deviantART: by:noentusuke1 http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:noentusuke1&section=today deviantART RSS for by:noentusuke1 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 10 Dec 2009 18:03:34 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png well this sucks http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/26276941/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/26276941/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 13:13:38 PDT
I have hypothyroidism, which is why i feel tired/ache/tremble/etc all the time.

I have to be on a special diet for 5 days because I have to get radioactive iodine treatment for a test and I can't have a lot of iodine in my system. So I can't have dairy, processed meats, iodized salt, grains like white bread and pastas and pastries, as well as a bunch of other things. The purpose of this test is to find out if I should continue with the radioactive iodine to kill my thyroid and then be on synthroid the rest of my life, or if I should take another medication just to supplement it. My endocrinologist believes that I will have to continue with the radioactive iodine because of how bad it is. So this kind of sucks. right now it's because there's all this yummy food sitting around that I want but can't eat... no foodie should ever be put through something like this! and soon enough it will be because I will have to stay away from small children, use plastic silverware, and try not to leak radiation. fun, right?

I should be calling people.

I might have to go to a community college for fall semester because my mother is silly. I have a few more chances but it's looking pretty likely and it's kindof killing me inside because i have SO MANY IDEAS that I need to let out and I don't have the materials/equipment to do so.

I'm really not looking forward to the possibility of going to suffolk. Going from a private school to... suffolk.... just... NO. it doesn't work that way.

]]> ~noentusuke1 so... twitter... http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/25307393/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/25307393/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 11:08:35 PDT
I got a twitter today.

it is probably a mistake, as it is now yet ANOTHER thing for me to use to distract myself from things i should be doing.

probably a bad idea.

anyone whose interested, follow me and I'll get you back ^__^

[link]

]]> ~noentusuke1 wow.... http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/24738584/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/24738584/ Wed, 13 May 2009 14:12:29 PDT [x] You drink a lot of tea. (Earl Grey :D )
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life. (this is an american thing too, by the way)
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor. (whats X Factor?)
[ ] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast. (I'm not sure what qualifies as a full English Breakfast... but im sure I could eat it)
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] Its football...not soccer.
Total: 3

Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flipflops thongs not flip flops.
[ ] You love a backyard barbie. (BBQ?)
[~] You know a barbie is not a doll. (possibly?)
[x] You love the beach.
[ ] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan. (whats a bogan?)
[ ] You have an australian something.
Total: 1

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel. (y is almost a vowel....)
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[ ] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[x] You speak some italian.
[x] You are under 5'10'' ( 5'8 1/2'' DAMMIT!)
[ ] You know what a italian horn is
[ ] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world
[x] You talk with your hands.
Total: 5

Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[x] You speak spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[x] You know what a Puta is.
[ ] You talk fast occasionally.
[ ] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[x] You know what platanos are.
Total: 4

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[ ] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 4

Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[ ] You have a bad temper.
[x] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y, oo. ( Murphy! hah.)
[x] You have blue or green eyes.
[x] You like the color green.
[x] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[x] You have a family member from Ireland. (I know I have family in Ireland, and my Uncle Tom has citizenship.... so i guess that counts.)
[ ] You have/had blonde hair.
[x] You have/had freckles.
[ ] Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 6

African American
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually.
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap. (*Hiss*)
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist. (I think he was just an idiot.)
[ ] You like chicken. (the stereotype is fried chicken. and I don't like fried chicken)
[x] You like watermelon. (it's yummy and refreshing!)
[ ] You can dance.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel. ( Bitches don't know. )
Total: 1

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[x] You have played the piano. (I thought the stereotype was violin? I do play violin too)
[ ] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 3

German
[ ] You like bread.
[ ] You think German Chocolate is good. (never tried it. and if it's dark chocolate, I don't like it)
[x] You Speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[ ] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi.
[x] You went to Pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2.
Total: 4


Canadian
[ ] You like/play/played hockey
[ ] You love beer.
[ ] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[ ] You speak some french.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[x] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi.
Total: 1

American
[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[ ] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[ ] You hate abortion.
[ ] love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[ ] You shop at walmart. ( I have, but I hate walmart. I only shop there when I'm at school because it's the only place you can get stuff like that around there. middle of nowh... ]]> ~noentusuke1 happy birthday to me, 8 days later http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/24666912/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/24666912/ Sat, 09 May 2009 10:30:15 PDT

Regardless of that, the past has been interesting, present is interesting, and future is looking interesting. The most interesting thing lately was my boyfriend's surprise birthday party yesterday. Me and me and mikes friends have been busy busy getting things ready, and his best friend ginger and his girlfriend michelle planned and set up a real life RPG for mike (yes, he's an avid gamer. he loves RPGs. he's a dungeon master. he's a geek. yes, so am I). And he had to break his promise of never ever LARPing. Unfortunately they decided it was to be a "save the princess" kind of thing. so i had to wait, while they had fun. for 3 hours. fortunately, seniors are currently setting up for senior shows, and I got to walk around and get a bit of a sneak peak. I /might/ even post a journal about anything interesting I saw. also, since I'll probably have much much more time this summer than during the school year, I'll even share some of my discoveries (from art magazines, anything I read, stuff online) which I write about obsessively in a moleskine ruled journal I carry with me everywhere. also, I'll write about some of the ideas I've gotten on my own or from things I've seen (most of them are green inspired, I'll warn).

other interesting things are that well, I'm packing, finding all of the things I've ferreted away over the school year. thing's I've found at the REPO DEPO here at school, in garbages around school (I blame Sam, the current director of REPO. he encourages it for us to bring interesting things to REPO. I usually keep all my finds), stuff I've bought, you know, those kinds of things. (it sucks that as I go, I'll probably have to throw some out because there isn't that much room in my mom's car :( ). I've also found out about my Sophmore Studios (how come spell checks hate the word 'sophmore'? I've always wondered) for next semester: Printmaking and Glass Blowing! my other two choices are painting and photography, which I will hopefully get second semester if there's room. There should be though, because they say we have a relatively small class my year.

so this summer. plans? working. and working. some more working after that. I'll be working at my good ol' farm stand that I love so much. It's relatively comfortable and relaxed. unfortunately, for only two days a week. The other job is, you may have guessed it if I told you about it at another time (hell if I remember): Stop & Shop! ew. I really dislike working at that place. but there are few jobs around and that's one that I can get. sadly.

