http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:noir-kreuz&section=today deviantART RSS for by:noir-kreuz en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 10:46:12 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/22849408/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/22849408/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 17:57:04 PST <sup><sub>Now is all I know
Now is all I got
And I don't know
If there will be tomorrow for us.

Now is all I care about
Now that you are here
Now that you're the contents of my heart.

Now you're all I know
Now is all I promise
And I don't know
If there will be a future for us.

Now is all I live for
Now that you are near
And it was best that from the start it was clear.

Refrain:
Loving is not owning
We can let it go
We can let it go.

Loving is not owning
You can let me go
You can let me go.

Chorus:
There's a reason
Why we love each other now
And we don't know if this is forever.

There's a reason
Why we are together now
And we don't care if it's not forever now.

Now is all I think about
Now that I am happy
And I'm not sure
If there will be a future for us.

Now is all I offer
It's everything I got
And I still wish
That there will be a tomorrow for us.

(Repeat Refrain)
(Repeat Chorus)
Ad Lib
(Repeat Refrain)
(Repeat Chorus except last word)
(Repeat Chorus)

Coda:
We love each other now...


This is wrong
And baby it's killing me, it's killing you
Both of us trying to be strong

But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again</sub></sup>

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MODE: THESIS
I AM SO SORRY FOR ALL THE LATE COMMENTS AND EVERYTHING!

DECLARATION
--HIATUS MODE--

most prolly i won't be able updating this until time permits.


EXITS
*trips and faints*

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CLUBS:
http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/22479820/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 22:55:14 PST DISTRACTION. DISTRACTED. DISTRACTING.
CONTROL. CONTROL. CONTROL.

.confusing
.disturbing
.worried
.THINK
.BE RATIONAL!

lingering...

unfocused



]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/22160537/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/22160537/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 08:37:09 PST ich hasse es.

sowieso frohe Weihnachten zu allen!

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MODE: THESIS
I AM SO SORRY FOR ALL THE LATE COMMENTS AND EVERYTHING!

DECLARATION
--HIATUS MODE--

most prolly i won't be able updating this until time permits.


EXITS
*trips and faints*

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CLUBS:</sub>
http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/22010442/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 06:37:46 PST AYOKO NAAAAAA!!!
nkakapagod na... muka nman wlang pararatnan ang mga effort co. amf!
pero ayoko mgdrop...
waaaahhh bhala naaa!!!
sana maendorse sa pasukan...
huhuhuhuhu...


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MODE: THESIS
I AM SO SORRY FOR ALL THE LATE COMMENTS AND EVERYTHING!

DECLARATION
--HIATUS MODE--

most prolly i won't be able updating this until time permits.


EXITS
*trips and faints*

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CLUBS:</sub>
http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/21777728/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 03:38:42 PST "under the same sky."

often that i hear and read this statement but it was only now that i realize what it means and how the statement feels.

haha! the night sky smiled yesterday and many countries saw it! [mostly in asia]

i like the thought of how it transcends boundaries and proves that people are really connected in one way or another :3

okay, back to the not so bright mode...
*sigh*


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MODE: THESIS
I AM SO SORRY FOR ALL THE LATE COMMENTS AND EVERYTHING!

DECLARATION
--HIATUS MODE--

most prolly i won't be able updating this until time permits.


EXITS
*trips and faints*

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CLUBS:
http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/21724293/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 01:58:44 PST DISTRACTION. DISTRACTED. DISTRACTING.

.bothersome
.distressing
.disturbing
.irritating

lingering...

annoying.

unfocused


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MODE: THESIS
I AM SO SORRY FOR ALL THE LATE COMMENTS AND EVERYTHING!

DECLARATION
--HIATUS MODE--

most prolly i won't be able updating this until time permits.


EXITS
*trips and faints*

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CLUBS:
http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/19064840/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 20:46:42 PDT close my eyes
let the whole thing pass me by
there is no time to waste
asking why?...

i wonder if your listening
picking up on the signals
sent back from within
sometimes it feels that i don't really know what's going on
time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

how much is real? so much the question...
...just listen to the noices
(null and void instead of voices)

do i except you change, the past i hold inside?
with all the words i say
reapeating over in my mind
some things you can't erase
no matter how hard you try
an exit to escape
is all there is to find

...until this echo, echo, echo in my mind
until this echo, echo, echo can subside.

from stone sour, lostprophets, trapt songs of which i suppose mirrors what i feel for now.

is it really hard to reconcile the past with the present?
don't let it be just a memory,a story to recall
but a reality of which we continue to live

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MODE: THESIS
I AM SO SORRY FOR ALL THE LATE COMMENTS AND EVERYTHING!

DECLARATION
--HIATUS MODE--

most prolly i won't be able updating this until time permits.


EXITS
*trips and faints*

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CLUBS:
http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/17067191/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 01:19:23 PST THANK YOU VERY MUCH for giving me a hyde drawing!!!


~SaiFongJunFan is one of the great artists that i know and i look up to. that's why i am VERY VERY VERY HAPPY that she drew me a piece!!!

actually, when ~krish-kuy and ~SaiFongJunFan told me that ~SaiFongJunFan drew something for me, i was really dumbfounded and really speechless to the point that i might have looked really stupid by then. hahahaha!

really, this is one of the best gifts i ever received!!! THANKS A LOT!!!

sorry, ngaun lng...mejo ngaun co lng ulit binuksan DA co. ehehehe... X_x

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MODE:
I AM SO SORRY FOR ALL THE LATE COMMENTS AND EVERYTHING!

DECLARATION
--HIATUS MODE--
expect a much more late comments thing.
as what's under my user name says:
~noir-kreuz is a popping mushroom! X_x
i resurrect every time my 'deviantions' clutters to 500 and on our breaks.
as for the comment thingies, i reply most of the time.

most prolly i won't be able updating this often. speak about lazyness >_< plus school stuff


EXITS
*trips and faints*

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CLUBS:
~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/15154988/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/15154988/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 09:03:08 PDT
confused
ichi
dunno where and what to start with. its all cause of 1st sem! it literally took my life.
so i'm starting to reclaim it now through replies and comments.

ni
uhh.. to draw, to read books, to watch movies and series [doing marathons], to internet, to sleep, to eat, to go out kinda scared for now.. not to mention paranoid... etc. but it seems classes are coming near!
*counts* at about 2 weeks.. WHAT?! can i do all this? oh crude.. X_x

san
problems are staring to go out of hands again.. i really hate it when this things occur... dunno if i'll be me or i'll be ME. get it? if not.. don't bother to ask. grrr *sulks*talks to the other self*


reason: uhh... too lazy to elaborate
anyhow: CFAD week has just ended meaning back to school work..
but is looking forward to christmas break!

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meeehhhgaaawwllleeehhhh...this tag again.. this time ..
by:
hoookkaaay..

The rules:
1. 8 random facts about tag
2. Tags should be in a journal/ blog
3. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
4. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.. too lazy to do that.

Heres my 8 random facts

1. i unintentionally sleep at the bathroom during schooldays specially when the time for school is at 7 am.
2. my pc is damn infested by worms...
3. uhh.. i dunno what to type next... X_x
4. tomorrow is our clearance day at school..[i hope i pass all subjects this sem! rays:]
5. paranoid paranoid paranoid glorietta 2 incident
6. loves blueberries, strawberries and pineaaple
7. is currently thinking about tarot cards
8. its quarter to midnight now. T____T

i'm tagging
http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/14466461/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 06:10:55 PDT and answering it while having a slight fever..

tagged by:

The rules:
1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

1. i hate uber crowded space yet i'm scared of empty ones.

2. there are times that i can be too friendly and and too snobbish. pardon for that!

3. i'm an advertising student who rarely watches TV.

4. besides from anime, i still watch cartoons!

5. i need to sleep for roughly 16 hours to be fully energized. of which i can't do coz of school stuff

6. i enjoy listening to jrock/pop though i don't fully understand what they're saying.

7. i do things better when i'm angered.

8. i'm too psychotic to continue answering this.


now i'll be tagging....

and whoever wants to be tagged.

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MODE:
I AM SO SORRY FOR ALL THE LATE COMMENTS AND EVERYTHING!

DECLARATION
--SEMI-HIATUS MODE--
expect a much more late comments thing.
as what's under my user name says:
~noir-kreuz is a popping mushroom! X_x
i resurrect every time my 'deviantions' clutters to 500 and on our breaks.
as for the comment thingies, i reply most of the time.

EXITS
*trips and faints*

misc:
for the people here in dA who knows me personally, just wanna say if i'm a bit snobbish and moody, its just that i'm really tired. my apologies. i'll try to be more friendly. http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/14387659/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 21:38:10 PDT

Now to start:

1 - My ex...


2 - Maybe I should...
> Start doing my plates in PD, LP and AD!!! [gawd! that's a ton! ]

3 - I love...
> SAMBOS!!!

4 - People would say that i'm...
>serious and silly

5 - I don't understand...
> the complexities of the mind of a human being.

6 - When i wake up in the morning...
> i try not to sleep again

7 - I lost...
> my two pets last week.

8 - Life is full of...
> Crap ==> so true!

9 - My past is...
> not a good story to tell.

10 - I get annoyed when...
> People touch my stuff without permission ==>same goes here!

11 - Parties are...
> okay when i'm with the people i like.

12 - I wish...
> I had fairy oddparents. That way I can wish for lots more~ ==> same here! i looovveee cosmo!

13 - Dogs...
> are scary but cute!

14 - Cats...
> are cute and sweet pets!

15 - Tomorrow...
> eeek! nady day again!

16 - I have low tolerance...
> for immature and childish people.

17 - If I had a million dollars...
> i'll invest it into stocks so i won't work anymore!

18 - I'm totally terrified...
> of loosing the important things in my life.

Hookay..Next...

1 - YOUR REAL NAME:


2 - YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of your name and izzle)
> rosizzle it so sissy...

