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                <title>CLOSED</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 May 2007 06:10:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ lol been out of here since '04<br />
can't submit 99% of my stuff because it would be censored, so go here instead:<br />
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<a href="http://nobuyuki.gpknow.com">[link]</a>  (personal page, unsorted and probably not updated often)<br />
<a href="http://www.furaffinity.net/user/nobuyuki">[link]</a>  (FA page, updated a lot -- you need an account and etc to see the good stuff but the general audience stuff doesn't need an account)<br />
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have fun :V<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>This site is closed.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Jun 2005 08:54:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I will no longer be posting art on here or SheezyArt.<br />
The following places have been where I've been seen:<br />
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<a href="http://nobuyuki.furserve.com">[link]</a> - TEMPORARILY CLOSED<br />
<a href="http://nobuyuki.sheezyart.com">[link]</a> - CLOSED<br />
<a href="http://www.furaffinity.net/user.php?name=nobuyuki">[link]</a> - OPEN!<br />
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Here is my software house.  It will be moving somewhere soon.<br />
<a href="http://nyuu.cellosoft.com">[link]</a> - TEMPORARILY CLOSED<br />
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<br />
I also still have involvement with the following oekaki:<br />
<a href="http://suteki.nu/oekaki">[link]</a> - Well on its way to dying...<br />
<a href="http://oekaki.extra-muffins.com/b/">[link]</a>  - I run this oekaki board.<br />
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<br />
The sites I've been frequenting are <a href="http://www.scenemusic.net">[link]</a> , <a href="http://www.iichan.net">[link]</a> , and <a href="http://www.lvl99.com/ocs">[link]</a> , amongst others.  Mainly, my work's been centered around OpenCanvas sessions, which in their raw and uncensored format would blow this site's center of morality so wide apart it couldn't be stitched back together again.  So much for being "Deviant".  <br />
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Regardless, if you were a fan of my stuff here, I urge you to check out my FA page or alternatively, the OCS website for some of my newer stuff. <br />
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Until next time..... ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>What's going on here?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Oct 2004 07:09:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everybody.  Just so that no one  thinks I am dead, I want to let you  know that I haven't drawn or really  done anything in a while due to work  and etc.  Also, I've been in a bit of a  slump.  Here is some good and bad news,  depending on how you all will see it.<br />
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I've decided to move to SheezyArt.   Therefore, the submissions you will see  on my DA page will become a trickle in  comparison.  The reason for this is  censure, I believe that no site has the  right to call itself both art and  deviant when there will be artists too  deviant for it.  Perhaps it's  commercialism, perhaps some misplaced  sense of morality, who knows.  The  point really is, who cares?  I do,  cause I like to be given the chance to  actually have people boo and thumbs  down my work rather it be deleted by a  robot without so much as a half-baked  excuse for ettiquites I never  comprimised.  Also, did I mention that  this place is too crowded?  You get  what you pay for, I know, but jesus H,  if free service includes complimentary  missing thumbnails wherever I go, I  wonder what this says to subscription  service.<br />
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Anywho, like I said, that doesn't mean  I'm going to do something like clear  this gallery out of spite.  Far from  it, I want this site to be a  mini-testament to the crap I did submit  here when I was active.  Thanks  everybody for your continued support,  and I hope to see you all again when I  start creating new submissions for the  SA community.<br />
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<a href="http://www.sheezyart.com/nobuyuki">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Furserve lost all files</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Aug 2004 09:33:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ the host of my main website has lost  all its files in a server move.   Therefore, I have to re-work on the  site from scratch because my gallery  was based on an automated script. :F<br />
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On the plus side of this, I thought  perhaps I could use this time to set up  the adult gallery and this time make it  actually open to the public.  First  thing's first, though, I will have to  hack the Gallery source code again to  impliment the features I want;  namely  artist commentary and anti-leech.<br />
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The same people who host my site also  host :devsupernitro" 's site too, so  give him a visit and have pity on the  both of us.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>FUCK.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Aug 2004 10:21:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A big thunderstorm last night seems to  have done something bad to my computer.   Not anything permanent to the  hardware, it would seem, but caused my  windows 2000 OS to never complete  bootup.  I tried safe mode, last  working config, vga mode, and even  messing in the command prompt with  NTFSpro to see what the problem was,  but I couldn't seem to figure out what  the fuck happened to my PC.  So rather  than be stuck with a paperweight, I  upgraded to my most hated enemy,  windows XP.  Fuck everything.<br />
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To add insult to injury, windows XP  refused to install on top of windows  2000 and now I must re-do all my  settings.  C:\winnt vs c:\windows.   Fuck that too!<br />
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I'll probably be better in a week or  so.<br />
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On the bright side of things, I bought  a new 21 inch monitor for 5 bucks at  goodwill (it's a Sony Trinitron with  BNC connectors, which I bought a pair  from CompUSA for quite the penny).  I  also bought one of those fancy small  canon scanners.<br />
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See you all next time. ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Car Stereo</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Jul 2004 12:54:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I finally got a new car stereo  installed after my old one crapped out  on me a few months ago.  150 dollars  buys you in the US:  A brand new  Panasonic MP3 CD player yay!  Got it  installed and it's ready2r0x.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Stuff and ideas and doujinshi</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Jul 2004 21:09:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So what's new?  My group's site, Do-jin  Nyuu <a href="http://nyuu.cellosoft.com">[link]</a> got 30,000 hits.   Unfortunately, I don't have anything to  show for it.  I think I might get  working again sometime soon cause I  realized I don't want to stay at this  same job forever.  I don't know if I  told any of my journal readers what I  REALLY wanna do, but it's a bit whacky  anyway.  My current idea to make tons  of money is to team up with *<a href="http://supernitro.deviantart.com/">supernitro</a>  and ~<a href="http://kitty-is-pissed.deviantart.com/">Kitty-is-Pissed</a> to make an adult  doujinshi; with guest art hopefully by ~<a href="http://quark777.deviantart.com/"> quark777</a>, Xodiak Gangrene, and ~<a href="http://ramzkun.deviantart.com/">ramzkun</a> .  I want to get it listed on DLSite,  as my goal for Do-jin Nyuu anyways was  to be a complete westernized experience  of typical doujinshi circles.  Failing  that in many ways, the doujinshi will  probably come under the circle name  "K-Ero Comics", since Nitro already  established the group with a production  by himself and DK_L.<br />