Other plans on my list are thus:

-learning how to sew better. I've been learning how to handstitch better, and I've been teaching myself how to embroider, but I also want to buy a sewing machine and learn how to make clothing.
-learning how to knit and how to crochet better. I've never knitted, but I have been cocheting for awhile and I never really went anywhere with it.
- I definitely want to paint as much as I can, and work on drawing, and all of that.
-sometime during the summer, in june or july, me and my friend steve are thinking about going into the NYC to go to PS1 MoMA, an awesome gallery kind of space you can see here: [link]

there will be a lot of other things going on this summer, butprobably not to much interesting. all I know is that I need as much money as possible for next school year. This is because one, I'm an art student. enough said. second, because I might not have a meal plan next year. let me go farther into this: My family doesn't have too too much money at the moment, what with the recession. Because of this, I have limits on how much my tuition can be, and because I want to be an art teacher after school (which means I also need to get a masters degree), I won't be making an amazing amount of money, and I'll have tons of loans. And if I lag on my payments, my mom won't be able to pick them up, and she's the cosigner for my loans, so end of story is that she told me I can only have personal loans up to a certain amount, and wanting to save money, I've decided to appeal the fact that I'm required to have a meal plan if I'm not a senior and don't live in certain university offered dorms (special interest housing, the ford street apartments) or off campus. I'd like to say I still think it's really well, ridiculous. I think we should have a choice whether or not to eat their food, especially because the majority of it i... ]]> ~noentusuke1 happy birthday to me, 8 days later http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/24666895/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/24666895/ Sat, 09 May 2009 10:29:17 PDT ~noentusuke1 Art Union!!! http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/22985840/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/22985840/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 14:54:55 PST

Awesome News!


Okay so theres this thing called Art Union thats a kind of club here at Alfred U. Basically what it's about is getting the art community together to work on community projects, doing fundraisers and events to raise some money for all sorts of charities (last semester we did some fundraisers to raise money for a free school in India that our Director, Gia, had visited over the summer, and this semester we're looking in to what we want to do).

Art Union is a pretty young group, I think only a few years but I'm not sure.

SO ANYWAY. I attended the first Art Union meeting last wednesday (They're every other wednesday) and unfortunately I was the only underclassman to attend.

BUT WAIT! me being the only underclassman actually came as a bit of an advantage. You see, I was working at the Moka Joka, the student-run cafe in the art school last night, and none other than gia shows up with her cute dog Didi for some coffee during a break in her class.... and asks me if I want to start training to become the next director of Art Union!!! of course I accepted, it'll be an awesome job (and a huge responsibility), and will also look awesome on my resume. AGH I CAN'T WAIT.

One of the reasons I'm writing this here is because we at Art Union are always always open to any suggestions for fundraisers or events. I was wondering if any of you guys had any ideas! so far we have:

-a juried art show that will be going on during Hot Dog Day weekend (it's a big, odd celebration here in Alfred). This has actually become a sort of Art Union tradition from what I understand.
-I brought up the idea of doing something similar to what we do back in my hometown with the East End Arts Council: they kind of rent out different sized portions of sidewalk on main street for a day, prices varying by size, and people do sidewalk art, which some is submitted for a contest and the 1st, 2nd, and 3rd place winners get prizes. we haven't talked it out completely yet but we'll do this or some variation when the snow (eventually) melts.
- Last semester we had a Holiday Art Bazaar where we rented tables in Harder Hall (the art school) for $5 each, where anyone could sell anything they wanted, from baked goods to drawings to prints to jewelry (ANYTHING, but this is what I saw), and there was the idea of doing something similar annually in the Powell Campus Center, home of one of the dining halls, the book store, a cafe, the mailroom, and a bunch of other things, needless to say, if we have tables on all the floors for a day or maybe even three, people will be able to make a good chunk more than the $5 rental fee, and it would most likely be an overall success. The point is that people would be able to sell their goods and for what seems like a small sum would mean a good amount for us depending on the amount of tables (I REALLY LIKE THIS IDEA)
-I want to start up a newsletter that at least talks about what the proceeds go to, what they've done, events coming up, and other such things. I was also thinking about doing a section in it where people could advertise either artworks, wares, or anything else really for a minimal price. (I haven't talked this out with anyone yet but I'm planning on talking about it next meeting)

If you think of anything interesting beyond this, don't hesitate to mention!!

Other worthy news:
- started working at Scholes Library, the only library of it's kind which specializes in books on Engineering and Ceramics (since those are ALfred U's specialties). I sit at the collection desk and do boring things.
-working at REPO again! it makes me so happy <33

-also; If I get my grades up (and my mom stops being well.... herself...) I might be going to Florence from May 21st to June 27th for a 6 credit 2 course program which includes trips to: Pisa, SIenna, Rome, Arezzo, and Bologna. This is only if my mom stops with her crankyness, as I had emailed her about this and other things and she told me to call her, seemed fine, and then started freaking out. bah. But anyways, hopefully this will work out. hopefully. it would be amaaaaazing....
- started violin lessons, which are going by pretty quick. pretty awesome, and looking in to getting a nice violin, which Dr. Lantz has so nicely offered to help me getting a deal on. :Dhttp://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/22590358/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 05:44:49 PST

boredom, among other things


I got bored...

1] The age you will be turning on your next birthday:




2] A place you'd like to travel:




3] Your favorite place:



4] Your favorite object:



5] Favorite food:



6] Your favorite animal:



7] Your favorite color:



8] The town/state/etc in which you live:



9] Name of past pet:



10] A dream come true:



11] Your nickname/screenname:



12] Middle name:



13] Favorite smell:



14] Bad habit of yours:



15] Your future job:



16] Favorite movie:
~noentusuke1 Green Things Entry One http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/22524194/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/22524194/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 11:58:58 PST

Green Things Entry One


( I added the Entry One part because knowing me, I'll write about this again)

Okay so I've been basically, shall we say, getting really into green products and sustainability. I always have been, but me and my boyfriend have been talking about the future, such as what kind of house we'd want to build and things like that. I can't lie; I'm getting old and need to think about these things. I've been thinking of what kind of apartment I'd want with him when we move after school (still years away, but I like to think ahead), and how I'd care for it, including different cleaning materials and practices, things like that. we're planning on having 2 cats and 2 dogs since we're both animal lovers, so I need to accommodate for them too, they'd be like our children. I'd not want to introduce anything harmful to their health or ours into our home, apartment or the house me and him ultimately want to build. So then theres thinking of organic pet foods, safe cleaners, getting furnishings (like carpets) that arent full of harmful chemicals and such (because we've already heard about the icky things that can be lurking in carpets these days).Yes, I'm a worryer, but at least this means that me and my family, human or not, will be healthy.