3 - YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
> black tiger. hmm.. close resemblance from black cat.

4 - YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and the street you live on)
> cruz corumi. eekkk!!!

5 - YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
> sanro. weeeiirrrddd.... http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/14235100/ Sun, 19 Aug 2007 03:46:50 PDT
it turns out that she wanted for us to have lunch together so we went to a mall. gawd! too many people coz it's sale. sheeessshhh.. i kinda hate it coz people are swarming around, kids literally running everywhere, too much noise, etc. i was kinda pissed off so, i decided to go to a bookstore. i bought two books [most prolly i read that during the sem break]. then i tried to go shopping but i just made my mood worse. my mom and sibs kinda felt the same way so we decided to go home.

my dad went somewhere so when we opened the door, my sis checked on strider. [coz i was having a hard time taking off my snickers] then she said "strider is dead!" without thinking of anything else, i rushed to their place and i saw him on his fav spot almost like hanging.. cold, dead. his mouth were opened and his saliva was around his place. so, there... he was poisoned.

upon seeing this, my emotions were a blank. i dunno what to react. it seems for me that he's just sleeping but in a very weird way. my brother talked to me and told me that it really like that coz its' so sudden. then when i went back to untie the lace of my snickers tears suddenly flow. i didn't even felt it. i just knew it when a drop fell onto my hand. then, i cried really hard coz its the first time that i lost my pet. he was the most adorable, friendly, cheerful, energetic, sweet and loving cat here in my place. after some hours, my dad came home, told him that strider is dead. without any word, he went to our backyard and started digging. just a struck coincidence, my dad dug strider's fav playing spot. then my dad took strider and buried him. it just looked like strider was sleeping... he was just a stuff toy.. placed on the grounds... i cried again until i cant see him. thus, too much emotion that lead me onto writing this journal.

a part of me still believes he is alive and that he will just follow me around like what he usually does. i'll definitely miss him. that's for sure. it sucks. the rain keep pouring and i cant seem to stop it.

clubs:
~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/13912336/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/13912336/ Sat, 28 Jul 2007 20:33:19 PDT ENTRANCE


it's been months since the last time i updated this thing so, uhh.. where to start?

oh yea, back to schooling since june and IT IS HELL!!!
tireless nights, as usual takes over again
[and this is one of the rare times i could use the pc/internet as a leisure]

[warning: rant]
coz of the tons of plates again by our uber demanding profs and the worst is the ad design.
our prof in AD is such a crap coz she doesn't like ads but the heck!
she's teaching us ad design.
yet again, another contradiction in life. GAAHHH!
not to mention that it also starts to drain my blood! WAAAA! see, i need blood! *exasperates*
and also starting to dig up and empty our pockets so fast that you won't even remember handling such amount. WAAAA!

[murmurings]
i'm messed up! X_x

[issue]
i wish i could be more honest to myself. gaaahhh! *sulks*

so, what's the good left undone?

its REST!!! i badly need one! waah!
dang, i'm so tired and we're not even in our prelims. shit.

and about those nothings..
coz of that damn plates taking up everything in my life and i HATE IT!!!

so the bottom line is..
I AM SO SORRY FOR ALL THE LATE COMMENTS AND EVERYTHING!

DECLARATION
--HIATUS MODE--
expect a much more late comments thing.
as what's under my user name says:
~noir-kreuz is a popping mushroom! X_x
i resurrect every time my 'deviantions' clutters to 500 and on our breaks.
as for the comment thingies, i reply most of the time.

EXITS
*trips and faints*

misc:
for the people here in dA who knows me personally, just wanna say if i'm a bit snobbish and moody, its just that i'm really tired. my apologies. i'll try to be more friendly.

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ADD
now, this IS disturbing. hmm..
anyone know what's this about?

[link] deathnote.net
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clubs:
http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/12463621/ Wed, 04 Apr 2007 22:31:04 PDT YEEESSSSSHHH!!! vacation at last! yey!

roughly, i already read 4 books ,
went out with some of my friends and family of course which was almost everyday , T_T
been a couch potato coz i don't really watch that much ,
been and surfing the internet,
slept at about 12 hrs a day in max to catch up will those sleepless nights _ during the schooldays ,

but why the heck i feel so damn bored?!

..hmm.. maybe i'll draw again..? dunno.. haven't used my tablet for about a year or so.. so, i might.. X_x and it looks, uhh.. presentable i might post i here..

gawsh.. ang gulo co! ahahaha! just writing something for the sake of "updating"

oh well..

enjoy the summer people! though i verily despise the .
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CLUBS
http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/11968629/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 00:02:22 PST :/ typically, turning into the so called "adulthood" while give you more benefits in enjoying your life and having more of your freedom but heck, ironically I DON'T! Funny, they [especially my friggin narrow-minded "dad"] are grounding me for reasons of I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY!!! amf! More so, are ties [of which I rather call chains] they had put onto my neck is a lot tighter than ever. CRUDE. It is as if I’m doing something wrong, accusing me of things that I WON’T ever do but whenever I try to explain my side, I always get this stern look from him, a lot of nagging and “sermons” and the flying stuff I have to endure and/or dodge [on the brighter side my reflexes are becoming faster. XD] gawd… It really sucks to be in this position, you doing nothing yet getting some licking in return. [and I do mean nothing except from going home late, of which is exceeding to the 7 to 8 pm curfew. Makes me think, am I in the martial law era where I can’t voice out and limiting my actions? I don’t want to be like him!!!] AMF!!! Crude, crude, crude. T[HE]y triggers me to do stuff but I can’t; not because I can’t do it but I will just prove them right [of which I hate]. Half of what’s pushing me to go on is this “prove them they’re wrong yadahyadah” [but I’m not talking of revenge, it will just make them prove that they’re damn heck right]… sheeshh.. I’m going into circles, seemingly pointless and blurred reasons. Damn… All I can say, I’m really getting tired of this. *exasperates*

]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/11837931/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/11837931/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 04:01:27 PST I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?


~foo fighetrs

]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/10830391/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/10830391/ Fri, 24 Nov 2006 03:47:25 PST

murmurings...
the usual rantings...
but this one's unbearable, really... coz..


..i have this gut feeling of not graduating in time because of.. chismis at maling impormasyong pagkalat kung kaya't... mas mabuting wag muna ipaalam... mapapahamak nanaman cguro.... pwet na buhay toh!

let's just say that this is a so damned day. i lost all my luck this time.

oh, whatever lies ahead of me... it's now more blurred than before.
pwet...

just pray for me please? i badly need that now. and so as luck...

http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/10719234/ Tue, 14 Nov 2006 03:47:37 PST

nuetral = too much of the extremes

HECTIC-ish...

2nd week of classes = cfad week = busy busy busy because of assignments + plates + activities = expenditures = money = bankrupt.

oh gawd... that's a lot to spare! i just hope this time it will be a lot more fun!

parades, contests and stuff.. waa!
kinda reminds me of paskuhan! whoohoo!!! i'm excited even though it's kinda of a month or so...

and yea, NSTP-CWTS will make my sundays tiresome! pwet! waaa!!! i hope it'll be fun as well... *Sigh*

MURMURINGS...rantings

sheesh.. i so HATE my pe this sem! crap! its the frickin social dance! and MY EGO CAN'T TAKE IT! okay, i totally admit i suck in dancing! gawd! i wanna drop it but i can't! too many reasons for not doing but ...WAAAA!!!!
i totally broke my promise, never to dance again! OH CRAP!
i should have listened to my inner voice saying NO!...


misc...
maybe... ]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/9507977/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/9507977/ Sun, 22 Oct 2006 02:35:59 PDT but atleast i get enough sleep. weee!!!
and using photos as excuses in this momentarily awakening.

oh btw, im sorry for may late comments and such...

but is still in...

mood: out of the blue.. and green as well! as in GALIT SA MUNDO!


sheesh.. what comes up when boredom and lazyness mixed up? *sigh*


anyone??? haaayyyy...

HIATUS MODE for the time being.

no inspirations, no time, stressed, tons of shitty prob, what more could make it worse?! KILL ME!

CLUBS:
http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/9112635/ Mon, 19 Jun 2006 06:31:39 PDT

100 things about me...

1. Name:
2. Nickname: racs, ross.. errrr.. kinda many to mention
3. Birthday: january
4. Place of Birth: ust hospital in manila..
5. Zodiac Sign: capricorn
6. Male or Female: female
7. Education: 2nd year college student
8. Schools you went to: st. theresa's college q.c.
9. College: unibersidad ng santo tomas
10. Residence:
11. Screen Names: noir-kreuz , syn-aeris

__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Colour: balck
13. Hair Length: short! >
14. Eye colour: dark brown
15. Best Feature: errr... dunno...
16. Height: 5'3".. i guess.. ^^
17. Braces?: nope
18. Glasses?: yea, but i don't like using it
19. Piercing: a pair
20. Tattoos: nope
21. Righty or Lefty: righty

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friends: can't recall
23. First Award: art contest in kinder
24. First Sport You Joined: can't recall
25. First Pet: dog
26. First Real Vacation: can't recall
27. First Concert: cant reacall
28. First Love: food!

___ Favorites___

29. Movie: ffv7 ac, jackie chan movies
30. TV Show: anything. except for *pointless* noontime variety shows. ==>same here
31. Colour: blue, black, white, green
32. Rapper: i hate rappers! i mean hip hop stuff!
33. Band: chevelle, coheed and cambria, thrice, trapt, a perfect circle, atreyu, urbandub, larc en ciel, mtm
34. Song Right Now: you give love a bad name by atreyu
35. Friend: nah! no favoritism
36. Candy: any mint..
37. Sport to Play: volleyball.. though i'm not that good ^^
38. Restaurant: any italian, japanese and chinese restaurants
39. Favorite brand to wear: none in particular
40. Store: joli's ===>hehehe! same here!
41. School Subject: design and color, ctech, anatomy
42. Animal: tigers, lions, cats, dragons
43. Book: vamp chronicles
44. Magazine: errr....
45. Shoes: how about slip ons?

