-so then otherwise,
sausages simmering silently

this is my journal

i havent been making many photos lately cuz i havent been going out all the time
i like it

i dont think that the err mood things have enough of a wide array of choices

there should me more intellectual type choices,



the summer is hip hop happening up in this world place now

oh so in 2012 big solar storms will knock out the electrical grid
meaning that the massive semiconductors will have to be replaced
and so
1 invest in semiconductor companies
and 2
hide out in solar powered worlds.

cuz uh how will they build a ton of semiconductors without electricity?

otherwise who cares

give me inner peace
and boy brain happyness.

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24506483/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24506483/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 23:02:24 PDT so therefore
god is like the middle man lol

i would like to suggest a theory (i forgot what i was gonna say so i will write eloquently about nothing from here on) my dear reader
would it take a rose bush full of thorns to please you
or a single long stemmed rose to satisfy
i would like to enthrawl you with this staged ideal
for the thorned rose bush shall live for many ages
and from it shall spring forth many a blossom
and to thee is shall give a lifetimes floral gift
and yet u say thee thorns are to hurt
i reply , thee thorns are to protect
for without thorns the roses would be taken
for it is your bush there is no need to remove a single blossom
as it is yours without the taking...

yea thats like deep in a way
and still whatever
so i win the nobel prize for hum dingerey

uhh i ate chicken

the swine flu is not even as harmfull as it would seem to be.
-still hope for the worst ok...

and in other news
i had many things to say in this here journal
but i waited to write it
and now... i have them all forgotten up in my head
for we never forget just misplace the brain cells?
idk.

if god does or does not exist
both ideas are simple.
what if its wayy more complex then that!
what if uhh idk
but just think wow
what if poop was the answer

we would all be rich
and FAT PEOPLE WOULD BE GODS!!!!!!!!!


yea that went nowhere.

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24487964/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24487964/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 20:25:44 PDT and the drain decided to clog up
and so overflowed all up in the closet and ran into bedroom and under carpet
soooo
yea i vacumed it up as much as i can and used all the little lysol spray and bleach and alcihol

to try to make it not go all frikken mold
cuz then ill die

and so that there is super fun
im real excited for that

and so i remembered i had teeth whitening strips in my drawer so i figure ill use them now since today is the soak my world in bleach day
hip hip hop horray


erm
otherwise


isnt life just full of OOps
weve all got enough problems
and then more are added

so thats fun

uhh no


what else?
there is nothin else

life is full of happy poo
and swine flu

and poopie doo

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24472516/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24472516/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 22:19:32 PDT
is the death of america

and blahhh bla bla

so take that hippies,

liberals hates bush
and conservatives hated obamma

when wil they get it right and hate equally all politicians. like they deserve to be

i wet to dentist
it was painfull and discomforting

no thing much wrong with the teeth

wel so
uhh
how about i dont care
i saw the last gf today
it was weird
cuz i constantly see girls who i think are her
so then when it really was her it was like uhh
oh its really is her huh

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24448312/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24448312/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 15:18:47 PDT SEASONAL ALLERGIES?
COUGH AND CONGESTION?
Try POOPAH FED

i have a dirty headace
that just wont stop
and my ears are damaged and still ringing
music was loud las night so yea

howdy doodie poopie poo

farty farty doodie doo

thats my poem

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24428921/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24428921/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 14:00:23 PDT melted in the summer sun
sweltering in the thunder heat

ohh how we drool at the moments past
oh how we stroll thru memory lame

if only once to grasp at the timid air
that settles in between us
like a vast nightmare



) soo anyways
like i uhh have a sore throat
and despite feelin like that yesterday i went out
and did the friday thing

we also went shoppin like a band of hurricanes
i got another 5 sunglasses
and some pieces to an outfit for tonight
i gotta research how to dress like a club kid
for the rave tonight

so well
yea

otherwise
i dont wanna get sick

one time i was real sick
and i went to a rave
and the music was so good i dances my ass off
and some how i was totally all cured and better like for real

it was mega weird


idk what caused it
but yea
today ill eventually get out of bed and
get my self all put together and take all vidamines and everything else

and so i will be doing my best


and so there is that
erm
im suddenly without comment
so Blarg

oh i am in desperate need of the new yeah yeah eyah;s album

!!!!!!!!!!!!