I already decided a long time ago that I want to live in Boston after I finish my Bachelors in Alfred, so I can either get my masters at the School of Fine Arts Boston (my dream school) while working at a school nearby (preferably a private school or specialty art school, I don't want to be one of those art teachers whose dying from stress) and living in an apartment. Thankfully, my boyfriend, wonderful as he is, likes that Idea. Since he's a year ahead of me, he would see about working on his graduates at alfred while I'm finishing up my BFA and then we would move to Boston, where I could get my masters and work and he could work on finishing his graduates as well. We'd probably live in boston or on the outskirts of boston for years in an apartment, and after a few years we'd get our pets and then we would save up for our dream house. I like this idea. a lot. We both agreed on a sustainable house, both because it saves money and is good for the environment.

So I've been, as my normal plan-years-ahead self, well, planning. I've been looking through green blogs, green online newspapers, green websites in general, as well as some green magazines, and getting ideas. I've seen things from solar panel tubing thats in development (saves money on installation and materials by not having to be mounted a certain way) to seventh generation cleaners as well as method cleaners (I'm at a two-way tie with them, I like how transparent Seventh Generation is, and how involved they want and like their customers to be, but method is also a good green company. Seventh Generation is winning a little in that you can actually become a member of the website, and they have online coupons and a forum and everything). Suffice to say, I've been all over the place! Here are some links to interesting websites that I've found in my search:

Cleaners:

[link] (Seventh Generation) "In our every deliberation, we must consider the impact of our decisions on the next Seven Generations." -From the Great Law of The Iroquois Confederacy If you're interested, definitely look here! they have great offers and I would certainly suggest at least browsing through their corporate consciousness report for '07. It's interesting and helps you realize just how much they DO care.
[link] (Method) beautiful packaging, and wonderful products :)

Interesting shops:

[link] (Cardboard Safari)recycled cardboard puzzles! there are even full-size deer "trophies". I want one!
[link] (Reausable Bags) a must-bookmark shop with everything from reusable bags to reusable cups. some of the bags here are a definite want for me.

Green Webzines, Blogs, and News:

[link] (The Good Human) one of my favorites!
[link] (its your nature) definitely check out their current petitions
[link] (The daily Green)
[link] (sustainable home) great tips on how to make your home, or home to be, more sustainable!
<... ]]> ~noentusuke1 Subscription! http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/22474521/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/22474521/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 17:07:10 PST
And so, to celebrate, I'm going to feature some of my favorite artists, as well as some of their work, and some of my favorite individual pieces. I'm just that happy :D

:bulletgreen: friends here on dA :bulletgreen:

=Emily-Fox (i love youse em-en-em!)
these are just a few of my favorites from her gallery:




*firstfruits

and of course my characters drawn by her (i still loves them lots!)
(he's still nameless, maybe he'll stay that way forever hah!)
(my suke :D )

~heylookadistraction sorry jer, I just hate all of your work :P

and my boyfriend, ~Gorbichev <33

[I've been so out of the loop the last year or so, don't have as many friends here as I used to!]

:bulletgreen: some of my favorite artists here :bulletgreen:

~klar
I've been fascinated with this artists' work almost since my first days here! I still look forward to new posts! here are some of my favorites:


(who couldn't love pallu??!)
[both because i love the art and the artists' comment makes me happy in so many ways :D ]

*Himmapaan

he has such beautiful illustrations! definitely a must-see here in dA

[it's not just his illustrations that are amazing! this won a DD, by the by]
 ~noentusuke1 life~1.3.09 http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/22379134/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/22379134/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 17:39:56 PST
wow so its 2009! happy late new years to you all.

I'm not in the most spirited mood this year [yet] however.

I've been away from school [and my boyfriend] for 3 weeks and I have two more to go. I don't much enjoy it. I don't like being home, i don't like working constantly, and I want to be with him.

other than working and hating being home, there isn't much.

I went into New York City yesterday. met up with a friend from school, went to see the frick collection which was like, wow people actually lived here? and it was all WE ARE THE FRICK, LOOK AT OUR DARK WOOD AND MARBLE COLUMNS AND INDOOR POND AND FOUNTAIN. it was very regal and had lots of portraits and not much else. they had a special exhibition on Riccio which was cool to look at i suppose.

after that we ate at some cafe on madison ave. called nectar. i had a gyro and confused my friend when i said it the real greek way (blame ancient greek for that hah).

and yet after that we went to the metropolitan. saw a lot of stuff I've already seen, the temple of dandur and the japanese section and then my friend dragged me to the modern part and i saw some chuck close and pollock and rothko and all that fun stuff (im not a big fan of modern art). then we went to the arms and armor, where he oggled the katanas and all of that fun stuff (he's a metal worker and got into it because of an interest in armor to begin with.

hrm so yeah i think thats all of it.

theres not much else to talk about really so see ya'll later!

]]> ~noentusuke1 life~1 http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/21435395/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/21435395/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 09:40:49 PST
-i am currently dead broke in school and it sucks. good thing there are only a few weeks left ~__~
-i can't wait for tomorrow, we're starting work on the museum! my freshman foundations class is creating a museum here on campus, with collections and artwork from and about the town :3 tomorrow we're going sight seeing at the location the museum will be occupying.
-okay i really don't want to go home for winter break. I'm going to spend as much time away from home as I can.


I'm cutting this off now.

-EDIT-

sorry i cut it off my friend came and i left with him /(^__^)'' plus he was trying to read what i was writing >__>

so, news, cont'd:

-we totally had tons of fun cleaning out our museum space today, its an amazing place to explore. its this abandoned gym thats on campus, not so much abandoned as not really used except for a few sports, and there are some amazing rooms upstairs, where we'll be exhibiting :) I'll try and get some pictures.
-I'M TAKING LESSONS FOR VIOLIN NEXT SEMESTER IM SO EXCITED!!!!
-I'll be at least starting playing bass guitar around the same time as learning violin, which should be interesting because:

I'll be reading notes for violin and learning by listening for bass,
the set up and style of the two are completely different
and i really cannot wait to see if they each affect the style in which i play the other :D this should be an interesting experiment.

-I'm planning on buying a bass guitar next summer or fall :) I guess I could buy a violin about then, too.