___Currently___

46. Feeling: tired.. just got home from school
47. Single or Taken?: single
49. Eating: chocolate
50. Drinking: none
51. Typing: this revenge tag
52. Online?: duh!
53. Listening To: suffucating... i forgot the artist
54. Thinking About: my assignments for the following days...
55. Wanting To: pass ad design! our prof is a terror!
56. Watching: nothing
57. Wearing: clothes

__________Future__________

58. Want Kids?: yea, maybe...^^
59. Want to be Married: yea, but not now!
60. Careers in Mind: errr.. anything realated in advertising. but i still wanna be a lawyer someday..
61. Where do you want to live?: hmmm.. not here
62. Car: any 4 x 4!

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

63. Hair colour: either balck or highlighted
64. Hair length: not that "long"
65. Eye colour: any.
66. Measurements: huh?!... ]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/9063326/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/9063326/ Wed, 14 Jun 2006 05:34:00 PDT
listening to: the red by chevelle

gawddamnit! DIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEE!!!! you freckin ANTS!!! DIIIIIIIEEEEEEEE!!!!!! :steamingmad:

i hate ants the most!
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tag by:

6 weird habits/things about yourself:

1. i'm dead scared of ghosts!
2. i smile and laugh when i'm embarrased or in state of panic
3. easily confused regarding shallow stuff
4. is so in getting jokes
5. got this :alterego: coz im a borederline
6. i sleep mostly in morning than in night

i tag:


clubs:
http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/9051064/ Mon, 12 Jun 2006 20:40:25 PDT
listening to: 3 libras by a perfect circle

so here it is.... start of classes tommorrow .. farewell to my happy days.. welcome to the incoming sleepless nights and days, horrifying threats by the profs... *Sigh* and to those blah blah blah pains beacause school...

oh well, atleast i'll be with my friends!!!

btw, coz i'll start going to school, i may not be able to comment/reply to your works.. sheesh... but i'll still be checking things from time to time.

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just finished watching battle royale and battle royale 2. the movies are so damn great! i love the bloodspills there!!!

and almost done watching hellsing. whoohoo!!! alucard so cool!

clubs:
]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8929331/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8929331/ Wed, 31 May 2006 10:40:24 PDT violated!!! waaahh!!!
listening to: orestes by a perfect circle

waahhh!!! summer vacation's going to end pretty soon and i don't want it!!! school will start sometime two weeks from now.. NNNOOOOO!!! well, its not really i don't like going to school but its because of my f*c*ing sched! shhesh! i have 3 days having classes up to 9pm! gawd! i want to live!!! it's so damn scary walking along the streets at that time of the night. what's worse os that commuting at that time is really a pain! gawd! and putting it to another level.. well, rainy season is starting so.. FLOOD!!! gawd damn it! i dont wanna be stranded in school at that late!!! waahhh!!! there could be ghosts!!! waahh!!! oh hell!!! i hate this!!!

clubs:
]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8804068/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8804068/ Thu, 18 May 2006 03:11:35 PDT

1) What is your real full name?
who am i???

2) When is your birthday?
01.01.88

3) How old are you?
777-111 that would be it!

4)Where do you live?
inside the closet

5) What nationality are you?
alien

6) Where do you want to live?
japan

7) Do you like to dance?
nope!

8) Do you have any brothers and/or sisters?
yup! a brother and a sister

9) Are they are older or younger than you?
younger than me

10) Are you single?
yup

11) Are you enjoying this quiz?
err....

12) What do you think about the person who posted it before you?
nice person!!!

13) Hamburger or HotDog?
hotburger

14) Ketchup or Mayonnaise?
ketchup

15) What's your favorite food?
a lot... wanna enumerate it?

16) What's the first thing you have ever ate before in your whole life?
milk from my mom

17) What would you like to eat?
ice cream!

18) What do you like to do the most?
errr....

19) What do you not like to do the most?
do ESSAYS..... ==>yea! same here!

20) Do you like school?
could be..

21) What do you do if your friend gets a cramp in the water and drowns?
ill ask fr help coz im not a good swimmer

22) What's your favorite pet?
cat

23) What's your favorite wild animal?
tiger

24) Do you like birds?
i don't mind them

25) Do you have a sickness that we don't know?
yea... im corruptedly insane

26) When did you last step out of your house, and what were you doing?
yesterday... went to 's house and eastwood

27) Who is the only best friend you like among the most of them if you really choose???
err....

28) Have you ever changed schools before?
yup!

29) Are you an innie or an outtie?
how about middie????

30) What do you want to do when you're older?
be a lawyer

31) What are you mother language(s)?
tagalog

32) Which languages can you speak the best?
of course TAGALOG

33) Do you want to have kids later on in life (if you haven't already)?
maybe

34) I wonder, if your first child is a boy, what would be his name?
dunno..

35) Same question, but if it was a girl instead?
dunno...

36) Have you ever done drugs or smoked a cigarette?
nope! i will never take those!!!

tagging:
http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8804024/ Thu, 18 May 2006 02:59:44 PDT
---------------------------------

Tag by

r u l e s :
• Put "x" in brackets, where you say "yes".
• And comment your answers, if you want =]
• Tag 6 other persons after blah blah blah, you know how it works!

WOULD YOU...
[] go out with me?
[] give me your number?
[] call me?
[] screw me?
[] kiss me?
[] let me kiss you?
[] hurt/rape me? this survey is getting weirder....
[] lie to me?
[] watch a movie with me?
[] take me out to dinner?
[] drive me somewhere
[] cut some rug with me?
[] take a shower with me?
[] have a fling with me?
[x] buy me a drink? your not old enough
[X] take me shopping?
[] give me a good massage?
[] take me home for the night?
[] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[X] go to a concert with me and get our asses kicked together? uhh probably your ass but i will kick some ass
[] serenade me?
[X] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[X] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[X] travel with me?
[X} Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere on one condition...... your going to drive back home.....


D0 Y0U...
[X] know me? well not that much...
[X] want to get to know me? i dont mind...
[] think im cute? isn't it cute are for girls???
[] want to kiss me?
[] want to cuddle with me?
[] want to hook up with me?


ARE WE...
[X] aquintences?
[] friends?
[] friends w/ benefits? whats this means??? example if i'm a banker kinda thing?
[] in a relationship?
[] gonna have kids?


AM i...
[X] smart?
[] cute?
[X] funny?
[X] cool?
[ ] weird?
[ ] a dick?


HAVE Y0U EVER...
[X] thought about me? more of wondering coz of your deviation having opm song with it.
[ ] thought there might be an "us"?
[ ] thought about hookin up with me?
[ ] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[ ] wished i were there?


ARE Y0U...
[x] going to repost this so that i will return the favor? maybe...
[X] happy you know me?
[] mad at me?
[] thinkin bout me?
[X] done with this survey? yes before the questions get weirder and weirder.....

i will be taging:
whoever wants to be tagged! be my guest! *bows*


clubs:
http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8803950/ Thu, 18 May 2006 02:35:25 PDT
reading: tale of the body thief

tag by:

If I were a month, I would be: december...

If I were a day of the week, I would be: Friday

If I were a time of day, 00:00

If I were a planet, I would be: Errr... Terra? ==> aco din!

If I were a sea animal, I would be: shark

If I were a direction, I would be: either north or east

If I were a piece of furniture, I would be: a couch~ ==>aco din!

If I were a sin, I would be: wrath but can also be...

If I were a historical figure I would be: err.... dunno..

If I were a liquid, I would be: h2o hahaha!!!

If I were a stone, I would be: racs pwede ba??? hahaha!!! diamond ofcourse!

If I were a tree, I would be: maple tree

If I were a bird, I would be: peacock...

If I were a tool, I would be: wat tool???

If I were a flower/plant, I would be: tulips or blue rose

If I were a kind of weather, I would be: either fall or spring

If I were a mythical creature, I would be: dragon

If I were a musical instrument, I would be: guitar or bass

If I were an animal, I would be: tiger

If I were a colour, I would be: black, blue, white, green

If I were an emotion, I would be:

If I were a vegetable, I would be: lettuce

If I were a sound, I would be: ???

If I were an element, I would be: uranium.... or do you mean the 4 elemets??? it would be fire

If I were a car, I would be: f1 car

If I were a song, I would be: faint of heart by coheed and cambria

If I were a movie, I would be: err..

If I were a book, I would be written by: *hums*

If I were a food, I would be: crossaint!

If I were a place, I would be: *hums*

If I were a taste, I would be: sweet...????

If I were a scent, I would be: *hums*

If I were a religion, I would be: *hums*

If I were a word, I would be: awww

If I were a body part, I would be: hands... i love hands! makes me want to cut them!!!

If I were a facial expression, I would be:

If I were a subject in school, I would be: err....*hums*

If I were a cartoon character, I would be: mandy from billy and mandy's grim adventures

If I were a shape, I would be: circle

If I were a number, I would be: 07

If I were an item of clothing, I would be: shirt

If I were a piece of jewelry, I would be: silver black cross

If I were a clothing accessory, I would be: cap

I tag:
http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8764443/ Sun, 14 May 2006 01:30:00 PDT listening: faint of heart by coheed and cambria

err... im so damn bored but so damn lazy to do things! i started reading due to boredome but before i go half way, i became so lazy to finish it. whenever i'm drawing i'll be so sleepy that all i want to do is to slack off. sheesh... and wtf is happening to my grammar!!! gaaaahhhh!!! i dunno what's got in me!!! waaahhhh!!! rubbish!

*sigh* oh well... *sigh* there's nothing that i can do bout this... just ranting...

clubs:
]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8745511/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8745511/ Fri, 12 May 2006 00:32:05 PDT - gsto co mkagawa ng commercial.... gsto co din magdrawing!