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I'm hoping Kitty will draw me a picture  for Do-jin Nyuu's front page, but right  now she's working on some gift art for  Motoaki (who is now known as Noise).   Neoguy (Ryan Downing, my normal CG  artist) seems to be utterly MIA for the  time being, so I'm looking for somebody  to do a nice artwork to fill his place  temporarily.<br />
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Finally, I'm considering for the nth  time whether or not I want to start  using PureBasic.  If I do, my project  will probably be to port  DietSpriteWrite to PB and release it.   It will be a lot easier to program  considering Marcello <a href="http://www.cellosoft.com">[link]</a> is thinking  of making Lasceaux Sketch open source.   This program, if anybody who knows me  remembers, was at one point in direct  competition with sprite write under a  different name.  My idea of modular  plugins had been taken to the extreme  with Cello's original idea, but he  decided to refocus the program as an  oekaki applet, which in the end  benifeted everyone better.  Interface  is the most important part of a drawing  program next to features.  The source  code might provide some insight into  how marcello solved some of my more  vexing obstacles in Sprite Write, as  well as perhaps unearthing some speed  hacks for fast pixel operations.<br />
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Lastly, a co-worker of mine wants to  check out some of my art cause he needs  a graphic designer to do computer  decals.  If anyone knows of a printer  that does decal printing at a  reasonable price, let me know.  Cya all  next time! ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Video Cards!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Jul 2004 08:35:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The day before yesterday, I went out  and bought an x800 pro by ATI.   Mistake!  The very next day, the 6800's  from PNY came out, and were 100 dollars  cheaper.  Damn!  Oh well, at least I  know the card I got has faster memory  than the geForce.  Oddly enough,  though, I still wonder HOW we can sell  a 6800 cheaper than an X800.  Whatever,  though, I probably got a better gfx  card than most of you out there now  anyways.  All I wanted to do was play  half life 2 besides <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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Also, I'm thinking of replacing my CPU  core, since I had to upgrade my PSU to  install this thing.  After that,  nothing in my computer will be stock  anymore, which kind of sucks cause for  3.5 years old, my computer's been  putting out an admirable 1.5ghz the  entire time.  Semper fi <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Frys grand opening</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Jul 2004 21:50:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today, I went to grand opening of the  first Frys store in the midwest.  What  is Frys, you might ask?  That's a very  good question, considering most people  don't live in california or vegas.   It's gotta be the absolute hugest  electronics store you've ever seen.   Twice as big as Best Buy.  Scratch  that.  Maybe 3x bigger.  It's huge.   And each Frys has a theme -- ours  appears to be fancy 19th century style,  with marble floors, all the employees  wearing suits, photos on the walls,  gold-plated things, and roman columns.   <br />
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This place is nuts.  Insanely nuts.   Imagine a computer store with over 40  checkout counters and a huge line to  get to em.  Imagine a computer store  with a full sized, enclosed restaurant  right in the middle of it.  That kind  of nuts.  Imagine a computer store with  3 aisles just for screws and cables and  shit.  Sams Club length aisles  (supermarket aisles).  Imagine a store  with hardware-store like demos of  motherboards you can touch and feel  attached to a wall of pegboard 40 feet  long.  An aisle as high as a warehouse  shelf and just as long packed to the  limit with ONLY writable optical media.   A convension-sized carpeted demo-room  floor for computers.  You guys in the  midwest have NEVER seen anything this  huge.  Not even in Chicago.<br />
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Anyways, I went there, and did more  training at work today.  At Frys I  bought myself an athlon 2700  motherboard/CPU combo for 60 bucks, and  then got a 512 stick of PC2700 DDR for  30 bucks more.  Got a free case with a  PSU.  Now I'm gonna make my 100 dollar  communist computer.  TAKE THAT CHINA ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Crazy events, and programming</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Jun 2004 08:28:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Lots of stuff happened to me this  weekend, so I might as well let you all  know about it.  First of all, to the  excitement of those of you who like my  programs, I've began programming again.   The first thing I finished was version  1.17 of my Batch downloader program,  DViewBatchResume.  This new version's  top feature is support for JCD files.   You can get it here:  <a href="http://www.dualtranslations.org/nyuu/DViewBatchResume.exe">[link]</a><br />
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Secondly, I've finished porting my game  Soccer Freak to Vitalize, so it can now  be played online and you can (FINALLY)  submit your high scores again.  Check  that out here:  <a href="http://nyuu.cellosoft.com/arcade/soccerfreak.html">[link]</a><br />
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Finally, I'm working on a screensaver  next that is actually an NES emulator.   Sound interesting?  I hope so.<br />
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Now, about these strange things that  have been happening.  Last night, me  and my mom were driving to the  restaurant when a car driving across  the intersection had a tire fly off and  a bunch of sparks fly at us.  The car  was moving fast enough as to drive the  entire way across the intersection.   The people behind him just drove around  it like it never happened.  I thought  it was like something out of a movie  and couldn't believe it.  The tire  bounced around a lot and eventually  rolled the entire way up a hill before  coming to a stop.  When we came back  later and they were still there, we  asked if they needed a phone.  Turns  out that the son had installed the  brakes himself and seems there might  have been a problem with that. hmmm....  I don't know anything about cars  (computers is my area of expertise), so  I'll have to ask my dad what went  wrong.<br />
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Secondly, later that night (around  1am), I felt some bumping and shaking  coming from the next room.  At first I  thought it was my brother doin' it or  some crap violently.  Turns out it was  a magnitude 4.5 earthquake.  You heard  me right, an <i>earthquake in illinois</i>.  I  don't believe it either, and neither  did my dad.  Until a friend showed me  this:  <a href="http://earthquake.usgs.gov/recenteqsUS/Quakes/uskgad.htm">[link]</a> .  Now tell me that  earthquakes can't happen everywhere.   That's freakin' nuts.<br />
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Anyways, I gotta work today, so  probably I won't be releasing that  emulator screensaver right away.  But  keep your eyes peeled, if you're into  that sort of thing.<br />
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Catch ya'all later. ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>blblblblbl crap</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jun 2004 08:29:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Boy, what an enjoyable day I had  yesterday.  I got chewed out by my boss  for 10 minutes behind closed doors, and  almost got fired.  Remind me never  again to shrug aside their precious  numbers.  Seriously, one manager tells  me to do something, I mis-interpret  their request, and think it's not a big  deal cause I made a sale.  Then I get  dragged into the big boss's office,  where I am summerily verbally beaten to  a pulp.  Swearing included.  After that  I grabbed my paycheck and got the hell  out of dodge.<br />
