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                <title>WTF! Update!?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Oct 2007 10:24:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, so I haven't updated this journal in nearly a year... and a lot has happened in the past year. On August 10th I got married to my princess, Cookie, whom I met about 5 years ago on a site called Gaia Online (called gogaia back then). We leased out a new, better apartment that is double the size of the previous one and only $120 more. Can't beat that! A few weeks ago we bought cell phones and clearwire internet, hence why I have recently been more active on DA. In the next couple months, we will be purchasing our very first tablet and I will finally get the chance to catch up with all those modern uber artists... hopefully. Coloring with mouse is just too much of a pain, so hopefully with the tablet I will be able to post more colored pieces. My wife also just moved to day shift so our schedule won't be insane like it has the last year. On a side note, Heroes, Samurai Warriors, Transformers and Halo 3... rock my socks. End.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Merry Christmas...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Dec 2006 11:11:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My holiday season started with my apartment broken into. If anybody in my area hears anything, please drop me a line. This is what was stolen:<br />
<br />
Complete list of missing items:<br />
<br />
Playstation 2<br />
Xbox<br />
Nintendo Gameboy SP<br />
2 Playstation 2 controllers<br />
2 Xbox Controllers<br />
1 Playstation 2 Memory Card<br />
1 Playstation 1 Memory Card<br />
DVD Remote for Playstation 2<br />
<br />
Playstation Games:<br />
Shinobi<br />
Devil May Cry<br />
Scooby-Doo! Night of 100 Frights<br />
Ratchet and Clank<br />
Final Fantasy X<br />
Final Fantasy X-2<br />
Final Fantasy XII<br />
Gran Turismo 3<br />
Need for Speed: Hot Pursuit<br />
Ace Combat 4<br />
Kingdom Hearts<br />
Kingdom Hearts (Cracked Disc)<br />
Kingdom Hearts 2<br />
Dirge of Cerberus: Final Fantasy VII<br />
La Pucelle Tactics<br />
Soul Calibur 2<br />
Soul Calibur 3<br />
<br />
XBox Games:<br />
Halo 2<br />
Star Wars Battlefront 2<br />
Project Gotham Racing<br />
Dead or Alive: Xtreme Beach Volleyball<br />
X-men Legends 2<br />
Sonic Mega Collection<br />
<br />
Anime (Japanese Cartoons):<br />
Rouroni Kenshin - Season 1 Boxset<br />
Samurai Deeper Kyo - Complete Boxset<br />
Hellsing Vol #1-4<br />
Hellsing OVA Vol #1<br />
Whispers of the Heart<br />
Steamboy<br />
Gunslinger Girl Vol #1<br />
Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children<br />
Gundam: 8th MS Team - Complete Boxset<br />
Gundam Wing: Endless Waltz<br />
Someday's Dreamer Vol #1<br />
<br />
Movie:<br />
A Walk to Remember<br />
Batman Begins<br />
10 Things I Hate About You<br />
<br />
I hope you all had a better holiday.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Closed for Winter</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Nov 2006 09:17:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I won't be posting for a while... or at least not a lot. I just got an apartment so it will be a while before I get my computer up and running. On top of that, I can't afford the InterWeb right off the bat, so that will also hinder me from being online much. I will still be dropping by to see what's going on via my dad's house, but that will only be occasionally. He also disconnected the scanner, so I can't scan my stuff anyways. I WILL be back, I just don't know when. <br />
<br />
Love and Peace Peoples,<br />
Noble<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Never Enough</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Nov 2006 19:05:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't get it. For years I have put everything into being the best artist I could possibly be. Sacrifices have been made and many hours wasted away just for the sake of having that one thing that makes me special. Now, after all this time, and despite how good I've become, I have only managed to become decent. I'm still lightyears away from being one of the best.<br />
<br />
As some of you can tell, I've been trying to improve my coloring and have thus posted more colored pieces. I thought that this might improve my status in the art world, but somehow I feel ignored. I've been here FOUR years, posted 144 pictures and have yet to break 8k pageviews, let alone the coveted 10k that many artists who have been here for only a year or two have surpassed without the blink of an eye. The feeling of failure is returning yet again. I hate this. It'd be nice just to have one of those untouchable art gurus to look down from their high pedestals of glory and say, "good job." I know... it's a bit selfish... but I've never been one to ask much of anything from anybody. Is a little encouragement to much to ask? Is a little assurance that you are on the right track beyond hope? I need my Cookie... I'm going to bed.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Dude... I'm like... engaged...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Aug 2006 08:27:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://noblekitsune.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/o/noblekitsune.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="noblekitsune" /></a><a href="http://kitsunecookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/i/kitsunecookie.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kitsunecookie" /></a><br />
<br />
Yay! Much love. Alright, for those of you who stalk me... if there be anyone out there, I've got good news! A couple months back... my girlfriend came to visit my parents and I and during that time I asked her to marry me. She said yes. Hoozah for me!<br />
<br />
I have asked a number of artists if they would be willing to do an art trade so that I might get to see Cookie's character and mine in many splendid different styles. So, for my own sake, I'm keeping a list of who I need to do art for:<br />
<br />
<a href="http://menno.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/menno.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="menno" /></a> - Awaiting details<br />
<a href="http://deadrabbit.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/deadrabbit.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="deadrabbit" /></a> - Awaiting details<br />
<a href="http://neolucky.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/neolucky.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="neolucky" /></a> - Awaiting details<br />
<a href="http://ahtu.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/h/ahtu.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ahtu" /></a> - Awaiting details<br />
<br />
AND TOTALLY AWESOME JOB ON THE NEW LAYOUT! STOKE! ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>hail the snail</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Mar 2006 00:55:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Anoo... I'm just typing because I've been in a somewhat solemn and lonely mood and typing things generally helps me out. I went to Cali and met my very wonderful girlfriend but now that Im back in Washington, I've just been missing her constantly. I got laid off a few weeks ago until my work has work for us to do and it has given me too much free time. So I spend most of that time recalling my week with my Cookie and sometimes it makes me smile but lately it makes me feel like crying. I don't want to be here. It's just to far away. If I can't feel her touch or hear her voice than she is too far away. I eagerly await the time she will come visit me though I know it will come and go and then I will be alone again. It doesn't help that she isn't so sure about coming up here... I worry she may not come at all and that would just break my heart. I need her so very badly. My mind is starting to play games with me. I wonder somedays if she thinks about me, worried that I may be forgotten. I know it isn't so but as I said... too much free time to think. It's been a day since I've talk to her and it feels like its been a week. I check my message machine everyday to see if she's called. A couple nights ago I had a dream that made me emotionally sick. She has a friend named Gib. He's a good guy but I think he slightly likes Cookie. Well, I dreamt that my Cookie slept with Gib. And not like in dreams where its something you know happened but never see. No... I had to dream of the whole thing taking place. I woke up very... well... emotionally sick. I know nothing will or has happened but I still