i must get it Now ok
ta ta

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24401450/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24401450/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 20:22:11 PDT
Kings Of Convenience - I'd Rather Dance With You

.
so today i did yard work
and house work
and stuff
and things
and
out the window bythe pond
i watched and photographed
as a
roadrunner
pulled all the feathers off a bird it killed
and then swallowed it whole!

no wonder the coyote tried soo hard to kil the roadrunner... ha he whoo


otherwise
i cooked like 7 potatoes
and ate about half of one
then made toast and put jelly on it

yes this is a big thing
cuz i never cook
so i must be turning into a houseperson.

id like to sign up for the wife treatment where
i just like dont do anything
and she takes care of everything

yea

i wanna grow big and soft like the coutch
the true american man
france has no fat ladies
sooooooooooooooooooooooo.

yea
oh
digg.com
is entertaining website also

[link]

otherwise
i took a showe and im mega clean
its a nice feeling
we should be thankfull for not being sickly
and not living in a poor country


and take vidamines
and exercize

yea im changing up my life style
i seem to do this often
i guess its goood idk.

im back to pullups situps pushups every day
and i lookforward to more bike rideing.

i wanna girl who does the splits and has stomach muscles
yea
im moving to france lol NOT

i had a dream thati was in a crazy race
like across the country

in hs i was an animal rights activist
and vegan
and everything environmentalist
but then eventually i realized that humans deserve to die their soo dumb
and the animals will out liv them
humans are animals btw.

otherwise yea
this is an ugly world
nothing much can be done
but it can
but it wont
there are toooo many dumb humans
crawling and creepin across the map
to rectify any sort of anything other then
die humans die

i could say other things but basically
im a dumb human i wanna watch tv shows or movie online now
blarg im useless!

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24388025/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24388025/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 02:59:50 PDT
and PAin is what fules all great art
thats why im a horrable painter lol

uhh today at work i went thru a bunch of the paper pieces that we diddnt have room for
that andy did
about unknown war dead
he got into the national war archive of photos and scanned a bunch of them and did digital colage prints of them and then painted over them
and lemme telluu
they are powerfull and
upsetting and rough and sad
and yes
war is the most horrable thing ever
and we assuming u and i the reader
have never been thru war
should be very thankfull we havent experienced it
americans
like our war movies
and since our lives are mostly untouched by war
we kinda crave war
whyle other people in wartorn countries understand what war is
and what it means
and it is nothing good
nothing good at all.

the horrableness of every war anywhere is unthinkable.

this is why i am declairing war on war
if ever i see a war i will imediatly destroy it with all weapons at my disposal

ill nuke the frik out of it so it doesnt exist anymore
yep.
this is my political platform

also uhh forced birthcontrol
and a no existing polacy for people who are lame.




so otherwise
no matter the horrable upsetting ness that i are experiencing
its really nothing compaired to the worste ness
IE war
and etc


were spoilt in this country

and we need to stop and be thankfull of what we do have
before we loose it
because we will always loose it


i need to be asleep its almost 3am
im not sure if u wanna go out tomarro night
i dont think i do
.. no i dont
yea i wont
i was going to tho.

im done trying.
im gonna be an artist again
and not a party photographer
erm ill still go out on saturdays tho i guess

but its not what it used to be

i wanna be in love
run away to a cabin in the forrest
have a white table cloth
live simple
pile up money in a bank account
have a rangerover
eat toast with jam
read books
let the days pass us by
be merried
and not care
wear wool socks
sit at the brekfast table and stare out the window
be old feel old and smile because it doesnt matter
not a care in the world
no neighbors as far as the eye can see
just us
away
free