OH OH OH metropolitan museum of art. this summer. I'm applying for two internships and seeing where they get me :) busy busy busy.

so, basic layout:

winter: going home for a month, hating existence, working my ass off, all while trying to get some art cranked out just for my enjoyment and trying to make as much money as humanely possible. possibly starting to learn to play bass about this time of year, and seeing about doing some volunteer work at the parrish art museum or some gallery some where. I'm not going to enjoy this month for the most part, because the weekend in which my family came up to visit i got a small taste of just how little i enjoy being around them. a month should be even funner. and I know that they'll be ultra controlling which will annoy the hell out of me, but i'll just go where i want when i want. i'll walk if i have to.

spring: starting classes, the second half of foundations, possibly existentialism, an art history class called art and social ideals, my private lessons for violin, and then another art history class the second half of the semester. i should have money then, unlike now. finish my first year of college in may and go back home for the summer...

summer: more lessons in bass, hopefully one of those internships for the met. traveling all over the place if i do get that internship, as in hours of commute whether i stay at home or live with my aunt who lives closer to the city... lots more freedom, i'd imagine, than I'm going to have this winter. lots of money should be coming in if i get an internship. if i don't, my summer will be backbreaking work, hopefully some traveling to visit friends, multiple jobs, you know that whole fun thing. possibly buying my own bass at the end of this summer.

fall: hopefully I'll have a bass by this point, i'll be starting unknown classes of unknownness, maybe taking more violin lessons unless i'd decided to go more on my own at this point and I'll probably have my own violin by this point as well. i might even save up to buy one before summer so i could continue practicing on my own. I'll probably be in a suite with a few friends of mine if im lucky :)

okay i think the life news is over, on to:

.:art:.

okay, I've discovered that since I have left home this massive art block has been lifted. I don't think I've had this much creativity or insight in a long, long time. on top of that, I've actually been HAPPY with my art. i know, shock right? I have a few really awesome self portraits and a TON of ink drawings (india ink is my friend) as well as some photos and still lifes in paint and charcoal and all that fun stuff. on top of that, I've been working on my collection for the museum, which is a col... ]]> ~noentusuke1 porcelain dolls and tragedy. http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/21189727/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/21189727/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 16:18:15 PDT
last week I: got broken up with by my last boyfriend,

started writing a short story involving a teenage female serial killer who wants naught but to play (it has a lot of references to porcelain dolls),

ate very many pomegranates,

learned from my ex that there is apparently a rumor going around that I'm a lesbian, which is amusing not because it isn't completely true (i think there may some tendencies towards women in me) but because it is going around because he broke up with me. which is funny because that implies something like i would never touch a boy after him. like he was good at sex or something. hah.

I've still been wandering around harder hall, the art school. so many interesting things to be seen,



the big story has to do with sam. sam is a boy, he is very nice, very much like me, we mesh very well and he is part of the group that I have quite recently started hanging out more with. I could tell that he liked me before he said anything and the truth is, I like him very much as well.He says that he really likes me too.

theres one issue, though.

Sam is currently in a relationship.

now, this is understandable I guess, these things happen. Him and her have been having a rough spot from what I gather and you know, we just got along so well and it seems like there is such an intense connection. -but- he wants to make sure, you know, that what he feels now is concrete. I understand. he also doesnt want to hurt her.

I hope we're hanging out tonight, I do so much enjoy talking to him about anything.

I think he said he has to go talk to his girlfriend though... so maybe I should leave it be. I have so much to show him and so much to talk about though :(

I met her once and i couldnt look at her. i simmered with passionate envy and jealousy when she hugged him.

he's jealous when I say hi to other people when me and him are hanging out, because he wants all of my attention and such.

its such an odd situation and I still don't quite understand just how I can deal with it so easily. I'll just wait, and see I guess. *sigh*



in other news, my macbook's keyboard is broken. so I've been going on library computers or on the computers in the student run cafe in the art school.

*bangs head on wall* my life is such a mess

]]> ~noentusuke1 elite dA idea. http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/20910645/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/20910645/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 18:22:16 PDT
.:news:.
okay so I got some fish, which some of you have heard. I got two bettas, a male and a female, and the female kind of ended up dead... we don't think the male killed her though because she had issues with her air bladder and its a possibility that she sunk and suffocated (bettas breathe both in water and at the surface). plus, he was kindof mopey and sad after she died :( but he is healthy and doing pretty good so all's well with theros, the male.

other than that, my island project floated :) which is pretty good... if anyone i know took pictures i might post them. and its a 4 day weekend so i get to go hang out in another town with my bf and go shopping and seeing things and such :) i have to meet his family, though.... which might be a little awkward.

.:IDEA:.

okay so I had this idea, for an elite dA kind of thing. heres the chat where the idea was spawned [if you can't tell, I'm Caitlin Murphy and Brian D. is my ex/friend):

brian d
I still think DA is really just for angst-y (young) teenagers... not too many people over 16 take it seriously

brian d
the trouble isn't how few older people take it seriously though so much as how /many/ kids to, resulting in mountains of crap you have to sort through to find anything good.
true, but they seem to be getting better as of late

Caitlin Murphy
true, but they seem to be getting better as of late...
i think there should be another form of dA where you have to submit work and be accepted, or have to be people from galleries or such. to help cement some connections and create new ones you know

Caitlin Murphy
it'd be pretty beneficial to anyone involved

brian d
yeah, but it takes time and effort

brian d
and you'd have 10 million kids submitting 10 pieces a day each

Caitlin Murphy
well after the initial acceptance people would be able to submit what they like and it would be just like dA, only more professional

brian d
right

brian d
but you'd still have 10 million kids a day submitting 10 pieces a day each trying to get initially accepted

brian d
and you'd have to pay people to look at the work and accept people

Caitlin Murphy
mmm, itd be difficult to pull off... take a long time to build up

brian d
and then keep tabs on them to make sure that they didn't just 'get lucky' or have one good piece

Caitlin Murphy
but if someone did it it would be pretty beneficial, right?

brian d
maybe

brian d
used to be the idea behind facebook

brian d
depends on what they said the point of it was

brian d
and how people approached it

Caitlin Murphy
the point would be to forge connections and support good artwork... it'd be like an elite version of dA

Caitlin Murphy
i guess

brian d
but to what end?

Caitlin Murphy
to help further the work of artists who are genuinely pursuing that career and serious about what they do

brian d
most artists work alone

Caitlin Murphy
and help galleries and such as well
brian d
if you had galleries looking for new material, it would definitely be helpful to them to have someone go through and sort out the crap ahead of time

brian d
but... there's still the question if your standards are /too/ high or specific, would you have sorted out something that someone else would not have?