+ ANO ANG FAVORITE MEDIUM MO?
- pencils, colored pencils, pastles...acrylics...

+ ANONG BRAND NG PINTURA ANG LAGI MONG GINAGAMIT?
- psoter paint: sakura watercolor: reeves ; acrylic: reeves

+ ANO ANG FAVORITE MONG SUBJECT AT BAKIT?
- design and color kc masaya at astig ng mga plates

+ SINO ANG FAVORITE MONG PROF?
- sir mark at sir wes

+ SINO ANG KACLOSE MO SA INDUSTRIAL?
- wlang kakilala dun e

+ EH SA ADVER?
- mdame malamang adver din aco!

+ EH SA INTERIOR?
- asa pa co! hahaha!!!

+ SA PAINTING?
- wla ata...

+ SAN KAYO MADALAS TUMAMBAY KAPAG WALANG KLASE?
- sa bench malapit sa mga pav, sa loob ng mga classroom ng wlang kalse, sa mga mall malapit sa uste at sa mga foodchain sa paligid

+ ANO GINAGAWA MO KAPAG WALA PNG PROF?
- mantrip, tumawa, kumain.. teka, gnun din gnagawa co kung me prof o wla e.

+ PINAPAGALITAN KA BA NG PROF MO KAPAG DI KA NAKAGAWA NG PLATES?
- nde

+ ANO PINAKAHATE MONG SUBJECT?
- pinoooooooooooooooii! ===>aco din! pwet!

+ MY COMPUTER SUBJECT NA BA KAYO?
- la pa sa ngaun

+ NAG EXHIBIT NA BA KAYO SA BEATO GALLERY?
- asa!

+ SWINASWIPE MO BA YUNG ID MO PAG PASOK SA BEATO?
- nde. pero pag pinagalitan lng guard

+ NAPAGALITAN KA NA BA NI CUNANAN?
- oo! pwet! dahil sa nkacivilian lng kme nung last day!

+ NAKAUSAP MO N BA YUNG DEAN?
- nope

+ NAINTERVIEW KA NA BA NG GUIDANCE NG CFAD?
- yup

+ NAISTOCK KA NA BA SA ELEVATOR NG BEATO?
- madalas

+ BUMIBILI KA BA NG KAPE SA 6th FLOOR VENDO?
- coffee!!! :coffee: oo!!!

+ SINO ANG FAVORITE MONG ARTIST?
-

+ MAY GRUMADUATE NA BA SA FAMILY NYO NA KUMUHA RIN NG FINEARTS SA UST?
- wla pa

+ LAGI KA BANG GINAGABI PAG UWI?
- pag trip co lng

+ ANO MAS GUSTO MO JOLIS O JOMARS?
- jomars pag konti lng ung bibilin para malapit lng

+ SAAN KA NAGPAPAPRINT? SA NITZ O SA ALVA?
- sa alva pag normal na papel tas sa nitz pag ung mga tipong A4 na

+ NASASARAPAN KA BA SA MGA PAGKAIN SA TIMBALE?
- nde!

+ EH SA CARPARK?
- mejo...layo nga lng.

+ MAY BALAK KA PA BANG MAG SHIFT?
- nalilito lng

+ MADAMI KA NA BANG NATUTUNAN SA CFAD
- yup...ata...^^V

+ MARUNONG KA BNG MAG PHOTOSHOP?
- konti..

+ EH ILUSTRATOR?
- nde

+ MAY NAISIP KA NA BA SA THESIS MO?
- wla pa

+ ANO MASASABI MO SA SURVEY NA TO?
- para sa mga taga-cfad lng toh!

tag:
MGA TAONG TAGA UST CFAD NA ASA LIST CO!

at ung iba pang mga tga cfad din kc tnatamad aco mgtype!

clubs:
~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8598888/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8598888/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 06:07:59 PDT mood: *dizzy due to tag overload*
wathing: yakitatte! japan

omigawsh! its flooding tags! naaaahh!!! i hate it! err.... i mean i hate being flooded with it! its like i'm beginning to drown!!! Y_Y *sigh* i guess its karma coz i've been tagging people last month or so... *sigh* oh well...

]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8598856/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8598856/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 06:01:46 PDT mood: dizzy due to tag overload!!!
watching: yakitatte! japan

tag by

1.]What's your real full name?
who am i?

2.]When is your Birthday?
01.01.1988

3.]How old are you?
777-111

4.]Where do you live?
kyu see

5.]What nationality are you?
Filipino

6.]Where do you want to live?
don't really care

7.]Do you like to dance?
dunno

8.]Do you have any brothers and/or sisters?
Yup

9.]Are they older or younger?
younger

10.]Are you single?
yup

11.]Do you like this quiz?
dont care T_T

12.] What do you think about the person who posted it before you?
MAKULET!!!

13.]Hamburger or Hotdog?
hamburger dog

14.]Ketchup or Mayonnaise?
ketchup

15.]What's your favouite food?
sandwhiches and pasta

16.]What's the first thing you have never ate before in you whole life?
bugs.. i mean edible bugs hehehe ==> agree on that!

17.]What would you to eat?
come again?

18.]What do you like to do the most?
errr... many things actually

19.]What do you not like to do the most?
being bored!

20.]Do you like school?
yup

21.]What do you do if your friend gets a cramp in the water and drowns?
try to rescue that person

22.]What's your favourite pet?
cat

23.]What's your favourite Wild Animal?
tiger

24.]do you like Bird's?
dont care

25.]do you have a sickness that i don't know?
maybe

26.]When did you last step out of the house, What were you doing?
last saturday, with my kada in hs

27.]Who is the only best friend you like the most of them you really had to choose?
pass..

28.]Did you ever changed school before?
yup

29.] are you an innie or an outtie?
middie

30.]What do you wanna do when your big?
do a commercial

31.]What's your mother's Language(s)?
tagalog

32.] Which Language's can you speak more?
Filipino/English

33.]Do you wanna have kid's later?
wat?

34.]wonder ya first kid is a boy, wait would be his name?
T_T

35.]Wonder ya first kid is a girl, wait would you name her?
T_T

36.]Did you ever do drugs or smoke a cigerette/Siger?
nope

37.] Now send this to 5 other people out free choice:



tag by

[1. Do you have a name?] wat's a name?

[2. What is your favorite time of day on December 23?] come again? T_T

[3. Can I have some of your candy?] pardon?

[4. What is the sound of a fish's call?] dunno!!! i'm not a fish!

[5. Do you know that it takes an average of five seconds to figure out that this question is completely pointless?] its mostlikely to be 3 secs!

[6. How many fingers am I holding up?] 20. now guess mine! XD

[7. Didn't you used to work at Pancho's?] who's pancho?

[8. Do you like the color pink?] i detest pink!

[9. How 'bout them... dodgers...?] duck doggers?

[10. Did you know that duck cries have no echo?] so it ehco's when we cry?

[11. Orange Juice: with or without pulp?] either ways

[12. Why did that chicken cross the road?] he's scared of his wife

[13. What is this sticky stuff all over the bottom of my backpack?] some gooowee stuff..EEWWW!!!

[14. What the heck is a sesame!?] a> something we found in food b> where big bird lives

[15. Would you like fries with that?] with what?

[16. Is there such thing as an even duck?] dunno about even but i know somthing odd

[17. How do you feel about frilly tooth... ]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8396249/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8396249/ Fri, 07 Apr 2006 10:07:41 PDT

Rules : The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....

1. i'm dead scared of ghosts!
2. i smile and laugh when i'm embarrased or in state of panic
3. easily confused regarding shallow stuff
4. is so in getting jokes
5. got this :atlerego: coz im a borederline
6. i sleep mostly in morning than in night


and now..

tagged by

[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily. (duh..T_T)
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. but i refuse to wear it! xp
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. but it's very creepy!!!
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school. loves doing it!

Embarrassment

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public

Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment. (i have genetically inherited a disease..>.>
[ ] I've gotten stitches. (somewhere at my right eyebrow..)
[ ] I've broken a bone. (but i had my ankle sprained..)
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences

[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator hehe!!! especially at the university i'm in!
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving. that's my goal in life!!! :woot:
[ ] I've been an abuse victim.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle. truth or dare?
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[x]... ]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8362050/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8362050/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 09:14:07 PDT mood: still
listening to: jiyu e no shotai by l`arc en ciel
reading: memnoch the devil

tag by

Rules:
1. you must answer every question
2. be hoest
3. pass onto 6 of ur da friends you can tag me also ^^
4. have fun and let us grow togerther as a comuntity ^^


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: ~noir-kreuz will do... but if you insist.. +syn-aeris+ hey! im not lying here!
Birthday: 01011988
Birthplace: Manila >
Current Location: infront of the pc
Eye Color: brown black
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'3
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: pinoi
The Shoes You Wore Today: i'm wearing flip flips...^^v
Your Weakness: eh? errr.. i dunno.. spiders???
Your Fears: ghosts!!!
Your Perfect Pizza: hawaiian i guess... or something having plenty mushrooms with!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: that i dunno...
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: oist!
Your Bedtime: 2-3am
Your Most Missed Memory: wat? wakaranai...
Pepsi or Coke: rootbeer
MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king
Single or Group Dates: wakaranai...
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate!!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino!!! :coffee:
Do you Smoke: nope!
Do you Swear: yeah .... most of the time XD ===> same here!
Do you Sing: yup!
Do you Shower Daily: who the hell wont?!
Have you Been in Love: yup...
Do you want to go to College: i'm in college
Do you want to get Married: don't give a damn..
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes...
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope!
Are you a Health Freak: eeehhh??? most of the time i'm sick!
Do you like Thunderstorms: dont give a damn... hhmmm reminds me that gives me electric shocks !!!
Do you play an Instrument: that will kill me... but i wish i could!
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yup
In the past month have you Smoked: nope! and never will!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope! and never ever will!!!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yup!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope!
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope!
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope!
In a Boy/Girl.. : huh?! definitle a weird question!
Favourite Eye Color: blue, black, green
Favourite Hair Color: i wanna have blue striks!!!
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: again?!
Weight: dunno..
Best Clothing Style: eehhh???
Number of Drugs I have taken: huh?! wtf, i said no to drugs!
Number of CDs I own: lots
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: tons of it!