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Today, I'm gonna go deposit my checks  and get a haircut.  Then, I'll probably  go and either get one of those Dual  Layer burners for 80 bucks we're  selling this week (MAD DOG, btw, which  I believe re-branded an NEC drive), or  possibly get a new car stereo, cause I  need one.  I'm getting fucking sick of  having no audio in my car to relax me.   The entire ride home I got to think  about my "disgrace" of being made an  example out of what happens when you  sell outside your section -- with no  radio in a 100 degree heat car  interior. <br />
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Blah blah.  Anyway, I'll stop  complaining.  I was just a little  upset/slightly pissed that the whole  thing happened, anyway.  All I want is  approval from my superiors (I want to  do a good job).  I know I'll probably  never get it from the big guy.  A  damned shame.<br />
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Edit:  I managed to recover an old  photo disc with lots of my artwork from  2001 and 2002 on it.  Every day until I  run out of pics, I'll be sure to submit  at least one for you all to "enjoy" in  lieu of my abscence due to artist's  block.  Hope you like them, cause I  planned on never sharing some of these  -- they were just so cute some of them,  but I was always too scared to show  them off because my art sucked at the  time.  Now I'll be tossing them into  scraps, so judgement isn't as harsh <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Graphics Card Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Jun 2004 20:28:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today I went to CompUSA with my uncle  and I showed him all the great deals we  were having that day.  I got him a  surround sound system and 5.1 sound  card for under $50 for the whole thing.   Then, I saw that the GeForce 5200 was  going on sale for 50 bucks.  An offer I  couldn't refuse, considering the shitty  ATI Rage128 that was stuck in there at  the time.  I just finished installing  it now.<br />
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Now I can finally play TFC again  without it slowing down when I shoot a  nail. :3 ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Scraps</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Jun 2004 06:44:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I submitted a couple scraps for you  all.  One's a few days old, while the  other was drawn a year from this time.   It also seems that one of the  moderators was by and nicely moved some  of my works to scraps for me.  I dare  say I probably couldn't have done a  better job myself.  Boy am I lazy.<br />
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Cya all on the flipside, and don't  forget to vote for me at <a href="http://www.xkcompo.tk">[link]</a> ! ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Hard Work</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 May 2004 07:43:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey guys.  I had a REALLY hard work  weekend, I sure hope I can keep my job.   50% of the team's gonna be laid off  very soon.  People keep saying that I'm  gonna be all-right, but you never know  these things.  To make matters worse, I  have to be out of state this weekend to  see my family -- and the weekend's when  my work needs me the most it seems.   Juan (assistant sales manager) said  that it wouldn't be a problem to get me  off the weekend, and I offered to work  out the difference, but I'm not on duty  today to start hammering that sort of  stuff out.  So, either the timeframe  will be a real bitch and a half for  this next week (read:  more impossible  than this weekend was), or, LITERALLY  impossible (read:  I can't miss work  this weekend or I'm fired).<br />
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Either way, stress up the anus.  You  can now understand why I've not been in  the mood for drawing anything lately.   Drawing tends to make me frustrated, as  for me it's a bit of a perfectionist's  nightmare.  I can never get my pictures  perfect, and if anyone bothers me while  I'm working on them, I flip out like a  motherfucker. <br />
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Anyways.... I think these stressful  times might make me return to an old  hobby which always used to calm my  nerves that I never thought I'd pick up  again.  Programming.  I was thinking  about finishing DietSpriteWrite, god  forbid, in my free time once again.  I  felt since it's non-stressful work that  is basically looking up API and then  coding possibilities all day, it might  make me feel better because it's easier  to perfect code than it is to perfect  artwork.<br />
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My apologies to those of you who'd  prefer I'd draw more stuff.  I'll see  what I can do sooner or later.  Cya all  next time! ]]></description>
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                <title>Another Nightmare</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 May 2004 07:24:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had a disturbing dream last night, on  my birthday of all days.  There are  very few things that make a grown man  cry.  A vision of death so real it's  indiscriminate from the real thing is  one of them.<br />
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In this dream myself and my brother  Roger (who mind you I'm sometimes at  odds with for his attitude) were back  at my old house playing with the  kittens that sometimes hung out in our  backyard alley.  They were unusually  friendly, and we were having a very fun  time, when at the moment I would least  expect, one of the kittens is shot dead  by something.  Immediately my brother  and I start looking around for windows  and rooftops and see NOTHING.  Me and  him decide to go call the police and  start walking towards the house when  suddenly I hear a noise and he falls  over me halfway.  <br />
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He had been shot in the chest.  I  couldn't see any blood thus far, but  then again I didn't stick around to  check.  I acted like a coward, leaving  my brother there.  I noticed the shot  was a through and through from his  back, so I started looking towards the  roof of the church behind our house.   What I see is an old lady, looking very  calculated.  I stopped being scared  once I knew she didn't see me from  behind our hedge and immediately went  into the garage for an old shotgun. <br />
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I took aim thinking it probably  wouldn't do much but provide cover  fire, and shot towards the church roof.   Then, I ran to my brother's side,  where he was lying on the grass.  This  is where things in my dream took a very  bad turn.  You see, he was still  breathing.  I told him everything was  going to be all right.  He started to <i> laugh</i>.  Very slowly.  This really upset  me, and I started to say his name over  and over again and repeat myself trying  to convince myself he would be ok.   Then, my brother said, in the nicest  voice I'd ever heard him say something,  "no, it's not".  After that he became  incoherent and I couldn't understand  what he was saying.  I hugged my  brother and told him I'd see him up in  heaven and started to cry.  I knew that  was it, the end.<br />
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That's when I woke up.  I couldn't get  over it really, so I told my dad about  it and he seemed to be disturbed as  well.  I said that I didn't really  realize I cared about my brother until  he could be gone.  He said maybe I  should talk to my brother when he wakes  up.  I will, but I don't want to  disturb him either, knowing how he  ended up.  You see, it wouldn't have  been so bad if he had just died right  there after the first shot -- it was  how he was after it that made me feel  it was real.  I had to sit there and  watch him die.  And just like my  brother, he refused to be helped; even  though he knew he was gonna die.  He  wasn't rude or blaming me for it, even,  he just kind of said it was okay and  then kind of sputtered out.  It really  bothered me.<br />
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Anyways, here I am writing this to you  few people who read my journal now, I  hope you can learn something about this  to all of you with estranged family or  maybe best friends.  At that moment I  saw my brother die, I felt like we were  best friends -- we aren't, but I felt  like it.  You'll feel 10 times worse  than losing a best friend, trust me.   Make sure you have a talk one of these  days and come to terms with your  situation, so that if that person you  know dies, you won't have any regrets  that you never told them how you really  felt.  OK?<br />