Caitlin Murphy
if there were different sections looking at different genres it might help out
like have a section for poetry, prose, realism, surrealism.....
etc etc

brian d
probably....

Caitlin Murphy
so you wouldnt have someone who preferred abstract art sorting through realism

Caitlin Murphy
it'd be cool if someone actually went along with this idea, i dont have the time or energy to do such a thing though

Caitlin Murphy
plus i know absolutely nothing about running a website

brian d
haha

brian d
I know what you mean

brian d
there's a lot to manage

brian d
I wouldn't know where to begin trying to code it

brian d
and then advertising...

brian d
getting artists to submit work

brian d
getting people to... ]]> ~noentusuke1 news+actually trying to make something of myself. http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/20808110/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/20808110/ Fri, 03 Oct 2008 12:28:33 PDT
news in my life is pretty much the same as it has been since I've gotten to school; I work, I do some more work, I get far less sleep than I should, I hang out with people on the weekends and be my responsible straight edge self while they get drunk and/or high. I could write paragraphs and paragraphs on why I don't drink or do drugs and why I don't mind others doing such things. but I won't because who the fuck cares.

I have a new boyfriend :) we've been going out for about 6 days now, there's some slight drama involving me and him being together (a childhood friend of his really likes him and now really hates me... one thing I will say on this: HES NOT A FUCKING OBJECT OKAY? YOU DIDN'T OWN HIM, I DIDN'T TAKE HIM FROM YOU, HE DOESN'T BELONG TO ME NOW OKAY? OKAY. I'm really frustrated because she's treating him as an object [see previous rant sentence], as though I 'took' him from her. okay, a relationship isn't 'ownership' its a collective agreement between two people to be together and enjoy one another. not control/own/boss about/whatever each other. me and ben are happily together and are probably going to be together for a good long time, or at least thats the hope. she should also note that HE LIKED ME AND SOUGHT ME OUT. not the other way around. get your story straight, girl!)

I might take some time [when i have it] to explain all of this to her, but for now just let her simmer and me be happy with him. there are also plans to make a new fort in the woods (there are 4 that I know of; been to one, ones really confusing to get to at night so we havent gone yet, one got caught, and ben [the bf] doesn't like the other). but we got this cool idea from the anasazis to make this awesome underground fort with a fire pit and everything. it should be quite enjoyable if the plan goes as well as we hope.

next weekend is a 4 day weekend and I'm probably going home with ben since he lives close and I wouldn't be going anywhere anyways. I know, so soon, right? he wants me to meet his parents and stepparents and friends and siblings and everything... so it sounds fun, I like going to new places and there are these amazing waterfalls called the gorges near his house, which i think I absolutely NEED to go see and photograph. you'll get the results, for sure :)

so other than rants and my bland news on art school, I'd like to mention that I've decided to really start taking more advantage dA. I want to submit more of my art (mainly photography seeing as thats what I've been up to thats really /mine/ as of late, rather than the blandish projects we've been up to) and write at least one journal per week, updating news on me and my life, maybe having a section involving thoughts on random things like politics or green projects here at alfred, or just anything random really, and a section on my art, maybe even detailing things I've been up to with my photography or talking about the current projects in foundations, or even mentioning some interesting artists we've talked about in class. I'm not sure; I'll probably make more of a format for it when I get more time. It really kindof sucks that I don't have many watchers, but for you who read this, thanks! try and spread the word if you're interested in any of my stuff! I'd really appreciate some in-depth crits as well. I want to improve and grow from this, thats the plan. when i get more money up I'll probably start some prints and get a subscription, I'd really like to support some of my favorites here as well!

thanks for any support anyone here gives me and thanks for looking at my stuff, if you get around to it :)

also, I'd like to send love and like absolutely gush about :iconfirstfruits: and her drawing my charas for me :D I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOU AND YOUR STYLE AND HOW THEY CAME OUT AND I LOVE YOU!!

here they are:

[link]

and

[link]

:heart:

]]> ~noentusuke1 sooo http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/20574921/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/20574921/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 20:06:39 PDT
ARTISTS DON'T SLEEP. THEY LIVE OFF OF THEIR CREATIVE JUICES. AND CAFFEINE.

i haven't slept right since I got here. I can't get to sleep until at least 1 am anymore; it just sucks.

oh no wait, two things.

artists also learn how to procrastinate effectively. also known as: we wait until the last minute and then have a creative epiphany that'll really cut down our time and we just end up in the studio until 4 am the day before. rarely do we students ever spend as much time as we should on a project. its depressing.

I'm really gonna work on this next project.

I'll probably do it next wednesday, the day before we're supposed to have the vast chunk of it done.

anyone know where i could find a big lens at least 1 ft wide? like, a magnifying glass lens?

i need one.

]]> ~noentusuke1 yeyyyy :) http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/20090518/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/20090518/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 06:04:33 PDT
my mom decided to stop being a bitch and unblocked pretty much everything on my computer, and what this means for you guys here is that I CAN FINALLY SUBMIT STUFF. and this also means that all the wonderfulness I shall be creating in my art classes here at alfred shall be able to be seen by all youse! this is vair gewd, me thinks.

its insane here. so much food. I've been eating like nonstop. its a good thing about all the walking and all the hills then huh. oh, by the way? my dorm is uphill from EVERYTHING. so its good walking down. its the walking back up in the middle of the night thats the problem.

so I'll probably submit a ton of stuff from the last few months when i get the time, im uber busy with all this school orientation stuff a-goin on. we havent even started classes and im insanely busy! so I'll get around to it, see ya'll around.

]]> ~noentusuke1 WOO! http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/19850661/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/19850661/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 18:32:53 PDT
staying in windsor, went to the windsor castle today :) its gorgeous, got to see a few of leonardo's sketches, got elbowed in the back-repeatedly-by some german woman, and it was nice....except for the german woman. and i ate royal chocolate. 'twas much fun! more to come :)

]]> ~noentusuke1 :D http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/19740814/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/19740814/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 18:49:52 PDT

and then the bus got home like WAY WAY too late. ohh wellz.

but but but i had lots of fun regardless, even though there was pine sap and that guy joe who was all like 'lee one of your riverhead bitches is here' wtf i dont know him and how the hell would he know i was from riverhead? whatevah.

so so so, lee was like well its kinda small and the neck is fat and the strings are too far away, but he got the neck fixed so the strings werent so far away and he actually seems to like that the neck is fat. but i dont know much of anything. he says the pickups are awesome for distortion and the tone is great, whatever that means.