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24386382/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24386382/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 22:29:11 PDT
it seems life always has the inescapable ability
to even things out

whenever everything is goin goood for too much time
i get the haunting feeling like oh frik no way somthin bad is gonna happen
but then im like noo thats peranoia bs

and then when everything is going bad im like yea but this means good things will happen
but i really dont think that at all

like today was good but then i hit a string of badluck
and instead of giving up i decided to be like ok im having no luck so im gonna fight thru it and wage war
knowing that everything will not work out
but ill strive to make good things happen anyways

maby life should be dealt with that way all the time
at war with the world, its us against the world

so first thing to do would be make a list of wha one wants and then
crawl and claw towards those goals
burn bridges and knock everyone ahead you on the ladder off
bite burn break steal
this is how capitolizm was created and how its virtues are possessed.

prepair for the worst
strive for the best
and expect nothing,
*this is truely my mantra

idk wha a mantra is supposed to be but i think this is close

so u can quote me on that

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24370376/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24370376/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 00:45:02 PDT

so anyways
im hungry.
im watching a movie on hulu
about a bunch of merried people who cheet on eachother

ode to the intellectual eye
how its gaze
takes even the simplest meaningless and sorts it into premature speculation.

mm i found a nutterbutter i thougth they were all gone.

i got some work on paintings done
or i took some paint out of tubes and spread it out to dry some

i have no clue what im doing

i think trying is the failure i used to struggle against

so if this is the technique then it is err manifest destiny painting at its best.

8,9,10. go ahead and do it again
10,11,12 uhh library books on a shelve


so basically i had a dream las night that
i was graduating from hs
and so i was waiting in a long line
and then swimming
and then waiting in line again
it was taking forever
and i saw mi las gf a bunch of times
she was with her parents and her new bf
who looked like a diferent version of me who was utterly bored
and she staired at me
andi was graduating from the same hs she did
and i was like uhh why am i waiting in line to graduate?
i already fin hs
and like uhh what am i gonnna do after i grad again
and i was gonna go to the u of a and start all over
and it was all nothing but a very long waiting in line
more and more
waiting in line before being able to do somthing

i remember when i was steadfast in the notion of being a painter
it was my passion
i spent endless hours painting
i produced and showed lotts of paintings
i was always in gallery shows
and then i guess like
after my heart was compleately destroyed from the last relationship
i questioned why i did what i did
why i did anything ever
and so i kinda went down to the bottom of nothing ness of selfless ness
of being nothing but lost.
and
perhaps im able to paint again recently because im slowly able to have my life back
and it doesnt have to mean anything
its just what i like to do
its just for the doing of it

finishing a good new painting is somthing

ofcourse when its done im like great now another frikken painting i dont know where to put

and often i come to hate it
specially because acrylic is glossy when wet and the saturation of color looks good
but once dry it dulls out and is not glossy
so it looses its effect (fixed by spraying with varnish)


and since i havent been painting in a long time
i have lost my confidence in what is a good painting
so im doomed
i cant care what anyone else thinks about my work
because it has to only be done for myself to like
if i dont like it , its garbage
no matter what someone else may say
otherwise, a good painting is a good painting no matter if someone likes it or doesnt
a good painting is mathmatically correct
like or dislike if it calculates out properly its good


this is a sort of aquired skill
visually with color and composition

u look at enough paintings and eventually u can see the effect

there hows that for eleatist intellectualizm


.and i cant even spell it properly to boot.

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24368678/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24368678/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 21:24:00 PDT
im cleaning and ignoring everything/one

and this house needs a total cleaning / reorganizing

but people who visit dont think so

so im obviously a clean freak minimalist maniac.

but they dont think its dirty only because i keep it clean

if it were dirty

it would be gross
and id die


plus being that ive skipped cleaning up to watch fake tv on hulu.com lately
it really is messy and like unorganized and getting cluttered

*Mr Clean

i will soak everything in bleach

oh and on a side note

dont use bleach in normal colored clothing loads of laundry


because like hey guess what if bleach gets on clothing it turns it white!