tagging:
~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8352181/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8352181/ Mon, 03 Apr 2006 10:08:38 PDT mood: coz of cough, colds and even fever
listening: trapt songs
reading: memnoch the devil

first, downs:

damn this cough, colds and fever!!! i really hate it when i got this frickin ailment! *sigh* but ain't that weird? coz its summer and it so frickin hot still i got kind of ailment. *sigh*

and because of this, i'm really having a hard time to do things like reading, watching tv, drawing/doodling, etc. coz i'm starting to become very sleepy...

then the ups:

im back! net life again! just revived after some days!!!

clubs:
]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8290737/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8290737/ Tue, 28 Mar 2006 02:02:07 PST mood: damn pissed!!!
reading: memnoch the devil

im so fricin pissed!!! oh hell! i dunno if you're doing this on purpose or it's just coincidence but hek its so damn obvious!!! or should i say your actions telling me other stuff. i dont wanna jump into conlusions but that's how read it! gawd! you're really pissing me off!!! so you want a game, FINE i give it to you then!

clubs:

]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8268938/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8268938/ Sat, 25 Mar 2006 20:38:24 PST mood:
reading: memnoch the devil

yes! at long last... SUMMER BREAK!!! i can do everything i want to not being bothered by the plates to submit blah blah blah!!!!

hmm.. what to do..

>>> read books! damn! i missed it so much! i haven't read anything since the last school year started!
>>> go hanging out to friends houses and malls!!! shopping!!!
>>> go outing with friends!!! [ironically i don't like going out under the sun! >_< ]
>>> practice drawing and painting... _< > traditionally and digitally *sigh*
>>> sleep 16 hours a day or so! wahahahaha!!! haven't slept normally since last sem break!
>>> slack off!!! nyahahahaha!!! i need plenty of rest!!!

maybe that's all it... ^^V

enjoy the summer break as well people!!!

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]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8195008/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8195008/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 06:25:01 PST again...

1) Starting time: 9:16 pm

2) Name: h-i-m-i-t-s-u

3) Nicknames: h-i-m-i-t-s-u

4) School: University of Santo Tomas

6) Eyes: black brown

7) Hair: black

8) Pets: 9 cats!

9) Siblings: 2

~~**HAVE YOU EVER**~

10) Been so drunk you blacked out: yea.

11) Taken any illegal substances: No and will never take.

12) Gone out in public in your pajamas: nope.

13) Missed school b/c it was raining: yea, when it floods due to heavy rains.

14) Set any body part on fire for amusement: Nope.

15) Ever kept a secret from someone: Yea, everyone does, ryt?

16) Who knows your deepest secrets: Close friends

17) Wanted to hook up with a friend: fine with me.

18) Cried during a movie: yeaa, back in highschool...eeewww...

20) Ever thought an animated character was hot: yea.

21) Ever at anytime owned New Kids on the Block stuff: wat the heck is that?! T_T

22) Planned your week based on the TV Guide: yea, back in highschool.. coz i've got a lot of free time back then!

23) Prank called someone: yea

~~**FAVORITES**~~

25) Shampoo: dont really give a damn. T_T

26) Soap: milk...?

27) Color: blue, black, green, white

28) Day/Night: Night... vamp!

29) Summer/Winter: fall..?

30) Online smile: XD or XP

31) Lace or satin: I can't comprehend...T_T ===>same here dude!

32) Cartoons/Anime: cartoon... currently...that would be grim adventures of billy and mandy. anime: damn too many to mention! XP

33) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: how bout gay?!

34) Like anyone: yea

35) Who have you known the longest of your friends: so far? you mean real/true friends? that would be and neko

36) Who is the shyest: huh?!

37) Who do you go to for advice: that depends

38) Who do you get the most surveys from:

39) Who do you cry with: not really a crying person but rants a lot to my friends about crappy trash of my life.

~~**IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS HAVE YOU**~~

40) Cried: *counting* would watering of eyes count?

41) Cut your hair: Yea.

42) Exercised: Yea

43) Worn a skirt: yea

44) Been mean: Yea

45) Been sarcastic: yea

46) Met someone new: Yea

47) Talked to someone you have a crush on: yea. alot!

48) Missed someone: Yea

49) Hugged someone: Yea, though i dont like me being hugged

50) Fought with your parents: yea, a number of it

51) Wished upon a star: uuuhhhh....T_T

52) Laughed until you cried: yea, a lot!

53) Played Truth or Dare: yea

54) Watched a sunrise/sunset: Yea

55) Went to the beach at night: yea, its better!

56) Spent quality time alone: Yea

57) Read a book for fun: Yea, lot!

58) Ate a great meal: Yea

59) Are you lonely: yea.. that depends

60) Are you happy: yea.. that depends

61) Are you talking to someone online: Yea

~~**DO YOU BELIEVE IN~~**

62) God/Devil: god. but i do believe in the devil's exsistance

64) The Closet Monster: Nope, never occured to me.

65) The Big Bang Theory: Yea

66) Heaven/Underworld: both and none coz it come together for me

67) Superstitions: Sometimes.

68) What's a name you'd rather be called:

69) Who named you: My dad and mum.

70) Backstreet Boys or NSync: T_T as if i damn care! xp

71) When was the last time you showered: this morning

72) What color pants do you have on right now: red and black shorts.. if what's being refered is the trousers!
... ]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8146406/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8146406/ Mon, 13 Mar 2006 06:26:35 PST mood: :tired:
listening to: shallow sleep by hyde

ill be off for about a week or so... because i have to do my tasks for my finals!



damn... so many things to do... *goes back sketching and painting* im tired!!! TT_TT

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]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8127603/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8127603/ Sat, 11 Mar 2006 04:58:48 PST


TEN Random Things About Me

- loves hyde so much!!!
- bishie stalker!
- loves the internet and the pc so much!!!
- likes hanging out
- loves jrock soooo muuuuucccchhhh!!!
- loves anime
- is so damn lazy...likes to sleep!
- always laughing even to the not so funny stuff
- moodswings
- loves to hate ad hates to love... joke!

NINE Ways To Win My Heart
- knows j rock
- true to thy self and others
- fun to be with
- likes to laugh
- knows anime
- accepts me
- can relate to me
- respects me
- makes me laugh


EIGHT Things I Want To Do Before I Die

- meet hyde
- meet kirito
- make a lot of money! *kaching*
- tour around the world!!!
- skydiving
- mountain climbing
- going to another dimension/planet
- to be friends woth k***i*

SEVEN Ways To Annoy Me

- being so damn platic to me
- lying about things
- posers... i hate them!
- keeps on balbing when im not in the mood for a talk
- underestimating my capabilities
- not minding me
- backstabbing

SIX Things I Believe In

- god
- family
- friends
- self or should i say my principles in life
- cramming rules!====>super agree!!!
- boredom kills the mind and the essence of existance.

FIVE Things I am Afraid Of

- insects/bugs >_< ===>same here espacially ants and spiders!
- enclosed space
- ghosts/ monsters!
- death
- loosing someone close to me

FOUR Favorite Items In My Room

- i love my bed!
- my fave books!
- cds
- anime thingies

THREE Things I Do Everyday
- sleep
- eat
- interet!!!

TWO Thing I Want To Do Right Now
- sleep
- read manga

ONE Person I Want to See Right Now
- hyde! no... kirito! no... K**I*! uuhhhhh... cant make up moi mind! can it be the 3 of them at the same time?!

i tag!!!!
~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8090149/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8090149/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 04:03:54 PST mood: alive and is ok!
listening to: l`arc en ciel's PERFECT BLUE

ok, just ignore evrything i've said on the previous journal i made! i take all what i've said.... period! pramis! bawi co na! ok na co at wag mag alala! ive seen a lot of things that encouraged me to move on. kahit ano pang asa harp co.... basta un! gets?

to everyone who bothered reading that journal and comforted me. BIGGIE THANKS TO ALL OF YOU!!! really appriciated it! especially to the ones who didn't understood waht i've said yet still bothered to say a word!!! THANKS GUYS!!!