don't want that 'memory' in my head. She's mine... my Cookie, I don't want to keep recalling the graphic scene that my mind has created. I'm very upset at my subconscious right now. It would be like somebody drawing a picture of your significant other screwing somebody you knew they wouldn't. First, you'd get upset at the person who drew it. Second, you wouldn't want to remember the image. You would want it burned. I hate hentai fanart... or even some coupling fanart for this reason. I don't want to see my characters, especially Cookie, drawn in Hentai. And I definately don't want Noble or Cookie (portrayals of my girlfriend and I) paired up with other characters they don't belong with. Kind of an insult. Well... I've been typing for a while now and I don't feel any better. Actually... I think I successfully made myself feel worse. I'm gonna go to bed and try to recall the great times I've had with Cookie without my mind messing with me. Good night all. Heh... don't even feel like I exist without her. *sigh* ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Feature of the Month</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jan 2006 11:03:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As of this month I will be featuring one artist whom I have been impressed by and will be posting a link to their page in my journal and drawing a fanart of their main persona. This month is pwned by Celesse.<br />
<br />
Linkage:<br />
<a href="http://celesse.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/e/celesse.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="celesse" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Matching Icons</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Dec 2005 12:20:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://noblekitsune.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/o/noblekitsune.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="noblekitsune" /></a><a href="http://kitsunecookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/i/kitsunecookie.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kitsunecookie" /></a><br />
<br />
I will later make better ones... I promise. ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>World=Pain</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Oct 2005 08:35:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The lights go out all around me<br />
One last candle to keep out the night<br />
And then the darkness surrounds me<br />
I know I'm alive<br />
But I feel like I've died<br />
<br />
And all that's left is to accept that it's over<br />
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made<br />
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder<br />
I feel like I'm slipping away<br />
<br />
After all this has passed<br />
I still will remain<br />
After I've cried my last<br />
There'll be beauty from pain<br />
Though it won't be today<br />
Someday I'll hope again<br />
And there'll be beauty from pain<br />
You will bring beauty from my pain<br />
<br />
My whole world is the pain inside me<br />
The best I can do is just get through the day<br />
When life before is only a memory<br />
I wonder why God let me walk through this place<br />
<br />
And though I can't understand why this happened<br />
I know that I will when I look back someday<br />
And see how You've brought beauty from ashes<br />
And made me as gold purified through these flames<br />
<br />
Here and I am at the end of me<br />
Trying to hold to what I can't see<br />
I forgot how to hope<br />
This night's been so long<br />
I cling to your promise there will be a dawn<br />
-------------------------------------------------------------------------<br />
This song basically discribes how I feel everyday. Everyday the same old pain and hurt but I keep living hoping that one day things will get better... but they don't. Still I push on because that small bit of hope is the only thing that is keeping me from either ending my own life or going completely insane. This is probably one of the main reasons I believe in God... I just can't see a point to existance and all the pain and suffering that is the world without there being some goal to get to. Some greener side. Otherwise... why do we bother living at all? A lot is happening in my life... and yet not at the same time. I just recently broke up with my girlfriend of 1 1/2 years, and though I am grateful because I always felt like I was being torn down by her, I hate myself for hurting her. Then I got a letter from my birth mother whom I haven't talked to/have avoided for the last couple years. Apparently she just got out of prison. My oldest little brother (of the three who lived with her) just got out of bootcamp and is going to Iraq and the younger two have been permenantly stuck into foster care... which is a plus in some ways. At first I didn't feel anything when I read it, it didn't surprise me... but as I was working last night, it was in my thoughts and now I'm just angry. I mean... she tore apart my family, tearing down everyone I care about and then after receiving a second chance, she does it again... That woman is so selfish that she doesn't think about how her actions hurt others... I don't think I've ever seen one woman ruin so many lives ever. And then she had the nerve to send me a letter asking me to get back in contact with her... NO! Never. She's hurt so many people who mean so much to me that I can't stand to think about her. It just isn't fair and I'm sick of it. ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Skunk Pills</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Oct 2005 03:16:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Anybody here know of Valerian? It's an herbal supplement that is suppose to help you sleep. My dad gave me some yesterday because I was sick and have had a hard time sleeping. Yesterday I had a stuffy nose and thus couldn't smell them, so when I went to take some today I got a very unpleasant surprise. Those pills smell like skunk... I swear. They stunk so bad you could taste it. My dad however doesn't believe me which is only because his smeller is shot due to a major sinus infection. So I was trying to explain how smell affects taste and it got to point where I had to describe it like this, "Think about applepie, the aroma is so enticing that by the time that it reaches your mouth, it's just that much more pleasant." in which case he responded, "Oh, it's like forplay, that's all you had to say." Yea dad... forplay... great analogy. Makes me wonder if its true what they say about the average guy always thinking of sex. Anyways, I've had a good laugh over it and thought that I'd share. Night<br />
<br />
~Noble ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Rawkfist!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Oct 2005 01:24:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, so it's been a pretty good day. I had bought a controller for the X-Box that has a headphone and such and it was like... 40 something dollars. Well, it was brokeded. So I returned the broken controller today and they didn't have the same controller. They tried to give me my money back, but I was like, just hold it for now, I'm going to look for another controller. Well, I found a $15 controller, a $10 headset adapter and a $10 headset. $35! So in the end I got about $6 back and a new controller. WHAT A STEAL BABY! Then I bought some nice shoes pretty cheap, and a new CD because I was getting sick of listening to the same thing day after day after day at work. When you work 8 hours a day, 5 days a week, you quickly run out of music to listen to. So I got home and wanted to play Guild Wars but needed to install it first. Unfortunately my install CD has gone MIA ><. However, while looking for it, I managed to find three CDs I've been missing including Meteora which made me happy since I had to buy it three times since two copies were stolen from me at McDevil's. Then I borrowed three CDs from my parents that I liked which brings the total up to 7 new CDs to listen to! 8 once I get my Avril Lavigne CD back from Beth. I want to draw... I've been in a drawing mood lately. I've drawn a lot but haven't had time to scan everything. Oh... and Mike. Sowwy... but I woke up at 6 pm this night... crazy, ne? So because I had to run into town, I couldn't scan that stuff for you... BUT I WILL! ...again... sowwy. Well, I'm off to doodle. Look forward to a major uploading REALLY soon. And a new cute lil' character as well. Ja ne!<br />
<br />