I'm working on understanding more about it, and I want to learn SO bad now. I got really attached to that instrument.... i miss it :(

I'm happy its with lee though, because he actually knows how to play it and all that... and I have that thing where I like to give things I really incredibly like and I'm attached to to people I really care about. soo yez, the bass is in a good place, and I'm happy about that.

]]> ~noentusuke1 well.... http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/19694455/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/19694455/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 06:50:31 PDT

I'm gonna be bringing it to him tomorrow and hanging out with him.... unfortunately only for about an hour and 40 minutes because mom wants me home by 3:30, and that means I have to take the 1:40 bus back. and he can't meet me until 12.

Phuket, Thailand.

I guess an hour and 40 minutes is better than nothing.

and lol. the blue lagoon is on.

]]> ~noentusuke1 just kill me now. http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/19594997/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/19594997/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 17:48:43 PDT
leander, that guy. he's an amazing bass guitarist, yes? oh definitely.

a few weeks back i wandered into a local antique shop (I haunt those places frequently, interesting things to be had) and what did my eyes alight upon but a beautiful bass guitar. I resolved then and there to buy it for him.

It is gorgeous.... beyond all compare (in my eyes anyways). I've fallen in love with this instrument, you have absolutely no idea.

so i bought it. I should have waited another week, I usually put half my paycheck in the bank. I just....couldn't. that night when I came home, my mom called and asked me about my paycheck, and I told her.

she told me to either return it or to pack my things and get out. drama ensued, I started packing, my friend chris came over to help me. that whole thing.

I'm very stubborn. when I want to do something, I do it.

So there was talking and I agreed I'd try to return it. rather I resolved to go and talk to john, the man who owns the antique place i bought it from, and have him write a note saying all sales are final.

it turned out to be true, which just worked out splendidly. he felt bad and said if i really needed him to he could take it back, but i was fine, quite obviously.

so today my mother dearest asks me if i went to talk to him, which i said yes and also mentioned that all sales are final.

so I have to get the money from leander, which i know he doesnt have, in a week. or shes selling it.

wish me luck >__>

]]> ~noentusuke1 squeeee~ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/19316135/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/19316135/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 18:21:11 PDT
i spent yesterday with leander, and it was awesome.

so i spent 6 hours with him and I'm not going into the gory details, but we had lots of fun and walked around and ended up in the woods behind his house and we got chased by a pregnant lady. yeah.

so he ended up having to go to band practice (le sadness), so i walked back to east hampton so my uncle tom could pick me up, I stayed with my uncle tom and aunt sally in their beautiful house in nearby montauk. I:

-went to a nail salon called T-nail and got my nails painted bright highlighter yellow by this taiwanese lady who made fun of the color I got when my nails were drying and she thought I wasn't looking. yes, mean remarks are universal and even tho she was speaking taiwanese i could tell she was making fun of me. plus the gestures with the nailpolish. i found it immensely amusing.
-went to waldbaums and got 4 starbucks doubleshots, and chugged 3 right then and there, and got 2 bananas.
-went to some incredibly expensive shoe store because it said sale in the window and looked at the pretty shoes i couldn't afford, listened to some spoiled girl complain to her father about how she had no shoes, and how those shoes right there looked like "grandma shoes" and me and him just gave eachother knowing looks and laughed to ourselves.
-went to this place called steph's stuff and got an uglydoll. her name is moxy. she's blue and her feet turn in, which is why i bought her, i stand with my feet turned in all the time.
-went to starbuck's, where I was meeting my uncle tom.
-while I was waiting I went to hampton books and got "peace: 50 years of protest" and "gandhi on non-violence" interesting books.
-saw some guy I recognized as lee's friend lorcan, I've met him on v-chat before but I didn't say hi for fear of being thought insane. i had bright yellow nails, you see. and lime-green headphones. which happen to be the same as his. yeah.
- uncle tom came and picked me up and I went to his house with him, where I proceeded to nice myself up, we were going to this bar where my aunt sally and uncle tom's friends' band. they were accompanied by this guy dan bailey, who played didjeridoo. and guitar. and drums. it was f**king awesome. no lie.

and that was my wednesday july 9th.

;__; i wish it was still july 9th.

i can't wait to go out to east hampton again, maybe I wont be an idiot and pack everything but the one little thing i need most.

hopefully.

]]> ~noentusuke1 yay :D http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/19250229/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/19250229/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 08:48:48 PDT
okay heres my schedule/to-do list for this week:

monday~finish chores, walk to work to get my paycheck/check schedule, go to the hair salon to see on prices and if i can get an appointment, and possibly call mr. berger (local photographer) to see if he could look at an antique camera of mine.

tuesday~ getting ready for wednesday/chores.

wednesday~ taking bus out to east hampton around midday, then hanging out with my friend leander a good part of the day and sleeping over my aunt sally's in montauk

thursday: probably having breakfast with aunt sally, maybe hanging around the hamptons for a little bit with leander again before I take a bus back out to the jamesportizzle. local carnival when I get home.

friday: random shizz, maybe hanging out with a friend or two depending, possibly carnival at night.

saturday: spending the day at hecksher state park! New York Philharmonic and Fireworks. prolly be on the phone a good part of the day lmao.

sunday: prob work, maybe hanging with friends, random shit.

monday (again, woo!): who knows!!

there is probably lots of other random shit going on this week, plans yet to be made and the like.

I'm hoping to be going to the greek fest, I've never been and it sounds interesting. plus its another reason/way to see leander :D (I never get to see him, this is my *gasp* first time getting to really hang out with him)(I'm dying from excitement, and I think I may need to learn how to hibernate before I go insane with impatience. 2 MORE DAYS!)

]]> ~noentusuke1 uhu. http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/19201411/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/19201411/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 11:41:58 PDT firstfruits charas.

i really think i do.

her birthday present: [link]

its her chara spray ^__^

i think i may have to badger her to let me draw him and her other charas more often, it was fun fun fun. he's pertay, too :]

biffnle: ~cuddlesthedog
biffle: ~heylookadistraction

also:

:thumb78836563:

yuss.