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]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8080426/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8080426/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 03:53:39 PST mood: @


oo! wlang kwenta! wlang kwenta ang buhay cong patapon! sana matuluyan na nga ng matapos na ang lahat! sawang sawa na tlga aco!!! sawa na co sa kanila! sasabihin ang problema, bbgyan ng dpat gawing akyon, mananahimik saglit peor wlang gagawin! pucha! ano ba kyo mga hangal?! sana naman di ba misip niyo napapagod aco! nagagalit din aco at may limitasyon din aco! tao ba toingin nio sakin o bagay lng ng labas ng samaan ng loob?! ayoko na! tas lakas ng loob niong pagalitan aco pag nasasagot co kau, pagnagagalit aco, at pag nde co kau nirerespeto!!!!!!!! pucha! sana maicp nio tao lng tlga aco!oo hinahayaan co kaung magsalita at maglabas ng sama ng loob nio sakin sana maicp nio naman ung mga dpat gawin ukol jan! ayoko na tlga! sawa na co at pagod na pagod na sa inyo!!!!

ikaw na nga lng tanging dahilan co bat co pinagpapatuloy ang napakamiserableng buhay na meron aco! kung bakit co pinipilit alagaan ang sarili co! kung bakit co pinagbuhbutihan ang mga gawain co sa eskwelahan! lahat ng ito para sau! para matanggal kita sa miserableng mundong pareho nating ginagalawan! ikaw na lng tlga ang tanging dahilan bakit andito aco at pinipilit mabuhay!

tapos ngaun, sasabihin mong wag na co magpatuloy! cge, crain mo pa lalo ang buhay co para mas lalo cong yakapin ang mga bagay ukol sa kamatayan!!! oo!!! kamatayan! ilang beses co na naicp gawin un!!! ano pa nga namang silbi co ngaun pati ikaw binabale wla aco?! inaabuso ang pakikinig co sa inyong mga hinaing sa buhay?! at nde pagrespeto sa pagiging tao at indibidwal co?! wla!!!! ayoko na tlga!sawang sawa at pagod na co! tutal naman nitong mga nakaraang linggo mataas na ang presyon ng dugo co at lalo pang tumataas! madalas na din ang nde co paghinga ng maayos at kasama ang pagpapalpitate ng puso co!!! me cpon at ubo ngaun at kasabay din ang pagbalik ng hyper thyroid co!!! grabe! kung madalas at makikita mo ko ng malapitan makikita mong napakaputla co na! kakagulat at nagagawa co pang tumayo di ba?!?! kahit aco napapaicp kung bakit pa?! ayoko na! kelan kaya aco bbgay?! sawa na tlga aco!

pero nde lang nama ikaw ang sisnisisi co!!! alam mo kung sino sino! tulad ng napakairesponsableng yon! ayoko na! sawa na din aco sa kanya! wlang inatupag kundi ang sariling kaligayanhan! ang sariling pagnanais! ang mga bagay na sya lang ang makikinabang! ang pagbabale wla nya sa tin! ayoko na tlga! sawa n co sa inyong lahat! wlang inicp kundi ang ibang tao at mismong dpat nyang pangalagaan ay nde magawang alagaan! iresponsable! at magagalit ca bkt ganyan bat ganito! reklamador na wlang karapatang magreklamo! ayoko na sa inyong lahat! sawang sawa na co!

at mging sa kanila ding ganid sa lahat ng bagay at wlang gianwang mabuti para sa kapwa! mga ganid sa maeryal na bagay! kaya cguro hanggang ngaun ay malakas at nandito pa kau sa mundong to!

sawa n tlga co sa inyong lahat!!!!ayoko na! pagod na co!!!

inaamin co naiiyak aco!!! pero pilit cong itinatago ito! bakit?! masasaktan ca!!! ayoko na! ang gulo! naiiyak na tlga aco! ayoko ding mawala! mdami pa cong gustong gawin pero ayoko na! suko na co! bahala na dyos sakin! sana mapatawad nya co sa lahat ng kasalanan co n ngawa sa mga tao sa paligid co!!! sa mundo!!!

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http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/8006544/ Sun, 26 Feb 2006 09:41:01 PST
DRAMA DORK
[x] EVER BEEN iN A PLAY ?
[ ] SEEN MORE THAN 10 BROADWAY SHOWS ?
[ ] BEEN iN MORE THAN 10 SHOWS ?
[ ] HAVE YOU EVER BEEN/ ARE YOU iN SCHOOL SHOWS ?
[ ] DOES YOUR CURRENT JOB iNVOLVE THEATER iN SOME WAY ?
[ ] WANT TO END UP WORKiNG iN/FOR THEATER
[ ] CAN YOU RECiTE ALL OF THE LYRiCS TO YOUR FAVORiTE PLAY/MUSiCAL ?
[X] DO YOU BREAK OUT iNTO RANDOM SONGS WHENEVER/WHEREVER ?

REDNECK
[ ] DO YOU HAVE A COUCH iN YOUR FRONT YARD OR PORCH ?
[ ] DO YOU DRiVE/RiDE A 4-WHEELER ?
[ ] DO YOU LiKE TO GET DiRTY iN MUD ?
[ ] DO YOU LiKE COUNTRY MUSiC ?
[ ] DO YOU HAVE A BROKEN CAR iN YOUR BACKYARD ?
[ ] DO YOU OWN A COWBOY HAT ?
[ ] DO YOU LiVE ON MORE THAN 50 ACRE ?
[x] DO YOU HAVE MORE THAN 4 DiFFERENT ANiMALS AT YOUR HOUSE ?

GOTH
[ ] DO YOU WEAR BLACK EYELiNER ?
[ ] iS MOST OF YOUR CLOTHiNG DARK ?
[x] DO YOU THiNK ABOUT DEATH ?
[x] DO YOU WANT TO DiE ?
[ ] ARE YOU A SOCiAL OUTCAST ? ====> would anti social do? if so i am! well, sorta...
[ ] ARE YOU PALE ?
[ ] DO YOU LiKE HOT TOPiC ?
[ ] DO YOU ENJOY TiM BURTON MOViES ?
[x] ARE YOU MEAN SOMETiMES


SKATER/PUNK
[x] CAN YOU SKATEBOARD ? ====> long time ago!!! so i doubt if i still could!
[ ] DO YOU HAVE VANS/EMERiCA/ETNiES/ANY SKATE SHOE ?
[X] DO YOU DO STUPiD STUFF WiTH YOUR FRiENDS ?
[x] DO YOU WATCH THE X-GAMES ?
[x] DO YOU HAVE ANY PiERCiNGS ?
[ ] DO YOU WEAR A MOHAWK
[ ] DO YOU WEAR BAND T-SHiRTS
[x] HAVE YOU CALLED SOMEONE A POSER RECENTLY ?


PREP
[X]DO YOU SAY THE WORD "LiKE" ? ===> just sometimes...
[ ] DO YOU SHOP AT GUESS?
[ ] DO YOU POP THE COLLAR ?
[ ] DO THE PEOPLE iN HOT TOPiC SCARE YOU ?
[ ] DO YOU WATCH LAGUNA BEACH ?
[ ] DO YOU LiKE POP MUSiC
[ ] DO YOU LOVE YOUR HAiR ?
[ ] DO YOU HAVE A DOG ?


HiPPiE
[x] iS YOUR HAiR LONG ?
[ ] DO YOU OWN A TYE-DYE SHiRT ?
[x] DO YOU WANT TO SAVE THE ANiMALS
[x] DO YOU THiNK WAR iS UNECESSARY
[x] DO YOU LiKE CLASSiC ROCK AND TRiPPY MUSiC ?
[x] HAVE YOU EVER PARTiCiPATED iN A PROTEST ? =====> back in grade school! to oust the former president! >_<
[ ] HAVE YOU EVER BEEN OVERCOMED WiTH THE DESiRE TO HUG A TREE ?


GANGSTA
[ ] DO YOU ACT GHETTO ?
[ ] DO YOU WEAR DO-RAGS ?
[ ] DO YOU LiKE HiP-HOP ?
[ ] WAS TUPAC REALLY THE GREATEST RAPPER iN THE WORLD ?
[ ] DO YOU BELiEVE HE'S ALiVE ?
[ ] DO YOU LiKE AFROS ?
[ ] DO YOU OWN ANY BABY PHAT OR G-UNiT ?

EMO
[ ] DO YOU CRY OFTEN ?
[ ] DO YOU WEAR HOODiES ?
[ ] DO YOU LiKE SOFT MUSiC ?
[ ] DO YOU WRiTE YOUR OWN POEMS ?
[x] DO YOU CUT YOUR OWN HAiR ?
[ ] ARE YOU LONELY ?
[ ] iS HAWTHORNE HEiGHTS A GOOD BAND ?

SURFER
[ ] DO YOU SURF ?
[x] DO YOU WEAR FLiP-FLOPS 24/7 ?
[ ] iS YOUR HAiR SPiKEY ?
[ ] DO YOU WAKE- UP BEFORE 6 EVERY
MORNiNG ?
[x] DO YOU OWN MANY PAiRS OF SHORTS ?
[ ] DO YOU YEARN FOR THE SMELL OF SALT
WATER ?
[x] DO YOU WANT TO BE AT THE BEACH RiGHT NOW ?
[ ] DO YOU HATE TOURiSTS ?

GEEK
[ ] DO YOU WEAR GLASSES ?
[ ] DO YOU USE AN iNHALER
[ ] DO YOU PUT PENS AND PENCiLS iN YOUR SHiRT POCKETS ?
[ ] DOES YOUR MOM PiCK OUT YOU CLOTHES ?
[x] ARE YOU ON THE COMPUTER OFTEN ?
[x] DO YOU LOOK FOWARD TO GOiNG TO SCHOOL ====>due to boredom at my house!!! XP


JOCK
[ ] DO YOU OWN A LOT OF NiKE, ADDiDAS, OR UNDERARMOR ?
[x] DO YOU LOVE THE SMELL OF FRESH CUT GRASS ?
[x] ARE YOU CONSTANTLY WORRYiNG ABOUT BEiNG iN SHAPE ?
[ ] DO YOU LET PEOPLE KNOW iTS GAME DAY BY YELLiNG iT THROUGH THE HALLS ?
[ ] YOU KNOW A LOT OF PEOPLE JUST FROM PLAYiNG A TEAM SPORT ?
[x]DO YOU LOVE GRASS STAiNS, MUD, AND HURTiNG PEOPLE ?
[ ] DOES A WHiSTLE BLOWiNG PUMP UP YOUR ADRENALiNE ?
[ ] ARE YOU VERY SCHOOL SPiRiTED

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~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7987449/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7987449/ Fri, 24 Feb 2006 06:33:53 PST

10 Firsts...

First Best Friend: can't remember...
First Imaginary Friend: blue from foster's home of imaginary friennds! nah! just kidding! ummm,as far as i can remember...NOTHING!!! but i do daydream!!!
First Pet name: my first pet??? cant remember.. worse im confused if it'll be a dog or a cat!
First Piercing: on both earlobes when i was a baby! XP
First Crush: H-I-M-I-T-S-U!!! HAHAHA!!! XD
First CD: neon genesis evangelion soundtrack
First Car: *wishing*
First School: little lights near around my place.. LITERALLY!!!
First Kiss: O_O

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9 Lasts...