~Noble ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>I don't want to fall in love, I want to walk into</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Sep 2005 11:35:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been thinking a lot lately on my life. More specifically where I want to go and who I want to share it with. Checking out the opposite sex and considering dating potential is something we all do with a few exceptions... like FX. <br />
<br />
  We often look at things like: are they good looking, do we share common interests, are they of the same religion/political party as I and so on and so forth. I'll admit, when a cute girl walks by or a girl picks up a manga, my head turns. The fact that I would never even have the courage to introduce myself and even if I did, I'd probably never see the girl again doesn't ever come to mind. I guess it's just an instinctual id thing to do that I think is the bane of anyone looking for "true love". I feel we look too far sometimes. Sure great relationships and love can be found in a total stranger but I feel the right person could very well be the last person you'd think of. Many of us have those best friends of the opposite gender that we would swear that we would never get together with. Might ruin the friendship, she's just a friend, I'm not really attracted to her... blah blah blah. So many excuses but when you really think about it, who better to marry than somebody who has seen you at your worst yet still stuck by you? Somebody who has always been a support? Yes it is nice to be swept away in passion and romance but from what I hear of things, the passion dies with familiarity and sex becomes a chore. Sure the first few months could be the greatest thing of your life but what goes up must go down... and the higher you rise, the further you fall. I say screw the passion. I've been in numerous passionate relationship that just plain hurt in the end. I think it is better to persue a relationship with somebody who is "just a friend" because it will be based on a prior friendship that has already proven itself. This is somebody you will never have to doubt or fear of loosing. It won't be as fun or exciting but when you crawl into bed at night with your worn old pjs and ratty hair, you will know that they love you just the same. Fights won't be based on petty differences but instead they will just be the ones way of expressing worry about other.<br />
<br />
  For those who know me better, know of a girl named Beth that I have been seeing for over a year and we have just recently broke up a few weeks... or months ago. Sorry, the concept of time is vague to me. At first it was mutual. We would fight all the time, we never agreed on anything and could never really accept our differences. It was a relationship fueled in passion. Passionate love and passionate bickering. Everything about it was passionate down to deciding what movie to rent from Crazy Mikes. One thing I learned about passion... it fights a lot. So we came to the point where we both agreed that it wasn't working. We held on for a while not wanting to let go of that which we had but eventually there was a fight and she broke up with me... I only say she broke up with me because she made the final decision to cut it though it was still mutual. It wasn't long before she changed her mind and wanted me back (this is her first real break up)... but I was trying to move on. I was doing anything I could to distract me because I still have feelings for her. Well... I'm weak. Before I knew it we ended up... sorta together but not really officially. We cuddle, we steal a kiss. For a while I lost track of why we broke up... then it got thrown back into my face. I got online today and MSN.com had an article about the two types of Husbands there are... so I read it out of pure curiousity of a hopeless romantic. It talked about the "boyfriend husband", you know... the passionate ones and the "reliable husband", the more dull but always there for you type. It talked about how both relationships can work and about the pro and cons of both. It hit right there. I want a dull reliable relationship and Beth is just the opposite. She's wild and fun. Sexy and irresistable. And absolutely everything that I never wanted. <br />
<br />
  My goal since I was a little boy was to get a good job to support my family and marry a good down to earth woman who I could rely on. Somewhere along the way I hit puberty and noticed there were more to girls than just being smart and nice. You know like... curves. I would have to say that learning about said... curves was the chaotic turning point in my life. I went from being a conservative straight A student who was ahead his class to an average joe doing just what was necessary and chasing any girl that would give me the time of day. I miss the little boy I was despite the fact he was a complete loser and one of the biggest geeks I've ever known. I would give up any suaveness I may have gained to be that conservative good student again. And that means that I first need to stop getting distracted by girls... especially the wild ones. Now... what to tell Beth? *le sigh*<br />
<br />
Any sug... ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Stupid Survey Thingy Stolen from Random Deviant</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Aug 2005 16:02:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ First car: '84 Chevy Cavalier Station wagon.<br />
First real kiss: Back of my old church with Ex Brenna. Was very short...<br />
First break-up: Rachael. Kinda hard to explain.<br />
First screen name: Douron<br />
First self purchased album: Probably Reliant K's second album...<br />
First funeral: Chad Coplin... too young... very sad.<br />
First pets: Not a clue.<br />
First piercing/tattoo: None, now or ever.<br />
First credit card: Nope. Debit baby!<br />
First true love: Rachael.<br />
First enemy: Kenny Noyes<br />
First big trip: Visit my mother in Salem, Oregon.<br />
First music you remember hearing in your house: Dunno...<br />
<br />
Last car ride: This morning at around 7:30 am<br />
Last kiss: A good bye kiss to Beth....<br />
Last good cry: Don't know...<br />
Last library book checked out: uh... I'm borrowing my friend's HP and the chamber of secrets?<br />
Last movie seen: Half of Harts War<br />
Last beverage drank: Powerade Orange<br />
Last food consumed: Burrito<br />
Last crush: Cookie or Danae... Just got out of a relationship so yea... None at moment sorta kinda.<br />
Last phone call: My crack pot sister....<br />
Last time showered: Two days ago... I know... I usually am a once a dayer but I woke up late yesterday and couldn't.<br />
Last shoes worn: Airwalks<br />
Last item bought: Burrito<br />
Last annoyance: Sister's Phone Call<br />
Last time wanting to die: Something I constantly struggle with.<br />
Last time scolded: Scolded or argument? Argument was yesterday<br />
<br />
r e l a t i o n s h i p s<br />
<br />
01. who are your best friends?: Aaron Joseph, the Cookie, and Beth Stoeckl.<br />
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Not as of last week.<br />
<br />
f a s h i o n | s t u f f<br />
<br />
01. where is your favorite place to shop? Hot Topic.<br />
02. any tattoos or piercings? Hell no!<br />
<br />
s p e c i f i c s<br />
<br />
01. do you do drugs?: No<br />
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? *shrugs*<br />
03. what are you most scared of?: Heights... needles... being alone.<br />
04. what are you listening to right now?: Maroon 5.<br />
05. where do you want to get married?: In a nice traditional church.<br />
06. how many buddies are online right now?: I'm.... alone<br />
07. what would you change about yourself?: The person inside...<br />
<br />
f a v o u r i t e s<br />
<br />
01. color: Green<br />
02. food: Domades... (sp?)<br />
03. boys' names: Noble, Desmond, Donovan, Dimitri... all the D names are cool except mine... why?<br />
04. girls' names: Chelsea, Aiko, Naomi, Angel, Seraphim, Cherry, Cookie.<br />
05. subjects in school: Art.<br />
06. animals: sister.<br />
07. sport: Chess.<br />
08. perfume: Dunno.<br />
09. cologne: I think... I don't know the name ><WOODLAND! That's it<br />
<br />
h a v e | y o u | e v e r<br />
<br />
01. given anyone a bath?: No.<br />
02. done any drugs?: No.<br />
03. bungee jumped?: No.<br />
04. made yourself throw up?: No.<br />
05. skinny dipped?: No.<br />
06: been in love?: Yes.<br />
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: No.<br />
08. pictured your crush naked?: Have no actual crush per say.<br />
09. actually seen your crush naked?: Ditto<br />
10. cried when someone died?: Yes.<br />
11. lied?: NO!<br />
12. fallen for your best friend?: AARON!? Ew! Gross! Actually... sorta... I dated Beth who is now one of my best friends after we dated and I did/do have an attraction toward Cookie.<br />