]]> ~noentusuke1 boredom crack woo http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/18943474/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/18943474/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 06:11:50 PDT
a) Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, et cetera
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal

biffle: ~heylookadistraction

biffnle: ~cuddlesthedog

]]> ~noentusuke1 uhhhh....... http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/18918589/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/18918589/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 19:28:49 PDT
I don't know what to talk about but its been like a month and a half since I updated my journal so i figured it's about time....

hmmm.

ohhh to anyone who cares about writing and whatnot, I'd suggest indyfluency.com. awesome place. plus the forum is fun times :D

[link]

also, tegaki. I know you've all heard about it, I know it's been spreading here on dA like wildfire, but i love love love it.

mine: [link]

[yeah i know my stuff sucks, im more of a traditional girl]

and im so so so so sorry about lack of updates for MONTHS. my mom kinda blocked devart on my computer and I can only get on through vtunnel.... D:<

....and vtunnel is like no, no submitting for you. dammit.

I'll try and find a way, my loves, i have sooooo much to show you all!

-okay weird lovey time over-

updates:
-guys are bitches.
-my ex bf is a guy.
-therefore a bitch.
-yes, lots has gone on in the realm of men with me, nothing good ofcourse /:
-graduating 6.28.08! woo!
-wearing a dress 0__o (white strapless that comes just above the knees, black print on bottom, blah blah blah. i look good in it, thats all that matters)
-my summer is going to be boring. my graduation, grad party, my aunts bridal shower all the same weekend, then some work in between, then london in august for 6 days (not so boring) for my aunt's wedding, then college :D alfred FTW.
-ughhh work.
-cannot wait until the jamesport carnival (small carnival here in my dinky little hometown) seeing people i havent seen in aaaaaages! :D guh, couldnt go last year because i had my wisdom teeth out the first day of it -___-'
-hopefully hanging out with some very important people [aka one person] this summer as much as possible.
-hah, jer, you should read this. if you do, start getting ready for out british movie marathon, I'll start stocking up on candy.


okay yeah im done.

biffles:

~cuddlesthedog ~heylookadistraction

]]> ~noentusuke1 birthday <3 http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/18123869/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/18123869/ Thu, 01 May 2008 19:50:41 PDT
I am now 18.

OLD. lol.

it was an okay day, some things made me kinda grumpy but the good stuff cheered me up.

I GOT A TABLET :D

its a wacom bamboo fun, and its silver. and I love it. you want to check out my progress on said tablet (i only just started using it and I'm kinda sucky... not used to tablets...) check out my tegaki!

[link]

any questions? comments? just wanna talk? comment me here or through aim, noentusuke1, or through msn, noentusuke1@hotmail.com.

love you all :] (the few of you who actually read this, anyways lol)

:D happy birthday to me!

]]> ~noentusuke1 doo dee doo dee dooo...... http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/17973922/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/17973922/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 10:31:50 PDT
why can no one live near me?

I have this whole week off.

Its tuesday.

I'm already staring at the wall in boredom.

i wrote that like 2 hours ago and forgot about it and only just realized.... so ima continue.

i made a SKETCHBLOG today :D

[link]

and everyone! you shoudl get CRUNCHYROLL accounts. espesh you ppl who love anime/manga/japanese things :D

[link] add me if you have one or get one :D


in other news: turns out I'm not going to SMFA, they expected too much money from us.... but I am going to ALFRED U!! should be tons of fun :D

]]> ~noentusuke1 TAG!! http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/17950334/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/17950334/ Sun, 20 Apr 2008 19:14:44 PDT
1. tag 10 ppl (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal

? = In the middle-ish
~ = Sort of-ish

[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[~] I think I'm ugly sometimes. (not sometime, but i am >3< )
[x] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.G
[x ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ x] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ x] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[] I have a brother.
[x] I have (a) sister(s).
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x ] I'm in school.
[] I have a job. (part time)
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (everytime)
[] I almost always do my homework.
[x ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ x] I've snorted while laughing.
[ x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ x] I've had chicken pox
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[ x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[ x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (IT WAS AN ACCIDENT!)
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x ] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[ x] I miss someone right now.
[ x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex.
[ ] I've had phone sex.
[ x] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ x] I am a cuddler.
[ x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've be... ]]> ~noentusuke1 edit! http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/17817815/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/17817815/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 16:55:57 PDT
read: [link]

something from the actual GOVERNMENT.

and wise words: [link]

read that. he brings up some really good points.

basically, at the end of the day, you just shouldn't freak out over things people say. they might not know what they're talking about. read into it before you lose your head.

]]> ~noentusuke1 *sigh of relief* http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/17812406/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/17812406/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 11:35:17 PDT
[link]

if anything, this could actually be GOOD for artists, they will learn to protect their artwork better.

so, for all of you who havent really heard about this, you can read this:

[link]

thanks for reading, and I would appreciate if you sent this on to soothe others' fears of the dreaded Orphan Works Act.

]]> ~noentusuke1 TT__TT http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/17754627/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/17754627/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 19:57:46 PDT
I really do not know how I did it for all those years.
TT___TT and now I'm back to being subscriptionless...

ehhhhhhhhh. i need to get some money. so I can get a new subscription.

I dont think I can even look at my watchlist without crying out in agony until I get it.

]]> ~noentusuke1 "Iris" The Goo Goo Dolls http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/17670600/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/17670600/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 16:34:31 PDT 1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.


1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
"drive there now!" the almost (lol)

2.How would you describe yourself?
"we've got a big mess on our hands" the academy is... (AHAHAH so true!)

3.What do you like in a guy?
"liar (it takes one to know one)" taking back sunday (ahaha no. i like honesty, actually. unless its something you KNOW i will not want to hear. then you can just not tell me at all)


4.How do you feel today?
"Love Song" Sara Bareilles (OMG YES. love problems, more like...)


5.What is your life's purpose?
"Remember me as a Time of Day" Explosions in the sky (this is perfect. i forget a lot, so I try really hard to remember things that are important to me. nor do i want to be forgotten)

6.What is your motto?
"A Beautiful Lie" 30 seconds to mars (ahahaha. yes, everything is a beautiful lie. and my friend kevin has this 30 seconds to mars hoodie that says that on his ass. i tell him his ass is a beautiful lie whenever i see it. ROFL)


7.What do your friends think of you?
"Florescent Adolescent" Arctic Monkeys (I'm hyper. perfectimundo)

8.What do you think of your parents?
"Beast and the Harlot" Avenged Sevenfold (ROFL. YES)

9.What do you think about very often?
"Stop It!" The Almost (yes. i do want people to stop quite a few things. and i think about that very often. :thumbsup: )

10.What is 2 + 2?
"Magic Hours" Explosions in the Sky


11.What do you think of your best friend?
"I mostly copy other people" The Almost (*stares* GOD THIS IS PERFECT)


12.What do you think of the person you like?
"Idlewild Blue (dontchu worry about me)" Outkast (rob tells me not to worry about him all the time.... but i do... :] )

13.What is your life story?
"Seize the Day" Avenged Sevenfold ( oh. mah. gandhi. yes.)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
"Signal Fire" Snow Patrol (awh. yes. i want to be someone's signal fire.)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"Prologue" Mae. (a prologue to what could be)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
"Phantom Limb" The shins (cant really dance to that... but okay...)