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Have a nice day everybody.  I'll try to  remember it's my birthday today.   (Maybe someone out there's still making  me gift art?  I'm a wishful thinker :3) ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Birthday #20</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 May 2004 21:30:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey guys may 14th is my birthday and as  a present i've decided to let loose on  punctuation and caps yayay<br />
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please girls if you love teh nobu draw  me something, say hi at this journal  entry, or send me your understuffs in  the mail! :3<br />
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yes........<br />
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Anyways, tomarrow I will go eat chinese  food, go to the movies, and maybe talk  to Sam and Renee who knows!  Anything  could happen cause they gave me a day  off work tomarrow <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />~<br />
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fish love you <3 ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Ya wanna hear a tune I composed?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Apr 2004 07:03:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I made a 30 second chiptune for  Mexs' 10 kilobyte music competition.   Click <a href="http://nobuyuki.furserve.com/nothing/Nobu_10k.it">[link]</a> to get it.  Winamp2 used  to play IT format, if you can't play it  anymore try XMPlay <a href="http://www.un4seen.com">[link]</a> or Modplug <a href="http://www.modplug.com."> [link]</a> If you want to compete in the  competition, check this out! <a href="http://www.xkcompo.tk">[link]</a><br />
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Impressions welcome of course, and when  it comes time to vote I hope I can get  yours :3 ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Apr 2004 09:59:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I drew a picture on Nitro's oekaki.   I was being an 80s head or something.   I met an old high school friend at  college today.  His name was Louis and  if I remember right that dude looked  like he got all the chicks in high  school.  Asian guy.  I need to say no  more -- except he looked a bit more  shaggy when I met up with him in the  parking lot at college today.  LOL.<br />
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Anyways, I've been brewing this idea  that I was hoping TravisSk could help  me bring to fruition, since it kind of  coincides with a project of his own.  I  had thought of calling the project  "Audible Fusion" after the concept it  most closely mimicks, Multimedia Fusion <a href="http://www.clickteam.com."> [link]</a>  But of course it's just a  project name.  I came up with a bunch  more plugins today which further  simplify the process of creating music.   The project basically lets you create  a grid of built in Objects and  Extensions (including VST), and connect  them all together until they finally go  out to a Speaker object.<br />
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Among the most unique of these plugins  I want to call something like "Track  Generators", after the fact they create  notes for tracks using the sounds fed  to it by the FM/PCM Generators.  Of  these types of Track Generators I want  are these and maybe some more:<br />
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Sequencer -- MIDI style piano roll. Can  import MIDI notes.<br />
Tracker -- MOD style tracker pattern  interface.  Can import MOD notes.<br />
Drum Machine -- A board of switches  used to create drumloops.<br />
Chord Generator -- Generates a chord  from the instrument(s) hooked to it  from either a list of chords or build  your own.<br />
Arpeggator -- Creates automatic  Arpeggio effect based on time/tempo  from a list of common arpeggios, or  build your own.<br />
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These all export Patterns, which could  be hooked up to either a pattern  organizer (like a tracker), or a  Playlist control (much like Buzz or  Fruity), which obviously hooks up to  the speaker control for "audible  fusion".  Generators hooked up to them  create instruments internal to each  object, or you could use an Instrument  Organizer object, which would let you  hook up the sounds and instruments in  any order you choose, which could then  be hooked up to multiple objects of the  Track Generator type.  All this would  be visualized on one grid, where  clicking any object pops up it's  properties, etc.<br />
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More later... ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>OMG I got a job</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Mar 2004 07:10:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Now I'm waiting for the drug test to  get to them so I may be called and get  my job0r. ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Rarr</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Mar 2004 05:57:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Damn dogs.  The second I go to bed,  they started barking, and they didn't  stop until 6 in the morning.  Then,  when I'm finally getting back to sleep,  they start barking again.  How do  people live up with annoying pets?  I  hope the dogs didn't sleep a wink  because of their stupidness.  But,  knowing them, they probably barked in  their sleep.<br />
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Anyways, before I headed to bed I  checked out these guys' satellite TV  (see this entry to get what I'm talking  about:  <a href="http://nobuyuki.deviantart.com/journal/1970398/">[link]</a> ), and on TechTV there  was what appeared to be a random anime  show in the vein of the long-missed  SATURDAY ANIME feature on Sci-fi.  The  show is called ANIME UNLEASHED and it  was a welcome surprise to me, being the  jaded cynicist towards anime that I am.   <br />
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I suggest anyone who has a satellite  dish (which isn't me, unfortunately, as  my house has too many TV's and also  cable internet to switch) tune into  TechTV on the weekdays from 9pm-1am to  check out this neat showcase.  <i>That  means you, Renee</i>. ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Housesitting.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Mar 2004 19:30:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've just come across a great job that  will get me the money I need to  purchase a new hard drive.  I've been  given the job of staying in a  neighbor's house for them while they  are out on a business trip for a week.   As I'm typing this now, it's day 2 and  I'll be done on friday.  Benifets  include 3 fully stocked freezers.!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Shit, shit, and doubleshit</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Mar 2004 07:03:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey guys guess what!  While making a  map for HL last night my system decides  to spontaneously crash on me.  When I  reboot, the thing hangs on checking the  FAT tables for the C: on Scandisk.   After a reboot the thing skips over the  C: for checking and continues to boot  normally.  I give the thing another  check this time manually with Scandisk  to see if errors pop up, and indeed  they do.  It's a big annoying  motherfucker of an error that I will  paraphrase here:<br />
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Scandisk was unable to access a portion  of the file allocation tables and is  unable to fix the problem.  This could  be a sign of iminent hard drive  failure.  It is reccomended that you do  a Thorough scan now.<br />
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So, I try a thorough scan, thinking the  same thing will happen.  Well, it did  get stuck on checking the FAT for C:  again (this stupid hard drive click,  silence, click, silence loop whenever  it can't access something), only this  time the error said something like  Scandisk has found an error and will  fix it later, but it is recommended  that you proceed with a standard test  after this one has completed.<br />