13. been rejected?: Yes... Danae... oh and Ying. Does being dumped count to? And what about my mother leaving?<br />
14. rejected someone?: Ahem... yes. Heather. Pam. Uh... yea. Rachael... sorta kinda. We tried twice and failed... why try a third time?<br />
15. used someone?: Not on purpose that I know of.<br />
16. done something you regret? Yes... no comment.<br />
<br />
c u r r e n t<br />
<br />
clothes: Jeans and T-Shirt<br />
music: Maroon 5-this love<br />
make-up: Uh... no... though I'm sure Beth would love if I wore eyeliner...  which I don't.<br />
annoyance: Sister<br />
smell: Something?<br />
favorite artist: Hyung Tae Kim?<br />
desktop picture: None of my own.<br />
cd in player: Maroon 5<br />
dvd in player: Gunslinger Girl! XD!!! Yes!!!<br />
color of toenails: Normal. <br />
<br />
l a s t | p e r s o n<br />
<br />
you touched: Hell if I know<br />
hugged: Beth<br />
<br />
w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a<br />
<br />
kill: Meself somedays... but I never would or could.<br />
slap: Don't believe in slapping.<br />
look like: Me...<br />
talk to offline: At the moment, Danae or Cookie.<br />
talk to online: Ditto.<br />
<br />
r a n d o m<br />
<br />
in the morning i am: Just getting off work.<br />
all i need is: To take back time.<br />
what do you notice first: That I am still alive.<br />
person you danced with: Beth<br />
who makes you laugh the most: Laugh? I haven't had a good laugh in ages.<br />
who makes you smile: Cookie most definately.<br />
who do you have a crush on?: N... ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>It's Orange... Sweet!</title>
                <link>http://noblekitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5597155/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Jun 2005 09:25:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Rope is heavy *nods* ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Empty</title>
                <link>http://noblekitsune.deviantart.com/journal/5100318/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Apr 2005 00:59:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just needed to lose the last journal  entry rant thingy so Im posting....  hi... Hey, if anybody wants a commision  I could use the $... yea... ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>No Time to Change Your Mind</title>
                <link>http://noblekitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4730365/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Mar 2005 19:45:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just... I can't handle this. Screw  Murphy and his damned law. You know,  all I ever wanted was to be a  cartoonist or comic artist. I slacked  off at school so that I could be the  best at art. I worked so hard just to  get this far and I know I am not good  enough to be professional yet... I  wouldn't stand a chance. I didn't have  that natural ability I saw in so many,  I earned every little ounce of skill I  had but I know it is just not enough  yet. I put all my hopes into going to  an art college so I could better  myself. So that I could find a way to  push my limits so that I could be good  enough to draw comics professionally.  You might say I relied on it... but  now... I just don't know what to do. I  didn't get accepted into college not  because I wasn't good enough. The  admission advisors loved my stuff...  but I can't afford to go to college...  I don't have the money to fulfill what  I thought was a rather small reasonable  dream. I can't get most of the  valueable scholarships because I wasn't  an honor student because I drew more in  class than anything. And any of the few  art scholarship I could possibly get  probably wouldn't even put a dent in  the 60k I need to get that bloody  bachelors degree. And financial aid is  a load of bullshit. My parents are  first off way to poor to help me out in  college and wont be a cosigner for a  loan which pretty much means Im  screwed. Isn't financial aid suppose to  be for those who can't afford it? I was  edgy about the $50 just to apply for  school... $50 that I could really use  at this point in my life that was just  flushed down the drain because I can't  get financial aid... I'm sure there is  some way to figure it out but for the  life of me, I haven't got a clue on  what to do. I just feel so numb and  depressed... I just hate it all. I hate  people and their greediness. I hate the  art industry for making us starving  artists. I hate life for being hell. I  hate myself for believing I could be  something special. I have successfully  become everything I hated. An adult  living with his parents with a dead end  job barely making ends meet and doing  nothing with his art. I don't even want  to try anymore... the more I hope the  more I get let down. The more I try the  more I get hurt. ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Wanted: COLORIST!!!</title>
                <link>http://noblekitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4416856/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Jan 2005 02:08:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~News~<br />
<br />
This is a notice to all the people out  there. I am looking for somebody who is  an excellent colorist who might be  interested in coloring my drawings. I  do ok but I lack motive and am really  not especially great. I want my  drawings to be top quality. I feel my  lineart is worthy of a more  professional looking color job. So if  anybody even knows somebody who might  be interested please do tell me. Thank  you in advance. <br />
<br />
~Music~<br />
<br />
-none-<br />
<br />
<b>~Artist/Friend Linkage~</b><br />
<u>-locals-</u><br />
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<u>-online-</u><br />
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                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>A Monkey's Uncle</title>
                <link>http://noblekitsune.deviantart.com/journal/4181175/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 31 Dec 2004 15:27:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~News~<br />
<br />
OK, yes, I realise it has been a while  since I updated this and I really  should update more often. Anyways,  today was a very... amazing day. I am  dead tired so I am making this rather  short. Last night my brother-in-law and  I went to my best friend's house and  played Halo 2. We were there until 4 am  when we were called because my sister  was going into labor. So my  brother-in-law and sister went to the  hospital and I slept for two hours and  then my family went to the hospital as  well. Tobias Miquel was born weighing 8  lbs 2 ounces, 21 1/4 in long, and no  difficulties at 5:10 pm on this day,  December 28, 2004. My girlfriend showed  up too. She loves babies, no doubt  about it. Anyways, that's all. Night  people.<br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.newbabynews.net/hospitals/stj5/babies/images/h5-5438.jpg">Tobias</a><br />
<br />
~Music~<br />
<br />
Breaking the Habit - Linkin' Park<br />
<br />
<b>~Artist/Friend Linkage~</b><br />
<u>-locals-</u><br />
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<br />
<u>-online-</u><br />
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                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Metal Airships and Hobbling Wafer</title>
                <link>http://noblekitsune.deviantart.com/journal/3277794/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Sep 2004 12:22:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~News~<br />
<br />
Ask me about the Title if you really  wish to know<br />
<br />
Hey there everyone... *long akward  silence* *chirp chirp* Ok, hello the  one or two of you who pay attention to  my site. Just figured it's been awhile  since I updated so here we are.<br />
<br />
Beth and I had a little bump in our  relationship road but we are doing much  better now. Actually... I know this is  gonna sound really sad... but our  relationship is like the life of a  saijin. They may get beaten to a bloody  pulp but as long as they survive, they  come back stronger and more powerful  than before. And I feel our  relationship is similar. Most girls  would give up because of some of the  things we have gone through but Beth is  strong willed... or stubborn...  probably both. None the less, she is  wonderful and dedicated... and I love  her for it.<br />
<br />