17.What will they play at your funeral?
"remembering sunday" all time low (awh........)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
"Pain" Three Days Grace ( O___o)
19.What is your biggest fear?
"suspension" Mae (having a car accident on a suspension bridge and ending up falling into the water... but thats only my second fear. first is getting something sharp stuck in my eye and losing my eyesight)

20.What is your biggest secret?
"Look into The air" Explosions in the sky (i look to the sky and talk to my dad when im sad or need to talk to someone... he was never there for me, and he's dead now, but i like to hope that he listens)

21.What do you think of your friends?
"The Curse of Curves" Cute is what we aim for (ahaha. none of my friends have curves: THEYRE ALL GUYS pretty much)

22.What will you post this as?
"Iris" The Goo Goo Dolls

OKAY. some how all of these (pretty much) where head on. FREAKY.

]]> ~noentusuke1 OHH YEA http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/16318034/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/16318034/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 15:52:49 PST
now that i have this great subscription (still incredibly happy), im going to spend alot more time on here, i gotta make use of that money, no?

if anyone wants to commission something or whatever, im here to do so! i have (*cough* dont have *cough*) the time (im a procrastinator so w.e fuck school im embracing senioritis head on!) so yeah, any ideas? note me!

see ya'll around in the chats and whatnot

]]> ~noentusuke1 happy new years, everyone. such a wonderful year : http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/16193254/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/16193254/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 20:46:29 PST
on a less personal note, HAPPY 2008! much love to everyone who has faved my stuff and even more love to those who watch me. I'm so thankful for all of your support, even though there are only a few of you. Any ideas, suggestions, or if you want me to paint or draw something for you, i will. im just really happy and willing to do pretty much anything to spread the joy :D if you would like to make any such commentary or request, just note me. for some reason, there are no comments shown on anything in devart... and comments on my page dont show up, either. i do receive comments on my work, but i can no longer see them... its a little weird. eh, i'll get around to asking an admin sometime. so yes, note me, whatever. i will get back to you.

MUCH LOVE TO ALL, HAPPY NEW YEARS, AND PLEASE, EVERYONE STAY SAFE AND HAPPY.

to two-thousand-and-eight!

]]> ~noentusuke1 ~*MERRY CHRISTMAS*~ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/16034214/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/16034214/ Fri, 21 Dec 2007 18:57:02 PST back to when everything was real and magical
back to a time when you'd put out cookies next to the fireplace
and waited on the staircase until you passed out
hearing christmas bells in your ears
and hoofs upon the roof
and in your dreams you'd see a red jacket
and glass-like black boots
you'd see a whiskery smile
and a twitch of a nose
and he's gone
like now...for the magic is gone
all you see now are your parents up late
and setting the presents out
while you look down on your younger sibling
seeing that shining wonder in their eye
and wishing you could have that
but now you know
that no matter how late they stay up
no matter how much they try
they will never see that red jacket
nor the whiskery smile
but you let them believe
and let them dream
because you know you'd give anything to have that
the innocence to believe

~merry christmas...and thanks for reading my lame excuse of a poem. just typed it off the top of my head. actually my first try at really writing any poetry. tell me what you think :] merry Chirstmas to all, and to all a good night~

]]> ~noentusuke1 wow http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/15631369/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/15631369/ Fri, 23 Nov 2007 07:11:17 PST
]]> ~noentusuke1 SENIOR PRANK!!!!! http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/13264941/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/13264941/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 12:05:29 PDT
]]> ~noentusuke1 Devious Journal Entry http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/13097804/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/13097804/ Sat, 26 May 2007 07:22:56 PDT
]]> ~noentusuke1 BAMBOOZLE ROCKED!!!!! http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/12867375/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/12867375/ Sun, 06 May 2007 18:31:46 PDT *could really use on of those fruit smoothies* but yeah, if anybody who sees this has been to bamboozle this year or any other, note me! i want to hear how great (or maybe, if its possible) how bad their experience was... (im such a freak, asking you guys about your times, but its a hobby of mine, ok?) well, im out.
:llama: <<<<;pokieee teh llama

]]> ~noentusuke1 Devious Journal Entry http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/11573420/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/11573420/ Fri, 26 Jan 2007 07:35:42 PST
]]> ~noentusuke1 Devious Journal Entry http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/11549699/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/11549699/ Wed, 24 Jan 2007 05:25:21 PST
]]> ~noentusuke1 sorry i've been missing! http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/11549693/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/11549693/ Wed, 24 Jan 2007 05:24:21 PST
:llama:

]]> ~noentusuke1 ummm.... http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/9350908/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/9350908/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 05:16:14 PDT

:llama: pokie teh llama (or is it an alpaca?) worship him!!!!!!!!! :worship: ]]> ~noentusuke1 friends http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/8600254/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/8600254/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 09:39:47 PDT
FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"

FRIENDS:never seen you cry.
REAL FRIENDS: cry with you

FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours.

FRIENDS: know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAL FRIENDS:Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

FRIENDS: Are for awhile.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.

FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAL FRIENDS:Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste."

FRIENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out

FRIENDS: help you up when you fall down
REAL FRIENDS: laugh at you and push you back down

FRIENDS: Would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will repost it ]]> ~noentusuke1 my life sucks! http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/8509039/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/8509039/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 09:43:44 PDT ~noentusuke1 my life sucks! http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/8509024/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/8509024/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 09:42:33 PDT ~noentusuke1 Blah, Blah, Blah :blahblah: http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/8229663/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/8229663/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 17:41:56 PST
:llama: <--- pokie the llama! ^^ ]]> ~noentusuke1 I dunno.... http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/8169942/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/8169942/ Wed, 15 Mar 2006 15:19:53 PST , so i guess that's all, really.... :nirvana: atlast!!!! ]]> ~noentusuke1 I bored http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/8049562/ http://noentusuke1.deviantart.com/journal/8049562/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 17:55:02 PST ~noentusuke1