wow for science
wow for me being a poor house wife

if only i was rich i could hire illegal imagrents from the ussr to clean up after my and my fifteen morman children

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24352600/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24352600/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 22:25:46 PDT
and was like well i have no idea what im doing anymore

so all im qualified to do is make a mess

and take pics of it so atleast some art will come from this debauchery

and i tried and i painted and i made a mess and i realized

wow i really cant paint anymore this is super stupid and a waste

and ive lost it

and so i was like ehh why bother


and but i diddnt stop

and after a few times of not stopping

i actually managed to pull off some good moves

and finished one maby 2 of them

and so like yea

thats that

i guess i still can paint

so ill go ahead some time im not being uber lazy

and stretch canvas over the empty stretcher bars i have and get back to work
itll be allot easier to work on about ten larger paintings at once

so
thats somthing

and as per usual today is 420
and everyone is probably totally burnt out on drugs by now
not me

and so im a rebel

i ignored quite a number of phone calls today

everyones whoopin it up yea

well not me im a fat person

i actually read parts of 3 different word books today

yea how about that!

im a quazi intellectual liberal tree hugging anti environmentalist animal rights advocat

the only way to save the planet is for all humans to exit stage right.

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24336189/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24336189/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 01:01:04 PDT ,i still feel like just watching tvshows constantly
but im getting back to taking care of things,
ive recently had some major sucsesses in my life
and so its nice to see that its still possable
to win 1 out of 99 trys.
i think thats how life is

a good goal would be to be happy and satisfied with the life one is living,.

perhaps in after death we get the chance to live in our own personal pretend world where we can imagine things into being? i do think that like, religons dont seem to focus too much on what heaven may be like
its kinda vague and brushed aside?
it seems like we should be more like non black and white on the subject
uhh instead of religously having 3 options heaven hell or like limbo
and yea heaven is where u wanna be and hell is like the ghetto
and limbo is like uhh homeless or sumthing,

but other then that is it like explained out more then that?

i think hell has been kinda explained
has heaven?

i really dont know
i dont know everything
i barely know nothing

perhaps stupid people are the only ones who think they know alot
truely being intellegent leads one to realise
they are utterly incapable of being smart since the whole idea is limited
by the humans brain function and etc.

erm if someone was really intellegent then they should be able to figure out how to
turn cow poo in to a cure for canser
or even be able to spell cancer for starters.


so on that note

yea im like changing into really being satisfied to be antisocial
i havent been answering any of the phonecalls from girls lately at all
and like
im just like why would i
im sick of running around and doing things.

or i should say im happy to be a non social slut
as it wer i am social with a very small number of people now
instead of a long list of bla bla bla girls

those coco rosie songs sure are good u know

on friday night i stayed in
and satnight the party in phx was like good but i wasnt into it at all
the whole happy hardcore music was non stop and i cant dance to that stuff and i was hungry and etc etc
i think i may be like sick of raves or somthing,
OMG I MAY be turning into one of those old people who
loves to curl up in bed with a good book

wow.
it has not happened yet
but it may be coming

frik.
i think i overdosed on doing thigns to just gather photos for the art project
and loosing my wallet and the 680 or so dollors that would fund that lifestyle for a long whyle was the thing that tipped the scale into dormant phase of old man ness.

there is another change as well

but all in all
yes.
i lookforward to slowing down and working on different types of projects
i feel like im working up and into starting a new group of large paintings.

finishing a good painting is a real satisfying feeling.

and also like breaking the lens on my camera and having to use a better one that doesnt zoom out wide enough has srsly hurt my ability to easely take good rave photos
so that is like pushing me to not like going out and taking photos cuz its highly agrivating and disfunctional

tomarro im gonn take apart the two identical broken lenses i have and see if i can fix one of them


they got slammed and like the autofocus motor thing got broken so idk

yes im insanely rough on my camera equiptment. thats just cuz i use them

on another note i finally have replaced the bike that was stolen with a bike thats all finished and i like this newly finished one alot more then the rad one that was stolen
i would never trade them ever.