I have been really busy lately with  work and having a girlfriend so I  haven't had much time to draw. I have  drawn a few pretty neat things on my  lunch break that I plan on uploading  soon... maybe later on today. I work at  McDonald's by the way for any person  out there who might actually care... I  have found that money is a nice thing  to have... managed to get many CD's  I've wanted for some time... only need  Thousand Foot Crutch and my collection  will be pretty much set. I also have to  get Evanescence and Linkin' Park's  Meteora but I am borrowing those at the  moment so TFK is more of a priority...<br />
<br />
<b>OH, AND FOR ALL THE VISITORS OUT THERE!  MY 2,000 VISITS IS COMING UP AND IF YOU  GET THE 2,000th HIT I WILL DRAW YOU A  PICTURE BUT YOU MUST COPY AND PASTE IT  ON A COMMENT SO I KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND  CAN GET THE INFO FROM YOU! HAVE A NICE  DAY!</b><br />
<br />
<br />
~Music~<br />
<br />
Stand Up - Super Chic[k]<br />
<br />
(Very cool song... has their style with  a taste of Linkin' Park's chorus to  Faint in their Chorus. Pretty neat,  should check it out all you Meteora  fans... PS, It's Christian.)<br />
<br />
<b>~Artist/Friend Linkage~</b><br />
<u>-locals-</u><br />
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                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Grandma's got the MUNCHIES!!!</title>
                <link>http://noblekitsune.deviantart.com/journal/2678745/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Jun 2004 23:00:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~News~<br />
I'll just say that I am the happiest I  have been in... years. Beth and I got  back together and I must say I have  never felt so thankful in my life. I  love her so much that I just can never  stop thinking about her. I want to  spend every waking moment with her and  luckily have been able to lately with  no school and my parents actually  approving of her. To think... my  parents finally approving of a girl.  She really is something special. She is  so beautiful and smart and just  absolutely wonderful. She thinks I'm  delusional but I know she is wonderful  girl. Often hurt and sad, but I'm  making it my duty to cheer her up when  she feels down because when she's hurt,  I'm hurt; when she's happy, I am happy.  So her needs have become mine.<br />
<br />
OH! Kinda random compared to what I was  saying but it just came to mind.  Earlier I had taken my turtleneck  sweater off at her house and she had  put it on. Well the sleeves are long on  me so they drop past her fingers so  when she kinda curls up on the couch  with her lower face hiden behind her  sleeve covered hands and looks at me  with those beautiful eyes and sweet  innocent look, I can't help but get the  warm fuzzies. At one point when the  sunlight was coming through the window  just right, her redish burnette hair  and fair skin had this angelic glow as  she was doing her cute innocent look  with my sweater and it was just...  breath taking. I would have so loved to  have gotten a picture of that.  Background wouldn't have been much but  she would look amazing.<br />
<br />
Another cute Elizabeth trait. When we  are cuddled up and she is kind of  tired, she speaks in this gentle  child-like innocent voice that always  makes me smile. It's just so adorable  how she talks and that cute little  voice. *smiles* It's those little  things that count. ^^ <br />
<br />
Well, I gotta go to bed so I can go to  school with Beth. Ja ne!<br />
<br />
<br />
~Music~<br />
That "never again" song that I think is  done by Nickleback... kinda cool<br />
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                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Be the ball...</title>
                <link>http://noblekitsune.deviantart.com/journal/2541043/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 May 2004 07:57:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~News~<br />
I gave Noble a new quirk... something  that seems to be a major part of my  life. I gave him bad luck. He sorta had  it already since everything bad that  happened to me effected him in my arts,  now it's just official. I want to go to  college already... I am tired of this  place. I really want to leave  everything and everyone behind and  start anew. I want to meet some  artists. The only two I would miss  would be Mike and Aaron. Well... Beth  to but that would be more of a painful  reminder of my reality... which is one  reason I want to leave. Aaron has  always been my best friend just as his  character is Noble's only really close  friend. They are inseperable. And  Mike... he's just Mike. Mike has the  life I want... I mean... nobody could  ever hate Mike, it's impossible, yet  people dispise me by taking one look at  me. He's an amazing artist though I  don't see him as better than me but  almost as an equal on a different  level... And to think Mike wanted to be  more like me. Mike... you don't want to  be anything like me, trust me. I was  trully bummed when I heard you aren't  going to AI but I realise that not all  roads are meant to always run side by  side. I'm tired of being in pain... and  I am tired of hurting everybody I care  about too. Sorry Cookie... I didn't  mean to... farwell all<br />
<br />
~Music~<br />
What if Cartoons got saved (great song)<br />
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<b>~Artist/Friend Linkage~</b><br />
<u>-locals-</u><br />
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                <title>I like fluffy bunnies...</title>
                <link>http://noblekitsune.deviantart.com/journal/2363760/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 May 2004 07:25:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>~News~</b><br />
I really hate my life. I don't  understand why I can not be granted  some small bit of hope. Father help  me... I don't know how much more I can  take. I know I am stubborn and you said  you would only give us as much as we  can handle but doesn't mean you have to  push us to breaking points. It hurts...  and now I would rather go to sleep and  never wake up. The thought of never  existing is so pleasent but impossible.  I didn't have a choice to be here or  not, because I know that taking one  look at this world I would have chosen  not.<br />
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<b>~Music~</b><br />
Evanessence<br />
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<b>~Artist/Friend Linkage~</b><br />
<u>-locals-</u><br />
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                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Watch out! A fooble!</title>
                <link>http://noblekitsune.deviantart.com/journal/2166333/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Apr 2004 21:53:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>~News~</b><br />
The last post is old news so I am  changing it. Life is looking up. A  female friend, whom I have know for  about 5 years, and I have decided to  start dating. It is totally different  than any relationship I have had before  but I am amazingly happy about it.  She's a girl I can actually just hang  out with. I finally got time to scan  some pictures for all of you. I hope  you all like them.<br />
<br />
<b>~Music~</b><br />
Akai Tsuki - Disgaea<br />
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<b>~Artist/Friend Linkage~</b><br />
<u>-locals-</u><br />
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                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Here am I... I hope</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Mar 2004 04:33:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Good morning everyone. It is 3:30 in  the morning... and I can't sleep. My  spirit is torn apart. I am worried,  weary, and heartbroken. There are two  people out there who I care for  deeply... and am scared to death about.  