Last Time You Smoked: dont smoke and never will!!!
Last Food You Ate: crossaints!!! i love it!!!
Last Car Ride: would a cab do?
Last Movie You Watched: exsorcism of emily rose. its history i know but im not into movies! >_< but i wanna see memoirs of a geisha though!
Last Phone Call: would mobile do? it would be ~inubelle asking her what size of canvasto use on our plate.
Last CD You listened to: AWAKE by l`arc en ciel
Last Bubble Bath You took: how about blowing bubbles???
Last Song You listened to: jiyuu e no shotai by l`arc en ciel
Last Fight: HEY YOU! *PUNCH* hahaha!!!! :mwahahaha:

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8 Have You Evers...

Have You Ever Dated a Best Friend: nope
Have You Ever Been Arrested: nope
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: nope
Have You Ever Been on TV: nope
Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Regretted It: nope
Have You Ever Cheated on Your bf/gf: nope
Have You Ever Been on a Blind Date: Nope
Have You Ever Been out of the Country: CAN IT BE NOW?!

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7 Things You are Wearing...
- sleeveles shirt
- shorts
- undies
- slippers
- skin
that's all!!!

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6 Things You've Done Today...
- prepare for the class today but it was suspended
- sleep
- watched tv
- Eat
- went to mall in search for the materials to use for my plate in dc
- Answering this questions ===>yea! same here!

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5 Favourite Things...
- pc... cant live without it!
- Anime
- mp3 player
- pencil
- ummm INTERNET ====> most certainly!!!


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4 People You Most Trust (no specific order)...
- real friends
- mom
- god
- myself....

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3 Choices...

Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate!!! *runs like signal*
Hugs or Kisses: i prefer choco bars
Pens or Pencils: pencil

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2 Things You Want to do Before You Die...
what?! only two! no way!
- first, ill do everything i want to!!!
- then do everything i want to!!!

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1 Person You Want to see..
H-I-M-I-T-S-U!!!


Tag 3 other people :
thinks deeply...


~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7986872/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7986872/ Fri, 24 Feb 2006 04:27:21 PST
10 random thoughts.

1. mawawala ang pinas sa mapa balang araw
2. mga pesteng opisyal ng bansa.... mamatay na kayo!!!
3. uuhhh... need to do find canvas for dc plate
4. ok na kaya bukas pumunta ng ust...*Sigh*
5. hmm... *blank*
6. i wanna go out and go malling!!!
7. finals is really coming fast!
8. pppllllllaaaattteeessss!!!
9. my friend being so.... GRRRR!!!! *Shakes her harshly to wake up!*
10. food!!!

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pardon for that vulgar words i've said. im just pouringout my emotions... emotions that can't be withhold anymore and is starting to overflow!!!

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]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7804334/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7804334/ Sat, 04 Feb 2006 23:08:08 PST after those boring stuff we did last night, I manage to survive it and not be burned that much.

Hmmm lemme see, the camp thing is not that really boring as I expected. It was kind of fun at least. Ok, to tell the truth I somehow manage to escape a boring activity there at the camp for more than an hour. i had a walk with a friend on the grounds of my school, good thing that the guards didn’t noticed us that much. we ghost hunt for a bit but it failed coz there are still lights around the university I’m in.

I’m also happee coz… coz… WAAAAHHH!!! nakita co ulit xang nkangiti after a long tym!!! MEEEE SOOO HAPPPEEE!!! Tas nakita co ung dating ka org co na mgaling sumayaw!!!! Tas inakbayan nya co!!!! <*ehem!* im referring to 3 different persons here!!! > bwahahahaha!!! MEEE SOOOO HAPPPPEEE!!!!

And because I became so happee and excited about things, my MOBILE got LOST!!! I think it slipped when I sat on the ground from my left pocket. I just happened to realized that it’s lost when it was our sleeping time . of course I panicked! I searched everywhere from my bags to the grounds I’ve been but its not there! I suppose someone had get hold of it but didn’t return to me! I even called it using y friends mobile but it just keeps on ringing! I even sent it a sms saying to give back the mobile back to me. I even consulted the people in charge of the camp and announced to the crowd about of a missing mobile!!! Morning came but there was no answer to that announcement! DAMN THAT PERSON WHO FOUND THE MOBILE BUT DIDN”T RETRNED IT TO ME!!! I WISH THAT A BAD KARMA BE IN HIS WAY!!!!! I know that I’ve just been in a retreat but DAMN! That person is $H!T!!!!

So, to all my friends here in DA don’t contact me in that number!!!! DAMN!!!


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~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7792768/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7792768/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 18:22:51 PST i really hate it when people obliges me to do things that i dont like! maiking it clear, im not against the camp it self but on how they managed it! that camp is kindda like a retreat. i dont hate retreats but our freaking theo prof "bribed" us to! he said that as an exchange, hell ensure a part of our grade to be perfect.. i suppose its on the recitation... cant really remember... but the point is he is a theo prof and hes bribing us to go to the camp coz if we dont we'll do some research and we are to defened it!!! more so than bribing us he's abusing our state that our class dont like researching!!! GAWD DAMN IT!!! NAD HE'S TELLING THAT CHRISTIANS MUST DO GOOD THINGS FROM THERE HEART!!! AND TO WHICH IN REAALITY HE"S NOT DOING IT!!! another thing, there are buddhists and protestant christians in our school and they/ he didnt respect their religion! my classmates even said"we're now had been converted!" sarcastically ofcourse!!! DAMN THIS!!!

im not religious, frankly speaking i feel that im going into flames when im at mass, or at any super religious thinggie is happening...
i dont hate christianity but what i hate how the church moves especially the "religous" peolple who're worse than the not religious ones. like what ~krish-kuy said to me last nyt, "i like christianity but i hate christians." i do agree on that... oh well, tell me im a blasphemer, an aetheist, IDONT GIVE A DAMN!!! the religious is far more worse than me!!!

and being so attached to my stuff...im going to miss the pc, the net, the tv, the mp3, my slacking, my doodling, my tablet I DO WISH I COULD SURVIVE THIS CRAP!!!

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]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7664260/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7664260/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 07:14:34 PST

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"but that other lovely possibilityof real revelation and disaster..."

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
err..then what?!

3.What is the last thing you watched on TV?
wwe.. ok not me but the people here so i dont really have a choice.

4.Without looking, guess what time it is:
23:00

5.Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
22:27 my biological clock's too advanced! >_<

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
tv audio..the channels being surfed by my bro

7.When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
after my prelim exam this morning inside the classroom. the exam was a hell of a shit!

8.Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
phone beside the pc

9.What are you wearing?
sleeveless shirt, shorts, slippers

10.Did you dream last night?
wtf! guess what?! i was studying in my dreams for my exam earlier this day!!! still i flunked!!!

11. When did you last laugh?
on my way home from my school because ~krish-kuy

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
tv, pc, phone, erm... it would take me a day or so to enumerate it all!!!

13. Seen anything weird lately?
~krish-kuy!!! bwahahahaha!!! ~lish peace mein!!! just kidding! actually my brother coz i think his ankle's badly injured

14. What do you think of this quiz?
an escape rope in doing my plates!!!

15. What is the last film you saw?
in theaters? exorcism of emily rose in cable some movie ages ago. i dunno the title

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
buy a mansion mein! tour around the world with family and friends. buy everything that caughts my atention. hyde-sama and kirito-sama!!! _! just kidding! dont be mad hyde andd kirito fans!!!

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
i love blood! IMSOOO EEEVVIILLLL!!!

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
change th world itself!

19. Do you like to dance?
HELL NO!!!

20.George Bush:
DIE YOU FILTHY BASTARD!!! YOU THINK YOU KNOW EVERYTHING BUT HELL NOOOO!!! YOU KNOW NOTHING!!! DIEEEE!!!

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
...

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
LESTAT!

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
not just considering! i really want to! i wanna get out in this chaoitic environmnet!!! believe me!!!

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"you're now forgiven..."

now, i tag:

http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7595188/ Fri, 13 Jan 2006 18:02:12 PST Mood:
Watching: link pv of l'arc en ciel

DAMN!!! im sick!!! i have colds, slight fever and i kept on vomiting everytime i try to eat! LITERALY!!! i havent eaten anything since yesterday's lunch!!! whats making it worst is that this comin week will be our prelims week!!! :waaah: i can't do my plates because of this!!! im DEAD!!! *sigh*

Clubs:

]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7560783/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7560783/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 04:02:54 PST

This looks fun...

7 Things that scare you...
1.) GHOSTS!!!
2.) horror movies
3.) insects especially andts and roaches!!!
4.) ~SaiFongJunFan sorry!!! but i dont know why! T_T peace!!! don't get mad at me!!! T_T
5.) deadline for my plates
6.) stuck at my granny's house and be BORED to death!
7.) dogs!

7 Things you like the most... (randomly)
1.) laruku/ pierrot/ j-rock bands!!!
2.) anime >
3.) cellphone / cam
4.) mp3 player
5.) food
6.) tv/ cable
7.) malls

7 Important things in your room...
1.) pillows
2.) bed and sheets....
3.) sketchpad
4.) loads of pencils and pens
5.) books and magazines
6.) tv
7.) other stuff i hid under the bed!

7 Random facts about you...
1.) is a fine arts student
2.) likes hanging out and going to different places
3.) loves to laugh
4.) likes anime... shounen-ai!
5.) mostly abused by ~krish-kuy! joke!!! peace!!!
6.) loves the computer and the internet and can't live w/o it!
7.) hate kids!!!