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24282757/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24282757/ Thu, 16 Apr 2009 22:26:41 PDT vicki christina barcelona

yea its a film

uh and eating nutterbutters

today i took out the mountain bike for the first time in a long whyle
and went over armed into the nomans land of open territory where illegal immagrents roam free
to photograph the garbage they leave behind
i took like 216 photos
and i was unnerving being over there
specially after finding a bunch of unfortunately empty
bags they use to cary large amounts of drugs all the way from mexico
and thats a long fucking way by foot
like insane crazy long way
i also found like a goat carcus that was definately the meal of a mountain lion
and so yea
as always i rode the bike way further and longer then i expected to

and took about a zillion photos of cigarette packages on the side of the road
i swear its art okay.


uhh today i lived the life of an artist
hear me rawr (meow)

who cares anyways
im eating nutterbutters and chocolote soy milk

god loves me.

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24266128/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24266128/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 23:08:05 PDT
todays song,

Brenton Woods, 18 with a bullet

-
so i watched a movie a english gangster movie
.
i talk funny

uhh
so eve is spreading the rumor that i hit her in the face on saturday
in further attempt to get any guy to fight me

so i posted a thing on dsi saying that everything she says is absolutely correct
and furthermore

* then a very long and growing list of every horrable thing possable
that i admit to*


ranging from being hitler and the devil

to

im the reason you never got a pony growing up

its rather funny.

she wont leave me alone
and she just keeps getting worse
so
im switching from ignoring it
to fighting back.

rawr.

and in other news random girls have been throwing themselvs at me more often then per usual
and im suspecting its cuz ive been ignoring everyone since i lost my wallet and got depressed
my phone has been on silent
for a long whyle
for i do not care

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24249312/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24249312/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 00:21:53 PDT horray for that!

and yes
i like this song
i just fin watching a movie
it was like good and unheard of
i really like the old movies like on turner classic movies channel
theyre so much more quality
they dont make them like then used tooo
classyness galore.
and like everyone wears a suit
makes me wonder
if people actually dressed like that

soyea wish i could like have every single rad old movie in a big pile
and just watch them whenever i wanted
wouldnt that be romanticized

untill then this is the song for me...

I'm just a gigolo and everywhere I go
People know the part I'm playing
Paid for every dance selling each romance
Ooh, what they're saying

(chorus)
There would come a day when youth will pass away
What will they say about me
When the end comes I know
They say "He was just a gigolo"
Life goes on without me

I'm just a gigolo and everywhere I go
People know the part I'm playing
Paid for every dance selling each romance
Ooh, what they're saying

(chorus)

Cuz I ain't got nobody
Nobody cares for me, nobody, nobody cares for me
I'm so sad and lonely
Sad and lonely, sad and lonely
Won't some sweet mama come and take a chance with me
Cuz I ain't so bad
Sad and lonesome all the time
Even on the beat, on the, on the beat
I ain't got nobody
Nobody cares for me, nobody, nobody

Really ain't got nobody, sad and lonesome
Baby need love

I, I, I, ain't got nobody
Nobody, nobody cares for me ,nobody, nobody
I'm so sad and lonely, sad and lonely
Won't some sweet mama come and take a chance with me
Cuz I ain't so bad
Really want that soul, little loving soul all the time
Even on the beat, cherry, cherry on the beat
Need a long tall darling, mama
Feeling sick
Got nobody, no, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody, no one, no one

Loopey loop, darling, darling
Getting serious, got to see the walls
Over there. nobody, got no one, nobody
Nobody, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody cares for me

]]> ~nitenite http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24245443/ http://nitenite.deviantart.com/journal/24245443/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 19:04:04 PDT or a first draft

poopie butt stinky pants farty booger poo poo

went to the beach

and stinky fart poopied

then stinky booger fart peepee was everywhere

and the beach was closed

so poopie butt stinky pants farty booger poo poo
went to the mall

and but stink farty booger pooped all over the mall

and everyone ran away

the end

yea thats only one chaptor
i just made it up

im a geenious!

]]> ~nitenite