One is Danae... last week she pushed  herself to the point of over exhuastion  and had me in fear that she was going  to dig herself into a state of  depression. And due to how busy I've  been, I haven't gotten a chance to have  a heart to heart talk with her. We  talked once but it was so brief and  impersonal that I fear she is fighting  through something alone. Yesterday she  wasn't at school so I called to make  sure she wasn't sick or anything and  her sister vaguely said she wouldn't  tell me why Danae wasn't at school and  that all I needed to know was that she  wasn't skipping (Danae had already gone  to bed). Usually this would mean little  to me... but for some reason not this  time... not with this person. Here I am  at almost 4 in the morning hurting  because I feel something is missing,  something is horribly wrong, and I  don't know what it is. And my dear  friend Catherine... I can't explain the  overwhelming heartbreak that I feel. I  wish I could just hate you but I  can't... I love you more than you will  ever understand and that is tearing me  apart knowing I can't be with you  because you seem to be wandering  blindly down a path with no true  direction. I don't know how to explain  it which makes me loath myself oh so  much more, but even though you are  finally going somewhere in your life  (which I am proud of you, I really am)  I see something inside you that isn't  right. I can see you looking for  answers but you are looking in the  wrong places. Tylor is not what you  need... he is not the one you should be  basing so much of your life on. The  answers you look for can not be found  in a man... no man... not Tai, not me,  nobody. Had you been Brenna, Tory or  even Rachael... I don't think it would  matter to me but something draws my  heart to you. I see you and I see two  people... I see the Catherine that you  could be... not based on wether you go  to college or anything like that but  based on... a potential power hidden  deep inside you that has been kept down  by religion, family, and society's  pressures and views. Then... I see the  opposite... I see a Catherine who lives  day by day... a optimistic but broken  person. I see a person who lives in a  narrow view (though it has broadened...  it is still very controlled by  governing forces around you). A person  who is either afraid, or doesn't care  or just doesn't understand the power  God can use her for. See Cat... it has  very little to do with what you do with  life... it is more the person you can  be. You can plant a seed in the most   fertile ground but that doesn't mean it  will grow to be any better than any  other plant. It still has to struggle.  It has to push through the soil and  reach for the stars. You are there Cat,  at a point where you can grow to be  something beyond amazing... even as  only a mother. Life is so precious and  is taken for granted so much. Many  times you will hear me say I wish I  were not alive and most of that is  because the insight I see... that I  don't want to see... I am not an  optimist or a pessimist... I am a  realist. I can look at a person and see  there full potential, both good and  bad. And I do see people live to be the  best the can... but I see more people  throw their lives away not caring or  understanding what they were put on  earth to be. And I can't explain  anything to them... their eyes have  been sealed by the world's broken and  crooked views. And what hurts more than  anything is those claiming to be  righteous and God loving... but show  such disrespect by claiming he supports  homosexuality, abortion, etc etc.  People who claim Christianity and turn  around and sleep around, beat there  spouse or children, cuss left and right  for the sake of looking cool in the  eyes of the world. And what hurts the  most is knowing that after all my  struggles and hardships... after all I  have tried to become... I have failed.  I do not deserve the love of God or any  other person and I fear... all of  existance agrees. Everybody is running  from those who are trying to help them,  and I am here on my knees crying out  for somebody to save me. I pray for  someone to come take the burdens off my  back just long enough for me to look up  into the stars and see hope. My  shoulders are weighed down by the world  and that which I love so much, man  kind, destroying themselves, and my  head is hung in shame... knowing that I  am no better... perhaps even worse. I  am given insight and wisdom and fail to  make a difference in the world, how can  I bear to look up? To search for hope?  Lost and all alone, I didn't have a  place to go... worried... with nothing  inside but anguish and pain. Oh Father  I pray for tears, I oh so wish I could  cry but I can... ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>This little piggy...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2004 06:46:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>~News~</b><br />
  Good morning everybody else! Today I  was blessed with the ever joyous  occasional of being wakened at 5:20 am  with the sensational of having my face  drench with blood... yes... blood. I  had a bloody nose again. There is  something not right about these  nosebleeds as in they happen to often.  The doctor says it's nothing but you  know doctors... they DON'T know. If  they are right it's because of a lucky  guess. Same with weathermen. They both  go to college so they can have high  paying jobs that only require them to  GUESS! Well heck... I can do that and I  didn't even have to go to college!<br />
   ANYWAYS! There are a whole bunch of  murals along the top of the wall in my  art class and there has been an empty  space there since before I was going  there (sorta... it was actually this  ugly looking godzilla wannabe character  and a couple shapes that looked like  they had been done by a 5 yr old on a  orange background. Mr. Fitz got sick of  it and painted white over it). Well...  Since I was a frosh, I have been  telling my best friend Aaron that I was  going to put something up in that space  before I graduated. Now I am a senior  and I made a new friend named Mike (who  was recently devious enough to join DA)  late Junior to early senior year who  draws more American style things.  Well... I came up with an idea of our  characters (My Noble and his Melvin)  having a duel and painting it up there.  So now him and I both get to leave  behind a little legacy! We just started  the actually painting of it yesterday.  So yes... I WIN! We are also going to  try to do a comic with my anime style  characters and his american comic style  characters. East meets West YO!<br />
  Unfortunately... between breathing up  all the dust from the playsets during  the play practice, that girl spraying  that nasty chemical to preserve her  picture at art night, Fitz trying to  cover the smell up with one of them  aroma sprayz, and the dust that has  been collecting up where the painting  is going to painted, my sinuses are  going nutso! Thus I have a slight  headache and the oh so wonderous  feeling of having a cold without  actually having one.<br />
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<b>~Music~</b><br />
Daniel Bedingfield<br />
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<b>~Artist/Friend Linkage~</b><br />
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                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>New Journal Format</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Jan 2004 16:15:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>~News~</b><br />
Going to start posting everything in  this format because it is much more  organized.<br />
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<b>~Music~</b><br />
Reliant K<br />
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<u>-locals-</u><br />
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                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Rant</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Dec 2003 13:21:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have been told that I have been  taking all that is happening to me  rather maturely. I can't say I agree.  I'm not taking this in a mature way at  all. I can not handle this anymore. I  am sick and tired of life. I never get  a break from some sort of hardship or  strife. I feel as if God is picking on  me... or just forgot me all together. I  feel no protection over my life. I've  spent my whole life trying to be  optimistic and I just can't do it  anymore. It's not true that we are not  given more than we can handle.  Otherwise I would have gotten some kind  of break from this constant hell 2  years ago. I feel like closing up my  heart and burrying it in a thousand  mile trench. I'm tired of dealing with  my pain along with the pain of everyone  else in this forsaken world. There is  no hope for this world. It is lost. It  has been lost for decades. Now even the  churchs have condemned themselves by  supporting things such as  homosexuality. There is no safe place.  Nowhere to confide.  Love has been lost  in doctrine. I feel alone. I look  everywhere and anywhere for support and  receive none. I unfortunately snapped  at a friend. It's the 18 yrs of built  up stress leaking out. I would rather  just blow up and go on a rampage but I  could never bring myself to do  something like that. I don't want to  hurt people because I myself hate pain.  