7 Things you plan to do before you die...
im not thinking of it!!! BEEEEHHH!!!!

7 Things that attract you to the opposite/same sex...
1.) funny
2.) confident
3.) hair
4.) eyes
5.) hands
6.) gay joke! bishie!!!
7.) brains / talent

7 Things you say the most...
1.) damn!
2.) crap!
3.) hate it!
4.) im sleepy...
5.) im soooo damn bored!
6.) huh?!
7.) o...k...

7 Celeb or NOT-REAL crushes:

====> not real???!!! wat d'ya mean??? anime??? can't really remember.. celeb???

1.)HYDE from laruku
2.) KIRITO from pierrot
3.) GACKT
4.) MANA from malice mizer/ mdm
5.) kaoru from dir en grey


7 Favorite drinks...
1.) COFFEE!!!
2.) blood joke!!!
3.) mountain dew
4.) Tokyo-Tokyo's Red Iced Tea
5.) water
6.) hot choco drink
7.) juice

7 Memorable kiddy shows you used to watch as a kid...
1.) zenki
2.) yuu yuu hakusho
3.) sailormoon
4.) rurouni kenshin
5.) ninja turtles
6.) sentai thingies... mask rider black if i remember it right
7.) bugs bunny... any cartoons available in those times...

I tag: http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7495214/ Tue, 03 Jan 2006 03:09:07 PST

clubs:

]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7461231/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7461231/ Fri, 30 Dec 2005 22:01:21 PST
music: last letter

yo! HAPEE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!! enjoy the fireworks and stuff!!! :boggie:

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]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7400933/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7400933/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 08:57:08 PST :santaclause: :santaclause:

MERRY CHRISTAMS TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY!!!

:santaclause: :santaclause: :santaclause: ]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7395360/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7395360/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 18:48:11 PST MOVIE: moonchild

wow! its already christmas eve! frankly speaking... i don't feel it! worse, i just realized that later at night will be christmas... gosh! we even kind of forgot to put our christmas tree and so as the decors... it seems that as every year pass, this yuletide season is becoming duller than the last one... gosh! i dont know why's this happening! i mean when i was a kid, i was always very exited when christmas is coming! all those decors, lights, the christmas tree and dont forget the gifts makes me very exited about it! but as for this year... even with all those stuff at hand... oh! i don't know! maybe the warmth of it is slowly taking off... worst part, now i feel gloomy for the reason of i don't know! all i can say that this yuletide season of this year is the coldest one i ever had.

CLUBS:
]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7306218/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7306218/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 03:11:16 PST to the fact i can't say it!!! damn!!! i hate it!!! all i can say i'm depressed , vengeful , in doubt, fustrated :fustrated:, irritated ... all those sh*t!!!
<=== if only i can show her... ]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7277374/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7277374/ Sat, 10 Dec 2005 20:35:45 PST Mood: damn happee!!! part2
Listening to: last letters
Watching: moon child

wahahahaha!!! i got my present from my uncle in japan!!! yahoo!!! dvd of moonchild!!!

when he contacted my mom and said that it took him almost 3k+ php, i was shocked! wondering why such but then when i saw it a little later, OMG!!! NO WONDER it took his wallet that much coz it is a collector's edition of the movie!!! MFG: really!!!! i'm really shocked!!! even now, i can't believe it!!! WAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! am i dreaming?! waaaahhh!!! i'm really thankful to my uncle for that!!!

unfortunatelly, i can't watch it for now.... T_T kind of BUSY doing plates deadline tomorrow!!! T_T oh well, i think i can't really have everything i want my way....

]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7235144/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7235144/ Tue, 06 Dec 2005 04:08:56 PST Mood: damn happee!!!
Listening to: yuuyami suicide
Watching: exorcism of emily rose

wahahahahahaha!!! i SOOO MUCH LOVE this day!!!
primarily, i've been with the people whom i really liked!!!
ok, not convincing one....
well then its my crush!!!
i'm HAPPEE!!! SOOO MUCH!!! *smile extending up to my forehead*
we somehow "bonded" with each other! joking around, making noise, blah blah blah!!! hehehehehe... got it?!

another thing!!! about the "bishie" whom i'm recently following around, OMG!!! i saw him acting like a real man!!! making it clear, this person is gay. but WTF!!! his walk was manly his gestured manly and even spoke manly!!! i mean HE"S NOT LIKE THAT!!! i saw him walked, gestured and heard him spoke gayish!!! SH*T!!! im really shock!!! an i do mean SHOCKED!!!

moving on, another incident whrein a friend of mine, knowing that he's a straight guy acted gay!!! WHOA!!! what happened to these people!!! i mean he's not gay as far as i know. he even have a gf but what the freaking heck!!! he acted gayish and spoke gayish with his gay friends!!!

another thing, DA gave me a free one week trial of subscription!!!
hahahaha!!! atleast for a week i can utilize the "for subsribers only" features!!! bwahahahahahahaha!!!

ok, besides from being shocked by these unexpecting incidents, im CONFUSED!!!! WAT THE FREAKING HELL IS GOING ON?!?!?!?!?! i tink i'm going nuts!!!
hehehehehehehe...
nothing really!
i'm just happee!!! that's all!!!

]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7191267/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7191267/ Thu, 01 Dec 2005 03:40:21 PST
anyhow, watching it with my frends from ad 1-4 made it fun! hehehehehe!!! bonding with them through somekind of of suspense flick is not that bad!!! hehehe!!!

hahahahaha!!! juz remembred the "dance" thing video game in the arcade... i really suck on that!!! waaaaaaahhhhhh!!!! T_T why can't i have better reflexes so i can play that vid game without failing!!! waaaaaaahhhhh!!!!!! T_T
but i really like playing the police 911!!! hahahaha!!!

btw, im sooooo happeeee that there is a new version of the rival school!!! wahahahaha!!! ok currently addicted to it!!! hahahahahaha!!! XD ]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7111201/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7111201/ Tue, 22 Nov 2005 04:10:54 PST * plates...
* hang out!!! lakwacha!!!
* eat...
* draw...
* bond with my PC.

2. 3 things you aim to have this semester:
* improve my drawing/ plates...
* have better grades...
* improve myself...

3. 5 songs you're always singing this semester:
* htomi no juunin =l'arc~en~ciel
* hello= hyde-sama!!!
* jeepney =spongecola
* Urbandub Fallen On Deaf Ears
* yuuyami suicide ierrot

4. 5 People you're always with this semester: (as always sila rin! pero hindi sa lahat ng subjects!)
♥ ~krish-kuy -kada co n asang ibang section!
♥ c leng
♥ c jannah
♥ frends co sa ad1-4!!!
♥ prof... unfprtunately...

5. Person you're looking forward in seeing this semester:
* ung crux co!!! bwahahahahaha!!!

6. 2 People you hate this semester:
* PROF TYPOGRAPHY!!!! ===>aco din!
* irritating, annoying and plastic people!!! damn!!! hate them!!!

7. Prof that you hate this semester:
* PROF TYPOGRAPHY!!!!! ====>aco din!

8. Person you have a crush on this semester:
* i can tell u but i have to kill u!!!

9. Embarassing moment last semester that you don't want to repeat this semester:
* um... cant't remember if there's any....

10. contest you want to join this semester:
* meh. im scared of contests ===>aco din!

11. Things you want to change this semester:
* Lazyness -- sana ... kya lng its getting worse.. ==>again, aco din!
* kind of irresponsible in making paltes...
* sbrang lakwacha

12. 1st person you're with this semester:
* can't really remember... short term memory...

13. 1st person you've shown kindness upon this semester:
* am i kind???... if so, can't remember... short term memory... ok?

14. 1st person who hugged you this semester:
* not xur... c amabelle ata...

15. 1st person who kissed you this semester:
* ok ca lng????

16. 1st class you attended this semester:
* pinoi...

17. 2 things you'll miss last sem:
* FreeHand
* kakulitan nya...

18. Person you wish you're with this semester:
* my RiJEK >_<" ==> same hir!!! miss them!!!

19. 2 things you don't want to see this semester:
* mga pesteng ato sa paligid XP
* mga epal n bagay!!! XP

20. 2 things you want to do with your friends this semester:
* maglakwacha!!!
* mangGago.. ===> aco din!!!

21. 3 random thoughts you have about this semester:
* buisit na mga prof YAN!!!!!!! >:\ ===>tama ca jan!
* TINATAMAD NA AKO! ===> aco din!
* magiging regular student p kya aco after this sem?

22. Comment about this semester so far:
* ang saya!!! sana tuloy tuloy!!!

tag co din cla:



and anyone who wants to be tagged... ]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7005939/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/7005939/ Thu, 10 Nov 2005 04:05:31 PST first, my apologies to the people who had been a victim or still is of my severe shifty moodswings these past few weeks. and for my arrogance and being sarcastic...i'm just not in the ryt disposition... i dunno... maybe im kind of shock, in trauma , i don't know!!! garrr!!!! im messed up.... pardon me for people for my not so good attitudes lately... im sorry... i really am... ]]> ~noir-kreuz http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/6862159/ http://noir-kreuz.deviantart.com/journal/6862159/ Tue, 25 Oct 2005 07:53:13 PDT that's my state...
state...
because of someone i'm slowly losing...
someone special..
someone who knows me a lot ...
someone who understands me on the times i don't know me...
someone who was always... most of the time was their for me when there is no one else....
someone whose always their to put my shattered pieces almost a whole...
someone to whom i believe when chaos fills me in...
someone who'd contributed a lot in my life...
someone which has a huge part of my life...
someone to whom i care...
someone to whom i love...

i say... it hurts... terribly!!!
as if it slowly drains my sanity...
or so it seems...
i don't know!!!
i'm perplexed...
don't know what to do...
hesitation...
continue or not...
be imprudent or cold hearted...
find help or... is there such "help" in this situation...
i'm totally mixed up...
all i can say that HURTS...

all this pain is because i'm SLOWLY loosing someone... ]]> ~noir-kreuz