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Now, I don't consider myself a  superstitious man, but the last time  Scandisk told me there was a problem  with my FAT table, and I actually  rebooted to Safe Mode to let Scandisk  finish a scan without constantly  restarting (because restarting means  enjoying the click of death for 60  seconds while it times out and gives  another error), the thing crashed and  TOTALLY corrupted my last hard drive.   So now, I guess I'll be backing up  files all damn day, which sounds about  as fun as a hernia test.<br />
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Then maybe after that I'll push my luck  and try scandisk in safe mode to watch  it fry another hard drive, or  something.  Not that I can afford  another one right now, needing a new  video card as well and all and only  having 100 dollars left to my name.<br />
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Shit.  My computer's cursed. ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Lack of inspiration?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Feb 2004 19:21:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've not been very inspired to draw  anything lately.  Very sorry to the (3?  lol) people who actually appreciate my  work.  Keep me on watch, though, I  don't have any plans on stopping  drawing the things that I like.<br />
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Alternatively, check my homepage or DJN  for the skinny on my other projects.<br />
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My latest work of any kind was a recent  chiptune cover called "Pia Noodle", which  you can find on the music section of my  homepage.  Enjoy and stuffs.<br />
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Hope to see you guys again soon! ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Xmas</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Dec 2003 07:15:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's the most coldest-full time of the  year.  Why don't they don't have an  xmas carol for that..?  Anyways, I can  see none of ya bothered to leave any  comments on the TSE soundtrack (which  btw TwiTerror, the main musician, is  hawking around on CD with his name on  it in these huge letters omitting the  other artists on the front -- check it  out, only 9.95 at ampcast <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lick.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" />), so I might  as well let it pass and shove in a new  journal entry.<br />
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What's up today?  Just bored, on a day  off with no exams, and one more to go,  which is going to be more of a chore  than it is a challenge.  I woke up with  this odd tingling to go visit DA and  actually comment on people's works, so  I did.  Shouts out to the people who  got comments.  Anywho's, that also made  me see a nasty trend that's been going  around many DA pages:  The snowball  fight.  Boy, am I glad this place is  empty enough to avoid that crap.  But  if any of you reading this decide to  get the gall to throw a DA snowball at  me, <i>I PROMISE I will either take you  off my watch list / not visit your  gallery for a month</i>.  So be forewarned. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" />   I guess I'll make an exception for  that extremely off-the-wall DA xmas  raping that's going around, but I'm  afraid I'd feel wrong passing it on  (sorry fala!)...<br />
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Oh!  Also, I might have a nice little  job doing 4 channel MOD files for some  pocketPC game.  I like 4 channel mods  for chiptunes, but I <b>hate</b> using them to  make specifically non-chiptune stuff.   I'm working from a second-hand source  (my buddy Travis, who's too busy to do  the music), so if I get bitched out for  not fitting the game theme it's going  to piss me off.  That being said, I  already composed 2 songs for it.  When  I'm finished I'll probably throw them  on DualTranslations.org and add them to  the game soundtracks section at Do-jin  Nyuu (which definately needs some  updating, btw).<br />
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Greetings:  <a href="http://trp86.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/r/trp86.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="trp86" title="trp86" /></a> <a href="http://spazzykoneko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/spazzykoneko.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="spazzykoneko" title="spazzykoneko" /></a> to who I had commented to  this fine december morning of FREEZING  COLD <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /><br />
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To the rest of ya:  hi :3 ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>The Spirit Engine released</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Nov 2003 06:26:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I HAVE to spam some of my latest  musical exploits.  First off, I'd like  to say that The Spirit Engine, an RPG 2  years in the making, has been released.   It features music by TwiTerror,  myself, and Yoshiman.  I strongly  suggest you try it.  <a href="http://tse.natomic.com">[link]</a><br />
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Also, I'm working on a remix of Memory  Revealed from Illusion of Gaia.  Check  out the WIP here:<br />
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<a href="http://www.vgmix.com/song_manage.php?song_id=241">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Late Halloween entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Nov 2003 09:31:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone.  Is it just me, or is DA  going to shit?  I'm seeing that now I  get to pay for 'amazing new features'  we used to have in DAv2 like thumbnails  in the DeviantWatch.  The user icons  are still not up, and the thumbnail  generator seems to be puking on both my  DeviantID, Webcam, AND latest  deviation.  Holy cow.<br />
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Anyways, back to halloween.  I handed  out candy with my dad, and in our  improvizational style, came up with our  theme 5 seconds before the kids started  to ring the doorbell.  I quickly  dressed myself up in my 'trademark'  suit and tie <a href="http://nobuyuki.furserve.com/suit2.JPG">[link]</a> and gave the kids  the silent treatment, while my dad  donned my brother's top hat and black  trenchcoat and sword.  He waited out  the kids until they were least  expecting -- then WHAM! Jumps up  yelling "TRICK OR TREAT" and then stabs  our pumpkin with the sword!  Scared the  life out of quite a few many kids,  teens, and a mexican couple.  Ha ha.<br />
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Our neighbor Tom came over later, with  the most hilarious costume I'd ever  seen.  He had dressed up as Captain  Crunch and went around the street  hitting on chicks with various captain  crunch phrases.  We all stood in a row  and got a photograph, but I ain't  showing it here cause I look too much  like a fatass ;p<br />
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That reminds me.  My mom's on this  crappy Atkins diet.  Seriously folks,  you can't have ANY carbs in it?  She  thinks eating a fucking potato in beef  stew's going to make her bloat up 10  pounds.  This world needs help when we  start to think potatoes are what cause  fat.  Oh wait, nevermind. ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>My personal site is open.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Oct 2003 19:20:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, after a 2 year downtime, my  personal site "Nobuyuki's Desk" has been  re-opened, with completely new design  and artwork.  You'll see most of my DA  stuff on there, plus soon the pictures  the DA vice squad didn't want you to  see.  And with a commenting system just  as good as DA's.  Plus you'll get to  hear a bunch of the music I'd composed  over the years.<br />
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Soon I'll be adding more recent music  and opening the adult section of the  site.  I still have things to resolve  before doing these though, so bear with  me.  Otherwise, the site is complete.   Enjoy! ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>College Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Sep 2003 05:28:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey, everyone.  I'm pretty sure people  are gonna take a while to realize I've  updated the journal, since most of you  come by the way of devwatch, etc.  But  I'm posting here anyways to explain why  my submissions have run down to a  trickle.<br />