So my own pain will continue to build  up until there is no last bit of light  or hope left and so will it all come to  an end. And I feel it coming soon... I  feel the last drops of my pitiful life  being drained out of existance. The  pain is choking up inside me and I can  not rid of it. Uncertainty has  overwhelmed my mind. Will I be able to  last... can I survive to see heaven...  I doubt it. I have no comprehension of  heaven. What is it? I have no good and  heart warming memories to compare it  to. All I know is hell... and it has  driven me to follow God for so long.  But I have been running blind. I do not  see the goal and so I do not see a  means to the end. I do not see hope  anymore. I figured that even though I  don't comprehend heaven, it still must  be better than hell but I am not  certain anymore. I feel as though I  have been destined to live with eternal  pain throughout all eternity. Suicide  would be pointless though... because  the pain would still be there. At the  same time... so is living. Either  way... all I see for me is pain. ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>What does Christmas mean to you...?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Dec 2003 23:42:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The meaning of Christmas... Grace and  love. For God so loved the world that  he gave his only begotten son that who  so ever believes in him shall not  perish but have everlasting life. That  is the meaning of Christmas. It is the  recognition and celebration that Christ  came into a damned world to give  himself and save those who don't  deserve it other than the fact that he  loves us. He lived just for the sake of  dying. Let us not make his death be in  vain. May we cherish that which he has  given us and find good in all things  just as he found some good in each of  us. May we be an unending trumpet that  declares to the world the glory of our  Father and his son. Let this holiday  season be about him. Remember... you  can't spell Christmas without Christ. ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>STELLA!!!! STEEEELLLLLAAAAAA!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Dec 2003 07:40:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Good morning folks, at least I hope  so... our milk expires today... yes...  sad isn't it... Wow... I haven't  updated much... then again I haven't  been online much. Life has changed so  drastically and probably for the best  but it doesn't make me happy.  Actually... I hate it. <br />
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"I hate everything! People are stupid!  LIFE SUCKS! I WISH I WOULD JUST DIE!  well... no... not really... I WISH  EVERYONE ELSE WOULD DIE!" <br />
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That last quote was just a joke btw.  Got it from my friend's favorite Calvin  and Hobbs comic. I don't hate life. I  hate how my life has changed even  though it's supposedly for the better.  I don't get how it could be right if my  heart is not in it. I was always told  to follow my heart and also to do  what's "right." I don't feel I can do  both. What everyone is saying is "right"  I feel is wrong. So here I am trying to  do the "right" thing and ripping up me  inners. *sigh* I feel alone. Almost  feel forgotten. Even by God. Life has  become very melodrone (is that the  right word? I don't know). I miss you  Cat... I thought of a great story to  right. It's not fantasy, it's actually  a war story... sorta. I learned  something about War stories... everyone  believes it's all about comradory,  courage, bravery, honor and freedom...  it's not. There is no honor in war.  There is no brave heros or grand morals  behind a true war story. A true war  story isn't even about the truth or  that which isn't true. It's just a  story, that doesn't ever really end.  It's comparable to gossip. There is no  true reason behind a true war story...  it's just is. It's the emotions: fear,  anger, love, hate, and most of the time  the lack of them altogether. When the  soldiers go to war, not one comes  back... not a single one. Those who  survive the war lost who they were in  the foxholes and trenches that they  slept in. They lost themselves on the  scorch earth and burning skys. They  lost themselves in those they have  killed and those they saved. As it is  also in life. Not one of us goes  without a mask. We all have lost who we  are in the battles of everyday life...  oh no... school time! BYEBYE! ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>I can't take this</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Dec 2003 10:06:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't know how much more of this I  can take... in a hindered trust I am to  wait 2 months for somebody I am no  longer sure is dedicated to this  relationship. My heart and body is  falling apart. I can't even talk  without my throat burning and my mind  feeling as though it will explode. It  has yet to be even a week since the  decision was made. I still don't  believe it had to work this way... I  still believe this was the worse time  to do this. I am going to follow  through for the sake of earning the  parents trust, that is it. But I know I  can't handle another two months after  these two months let alone the six  months total that Cat originally  wanted. I don't know how I will make it  through the first 2 months... When I  was already hurt and broken... I am  standing alone ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>baka-ness</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Oct 2003 20:39:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Am I just stupid or something ><  Really... I wanna know ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Homecoming and... stuff (updated)</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Oct 2003 20:05:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Anoo... not sure what really to write.  I am really tired from this week. Why  is it that the leadership class always  comes to the artists to save their  arses? Anoo... it's all good. I've  gotten quite a bit of regonition from  it. And a friend of mine became  Homecoming King! This is a big deal  seeing as he is a heavy set kid, a  major geek but a really nice fellow.  Finally we will rise up and overtake  the prep swarm! MWUAHAHAHAHA... erm...  yea. I really oughta get more sleep.  Woke up this morn at 7am and had gone  to bed at about 1am. Seem to be having  problems sleeping soundly lately which  added on top of three weeks work for  homecoming just kinda kills ya ^^;  Unfortunately I also have a float I am  suppose to build at 12 today.  Thankfully my best friend, Aaron, has  helped me with all this stuff. Couldn't  ask for a better friend. *holds up a  glass of wine* here's to Aaron! though  he isn't on DA and won't probably see  this. *pours out wine in the punch  bowl* only 18, not legal drinking age  yet ^^ Anoo... Cat... if you're out  there or even check DA anymore, I miss  you... *huggles* "I'll be here... 'cause  you are all I've got...." With not being  able to see you, and all this talk of  going to homecoming... I just miss you  more. I saw 2 girls leaning over a love  note from one of the girls' boyfriend  giggling and although I joked around  with Aaron about how silly they were,  inside I was wishing we still gave each  other letters like we did before you  graduated. It's been a while since I  have drawn a picture for you because of  all this homecoming crap. I miss your  drawings as well. Anoo... I think this  journal came out a bit longer than I  expected so I will leave now. Love you  Cat. Farwell to the rest of you who  just might actually be keeping track of  me ^^. Ja ne.<br />
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Noble<br />
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UPDATE: OK... I hate leadership class  and now they know it. They can and  picked up me and Aaron for float  decorations. Well, when we got to the  decorating place, nobody was there  except Aaron, me and the two people who  picked us up. Well, the other two had " priar arrangements" they had to keep  (going to see a movie with some other  leadership friends >&lt<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> and left Aaron and  me to do the float. Being good sports,  we started it and then the sophmores  showed up with 20 something kids and  parents to work on their float. That  was the straw that broke the camels  back of four years of crap with nothing  to show. So I spray painted a nice  little note on a big piece of cardboard  telling the leadership class how much I  appreciated their help and support and  we (Aaron and I) went and helped the  sophmores with their decorations until  we were picked up. Well... megan, one  of the head people came to pick up the  truck, saw the note, got pissed, and  took off. So then they had to improvise  with NADA. Needless to say, I don't  think they are going to win the float  competition. *evil grin* I am going to  talk to the leadership teacher (the  only member of leadership that  appreciates our hard work) about how  dissatisfied we are with his class. And  Mr. Brud is not somebody who will take  this lightly, he will make sure his  class pays. And if he doesn't.... I  will. Unfortunately I still filled  burned out and even more depressed. So  much I feel I might just throw up. This  is the end of my struggle with them. I  don't care if they make themselves and  our class look bad, they would deserve  it.<br />
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And now a word from Aaron: <br />
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All four of our years of high school,  leadership was burned us. Their  ignorance has ruined all of our  attempts at cooperation. All of the " outside" students never get the  recognation they deserve. It's always  the "look at us" leadership class. The  pathetic pep assemblys always bore us  to death.  The competitions are often  pointless. An example is when there was  an Ferndale High School Idol (mock of  American Idol). I mean dull. It  consisted of a poorly composed skit  with no competition at all. So much for  competion. No pride what so ever. Now  for homecoming week. The hall  decoration competition was pretty sad.  Only four people came to the meeting to  plan this event. No thanks to a  leadership students announcements. How  can anyone get it wrong three times in  two days? But against the odds we won  the competition. Then came the  decoration for the coronation assembly.  Our leadership managed to sit idly  while we built the vast majority of  their sets. Sincere thanks to the two  other people out there who tryed to  help. Also, thanks to Brud, we managed  to maintain the artistic control but  once again we never received any  respect. Now earlier today we tryed to  help them with their float but their  was too much red tape for the project  to work with an impromtu plan. Since  our plan was scraped to su... ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Will somebody give me a gun...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Sep 2003 17:59:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am so confuzzled right now... I can't  even think straight. I went to the  wrong class 6th and at lunch I thought  school was over and realised it wasn't  with all the people in the classrooms  and thus paniced trying to figure out  which class I was suppose to be in  until it finally clicked that I was  hungry... hunger = food, food = lunch!  Yeah... just shot this fox and put him  out of his pityful mind. Jane!<br />
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~Noble<br />
Lost Kitsune<br />
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PS NO IT IS NOT A SUICIDE THING... IT  IS A HELP ME, I AM LOST BEYOND THE  REACHES OF SANITY THING... just so you  know. ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Please?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Sep 2003 21:07:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is a plug for my kitti. Not many  seem to visit or comment on her stuff  and I feel she deserves to have a  little bit of attention. Her page is at <a href="http://kithylion.deviantart.com"> [link]</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Baibai</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Sep 2003 07:10:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ For the small handful of you who  actually visit my page, thank you. I am  taking a break from art and the  internet though, not that anybody  cares. I don't know how long it will be  until I am active again. I just don't  feel inspired any more. Best of luck to  the rest of you. Farwell.<br />
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~Noble<br />
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Friends~<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><a href="http://kithylion.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/i/kithylion.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="kithylion" title="kithylion" /></a><a href="http://heatherkat.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/e/heatherkat.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="heatherkat" title="heatherkat" /></a><a href="http://vickitty.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/v/i/vickitty.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="vickitty" title="vickitty" /></a><a href="http://stormthefox.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/stormthefox.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="stormthefox" title="stormthefox" /></a><a href="http://kuroihana.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/u/kuroihana.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="kuroihana" title="kuroihana" /></a><a href="http://sonny217.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/o/sonny217.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="sonny217" title="sonny217" /></a><a href="http://astercrow.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/s/astercrow.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="astercrow" title="astercrow" /></a><a href="http://danbluestone.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/danbluestone.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="danbluestone" title="danbluestone" /></a> Any others I am missing? ]]></description>
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                <title>What is it with Cats and Foxes?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Aug 2003 19:18:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well... I win ^^; Looks like my parents  are going to let me date the lovely  Kitti without so much hassle. So life  is pretty good. Working things out is  never easy but it brings forth better  results than fighting the system.<br />
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Congrats to Heather and Storm, another  Cat/Fox couple. May your life be full  of surprises <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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Hmmm... that's all folks.<br />
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Your resident nutso fox,<br />
~Noble~<br />
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Friends~<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><a href="http://kithylion.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/i/kithylion.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="kithylion" title="kithylion" /></a><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <a href="http://heatherkat.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/e/heatherkat.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="heatherkat" title="heatherkat" /></a><a href="http://vickitty.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/v/i/vickitty.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="vickitty" title="vickitty" /></a><a href="http://stormthefox.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/stormthefox.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="stormthefox" title="stormthefox" /></a><a href="http://kuroihana.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/u/kuroihana.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="kuroihana" title="kuroihana" /></a><a href="http://sonny217.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/o/sonny217.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="sonny217" title="sonny217" /></a><a href="http://astercrow.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/s/astercrow.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="astercrow" title="astercrow" /></a><a href="http://danbluestone.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/danbluestone.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="danbluestone" title="danbluestone" /></a> Any others I am missing? ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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                <title>Alive and well, well.. alive..</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 May 2003 19:13:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello fellow deviants, welcome to my humble lil nook of the grand DA  site. Feel free to comment. Feel free to contact me, I would like  friends. Anoo... that's all... ]]></description>
                <author>~noblekitsune</author>
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