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Since I enrolled in college, all my art  time has been spent in the art classes  I'm taking.  Since I don't have my  scanner hooked up yet, and my digicam  is out of batteries (those suckers cost  15 bucks!), I will not have any  submissions for you in the immediate  future.  When I do get either of these  things back up, you can expect to see  some paper and graphite works instead  of my normal oekaki stuff.  I hope you  will enjoy.<br />
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In other news, my free time at home has  been recently spent doing the music to  an RPG called "The Spirit Engine".   Myself and two others are on the music  team creating works for this beast of  an RPG two years in the making.  I'd  like to show you all some music, but I  think that they might have plans to  sell the OST.  I still might post a  thing or two here so keep your eyes  peeled! ;3 ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>July update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Jul 2003 07:15:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Holy carp, I haven't updated this thing in a long-ass time now have I?   I guess I'll just post what's going on in my life then.  My little  brother's coming back home after being gone for several weeks.  I  haven't played any games since he left!  So, I'm excited to challenge  him once again.  In other news, my page is approaching 2000 hits.  Will  the 2000th person please step forward when they reach it?  Thank j00  very much. :3<br>
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Oh yeah, almost forgot.  I'm so lazy that my personal site is still not  open due to a lack of interface.  The gallery is totally ready to go  and all that... Just need to bring the links and music and gallery  sections together.  And write a profile.  Hopefully Xod and Nitro will  be ready to do the collaboration oekaki by then. ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Guilty Gear XX</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Jun 2003 20:29:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I bought Guilty Gear X2 the other day.  Let me just say one thing:   THIS GAME ROCKS AND YOU SHALL BUY IT.  Unique fighting system, heavy  metal inspired characters, instant death moves, dust combos, what more  could you want?  Also, there's something for everyone in this game when  it comes to characters.  Maybe fanart soon :B ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>sick as a dog</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 May 2003 05:28:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yesterday night, the day after my brother was up all night vomiting, I  became ill and did the same thing.  How embarassing.  I'm still very  sick, but before I go, let me give you a few words of advice -- if you  feel you're about to vomit, don't start taking a shit before you do.   It's the most horrible way to go, EVER!  bye. ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>The Matrix has me</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 May 2003 23:51:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just saw the first showing of the Matrix:  Reloaded.  Boy, was it  packed.  For those of you who think it will be more of the same thing:   You are wrong.  The plotline was so amazing, it absolutely blew me  away.  Not to say that the fighting wasn't also better and more amazing  than the first time around.  You will sit there and just gawk when this  movie ends.  Trust me.  You HAVE to see it.<br>
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Go watch the Matrix:  Reloaded. ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>19th Birthday</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 May 2003 07:58:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Happy Birthday to me :3<br>
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Today I'm going to go get chinese food and watch the new Matrix movie. ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>19th Birthday coming up</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 May 2003 08:53:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There is less than a week until my 19th bday, which is on the 14th.  If  there's anyone else I know with a bday close to mine, I'd like to know!   For some reason, I always want to give out bday presents on my bday  instead of getting them... but that's not to say I don't like getting  em too! *hinthint* X3 ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Recurring Dream pt. 2</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 May 2003 08:59:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had that dream again where I was in the phantom school.  You know,  the one that doesn't exist?  For those of you who don't follow my  random journal entrys, let me explain.  Ever since I graduated from  high school, I've been having these scary, weird, very strange dreams  where I'm in a school that does not exist but seems to be as real as  you or I.  The school makes me feel jealous because of it's  extravagance (in the dream I know there's an actual art  gallery/aquarium behind the cafeteria because I passed by that area of  the school in 3 of the dreams and actually went inside in one of them),  there's even a towering library that is huge on the inside and borders  the atrium of the school.  I've gotten lost in that library twice.  A  symbol of how much the phantom school has in terms of money is that  they can actually rent out videogames, but anyways, let me get on with  the dream.<br>
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This time was extremely weird, where I was fighting for the attention  of two mysterious, outerworldly girls I've never seen at this school  before with this faggy nerd-kid who seemed to know exactly how to get  their attention.  These girls were super innocent, I swear, in that  they would talk to anybody without inhibitions and basically make you  feel comfortable conversing, but nerdkid was gonna take advantage of  them, so I took it personal to try and stop it.  The nerd (let's say  his name is Brian because I got that kind of vibe from him in the  dream) had a few random objects which seemed to be like catnip to these  girls, but neither me nor him had seen the girls for a long time, and  he was hoping the items would bring them out of the woodwork (these  girls always hung out together like sisters or something).  Well,  oddly, one of the items was a teatherball and I assumed that if these  apparition-like girls were to reappear somewhere, it would be by the  teatherball.  So searching I would have to go.  In this school that I  didn't know whether I was accepted or whether I should despise because  it wasn't real.<br>
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The first thing I tried was before classes (in my dreams the classes  never start, it's always before school, after school, or in between  classes) was to hop down to the cafeteria and try to extract the  information out of that jackass of a nerd.  Without success.  I was  surprised such a dorky looking kid had the guts to stand up to me (yeah  right, but really), but it might have been to impress my little brother  who he seemed to be friends with (and weirdly enough my little brother  was there too on the table).  So, I whispered to one of my buddies who  was hanging there (Vince!  If you're reading this) to try and keep  pressing the guy for information while I kept looking.<br>
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So, away I went to see if I could find the teatherball and (in my mind)  the two strange girls who would undoubtedly be there pawing at it.  As  I passed out of the lunchroom to the south side (the exit facing the  back of the school where the aquarium was), I got that feeling of  disgust again because that gallery was an example of the taxpayer's  dollars going to waste.  In real life I had always dispised the misuse  of money by the school board because I basically moved from a richy  high school to a not-so-fortunate one my graduating year and learned a  valuable lesson.  Then, I decided to travel a corridor less-taken and  see what was back in the old locker hallway where people usually  stuffed their bookbags and other junk (like some little used  classrooms).<br>
<br>
Lo and behold, what did I find in this big open area it lead to?  A  giant freaking amusement park ride!  Things were starting to get  weirder when I realized --  who was manning the ride was none other  than local celebrity Bernie Mac!  I was freaked out by the presence of  a celebrity but remembered that some celebs work volunteer jobs at  local schools and museums and I've talked to one volunteering before in  real life so I calmed down quickly.  The ride, a spinning platter,  didn't seem to be very popular yet (it must have just been installed),  so I asked Bernie if he'd seen two strange girls go by, or possibly a  tetherball hanging from the ceiling.  He said no, but asked if I wanted  to ride for free.  I asked him, "How much does it normally cost?" and  he said that the school paid for it so all rides were free.  Sounded  like a very generous offer, so I hopped on the machine and spun around  the disc getting very dizzy, and then hopping off again after realizing  from the view by the ceiling that one row of lockers wasn't attached to  the wall but just placed there recently at the head of a couple stairs!<br>
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I told Bernie I was going to slip between the lockers and to just keep  doing what he was doing and cover me to make sure nobody saw.  Behind  these lockers was a very old corridor back to the cafeteria, which I  used to get back and inform all the people hanging out there in the  beginning of the second part of... ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>New Song</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Apr 2003 08:52:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I finished an 'animutation' style flash movie ....<br>
<a href="http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view.php?id=92293">[link]</a><br>
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If you don't 'get' it then I apologise, otherwise... VOTE 5 !!11  <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_xd.gif" align="middle" alt="XD" title="XD" border="0" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>New Song</title>
                <link>http://nobuyuki.deviantart.com/journal/590161/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Apr 2003 12:09:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I finished my Chiptune version of Axel F.  Listen to it!<br>
<a href="http://nyuu.cellosoft.com/temp/4/Nobu_AxelF.it">[link]</a><br>
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And post your impressions (if any). ;3 ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Recurring Nightmare</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Mar 2003 06:53:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I keep having this recurring dream which is starting to scare the shit  out of me.  I just woke up and it happened again.  Ever since I  graduated from high school, I've been having these dreams and I don't  know what they mean.  Before I try and explain, I need to set up the  details.<br>
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During my senior year at a high school that changed my life (I went  from the least popular kid my freshman year to when I moved here to  this school becoming one of the most popular), I was transferred  against my will by the administration to a very overcrowded,  delapitated old high school which I despised so much the idea that I  basically shunned my friends I was making there unintentionally.  I  graduated from this school, but I felt like I never said goodbye to my  real friends.  And I've never seen them since.<br>
<br>
Anyways, the dream always goes something like this.  I'm in a class or  some other place either asleep or studying, and somebody always makes  me aware of my setting (being woken up, or pulled out of deep study,  etc.). Last night I was studying from a book of kanji I had lost when I  moved here (?).  When all of a sudden, a bell rings and I end up in the  hallways of my old school.  Suddenly I am filled with a sense of  undefined happiness as I pass by all my old friends in the hallway.   Weird enough as that seems, I almost felt as if they were all patting  me on the back as if to say "welcome back".  <br>
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So then after that, I think to myself "now I can head back to my next  class and live a normal life again!" but I don't know what my next  class is since I just transferred back to this school.  So what to do?   Head to the guidance counselor's office, right?  Well, as I head back,  three times in this recurring dream I somehow get stuck in this  library, a place I've never been to before.  Which is convoluted to  hell.  And I always see one of the computers at the library scrolling  the same message across the screensaver in various fonts which I cannot  remember it's message (it seemed to be like the credits for the  programmers?  It's just weird)...  <br>
<br>
As I feel a sense of urgency to get my way the hell out of this place,  I panic more and more until finally I wake up.  Sickened.  That here I  am, a high school graduate, without college plans, and doing nothing  but slacking off with my life wishing I could have changed the past.  I  don't know what to make of this, but I got a college curriculum on my  desk right now.  Please, for the love of god people, don't make your  subconcious dream up these ghosts of the past, because they can really  freak you the fuck out.<br>
<br>
A final note:  When I said I got stuck in this foreign library 3 times,  I didn't mention that on 2 other occasions, instead of being let go of  the first class, I was let out of the last class and did not know which  bus I took home.  Same situation, I panicked and then the buses were  all gone (that school's buses waited for no one).  Always wake up  freaked out because I wake up no longer as a high school student but as  a graduate, as if my time had passed already and there was no way I  could go back to the school I loved.   This particular high school also  has a community college and that was the school I got the papers out  today.  It's not too late for me to go back to college -- let this be a  lesson to all of you. ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Hi!  first 1000 hits.</title>
                <link>http://nobuyuki.deviantart.com/journal/549390/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Mar 2003 16:22:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello!  There are only a few hits to go before 1000 visitors.  If you  are visitor 999 or 1000, take a screenshot!  I'd love to know who's  visitor 1000 :3<br>
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P.S.  I'm working on a new personal page, after realizing that I can  post all of my art there rather here, all I needed was a host.  Click  the following to see what's done so far! <a href="http://nobuyuki.furserve.com">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Happy Valentines Day</title>
                <link>http://nobuyuki.deviantart.com/journal/492637/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Feb 2003 18:51:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi everyone and welcome back to my DA page yet again.  If you're a  first time visitor (which would probably be... most of you), let me  give a very brief introduction:  I am Nobuyuki and I draw things.  And  do other things.  Things.  THINGS!<br>
<br>
And, I'd like to wish you all a happy valentine's day.  I am happy this  year because I'm getting paid a lovely sum of cash after commissioning  a valentine's day love song out.  Since I'm such a spam whore, I'd like  for you all to hear it and tell me what you think.  It's Jpop/VG/80s  style!<br>
<br>
<a href="http://artists.iuma.com/site-bin/mp3gen/62298/IUMA/Bands/Nobuyuki/audio/Nobuyuki_-_Valentine_Star_Karaoke.mp3">[link]</a><br>
<br>
kthx and see you next post :3 ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Stuff I did (because you care)</title>
                <link>http://nobuyuki.deviantart.com/journal/483703/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Feb 2003 10:56:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Welcome, welcome to my DA page yet again.  Yes, I'm talking to you, the  few, the proud ACTUAL visitors to my page.  You are my flock.  <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_smile.gif" align="middle" alt=":) (Smile)" title=":) (Smile)" border="0" /> <br>
<br>
Anyways, I have a tendancy to be long-winded, so if I start to bore you  with this journal entry, let me tell you what a certain person told me  on IRC about how I chat:  "This isn't your personal LiveJournal, nobody  cares" -- like I was fucking complaining?  Anyways, I said I didn't  have a journal until I realized that this is one.  Thanks to the guy  who mentioned that.  You are an asshole Texmo, don't ever change ;p<br>
<br>
Before I start, let me get something off my chest:  Why is the DA Pixel  Art section infested with megaman sprite rips?  Those things are like  my pet peeve... <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_pissedoff.gif" align="middle" alt="I am PISSED OFF!" title="I am PISSED OFF!" border="0" /> <br>
<br>
As for what happened to me yesterday, it was quite uneventful IRL  (basically hooked up an old controller to my uncle's computer so the  kids could play MAME with it), but I surprisingly got a lot done in the  way of artistic whatnot.<br>
<br>
It started off in the morning, when I woke up with a bit of a tune in  my head.  That's like a godsend to me, because I am a composer and have  had severe writer's block since new years started.  Of course I didn't  manage to FINISH the song, but you can take a listen anyways:  <a href="http://www.cellosoft.com/nyuu/temp/3/nb_mint2.it">[link]</a>  (mint35, a Yamaha DX-7 tune)<br>
<br>
Oh, and in case anybody actually enjoyed that, here's a couple more I  ended up trying to write but couldn't finish:<br>
<br>
<a href="http://www.cellosoft.com/nyuu/temp/3/nb_promise.it">[link]</a> (I Promise You, a chiptune version of an 80s song)<br>
<a href="http://www.cellosoft.com/nyuu/temp/3/nb_night.it">[link]</a> (Nights into Dreams, ambient style)<br>
Yes yes, and impressions are always welcome.<br>
<br>
Finally, after that I planned on making a bunch of T-Shirt designs on  Pixeltees to sell (please buy one!) but didn't get around to it until  the very end of the day.  Drawing 'Pixeled T' was very difficult and  took a couple hours, so by the time I was finished it was already 2:30  AM so I went to bed.   You can check out how I did by checking out the  deviation 'Pixeled T' here on my site.  Make sure to let me know what  you think! ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Policy Violation pt. 3</title>
                <link>http://nobuyuki.deviantart.com/journal/467662/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Jan 2003 18:24:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The deletion of my works continue.  This time, one of my old  felicia  fanart pics is gone.  Is my stuff really pornographic?  Maybe I should  inform my parents that I've become a smut-peddler because I draw girls  without their clothes on.  DA admins, show me to the light!  What  exactly needs to be blurred out of the picture before it's considered  "art"?  Can "art" be politically incorrect to some and still be  accepted as a valid artform, or only just as long as an admin doesn't  think it's politically incorrect?  The pictures in question deleted  were all ones that didn't stop just below the bustline, but otherwise  were no different than my other pictures.<br>
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The only courtesy I git was a small rehash of the etiquitte policy from  one of the admins.  I guess that's the first thing I wanted to hear,  more specific details for an admin, but now I  have to start filtering  out my content before I submit it so it doesn't end up in the Comstock  Lode.  Fuck.  I feel like resubmitting them with cute little cat icons  or red X boxes over their girl parts.  Anybody with some experience in  this area?  I welcome your input.<br>
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P.S.  If my violation counter keeps rising I might have incentive to go  on a holy quest for more of this "Pornography" that seems to be in  every deviant's gallery now and days <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_wink.gif" align="middle" alt=";) (Wink)" title=";) (Wink)" border="0" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Policy Violation pt. 2</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Jan 2003 19:31:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Somebody working hard today to keep up the quota. <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_smile.gif" align="middle" alt=":) (Smile)" title=":) (Smile)" border="0" /> <br>
<br>
Well, my violations appeared on this page now, so yay I'm no longer in  WTF mode, but I'm starting to dislike the fact that now some of my  older, more established pieces in my art collection are starting to be  killed off.  This is unforunate, since we all know that nudity sells  and those are like my more popular works too.  I'd sure like to know  who's sifting through my old stuff and deleting it for el-mysterio  policy violations, cause it's not like I'm breaking any new  contreversial ground in the world of oekaki or anything (or breaking  the rules either, seemingly)... Something just tells me this is one of  those unspoken rules of political correctness <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_ohmygod.gif" align="middle" alt="OMG!" title="OMG!" border="0" /> <br>
<br>
Will somebody up there please tell me what's going on here ;p ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>Policy Violation</title>
                <link>http://nobuyuki.deviantart.com/journal/465647/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Jan 2003 17:15:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, this is weird.  Not one hour after I submit a nice piece of art  does it get a ton of views, and with it, a ton of contreversy.  Sounds  right up my alley, except I'm getting a big fucking load of WTF here on  which policy I actually violated.  How nice of Chibi to bring it up  before the deviation "disappears" and all comments on it turn into  phantom comments.  Before it did, though, I got some likes and some  dislikes, so I know whatever I posted was something else. <br>
<br>
Here's my problem with the whole thing, though.  If I DID violate  policy somehow, why can I still see my thumbnail submissions on my  pages and stuff?  The whole thing is acting weird.  On top of that, I'm  not even listed in the violators list:  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/policy/violations/">[link]</a><br>
<br>
...which really confuses and pisses me off, because now I don't know  whether to re-submit my work, or to ask an admin wtf happened to it.   Before the thing started screwing up on me though, I was laughing at  the reaction I got.  So, congrats to all of you who made my day --  nothing like a couple hecklers to give a big thumbs up to <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_thumbsup.gif" align="middle" alt="Thumbs Up" title="Thumbs Up" border="0" /> <br>
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P.S. if the deviation is still acting up by tomarrow I'll post in the  Help forum about it, otherwise, could someone be so kind as to explain  to me how the violations system works?  Cause I think an actual admin  has to delete the thing and I don't know which admin that was,  otherwise I'd like to talk to them about it x_x ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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                <title>About me</title>
                <link>http://nobuyuki.deviantart.com/journal/403911/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Dec 2002 16:59:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What do you know?  It's my first DeviantArt journal entry.  Since my  page is totally devoid of anything that would give a hint to who I am,  and you either know me or you don't, I guess I'll give a heads up to  those of you who aren't clued in.  <br>
<br>
I am Nobuyuki.<br>
I am a guy.<br>
I like girls.<br>
I'm not a fucking furry.<br>
I don't care if you're not a fan, you can go fuck yourself.<br>
If you made it this far, then I love you.  You deserve a prize.  Go  fuck yourself. >:3<br>
<br>
As of my birthday this year I have been 18. Therefore I will not only  like girls, from now on I will probably draw them too.  If you don't  like it, click any link that doesn't have my name on it.<br>
<br>
Finally, I'm not this direct to the point in real life.  This little  heads-up will hopefully scare off people who might otherwise piss me  off.  The rest of you are welcome to try to be friendly.  :B ]]></description>
                <author>~nobuyuki</author>
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